My name is Emily. I'm 25 now and very much alive. I am doing well. I never thought I'd ever be able to say that and actually have it be true.
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 My favorite diaries: |
| brokendollie profile - diary |
| comments: "Oh, if you could have felt the Earth Cry tonight. If you could have heard Her Sing. If you could have synchronised your Heartbeat to Her Breath..." |
| breakthedark profile - diary |
| comments: "There is no way I could carve you out of me, or remove the taste. Or un-tell the story, so that you were not ... the one I sat in the sunlight once again for. " |
| speranza- profile - diary |
| comments: "i swear i felt like the gothic ice princess of Subway or someting... All i needed was the lipstick to complete it, and i'd have been HOT. " |
| emaciana profile - diary |
| comments: Tianne. LOCKED "it's added control. knowing that what i'm doing is bad for myself and doing it anyway. they can't stop me. their opinions cannot touch me. they might not even care. but they will when i diminish to a skeletal corpse.&qu |
| oceans-depth profile - diary |
| comments: "The only time She's there for you is inside your Dreams. The only thing She's ever given you so far is Broken promises with Butterfly Wings... You have made this Girl your whole world." |
| dimstar profile - diary |
| comments: Gwen. "I really want to be better, I do. But it is so difficult. I imagine myself as being thinner, sitting with a cold coffee, studying in the cafeteria in college. And I am happy. But being thinner doesn't make you happy..." **in recovery |
| mirrors-lie profile - diary |
| comments: "I always said I wouldn't survive school." |
| onecutabove profile - diary |
| comments: "My mom said, "What's a week when you can get your life back?" She thinks this is the magical fucking cure. Not quite." |
| suzza profile - diary |
| comments: "Is it possible to be tiny and happy, thin and healthy?" "But I find that I have more friends daily. I think that's what happens when you make friends with yourself." |
| mslioness819 profile - diary |
| comments: "If you only knew what I know and how the truth will never escape because the air cannot hold such a devastating blow." |
| anainsight profile - diary |
| comments: Carole. "I feel like I'm coming back to life." |
| just-fine profile - diary |
| comments: Claire. "I wish i could feel clean inside. Turn myself inside out and empty the filth away." "My disorted reflection, mirrored through smashed glass, a friend that stabs me in the back." |
| sharpsecret profile - diary |
| comments: "bulimia is like a seperate person from me that i have to cover up all the time, and deal with the things that she makes me do." |
| lostunicorn profile - diary |
| comments: "My moods are still unorganised/My depression still faintly in the air/My eating is non-existent but at least I am still here" |
| alexiaaa profile - diary |
| comments: "I was born with this disorder and i am going to die with it. It�s inevitable, written in my DNA... And I really don�t think anything can help me." |
| black-bunny profile - diary |
| comments: "uh-oh, uh-oh, it's back to therapy I go..." |
| getinline profile - diary |
| comments: "Yeah. My lungs were completely fried by the end of the week, not only from smoking cigarettes but also because I got high every night as well. I'm a bad kid :)" |
| imanobody00 profile - diary |
| comments: "My fat is coming back, the scales dont show it, but I feel it! ITs coming over me and I know it is and I can feel it on me." |
| enurta profile - diary |
| comments: "Oh well. Who cares? I'm just so sick of eating and throwing up." |
| beauthentic profile - diary |
| comments: "It's so weird being told "You are ready to move on" - you know?" |
| storms-faith profile - diary |
| comments: "Well...this is a new blog, so i can express everything i need to and hide away from the world." |
| sadhaven profile - diary |
| comments: public diary for people with depression |
| xxplaydeadxx profile - diary |
| comments: "Fucking bitch. I threw the last resse's cup at her and told her to eat it then." |
| x-razor-x profile - diary |
| comments: "I'm mad at myself. I can't do this stuff again. I don't know what the fuck is happening to me." |
| vadam profile - diary |
| comments: Vada |
| razor-vixen profile - diary |
| comments: living the spa life |
| konzadiary profile - diary |
| comments: confessions of a lesbian housewife |
| anaz-gurl profile - diary |
| comments: she killed herself... may she rest in peace |
| xeison profile - diary |
| comments: "Tears and blood, the perfect watercolour." |
| imhers4ever profile - diary |
| comments: BJ |
| ungenderless profile - diary |
| comments: "So the truth was that it wasn't the transgender issues that made me lose my attraction to Jen. It was the knowledge that the person whom I had given my heart to for ten years, never really loved me." |
| w-barbie profile - diary |
| comments: "Last night was a wake up call. I�m really and truly plummeting into unknown territory. I found myself shoveling food down my throat on auto pilot." |
| karacakes profile - diary |
| comments: really good erotica |
| marylyn profile - diary |
| comments: "p.s. i started eating again. just very little. yay me!!!!" |
| denied83 profile - diary |
| comments: Kirstin |
| writergrrl88 profile - diary |
| comments: LOCKED, no longer active |
| infinityfye profile - diary |
| comments: "Thence we came forth to rebehold the stars." (Dante: The Divine Comedy; Inferno) |
| rejazz profile - diary |
| comments: LOCKED. "I think I'm hitting that stage again where I feel so bad for my fat self that I could care less if I never eat." |
| xxsorrowxx profile - diary |
| comments: LOCKED. "I just want to sleep forever...." |
| derek-n-eli profile - diary |
| comments: Elizabeth |
| nakedbarista profile - diary |
| comments: a fellow NaNo-er |
| bazling profile - diary |
| comments: a fellow NaNo-er |
| broken214 profile - diary |
| for--you profile - diary |
| comments: LOCKED |
| twoturtles profile - diary |
| comments: LOCKED, a fellow NaNo-er |
| lovelynight profile - diary |
| comments: LOCKED |
| illusionless profile - diary |
| comments: Emily's new diary |
| thatgirlx profile - diary |
| comments: Angel |
My favorite music: |
| Garbage |
| comments: "she's not the kind of girl who likes to tell the world about the way she feels about herself" |
| Evanescence |
| comments: "call my name and save me from the dark" |
| Superchick |
| comments: "i need you to know/ i'm not through the night/ somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light/I need you to know/that we'll be ok/together we can make it through another day" |
| Tori Amos |
| comments: "every day I crucify myself" and Fiona Apple |
| Sarah McLachlan |
| comments: "I pull you from your tower/I take away your pain/and show you all the beauty you possess" |
My favorite movies: |
| The Ring I & 2 |
| comments: before you die you see the ring |
| The X-Files: FTF |
| comments: "Next time, you're buying." -Mulder |
| Lord Of The Rings |
| comments: one ring to rule them all |
| The DaVinci Code |
| comments: she rests at last beneath the starry skies |
| Forrest Gump |
| comments: "Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far far away from here." -Jenny |
My favorite authors: |
| Leo Tolstoy |
| comments: 'Anna Karenina', 'Walk In The Light While There Is Light' and 'War and Peace' |
| J.R.R. Tolkein |
| comments: 'The Hobbit' and 'Lord Of The Rings' trilogy |
| Dostoevsky and Upton Sinclair |
| comments: 'Crime and Punishment' and 'The Jungle' |
| Herman Melville |
| comments: 'Moby-Dick' |
| Stephen King |
| comments: oh, I love all of them |
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