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from napsaregood :
Really, it's just that Daver looks awful (not sick or like he's miserable awful, just bad) and since I'm still not able to forgive him, it makes me happy.
from sole-review :
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from zinger53 :
Well, I must say, hearing about this entry got me onto diaryland, which I haven't been to in a very long time. Of course I'm not gonna stop talking to you, I have several republican friends....I guess I just never expected it from you. Moose pretty much summed up my argument in that, it's not about whether you think homosexuality is right or wrong, it's about separation of church and state, something that we supposedly have in this "great" country of ours. It's about freedom of expression (who you love) and aledgedly freedom to live your life how you want so long as you are not hurting others. Constitutional amendment 36 brought religion into our constitution, something the founders of this country said they wanted to keep out of it. Of course I have a problem with the measure on another level because it affects friends, family members and family members of many friends, but I also have a problem because it combines religion where it doesn't belong, in our government, and therefore forces others to follow religious views....now that's not fair!
from napsaregood :
No problem. I avoid confrontations as much as possible.
from moose262 :
4 years ago, i probably would have voted the same way you did... i am still a fairly moderate liberal conservative... lol. but anyway, measure 36 really rubbed me the wrong way.. it has nothing to do with how i feel on the subject, it doesnt matter if i was for or against homosexuality (for teh record, i do agree with it wholeheartedly).... the hting that burns me up is that certain people are expectign a privelege that they have decided other people cannot have. the issue here is nto a sacremental marriage, it has nothign to do with a holy union between a man and a woman made in a church and blessed by god... it is about government sanctioned secualr marriage.. tehre is a difference. if you are marrie dby teh state, but are nto blessed by a priest, or minister or whatever, you are nto married in the eyes of god.. but you are still married, the word has worked its way into secularity, you might as well say taht two atheists cant get married, because tehy dotn belive in god, tehrefor its nto a valid marriage, and its nto goign to be blessed. i am just burne dup because i think that peopel are mistakign secular marriage with holy matrimony, one of the seven sacrements. by callign it marriage, we are only usign a word that designates a union between two peopel, because it is teh most common word for it. just because you believe soemoen will get no grace from soemthign does not mean that they shoudlnt be abel to try,a nd beleive their own way. im nto mad so much at teh peopel who voted yes, as much as teh peopel who blatantly touted this like it wa ssoemn important hoyl issue that really needed to be taken care of... you can be married by a priest and not have a civil marriage, and vice versa. they do nto mean teh same thing.
from firesong153 :
I, as well, do not wish to stop talking to you. Anything else I could have to say has been said in the other notes, so I don't feel the need to repeat it. Just know that I don't hate you. That's what voting is for, for everyone to have a chance to get their voice heard, whatever that voice is.
from yellowduck82 :
Please don't think that I won't want to talk to you again. I still want to talk to you and be your friend. Having said that, I'm having a very hard time dealing with how you voted. I know it shouldn't really affect me, but it does. I know you value your beliefs, and I don't want to tell you that they are wrong. I just believe people shouldn't let their religious beliefs taint or interfer with how they make their political decesions. Please don't feel like you can't talk to me, and don't ignore me. Just talk to me.
from napsaregood :
I definately want to talk to you still. I have other friends who voted Bush, and I'm sure voted yes on 36. I just don't understand. I feel that if "gays and lesbians" can't get married, than straight people shouldn't either.
from skwurl83 :
"There is all the difference in the world between treating people equally and attempting to make them equal." F.A. Hayek
from napsaregood :
It's AWESOME! I am definately a big fan. Silly Mr. Timberlake, omlettes are for eating, not wearing!
from yellowduck82 :
lmao i love your layout!!! it rocks! That sketch on snl was soo funny. whoo!
from napsaregood :
Hi! Thanks for the hello! I miss you Meli!
from firesong153 :
I'm sorry that you're having a crappy time. Don't worry too much about spacing on the play, it's fine. I'm actually planning on at least trying out for more plays this year, so maybe I'll be in some more. I'm not sure why I'm suddenly deciding to be theatrical...maybe my mother's genes are finally shining through a little. Anywho. Love ya, and hope things get better.
from napsaregood :
Dang girl! You are busy! We're both going out of our minds. Well, you've already gone out of your's, but I'm well on my way, and I'm only a week and one day into my term! We'll be fine... right? Your term is almost over, and mine... well... I'll have a break in mid-October. I should be down in P-town for it, so maybe we can get together and be nuts with no brains together!
from firesong153 :
ryn: I did know about rent...I'm going with Liz on wednesday. I think you would have gotten invited if you were easier to find at the point we got the tickets. :P
from firesong153 :
I do that on school computers all the time...I'll be checking my email or something cuz I don't have time to go back home but I have some time to waste...and someone's sitting there researching or typing a big paper or something.
from napsaregood :
I DEFINATELY want to go with you to see Franz Ferdinand! Hook me up with the 'tails yo! You rock by the way.
from napsaregood :
Meli, you're an original FNF, of course you're not average. I miss talking to you online and stuff. We should hang out the next time I'm in Portland.
from napsaregood :
That was a crazy week. Mine wasn't too bad. I went out with Michael (from high school) on Friday night, and it was fun.
from napsaregood :
No! Not in two weeks! Call him now!
from napsaregood :
Half ravenous huh? Wow, you must be pretty hungry.
from yellowduck82 :
whoo for surrealism! i just went and saw a Salvador Dali exhibit here. It was pretty cool, you'd dig it. I miss you! I hope you are doing better. I'll see you in a couple of weeks!
from napsaregood :
Yay! I'm glad to hear things are going well.
from firesong153 :
Awww...yeah, we all know how it is to be on Steven's side. Poor guy. Anywho...hopefully you can break down that wall you've hit. Love ya!
from napsaregood :
I know exactly what you mean about the wall thing. I'm up against it right now too. Thankfully I've got a break in a little over a week. You're almost done aren't you? This college thing has gone by so quickly...
from skwurl83 :
*big fattyass hug* :)
from yellowduck82 :
ah meli :( here is an internet hug, and its extra special because its from across the pond. don't get too down on yourself, but keep so much inside, its not good for you. take care of yourself, i love ya!
from firesong153 :
Aww sweetie...I'd give you a hug if I was there. I know I do have a lot of shit to deal with, and I've been very busy with my own studies and my new friends in the sorority, but if you need someone just to listen, please don't hesitate to call. It doesn't matter what's happening in my life, I try to always be available to my friends. I love you, remember that.
from firesong153 :
Hon...I'm sorry if things I've said have ever made you feel like that around me. When I talk about the variety of christians who pressure me to think like they do, or act like my sister and basically make it seem like I can't associate with them if I don't believe how they believe, I do not lump you with them. All I care about is that other people let me be me, and let me believe how I believe. You let me do that, you don't tell me how I should believe what you believe or bad things will happen. I love that about you and as long as that part doesn't change, believe what you want. I have no problem with people believing in something. So anyways...I really hope I never did anything to make you feel like I'm going to turn on you for feeling strongly about your religion. I know I complain about people who pressure me to think like they do...but that doesn't mean I put you in that same box. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like I was. Anyways...that's all. Love you lots!
from skwurl83 :
Never be afraid to share what you believe in...if someone does not accept you because of what you believe...they are not your friend...and they do not love you the way that I do...and trust me...if I can be good friends with Lynn who...well...has some interesting views on things...then I can definitely be friends with you...and know that I will never look down on you for you beliefs...I will respect them because they are yours to charish and hold onto...Love ya! :D
from napsaregood :
From what you said in your entry, I htink we have the same basic bliefs. I believe that in God's eyes everyone is equal, no matter what their race, creed, sex, sexual orientation, or anything else people can come up with to kick other people down is. I'm not the most religious of people, but I believe in it. I don't mind if people talk to me about their faith, as long as they listen to mine, and don't try to change my ideas "for the better" when I don't want them too. Sure, if an argument comes along that changes my mind, I'll think about it and maybe go with it. But usually when it comes to Religion, I'm pretty set. And the only reason for me to treat anyone differently because of religion would be if the person or people became hostile towards me and it was dangerous to my health or physical being to be around them. The point of all of this is I'll love you for who you are, no matter what your religion or beliefs are. You are my friend and I love you for it.
from firesong153 :
Good job...staying up late when you're sick. Hehe...
from napsaregood :
I was up at that time too! I was just stretching and getting ready for bed and stuff. It's hard to tear yourself away from things you are doing just to sleep. Even if those things are incredibly boring. I've been having that problem lately. I love sleeping, but it's hard to get myself to that point. Ok, I'm going to stop writing an entry in your notes spot.
from napsaregood :
I would definately love to see some of those crazy designs you come up with from your dreams. Sounds fun. I'm excited.
from napsaregood :
Your mom is amusing. Why wouldn't you be wearing underpants? I'm confused... but still it's funny.
from trapidi :
Yea for Trogdor! "No u idiot, you use communate v's!" and don't 4get it! Joined diaryring!
from skwurl83 :
Oh god! Trinity dies?!?!?!?! I shouldn't have read this entry before I watched the movie...
from acropolis :
My pleasure entirely! I've been listening to him for awhile and had no idea he had such a following until he started getting radio play recently! And I can see you have some incredible taste in movies - "O Brother!" is one of my favorites.. a veritable Coen brothers masterpiece!
from writtensoul :
code?
from yellowduck82 :
so who was i?! hehehe were you there too?
from yellowduck82 :
aww mel dog, you shouldn't ever feel like you can't be yourself around us, we love ya! So don't think you can't be yourself around us ever.
from napsaregood :
Meli, I love your entries. I miss hanging out with the Portland group! I wanna hang out with you guys more! Waaaaa! No one here has quite the same type of randomness that we do when we're together. Daver's close, but we're special. Go pattern make your buns off you pattern making wonder you!
from skwurl83 :
Huzzah!!!
from brdwaybebe :
Hey! Yeh I have a great concordance. I can't wait for tomorrow! I learned sooo much today! hey did I tellyou about Lighted Path? You should submit your diary! It's gonna be great fun! The link is on that angel banner on my diary! I'd love to have ya on the directory! Thanks for your note! - Love Christy
from yellowduck82 :
i like the new layout, its purdy!
from napsaregood :
It's not actually me that needs a layout... it's Daver. I'm just trying to help him out with this whole Diaryland thing.
from napsaregood :
I love it when that happens.
from pokytoes :
yeah, trogdor! the burninator! thanks for making an awesome ring ;)
from sohard2find :
my link is under my about me & rings page
from writtensoul :
http://www.discoveringartists.com
from muffinbean :
I'm so sorry about not getting my code up to quick...my computer sorta shut-down on me as I was in the middle of joining your ring, but its up their now. Thanks soo much for making the ring by the way-Jason rocks my socks :)
from awarren2003 :
You jsut left me a message about not having the jason Mraz link in my diary.. but I do.. if you looked through my entries, I have a page called 'My Rings 2' and it was on there. Just thought I'd let you know, because i really did have it on there! lol
from skwurl83 :
Good for you for bringing it up yourself...probably if that had happened instead of my mom cornering me about it...I probably wouldn't have felt as embarassed...well...maybe...I'm not as open with my parents as you are with yours...but yay for your honesty...Love ya! :D
from shamariah :
Thank you for the nice little welcome to the Jason Mraz diaryring note!! :)
from soandsotgs :
hey i found this link and thought it was funny.... since you are a member of the homestar diaryring i thought you mmight enjoy it too tell me what you think http://www.outpimp.com/?x=165657
from bigbee2201 :
oh yeah, Mraz rules. I ended up reading your diary back to June; and I know exactly what you mean about needing change. I've left the state university where I studied teaching for two years and plan on starting at a school for broadcast arts; but plan on taking a few months to live in Colorado first. Making these decisions have made me much happier, but also much more scared because I'm not doing things the conventional way. You just need to do what makes you happy. Also, you mentioned you were surprised at Christian rock. Check out Audio Adrenaline and the Newsboys, they're both real awesome. Later! ~Lauren
from heyjuderevu :
I'm kicking it on the reviewer arena at Hey Jude Reviews and wanted to invite you to be reviewed! - Love Christy [brdwaybebe]
from firesong153 :
Thanks for your note. It helps me to know someone else has been there...I feel a little less alone.
from extrafox :
It really was simple to get it working, but as I recall when I made it initially, the site basically refused to send me that pre-made password... so I forgot about it, until you happened! Hurrah for you!
from extrafox :
Wow... how did you make my guestbook work? I've had this diary for a many months now, and you are the first person besides help@signmyguestbook to sign it, if you hadn't noticed, mostly because signmyguestbook created one for me, and then I could never get to it, hence I could never fill in the missing part of the link... but... you signed it, I got an email about it, and now it works! And I was able to fill in the link! I don't know you, but I joined your ring and I love you!
from sweetreviews :
Hello! Just wanted to let you know that your review is up. Sorry it took me so long. Enjoy! (http://sweetreviews.diaryland.com/adiscoverer.html) -Lindsay
from radiokat :
hey! i love jason mraz so much. the code should have showed up, i think. it's down by the other rings if you scroll down the index page. cheers!!
from napsaregood :
I like your advice. I don't think blowing a man would make him go away. Unless there was something wrong... Anyway, I don't have internet at my house yet, so I'm on the computer in the Library, so yeah. I'm going to try and update now...
from emonerdygrrl :
I've got the link... It's on my <a href="http://"http://emonerdygrrl.diaryland.com/030524_14.html">rings page</a>
from yellowduck82 :
yahoo! It was such a great night :)
from yellowduck82 :
who is casey?? random person...hehe meli was drunk!
from napsaregood :
Wow, that was an interesting weekend. Mine was interesting and fun, but in a different way. You had crazy random fun that we all love and adore, and I had hang out without Linsay fun. Woo! You ready for the crazy random fun nights of summer? Cuz I am!
from skwurl83 :
KIND FRUITSTICK!!!!!
from kurt4cobain :
hello there! i would like to propose the question of you adding me to your favorite diaries for absolutely no reason whatsoever! o and go to www.justiceforkurt.com! *me* :Z
from yellowduck82 :
what?! don't you know the wiggles kick ass? where have you been!? hehehe I'm at school right now, but i had a minute, so i thought i'd leave ya a note. :D
from skwurl83 :
Oh...I'll be up your tree! ;)
from moose262 :
hey.. i know exactly how you feel.. i was teh same way, and no matter hwo much i grow, how much i chnage.. i always have that "worry" hangign over my head. but i keep trying to get past it.. i know that eventually, i will be abel to say whatever is on my mind, and not let peopel walk all over me.
from moose262 :
you hav eteh most interestign dreams... my dreams are all about me going to the store, or makign a sandwich or soemthing. i hate you.
from herlullaby :
Bitch-n-moan designed my layout. lol and thanks for letting me know my tag-board worked! ~herlullaby~
from clocks :
hello! clocks is a grand ol' song!
from skwurl83 :
Whoo! Welcome to my world! I've been hating guys for like four years now...and it's quite fun, let me tell ya...DOWN WITH MALES!!! Love ya! :D
from yellowduck82 :
I did see my boy this week, but I don't to see him today because theres an inservice at school, so we get a free day. Its ok though, I'll see him on Monday :D
from firesong153 :
I think I joined the fnf ring...but I don't think I put the link on my rings page. I'll do that...whee!
from napsaregood :
I've been in a funk too, but for different reasons. I was in a funk around guys for a while and then I realized that I just needed to find someone that makes me feel safe and welcome. I'll bet you can guess who that is...
from napsaregood :
Wow Meli. That was an interesting entry. But you're right, a drunk girl's words are a sober girl's thoughts...
from firesong153 :
ohh my...wow...that's interesting...a cock to ride, eh? :P lol...love ya!
from yellowduck82 :
lmao...omg, wow meli..
from skwurl :
COWS!!!!!
from jelibeary :
Hello I am just going around and saying hi I just joined I was born in 1982 ring so I thought I would say hello. LOL :) Larenda
from moose262 :
sleepy poo? gross.
from napsaregood :
Head van! We NEED that van! FNF Head Van for roadtrips!! YEAH!
from myownmusical :
I love that shirt. Can you make it in a man's size? I'll take two! YAY, its my first note. WHEEEE
from firesong153 :
Whee! Clothes! Remember, when you become famous, you told all of us we'd get to model your clothes. WHOO! *dances*
from napsaregood :
That's a really cool shirt. I'd wear it. Seriously I would. You know what would be cool? If you became a famous fasion designer and we got to wear your clothes. That would be cool.
from firesong153 :
Whee! That's what I have to say about that...
from zinger53 :
LOL...I found your entry to be quite amusing. First off, most guys I know don't want chest hair...at least not much....they don't think being hairy is attractive. Second, I'm assuming you mean I get more action from guys I'm not dating...I'd hope I get more action because I have a boyfriend and if I didn't that would be sad...but yes, from the guys I'm not dating I do get action...we're all very comfortable with each other, lol. Third, ya know, even when I exercise my boobs don't get smaller...if I gain weight they will get bigger sometimes but never go back down when I lose it....yeah, they're odd boobs. :) Anyways, love ya!
from firesong153 :
Don't knock chest hair until you've been with a guy that has it. It may not be the most attractive thing to look at...but it's soft and fun to play with. Just as long as they shower every day, or else it will get gross. And the reason guys think it's good to have is because they feel more "manly," I think.
from napsaregood :
Yeah when you exercise your boobs will shrink a little, but not much. I wouldn't be worried about it.
from firesong153 :
Hey...so...my diary doesn't have the inline scroll thingie like I thought it did...can you help me make it do that? I discovered it will work on Mozilla too, because the scroll on your diary works. Whee! Love ya!
from napsaregood :
First of all, let me say that I love your new layout. Ok, now on to the other stuff, I don't really like popcorn, I'll eat it, but I don't really like it. There was one more thing... it was at the end of your entry... shit... oh yeah! I watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding last night! I bought it and then watched it. Hehe. Ok, that's it.
from napsaregood :
Hey, maybe we can go looking together, cuz obviously nothing's happening here, and we can use the support of each other. Ok, so that sorta makes sense, but it's kinda late, and I'm kinda tired, so nothing's going to make much sense.
from skwurl :
Whoo!!!! Yay for the 80's!!!!! :D
from firesong153 :
Donatello! That's the turtle you were. Teehee...I remember! WHEEEEEE! Love ya!
from skwurl :
*big hug* For one thing you aren't totally alone...you do have us...and we do understand you...although I do know that you're mostly talking about being single...and I know how you feel...it's hard to find someone who completely understands you...and in reality you probably won't find someone who completely understands you...the trick is to find someone who you work well with...and who is tolerant of little quirks and stuff like that...I know how hard it is to not feel pathetic at times like these...but usually what I do is when I start to feel pathetic, I look at all of the wonderful things that are going well for me at the moment...and all of the wonderful friends I have...even if they're miles away...and that brings my mood up...take care! *hug* Love ya! :D
from firesong153 :
It's amazing how much random stuff you realize when a relationship is over. It just sucks that it's afterwards that you notice all the bad stuff. :S Love ya!
from napsaregood :
Wow Meli... was Graham there when you wrote that? I hope he was. And I hope you read it aloud to everyone. That's very amusing.
from napsaregood :
Isn't that how life goes? From weekend to weekend I mean. I always look forward to the weekend. I am always trying to plan something for the weekend. It hasn't been so bad lately, but I've had other things on my mind. Well, I should be writing a paper, so I gotta go. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
I'm glad you ended up having a good day after all. :) Love ya!
from firesong153 :
Aww...hon...I wish I could do more to help you feel better. I love you! :)
from rainman73 :
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from napsaregood :
Yay for giving up on looking for a boyfriend! Once you get to that point, it really doesn't matter anymore. I mean, you'll want to still go after a guy every once in a while, but it's different, when you have given up looking, I dunno, it's kinda easier. Well, at least it has been for me. I try every once in a while, but not as often as I was before, and it was easier. So again, yay for giving up!
from zinger53 :
I care about you!! I know it's not the same as a guy, but you do have to realize that all of your friends care about you...and that you'll find someone. I know you're probably sick of hearing that, but it's true :)
from napsaregood :
Notes!!! Well... note, but anyway... how's the meter coming? Not that I couldn't just look at it myself or anything, but I just thought I'd ask. I really don't know what to say... other than... I NOTED YOU!!!
from firesong153 :
:( I'm sorry hon. All these things going on. I wish I could do something to make you feel better. *sigh* Love ya lots!
from napsaregood :
Don't worry about V-day. This year I'm taking it as a way to be thankful of all of my wonderful friends because I love all of you and you all would come before any guy.
from yellowduck82 :
awww melipo! uhh...crap, i had something to say , and now i've forgoten..grr.
from firesong153 :
as I try to write this, my cat is sitting on my lap, making it very interesting to type. Anywho...you know what? You did what you did. No one could tell you whether or not it was a bad idea, you were going to be with him because you wanted to, and when you want something you're going to blind yourself to anything that might mean you can't have it. It's just natural. Don't feel like you made any mistakes. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
You and I are like, note leaver extraordinares...you leave most of my notes, and I leave most of yours. Anywho...I'm going to try to get you out this weekend, since that's what you say helps you feel better. And you're right, I just feel bad because I care. But I still wish I could take away all the sadness from everyone else and carry it for them.
from firesong153 :
Umm...if we still go I could see if you could come to the beach with us. But that's if we still go, and with this rain, I don't know...beyond that, I'll have to see what I can work out if we don't go to the beach, which means I have to wait and see what the weather does. But I'll try to get you out this weekend. Love ya lots!
from firesong153 :
that's so sad...everyone seems to be going through random shit right now. *sigh* whatever...love ya!
from firesong153 :
:( that sucks. I got used to crap like that from the marines with James...they'd say one thing one day, then two days later they'd change their mind. It's really fucked up. Anywho...that's just the way they work...even though it's pretty dumb.
from firesong153 :
:( that sucks. I got used to crap like that from the marines with James...they'd say one thing one day, then two days later they'd change their mind. It's really fucked up. Anywho...that's just the way they work...even though it's pretty dumb.
from firesong153 :
well I'm glad you're enjoying your classes so far. Well, at least, draping. *drapes like a curtain...then lies like a rug* hehe...alright, so I'm odd. I hope Shane doesn't have to go overseas. I don't want that for you or him. :( Anywho...I'll ttyl. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
I'm really sorry that he has to leave now. You can come to me and talk anytime. Love you lots. :)
from firesong153 :
Hmm...that is odd. I always wonder why parents never seem to have hickeys, being that they're married and all. Or maybe they do but they hide them from us just as much as we hide them. lol...what a thought. Anywho...love ya!
from firesong153 :
LOVE BITE! teehee...
from firesong153 :
yeah, you need those scarves... ;) teehee.
from yellowduck82 :
and what were you up to last night missy? Hmm?? *wink*
from firesong153 :
Hey hon...I just wanted to suggest that maybe you make your font a little bit bigger on your new layout...cuz it hurts my eyes to sit close enough to the screen to read it when it's that small. Otherwise I think it's cool! :D
from firesong153 :
your small thrills paragraph in that entry seemed really poetic to me...I dunno...I liked it. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
Hmm...I don't know what to say, but last night it seemed like things were at least ok. :)
from firesong153 :
to me...it looks like even though he was the one feeling bad because he felt like he wasn't good for you, he wanted to be good for you. Talk to him again, maybe he's had time to calm down and think a bit. Love ya!
from yellowduck82 :
i agree with what kiera said. from reading his reaction, you probably rocked his boat as they say. you two should probably talk to this a little bit more, to make sure you've both said what you need/wanted to say. hope everything goes well, love ya! byee
from zinger53 :
Ugh...the complications of relationships. He sounds pretty upset about your decision....I think it impacted him more than he had anticipated. Hopefully within the next few days you guys can talk about stuff and straighten everything out. Who knows, maybe in the future there could be something between you guys again. :)
from firesong153 :
yeah...that penis conversation was...painful. And...bridesmaid dress? Did I miss something? :S
from napsaregood :
Aww po'Meli. I know how you feel. Sleep will help a lot, and if that doesn't work... go swimming. I'm serious, even if you don't swim much, the rhythm and the time it gives you to think really helps.
from firesong153 :
My poor Melly. I wish I needed a roommate. But they won't let you live in the dorms if you don't go here anyways. :( It's nice that he told you you're a good kisser though...one of those things you wonder about until someone tells you.
from firesong153 :
mmm...that thing with your mom was weird. Even my mom has never jumped to conclusions like that, and...well, if she had, it would be valid. And the thing with Shane...well...I dunno if he deciphered it or not, but if he did, I don't think he'll flip out. After all, you said "you think" not "you know." Love ya!
from zinger53 :
I'm glad you and your mom had a fun time....even if stuff wasn't resolved, I'd think after having a talk with her, maybe she'll trust you more or begin to feel comfortable with you having more freedom. As for Shane, yeah, I'd assume he could read it if he could get the rest of it, lol....and it's cool he didn't flip out or anything. I guess carrying something around with you at all times with stuff that private can eventually lead to issues, lol. :)
from napsaregood :
Aww.. well he's interested because he probably knows he can't read it yet. I wouldn't want him to read it either, but then again, you know how I am with people and how I let them know how I'm feeling.
from firesong153 :
well would ya look at that...it let me leave a note. Anywho...relationships are just complicated. It's hard to have one without any complications. Even in friendships you just have those bumpy moments. Not as often as the bumpy moments occur in dating relationships, but they still happen. Anywho...you'll figure things out. Love you. :)
from zinger53 :
I think it was good to have that convo, it does seem as if you guys are opening up...and the fact that he was able to joke about the marriage thing seems to me like he's feeling very comfortable around you, and maybe like it's heading into a relationship...but then again, I wasn't there. But I'm glad you guys had the chat! :)
from yvette18 :
I think u are refering to the Don't be Devilish banner. Yeah my friend made it for me and she got it off of Conan.
from napsaregood :
Dude I have no idea. I don't know him very well, or I'd be able to offer some insight. I mean I have ideas, but they're all stemming from what my guy friends would say, and again since I don't know him very well, I don't know if they fit with him. Wish I could help.
from napsaregood :
Yay Meli! Props to you for going out on a Sunday night. I wish I could do that...
from napsaregood :
Me too. Freud would love to get ahold of my subconcious mind... take the dream I had the other night... I'll e-mail it to you or something. Woo *wipes sweat from eyebrow*... jk... but still, you should read it.
from firesong153 :
yes...freud would have a field day with you...but then again, he'd have a field day with all of us.
from mllechloe :
Hey! Thanks for joining the Born in 1982 ring! I'm still 19 too, lol. I was born in December, as I see you were. . . When is your birthday? Mine is the 27th--two days after Christmas, ugh. I hate everything about it, lol. Also, I dig your layout, very cute and sassy. Peace!
from zinger53 :
You guys work so well together...better than most the couples I've been around. I think in the past Shane has gone for girls simply based on apperances, and now with you there's actually feelings there, which can be scary. In my opinion you should push for at least a date, then you guys can take it from there. It sounds like you were able to spend a lot of time with him, which is always a good sign...he never seems to tire of you! :) Love ya!
from firesong153 :
Good for you for not bringing up major issues online, and I'm glad he suggested you guys go out and you can talk then. Plus by Thursday (well, I guess tomorrow...) you can have your thoughts a little more sorted out. Hope everything goes well. Love ya! :D
from napsaregood :
Ja, ich weiss Meli. Or in English, I know. I couldn't sleep last night either. I ended up awake unitl about 4, but I was laying in bed trying to get to sleep. Now it's 7:30 and I'm just as awake now as when I fell asleep. Odd. Anyway, I might write an entry about it in a sec.
from firesong153 :
I do that all the time. Let guys off the hook for stuff that pissed me off, or at least didn't let on to how mad I was. It's cuz you still want them to like you, so you don't want them to see that you can be bitchy or whatever cuz then you're afraid they'll like you less. At least, that's how it was with me.
from zinger53 :
Problems or not, he could've opened up one of those things we like to call phone books...they work wonders. Yeah, I agree with Christen...let him do the contacting and apologizing.
from napsaregood :
Yeah, I'd be pissed still. I'd just sit and see what happens. I wouldn't go and try to make things better, let him do that, and then make him apologize profusely. Ha. That didn't sound mean or anything did it? Oh well.
from firesong153 :
Well, at least you feel better...that's all that matters to me. Love ya lots! :D
from napsaregood :
Shall we form an angry mob? Even if it's just to track him down and figure out what the deal is? I think we should. Anyway, guys suck and we need to find ourselves some good ones, that aren't dating anyone/married/gay.
from yellowduck82 :
hahah look im leaving you a note! since we've already talk about this whole issue, i wont drag it out cept that he should have called you by now. grrr! bad shane...he ought to know better.
from firesong153 :
Aww melly...honey...I'm so sorry. And to be honest, I never predicted something like this would happen. I thought he was nicer than that...plus, if anything else, I thought he would never dare do something like that because he should know it would put all the rest of us against him. Anyways...I don't know what to tell ya. Do you want an angry mob? Love ya lots...
from napsaregood :
Wait... what? I think I understand, but maybe not. Damn philosophy has got me thinking in spirals and trying to think in ways that make things confusing. AAAHHHH! I'll ahe to ask you about it later.
from napsaregood :
Yay! Dinner! Don't worry, he's been busy. It takes a while to get settled, caught up on sleep again, and back into the normal swing of things. I was back here a few days before I went and saw anyone, even after everyone had moved in. Have fun at dinner!
from napsaregood :
Yay! Another bowling pin! Are we going to sign this one too? I hope so. I need to re-claim my FNF # since James stole it.
from napsaregood :
Oh I will have a good day. Believe you me. Actually, my day is pretty much over, but it has been an ok one. German is getting really hard, but you know, I'll live, and the rest of the day was good. Uh huh. Oh yeah. Ok, talk to you later.
from firesong153 :
Yeah...I didn't really feel very different yesterday either. The only time I really thought about it was when we were at Karaoke and we sang America the Beautiful and Star Spangled Banner, just cuz it was appropriate.
from napsaregood :
Yeah the whole September 11th thing doesn't seem to be bothering me. I remember what went on and all, I just don't feel like today was any different than yesterday.
from napsaregood :
That is a good song. Fits in so many ways.
from bobbipuzel :
Your diary makes me happy. I dunno why, it just does. Thanks for helping make me happy today. *smiles* ;o) Cheers!
from skwurl :
LOL!!! RAT ON A STICK!!! WHOO HOO!!!
from napsaregood :
Haha, that's funny. He is beautiful though. Ok, back to hall council stuff. Whee.
from firesong153 :
:( my poor melly. I can only guess at a few of the "various things" you were talking about that are weighing you down, but even so...I hope you feel better. Love ya! :)
from firesong153 :
well...that's just not right...the whole great-grandma thing. :(
from skwurl :
Wow...she said that?! Holy crap...I would've completely flipped my lid and probably would've screamed something at her...props to you for keeping your cool...even though that was a horrible thing to say...even if she doesn't like you much...sorry if it seems like I'm venting too much about this, but it makes me angry that someone would say something like that to you...take care! Love ya! :D
from skwurl :
Uh...wow...
from zinger53 :
Since you're rarely ever bitchy, it's not a big deal if you are once in a while....and I know how you feel...some people just bug me and I can't pin point why.
from skwurl :
I know what you mean, though...about the style thing...I mean...you look at someone everyday...you already don't like them...but then if they dress in a way that you don't like...it just gets on your nerves...I remember Ms. Malloch was like that for me...she always dressed 80'sish...it pissed me off...damnit! Love ya! :D
from napsaregood :
That guy's a bitch! Too bad I wasn't there, we could have formed a semi-angry mob and gotten him to clean up his act. I would have yelled "Yay go MELI!" or something for you, and as far as the comment to Clinton, ooh, he would have gotten it.
from skwurl :
Holy shit that guys sounds like a retard...I wish I could go to kareoke again soon...the one time that I went was fun...whee! Love ya! :D
from firesong153 :
I'm laughing...at the memory more than the actual event, though...hehe.
from firesong153 :
that's a really good letter. I know about those letters that you write to people without meaning to give them to them. It helps to write it. And that wasn't really mushy at all. That was just you being honest with your feelings. Anywho...I'll talk to you later. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
I like the new layout...and I understand that whole "closest you've ever come" thing. I did that a few years ago.
from adiscoverer :
mooo....haha, i'm noting myself
from firesong153 :
That is weird when you don't see someone for a long time...especially the time when you were growing into who you are as adults. My cousin and I have become kind of like that too, I think...I haven't even seen her enough to be able to tell if the changes would still affect our relationship. Anywho...that's all I have to say for now. See ya later...whee! Karaoke! *dances*
from napsaregood :
Yesh, we must play mao on Wednesday.
from skwurl :
Whoo hoo! Fook mi all through August!!!
from skwurl :
Yeah...I heard that Laura was there...I was chatting with Vinnie last night and found out that he knows her...such a small world...whee! Love ya! :D
from napsaregood :
Yipes! By the way, do you know how to get to the place? I know how to get to Forest grove, but not to the actual place...
from napsaregood :
S'okay. We ended up painting after I got home from work. We haven't painted much, but that's ok.
from napsaregood :
*gasp* I noted you!
from skwurl :
Probably just a diary slump...usually happens in the summer when people really don't have a lot to talk about or they're on vacation...things will pick up when school starts because with the coming of school is the coming of drama...Love ya! :D
from firesong153 :
the main reason this is getting semi boring right now is cuz we all really don't have anything to say...it's summer...nothing happens. We don't even usually meet new people to have crushes on...I rarely have a summer crush, and if I do it's because it's carrying over from the school year and it comes back full blast when the new school year happens. So that's all really. We'll all have things to talk about soon enough when school starts up for everyone again. Don't lose faith in the wonderful online diary system! hehe...anywho...love ya!
from napsaregood :
Wheee! Note! I usually leave notes in people's guestbooks, but I don't know if yours works. So, I'll leave one in here. Yeah, I only update when I have something to write about. Lately I've got nothing to write about. Oh well. Acutally I updated today, but you've read thatone already. Whee!
from firesong153 :
Last night was a lot of fun... :D WHOOOOOOOOO! hehe...
from firesong153 :
Ok, so you are coming...We'll just wait for you to get here then. :D Love ya!
from firesong153 :
12-13...I wouldn't have said next weekend if I meant...well...today. Besides...don't you remember? I'm working at the blues festival this weekend! Anywho, NEXT weekend is the party. Love ya!
from zinger53 :
I agree, I think everyone does like being teased, although to an extent, there is too much....hey, I'm actually gonna post today! Whee! I never have time to go online anymore, but I'm having fun, so it's all good.
from firesong153 :
wooooooow...I just had to tell you that someone's diaryland name is decemberstar...I saw a banner for them and for a sec I was like, "wait...Melly got a gold membership??" then I remembered that you're adiscoverer on here...hehe...anywho, just thought that was amusing. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
I agree about the thing about how everyone likes being teased to some extent. And...I don't have any problem with you talking about/missing Shane. I know it's hard to think about other things, even when "nothing" really happened. I say nothing in quotes cuz it was something, it just isn't like, you're trying to do long distance stuff like I went and did. And I feel the way you guys chose to handle the situation is better than what I did, so...yeah. I had a point there, but I forgot it. Anywho, I'll ttyl! Love ya! FS153
from lilpyro :
hehe, okay, sorry, I liked that survey. The really long and redundant one *did I spell that right?* I dunno...Bessie...Hmm...yea, it is a typical cow name, I dunno, I'll think of something. That is...if I ever DO get a cow. lol, well, I just had to say that I liked that entry. lol, ttyl
from girle :
Hey there! I liked this entry about the crayons. I really think you can tell about a person by the colors they choose...I think in my next entry I'll do the same. It's funny because the colors that you chose are the total opposite of what I would have chosen! Cheers! Girle
from firesong153 :
I'm yoinking this now...haha! Still need to do the soundtrack one, but this one doesn't require as much thought...hehe. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
yeah, I know what you mean about the romance thing...you're always like, "I'll never be all sappy and mushy" and then...you are. It's alright, everyone does it. Hehe...love ya!
from firesong153 :
I know babe...I needed distractions last summer...it's gonna be difficult. I think he made the right choice in not getting into anything before leaving cuz that will make it harder. Anywho...good luck, and I'm here for ya. :)
from kaos828 :
should i smack the army for taking away shane from this summer? cuz i will! heheh ttyl meli
from firesong153 :
Didn't do that well my ass...you know you can sing. :P Anycrap...it's alright you missed the movie...you wouldn't have wanted to see it...lots of icky stuff with eyes...it even bothered me...so don't worry about it, it's better in the long run. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
HEHEHEHE! How dare you hold in your orgasm laugh! It's the pride and joy of the family... ;) teehee...love ya!
from lilpyro :
Just a random thing I thought I'd say. I'm gunna own a cow when I grow up, what do you think I should name it?
from lilpyro :
No! I've never heard of a cow parade. You're so lucky! I wish we had one around here : / If you go upnorth *I'm in MI* there are cows all over the place though, lol, I love going up there.
from lilpyro :
yay! Thanx for joining the moo-cow ring. I luv to find that there are others out there who love cows like me.
from firesong153 :
whee! Naps! :D hehe...anywho...my last two entries were intended to be odd...hehe...whee! Love ya!
from firesong153 :
Now that is crap. Your dad is rude and tactless and if he made the observaton that Shane seems to be there to work on papers...turn it around. Why DOESN'T he go somewhere else? Because he wants to spend time with you. I see it...he is not using you to get to the internet or something...hello, plenty of people have the internet, why MUST he pick you? I don't mean to make you feel like you're setting your hopes too high, but if Shane really is just randomly showing up to do homework...with you...when you don't even go to the same school...it means he wants to spend time with you. Whether he has romantic ideas or not is not up to me to decide, but he definitely enjoys and appreciates your friendship. So don't doubt yourself. Your dad's just being an overprotective dad that doesn't want to see his daughter grow up. I've seen it with mine too. Ok...so...feel better? I hope so. Love ya! :)
from skwurl :
Good crap that's mean...you should talk to your dad about that because he should not be saying things like that without telling you the reasons thereof...don't let this get you down, though...you can hang around whoever you damn well please and if your parents have any qualms about it...tough! You're being safe...and staying out of trouble...and that should be enough...*hug*...Love ya! :D
from zinger53 :
I'm sorry that happened, but hey, at least you get to seem him tomorrow! And think of it this way, it's sweet he was trying to get ahold of you so much! :-D
from skwurl :
YAYAYAY!!!!!!! That is so sweet!! I wouldn't be able to stop grinning either! That's really cute! Love ya! :D
from firesong153 :
I like the new background :) And that's really sweet about Shane. :) WHEE! Love ya lots!
from unsaiddzyne :
hey, you can totally change the layout, that's cool, I actually have been fiddling with your layout, finding ways to make it look better! anyway, enjoy making a new layout! and you can go ahead and stay in the ring, that's totatlly cool with me!
from firesong153 :
I'm gonna join in on the "awwwwwwwwwww's" cuz that's just so sweet... :D *poke* *poke* *poke* hehe...getting ya back! WHOO!
from zinger53 :
That was so sweet...I remember reading that and was pleasently surprised. I was in a friend's room and was with three guys and was like, "Awwwwww" aloud and they all asked what was up, but I just said nothing 'cause they would've gagged or something.....but it was sweet! Awwwwww!
from zinger53 :
I think there are a lot of people who have never been in love and are older than us, so don't sweat it...as for the others, all in due time, i know, i know, you're saying due time is now...but just wait and see what the summer brings. :)
from firesong153 :
Hey...how did you get the list of recent entries to appear beside your entry? Is that what the "weblog" style is, or is that something else you did? Tell me, cuz I want to do that! WHEE!
from firesong153 :
WHEE! I'm gonna steal this survey... :) Love ya!
from zinger53 :
I have to agree with some of that list, although I'm not too partial to Jude Law, I know I know, I should be shot...I just don't see it...but Hayden and John Mayer and some of the others...niiiiice!
from firesong153 :
WHOOOOO! Go Melly and her paper writing skills! lol...I would scold you for finishing a paper 45 minutes before class if it weren't for the fact that I write every single one of my papers the night before...unless there's a rough draft, then technically I write it when the rough draft is due, but I don't rewrite until the night before...and if I had tons of time before class, like you do, then I would certainly do it then! lol...anywho...I'll ttyl...love ya! :D FS153
from firesong153 :
That's soooo cool. Look! Coherent note this time! lol...anyways, I'm really glad you got to spend so much time with him... :) Love ya!
from zinger53 :
Awwwww....you two are really starting to hit it off, I'll be interested to see what comes of it when he's in town all the time, instead of only during random weekends...wow, I just realized that he was there a really long time since I called at like 9:45pm or so and he was over...that's like over 7 hours...well, you know you two have stuff to talk about! Love ya and good luck with him!
from firesong153 :
seeeeeeeeeee I tooooooold you...sorry if this note isn't very coherent but still I read the thingie and now it's all better and stuff...anyways, I'm too drunk right now to make enough sense to leave this note but I love you! oh, and I hyuk like james when I'm drunk...here's liz... the screen is moving because of the fan...it's weird...I'm not really drunk...sort of... they have to pee now ok, we're going now...I love you bye!
from firesong153 :
ok...here's my thought...shane, no matter how sweet he is, is still a guy. Guys forget. You know he doesn't think bad about you, he's constantly trying to get your self esteem UP so I don't think he's consciously do something to bring it back down. Guys will be guys, after all. So don't be too upset...I know it's a downer when someone says they'll be somewhere and they aren't, but it happens. Alright? Ok...love ya! :D
from firesong153 :
wow...I didn't even know you had an x-ed out entry...of course I'm rarely on that site anymore. I wonder if my diary has died yet...oh well, I guess if it has, then it has. The handful of people I still need to check I know the names for anyways...Liz and Ali mostly. Anywho, it's fine that you like Shane again. I thought it might be starting to happen when you started talking to him online more. Anywho...he's a really great guy...the more I've been talking to him the more I've realized he's really great...so I approve of the crush. :) Love ya!
from firesong153 :
Teeheee....*blushes* This week has been fun. :) Love ya!
from zinger53 :
Sounds like a fun week...I wanna be there! Actually I've been having fun with the people here this past week, so it's all good. :) And I'm not taking my meds today so I can get to sleep before 3am, which I don't think I have successfully done this whole week...AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Sleep deprivation...actually I'm starting to feel like I did in HS, it's nice, and fun, and the people here are cool! So, yeah, I'm gonna stop babbling on your entry, or not, okay, love ya, byebye!
from firesong153 :
That sounds like a lot of fun...I'm glad you enjoyed yourself. And now you can go have fun with meeeeee! :D
from zinger53 :
Sounds like you had a fun weekend...you're really starting to hang out with Shane more...I think it's cool, he's a nice guy. Come visit us! :) Love ya!
from napsaregood :
Yay! I'm glad to hear/read that you had a good weekend. Mine was a lot of fun too. I'll write about it soon, but now I'm off to dinner and Lazer Tag for Dave's birthday. Ttyl!
from firesong153 :
Hon, I'm sorry if it seems I haven't been reading your diary...I've been swamped with end of the term stuff...you know that. I still care about you a great deal and I don't want you feeling sad. Anywho...I just wanted to make sure you know that. Love ya babe!
from zinger53 :
Hey, sorry I didn't leave you a note about the Shane thing, but since I was chatting online with you at the time, it didn't occur to me. I'm sorry you're going through some stuff...but don't worry, soon we'll all be back and you'll have tons of people around to chill with. Come visit us! Love ya!
from kaos828 :
daughter!! i know havent left you a note in ages, but im leaving one now. i know youve been going throug a lot lately, but i'm always here for you. :) ill ttyl! luv ya, bye!!
from firesong153 :
He's a good guy. I'm glad we're all getting to be good friends with him, but I'm especially glad he's helping you feel better too. :) Love ya lots babe!
from zinger53 :
Hey, I liked that survey...I may have to copy it and fill it out sometime...I really want wasabi crackers right now.
from xnatashax :
Hey, I was talking about John Mayer's "Comfortable." Sigh..... :) --natasha
from zinger53 :
I've never found dental work to produce a lot of blood...I guess it depends on what you're getting done.
from firesong153 :
This was amusing to read...lol...I get like that at the dentist too...until he starts speaking french to me...whee!
from napsaregood :
Good job calling him! And yes, he'll call you back. You know why? Cuz you're cute and awesome that's why. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
Good for you for calling. :) Good luck with everything!
from skwurl :
car...wheel...tire!
from firesong153 :
Those dreams are quite odd...it's alright though, I have plenty of unexplainable dreams. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
Whoo! Go Melly! Keep calling Brion...you'll never get anywhere if you don't try. :) Love ya!
from zinger53 :
Amen sista! Great list...I'm not as in to musicians as you are, but other than that, it's all good. Love ya!
from firesong153 :
Good girl...call Brion...whoo! :) And my b-day was so much fun! I'm so glad you were there :) Love ya!
from zinger53 :
I'm glad you called Brion and I hope next time he's home! You're moving in the right direction! Yay! You rule chica! Love ya!
from napsaregood :
Hahaha that's funny, emotions getting corporate sponsorship... that's funny. Which one does Big Red sponsor?
from firesong153 :
WHEEEEEEEEE! That's random...I think I've heard the commercial in the background but never payed attention...lol. Love ya!
from zinger53 :
I don't agree with you that if something's meant to be it's going to be easy. Brent liked me for awhile before we were dating and he NEVER called me, I always had to call him. And since he never called me he never invited me to do things, I had to ask him to do stuff or go to lunch, so I think sometimes it's meant to be but will be a little difficult. And I think you should keep trying...I have a good quote for the moment, but I can't find my friggin quote book! Oh well, CALL HIM! Love ya!
from firesong153 :
WHEEEEEEEEEE! Note! I agree with Kiera, I'm sure you'll find someone soon. :)
from zinger53 :
You'll get someone soon...Brion, Brion. Lol, love ya!
from xnatashax :
Hiya! I just dropped by to say thanks for joining the John Mayer ring :) Take care, natasha
from firesong153 :
Hey...I'm glad you did well on your portfolio :) My photo teacher liked my portfolio too. :D Anywho...love ya!
from skwurl :
I'm a Lifeform Intended for Zoology...whee!!!! That was fun!!! Love ya! :D
from napsaregood :
Hey! Sorry your weekend sucked. Mine sucked too. Grrr, stupid work and homework taking up all of my time. Next weekend will be better, and then, it's Spring Break, and we'll all be there! Whee!
from ithoughtso :
hello i was looking around people's notes and noticed that you might ask me (unsaiddzyne) for a design. This is just to let you know that if I can identify you by your first name, you get put at the top of the waiting list for designs. that is, if you want one. lemme know!
from ithoughtso :
hello i was looking around people's notes and noticed that you might ask me (unsaiddzyne) for a design. This is just to let you know that if I can identify you by your first name, you get put at the top of the waiting list for designs. that is, if you want one. lemme know!
from napsaregood :
Have I added the first note... ever? Yay! That's cool! Don't you love how there really isn't a limit on how long things can be here? I think it's great. Ok, that's it for now. Love ya!

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