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Hello, I just wanted to let you know about this new public diary called "sadhaven." It is for people who suffer from mental illness and/or addictions to vent and express themselves. If you would like to know more take a look around. Thank you.

from miedema2002 :

Hi, just dropping by. Where have you gone too? :)

from miedema2002 :

Hi, no problem. I love your diary. You are a very talented writer. I read back to your first few entries and I am so sorry about your losses and what you have gone through. You are truly a vision of strength. Take care.

from broken-luck :

why we no talk? :( we need to really get back in touch i miss you to death

from pondlife :

Which Christian would that be? This one is still around, just emersed deeply in fatherhood-the second time around. Should I really say something about it over at Pondlife? It's dull stuff you know, no fire, no secrets, just...life. Love you, miss you -Christian.

from lovemetwice :

Deja i wonder if it's possible for you to get ANY cuter! iloveyousomuch. ♥

from gay-poetic :

hmph....i miss you

from starwhore :

oh deja thas wonderful! xoxox

from starwhore :

hello lovely. i sent you relevent instructions. i hope you get them, if not then i shall try again. xoxo

from tooths :

you leave me breathless.

from xglowwithme :

Deja is one of the sweetest people I know. =)

from starwhore :

its funny how i got your note on the day i decided to start writing here again... i miss you too madam. how have you been? [[[im locking up to email me for the password [email protected] ]]] xxx

from hbaybee :

Hey there =D Interested in a diary review? Don't be silly, OF COURSE YOU ARE! Come to Hitlar Baybee for the best review in town and all the cream cheese you can eat. xo

from freakyouout :

Ah-ha! Caught you on that computer did we??? Thanks for the drive-by note. All is good... chillin chillin.

from pondlife :

Thanks Deja! How are things coming along with your plans to adopt?

from loversvanity :

good lord i miss you.

from selfbiased :

regarding 04.21.06: mayhaps it's my mindset at the moment, but that's such a shitty view.

from tooths :

its the new facetag.

from freakyouout :

and oh yes... dear God, please bless Deja tonight, wherever she is...

from broken-luck :

What? locked?! i miss you. write me:( <3

from pondlife :

Missing you too. Take care and let us know something when you can.

from freakyouout :

where are you going, my little one?

from suckerinlove :

♥ i love you deja.

from starwhore :

i hope everything is ok love. take care and i will miss you xoxo

from oceans-depth :

THIS DIARY WILL BE LOCKED FOR A WHILE. THERE WILL BE NO WRITING IN IT SO DON'T FEEL LIKE YOUR MISSING OUT ON SOMETHING.... I 'LL BE BACK AS SOON AS I CAN / STAY BLESSED ...XOXO Deja

from yrmartyr :

i love you, my little ray of sunshine

from gay-poetic :

i love the new entry.. *sighs* your amazing. love you times amillion -poetic-

from dyingisanart :

hi. just thought i'd drop in. leave a message

from charminggirl :

of course you can. Just email me and I'll send you the goods. [email protected]

from fucked-- :

deja, i'm thinking of you...

from less-than3 :

you are wayyyy too kind. <33333

from gay-poetic :

thank you, i thought that was also one of the best things ive written in a long long while. I tried to add you to my msn you probly didnt recognize that it was me ([email protected]) ive missed talking to you and ive missed reading your thoughts...we both have a lot of catching up to do. <3 Poet

from starwhore :

hello my lovely neighbourhood mermaid. this year i love you always as i did last year too. ive locked up so if you would like a password please email me at [email protected] take care and stay lovely xoxox

from charminggirl :

Happy New Year lovely lady!

from saving-salt :

happy new years to you too, deja. <3 best of luck to you.

from starwhore :

happy new year oxox

from beautigirl :

Happy newyears, sweetie. All the best for 2006 and many years to come.

from gay-poetic :

A lot,my gf left me,im starting to figure myself out, and its all scary.My new year went somewhat ok but im still missing my love like crazy.I added you to my msn and aim

from gay-poetic :

i've missed you,its been some time since ive written. I didnt think i'd ever have to but now tragedy brings you back to the friend that never left.

from xglowwithme :

Deja, you are such a sweet person. I'm glad I have you in my life (or on d-land atleast)! =) I hope everything is well with you.

from starwhore :

*giggles* oh deja, i love you.

from freakyouout :

thinking? about me? how sweet! oh wait, what have you been thinking about me? shaving my cat?!

from enchancea :

I wanna laugh but it just seems so wrong. I want a pair of boots that look like the kitties feet, those big furry boots.

from starwhore :

oh lets. that would be nice. [[[if only i could]]]

from ruind-puzzle :

aww! that poor kitty looks pissed. :( that made me sad.. how are you honey?

from starwhore :

deja you still amaze me. xox

from fucked-- :

your my mariena, and i'll be your jenny we = happy endings...i KNOW we would

from loversvanity :

DEJA CAKES. i love you. ♥

from fucked-- :

im going to keep on calling ,noting and loving you

from loversvanity :

oh deja, i love you times the stars. how have you been?

from ruind-puzzle :

my love! i haven't left you a note in ages. i doubt you even remember me. i just wanted to stop by and let you know i was thinking of you. i hope you;re doing wonderful. ♥caitlin

from fucked-- :

my love i miss you i mean miss you please note me , call me do something ive listened to yr voice on yr cell like 5 times in a couple of days ...im scared to leave a message,im scared you'll reject me ,but i need to talk to you ......you're wonderful ,in everyway that means anything .....yr always in my heart.i love you.......jenny<3

from she-is-pain :

i'm coming back. i've decided. how have you been doing? its been so long girl!

from yrmartyr :

you are the epitome of a stong, beautiful female and i admire you so for it. ♥

from starwhore :

hugs and kisses and hugs and kisses. you are very inspiring dont you know. i wish i knew you as a real pearson, i think youd be the kind of friend id love to have. take care miss deja. you are beautiful. x

from broken-luck :

i miss YOU

from pondlife :

Hey there, everything all right?

from suckerinlove :

hello my BEAUTIFUL Deja!!! how are you darling?? i hope all is going well with you. i just wanted to stop by and let you know that i love you so very much and ive been keeping you in my thoughts <3. ♥ kacie

from screemingink :

it has been too long.. i do miss you

from starwhore :

Hello Deja. I adore you too, and please, do come hug the stuffing out of me, lord knows I could do with a hug. take care xox

from loversvanity :

i wish i wish. how have you been?

from pondlife :

It's time I got over it, life is marching on-with or without me. I watched a rust coloured moon rise a few nights ago and wondered what it looked like where you stood.

from toxictouch :

Aww! Thanks a bunches hun! That makes me so happy! ♥

from freakyouout :

I was thinking more of that ol' Groucho Marx song that goes, "O Lydia, O Lydia, my encyclopedia, O Lydia, the tatooed lady..."

from yrmartyr :

je t'adore, mon amour

from freakyouout :

it would be so cool to have a lady friend with a world map body tattoo.

from suicideinc :

i'm doing splendidly, let me know how you're doing :(AIM)- foreverblckeyed

from xglowwithme :

I'll email it to you lovie. <3

from suckerinlove :

i love you!!! and im so glad i can always count on my beloved diaryland beauties!!

from arc-angel666 :

Greetings Lovely Mermaid: So how is the fairest of all who dwell in the Oceans depths? Sorry for not getting back to you in a timely fashion, my life has been a bit crazy as of late. I'm beginning to see a bit of normalcy, well, actually the term normal is rarely used in the same sentence with my name, so how about, things are settling down a bit? So what's new with you?

from iamlearning :

thank you. ♥

from freakyouout :

Yes, let us join forces (is that Jack Black I hear singing "Wonderboy" in the background?). We will ponder that for a while!

from freakyouout :

Deja for President!!! xoxox

from pondlife :

He managed to get quite a few things right, didn't he? How've you been?

from yrmartyr :

i love you for always

from freakyouout :

"the course of true love never did run smooth" but a slow start usually means trouble down the road (hence the conflict-induced inspiration) Riddle: when does disclosure bring closure?

from dead2you :

& I of you darling. You need to get in touch with me. <3.

from loversvanity :

i love/miss you times a bazillion. i miss saturday iloveyou's.

from selfbiased :

:poke:

from suckerinlove :

i miss you pretty and love you so much more. hope all is okay. <33333youforever ♥ kacie

from freakyouout :

thanks Deja! you're such a sweetie...

from charminggirl :

What a funny entry. Thanks for the laugh about "Kentucky Blonde at the Craps Table". Shoot me an email sometime. :) -cg

from lemal :

you�ll make a great mother!

from neonlemonz :

Deja, you seem very popular as of late, but I'm going to pass on the nice words. You have a great taste in music (For the most part), and I can't wait to start reading your diary. =D ~Liz

from lovelysecret :

Thank you sweetie, I think your writing is just Lovely too. <3

from synysterpath :

thankyou :) lol, the name will be something ever so random because randomness is lovely. ♥ Xx

from tornnbroken :

ooooh let's let's!! i'm happy happy. happiest i've ever been, it's intoxicating. jinx jinx myself oh well haha i don't care. i'm so excited. this is my senior year, i'm happy happy. do you have myspace? haha. and hey i'll email you sometime with my number. you can text me and we can be text buddies as i sit in math class yaaaaaay.

from rainforme :

thank you kindly.

from i-live-4u :

OH im so pathetic! i left this note in my diary! oh the level of my tiredness. here is my note.hey deja love. SORRY For silence! i work full time . and been doing stupid shifts 12-9 pm for now 3 weeks with 1!!!!! DAY OFF> I KNOWWWWW. im the assistant manager at this stupid leather store and oh my im so tired id ont have time to do anything! but you!!!! im so glad u decided to adopt! thats what i want to do. im a career chick and have no time for that maternity shit! i cant wait to know more. love you! lots of kisses from the one who misses. school is in 20 days SHIT. Ah! no lover. ton of random stupid men who want my bony ass. pathetic! now gone. to bed. LOVE. A. staj.

from oh-lover :

in reply to your note: thank you very much, but my words are also dead. at least here, in diaryland. if you have a livejournal, i suggest you look for me there: oh________fixme and vodka__december. if you don't, i suggest looking into livejournal, of course it's only my opinion, but i prefer livejournal much more to diaryland. xo - beth.

from freakyouout :

hahaha -- you so KRAZY! you better watch out, I might take you up on that offer! xoxox

from starwhore :

I LOVE YOU TOO. yes that was easy wasnt it. and every bit true because i really do think your wonderful. x

from starwhore :

deja deja deja i havent let you a note it a while and i was so sad when i saw your eljay had finnished and then i came here and what wonderful news! an adoption! i hope it all goes swimmingly. i think youll be a fantastic mama. xoxoxoxox

from lipsonmyskin :

Oh wow. Thank you so much <3 that warms my heart to hear.

from la-sad-eyez :

hace mucho tiempo que no he oido de ti. como has estado? ojala que te estes'portando bein. BESOS xoxo

from less-than3 :

WOW! congrats and best of luck!!!

from loversvanity :

you're going to be the best mother in the world. ♥

from dead2you :

I was just thinking of you a day ago, I wondered where it was you did go. I've missed you so. <3.

from freakyouout :

welcome home!

from fucked-- :

I JUST SPENT THE LAST 30 MINS READING ALL THE NOTES I LEFT YOU ........MAN,I LOVE YOU GIRL,YOU STILL MAKE ME ALL TINGLY INSIDE AND MAKE ME ALL ________ <---INSERT WITTY BEAUTIFUL SEXY THINGS THERE AND YEA...............IM STILL SO IN LOVE WITH YOU . YOUR STILL MY GIRL , MY HEART. EVERYTIME I PLAY PRINCE ,ITS BECAUSE OF YOU . OH ,I LOVE AND MISS YOU THIS NOTE COULD GO ON FOREVER .<3

from fucked-- :

PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS THIS IS STILL MY PAGE I LOVE YOU .I ALWAYS WILL YOUR IN MY HEART

from synysterpath :

& me loves you too ♥

from lovemeonce :

haha you even remember my name. you asked where i've been, i've been inlove but now it's shitty and i'm depressed again so i thought i'd share my writing again. and i can never leave here i always come back.

from my-solitaire :

Oh, well I figured that's what you were doing ^^

from arc-angel666 :

There I was walking along minding my own business when all the sudden bammmm right in the kisser! That's right I got kissed from a kiss on the wind, I was a bit surprised by the tongue thingy (is it true Mermaids can throw kisses with tongue in the wind?) but heck it was great :-) I'm back home yay! I loved your photos especially the study one...gee can I come over and do homework with you sometime? So I figure fair is fair and tonight I'll sent you a couple in an email. Since I'm home I'll stand on my deck tonight and listen for the splash of Mermaid's tail on the water :-)

from lovemeonce :

i don't know if you remember me or not but i had you added to my two other diaries i had on here lithium07 and redeyeliner i just wanted to say hi

from my-solitaire :

I found NO kisses in the wind today, what a rip.

from screemingink :

my dear dear, ive missed you

from loversvanity :

hey mama cakes. whats shakin?

from starwhore :

oh deja, yur so beautiful. thankyou very much for your multitude of love. i shall return it with bundles of my own. xxxrachelxxx

from broken-luck :

i miss you so fucking much.

from selfbiased :

you forget, my dear... i like that sort of thing.

from my-solitaire :

I love the idea of your diary!

from suckerinlove :

oh deja deja deja, i love you so much and i miss you too! you amaze me more and more..i hope all is well with you. ♥ x infinity <3kacie

from loversvanity :

i could never leave you.

from loversvanity :

come find me.

from yrmartyr :

i miss you so much my deja girl tell me yr still afloat. loveyou

from suckerinlove :

you are sososososo beautiful! i love every inch of you, even your toes! ♥ ♥ forever lovely! <3kacie

from arc-angel666 :

Good Evening MS Mermaid: Nope I'm still in the Bahamas, I'll be home for 8 days or so soon. Okay I just saw your photos...are you the blond in them? I was under the impression you were a Journalist...apparently i was wrong, your a Model. Okay here's the thing. If that is you I believe you and I might already know each other. My last Girlfriend(no longer together) was a Model and Commercial Actor and you look very similar to a girl friend of hers. Here's my email address [email protected] are somethings I don't share at Dland, I'm sure you understand? By the looks of your photos you are indeed a Mermaid, and a beautiful one at that :-)

from freakyouout :

"breathe out, so I can breathe you in..." missed U 2, bumpkins!

from enchancea :

Have fun on the road hun!

from just-tonight :

hi, i had to add you. your diary is beautiful. hope to hear from you soon. =)

from la-sad-eyez :

hey lovely....i just wanted to say i miss you ♥

from suckerinlove :

deja! my darling! its me kacie(imsounpretty) i dont know if you remember me but im back and i wanted to let you know...i love you! <333kacie

from love-fatal :

deja deja deja. so, i'm leaving diaryland. & you're one of the people i wanted to say goodbye to. you're one of the most awesome women i've ever met. & you're a wonderful writer. baby cakes demands that mama cakes keeps in touch. i love you. ♥ ♥

from xher-secrets :

thanks! your diary is really cool looking by the way ;-)

from arc-angel666 :

Good Evening my Sweet Mermaid: I got a new laptop and I can now read you entries Yay! Lovely poetry by the way. After I leave Dominica I'll set up my new Dell and I'll be able to visit you from Home also. So whats new, have you swam by my Home recently? :-)

from pondlife :

I've missed you Deja. Drop in, you'll know who.

from i-live-4u :

hello my deja. are those puppies yours? uber delicious. oh man. i feel like a very confused punk right now. ugh. remmeber that wigger i told you about? the friend of mine that i sorta liked? the pseudo hip hop star? well. i caught him with another hoe at the club making out but he didnt see me. he hasnt called me in 2 months. now i need my spanish textbook back. (i was such a sweetheart. i lended it to him). so yes. i called him yesterday. cos i wanted to get it back today (on the way to the club). so last night he calls me and says this bullshit: I LOST YOUR NUMBER.so glad u called. imlike thinking who do u think i am,fucking asshole?!!!! so obviously he didnt lose it. he was just busy fucking his hoe. anyways. talking ot him was beyond weird. idont know what to talk about! and thats quite a change from our 8 hour converstations every day! so yes. the best part was when he hung up on me. of course. accidentally. his cell phone died. so many lies and so many excuses. i was thinking like..why couldnt he call me from his friends house (cos thats where he was). so yes. dilemma. five mitunes ago he called. and now he wants to drive to my house so that he can give it back to me. he feels guilty cos like too much of effort from my side and he wants to do something nice. im like awwwww fuck you.......so we decided that he is going to do that on weekend. he said. that he will call me closer to the weekend. but OH DEJA! its soo weird now!we are different now. i want to tell him straight up like..why the fuck did u use that fucking lamest line ever. about losing my numba? he called me 10000 times before. should have memorized. by now. and how can he lose it ..only if he erases it from his cellbook. anyways. its soo long. the note. i mean. so i just want to tel him that i know about his g/f and he is a fucking prick and if he cannot be honest with me about such stuff. then why bother being friends? fuck this. haha okay. well hope u are doing okay my love. staj. going clubbing now MUAH ♥

from enchancea :

adorable

from love-fatal :

aww that is adorable.

from kex :

eek! so cuuute!

from lust- :

That picture is adorable! Aw, I want huskies! ♥

from lostleanor :

I'm sooo in love with that picture! I hope all is well, Beautiful. <3

from less-than3 :

that's the cutest picture!!

from fucked-- :

i hope im still in yr heart............yr are all i think about............i want to run my fingers through yr hair.<3

from broken-luck :

i love you and miss you like you wouldn't believe. thank you. that actually really fits how i've been feeling lately. it hit home. pleeease email me or something, soon. i really miss you.

from tornnbroken :

ra...i love you. like nothing else.

from lostleanor :

it's been a long time, m'Dear. how are you?? lotsa love your way, <3

from freakyouout :

that was lovely, Deja =0)

from tornnbroken :

haha i really love how notes aren't html compliant. either way...i think you get it. haha i love you.

from tornnbroken :

pisha. you know how we do. boo. hahaha i love you soo much!

from lust- :

Your latest entry was great. As they all are, but I related a lot to the last one. I hope you never stop writing. =) &have a great day! <333

from broken-luck :

i freaking LOVE and MISS you like you wouldn't believe. and like i said, NEW YORK THIS SUMMER!!!!!!! i cannot wait. ♥

from starwhore :

oh please doooo miss deja! i like hugs and im sure being squeezed bu you would be l-o-v-e-r-l-y. sending all my love to you x♥x

from anhnie :

i heart you dejaface // it feels like an age has passed since we've last talk // how have you been sweety?

from tornnbroken :

GAH i love you.

from allicanbe :

Hey !

from girl-razor :

Thank you. Glad you like :) xx

from herdarlinsin :

Thank you for the mother's day greeting. It was appreciated more than you know. Love, C

from freakyouout :

hello me lovely! yes, dancing in the wind would definitely fit!! (haha) totally cool - you! your bud XOXOX

from i-live-4u :

woah deja! so impressive. its like declaration of what i am. i remember i had to write this "I am" poem in h/school. but yours is like a masterpiece. yah. i got it bad_) but u kn ow. surprisingly im over him. i have a new boy. though im not really sure whether i like him or not. he is one of those hot macho boys who have 4.0 average. tutor lil kids math. record debut hip hop album and then actually know how to treat a lady? jesus. what a dream. all that shit + hot aS HELL. total playboy. but i dont know. he scares me sometimes. he wants it all. and i dont want anything at all. you know im the last person who knows what i want. ♥ love you. hope your summer is fun! i need a job. LOVE, staj

from charminggirl :

Deja, thanks my sweets! :)

from fucked-- :

psssssssssssssssssssss yr still mine...... miss and love you <3

from anagreeneyes :

added back, <3.

from love-fatal :

hahah. stirring the pot. that seriously made my day. i love you so much lady. ♥ ♥

from brokenmirror :

I know, it's been ages and it's a shame!!! I didnt forget you nor this place, I'm really sorry!! How are you, my dear D? I so hope you're doing ok, cos you really deserve it!! Much love =♥= Ria

from i-live-4u :

(http://homepages.ucalgary.ca/~astukano/page13.htm) sweet D!!!!! my finals are over!!!!! this is my funny pathetic mushy love poetry that i wrote during my infamous ECOn class!! with chris.......... damn bastard! went to cancun. now im sitting here dreaming about his swim shorts and getting jealous cos any bitch would see him HALF naked. how how is that? but seriously. im kinda over him! i have a new victim. i dont k now. he is perfect but he has no innocence..he is not this delicate flower that i'd love to seduce and rape and handcuffs and u know! but ok. thats too much info . haha anyways. we are friends soooo far. but tell me...is kissing a man at the club sort of wrong? i mean id ontk now. its a club. and we didnt even go on a date yet. and i know is ound pathetic. but i was thinking about taking it slow? what do u suggest? go with the moment or act all nicey-nicey? LOVE YOU. hope you are alright. and im not going to pretend that i love you. cos i dooo ♥ ♥♥

from candoor :

reason to smile here, thanks :)

from herdarlinsin :

Hey Deja :) Thanks for adding me to your list hon. Hope all is well with you.

from fan4 :

Thanks for adding my diary to your favorites list. :)

from jellehbelleh :

I love, love, love, love MERMAIDS!

from arc-angel666 :

Hello: I was rather surprised to hear from you. Considering I stopped by for the first time today and didn't leaving a note, but it was a pleasent surprise. So your a mermaid? I love the Ocean, surf as much as possible and sail every time the opportunity presents itself. Although I stand a constant watch, a perverbal vigil, and my eyes peeled I have yet to see a mermaid....bummer :-) Since my on home is right next to Ocean and should you be swimming in the Ocean (the Pacific)in Malibu Ca. please stop by, mermaid are always welcome :-) My name is Michael

from ethereal-red :

Happy birthday! Sorry it's late. I hope you had a great day and I'm glad you survived your blind date.

from sunnflower :

I love your beautiful banner and the template as well. Glad I found your diary!

from vocalfern :

well, i love mermaids. <3 bee

from stealmypurse :

I wish I was with you right now. Remember that I am always thinking and reading even if we're not constantly noting each other. I have a livejournal too. wineinapapercup. feel free to add me. Oh mother I miss you so. I will be graduating soon, so many things I wish we could see. But we will I firmly believe that. Take notes and review the movies for me. I expect an email report asap. Love you. Ahna

from shyrockstar :

you're very welcome! your diary is lovely. i'm adding you. take care. <3noelle

from love-fatal :

its saturday. lets get married. ♥

from ethereal-red :

I noticed you changed your buddy list comments. My name is Emily if you were wanting to put my name under my username, and if Understood is what you want under the username, it certainly doesn't bother me- I'm glad somebody understands me.

from dyingisanart :

hey babe. thought i'd say hello. i started updating and visting again a bit... how are you. i love and,miss you

from i-live-4u :

OMG U REMEMBERED!!!!!!!! AND YOU YOU@ BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!!! HAPPY HAPPY B_DAY!!!!!!!!!!! hope ur blind date was awesome!!!!! MISS YOU> Im on super hiatus. FInals and all that univer. shit. LOVE YOU> im gone. will be redesigning and updating my diary soon...I LOVE YOUUUUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY and thANK YOUUU ♥ ♥

from yrmartyr :

Happy birthday Deja girl. <3loveyou

from charminggirl :

Happy Birthday, I hope the date went well. Details Please!!!

from starwhore :

!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU!!! ♥

from freakyouout :

Happy Birthday, Lovely!

from pixeltastic :

happy birthday tooo yoooouuu. happy birthdayy toooo yoooou.

from freakyouout :

your toes no longer froze? ah yes. it is getting warmer, isn't it... FINALLY! so tell me, just How does your garden grow?

from enchancea :

haha thanks for making me laugh today

from freakyouout :

haha - ok, that deserves another joke!

from itskillingme :

thank you, I appreciate that a lot. you are very lovely yourself. xo

from i-live-4u :

haha its soo funny! And i am a baddd girl.im sorry for disappearing and thank you for your great advice! well..i dont think i used it haha but i think i've TRIed using and failed.miserably. since its just not who i am. i cant be shy. im insane agressive woman-) and if they dont like it. well fuck them. he knows though. he knows about the crush thing. bUT ME! stupid me. sort of ignored him and didnt show any LOVE. so now i dotn know! my birthday in March 30! 19. and i have to do something! because i've been acting like a 13 yrs old freak. i cant do that anymore. and u know what i did? i called him 'bunny'.'you look like a bunny!..{cos he LOVES apples} no kidding! he was impressed..lets just say that..haha and u know what pissed me off?? when he found out that i like him from his best guyfriend..all he said was "COOL". not like. This is the best fucking thing that has ever happened to me!!!.NO!.oh deja, why is it soo scary to fall in love again? i feel confused and hesitant and like a chicken who doesnt know a shit about how to have a 'normal' relatinship. but yo. this is so lame. i didnt mean to sound stupid. i love youuuuuuo. i hope you are doing ok. AND ITS SNOWING HERE TOO!!!!! i hate that! happy easter!hopefully. i'll get my bunny back. and u will find yours. ♥♥♥

from freakyouout :

yeah I know right!? here it went from 70 degrees one day to snow the next! Then I got that 3-day virus thing that was going around... definitely knocked my bud off!

from less-than3 :

i LOVE that picture!

from freakyouout :

psst~ Deja... it's spring time! oh never mind -- go back to sleep, it's cold again.

from less-than3 :

is there an innuendo in this entry? hehe.

from freakyouout :

play?! *raises head from under glacier* yes, yes! the impetus of evolution! *mmmmm-pop* love to love ya baby ;)

from yrmartyr :

I love you so much dollface. I miss you too. how are you deja girl? I've lost you a little in the past few months...

from faery-lights :

thank you very much! x) i like it as well; originally i was going to close and abandon this account, but i loved the name too much. :x so now i'm just keeping it locked to keep out a select few real-life types... ._. anyhoo. thanks again! ♥

from broken-luck :

i freaking love you. i hadn't heard from you in so long i was so happy to see that note. i hope youre safe and happy and feeling better. but let me know. i loveloveloveyou.

from suicideinc :

(: thank you for that. it made me so bloody happy. <3!

from ethereal-red :

Thanks for the note... I don't remember a time when I didn't have this ED either. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, but on the other hand, I'm not. I go back and forth a lot. I'm in that stage my bulimia recovery book calls "contemplation"- I looked at the same company's anorexia recovery book but it wasn't good enough to buy, and besides, I'm not ready to take on this eating disorder yet. I wish to heaven I was.

from love-fatal :

i love you.

from freakyouout :

thank you, sweetness. hope you're doing well. XOXOX

from i-live-4u :

Deja..ok well. i am probably a bit fucked up. because i've realized that no matter what i say. i still DO LIKE HIM A FUCKING LOT. and when i saw him at the concert. and when he gave me one of those LOOONG HUGS> it was so amazing. i was in awe. he makes me sooo happy. and we are not even dating yet?!!! can u imagine what kind of orgasm i will get if we start dating?!!!!!!!!!!! ok. ahahha anyways..it happened like this. i was gettting ready to go home. it was 3am. so my friends are ahead of me and i walk slowly..thinking about his sexy eyes and everything..and then he walks .and then i suddenly see him and i slow down and he slows down. i have to mention that he was quite far away from me. like 6 meters away.and we both stop and HE STARTS WALKING BACK TO ME!!!! and i start walking towards him and then i fly into his arms and he holds me!!!! and he doesnt want to let me go!!!!! and it was not some BYe-cya- 3 second hug..it was a LONG hug by social hugging standards. so i think i'd said something like "talk to me tomorrow" that is on msn..and right now he is online but he is 'busy"..so i talked to him only 4 days ago!even before the lucky concert.. and yesterday i said 'hi' but he did not respond. whaa..so hmm i dunno. im not going to start being pathetic, i swear! ok. well now i have to go 2 damn U of C. Love you baby!! thank you for reading this crazy shit. and i am a lusty whore too. -) love. ♥ how was yr vacation at the relative's house? how are you doing overall?

from greed- :

add me? i had you added on one of my old names faded-lust.

from deadnytmare :

Me love you more. Hotness. I love you. So much. Hi.

from i-live-4u :

no deja..he probably doesn't really ..i dont know....i feel like the fuckiest fuck of fucks. i swear. maybe its those fucking psychology books or maybe its just my up coming mr. fucking period but i feel like the rarest shit on earth. i swear i must be bipolar or something. i just talked to him online. and painfully realized that he is not the one..not truly believing in what i was saying out loud..that is HE IS NOT THE ONE. i was just wondering..how the hell do u know if he is the one? u never fuckign know. yes. its the first talk online.its not that i've been pathetic..but i had to leave the conversation first..i noticed one hint of shallowness..it hits like a knife. i imagined he was this beautiful caring person BUT he doesnt give a shit about racism at bars cos he is white..well all he said was this : yes. it should stop. but WHATEVAAAAAAR. that is WHATeVER. that is like I DOnt give a shit..and i know maybe im overreacting and maybe its the result of those psychology books that make me dig so deep into myself. and i get scared at what i see. because if i dont lie to myself....then...i just have nothing. my life is a lie. its based on hype. and i feel like the biggest uncomprehendable jerk on the planet..no really. im sorry that this is long and all those others who read this...i m not insane OK!!!..its just that im disappointed in him, myself..my brain..and everything is just..changing..my mind changed every second..i bet tomorrow i will be like OHh he is cute and maybe we can try. try to lie to each otehr and honestly deja..i dont know what im doing wrong and probably nothing and evertyhing is actually pretty good with him and our 'beginning firendship" but it's just feels like a new ground and i feel so unstable.im falling. out of something thats not love. and i dont know what to feel. ok. well. maybe this is long. i love you. oh maybe i do like him but im just a major fuckup with issues. ok. im outta here. ♥

from girlsuicide :

and i LOVE you too deja. you're such a warm, loving, kind person. i adore you. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ !!!

from i-live-4u :

MY LOVEEEEEEEEEE.i am honoured to be on your pageee!!!!! but sweetheart....self-destruction is a necessity sometimes. but don't let it eat you away. always know that somewhere, somehow and in some way..someone needs you and loves you. for someone like me.... the nervous psycho freak-bitch. who cant handle any relationship...for me your little online world is like home. so don't you dare to cut off my &many others life supply. you have..just have to stay strong and NOT self-destruct for us. because we cannot let you go and let you drown in that fucking world of pain!!! let IT go. we are dependent on us. and you are a part of us.. a very beautiful sensitive part. so what i meant to say is i love you. and please dont give up. ♥

from unloved--one :

hey thanks! i think you're lovely too! ;)

from yrmartyr :

my dahling deja girl, this is crystle. i've moved, please follow me. lovelovelove. xo

from fucked-- :

your still my girl..........i love you very much and wishing you were here w me .....

from i-live-4u :

my love,will u be my valentine??? i wore this crazy shirt today that said sometihing like BOYFRIEND wANTED and then there are those little checkmarks and near each u see: Captain of the football team; ***-hard body, washboard abs...you know ***- nice butt ***--great hand eye coordination if you know what i mean and bright letters "NOW Accepting applications! Inquire Within so really kinda cute...and its red! my fave color..well....hmmmmmmm i dont think he got it..or maybe he is uber shy but right now i dont give a shit. im going to ask him out. im going to be bold and sassy..cos im just that cool. *rolls eyes* anyways..happy single awareness day my beauty....please know that even though this somewhat comercial/hallmark/cute/sickening day is fucked up all the way......know that there are millions of single ppl like us who dont really need someone to depend on_) yup. ♥ staj

from shattdsoul :

Hoping you have a happy Valentine's Day... sending *hugs* and loving you lots

from girlsuicide :

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

from i-live-4u :

hello my darling sweet love! you know what. the more i think about it..the more i see it ..friends thing rarely works. i mean maybe like 1 in 100 cases.but anyways. after reading fantastic psychology book on emotional addiction of love *that would be me* im making progress..see its like a drug. it sucks me in and i cant breathe. and then i literally start dying and starting diaries like i-died-4u. but NO more past or going back to shit. so yes. im trying to be friends. oh my. im such a hypocrite. i really hope that im one of those 1 in 100 cases-)) but what else. he is 20. OLDER MAN hahah he is beautiful. erotically cute and i cant wait to get to know him. he is also a .....gasp.....scorpio.my dream date of all time. ok i will stop sounding like a fool in love cos sadly..*and gladly*. i dont think im love. only in a big likeAGE. but i love deja. i know that ua re going to be ok. and tell that jerk to fuck off. seriously i've had friends like that. (ryan) it hurts to let it go. but you just have to let it go. ♥staj-romantic moron

from lostleanor :

Do you get any more beautiful? NO. :) How are you, lovely.

from punchdrunken :

i love you too, baby. keep that chin up.

from screemingink :

you are one of the few that i will never know but i will never forget.

from fucked-- :

i love you more because i long for you until my body aches....

from ruind-puzzle :

i miss you! im a bad friend... im sorry!! love you honey ♥

from love-fatal :

i loooove you mama cakes. ♥

from lostleanor :

Wow. This entry: fucking genius. Well done, Beautiful.

from charminggirl :

HAHAHA! That was brilliant. I couldn't stop laughing. My son asked me what was so funny. :P Keep it up, I needed that laugh I'm sure you did too. Don't let them get you down.

from watercolored :

Mmmwahh! Kisses darling, returning your xxx's and ooo's.

from charminggirl :

You keep going. Life is short. Live only for yourself and for those you love. :) Kisses

from i-live-4u :

yes baby. yes. Go ahead. show them their place. take charge now. good girl. show those fuckerst that they cannot control you! i am proud of you. do it. man. you rock my fucking world. ♥ staj with ton of respect

from stay-withme :

<3 i hope youre doing okay

from small-one :

why am i the first to say "HOLY CRAP?!?!" seriouly, deja. you are so f'in strong, i swear. my hope for you is that you DO get the help you deserve, and that you can start to feel safe in yourself. . .in your house. . .in your life. you know? i hate to hear of such a beautiful soul in such terrible pain. keep writing!!! start a new diary if you must, but you have to get it out of you. no matter what. much love and light. xo-shawna

from freakyouout :

yes, but there's life after... so much... this entry: Deja Sil Vous Plais is for you love.

from starwhore :

pssst I LOVE YOU TOO xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

from cocainewhite :

Have you been doing alright love? <3

from bloodandgold :

Thank-you for the random hello in my notes. I am merely returning the favor. And I must say, I love the image you used in your layout. I too am fascinated with mermaids. Also, I think you are an excellent writer, and I will return often to read it(adding you to buddy list). I wish you well with your stalker and hope that nothing bad happens to you. I once had a stalker, and I know how difficult and creapy it is. Sincerely, Cordelia

from i-live-4u :

my love. its truly shitty. take my strength with you. forget that betraying bitch. i honestly know how you feel. about betraying part. but oh gosh. HUG. I love you. Deja. PLease be ok! I am always here for you. and you know my mail. i dontknow what to say. just be OK and dont let them do this to you!!

from girlsuicide :

im so worried. men these days are unbelievable. unbelievable. & i am So fucking sorry you have to put up with this shit when you're not guilty of a thing. oh deja, im so sorry about all this shit thats going on with you. i love you & im thinking of you right now. my heart goes out to you baby girl. ♥

from loveandrain :

Oh my gosh darling. I know there isn't much that I can do from here, but if you need anything you can reach me. I'm here. Even if it's just a simple listening shoulder to vent to. Do what you need to in order to make sure you are okay first and foremost. If you need back up though know that we are here.

from ud-x :

i dont know what to say to that. it's a horrible situation to have to be in. my thoughts ar ewith you always, as are many others. love you more than i can say in words. ♥ xx

from watercolored :

Let me know if I can help you in any way. Take care.

from freakyouout :

Welcome back Deja! avenging angels are being dispatched at this moment. Thanks for sharing with us what is going on. XOXOX

from charminggirl :

I'm so sorry that you have to deal with all this. I've had stalkers and I know the stress it gives. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Please don't let 'them' shame you. (Police, neighbours, ex-friends...) Don't let them win that way. You hold your head up high!

from stay-withme :

oh wow. thats the craziest thing ive ever heard. some people have the sickest minds;;; UGH. my friend used to have a stalker. it wasnt very bad but she said that he was outside her window alot and he woudl leave her notes and call her just to hear her say hello and then she finally told her parents who totally freaked out and they figured out who it was and got a restraining order. just thought id share it with you. i hope it all gets better.

from love-fatal :

i'm going to kill that fucking bastard. no one messes with MY mama cakes. *hugs* ♥ ♥

from less-than3 :

please take care of yourself. xox

from tornnbroken :

why are you leaving....?

from tornnbroken :

Dollface i adore you. You're my stability in some stupid craziness. I hope youre doing well. ♥

from less-than3 :

noooooooooooooo! <3

from charminggirl :

take care and come back to us soon, you will be missed.

from love-fatal :

LADY YOU CANT LEAVEEEE! stop what you're doing RIGHT NOW. dont make me come over there. cause i will. a life without deja is no life at all. email me[[email protected]]. or else i WILL come & get you. i love you forever. ♥

from broken-luck :

=( i love you. come back.

from i-live-4u :

NOOOOOOO. you cant leaave me now DEja!! this place is so empty without you already!!!! if you need a break. go have a good one. but please be back. we love you!!!!!! we really do. ♥ missing you terribly. need your advice badly. go read my love drama.♥

from freakyouout :

in true mermaid-like fashion, she sirened us with kindness... only to leave us shipwrecked on the reefs of this desolate island. Aarrgh!

from fucked-- :

s is jenny.......from the nasty bayou.lol.....where are you and what the fuck do you think your doing.i need,and want you ......please come to me .i love you

from freakyouout :

you're leaving?!?! noooooooooo! I neeeeed you!

from masca :

Hope you're feeling better, Deja ♥

from i-live-4u :

hey love. i hope that you are feeling better. had myself this fucking cold. i am pretty mad right now. so i pretty much wrote everywhere i could. and i like word "pretty" today. but one last resort of bitchslapranting is here. before i go to bed. its cos i love you and you would understand. and oceans- blue always calms me down. that layout rocks. anyways. everything is in my diary. shortly. my best friend slept with cameron and got pregnant. and then ....i feel so betrayed. cos i knew about that but everyone was under different names.so i couldnt imagine that the whole shit was about me! and now she told me and i dont want to know her anymore. anyways. fuck this place and time. gimme a cure for betrayal. i havent learnt to behave yet. but all i know is that i am not going to stay. ♥

from watercolored :

Happy New Year to you as well Deja, get well soon!

from freakyouout :

I'm feelin ya

from cutyournoose :

xxo aw thank you!

from girlsuicide :

love you deja! happy 2005; hoping this year is as wonderful as you deserve. ♥

from freakyouout :

Stayin' Alive -- 2005 that's good to hear, Deja Dear (hey! I left you a Guest Book entry too! whooopdedooopdeedooooo!)

from i-live-4u :

happy new year, my love! 2005 is a year of granted wishes. well..thats what my horoscope says. lets hope that the fucker will actually tell the truth this time-). love you! don't be sad. its a lesson. life's a lesson. a fucked up one. but try to dance away your pain, my Deja. THinking about you. ♥

from lostleanor :

hehe Well, I feel the very exact same way about you. Now you get to feeling better :) xox

from lostleanor :

My Dearest, I hope you are feeling better. If I could nurse you back to health (including itching your leg) I would in a heartbeat!

from death-bloomz :

We noted each other agggess ago... Uhm... And because the servers are being little shits... I decided to note random people who I haven't spoken to in a while - so hi!

from lostleanor :

hahaha LMFAO!! I absolutely love your entry! You are so awesome! I hope your holiday season reflects that :) x♥x

from i-live-4u :

my love, have super enjoyable worthy holidays! because being a crazy workaholic that i am..I find it so boring to sit at home with a damn cold! ah. my present to you. sempre l'amore.[♥♥♥ ]

from freakyouout :

Merry Christmas BabyLove

from starwhore :

hello my darling Deja! merry christmas! i hope you have a womderful day and i hope santa has brought you something lovely. love you darling xxxx

from insane-whore :

"Merry ♥ Christmas!"

from girlsuicide :

have a wonderful christmas deja you beauty ♥

from beautigirl :

Wow! You have like a million notes. Just thought I�d drop a �hi� to one of my favourite reads. I also had a virus before but my friend gave me Norton 2005 and got rid of it... Well, you have yourself a very wonderful holiday cause you deserve it... <3

from enchancea :

My finger is good. Now its just a big pink scar

from starwhore :

feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeds yoooooooooooooooooooooooooou *smiles* mwah!

from watercolored :

You would be wise to put your computer in safe mode and go through the directory to find that virus and remove it. Hav eyou already isolated it?

from freakyouout :

there once was a clam from Madrid, who most always said what he did. They asked him one day what he had to say and he said, "I ate lunch with a squid!"

from blackedeyez :

KNOCKKNOCK.. why did the man cross the road!???????? *because the chicken had was pulling on his penis*.. ((YAY DIDN.T YOU LIKE THAT JOKE!!!!!!!! YES SIR I DID ALSO GREAT!.. I WAS LOOKING @ YOUR PICTURES AND YOU HAVE A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OF HAIR!!!!!!!, but its okay b|c i have a head of hair myself. :))) MUCH LOVE!!!<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3!! MMMMMMMWWWWWfuckingAAAAAAAA --L

from kex :

<33333333333333333333333333333333333

from broken-luck :

i freaking love you. how's the leg? i'll be writing you a nice long email later if i have time. if not, this weekend. yayy!<3.

from for-you-only :

thanks for the correction - I need that sometimes. ~Pink

from less-than3 :

*dances a jig even though she doesn't know how to jig* eh. i tried.

from less-than3 :

you ARE on a mission to make me cry, aren't you?!?!?! but in a good way. how are YOU feeling? hope you're on the mend...<3

from lostleanor :

You must sink before you swim again, Love. Sending you the very best of everything, x♥x♥x

from stealmypurse :

I love you like crazy. Keep in touch mumsy.

from blackedeyez :

im in tears that i.m not on your friendlylist on Dland..i am adding your awesome ass right now!! ++ sorry i.ve neglected you love ++.. XOXO love you. MWA -L

from dead2you :

Ah, I'm usually on in the afternoon. I saw you sign in a little earlier today but then disappear. Aw well, I'll catch you next time. Love ya <333. -Laur

from anhnie :

oh deja, its okay // i still love you too // i haven't been so good myself ♥

from takexmyxhand :

hey beautiful, you so need to write me a letter. please? *pouts* and you make me smile a million times over.xoxoxox

from starwhore :

i dont want to give you cavaties! but i come with free toothpaste so thats ok. xxx

from stay-withme :

hi. i like you. you are amazing.

from broken-luck :

I (yes, me) LOOOOOOOVE YOU!

from lostleanor :

Deja, you are just darling. I heart you hardcore amounts and wish you the best of everything. x♥x♥

from freakyouout :

*GAsP* a broken ankle!!! mypoorbaby! (Crumbling curbs Batman, where's Spiderman when you need him?!!?)

from enchancea :

I find myself not wanting to leave my apartment much either anymore. But I think its only because it so warm here and I dont like the coldness outside.

from starwhore :

are you sure? because alot of people have the urge to throttle me right now so i wouldnt blame you if you did too. *kisses your poorly ankle and knee* all my love. x x x

from love-fatal :

haha. i love you mama cakes. ♥

from starwhore :

oh darling! poor you! id come and look after you if i could [[[but alas i cannot even look after myself]]] i hope you ankle heals ok and youll be on your feet again soon. al my love rachel x

from lostleanor :

I'm so sorry! I'd be over taking care of you in a second if I could! Please take care and feel better. x♥x♥

from i-live-4u :

oh baby! thank you for yr note. and damn! i wish i could bring you soup and warm fuzzy teddy bears to keep you warm! WHy do u live so damn far?-(. but baby! don't make yourself sad! being alone for SOME TIME is good. maybe you just need some time for yourself. + its xmas time. what are doing? i am stuck with my relatives having a major boring parties. love you. please get better.[gives virtual soup.& teddy bears.& lots of kisses]staj

from charminggirl :

I hope you get well soon, sending you good thoughts.

from less-than3 :

oh god! get well soon! that's so horrible. :(

from lust- :

Thanks for seding love, Deja! That helped &brought a smile to my face...=) I appreciate it. Hope you have a magnificent day. <4-1 Des

from love-fatal :

i love you mama cakes! ♥

from charminggirl :

Andrew Blake is the best for classy girl on girl action. Check out his site, http://andrewblake.com/ you can also get other stuff from a nice online place they are pretty cool http://www.passionconcepts.com/ ANyway have fun. ;)

from freakyouout :

welcome back love. that sounds very cool! oooh the velvet rope pass!!! *big smiles*

from broken-luck :

nooooo i didnt mean it like mean or bad or anything i just meant i havent heard from you in a while. i love you.

from broken-luck :

i love&miss you so much. i hope you haven't forgotten about me. ♥♥♥

from zayneea :

thankyou soo much. you know i'm always with you in spirit too. and here you go... a smile :D extra big cos your such a sweetheart. <3 xx

from starwhore :

im leaving you a note because you have me listed &that makes me feel honoured. i adore your writings deja. your just to beautiful for words. (also youve added Olivia on eljay &that makes me smile *blush*) ♥

from lust- :

Deja, that latest entry was so awesome. You're such a brilliant writer. I adore you. Hope you have a wonderful night, dear. <4-1

from i-live-4u :

oh no, deja. your heart will be free. you have to let it go first. ti amo. {finals-all drama} will write soon. ♥ how was vegas by the way? ~staj

from electric-oh :

oooh deja its way too hot here. i hate it i hate it!! i'd much much much rather be snuggled up with you & shakes & a hot chocolate in your aparment. you gotta get me outta here before i go fully insane!! I LOVE YOU ♥

from bloodypixie :

Thank you so much, you're not bad at all yourself. <3

from suicideinc :

i've added you as well. i honestly thought you had been on there (kinda wondered why you hadn't updated in a bit). <3

from girlsuicide :

love you <3

from shattdsoul :

I have missed you too hun. Thank you for wanting to take awaymy pain,but I wish to take away yours. You don't deserve to be in any pain, you only deserve happiness. *HUGS* I have to go to court on the 21st feb to testify against ben... I am scared

from gay-poetic :

i miss you and ive still been reading your diary[XOXOXO]

from blackedeyez :

please dont abandon me 4 neglecting you !!! HAHA I LOVE YOU SO, FUCKED&LOVE-L

from less-than3 :

have a safe and fun trip!!!

from less-than3 :

your note so unbelievably made me smile.

from girl-razor :

Congradulations! You have won one ticket for yourself and a friend [girl-razor] to invisibility. Bring your belongings today and sign up for a lifetime. No money back guarentee. Batteries not included. Strap yourselves in: it's gonna be a bumpy ride.

from enchancea :

Have fun!

from lostleanor :

Vegas will be so good for you. And so fun too! I'm glad you'll have some 'you' time. I wish you all the best, always. :) Take care, Love! And take it easy. -♥

from insane-whore :

I know I should say it more often than I do but... "I love you too" *Hugs* Please don't forget that ♥

from lunarwater :

its cool to hear that you're getting away around Thanksgiving to go to Las Vegas... have a great time and alot of fun down there~

from vanitykill :

beat me ....please i'd take anything i could get from you .why? b/c yr WORTH IT lovergirl<3

from dead2you :

send me a plane ticket. <333

from vanitykill :

i love it when your rough.dirty bitch

from watercolored :

The Mourning Moon, November 26th. Everything is static. No holding patterns. Illumination not possible. But much love all the same.

from fashiontips :

deja.. diaryland is so dead lately, and i miss getting notes from you and everyone else who used to constantly update. i love you <333

from girlsuicide :

oh, i love you too deja. lets get married.

from love-fatal :

i love you times the stars. & then some. ♥

from suicideinc :

i'm doing fantastic and you're not made that even more intense. :) i've missed you.

from heartslashed :

you are such a peach. thank you for always loving me.. i love you too. <3 Kait*

from lunarwater :

thanks for the note, its always nice to hear from ya... but no I never got your letter unless you sent it really recently, like within the past few days because I haven't checked the mail in about 5 days or so...

from lostleanor :

Umm WOW. That entry left me slightly baffled, silently questioning but still loving. Thanks for adding me to your favorties too, by the way. You're too awesome. Much love -♥

from freakyouout :

DAYUM!

from kex :

you're so so so awesome. =]

from i-live-4u :

i love you soo much i will built a paddle for you!!! my lovely..ahhh.. thursday is going to be spectacular. the one i was trying to have SOmetHING worthy with..he actually said that everything is my fault and that i am a psychotic female who is too agressive and he got scared! i swear to WHATEvER, he said" scared" what a jerk! cant handle me at my worst, then wont see my goodies fucka! LOVE YOU. ohh i will be ok my dear! i have Y♥U

from broken-luck :

i love you.

from lust- :

please do. =) hope you're having a spectacular day. <4444

from zayneea :

awww *waves back* ♥ xx

from insane-whore :

♥ Love you ♥

from apple-cutter :

Thanks for giving me a note! As you can see I write some sick stuff that people dont like to hear! From time to time I will write poems.Well see ya,I might add you to my favs because my friends in my favs dont up date as much. Love apple

from freakyouout :

yeah... or how about some flaming rum punch!!! mmmmm!

from i-live-4u :

hahah. that was a good one. you made my day! how are you doing lovely? ♥

from love-fatal :

i, babycakes, love thee, mamacakes. times alot. ♥

from lust- :

tee.hee. that was amusing. ♥you're wonderful♥

from girl-razor :

You my dear are beautiful, your words *are* as deep as the ocean runs, and I too would like to hug the stuffing out of you :D! ♥ xx

from dead2you :

Will do. <333

from charminggirl :

HAHA nice, checking for bees... at least it wasn't spiders and cobwebs.

from paperclipy :

Liked your beautiful mermaid pictures and I was talking about oceans, so I linked to you in my journal.

from shattdsoul :

Thank you... *HUGS* *HUGSAGAIN* You are so beautiful hun...

from volted :

your so hottttttttttttt <3

from lust- :

oh snap. your latest entry was harsh, i loved it. hope all is going well with you. =) have a great day. <333

from electric-oh :

hey baby. i miss you so so so much. i will email you today, later on...i just have to finish painting my room! :-) i love you so much, more than everything ♥

from velvet-box :

Hope you had a great Samhain! Lots of love! ♥

from i-live-4u :

oh Deja Deja. we are in the same boat.but we are getting closer to the shore. i truly believe we are. what i dont understand is why do we have to go thru thousands of stupid obstacles and tears in order to show that we love that person? and why when everything seems wonderful..why does it have to end at THAT moment? i cant comprehend the whole evil structure of this love, life whatever you call it. hurt has its ways where it can get thru almost ANything..but love? love needs care. makes me sad that even if you love the person, you cant be with him. that is so us, baby. but we are strong. i am with you and you know it. seems like we are reading each others minds. ya tebia lublu. ♥ as tegan and sara say,"you learn to swim when you start to drown." love ×

from pretty-w0rds :

thank you so much, sweetie! much♥

from girlsuicide :

i heart you deja ♥

from broken-luck :

i love you too and i miss you so very freaking much.<3<3

from shattdsoul :

Your new layout is beautiful. I haven't really been good with reading everyone's dairies of late, but I promise to read every word of yours after my exams. *HUGS* You're so beautiful

from dead2you :

I love you Deja. <333

from zayneea :

you're an angel. and you're heart brings peace to this fucked up world. thankyou for everything. ♥ xx

from xsummer-rain :

you are beautiful. <3

from artofliving :

I think you're fabulous!! Thanks so much for the note! I look forward to reading you more.

from freakyouout :

you're my pretty sunset

from love-fatal :

i love you so much. ♥

from dead2you :

how you been babe? <3

from lostleanor :

You're too Beautiful to feel such pain. If there ever is anything I can possibly do, don't even hesitate to ask. Look towards the clear blue skies with their dazzling stars, and not so much at the rooted ground, Love. -♥

from i-live-4u :

no no deja. dont live in the past and do not despise yourself. its like a fucking phase where everything is shit. you have to go thru this and survive. for us. for yourself. and for the ones who love you. so pull yourself together. take your time and i have nothing againt some time of thoughtful solitude. but dont just think and over-analyze shit in yr head. express your feelings. keep writing. it will get better with time. we are with you.

from ruind-puzzle :

just stopped by to say hi! you;re such an incredible person. i love you, doll. ♥caity

from candy-sorrow :

hey deja..i love you. i've been distancing myself from everyone lately too. i'm too wrapped up in myself & my mind to deal with anything else. maybe we can save eachother, mama cakes. ♥

from pinky77 :

ok,missy! how did you find this and then find out it was me ,hmmmm? i love you !i'm <------embrassed!<3

from lostleanor :

Hey, I noticed you added me and that's why I IMed you. I didn't want to make a big deal of it though so no worries. I didn't get an e-mail but you can be un:lighted pw: abyss. I'll e-mail you sometime though. Thanks for caring, it means a lot. Take Care Beautiful -♥

from suicideinc :

deal ;-)

from reap :

Thank you

from candy-sorrow :

mama cakes, if you were one hundred & two, you'd still be the most beautiful lady around. ♥

from lostleanor :

Glad to hear. If you still want to read my diary, you can e-mail me (I won't take offense if you don't want to). I"m doing so-so, thanks so much. I hope we can talk sometime soon. Stay beautiful. -♥

from lostleanor :

Hello, Mis Beautiful. How are you doing? -♥

from starwhore :

dance dance dance!!!

from enchancea :

glad to hear you had a good night

from cielamara :

I'm sorry you can't be with the one you love. I hope you find someone without so much baggage who you can love and actually BE with. ~*Cielly

from insane-whore :

I think it's cute that you missed your duck the most ♥ All the babies (ours and WIRES ones) are great, thanks for asking *Hugs* I hope your duck is taking good care of you now you're home

from starwhore :

i make you smile this big :)))? all by myself?! well that just makes me smile THIS big :))))))))). love love LOVE and care. xxxx

from insane-whore :

Welcome home ♥

from broken-luck :

haha..i look so doofy in those pictures! but thank you, deja.:) i won't argue right now, i'm too tired, heh. but i love you and miss you sooo much.<3<3<3xabillion!

from zayneea :

thankyou. i've missed you too. i'm glad youre back home, nots from you are lovely. xx

from shoot-down :

♥ditto with the one underneath.

from starwhore :

that last entry you wrote was heart breaking. i have nothing to say other than look after yourself, your amazing. x

from volted :

i love you more

from electric-oh :

*does a dance* MY DEJA IS COMING HOMEEEE MY DEJA IS COMING HOMEEEE!! HURRY BACK Y'HEAR? I LOVE YOU BABBY!! COME ON MSN STAT!

from girlsuicide :

it was so lovely talking to you too doll. i lovelovelove the photos in your diary at the moment, it looks so beautiful and peaceful, that place. love you <3

from volted :

your all ive been thinking about for days...................i need you more each day ........please dont get married .i know we cant but i always thought you are mine and you you are in my heart.i love you more then you think.

from freakyouout :

hello me lovely... hope all is well

from broken-luck :

ooh oh..are you back? i love and miss you, too. times forever. and it's the weirdest thing that i got a note from you today. because i was just thinking about you earlier this afternoon. hm. all my love,xox.<3<3

from shoot-down :

you make me smile; from fall to summer & back again. <3

from lostleanor :

You're too sweet, I actually blushed. I'm sorry that you have to be walking proof of such horrid nightmares. But I'm glad you're walking at all. :) Thank you, Girl of Beauty. I owe you a lot - ♥

from topbunknoose :

Here's wishing, and thank you for your words. That piece took a lot to write.

from lostleanor :

Good luck with Robert. ♥

from electric-oh :

baby, i miss you. please come home soon & when you get home, please come online, or call me, or something. <3 ♥ life is so empty without the echo of your voice.

from lostleanor :

You are far more beautiful than I. You're really amazing; breathtaking. ♥

from lostleanor :

I think you are just beautiful

from zayneea :

yay. i get deja. haha. i'm glad you liked the pics, i shall try to scan in the coloured version sometimes. much love ♥ xx

from charminggirl :

Thank you for leaving the note. I'm doing fine, I just left the diary for a bit and have returned. :)

from broken-luck :

thank you for the poem, deja. you make me smile so much. i love you forever. and i hope you're back soon, we really do need to catch up. xoxo<33

from girlsuicide :

OH, YOUR STUNNING. I LOOK THROUGH YOUR NOTES PAGE, AND ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU, AND I SEE EXACTLY WHY. ITS LIKE EVERYTHING YOU WRITE HAS A GLOW. MAN, THIS IS ALL SO CLICHE BUT YOU GIVE SOME OF YOUR HEART TO EVERYONE. BEAUTY IS YOU. ♥

from thegivinghrt :

Aw, thanks. It was poetic. Hey, thank you for that note, it made me feel somewhat better, I've been really depressed lately and no one seems to care so I'm dealing but you helped. Thanks again. <3333 xoxoxo <333

from fashiontips :

deja! i miss you too. the username is cara and the password is ann, if you were wondering. i love you <3333 xoxoxo

from shoot-down :

♥thankyou! exoh

from shoot-down :

thankyou; so do you. alright! i'll add you & we will be friends, love. <3

from lust- :

I relate to your latest entry so much, because I'm away at college now &I don't really know anyone, so I'm lonely as fuck. Weird, my electricity used to go out too, but I didn't know when it was gunna happen. But yeah, the guy fixed it for me. It sucks being alone though 'cause it's as if you have no one to talk to really...anyway, hope things go well for you. <3 Have a great day. =)

from takexmyxhand :

aww dollface! don't feel lonely, i'm with you in spirit. hehe. Come home soon, i miss you. <3

from thegivinghrt :

Aw... I hope you get to go home soon so you aren't lonely and you can sleep in your OWN bed. <333333333333 xoxoxoxoxo <333333333333

from girlsuicide :

ITS I WHO ADORES YOU, BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. <3

from zayneea :

lol. they're on "___obituary". uhh... here..."http://www.livejournal.com/users/___obituary/2262.html". they look stupid, but blah. they're unfinshed *nod*♥ xx

from i-live-4u :

oh my dear deja! i am so excited/worried for you! listen to your heart and be wise at the same time! but honey..dont be afraid of love if it's real. I am with you. ♥

from zayneea :

hehe. did you see the pictures i drew you? i posted them on lj :D btw, whatever you say to robert, i'm sure you'll make the best decision for both you and him *nods* ♥ xx

from girlsuicide :

IM RAINY & I THINK IM IN THE LOVE WITH THE WORDS YOU TYPE. ♥

from thegivinghrt :

You WILL find a key and things WILL get better because we believe in you and we love you!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo <333<333<333<3333<3333<333333333<33333<333333<33 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo <333<333<333<3333<333<3333<3333<333333<33333<333

from watercolored :

Deja, thanks for the note, I'm so far behind in everything these days. Will be in Morocco for two, maybe three weeks and will likely not have reliable internet access. Take care.

from cielamara :

I hope you find your key, darling. Letting yourself be hopeful and idealistic is such a lovely treat to yourself. ~*Cielamara

from loveandrain :

Woah girl! I thought my ex was crazy for coming back and telling me that he loved me and the times we joked about marriage he was half serious, but he doesn't know what to do since he had to move away! I don't know what I would do if he actually proposed... I'll be waiting with baited breath to find out what your answer was. I'll be thinking about you.

from lust- :

*gasp* to be continued?! ah! cra-zaaayyy!! <333456

from broken-luck :

deja, wtf! you better email me..i got a new email, holla at me soon: [email protected] booyah. i love you hot stuff! i hope to hear from you soon<33

from zayneea :

♥ you're so fucking beautiful.

from blow-me-away :

Hey, just a brief note to say thank you for the messages you've left me, I really appreciate them :) I'm sorry I seldom reply.. this has been quite the stressful, hectic summer. I loved the pictures you posted the other day representing all the elements meeting.. trust me, you are the beautiful one X Whereabouts is it you live to take such stunning photography? Emma oXo

from thegivinghrt :

"WE EXIST WHETHER YOU WANT US TO OR NOT. WERE NOT ASKING FOR A KIDNEY WERE ASKING FOR A KIND GESTURE OR SIMPLE ACKNOWLEDGMENT." Ah! You said it!!! Thank you for noticing me/us!!! I love you Deja!!! ^-^ <333<333<333<333<333<33333<3333<333<3333 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo <3333<333<333<3333<3333<3333<333<333

from zayneea :

thankyou so much for that :D ♥ xx [ i ♥ u ]

from freakyouout :

*hugs* *hugs* *hugshugshugs*

from thegivinghrt :

Aw, thank you! I love you!!! <3333333333333<3333333333333<333333333333<3333333333333<33333333333333333<33333333333333333333<333333333333333333333<333333333<33333333333333333<3333333333333333<33333333333333333333333333<33333333333333333333333333<333333333333333333 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox <33333333333333<333333333333333333333<3333333333333333333333<33333333333333333333<3333333333333333333<3333333333333333333<3333333333333333333333333<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333<333333333333333333333333333333333333333

from servingzero :

Thanks, :) I'm glad to be back.

from enchancea :

lovely picture!

from orionreviews :

deja. this is mister biased's new review site. if you could spread the word, he would greatly appreciate it.

from takexmyxhand :

i do so adore you deja!

from freakyouout :

you're such a sweetie... that would be cool!

from zayneea :

me has a big grin on my face now. heh. you're the greatest. ♥ xx

from pixeltastic :

i did this nod and wave type thing. it made me feel superior.

from broken-luck :

OMGZZ DEJA! <-that was needed! anyway, that you..i love you so much &i miss you! start getting online again! oh, and stupid me, how are you?! loooooooooove you.<33

from velvet-box :

Aww thanks a bunches! You're so sweet! I love ya too! ♥

from starwhore :

thankyou. its hard to believe that someone with such a lovely diary as you have likes mine. take care and keep writing. xxx

from gay-poetic :

Thank you hun...

from zayneea :

i haven't written you for ages agin. damn me. ♥ ♥ ♥ you always deserve love :P

from ixlovely :

why thankyou darling. you're even more lovely, especially you're writing. xoxox peggy

from no-regretz :

I thank you for that, and you must be special too stranger, to be able to put a smile on my face. Some people have walked by my side all my life and still haven't mastered that. anyway, oxoxoxxo, goodnight and good morning and all that

from fashiontips :

i love you too, deja! <333 xoxo

from insane-whore :

I hope you find another beautiful place where you can share happiness with that lucky someone ♥

from dyingisanart :

when you say it like that it just sounds cruel. i still luv you too!

from lunarwater :

damn, I didn't think anyone would have read that entry so fast... right after deleting it just now for having regreted saying so much I check my notes and saw your comment, lol

from freakymandy :

i love your latest poem :) you just keep getting better.. :D

from lunarwater :

I Love the new picture you have in your diary of the two beings swiming... it is my favorite picture yet... looks so pleasant~

from lust- :

tee.hee. i'm glad i made you smile.♥ haha, you called me a hot potato! so amusing. =) eee, i love fireworks! they're so fun to watch...have an awesome day.

from lunarwater :

awww, thanks beautiful... I would adore them~

from selfbiased :

glad you like it, sweets. i think i may start a designsite, provided i can learn some html.

from zayneea :

geeee, i dunno what to say to that, you are an icon and inspiration from many, if i'm talented, i guess that's because i've been dreaming of becoming you xx

from lust- :

the new layout picture is awesome. *two thumbs up* &your last entry was hawt! you're so beautiful, Deja. <33345

from odetodeja :

missing you more ..........hot lady...............<3

from loveandrain :

Wow! I'm amazed by you. I haven't seen a picture till now. Too beautiful for words...

from tornnbroken :

<3333 hi dear! I missed you! i have to tell you about my summer adventures! swam in the red sea and ran away from camels! I got proposed to and found the perfect person...and he wants us to spend the rest of our lives together...right now i find that kinda freaky but he's pretty and sweet and i love him....like i LOVE YOU!!!! i missed you my dearest...sorry i didnt log on, i was in Jordan my entire summer...well keep in touch, sweet stuff, I HEART YOU!

from velvet-box :

I love your new photos. You're so pretty! Laura's a lucky person to get those. ♥

from lunarwater :

omg, I wish that I was as lucky as laura to get photos of you like that... you are so gorgeous babygirl *shakes his head*

from crazed4you :

[All realms of experience and all states of being are only manifestations of your own mind] you make me wanna sleep outside and look at the stars. and think. and its all oh so good. i hope your well, lady.

from crazed4you :

hay deja, how are you?? i just read your gluteus maximas entry, haha, superb. really. and oh so true. i hope your well.

from autumnsxrain :

i love you way too much. mama cakes&baby cakes for life, yo. ♥ ♥ ♥

from takexmyxhand :

psst...i love you too deja, more so with each day that passes. you.make.me.smile.too. stay beautiful babe. <3

from i-live-4u :

miss you too baby! ♥ i am going to the bar ..right now..actually in 10 minutes but i had to stop by ..to tell you that i love you Deja!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

from less-than3 :

that kinds looks like what the storm in my town looked like today -- except without the palm trees and sand. :(

from autumnsxrain :

good idea. bring the duckies.

from la-sad-eyez :

ojal� que est�s aqu� conmigo. Te extra�� tambi�n. you;re so beautiful. i miss you.

from bloodlette :

thank you, you're quite lovely yourself. ♥

from loveandrain :

Thanks for the love. I'm jealous you're on the east coast. I wish I was back there right now.

from facetag :

yes, some of us still have the power to hold this place together. xoxox

from dyingisanart :

hey i miss you too

from paperheartx :

♥ thank you love;

from girl-razor :

aw, love to you too deja ♥ xxx

from screemingink :

heeeerrreee isss some loove for you! <33333 ;)

from i-live-4u :

hello my lady..hope u are doing just wonderful. have fun on yr road trip!!! miss u like craazyy. ♥ me

from watercolored :

Happy travels Deja! Oh, and bring lots of bottled water, trust me on this one.

from fashiontips :

i love you too, deja! SO effing much. <3

from addict-- :

thank you... heres some love from me: <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

from anhnie :

&i will send the love back to you tenfold times over ♥tweety

from toxiclust :

thank you so much i really need it right now! ♥ sending lots of love your way too

from tourniquet13 :

thank you for sending your love and leaving a note. you're a beautiful person. please stay that way... know that i'm always here... even if i'm not on diaryland... *SMILES AND LOVE*... gina

from she-is-pain :

and im sending SOso much love back your way!<3<3<3

from soft-parades :

much love back.<33

from freakyouout :

Hi Deja... love returned (and so have you?!) thanks for all the beautiful pictures lately. may healing winds blow gently upon your brow, my love.

from stealmypurse :

You are the greatest. Please keep in touch more often. I love you. Toodles.♥ ♥

from zayneea :

awww, thanks for the love ♥ hope the trip is going well for ya xx

from less-than3 :

love back. <3

from crazed4you :

thanks doll.. and you are a keeper, as well.. i will be reading in the future, and i hope you do as well, and maybe just maybe one day we can help eachother out in some way.. thanks for the note peach.. i hope you meant it!

from murderinjuly :

thank you. I believe you left a comment on my other diary once or twice, bleditdry. I haven't decided whether or not I'm going to stop using that one, so I added you to this one. <3 Ashlynn

from fading-whore :

I'm always happy to accept your love *Hands you more of my [♥] in return of your sweet gesture* You're so adorable

from parisinflame :

Thanks, I like Love. I hope you are greatly enjoying your trip despite the rain. Much love to you, always.

from thegivinghrt :

Aw, thank you! ^-^ *muah! and huggles!* I love you!!! The duckies are very cute by the way. ^-^ <333<3333<333<3333<333<3333<333<3333<333

from shattdsoul :

Thank you for your love. I give you all of mine in return *hugs*

from deadpainting :

mmm...sending the love right back at ya. those duckies are the cutest ever. <333

from broken-luck :

sending love back your way, love. i hope the weather improves for you. or at least enough so that it's the good kind of rain. heh. i miss you&love you, deja dear.<3xox

from excuse :

i love youuuuuu

from walkingxby :

i love ducks, but not as much as i love my dearest mama cakes.

from walkingxby :

DUCKIES!!

from crazed4you :

no problem, your writing caught my eyes, and im sure it will again and again in the near future.. its a different sort than mine, like a breath of fresh air.. thank for the noting.. check out mine if your ever in the mood for odd ball rantings and such.

from thegivinghrt :

Hehe, thank you sweetie, I love you too! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo ^-^

from lust- :

those photos are so lovely. i wish i could travel around &take pretty pictures. hope you have a wonderful day.<3

from carla-star :

You are SOCOOL. i'll be reading! ~treeishness~

from walkingxby :

haha. i love you like crazy.

from toxiclust :

cool pictures. i cant wait to see more! <3

from deadpainting :

oh i love you so too!

from lostleanor :

I really like the picture of the vinyards. Beautiful

from herdarlinsin :

life- sucks

from dead2you :

Oh? It was an old poem I found yesterday. <333

from less-than3 :

is that on long island?

from lust- :

Haha. That was oh so amusing. *two thumbs up* <3

from lostleanor :

Wow, thank you so much for your kind words. That means a lot to me. I absolutely love your layout, it's beautiful. Thanks again

from dead2you :

I am so blocked. words just tumble and have no beauty, but hearing that from you means more than anything. xoxox laur

from less-than3 :

that was classic.

from walkingxby :

that made me laugh so hard. i love you mama cakes. ♥

from herdarlinsin :

you need password and stuff..let me know ok?

from anhnie :

deja you are a bloody legend!! ((hehehe)) thanks for brightening up my day ♥

from thesevildeds :

hehe... I missed your entries so much.

from addict-- :

oh... but id rather be laughing my ass off instead of kissing someone elses. hehe

from walkingxby :

ten bucks says you've got a better ass than that.

from i-live-4u :

ya tebia tozhe lublu! ich liebe dich! te quiero! ti amo! i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!♥ ps. life is ok

from broken-luck :

</3

from sign-devine :

thank you deja! lovelovelove [x's a million]!!!

from broken-luck :

i miss you, deja. i really really really miss you.

from anhnie :

its been too long since ive last told you that i heart you // i do ♥tweety

from twistedverse :

thanks deja! your words make me laugh, make me think, your a great writer

from soft-parades :

much love back. <33333

from twistedverse :

hello, i'm twisteddemon you signed my g-book a while ago and this is just my other username with sucky poems and stuff lol. just saying hi

from walkingxby :

so this one time i was looking for beauty. & then i met this girl named deja. i'm pretty sure i found it. ♥

from broken-luck :

aww deja, you are too kind to me. i am but far from beautiful. but thank you. i miss you x forever. i love love love you.<3

from walkingxby :

cute dumb boys are only useful when you're in need of something cheap meaningless & without attachements. i believe that's the only reason the female population hasnt had them all shot yet. but hey, i love you mama cakes. ♥

from hey-lush :

Thankyou. So are you, dear.

from broken-luck :

oh my gosh, deja. i've missed you so much!! i hope you're all better and never have to leave for such a long time again. yikes. i had loads of fun and just got back at 2am today. but flirting is fun, i must say. i'm oddly happy for some reason. and i can't wait to chat with you! come online. i love you!<3

from i-live-4u :

deja..i love you..and you know i am not really that upset! i mean i didnt really love him..i mean i thought i kinda did but i dont really feel the pain at all! so i am back and ready to fight! love you baby! feel fantastic today!

from xshebreaks :

thankyousomuch.^-^ ♥

from poetic-kiss :

i hate that phase. inbetween shit &better, and you don;t know what to do with yourself. i dont know is thats how it is for you, but i know it gets like that for me when im recovering, or going through an off period. things are fine with me, doll, but i;m also having a phase where everything bothers me, and i some days have little or no energy and i just want to crawl up in bed and sleep for a year. my life is often full of disturbed peace, but never to a scale where it causes me to be depressed. however, this month it is different. there's drama surrounding my family, and its a level of drama i;m finding it difficult to cope with. i often long that someone would just take me into a room and hold me, or ask me how im feeling. sorry for that little overspill of emotion. have a wonderful weekend. ♥♥♥-(R.a.i.n.y.)

from walkingxby :

that email made me laugh. & my dad walked by & looked at me like i was strange.

from less-than3 :

i've gotten that email before. never ceases to crack me up. thx for the chuckle.

from poetic-kiss :

oi babe. how are things? &♥

from loveoverdose :

i'm home sweetie. missed you. ♥

from i-live-4u :

♥ ×[miss you]× ♥

from stealmypurse :

Well you always know where to find me. Sorry I have not written you a note mumsy dear. Where has my mind been lately? I don't really know. But all the same know that I am having a good summer and it would be even better if I could talk with you more. Au revoir.<3

from electric-oh :

schhh. roger that deja. i love you. overr. schhhh. ♥

from tourniquet13 :

hey love... i missed you back. you're welcome to catch up with my life by reading the past few entries...i've been trying to hold myself together. it's wonderful to hear from you again... *HUGS AND SMILES*... all my love and affection, XOXO, gina

from gay-poetic :

*MUAH i miss you...-poetic-

from electric-oh :

darling, direguard that email. i got talked down, you know. which sucks if you are me. i really need you. i need you. please let me call you sometime this week, do you have all your voice back? i love you so much baby. ♥

from solace-blue :

thankyou, lovey :-) you're too sweet. <3

from freakyouout :

Welcome back Deja!! it's enough just to know you made it!!!

from silentwounds :

all my love & welcome back lover girl. I missed you so. xoxo Laur

from enchancea :

gald your back and doing well darlin

from i-live-4u :

Deja, I am back!

from walkingxby :

glad you're doing alright. i wouldnt know what to do without you, mama cakes. ♥

from charminggirl :

Good. Glad to know everything is going well. Send more good thoughts your way. :)

from beautigirl :

Hi Deja, that is great news that your surgery went well. You were so lucky to get in earlier. Just take it easy, we all love you. � Jenna <3

from ethereal-red :

I'm glad your surgery went okay, and I am glad you are getting better. I missed reading you.

from breathe-salt :

<333

from bostonxcalls :

hey pretty lady. i love you and miss you SO much. i hope you're doing well. <333

from addict-- :

you my lovely, are very beautiful. and i love your diary. so very mucho <3

from walkingxby :

hey lady mama cakes, I LOVE YOU. ♥

from freakyouout :

OK... I need an oceans-depth fix... hmmm... where IS she? *getting concerned*

from volted :

please deja call me note me or email me .................................im going insane without you .......i love you

from volted :

where are you ......im worried and i miss my only star <3

from freakyouout :

my poor baby, may you soon feel life, love and health coursing through your veins, may your landlord discount your rent and cover the repairs, and may all your surrogate keyboards be clean ones...

from electric-oh :

baby i made you something but its too big to send. rawr! i'll keep trying; i'll find a way to get it to you. GET BETTER SOON! *sends all the chicken soup in the world to you* ♥ i love you xoxoxoxoxoxox

from gay-poetic :

that is a GREAT entry, it makes me think about me and my gf's relationship...LOVEYOU! -poetic-

from electric-oh :

baby; that poem means the world to me write now. i'm all screw her. screw her. she can come & go as much as she pleases, but for the first time in my life i am sick of her. i am sick of being treated like that. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU ♥ ♥ are you on msn?

from bleedindry :

heh, i should try that some time. but instead of the car door, the persons head. mmm hmmm... fun. xx

from vanitykill :

i miss you ,i feel like were drifting apart.............thats sad to me............i think of you each day and it makes me a better person.

from dyingwords :

hey Deja, the other night I dont completely know why but I wrote you a letter and I wanted to send it to ya, if you wouldent mind email me an address to send it to you ([email protected]) if you are not comfortable giving out that info its totaly understandable... but anyways, take care hun

from freakyouout :

haha... I like the last one the best~!!! hope you're doing well... ~Jamie

from inkdragon :

Stopped by and read He said/She said. So funny! Hope you're having a great weekend.

from walkingxby :

i ♥ you mama cakes.

from loveoverdose :

hahah. deja, you're the best. ever. i love you for always ♥

from walkingxby :

oh man. that made me laugh. ♥

from velvet-stars :

psst... thanks a million+1 hehe... your the greatest

from she-is-pain :

defaintly, just you and me. it will be lovely.i cant wait!!*Kayla<3

from dyingwords :

hey Deja, thanks for the note. It was a shock to me to see that you had left me a note and it also made me smile so thanks... I hope you are doing great. I miss you

from soxheartless :

Jason said i should check out your diary. But what he didn't tell me was how hot you are. those pictures of you are pretty. I added you to my profile and when i can figure out what to write ill post. Peter

from walkingxby :

psst...i dub thee __mamma cakes__ x♥x

from walkingxby :

i love you lady. ♥

from anhnie :

oh i missed you more during my absence // you are the sweetest girl ever dejalove ♥

from loveoverdose :

hello love. it's liz. new diary. ♥

from dead2you :

writers block almost got the best of me. plus my internet was down . xoxox

from walkingxby :

i love you times a whole lot. ♥

from soft-parades :

not as much as you rock.<3

from lustafterme :

hey, it's olivia. [toxiclust] i started writing in this diary again...it's more like the one you used to read. =) more emotional & stuff. hope you're doing good. <3

from freakyouout :

hmmm... most likely we would (and spank her too?)

from lust- :

your latest entry was amazing. it gave me goosebumps. hope you're having a great day. =)

from gay-poetic :

its been awhile...im still reading yours and its beautiful -poetic-

from noise- :

Love, I swear, you are the most amazing woman I've ever come across. Seriously. Thankyouthankyou, for caring. It means so much to me. I am okay..just moody and indescisive. I continue to try to please this boy, "I want to make you happy" is the one thing I always say to him. I feel like..I'm losing myself, in a way. But at the same time, I feel selfish, because he's amazing. I should be happy, hell, I am happy. 90% or the time. It's just the 10% un-happiness that you read about. But thank you THANK YOU. for everything. iloveyou. ♥ __Crystle__

from sign-devine :

your garden needs my beauty just like i need yours. i lovelovelove you <3

from scarlet-kiss :

thanks :) oh, and that little rooftop garden of yours looks wonderful. so many pretty colours! :)

from broken-luck :

noo wayy... iloveyoumoore! and yes, we'll have a BBQ in your garden and you can show me around the city and we can get coffee, like in the movies. i like coffee. and oh, it just HAS to happen. <3loveyoudeja..>marisa

from bostonxcalls :

i love you more! <3

from toxiclust :

your writing always amazes me! <3

from vanitykill :

after a note like that ..........a girl needs a strong drink without the rocks just to stay put ..........<3

from lust- :

your garden is so beautiful! that's amazing. =)

from sign-devine :

your garden is simply gorgeous. i'm jealous as sin =( <3

from freakyouout :

thank you for that! what lovely views you have, my dear.

from vanitykill :

i love you .........i need you

from broken-luck :

yay, very pretty, deja. i loooove you. guess what! no, really...guess! ahhhhh...well, we may be taking a trip to new york over the summer. ahh, yay! but right now i need to shower. i miss you, dejaface. :(.

from ethereal-red :

I'm happy you're out of the hospital. I hope you feel better.

from shattdsoul :

I hope you are getting well. *hugs* All the best. Love Cris

from charminggirl :

thank you so very much. I debated if I should put them up or not. In the end I put them up.

from enchancea :

Glad youre out!

from breathe-salt :

so glad you're out of the hospital! <3

from velvet-heart :

I know I havent left you a note in a long while- and that you dont know where I have wandered off to. Its herdarlinsin at dland. Hope you find something worthy of reading in there. Hugs. Chrissi

from sad-doll :

I love you!

from vanitykill :

you know yr everything i wish i could be and everything i want to be and everything i want ............shhhhhhhhhhhhh ....jennys in love <3

from bleedindry :

::screams:: yay. finally you're home. hope all gets back to 'normal' for you soon. xx

from bleedindry :

hehe. thankies love. btw, whats happening with the hospital stuff? xx

from eloquent- :

I'd like to invite you to enjoy Eloquent. We'd love to have you as a member! <3 Have an awesome day.

from stealmypurse :

psst mum, i don't graduate until next year. i am just done for the summer. but next year, i plan on shooting for the moon. thanks for believing in me when my own mother doesn't. you mean the world to me. <3 keep in touch if you please.<3<3<3

from anhnie :

no my dear, tis i who hearts you dearly! (((millionbilliontrillionhugs)))

from bleedindry :

heylo love. just thought i'd let ya know that i've moved diaries from fadedmind. xx

from soft-parades :

thanks, love. added! ♥

from purplebanana :

Thanks for thinking I'm so lovely. My ego likes to hear that.;) I'm sorry you're stuck in the hospital. Stop by my site anytime or email or whatnot - sometimes I need to entertain in order to BE entertained, you know?

from twisteddemon :

Thank you so much! I've been reading you too lately. I'm a sucker for poetry diaries :-)

from blow-me-away :

Aww thank you. Your note made me smile lots :) Your writing is gorgeous <3 would you mind if I added you as a fave?

from reevo :

why thankyou, you lovely girl. if i did smilies, i would do an extra happy smiley one here. star xx

from cherrygash :

i loved it..the poem.. j

from soft-parades :

and, wow, you're so amazing. oh, oh, mind if i add?<33

from electric-oh :

i quit waiting. i am better than all of that. & i know even though i may never love again; let alone they way i love her. i'll be alright. thank-you for everything baby. i love you like air! ♥ xoxoxox

from girl-razor :

Finally got ya on my favs list! xx

from anhnie :

how did your escapade go? // hope that you get out soon love ♥

from musak-slut :

Hi! Your angel sounds nice.. My brother is 14 and has been in the hospital alot, from abuse, and now from health problems. I wonder if he is thought to be an angel...probably not from the nurses he flirts with. Anyways.. you will be out soon. Good luck can't be caged. :) x much love x Jet

from lifew0ntwait :

Hey. I made a new diary, off-color-, to start fresh. Just letting you know that I won't be using this one anymore.

from lovemetwice :

lol my darling deja. you put the sweetest candy to shame. i adore you like there's no tomorrow. i reallyreally do. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo i ♥ you.

from lust- :

aw, Tara sounds so lovely...just like you. hope your adventure went well. =)♥

from velvet-stars :

oo i hope you have fun on your adventure.. hehe i hope you get better too! i wuv u! <3 <3

from takexmyxhand :

its sposed to say "beautiful girl" woops

from takexmyxhand :

that beautiful sounds like just the right medication for you. feel better doll. iloveyou

from thegivinghrt :

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 *huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles hugggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles huggles* <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <-----For all of the notes I haven't given you yet. I'm so sorry! Sorry for not leaving you a note and letting you know that I care. <3333 I love you! I hope you get well as soon as humanly possible, which I'm sure you will because you're so strong. xoxoxo Rachel

from tornnbroken :

I love you so much...and youre still in the hospital?? what's going on hun? I miss you.

from noise- :

aww yr so lovely dollface. i.adore.you.beyond.words.

from xsummer-rain :

:-D Hey! I've missed you too. <333 Em

from soul-letters :

deja, you have such a stunning heart. yr words are very beautiful, whether they're personal or general. you should be proud to be you, because i know a hell of a lot of people on this site would die to have your heart and your soul. yr an angel, love. love you more, rainy <333 ♥

from takexmyxhand :

I love you. so much. Do you even know how much?

from soul-letters :

hiya doll// ive been reading yr diary for quite some while now, from the start to the present and i wanted to let you know that i think you and your writing is amazing. your an inspiration. love, rainy <333 ♥

from watercolored :

It was scatter shot with pillows of tangerine clouds and muted through the haze of a warm, damp southern dusk. We could've been admiring her at the same moment; your strawberry and my tangerine moon. I'm in a holding pattern for now Deja. You get well soon beatiful one.

from oceans- :

thanx so much for the note! lol. Aww.. i read your diary.. i think it's absolutely beautiful! just like you.. hehe. Anyways.. i hope you don't mind if i add you.. you are just soo. gosh darn gorgeous!

from minusmydeath :

I LOVE YOU TO DEATH BABY! ♥

from toxiclust :

thanks for stopping by! i haven't heard from you in a while! erm, yeah. i kind of have a hard time staying at one diary for any period of time. i'm trying with this one though...really trying. i added you as a favorite. <3

from girl-razor :

♥ I hope you know you're a beautiful person ♥ x

from caustic- :

and i'm smiling THISBIG right now because of you. if i could only put how much iloveyou into words. but that task is no where near possible. i'm looking forward to talking to you on aim soon, beautifulgirl. ♥ ♥

from operaticblis :

I'm very happy ur out of surgery and it all went well i wish u tha FASTEST RECOVERY EVER!:) -lol- thank you a whole lot for my note it was very sweet and when u put it like that u kno it makes a lot of sense.:) Thank You So Much Mihajah for your kind wordz i'll keep them very close to my heart and i hope u feel a whole lot better!:) xxxooo Bloody Kissez. mwa!!! =L* =so much for my happy endin=

from musak-slut :

You'll be out soon...you're a strong woman. :) My brother Adrien is in the hospital, too. Infection in his lungs. He comes home tomorrow, though, hopefully. x much love x Jet

from anhnie :

glad to hear your surgery went world // we couldn't deal without our deja ((((hugkisshugg)) now heres to getting better faster &&heading home to write us more pretty things // i miss you! ♥

from broken-luck :

thank you, deja! for the birthday wishes and e-card! i love you, too! forever and always. and i hope that you are well. maybe this summer calls for a trip to visit you! hmm...i can hope. until later, i send you all of my love.<3

from broken-luck :

from enchancea :

Hope you feel better soon dear

from ethereal-red :

I'm happy your surgery went well. :) The pain will subside eventually. Sleep a lot and watch good movies on the couch. I'm not doing so well, but when I think about it, when *am* I doing well? Hmm... if it's not one thing, it's something else, so never.

from musak-slut :

Yeah..my dreams are beautiful.. and wet.. hum hum.. anyway.. Good luck with nurse ratchet. :) x much love x Jet

from bloodlematic :

thx :$ i guess u also r :P lol... hey u from portugal?? or wat? kiss chris

from takexmyxhand :

I love you. so much. And i am beyond relieved to hear that yr okay, and still kicking ass. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ [nothing would be the same without you]

from girl-razor :

I haven't heard from you in so long! I'm glad you left me a note, that's really made me smile. I hope you're well. I keep meaning to stick you on my favs (sticking all those ♥ in and putting everything in alphabetical order takes a long time though! :P) Alrighty, I should have you on by tonight. Lots of love xxxx

from lunarshadow :

Thank you so much for your note, hun. Made me grin from ear to ear :) I hope you feel better soon. (((HUGS))) ~Krista

from dyingisanart :

i'm sending you get well soon vibes from ireland they look a little somethin' like this ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ xxxCiaraxxx

from lust- :

thank you soso much for the note. it made me feel special.♥ &i hope that you'll be able to talk in no time &fill the ears of everyone around you with what you have to say. take care...=)

from bostonxcalls :

ahh, deja! get better soon. i adore you, and you're so so sooo brave! <3<3<3 love; cara. xoxo

from volted :

i loooooooooooooooooooooove you so much glad to see you lovergirl!!

from freakyouout :

shots of healing thoughts rush delivery!

from heartongrill :

&i love you deja ♥♥

from ethereal-red :

Best of luck with your surgery! I read your diary and absolutely love it. The words flow together- poetry- and it's never, ever boring.

from stealmypurse :

i love you too mum. <3<3

from velvet-stars :

i absolutly love reading your diary. HUGS AND KISSES! <3

from musak-slut :

I don't pray because I don't believe in it, but you will be in my dreams, that's okay, too.. I hope it goes well. :) x much, much love x Jet

from breathe-salt :

just got your note...of course i'll help you love! what do you need?

from breathe-salt :

DEJA! *hug* what a lovely entry. good luck with your surgery...you're in my prayers. i love you.

from heartslashed :

i love you more than words can say. you are probably the most beautiful person that i have ever come across, not just with your words, but how you leave notes for everyone, everyday, because you have so much love inside you. you are an angel. xoxo Kait

from u-hurt-me-2 :

Deja how is it you have the power to make me cry. I guess thats why I Love you so much. Not Diaryland Love but real Love. There is No place else i want to be than with you. I was scared of my feelings thats why i would sneek off like that. Im sorry for being so scared to admit my feelings to you. But im here and ill be yours if you will have me. I love you Deja with all my heart. Jason and ill hold your hand through surgery if you want me too.

from volted :

iloveyouwaymore........you are sweet and i hope yr better lovergirl!!<3

from dead2you :

thank you lovey, i need it. xoxo all my love for you..laur

from i-live-4u :

hello my dear Deja! I miss you. TOmorrow i am graduating! can't wait to wear my white dress. I am doing "Russian style" princess thing witht tiara and all that crap. i'll send u pics. oh deja. my thoughts have been darkened for sec cos somebody reminded me of aperson i wrote in i-died-4u. makes me a bit sick. so writing YOU a note makes me feel better. love you baby. love to all. `Staj~

from lunarwater :

Hi Deja... it was very shocking to see that you left me a note, but thank you so much. I hope you are doing good. I have been great consitering all of the bad things that I went through kinda recently... I am doing great now that I am away. But yeah, it is warming to read a note from you, and I have the warmest wishes for your happiness Deja... ~Corey

from selfbiased :

miss deja. it's been some time i know. i've been working my balls off at work, and have barely had time to update my own little corner of the asylum, let alone see what's going on in other cells. my thoughts are with you, as always. i should be in NYC june fifth, should you be healthy. always, with love, mister biased.

from anhnie :

has it been that long?? // sorry love, i missed you // hope you're okay ((millionhugs4u))

from soul-letters :

that love you sent, times it by a million and im sending it right back to you first class. get well soon belle...*kisses*, rainy <333 ♥

from ethereal-red :

Get well soon! I read your diary and love it. The card your nephew sent you made me smile. :)

from gay-poetic :

i LOVED it, it was very original <-Poetic->

from xscar-mex :

you're as pretty as ever love, only the gorgeous know how to truly breathe... xoxo laur

from gay-poetic :

very nicely done <-Poetic->

from freakyouout :

hope you're soon feeling better, babes! here's some alphabet soup - XOXOXOXOXXOXX

from takexmyxhand :

[not logged in as moongazer..oops:)]

from takexmyxhand :

rawrrrr..i'd love to! the music must be really loud and we must drive fasst. feel better doll. loveyou!

from gay-poetic :

I thank you for reading my diary,lets me know that someone out there does actually read what I write,and im glad you have found my reality-poetry beautifully written.We need more of you in society <-Poetic->

from heartongrill :

pssst...i love you more.

from promise-made :

i love you times alot. ♥

from breathe-salt :

*prances over to deja's with bowl of soup and medicane* Feel better, doll! Sending you my love. XOXOXOXO ♥salt

from velvet-stars :

i absolutely love you darling! i miss your notes :( but i always have your diary to read. you brighten my day.

from stealmypurse :

you're such a doll, i could cry everytime you write a note to me. i tried to email you, but they sent it back. try again will you love. i miss your words like crazy. you will always be my mum..you know that. keep in touch.<3

from tornnbroken :

:-) hi hun...i just wanted to thank you for the note..i've abondoned my notes for a while, i cant really write ANYTHING as of now...but i'm trying and i guess that that's what counts...thank you so much dearest, i love you. *muah*

from anhnie :

shes a bundle of adorablecuteness // just like you sweetpea xoxoxoxox

from musak-slut :

Aw..you're so sweet. I love you now even though I don't know you..lol.. xX Jet Xx (a boy in makeup, lol...)

from thegivinghrt :

Aw... that poem warmed my heart, so very beautiful. xoxo <3<3<3<3

from weretheshit :

join,and thats a motherfucking order!!

from thegivinghrt :

xoxo <3<3<3 xoxo

from lifew0ntwait :

aw, thanks. that comment made my day better. i love you!

from freakyouout :

who goes there? friend or fraud?? -- yeah I know right?!!? real friendship is not a fickle bastard.

from sign-devine :

well, there's a first for everything, is there not? =) ♥

from fadedmind :

i would email you, but i don't really have anything worth saying. my words mean nothing anymore. ♥ xx

from thegivinghrt :

That is so amazing... you're so beautiful. xoxoxo <3 <3 <3 Rachel

from faded-lust :

thank you darling i love your diary as well. add me. :)

from broken-luck :

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine. you make me happy when skies are gray. you'll never know dear, how much i love you. please don't take my sunshine away. *muaah*<3

from sign-devine :

Gah, i wish I had a picture of him and I together, but unfortunately, i only have one from last year. That was when he liked me and i was dating his best friend. oh gosh, it's a long story. ♥ the one on the left is so cute, ain't he? He's my rockstar.

from volted :

im feeling you beautiful,heh,i like being called wifey,it makes me smile,like only you can !

from sign-devine :

-blush- you are simply a doll. thank you, love.

from sign-devine :

-blush- you are simply a doll. thank you, love.

from anti-project :

my day would of been better if it was with you & shakes. ♥♥

from volted :

iloveyoumore____________always<3

from parisinflame :

I'm Farren, although most just call me Ren. i'm from pennsylvania, although soon to be residing in D.C. for college and i'm 18. okay this is starting to sound like a personal ad, lol. <3

from parisinflame :

why thankyou. your diary is very pretty, can i add you as a favorite? <3

from freakyouout :

oh and thank you so much for the compliment, sweetness!

from freakyouout :

woah! who are you writing about?? you sound just like an ex of mine!

from caustic- :

thank you! ♥ i love you so much deja

from scar-my-mind :

happy mothers day mum. i love you soooo. <3

from breathe-salt :

i love you deja. just thought i'd let you know that. ♥

from broken-luck :

I LOVE YOU, DEJA!!! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO MY ADOPTED MOM!! IMISSYOU<3<3

from i-am-jack :

;^}' I took it as a compliment. Even I am aware of the sound changes within my own entries. I never have felt like just one person, not in a schizophrenic way, but in a "multi faceted" way.

from velvet-stars :

you are so beautiful. i love your diary

from dyingisanart :

i'd be tequilla - it's too strong and its a depressant!!! XXXCiara

from enchancea :

Well I would answer but I dont know any alcoholic drinks lol Can you tell I dont drink

from soul-letters :

*smiles*. no need to hang your head in shame, love. there is no shame to be felt. i apprieciate your note and im glad you are going to reply from now on. your a star. love, rainy <333 ♥

from soul-letters :

you know, i find it quite apt that you have a layout adorned with mermaids as they are th godesses of mystery and entrapment. you, my dear, are practically a mermaid yourself. i keep seeing you around, and i leave you notes, and you never note back. don't worry, this isn't an offended cry of hurt, im just congratulating you on your mystery and conspicuousness. it keeps me reading your diary, and interested in you. just letting you know i still read. rainy <3333 ♥

from sad-doll :

hey darling. hopefully one day we will be able to talk for longer. i miss you angel i hope i can talk to you again soon! <3<3<3 you. Audrey

from bostonxcalls :

hey, remember me? yeah, i love you! <3

from vintagetrash :

i love you too beautifulgirl ♥ are you online??

from takexmyxhand :

aww sweet girl you know just how to make me smile. that sounds perfect. but we need to dance under the stars and listen to pretty music together. yr so lovely. iloveyou.exoh.

from watercolored :

Yes they all have names, the next is Flower moon on the fourth of May. The garden grows well, nourished by light April rains and the absence of a now unemployed drunken yard man. Sorry for the late reply, I've been in St. Armands Key the last two weeks.

from freakyouout :

you're welcome anytime, love... hot coffee and cigarettes provided

from lovemetwice :

oh dollface you are far too sweet to me. especially when your words belittle the prettyness of the nightsky. xoxoxoxoxoxox

from penpalqueen :

Like to write letters? Like to meet new people? Why not try penpal queen?

from anhnie :

its warms me insideout to know that someone out there misses me // i ♥ you beautifuldeja // you're one in a million ((((humungoushuggies))))

from vintagetrash :

it was so nice talking to you today!! i love you so much, Deja. thank you for everything ♥ ♥ ♥

from reevo :

why thankyou, you lovely girl. stay wonderful. sar xx

from vintagetrash :

ohhh my beautiful deja, how i love you so ♥ i can't wait to talk to you again. i've missed you!!! i have you on my aim <3333

from volted :

deja, i love you so much ,i hope all this pain goes away so love can flow again ,yr worth everything <333333333333

from volted :

it was worth the 3 hour wait to load yr not page just to tell you that i soooooooo much do love you o yea & this psssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss pppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss mine mine mine<3

from anti-project :

no need to ever miss me baby; your forever with me remember. ♥ xox

from dyingisanart :

hey sweetie, i really think miss takes might be the D word. i hate it i hate how you come to care about people only for them to disapear and you never know what happens. 2 of my other dland friends are dying too.

from fadedmind :

oooh. i'm a bit slow. i added you, and i see you have added me back.... you shall start getting bugged by my comments very soon:P ♥xx

from thegivinghrt :

Thank you sweetie! I needed a hug. *hugs you and hugs you and hugs you again* <3333333 Rachel

from lust- :

you deserve to have nice things said about you! it's cause i think your writing is brilliant. *nods* Sudbury is a place-a town that is about five hours away from the one that i am living in now. i'm going to move there in a few months to go to college...i'm kinda scared, but i have been wanting to get away from here for so long, so the time has finally come.=) have a wonderful day.<3

from xsummer-rain :

i miss you too lovely. sorry its been so long. <3333Em

from odetodeja :

paging deja,yr response awaits here ,and a world of love!<3

from volted :

me dies on the floor and dies with all this love i feel inside for my bootyqueen women-child,who's hair is like silk and smile that warms my inner being ,Deja....jenny's in love........with you! <3

from takexmyxhand :

i love you too dahling. and who is this person that says you have a nice ass. i could've told you that. and you ARE beautiful. xoxoxo

from tornnbroken :

I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH! LIKE, A TOOOOOOON! BUT EVEN MORE! YOU KNOW BLUE WHALES?OK LETS MUTIPLY THEIR SIZE BY A MILLION TONS, AND THAT ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU! Muahaha see all the caps? emphasis for how much i love you dearest...i hope youre doing better today...*muah*

from velvet-stars :

yes;; i try to make you smile sweetcheeks. *HUGS*

from soul-letters :

hey deja. just checking up on you, making sure your okay. love, *rainy* ♥ <3333333 ♥

from neon-nation :

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL <3<3

from fadedmind :

thankyou. thats really nice coming from someone who writes as beautiful as you ♥ xx ... i must add you on lj... i'm zayneea :)

from volted :

holy god ,yr note page needs its own zip code girl!! oooooo ive just been playing spy again,time to go undercover !!<3

from shattdsoul :

Thank you very much, enjoy your weekend also

from no-regretz :

awww thank you <3

from vintagetrash :

hello love ♥ sorry i haven't talked to you in awhile. i miss you too. i promise to keep in touch more often. anyways, how have you been? i love you deja [so much] <33333

from promise-made :

*hugs you for an hour* i love you ♥

from freakyouout :

thank you for being

from breathe-salt :

i love you pretty one. <333 <333 <333

from bostonxcalls :

i love you oh so much. just thought you should know. <3

from velvet-stars :

oo i will pick you up and i will be the one to cheer you up; my love. i absolutely hate to hear that youre sad. :/ hugs&kisses on the cheeks;; i hope you feel better darling

from anti-project :

ahem hello gorgeous. i'll hold you up if you feel yourself falling ok? ♥

from anti-project :

:-) hey baby <3

from broken-luck :

definitely have double mail from me=D loveyoumore<33

from i-live-4u :

Hello my love!!!!thank you for visiting. I am doing all right!!! too much of studying though-))) the school is over in less than 2 months and then UFC!!!! extremely tired and excited. ahhhh not calif though. Love you tons! PS still single. still happy .-)

from lust- :

hey deja! "consume life, don't let life consume you" i love that! very profound. hope you are having an amazing day. <3

from facetag :

<3thank you darling

from facetag :

[i am the new toxic-teddy]

from velvet-stars :

deja... i love that name darling. and to see it makes me glow inside. you are so wonderful. thank you :)

from breathe-salt :

thank you deja, you make me feel so unbelievably beautiful. <3

from facetag :

from broken-luck :

ah! you're back=]! i've missed you like whoa..and your note made me smile like cRaZy. today is the last day of spring break. so i'll either talk to you on aim or write you one of my lame emails, haha. oooh i love you! ..from outside your window with love.. <3marisa

from selfbiased :

get on aim and i'll tell you. **evil grin**

from lust- :

your diary is great! it's different than what other people write about...woop for you. =)<3

from shattdsoul :

Depression + addiction = self destruction... This is so true... I just wish someone would help once in a while without the self destructing person having to almost bleed to death or actually die... Maybe someday people will be able to see the signs and take notice of the meanings behind those signs.

from sad-doll :

thanks for the note doll. I know you know it hurts to lose someone. I love you TONS! <3<3<3 Audrey ♥

from lifew0ntwait :

thanks for the note. :) i hope you have a good weekend as well. xoxo

from lust- :

thank you so much for the note! it brought a smile to my face. i have to go to work now, but i promise to come back, read some entries of yours &leave a better note. have an awesome day! <3

from promise-made :

i love you ♥

from volted :

ok all these bitches need to step back this is my motherfucking page and my GIRL PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS <3

from fucked-raw :

you mean EVERYTHING TO ME ,I LOVE YOU MORE EVERY MINUTE

from operaticblis :

wow im really impressed..5 languages..jesus.. that takes a lot of time and practice right there. thats admirable. im only nativeamerican/yankee haha..

from operaticblis :

ok thats good then! ur diary is a really great read! So are u just bilengual or are u spanish?my dads jus been talkin to us in spanish since we were little tryin to make us bilengual lol

from operaticblis :

Really I have flavor of its newspaper and I desired to desire him a xoxo happy Leaves of the holiday ^^? i didnt completley understand.. lol but i absolutley love ur diary mi hija.. no dont take that seriously i call evryone my daughter lol but yeaa so its a great read, b|t ur and sad-doll i really have a lot of great diarys..cya later bloodykissesxxxooo =L

from icomeundone :

i'm jewish. but thanks anyway dear mum. please check your email. you'll have a reponse with my AIM screenname in it. i'll be on tonight! sweet right? talk at you later mumsy. going out for chinese now with the cuz.<3

from tornnbroken :

hahahahahahahhahahaha! That was cute! hahahahahaha! happy easter dear lollipop

from promise-made :

lol yea, it did make me smile.

from sad-doll :

Hey Deja! Hows my darling? Happy Easter, I hope you're having a wonderful holiday. *hug* I love you darling, you are so amazing. <3<3<3you tons. ♥ Audrey

from promise-made :

i agree with your opinion on hypocrites & easter. though, i dont really think i'm an egg head. marshmellow head perhaps, but not an egghead. well..i've eaten too much candy already. so i'm going to go explode & all that. i love you. ♥

from thegivinghrt :

I love you! xoxo <3333

from tornnbroken :

*muah* you have a lovely easter, and a lovely day, dear deja. you deserve nothing less than the absolute BEST. I love you dear.

from bl00dyshad0w :

thank you! ♥

from velvet-stars :

thank you darling;; you make me smile.

from silentletter :

thank you. ♥

from odetodeja :

well you deserve the best,because you are the best!

from silentsophie :

thank you pretty girl. <3 xxx

from odetodeja :

i love you never forget that ,you make me soooooo happy! <3 a gift from me 2 you lover!<3

from icomeundone :

oh darling, i knew you were kidding. i was kidding right back. lol i love redheads too. love you darling dear of mine. don't worry i don't think you are too nutty. or maybe i like you too nutty. either way i will try to catch your nutty self on aim tonight. love you darling<3

from sad-doll :

Hey darling! I just wanted to stop by and say I looove you tons! <3you!! ♥ Audrey

from breathe-salt :

[[I'm from the Ocean Baby where things are never quite what they seem.]]--> deja doll, i just LOVE your poetry. i can't stand how gorgeous you are. ♥

from broken-luck :

aww..heh=] *blushes* thanks.. i'll be leaving my window unlocked tonight. love you<3

from tornnbroken :

i love how hearing from you makes me smile...hah yes cupcakes can be QUITE crazy, especially ones with names, short hair, and cool shoes! i miss you too dear deja! i'm glad you note-d me(hahaha is that a word?? hah now it is!). I LOVE you... hugshugshugshugshugs!(aww what the heck, one more!) *HUGS! BIG ONES!*

from promise-made :

*hugs* i love you..♥

from icomeundone :

darling mum, i leave you notes all the time and you take awhile to respond, but i always write back. and i have sent you emails. in fact, i sent you a st. patricks day card and all. why are you not getting them i wonder? damn email. and i do have you added to aim but when i am on you are never on. when are you generally on aim and i will try to be on at that time today. forgive me, school has made me hectic and i need some rest and relaxation. ps. i am a redhead, so how about a raven-haired stepchild? cuz you know the blondes and the brunettes get all the attention. lol. love you mum. sorry about the lack of communication. please tell me when you are going to be online. pretty please?<3

from reevo :

hey, thanks for your lovely note. i like your diary too, from what i've read. i agree with voltage, you have "soul". i've added you to my buddies, hope you don't mind. sar xx

from watercolored :

They all have names, the full moons. This one was exceptionally bright, wasn't it? Glad your birthday was nice.

from volted :

i love you deja,you seem to be the only thing left with a soul anymore! <3

from opaque88 :

have the best birthday, fucker. smile. just for me. - a.

from lifew0ntwait :

happy birthday sweetie! <333

from freakyouout :

thank you!! And Happy Birthday!!!

from cursed-angel :

♥ happy birthday!!! ♥

from watercolored :

Happy Birthday Deja, hope you had a lovely day.

from charminggirl :

Hppay Hpapy Hppay Bithrady!!! ;) Hope you have a wonderful birthday hun.

from fading-whore :

"Happy Birthday, Deja" *Big birthday hugs and then some* We (myself and all the babies) hope you have a wonderful day ♥

from breathe-salt :

happy birthday baby doll....you're so special. i love you. ♥

from opaque88 :

deja. im terrified of writing a note in case i sound the same as everyone else. sigh.

from shootmyheart :

I LOVE YOU xoxo <3<3

from toxicflowers :

you;; my darling;; take my breath away;;

from xsummer-rain :

:-D your note gave me something to feel good about. thank you very much, lovely! <333

from lemal :

your winter pictures looks pretty!!! i hope summer is on its way soon!!! strange thing though .. -12 C feels like +12 C in the spring =D

from shattdsoul :

You are welcome

from stealmypurse :

you're the lord of my dance. lol. or lordess? thank you for sticking by me. i couldn't stand alone without you in the foreground running toward me. truly, you give me something to run to. love you mum<3

from promise-made :

you are so damned beautiful ♥

from tornnbroken :

hahahaaha no silly! i just love lollipops, and since i love you, you'll be my special lollipop. i hope that's enough elaboration, dear. i love you.

from tornnbroken :

i love you dear....*hugs you* and if i'm your air, youre my lollipop....i hope you get better soon, darling. *gives you a lollipop for the road*

from xsummer-rain :

a beautifully truthful poem. i love it. <33333

from loveandrain :

thanks. i needed that.

from fucked-raw :

you make me happy love id follow you anywhere!!!!<33333333333

from cheap-irony :

i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU MY GIRL!!<3

from broken-luck :

thank you, deja. i love you.<33 ps.im sorry that you're sick again:\ get better..i miss you.[[hug]]♥

from reject88 :

you are forgiven. jk. ♥

from lovemetwice :

that was the single cutest thing i have ever read. i want to cuddle you like it's my job. XO!!

from freakyouout :

such profundity!

from anti-project :

pstt. i love you.

from takexmyxhand :

just for the record, I LOVE YOU MUCH MORE. hehe. in the mood for tag? cos I am. yoiu are one sexy mother. and oh yeah, yr amazing. me hero. :) xoxoxo Crystle

from icomeundone :

thank you darling. i was just about to write an entry about the wonderful sun and your words were so pretty. you always know how to make me smile mumsy dearest. hoping that the rest of your day/night goes well. <3

from reject88 :

hi. my weekend was good actually. thanks for caring. and how was yours wonderful sweet girl? ♥

from rainforme :

i don't know, those little metal baskets they carry are mighty sexy... hehe. thanks, your diary is nice as well. peace out.

from watercolored :

Just for you Deja, hope you enjoy it.

from takexmyxhand :

i love you

from tornnbroken :

thank you for everything..everything. i dont think anyone has made words yet for how much i love you deja darling...and i love being your crazy cupcake..it's an honor.

from stealmypurse :

well darling mumsy. the play went well. hope that the slam was a blast and a half. no need to walk through snow, it is spring here. have you been well mumsy? it has been so long. note me soon. i miss you as usual.<3

from gothiceyes :

I'm sorry I closed gothiceyes in such a hurry. Am setting up a new diary at present, will let you know.

from pink-sunday :

glowing,i think im in love_____♥

from pink-sunday :

i love you more then words ♥

from breathe-salt :

i'll come dance with you any night, deja dollface. ♥

from toxicflowers :

thank you beautiful;; i really apreciate it

from dyingisanart :

do you know whats up with screemingink is she ok - i noticed youre on her faves too

from girl-razor :

Thank you for your note, I thought that was really sweet. ♥ you. I enjoyed reading your diary and your poetry. If you would ever like a custom template done I'd be more than happy to oblige. I hope all is well with you and I'll be checking back soon. ♥x♥x♥x♥

from heartslashed :

awww, thank you sweetie, i needed that so much. you are lovely. much love, xoxo Kait

from etchedinpain :

that last entry, did you write that? its beautiful.

from xsummer-rain :

:-D thank you for your notes they made me smile! i know...our president is a moron and i don't agree with what he's saying. <333 Em

from eatxmexalive :

thanks a bunch but me and him are still going to be friends. and actually the reason why he broke up with me is because he plays a lot of hockey and he didn't want to hurt me by not being around a lot. he said soon as the league he's playing is done he's gonna ask me back out. but we're just gonna have to wait and see...

from selfbiased :

03.25.04.2:05am- my dear deja. love the picture. is he yours? the city was fantastic, and i had an outstanding time to say the least. don't be such a stranger, mmkay? yours, mister biased.

from eatxmexalive :

aww thanks! hi to you too

from limestars- :

aw thank you darling ♥ ♥ i love you so much deja

from deadnytmare :

thank you hun...that meant a lot to me..i'm surprised i've lived this long, and it's because of people like you.

from thegivinghrt :

Aw... that snowball is cute! lol ^-^ <3 Rachel

from stealmypurse :

thank you mum. i wish you could come see me in it. because my own mother might not attend. that is why i have you after all, you are my light. thank you deja darling. keep in touch more often. <333

from broken-luck :

hahaha.. that made my day! i love you<3

from toxicflowers :

you are so beautiful;; i cant explain how much gorgeousness flows out of you through your words;;

from xsummer-rain :

i love reading about your opinions! however, i had something to say on your latest entry...of course i have no problem with gay marriages, but i believe(according to my catholic friends and my own catholic beliefs) that the bible or God does not say that it is a sin to be homosexual, but rather to "practice" homosexuality. no one can choose who they are and if you're gay then you're gay. but i agree with you entirely. :-) <3

from dombilly :

me? good writer? oh hun, honest i think that note is for you! i am nothing special, really. but thankyou for the note. it certainly made me feel less yucky-staying-home-day! <3 Lorelai

from thegivinghrt :

You're so incredibly awsome my love. xoxo <3 Rachel

from soul-letters :

great entry. I love people with strong opinions, and you obviously have a hella strong opinion and I admire and respect that! Great points! Love, *Rainy* x ♥ x

from heartslashed :

your entry made me so angry, just thinking about all the people in the world that seem to have no compassion. you are wonderful and i agree with you 100%. lots of love, xoxo Kait

from anhnie :

you make me blush a million shades of red // thank you for always making me smile real BIG with your ohsosweetnotes // i heart you beautiful ♥

from enchancea :

Thats so true.

from soul-letters :

Hiya dollie. *applauds* Your diary es muy fantastico, your layout es muy bonita (mermaids, yay!). I'm a lil physco, but a good hearted one, so I hope to know you. *kisses*, Rainy ♥

from etchedinpain :

aww thankyou (for your note) keep well, love rachel x

from tornnbroken :

hello doll! yes after my little adventure with your nephew, the banana lady went to her cousin's house to do wood shop crap. yes, i'm a dull little one i know. but you love me and that's all that matters. and guess what?! i love you too! but Shhh! keep it between the mermaid and the banana lady!

from toxicflowers :

youre so beautiful <3

from lovemetwice :

jeez, tell me about it! oh dollface i adore you. i want to give you hugs all the time. for serious. xoxoxoxox

from burnintears :

yep. prom. i want it sooo much. my mommy loves it too, so maybe even if i dont get a date she'll buy it for me. *crosses fingers&wishes*<3

from broken-luck :

psssst...deja, it's me! [marisa] new name..new beginning..all that good stuff. add me!? i love you<33

from anhnie :

you are the cutest most sweetest girl ever // one can't help but love every bone in your being // all my ♥ for you prettygirl xoxoxoxox

from sad-doll :

Cherry cigarettes? Those are so good! Heh. I miss you I just wanted to stop by and remind you how beautiful and amazing you are! I love you tons <3 Audrey

from stealmypurse :

you're so nice to say so. i hope they don't send toilet paper my way. my arse only uses charmin at home. no cheap stuff for this tucus let me tell you what! glad to hear from you again dearest mumsy<3

from breathe-salt :

how is it that you always know the PERFECT thing to say to me? you are so wonderful. thank you so much. ♥

from etchedinpain :

you have a beautiful diary. lovely layout. thats all i really wanted to say. take care. Rachel. x

from tornnbroken :

A LOT!!!! You like...rock every sock drawer i'll ever have in my entire life!!! i love you so much, hun....

from tornnbroken :

*climbs to nearest skyscraper roof, yells back to deja, I LOVE YOU TOO DOLL!!*

from poison-words :

listen miss deja, flattery will you get you..everywhere. lol. you are far too kind. but, you are beautiful, much more beautiful than i. i am sage, i win. :D i love you. ♥

from palediamanda :

Thanks so much for commenting on my writing. That helps me feel better about sharing it.

from burnintears :

thanks for the note, love. i'm thinking about printing it. yeah. iloveyou<3

from toxicflowers :

wow;; ive been getting alot of these notes lately and they touch me right to the inside of my heart <3 thank you so much;; you have no idea how much it means to me <3

from lifew0ntwait :

wow, that is so interesting! tell me more about this book of yours. :)

from poison-words :

i'm afraid you're mistaken, cause you're the only beautiful thing around here ♥

from lifew0ntwait :

hey sweetie, i was just wondering how long you've been writing such beautiful poetry, and if you've ever gotten it published, or considered getting it published. i'm always in awe of your talent! <3

from anhnie :

you make me smile so fuckingbig it might just do me some damage ((hehe)) you so are going on my favourite list // i cant believe you're not on it already!! // love you long time babes xoxoxox

from tornnbroken :

*runs to you, uncurls your toes before you get cramps, puts you in her back pocket, runs back home, hides you in her closet and feeds you yummy cheese and gives you colorful socks until youre ready to come out again*...THEN....*gives you her eyes so you can see yourself in all your beauty, gives you a cookie and takes you to paradise, where we splash and play int water with the mermaids all day.** I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH.

from freakyouout :

I'm so glad you find me funny... *hugs*

from selfbiased :

not sure if you're reading this... but i'll be downstate this weekend.... email me and i'll give you my cell number. **yours, chris.

from anhnie :

see -- there you go being the sweetest ever // you make me want to smother you with hugs&kisses &&dance with you in the moonlight // dont ever change prettygirl xoxoxox

from xsummer-rain :

thank you so much. your diary is beautifu. :-)

from starlight42 :

I loved Waiting to Exhale and the Mermaid entry. Great writing!

from i-live-4u :

oh baby gotta survive! you are so powerful as always..love! [♥]

from i-live-4u :

oh baby gotta survive! you are so powerful as always..love! [♥]

from bostonxcalls :

why would i ever want to get away from you?! you're lovely x1000000 <3333 xoxox

from limestars- :

aw deja you are too sweet for your own good. and this is ME, giving YOU all the love in the world. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

from tornnbroken :

muahaha!i have blackmail! but i'd never use it. i love you too much. *smiles with joy* i havent done that in a long time. thank you.

from anhnie :

you use the word swoon // how could i NOT love you so // you are too sweet -- more than i deserve (((hugkisshug)))

from heartslashed :

stop it! i'm blushing and my stomach is doing flip-flops! i love you a whole bunch xoxo Kait

from toxic-teddy :

haha..yeah...add me, yesh..lol! i'll add you back

from death-bloomz :

Thanks, yours is very inspiring.

from eatxmexalive :

you are only the second person to give me a note lol. thanks a bunch but i'm not to crazy about my diary. i honestly think i complain too much

from heartslashed :

hun, no one can compare to you. you are my inspiration. i love you to no end. <33333 x infinity -Kait

from hurt-to-heal :

Thanks a ton for the note! <3 Meika

from blow-me-away :

hey deja, thank you for your kind note, from what I have read your diary seems wonderful and I love your layout <3 Emma oxo

from gothiceyes :

Goodbye

from loveandrain :

Hello from the Netherlands! Just thought I would say hi and let you know that I got my test results back. It's nothing too major but I will have to have an outpatient surgery on May 12th. That's the deal for now. Things are going well here in the Netherlands. I'm in the middle of writing something so it will be up soon. Hope all is well with you! ~*~lele~*~

from tornnbroken :

Aww thanks hun! That HECKA made my day. and my adventures with deja on AIM rocked MY socks too!i LOVE you too much to fit on your notes page...plus the bggest number youve ever thought of. *sighs* i love you so much.

from toxic-teddy :

lol...that message turned out odd <33

from toxic-teddy :

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from sad-doll :

I ♥ you.

from intoxicate88 :

thanks. your's too. ♥intoxicate88

from limestars- :

you are lovely. absolutely lovely. &i'm looking forward to spending many more nights with you, beautiful deja. i loooove you sweets <3 xoxoxoxoxox

from breathe-salt :

deja, you make me feel gorgeous. IFUCKINGLOVEYOUSOMUCH. <3333

from takexmyxhand :

&& this is me. Loving you.more

from anhnie :

my weekend was amazing // thank you for the wellwishes &&heres to me hoping that you had the bestest weekend too (((loveyouprettygirl)))

from punchdrunken :

my attempted loveliness is thanks to the lessons i got from THE loveliest of them all. (aka you.) <3

from limestars- :

deja, you are amazing to say the least. i added you to my aim too. so i'll be sure to talk to you sometime soon ♥ loveloveLOVE you prettygirl ((times the biggest number you can think of))

from madam-rose :

Hi I am sorry I forgot to tell you i guess. Thought I gave everybody my new msn sn not that im on much. its [email protected] but usually im on yahoo. cant remember if u have that or not. [email protected]

from tornnbroken :

i love you too dear...i love you too..AND you somehow knew that i love pumpkin pie. wow. you rock my socks off!

from lifew0ntwait :

aw, thank you for the note. you're so sweet. <3

from freakyouout :

last two entries... moving, thought-provoking; swifting currents of depth. Nice!

from anhnie :

you my dear are a complete toothache // how could i ever thank you enough for being just Y.O.U? (((hugkisshug))

from lovemetwice :

that sounds magical. i'l make sure the blanket is fuzzy and warm so we can cuddle all night long and not let the cold bother us a bit. you are far too sweet to me angelface. xoxox

from stealmypurse :

i adore you mumsy. how could i ever be dumb enough to forget you?!? i am appalled at myself. and i will be sure to change that immediately. you're always on top in my heart though. i have missed you so much and i still love you even though i worry when i see no new notes in my inbox. i added your aim name to my list, but i never see you on. let's set up a time so we can talk ok? i heart you more and more each day.<33your adoring daughter<33

from anhnie :

you will be hugging me for a very long time coz this girl sure has a lot of stuffing in her ((hehe)) but i will hug you back x forever xoxoxox

from anhnie :

your latest (((((((awesomelygood)))))))

from heartslashed :

You are the definition of sweetness.

from freakyouout :

thanks for the note O.D. -- very cool! I like to dive for treasure in your waters, love.

from tornnbroken :

hah now i did! you just rocked the socks off my weekend! thanks! ooh and my saturday rocked extra, because my couin rocks TOTAL socks. he and i sat on a hill for hours and talked. we got to see the sunset. it was awesome. i LOVE you! and thank you for everything, deja.

from x-sheburns-x :

Thanks for the note <3 I looooooooove your diary too...the whole theme and everything...awesome. Take Care, <3 Laur

from madam-rose :

hello yes it has been awhile. things are going good with me how goes things with u?

from thesevildeds :

Oh! So much love too you too! sorry I've been so scarse :/ If you're ever in need of a friend.. or simply bored lol IM me : [aim] mmm modern love <3<3

from limestars- :

you are abso-fucking-lutely the prettiest girl around.. ♥

from lovemetwice :

i think hugging and cuddling you would be THE best thing EVER. iloveyoutopieces, sweetface.

from burnintears :

aww thanks:) i love you.<3

from reject88 :

thanks for sending the love. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ -xx-

from anhnie :

thank you for your kind words sweetheart // &&i would return the hugs &&love a million times over because you make me s.m.i.l.e xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

from fucked-raw :

my smile is soooooooooooooo big my teeth are even shinning .i cant wait to touch you;opps ;i meant hug you ; ) !!!!!!! you are MY love ....<3333 psssssss

from takexmyxhand :

Grins** how am i adorable, sweet one. yr so lovely. hehe.

from breathe-salt :

i adore you, deja doll. <33

from tornnbroken :

oy! yay! a night out over the town with deja! i'd pull down all the stars for you, if you'd smile. that was cheesy but true. i love you. thanks you for keeping me alive.

from fading-whore :

Your words are still as strong as ever ♥ Have you found a pet that you like yet?

from freakyouout :

Thanks for the compliment. I'm doing ok! how are you? somehow I missed the corresponding entry by which I had hoped to calibrate my continued responsitivity.

from riot- :

merci, sweetheart. you take my breath away. <3

from tearsofice2 :

i love your writing....

from lovemetwice :

my god. you're breathtaking, sweetheart. you're. amazing. xoxo

from tornnbroken :

you having no effin idea how much i needed that, dear deja. you've helped me a great deal just by being so damn perfect..so..you! i9 love you so much it hurts..people like you are why i'm not dead already.

from selfattack :

You're being so lovely, thankyou. I'm trying to take in all the lovliness, but everything is too much at the moment. But thankyou, thankyou... oh help!

from enchancea :

wow what an amazing job. That would like a dream for me. To get paid to travel and take pictures.

from enchancea :

Great pictures. What exactly do you do?

from thegivinghrt :

Ooo... I liked the Halloween pictures, especially the first one, the one of the Gargoyle (I think it's a Gargoyle lol). Can't wait to see more. <333

from freakyouout :

um... I'M WAITING!!! haha, j/k. you don't have to respond...

from selfattack :

Thankyou very much, it was lovely of you to say that. I'm glad someone's connecting with my final paragraphs. :-)

from loveandrain :

Thanks for the encouragement. I'm definately saying some prayers. I'm having more test run on Friday to figure out what's up. Hopefully I'll know more soon. Keep your chin up, and remember: Don't frown because you never know who's falling in love with you smile. :-)

from deadnytmare :

heh yes it was doll...fate indeed. i love you so much it hurts.

from deadnytmare :

as soon as i saw your name i smiled a huge smile.. which i dont usually do. i'm glad it was you and not anyone else. so how did ya find me, dollface?

from limestars- :

and i find it impossible not to smile when i get a note from you, beautiful beautiful Deja. you brighten my day with your sweet words. I love you like no other darling <333

from burnintears :

i love you, too. NEVER would I dream of leaving ya..you're way too wonderful. i just needed to get that out, because that's how i've been feeling all weekend. i hate goodbyes. ah. i love you so much, deja.<33

from watercolored :

Flattering though that may be, you may want to skip the next entry. Just letting you know ahead of time.

from takexmyxhand :

aww dahling girl, you are so so kind. thank you for following me. i love you. always.

from stealmypurse :

oh darling mum i no idea that you were gone. how was the trip? i would love to live near you too, since you could then legally adopt me i am sure. wouldn't that be great. i'm an awesome cook. and i clean well when i want to..sigh, i wish it were possible things around here are in dire straights. well got to go love you mumsy!<3

from enchancea :

Things are calm right now, which is always good. But werent you in Africa not to long ago? I just cant take winter anymore, its so depressing.

from enchancea :

Welcome back dear. How was it there?

from bostonxcalls :

psst; this just in.. deja rocks my world. thanks for caring. <333 xoxox

from punchdrunken :

aww, thank you. i confess, i've been reading yrs as well, &i find myself intoxicated. i don't mind, as long as you don't mind that i added you? <LOVE3

from punchdrunken :

aw, sweetheart. that's the nicest thing somebody's said to me. yr too fantastic, really. <LOVE3

from tornnbroken :

okally dokally darling.. i'll send it over now..sorry i couldnt send it earlier, i left the house a few minutes after i sent that note.

from lifew0ntwait :

aw, thanks for the note, but i think you were talking about yourself, cause you are oh so pretty. i'm in love with you and your diary. you are so kind to me, it means a lot to me. <3

from reject88 :

oh. they're really cheap. i just buy blank white t shirts and then draw designs on them. back and front. most of them have song lyrics.

from tornnbroken :

hah, do you mean the little quiz thingamajigger??

from tornnbroken :

YAAAAY!! that's wonderful, because i effing adore you too, and one-sided love is never fun! yay! i love deja and she loves me!

from tornnbroken :

aww sweet deja..i've missed you and your "tons of hugs and love" aww i love you so much my beautiful dollface..

from selfbiased :

02.26.04*** deja, i'll be down saturday the twentieth of march. email me at [email protected] and we'll see if we can get in touch. yours, chris.

from sad-doll :

Oh darling, you are so lovely and you're far too nice to me. YOU make my life bearable with all your encouraging notes. I just to say that I love you <3<3<3 so very very much. ♥ Audrey

from heartslashed :

Oh you're so lovely, thank you so much.

from lifew0ntwait :

how did you get so beautiful? i <3 you.

from zany-lass :

thanx 4 tellin me how 2 use them hearts

from limestars- :

Deja, love, i've missed you. how are you? you're words take my breath away darling. always have, always will. i love you with all of my heart, honestly. ♥♥♥

from dyingisanart :

hi i just got your note- you said something about something being well written- what was it? and about being my biggest fan- of course you are youre the only one! love you loads and loads ---Ciara

from breathe-salt :

i didn't think i could love you anymore than i already do, deja dear. <33

from moongazer17 :

haven't left you a note in awhile/must remind you how much i adore you, mumsy/ you are as stunning as they come.

from sad-doll :

I love you Deja! <3<3<3

from enchancea :

Death isnt always a bad thing. I think there are alot worth things that can happen.

from i-live-4u :

My dear baby. I am not leaving you but i have to go. I will never forget you. You are truly beautiful and talented. Never forget that and never give up. I just ♥ you. ��-(�`v��)--��

from stealmypurse :

you made me cry and every tear, i kissed on the way down because i just love crying for joy instead of pain. so this might sound odd, but thank you and i would do the same firedance for you<3<3your daughter ahna<3<3

from small-one :

"so how do i look now, bitch? bet i look real tall." {**LOVE, LOVE, LOVE IT!**} you're awesome. i hope you aren't too awfully miserable with the asthma! ugh! not being able to breath is the shits, so i'm real sorry for that. take care of yourself, k? xoxoxoxo

from paper-xheart :

thank you so much for the lovely compliment =)

from breathe-salt :

aww thank you so incredibly much. i haven't gotten a note in a few days, and that really made me smile. <33 "26.When someone really pisses you off just laugh hysterical in there face that pisses them off more than any words could...." ---> so incredibly true. hehe. love you. <3<3<3<3

from girl-kisses :

thank you, doll. <3

from loveandrain :

thank you. i write exactly what's in my heart at the moment. you write very eloquently yourself. ~*~lele~*~

from toxic-teddy :

from burnintears :

i love you more-er!

from demonkissed :

♥ *

from demonkissed :

Thank you so much. I missed you too but if you ever want to talk to me all you have to do is im me *onelastsuicide*&hearts

from thesevildeds :

I love you!..and that entry. your an amazing writer...

from sad-doll :

I love you Deja. Happy V-day to you too. ♥ Audrey

from fucked-raw :

hey you i havent told you i love you and i have to cause you only deserve the best!! you are my world_______♥

from lovemestill :

Thnx for the comment on my art, no one ever really takes time to look through them, I appreciate it <3.

from dyingisanart :

hey you! valentines suck don' it? well your last entry cheered me up no end! keep in touch

from selfbiased :

021404. i'm lookin at the weekend of the 19th of march. let me know if that's good for you. -self

from takexmyxhand :

hey mom, i love you too. very very much so. ♥

from stealmypurse :

you're every happy childhood memory's feeling wrapped into one package of a person. i heart you so much dear mumsy. i hope things have been well.<3<3<3

from freakyouout :

hello there deep thinker, check out "destiny's childhood home" when you get a chance, ok? *hugs*

from reject88 :

Thank you very much. I'm not quite sure which entry your talking about... But it's always nice to have someone say that my words are 'sweet & beautiful.' <3 <3 <3 xx

from lemal :

what a lovely heart picture!

from stealmypurse :

i love you too. are you going to add this diary to your love list? please do. i love you mom. write soon<3<3<3

from sad-doll :

Deja, I'm sorry I haven't written you a note inawhile, I miss you so much, how have you been? I love you alot darling. ♥ Audrey <3

from burnintears :

ive been too sick to eat anything for the past couple days, all i can manage are some liquids, my throats kinda closed up. i'll let you know how it goes though, when i start.<3

from burnintears :

thank you sooo much.love you<3

from burnintears :

you're so amazing, deja. oh how i love you. i've been writing like crazy, and i can't stop. help? ah, i'm sick. i think i'll go to bed now.<3

from breathe-salt :

wow...thankyou so incredibly much. for you to say there's something special about me makes me feel oh so loved. you're wonderful. <3

from breathe-salt :

deja darling, that was a wonderful entry. you really make me think...i like that about you. you've been through a lot it seems, and you deserve the best. loveyou. <3

from limestars- :

oh my god, deja.. how do you do it? take my breath away like that with your pretty words. i love you girlface <3

from freakyouout :

hmmm... good stuff lately!

from lunarwater :

Thanks for the note hun... all I have to say is I should have listened to you a long time ago when you said no to put everything I had into a relationship... but I never listen. Sorry to hear that you are in a dark place... you know I am in one too... and I don't want to be here anymore.

from small-one :

what do you mean, you're NOT okay??? how can you NOT be okay? you're my deja! my happy note in this melancholy tune, mamma. (okay, so i'm being melodramatic). i just wonder if you mean, "more and more eating disordered" or if it's a physical/medical problem? oh, please try to take care of yourself! you're just too special to hurt. xoxoxoxoxoxo

from limestars- :

i love you. you're so pretty <3

from justanother- :

oooh. i'd love to take a look at the graphics darling. thx so much. can you e-mail them to [email protected]?? ♥♥

from city-girlsex :

Hey I moved here so bring your beautiful Blonde ass over and say Hi. I love you Deja.

from u-hurt-me-2 :

Deja, before you start screaming again just go read. You are so rite i am a jerk who doesnt listen im agreeing with you this time. I know that you care about me and look out for me.and i shouldnt have said what i did to you. Deja i really am sorry i never meant to hurt you or your feelings. i love you deja im sorry . <3 Jason

from small-one :

how are you, lately?

from imnotemouare :

I really like your diary. im new here i added you to my favorites i hope its ok. thank you karen

from thegivinghrt :

Aw... thank you. You are too. <3 Rachel

from breathe-rain :

thanks sweetie, add me? much love and keep on writing. <3. -lynne

from burnintears :

lol...awww, it was one of those spur of the moment middle of the night things. i'm glad you liked it. and you're ever so welcome, loveyou<3

from burnintears :

i loooove you. my creative juices have run dry..but i'm working on a poem for ya. so i'll see what i can come up with.<3<3

from fucked-raw :

i love you ;and i live for yr sexy voice<3.

from watercolored :

Boo.

from burnintears :

yes..more than likely it is? i think. anyhoo, i'll send you an email later, in my hours of insomnia. i've got a new email/screenname on yahoo, by the [email protected]. so.. you'll recieve an email later tonight. i promise. love you forever<333

from watercolored :

Thank you for the kind words, likewise yours have been missed as well. You did in fact actually miss some words-they were given in a moment of carelessness and then taken back. Let's just say I poked a tentative foot outside the closet and drew it back in almost immediately. Have missed you, take care.

from selfbiased :

email is selfbiased(at)hotmail.com... howsa bout you tell me what weekends you have free, and we'll go from there.

from brokenxbones :

oh my goodness.. [http://oceans-depth.diaryland.com/040203_9.html] i like this entry. a lot. <3

from toxicromance :

MSN does indeed suck, & obviously is jealous of our friendship. but we're stronger than that stupid thing! :-) i love you! don't ever quit trying! <3

from screemingink :

ohh...thank you so much darling. i really dont know what to say. its so nice to have people like you to live for. but life is just too much sometimes. then again, after near death experiences, its easier to differentiate the dread of death..and its not as pretty as it looks from afar. thank you so much..though its not true...that im not as good as you expect..thank you love. xoxoxo

from burnintears :

oh,thank you so much, deja. i would never stop writing. ever. even if i was horrible at it. i've missed you soooo much! and i enjoy the quote much. you are truly wonderful. and i'm sending you, my favorite mermaid, all the love i have =)<333 [[ps. it's nice to have you back, and your writing, as well]]

from ancient-scar :

Deja, I've missed you also. As much as I love my animals... You're lucky you don't have as many as I because you get so depressed when they die or you have to set them free. Over the past two weeks I've had to deal with a family member's death and a possum's. Also one of or bats nearly died and we've had to set free a number of our birds. It doesn't help having so many animals because they don't all like each other and it's a lot of work and money! Be happy with your duck... I used to have a few ducks and they chased us around the backyard like our chickens *Laughs* Anyway, I talk way too much. I hope you're well and happy *Big hugs* Take care of yourself and your cute duck ♥

from scar-my-mind :

you so just made my day. oxox _________When it comes to Affairs of the Heart. Sometimes its just easier to Cry Uncle... omigosh yr grrreat.

from selfbiased :

deja, i'm thinking of popping downstate valentine's day. let me know if you've got some spare time to hang out, and email me your number sos i can touch base with you. *yours, chris*

from icomeundone :

well that is how i felt at the exact moment i saw that little heart with the word forever on it. in a way, it was a sad exclamation to the way americans view love. as something they can throw in their bath for bubbles. sad sad. i love you mumsy. have a wonderful day!<3<3<3

from neon-nation :

&& your words are just simply beautiful my dear. xoxoxoxo <3<3

from dyingisanart :

hi yeah i'm fine. how are you?

from toxicromance :

i'm feeling won-dee-ful! :) like floating on clouds...i wonder who to blame for this! how are you feeling? p.s you should post some pictures on yr LJ. :) <3<3

from toxicromance :

PPFFTTT you wish jelly fish! i tottally love you more! don't argue pretty lady! <3

from toxicromance :

iii loooveeee youuuuu! of corse i do! :) <3

from justanother- :

wow...will your beauty ever stop taking my breath away? i hope not. & the same goes for you darling. i'm always here for you. xoxoxox

from anti-project :

hehe you 2 are the cutest. :) i'm a favourite? yeah i better be :-P cos i favooourrr you totally! :-D deja rocks my boots. ♥

from scar-my-mind :

oo iloveuraccents. they sound sexy? *smiles* my email address is [email protected]. &yeppers that is a photo of me. xoexoh

from scar-my-mind :

oh yeah. duh. *scrunches up nose* hehe partner in crime. i like that! play favs, eh? &im one? mommy you (((own!))) well, ive been told i have a bit of a spanish accent but ummmm i dont hear it. just to give you an idear...most people think i sound like a whiteblondeprissygirl. hah. hardly. &you? p.s. i play favorites too &yr so on the top of my list.

from scar-my-mind :

hey there lady. i love you too. y;know i was talking with that there um girlface of mine &she said that i kinda sounded like you on the telephone. how suuuper kooooooool. <3

from breathe-salt :

hello deja dear...you're wonderful. i love your entries ever so much. amazing. <3<3

from cheap-irony :

i love you;and i mean that baby<3

from justanother- :

you=beauty. don't forget that. xoxoxox

from breathe-salt :

thanks for the note...i feel loved. adored the entry today, so beautiful.

from charminggirl :

Missed you too, nice to be back but i feel left behind... at least i have more about things ;) cuddles and kisses... >:D<

from fucked-raw :

<iloveyoumorelovergirl3_psssssssssss

from purr67 :

Sorry, the template.

from burnintears :

oh my darling deja..how i miss you<33 and you have a livejournal?! i'm adding you. [[my username is another_forever.]] --buuckets of love. yay!

from purr67 :

Please let me know where you got the photo on your page. It would look perfect in my bathroom!!

from gothiceyes :

Thank you. My cuz has brought his lap top up to the hospital for me so I don't get too bored. I'm still pretty groggy and I want my boyfriend, but I hope this will get better soon.They found something that they aren't quite sure what it is so, I'm pretty scared. Thank yu again! *hugs*

from breathe-salt :

thank you, i feel so loved. :-D we seem to have a thing or two in common.

from breathe-salt :

glad you liked that entry...believe me, i'm biased over things like that. beautiful writing.

from moongazer17 :

loved your latest& i love you.

from opaque88 :

dear deja. thankyou for taking the time to actually read my entries, which is a lot more than most people do. sad & haunting? interesting. love, ash.

from scar-my-mind :

STAND UP AND BE COUNTED GIRL... was this written for me? yeah; cos i think it was. hehe [wink] ...beautiful *muah*

from scar-my-mind :

latest entry=gorgeous! eh; you never cease to amaze me <3<3

from sweet-decay :

oh sweet mummy i left those others on their that i hadn;t added to my new diary soo i could remember to add them later. if that makes ne sense. hehe. i;m gonna delete everyone as soon as i add ;em. love you. p.s. yr amazing. yeah both of us already knew that but i just had to say it; to make it completely frrrresssh in our minds. ♥

from fucked-raw :

ok i do love you thank you for calling me and i love you and you can pssssss on me anytime.<3jen

from fucked-raw :

no dont no one else would let my psssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss all over there page;cause yr mine girlface MINE MINE MINE MINE PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

from fucked-raw :

DO YOU THIBK IF I AIMED REALLY WELL I COULD SPELL OUT YR SO FUCKING PRETTY?<3333333333333

from fucked-raw :

MEANT RAZOR;OK MY SHARP SHINY BEST FRIEND MAKE ME BLEED HAPPY COLORS BUT BOYFACE HATES ME SO PSSSSSSSSSSSSS ON HIM BUT I EFFING LOVE YOU;LIKE YA KNOW YR RAD HOOKER RAD RAD RAD ;LIKE BEYOND TIMES A ZILLION PLUS MY BLOOD SOAKED <33333333333333333333'S

from fucked-raw :

WHERES MY RAZOR ILL SMEAR MY MARK THEN ILL PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS OH YEA I FORGET YOUR BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLL<33333333333333333333333333333

from fucked-raw :

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from fucked-raw :

OK I JUST DRANK A GALLON OF WATER ,READY?

from fucked-raw :

MOM?

from fucked-raw :

I LOVE IT WHEN YOU PSSSSS ON MY PAGE;DO IT AGAIN MOM ;MOM ;CAN I HAVE SOME CASH TO GO TO THE MALL WITH?

from fucked-raw :

HEHE I SAID WRITE INSTEAD OF RIGHT SEE THE EFFECTS YOU HAVE ON ME;ITS NOT FAIR ;ILL BE YR LOVE SLAVE ANYTHING 4 YOU ;BUT JUST DONT TAKE ME OFF YR LIST;ID DIE W/OUT MY NAME ON THAT LIST .ID BLEED REAL BLOOD ILL SEND IT IN VILES LOL PLEASE PLEASE I HAVE NO ONE ;TAKE ME HOME W YOU ;ILL LIVE IN A CARDBOARD BOX W THE KITTEN ;BUT DONT LEAVE ME <333333333333

from fucked-raw :

im all yrs baby dontworry;my notes are all yrs;but i might have to knock those bitches around if they keep noting MY GIRL;THATS WRITE MY GIRL

from fucked-raw :

yea thats right tell all the others too move on ;yr mine new obsession ;i shall have you ;you shall love me like no one else ;or ill kill yr note page w hearts from me 2 you !!!!!!!!!!!!<3

from fucked-raw :

no but really i love you ;&you made my day hell my life just for being you ;i love you;truly &that shall never change <3

from fucked-raw :

momma ;can you come out and play;i promise to be dirty w you lolololol<3

from icomeundone :

i love you mother of mine, more than words i write on paper, on computer, or even on my heart can express. glad to know you are back safely. i have been catching up on your writing too, it makes me shiver. keep in touch always and forever.<3

from topbunknoose :

sure I'll take a look at the king with bullet hole wound for suicidespade. Thanks.

from limestars- :

i looooove you Deja!! <333 [&i promise you that will never change] keep shining darling

from pink-sunday :

i love you the world would be the same wout you in it love iloveyoumoreeachday<3

from pink-sunday :

iloveyoualways<3

from justanother- :

thx beautiful. it means a lot to know you & everyone else cares. xoxox

from screemingink :

<333 hearts for you <333

from cheap-irony :

i miss you i want 2 talk with you so bad it hurts sometimes it seemd like yr the only thing real in this place<3

from neon-nation :

it's a priveledge to be added, thankyou. <3

from ruind-puzzle :

oh deja, you're note made me laugh! i needed that! =) i've missed you! sorry I didn't leave you notes when i was gone... i've been a note-virgin lately. hope you're doing great- you deserve to be. \/*♥*\/caity

from musone :

♥ your writing.

from neon-nation :

you write wonderful words and yr layout is just amazing sweet girl... <3

from lunarwater :

thanks for caring... you realy are a nice person. I am alright though, you dont need to worry about me, I am always alright. Take care hun. ~Corey

from leely :

you are so sweet. thank you. <3

from your-revenge :

Deja I miss you come home. shit life in the city sucks without you. I better get atleast a fucking post card or im gonna kiss you to death. I love you Deja - there I admitted it does that score me some points.

from moongazer17 :

Oh, mummsy, you have no idea how relevied i am to know that you're okay..i was so worried, love. can't wait for you to come back, you're too far away. Loveyouforever, beautiful one. &hearts:

from reject88 :

ahh.. thank you. i feel special now. ...xx <3

from scar-my-mind :

MUMMY omg i've missed you so much. italy was amazing. we have to catch up. i've been trying to read everyones entries that i missed while i was gone. see whats been goin on. &yr so first on my list. hugs&kisses. yrs, k<3

from limestars- :

i miss you so much prettygirl <33 can't wait till you get back! MWAH! love you lots

from burnintears :

ohh my dear, i've missed you sooooo freaking much! i can't wait til you get home, either.. love you<333

from screemingink :

deja, im back! ive missed you!

from i-live-4u :

Kenya!!!!! wow!!! Deja, baby.. I remember I was doing a huge report about Kenya..no internet cafes for sure-)) love u!!!!! stay beautiful

from cielamara :

Deja, How wonderful, to be in Africa! Do make sure to take lots of pictures. Take care, and stay safe. ~*Cielamara

from la-sad-eyez :

Oh Baby...that*s whree you*ve been? You should give us some warning to where you*re going...so we can all deal with the separation anxiety. Darling i miss you &&love you too much Mamita. <3 Andrea

from enchancea :

You are so lucky to be in Africa. Ill probably never be able to go anywhere like that. Cant wait to see the pics.

from selfbiased :

thank god... we were worried sick! don't you pull another one of these stunts again, young lady. **winks**

from sad-doll :

Deja I miss you :( I just wanted to drop by and say I love you!

from brokenxbones :

i miss you.. <3 xoxo

from anti-project :

ahha deja. guess who misses you like crazy? I DO! come back everything sucks when your gone! i love you, call me sometime!! <3<3

from watercolored :

Apologising in advance Deja, I didn't want anyone to know the true nature of my existence, but it seems it has become inevitable.

from watercolored :

It's time to resurface. Write. Talk. Scream.

from burnintears :

i miss you like craaazy! i hope you get home soon!!!looooove you<3<3

from she-is-pain :

i love the way you write, beautiful is the only way to describe it and you.<3

from selfbiased :

:is getting concerned: Dammit... if only i had a phone number. i've got free nights and weekends....

from la-sad-eyez :

Ay, mi Dejita. Te extra�o mucho. Lo siento que no te escribi. Te amo, mi amor.

from cheap-irony :

deaj where are you girl i looooooooooooooooooooove you so.this is jenny.new diary lol .please love be safe and be happy you mean the world too me. much love

from moongazer17 :

where are you? i miss you, mummsy

from fucked-raw :

i love you ,you better be ok because im your love slave you know =)

from i-live-4u :

Hi baby...happy new year to you too!!! kinda late but still..today is our russian christmas. Take care baby!!! [me]

from selfbiased :

nothing new from deja? are you okay, sweets?

from asweettale :

i loveeeee you! <3

from burnintears :

i'm sorry to hear that youre still sick=( you need to be healthy! have fun in Kenya, should definitely be fun. good luck with the html, i suck at it, too<33

from burnintears :

lol, thanks for the offer. i don't want anyone run over here. i'm running on about 2 hours of sleep for the past 2 or 3 days, and i'm feeling pretty hostile towards some people right now. they're just all pushing the wrong buttons, know what i mean? ...i dunno, that's not really directed towards anyone, specifically.. just how i'm feeling towards a lot of people right now, i guess. how are you, my lovely? having fun, Deja dear? i hope so. love you<33 and don't worry... i haven't been lost, yet..heh

from asweettale :

i hope 2004 treats you right. you're beautiful Deja, &i promise to take care of my heart this time. i love you dollface, remember that always. xoxox

from she-is-pain :

ooh Happy New Year to you sexa lade!!<3

from burnintears :

love<3

from ethereal-red :

Happy new year...

from paper-scars :

happy new year. xxx

from velvet-heart :

Happy New Years love. May this new year bring you more happiness than your last and may you have a greater learning of more things to come. Much love, Huggles

from moongazer17 :

Oh Happy New Year to you too, my Lovely One. Loved your latest entry..you didn't get the guts for christmas, you've had them all along. [[love you so much, Deja]]

from justanother- :

happy new years to you too dollface. you're amazing! xoxoxox <3 mads

from selfbiased :

01.01.04****** beauteous.... i can't help but have that narcisitic feeling that you've written that after reading my little run of things... but i hope you have a great year... i'm planning on stopping by the third week of this month... email me or something sos we can get in touch while i'm down there, mmkay? . . . loveya, self.

from lifew0ntwait :

your last entry is stunning. happy new year

from brokenxbones :

hello beautiful, i'm just stopping by to wish you a happy near year and to tell you i hope 2004 brings you everything you've ever dreamed of. xoxoxo <3cara

from small-one :

thanks for the holiday greetings, deja. so far, it's been poo-poo but i'll spend new year's at home, NOT with the fam! it should be better:) i hope you are well, lovie. be nice to you. xoxoxo

from burnintears :

hey prettyface. thought i'd stop by to wish you a happy new year. hope you're doing better. i love you! <33hugs

from cielamara :

Deja, You're such a beautiful girl. Brightest blessings to you, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and, a belated thank-you for your note. Cheers! ~*Cielamara

from moongazer17 :

Deja, that made me so so so happy. Do you realize how beautiful you truely are? seriously..i love you like whoa. ps: i loved it when you called me kitten. made me grin from ear to ear...♥

from hurt-lips :

i loooooooooooooooove you my deja girl

from gothiceyes :

Thank you very much... *hugs*

from tornnbroken :

love you too much for either of us to ever know..i hope youre well now, little doll. *hugs you tight forever and ever*

from moongazer17 :

gawd, Deja..i love you too [more than I can comprehend]. i noticed that you've addopted many lovelies here at D-land..so..wanna adopt me? please please? *kisses you and runs away blushing* ♥ Crystle

from moongazer17 :

can you be any more beautiful??

from tourniquet13 :

*huggles... smiles... tickles... runs away*... leaving you a smile and lots of lovins! :)... all my love, gina

from thesevildeds :

wow thats one of my favorites!! aw so beautiful..and glad to see u happy!! <3<3<3 alyssa

from gothiceyes :

Deja, you are beauty in this world too... Hopefully your chirstmas was wonderful and merry, *hugs*... Cris

from facedown91 :

hey it is so cool you write poems and put them on your site that is what i use mine for your a good writer keep it up*-*-*whished loner-*-*-* Facedown91

from justanother- :

hey prettygirl. merry late christmas. i hope you got the world because that's exactly what you deserve [andmore] i love you. xoxoxoxox

from lunarwater :

sorry that you are feeling sick, I wanted to say thanks for your note, I hope you had a great christmas also.

from asweettale :

locked. for family issues.. username= hands password= down

from paper-scars :

happy holidays. i hope that you feel better soon. xxx

from moongazer17 :

my god, i love you. you rock my socks so much so that i've lost them. hugs and kisses and lots of them. are you feeling any better? ♥ Crystle

from icomeundone :

MUM, you are the best gift anybody could ask for and i am sorry that i was not under your tree this year. i hope that things are better for you. i am sure this time of year must be hard. it is for me since it is about family and i don't have much of one. but i have you! god bless you for all you do for me. thank you for the email i will try to email you back this time.<3<3<3, your daughter for life.

from dylanwashere :

Thanks for the Christmas wishes. Hope you've been blessed this season.

from i-live-4u :

mERRY CHRISTMAS AND a Happy New year dear!!!!!!!! i wish you the best and i want you to know that you are the most amazing greatest extremely powerful person and i am so proud of you chica..you are my hero. [i am here] always with you. [yr daughter]

from brokenxbones :

you too <3<3<3 xoxoxoxo

from thesevildeds :

happy holidays 2 u too love! hope your feeling well again. hugs+kisses <3 alyssa

from sad-doll :

I love you from the bottom of my heart darling.

from tourniquet13 :

hey angel... i hope you have a merry christmas... sending all my love and affection and smiles to a beautiful and wonderful person, gina

from she-is-pain :

ooh Merry Christmas to you too darling!! <33

from burnintears :

lol.. wow, thanks for all the niceness..it made my christmas day that much better! merry christmas to you, as well, Deja=) ..you're my inspiration. people like you made/make me who I am today and who I will be always.. and that makes me smile. you're beautiful, and I love you! hope you're having fun...<333Marisa

from half-hearted :

happy holidays to you too, beautiful. <3

from beautigirl :

Happy hollidays, dear.

from dyingisanart :

lol, what if i never get him. what will i do. i'll be forced to look at those eyes for 18 more months

from dyingisanart :

i don't want special. i want me a liam with his gorgeous eyes... i swear i just melt everytime he looks me straight in the eye. i am reduced from being fairly articulate to blabbering idiot

from velvet-heart :

Bien s�r vous �tes mon ami. Ne pas �tre Deja si b�te mon doux. De quel courage et de la force et que vous parlez? Je vraiment n'ai pas �crit de toutes les choses que je dois �tre - par cons�quent les �carts entre les mises � jour. Je cache derri�re ce courage que vous parlez de. Et, j'esp�re aussi que vous ayez un No�l merveilleux aussi. Chrissy d'amour et �treintes

from dyingisanart :

if by 'worthy of me' you mean gorgeous and funny then yeah... merry (?) christmas xxxCiara

from velvet-heart :

Hello Deja. I noticed you removed me from your list.. thats fine too. I just wanted to let you know that I added you to my yahoo. And wish you a Merry Christmas. *huggles dollface*

from anti-project :

oh deja my sprits with you :) remember, you breathed me in! <3333 you know i love you!!

from selfbiased :

:leaves a spongebob squarepants vibrator under the tree: don't ask where i found it. **wink** merry christams, my dearest.

from she-is-pain :

oh yay!! it makes me happy that people care to read hehe!..expecially you <33

from moongazer17 :

feel better sweet one. i love you. have a good christmas and stay warm, love

from asweettale :

[ps] feel better soon. it pains me to know that you're sick!

from asweettale :

Merry Christmas, beautiful girl! I love you oh so much &i hope all of your wishes come true. <33

from ruind-puzzle :

aww deja! i'm sorry ur sick! if it makes u feel any better i have mono &an enlarged spllen &an absessed tooth. merry christmas to us! lol but really- i hope u have a merry christmas. ♥

from thesevildeds :

i know how that is... i get that all the time. love u!get well soon.. <3 <3

from hurt-lips :

my deja oh how i love you .i hope you have the best xmas and the sweetest day ever .you are sooooooo wonderful and full of love .no one cant touch that .your the best of the best .with that merry xmas love you are the present this year our friendship is awesome .i looooooooooooooooooooooooooooove you

from anti-project :

oooo my deja! <3<3<3 I LOVE YOU bundles! ♥

from anti-project :

I LOVE YOU! hope your all better! <3<3

from moongazer17 :

crud, pretty deja's sick! i was to, it sucks. feel better love and return soon with your beautiful words. hope you get better by the time christmas rolls around...♥ ♥ Crystle

from hurt-lips :

oh deja i looooooooooooooooooooooooove looooooooooooooooooooooove looooooooooooooooove loooooooooooooove looooooooooove you and i want you better someone has to keep ny in order up there ! i loooooooooove you babe you are beyond beautiful

from gothiceyes :

Please get better my sweet deja...

from asweettale :

Oh my darling girl, I hope you feel better <3 You are so beautiful &are such an inspiration to me. I wish I could just hug you to pieces and make all your pain go away. I know how bad the flu can suck.. you're in my prayers dollface. <33 love you.

from tornnbroken :

aww...i hope you get all dandy soon..thank you for all the happiness you give...love you!

from lifew0ntwait :

I hope you feel better, darling. I had the flu last week, not fun. <3

from burnintears :

aww.. i hope you feel better, dollface. sending all that goodness back to you..hugs<33 love you

from charminggirl :

Aww, I hope you do better sweetie. Sending good thoughts your way.

from freakyouout :

thank you for the note of encouragement... blessed be!

from moongazer17 :

where have you gone, Deja? I miss you

from burnintears :

Just saying hello, and that I miss you, Deja! if I don't speak to you, have a wonderful christmas! I <3 you!<333

from icomeundone :

i heart you so much darling. sorry i tried to email you, but it kept getting returned. i hope that your Christmas is wonderful and full of friends and love. i will be thinking of you. love love love love mumsy <3

from i-live-4u :

oh baby baby..thank you dear angel.....i think u are right!!! cant wait to finish x-mas shopping i am so broke-))) take care ma chere

from watercolored :

Happy Yule Deja.

from lunarwater :

thanks for the note hun, everything is going great for me... I hope you are doing good as well... I hope you are having a great holiday season ~Take care

from sad-doll :

I love you my beautiful darling dearest deja-doll! you are amazing.

from tornnbroken :

thank you so much sweet one...i feel so....significant? thank you...

from anti-project :

THANK-YOU! BEAUTIFUL DEJA! MY BEAUTIFUL DEJA! WHO I LOVE TOTALLY! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

from moongazer17 :

Deja, you need to stop making me cry! i adore you..i wish i could write you a poem, but i know for sure that the words will come out all wrong. so just know that i fucking love you. Hugs hugs and more hugs. ♥ Crystle

from justanother- :

& again you stun me. your words are so beautiful i almost can't stand it. i heart you prettygirl. <3

from burnintears :

awww.. thank you, love!<33

from selfbiased :

if you can find one, i will gladly buy it for you for christmas.

from brokenxbones :

from selfbiased :

right then. i guess you can play in my hair. **wink**

from sad-doll :

Deja, Hey love how have you been? I'm sorry it's taken me so long to reply to your note, I haven't been able to write lately-- eh, I don't know. But any way the "how do I hate you.." entry was really beautiful. I love you darling more than air! <3<3<3 I hope things are alright. ♥ Audrey

from charminggirl :

thank you thank you thank you oh kind one.

from charminggirl :

whoohoo i can stay.

from silverkissed :

love you times a trillion

from charminggirl :

was that last entry directed towards me????? Sure thing but why would i have to get out? :(

from silverkissed :

ok love after that one done can i be next .i'll be kicked out but you'll be a happy women ;)

from anti-project :

we must repeat that as much as possible! <3<3 i love you!

from mistychristy :

happy holidays to you to hun i hope you get everything you want for christmas plus more... have a wonderful christmas deja! xoxoxo

from moongazer17 :

I think the note that hurt-lips left you spells it out pretty well. you're wonderful. i adore you. ♥ Crystle

from fucked-raw :

you always make my heart beat fast

from selfbiased :

you'll have to elaborate first on what you mean by "Play in your hair."

from anti-project :

pssttt yes :-P <3

from asweettale :

deja, beautiful, your kind notes always seem to make my day. <33 you are so gorgeous and i loveee you!! [don't forget that dollface!!] XOXO Liz

from selfbiased :

no worries, love. just more of a ... retrospective on older events. there's other meanings there, but that's for me to know and be smug about, and the rest of the world to figure out.

from hurt-lips :

oh my deja...thats right ..MY DEJA...YOU ARE SO WONDERFUL AND I'D LOVE TO LOVE YOU AND YOU MAKE THE SUNRISE AND MAKE THESE LIPS AND HEART SMILE ,YOU .YES-----YOU ..ONLY YOU .YOU ARE SO SPECIAL AND WORTH EVERY SINGLE BREATHE ..YOU ARE BEYOND ANYTHING OR ANYBODY I'VE EVER KNOWN........I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU -ALWAYS

from anti-project :

any time is GREAT when it comes to you <3<3

from moongazer17 :

i love you deja. i do i do i do. and kudos to you for your latest entry. i agree completley. woo eeeh.

from anti-project :

I will hold my breath until tomorrow then. <3

from anti-project :

& i with you deja. I love you a whole heap. I remember when you called me you know, & 2 shy girls sat nervously gigling. god. if you called just to hear my breath i'd die from happiness! <3

from anti-project :

not pretty like yours. <3

from tornnbroken :

hi hun...i dropped by to tell you hiw much your note meant to me....thank you SOO much...but i'm sorry for making you cry. i LOVE you!!

from moongazer17 :

You know what you do to me, Deja? You make me feel okay and loved and UNDERSTOOD. and i fucking adore you for it. i loooooovvvee you. seriously. ♥ ♥ Crystle

from asweettale :

oh sweetie, you are so beautiful. i can't get enough of the words you say <33

from ruind-puzzle :

i agree with velvet-heart. hugs &kisses, deja! ♥caity

from velvet-heart :

Did you know youre the first person to leave me a note in 3 days? *sigh* I miss notes from my friends.. *shrugs*

from selfbiased :

no problem, deja. i'm sure we'll cross paths again eventually. and we got 'im! woo hoo!

from she-is-pain :

ooh how wonderful you are..you as well put a smile on my face and only deserve the best xoxo<3

from i-live-4u :

xxx &hearts xxx no words can express my love

from la-sad-eyez :

Ay Bonita... i miss you xoxoxoxo andrea

from burnintears :

beautiful. i love it<3

from charminggirl :

OH OH OH!!! That is another entry "BOHEMIAN PRINCESS..." I have to add to my favorites.

from justanother- :

Nah, why go corporate? Hallmark would just suck the life out of us. We could start our own & put Hallmark out of buisness cuz we rock that much. Love you prettygirl. <3

from i-live-4u :

you are so....powerful... i am not alone i feel. i love you baby..it is alright.will be one day. [love]

from thesevildeds :

the strength in your words [the strength u possess] is beautiful and inspiring... <3

from justanother- :

"I Scream my Rage Page after Page..." I love that line dollface. we should go into buisness together on those angry hallmark cards. They need to come out with a line of those...I'd buy every card. Love you, beautiful. <3

from burnintears :

aww *yay* i love you mucho! hope to hear from you again soon.. good luck with finishing up your project! hope you're well, love<3

from selfbiased :

oh, and i'm definitely going to have to make a pilgirmage to that town sometime within the next too months... so long as you promise to take some kickass pictures of me. **wink**

from razor-heart :

i would love that. & as they say, great minds think alike.

from selfbiased :

how odd. i've been contemplating getting a phoenix tatto... or possibly the kanji for 'rebirth, should i be able to find it. love ya. self biased.

from banshee-rose :

hehe lets see if notes work now...I hope your work goes quickly then. lol i hate work too dont we all

from asweettale :

god, your words are so beautiful. you, darling, are so beautiful. i hope all is well. <333 all my love

from moongazer17 :

wow to your latest entry. just fucking wow. how do you always, always, leave me so amazed??? teach me how to write, <please!!!> I love you Deja. I do i do i do...♥ Crystle

from scar-my-mind :

mummy! how are you? i M!SS you. i;m back but who knows for how long. i wanna write you more notes; yr so generous w; yrs. i have two jobs &school &two classes aside from that but i quit my one class ;cause i suck big time at it so hopefully have more time to get online. [♥]

from justanother- :

you make me smile & cry with every exquisite word that you speak/type/think. love you dahling. <3

from scar-my-mind :

as well can i in yrs. yr beautiful deja. love you always <3k

from label-me :

your write beautifully as well. so how are you today?

from hurt-lips :

deja screw x-mas your the best thing anyone could ever have anytime of the year .oh ,im so in love w you sweetgirl..♥

from banshee-rose :

hey girl psycho boy still psycho?! lol well wish ya the best in it!

from selfbiased :

i can only imagine how many emails you get from us fools leaving notes for you. thanks for the sentiments... it's a long story... and to be honest, it's behind me now. and i'm not going to provide a link to her site. i don't want to give her the satisfaction of me going to her level. love ya, sweets.

from moongazer17 :

Ok, here's my love note to Deja. (clears her throat and stares at the screen, trying to find the right words). I, Crystle May LaCroix, love you so fricken much. I love your words, because they are beautiful. I love YOU, because you are beautiful and kind and just amazing. If there were a million Deja's in the world, it would be a much better place. [[This concludes my love letter to Deja. Enough with the sappiness.]] Hugs and kisses, lovely. ♥ Crystle

from gothiceyes :

just check me out...

from scar-my-mind :

thx so are you. very very much so.

from burnintears :

oh no..doubled the notes...my bad..teehee...

from burnintears :

oh no..doubled the notes...my bad..teehee...

from burnintears :

hey deja dearest. I <3 you...smile for me, love<3

from burnintears :

hey deja dearest. I <3 you...smile for me, love<3

from charminggirl :

aww how sweet of you. thanks for the kind note. i'm doing okay, not great not bad just okay. how are you? talk to you later.

from charminggirl :

Here I found an "a" now go and put it to good use ;)

from asweettale :

oh sweetie, your words are so beautiful. i don't know how you do it. please continue to flatter me with your beauty. ♥ xoxo

from selfbiased :

new template up. hope you like.

from watercolored :

Thank you for your kind words and for listing me as well, I'm honoured.

from moongazer17 :

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ love you Deja! xxCrystlexx

from sad-doll :

<3 you darling. you are the sweetest.

from burnintears :

you've got mail.. yay!<3

from selfbiased :

i actually prefer blackberry brandy and hot tea in the winter months... add some honey... mmm hmmm. which reminds me, i ought to go get some brandy for the winter months. i might see ya down there... i'm hoping to go down sometime between christmas and new year's. or possibly in january... ::hugz:: stay warm, sweets!

from brokenxbones :

there you go again, making me smile & feel all happy inside. i adore you. [hugs] xoxoxo

from moongazer17 :

here..have my sweater and some hot chocolate. hugs to you, lovely. ♥xxCrystlexx

from justanother- :

mmmmm! hot chocolate! i need some of that *shivers* & i'm glad i didn't leave for good too. writing is like breathing. <3

from justanother- :

rawr! i love the latest beautiful poem you've written dollface. & i am sending [[hugs]] & s/m/i/l/e/s back to you. i left paperxheart- but not d-land. <3

from dylanwashere :

Cool mermaids..where's your merman? Intriguing entries too.

from burnintears :

I miss you &love you greaaaaaaaaatly!!<333

from velvet-heart :

Am I Deja? Im beginning to wonder if the inspiration beneath me is exsaperating into nothingness.

from dyingisanart :

well now i'll have to send a photo for that shrine of yours. i quite fancy being the object of a shrine. i'm one step closer to being an actress then! lol.

from dyingisanart :

damn right we will be msn buddies for life- and don't dare take me off your faves.

from dyingisanart :

hey- i'm quitting my diary i left one last entry- i'm sure we will stay in touch by msn. i'll keeep reading yours -email me! --ciara

from hurt-lips :

i love you

from asweettale :

your template, your writing, everything about you is so beautiful. so full of passion and love. i adore you. <3

from hurt-lips :

Always Bon Jovi ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`` This romeo is bleeding But you can't see his blood It's nothing but some feelings That this old dog kicked up It's been raining since you left me Now I'm drowning in the flood You see I've always been a fighter But without you I give up Now I can't sing a love song Like the way it's meant to be Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore But baby, that's just me And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always Now your pictures that you left behind Are just memories of a different life Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry One that made you have to say goodbye What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair To touch your lips, to hold you near When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man When he holds you close, when he pulls you near When he says the words you've been needing to hear I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine To say to you till the end of time Yeah, I will love you baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always If you told me to cry for you, I could If you told me to die for you, I would Take a look at my face There's no price I won't pay To say these words to you Well, there ain't no luck In these loaded dice But baby if you give me just one more try We can pack up our old dreams And our old lives We'll find a place where the sun still shines And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` you can me me happy sweet girl love you

from hurt-lips :

smiles sexy at you: thats kinda sexy knowing your just out there watching and being you and being sexy ......whoa...... i better quit girl ..... lol ..♥

from hurt-lips :

deja~ you are my women and the ITgirl for me .no one else can even gravel at those beautiful feet of yours ..i love you so much ..♥

from charminggirl :

I love that entry "AND THEN GOD CREATED ~ W~O~M~A~N~". I'll have to add that to my favs. If you'd like to contact me feel free to add me on yahoo this_charming_gurl ;)

from moongazer17 :

Hugs and kisses beautiful lady.* ♥xxCrystlexx

from open-scars :

theres no need to miss me darling gorgeous! i love you, thank-you for everything... ;) you know, i fyou just called and hung up that would make my day. anyday! I love you! <3<3<3

from parlance :

Don't worry, I don't intend on being "sucked in" anytime soon.

from moongazer17 :

thank you beautiful Deja for your note..you amaze me. i love you, dollface. xxCrystlexx

from paperxheart- :

awww, dollface, your muse hasn't up & left you. your words become even more beautiful every time i read them. <3

from watercolored :

I've done a bit of harmless stalking here today, hope you don't mind.

from hurt-lips :

when i think of you beautiful deja........i think of love

from parlance :

I am advertising myself.

from rosytears :

Thanks Deja. That helped. Mine's slightly better, what about yours? I'm enclosing hugs here too for your ulcer.

from self-harm :

thank you :-) *hugs and kisses* <3 xxx

from asweettale :

i couldn't stop myself from adding you to my favorites. thank you for the lovely note. likewise my dear, you are all the more beautiful. your words speak to me. and i love them in every way. <3

from cutterangel :

I wish I could make your pain disappear

from moongazer17 :

darlng, you continue to sweep me off my feet. you are sooooooo beautiful, Deja girl. xxCrystlexx

from burnintears :

wow, thank you so much...for everything. you made me smile, i feel special. you're amazing, love you, pretty<33 by the way, how are you doing?

from sad-doll :

I miss you! I love you darling, take care <3

from banshee-rose :

aww that was sweet of you :) I enjoy chating with you too on msn its always interesting.

from banshee-rose :

thanks for leting me read your life tales...they offer much insight

from label-me :

a photographer, thats splendid. it is so true, the things on the other side of the lens are much more real/beautiful. i envy you, i would love to be a photographer

from burnintears :

I LOVE YOU!!! ...and hope you're safe and happy<3<3

from open-scars :

yes I got it thank-you gorgeous girl! :) i'm just sending you one right now! tar dar! <3<3 I love you

from i-live-4u :

happy thankgiving baby!!!! i am so happy and blessed that I KNOW YOU!!!!!!! much love to the dearest Deja. [number 1 fan]

from fucked-raw :

you are my world,and you make it fucking wonderful .i love you

from pornoviolent :

U HAVE A LOT OF PEOPLE ON UR FAV JOURNAL LIST BUT I AM NOT ON IT!!! *SOBS* I LUV U SO MUCH!!!

from she-is-pain :

your oh so wonderful! i hope you had a good thanksgiving and ate a lot of food..i know i did hehe.LOVE<33

from brokenxbones :

your notes always make me smile.. <3 xoxo

from moongazer17 :

happy thanksgiving to you, my beautiful lady. hugs and kisses and lots of love*xxCrystlexx

from banshee-rose :

men are asses thats all i can say. im so pissed right now im afraid im not very good company.

from rosytears :

Sorry about that, I didn't mean any offence. &hearts. There isnt any space in between but I seem not to be getting it right. Wow. Are you an author or something? A really famous one? *lol* I want to be an author when I grow up. *winks*

from rosytears :

&hearts? Like this? Or what? Anyway thanks. Yeah happy thanksgiving to you too! Woah. You seem..so old.. No offence, but I dont know anyone above the age of 30 apart from you. So what do you like to do in your spare time?

from open-scars :

I sent you some smoke signals froma ciggarette today, did you get them? they said:: I...L...O...V...E...Y...O...U over and over again!

from open-scars :

OH GOD DEJA I LOVE YOU!

from burnintears :

yay! thanks for the e-card! it made me smile=D <333

from burnintears :

hey sweetie.. aww, i love how we can relate.. happy thanksgiving as well.. love you too!<3<3

from fucked-raw :

hey sweet girl .thank you and i looooooooooooooooooove you sooo much .i have msn now its [email protected] thanksgiving to you pretty women .....=)

from banshee-rose :

Hey I am glad you liked it. Ritter that was his last name lol ya they did focus too much on him and not enough on cash but thats ok because at least some ppl recognize his greatness. I cried when I heard about his death. His video for this song was just great. I thing its a great song to be his last. Yes you may add me to msn its [email protected]

from charminggirl :

Happy thanksgiving to you too!

from fraildolbaby :

hello! =) i came home safe. and a bit refreshed too, i hope that the cold colorado air cleared me up a bit. =) loves dollface!

from rosytears :

Hi. Thanks for the message you left in my diary. I really appreciate it, and I enjoyed your diary too. How did you come across my diary, and how old are you? Oh and could you teach me how you make those hearts over there? Many thanks and love, Jewelx

from hurt-lips :

♥ i love you ,you made my heart beat fast today ,sweet girl ♥

from fucked-raw :

you are beyond wonderful and caring ,i see your little halo showing ,even when you think no ones looking ,you are beautiful and i loooooooooove you very much ..♥

from velvet-heart :

Awesome entry- ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥!!!

from fucked-raw :

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

from fucked-raw :

from enchancea :

I must say I truly do love your writing

from label-me :

a shoot? are you a model? i love to travel too. or at least i think so. i havent really travelled to far. only to the other side of canada. so i dont know, that isnt to far

from bondagebear :

Thank you so much... *hugs*

from raven72d :

Thanks for the kind words...

from moongazer17 :

Deja, you are the kindest, most beatiful, most amazing person i've ever met. people don't "catch my fancy" to often, but you certainly have. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!xxCrystlexx

from open-scars :

LALALA I LOVE DEJA OH YES I DOOOOO! ♥

from ruind-puzzle :

how are you muffin? u didnt loose cool points. u gained some :) thnx for the note... ♥{hugs}♥ caitlin

from i-live-4u :

heybaby!!!!!!!!!! it's alright.right now i am soo busy. getting thru highschool. u've inspired to write my 101 drops. love u baby forever. !!!!!!! take care chica. i am always with you.

from mark-a-heart :

idk. Just a good one I guess. nothing to dark- but nothing with bands. Help me. lol

from moongazer17 :

darling, that note you left me almost nocked me on my ass. it really did make me cry though. i don't think you fully understand how much that means to me. i &heart;you. xxCrystlexx

from charminggirl :

yeah that sounds all good but with my luck i'd get caught. Also, I'd have guilt. I know I suck why should I have guilt for such an asshole. I was just born this way. Even though I hate him I can't harm him, however I can take away his computer. ;)

from burnintears :

that's good..i know how it is. i'm good.. tired as well. tiredness sucks. anyhoo, yeah... I'd be really happy if he came home, he only lives like 5 minutes away from me when he's home. but i feel bad that he doesn't like college. it's supposed to be one of the best times of your life, you know? and he just waits to come back home and then dreads going back to school. so I dunno, I guess it'd probably be best if he did come home.. for him, and me, and our other friends.. but he's determined to finish the year up. and i know he can. he just doesn't think or know he can. i'd be happy for him if he ended up liking it by the end of the year, too. but i don't think that'll happen. he says he's "sick of the college scene" already. they don't care about anything, they're there for "shits and giggles" as he says. he's really matured since i've known him, he justs wants to get his education and get the hell out. oh well.. good luck finishing your project. hugsxo<3

from fucked-raw :

i love you

from icomeundone :

feel better mum of mine. i love times a trillion billion million and infinitely more. i wish you the best of recoveries. bless you darlingmumface. <3<3<3

from moongazer17 :

aww..feel better Deja babe. hugs and kisses*xxCrystlexx

from paperxheart- :

Hugs and kisses doll, I hope you feel better. <3

from charminggirl :

take care of yourself and take a hot bath... it will help you relax. i need one too.

from burnintears :

love for you.. get better, dollface<33

from moongazer17 :

ps: ♥

from moongazer17 :

i was kidding about the poem, really. but if you wanna write one..lol. my e-mail is [email protected]. hugs and kisses, Deja babe. .

from brokenxbones :

thankyou thankyou thankyou for that message in my guestbook. it made me smile. <3

from open-scars :

eep! *throws a party* Its fixed its fixed! yay! *dances* <3

from lifew0ntwait :

those hearts are rad. where might I aquire these?

from lifew0ntwait :

Thanks, my name is Danielle, and I don't mind you adding me at all. :) I must of found of from someone on my buddy list, on their favorite diarys. I just don't remember who...I think it was brokenxbones. Hope to hear more from you in the future. <3

from label-me :

hehe see you got your layout back! yay. i live near toronto. ah new york. i have always wanted to go there.

from lifew0ntwait :

your layout is gorgeous. I hope you don't mind me adding you to my list. <3

from burnintears :

thank you, lovely. =) it's all good. hope all is well with you... and your computer, soon. love you mucho<33

from zany-lass :

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Thanx!!

from fucked-raw :

io wish i could just get it tattoed on my forhead how much i love you ,cause i want the entire world to love you like i do ,because you desereve that and a zillion times more .OH I LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU ....I'D DIE JUST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE ........♥

from zany-lass :

how do you make hearts on here? thanx

from moongazer17 :

can you write a poem about me?? naw, i'm just playing. hugs and kisses**

from paperxheart- :

Thanks for the hugs dollface, I'm sending them back to you threefold because they were exactly what I needed!*huggles* <3

from open-scars :

Oh my Deja! Talking to you was like W.O.A.H! (so freaking amazing!) everytime I'm lonely i'm making you call me! hehe! (i love the new entry!!!!) and tell the girl to hurry up and fix your layout! (I'd make you one...but your too fixed on your mermaid one hehe) I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! ♥ your the best!

from lemal :

oh thank you for adding me!! *feels honoured* i added you as well :)

from lemal :

you make me smile and cry at the same time.. especially with alice ain't going to fucking wonderland!! brilliant!!

from fucked-raw :

can i hold your pretty hand and whispher sweet things to you ?

from tornnbroken :

i love you. please adopt me.

from moongazer17 :

can i hug the stuffings out of you? you are so beautiful and all these nice words are going to my head. i love you, my Deja. hugs you tightly*

from maskedsorrow :

did i ever thank you for yr lovely note miss? well pardon me if i didn;t. thankyouthankyouthankyou. love you___kat♥

from sweet-decay :

i just read yr 101 um..thingies. yeah. hehe. oh; deja yr so amazing. eeek. hey miss; you must adopt me. kthanks :D //i;d be like the happ!est grrl in the world. for serious. ♥♥♥♥ ___kat

from ruind-puzzle :

:) thanks. audrey made it for me. isn't she great. how have you been darling?? ♥ hope to hear from ya soon. -cait

from paperxheart- :

Awww, I'm sorry about the mermaids. They were beautiful, but not as beautiful as your words. <3 Madyson

from velvet-heart :

I wish I could get to know you better *sneaks off to read Deja's Diary* Have you read a lot of Effemy's diary? I think I read it 8 times today. I just keep going back. Looking for the missing piece to the puzzle she's left behind. For me .. its a huge power of wanting to believe in her being alive more and more, everyday.. so I linger and sift through her entries and read and re-read every word until I can actually see what's lying behind the veil of black crushed velvet she has covering the surface of the things she didn't want us to see. I've only just found her, but I know she'll never leave my mind. There's a song I know of and if you listen to it and think of her at the same time, it makes you cry. Her haunting dreams catapults me into places I could never have managed to be before... download this sing ok? Disappoint by Assemblage 23.. just listen to the lyrics ok? Te amo mi amor- Hope to hear from you really soon..

from burnintears :

aww thanks=) youre much missed..<3

from your-revenge :

Hey guess who's coming to dinner. That's right I'M BACK. Hey what happened to the mermaids? No more Stepford wives lol

from fucked-raw :

well you might as well scrap that list the part where you said you dont think your pretty .........you need too get those beautiful eyes checked out cause babe...you make my jaw hit the floor just from memory must less seeing the pics again.....if you only knew how bad you really rocked ,you would even be able to settle down lol you are the shit beyond .etc..........i FUCKING LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU BABE!

from velvet-heart :

Accustomed to reading whos diary? Mine? Or Effys? I'm kind of confused - maybe its my sinus infection. And thank you for your lovely compliment. La mani�re vous lib�rez vos feuilles d'�motions mes larmes pleurantes de coeur des flammes rouges pendant que j'enroule mes bras autour de mon corps. ♥

from open-scars :

no luck yet darling?? ♥ I love you_!!

from sweet-decay :

i;m finished writing but not reading. &right now all i can give you is love-love-lovelove-love ((hugs))____i love you deja. thanks for yr gorgeous self. x;

from burnintears :

it's okay, i love you. and miss you!<33

from charminggirl :

aww, that's okay. i've lost mine too but i've learn to save it on word ;) Then one time I looked at my toys page and all the pics didn't show. :O I had to redo the whole page. Urgh! I know it's a stresser.

from label-me :

awww love, dont worry. i have done that before. and i am html illiterate as well. -smiles- it is nice to meet you. whats your name?

from banshee-rose :

aww you don't suck. i play with my html all the time! and screw things up lol *hugs* hope you get it back soon.

from moongazer17 :

i see you've changed your profile a bit, and the comments about me. thank you, darling. blushes*. you are too kind, my Deja...:)

from i-live-4u :

oh baby life is still here. miss you most..i am ok just a bit sad now but it's getting better when i am alone for a very long time i start to kill myself with th-o-s-e depressing thoughts..i dont know.it's weird to see all the ppl around happy and they are like: cant u smile? same thing Deja..the answer is no and i dont know why...love you baby..i am still here

from open-scars :

oooh :( maybe try later dear? <3

from sad-doll :

I ♥ you.

from open-scars :

its 10:22 am here

from open-scars :

i'm e-mailing you ;) ♥

from open-scars :

I LOVE LOVE FUCKING LOVE DEJA! (i'd scream that of ANY building, for the whole world to hear!) ♥

from open-scars :

Oh deja!! :-) I would LOVE! to throw rocks at the moon, and I could so hit it! UH HUH! ♥ (p.s I HATE AIM!!!! :) I wish I could just talk to you!!) ♥ I love you

from charminggirl :

actually, i was going to write about it in my diary. I'm going to NYC in Feb! the first or second week. I'm going to meet a friend that is releasing his new lp.

from charminggirl :

Hehe! I just read that on the guestbook, hey I think that was my Ex-Husband that wrote that. Well, at least it would be something that close minded and moronish he'd write. Oh wait! I don't think he knows how to write. (hehe, Don't worry I wouldn't marry someone that terrible.)

from charminggirl :

That's a good 101 list. I've read a lot of them on d-land and that's the best one I've read. Very honest. Good for you. I need to get off my ass and do one but maybe i'll do it when I get to my 200th entry, which is about 25 entries away.

from moongazer17 :

ok, i just read some of your guestbook and my jaw is on the floor. there's one note called "fuck you" that just made me want to scream. it had a gay commment. fuck, i hate ignorant people. aww, now i'm mad...how could they say those things to you. you are beautiful. xxCrystlexx

from moongazer17 :

ok, piercings tatoos, loves to read..has written two books.... you are my hero. :0 love xxCrystlexx

from label-me :

my name is May. wow its your 100th entry. thats neat. i like your writing a lot.

from boundngagged :

go for it...i'll add you to mine...xx

from boundngagged :

my pic is over a year old, but thank you, and im glad you like my writing...there'll be more...in time...xkalax

from fucked-raw :

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

from thesevildeds :

your words are just so beautifully written..you amaze me

from fucked-raw :

deja ........i love you more then you can even begin to relize.....you are the world to me ,your the reason i still keep up my diary ,ecause i never want to miss anything that comes from your delightful mind ,heart,or beautiful mouth .i looooooooove you more each day love........♥

from deathblossom :

I just saw your updated comment about me in your profile. Thank you--that means a lot to me. <3 xo

from paperxheart- :

thank you for the comment doll. i love your layout and the way you write too. <3

from fucked-raw :

smiles yep its me .just want you to know how wonderful you are and how sweet you are and the prettiest thing in the world ......

from charminggirl :

HAPPY 100! Thanks for all the notes and comments. Yeah the cake thingy is a yummy thought. Anyway it was MY DIARY you saw banshee on hehehehe. Nah, I'm sure it was someone else but she's on mine too.

from open-scars :

oh darling that sounds like a FANTASTIC! idea! Yesturday I watched the sunset, and as the red mixed into the oranges which quickly squished into the yellows I thought about how beautiful you are. I love you! ♥

from banshee-rose :

lol i just now got gold so it couldnt have been the banner...maybe i left u a note once a long time ago or sumfin lol who knows oh well lol nice to meet u again

from banshee-rose :

Thatd be great! :) may I ask how you found me? I think ive come across your site a long time ago lol but i love the image on the layout and happy 100 entry

from banshee-rose :

aww thanks hun. :) I love your diary too. Its great.

from fucked-raw :

i loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove you more with each breathe..♥

from fucked-raw :

jumps up and around yelling "well if deja loves me i can do ,be ,and be happy being anything that i long for .........now if only i could steal a kiss from the most beautiful women in the entire world ,then i'd be the luckiest bitch alive,hehe...oh well always gives me good dreams at night lol blushes bright red .........i love you ,i love you ,i love you ,i love you ,i love you ,i love you ..♥

from insane-whore :

I shall miss you so much too ♥ I will try my hardest to continue reading your diary even though I won't be updating *Hugs* Thankyou for everything

from label-me :

good writing. i like your diary

from open-scars :

hahaha your note made me giggle! Gees I love you! <3<3<3 *jumps on you*

from bondagebear :

I wish I could do more than just send *hugs* to you! *HUGS*

from burnintears :

i completely love that last entry... that's how i've been feeling all week. wow. <33

from lunarwater :

I love your words! I love the writing that you did of ms right and mr wrong, totaly a pleasure to read what you write... thanks.

from open-scars :

I would share my ice-cream with you on the hot summer days and nights! (i'm like glitter you're like glue_we both know i'm so stuck on you!!) ♥

from brokenxbones :

ohh. well thank you for adding me. i'll be sure to add you too. <3<3<3 -cara

from open-scars :

Deja, you know I love you with a whole lotta heartbeats! _i'll send you heart candy!! <3<3 you're so incredibly beautiful and talented and oh oh! I love you! <3 Never stop being my friend!

from u-hurt-me-2 :

Deja,Pretty Pretty Deja please teach me how to write like you i suck. and don't tell me i write good. i want to write like you. and remember don't take that asshole back . your to good for him anyway. just say the word and i will gladly marry you ok. i love you pretty deja <3 Jason

from imsounpretty :

<3 you too...and i <333333 you to peices!

from tornnbroken :

hehe. are you talking about me?? ME liking YOU? i'm lucky to have you talking to me! lol. thanks tho! LOVE you!

from dyingisanart :

i put a lock on my diary (paranoia) if you want the code email me- and add me to msn if you want- [email protected]

from dyingisanart :

new poem is So great

from fucked-raw :

i love you times a zillion beyond ..........i value you and our friendship .im so lucky to have found you

from burnintears :

awww=) i adore you, mom! hehe.. your notes always make me smile! You're awesome, and all those good adjectives! yay! i'd list them all, but it would take hours! so you're everything pretty sounding and wonderful! love you!<3

from bondagebear :

Thank you for your *hugs*... I think at the moment I am going to go on a hiatus again... I am just so confused about my life, my love lie, my... well, everything to do with me is so complex and confusing right now... *HUGS* I hope you are well... Love Bondagebear

from jetblackglow :

ANSEL ADAMS IS THE SHIT! AS ARE YOU! okay all caps are hostile. happy fifteenth.

from esa-kitten :

1,2,3,4,5,6... i lost count of how many ways i love you. *besos*

from esa-kitten :

1,2,3,4,5,6... i lost count of how many ways i love you. *besos*

from moongazer17 :

have i told u how much i love ur name, Deja? it's <beauiful>, much like yourself :)

from esa-kitten :

Ay Chica, eres tan bonita. El camino tu escribes es tan bonito, tambien. Te amo Deja. con muchos besos y abrazos &corazones; ♥

from fucked-raw :

good morning beautiful girl.you deserve hugs ,kisses and i love yous ,every moment those beautiful eyes open up.....you are just so wonderful ...♥

from icomeundone :

oh mother of mine, you are everything steady, constant, and lovely in my life as well. <3<3<3

from lunarwater :

thank you for the note, your kindness is a gentle blessing. You don't have to ever wonder about if they would miss you or not, we would be devastated and hurt if you left... I am sad that you feel many of the ways that I do, but I am glad that you understand. Take care hun

from open-scars :

now look at what you went and done to me! *points below*

from open-scars :

:) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥ :) ♥

from open-scars :

ah! stupid AIM! hehe *knocks on wood* hehe i'll get kicked off now that I said that! I LOVE YOU!!!!! oooo *squeezes you*

from mark-a-heart :

Thanx for the loving, I needed it. <3

from brokenxbones :

oh my goodness! you signed my guesbook and i didn't read it untill just now! i'm glad you like my writing. :) <3 -cara

from fucked-raw :

♥

from fucked-raw :

♥

from fucked-raw :

♥

from fucked-raw :

only because i love you sweetpea girl

from burnintears :

you are sooo everything word defining amazing! =)<33 what more could ya ever want, doll?! hehe..

from forever-hers :

Thank you. If you were referring to my last entry... That was about my girlfriend (Insane-Whore aka Erin). I love her so much and I hate it when she cuts. Anyway, she got me started in this Diaryland place... But I find it hard to get my feelings out so I'm not sure if I'm going to stay here for long. Bye.

from burnintears :

Deja! you rock my socks off!! =D love you! <333

from lunarwater :

...it is what I felt when I read your words to fucked-raw so I had to say it. Hope you're doing great, take care of yourself.

from leely :

hehe; thanks<3

from imsounpretty :

you are so kind to me. i love you so much. ♥ forever kacie.

from open-scars :

*puts a smile on your dial* i love you deja!

from fucked-raw :

♥ ♥ ♥

from fucked-raw :

♥ ♥ ♥

from fucked-raw :

♥ ♥ ♥

from fucked-raw :

♥ ♥ ♥

from fucked-raw :

♥

from fucked-raw :

♥your the girl ♥who stole my heart ♥

from fucked-raw :

you are wonderful♥

from fucked-raw :

♥

from fucked-raw :

i♥

from fucked-raw :

love♥

from fucked-raw :

you♥

from fucked-raw :

i♥love♥you

from fucked-raw :

i love you

from fucked-raw :

that is the nicest thing anybody has ever done for me .......i dont think i can say I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO COVER THAT ......YOU ALWAYS MELT ME .......I LOVE YOU.. I LOVE YOU..I LOVE YOU ! ♥

from lunarwater :

you are beautiful

from moongazer17 :

*thank you so much,it means so much that you like my writings..you have no idea. :) you are beautiful. def. adding you onto my favs :). hug**

from fucked-raw :

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

from fucked-raw :

hey deja, i just want to tell you how wonderful you truly are and how sweet you are .you made me smile when there wasnt any smiles inside my heart .you have such a gentle and kind spirit inside .if we ever got to see each other ...i'd just hug you for the first hour ....i feel that close to you ..you are a wonderful women .i love you ....jenny

from burnintears :

thank you=) i love you back..<3

from esa-kitten :

Ay chickita linda, que onda? i <3 you *besos*

from imsounpretty :

i ♥love♥ you!

from imsounpretty :

[♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥]

from small-one :

have you been getting shitty emails/notes??? you are so funny. . . "stop acting like we fucked and i never called you back," HA! good stuff!!! how you doin' anyway? xo--small-one

from moongazer17 :

oh my..thank you so much. i love yoiur layout as well, and you're an amazing writer yourself. thank you, it means so much:)

from fucked-raw :

i love you ..let me me sing you my tune for sweet lady who is into the blues i sing you into a higher love you are wonderful my lady and even heaven above knows it .......dobe whoop deedo.dega......i loooooooove you ..♥ ♥ ♥

from sad-doll :

I love you! You are beautiful, and you mean the world to me.

from open-scars :

oh i lied before, when i said you cant get better than naked ladys...because well you can! y.o.u <thats how it gets better! ♥

from open-scars :

____[♥]____

from open-scars :

hehe nakie nakie! You can't beat naked lady's! :) I LOVE YOU! ♥

from burnintears :

xoxoxo<333

from charminggirl :

GOOD FOR YOU! Tell those bastards off. I had to do that too. The world has suck morons that makes us all look dumber. Urgh! Idiots.

from dyingisanart :

good for you, telling your hate mailers to get lost- love the diary!

from xcorruptionx :

I'm glad to hear such a beautiful writer like you reads my diary =). its annoying thought how you can love someone so much but hate them too much for it to be healthy.... Wow, emotions suck lol. ANyways take care dollface

from open-scars :

ooo try again darling!! :-D ♥

from open-scars :

ooo! have a drink with me?? *pleads* :)! oh deja *dreams* ♥

from lunarwater :

thank you so much Deja... your words seem even more amazing than ever, I am so much beyond honored to have my favorite entry of yours dedicated towards me... the words you let out of yourself are amazing... thank you, you are an ocean my dear, please take care. ~your friend always... Corey

from insane-whore :

I love your hugs because they always help me feel better ♥ *Kisses*

from imsounpretty :

<♥-♥-♥>

from lunarwater :

I am not yet 100% sure it's a good thing but I decided to unlock my diary so don't worry about having to use a username and password... anyways, take care of yourself Deja. ~Corey

from burnintears :

nope, just started writing it for some reason.. don't really know why. i'm weird like that. thanks=D i love you more!<33

from open-scars :

I won't ever leave you! _♥

from i-live-4u :

doll...cant ..hardly breath..between exams..will write on friday..loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee oh i cant..fucked-raw did awesome job! bye dollface

from i-live-4u :

doll...cant ..hardly breath..between exams..will write on friday..loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee oh i cant..fucked-raw did awesome job! bye dollface

from fucked-raw :

i loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove you =p

from imsounpretty :

i love you so much, you are just too amazing. and im so glad that you can make hearts now!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ <33kacie.

from open-scars :

oh darling It could be monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday morning or night and I think of you! _loving you more with each breath! ♥

from burnintears :

ooh yeah.. and love you...*WAVING BYE!*

from burnintears :

*WAVING HI!* <33333

from imsounpretty :

okay okay how about we agree that we love eachother the same????? because i love you[more] <33333kacie.

from imsounpretty :

NO! i love you more!!!

from burnintears :

LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE for prettyface!!! *yay!*<333

from cielamara :

Deja, Thanks for the note! I've enjoyed my weekend fairly well, I hope you have, as well. Bright blessings!

from i-live-4u :

muchacha, come estas? i am ok. can't wait 4 my grad pics..i'll try to scan them..so happy u r ok now!!! love!!!! U!UUUUUUUUUUUUUU -))

from esa-kitten :

Ay Mami, thanx for the tip. Black Marker? i guess i could draw spots all over me &&say i was pretending to be a [dog with all the spots...oh yeah,] a dalmation.

from fucked-raw :

i miss you and love you i tried writing you a letter in email but your ebox wont takle letter s from me so hopefully your fix it cause you have been on mind mind love.....i looooooooooove you =p ♥

from lunarwater :

thanks for the note Deja. I am glad to see that you are doing better. I wish I was too. I have been keeping my diary locked lately but if you ever want to get a password into it just ask. Anyways, I cant wait to see more updates from you. ~Corey

from imsounpretty :

psssh impossible...i love you more!

from imsounpretty :

i love you my pretty darling.

from trapidi :

NO OFFENSE, BUT I'VE JUST HAD REALLY SCARY DREAMS OF EVIL MAN-EATING MERMAIDS 4 SOME REASON...AND NAKED MERMAIDS SCARE ME MORE!!! ♥

from burnintears :

.could never forget that. i've missed you as well. I'm glad to hear that you're back and well rested. I'm going through the whole identity thing..trying to find myself and whatnot. I'm really rundown from schoolwork, but I plan on just sitting home and being lazy tonight. sounds good. anyway, how are you, lovely? what's new? love you<33

from brokenmirror :

your death poem is so true and so beautiful!!! you#re amazing!!! =♥= Ria

from imsounpretty :

i love you so much i want to sing it to the world[but i have a terrible singing voice...erg! oh well i shall find an alternative! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!] <3kacie.

from open-scars :

as it is official that I ♥love♥ you! _you're so beautiful and wonderful and talented! oh oh! [the list is MILES to MILES long!] ♥

from selfbiased :

thanks. i can do one for you, if you like. you just need to get the html coded. i can't do it myself.

from selfbiased :

new template is up. http://selfbiased.diaryland.com/

from burnintears :

i got your email and read the article. i found it very interesting, but i can't grasp the concept of suicide. that's just me though. i dunno...<3love you

from small-one :

damn, deja! i'm so glad you're "okay!" (better than "bad," anyway). you're like a shining star for me at d'land--you always have such nice and encouraging things to say. . .i'm just really glad you're 'fixed.' do try to take care of yourself. xoxoxo

from bondagebear :

Thank you for your note... yes, the pain of surgery does fade, but the scars don't... the memories to why you had the surgery stay with you... *hugs* Only a very few people knew I had cancer... I didn't want to tell anyone, because it'd be like "17 and cancer"... I hate that... *hugs* I hope you are feeling better! *hugs*

from burnintears :

aww.. thanks=) your notes always make me smile! I would proud to have a mom like you! 'Why are the truley beautiful ones always the last to know.'..good question. And I actually turned the paper in today. we had our presentation and such this morning. we showed a clip from 28 days.. while giving the facts, causes, definition.. and whole presentation, basically, my classmates were trying to steal glimpses of my wrists to see if i self injure. It made me laugh, people are stupid sometimes. anyway.. i think it went quite well, thanks. how are you doing, dearest?<33 love you!

from deathblossom :

I am glad you're home. Get better soon--my well-wishes are with you. Thank you for adding me to your favourites list! xo

from selfbiased :

glad to see you up and about again, deja. hope ya feel better!

from bondagebear :

I understand that surgery hurts a hell of a lot more that self injury... I have just had my final chemotherapy session... all I have done since it has been over is cry... It's just so painful... *hugs* get well soon!

from i-live-4u :

oh Deja..glad you r back@@ relax and stay strong..[big hugs and much love to The Princess]

from half-hearted :

i agree. surgery hurts more than anything self-destructive ever could. [i had ACL replacement surgery.] ...i hope you feel better dollface. <3

from imsounpretty :

im glad you are home dear. but im so worried about you!! are you going to be okay?? you better be! or ill have to hitchhike to nyc just to give you a big hug. <kacie.

from burnintears :

lol, thanks:) haha, i'm very happy indeed to hear that you're okay, mom! heh.. it's just been a bad week for me.. and a new one starting. the weekend made up for it though. but today totally sucked. this children services lady came to my house today and my parents refused to talk, cause she gave no notice or something. now she's threatening to take "the case" to court, and i don't want to testify or deal with this. i don't know why she's doing this. i never made an complaints to her. so... yeah. i'm really confused..=\ love<33

from charminggirl :

Good to know that you are better. Can't wait to read more. Still sending good thoughts your way!

from u-hurt-me-2 :

oh my god you scared the crap out of me. I called your job and your boss said they took you away in an ambulance. I told you that you were gonna end up in the hospital. Deja I would be lost without you. If you don't take care of yourself for you than do it for us . I love you Mermaid/ Jason

from dyingisanart :

i read your diary after you left me a note- youre so talented, keep in touch

from i-live-4u :

baby.. god..i know you will be OK..love you baby stay [strong] xxx

from fucked-raw :

i miss you ,and i love you .hope to god you are well ♥

from burnintears :

get better, beautiful! love you<3

from ruind-puzzle :

i hope you get better soon!!! ♥

from lunarwater :

Get well soon hun. ~Lunar

from imsounpretty :

=( oh my poor beautiful deja darling. you get better soon you hear? i love you so much. <3 always kacie.

from charminggirl :

Oh No! I hope you get better. I'm sending good thoughts your way. :)

from neon7c :

feel better!

from she-is-pain :

i havnt been able to look at anyones diary or leave any notes in a while cause my computer is so slow but im back in business! just thought i would leave you some love cause you deserve it!! <333

from imsounpretty :

oh my god i love you so much..thank you darling your note made me smile. <3kacie.

from burnintears :

hey doll. thanks bunches for the email=).. i glanced over them, good info! how are you doin, dearest?<3

from fucked-raw :

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU BABE...go see i wrote something sweet for you

from imsounpretty :

<♥ ♥ ♥> you are so amazing. <3 kacie.

from burnintears :

you make me smile.=) i love you mucho<3

from i-live-4u :

Deja..u just wrote my definition of the perfect man..fuck where is he??? 3>3>3>

from leely :

thanks for your note darling<3

from esa-kitten :

Ay Mami, just seeing how you*re doing &&saying that i love you! besos y abrazos Chica!

from burnintears :

miss you<3

from ambs69 :

Hey! Nice diary and I like the quote in your profile. <3 Amber

from icomeundone :

i love your notes too email me if you have my email <3<3<3

from lilysmashtit :

i love your words and the way you write. you have a different kind of brain and i like that

from fucked-raw :

thank you sweets i loooooooooooooove you so much <33333333333

from raven72d :

Thank you...!

from burnintears :

I <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 YOOOOU!

from icomeundone :

oh lovely mother of mine. i added you to aim so you will get a little hi from me sometime. be aware of every stranger that comes your way, it could be me! i am happy. at least i think i am. not too familiar with the feeling if you know what i mean and i am sure that you do. i love you mother darling. keep in touch and keep shining like the star you are. find love and hang on. you are so worth it you know. <3<3<3[[your daughter eternally]]

from burnintears :

maaaailtime:-\

from lunarwater :

hey Deja, nothing much is up with me besides working alot, I am working 10 hours each day, every day of this week so thats why I have been so quiet. Anyways, I hope you are doing awesome hun, take care. ~Corey

from fucked-raw :

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU VERY MUCH MY SWWET WOMEN CHILD =P

from cielamara :

Deja, I'd read your book, and I would cry, I think. Anything beautiful, and anything sad, makes me cry. Bright blessings to you. ~*Cielamara

from topbunknoose :

blankcard used the line veni, didi, vici in a poem and then you cam in and said I came I read I left in mine and it seemed like a pun off their poem. So I was saying they'll prolly enjoy the pun more than I do since it is their poem that the line was used in.

from topbunknoose :

thank you for your note and I love how you played off blankcard's poem there. But I think it would have been more suiting to give that to them. But thank you all the same. Hearts.

from burnintears :

haha..I'll write you an email to explain sometime this weekend....<3

from fucked-raw :

♥

from bondagebear :

Thank you for your note! *hugs*

from mark-a-heart :

No I haven't, is webshots a good place?

from insane-whore :

I needed that hug... Thankyou even though you don't wish to take my arms off on purpose ♥ *Steals another hug from you*

from mark-a-heart :

aww thanx for the compliment about my layout. I'm still judging it. You take care. Do you know ne good picture sites. I wanna find like a rose picture but with a hand holding on it... I just don't know what I would put under a search for it. Idk. Love ya <3 xoxo

from cielamara :

Deja, Thanks for your sweet note! An Aries, hmm? I get along pretty well with most Ariens, even if my sister (Pisces, on the cusp of Aries) is demonic. And I think you're as much a gem as any of us from what I've seen of your diary. Thanks for bringing a smile to my face, and bright blessings to you! ~*Cielamara

from imsounpretty :

you rock my socks deja...i love you. ♥ always kacie.

from xcorruptionx :

stuck up girls are soo dumb. grr... they're even dumbed when you're always nice to them and then they just SUCK.

from enchancea :

Ty, you have a very beautiful diary yourself

from lunarwater :

damn you speak awesome words, I love your "The Invisible Merry-go-round" entry... it has to be one of my favorites! I love hearing of your words as you are in the deep end of that amazing ocean. Keep swimming and always enjoy the tides hun. ~love, Corey

from burnintears :

hehe=) it was a good one

from sad-doll :

Deja-- I don't hate you-- I'm sorry I haven't replied to your notes it's just I'm not as popular in diaryland as I used to be and no one writes me notes really so I stopped checking them, I've been busy with school and I've been really sick with a really bad case of anemia. Iron supplement twice a day and too much homework. You know I love you girl. Don't be silly. &heart;s Audrey

from small-one :

you're funny. 700 calories isn't much at all. if you eat like an anorexic. . . and look like an anorexic(100lbs?). . .hmmm. hey, i'm just giving you shit. . . hoping it's not "the denial" spewing from you (because i've grown to care). i haven't been dancing. i haven't felt like it in a long time. besides, i know it's a really BAD idea to exercise that much, while eating so little. . . too vicious of a cycle and i'm way too good at it. i hope to be doing better (a.k.a dancing) soon, but hey, i've always been good at thinking, just not-so-good at acting. i hope you're feeling better, and better able to care for yourself. much love. xoxo

from imsounpretty :

i love you deja...stay strong love. i hope you are doing okay. ♥ always kacie.

from servingzero :

Haha, thank you, everyone should obey as well as you :P

from cielamara :

You have such a beautiful layout...and your diary itself was so interesting to read. Bright blessings to you...methinks you have a very special kind of beauty in your soul. ~*Cielamara

from fucked-raw :

i LIKE twisted babe......love you .muah ..=p

from leely :

aww♥, thank you so much. youre SUPERdeeDUPER sweet<3

from neon7c :

of course it counts. :) xox

from bondagebear :

*hugs* To stay strong is to fight... to fight is to win... to in is to live... *hugs*

from i-live-4u :

hmmmmm..i cant i cant i cant express how much i loveeeeeee you.......so...let's try. ♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

from loki-trick :

:P I added you too :)

from burnintears :

aww thanks=D love you too!<3

from loki-trick :

Wow, that template is beautiful! :) thanks for the message. :D

from half-hearted :

i<3yourlayout. like whoaaa. [you write pretty words] *;<3

from i-live-4u :

ahhhhh..doll is leaving us@@@@@@ come back!!!!!!!

from burnintears :

take care and have fun, dollface!<3<3<3

from tourniquet13 :

*hugs... smiles... and then runs away*... love ya honey. just thought i'd leave a note and remind ya! :)... hehe... *more hugs*... all my love, gina

from insane-whore :

♥ I cannot find the right words to let you know how wonderful you are *Hugs*

from burnintears :

mail for lovely.. you're wonderful.<3

from small-one :

i am sorry for your losses. i am sorry for your pain. i wish you comfort, and a break from your brain! (sorry it's cheesy, i couldn't resist. i have an uncanny knack for cheesing-up very serious situations. i hope you are not offended). just know that people like ME know your sadness and would do anything to take it away...but as we all know, some of that depends on you. stay strong. xoxoxo

from burnintears :

thank you vey much lotso!<3<3

from bondagebear :

Stay strong my beautiful little darling... *hugs*

from fucked-raw :

i will love you tears away love ....kisses

from imsounpretty :

oh darling stay strong. you are beautiful. i love you always. ♥ kacie.

from fucked-raw :

love you more w butterscotoch kisses

from burnintears :

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

from fucked-raw :

love you ♥

from burnintears :

heh...you have mail!=)<3

from burnintears :

thanks, darlingface..what's your email??<3<3

from burnintears :

...i have a secret i'm dying to let out, and i could use some advice, love<3<3

from i-live-4u :

i feel like this: "i think that drinking is the only thing that you do right you're gonna self-destruct i think that's what i like you like me so you try and make me feel like shit i think it's kind of funny yeah i kind of enjoy it" [love to princess]

from burnintears :

lol, Ocean City, actually...I only wish I could go away. I made plans with one of my best guy friends last night. It calls for a road trip. i'm excited. maybe we'll stop and visit with you:)<3<3

from thesevildeds :

your writing amazes me every single time... so much <3

from imsounpretty :

i love you gorgous.

from sweet-decay :

god deja yr so wonderful. i swear if i had just one hug from you life would be okay. i love you miss. yr absolutely stunning. it's amazing that you care for me; truly. it's always been the gorgeous ones that have despised me. le sigh. &you're an adult; not many adults have shown me love &it means worlds to me. you have no idea. thank you for all yr notes love; i treasure them. xxx. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3

from inmyparadise :

thanks for the lovenote hun. your words are far more beautiful. [hearts]jen

from i-live-4u :

doll..I UNDERSTAND-)) and if somebody will ever say "yo" again, I am going to explode. haha sun is starting to shine but i dont feel the heat.

from fucked-raw :

my song to you pretty baby:Take Me With You I can't disguise the pounding of my heart It beats so strong It's in your eyes what can I say They turn me on I don't care where we go I don't care what we do I don't care pretty baby Just take me with u Come on and touch the place in me That's calling out your name We want each other oh so much Why must we play this game? Don't care where we go I don't care what we do I don't care pretty baby Just take me with u I don't care if we spend the night at your mansion I don't care if we spend the night on the town All I want is 2 spend the night together All I want is 2 spend the night in your arms To be around u is so-oh right You're sheer perfection (thank u) Drive me crazy, drive me all night Just don't break up the connection I don't care where we go I don't care what we do I don't care pretty baby Just take me with u I don't care where we go I don't care what we do I don't care pretty baby Just take me with u Just take me with u Oh won't u take me with u Honey take me with u

from fucked-raw :

YOU ARE SO BEYOND WONDERFUL TO ME I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU SO ...♥ ♥ ♥

from ruind-puzzle :

=) thanks doll ♥

from self-harm :

thank you...<3 xxx

from burnintears :

yay:D

from burnintears :

love you, doll<3<3<3

from imsounpretty :

ah screw the hearts you are amazing and beautiful and i love you to death deja.[by the way i was drinking out of a water bottle yesterday, and the brand name was Deja Blue! it made me think of you!] <3 always kacie.

from lunarwater :

thanks hun, not only do I love getting notes from you but it makes me feel happy that you care. I want to be happy to, the thing is that I can't be happy with just myself. I just can't. It hurts so much right now just thinking of it, being alone... I just can't hun. I could only fall apart while alone because of how broken I am... it's all I know. I can't even imagine people being able to stay happy while alone because I know of how I can't. I am happy right now because I have my love though, she has literaly saved my entire life... I truly hope you are doing good too Deja. ~Love, Corey

from i-live-4u :

hey princess how was yr blind date??? hope u had fun..[×] mi amor ...escribe me

from burnintears :

you're right. priceless. thanks. i hope you're happy too. that's cool he was nice! yay..you had fun? how did the night go? <3

from u-hurt-me-2 :

see ive devoted a whole page to you beautiful. i cant thank you enough for helping me. selling my work has been a dream of mine for years but you made it come true thanks. i love you deja - jason

from blankcard :

sorry I might be mistaken about something. I'm trying to help a friend find the source of an increasingly annoying note leaver. I apologize for the confusion. But if you find out who ghostgurl is could you let me know thanks.

from blankcard :

I know who you are ain't it scary. Don't worry I won't tell those trying to figure it out.

from burnintears :

lol..blind date. yay! definitely lemme know about it. i'm oh so sleepy. hmm... my feet hurt and i hate heels. definitely.. that dancy art stuff sounds like it would be a good time. yay. anyhoo.. i'm gonna go. talk to you soon<3

from imsounpretty :

this is how you make them: & hearts ; but without the spaces.

from i-live-4u :

mail for princess.....hot and ready like Aldo's Hunks..hehehe./.

from she-is-pain :

oh my gosh!thank you. your tooo nice!!<333

from i-live-4u :

i love love love adore adore.YOUUUUUU.te amo..WOW

from i-live-4u :

i love love love adore adore.YOUUUUUU.te amo..WOW

from imsounpretty :

i love you deja!

from burnintears :

whooa..capitalization* really messed that one up.. my bad, lol<3

from burnintears :

Hey! (capatilation..felt like being correct) haha.. my weekend started out wonderful.. hopefully it ends that way, too. I went out with friends tonight, and it was a good time all around. I'm so happy right now.. I was talking to [one] of the boys that I like.. Adam.. and I'm going to get to see him next weekend. I'm so excited..(I never see him) and then Matt (if you've read about him.. my other interest.. is also coming home.) So it's awesome.. I'm going out of town tomorrow, it shall be a good time. Anyhoo...I hope you have a GREAT weekend too. Sounds like you're having a good time..lemme know how ya are! talk to you later<3<3

from i-live-4u :

hahahaa man..that was so stupid of that salesperson..haha..i like the fact that yr neighbours walk around naked..hmm...i'd love to move in with you doll..your life sounds exciting.love to the most beautiful darling..

from fucked-raw :

♥ to my girl..why because im sexy like that ..muah babe!

from fucked-raw :

i'll take a deja with a side order of fried rice in a wife beater and slippers anyday!i had chinese tonight too love ...love you sexy lil devil,you!

from lunarwater :

*smiles* you too hun

from topbunknoose :

Yep I do like being secretly stalked how did you know. You so smart. Its good to know that you were there though.

from fucked-raw :

hey my sexy lil kitten ,i changed mine as well .... meow baby !

from imsounpretty :

you are amazing, and beautiful, and inspiring, and deserve everything you have ever fucking wanted. ♥ always kacie.

from fucked-raw :

speaking sexy...looking good...so beautiful...read here often .....i've been reading your words all night love..... smiles and sees what will happen ... giggles.. love you

from topbunknoose :

You don't come around anymore I miss you. **Sigh** Jenn has you wrapped in a knot doesn't she!? Oh well I'm surprised someone knows who Adrianna Lima is. She's damn beautiful. I guess I should write you more so you know I'm here and then maybe you'll bug me more. LOL.

from i-live-4u :

te amo mi amor. [ohh..man.. reading last poem made me want to punch something and destroy...ok..i am going to work out now..the only thing that saves me from beating up strangers..hehe doll [100besos]

from burnintears :

damn, so weird.. i was just going to leave you a note.. then i checked mine and saw you had left me one. so weird. but yup, fuck 'em all. but actually, i'm in an unusually good mood right now.. it's kind of nice.:)<3<3

from fucked-raw :

oh love dont be mad lol let me kiss it better you pretty thing you!

from mark-a-heart :

good point.. being on a roll is always good. Is it really bad to cheat on the one you love with someone who loves you? <3 xoxo

from esa-kitten :

gracias, Mami

from fucked-raw :

hehe i'll be your hooker ...anytime.

from i-am-undone :

::wink:: is that a promise? [ my beautiful beautiful girl. ] xoxox

from lunarwater :

*smiles big* thanks hun, you are such a sweetheart... I am glad I am still here too, everything has changed in my life now it seems. I hope that you are doing great too. I am thankful to know of you, take care hun.

from fucked-raw :

after your done with them can i be next? lol love you retty girl/♥

from xcorruptionx :

Haha, no problem. I'm just happy I'm up there. Lol anyways I'm not feeling too well so I think I'll ttyl. Take care. <3<3

from lsaigw :

darling you wanted me to remind you to tell me something? whoa i have no idea if that sentance made any sense. ha! i love you dearly and if its alright there is something id like to talk to you about to dear. IM me on xitendtocryX if you have AIM sweetie okay? i love you lots. ♥ always kacie.

from burnintears :

aww, you're totally awesome... i love you!<3

from burnintears :

haha, aww:) thanks.. i'm 16. how old are you? <3<3

from burnintears :

thank you, heh. yeah, you're correct. on the bottom right, and then on the left in the other one. woohoo.. i'm a dork. it's all in good fun. love<3<3

from fucked-raw :

♥

from fucked-raw :

thats some words some of us naughty girls take seriouly.........giving you that look . muah.

from leely :

hurray for magic wands♥

from i-am-undone :

[ you are far more beautiful then me dear.] && you deserve all the pretty words in the world. xoxox. Stef ps. hmm...fuck you? is that an offer? hehe. ::wink::

from mark-a-heart :

lol. "fuck me" and "get out" lol. wonderful. I'd rather have him fuck me and stay there so we can do it again. :) Just a thought. <3 xoxo

from esa-kitten :

ay...�donde vives, mam�? �"usted"...conmigo?. M� espa�ol no es muy bueno porque hablo ing�s con m�s padres, pero hablo espa�ol con m� "Psycho" y otros amigos... lo siento. Escribo como yo pienso, y pienso en espa�ol. *hehe* ~con mucho amor ~Andr�a [y corazones]

from i-live-4u :

hey doll..I AM BACK>.man i feel like shit but the trip was fun..i was driving all the way //i missed u..[love]

from esa-kitten :

Ay, Mamasita, gracias, but um, siento is spelled with an "s". just playing the critical one. Thank you for you compliments. i am quite fond of my layout as well. con mucho amor ~Andr�a <3

from wuturfantasy :

aww thank you very much sweet-heart. I love my layout too. I think I did a good job on it considering it's my first one.

from catalyst45 :

Your welcome, I will let you have the password to mine if you promise not to let imsounpretty or lsaigw have it, only because we fon't get along very well and i wish to keep it private from her. But just to warn you, my writing isn't very beautiful it's very plain, but if u want the password I will make one for you : )

from catalyst45 :

I just wanted to tell you, your writing really touched me. I could tell it came from the heart. It's beautiful~

from selfbiased :

thanks for the nonbiased opinion. those thoughts were mere speculation on my part. like i said: wishful thinking.

from burnintears :

i'd say not at all..i get that urge all the time. i've come to hate most people..bah.((hugs)) <33

from imsounpretty :

♥ oh you are just so beautiful darling!

from bondagebear :

Why do you say I am beautiful?

from erato :

Thank you, I am glad that you enjoyed my writing. I never put much stock in the banner thing, but I suppose every once in a while, they do work to connect people to writers they enjoy.

from i-live-4u :

hey doll...I AM SO sorry..but i think i wont be able to make those banners..I am going to BC with my parents..hmm..family vacation thing when i have so much shit to do..man..i feel like so sucky...But i will make that banner for you..what proportions do they need? give me size and i'll try to do smth. love to my dear..

from fucked-raw :

looks like im not the only one who's a naughty girl..by the way...your hair is beautiful...like the rest of you love...♥

from fucked-raw :

i made a survey if you'd like to take it lol you'll jhave to go to my profile page i dont know how to link it yet lol ..love you so much =)

from fucked-raw :

your entry is pure beauty

from fucked-raw :

you always seem happy or just making lol i wish i was more like that

from bondagebear :

Thank you for your wonderful note! It made me cry! Thank you again! *hugs*

from burnintears :

aww...thank you! :D je t'aime<33333333

from imsounpretty :

<333 i love you.

from screemingink :

i love ALL your poetry. you really are someone. xo, Miss Takes

from fucked-raw :

i wish that was me lol no thats dominque swain ...shes a hottie beyond lol buy yeah im a little naughty =)

from imsounpretty :

deja you are so beautiful. i ♥ you always. <33 kacie.

from fucked-raw :

hehe we wrote about the same thing today ...much love sweets

from servingzero :

Mm, I appreciate the note heh. I'm doing... okay I suppose. Uninspired... apathetic. But perhaps I'll try to wrangle out an entry soon.

from fraildolbaby :

haha i feel you on that one. it is not our fault we can't find a guy who isn't talking to our boobs or staring at our ass.

from i-live-4u :

hey doll..ok..dont be depressed!!! blonde hair and nice boobs is NOT THE reason for depression..all those fucks are jealous. darling pleaaaaase dont listen to them...---by the way i am doing a research on New York..and i remembered you...oh doll..miss u like crazy horse..-) i will be back on friday..love to beautiful real doll/

from u-hurt-me-2 :

first of all i would like to apologize on behalf of the male race. not all of us are so fucking mean. deja you are the sweetest,nicest,politest,smartest, and don't take this the wrong way the prettiest. you are so nice to people i cna't believe the things people say.and your right you are shy.you are the first person to send someone a sweet note to cheer them up .please dont hurt yourself because boys are stupid there not even men. i think you have been hurt enough in this life so please be careful.god deja i fucking love you.shit with all these notes alot of people love you.your friend always jason

from xcorruptionx :

Oh man, yeah that'd be so cool :D. I think it's awesome that you like my diary. I'm sorry to hear people are so stupid, but really this world is filled with morons and there's really not a whole lot we can do. <3<3

from imsounpretty :

oh darling, men are just such jerks, you are so amazing. i love you so much. next time you run into one of those idiot men and they say something hurtful[or just plain dumb] smack him across the face and tell him it was from me ♥ <♥> ~kacie~

from charminggirl :

oh man what a crappy night you had. aren't men just idiots hehehe!

from i-live-4u :

hey doll..hmm..what banners??/ those big diaryland banners??? oh i will help u doll but on weekend..i am full of shitty h/w...love to beautiful woman..take care. (haha blonde) love love

from lunarwater :

thank you for your words... thank you. ~Corey

from ruind-puzzle :

..why are you worried about me? thanks for caring tho :) hope to talk to u soon!♥♥

from xcorruptionx :

Aww, well thansk for writting back :D... And I really do love that poem of yours. <3<3

from mistychristy :

OMG it has been too long since ive gotten a note thanx a bundle!!! xoxo

from she-is-pain :

your wonderful!! <333333

from deadpainting :

hello lovely, thank you so very much. how are you doing? i cannot even begin to speak of how things are killing here. you keep up your extravagant poetry. loves [:*(] Miss Takes

from xcorruptionx :

Hey, I just read your diary and you're amazing. i really like your writting. Anyways you sound like you're hurting so take care of yourself hun. <3<3

from burnintears :

awww, doll. you know.. that's exactly what i feel like doing... and exactly how i feel.<3

from burnintears :

i too, am grateful for the same things. and i want to be happy so bad. but just when things seem to be looking up, everything comes crashing down. i don't know. you deserve happiness above all. love you too<3<3

from imsounpretty :

you write so beautifully. I love You Deja. ♥ always kacie

from burnintears :

thank you much. where have you been? i missed your notes. you're beautiful, and also deserve to be happy. <3<3

from leely :

we are all suckers for happy endings. bytheway; i love sixteen candles<3

from i-live-4u :

oh doll...you are always saving me with a smile-)) big hugs,..i will be alright! yeah! i will..you know what i REALLy want to do now..i want to fall in love.[unbreakable] je' atem [bad french]

from leely :

thanks lovely♥

from imsounpretty :

youre so beautiful. i love you so much darling. ~kacie~

from charminggirl :

Haha! thanks. 2 hours is a long time. Don't worry I don't really have a life either and when I do it STRESSFUL! XXXcharminggirlXXX

from charminggirl :

Thanks I was worried about the new look. I'm not to sure if I really like it all that much but it's starting to grow on me. Of course I'm reading Vurt right now and it;s influencing the look a lot. Hmm, it like disneyland, is that a good thingy or bad? Also thankd for your kind words. Yes I know things will be better. There's a lot going on and soon things will be calm once more. XXXcharminggirlXXX Also thanks for the

from icomeundone :

Darling mum, Johnny sends you kisses and hugs. <3<3<3

from imsounpretty :

hey deja darling. its kacie. i changed my user name and i just wanted to let you know. i love you bunches.

from insane-whore :

I would love to be inside your head... You are a beautiful artist with an amazing talent with words ♥

from i-died-4u :

deja..as always you make a poem into a masterpiece...I laugh i cry ..and...your words will live forever in my head..[♥]

from lsaigw :

I Love You to peices Deja. stay strong sweetie pie. ♥ always kacie.

from lunarwater :

I love your diary entries, I love reading your words... just thought I would tell you.

from esa-kitten :

�Qu� pasa Chiquita? Nada aqu�. Saying hello to you, too Beautiful! xoxo ♥

from appleblowpop :

well thank you very much for the compliment.. i'll get to reading yopur diary in a momment :)

from fucked-raw :

♥

from fucked-raw :

Heavy hung the canopy of blue Shade my eyes and I can see you White is the light that shines through the dress that you wore She lay in the shadow of the wave Hazy were the visions of her playing Sunlight on her eyes but moonshine made her cry ev'ry time Green is the colour of her kind Quickness of the eye deceives the mind Envy is the bond between the hopeful and the damned //pink floyd //love you sweets

from servingzero :

thank you :) as do i

from i-died-4u :

hey doll..dont worry..i quit my job and i am full of shitty homework..i didnt receive your email..-(..bye love

from screemingink :

aww..thank you so much! compliments make me sad...people are just too sweet these days. and speaking of which---you are such a poet! i love your work. you really know your sirens. heh. love you! xo, Miss Takes

from icomeundone :

i love your new layout. school keeps me away from the computer. sorry that you thought i was abandoning you. i would never do that. <3<3<3

from i-am-undone :

thankyouthankyouagain. you made me smile. :) [ you are beautuiful to me too] xoxox

from burnintears :

hey lovely..how are you?<3

from fucked-raw :

♥ to you lovely girl

from lsaigw :

i ♥ you deja! ~kacie!

from servingzero :

ah, well then thank you!

from i-died-4u :

babydoll the layout is muah so pretty i like the ladies they turn me on..lol...the blonde one is you 100%...so goddness i am in a lot of shit right now because i am A SHIT..and I hope that u will forgive me for late ugly notes. i still love you.

from servingzero :

connection thing?

from upmywall :

wow ... the new layout is very nice

from sad-doll :

You are so beautiful.

from servingzero :

Thank you again, heh. you are the only one who comments.

from she-is-pain :

oh dont you worry..your so there if he has an older brother. but who knows when i'll met him. x<3x

from burnintears :

you're amazing.<3

from lsaigw :

I <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 YOU!

from sad-doll :

I ♥ you. [you are amazing and beautiful]

from icomeundone :

yes, you can say that i am happier, because i am. a little nostalgic of the things that i have lost this summer by my own indiscreet actions. alas, nothing sounds diffrent in my speech. thank you so much for the courage and love you always are so good at giving me. <3<3<3

from screemingink :

hey hun. thanks, but my nose is fine, yet i feel so incredibly sick. i'm so very lovesick lately, and it hurts. it hurts. xo, Miss Takes

from mark-a-heart :

lol. I'm so glad I made you almost fall out of your chair. :) I love it when I make people laugh. Thats totally (I love that word [not really]) sucks. Well. I'l soon find a quote to put in your stop instead of what I wrote. xoxo -Brie

from burnintears :

aww:( i'm glad you're still here. it seems like we have some weird connection or something. it's odd...yes. and i'm here to stay. not jumpin'.<3

from i-am-undone :

__ your far more prettier then ice butterflies & starry nights.__ xoxo

from fraildolbaby :

aw thank you so much =) i can write happy things about him sometimes too. =P

from upmywall :

i love you too

from burnintears :

thank you.. unfortunately, it has to be true.<3

from sad-doll :

<3 I loved the jar entry it was very intense.

from sweet-decay :

deja__sweet beautiful deja. i love you dearly. your notes help me. /truly/ they keep me pushing on. its a wonderful thing to know that there is someone out there .likeyou. who cares. Xx. kat

from burnintears :

yay:)<3

from sweet-decay :

i love you...

from brokenmirror :

Oui, tu as raison. Les hommes les plus admirables sont principalement volontaires aussi ceux qui meurent le plus t�t. Parce qu'ils sont ceux avec l'�me la plus sensible. Et il parait qu'il ne soit pas important comme souvent on leur dit souvent cequ'ils sont merveilleux. Avec la prochaine petite erreur qu'ils commettent, tous les mots sont perdus. Mais ce petit moment que ces mots rendent les heureux - ce moment ne compense-t-il pas tout ?

from sad-doll :

I <3 you so much. I miss you sweetheart.

from burnintears :

sending my love<3

from servingzero :

aww, thank you lovely

from fraildolbaby :

your posting from yesterday (sept 2) was wow. it really was. i felt every word of it. </3

from she-is-pain :

oh yeah, senior this year..finally. im all done being the nice girl...i'll let people know whats on my mind at that horrible school :P love! x<3x

from small-one :

where are you with the e.d now??? just curious. xo

from self-harm :

thankyou again :) <3 xxx

from fucked-raw :

nope your going on mine right now//♥

from small-one :

i think i like you! xo

from tourniquet13 :

i about died when i read that entry you posted today... it's one of the most beautiful pieces of art i have ever laid eyes upon... you are amazingly talented... gifted... and your absolute ability to percieve things as you do... you are sooo amazing. that was sooo... there is no amount of words that could do that justice. *smiles*... *hugs*... bye sweetheart. love, gina

from fucked-raw :

♥

from brokenmirror :

Ch�rie!! Comment ca va? Je suis au travail en ce moment, ainsi j'ai le temps pour �crire beaucoup. Ces derniers jours ont �t� tr�s occup�s, je faisais de nouveaux templates pour le "j'adore Paris" page et j'ai d� donner mon chien de nouveau � ses propri�taires : ( Je suis tr�s triste de ca. Je suis �galement all� voir le nouveau film par Fancois Ozon, "Swimming pool". L'as-tu vue ? Il est magnifique, vraiment parfait. Alors, que fais-tu ? Quel �ge as-tu, va-tu � l'�cole ? Je suis curieux :) � bient�t =♥= Ria

from self-harm :

thankyou <3 xxx

from burnintears :

yeah..it's pretty creepy. but i still don't bother to turn on any lights while i walk around. so i guess if i wasnt so lazy i could easily solve the problem. but it isn't so bad, and it's nice knowing i'm not the only one seeing things and whatnot. 'tis weird.<3

from slalauren :

thank you =)

from lsaigw :

<333 i love you...thank you soo very much for the hug...i truly needed one...so heres a few in return.*Hugs* ~kacie~

from burnintears :

I'm sorry:( i don't want you to be depressed. thank you for trying to cheer me up. stay strong.<3

from u-hurt-me-2 :

cant stop looking at your pics jason

from u-hurt-me-2 :

Holy shit Deja you are so funny you kill me girl.I emailed you did you get it . I got yours Deja you are so fucking beautiful are you a model. I almost died when i saw them. yo if i lived near you i would have to marry you .you are so hot. i think im in love jason

from leely :

[[♥♥♥]]

from i-died-4u :

i mean [email protected]

from i-died-4u :

hey princess...didnt get the email yet? but i am so excited that u've sent me smthing-))) hehe did u send it to [email protected]????? love you dear angel..[♥]

from lithium07 :

{{{♥}}}

from leely :

thank you for your note dear. i love people like you<3

from burnintears :

thank you:) you're writing is beautiful, i will add you to my list as well.<3

from burnintears :

thank you:) you're writing is beautiful, i will add you to my list as well.<3

from burnintears :

it is definitely sad. and disappointing that we would rather live through our dreams than live our own lives. really depressing. i'm glad you understand.<3marisa

from icomeundone :

you're the best in the world. i am so glad i am becoming happy again. it doesn;t mean the words will ever run out for you though. i love you more than you will ever know.<3<3<3[[moi]]

from brokenmirror :

Bonjour, ma ch�re ! ! WOW, il est si grand de rencontrer tant de personnes �tonnantes qui parlent fran�ais, j'aiment cette langue tellement ! ! Je suis d�sol� que je ne peux pas te mettre sur mon favlist de mon brokenmirror-journal i, mais il est plein, ainsi je t'ai mis sur le fav avec ma nouvelle "page de design" (je dois toujours l'�tablir :)). Ainsi comment as-tu, cherie ? D'o� es-tu ? (d�sol�, c'est juste une visite de vol aujourd'hui, j'�crira plus demain quand je suis au travail). �treinte, miranda

from leely :

deal<3

from icomeundone :

i don't know what you are talking about in your last note mum. let me know. you can put my name on anything you want darling, i love to see my name on your beautiful words, it would be such an honour. i love you mum. more than my words could ever say. i will write something for you.<3<3<3[[moi]]

from she-is-pain :

yeah it was a lot of fun..but we make it fun cause we meet people from different places..thats the only reason why this summer has been so wonderful for me..people around here arent to exciting. LOVEYOU! but you should come here and party with us!woo!! x<3x

from sad-doll :

Deja, hey sweetheart I'm really sorry I haven't written you a note in awhile, I always love it when you write me it brightens up my cloudy days. And I just wanted to tell you that you are amazing but more so dazzling! And I wish you knew that I care about you, I care alot, and I'm always here reading darling. <3 ♥ Audrey

from mistychristy :

how how????

from icomeundone :

i meant what i said. you are my glue at the moment deja mummy. never ever forget that. someday, i will win a prize, and i will thank you and not my biological mother in a speech. make them all jealous deja, you deserve it. love you mumsy<3<3<3[[moi]]

from leely :

i am dalila. hear me roar. you rock my stars girlie<3

from ruind-puzzle :

aww. =) thanks! and thanks! lol.. so, do you mind if i add ya? ♥ cait

from jetblackglow :

thanx for the message. i read your writings and they are yummers indeed, its funny cus your last entry sounds JUST like me and my name is Kya, and she is kayla. it's funny. if you are easily amused like me that is. well i'll be reading catch ya later

from mistychristy :

hey i wish he would just die!! bytheway...hes 35

from icomeundone :

hi mum, thanks for telling me i rock. i owe a lot to you. you're my mentor and loving teacher. i heart ya mumsy dear.<3

from upmywall :

thanks for leaving a note ..... school's starting really soon for me. so i'm things are hectic with signing up for classes and whatnot. i felt as if something was empty for a while. i felt helpless too ... it's all too strange and then i had a moment of enlightenment. confetti for that!

from i-died-4u :

hey Deja..i'm here!!! i had the worst work day ever today..so tired..i got a job interview at jacob and i even came to the mall where *everything* always happens aka he works there..and i was freaking out i dont know why..but i justCANT work in the same mall with fucked ppl.i cant. and i dont want to..so it was worthless trip but at least i bought my favorite black nail polish..i'm going back to school soon.i hate it so much.i will graduate this year and i have no idea what to do with my life!.well..i dont want to sound boring=) so i;m going to bed now...take care princess..your last poem was beautiful ..what's yr emaiL?? i'll send u my pic (if u want 2) bye lapochka..

from lunarwater :

I just saw your diary earlier and I just read your two newest entries and I love them so much, your words are amazing to read, just wanted to let you know

from lsaigw :

oh thank you sooo much for the note it put a smile on my face. its also just what i needed. im hope you do not mind me adding your wonderful self to my buddy list.~kacie~

from screemingink :

deja, hey sweety, you are so incredibly amazing. yes it was so very wonderful conversing with you the other day. i hope we have another chance to talk soon! love, Miss Takes

from leely :

thank you so much darling!

from u-hurt-me-2 :

Damn Deja, I cant thank you enough for your kind words and advise you are the sweetest person i know. Reading your diary has made me understand you better, I love your honesty and I love your friendship, Jason

from sad-doll :

*sigh* you write so beautifully.

from sad-doll :

Deja- you're amazing.

from icomeundone :

my grandmother used to sing this song for me. i pass it on to you.*clears throat* you are my sunshine//my only sunshine//you make me happy//when skies are grey//you'll never know dear//how much i love you//so please don't take//my sunshine away.//<3 ya mum[[moi]]

from eden-x :

thankyou. sometimes i wish i wasn't honest.

from icomeundone :

Oh honey no. You have not. Sorry, I have been so silent lately. Lot on my mind. Thank you for the prayers. I am sure they were needed for her family. Also for me. I love you and your writing is so chilling. Keep up the great work and keep loving me and leaving those great notes! i heart ya mum<3

from sad-doll :

<3<3 Girl, I fucking love you! You always make my day, I want to give you a thousand hugs!

from heartxthief :

i was doing a lot better. but then i tried to go to work yesterday... which resulted in me at the hospital, bawling my eyes out like a child because my back muscles all decided to spasm. since that delightful incident, i've been totally bedridden. i'm only allowed to get up if i NEED to. (and trust me, nicotine is NEEDED at this point. haha.) my boy came back but there are still lots of trust issues there and he's not being half as supportive as he needs to be. as for being my muse... i could definitely use you. anything you could do to inspire me would be greatly appreciated. <3

from she-is-pain :

yeeah we should..that would be wonderful..i know some rockstars hair i would like to get my hands on haha..im doing pretty good nothing to complain about at the moment hehe..how about you? x<3x

from servingzero :

:) thanks again, heh.

from heartxthief :

sorry my update sucked ass. i was in a car accident wednesday... and dealing w/ boy troubles before that... so i haven't really been motivated to write anything lately. and the headlines read, "the muse needs inspiration!" aim me sometime. <3

from screemingink :

thank-you. you are so incredibly a delight. i really enjoy your words. you are beautiful. xoxo, Miss Takes

from icomeundone :

Nothing new has happened. Someone close to me has lost their battle with depression. So I am listening to Stairway to Heaven. I miss her times a million. That is why I have not updated since yesterday. All my love to you and yours. Keep my friend's soul in your fitful but fervent prayers. <3[moi]

from i-am-undone :

[ && hugs back times a million ] tell me about you pretty? xoxo Stef

from servingzero :

Heh, well thank you again for the nice comment. I'm getting a swelled head ;)

from i-died-4u :

thank you so much. ♥×♥

from mistychristy :

i love your writing so much... i wish i could think of as beautiful words as you do!

from i-am-undone :

thank you so much for your ___fucking__ amazing words, they made my day. xoxox

from mistychristy :

oh thank you, you are such a sweetie pie ♥

from sad-doll :

I love you sweetheart.

from servingzero :

Thanks for the comment. Your writing is very intriguing. I must stop by again.

from heartxthief :

thank you. <3

from icomeundone :

oh darling mum i am doing fine. things have been slow and rather lonely around here. everyone is gone. but i am keeping the old chin up over here. hope that you are doing the same. love ya lattes. <3

from i-am-undone :

thank you.|| you are___amazing___[!!] xoxox

from screemingink :

wow, i am in love w/your words. you are beautiful. i feel your mind. xoxo, Miss Takes

from sad-doll :

You are so amazing! I love you!

from screemingink :

that was beautiful, is that true?

from screemingink :

thank-you oh too much. you are too sweet. xoxo, Miss Takes

from sad-doll :

You are so sweet, I love you! I love you more than limon bacardi and pixie sitcks! ♥ Audrey

from i-am-undone :

thank you for your wonderful words my dear. [ you are beautiful] xoxo

from sad-doll :

One day I promise we will, I will call you sometime when I get my cell phone fixed-- argh my friend spilt orange soda on it, I know I don't have you listed as a favorite but I have 75 people-- I do read your diary. I love you you are amazing. ♥ Audrey [ I will make room for you soon]

from she-is-pain :

ooh thank you, that really means a lot to me. your writing is wonderful as well. yours is one im just gonna keep getting drawn to. x<3x

from icomeundone :

Aww darling mum I s/i too. We are alike in a lot of ways. Sadly, I match with the same fears and dislikes. I wish life would be happier for the both of us. Maybe it will be someday right? I lurv ya..<3[moi]

from icomeundone :

Well I am glad that you are trying to 'pick me up'. Some people might think it kinky because you are my online mum. But hey, whatever. LOL. My likes eh? Ok, I will give you the nitty gritty but you have to do the same. I like going to cafes with friends, writing my play and my poems, dancing[nine years of ballet], acting[over ten shows]singing[four octaves], laughing, kissing, running through the rain, swimming, and wearing broom skirts. I hate my real mother,homophobia, jocks, gym class, red meat, paranoid people[like myself], my braces, my hometown, sexist workplaces, racism, and death. I am afraid of bridges, large dogs, explosions, death, children, and fire. But really, I am a lovable person!. Ok that is me..now it is your turn. Ooh, I love music too. Well, let me know who you are..<3[moi]

from pinkpixi00 :

your words really moved me

from selfbiased :

thanks for your compliments... at this point, it's not so much angst rather than bitterness. but things may or may not be looking in the future, but i'll let you know. **wink**

from icomeundone :

Hello mum! LOL. I am so glad to see you are back. I loved the note. Onace again very touching. I think that making the choice to not see or speak to the parentals was a wise one. Though I don't know this history behind it, if you felt it necessary than Kudos to you! I love you and your words, and yourself. Keep shining, and I know you will keep in touch.<3

from screemingink :

dear me! I hope your vacation wasn't too much of a burden on your shoulders! I love your writing as well!, and thank-you, oh too much for adding both my diaries to your favorites. It really flatters me, I really do not see how it is all that fine as yours or anybody else's for that matter. Thank-you dear, keep in touch. xoxom Miss Takes

from mistychristy :

i really like your diary

from icomeundone :

Glad to have you as a cyber mom. You keep giving me praise like that, I might have to keep a Kleenex box next to my computer desk. Honestly, I truly care for you and every single one of your words. Keep in touch, and keep shining, because your light is key to opening your heart. <3[xo]moi[xo]

from screemingink :

why thank you for the note (deadpainting)...please keep in touch, dear!xoxo, ~Miss Takes~

from deadpainting :

i really like the diary...its very nice. xoxo, ~Miss Takes~

from icomeundone :

I cried. I cried hard. If I had the chance to pick my mother, it would certainly be you. My mother hates me. Hits me. Belittles me. I would give anything to trade her into the devil for you. That note touched me so much, I almost fainted. But it is good to feel loved and appreciated. I am honoured by you. I hope that if you do have children, they turn out just like you because you are beautiful! Keep shining and keep in touch, mom....<3

from paperxflower :

I ran onto your diary in a round about way. And you are a simply gorgeous soul. I love your writings so much. And man can I relate to the insomnia and those incredibly vivid dreams you've been having. I actually talked about it in the entry before my current one. I don't know what it is you've been through that haunts you, (I haven't read all your entries yet, so I don't know if you've said it or not,) but you've obviously been through something. And I definately have, too. I've been through quite a few "somethings" actually. Well, anyway. If you you to unload on anyone, please feel free. I'll be back around.

from icomeundone :

I agree with the stay strong comment that sad-doll left you. Shine on darling, your light is brightening many a day. Including mine, when I read the note you left in the gb and the comment you have in your profile. I think you are very talented in the writing area as well. I want to get published soon by Push so wish me luck, and I wish you luck with all your endeavours in the days and weeks to come. Keep in touch. You're truly an amazing person. <3[X]moi[X]

from sad-doll :

Darling, I'm so sorry about your fiance, stay strong honey. Your writing is very indepth and captivating. you are so amazing, I'll talk to you again soon doll. <3 ♥ Audrey

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