messages to kaffeine:
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from greyarea :
You're leaving?! That makes me sad.
from greyarea :
And you also are ultimately really cool. [sigh]
from marn :
I wish there was something I could do. My own throat tightened just reading about how you feel. You're such a bright, gifted woman. It kills me that you feel such self doubt.
from greyarea :
I like Angel Dust okay. And I've been told that Mr. Bungle is actually pretty good, but I've yet to experimentally verify that assertion.
from artsykelly :
yay! i dont know why i like knowing people are reading. it must be some ego thing. and you should write. :P
from artsykelly :
isn't it weird that diaryland still has the exact same interface for their entry page?
from apatheticq :
if you won't make me a webdesign, then i won't write anymore. help me.
from apatheticq :
<3
from greyarea :
Thanks for the note and the link, love. (Should I not call you "love?") I still remember you, too. ; >
from genghis-jon :
You're an amazing fucking writer and don't let anyone tell you different!
from marn :
I'm as pissed off as you are. What a stupid attitude to have!
from greyarea :
(Thanks for the tip.)
from marn :
Another possibility you might want to think about is that several Commonwealth countries (Britain, Scotland and Australia spring to mind) offer work visas to people under 30. You can go to these countries for a year and are allowed to work at temp type jobs. There are restrictions and the visas aren't free, but it's one of many possibilities.
from marn :
Aw, kiddo, I'm so sad to hear this.
from wbill :
glad to know you are okay.
from mysteria :
Hot! Can BH use you as our cover-girl? You're a lady on a pedestal!
from wbill :
get my postcard? i thought it was clever, but then i think i'm clever.
from marn :
Sweetie, you are *always* a supahstah--you just don't always see it, eh?
from fatal-flaw :
Hey, left you an email and message on phone, heading up there in a few weeks is all.
from nibbleofcorn :
I know I'm being weird, and I totally apologize. I need some sleep. You didn't offend me. It's just that I'm the "someone else" that Janitor is talking about. I also sit in front of this computer to long every day at work, which gives me too much opportunity for internet freakedoutness. Again. sorry.
from nibbleofcorn :
Actually, sorry, I'm being nuts, harassing total strangers. I can't help it, I've gone over the edge. Internet gossip circle, yay!
from nibbleofcorn :
re your message to janitor-x, um....shut UP please :)
from whoopsydaisi :
I will save you from you sister in law, if you save me from my wretched mother in law. I am new, but horrifying stories to come. TRUST ME.
from wbill :
congrats.. can't really offer you work of any kind, lest you were a canadian travel agent, then i'd probably inundate you with more phone calls than you'd probably be comfortable with.
from janitor-x :
"You're not expressing your individuality if you look like all the rest of your friends, you stupid lot of toads!" THANK YOU THANK YOU. For how much scenesters insist that high school was hell for them, they seem pretty committed to dragging it out for as many years as possible.
from janitor-x :
"You're not expressing your individuality if you look like all the rest of your friends, you stupid lot of toads!" THANK YOU THANK YOU. For how much scenesters insist that high school was hell for them, they seem pretty committed to dragging it out for as many years as possible.
from janitor-x :
Yeah, there seem to be two kinds of blog-reader, those like you (and me) who are attracted to strife and descriptions thereof, and others who are merely curious about the lives of friends/others. I have both types of readers and both types of entries. So I have no focus. Well, maybe I can re-focus. Or something.
from mysteria :
Actually, I like the creative writing program a lot. I bitch about it, cus there's a lot of tools in it, but there are also the really great people, the teachers who aren't burnt-out and life-hating, and you just get to feel like a Real Writer, which is probably the best thing they can give you for your (grumble grumble) however bajillion dollars a year. I dunno about Poli-Sci, but yeah, Go Creative Writing!
from mysteria :
Dammit, why can't we be fake friends anymore? I like being vapid! [twirls hair around finger and giggles]
from janitor-x :
oh, how close I've come.
from f-i-n :
You actually spelled coco puffs wrong....by spelling it right.
from greyarea :
Oh, P.S. I've had the exact same feelings trying to get the username "greyarea" at different places. Fuckers. But hey, Happy Birthday! Belatedly yours...
from greyarea :
"Do not remain at a job once you get that first inkling that it's not all kosher behind the scenes. If your boss behaves rudely or sketchily or unprofessionally in any way, and after one failed attempt to reconcile/redeem/repair the situation, get the hell out. Just trust me. Do not, under any poverty circumstances, stay there and allow yourself to be morally and intellectually beaten into a pulp." Can I just say, "Hell Yes!" I've been there. I have so been there.
from wbill :
seems like quitting and following a different direction is in vogue this year :) the hardest part is getting out of the plane, the rest is gravity.
from janitor-x :
Exactly!!! But don't say that to anyone at my local co-op or they'll beat you ino a pulp for being a "meat industry apologist". Some people need to look up from their birkenstocks every once in a while and see what's really going on.
from mysteria :
Haven't seen Garden State, but High Fidelity was most unfaithful to the book. Oh, and John Cusack? Someone already made a movie that's a love song to their hometown, Chicago, and it's called FERRIS BUELLER'S DAY OFF! Screw you and your crappy movies!
from wbill :
hmm. you're going to have to remind me about the 'sex in the bathroom' rule. ;)
from marn :
Awwwww, hope your quest for b'day ink panned out. Hope it was a great celebration :)
from janitor-x :
Aaaand happy birthday, to add to my last note.
from janitor-x :
Dontcha love having a birthday at this shitty time of the year? Thanks for the wishes. Also, good to have you back around after your break.
from wbill :
i know what boys like, i know what guys want..
from mysteria :
I'm-a call you right after I finish this paper. Which should be.... sometime today, I hope.
from methybeth :
love.
from mysteria :
Except I didn't say "it's complicated, period, end of story." I said "it's complicated," and some other stuff. Yes, there are differences between homage and citation and flat-out plagiarism, but the lines aren't necessarily clear. Flat-out copying is obvious. Most people don't do that, precisely BECAUSE it's obvious. I don't know how many people get busted for academic plagiarism these days, but I suspect that many kids have paraphrased things without citing their sources, accidentally. According to modern definitions, it doesn't matter what your intent was; you ripped someone off. And frankly, I think that's crazy. Everything in my head comes from somewhere else. Even the so-called original thoughts. Everyone had borrowed or stolen words floating around in their skulls. We have all passed someone else's words of wisdom off as our own. Where do you draw the lines? I really don't know.
from mysteria :
Except theft obviously isn't theft, period end of story. Everything in art is borrowed or stolen or somehow twisted around. Have you read any Borges? Lots of his stuff is flat-out stolen. What about the Life of Pi debate? Was that stolen or just borrowed? It's pretty complicated, pretty interesting. Nothing is new, anyway.
from mysteria :
Tim Curry is hot. Well, maybe not anymore, but he always plays psychos, and that's HAUUUT.
from janitor-x :
Glad I could give you something to do during your unpleasant, seemingly unappreciated stay at work!
from marn :
Aye, carumba, you zygotes break my heart with your hottness. Seriously. And we won't even discuss the stamina necessary to dance for hours in a corset ... *Sob*
from theswordsman :
Thanks for filling out the survey. Your answers were way better than my questions. I'm not worthy. John
from janitor-x :
You forgot "do not allow them to move out before you do, as they will stick you with a $280 phone bill if allowed to pack up before you." I know this.
from mysteria :
I will post, cus you posted in my g-book... yeah, I can see how dry-humping might help. But I am an instant gratification kinda girl, and I hate the double-standard of guys being able to fuck whomever but not girls, so I will probably keep on making things difficult for myself by just fucking dudes I like. I mean, from what I can tell, guys will pursue you until you have sex, whether they actually like you as a person or not. So by getting the fuck out of the way, you will find out whether or not they like you enough to keep pursuing you afterwards. Even if you hold out on them for a few dates, this is no guarantee that they will still call you afterwards, as I've seen so many times. I dunno, man. But I am also tired of the snotty comments I get from anonymous Hydro Ontario losers who think it is news to say that I am broken when everyone in the world is broken. It would be nice to have a better way of tracing these people so I could get sharks with laser beams on their heads to destroy them...
from f-i-n :
i liked your 7 things list...
from janitor-x :
yay! and I thought I was making myself look even more a loser by mentioning I want to learn Linux. the quasi-flirting remark wasn't taken as such, but if you can use the word "twat" in conversation without making special effort to do so, you're ahead of my gf.
from mysteria :
WOOHOO!! Gotta love guilt-free money wads. :)
from marn :
Kat, I'm so sorry to hear about the tax man. Ouch. It's so hard for you zygotes to get your heads above water sometimes. Fingers crossed that the job lead pans out.
from mysteria :
Cus I already paid for this one; might as well use it. And it was probably time to clear out all the garbage anyway.
from freeheight2 :
im really not trying to be a bitch, but i know your a tough girl, stop being so sensetive!
from mysteria :
Um... guilt about the past? Yes. But mostly you can't do anything about it, so you just have to forget it, say you'll do better next time, keep on keepin' on. I dunno. It is hard to say if I don't know what the specific thing is; some things are worth feeling bad about, others aren't. I think maybe the best you can do is do good things to sorta make up for it now, add to the karma bank, basically. Pay it forward or something like that. Try not to live in the past. Or just write about it until it's dead and buried.
from mysteria :
Ayn Rand? Egads!! She's an awful writer. Curious ideas, but poor execution.
from mysteria :
Nah, I tend to reiterate when I agree with somebody. Although sometimes I'm not sure whether I'm agreeing with you or disagreeing, like when the tone of your entry is 'all riled up.' I also just found it really weird that I was thinking some of the same things and having an email discussion with Some Haligonian about all of that, too. MEMES!!
from mysteria :
I've come to believe that your level of honesty really depends on the context in which you know a person. At work, you can't be brutally honest. Those people are at arm's length, and maybe for good reason. You shouldn't reveal your secrets to co-workers, because they will almost always stab you in the back to climb up over your corpse. On the other hand, friends should be able to handle more honesty because you are closer. Yes, it always sucks to hear shit about yourself, and yes, people are still going to get upset about things no matter how nicely you phrase them. But that's not really your problem; it's theirs. I'm not saying you shouldn't still try to be nice about things, but you also can't help their reactions. They have to work those things out for themselves. Anger is a byproduct of fear, and if they are open-minded, they will examine their own anger (and the fear that causes it) later on when they have calmed down. If they're not, they won't. Either way, hopefully they'll apologize to you for lashing out at the wrong target. It's funny how we are both thinking about these things lately...
from freeheight2 :
babe, you know my number. I will always be a friendly ear. plus, your better then those cock sucking brown nosers!!!
from mysteria :
Hmm. Sometimes. But not much these days. Wait a minute... you're just taking advantage of my fame and hoards of American money, aren't you?!? I KNEW IT!!!!!!!! [yes, I'm being a dipstick]
from participant :
After how bitter your writings are, I had the impression that you were ugly. Those pictures prove otherwise. Kitten nuzzles make me want to bite my knuckles!
from marn :
The shoes are fabulous!
from wbill :
hey, didn't even know the note was left, stupid diaryland. sent you a long winded email.. take it with a grain of salt.
from marn :
Kaff, I'm thinking of coming in the July 7 weekend--would you have time to frip?
from marn :
Frips? You know where there are good frips in Montreal? Oh, please, I'm begging you--shaaaarrrre the addresses. All the ones out here are full of '80's clothes and I have shrunk out of everything I own. *Sigh*.
from bonypony :
YAY! The Saints "I'm Stranded"!! You have perfect taste.
from mysteria :
I don't think we all have to fuck saints. I think that's sort of the answer for people who can't be saints themselves, or who don't know how else to get in touch with the sacred aspects of life. It's a communion with something beyond the ordinary. I. only wants to fuck a saint because F. tells him to. F. probably wants to fuck a saint because that's about the only holy thing he can think of. Fucking as religious experience. I can back that idea up. Fucking is about the only religion I can get behind these days. And no Raelians for me, thanks.
from liss :
im so glad dland got its stuff together and will finally let you update again. evil dland!
from wbill :
welcome to my world. its nice having a live journal where you can put things behind friend's lists if you want.. although i have been neglecting my diary as late.. perhaps its time for an entry...
from mysteria :
Um... write about it, just for yourself? Alternately, I am willing to listen, even if I won't know what to say to make it better. P.S. Nick wants to know why the hauuuuut chicks, such as yourself, never realize their own hottitude.
from mysteria :
No no no. You are cool, and I am not good at making with the compliments or cheering people up in person, cus I am a loser. However, you are definitely capable of expressing yourself, both in person and in print. You rock, lady. Why else would I want you on staff? Because we are unstoppably hot and brilliant, duh! Oh yeah, and because your pimping my ass out sometimes works on very tall photography pervs. ;)
from nir0dha :
people are shit
from participant :
Red Bull claims to improve memory too... I only remember the names of like two thirds of the people I met Saturday night, but maybe that's an improvement over the one third I normally remember.
from mysteria :
I dunno about karma, but prolly smoking doesn't help. This message has been brought to you by the Canadian Board of Health and Laura the Pseudo-Doc. ;) Seriously, though, get well! I need you to do layout, otherwise this Alex dude is gonna take over!!
from mysteria :
Nah, you ain't lame. You're creative! And we're going to have our own magazine to prove it! :)
from wbill :
now now.. never is a damn strong word. sorry i don't have more time but i'm up against the clock.. just well, cheer up, winter is almost done, no matter what the rat they dig up that predicts the snow or whatever tells you. :)
from participant :
(reading back a few) I finally got brave and read that thing on BME about Nasty Clients... AT WORK! Ewww eww ew...
from wbill :
nah, for anyone that would call you friend this would be something for them as well. have to celebrate the small victories and the big ones, they sometimes don't come very often. my advice, leave it unmarked, if you're lucky you'll never be able to find where you put it.
from cinamonjaide :
Hi Since you are on my buddy list, I figured I would give you the link to my message board community. It's a laid back place with a few online friends. You are welcomed to join if you want. If not, that's fine, but I wanted to extend the invitation and let you know you would be welcomed. Here is the addy: http://groups.msn.com/ShovemeintheshallowwaterbeforeIgettoodeep
from nir0dha :
:'(
from cinamonjaide :
Looking forward to reading more of your journal. Sorry you dont feel close to any of your family members. I am only close to my mother and as much as I love her, we clash. I didnt grow up with siblings, so I felt alone much ot the time.
from cinamonjaide :
I just learned that you can get into my diary by typing my username cinamonjaide and then use the password jaide. I thought I could only add 9 people, but you can use my user name to view my journal. Feel free.
from sleepyskin :
ahh the winter blues. I'm there with you my friend.
from cinamonjaide :
Hi my name is Jaide, and I am just letting you know that I added you. Take a look at my journal, and hopefully you will add me too. If we are already friends, GREAT! I am sending a note to everyone on my buddy list, so just overlook this, if we have already exchanged journals. Jaide
from wbill :
for the motivationally challenged.. www.despair.com
from wbill :
was going to write something stupid like, cheer up. but umm. yea.. so cheer up! :) the semester will be over "soon" and not all agreeable pretty boys are evil. just the great majority of them. fuck it, kill him now before he kills you.
from freeheight2 :
you cant take my smile away!!! :) hope to see you soon!
from wbill :
i've already done the stick, so I guess i should make with the carrot. haven't a clue what PMS is like, but from what i hear, its pretty bad. so i'll give you a virtual hug. *hug* and if you're especially good, i'll send you a virtual chocolate bar.
from methybeth :
Ahahaha.....no, nobody called my Mom a MILF (though they well should!). She'd just heard the term somewhere on the 'net.
from wbill :
this might be difficult to hear but.. its only an essay. its not the end of the world. you won't be considered a success or a failure in life if you don't get it done or it isn't perfect. just take a deep breath and do what you can. if i were a betting man, i'd definitely wager that whatever you're going to put down will be better than 9/10th of the people there, without much effort and even if it isn't, its not the last essay you'll see, so you can make up for it later.
from freeheight2 :
dont go on hold.......theres nothing to do in lasalle!!!!!
from marn :
Kaffy, is your e-mail account full? I'm meeting the lovely Mysteria at Nocochi which is on McKay across from the Hall Bldg. at 3 p.m. Saturday. If that doesn't work for you, how 'bout something Sunday afternoon after the Jog for the Jugs? Oh, man, I'll hate it if we can't get paths to cross, eh?
from wbill :
on hold.. shit. :(
from darkprophecy :
Whiney entries are the best.
from freeheight2 :
5. visit poor little princess (:P) which she hasnt seen or talked to IN A LONG TIME! just kidding!
from freeheight2 :
honey...........i miss you......page me-e-meil me or just what ever......i want to chill with you......im back in town on friday.....if maybe you wanna chill or something........
from mysteria :
Well, what I did (when I wasn't falling asleep, that is) in my boring-as-fuck philosophy classes was tune out the prof entirely and just write little things to myself. Sometimes I'd tune back in to see if he was saying anything interesting (after all, there wasn't gonna be a final - honestly, what the hell was the POINT of those classes?!), and maybe scribble it down if it was. I made a lot of to-do lists in those classes, actually. If you've gotta have your ass in the chair for the attendance points, at least use the time for something worthwhile. I think if the annoying cow keeps blabbering on and on, I'd raise my hand and say, 'Well, that's really interesting and all, but hey, look! There are other students in the class!' Or just say something brilliant so that you become teacher's pet and he stops calling on her. ;)
from vbitch :
Hey there...I'm going through the Montreal member list and inviting everyone to partake in a little get together at McKibbins on the 24th of September. Drop me a note/email if you're interested! Cheers.
from freeheight2 :
i miss you!
from cf188 :
since when did Norcos come with such sweet forks???
from freeheight2 :
Kat, you know, its only gonna get better. Dont focus on shit, enjoy the times you get...look at where you were befor and look where you are now....One HUGE step ahead....enjoy it even though you have to work for it! work pays off in the end, you just have to beable to see it! love ya babe........
from methybeth :
Aw, Kath....I love you. As rididiculously simplistic and condescending this might sound, it isn't intended as such: please keep remembering that it always gets better, because it does, and it will. There's a quotation I really like by Agatha Christie (yes, I am actually quoting other people, people I have not met, in order to try to make you feel better. Quelle nerde, I know). But I've always liked it. "I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing. "
from wbill :
oh c'mon.. the second predator movie had a ton of good scenes. i think taken on its own, its probably a far better movie than that which involved the muscle bound moron running california. lions, tigers and bears, oh my. oh and I heard AvP was absolutely awful.
from mysteria :
Heh. Um, well, we could go for a bike ride together. The Lachine Canal is a good place for a long ride, and it's not very taxing since it's pretty much all flat. We could even bring food for a picnic (since, ya know, there isn't much to actually do once you GET to Lachine...) and stuff. Let's try NOT to do it on a day where the wind is blowing hard in our faces, though. Been there, done that. :)
from girls-suck :
when i queue up 80 gigs of music, that happens too.
from freeheight2 :
well i tried...hehehe....but....whats with the last 2 notes???whats he doing here?? love ya....dre
from darkprophecy :
I was so drunk. I can write, thank you.
from kaffeine :
Thanks, from the bottom of my fat ass. Nice Breakfast Club parody picture. Too bad you don't know how to write.
from darkprophecy :
sucky suck suck
from darkprophecy :
shut up, you and your fat ass.
from marn :
I am completely addicted to that show. Showtime showed Season 1 last year but so far the brutes show no sign of showing Season 2. You can well imagine my bitterness. I know you speak beautiful French and probably already caught "Fortier" when it originally played on Radio Canada, but now the CBC is showing it subtitled late at night--oh, man, you don't want to be missing it. It's excellent tee vee, too.
from graceland :
Hey - It's partygirl/graceland. I wrote something for isis but don't know how to go about posting it so I sent you an e-mail and wasn't sure if the e-mail may have ended up in your spam filter/bulk folder because it shows up as bad girl. Let me know if you get it and how to go about posting, thanks!
from sleepyskin :
okay so I was somewhere over Canada at 35000 feet the other day and thought of you... why? good to have you back.
from dulcibella :
Love your cats. My cat Bibi Loo loves listening to PJ Harvey (particularly the 4 track demos album) & Metallica. He won't eat his tea without me making a fuss of him.
from methybeth :
Oh my God, your beautiful cats. :) They're wonderful (not unlike yourself). :o)
from mysteria :
P.S. This seems to be the website (with an address toward the bottom) for SOS Velo, if you're interested: http://www.arrondissement.com/site/bottin/Organisme.asp?OrgId=25
from mysteria :
I second Politika's motion for Eco Velo, but Right to Move is also a good idea. The fact that you would learn how everything works is a definite plus, but the only drawback is that you do, in fact, have to do EVERYTHING yourself. CF and I were gonna work on a bike for him but neither of us had any time and never ended up going back to work on it, oops... Still, if you're into the idea they'll let several people work on a bike together, so you could either drag a friend/boyfriend along, or I could volunteer my services (even though I don't know shit about bikes either; at least it'd go faster, and if we were both there harassing people for help we wouldn't feel so intimidated). Something to think about... have you dropped into their place?
from politika :
You need to head over to Eco Velo or SOS Velo (I can't remember the exact name of the place) it is near the Olympic Stadium, which may or may not be far for you, but the prices are totally worth it. We got a bike for Geekslut's oldest daughter there for 20 bucks last year. The really cheap ones are second hjand but they have new ones inside that cost about 250.00 for a really good light weight bike. IT's a great little place, I suggest you check it out. Btw, it will take minimum 1 cycle for your body to iron out not being on the pill anymore and you'll see a big difference. You just need to be a bit patient.
from liss :
bc pills make me cry over seeing empty shoes and disney movies. f all that!. hope you're doing ok today. *hugs*
from mysteria :
Unfortunately, I just checked my notes today and I already told Politika there that she could have the Janis. But you're good to go on the Jim Croce. Now the question is when and where should we make the exchange? Cawfee?
from mysteria :
I'm not sure if this would help your angst, exactly, but you could always write something for the soon-to-be-launched (if I can get CF to fix the friggin' buttons...) new e-zine I'm doing. Hey, it's all ABOUT angst, or at least the charred and blackened remains of one's heart. Simply titled 'black heart,' since David Usher's people refuse to allow me to put an extra 'black' in there. One word off is not plagiarism. Whoo! Anyway, you can email me if ya want: lilithfaery at yahoo dot com.
from acidinferno :
"smothered hope fly from sorrow for a new divine tomorrow" .... Hello, I just wanted to let you know I find you interesting.. So I'm going to add you to my list of favorites.. My diary is locked if you're interested password=eye username=candy.
from dulcibella :
Think I may have left this message already, but I'll do it again & in caps too: JOBS ARE PANTS!!! Feel much better now
from dulcibella :
Jobs are PANTS - it's official
from participant :
Why yes indeed you are various and sundry! Email me your address at: catdetect0r AT yahoo DOT com.
from methybeth :
All of those movies are on my list, too (except the Million Dollar Hotel, which I now assume is simply because I have never seen it). Have you seen Margaret's Museum? Also, "Beautiful Thing" is a sweet story, too.
from mysteria :
He kicked your cat?! That's grounds for leaving immediately, no questions asked. People who hurt animals do not deserve sympathy.
from participant :
Aha! You, too, do "black loads" of laundry! And you have a cat with eyes the color of jade.
from apatheticq :
you build the template, i will write. promise.
from methybeth :
oh, Kat, thank you. Your note made me cry (surprise--lettuce makes me cry, lately). I love you too. Thank you SO much for being so wonderful and being my friend. Gah. what a fucked-uppedy world this is, no? come visit me the big Vic, please....it would be fun, yes?
from methybeth :
Lord Kath, how I can relate. I love you toots, and things you're definitely good at is writing and supporting friends and expressing yourself and being honest and that's a lot more than some people have, and I think you're great. And I can totally relate--I am watching myself make all these incredibly bad and unhealthy choices for myself--but I keep going.
from girls-suck :
still too lazy to log into my username, but i did update. Okay, it's like 3 words, but it's an update none the less. I might even start writing again, and all because of you. I will go ahead an forward the death treats to you as thanks.
from wbill :
hmm. wish i could say something that didn't sound stupid.. oh well, too late. hope things get better :)
from mysteria :
Holy crap, they gave me $10,000 US this year and $5,000 last year. I shudder to think that they are going to give me MORE, that it is already almost GONE, and that I am going to have to find a way to pay it back as a freaking Philosophy prof/writer. I trust that you have a better idea of what you want to do with your life and therefore will become at least successful enough to pay back your debts. Me? I really wish bankruptcy erased student loan debt, but maybe immigration to Canada would?
from mysteria :
What about student loans?
from mysteria :
Uh, not to sound obvious, but have you tried saying, 'Listen, Ms Thang, you have a job to do here, and your job description includes answering the phone. So answer it before I fire (or get you fired, depending on whether or not you can fire people) your incompetent ass!'? Cus... that's what I'd do. Or else find a way to get the phone calls all forwarded directly to her phone and no one else's so that she spends ALL DAY answering phones. *cackle*
from artsykelly :
seeing you write again, makes me miss writing. maybe, i'll stop lurking and start writing. (happy to see you btw) love!
from methybeth :
it means LOTS, from you, miz kath. I think you're hot and all-pretty, too. :) come visit, ya big skank :)
from marn :
:(
from girls-suck :
it wasn't on purpose. I'm not even sure what you were saying I sounded like. I have several different writing personalities, and all of them are in love with you.
from liss :
happy valentines day, pretty lady!.
from wbill :
YAY! its like christmas came early... :) I have a whole buncha entries that i need to read through when its like a sane hour and i'm actually awake and all that.. oh yea and I'm way hotter than most p0rn stars too :)
from sleepyskin :
I should have clarified that last note, but i was just so happy to be leaving you one I suppose. ed. note for last note - *my* "new" job, not your new job, like I'd even know if you had a new job or not. now I am rambling. bye. :)
from sleepyskin :
whee! having you back is like finding out someone baked cupcakes with little heart shaped sprinkles on them for you. I'm sure I fly to wherever it is you are now with the new job and all (well not so new now I guess), but look to the sky when you see one of our planes flying by and wave - I'll wave back.
from girls-suck :
i probably should hav elogged in with myeh username, but i'm lazy.
from liss :
liss : paranoid (but i'm really really boring right now!..)
from methybeth :
thank god. I missed you. It's about time. :) And no.....the vultures are like those stupid flying turkey-turtle things in mario bros. You don't stop playing, you just jump over then, or on them, and go happily along your merry way. Good to have you back, Kat. xox
from marn :
I never took you off my buddy list because I always hoped that you'd find your voice again. Welcome back, eh?
from wbill :
we miss you :(
from sleepyskin :
you say 'horaay' in my notes when the space girl comes back but... when will you come back?
from genghis-jon :
I love you, come back!
from wbill :
*sigh* ....
from marn :
Promise you'll stay in touch, 'kay?
from x23 :
voice from vancouver - you had read me long ago (jenn w/ 2n's) as I'm a friend of Gila's - anyhow...just wanted to pass along that I still read you and look fwd to your unique insights that I share but can never pen. Here's to the vultures going away.... jwanless@telus.com if ever comin to Vancvr
from wbill :
you are coming back, right?
from wbill :
hey, hope you're having a good summer :) come back soon.
from marn :
My late father-in-law got his chickadees so tame they would alight on his hand and eat sunflower seeds out of it. Your story brought back memories of him and pasted an equally large grin on my face. Thank you, m'dear.
from fatal-flaw :
Hey there, happy Canada day (I know Im a day late, but I just remembered today) Luv ya sweetie. Hope to hear from you some time.
from marn :
Sweetie, sometimes you scare me. Tell me you'll be okay.
from wbill :
hang in there :)
from marn :
It's always good to see you come back.
from freeheight2 :
kat I MISS YOU!
from krakatua :
Hi, I have been followed reading your diary for years,but I was busy for last six months. What happened to your diary in year 2000? I still not read it.
from wbill :
hey, umm. so where'd you go?
from wbill :
good luck on your first day :)
from freeheight2 :
DUDE, you just got an amazing job, you've been nothing but sweet to even the most annoying people, you'll lend a helping hand to a stranger if they asked, your personality is just increadible! you beat yourself up to much. You are 1 billion times better than how you make yourself look. I dont know anyone who has as much appreciation and passion for music. Kat, dont listen to the stupid people. KAT YOUR FREEKIN AWSOME......swallow this bullshit, feel the amazingness in you and bring it out! Let other people see what i get to see everyday!
from freeheight2 :
i love the way you describe things....it seems so real and movie like....as uncomparable as the two may be. LIke a pro amature film.... have you ever watched the show "Zed" on CBC? around 10:30pm or 11pm they show short amature films from people all across canada... REALLY good! well later
from wbill :
woot woot.. happy day! :) good for you. just slide.
from wbill :
is this one of those entries where you get to read what you want to read and thereby making it art? just curious.. or maybe my browser has something wrong with it.. bleh.
from freeheight2 :
i want you to meet me tomorrow and sing..... i want you to let out everything that you havent been able to....i want to see you tomorrow!
from double-take :
i must say that i agree with everything you just wrote. but i needed to add that: Sadaam should be taken out of Iraq,yes. But then Bush should be taken out of the states, no? they both seem to be feeding their brains with war thoughts...and that's probably all they know. so, VIVE LA FRANCE or whatever they say.
from freeheight2 :
Rico
from freeheight2 :
i cant hold myself together anymore. The pills of death that i wish to posses wont aid me in my moment of execution. It is the time. More than any other to do the deep. THe desire grows more and more... to finish the squell.... there's notning keeping me here..... no one holding my hand to cross the street. no one's beer to clink my glass against i know you understand me. and thats why i talk to you. You show me that you care and i totally appreciate your presence no matter your mood. but im not feeling appreciated by the world. And the music that i write isnt letting it go. the people who jam with me arent letting it go i need something new! absolutely! im REALLY sorry
from wbill :
how am i ever going to get rid of this insufferable huge ego if you keep pumping me up like that ;) build yourself a new world.. just remember that are a few of us that might want to see what the colors are like when you're done..
from wbill :
hmm. well, i think you need to probably have smaller more achievable goals. like breathing.. take a breath.. you've succeeded. after a few breaths you start feeling like a superstar :) in seriousness though, you have to look at the bigger picture as far as goals go, most of the time it takes a long time to start seeing real results so having something in the middle is a good thing.. achieve that and work from there.. also don't concentrate on the fact that you slipped up once and call your attempt to stop smoking a failure.. smoking is one of the hardest things to quit. realize that you were good for a week and deserve a little break ... then try going for a week and two days this time... or something. okay i suck at motivation.. but whatever.
from freeheight2 :
your princess has fallen through that crack, the one which devides the true and the weak...
from fivehundred :
Ingenius!
from freeheight2 :
no matter how unhappy you are that is the norm fo ryou. Everyones definition of norm is different! it might not be for the past, but it is for the now. thats what you got, thats what you need, and thats what will make you an even better person!
from wbill :
happy birthday :D hope it was a good one.
from streetfaerie :
stumbled across your diary by accident - good stuff and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
from marn :
You are missed, Ms. Kaffy. I hope this is a good time for you and that '03 brings you the happiness you so richly deserve. NOW WRITE DAMMIT.
from marvamillion :
Still missing in action, eh? Hope you return to grace the pages of diaryland sometime soon.
from sleepyskin :
I'll write you a note. I do wonder where you are, what you're about. maybe it's the pills. ;) ahh canada, glad to have a kindred spirit.
from marn :
I *have* been wondering what you're up to, Kat.
from natasha5 :
meow
from freeheight2 :
we move through the world in a narrow groove, preoccupied with the petty things we see and hear, brooding over our prejudices, passing by the joys of life without even knowing that we have missed anything. Never for a moment do we taste the heady wine of freedom. We are as truly imprisoned as if we lay at the bottom if a dungeon, heaped with chains.
from freeheight2 :
im about to break, to shatter into a million unglueable pieces.
from freeheight2 :
Im sorry, i know i have been a bit of an ass lately...sorry.
from freeheight2 :
i dont need a voice, i dont need a hug, i dont need...i.....I DONT NEED...
from freeheight2 :
Oh, joy! Miss Kittie is back!! I can't wait to hear all of the wonderful tales she must have to tell! :P
from wbill :
some of us are wondering when you'll return.. will you return? prima donna first lady of the stage, your devotees are on their knees... okay, phantom moment over..
from cainnum :
yay! another exploding layout! you rawk.
from marn :
I know, isn't that the GREATEST site? I just ordered the images CD because I want to redo my diary and was thinking that an antique along the lines of Miss Fernande would be great fun. :)
from marn :
I care what you have to say.
from freeheight2 :
To love is not just to do something for them but to reveal to them their own uniqueness.-----Truth from the sky must be confirmed and strengthened by truth from the earth.......i get the feeling you know what in about ......so take this from the depths of my heart, i care, but i continue to sew my mouth shut!
from wbill :
visibility is the name of the game. your peers are able to hide in your shadow and thereby take the credit for your work. i'm not sure how you can make yourself more visible in a store setting like HMV. i know in the software biz you have goals and tasks and milestones (and blah blah) but the point is that they're assigned to people and the manager is supposed to know who has done what when, etc etc. if your manager isn't doing that for you, you may have to take matters into your own hands and show him a list of the things that you're doing. even if it makes you want to retch, i'd suggest that you be polite about it. the last thing, i would think, that you'd really want is to tell him is that he should "thank you" for your work. while being upfront and forward is great, being too upfront can get your ass in a sling and you'll never get either the recognition or the raise. just my $.02.
from rotinigold :
You are the 255th person to take my bathroom survey, and before I read it I had decided to ask you what on earth is the purpose of taking a survey if you were only going to answer “yes, no, um, and dunno.” But you didn’t, thank you. Really. Out of all those people to answer it, I’ve probably gotten 20 interesting responses. Bah.
from sleepyskin :
bum, bum, bum! (I hope your bum feels better)
from marn :
Eggzackly. I suppose another way to look at this is that we should be grateful they leave us anything at all. When the sin-laws came over from France to check us out, we gave them our bed and went to the smaller bed in our spare room. Well, the cats have always slept on our bed and didn't see the need to move even if there were strange bodies occupying it for a few nights, much to the bemusement of the folks from France. Yes, my cats are the boss of me.
from wbill :
thanks for the kind words. i'm a little bitch biskit right now and a bad one at that. i am quite sure that you would beat my ass into submission in strip scrabble, not that you would want to mark this on your bedpost, but if it makes you feel better. to be honest, i would kill to sit in the dj booth... although i'd probably be scared out of my bvds. if you're looking for an amusing little tune, i would suggest "size queen" by betty blowtorch. again, thanks. wow, this is random.
from freeheight2 :
You should be pretty proud of what you got going there. More than alot of peeople can say for themselves. You could change the world if you put all that together. Listen, im sure you know this***Its easier to be upset than it is to be happy. Dont take the easy route. From the stories that i have heard, and just your personality your not the type of person to take the easy/slacker road. Be that person inside of you. Take that fight. Cause you know you will win. How motivational.
from love-in-vein :
This will be completely random..but I was looking through old entries at Quoted and you were there. The link was back to your entry about how covers of the Cure suck. Holy God. I bought a Cure tribute CD called "Disintegrated". I'd never heard of any of the bands on it, and now wish I never had. "Lullaby" was not meant to be a punk-metal song. Just no. You are correct about this suckitude. And yes, Morrissey is already sad enough without people doing bad covers of "How Soon is Now?" So...I agree. Ciao. -Mel-
from freeheight2 :
Listen, thank you for caring, and thank you for letting me vent, as little as i did, thank you. I sometimes just cant express just how angry or alone, or heartless i feel. I let your happiness take over, and i felt it, for that moment. Thank you. Sure im now back to my good old self, but what ever. I have so much i want to say, but i just cant let it out. Im sorry. The only way i can let my real feelings out is by music, and my shitty assed comments. Its easier for me to talk online or through a pen and paper opposed to a phone. Im not good that way. My brain is to slow to process thoughts. I appologize. Anyways, thank you for caring, you were the only friendly voice i heard all day and night. I cant say thank you enough. Jailbait
from wbill :
i was bitching about john mayer, i'm not sure if you've heard of him.. chances are if you listen to mainstream radio, you might have. what a tool. parachute is a great album, although i am partial to goldfly (and lost and gone forever is also damn good) since it was my first experience with guster. o/~ i used to sit and watch the pouring rain, i used to wish to be back home again o/~
from freeheight2 :
You are always who you are but you are never "you". "You" is everchanging. Breath by breath, From thought to thought. Every tear has a different meaning. Every over analyzed thoughts meaning changes. Every time you blink you are not "You". Dont hold onto you. and good usage of "satisfied mind".....
from wbill :
i wish i could bitch as well as you. :) back in high school i used to know a guy that would pull spaghetti noodles through his nose.. he'd also belch in people's faces and ask them to identify what he had eaten earlier. back then it seemed so endearing...
from genghis-jon :
I think you're being a bit too hard on the guys. I mean, I'm sure they attempt to behave themselves, but once they look directly into the sun that is you, they are transformed into mush-brained apes. I sympathize with the poor bastards.
from broken-glass :
I had purple hair once. I've never gotten so many compliments on my hair from strangers as when it was purple. Maybe I should dye it again. Hum.
from freeheight2 :
seriously dude, its starting to creep me out. The whole clydes things with U2...and now this....*holds head* AHHH
from freeheight2 :
:(
from wbill :
hate to say it girl, but you've pretty much already described what a wart is. its like a little growth usually found on the hands or feet. depending on the type, they may look like little moles or caluses (sp). i had a planter's wart when i was younger on my foot which i had burned off and i've had one or two "normal" wharts on the hands. they're tons of fun. they're little bastards and they spread like a disease, so if you think you've got one, you should probably do something about it lest you find it have a couple of friends in the near future. so, now that you've pretty much concluded you have a wart, you have several fun options open to you. you can either, a. go to el doctore whom will swab the muther fukka with some liquid nitrogen and basically freeze the thing off you. benefits to this approach are that it is relatively quick but it is PAINFUL. of course, the over the counter method is equally fun, the pain is about the same, but you spread it out from several days to several weeks so you get a fractional amount of the pain per day but its pretty much a constant. you go and get a little vial of low grade acid and then you dose the little piece of crap in it and it slowly melts the protusion off of you. oh and motivation and self worth aren't something that just show up, it starts with simple things.. like defending yourself and making people whom are rude to you, realize that you're not going to put up with their shit. so to be simple, you need not worry about the little barnacles on your brain, keep defending yourself, keep telling people how it is and slowly they'll remove themselves. cheers!
from wbill :
yea i hear you about being vegetarian, but unfortuately, i wasn't brought up like that (meat and potatoes) so i'm very slowly improving my diet, but it is very difficult. a friend once said that "cooking is like controling one's destiny". i don't cook and eat meat, so i guess i'll just resign myself to being dirty and dancing along on the puppet strings of fate. dance bill! dance!
from marn :
Yeah, you're right. I guess it is a matter of perception, eh? It's just she had done so many amazing things that the conversation left me feeling even duller than normal. (And we all know how scarily dull *that* would be.) I wish I had taken more chances when I was younger, I guess.
from artsykelly :
I love getting notes from you. I hate working 2 jobs and still being poor. And one of them is even the big CAREER job!! Shit - I'm white collar poor, yo. Hope all is groovy.
from wbill :
life is too short to sing shitty songs.
from freeheight2 :
hey, umm....i have been reading your stuff, and i have to say, the way you describe things, i can totally feel ya. Maybenot on the same level or for the same reasons. Listen, the money thing will only get better if you go out and look for a better job. Dont think that you cant get one just because "you dont have enough schooling" or what ever. If you are determined enough and the business' arent run by fucking morons, you will bable to find one that is perfect for you.
from moon-dusty :
couldnt we all sleep through what we wanted to? wouldnt it make this thing called life a hole lot easier?
from wbill :
okay, you need to come out to the west coast sometime so we can do some serious drinking.. although the idea of drinking right now is turning my stomach. bleh. make sure that you write when you find the big happy so we can all cheer. have a good one.
from sleepyskin :
passworded? I thought only paranoid people like myself with nothing better to do than worry about ex-lovers/friends whatever reading my journal passworded their digs. are you awarding secret codes or is this something the masses will have to wait for?
from wbill :
wtf? you're passworded. is this a mistake or should i start asking tough questions? like do you eat the red ones last? shitte. okay, i'm tired, just finished driving 10 hours..
from marn :
No flowers, just an intense wish for World Domination. Your plant and my Audrey may well be cousins. We may both one morning awaken to find philodendron vines wrapping themselves around our necks! Oh! The Horror! *Cue Twilight Zone Theme.*
from wbill :
since when? and yea.. i probably should have warned you that i had evil magical powers :D
from sleepyskin :
that's right, you heard her, I'm not just 'cool'... I'm FUCKING cool. raoowerr. (courtney)
from wbill :
okay girl,you have to do something about your layout, the colours are horrible. absolutely horrible, i have to highlight the text inorder to read it :p. not saying that mine is any better, tho, so I should shaddup. and as far as taxing tips goes, as far as I am aware, its the same way here in the US (not only that, but there are places in the US where tips are shared, so your tips and say "horrible server's" tips are all put into one jar and you get to split tips and these tips are also shared with the kitchen staff). So you might kick major ass and deserve a lot of money, but only do as well as an average of the tips over your shift. Not to say that your situation isn't optimal either. I think taxing tips is BS, personally. Wow, am I wordy today. Anywho, a good way to get out of the cycle of being sick is to start exercising (i know the last thing you really want to do is go running or something equally stressful), but it helps reduce stress and improves the immune system. or something. anywho, have a good one.
from wbill :
okay, i don't own your notes, like you do mine.. but cheer up sister, the bad moon has fallen and life can only get better.. or less worse. so here's looking at you kid. :D okay, enuff being cheesy. :)
from wbill :
sorry to laugh at your pain.. but this entry made me laugh so hard I almost spit my water onto my monitor.. :D
from myemoheart :
i never sung into my jump-rope, but i did use magic markers. it was me and my black magic marker. my new kids on the block tapes and my stuffed animals. .smiles.
from wbill :
if you're looking for songs that might improve your mood... (hey, might help you with your sad song problem, unless you just want to be left in your melancoly misery). from broswing my mp3s at work (no wonder I'm so happy at work .. ;-)) "afternoons and coffee spoons" - crash test dummies "angel of harlem" - u2 "where's summer b.?" - ben folds five (also "underground", "steven's last night in town" - ben folds five rawks!) "pressing lips" - persuit of happiness "simultaneous lovin'" - chef :) "poets" - tragically hip "female of the species" - space "bedbugs" - squirrel nut zippers "walk around circles" - soul coughing (don't ask me why, it makes me smile) "channel Z" - b52s (hey any song with fred is happy) "heterosexual man" - the odds "the baker" - the aquabats (this song kicks ass) "born slippy" - underworld "minnie the moocher" - cab calloway "rapunzel" - dave mathews band "falling for the first time" - bnl (oh lord do I have strange taste in music, ha ha ha, now don't make me break out the 80s, pop or dance music, or rather, don't make me break out more of it :))
from pisceschrist :
anyone whose read len's poetry too is ok in my book. but i dunno...i think the godzilla movie with the smog monster in it was so much cooler. you just can't find that one so easily anymore.
from marvamillion :
Nothing wrong with living out amongst the rednecks. I did it for years. Of course I then escaped out here and have not stopped sighing with relief since, so maybe you shouldn't listen to me... nevermind.
from genghis-jon :
Where's you beer? Our presidente took your beer....MWAH-HA-HA-HA-HA!!!!!!!!!
from marn :
You know, just saying things out loud and acknowledging them is the first big step. And um can I just say that when we met you didn't strike me at all as a cold bitch and I came away thinking what a sweet, warm woman you are, eh :)
from wbill :
happy nipple rings. surrender is a great song (just thought I'd chime in on that).. and the two towers is a good book. I missed Tommy boy, in LOTR, but most of all i missed the blindfolding scene, Gimli asking for a lock of hair in the gift giving.. etc. I just thought that there were too many plot changes and things left out. :( visually it was stunning though.
from joyfulgrl511 :
hey! where dod you get that pic of scott weiland at the piano naked? I have seen it in a magazine but can't remember exactly which one. Thanks so much!!!! Niki (Nikalicious01@aol.com)
from wbill :
did you actually like LOTR? just wondering. I didn't like it very much, I thought it was a pretty poor movie.
from wbill :
the second book is *far* better than the first, where the entire first half of the first book is "walking in the woods" (turn page) "more walking in the wood" (turn page) "walking in the mountains".. etc..
from wbill :
not geeky at all.. hopefully lord of the rings won't suck. EP II.. I dunno. I'm hoping Boba-fett makes up for having two annoying characters (jar jar and C3P0) in the same movie. of course, if jar jar happened to die. okay, nevermind, i'm a geek.
from kuinileti :
lovely lovely.
from methybeth :
*I* happen to think those snort-when-they-laugh people are cute, Miz Kat.
from entropia :
Still reading you. Just so you know. You know... There's some depression wave hitting dland lately, I think. It'll pass. Take care.
from liss :
i ruv roo. :D remember your squirrel incident? i had one on the same day. that was the day bloodbath and i were in the park. we saw this yellow-looking squirrel with breasts and a broken eye. it was evil and neat. i tried feeding it unripe acorns and we stared at each other for a good half an hour. squirrels are lucky to have us. i hope you're not annoyed that i'm using up your whole notes page. ;)
from liss :
there were cookies. can you believe that? i didn't actually eat any though. i pretended to have an allergy. i'm not quite sure why. ;) *snuggle*bite*wanderoff*
from ann-frank :
...and i love your layout ...
from sleepyskin :
"Eat me, Calories." this made me giggle.
from liss :
i'm going to bake you a cake now. cyberbakecyberbake!. this is your cyber cake. (@) .. it looks like a frog eyeball because i love you.
from noirbetty :
i agree hot topic is like a fungus.
from liss :
i am the bringer of kinkythingsinbottles. here is your bottleofkink. *give*
from methybeth :
Oh hell YES, darling. Joaquin Phoenix is suckable indeed. Does it make me a bad perosn that I find him particularly succulent in "To Die For" in which he's a stupid and somewhat innocent teen who gets seduced, fucked and led into a murder plot? Mmmm, Joaquin. Little know Joaquin facts: He used to go by "Leaf", because he felt left out that all his sisters and brothers had nature names (River, Rain, Summer etc.). You know that scar on his lip that gives him such a good sneer? Well, he was born with that scar, and the doctor who examined him asked his mother "Who did this harelip operation? It's genius work.", and was astonished to learn he had been born that way. Anyway, um. Yeah. He's hot. Love you, Kat.
from apatheticq :
Kaffeine should email me. *whines outside of the window tapping his paws on the glass*
from strongerthan :
Hey Kat, I've been reading your diary sporatically-but I love it, especially cowboy scootin' boots episode, which is even better since that was the first entry I ever read.
from genghis-jon :
Hey, I'd NEVER blow you off! I never received an email from you that I did not return in a quick hurry. Please try again as my skin appears to be turning grey from lack of you....
from synthesis :
i admire the passion with which you write... cheers.
from snatch :
*heart* swagger in your voice *heart* that's the only place you need to echo. there are bees in my throat.
from liss :
*nudge*wave*flowerpetals*blink*
from leica :
I haven't read your diary yet, just been following one analyzer link after another. I love the photo you're using! Where's it from? I'm gonna go read your diary now... anyone who lists Pump Up The Volume and Breakfast Club as their favorite movies has GOT to be cool ;) !
from apatheticq :
love the design, this week? is that a statement concerning my everchanging diary? eh, when will i learn.
from kaffeine :
It gets better. Always does. You do to.:) Always a smile, if only to see how anger's done. hehehehe *grin* *cackle* *Burning island in background* Yes. I'm crazy. But you still rock. -Ben.
from apatheticq :
kaff rocks my little heart!
from artsykelly :
whoa. now that, is the best analyzer entry i have recieved. thank you love! and ahem, i do know the cheers kelly song. all too well. thank you again, and you know you too are a div-A! smooches*kelly
from apatheticq :
If you could have your own cereal, what would it be like?
from apatheticq :
I tried to take the poll, but it didn't work.. :( Biafra for Eva.
from kats :
hullo sweetheart. i am feeling mean and petty and really unfit to sleep at the moment. so i thought i would respond and say (((YES!!))) you too can be a diva with bettie page hair. meow. i have to say that the great majority of people i know in vancouver actually have bettie page hair, which tends to downplay the mystique quite a bit... but i have to admit, they all still look stunning. since you're stunning by nature, you'd probably kill everyone who looked at you, eh? <--- no! the dreaded "eh" xxo
from Genghis-Jon :
Listen. I require your love. THAT'S RIGHT! Require. Not want... Not need.... REQUIRE! Maybe it's our french heritage that draws us together. I don't know. But the fact is that...(Sings in sly crooning style) IIIII'm inthe mooood for love... Simply because your near meeee. Fuuuuny but when you'rrre near meee... IIIII"m in the mood for looove.... (Chokes on cigarette)
from monstre :
Y'know, I keep thinking how appropriate a nomer you've chosen for yourself. Because that's how you affect me, like a good healthy dose of kaffffffeine. And I love you for it. :)
from artsykelly :
you *do* look like a diva. *rawr* i'm not in the most creative analyzer signing mood, but. i figured i'd do it anyway! especially since bob screwed up and deleated all our lovely messages. sigh. oh well. yes yes. so i'll quit rambling and yay! i'm the first to sign the wiped clean analyzers!

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