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from voodoochick :
*Hugs* I'm sorry there's nothing more I can do :-(
from resonant :
stay strong....
from voodoochick :
So call him.
from lostdreamer1 :
<P>now you cut deeper. to see more blood. and feel more. and you're convinced that you'll never cut too deep or in the wrong direction or anything.<BR>i've always cut to see the blood. to feel it and know that it's beautiful and know that the scabs make me beautiful. that this makes me something worth loving. i still think that. just i can't cut anymore. because all the people i love know. and they keep me from doing it because i hate hurting them.<BR>you know what i find odd? i used to be one of the people who read your diary and tried to tell you how it wasn't worth it and i couldn't think how i would ever do something like that to myself. now i see what you mean. it's a beautiful thing. but now i can't tell you not to do it, because i don't even know if i can make it the two months i've made the goal for myself. i've never done it before.<BR>i don't know what to say, honestly. i guess just to let you know that i do it too. i don't know why. you don't know me. the last time i commented on your site was before i knew what the knife felt like.<P>what i'm saying is i cut, too. and you can email me and talk to me if you want. i would love that, but i won't be surprised/hurt/anything if you don't. i'll understand.<BR>i guess i'm gonna end this now. because it's totally pointless.<P>i understand, lauren</P>
from ladyvaduva :
sometimes u just keep doing it... even though the pain changes.. its just the repetition sometimes.. the cycle.. the beggining middle and end.. and even the blurr after awhile of not knowing which comes first or last.. sometimes that's why you keep doing it.. and that's what will happen.. all pending on situations I guess..
from zostrich :
p.s. good luck with everything.
from zostrich :
i know what you mean about the pain. and when i got to that point, i just sort of knew it was time to stop fucking myself up. i stopped november 29th, 2001, after 6 years of it. i was only 15. and it was the single most difficult thing i've ever done, but it's one of the things i'm most proud of to this day.
from neangel :
new reader & i have to say i like it. the text is a little easier to read. ;-)
from mommaviews :
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from dark-doll :
May12th. Hey ya! :) I thought your pictures page was cute. Your hair looks really good in blond, to me anyway. Have a good day!
from ladyvaduva :
I'm so sorry to hear about your friend's mom.. that's the worst.. and creepy to hear.. one of my teachers from hiskool just passed away this week too from lukemia.. its just been a weird time I think.. ur friend and u are in my prayers.. and good luck on your exam! cheers
from resonant :
both are cute, but i like the first one better
from meika :
I like the second one ^^ Best luck in your new business!
from resonant :
aww thanks, i love your diary,and i love your hair!<333
from voodoochick :
It looks nice.
from resonant :
<333 much love.
from ladyvaduva :
love ur diary.. its really neat.. so much info about u just on like the index page.. its great! very nice layout as well! I'll be back to read more! keep up the good work! cheers
from science-girl :
Whoa. What happened? Did you and Rohan break up?
from science-girl :
Whoa. What happened? Did you and Rohan break up?
from voodoochick :
We'll miss you.
from ginko :
thank you
from meika :
Hey, I totally understand. Even when things are going fine, you just feel like you have to cut. It makes sense.
from voodoochick :
If the lady in the pics' is you then you're very pretty.
from voodoochick :
I don't know what to say because I don't feel I help at all.
from voodoochick :
Glad you're coping as best you can. You had me worried!
from starskie :
Hiya!! i love your diary! thanks for adding me to your list..im sorry that i haven't updated in a long time. im working on new layout now. keep on groovin' :)
from gonjalove :
I don't like the Beatles... There's one person :)
from voodoochick :
No! Nobody start cutting. I don't know. Maybe you should make a list and take one thing at a time? I'm always making mental lists. Even to get myself sorted in the morning. Or maybe talk to the people around you? Tell them how pressured you feel. It's not a sign of failure to reach out for help. You might get some extra time for your papers etc.You seem totally stressed out which isn't surprising. Please nobody start cutting if you can avoid it.
from meika :
Ah, I totally understand. I'm a bit on the depressed side too. And Im afraid I'm going to start cutting as well. Just hang in there, okay? I wish you luck.
from voodoochick :
Well it's me again. I should REALLY stop signing this. Aren't you fed up of me by now?! Anyway...today I nearly passed my mock Maths exam... yay \o/
from voodoochick :
It is indeed nice. But the black on the red is kinda hard to read. You said be honest!
from meika :
Oooh! I love your new layout! I love the red and stars. And it does seem to suit your diary well. It's very nice ^_^
from voodoochick :
Sorry to hear you are going through the shits at the moment. I'd love to help but I am having a crap time of it recently aswell. Hang on in there.
from xtooprettyx :
ei...um.. link us? i already put your review up anyway... =) it's at http://xtooprettyx.diaryland.com/granolakiss.html... link us, k? =)
from xtooprettyx :
oh my, inaptbeauty is all over the place! hehe.. we recieved your request for review but there's a few things you forgot so, look at our pending list then request again pls... thank you
from inaptbeauty :
hi! i looked at your entry &i was like "whoa" so yeah, im referring you to xtooprettyx.diaryland.com.. they're a design review site *ps: im no reviewer there
from poppyfish :
Well, thanks ever so for the charming guestbook message. I'll definitely listen to you over a stranger in Target any day.
from voodoochick :
Yay \o/ A month! I am SO proud of you!! Yet I don't even know you. How odd.
from meika :
W00tness! A month! Go you! Congrats and keep it up!
from voodoochick :
Anywhere you like :-)
from voodoochick :
*Waves back* :-) Has my guestbook gone mad again?! I kinda always felt that it's cooler to have a small, select group of friends, than loads. A smaller group seems to be able to be closer knit, giving more support. Who knows?! Glad you're doing so well! I will leave now and stop cluttering up your notes :-)
from voodoochick :
Yay \o/ A week. Go you!
from meika :
Hi *waves* I love you diary! It's defiently one of the better ones I've found. It's good that you're gonna try to stop cutting. I wish you luck! Keep writing ^^! Bai!
from voodoochick :
You have the will to stop!
from shroominrain :
I just wanted to drop you a note and say I really admire your desire to stop. All my friends want me to but I love cutting myself more than I love them. I really hope you can.Luck!
from voodoochick :
I guess you just need to take it one day at a time and everyday you manage not to cut yourself buy something nice!!
from foxgallagher :
Glad you haven't cut in a week. Keep it up! And I'm glad someone else doesn't like 13 year olds that think they're the shit. :)
from voodoochick :
Sounds like you're doing really well.
from raven72d :
The photo of you with the duck is wonderful... Spiced chai tea, too. And wanting to have your lover cut you is, well... don't do that while drunk. Make it a ritual, something slow and deliberate and elegant.Make it about sex and aesthetics. Never let it be about drunken frenzy.
from downforever :
Hey, this is Casey (foreverDOWN). I moved my journal to "downforever". Just letting you know so you could remove foreverDOWN and if you want you can add downforever in its place. Thanks!
from granolakiss :
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