messages to batmosphere:
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from bluperspex :
remember to breathe
from batmosphere :
The pain passes but the beauty lingers... i just like the way 'lingers' rolls off my tongue!
from codycoyote :
Kunrick didn't direct "Patton", was just looking about
from bluperspex :
...in a Beetles song. ha
from batmosphere :
Comment of the week: 'I guess without fellatio, love is worthless.' I have an opinion on THAT
from bluperspex :
...does anyone ever really 'get' anyone. there's no way. it's all too intricate to understand if it isn't even tangible.
from bluperspex :
every day. just one at a time. it's alarming how much happier one is... i passed.
from bluperspex :
aaah. now it's a game?
from bluperspex :
chuckle chuckle chuckle too long? too long? aah dude. if only you knew. you know that movie "girl"... that's a long life. a woman's life.
from bluperspex :
or something.
from bluperspex :
pensa que � muito esperto
from bluperspex :
i knew it. all along.
from bluperspex :
tut tut tut. and Amour?
from bluperspex :
poor character. poor. poor. poor.
from bluperspex :
difficult question... really. i guess if the girl feels needed, then she'd never say no. but i don't know if the girl was ever wanted to begin with.
from batmosphere :
Wouldn't be amayzen to See [her] There? @ swingers in w.hlwd, around 2am 4her birthday (when midnight demarcates the end of b day and the beg of 30thA). But not being contacted leaves me with rapid hope loss. I just have to thing about kt when i hear dc, & play with the scars she left in me - reminds me thepast is real. . .but right now isthe present moment. *sighsighzzzzzz*
from bluperspex :
"the good old days" - you know... how sure are you that they ever really existed? on days like today... when all i went is to held by someone i love (it's fucking hysterical the dependancy of it all), i really have to wonder if they exist. what is 'happy' anyway? fucking McDonalds. that's happy.
from bluperspex :
:)
from shedid :
Lies, lies, lies. If you weren't ashamed you'd tell me. Maybe you regret stealing?
from batmosphere :
my memory rests but never forgets what I lost. wake me up when september ends.
from shedid :
Don't be cryptic. Out with it.
from batmosphere :
right now i'm talking to someone who has elevated it to an art form. . . figure it our for yourself. Good Luck.
from shedid :
No it's not, it's mean to lie.
from batmosphere :
luckyiam $ % @
from shedid :
What is your screen name?
from batmosphere :
We both knew it was just a matter of time.
from bluperspex :
i'll be back. there's nowhere really to go. april.
from bluperspex :
pretty funny guy, beneath all that seriousness
from bluperspex :
how fucking sad that there isn't a better. safer. friendlier. place. i don't think they exist. not much actually. really. exists.
from bluperspex :
:) then live it, friend...
from batmosphere :
http://www.cnn.com/2005/LAW/02/07/cassel.pittman/
from bluperspex :
what is it with you? "why can't we all just get along?" i see you're locked. again. what are my chances :) entertaining.
from batmosphere :
i will eat your soul :~)
from batmosphere :
Hell is other people.
from bluperspex :
vindicated. probably not. but vindictive, sure as hell.
from batmosphere :
I'll have a reason to be through with you as soon as the new QOTSA album comes out. That will end my 'long slow goodbye.' Q--Do you think you were worth it at all?
from shedid :
What is your name.
from batmosphere :
"Well now that's done: and I'm glad it's over."
from shedid :
Who are you?????
from batmosphere :
I would do anything for love. . . but not That.
from bluperspex :
:) because i can...
from bluperspex :
and like that... he's gone.
from batmosphere :
For what it's worth, it was worth All the while.
from batmosphere :
But I DO love Marx!
from batmosphere :
when i come here i am sad. when i am euphoric i spend all my time in The Real World out there.
from batmosphere :
i pretend that i am mad at a person until i can look into his or her eyes to start to understand how much bullshit is pouring through his or her neck throat and out his or her mouth
from bluperspex :
why are you so bitter?
from batmosphere :
What happened to she did? Or did you kill her off (lock her in the closet?)?
from bluperspex :
i hope it makes you happy. so very happy...
from bluperspex :
happy unbirthday
from batmosphere :
Maybe you're better off this way.
from batmosphere :
Are you gonna waste your time? Gotta make a move or you'll miss out. Someone's gonna ask you what it's all about. Stick around, nostalgia won't let you down. Someone's gonna ask you what it's all about. Whatcha gonna have to say for yourself?
from bluperspex :
i think life sometimes tears away at happy soul. what's left when there's only hate left. faces devoid of smiles. hearts devoid of love. lives devoid of life. sorry state. such a sorry state. we were all loved once. do you remember how happy that made you? you should find it again. you should. somewhere in the history of your cells is a memory of how it was to love. love of life.
from batmosphere :
Maybe someday you'll see that you fucking Disappoint Me. And I thought you were better than you've shown me. Disappointment. I shouldn't have expected anything more from you. I loved you out of pity, but I waited much longer to see if you could give me a single other reason OTHER THAN PITY.
from batmosphere :
You will be happy, if not surprised, because You Win. I concede and I give up.
from batmosphere :
But then again I am seeing both, on separate dates, at the Wiltern theater. I prefer Muse over Death Cab, any day of the year.
from batmosphere :
lifewillever / fidelio I started to cry tonight as well.. but i would bet for a very different reason.
from shedid :
Let me in.
from batmosphere :
This is the last Death Cab for Cutie song I can relate to (so far as I am listening.):
from shedid :
But you don't know me.
from shedid :
Muse seems more pained intensity, while death cab seems more perceptive. Don't you wish someone had written you a few of those songs?
from list-alive :
Hello, I just started a new listing site. Come get listed (no rules)!
from batmosphere :
Muse speaks to me more.. I'll love you endlessly, etc...
from shedid :
Muse over Death Cab?
from shedid :
You are so dramatic...
from batmosphere :
I bid you all goodnight.
from batmosphere :
This will be my last entry:
from batmosphere :
I like A Clockwork Orange.
from shedid :
You like beethoven?
from shedid :
Why are you locking it?
from batmosphere :
it resembles fuckyou, no?
from batmosphere :
fidelio
from shedid :
so let me have it then...
from shedid :
I want the password
from batmosphere :
as of october 1st my diary will be locked. ask me for the pw.
from batmosphere :
I'm glad I came here to learn a few things. But to be perfectly honest, I had enough of a taste before I left for college for a long time. I know this is really belated, but I've seen all I need to in order to belatedly grant you the last request I can remember you sending me outside a website. I leave you alone now, forever.
from bluperspex :
bite me
from batmosphere :
Goodbye.
from bluperspex :
i think i am the epitomy of confusion. i was so sure it was you. so sure. but since no words were actually spoken, no mist ever actually cleared up... the doubt and wonder will always be there. because i will never ask. and you will never say.
from bluperspex :
i don't know whether to laugh or cry... i do know that either one is far too close to hysetria and neither one could ever be contained once begun. slip a pill and sleep forever. it was never a compitition, you know. never. and i hope this was not how it turned out either.
from bluperspex :
i don't know whether to laugh or cry... i do know that either one is far too close to hysetria and neither would could ever be contain once begun. slip a pill and sleep forever.
from batmosphere :
I guess you could say that I've grown up; now maybe I'm past my childhood like you, although I am often silly like the little boy I hope will always be hidden inside me. And now I am still changing, every day a better person because of those I choose to surround myself with. When we met, I saw an intelligent, curious, quiet, troubled, beautiful, trodden, and weathered soul who wanted to hide everything from me even as I saw straight through you. I just forgot to look into myself as deeply as I did in to you. Forgive me my mistake.. that I wrapped my mind around you? Either way, it's now done. Let me not be mistaken; I want to see you, but I don't want it to be under the auspice of a game... just you, I, and the empty world around us watching the moment I cry, you laugh, and I hug you so tight I almost forget to kiss you, which of course I remember to do after I get lost in your grinning gaze. That is how I dreamed it, oh what dreams may come.
from batmosphere :
All it took was words and actions - from one or the other i think would truly have sufficed. . .I personally needed to find my voice, and along with the rest of my being. <---There is my excuse for the past. In absentia, I offer my voice to you, for the last time here, in rememberance of a time when broken hearts and battered memories rued the day, but never once a shattered dream. I'm no longer fragile, but this still makes me want to cry and be sure to keep moving forward; it's not the same, you know, having you as a phantom, and now residing only in my heart, but not here by my side. You are still the only person I get emotional about... will that change? I guess I'll have to see about later. Well that's all folks, catch you on later down the trail. . . . . . . . .
from bluperspex :
ever surprised by your articulation... who knew. who ever would have guessed. but i ask one thing... where were the heartfelt words before? before all the heartache and the tears? could all so easily have been avoided. yeah?
from batmosphere :
You know me, and can we[/it be] any more?
from bluperspex :
i know you.
from shedid :
Ok well, IM me sometime then. I am 'say hi beth'.
from batmosphere :
it never changed.. that was silly
from shedid :
What is your 'new' screen name?
from batmosphere :
{ This moment you read is for each and every one of you. . if that is how you are and stay together as now; the one I met and abandoned reluctantly. } ". . . Let the games begin." I don't want to win or lose you. I don't want to see you undone. What I want is to fast-forward to that scene you pictured for us in our movie And when maybe someday comes again I hope that I remember how I felt to love you, and one of us can realize an opportunity = for what it truly is. Hey, I mean... Maybe Someday it all ends without any us, And the only forever I'll remember was a single moment I spent in silence for you.
from shedid :
How do you suppose I can get said song?
from shedid :
I thought pain was separate from suffering, in that pain is unavoidable but suffering is a choice. You're weird...how do you define plastic?
from shedid :
????? Do explain. I love that song....
from batmosphere :
if one feels more than what can be bought or taken from right in front of him or her, then it is impossible to forget
from bluperspex :
it is hard tho... to let go completely. i guess some people have that ability to leave an impression on your soul. at times it seems a burden. other times not. depends on how bleak the day gets. it is comforting to know that there are those that suffer the same, if not worse - which is also somewhat twisted, but comforting none the less.

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