Can't Dream, Must Focus

So I am a girl who has taken a few detours on the path to realizing her dreams. But now I am coming into focus after a blurry view of just what it is I want for my life. Like many before me living in Los Angeles things can get to be too much. There have been many crazy things in my life to have taken place, but I still haven�t given up, God help me. I keep this journal to reflect on the ups and downs of myself risking it all to go after my dreams. I use to have such guts, what happened to me? I�ve got stomped on and left out in the rain to fend for myself and ended up with a notebook of thoughts, dreams and realities. Welcome to my notebook.

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My favorite music:

Alanis Morissette
comments: Ani Difranco, Tori Amos, the old Jewel, Nelly Furtado
comments: Sade, Erykah Badu, Pharell, Usher, Nelly , Eminem,50 cent & P.Diddy
Victoria Beckham
comments: Spice Girls,Kylie Minogue, Madonna, Mary J.Blige, Jennifer Lopez
comments: Bjork, The Cure, Cranberries, No Doubt,The Mamas & the Papas,
comments: Virgin Suicides, Cruel Intentions, Romeo & Juliet --What can I say I lovvve music!

My favorite movies:

Staying Alive
comments: The dancing, the drama, the heartbreak, The great 70's Music
Cruel Intentions
comments: Love the actors, the scenery, the ending!
Something about Mary
comments: & Bruce Almighty- enjoy the laughter
Other Favorites
comments: Tombraider-Pandora's Box, Uptown Girls, Breakfast Club, Money Train, Brokedown Palace, I Love Trouble, The Cutting Edge, Armageddon, Ten Things I Hate about You
Childhood faves
comments: The Little Mermaid, Pollyanna, Unico, Savannah Smiles, Teen Wolf and Staying Alive

My favorite authors:

Toni Bentley
comments: She dances with words as if dancing for Balanchine wasn't enough
Emily Dickinson
comments: Yeah, there was a lot going on there
Max Lucado
comments: Spiritual perspectives
Of Course God
comments: and his almighty word in the Bible (NIV)

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last updated: 2005-02-18 20:27:23
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user since: 2003-12-01

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