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from whystinger :
Come on now, he's a Maverick... I don't know about you, but growing up in Western New York, when I hear Maverick, I think of a rusty, crusty, boned out old Ford model... Were you from the Syracuse area? I was from Rochester.
from whystinger :
Dude, you ever gonna update again???
from hlupak :
i just ordered a copy of "Buddhism Plain and Simple."
from hlupak :
thanks for the info. i'll look into that book. i ordered another book by noah levine, "against the stream: a Buddhist manual for spiritual revolutionaries." i always try to approach spirituality with an open mind.
from curiouoso :
Re: It's Judy's Turn to Cry, good call! Yes it is though she doesn't have a clue yet! Thanks, Curiouoso*
from chickpea981 :
Goddamn motherfucking D-land ate my comment. Once I saw "vagina dentata" I could no longer focus on this entry. I take it you've seen/heard of Teeth? Also, where is this email you said you had for me?
from pipersplace :
Hey, Honey. Glad to see your back. Missed you as well. I have a new blog, since January. Please stop by. http://babylonvisited.blogspot.com. I'll have to throw a link up to you. Kisses
from hlupak :
hi. this is not a complaint just a statement of how i feel. I MISS YOU! there are many things that i love about you. i love your sense of humor and your honesty. even though i have always felt somewhat intimidated by it i love your intellect. no matter whether or not i hear from you i value our friendship. knowing that you are on this planet makes it a better place.
from hlupak :
remember me? bruce@hlupak-vlkosnik.com
from chickpea981 :
@gmail dot com
from curiouoso :
Hey, I did use that right, didn't I? I looked it up after your comment just to make sure it whas the word I wanted, and it made more sence then than when I wrote ity! I was thinking along the lines of "plastic" or fake. It's amazing how specific language can be, and how poorly we often use it, relying on the same common vocabulary instead of utilizing the exactitude of specific words found only in dictionarys and educated writers. Mine comes from reading too much as a child and absorbing the meanings through context, being far too lazy to peruse a dictionary. Curiouoso* wishing you a good night. Thanks for the observation!
from hlupak :
hi. greetings from kansas. who would have thought that i would end up living here?
from curiouoso :
Thanks for dropping by my pages. Come back anytime. I'm pleased you liked them enough to add me to your favorites. Curiouoso*
from whystinger :
Sorry about the glasses - that sucks big time.. and I know from experience, as I needed reading glasses a few years ago and now my vision is fucked... Hey, are those grilling figurines your or someone that you know? I am curious about the wire gauge... I have a few ideas, but if you could measure, then it would be better. Let me know. I would like to build a set IF I can make the time...
from whystinger :
I do wonder if the Cat has kidney or bladder problems. Maybe he just sprays when he pisses... but I will still get him checked out. A cat lover told me about some "crystals" that can clog a cat't penis... Oh, he is a big rub-er of a cat. Getting the community scent all around. Pussy IS like fish... as they say "if the fish smells fishy, it is not fresh and should not be eaten, it should smell fresh and clean. Same with pussy. If it smells funky, don't eat it. Hell, if it is that funky smelling, I won't even fuck it... Loved the hot dog grillers... I should get out the torch and weld up a few of those :)
from chickpea981 :
Wow... I didn't even make the list. After all these years I get nothing. For shame. I gave up on DL because of the constant problems with entries not showing up, inability to delete a fucking thing, being sick of paying for it, and then I couldn't back up everything. It's all still there, the coding is just keeping everyone out. You know where I am now and I have kept you linked there for all times.
from carriesplace :
miss you...hope to hear more from you soon!
from whystinger :
welcome back. Saw you on the users online screen.
from suta :
Some other diary for a change. Nice. Keep on writing kiddo.
from optimystic6 :
Hooray! You're on MySpace! What's your screename? I'll show you mine if you show me yours :D
from optimystic6 :
Hi Seth! I miss you! I haven't been able to enjoy your diary at the library (for obvious reason). But I do want to keep in touch. Email me!
from rockymtrangr :
We're getting all the rain from Ernesto, so I doubt I'll get out there. But I've already had my frittata with Italian toast for breakfast, and we'll get some half-moon cookies before the end of the weekend. East Syracuse, here...
from hlupak :
of course that got my attention. now it's not just your intellect that i find intimidating. ;)pigeons on the grass alas.
from hlupak :
what can i say without getting in trouble? (lol) you are a tease. ;)
from chickpea981 :
it was the celery I was commenting on... giggle
from chickpea981 :
you fucking clit tease
from damonjones :
I really enjoyed your power of alcohol entry. I thought it was quite funny.
from sex--boy :
It's always good to run "self-rightous pieces of shit" over with a steam roller.
from sinslaidbare :
Loved, loved LOVED the "power genitalia" entry. I giggled until I damn near peed myself.
from pipersplace :
Nice to see one of my favorites posting again. Looking forward to it! Kisses
from lovelydaisy :
Hope ur not too sunburnt. I am very light sensitive because I'm as white as a ghost. Hugs and kisses to you :)
from lovelydaisy :
go where? I'm never really gone, just moved. Email me at daisypie at mts.net and I'll let ya know more hehe
from lovelydaisy :
so gladt to have you back!! love and kisses to you!!
from chickpea981 :
got dayum! it's good to have you back.
from wishiwasout :
I assume that's aim? Mine's herbmann02. Add me, pimp.
from lovelydaisy :
Hope you had a nice shower. Things are slowly killing me as always. Alot has gone one but I've pretty much killed this diary. ALot to tell you. Should download AIM again and come looking for ya :) Hugs n kisses....
from chickpea981 :
pp62?
from chickpea981 :
you know I always miss you when you're gone and love when you come back.
from optimystic6 :
Finally! Sheesh, took ya long enough! Would you email me your # already? Life's too short and I've wanted to chat with you for a long time.
from wishiwasout :
Honestly, it became sort of...a dump for me. I'd get depressed and pour it all into the diary. Poor thing...it's so depressing. If you still want the password, I'll give it to you. But, it's far more informative (and entertaining, I'm sure) to talk via an instant messenger. Care to?
from kchick1978 :
Seth, I was excited that you actually posted after so long... and now...?? Dont leave us again!! Ive read up on you.. and I know its hot. Update PLEASE??
from lovelydaisy :
Hugs and love to you. Find me on my xanga. Life is good but alot has gone on. I miss you Seth!!!!!
from optimystic6 :
Because my life is in need of enrichment, and because you happen to be an awesome guy, I command you to update your diary...please.
from kchick1978 :
Ok... so I dont know you ... but I do like what ive read so far... ill open my diary to you if ya wnat jsut ask. Thanks Seth!
from chickpea981 :
love you
from lovelydaisy :
lots of hugs and love for a great new year :) Hugs and kisses and all that fun crap
from thegoodbiboy :
Oh hell yeah. Some damage can be done!
from optimystic6 :
Welcome back - you were missed :) Do you have my email? We really ought to chat one of these days.
from lovelydaisy :
Hugs and kisses :) Hope to find you on IM soon :)
from thegoodbiboy :
Great pics...that first guy...that's my type of guy!
from thegoodbiboy :
Can I be apart of that group!!!?? Sounds good to me.
from lovelydaisy :
Glad to see ur updating a bit :) Hugs!
from chickpea981 :
Goober.
from lovelydaisy :
No sausage to hide. Just pissed off about things.
from chickpea981 :
get online!
from lovelydaisy :
Just letting you know I was thinking about you!
from rockymtrangr :
Haven't seen you around for a while. Hope all is going well, and that you're not driving yourself into the ground TOO badly.
from lovelydaisy :
are you abandoning me? Email me at lovelydaisy@diaryland.com
from lovelydaisy :
Glad to see ur still around! Lots of hugs...>Carrie
from optimystic6 :
Sounds like you're getting things together, bitch though it is. Please be patient with yourself - take things on bit by bit, and slowly your confidence will build up again and you can get more accomplished.
from lovelydaisy :
I hope things sort out for you! Thinking of you always!....Carrie
from chickpea981 :
yes yes, nudity all around
from optimystic6 :
By the way, thank you for adding me to your favorites and for the nice comment. It would be cool to meet you too.
from pipersplace :
Thanks for the mention, sweetie. I'm sorry you're down. Hopefully, things will be looking up. Also, I found the whole Ex marrying a woman entry very interesting. Kisses
from lovelydaisy :
Lots of hugs and love to you! You are wonderful and I look forward to every entry!!....So glad to hear from you :).......Carrie
from chickpea981 :
delicate sensibilities my ass
from optimystic6 :
Sorry to hear you've been so depressed. I know how much of a bitch that can be. I'm totally with you on the needing to be held and allowed to be weak thing. So often I feel like I have to take care of the other guy without the kind of reciprocation I need. But also, I think the really deep levels of letting go and feeling comfortable and safe with your lover requires a lot to happen first. Hope things pick up for you - sorry about JWB getting married.
from cheersurasta :
in my experience, when the love of your life gets married to a chick you've only got one avenue of recourse: wait til he calls and when he calls, which I assure you he will, fuck his cock loving brains out and send him back to the little woman sore, hungover and without a suitable explanation...
from optimystic6 :
Hey Seth. Where ya been for 3 months?
from lovelydaisy :
Been thinking of you, wondering where you are.......taps foot with a frying pan in hand...where have u been?
from sexonatable :
Hi! I just found your diary.. I looked through like all most all of them lol! I did enjoy it... after this I am adding you to my favorites so I can become a regular reader ;)
from cheersurasta :
cheers, you're a star
from pipersplace :
I've really enjoyed reading you lately. It sounds so very hot. I hope it happens for you tonight.
from sexycollab :
good gawd, you've been busy. I love reading about the new boytoy. Anywho, I've made Sexycollab functioning again, so please submit some of your fantasies. I remember reading a story you were writting a year or so ago, about seducing your new neighbor. I'd love it if you would submit the entirety of that story, or even an excerpt. We're excepting erotic poetry as well. Thanks!
from pipersplace :
My, you've been busy lately. Good for you.
from lovelydaisy :
TEASE!!!!!!!! I NEED TO KNOW MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! TELL US SOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from chickpea981 :
you BITCH!
from chickpea981 :
tease
from dsi :
That Metallica reference was peachy keen.
from chickpea981 :
fucking powderkeg
from optimystic6 :
I've heard before that a person's history of romances has a real element of karma to it, in the sense that you keep falling in with the same type of person until finally something in you becomes aware of what needs to change, and you do it. Almost like - you make the same mistake over and over again until you finally get it right. Or you receive the same blessing over and over again until you finally accept it. Part of it is a deliberate seeking on your part, part of it is the other person, and part of it is just the universe and synchronicity meddling with your life all over again.
from chickpea981 :
You're added to the cast page. And no MM action but it was a small party - perhaps the next one will have that.
from lovelydaisy :
Miss ya too :) Carrie
from lesliesroom :
i'd love to read your journal : shesrowdy@yahoo.com
from pipersplace :
It's nice to read something from you. It's been way too long. Have a good trip.
from frisky-girl :
Glad to see you're doing good. :~)
from lovelydaisy :
Was just thinking of you today, and then u update :) Hope you have a great trip :) Hugs and kisses
from wishiwasout :
::gasps:: I come to check to see what's new...and it's locked. May I have a password...please? ::strains:: Pretty please?
from hi-and-byes :
hey thanks for the note. now i'll have to catch up on my reading ;)
from iamhubpluh :
>kisses< I was thinking about you and wanted to say Hello! Bonsoir mon ami.
from concerted :
here's my little note about a locked diary. "johnny" and "thunders" if you're interested.
from chickpea981 :
I miss you
from nutashamed1 :
YAY. I'd been trying to access your diary for ages with the password you sent. Only just worked out that that s_____ w__ is for user name and the pass word. Glad to be reading you again. Carrying the kitten around in your pocket is a very sweet story. Was good to read about all your different pets, the pictures were a very nice touch. Hope your return to work is going well. n x
from damonjones :
When I see pics like thoses I think that I would not mind sucking on one. Every dog needs a bone I guess. lol
from not-cool :
can i get a password? it's for an important school project.
from dsi :
Mine wasn't anything special; it did have seven twisters, though. I was mighty proud of that! But, I wouldn't say Effexer was at the root of this: Because my first attempt was when I was 14, and on Paxel. SSRI's really fuck with teenager’s head's, especially if they’re bi-polar. Which Effexer is supposed to help with that? Why they can't just give out Lithium, I don't know? It would make life a lot easer, if you ask me... Of coarse the bitch slap didn't mean anything, Darious just wanted to make sure I was still alive and able to feel something!
from optimystic6 :
Yeah, that one went right over my head. Can you believe I have never seen Psycho? Sigh...yes, I've led a sheltered life. Glad to hear you and the loved one are doing well. I am saving up for a trip to England myself after I finish my BA. Now go meditate!
from chickpea981 :
I sooooooooooooo needed those pictures. *slurp*
from dsi :
Umm... You're welcome, I think?
from lovelydaisy :
*hugs*
from optimystic6 :
I was wondering when you and... Norman I take it?... were going to get serious again. Ryan I could understand, but I think you should cool things off with Tanner until you know where you are at with your loved one. No more guy in the background - you and LO have a lot of talking to do. And being the Zen guy you are, you know the importance of the here and now. Best wishes!
from phangasm :
Thanks for the pwd. Man, the stupidity of people never ceases to amaze me. Especially the stupidity of people who hit a website through some random google search and then feel compelled to critique.
from dsi :
Implying that I still want people to read my shit ... just trype in my user name and dexstijl as my password..
from romeo- :
Is there any possible way you would be kind enough to send me the pass?
from frisky-girl :
Your cats are beautiful!!
from damonjones :
Mr. Beef? How did you pick that name for him?
from chickpea981 :
I'm going to wait till I talk to my mom about it, but knowing what I do already I think she will agree with my decision. Either way, I will have someone come to the house for the euthanization. I want her in my arms and at home and I want to bury her in my own back yard. She's the only cat I've ever had. It's so surreal. She's lying there next to me right now asleep as if nothing's wrong, but I know better. I feel like I am playing God deciding when to end her life and its a gigantic mindfuck. I appreacite your words and telling me your past experience. It helps me figure out what to do. xoxo
from demora00 :
I dared not ask; though the thoughts that ran through my head... How could I not be happy to hear from such a strong, in touch sort of person, with feelings no one seems to want to hear about as you?
from pantypulldwn :
thanks, betty-bo0p locked for the same type of reasons too much scrutiny in the world......can we all just get long? serious moisture always!
from redsirenbody :
um. I did not keep the password email it to me? glaural@aol.com...thanks. L
from redsirenbody :
not if you don't mind me adding you! Keep happy. L
from nividian :
Darling, I had the email in my "Seth" folder, highlighted in green for easy finding when the time came you did lock up. I miss you, though. Not diary-you, but you-you.
from chickpea981 :
HEY! No stripping my slut title from me! I like it damnit!
from frisky-girl :
Ooooo, you very handsome. :) Except the spiders, I have the creepy crawlies now.
from lovelydaisy :
yes you did :) At least there was a handsome guy there to make it not so bad :)
from lovelydaisy :
Yuck!! Those spiders are HUGE!! hope you have a great day :) Carrie
from redsirenbody :
Hey you I saw your password and stuff on a friends note page...would you mind if I come in and see what you are up too? Keep pushing. L
from concerted :
Thank you dear...and you are never clutter in my notes :)
from jswsexy :
Hello, thanks for the note! I was just starting to panic when I saw you had locked up...
from pipersplace :
What a coincidence. I was just going to ask for the password. Thanks. Stay strong, sweetie.
from damonjones :
No that's ok. I like when I receive notes. I sorry it had to come to this for you. These people are losers these hate mongerers they live in basements and try to make peoples lives as hellish as theirs are. Stay strong and happy. Damon :-)
from djraindog :
Hey, man, thanks for the password. Didn't get the e-mail, but did get (then deleted, for discretion's sake) the note. Don't understand why anybody would be hatin' on you, but the world is full of bullshit & assholes. All best...DJRD ;-)
from pantypulldwn :
IT IS!*hands clasped together* Can i please have the key?*puppy eyes*
from frisky-girl :
Me! Me! *waves hand in air* I'd truly appreciate the keys to your wonderful diary. Thanks for adding me to your favorites! I feel so loved now. :-)
from double-life :
Thanks for the passwords. I did get that email you sent (I must have been the only one). Sadly, the passwords werent working. I was busy, so I thought I put the wrong ones in. Who knows. Either way, it's all good now. Sorry to hear about the bullshit. People suck, simple as that.
from e-nymph :
I recieved the email and deleted the note to keep the nasty riff raff out. ;) thank you for sending me the keys, I enjoy reading you.
from swingerdiary :
Thanks for adding me. I love the photos you've been putting in there. *whew* I think I need a cold shower. *kisses*
from lovelydaisy :
i deleted ur note to me, so that way if someone wanted to look and you werne't happy with it, i wouldn't be blamed :)
from lovelydaisy :
You are so handsome!! Very very nice :) Too bad you didn't live closer to me ;) Carrie
from lovelydaisy :
hmm odd i didn't get it, good i got it now :) Lurve ya Carrie
from floodtide :
Presumptuous to ask, please, for a password? I'd miss the diary! Love, flood
from lovelydaisy :
Sent you an email :) I really enjoy reading your diary :) Carrie
from chickpea981 :
Its a flip feature for the hover. I'm on explorer 5.5. You're the first to complain. And that font? Yeah JUST found out that in a fully lit room it doesnt show up, but at night or in a darker room the old layout looked great. Ah well. I figure it out as I go along. I'll work on a new hover just for you - but cant do it till I get my errands run today. And thank you, thats a picture I took at sunrise yesterday. :D
from lovelydaisy :
This is CarrieM just so ya know ;) I am glad to see you back! Sorry about the vineyards this year, maybe next year will be a better year for you :) thinking of you *hugs* Carrie
from dsi :
I've never been called sweet before! But, then again when I'm not pooring my soul out, I am a pumpos asshole... Sweet?
from hlupak :
about the guy in googles and bloggles, about as long as it would take him to grin.
from chickpea981 :
also, you need to talk to me on a messenger, and when is your birthday?
from chickpea981 :
See? I fucking told you were were twins! We're on the same wavelength or something. Fuckin A that dream was hot. Seriously baby, that got me all wet and tingly and such. The only other d-lander who has openly admitted to dreaming about me was Trixie-lust, but that was a weird one. Mmmm. You just fueled erotic thoguhts for a few hours. But about that trading card - I'm missing the scary part... enlighten me hot stuff.
from carriem :
Glad to see you back!! I hope that you are doing well, i know i am :) Miss you and chat with you soon :) Carrie
from chickpea981 :
Sometimes I wonder if were are opposite sex versions of each other. There's going to come a point where out of the blue, two months will pass and you'll find something about Ryan and say "holy fuck. I haven't thought of him for two months. how did that happen?" Hopefully it will be a strapping young man (with a 9.5 inch cock that is absolutely perfect that you crave fortnightly) who helps you realize this. If that happens then you and I are fucking twins. xoxo
from plastic-pose :
I read your diary. And I don't get it. Is it the honesty? Intellect? Mystery? Or the sex? Could it be the fact that a lot of people push the idea of sexuality, and don't stop to think that after a while it's just fucking annoying--and you... back away from that? Or, is it the pictures?
from pattymelt :
the new BF has a lefty. and it hits THE SPOT.. yum.
from carriem :
miss you, thinking of you :) Hopefully you are back with a vengance :) Carrie
from pipersplace :
I just love the pictures you post. I'd love to jump right into one of them. I've been enjoying your diary and thought you might like to know that.
from swingerdiary :
I missssssssssssssssssss you.
from redsirenbody :
I hope that your doggies get ok. I am intrigued by your writing...I think I will be back to visit. I saw a note you left for Chanter and clicked on...hmm. The picture was interesting. Smiles. L
from dsi :
Took you long enough to realize that I'm full of shit!
from carriem :
Thanks :) I am now a married woman :)
from chickpea981 :
You need not even ask. All my oral skills are yours. For you I'd even swallow.
from chickpea981 :
the anniversary of the end with your ryan is only a few days after the one year anniversary of the end of mine and leaving him. what say we escape for a night of unihbited passionate oral gratification? or maybe I'll just make you dinner and give you a back rub followed by a cock rub.
from pipersplace :
That Hungarian guy, WOW! Hope everything works out for you, Piper
from e-nymph :
much love sent your way, hope everything works out for you...in whatever way it's suposed to. x0x0x
from awomanalone :
Good to know you're still alive, and those are some nice pics :)
from nutashamed1 :
hey there, i'm loving your work only one wee thing the white letters (your diary text) on top of the white letters of your background make it almost impossible for me to read. Just thought I would say, cause you might not be aware of the issue. excuse my wankness nx
from chickpea981 :
Sweet mother of all that is holy. Hot tub scenario. Very most definitely the hot tub scenario. Holy night you made me moist with desire. I now worship you.
from third-eye-62 :
I did break up with him. I have a big issue with trust, and Jackson just made it so I'm going to have a harder time trusting anyone. (Oh, yeah, ha, new diary DSI).
from e-nymph :
that twink got my motor running as well sweetie. ;) missed your words.
from chickpea981 :
I thought you could use a little lovin. As for that testicle lickin', deep throating, non-stop till your balls are drained hummer - baby it's yours! And no crew cuts! I wanna run my fingers through your locks when you are pleasing the pea.
from chickpea981 :
I love you!
from e-nymph :
Da Vinci code is a great book. so is angels & demons by the same author. :) just finished black house by stephen king & peter straub and also gifts of the body by rebecca brown (both on audio)- I listen to books a great deal at work. though last night a tattooed hottie coworker handed me minidisk mixes to listen to; got my groove on listening to bush and 311 really loud. ;) and the hottie is flirting that we should get our groove on again sometime. :) damn it, i just want a harem of men and my beck and call to service me. that's not too much to ask is it? ;)
from bigindia :
You're at a huge advantage; You know what you're living for. The exact reason, as well. Unlike me, where I'm just living without any reason. Just to do it, I suppose?
from carriem :
hope things work out for you. We need to hook up sometime, i'll let you know the wedding plans :)
from trixie-lust :
Hey, you're welcome to "head" up cum October. Halloween festivities in Salem are a blast!
from damonjones :
When you talk about your dog waiting for you under your desk it makes me really want a dog. Oh lassie! Excuse me I got something in my eye.
from e-nymph :
please send me the key, you know I enjoy to live through your sexual encounters. ;) miss pea isn't the only one that sex has touched lately...ended up having great hot sex full of fun and laughter with a close friend. I came often and he came 2x- once hitting my cheek as i licked cum off his belly...so i've had my first facial. and there's something hot about a guy who likes to taste himself on your tongue, at least there is to me. ;)
from chickpea981 :
Ahahah! After that entry where I'd have to punch your face away to get you to stop... holy fuck! I'm kidnapping you and taking you with me to MA in October!!! End of discussion! I do believe you are now my favorite person on diaryland. I love that you call me the divine miss pea. *giggle*
from chickpea981 :
I'm supposed to go back up to see Trixie around October. You should give me your phone number then and maybe we'll harass you too! And now for my real comment to you... First off, stop beating yourself up over the incident that happened. You hsould know that my Ryan has totally fucked with my head as well and many months after I left him, I ended up fucking him one random night. That took a while to get over. Actually, its been a year and things still aren't exactly resolved. Especially now that I get to hear about his 19 year old cupcake that his parents love. In conclusion, Ryan's suck and you and I need to stay away from them. Also, I simply must try this limoncello when I get my own place in the not too distant future. xoxoxoxo baby.
from damonjones :
Yeah I miss playing hockey too. It just became too expensive to continue. I was a RW by the way. Tell me when you find a center. :-)
from phangasm :
I supported the war in general, Saddam was a bad guy and needed to go. But everyone's worst fear was that they'd fuck up the exit strategy, and here we are. I've been reading about the runup to Vietnam lately, and there's some striking parallels in how bad the intelligence was. You're right on with Burma, how about Sudan, Chad, Congo, Rwanda, Somalia (I know, we tried there already)? Haiti has a hard time getting in the news, they have to have a flood to get any airtime. What ever happened to the Ivory Coast, we landed there, stayed a few weeks, and now the media acts like that country disappeared off the map. Did we do any good, or was that a rotation out of Iraq for R&R? I don't give Clinton or Bush much credit for the economy either way, Bush the First closed a lot of military bases and that fucked up a lot of military towns, but it needed to happen. Bush II keeps touting better jobs numbers, but I think the slogan this time around needs to be "It's the War, Stupid!"
from phangasm :
Thanks for the note. I think that was my first case of irreversible rod syndrome too - in my youth, I could get a hardon 50 times a day, but not keep it.
from damonjones :
about oggi in Italia: Great entry! George Bush's roadmap to peace is like a circus gone horribly wrong. If he had any integrity he would resign.
from bigindia :
I am sujesting hmboys.com!!! (Some great boys on there).
from dexstijl :
The United States are only in this situation because aren't thinking. Year 2000: No one wanted another horny guy in the office. No one wanted Goer. No one really even wanted Bush. So, the 18 and over croud weren't thinking. The mass was saying vote for whomever, because whomever wasn't Clintin. We were in a great position in 2000: Two people that actually had something going for them. Unlike now when Bush is losing war support, but that doesn't mean Kerry support. It also doesn't mean that people are now, Anti-Bush. It just means that they are coming to the realization that this war was in deed, a cotly, fucking misstake. The Bush Administration even put out an anti-war advertisment. That is first indecation that this is the beginign of the end for the United States are our government. We can't just become the Aztec Empire, they were very successuf. Yet, they were also taken advantage of. I also, don't believe that Kerry has anything going for him. However, I do think that we could finally get a tax break for the poor. (Middle Class, I mean). I don't even have to pay taxes, and it just pissed me off. Great diary, by the way!
from hlupak :
you know that none of your diary entries are soporific but one of them did contain that word. some of your entries can render one stiff but this stiffness does not come from sleepiness or any form of catatonia. all of your diary entries are successful, because they succeed in doing whatever you intend for them to do.
from hlupak :
to me it looks like the second lunch guy is in ecstasy rather than distress. i could eat him for breakfast, lunch, dinner and in-between-meal snacks. i know someone who had to get together with his family five times per day for meals and snacks. if he were the main course that would be a delicious obligation. i would have left a note about your soporific entry but i fell asleep.
from bigindia :
See you get it! Most adults just think all teenage boys are dogs. They never stop to think that when you've got an erection, you're not just going sit there, and do shit about it. Anyway, I'm glad someone liked my lawn mower analigy!
from chickpea981 :
I adore you! We should totally get naked and spoon.
from urpolemyhole :
You say "consumate bottom" like its a bad thing. LOL
from floodtide :
I haven't had time. But I did appreciate it, thanks. I haven't written a diary entry at all in the last 36 or 48 hours because I haven't been at the computer; starting time for work is 5:15am and that's kicking my ass. I'm up to Book 6, and will be watching for the passage you cited as I move through to the end. Love, flood
from phangasm :
blocked referrer is probably someone with an anti-spyware tool installed. I wouldn't worry about it.
from trixie-lust :
*gasp* I want a Clash of the Titans lunch box!
from urpolemyhole :
I didn't see anyone else put it out there, so I'll make it perfectly obvious that I spend way too much time in from of the TV. "Look <i>that</i> up in your Funk and Wagnall's" was coined on Rowan and Martin's Laugh-In during the 1960's. Do you swallow, too?
from third-eye-62 :
Exactly! Hurting is more or less a lifestyle that I've grown to. It makes perfect sense to want to get better, and see that there are things that will get you into a recovering state. Yet, it's the lack of drive that depression so gacefuly hands us. I can list tons of things that I can do to make me feel some what real, and that will get me in a mood as to where, I don't think I need to cut, and I don't think I need to use Speed. It''s the act of doing it that feaks the living shit out of me. I mean doctors give out tables to people, and make then believe that it will cure them. When, how is the even possable? When I realize that being on Prozac and Paxel isn't the fucking answer. Being out in society, not getting to a flat point where I'm, in fact, so much more suicidal then ever before. Instead of taking all those tablets I could easily just go and make myself happy. And not have the sinthedic effects of these drugs. However, I'm not in a point where I have the option of doing that. (When they drug test me, they are also checking to see if I'm talking my tablets). But I fully get what you're saying! And now that nap is sounding really good!
from awomanalone :
Since you didn't mention it, and I think it's interesting- The Iliad and The Oddyssey are the oldest written stories in existence. They were written around 700 - 800 years bc. The Iliad is part of a legend of a war that was ancient at the time of the writing. This is according to my history book....... Also, Hollywood always takes stories and does whatever the hell they want to them. Their motive is all about what they think will get them the most money. Don't let it bother you, anyone who gives a shit will learn more about it.
from bigindia :
Yeah, I realized that a while ago! I chose the template on a PC, when I use a Mac it fucks everything over. So, I've changed it since because of the waked out format! Concern is always nice! So thank you!
from carriem :
Thankies :)
from trixie-lust :
Ok, the gods being axed is what is going to bother me the most if I ever go see Troy. I've (sadly) never read the Illiad, but I was a major Mythology nut when I was younger. Hell, when I was 12 I went through I brief period where I wanted to worship the Gods and Goddesses of Olympus. That turned out to be too much work though. I'm just too lazy for any type of organized religion. Where was I? Oh yeah, Troy and it's lack of Gods. It bugs me. Clash of the Titans had Gods! Yes it was cheesy. I don't care.
from chickpea981 :
thats the longest note I've ever left anyone.
from chickpea981 :
I didn't hate the movie either. I actually enjoyed it when I see that it's inspired by and not based on. You can't go wrong with almost 3 hours of hot men wearing next to nothing and fighting each other. Not bad on the effects either. So I didn't hate it, but it's not in my top ten of movies. And yeah I was pretty pissed about the uber-straight Achilles as well. Shit everyone knows that the Greeks and Romans were all about the manlove back in the day. God forbid they should incorporate that into todays fuckwit society. I'm still kinda chapped about the horse, the fact that the 10 year war appears to last a month, and the killing of the kings. What bullshit is that? Since when does Briseis know how to stab a man in the neck? It takes one little temple bitch to take down a king? I think not! And Achilles death scene. Couldn't take him down with one arrow through the heel, no no no! Have to shoot 3 more into his gut and have him break them off in a typical bad boy fashion as he says his dramatic goodbye to Brisies. Fuck that shit. Damnit! Now I'm gonna have to put my 2 cents in MY diary!
from chickpea981 :
It should have been called Achilles, not Troy. I just got home from that movie. I consider it less than fantastic. I'm one of hte few who actually likes Brad Pitt, finds him dead sexy, and all that rot. I realize you didn't much enjoy it, but then again, that's why it says "inspired by" the Illiad, not based on.
from pipersplace :
Thanks for listing me as a favorite. I've seen you listed by alot of people. I look forward to reading your diary. Just haven't had the time yet. Kisses, Piper
from trixie-lust :
You know, I'm really not sure if it was in addition to, or instead of. Most of that dream was actually pretty fuzzy. When I'm woken up in the middle I tend to lose most of the details. And hey, if I ever get a penis you are welcome to cum along and join the fun as Chickpea and I try it out.
from awomanalone :
The lines are from the magazine. The software I use to scan has an option to decrease them, I think they are called "moire" pattern. Also photoshop has a filter called "despeckle" in the "noise" section.
from chickpea981 :
the part where you said only you would know what was real and what was made up about Tony. That was the tease. And after the note you left me, I HAD to put that as your comment, so you're welcome.
from chickpea981 :
you fucking tease!
from third-eye-62 :
Yeah, I couldn't get it to work on bigindia, so I just unlocked it.
from carriem :
yes, something isn't right today lmao, i am sicker than a dog. The old man stayed home and looked after me tho :) At least i know i am loved :)
from bigindia :
third-eye-62, bloody. (should work, now)?
from bigindia :
Oh, right, third-eye-62.
from third-eye-62 :
666666 (it's a good number, and I''m not that creative with passwords)!
from swingerdiary :
Heh...ok.....do you like the note about you a little better now? ;-)
from chickpea981 :
I'd LOOOOOOOVE to be greeted by that not-a-face every morning. Sweet mother of all that is holy! Can I have one too?? And as for Ryans... I have no idea why that is the case but "Spike" in my diary is also a Ryan and he is unstable as hell. I think it's just safe for us to stay the fuck away from them!!!
from carriem :
Looking forward to more Tony, and thinking of you :) Hope things are well, they are here, sold the van, going do do some serious food shopping :)
from e-nymph :
and why can't I have sexy men move into my neighborhood? ;)
from swingerdiary :
Just caught up on your continue Tony saga. Nice. :-) Can't wait to hear more.
from parlance :
how are you?
from parlance :
hi
from carriem :
Thanks for the kind words :) You made my week :) Love ya lots :)
from hanknbg :
I've had psoriasis for 30 years..I tried everything including tanning. I finally found a dermatologist who gave me light treatments. After about 15 treatments...it was gone and I've been OK for 3 years now. I enjoy your diary ;)
from carriem :
missed you, glad ur back, IM me anytime :) i am home all day today (wednesday) and tommorrow (thursday) but won't be home friday :) Hope to hear from you :)
from bigindia :
A nap would be ace!
from cowgirljules :
Hey Seth, are you OK? I see that you haven't updated for a couple of day, and after your last entry, that worries me.
from concerted :
people suck. that's all there is to it. As individuals some of them may be ok but as a whole they suck. I'm beginning to understand murder. That's probably a bad thing. Hang on kiddo...it can't rain all the time.
from trixie-lust :
wait wait wait! don't quit altogether! please for the love of..... me, don't quit. I love reading what you have to write.
from reazintoliv :
I've been reading your diary faithfully for the last month or so...and it's been an encouragement to me in many ways, even though we're going through completely different things. I guess it's just nice to know that I'm not the only person enduring hardships. I'm sorry you've been through so much, but I'd like to encourage you not to close your diary...someway, somehow...you've improved the life of someone you don't even know (including me). Thank you.
from carriem :
I am so sorry things have gotten to this, if you need to chat, you know where i am :)
from chickpea981 :
those damn hearts of ours always get in the way. I know how you feel... I kinda did the same thing with my first love about a year ago.
from awomanalone :
That Dr. Laura letter was hilarious. Thanks.
from rarestsunset :
read your diary, i agree that you gotta do what you gotta do. sorry bout your friend. take care and keep it real.
from carriem :
anytime hun, you know i enjoy reading ur diary and care about ya :)
from swingerdiary :
I think you need to come visit and give me lessons in person. ;-)
from swingerdiary :
Thanks for the reply. :-) Now if I can only get over the whole foreskin thing. For some reason I just am not turned on by it. :-( And I love most cocks!! All sizes. All shapes. I just need to get used to the extra skin, I suppose. :-)
from carriem :
My meds have done some funky things to me, like the odd dreams and wanting to stuff my face all day. I hope they both go away cause hell, i don't want to weigh 500 pounds by christmas lmao
from carriem :
I am pretty much antireligion, i don't think i can believe something just cause a book tells me too. But that's just me. I will live in everlasting hell, but hey, i am not sleeping with my inlaws ;)
from swingerdiary :
Hey sexy. I have a question. I've found that many many gay men love other gay men that are uncut. I have a problem with going down on a man who is uncut. :-( Like a mental block or something. Can you tell me what the appeal is? :-) SG
from chickpea981 :
drop his ass. He's got 'friends' at the church who try and convert him into somethign he's not and maybe he'll succumb to the brainwashing. It's not worth your time.
from hlupak :
i couldn't decide whether to leave a note or a chord. perhaps a few chords would do, but they would have to be played on a cello (my favourite instrument).
from optimystic6 :
I am so glad to hear that your heart is healing. I wish you the best - and the best for your poor friend who had a stroke. Keep up your meditation and play with your dogs :)
from iamhubpluh :
Sweetie I am so sorry to hear that. Let me know if I can do anything, anything.
from hometownboy :
i think i know that guy you posted a picture of today. he's a real asshole.
from carriem :
i am sorry to hear about "SB", i hope that things go well for them, i am not religious so i will just hope a calm and centered existence for all of you :)
from iamhubpluh :
It was actually 'Deep Thought' that said the "Answer to the great question, life universe and everything" is 42. The two scientists that were Phouchg and Loonquawl. I have way too much time on my hands...
from carriem :
Thanks for the note, it made my day :) I do tend to write for me, my audience is now me and the faceless people who happen to stumble upon it. but just knowing that you care makes me want to write in it and update even just you on the goings on in my little brain :)
from carriem :
hugs, i hope things get better :) Thinking of you :)
from cdghost :
i enjoy your words
from carriem :
dot connection?/ not sure what that is, i can give you a big hug and say "thinking of you"
from carriem :
Thanks hun :) Have an awesome day :) Miss chatting with you, we need to catch up big time :)
from carriem :
what does altruism mean???
from carriem :
Just thinking of you :) Message me if i am online the next time you have a few :)
from parlance :
I don't know much about auras, but I took this test one time, and it said mine was Gold. Then I took it another time, and it was Blue. Sigh. Too many outcomes!
from swingerdiary :
I love snow! Thanks. :-)
from parlance :
Brown auras? That doesn't sound too appeasing.
from swingerdiary :
I'm home sick tonight, so I plan on living vicariously through you. Lots of pressure...so have a good time!!! :-) SG
from carriem :
don't leave me in suspence!! You have to tell me what happens, all of it my dear!! OMG i sound like a catty teenager, but tell me!!!! Love ya lots :)
from amorphous :
I'm new to your diary, but quite fascinated already. Besides you referenced my nom de plume in one of your entries! I just wanted to say that I think you're a very thoughtful and articulate writer, and I look forward to reading more.
from optimystic6 :
Seth, I have been reading over your diary archives the last few days, and I'd like to say something to you. You are right in that your dreams have a message for you. It is obvious that you and JWB (Ryan, was it?) are so deeply in love with each other that its driving you both crazy. You know that it is not a matter of one of you not loving the other. Two things seem to keep you apart - your pride, and his fear. You've kept your distance and stood your ground for a long time now - more than enough time to make your point to both him and to yourself. To approach him now would not be dishonorable - there's no shame in it. You can see plainly how much he's hurting, how afraid he is. You even sense that he may be in danger. I think you should take a chance and go to him. I don't think you will find peace until you prove to yourself that you did everyting you could to save your love. Even if it turns out for the worse, you will be free of your karmic debt, so to speak, and I think you will feel significantly better. Certainly not pain free, but it will help you to go on. I am so worried about this guy. He reminds me of myself in so many ways. His path is a path I almost took. He needs to be honest, and he needs someone who can listen without judging him. Nobody can be forced to come out or, more importantly, accept themselves as gay or lesbian before their time. I worry that he sees no way out of his situation. His convictions and desire to be good, moral and pious must be acknowledged, even if your specific religious beliefs differ. I fear that a lot of times Gay Christians get told the same bad message by both the fundamentalists and the gay community. One tells them to give up their sexuality, another tells them to give up their religion. They shouldn't have to do either. I wish I could talk to him myself - there's so much I'd want to teach him and urge him to discover for himself. About what Christianity is really about - love and personal communion with a Loving God, not a loyalty oath to a creed that can be processed by the mind but offers no balm to the soul. I wish I could show him that God wants mercy, not sacrifice. Well, I've probably said more than I shouuld, so thanks for listening. I pray that you and him are healed on every level, however things work out. God bless you both.
from trixie-lust :
It just freaks me out because my last sex diary was discovered by my teenage brother and sister's teenage friend. A bit disturbing. So I moved locations. Now I'm just hoping nobody in my "real life" finds it again. (I have a regular, non-sex related diary too, if you're interested)
from iamhubpluh :
naturellement je vous connais homme drôle drôle!
from betty-bo0p :
i am locked now. email me or leave me a note and i will let you know your password and name. lots of love. i will explain later. it has a lot to do with a guy, though.
from floodtide :
Looks like I'll be free for dinner on Saturday night. More when I get back to Saint Louis tomorrow. At the moment I'm still stuck in the wilds of Mississippi, where Elvis Costello eats sushi at the bar (this really happened) and the cultural scheme is otherwise surprisingly rich, but where the idea of health benefits for same-sex domestic partners truly horrifies the "Rebels for Christ."
from trixie-lust :
Those bad pick up lines are great! I have to remember a few to use on Z.
from e-nymph :
horrid pick up lines but I must admit there are a few men I'd love to have bang me like a screen door. ;) Happy Easter Seth! :)
from bigindia :
It's too fucking stimulating!
from mrgrey :
Well, we were not married, so he thinks I am overreacting.
from carriem :
Thanks for the notes :) You remind me that there is more to life than what i can see from my little window. If i meant anything to anyone, they would see why I am the way I am. Can't love me if you can't love all of me. I was also thinking of you, hope you have an awesme weekend, i will be online, if you feel like chatting :)
from demora00 :
found your diary through becky's and can't get enough... just wanted to let you know someone else is taking interest.
from concerted :
I don't really hate anyone either. Both times I've had journal entries called "I Hate You," they've been about feeling more than people...I did recently write that I hate Alex...but I don't really hate Alex, I hate the fact that the CD he gave me makes me feel all kinds of things...but I don't really even hate that...you know. I don't mind walnuts so long as they are burried in something. Otherwise, they are grosssssss.
from betty-bo0p :
that is just what i need sometimes. thank you!!!
from carriem :
ur a sweetie :) Thinking of you too :) Read ur diary today, Horray on the IPod!!
from phangasm :
May you link? I'd be honored!
from phangasm :
That was my story. I agree, the idea of a glory hole is repulsive to me, whichever side I'm on. I do have fantasies about anonymous sex, but with a whole person!
from e-nymph :
I am glad you are feeling better. :)
from e-nymph :
Awwwww ;)
from e-nymph :
you signed the wrong guestbook, my dear. I wasn't the angel that shared the DP. so sorry, I wish I was. hope all is well in the land of Seth. x0x0x
from swingerdiary :
Glad you enjoyed it. :-) He'll be back over within the half hour. I'll update in the morning....or early afternoon....lol.
from carriem :
for sure hun!! 2:00 pm my time is my appt :)
from floodtide :
Hey - sent an e-mail to your diaryland e-address, so check it - dates I'll be in or out of town over the next few weeks. Also a recommendation to check out Alan Alda playing a terrific slimeball in Allen's film "Crimes and Misdemeanors." Love, flood
from carriem :
I love ya, sorry it's so crappy right now. I totally can relate, it's the shits here too. Depression sucks, maybe go see ur doc, i get my test results tommorrow :) Wish me luck
from floodtide :
Your diary gets hotter by the day. Sorry that you've been feeling so heartbroken lately, but I have to admit I'm REALLY intrigued by the idea of meeting you in Saint Louis - for a martini, even for dinner. Lots, at the very least, to talk about. We should talk... Love, flood
from phangasm :
Yeah, it was a letdown. On the other hand, we were all so blitzed that it probably wouldn't have been good if fucking had happened. I haven't had a 3some, but I'm definitely more interested in MMF than MFF. I'd love to hear about yours.
from carriem :
There is a lot more of me that my diary doesn't show. If you ever get a few mins, and i am online, IM me, i will tell you my tales :) I don't think I could bare my soul so much when i have people who read my diary that I interact with on a day to day basis :)
from carriem :
Hope your day gets better :( He doesn't deserve a cool guy like you :) If he is going to play games, he can go back to highschool where he belongs. We are all adults :)
from iamhubpluh :
The cute men be damned- I want that rug the stud is sprawled out on! It would be nice if he were wrapped up in it when I recieved it... I know... wishful thinking...
from e-nymph :
you keep posting the pictures and I'll keep looking and smiling. ;)
from romeo- :
I was just curious, which confederate state do you live in?
from romeo- :
I was just curious, which confederate state do you live in?
from optimystic6 :
(Hug) Sorry you're having a shitty day. Wish you the best.
from stardustcboy :
HEY! thank you for joining my sensualist diaryring! i think i may open up an actual online club soon...until then taste experience, touch hearts, smell the coffee, hear the music, see the truth, and feel everything. ciao! ~B-)
from carriem :
i think that "they" think that if gays get married, then women will want to work, and blacks will want to be treated equally. Too bad they have their heads so far up their ass that they want to take prayer out of schools but not take relgion out of our laws. Stupid fools **shakes head**
from pipersplace :
Found your diary through swingdiary and love it.
from pocket-pool :
Would that it were so simple.
from shadow-box :
It's time to let go. He's beccoming an obsession. You broke a big rule, one we all do, don't shit where you eat. Meaning, don't fuck coworkers, if it goes sour, you still have to work with them. Hope and pray he gets transfered, or you get promoted to a differant floor. This almost guarantees a "buzz off" email, I'm sure. Along with a "I can handle this, I'm in control"....perhaps.
from wtf-reviews :
Hey! I'm just here to promote our new review site. If you'd like one, go request! Thanks! :-)
from iamhubpluh :
So you could say that LO truley recieved his 'just desserts' for not doing more than he did, that part was really funny.
from trixie-lust :
I really love my old layout, but I just designed this one. And I kind of fell in love with it. I'll probably use the weiners one again though (I made that too but it's kind of a secret), if anyone else ever uses the boots. I just want to know it's being used.
from optimystic6 :
I read your entry about JWB and was really awestruck by it. Love...real love... God, what a mysterious thing. I don't know if I've ever really been in it, although with a guy I'm seeing now, I wonder stronger than I have before. And yet, I'm still carrying around shit inside me that's telling me I'll never find the right guy because two men can't fulfill each other. I'm guilty as your love was - if I found love, I might question it to death. Some questions I'd like to ask you, if you'd be willing to answer them; when did you know you were in love? How did you know it was more than lust? Did you know intuitively, or was it like a logical conclusion? And, please don't be offended - but if you are bi, and women can satisfy you, why go through all the trouble to be with a guy? I don't mean to be a jerk - I just don't want to end up hurting someone like that guy hurt you. Thanks for listening.
from sexyoldman :
I find your diary is quickly becoming one of my "go to" diaries. Like you, I'm in my 40's and have a cock that is always demanding attention. Email me sometime, threem3@hotmail.com. Take care Mike
from concerted :
lots of love to you
from carriem :
lol have fun working, doesn't it suck when it interferes with life :) Have a great day anyways :)
from shadow-box :
I've noticed when changing layouts on Diland, it takes the server a few minutes to catch on to the changes. So try reloading the page, or closing all the open diland windows. If you're looking for easy to follow webpage design help, try this site: http://www.lissaexplains.com It's an award winning site made for kids, yet I've learned most of what I know about webpage design from that site. Here's a much more complicated site (way too much going on) http://www.htmlgoodies.com The guy who made this site, also has a book, and so he pimps his book on every page. But his tips are professional. My Virgo Moon is in a bossy mood today, so please tell me to fuck off if I get to motherly :)
from shadow-box :
Your template has never been fucked up, the new crotch pic takes a bit longer to load, I think your writting has changed, or it may be because my perceptions are off right now. Thanks for adding the Notes link. Has Chris sent you the naked shower pics yet? A good majority of my private collection comes from Diland users :P Don't be so worried about censorship! Andrew clearly states that you can do whatever you want in your diary, just keep banners and profile photos clean. Which is very reasonalbe. Also, I follow this general rule, if it's posted on the internet, and you don't need a password to get to it, it's public. As long as you give the artist/writer credit, I don't see why you need to get fussy over permission? And for the record, I didn't know "pocket pool" was a term for masturbation. I thought it was some billiards term, that's why I refer to you as snooker boy. Jen knew about it though, so maybe it was popular long ago. I'm not surprised the newer generations haven't heard of it.
from nividian :
It was clear enough that it got MY attention. Which was, I imagine, your target demographic. ;)
from kinetix :
I wouldn't worry too much about people who aren't smart enough to guess that the art on a banner might, just MIGHT, be a reflection of the diary's content. If everyone used that advertising strategy, I might not accidentally click on so many crappy diaries, having been misled by clever banners to believe that there's actually something of substance inside.
from optimystic6 :
I might be wrong, but you might want to double check as far as your banners go. I don't seem to remember seeing two guys kissing either. Bitch though she was, she might have been misled.
from pattymelt :
hmmmmmm, edjumacated AND canadian. that explains it all!
from pattymelt :
you are such a bad boy! kidding. keep posting the weiner, dammit!
from carriem :
i think it's a diary, an expression of you. don't read it if you don't like it.
from nonce :
Look, sorry to be a prude...you have the write to express yourself anyway you want....but if you are going to publicly advertise a banner on Diaryland...you really should have naked/porn images in your diary. It's not really appropriate for this community...
from optimystic6 :
RE: Your message... I saw a banner for your diary and thought I'd take a look. I can tell you're both sensual and smart by the way your write. So, I figure you must be an interesting guy I'd like to read more about (or by). Or maybe I'm just lazy and I add random diaries to explore to my favorites! Nah, not really. Thanks for the compliments. Paulianity... I guess that would be related to Churchianity? Paul gets a lot of bad rap, but I think people twisted and ignored his words just as much as they did with Jesus'. Both of them were constantly preaching that love and compassion should always come first and be the basis for everything. That part tends to get ignored quite a bit. That's cool that you're Zen Buddhist. I have a lot of respect for Eastern Paths. I think they've forced the West to reexamine a lot of the gunk its accumulated over the centuries. My belief though is that ultimately, what the West really needs is its own medicine. If people could get back to the heart of Judaism and Christianity, and have a direct relationship with God with no intermediaries, everything will change. Hence, my dedication to the Western Tradition. Nice to chat - hope to hear from you again.
from carriem :
Sorry you feel so crappy **hug** Hope you have a better day tommorrow :)
from shadow-box :
I've added your notes link to my favorites, so I now have an alternative. And smgb.com doesn't have a massage limit, I used to have one, and ppl would rant in it. Anywho, I read the "response" entry. I reread my guestbook message, and it was cold and callouse, I apologise for that. I wanted you to post the pics, not just cause of my lust for free porn, and to see some of the notches on your bedpost. I thought the satry was him, cause he looked like a naughty boy, some kid who could say I love you, and mean it, but get scared, then stab you in the back. He's a fucker, but he still loves you, and that's what scares him. So he's going to be in denial for 20 years, he'll marry some chic, have a few kids, and when he's 40, he'll suddenly decide he's gay again, abandon his wife and kids, and try to forget that choice, like he tried to forget you. I bet the wet dreams he has everynight involve you, or some other guy, constantly being haunted by his own passions and desires. You will never love another man like you did him, same goes for him. But you will love again, a new coat of red over the blackened heart. I care about you, but I'm not going to let you sulk too much. I realise your diary is your place to rant bitch and cry, but at somepoint even your words need to grow, and move on.
from swingerdiary :
I'm really enjoying your Diary. Keep it up. ;-) so to speak...
from madam-rose :
u said leave u a note so i did. Nice diary and banner.
from pattymelt :
that's better. i realized after i sent you the note that you were quoting my diary but, damn, it made me sound like a 21 yr old guy you wanted! not that there's anything wrong with that.
from pattymelt :
i just read your comment about me on your profile...did you know i am a woman? and i will be 40 in less than 2 months? thought i would clerify.
from pattymelt :
you're welcome. for the cornstarch tip. as far as more hot guys, yeah, the ones on your page are hot. but i can't really be surfing for porn while i am at work. so regular joe's for me....
from pantypulldwn :
yes, you did! and those words still touch my heart. you should've been a writer, i hope all is well. i send you my love!!!! hey, there are new pics up at that site if you want to check it out!
from candora :
I love your candor :)
from pantypulldwn :
OMG, YOU SO SHOULD HAVE WARNED ME! I OPENED THAT UP AND I'M AT WORK! OMG, CRAZY SHIT ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME! is that pic always going to be there or is it just today?
from pantypulldwn :
i so agree with you, he's not the person i thought he was and he seems to be spiraling out of control. after all a girls got to have her standards and i just happen to like men who shower, i dunno. it's a person preference, you know? really!
from betty-bo0p :
thank you, your words mean so much!
from pattymelt :
now what the fuck did you do? the actualy entry is on the fly of the jeans - change the font color at least so the white doesn't fade into the denim...
from lucifette :
well hi there. I was just scanning through some diaries, you seem interesting. I like people who aren't afraid to say what they think
from pattymelt :
thanks for the jokes....i will be leaving this pitt soon....
from pantypulldwn :
thanks! you really know how to make a girl happy! lovely really! email me at leahsaa96@hotmail.com that should work. i always here that my email adress doesn't work off my diary. i don't know what the deal is! i'll let you know what the other diary is if you me email me. seth dropped like a rock. he did tell me he if i needed him he'd be at my dick and balls, i mean beck and call...;)
from pantypulldwn :
wow, i almost don't know what to say. except that i talk way too much and i wanted toleave a note. it took eveerything that i had not to fall in love with seth and everything in me wanted to, his age was a huge issue though and i needed him to understand what type or realtionshp that we had. i still long for him, but as you've read my diary~tjay has become my new obsession and what a ride it has been. i hsall have new entry on monday with pics too!

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