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they cant just tell you to move your car if you have no where to put it. I came home a couple of weeks ago to find the road leading into my estate had been closed for a big party or something and no one had told us, I couldnt drive to my house I had to park in the nearest carpark which is a 30 minute walk! They cant do that tell them to fuck off.

from damik :

You should deffenatly quit the effexor drop it and never look back. That was the shit that almost killed me last year.

from damik :

How was the movie? I think I would like to see it, but my boyfriend isn't intrested at all, I'm trying to decide if its worth finding someone else to go with me or not.

from damik :

Thats actully the only one of her's I've read as of yet. I keep meaning to get Bitch, but haven't.

from damik :

Ohh, you got Prozac Nation, I loved that book. I only wish I could be half as good a writer as she is.

from damik :

No, you don't seem stalkerish at all. Yours was one of the first diaries I read and I'm still reading. Seems silly I know, but it seems no matter what changes you'll still be there,

from damik :

Thank you for your note. As it stands now, Will is there every moment. Making sure I'm safe. He's been taking me to his work, staying with me at my work. The only way for me to do it at this moment is somehow get ahold of a gun and shoot myself in front of him. Which I am unwilling to do. And tomorrow I am to be signed into the state facillity. My mind is searching, there has to be some way, but I guess this is how its going to happen.

from cdghost :

I enjoyed what little I read... When I have some time I will come and slowly read every entry.. all the best

from viperj :

Walffle Night wooo!!! hehe, thats cool. I just dropped by, you dont know me, check mine out sometime, ill stay tuned to yours.

from onebluegreen :

Thanks for the link. I take it you have knitted for someone? What was it? I enjoyed reading your diary.

from invisibledon :

thanks for visiting

from damik :

Did you know that frenchified not only means "to become like the french" it also means "to contrach a verenal desiese"? I thought that was pretty funny.

from damik :

I hope you find somewhere great, somewhere you really love. Good luck.

from damik :

How 'bout this, I'll try if you try.

from damik :

I could give you some information on that one, nothing tecnical, only first hand.

from damik :

You know, I had a small country, but the IRS took it away for tax evasion. I was like WTF, this is my small country, why do I have to pay taxes to you...

from damik :

Or I'm just babbling and that last comment didn't make any sence.

from damik :

Ok, well I'm sure he didn't really mean it in that way, sometimes I make leaps. He said I lead men on and I get what I deserve. In my mind it became I got what I deserved when... I had already made the leap that it was my fault because the guy was never arrested or prosicuted, why was there no justice? Because justice was already served, I got what was comming to me. So him saying that, well it only served to cement the idea.

from damik :

Hay, I'm a fat German...

from damik :

People like me who aught not to wear low riders. To whom stranger stop and stare and say "Oh my God, she's wearing that in public!"

from damik :

Cara, you rock, I don't know where you find such things on the net but I never regret following one of your links. I still wake up in the middle of the night laughaing about the dead baby jokes.

from damik :

It seems to me that my writing went down when I started to care what the reader thought, I know it's hard not to care... But if it doesn't intrest him, is it really such a loss if he doesn't read?

from damik :

I have been debating getting one, I know exactly what I want, I just don't know if I really do want to get one. I was hoping you had, so I could ask you if it was really all the painful.

from damik :

Hay, did you ever end up getting the tattoo for you 21?

from invisibledon :

take my survey --it's called invisibledon

from damik :

Are you back for good now? Not flying off tonight for Paris or anything? I look forward to being able to read on a more regular basis again. Glad your back.

from frostopia :

*nods head disapprovingly* purging is not good, m'dear.

from damik :

Thanks for the offer, but long distance affairs are too hard..... Wait, that probably wasn't what you are asking. It's a sticky subject you have to consider from all sides, I know from the side that wasn't having the affair, I would be devistated, and from the side that was I'd be racked with guilt. But there are reasons you can give yourself to kind a make yourself feel O.K. about it. I don't know I guess my point of view is I wouldn't do it, but I can be forgiving, if forgiveness is marited... I ramble. Sorry. Did I make any sence?

from frostopia :

i understand how you feel. i think many college students go through the same thing. sucks to be us..

from damik :

Another deminsion, hell, Utah, there all the same.

from frostopia :

life sucks, does it not? but we endure. and you endure better than you think.

from damik :

When I say my level, I mean level of happiness. Level of self-worth, level of depression. He was saying I was trying to make him hate himself as much as I hate myself.

from damik :

Are you O.K.? Haven't heard from you in a while....

from damik :

Who cares if it's cliche I say go for it if you want to... I would have on my 21, but I can't stand anyone hurting me but me...

from sicktrick :

I got a tattoo on my 21st b-day. But then, I already had 6 by then.

from damik :

I enjoyed your point of view. Thank you for the smile.

from caradawn :

.... this is the beep before the message you will leave...

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