messages to brilleetoile:
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from dimstar :
Congrats on your pregnancy!
from kecheki :
u might want to update your system - this time with your boyfriend in it
from kecheki :
i should have all 10's - just cause i call you weird because you talk to a coin, well that is weird. My system: Frog: 8-6-4-3 = 5.25 Brit: 1-.25-3-.5 = 1.1875 Jen: 10-10-10-10 = 10 *u know i should be at the top = change it
from kecheki :
1. Neanderthal man 2. Sometimes 3. about a year and a half 4. KD Exchange - you went home with Looker after 5 cups of zubru 5. You were dancing on a table - and you went with looker... so a slut - but the only good looking one that my drunken eyes could focus on (sorry) 6. Sometimes... 7. You fall for people too easily 8. Eventually, to someone as weird and spontaneous as you 9. Dancing with a stripper 10. When you don�t get enough attention 11. Brown? 12. Collides with Beauty 13. A blow job 14. Not well enough 15. End of June 2005 16. Yes 17. Yes 18. Weird 19. Weaker 20. Not all the time 21. No
from kecheki :
thanks for calling me out., but if i remember correctly, you are the one that decided to leave ( with 5 black people who i didnt even know where i felt extreamly uncomfortable, not that color meant anything). and for your information, i was bitched out when i got back for not waiting for another one of my friends. you could of also come over to my party where i was getting free beer and hanging out with all of my frat members and trying to recruit new memebers*** so i had to be there. i just felt really aquared that night, wasnt it obvious. and i dont think that i have to go out of my way to show you that i care, i did when i came over to at least see you. how many people in my fraternity would even do that... none. before you lash out at me about all the things that i have done bad to you, think of all the shit and drama that i have had by just seeing you. do you think that its easy to be ditched several times by (delanna the girl you hate, but i love) if you really want to know the truth... which is the way it should be, a lot of the guys at my house make fun of you for the situation that you and looker had. dont you think that when they see me with you that there not going to say anthing... of course they are. they make fun of me, but i dont let it bother me. I DO like hanging out with you, but why do you have to cause drama every time? maybe you should think of all the shit i go though before you start passing judgment on me...
from kecheki :
thanks for calling me out., but if i remember correctly, you are the one that decided to leave ( with 5 black people who i didnt even know where i felt extreamly uncomfortable, not that color meant anything). and for your information, i was bitched out when i got back for not waiting for another one of my friends. you could of also come over to my party where i was getting free beer and hanging out with all of my frat members and trying to recruit new memebers*** so i had to be there. i just felt really aquared that night, wasnt it obvious. and i dont think that i have to go out of my way to show you that i care, i did when i came over to at least see you. how many people in my fraternity would even do that... none. before you lash out at me about all the things that i have done bad to you, think of all the shit and drama that i have had by just seeing you. do you think that its easy to be ditched several times by (delanna the girl you hate, but i love) if you really want to know the truth... which is the way it should be, a lot of the guys at my house make fun of you for the situation that you and looker had. dont you think that when they see me with you that there not going to say anthing... of course they are. they make fun of me, but i dont let it bother me. I DO like hanging out with you, but why do you have to cause drama every time? maybe you should think of all the shit i go though before you start passing judgment on me...
from kecheki :
u need a new hobby. u owe me $50 - see u friday
from viciousoreo :
Happy birthday! HA! I was the first to say it [on Diaryland].
from viciousoreo :
I think not. You don't even love him enough to buy tickets to see him in September.
from viciousoreo :
Billie is mine!
from otakuoreo :
Haha! My diary is so captivating that you can't help but keep reading, even if you don't want to! Gwuahaha!
from dimstar :
Your mom is right, you can do anything you set your mind to. Don't ever give up on yourself. That is what worries me about our generation of women; They lack faith in themselves, and self-esteem. They do not see their beauty. And 99.9% of us does something with good intentions... (I am going on a ramble) But you are capable of anything. Deserving, and beautiful because you are you. Don't forget.
from shadowz2000 :
hey just wanted to tell u iraq sucks ass. i dont suppose u want to hear from me.. and i know someone really doesnt want me talking to you... but yeah, weve had a couple people die now and you really start to think your life through. sorry for all the trouble i caused but i hope ur life has became better from the experiences. take care bri. :)
from tasu :
I did indeed. Here I say it again 'Seven Sucks'
from shadowz2000 :
well thats good to hear. hope the baby does good. iraq still sucks, like usual. were going to move here soon, unfortunately the place were going is worse.... :( but ill make due i suppose. well have fun at college. try to keep out of trouble the best u can. later bri.
from shadowz2000 :
hey just dropping a line from Iraq. this is a beautiful country... ok so its not. just thought i would say hi, and stay out of trouble. sorry for all the shit i have caused i wont be a problem any longer.
from leonmcphelps :
Ok. I am on my way.
from leonmcphelps :
Yes, I think so. Leon would love to grace everyone with his presence and I would love to come and visit everyone but I can only give that gift to the certain few that ask for it. Since nobody asks for it I haven't given the gift yet.
from leonmcphelps :
Well I think that if I come or not is going to be decided by you.
from leonmcphelps :
Oh, I see. I guess we will just have to substitute my awesome abs and huge penis for the nine iron. But we can still use the ice cubes.
from leonmcphelps :
Well it involves ice cubes and a nine iron. I won't go into specifics for fear of offending you.
from leonmcphelps :
Well then I suppose I will have to give it some serious consideration. You are there and it is a rocking town, I guess there just needs to be like one more thing to put me over the top.
from leonmcphelps :
Should that be enough to tempt the Leon all the way there?
from cindreviews :
Cinderella Reviews is a brand new review site. So if you would like a review please come and check us out at http://cindreviews.diaryland.com/ . We hope to be hearing from you soon. Thank You!
from leonmcphelps :
Well I will have to add it to my "Places to visit" list. Since I know I have a fan there I could be more likely to drop in.
from leonmcphelps :
Hmmmm, not very often. But I am sure I could be talked into taking a special trip.... maybe.
from leonmcphelps :
Well I will take it however I can get it.
from leonmcphelps :
Wow, I had no idea you had such strong feelings for the Leon. Thank you so much.
from modernapollo :
Hey. Whether you give me a password here, or we just talk about your life over the phone, it's up to you, but it would be easier on me if you dropped me a username/password combo when you decide to close to the general public.
from viciousoreo :
Wheee. Thanks for the penguin, he's super cute. I wasn't sure where to put him until my friend Christy suggested I tape him to my dash. So, I'm going to. He doesn't have a name yet, though.
from snugbug69 :
I would prefer #3. Getting pushed into the snow doesn't make me hot. Oh wait, you weren't asking me? -Em
from dimstar :
Hey Brit, I noticed that you listed me, so I went to check out your diary, and as I was reading I noticed that you said you developed a rash of itchy bumps. I did too, recently, and they are on my wrists, right hand, and knees. If I scratch them they pop and bleed and spread even more... I am sure that was a bit too much information for you, but if this sounds similar to you... I am going to my endocrine on Friday and I will ask him what it is. It seems to be on places where I have old scars. Anyway sweetie, thank you and take care of yourself. Your comment about me made a little bit of my world seem less grey today. (((hugs))) to you. Thank you. ~Gwen
from sportyhawk21 :
hey there. Im always glad to meet another wiccan, but wow as hard as it is to say that, i do beleive that a town would ban the kids from doing that. I do beleive its a town in englad or scottland that'd be my first guess ^_^. But my whole point was that to show my other friend that things have changed and so have holidays. I am a true beleiver and im happy to have met you, your going on my profile ^_^ hehe. So your brandons sister eh? ahah your wiccan and hes becommning a preist. Funny eh? ^_^ Well if you have aim im Vigor vodka on there if ya ever wanna chat. thanx again
from snugbug69 :
I got burned again by a so called friend who was reading. I'm still around and still reading. -Em
from viciousoreo :
Bitch. Gimme my sound effect back before I go anti-Carebear on your ass.
from tasu :
Um, cont....I can believe they kickass, they can be pretty crazy! I loooove their music!
from tasu :
Oh, I plan to!!
from ilovemusic06 :
Hey Brit, My new sn name is basicblonde. Enjoy! <3 Ash
from snugbug69 :
So how's your throat? Mmmm, ice cream... Hope you're doing ok. -Em
from sketch-angel :
You updated your diary the same time i was fiddling with mine, so i clicked on you to see what you were writing and ta-da! i got hooked. hehe :p
from capsjoyangel :
Leviticus 19:28. and following. Please remember. I love you sis.
from brilleetoile :
I'm not getting notes anymore. I feel so unloved. Of course, nothing has happened in my life that is really noteworthy... I live such a boring life. Ugh. Hell, who am I kidding? I just want the e-mail that says "You have a new note from [insert name here] at Diaryland!" Please, leave me notes. Lots and lots of notes :)
from exxoticangel :
By Brad, do you mean Brad Aldrich or another brad i dunno? If it is, him tell him i said hi. if not oh well, i will just have to feel dumb.
from leonmcphelps :
Well that's cool. I hope your move goes well, and now you will be closer to "The Leon" so that means the sun will shine brighter and the weather will be warmer and the beer will flow like wine. Good luck. If you need any help moving let me know, I am pretty good at it.
from leonmcphelps :
How about Springfield MO? That's where I'm headed here in the next couple of weeks/month or so. You can make a special trip for me. It'll be worth it. I can give you a massage in return. It'll be great fun. Springfield MO huh? Man, you are really trying hard. I was not aware that the abs had that much of an effect on the ladies. I am sure that it would be worth it, I am sure you would be a good time and the massage sounds tantalizing but I have to say that if someone were to make that trip it had better be pretty freakin' special. Are you moving to Springfield or just going there for a while?
from leonmcphelps :
Well that isn't a bad thing I suppose. I don't make it out to Iowa very much so you are probably going to have to wait quite a while.
from leonmcphelps :
Ooooo, amazing abs. I have moved up in the world. You really are wanting that massage now aren't you?
from leonmcphelps :
But you see, I only get massages from people like me who are in classes too. To "learn" how to give people massages. So I'm not used to professionals, and have never had a professional massage. But trust me, I do look good doing anything. Let me know how things turn out with Oprah. I see, but that is still better than me. I am getting nothing over here so some massage is better than none at all. You really need to have a professional one. I need to have another one but I just don't make it to the whorehouses as much as I would like. I think that is a bit of a different massage then what you are working on though..... sorry, that was Mom's line of work. Anyway, I am sure you look good doing anything. Confidence like that is very hard to come by, I on the other hand look like a dork no matter what I do. Weather it be posing half nude with Brad Pitt, or posing half nude with Willie Nelson. I need to get some better company. I will let you know what my dream girl says when she finally gets her massage.
from leonmcphelps :
Oh my gosh, are you serious. You get lots of massages while you are in school. I thought it was like barber college and when they do a demo they just pick some hump off of the street and if they cut your afro too short then it's just too bad. That's awesome. Well I am sure you wouldn't like my massage, I am not the pro that you are used to, but I try. I have actually offered 3 massages in my day only to have them shot down. My Momma, my Dad, and another special lady that is still thinking about it. You may know her, her name is Oprah. Yeah, she said she wants one but we are just waiting on the right time to meet and hug and make out and then get to the massage. I will let you know how it goes and what she says about it when it's over. And let me get this straight, "You look good doing anything". Oh come on, that was a Leon comment if I ever heard one. Good Job.
from whitepills :
I was just browsing my friend Leon's diary and I saw all the notes you guys have been writing back and fourth. I have to tell you, he's not nearly as sweet in person as he acts through notes. His abs, however, are just as good.
from leonmcphelps :
Well either way I am sorry. That is just bad timing I suppose. I am sure you will find a good job, that is a skill that not many people have and everyone wants to experience. You should get one of your classmates to give you a massage, you deserve one now that you are single and going through the "Break Up Stress". I know I am no professional and I don't compare to a trained massage therapist but I can give a pretty good massage myself. The only complaint that I got was that it had to end.
from leonmcphelps :
Yeah, Brad is a smart guy. He totally wants me. 3 classes left, that is great. Good luck, I hope you get out there and do well, because I know that I love getting massages. I try to do it as much as I can. It is soooooo relaxing, people don't understand until they have one. Man it's good stuff. I apologize for my insensitivity. I wouldn't have mentioned your boyfriend had I known, I am really sorry about that. Now I feel like a royal prick. Good luck in getting back out there, I am sure you will find someone who is not drug addicted and all of that. Man, I put both of my feet in my mouth with that one didn't I? I mention your boyfriend whom you just broke it off with, and I mention drugs and he also happens to be drug addicted too. Good Job Leon.
from leonmcphelps :
Well I guess that is one thing that it doesn't hurt to know about, alcohol. I on the other hand know a lot about smarting off to people so in combination with alcohol that could be a bad thing. Awe, you are obsessed with my abs? That is so nice, and you are in massage school too...... hmmmmm, too bad you aren't single or you would have some Leon attention. But I do have to say that my abs are so much better then Brad's. Didn't you see that he even said that when he tattooed me on his abs? Come on, if Brad says so we have to listen. And I am proud of you too, that was a good observation. The bottle isn't open, I have had it for a while and I have never opened it. It has a bit of centimental value, just like the crack rock I keep on my dresser. You know, just in case I get the urge.
from leonmcphelps :
Oooo. Good eye. I am quite proud of you, that bottle is actually unopened. You are one of the first people to actually notice that. I am quite impressed, you notice my hypnotic ab lines, you notice my full liquor bottles. You are quite perceptive.
from exxoticangel :
OMG! Tiller! Come on! Tiller! He's like a Punk Rock John Kopp! His earring are fascinating though.
from snugbug69 :
Hi. Just a note to let you know you are special and loved. Don't know why it just occured to me to say it... -Em
from shadowz2000 :
just thought i would say hey.. havent been on here 4 a while... i think about you coming here a while back... and wish i could have said more. wish things could be diff. but i have a new life now, and im sorry for any pain or anguish that may bring. i really believe you could have been in her place right now, with me. i have accept the fact that you wont though, and leave the past to rest. no matter what malacious things i may say... there will always be a little spot in my heart 4 you. take care, be good to urself, make ur decisions wisely. - Shawn
from brilleetoile :
I miss people leaving me notes. You should leave me a note for the hell of it. So that I feel special and loved. :) "Tap on my window, knock on my door, I want to make you feel beautiful. I don't mind spending every day, out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay a while. And she will be loved, she will be loved, she will be loved, she will be loved."
from brilleetoile :
I am a model, ya know what I mean, and I'll do my little turn on the catwalk. I'm so sexy. *mwah*
from exxoticangel :
well, bri you know the gig is up with Pat and he knows about you and Jason. I want you to do yourself a favor and only continue to see Jason if you like him, or even just as a Fuck buddy. Pat isn't going to be going after any other girls for awhile.
from exxoticangel :
The hell if you are going to hype my baby up on sweets and send him/her back!!! You know, i hope one of these days you get pregnant and the baby comes out just like you so you get to see what your mom had to deal with!!!
from shadowz2000 :
you dont know what you saw, so drop it and get over yourself. i was just being nice and letting you come see me. if it hurt you... sorry, i believe around a year ago the same thing happened to me... later.
from leonmcphelps :
Well thank you. I am glad you are amused and I thank you for the birthday wishes.
from exxoticangel :
well, Bri, turns out Mike is not gay. He is just covering up the fact he is sleeping with Korri. Btw, Jason is a pretty kinky guy so i have heard. I remeber the night that Pat proposed to me for the first time Me and Pat, and Jason and Brandy sat around as two separate couples and played with candle wax. It was sexy as all hell. P.S. Lori called me today and gave me Seth's addy. If you want it lemme know. I will try to call you tomorrow night!!
from capsjoyangel :
*Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you happy birthday dear brittany, happy birthday to you* Brat. I called after 8--and you didn't answer your phone :p Just because it was still before NINE! haha. And I forgot my password to this dealeo (was simply saved on the comp at home) so it took me forever to simply leave you a note. Hope you're happy. Anyway, have a great day and I'll talk to you later lil sis :)
from leonmcphelps :
Well happy birthday. I hope it was wonderful.
from leonmcphelps :
And what does that line tell you now ? I am very interested to hear about my fortune telling skills, I wasn't even aware of that talent.
from exxoticangel :
Bri whether or not you even have kids you can plan on a child running around calling you "Aunt Bri" one of these days (whether brandon has kids or not.) I promised you that you could be a Godmother. So you will be a mother figure of some kind (whether you are a good or bad influence.) Love you sis.
from applebuddy :
happy birthday!! i wanted to get this in early cuz i'll forget. see you this weekend.
from applebuddy :
she's not my girlfriend. don't get jealous. i will continue to leave notes here because i think it's funny. i'm selfish and egotistical like that, but you seem to like me. ;) anyway you've got my number. my free time is sliced down to thursday to saturday. let me know when you want to kick it
from applebuddy :
now was that really necessary? did you really have to say bye? don't you think, that in saying goodbye, you've tempted her to respond? wouldn't just not talking to her anymore work best? of course it would. but you know what you're doing. quit playing mind games and grow un verrga y chonos chica.
from shadowz2000 :
bye.
from applebuddy :
i'm sorry, but i think i'm hilarious. i read through these notes and i just start laughing. oh good times commence. peace!
from applebuddy :
to start off, SHADOW IS A BITCH! i don't even know the kid and i'm absolutely sure i dont want to. i know enough drama queens thanks. anyway brit i'm really freakin busy throughout the week, but if you ever wanna come over and see my new pad you're more then welcome. just holla. peace.
from shadowz2000 :
seriously im glad i dont know ur friend brett... im sure he would annoy the fuck out of me. dont get me wrong, hes funny, but seriously starting to bother me. sorry about talking to u the other day, just slipped, bye.
from applebuddy :
no offense meant at all, but don't flatter yourself. i wasn't standing up for you or anthing like that really. you can handle your own business. i just think it's funny when guys act like an overly dramatic 15 year old girl. i calls them as i sees them.
from applebuddy :
i think i've said this before, but that shadow homie is more dramatic than a chick. don't call don't write never talk to me agian! my life is over!! waa! want some cheese with that whine? anyway let's kick it this weekend. call me cuz i don't know your number anymore. my phone broke
from shadowz2000 :
dont even pretend u care. i thought u were respecting my wishes?
from viciousoreo :
Awww. Brittany loves me.
from brilleetoile :
Rawr! Sexy me!
from shadowz2000 :
wow... im glad u love me so much.. fuck off. dont call dont text, dont email.. wait u already dont, nevermind. have a nice life.
from capsjoyangel :
Brittany.. just thought I should let you know my most recent--decisions? so to say.. just go & read my latest entry at the other site.. ttyl luv ya sis!
from shadowz2000 :
how can you say u still care? i find it hard to believe u after everything thats happened. you wont even take a second to call...
from shadowz2000 :
what do u want from me? my soul?... im not sure i have one. so u might be out of luck there.
from snugbug69 :
Yup, they were there. I'm really pissed to have missed it. Oh, well.
from shadowz2000 :
i miss u bri... :( i picked up ur surprise yesterday morning. i miss you so much, call me..
from ilovemusic06 :
It sounds like you could use some advice. There is this great columist that gives good advice. I've written her before. Email her at [email protected] Good Luck
from shadowz2000 :
change my comment? what do u want to be?... im not the one who needs to change things. later bri.
from shadowz2000 :
hey bri, just wanted to say thanks for stopping by. i really enjoyed it. sorry i had to get up at 6am though. :P maybe we can spend some time together another day, ttyl.
from applebuddy :
let's go rock this movie brittany. this coming week/weekend perhaps? we'll see whatever your heart desires.
from shadowz2000 :
hey hey hey, whats going on. its 12:20ish. im still up. well, no big suprise since i work until 11 anyhow. i didnt get ur note until tonight. i was out late lastnight. well, actually i didnt come home until like noon today, but thats a diff. story. yeah i been thinking about alot of things. like how i miss being with you. thinking about us... if that really is such a thing. hum... oh yes, and i didnt just stop talking to you. my phone went into analog mode. it does that from time to time in my room. no reception. i cant text and alot of times cant call when that happens. so i went to sleep. i was gonna ask what u were doing this weekend, but mine is increasingly running out of time. its seems everyone wants to do something this weekend. its crazy. im supposed to hang out with amanda sometime tomorrow. i guess she got me something while she was shopping in des moines. chad has been calling wants me to go bowling or some shit. im supposed to go to a party sat. night. so that might leave sunday open for something, idk. well ttyl, bye.
from viciousoreo :
When you DO fall off the face of the earth, can I come? It sounds like some fun.
from applebuddy :
one more thing...if i was you, this shadow2000 homie would be pissing me off. self righteous prick who wants to throw a big dramatic tantrum over something stupid cuz he doesn't want to admit the real issue...humans are disgusting confused creatures. sorry if i'm jumping to conclusions, but that's the message the tone and wording of his notes send.
from applebuddy :
rules were made to be broken.
from shadowz2000 :
you just dont get it do u... i said im not gonna complain about u drinking. im not fucking worried about u. i was refering to someone else u would have been hurting. and as far as fucking calling you i dont have time. i work from 3-11pm every day now. so if u feel like getting a hold of me it will have to be a weekend or like at noon. bye.
from shadowz2000 :
thats what u think ill do? wow... im glad u think that. no i see how u picture me. anywho for ur little dilema, im sorry to hear that. but thats still a shitty reason to go back to him. me being upset has nothing to do with ur "problem". it had to do with u going back to him and then not being able to tell me why. ok, so u told me now. now wasnt then. so i guess im an asshole and ill be going. hope ur life gets better, and for now... i would lay off the alcohol. just a suggestion, but u dont need to listen to the asshole who cant get over himself.
from shadowz2000 :
you dont know what to say about me? fine dont say anything, not like i care. have fun with matt.
from lil-lollypop :
I would LOVE to have help...I'm so scared right now and I have no idea what to do. Today all that's been on my mind is giving up...just to get it over with and to stop fighting it...I almost cried right here at school. I would LOVE any help you have to offer me right now. Thank you so much! ~love'n Christ~Laura
from viciousoreo :
Another fan of showers. Awesome. But they're never very fun alone :(
from shadowz2000 :
well.. now u know. i guess u can just hate me all u want. ill live.. i managed to this long, thinking you dispise me, and dont want anything to do with me. You can call me tomorrow afternoon if u like, or leave me a note or what ever. night bri...
from viciousoreo :
Damn. And I wanted to tell you ALL about Brandon's sexual techniques.
from shadowz2000 :
hey there.. i didnt mean i was going to get upset... lol. that just came out wrong. anyhow did you call chads tonight? i think u are the only person who knew i was there. not even my parents knew, and i got a phone call while i was there. but when he handed me the phone no one would say anything, so i hung up. anywho... ttyl bri.
from shadowz2000 :
u want to talk? then talk away... at ur own risk though. im not sure what u want to talk about but u can call me if u like. i prolly wont be around tonight. i think im gonna go talk to chad, maybe hang out there. its been a while and hes been calling alot :P. any who i dont have much to do this week either, but ill ttyl.
from applebuddy :
i just remembered that the midnight movies are in johnston, but i might be off in time to catch a 9.30 show in ankeny, or we could kick it at my house and watch a movie, or we could wait till next weekend. and just so you know, i would more likely lead you into trouble then keep you out of it. it happens like that.
from applebuddy :
there are midnight movies and whatnot if you did still want to go...or you can pick a new night cuz i suck at it. but we are going to go see a movie. there's no escaping it now.
from applebuddy :
i just wanted you to know that i have to work till about 9 on saturday...i don't know if that'll work or not...let me know.
from shadowz2000 :
SHIT! LOOK OUT! ITS COMING RIGHT FOR US!.... opps.. nevermind...
from ilovemusic06 :
Yes, I'm sorry but I did lock u out. I'll be unlocking it sometime soon just not right now. Ashley
from shadowz2000 :
quit ur complaining. i didnt leave you.. i just thought i was going to have to. :P anyhow talk to u later bri.
from applebuddy :
i can call you friday, but i can't do anything past like ten. i gotta work at 8 saturday morning. hows next saturday for ya
from applebuddy :
how about this saturday night then
from applebuddy :
and by take you, i mean pay for. we'll go to applebee's and eat there too, if you'd like. actually, even if you don't like it we're going to go there. then the movie. let me know.
from applebuddy :
of course. i would be honored to take you to a movie. the fine print is, you have to drive since i don't have a car. yet. my cell fone is shut off, so call me at the house 515.964.3703 and we'll set something up. bitchin.
from viciousoreo :
I finally got the passwords done (three different times...). Let me know if you got one
from applebuddy :
you know you want me. just give in to temptation and come and see me again. it's really easy. just say i'm going to go see brett then get in your car and drive here. and when that little doubt filled voice enters your head, say "you go to hell! you go to hell and you die!!"
from viciousoreo :
Yes, I think I can arrange something. New passwords should be out Sat. or Sun.
from applebuddy :
you should swing by again sometime soon.
from shadowz2000 :
a shower huh? lol. sup? ive been at the armory all day, what a blast. had to drive to sigorney for the recruiter and what not. fun fun. anywho.. talk to u later bri, bye.
from viciousoreo :
Oh yes, I almost forgot: I realize completely that Brandon will have other female friends, and that he has other female friends as we speak. I have no problems with them, I like them. It is not as though I am so insecure that I would attack all of them. You should also know by now, through reading my diary, that if I am angry I have damn good justifications, and many of them.
from viciousoreo :
Your opinion has been duely noted. However, I don't believe it was called for or necessary. You are an outside party, you don't know what is going on beyond reading [i would assume] the notes that I have left Ashley, or her entry directed towards me. It's great that you are looking out for your brother, but I have things pretty well under control. Brandon knows what's going on, and he and I have talked about this matter several times. Furthermore, you of all people should know that I would do anything in my power to keep Brandon out of an awkward position. Why do you think I have not asked him to intervene in this? I care more about him than you seem to presume. Lastly, not only are you a bit late [as after my last sarcastic comment there was a cease fire], but I don't believe you bitching at Ashley will do anything, seeing as how that's what you are trying to stop. That's just my opinion.
from shadowz2000 :
U SUCK!... thank you for your time. have a nice day.
from applebuddy :
you should know that i am god and therefore unbeatable. jk. i'm something close, but not quite omnipotent. i do know God, however. He's really cool. we hang out on weekends and play chess. if you're in the general area, you should swing by. maybe He'll be here and we can all play chess. rock on
from applebuddy :
aye but it doesn't say my name means...so there. you should feel honored that i dedicated those two minutes to you.
from applebuddy :
"you are my shining star something do do do..." yeah i just wanted you to know taht i just killed two minutes of my life finding out what your name meant. feel honored, wench!
from shadowz2000 :
well... i think u leave me alot of notes too... :P lol. ttyl bri.
from brilleetoile :
"Shit, nothing's better than a condom!"
from shadowz2000 :
hey just thought i would check in and see how things were going. i dont write in here much these days. with wrestling and what not, just doesnt seem to be time. anyhow email me or something if u would like, or call. well u could call but im usually not home until evenings, and then most of the time im on the net, lol. anyhow later bri, take care.
from shadowz2000 :
hey i got ur notes about being back in the good old state of iowa... just call me or leave me a note telling me what time u have available. ive got some stuff to do but nothing major. some wrestling over the weekend, but its not all day things so i should have some time. idk. any how... later bri.
from shadowz2000 :
lalalalalala!!!!! coming home for the big ol' thanksgiving huh? :P thats cool, but how are u gonna stalk brad pit? yeah.. there goes ur plans for that big idea. anyhow ttyl bri. have fun.
from viciousoreo :
Perhaps it may have indirectly applied to you, but in no way did I mean to direct it *at* you. While i still don't much agree with drinking, what you do really isn't my business to comment on. Rather, that entry was directed towards one or two others. But, as I said, it may apply to you indirectly, and for that I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend or piss you off.
from shadowz2000 :
ahh.. yet another note. i feel special.. well not really. anyhow yeah.. im still checking on it, give me a little more time. who knows whats going on. depends on when the hunters from lousiana leave and what not. ttyl bri.
from shadowz2000 :
i dont feel sorry for you. and you know what im talking about. as for the other part of it... i try to keep my word and look into it. just depends whats happenin. anyhow later.
from ilovemusic06 :
Thats why i said nice deep down inside! No your cool and knowing you could be fun! you sould like me ... alot like me. Lol Ciao, Ash
from ilovemusic06 :
I learn little things like that your a nice person .... deep down inside. lol. ciao, Ashley
from shadowz2000 :
correction to the last note... it is... WE are NOW qualified to to anything with nothing. thank you for your time.
from viciousoreo :
Ahem. I am future emperess of the world. And, not all telemarketers are nice teenagers just trying to get money. They swear at us commonfolk, too. My brother hung up on one once because they wouldn't stop trying to get him to buy something or other. And a second later the phone rang again, and it was the telemarketer. He felt inclined to call back just so he could say, "Don't hang up on me, you little punk ass bitch!" And then he hung up.
from viciousoreo :
it translates into: Her name is (lit meaning: she calls herself) Brittany, and she is the sister of my boyfriend Brandon. With the boys, she thinks with a delay.
from shadowz2000 :
WE the UNWLLING, let by the UNKOWING, are doing the IMPOSSIBLE, for the UNGRATEFUL. WE have done some much, for so long, with so little, WE are not qualified to do ANYTHING, with NOTHING.
from shadowz2000 :
yes yes yes.. you are getting more selfcentered every day, lol. anyhow just thought i would see what u were up to, havent talked to ya in a while. maybe ill catch u online sometime, bye.
from viciousoreo :
It esaped my mind until now, but I just wanted to tell you thank you for the happy birthday wishes, even if they did take a little while to come true. heh. See you on some holiday next year. lol
from brilleetoile :
I love me :) I am so awesome. And incredibly sexy. And incredibly smart, as well. And insanely arrogant. What can I say? I'm great. :D ~Bri, the narcissist
from viciousoreo :
Thanks for offering an ear, I really appreciated it. I most likely would have used it last night, too, had I not fallen asleep on the couch. Anyway, like I said, thanks for the support. And, likewise, if you ever need to vent or ask the opinion of someone younger than you (heh), you can always give me a ring. My number at home is 515-963-9822, and my cell number is 515-480-1983
from viciousoreo :
You're not odd. I used to get offended when Brandon would roll over with his back facing me when we were sleeping. The only reason I don't anymore is because I'm not sleeping next to him anymore (insert sniffling). Anyway, I'm a bit puzzled. You and I seem to be more alike than I had initially thought; many of the things you said in your most recent diary entry hit so close to home with me that I very nearly started to cry. And, like you, I hate to cry. I'm still trying to analyze this onslaught of emotion. So...heh...when I'll figure it out I'll let you know (whether you want to or not, mwuahahaha!)
from viciousoreo :
Dominance!!! Actually, i am here to share with you the Inevitable Truths that were set by my European History class. The Inevitable Truths: 1.) You can die at ANY time. 2.) Marriage is NOT for love. 3.) We DO pay attention in class.
from shadowz2000 :
status update: EX-g/f doesnt like me talking to you:P. anyhow i would write more on this lovely thursday night, but i gotta jet. heading to des moines. im hangin out with Jessi and Sarah tonight, were going to a haunted house or something like that. ttyl bri.
from viciousoreo :
Preaching to the gospel..? Wait...that's not right...Preaching to the choir, more like. Or congregation. Or cult. Whatever strikes your fancy.
from viciousoreo :
You're preachin to the gospel, sister. (Ironic that I should choose that phrase to use, no?)
from shadowz2000 :
Jack and Jill went up the hill to smoke some marajuana, Jack got high unziped his fly and asked Jill if she wanna, Jill said yes unzipped her dress, they had a lil fun, silly jill forgot the pill and now they have a SON!
from modernapollo :
Britt, I just wanted to let you know that I won't get mad at Tory for believing something. She's as entitled to her convictions as I. And as far as your decision to do whatever it is that you want to do, I support you in that venture. Do whatever you want. It's YOUR life. Therefore, there is no reason for you to attempt to live it for others. I know where you're coming from. Everybody tells me to give up on being an actor. They all say that there is little to no chance for me. But it's my life, and that's what I want to do. So I don't listen. And I hope no one really expects me to. Therefore, I respect the fact that you want to learn to do something with your life that you are passionate about, and that you enjoy. As long as you're doing this for YOUR benefit, because it's what you truly want to do, than I'm completely supportive. That's all I wanted to say about that, so I'll post this note, and be off. Check you later, Britt.
from viciousoreo :
I wasn't against your choice! Don't forget about meeeee!
from shadowz2000 :
hey bri, thanks for the advice, and for talking to me. i dont give a shit if that bitch doesnt want me to talk to you or not. you will still be my friend, no matter what someone else thinks. take care.
from shadowz2000 :
hey sup.. im just rolling it.. its like 2:15 or something in that area im not sure. we lost or football game, but look ta the brite side, i got to the party sooner :P ive had a little to much vodka tonight though. i had to drive my friend jake home also, he drank a little too much. anywho.... im sorry i dont know about the idance thing. i dont think its a good diea... sorry about the typing. anyhow not a good idea, cause ash would be pissed at me, and i dotn want to bring up any old feelings about u... and idk. i would have to stay with you and what not.. im sure it would be fun, but i dont know if itsa really that good of an idea. anyhow ive got to take senior pictures wiith jerry in the morning so night bri :)
from viciousoreo :
I tried calling your cell phone and it didn't work ;_; And I wanted/needed to talk to you, too...ah well. I'll try again later.
from shadowz2000 :
ic... ask me if i would go to what? the i-dance? umm when is it... i might not be busy.. but my g/f would probably flip shit. shes excessively possesive, lol. idk, maybe ill talk to you later... bye
from shadowz2000 :
hola... im at school. i actually just got back from a senior day trip to Indian hills.. sucked, anyhow later.
from snugbug69 :
Thanks for the note, Bri. Me guesses you found my page through Tory. That's fine. I've actually been reading you for a little while as well. Thanks for answering my survey and the offer to bounce things off you. I may take you up on that. And no, I don't (yet) know what you mean, but hopefully that will be changing this weekend. ;) -Em
from shadowz2000 :
hey... its aight, im a dick anyhow. maybe u should really just stay away, block me or something. i dont really feel like making you feel any worse about urself. i dont want that, i just want to move on, get this all behind us, ok. later britt.
from viciousoreo :
Well, you're quite lucky then. My therapist thinks that I am suicidal because I'm a cutter. I'm really not. And, ironically enough, she is putting me on anti-depressants for several reasons--one of which is anxiety. Now, what is ironic is that many anti-depressant medications CAUSE anxiety. And insomnia, another problem she was worried about. Hm...
from viciousoreo :
I don't know if you have had the same experience in dealing with therapists, but it seems as though mine makes an awful lot of assumptions about me. "Oh, you do this, so it must mean..." She puts words in my mouth quite often, as well. To me, I'm normal. This is the way I have always been, and it's been getting me through life just fine. but apparantely there is something terrible about it. I dunno.
from viciousoreo :
You know, I too am beginning to wonder how being put on medication will effect my relationships with friends and whatnot, particularly my relationship with Brandon. I was looking up some side-effects of anti-depressants and suddenly found myself thinking, "Holy shit buscuits! This shit is supposed to HELP me?!"
from viciousoreo :
power to those of us who need psychological help?
from modernapollo :
Britt, I didn't mean to offend you when I said "Take care" at the end of our call. i wasn't implying that you aren't/can't. That's just something I say to everyone when I stop talking to them. I mean, I even say it to Tory. So, it was generic. It wasn't aimed at you in any way.
from shadowz2000 :
ok... i hurt you? what are you talking about. i havent said anything to hurt you. i havent even talked to you for a while. im trying to distance myself from you, and now i hurt you? i want to start a new life, you have, why cant i? i dont get it... maybe i never will, bye.
from brilleetoile :
Because I'm a silly bitch(according to drew) I'm going to continue to dominate my own notes page, so that Tory can't have that satisfaction. Haha!
from viciousoreo :
Domination! HAHAHA! (We all have to start somewhere. And I figure dominating your notes will be the first step in my domination process of the world. Yesh.)
from brilleetoile :
I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts deddly dee dee, there they are just standing in a row...big ones small ones some as big as your head...
from shadowz2000 :
SERIOUSLY... WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM. your calling me a bastard? i didnt do anything. im not pissed at you i never fucking said i was. i am now though. you can just spend fucking time with your self for all i care. i dont need you bitching at me over something stupid that i didnt even do/say.... its late, im going to bed, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
hey, im glad u enjoyed keeping me up... i didnt mind talking to you anyhow, i kind of miss it. im sorry but i like my new sweatshirt.... and u cant have it :P so HA! lol. idk... maybe we can negociate something, but i doubt it.
from shadowz2000 :
hey thanks for leaving me a note.. and for talking to me for so long. hope i didnt bother you too much. im about to go to bed now... since it is like 12:40 or so, later days britt.
from shadowz2000 :
hey havent talked to you in a while i suppose. hope uve got some fun plans for this weekend, ive got homecomming. kind of sucks cause i messed my ankle up and i dont think ill be able to play. anywho i must go wash my car before the game so later days.
from viciousoreo :
Because I can't let...uh, you...donimate your own notes page, I have to write you a note. And I just have one thing to say to you: Ni!!!! HAHAHAHA! Ahem...anyhow, I don't think I actually had anything noteworthy to say. The Brittany look/act-a-like quit. :( Now there is no one to entertain me...'cept Kyle. He's funny. And Greg. He's a flirt...he also spilled grease on me today. Bleah. Anyway, yeah...I think that's all. Have doing...college stuffs.
from brilleetoile :
Well, I am going to leave myself another note, because I love myself. *Mwah* to me. Yay!! Now Brittany...I love ya babe, but you gotta get your mind off of Shawn. It's over. You've moved on. So think about Seth instead :). Now smile, you are loved, even if it is by yourself :)
from modernapollo :
My eyes are GREY. Anyone who isn't colorblind can see that. And my middle name is "M" Like I said, it's on my SS card, and that's all that matters. Regardless of whether I was named for Uncle Mike or not, it says "M" on my SS card, so that's what it is. Sheesh.
from viciousoreo :
I came across a girl who reminded me of you at my new job. It was odd. She resembles you physically, and something about her personality was similiar to you as well. She was stellar. She trained me. Although that doesn't have much to do with her resembling you. Anyway, just thought you'd be interested in that bit of information. See ya lata
from modernapollo :
Sheesh.
from modernapollo :
Other than that, I appreciated the entry. I guess I never really thought of you as having any interest in my acting, or my self-assured nature. (Basically that's just because if you LOOK like you're sure of yourself, other people will be sure of you as well.) Anyway, thank you for writing what you did about me. I think you could have picked someone better to look up to, though. Sheesh.
from modernapollo :
And my eyes are grey. Mom and Dad have both told me that my eyes have been grey since the day I was born, and everyone else can tell that they're grey. You must just be colorblind. Sheesh.
from modernapollo :
You're right, I hate you for that entry. My middle name is M. It says so on my social security card. Brandon M Campbell. If you want to see it, I have it sitting at home. And if that's what it says on my SS card, that's my official name. Sheesh.
from modernapollo :
Just because I wrote your college paper doesn't make me a better writer. I just had it available, and you just decided to take it for whatever reason. When you actually sit down and write on your own, it's better than what I can do. I can write funny things. But that's all. I can't do drama (for example: the story about your first time driving), I can't do tragedy, I can't do celebratory. All I can do is comedy. That doesn't make me a good writer. That just makes me decent at a very narrow field. You can do so many things with your writing. It puts my attempts and efforts to shame. I had this exact same discussion with Tory. It's so frustrating that you people think I'm good. Especially because you're all wrong. Sheesh.
from shadowz2000 :
ahh i hope ur doing better. anywho no time to write, going to ottumwa later days britt.
from modernapollo :
I don't care what you say or think. You're still a better writer than I am.
from shadowz2000 :
hey... i hope things are ok. i know they arent here... but i hope ur ok. leave me a note, call me what ever. just talk to someone about it. take care, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
hey its late.... yeah. anywho my game tonight sucked big time. we lost, unfortunately. then i went to our festival thing and it was dead cause it was so late. i stopped and talked to calrissa and sarah for a while. then nathan showed up. that was the extent of my night. i feel like shit at the moment, not entirely sure why, just dont feel good. u probably wont read this this weekend but thats ok. hope ur having fun, and staying out of trouble. im still waiting to find out if my car was finished tonight or not. if not im going in tomarrow morning to help... it must be done before the weekends over. well its like 12:50 pm so im going to bed, goodnight britt.
from leonmcphelps :
Thanks for thinking I am "So Awesome". That is really awesome
from shadowz2000 :
hey britt. thanx for the note. i thought about leaving you one but i didnt get around to it. i dont think you will talk to me much this weekend. tonight ive got practice then im taking my car over to clays to start tearing it down. ohh yeah and i wasnt at home lastnight and might not be for the next few nights either. im staying with my grandma for a while. my parents decided to go out to south dakota and go fishing and shit. pisses me off cause i cant go. anyhow this week is like our fall festival crap and i wont be around much, be hanging out with people and stuff... maybe party, i do have an empty house for the whole weekend, idk. well, once again, thanx for the note, ttyl maybe? goodbye...
from modernapollo :
You LAUGHED?!? I was going for drama, maybe even horror, but certainly not comedy. Sheesh. No one appreciates the true artists. Not, at least, until after they're dead.
from shadowz2000 :
mwahahahaha.... nothing. sorry in school and bored. my dads website is working... i checked that out today. anyhow later britt, take care. dont be a fool, stay in school :P
from shadowz2000 :
hey sup? im in school not working. we were but ive got sidetracked. tried to find my dads website, but it went to like a work in progress thing. totally gay.... shit the headman of the building... later. take care.
from modernapollo :
Britt, I know we went through a real tough spot there, but I'm glad that we could both shake it off. You told Casey that you were the more mature one of us, and you're probably right. You said in your diary that you're not as good a witer as I....Where did you come up with that lovely little bit of falsehood? Tory tried to tell me the same thing some time past. I don't understand you people. You're both better writers than I am. Anyway, I just wanted to tell you that you should get your diary reviewed by the site that Tory reviews for. You can request her, or let some random stranger check out your work. I think you'd score well. Anyway, I'm gonna go. Check you later.
from viciousoreo :
Of course I still wish to talk to you. And I want to thank you sincerely for not keeping that from me, for letting me now what I was getting into. I really appreciate it, and I'll give you a call sometime. When I'm ungrounded, of course. heh. Thank you again, and I'm sorry that you had to go through all that trouble to tell me about it.
from shadowz2000 :
i should be dead. i didnt know i did that sat night. i shouldnt have been in a position to have done that. i know i broke a promise, but you did too. you broke alot of them. i was willing to look past it. i even looked past the most recent one. i dont know, im lost, hopelessly lost. i wouldnt try to save me. you'll end up falling in and drowning yourself, goodnight.
from tasu :
hehe. thanks for the note. I've got AIM..its IndigoFreshman13. talk to you..sometime. hehe.
from shadowz2000 :
i dont care anymore. it was all a mistake. maybe it happened by chance, but it was a mistake none the less. dont expect to see me again, and dont call. bye....
from tasu :
Hey...um..Brandon's sister...<.< lol. Yes, I know we've never talked (which, heck, maybe we should?) but I heard ur pretty cool, and you seem pretty fun..so I thought I'd just drop a note to say 'Hi' form a girl you dont even know! hehehe. Myabe talk to you later.. ~Casey
from shadowz2000 :
hey im sorry. i didnt know what to say lastnight. if i heard you correctly anyhow. it was what i wanted to hear, or at least i think i did. i just didnt know how to respond to it, im sorry. i dont know if ill call tonight, i might go to jerry's yet... its still undecided. anyhow ive got to talk to lindsey so take care, bye.
from modernapollo :
Hey Britt. Home life is boring. Especially w/o you around to talk to. At least when you're there I have a reason to be creative and sarcastic. Mom, Vince, and Grandma don't seem to appreciate it. And they don't provide me with interesting topics to ruminate on, either. It'll be good to see you again this weekend, if I do. Here's hopin'. Enjoy your next few days of classes, and we'll talk at ya' later.
from capsjoyangel :
Hey hey! Well, since I finally checked back in and find you left me a note, I'll do the same for you!! Yes, I plan on making the drive home this weekend, see what's happenin and all that jazz around home. I'm supposed to go look at the car Chad's selling.. 94 Ford Escort..I can actually afford it on the cash I made working this summer, BUT that's supposed to be my college spending money as well :S so.. we'll see what happens there. I'll probably call you later on this afternoon as well, when I have free time (or supposed to be study time..haha..) College hasn't exactly been what I predicted so far, but I'm getting into the new routine anyhow. That's what it is.. a daily/weekly routine. My dorm's hot. But it's getting better then I can laugh even more at those people in the highrises here that are freezing. HaHaHa.. suckers. And they have to walk further across campus.. and live on the 5-12th? floor. Hahaha.. I live on the 3rd floor.. with BOYS on the 2nd & 4th floors. It's cool.. and our RA is pretty relaxed about visitors and stuff, so come stay over some night! A few people are also making plans to party in KC some future weekend.. that'll be fun. We have a lot of huge city people coming here, along with us small town-ers. Some of them had never heard of 'showing pigs,' and didn't know that "pork" is all pig meat, they thought you could eat bacon or pork. Well..bacon is a form of pork :p I find it humorous how little some of them know about basic things. Anyway, that's all for now, catch ya later~AJE
from brilleetoile :
K-A-P-P-A Kappa K Kappa K D-E-L-T-A Delta D Delta D Kappa K Delta D Number One Sorority KD...KD I'm a KD baby :D
from xbegax :
hi! are you studying bio? Me is studying genetics :) Btw, nice diary :)
from shadowz2000 :
hey... i just got done working, but i have to leave for practice so this is gonna be quick. havent i told you before i cant be mad at you? i care about you to much to be mad. if anything im mad at myself... but thats something entirely diff... well not entirely, but diff. as far as forgivness... i dont know. i want to talk to you so maybe i will call you later or something. i need to go, hope u have fun shopping... talk to you when i get home, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
hey im sorry i got home so late. maybe ill talk to you sunday evening or something. i probably wont go anywhere tomarrow anyhow. ive got to work all day and probably part of the evening. i also have to do some government and i think a little economy assignment. nothing to worry about, easy stuff. anyhow, im off to bed goodnight.
from shadowz2000 :
hey im on lunch break, and im bored. work sucks as usual. im not sure what im doing tonight but i will try to talk to you sometime. i might possibly go hang out with doug. hes working right now though so i cant call him. if i dont... ill probably be sitting here like a loser... like i am now. anyhow, ttyl bye.
from shadowz2000 :
hey, im in class... not really doing anything. i read ur diary. i think im going to stop reading it though. i was gonna call u after u left the net last night... but i was having some discussions with people so i didnt get off the net. maybe ill call tonight, you said we need to talk about something..? idk. anyhow im sorry if my going to my ex g/f house bothers you. not that it should bother you.... but it doesnt matter. she has a b/f and shes not going to leave him for me. i wouldnt go back to her anyhow. we just went swimming and then i went back to her place to change and lay around until practice. i have practice again right after school so i probably wont be home for a while. i might go swimming with some people from the football team again after practice, not sure about that one. i wish i could be with you and happy... not depressed but its not going to happen. not at the moment anyhow. i might go party tonight with my friend doug. he was gonna throw me a welcome home party. his mom was gonna make me some alcoholic slushies.... mmmm good, lol. any how i might try to call you later if i dont see you on the net or something, bye. take care, study hard...
from brilleetoile :
because I enjoy doing this, I am leaving myself another note! mwahahaha!
from shadowz2000 :
hey honey... im sorry i havent called im about to do that right now. i miss you and hope i get a hold of u this time. maybe i can come see you this weekend. hey, whats his secret diary... lol. its probably where u write about hating me or something isnt it... :( thats ok if i cant read it i guess. its your life anyhow you dont have to tell me. well ttyl, i love you, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
hey, babe. im at the main Px. they have this little net thing here so i figured i would stop and write you. i miss you so much. ill be home in like 2 weeks though. it might be the 17. we had some delays but they are rushing stuff to catch up. im on an all day pass from 9am to 7pm. almost all day i guess. any how people are waiting on me so ill call you later, since i have all this time. i miss you, i love you, bye.
from socrates420 :
hello sister of the boy that my sister is dating, and girl that i've never met, but am somehow touched by...indeed. funny how life works. i'm leaving all the cool people that i know notes, but since i don't know you personally you don't get one...wait a second. that didn't work out right. hmmm. so anyway just wanted to thank you for being inspiring. hopefully i'll meet you eventually, and if you're anything like brandon i'm pretty sure i'll like you. i'm pretty sure i'll like you anyway, cuz i like everyone. righto. hope you enjoyed your note that i didn't leave you :D -Britt(ehn)
from brilleetoile :
because no one ever leaves me notes anymore since Shawn is gone, I'm going to leave myself one. Bicycle, bicycle, I want to ride my bicycle, bicycle, I want to ride my bicycle, I want to ride my bike, I want to ride my bicycle, I want to ride my bike... :) silly me.
from shadowz2000 :
greetings my princess. :P i miss you so much. i would like to wish you good luck with everything you do this summer. im sorry i will not be there to help you... to brighten your day... to hold you when you need to be... but my love will always be with you. i wanted to kiss you so bad when left last night, but i feared it would make leaving to painful. i am sorry. i love you brittany brianne campbell... i truly do.
from shadowz2000 :
hey you. :P strawberries hum... heh. arent u glad we stopped and picked some up the other day :P. lol. i miss you. jake and i are going to drive down and go to the movie with you. i guess, its a long drive, but ur worth it :). anyhow, im gonna go make a cd i think... ya... later days. p.s. 2 days left, i miss you. i love you... i will always love you.
from viciousoreo :
Thanks, so much. I didn't see your diary until today, which is the day of the funeral, and so your small (but *very* helpful and meaningful) message to me was much appreciated. I don't think I would have ever been able to get through this without people like you and Brandon. Thanks to both of you for being so rad. I can't wait to get back home now to normalcy.
from shadowz2000 :
hello.. im talking to you on the net.. but ohh well. my net is still shit doesnt work half the time. so i figured i would post a note while i still can. who knows... it could be the last one until i get back from basic... :( i love you... and i dont want to leave, but i have to. i will always love you, goodbye.
from shadowz2000 :
hey babe, i miss you. ive been wearing your neckless all day. :) it makes me think of you, and this way i cant lose it, lol. i hope you get to come see my tomarrow. i think i get offline here and call you in a few min. i kind of talkin to some peeps, but ohh well. ur more important anyhow :). i love you.... well of course you know that.. but it doesnt hurt to say it. i miss you... anyhow ill call u in a bit. goodnight.
from shadowz2000 :
well.... im at andys. were gonna go to ottumwa, so this is gonna be short. i hope i get to see you tonight, ill be so happy! :) i miss u alot. anyhow were gonna go, so ttyl, i love you.
from shadowz2000 :
hey britt. im at andys. thought i would leave you a note. u better be cleaning your room.. ;) lol. anyhow. im gonna go. ive got to go home. dad wants to do some stuff. i think go walk through a timber and look at trees, then maybe go to the lake. im not quite sure. anyhow, i love you, i miss you, i need you. :) bye... talk to you later tonight.
from shadowz2000 :
.... ic u left yourself another note... lol. nice. yes you are odd. i took ur survey for you. hope ur happy. i gave you a 1 on your mental health... hehe anyhow, ive got to get to work.. ill probably be on msn here though so if u get on u can talk to me if ur not busy shredding paper and all. ttyl, i love you, bye.
from brilleetoile :
"I'm INVINCIBLE!!!" "You're a looney".
from shadowz2000 :
... ok.. i dont know what it is. but if u dont say, its gonna bother me too. i want to know whats bothering you.. what you are reading into. plz tell me. i love you, and i want to be here for you. i promise i will always be here for you... i havent done my essay papers yet.. and its 12:30.. but im gonna go to bed anyhow. but please leave me a note.. tell me whats on your mind. i love you, i miss you... goodnight.
from shadowz2000 :
Hey britt. im sorry we got cut off on the phone, but thats aight. i really miss you, but i want you to have a good time. i know you wont read this until your back. i guess all i really want to say is.. i hope to see you friday as soon as possible. i miss you... and i love you more than the world. ill talk to you friday... since we sort of ran your phone dead, lol. anyhow.. im gonna go sleep on the couch.. maybe ill sleep better, goodnight.
from shadowz2000 :
yup... im in school.. secretly writing to you, hehe. anyhow.. i miss you too, and hopefully you will be able to come see me when u get back. yeah, people from my school are gonna be there.. doesnt mean u can talk to them.. lol. dont need any wierd storys comin back. oh yes.. and no dancing with them.. at these.. dances if thats what they are called :P. lol. sarah and i are sitting here listening to Audioslave.. Like a Stone.. very good song. have u heard it? its good.. anyhow... i love you very much, and miss you alot. ill talk to you later tonight, and ill try to let you get some sleep aight :). i love you, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
hey britt. im in school right now just thought i would leave a note.. yeah.. anyhow i love you bye.
from capsjoyangel :
Hahaha! Somebody BESIDES Shawn is leaving you a message! Hmm.. Not too much new since we got back from Chicago today.. But hey, I got ahold of Eric! He was away at his grandparents house when i first got home.. And my 'rents are still probably on their way back from Dsm. Anyway, I guess I'll see ya tomorrow :) Au revoir lil sis. Luv ya! ~AJE~
from shadowz2000 :
ok ok... so i didnt leave a message... like u would have been home to look at it anyhow... :P so here's ur message. I love you Brittany Brianne Campbell, more than the world its self. i dont ever want to lose you, or be without you. you mean everything to me, and always will.....
from shadowz2000 :
yeah.. im in school, so obviously i probably wont make it until late. sorry. but im still gonna come, i promise. anyhow.. i read ur entry, yes.. i do trust you. the thought bothered me alot. but i dont believe you would do anything to hurt me, why should you? ovbiously you care enough about me not to do that.... u drive a long way just to see me, so obiviously u care. anyhow i gotta go, later babe. i love you... see u tonight
from shadowz2000 :
hey, im sorry. my power didnt come back on until like.. 11:56 or something. so i didnt get online. but i just woke up and its 2:36am and im awake.. so i figured i would leave you a note. i want to tell you that i dont think that im gonna be able to make it early. my mom said that dad wants me to go to school then work... idk. so it might be late when i get there, sorry. ill still come though, cause i love you :P. i better try to go back to sleep. i miss you, i want you, and i need you more than anything... ok so that sounds completely, hopelessly lost... or just totally head over heels 4u, but hey, i really do love you. :) goodnight, and see you later today, love ya.
from shadowz2000 :
hey... hows it goin. i figured i should leave you a note. my sis is gonna be on the computer for a while so i probably wont be here until like 9:30ish maybe a little later. im trying to get something worked out so i can come see you earlier tomarrow instead of so late. anyhow hope ur havin fun ridin in the rain, bye. i love u
from shadowz2000 :
hey. im sorry. ive been like freaking out all day. i know hes just a friend, and im sorry. i love you... lol. someone tried to cheer me up by say, "hes from MO. you dont have to worry about it.. they only go for family" :P thats not nice, lol. anyhow i gotta get back to work on stuff. ill try to call you maybe when i get home or something. i love you brittany, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
well... its later... after 11:30 actually. i think im gonna log out now. i get the feeling your not gonna be online... thats ok.. i guess. i hope you had a good time... later.
from shadowz2000 :
ok.. i have to admit.. this thing with you going to kennys is killing me. i really want to trust you, but it hurts. anyhow im watching a movie so you can message me when u get on. i hope your here in a little bit cause its 11 now.. and thats not really a decent time cause im tired. but ill wait a while, i love you, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
yeah im in school, and brad is reading this. anyhow... shit.. teachers wants me. ok gotta go.. sorry you cant talk to me in school anymore, bye. love ya
from shadowz2000 :
I'm at home right now. but im going to andys. i think were gonna go hang out in ottumwa or something.. idk. anyhow i hope the concert goes well, wish i was there with you. ill talk to you later, bye... i love u
from shadowz2000 :
hey, im at school.. evil teacher.. well sub. anyhow gotta go we get out early today. bye bye, i love u.
from shadowz2000 :
i love u more.. hehe.. gotcha.. and by the time u read this, ill be off-line.. goodnight.
from shadowz2000 :
im glad you made it home ok. i miss you too, and sorry about the marks :P. anyhow i dont think ill be on here tonight, so i thought i would leave you a note. im getting ready to go up to andy's, then i think we might go stay the night at jerrys or something. anyhow, i had a great time, and i love you. have fun and take care, bye brittany. love ya
from shadowz2000 :
yup... its me again! HA! betcha didnt expect that!. ok now that that little streak is done. im just leavin u a note that says... i love you. :) ohh yes and it is storming fairly bad here so im getting off the net for a while, but i shall returb. later dear.
from shadowz2000 :
hey, im in study hall right now. we have shortend schedules today so i dont think that i will be on here to talk to you, sorry. i just wanted you to know. but on the bright side i get out at 1 today... YA!!!! lol. ttyl brit. bye
from shadowz2000 :
hey just leaving a note to tell you that i probably wont be on today at school. well not in the class i talk to you in. we have the evil sub. again. lol, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
just a few simple words... I love you. :)
from shadowz2000 :
hello, yes i know im talking to you. but i wanted to write you a note. im not really sure what to put in the note thought. i had a great time at prom and i hope our next one at my school will be just as fun. i love you, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
hey im in cadd2 right now. i can see that ur not getting on-line. thats ok. i was actually working anyhow. well... sort of working more cheating than anything. anyhow back to work later. love ya
from shadowz2000 :
hey im in study hall right now. andy is here, were playing on ebay. anyhow gotta go just thought i would brighten ur day with a note, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
i hope u had a good night. im sitting at home, missing u already, and uve been gone for like 10 min.. lol. i hope that u make it home ok and if u dont.. i will never forgive myself, im sorry for keeping you so late. anyhow im gonna go watch a moive, maybe spawn. ill stay connected just incase u get online or something. love ya, bye
from shadowz2000 :
yep... its me again. i just got home from easter dinner. i do believe im gonna get offline and call u in just a bit. love ya, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
well.. nothing exciting for the note... just.. i love you, and hope to see u tomarrow. later
from shadowz2000 :
Whats the deal here.... i get d/c... have to restart my pc.. and ur gone when i get back... im gonna cry. it just isnt fair i tell ya! i love you, bye. :P
from shadowz2000 :
hye britt. im sorry i missed you. i wasnt even sure if i was coming home tonight. any how, i love you, and hope to see you sunday.
from brilleetoile :
because I'm suffering from utter boredom waiting for mon copain to get online....I shall leave myself another note! HAHAHAHA!!!
from shadowz2000 :
Hey, thanks for the notes britt. they brightened my day. I cant wait to talk to you tonight. love ya, bye.
from shadowz2000 :
hey... this is shawn.. figured i would try this out.. doubt i will write much. :P too busy talkin to u most of the time. anyhow... tell me when u get this.. lol
from brilleetoile :
Hey look! I can leave myself a note!
from modernapollo :
Oh yeah?!? I didn't want to have to do this, but you leave me no choice......... Clifford finger puppet.........
from modernapollo :
Ha! I wrote you a message.

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