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Things are exciting. Working at school is still the same, though with added risk of potentially not having a job at any point. The boss is a horrible man. Personal life, been single for a while, parents have split up and grandparents have died. Good times. Hope things are better for you. x

from mrmiguelious :

o hi! First diary update in two years. How rare. What's even more rare is that I actually remembered how to get onto it and read it. We should catch up some time ya? x

from tracedsmile :

Oh, reading your Livejournal and your Diaryland makes me realise that I miss you :(. I'm sorry that you're not happy where you are, even though the place an sich is good. I wish I could help you in any way, but I never know what to say as advice. So you're still with kieran.. that's lovely :). Or again? I haven't talked to you so freaking lol. Long distance relationships suck =/. How often do you usually see him? You smoke now? =/. I'm opposed to cigarettes but I can understand why you use it, I've thought about trying it sometimes too, but the fact that I have asthma is a big blockade, which helps. I know exactly what you mean, Bor is on my friendslist on Livejournal and he is on there because I do want to trust him but I can't even tell anything personal on MSN, never mind face to face. So now he thinks he knows my darkest secrets: not really though. Lies and making everything (especially myself) seeming better than it is. I'm just so horrible afraid of losing him because I am crazy. *sighs* Damn it, this got into a big rant about myself, things always turn into that =/. You may always talk to me if you wish, I won't condemn you for anything. Lot's of love <3

from tracedsmile :

oh yes, now I remember. Microscopic/Muffin was from long ago, silly me. Why is university not so great? =/. I see what you mean with my diary, I'll try to change it asap :)

from tracedsmile :

Yeah, I agree. Diaryland is just.. better, I do not know why. Maybe because it feels more anynomous then LJ is? I do not know, I am actually honest here. How is your university going? joined the korfbal team yet? ^_^ BTW, I tried, but I the username/password I thought it was isn't correct anymore for you =/ (microscopic/muffin?)

from tracedsmile :

I miss you :(. I never talk to you anymore, I should update this diary more too. I should do too many things. Anyway, the username/password is sacrament/wilderness :)

from aurorafaerie :

hey, it's sad-faerie here...I have a new diary. feel free to come read =O) same username/password as before. if ya can't remember what that was, mail me & I'll let you know, sorry about the messing around...faith, trust & pixie dust xXx

from l0stwhispers :

Hey hun! I haven't talked to you in ages. -hugs- How're you? =)

from shes-dying :

You missunderstood me, i wasn't trying to bitch at you, i wouldn't, i know you're talking sense. Sorry if i upset you. :( xx

from lostleanor :

i'm so sorry love. i miss you, i wish you felt better. :[

from ophelia2love :

thanks for still reading. xo

from lostleanor :

awww honey. i wish you weren't feeling this way. i miss you sooo much, and i wish i could just come over and give you a huge hug. so much love sug. and always remember that you're worth it; dying would be such a waste

from lostleanor :

heeey. i miss you! i had a computer move and can't remember my p/w to get in to yours :[ can you help me out?? i hope we get back in touch with eachother, i really miss talking to you. all my love is still with you. ♥

from tracedsmile :

I love you too, honey, and I really wished we lived closer =]. But this is not something you could help me with if you lived closer, I'm afraid =/.

from tracedsmile :

I love you <3

from l0stwhispers :

Holy crap. That's happening to me too. The one about Sam. 8S And yea, it's scary. I don't want it to end just like that. I mean, there's too much to treasure and he's a great guy and all. >< But it just seems like... we're drifting apart. And well, I harbour a crush for another guy as well. >< Gosh, I'm so evil. -sighs- I hope it turns out well for you. -huggles- Just know you're not alone alright?

from lostleanor :

hey sweets. I miss talking to you. My myspace was delted because of some stupid...idiotic girl. But my new one is myspace.com/reccarue. I'd like to talk again, so if you want to, please add me. sooo much love to you, lovaface. <333

from tracedsmile :

Okay, I can completely understand that =). I hope it gets better and that we'll talk soon (and not because I would be so curious ^^)

from tracedsmile :

Honey, I wish you could trust me, but alas. Don't be worried about me, I'll be fine. What has happened that you have flashbacks of?

from shes-dying :

I wish so much i could be with you right now. Wish we lived nearer...*cuddles* love xx

from lostleanor :

you are perfect just the way you are, and if I could, I'd wrap my arms around you and sipe away every tear you shed. I'm here, though not there. love to you always. <33

from lostleanor :

I LOVE YOU. we need to talk more.

from tracedsmile :

Not .. appealing to me. You don't screw it up when you don't do it, you care for the rest of the world and you're brave when you don't do it.

from l0stwhispers :

Hey, I hope things get much better for you. And happy belated birthday! Sorry I didn't say earlier! >< *Huggles* Cheer up, hon! You can pull through this... and seriously, you have to stop with the cutting, hon. I know the going is really tough now, but try to get past it alright? On the brighter side, you're 17 now. =)

from tracedsmile :

My love .. well .. if you define normal as average, as what the most people have, well, most people do not feel those persons as you feel them. But, it's not completely unnatural, I mean, more people do experience similar things, although it's such a thing that you can't really compare because you need to be inside someone's head to experience it and no one can be in 2 persons heads. Well, it's not .. highly new for me, it made me think of the time you posted bits of an entry of your sister in your livejournal, where she talked about you and seeing things, and you've also mentioned several times about that old lady, I believe. I wish I could do anything =(. Do they scare you? Do they tell you to go and kil yourself, like .. I've heard, other people hear? I won't love you any less though. I dreamed of you one night ago. You were celebrating your birthday and I came by and we hugged and chatted and had a great birthday =). In ym dream my letter didnt arrive yet though

from shes-dying :

*holds and won't let go*

from tracedsmile :

You're worth saving, my love, so much, I love you so much =(. Did my letter arrive in time? I .. well I wish I could give you advice and tell you what I think is right, but I don't know what's right or what will be the best for you .. I'm a fuckup with relationships and chosing who you want to be with =(. Just .. when you break up you long for the person you just broke up with, and I think you'll do the same with Donna when you stop going out with her =/. I just .. well, hope she'll make you happy, and I hope you'll get to love her and realise that it time <3. I love you so much darling.

from tracedsmile :

damn. i thought it was the 23th. happy birthday =)

from tracedsmile :

A lip piercing? Wow .. sexy =]. And your parents allowed that? That's very cool =D. As a birthday present or what? Wow .. now the sex will be even better ^^. But you know what this means .. PICTARS.

from l0stwhispers :

Ooooh lip ring! Cool! Lol! I don't really fancy them, but well, yea. XP Hehe! *Tries to picture you with a lip ring* Glad you like it! And heeeey... someone's going to be 17 in like... 4 days eh? XP *Winks* Lol! Oh, btw, hope you get your hands on the HP book. Not very good, in my opinion, but still alright. =)

from tracedsmile :

You're not a screwup, you're not =[.

from shes-dying :

And i will totally be at the party...mwha!

from tracedsmile :

Oh you drunk slut .. I wish I lived close to you then I could get everything of you .. *aherm*. So .. you don't know who you want more, donna or kirk? Or do you just want them both for the lust? 0_O

from tracedsmile :

You're so pretty <3. I'm in love with your eyes. And with you.