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come do nanowrimo with me! we could always change our location to whatever location lies exactly half way between where you and I live. actually I don't care what you write as long as you write something to me or about me or with me or behind your hand behind a desk in a little town and then whisper it to me through laced fingers in the dark. Just words and more words and then give them to me somehow. xxxx

from seedpod :

I'm stealing your summer birds are twittery and sun is warm and washing is drying for the first time on the line in months I've been on a boat going down a big river and everyone has wanted to kill me but I'll still alive the boat is pulling in and you've got a kerchief and your'e waving it madly I smile and birds dance on their twigs that still don't have blossoms but they will any day now. xxxx

from seedpod :

oh yay good gloriousness! you're still around! I'm very happy about that miss s. I'll email you straight away- it'll come from alovepeas. xxx

from seedpod :

i was just thinking- how strange it is that a little part of us still clings to these far reaches of the internet. thank god hey? xxx

from seedpod :

You know what I reckon? The sirens weren't calling to ships or men- they were calling across the seas to eachother and then men just kept getting caught up in it.

from seedpod :

We are like damn fucking beautiful sirens did you know?

from breaux :

i love you.

from seedpod :

birthday time for me now- 30 eeeek! missmissmissy I miss you and I was thinking- that with some people it doesn't matter how far the thread goes or how tight it pulls- there's always morethread to connect us. I'm tidying my house today- so you KNOW I must be in a strange mood. Miss ya and love ya and miss ya words a hellavalot! xxxxxx

from tomchrist :

Up yours, n...err...you know the drill.

from breaux :

where the fuck are you??? bsilcio at gmail dot com. use it dammit. xxoo

from seedpod :

You've going places missy! 29 hey? Gosh happybirthdayness to you! I'm turning 30 in four months and 10 days or so. Good Lord how'd we get so grown up and .. I was going to say mature.. hmmmmmmm. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx a little pattern for you

from seedpod :

they call her cuillin cuillin big tall mooooountains.... lovely and green...in fair scoooot o linnnnnnnn.... do dah do da da da da da da .... la la lalalllllaaaaaa (translated all this singing = I don't have your password, sorry haven't emailed just freaking out at the moment ;) )

from halfdevoured :

Are you still out there? If so...say hello. I'm at halfdevoured AT hotmail DOT com now. Wondering how you are...

from breaux :

you had me at hello. hello?

from samsa :

you gone for good??

from raven72d :

alas-- you're locked!

from breaux :

how could i forget the girl of my dreams. e-mail me dammit. xxoo

from slapmeharder :

just wrote you an email. I know!!! How ace am I! xxxx alex

from jeanisdead :

you updated! but you're all locked up ... whyyyyyyyy?

from breaux :

hey there!!! where have you been. email me dammit. [email protected].

from asitwere :

Will totally mail you soon. Love that you left me a note.

from unemployed :

Hey you.

from asitwere :

Hey there, Miss you some... hit me an email at [email protected]

from breaux :

i'm alive. how 'bout you.

from ghostie :

Unauthorized User! Access Denied! (Slam!)

from halfdevoured :

Where have you gone? :(

from jeanisdead :

Oh, no, Sarah is all locked up! Oh why oh why oh why?

from neuroticaa :

<3 Happy Xmas, loverbabe.

from raven72d :

Don't forget to actually write me...

from raven72d :

I always wanted the Macy's Parade balloons to do a Hindenburg, too. At least there'd be something to watch on TV that morning.

from tithonus :

It's funny... somehow I get this weird feeling like you don't really like Mr Bush very much... even though he tries so hard to be such a swell, down-home, folksy guy... you must just be bitter or something. ;)

from tithonus :

Thanks! :)

from raven72d :

I remember Up All Night with Rhoda Shearer...even before Gilbert Gottfried...

from gallinula :

It must be nice to have a sister, any sibling, really, that you can get high with. I wish you the best visit from her. Have the greatest time. Though I didn't have cable around the that era, I do remember catching the USA Up All Night promos, with Gilbert G. I prefer what USA did with their late late night scheduling before they brought that guy in, though. It was called Night Flight? Every show was like some fever dream you never wanted to get out of. . .

from samsa :

"Dumb" glory? I don't know 'bout that. But I'm glad it's back.

from eight-9-3 :

Passworded?

from raven72d :

Ahem-- no letter yet...and nowhere to send you cards, either!

from halfdevoured :

I just dropped a postcard in the mail for you. A silly little card, but with much love. Sorry, no brownies, but if you really want 'em, I'll make more.

from raven72d :

Write soon.

from seedpod :

hello darling. I did it. I said it. Its over. And now the man deluge has begun. Well even one feels like a deluge. I've forgotten how to spell. I need a good night's sleep. I need a good night with a beautiful adoring boy and then five days to follow of the same. Let's start a club- a pyramid scheme where the pay off is days and days spent lounging around with sexiness gallore and good food and wine and company. xxxx

from halfdevoured :

I've been in the kitchen three times a week at least to make treats. Today I made brownies. Blonde brownies. Want some?

from mandywarhol :

guess who

from raven72d :

Lovely photo of you in the Thought Reflector... And I loved the photos of the stationery, too.

from ijustmoveon :

Thank you for the kind words. I can't promise anything, but I'll try.

from throwingjuly :

it's funny you say seclusion, as i'm staying home today so i can either figure out whether i should say something that could cause him to react as the bitter asshole i know he is, or if i should try not to let it get to me. being a woman is like being a neon sign for those kind of guys, and i'm sorry that you've had to go through so much of it as well. damn. what is there to do? except, according to the culture of male chauvenism, if you don't put up with it, you're a bitch. who knows. take care...

from raven72d :

Brilliant new layout! I'll look forward to a letter! "Wet grass on my back"-- lovely memory!

from erato :

It's been more than a while. Pleasure to have you upon me, as always.

from raven72d :

Ponies are good. So are cookies.

from slapmeharder :

hey darling girl. I'm all woeful today. feeling sorry for myself and contemplating to lack of wisdom needed to experience most of life's more interesting senarios. On one hand I'm so glad I'm stupid and on the other I wish I was smart and led a boring life. I know that you'll understand these sentiments. xxxxxxxxx

from asitwere :

I miss you, cutie.

from raven72d :

I should've known you and your shameless friend when you were sixteen. Though it was X rather than acid I used to entice Catholic schoolgirls... Ahem. The Japanese T-shirt. You must get a gross of them. Really. They'll make perfect gifts for friends for...*years*.

from neuroticaa :

the thing with you is that you never write a shit entry. ever. your mind is a MACHINE, sarah, a MACHINE i say.

from madatmydesk :

Hi. It's me... Stephen (half-devoured). Just wanted to let you know that I miss you. Love you, too. I moving in a couple weeks, back to NC, so I'll be around a lot more. I hope we can get back in touch.

from raven72d :

Road trips only let us know the truth of Sartre's line: Hell Is Other People.

from raven72d :

You need better friends. You really do. People who do local jail time, who beat people up for drug money, who have a "thang"... You don't need people like that. Montgomery or New Orleans or New York or Budapest-- trash is trash. You need better friends. In the end-- it's just safer and far less stressful.

from raven72d :

Engrish.com is so brilliant. "Sports & Hobbits" opens up a wealth of possibilities. The "no guy will ever fancy me" sweatshirt... sad, but certainly a shirt that would sell. I wonder if there's a "Can't Remember What It's Like To Kiss A Girl" sweatshirt in my size... Call my mobile number sometime.

from raven72d :

Bert rings a bell...

from raven72d :

I actually saw Virgin Grove play in Montgomery with Man Or Astroman? in '93 and '94...Some club on Atlanta Hwy. I saw Virgin Grove play at Ultrabox in Auburn, too... I was hoplessly in lust with the girl who sang for Virgin Grove and sighed every time I went up at concerts to congratulate the band...

from neuroticaa :

don't worry, i'm only protecting against people from home ;) u=neuroticaa, p=upthewall i'd never shut you out my dear sweet. <3

from raven72d :

Did you ever hear a band at Auburn called Virgin Grove? They were around in, oh, '92-'94... And they were lovely... Very Siouxsie-ish, lovely lead singer... And the entry for 21 July was sadly true and wonderful...

from raven72d :

The motel story is brilliant. I did smoke crack once, about seven years ago, just to see. All I thought was that the odor was...way too sweet. A waste of a perfectly good trip to the Scary Part of town. The girl who brought me there was...appalled. What-- I didn't just think it was *incredible*? Well, darlin', no... It's not even close to opium...let alone chili dogs or pork-fried rice. Or red Dubonnet on ice. (Why do I suddenly want to read Harper Lee? Utter non sequitur, but...) The Kathie Lee oral sex simulator was...brilliant, by the way.

from raven72d :

I like headstone rubbings and gravestone inscriptions...

from raven72d :

The photo of you in the graveyard is lovely.

from raven72d :

I'm waiting for someone to film the bodice-rip romance novels that Saddam "wrote" and had published in Baghdad (true!)over the last few years... It could new purpose to Aaron Spelling, no?

from raven72d :

Travel essay recommendations? Hmmm... Robert Byron, "The Road to Oxiana"; Paul Fussell, "Abroad"; Bruce Chatwin, "Songlines" and "In Patagonia"; Chris Kemmerman, "Carpet Wars"; Stuart Stevens, "Night Train to Turkistan"; Alex Kerr, "Lost Japan"...

from raven72d :

Have a lovely holiday...

from ghostie :

Screw you, hippie!

from cruel-irony :

Hey sweetie! You know I LOVE hearing from you. Thanks for the note and the very kind comments! I'm glad you're enjoying my "novels". They're infinitely more fun than packing. I'm so excited about moving, however, I'm really hating the actual process! Been thinking of you, as always. I hope things are better. Much love, xoxoxo.

from tithonus :

Hey hey, yes it has been ages... it's nice to know that you noticed. :) I've been good, I guess, or a mixture of good and other stuff... so how have you been? I guess I ought to be able to tell from your diary...

from violetwoman :

Hey, thanks for the note! Yeah, now I'm into the pic mode, makes for a change. Hope all is well with you-your writing has such a sombre mode to it these days. Eh, who am I to talk-I'm up and down like a roller coaster! Take care.

from raven72d :

i've missed you, too... do write. i always like hearing about what you're thinking...

from neuroticaa :

the closest i'm able to come to "good drama" these days is to watch 36 hours of the Womens Entertainment channel. what the hell is going on sarah?

from breaux :

hi. hope things are well in your world. bye.

from eustilly :

hey! thanks for the bday wishes! I had a good one! I forgot when yours is, but since it's around this time, I'm sending a special shout out to you for your day! Make it special!

from raven72d :

Scary-- being home... But-- Happy Birthday, lovely one!

from maralisa :

Monday, the 9th. I'm going to be 21/old.

from scanzilla :

P.S. You are hot!

from scanzilla :

Killbot69 speaking. I see you have returned from the dead. This is good, for now we can hope for scanzilla resurrection, and the eventual squashing of all those involved in his death, and those who try to gain leadership. Happy Birthday to you, Evil Robot Cuillin.

from neuroticaa :

sarah you're so lovely

from neuroticaa :

very rarely do i lock my journal but once in a while i will -- username= neuroticaa, password=upthewall / <3

from jeanisdead :

miss you. meerkat boobies.

from raven72d :

I want to read more of your haiku...and hear from you again.

from gumphood :

Okay so I tottaly thought you were my friend Matt Cullin, because he has a very similar life to you. Bass Guitar, Massachusetts and such, but that dream was destoyed when I saw the photo section. I wasn't disappointed, but I was shocked at how similar your lives have been. But his is name is Cullen, not Cuillin.

from breaux :

no you stay hot and sweet. save me please!!!

from raven72d :

I envy you the ability to write haiku...

from smellyfinger :

There are no more Nanimals. They were all drownded in the fountains by the Naminals. Thats why I had to clean out all of the fountains with the rubby ducky duck duck. He would say "Quack!" and I would tell him to shut his mouth before God heard him and struck him down. Down to the ground. For saying "Quack!" to me in that tone of voice. Don't ever do that again. He'll get you. "Quack!"

from cruel-irony :

I'm doing good. It's always great when you drop by! I'm always thinking of you too, and I hope you're well. xoxoxoxo

from maralisa :

Other than killing myself over Finals, everything's just peachy ;) Missed you love. Love you lotsssss xox

from neuroticaa :

hot damn. i thought it was you. i really like "sweet jane". i'm not bad, not good. i had a blind date tonight ;D

from jetlagdream :

thank you for the note. i'm enjoying the new tm very much, but for me, nothing compares to house tornado. hope you are well . . . akemi

from neuroticaa :

is that you singing those songs? (have you forgotten about me?)

from raven72d :

How have you been?

from tithonus :

There's no guarantee that you'll like it, of course, but at the momet I'm reading and enjoying Thomas Moore's "Care of the Soul", and for some reason your most recent entry reminded me of it. Um. But don't be cross at me if you hate it. :|

from breaux :

i miss you too dear. so...when can i eat you pussy? stay hot my love. and e-mail me dammit. XOXO

from throwingjuly :

i totally agree. the grotto is growing on me, but its taken some listenings. also: i can acess it, but every time i do, it says its locked. go figure. thanks

from throwingjuly :

i'm curious...what do you think of the new kh/tm albums?

from seedpod :

I AM SHOUTING AT YOU IN YOUR NOTES PAGES COS ITS A VERY FNGING LONG WAY FROM HERE TO THERE AND (shit are you getting that echo?) AND YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!

from raven72d :

Will I be allowed to see Cuillin2 and read your newest entries?

from neuroticaa :

Sylvia is gospel, dear. <3 <3 <3

from seedpod :

THINGS I WOULD ONE DAY LIKE TO SAY TO YOU:"Hey Sarz you got any socks I can wear?""Hey babe honey or sugar?""What time should we meet?""Now THAT is what you should wear!""No no I love YOU more"(and neither of us squeams with uncomfortablity. "Who's that coming down the driveway Sarah?""And THIS is your new home!" (I win the lottery some point in the future don't you know? .....etc... ..the list goes on

from seedpod :

from gratuitous :

every page honey. i just click cancel and i see the entry so it's not as if the entry is locked and i need the password. it's like a bug or something! xx

from veggiedog :

some unfortunate events, otherwise known as hate mail, have plagued my screen as of late. apparently, i was too harsh in criticizing a local band back in NOVEMBER, and it came around to slap me in the face and call me a VERY ugly name. Henceforth, you are one of the privileged few who is receiving my diary's password: weepingwillo. leave me a note if it doesn't work for you. Hopefully this cloud will pass by quickly. in the meantime, anticipate my new and wickedly cool template design!! maybe. (please clear this note from your notes page. anonymity is key!)

from gratuitous :

do you know darling that a password screen pops up everytime i click on a page of your diary. i don't have to have a password, but it still asks me for on! are you just trying to keep me on my toes?! xx

from seedpod :

hey darling girl. we've both been so busy hey. whatever loop ive been in its been a strange one. but you luckily (oh god people on the telly are pretending to shoot each other up)(what's the difference between shooting up and just general shooting I wonder?).. and what was I saying. Oh yes look you have nine pages of letter writing coming your way from the lovely Stephen. Um. Yeah. Miss you chicka. xxx

from halfdevoured :

I just dropped a letter in the mail for you. 9 pages. Woo. Love you.

from kymee :

I found you through gratuitous and thought I'd leave a note (the Mass connection). Where abouts are the ancestors? I'm in Boston.

from jetlagdream :

today, today! i am so excited (and so poor). what is cuillin2? take care, akemi

from satchmo3 :

A new Throwing Muses record tomorrow! I'm assuming you know this though... -c

from breaux :

i like to eat pussy!!! *wink* *wink*

from raven72d :

Ummm... what's the locked-Cuillin-2 story?

from gemini-tiger :

hi there! just a quick note to tell you that I locked my diary for some security issues! hehehe...but it's pretty simple to get into : username is guest password is tigergrowl!! :)

from smellyfinger :

I seriously say that you should wear a diaper to the mall. Only inside out so all the mess leaks out onto the floor. They'll all say "Have a cup of coffee!!!!" Then you can get the sand out of your shoes with a pigeon.

from jekylandhyde :

t'is okie. found you thru searching kristing hersh and sylvia plath!

from smellyfinger :

Big Fat Greek Weeding Party. Let's all get together now and pull those weeds out of the damn lawn!!!!!

from jekylandhyde :

heya, i checked your diary out as i liked your music favs and downloaded "I walk the line" i was very suprised by that i really liked it and so did my chick!

from neuroticaa :

m-m-m-m-m-yyyy sarah!

from raven72d :

I don't hear Men At Work, but I *do* hear Duran Duran singing "New Moon on Monday"...

from cheshireluci :

i love your location! maybe we'll run into one another some time.. if you get a chance, stop by my diary and sign my Guest Map!

from smellyfinger :

Yeah, well 10 out of 10 free grapes shrivel up in the sun and turn into raisins. What do you want here??!?!?!? A bunch of singing and dancing raisins??!?!?! The California Raisins are gonna have an army, and you know what? They're gonna come to your house and haunt you! You freed them, which killed them, and they want you to suffer. They'll stick you in a tanning room and leave you there till you look like a pruned old woman! Ha!!! Then the scrubbles will com to clense you.

from cruel-irony :

Hey, I don't think you're rotten, or retarded or rottingly retarded! Now I've got Men at Work in my head too - uh, thanks. I'm sending you hugs. xoxoxoxoxo

from smellyfinger :

Shit-lettuce-scrubble coalition? I have never heard of such a thing, but I do know this: 9 our of 10 grapes prefer to be eaten instead of stuck in your butt.

from cruel-irony :

Just wanted to drop by and let you know I miss ya! I always look forward to your updates. Know I'm thinking of you. xoxoxoxo

from maralisa :

username=passport, password=control xx

from raven72d :

I couldn't *not* comment on the Columbia disaster... I grew up with spaceflight, and there was just something horrible about an explosion so close to home and safety... I do want to talk about the outside world sometimes...and I expect over the next two months or so there'll be much, much to talk about.

from slapmeharder :

ooh I love you too- not sure if you make me tingle- but I wouldn't say you wouldn't. maybe naked sarah photos would let me decide? hellsibells darling girl miss u. if you get a chance write and let me know you ok. ok? xxx

from breaux :

i have a tingly feeling down below from you. hot diggity dog you hot sexy bitch.

from raven72d :

Iron Chef Michiba is my hero. I equate him to Odysseus in my strange epics...

from raven72d :

Amber of course has appeared on Howard Stern... The Japanese item is interesting-- I wonder if it relates to the "fortune-teller" who appears on the Iron Chef tasting panel... The guy with the coffee-- good for him! That'll keep his vile co-workers from annoying people for a *long* while!

from maralisa :

and now you're locked, and now I'm frantic about you...

from neuroticaa :

Dear Sara: I love you. Love, Redd.

from halfdevoured :

So, I've been terrible at keeping in touch. I kind of got lost in the woods for a while there, but I'm finally feeling my way out. Anyway, I just want you to know that I still think of you and have lots of love for you, Sarah. I've been accepted to the college here, but I have no idea what to do between now and when classes start to prepare. I've set up a few goals for myself... and staying in touch with the people I love most is very high on that list. And, of course, you're one of the people that I love most. Still no computer at home, but I do have pens, paper, and an internet cafe that I can frequent. I hope that you are doing okay and that we talk again soon. I miss you.

from maralisa :

are you okay?

from neuroticaa :

oh yay sarah you're back! no more locked? i was getting a bit worried. i've missed you, love! i promise to come back later and read more to find out how you've been but i'm just saying hi for now. wish me luck on my seminar today... <3

from raven72d :

That's a lovely story about the Indian chief... I like it a lot.

from tithonus :

Thanks for the note, it helps. :)

from angryskunk :

The snarling and looking up and down from the Cap'n Crunch map! YES! I know exactly what you're talking about, and that's one of my favorite parts too! That and Rowsdower wrenching himself from a nightmare, screaming, and Mike (Mike, right?) screaming "I forgot the liquor store closes at eight!" Funny and oh so true. Hey, thank you for keeping this thing going, and thanks for making me (and probably a whole hell of a lot other people) feel loved.

from gemini-tiger :

umm...i hate writing this, becuz i feel like i'm doing a little dirty piece of self-promotion - (and in light of everything and anything that's going in your life) i thought i'd let you know that i added a bio page (which is also my current page today 1-10-03) if you make it over there, thanks...just no teasing! ;)

from raven72d :

A book... "The Arch of Kerguelen"... whose author I can't recall... But a *great* travel memoir about the Kerguelen Islands, arguably the most desolate place on the planet.

from angryskunk :

You're raw AND beautiful. I'm glad you're unlocked--I had a "series of elaborate heart attacks" on not reaching you that would have impressed even Rowsdower. I love you!

from rumblelizard :

D'oh...typo...make that "United"..

from rumblelizard :

Hey, hey, I didn't mean "Do the math" in a snotty way at all. I think you're right that if we took control of the oil fields of Iraq, the price of oil would indeed drop quite a bit. However, that would do a lot to stimulate the economy (which is something Bush would desperately like to do). Also, if the Utited States Army took over Iraq's oil reserves, who would be controlling and profiting from that oil? Interesting.... Sorry to see you locked your diary, I always enjoyed it. Hope to see you again soon cuillin.

from scarletfae :

Hi, do you know the effects of taking lithium and then eating shrooms? I did a google search, and you diary came up! I was just hoping you could help me. I'm on lithium and plan on eating some shrooms soon. So do you think you could tell me if it's a bad idea or not? Thanks hun <3

from gratuitous :

you've locked! can i get your code? please! xx

from gallinula :

Aww, Saraphim!! It's okay, I'm just shocked, is all. Good stuff.

from godisfemale :

Sarah's diary has a password and I don't know why or it. :(

from raven72d :

Ummm... I'll raise my hand, too... I hope you'll send me a password.

from goodlovin :

me too, please

from neuroticaa :

uh oh.... its locked. please tell me password, k? i'll cry if I have to stop reading you. <3

from slapmeharder :

oh dear no entry. please please? xxx

from maralisa :

right missy. password. now. (I hope you're okay xx)

from tithonus :

You've locked me out! Let me in!

from raven72d :

I've printed off copies of several of the so-called Ripper Letters. I'll be using them as stationery for my own letters.

from raven72d :

Happy 2003... The Cornwell book isn't bad, but I think she overstates her evidence. There's a good essay on it at www.casebook.org, by the way. Sickert may very have sent several of the so-called Jack the Ripper letters (about 2000 actually arrived, about 600 are left, and two people at least were prosecuted for sending fake letters), but I don't think she's proved he was the killer.

from neuroticaa :

wishing you a happy new year, babe. hopefully this year will show us both some better luck ;).

from violetwoman :

Have a Happy New Year!! Kim

from britneypink :

you're like the cindy lauper of diaryland..but much..much...better... best on all your writing.

from superniguer :

bahah

from enginekid :

Je veux vous placer en bas dans un lit de p�tales de rose, et faire l'amour doux � vous, et caresser votre corps souple. vous �tes aussi doux que le nectar de fruits plus doux. reste beau mon amour.

from neuroticaa :

hi love. merry christmas <3

from ghostie :

I fall down the stairs in front of my apartment all the time, but I'm usually drunk and being chased by invisible adversaries.

from smellyfinger :

Cause it's on my milk carton. Wait. I don't have a carton of milk. It musta been the orange juice then.

from ghostie :

You just might be right about Kissinger. Once I thought I saw G. Gordon Liddy and Howard Hunt delivering presents, but that was during the Eighties and I was smoking a lot of PCP.

from smellyfinger :

Most definitely do that my friend. Be sure to wear a mask so no one will know its you. A mask so scary that you won't even know it's you.

from smellyfinger :

Damn the man that put the "nan" in Nanimals. Me and the Nanimals had a deal. No more free hay for them. If I were you, I'd set fire to the woods. Chopping is hard work. Even if you use a chain saw. You still have to walk to all the trees and do it. Just light a tree on fire and you should be good to go to the bathroom.

from scanzilla :

I like the sound that sea shells make.

from raven72d :

I did see a news clip not long ago about small ponies who were serving as Guide Ponies for the blind. They were shaggy little minaiture ponies no bigger than Labradors, and they'd go into the mall wearing little rubber shoes over their hoofies... I was glad to see Small Ponies doing good things and being vur' helpful.

from ghostie :

Henry Kissinger was too busy raining fire down on the people of Cambodia and Laos to be Santa Claus. Chairman Mao on the other hand. . . . Love the Catgirl picture - you know the one I'm talkin' about! Yummy!

from smellyfinger :

Then the nanimals will find you around dinner time. They'll wine and dine you, then comes the fun part!!!! You can ride them!!!! Ride them all!!!! Ponies like to walk in convenience stores.

from raven72d :

You'll have to tell me why you dislike sandpipers... Your entry made me think of Philip K. Dick's "Faith Of Our Fathers", where Chairman Mao, having lived to be two hundred and conquered the Earth is revealed as either God and/or a vast, slug-like alien...since he's kept growing and now fills the whole of the Forbidden City in Beijing (I still insist on Peking, just like I insist on Burma, Bombay, and Ceylon)... I'd like Kissinger as Santa Claus...if he'd bring me Metternich memorabilia as gifts...

from slapmeharder :

and if you're going in alpha then I'm going to be at the end! nooooo!

from neuroticaa :

"seizure your way across the house"... haha. how've you been, sweetie? its been quite a while. i just finished writing this short story that i think you might like. i'll post it up soon. email me or something and tell me about your day =)

from raven72d :

jwwaterhouse.com has lovely cards you can send out...

from breaux :

well i don't know what to say. i'm flattered. i'm glad you relate to my rants. at least someone does. thank you for all the lovely comments. my desire for you grows stronger everyday. xoxo

from raven72d :

My Tarot Card is the Wheel of Fortune. Well, damn. I always wanted to be the Knight of Swords.

from raven72d :

I read history professionally, of course, so my rooms are packed with history/non-fiction. And I'm a major fan of travel memoirs (Theroux, Wm. Dalrymple, Chatwin, etc.) as well as reportage (e.g., Robert Kaplan) and exploration. But I grew up pretending to live in other times, other places. I grew up playing at being in Minoan Crete or Renaissance Venice. Books about other times and places-- the Odyssey, "The Long Ships", Sutcliffe's late-Roman Britain among my favorites --always gave me hope that one day I wouldn't be in southern Louisiana suburbia... I'm vur' picky about historical fiction; only a tiny handful of writers will do. But I always assume at some emotional level that novels are more "true" than the world and people around me.

from smellyfinger :

I know I can beat that last one!!!!! Yes I can!!! Can I really??? Yeah. I think those people in that one picture are gonna do something naughty after that guy gets out of the water. Naughty like sing songs about you. You should be pretty angry, if you only knew what they sang about you!!! Your mom coulda drownded in that watery disaster in the mall. I don't have fountains in my mall. They took them out when the handicapable people starting beleiving that they were just giant community toilets. Do you have tinsel on your tree??? Is it shiny??? Do you like the fake or real trees? Don't you sometimes fear that it's gonna get you while you are sleeping??? It will start throwing those balls at you! And those damn lights. That tree never wanted to be decorated like that. Would you like to be taken from your bed and put in the forest to hold up damn decorations that the nanimals put on you. That's right. Nanimals.

from tithonus :

I'd say it's nothing, or my pleasure or whatever, but the simple truth is the entry is extraordinary, and merits it. So there. :)

from smellyfinger :

Why do you do these things to me???? Throwing pennies could be a hazard to the mall fish. Think about them!!! In that little pond, minding their own business when from out of nowhere there's an invader who happens to be your mom, and there's a penny shower coming. They can't dodge them all. What if you gave them brain damage??? Milk is powerful. Then they'd be all dumb and forget to live in water. They'd be a walkin' through the mall and you'd be responsible. They'd eventually try to take over the mall and all the old people wouldn't have anywhere to go in the morning for their daily walks. Then all the old people would come to you and shout slogans at you!!! "Clap on!!! *clap clap!!* Clap off!!! *clap clap* Clap on clap off, the clapper *clap clap*" and "Just do it!!!" and "Breakfast of Champions" and then you'll be a sorry sorry people person. Don't mess with the Panda.

from smellyfinger :

That is the longest note in note history. I will try to live up to it. What was your mom doing at the dumpster??? Why were you driving??? That reminds me of the time that I saw this guy with a fake eye and I yelled at him for not being a pirate. I said, "DAMNIT!!! YOU BELONG ON A BOAT WITH PARROTS AND SCURVEY AND SWORDS AND GUYS WITH WOODEN LEGS THAT SAY 'ARRRRRR' AND ALL THAT STUFF." He then told me that he just happened to be on land and is shipping out in a couple of hours. He said that he would make me his loyal wench if I did not get out of his way. And then there was that time that I saw a Santa Claus and asked him for sex for Christmas. He thought that I meant with him which freaked him out. He told me to get off of his lap and ask the Easter Bunny instead. I can't have sex with a carrot!!!! I don't want those kinda things in there!!!! That wouldn't be right. That'd be gay. And I don't wanna be gay, cause then I'd have to march in parades and all my gay friends would hit on me now that I was on "thier side". Damn Easter Bunny.

from gemini-tiger :

oh, well i got to see the pic of the dominatrix boots!!!! so let me get this straight: the boots - the catgirl mask, and........? LOL!

from breaux :

i'm happy to hear you were amused by my comment, but i wasn't making a joke, or trying to be funny, i'm actually quite serious. many kisses love.

from gemini-tiger :

give me the day, month, year, and time if you have it and i'll dig up what your element is...while generic traits of our signs are all the same, when you really narrow it down - you can get specific with who you are! throw me a line! :)

from slapmeharder :

Ah he's a delight no? This is why when he randomly signed my notes what seems like an age ago I made it my business to do an ISP track on him and un-nerve him into telling me all about his fury little self and becoming my friend. he is adorable truly...specially when he gets rude. Yeah I feel the same way about you- not about the you adorable when you're rude although now I think of it yeah you are too. Hey you know with the not taking medication thing if you freak out just send gastly long anxious emails to me okay? Pretend its the same as poppin a pill. Hee. LOVE YOU SARAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xxxx alex

from smellyfinger :

Ah! That is right! I AM A MONSTER!!! You know what?!?!!? When I get really angry, I tell my dog to go suck a polar bear's smelly ass! Yeah, I do! Ha. Take that. I am the ducky dicky eliminator!

from eustilly :

Ha, he says the gemini-dragon thing was for me, but he didn't even wait for me to confirm what I am-- a monkey! I got your e-mail but didn't have time to reply. I will say that from the names I scanned, only Judy sounded familiar, and that's cause I knew her little sister, Rachel. I am 22, so we had different crews growing up, though I bet I could be like a cuilin: part 2 or a mini-cuilin, based on what I've read. We sound a like in many ways in regards to the Montgomery scene. I'll get back to you tonight!

from gemini-tiger :

sounds like there is a slew of gemini's creeping around here!!! you and i may been pretty similiar then, since we are born so closely together - although there's a lot of planetary forces that would make up on differences! thanks for stopping by my diary!! that particular post was about gemini-dragons was for eustilly - if you were born in a year other than 1976 - your woul dbe different. reading your diary now...cracking me up! hate to say it, but the naked catgirl picture was alot of fun - certainly stirs the imagination! <<<click>>>> you're added!

from slapmeharder :

oh dear I see that smelly has made his presence felt here too? well done mr smelly!!! oh I do delight and clap my hands at the site of all my friends pandering to the ill humour of my favourite smellmister! LOVE YOU SARAH!!!!

from smellyfinger :

Rubber ducky eh? That brings me back to the days when acid was king and elvis was just a faded memory in the horny teens of the world. My rubber ducky would discuss the latest trends with me and tell me how they were just wanting to be burned like a cigarette that is burning. Rubber ducky wanted a rubber dicky. That's where I drew the line, I flushed the bitch.

from smellyfinger :

It was specialized for you. Tailored in the finest cloth, as this one. You gotta slide across that road to the orange hat wearing man. He'll give you a bath that you can use for you arthritis.

from smellyfinger :

How unfortunate for you, I have time to tell you about the socks I am wearing today. They are white. They have yellow tips. They are called "Gold Toe" socks, but I don't know about any gold on them. I have to eat at that place when you guys are all ready to receive the lamb of choice for the world to save the men from the giant llama and then we'll all have the shoes to wear when we're running through the flaming field of butter scotch.

from eustilly :

*I accidentally left this note for myself. Oops!* Well, I don't know if you look familiar, but that definitely looks like Kevin H. in one of your pics. And if your Rock Lobster was named after Chip and Josh's band, then we MUST know each other somehow. Maybe through local shows or something. E-mail me through my diary's link (I hate posting it) and we'll dig deeper into this mystery. Oh, and I live in Montgomery again (since May).

from raven72d :

Lek's made such great food...! Mandarin seems to have closed down now, but they were a delight... I taught at AUM when John Fair was head of History... I taught the basic World History freshman courses, plus Russia, Eastern Europe, Nationalism, and Balkans... Let me rack my brain...was Morris the older fellow (Don was maybe his first name?) who taught US history? Long ago I was...221-D Eastdale Rd. South... Montgomery for you is like this place for me... Some Evil Boomerang keeps sending me back here.

from elliemulder :

'fraid so... the one, the only, miss ellie ;) xx

from raven72d :

Is the Thai place by the old train station where Lek's moved to??

from raven72d :

Good God, you're in Montgomery?? I used to teach at AUM... I lived in Eastdale Apts... Mandarin was a Chinese place in the shopping center with the Carmike cinemas... They did great food... How long have you been in Montgomery?

from eustilly :

Yeah, but I haven't notived anyone getting too star-studded, so I think we're handling it well. But oh the rumors that fly about who will be starring in it. did you go to the open casting call? Where are you from up North, and what do you do here?

from elliemulder :

I have a confession... you may know me already, a few times over... I'm terrible, I know.

from eustilly :

I thought I had replied to your gbook entry, but I guess not. You say you're from Montgomery? What do you do around here (besides being bored)? We were talking about "Big Fish" being here in town for filming. E-mail me sometime! Not many folks from M-town around here!

from violetwoman :

Hi Sarah, pleased to meet you. Yah, I love my kitties-thanks for admiring them! Alas, Maddie(the white one), and Kayde (the silver tabby), both died one year ago *sob* but they are still in my life. I have a new girl, Daisy, and I must post a pic of her soon. And I liked your pics very much too! My life has paralleled yours in many ways, and your last diary entry(the collection of your youthful diary entries) poleaxed me. I cried and cried. You are incredible for having written and kept those journals, and surviving. Wow.

from raven72d :

Hmmm... High-heeled boots (see cowboy boots) are supposed to be good for remaining in the stirrups... But since the rider essentially kneels on a camel, the heels might not work... They're great for making legs look longer and making an entrance at clubs and cabarets, though!

from raven72d :

High-heeled boots are great on a lovely girl... I'm a major fan of elegant fashion for girls. But I also like a girl who knows how to ride a Bactrian camel on the caravan route to Balkh...

from raven72d :

I always worry that in 2002 America, flirting is no longer an art form but an actionable tort.

from neuroticaa :

Your message in my guestbook meant so much to me, i can't even begin to tell you. I wish you were right here next to me so i could suffocate you in hugs! But how do you do it? All that and probably more has happened to you, yet you maintain enough dignity and faith in yourself to be able to fill a public diary like yours with such personal experiences. For the world to see. This is a big issue for me, like you can't already tell.. lol... I just dont know if i will ever be able to face my demons like you have. You brave soul, you.

from raven72d :

Tomboy... I rather like that in girls.

from orpheusd0wn :

whom?

from raven72d :

I love your choice of images... And I always love your thoughts.

from neuroticaa :

cool! thanks, you're so sweet!

from diarygoddess :

DiaryGoddess will be full of all sorts of things soon. I'm going to try to get a lot of stuff up this week whenever I swing by to use the computer (I wrote a bit about the computer situation in an email today). I just noticed that your profile says that you were the Siren Goddess, which is true. But now you're the Supreme Goddess... our most powerful and the most colossal goddess of all. You fill the sky. And it's a lovely view, too! I love you!!!

from veggiedog :

i don't mean to sound cliche or condescending, but have you spoken to a professional about all this? i have learned that people's psyches deal with things a certain way, but then people don't know how to deal with their psyches. for what it's worth, i am sorry life has given you such a rough time.

from orpheusd0wn :

that is, have someone who will listen. stupid language. Bless you my friend.

from neuroticaa :

hello... i just added you to my d-land hall of fame... aka, my favorite diaries... because, well, you are just that cool. lol drop me a line some time =)

from orpheusd0wn :

keep this email address: 1775186atskyteldotcom. When you need someone to talk to, send an email there, it's to my two way pager. from there, I can call, you can call, it doesn't matter, but at the very least, I'll get the email and can respond, which is start in having someone to listen to.

from raven72d :

Part VI was stunning...

from anastasis :

one day, am going to read "only" your novel with a tea in my hand. nice premise, keep on going!

from anastasis :

one day, am going to read "only" your novel with a tea in my hand. nice premise, keep on going!

from enidhere :

That is so wonderful that you met Jane Yolan. I've always wanted to meet her. Even see just what she looks like. I guess my favorite book of hers is HERE THERE BE WITCHES. She's written so much. I love her dragon stories too. I read once that she grew up with Suzanne Summers. Its hard to think the 2 of them ever having anything in common. Best on all your writing adventures! I think you've got some loyal readers here. Thanks for reading, too.

from raven72d :

Do get me an address and I'll mail out hard copies... I've always been a night person-- and now I keep awakening at 0700... That scares me.

from raven72d :

MST3K...fortunately, Sci-Fi Channel does it on Saturday mornings...

from raven72d :

Jane Yolen-- I am majorly impressed! (I'm still unhappy that I can't send you essays, though... You'll just have to send me a real letter and I'll send you hard copies...)

from enidhere :

Wow, you've got some great stuff in your diary. Best on your novel, too.

from raven72d :

Tom Servo is a model to which we should all aspire!

from raven72d :

Well, I happen to live near Dry Prong, Louisiana... And I want to grow up and be Crow T. Robot.

from tithonus :

Hey, it's cool, it really is - you probably don't know me well enough yet to know that mock outrage is one of my favourite modes of humour - but it means nothing, I promise. I only wish I was half that cute now. :)

from tithonus :

No, that's FINE, so I look like a GIRL, who CARES??? Not ME, that's for SURE. (j/k - and the photo is an old one - I look a fair bit less androgynous these days, more's the pity)

from tithonus :

Yes, Sandy Denny, along with Richard Thompson, Dave Swarbrick, and some other people... and I'm just going to pretend I didn't get those comments from you or evil eve-elle about my pic. :(

from tithonus :

You're very kind - it's nice to feel appreciated. :)

from anastasis :

just ran and searched the whole town for Richard Ashcroft's new album. I had an epiphany last friday. every time i listen to Kristin Hersh, i think of Sylvia Plath's poetry. every time i play Richard Ashcroft's (and Verve's) albums, milan kundera's fiction comes into my mind. don't know why. hubby says it's only me who thinks like that. thanks for the TM info and most especially for the kind words. (i don't know how long i can sustain my longing for diaryland, to tell you the truth i miss it. the updating and layout modification is easier compared to others, hehehe)... btw, truth is, i didn't have any idea that there would be a chance for Tanya and Kristin to re-form and play together. there's a song in "Sunny Border Blue" where Kristin intentionally hurt David Narcizo, partly blaming him for TM's death. "Hips and Makers" has always been my solo Kristin favorite. While "Spain" from "Sunny" my favorite single. I can relate. "I wanted you to sleep with her and hate yourself instead of me..." is a killer! oops, i have to stop, this is getting longer. till then!

from raven72d :

You know about Sana'a and about Carsten Niebuhr! And we both want Kristen Hersh... You're such a delight...and on my favorites list!!

from halo-reviews :

get reviewed

from veggiedog :

energy is neither created nor destroyed. your friends are still around, just in a different form. their life energy will always exist - that is my belief, in a nutshell. take comfort. close your eyes and breathe deeply. cleanse your psyche. but whatever you do, don't die.

from astronautm :

Saying "hi" right back at you. How's tricks? s.

from jetlagdream :

"chiquitita, you and i cry / but the sun is still in the sky and shining above you / let me hear you sing once more, like you did before / sing a new song chiquitita." haha! thank you for the notes and take care. always, akemi

from anti-all :

PMS-makes me think period-and when you say you wish they understood-i know what you mean-i said something about my period and my stepdad flipped out--i was like "kay until you feel like you have a little man inside you trying to get out with an ice pick for days at a time then keep it to yourself"--he got mad--oh well. lol. well you have yourself a very nice day! =)

from raven72d :

I've always wondered whether Hello Kitty is worshipped in Shinto temples in Japan... My hope of course is that she is...

from cruel-irony :

I thank me for finding your diary too! I LOVE it. You make me laugh and cry, sometimes at the same time. I don't actually cry, I just feel your pain very deeply in my gut, but I do laugh out loud. A lot. You're a bright spot in my day for sure.

from veggiedog :

awwww. gee, thanks!

from raven72d :

I've always been a great fan of the painting you use at your diary... Deep South...well, outside New Orleans... Now-- Mongolia is a longstanding obsession of mine (especially the Small Mongolian Ponies), as is travel to many a strange land. William Shatner speaking Esperanto has simply changed my life... I now want to make a film with Angelina Jolie done all in Volapuk... Now, then-- e-mail me and tell me vur' much more....

from raven72d :

You have a brilliant taste in images and layouts... And you like manatees (always a sign of enlightenment)... I'm here deep, deep in the South (alas)-- but Diaryland gives me a view of other places, other lives. I do love your writing...and I hope you'll visit my own diary sometime.

from pieceofme :

sweetheart, i have so much to talk with you about and .... well ....[insert blush here] ...have lost your email addy, hence the recent [non] influx of emails from me. please email me. love bec.

from veggiedog :

i'd like to read your last sentence about manatees, but it wraps off the page. oh dear!

from tithonus :

Hey, thanks for listing me. Your diary is special; um, I like it. Um.

from roothands :

Waterhouse is cool...

from veggiedog :

You are now listed in my favorites. the Dubya-Monkey collage is great! Sloan is from Our Great Mother To The North - Canada. I've seen them play in Toledo, though, so it's not out of the realm of possibility you saw them in Columbus. As for your plane ticket, try priceline.com, and bid $100. i have flown from new york to detroit for $90 a few times through them (round trip).

from sipthis :

Your diary is beautiful. It's nice to read things like that at 5 in the morning after no sleep...

from astronautm :

No, didn't see Robin Williams thing. Mind you i stll haven't forgiven him for "Bicentenial Man" (sorry my spelling has gone to shit) Am watching freaky show on BBC1 - "The Heaven and Earth" show. It cracks me up. love sebastian

from slapmeharder :

oh pest him for me? I don't even really know where to go and pest him. I'll try later on. but time differences and all. he'll be snoozing. damn wish I had his pager number. hee hee. we could send him tarty messages. hee. off to work I go off to work I go...oh and if you are a tart then that makes me a tart. you can be sour hungarian cherry tart and I can be tuti fruiti tart. xxxxx

from slapmeharder :

ahh as much as I love Andrew I'm sure its not going to be on his priority list. I'll just wait it out and I'll just ring Liam tonight and get him to read them out to me. I know I'm sad. Hee. The efforts we go to. Although the pleasant side effect is that I'm getting that urge to write all sorts of crap in there cos I can't tell what anyone is saying hee hee. xxxxxx work in half an hour..call in sick for me will you dear? hee. yeah I need to write better emails too...smacks the both of us...ooh. xxx

from slapmeharder :

bum shit pooh! sarah I still can't get into my guestbook or anyone else's guestbook actually. I don't know why my computer suddenly hates signmyguestbook. damn. other people seem to be fine. its just me. damn. just had a massage. the girl who massages me kisses me on the head ever time she finishes. strange. *cue Doors song* xxxxx

from slapmeharder :

i have no ability to read my guestbook, and no ability to get into others. its rather annoying. rather. completely actually. like waiting for phone calls and picking up the phone to find out that its been disconnected. I've been listening to too much sad music. I don't recommend it. love you sugar.

from autumnal :

I feel the same way about Sylvia's unabridged journals - I'm making a small site on them soon, after I finish my Anais Nin site - oh, and thank you for the favorite...

from halfdevoured :

I miss you lots. Again, I'm sorry that I haven't been around. I decided to hang out in Athens and explore. I actually really, really like it here. But, you know, it's no San Francisco. I love you.

from peth :

oh, funnel cake, i forgot. Welcome to the Harold and Maude ring and whatnot.

from eebee :

Thank you so much for the note! It meant a lot, after the day I'd had. It didn't get good until the end, but the point is, it was good! Thank you again!

from halfdevoured :

I just wanted to let you know that I'm still using this diary and the new one. There's a new entry that I made on Saturday that you may have missed. I'm going to try updating both tomorrow. And I'll try to write more to you than I was able to tonight in an email. Thank you for the birthday announcement in your diary! That was so sweet! I really, really, really hope we can talk tomorrow. I love you!!!

from girl-written :

i love you with all my heart. always. xo

from jetlagdream :

that's great about the vowel sounds. i'm halfway tempted to send some pixies lyrics over to the guy at explodingdog.com, just to see what he can come up with. "i was talking to peachy peach about kissy kiss," or "she was looking like an erotic vulture." genius! anyway, thanks for the note. i was warmed hearing from you. <p> --akemi

from slapmeharder :

nite babe xxx

from slapmeharder :

F A T E R (R.Buckner) Leave and travel well Leave yourself and live to tell And I hope your heart will travel well The moon will send you back I prayed this night would never pass But I knew the moon would send you back Careful of our years I cried and fought my worst of fears Now I'm frightened of our years I'll keep your name deep within Fighter fater faker + sin is the name I've take deep within I saw such light in you Crushed by the basement view The night I lost my light in you Leave... (:)--/--<

from jetlagdream :

okay, i *meant* "a room of one's own" as in, the virginia woolf essay.

from jetlagdream :

i'm smiling for you. finally, a room with a view. good luck and, as always, take care. --akemi

from iwas :

Just wishing you luck with your all the changes going on in your life. From what I've read in your diary, you're an amazing person and I'm sure everything will turn out for the better. :)

from slapmeharder :

hey sugar.....I'm open for business again...YAY!!!! gosh you are beautiful..thanks for the comment attatched to me in your profile...fuck you rock my world....bless you down to your socks!

from halfdevoured :

I'm leaving this for everyone: http://muffinfilms.com. It makes me laugh. Check out the Big Bunny, too. I hope this at least gives you a smile.

from jetlagdream :

hey sarah. thanks for the note. i'm okay. in fact, i was all set to email you last week to wish you a happy birthday and say something like hold on, or have hope. but then i thought, how condescending. i really have no right to be giving people advice like that. so i thought i'd shut up, sit tight and hope you were doing okay. glad to know you are. akemi

from slapmeharder :

hey go check out mr-penguin.diaryland.com that's my friend jess not me...but it'll give you a giggle I think.....giggles are good...hee

from slapmeharder :

Sugarcubes "Birthday" She lives in this house over there Has her world outside it Scrapples in the earth with her fingers and her mouth She's five years old Thread worms on a string Keeps spiders in her pocket Collects fly wings in a jar Scrubs horse flies And pinches them on a line Ohhh... She has one friend, he lives next door They're listenening to the weather He knows how many freckles she's got She scratches his beard She's painting huge books And glues them together They saw a big raven It glided down the sky She touched it Ohh... Today is a birthday They're smoking cigars He's got a chain of flowers And sows a bird in her knickers Ohhh... They're smoking cigars They lie in the bathtub A chain of ... flowers

from slapmeharder :

from erato :

let's take to the night, steal under the cover of shadow. nothing can stop us right now. we exist as we are, and we run, black against the velvet night, we crave what we can't have until we have it and then... we stop and have a cigarette over a cup of coffee, tracing a pattern thinking about... a real challenge. something that would stand the test of these words, these eyes, this face, this mouth. could it handle it? maybe. maybe not.

from slapmeharder :

ahh I was just thinking of the comment most people say at the end of one of my tales....about how they shake their heads and say, 'you're so strong' and they mean, 'how are you so sweet after all this shit?' and I read the poem/story you sent me the link to and I thought the same thing....and then laughed at us. Cos really we are quite something and laughing at us really is the best thing to do....send me more links to your writings!!!!!!xxx

from slapmeharder :

yeah in that way were we both find oursleves staring at the sky shaking a fist at the Gods yelling, 'What next mother fuckers!?' We must be destined for something amazing....all this damn lesson learning and hardship and stuff.... ahh others things you said too that I went 'oh oh that sounds like some idiot thing I'd do' (meant in the nicest way of course)if I was drunk and feeling crap and well...just me...hee....xxx

from jetlagdream :

that's okay. actually, i posted those lyrics halfway in memory of him and halfway for you, too (even though i know i'd make a rickety-shit bridge). oddly enough, i've been playing it on the piano all week. the rhythym is an impudent bitch, but, yeah, it's such a beautiful song.

from jetlagdream :

i might be stepping out of line here, but i'll say it anyway: i am terrified of myself, but i am also afraid for you. and that last entry scared me shitless. so please, please take care. --akemi

from jetlagdream :

thank you for your heartening words. but my god, that was hard to write. i don't even think i can look at that entry again until i am good and sedated. which is why i am so humbled by good writers. because writing well requires you to live your words and also requires a certain degree of, oh i don't know. the word that comes to mind is 'evisceration.' heh, heh. buncha sick fucks we are, eh?

from jetlagdream :

i'm sorry for monopolizing your notes page. just wanted to say that i love the dash at the end of your latest entry. it doesn't have the finality of a period, and instead leaves the sentence open...to me, that says hope.

from jetlagdream :

that's okay. it happens all the time. i'm usually insulted at first, then horrified: "oh, god! what kind of faggoty-ass emo boy do they all think i am? it's faggoty-ass GIRL, people, get it straight, so to speak." normally, i wouldn't have said anything, but i think my gender is a huge part of my writing, and it's important people know that.

from jetlagdream :

yes. i like it when people cover songs, but transform them and make them their own. that way, the cover becomes more than just an exercise in theory and technique (which is valueable too, but in a different way). also, i am a girl. for some reason, everyone tends to think that i am a guy.

from jetlagdream :

wow. closed my eyes while i was listening to this one...loved it. cutting the begining, slowing the pace and substituting violin for the hoe-down bass really transforms the song. the closest thing i can think of is the cowboy junkies' cover of sweet jane. in some ways, it even sounds like it could be a track off beautysleep. thank you thank you for putting it online!

from jetlagdream :

the girl from the freeloader single? i don't have that one, but i know the picture. and speaking of limbo, i was going to change the comment underneath your diary to "her cat is pretty cool." but i decided to change it to "muse" instead. so, thanks.

from groundhogday :

note!

from jetlagdream :

thAnX for the vOte of confidence. youR tha bOMb. SERIOUSLY. you're / yr shit is DOPE. ~~ * * pePpY day-glo rAver HugZ * * ~~ (ah febreeze. sweet baby jesus, who'd've thunk. thank you for real(s)).

from jetlagdream :

oh kiss my ass, oh let it rock! where's my nickel? haha. i loved that. thank you.

from un-bad :

Oooh I like your diary too. I must investigate.

from shutupmom :

hi. i stumbled apon you while wandering through diaryland. great taste in music. THE RAINCOATS! i dig em.

from unemployed :

aw, you are the cutest thing ever since the beginning of time, so to speak.

from testify :

1 Can of Spam. 1 tin of Anchovies 2 12oz cans of beer 4 oz tomato juice 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard 1/2 cup chopped up parsley 1/4 cup chopped scallions dash of Tabasco salt (if you'd need it), pepper to taste Put it in blender and blend until smooth. Serve chilled with Celery stick.

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