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from randomlush :
Hey girlie. Just logged on to delete this thing, but can't figure out how. figured I'd say hey! I'm assuming you're married by now (judging by your last post). Congratulations! Best of luck with everything! Xoxo
from hitch-hike :
I thought you lived in or around Boston with your writing about it once. I was there for a few days, but I was so busy with my library program that I really didn't have time to run around. I managed to take in a couple pubs close by the College on the Fenway (I stayed at Simmons Coll).
from dvlsdisguise :
I'm sorry he was a jerk. Doesn't your first always end up that way? Mine sure did. I'm going through it still and I just wish that I could trade lives with someone else until the hurt and disappointment stops. Also, I'm sorry to hear about the job. Again, I'm in the same boat. What are peoples problems these days?? It seems like no one has the itch to have compassion anymore.
from hitch-hike :
The ski trip sounded like it had the potential for being cool, but really it wasn't very mixed company. What did MD expect? For you to be one of the guys? On the flip side, I'm sure MD wouldn't feel very comfy with a bunch of your girlfriends or family for such a long time if they were acting the way his friends were. I wouldn't say it's totally over between you two at this point, but maybe just a chat to at least clear the air? It couldn't be worse than letting things go unsaid... **Hugs** to you for the weekend & job stuff!
from hitch-hike :
Agh! Interviews! I was able to tell a lot about the job through the interview, so if you thought they seemed like a high-stress kind of place, that's probably how it would have been. Someone once told me that the interview's not all about them checking you out and seeing if you're good enough. It's also a lot of the other way around!! Do have some fun this weekend!!)
from dvlsdisguise :
Ooo! You're are SO misbehaving, but it's not like it's a real bad thing. Just remember to have sex like a man. No feelings, just physical. Be the one in control of this and not let it be the other way around. Hope you have fun skiing!
from hitch-hike :
gone<br> south<br> :-)
from hamiltonian :
dreamland
from hitch-hike :
It took at least 10 days for me to feel halfway normal when I stopped taking Effexor! It was one of the heaviest withdrawals I ever had in my life! If you need to stay on meds, maybe you could try something else like Lexapro or Wellbutrin? They were much more mild.
from dvlsdisguise :
I'm very sorry to hear about your dog. I wish I knew the words to say that could mean something, but I don't.
from la-blue-eyez :
I hope you have a merry Christmas and a very happy New Year!
from hitch-hike :
Effexor really whipped me and I refused to take it after a week. I felt all of which you describe and a nasty headache after I got off it. Let us know how it goes with getting off the meds because I'd really love to be in that space someday!
from dvlsdisguise :
Maybe she's jealous that you're looking better in your work-out clothes than she is so she thought she'd cheat a little ;-) As to what to do with it, I say give it to someone that she absolutely doesn't know--or even know about--that adores sweets (and doesn't mind the extra calories) or do something creative with it like melting it and using it as a topping for an ice cream or cake dessert at a Christmas party or dinner where a lot of it can be consumed by others.
from hitch-hike :
Wow, girl. Just plain wow. I only read your most recent page and there was so much I could connect with. Thanks for visiting, and keep up with the writing!!
from dvlsdisguise :
I think you can get over your true love. Forgetting is another story.
from abittergirl :
I'm planning on making being single hip again. Ha ha! You can join my club. We will mock those married losers whilst we drink cosmos and shun the advances of men who are soooooooo beneath us. Seriously. Don't worry about being single. And there's no such thing as one true love, there's only one true love at that particular time. You'll find someone better.
from dvlsdisguise :
Aw, I'm sorry to hear about your pet and grandmoher. It seems like a bad health year for most people. Even the weight gain for everybody is up. Ugh!
from dvlsdisguise :
I'm really sorry to hear that bad news. I wish that guys wouldn't feel like The One and then break our hearts with no indication. It's like a hit and run. I don't know what to say since I'm still hurting too but I do wish you better luck in getting over it than I've had. You're a strong woman tho, I know you'll be okay when the shock and hurt subsides.
from dvlsdisguise :
I read in Cosmo (Yes, I know. I need to shut up about the damn magazine) that guys are visual creatures and want to be with you when they can see you. Maybe not being with you lately has just made him seem a little different towards you, but I'm sure when he sees your face it'll be a different story. That story was in the article about why guys don't call after getting your digits or something like that. Also, sorry to here about your pet. Hope they continue doing well!
from dvlsdisguise :
In Cosmo it said something like 40%-60% of guys expect sex on the third date. Also, thanks for what you said. That really means a lot to me that you think I deserve better than what I'm getting dealt :)
from abittergirl :
oh girl, hang in there. I know things suck right now, but remember why you're there and look to the future. And yeah, it does suck to be single.
from dvlsdisguise :
It's best to smoke then shower so you won't smell like it. I'm learning that lesson now since I started back up again.
from dvlsdisguise :
I wish those dreams meant we'd be meeting someone. I'm always having those dreams too. Maybe it just means it's been too long and you're craving affection from men?
from dvlsdisguise :
I hope you have a fun trip!
from abittergirl :
Hey; good for you for taking a risk. It's hard to leave a secure job, but I know you've said you disliked it. Perhaps this is the first step in getting to a happier place in your life where beer isn't the cake, just the occasional frosting.
from dvlsdisguise :
Have you ever gotten down to the real reason that you like to drink? Can you think back to when you noticed your drinking had gotten to be too much and what was going on around that time? Or has it just snowballed over time? Maybe counceling or AA is in store for you to help you deal with this and other issues you may never have let go of.
from dvlsdisguise :
Hey, just wondering how you've been. Haven't really heard from you in a while and just curious as to how you're holding up. :)
from jrie1985 :
Actually, I live with my mom. But if she wants to live with me, she can't because there's only my room and my moms room and I'm not willing to share my room without getting something in return regardless of who it is, lol. But I talked to her and we've been steering clear of the money/rooming subject. But now she's mad at me... again. Now I remember why I'm not a lesbian. I can't handle womens attitudes, lol.
from jrie1985 :
I know that I comment on everything (I'll work on stopping, lol) but I wanted to say that the first step is admitting that you have a problem. I definately believe that you can quit and if it truly makes you feel bad, going to lengths to quit is worth it. Going to AA or counseling could be a huge support system for you. Or if you have the self-control to quit cold turkey by yourself, great. Anyhow, congratulations on the choice to quit!
from jrie1985 :
If it's a headache you're getting the morning after, I suggest popping some aspirin or ibuprofen before you call it a night. Also, don't forget lots of water in the morning! It helps your body recover quicker by flushing out the alcohol remains in your digestive system.
from jrie1985 :
I live in Oklahoma. It's cheap to live here because it's small and also because smaller towns mean smaller wages. Minimum wage here is $5.15 which means you work your butt off for a few pennies per day. The whole hot lesbian thing is a joke between us. I told her how this guy ditched me and she goes "Well don't worry because you have a date with a hot lesbian on Friday!" So that's where that term came from.
from jrie1985 :
Are you SERIOUS?? Our last house was a 2 bedroom plus a den and only costed $250 a month. The house we're buying now is $300 a month. Gee... I'm never moving out of the SouthWest because everywhere else seems to be very expensive, lol.
from jrie1985 :
Hey, free appetizers does sweeten the pot some!
from jrie1985 :
Maybe if you reply, you could just have a friend to hang out with? I don't know if that's what you're wanting, but sometimes you just need someone to talk to.
from jrie1985 :
We were friends for around 4 or 5 years. After what she did last year tho, I don't concider her a close friend or even a friend for that matter. I honestly don't know if she'd come to my baby shower. I can recall times when she said she'd be by but never showed. It sounds like me and you have a similiar friend. Your friend wants to talk when her and her guy are on the rocks and mine only wanted to talk to me when no one else was really talking to her. Blah.
from jrie1985 :
Thanks so much for wishing me luck! I had been smoking for 4 years. I wasn't a chain smoker (usually) so my lungs shouldn't be horribly damaged. Also, I quit cold turkey. Have you quit smoking or did you return back to it?
from abittergirl :
my goodness; who have you been reading?
from jrie1985 :
Sorry to say this hun, but there really are people like that out there. My ex best friend (the one that's pregnant) still talks about sex, smoking pot and cutting in her diary on OpenDiary. She really should watch what she says because that's pretty good evidence of being an un-fit parent if someone turned her in.
from jrie1985 :
I'm sorry that you're let down. I know how that feels. Since my ex best friend started expecting, I've realized how much I want a baby. Hope you feel better soon and that the BS in your life will calm down.
from jrie1985 :
You know what they say, it just takes that one time. Maybe you used all your chances up. I wouldn't be surprised if you were, concidering this whole new baby boom that's gone on. I wish you luck on the test that you get whichever read out you want.
from randomlush :
I'm so sorry to hear all you're going through. I'm going through a rough time myself with my boyfriend. It fucking sucks and hurts so bad.
from jrie1985 :
I can so relate to you on your new entry from the gas pains (I'm so damn gas-y, it's ridiculous!) right down to the e-mail response being MIA. I'm still waiting for my reply after almost two months (what an asshole). Men. Pain in the asses to everyone.
from abittergirl :
Ah, you've got to leave him in the dust. He's just not treating you the way you deserve and need to be treated. Don't settle. You need better.
from randomlush :
Yay! You're back! That trip sounds awesome, I'm so envious! You're probably gorgeously tan now too. Glad to hear you had a great time!
from jrie1985 :
I'm so glad to hear that you weren't bummed being there alone, as I probably would be. And it's so cool that you met yourself a hottie hottie hot hot along the way, even if it wasn't to get serious. Did you guys exhange e-mail addresses or anything? Anyhow, welcome back to the "real" world!
from randomlush :
Have fun on your cruise! I'm so jealous of you!
from jrie1985 :
Thank you for adding me. And I'm glad someone agrees on the guy attitudes. Isn't it weird how girls are suppose to be the complicated ones while quite a few guys are that way themselves? It's a growing epidemic that gender stereotypes are changing. Good luck with your vibrator. I think I'm giving up hope on those, too. It's a shame when even your vibrator gives out on you.
from jrie1985 :
I came across your diary, and I like your style of writing so I added you to my favorite's. I read the things about you, and wow, we have a lot in common! Mainly the forensic's things. I was going to tell you that your "next" and "previous" buttons don't work. You can get them to by lower casing the "next" and "prev" in your html. By the way, happy be-lated!
from randomlush :
I like the new layout! I hope things get figured out with you and the boy.
from randomlush :
You should update more. You're one of my favorites to read.
from randomlush :
Happy Birthday! I'm glad you had a good weekend and got to spend it with your boyfriend! Hope you have a wonderful day.
from randomlush :
Yeah, the city I live in is nicknamed "the town God forgot about" because of how hot it gets in the summer, so when it snowed those two times it was crazy. The closest snow to here is 2 hours away, so if I feel the urge to go see it I just need to take a drive. Well, stay warm and I hope things work out for you and your boyfriend. I think it's smart of you to trust him.
from randomlush :
I feel you on the drinking thing...I'm trying to cut back, and maybe stop entirely, but I don't think the whole stopping thing will happen. I was trying to look at your pictures and artwork, and they didn't work :(
from randomlush :
Hey there! Thanks for the add! I read through your diary a bit and like it, we seem to have a lot in common.
from abittergirl :
yay! congrats on the gf. status.
from abittergirl :
You know, it seems to me that 'junior' sizes are odd sizes (7,9,11, etc) and that they are sized waaaaay smaller than 'adult' or 'misses' sizes. Don't stress. You are not a fat cow. I am sure of it. Don't stress about the gf/'girl I'm seeing' thing either. Wait a second. Who am I kidding? You read my diary. I would totally be obsessing about it. If you want to know, just ask him straight up what he considers it, if he's seeing anyone else (can't remember if you've written about that or not). If he's not, then basically you are his gf, so don't worry.
from wickedcrazy :
holy crap that was long, sorry!
from wickedcrazy :
the clothes thing is confusing. when I buy jeans I have to take in 3 sizes of each pair. I hope you have fun tonight but if you dont mind I'll give you the advice I give my friend sue all of the time...act like you dont care. Say over and over in your head that you dont. Men, idiots that they are, somehow can sense your confusion and your desire for more. Then they have the power. It sucks to play games but thats just what it is. You dont have to be cold just a different mental attitude. My friend gets walked all over with men. She dates these guys who wont ever ackowledge that shes a girlfriend, even after many months. Its because she wants them to, I'm convinced. RELAX and enjoy yourself. and dont think about them too much, they smell it, just like the dogs they are, lol.
from wickedcrazy :
Christmas lost all charm for me as well until I had my daughter. She actually thought she heard santas reindeer tonight, lol. It will come back to you.
from hamiltonian :
Vote for me diaryland president, just visit my site and vote today...
from abittergirl :
ha ha. Ummm, no. It was the first date. Like, within an hour and a half. Ha ha ha. I am a slut. :)
from hamiltonian :
reading the words sexual harassment really alarmed me.. If he says anything sexual I would tell him to cease and not to talk to you in that manner. If he doesnt take a warning then write everything down and report it to the highest level of your workplace. Maybe I am going too strong on this but having been through this shit it really disturbs me.
from abittergirl :
Yay! Someone has found a cool guy! Yay for you! I'm still weeding my way through the LA fuckers, unfortunately.
from hamiltonian :
Your journal is GREAT! I am adding you to my favs!
from abittergirl :
good for you! At least SOMEONE is getting laid. Glad it was a good experience.
from abittergirl :
Hmm. I need shopping therapy ALL the fucking time. Apparently I must be a mess. Have a great date #2!
from wickedcrazy :
oh I had a friend like that. She never drank but would never drive. then she'd moan the whole way home about how TIRED she was. Notice I said "had", ha ha.
from sanetwin :
I love mac n cheese and ramen noodles lol. At least you had fun spending the money :).
from purex :
i hate talking on the phone
from sanetwin :
Eww, first of all dating smokers, it's almost as bad as smoking yourself. You always end up smelling like smoke AND your chance at getting lung cancer is greatly upped because of them. Yuck.
from wickedcrazy :
Fall is my favorite time of year too. I dont complain anymore about gettting up early. I had a job where I started at 3 am, 6 days a week, I had to get up at 1:45. Getting up at 5 now is a piece of cake, lol.
from sanetwin :
I love the fall as well. I can't wait for Halloween!
from delynn :
Those are really good. I look forward to seeing your artwork. I am adding you to my buddy list. Later gator, d
from delynn :
Love your doggies. BTW, you have to be a bitch sometimes. If it bugs you that much that he e-mails you, tell him. He is only trying to get a reaction from you anyway. later,d
from purex :
Hey, thanks for the note! Glad to hear that you'd try the movie theatre "thing"! I think it would work best in an action movie, lots of explosions and loud noises you know ;)
from abittergirl :
ha ha ha. I think every dating site is like that- I'm always whining about that. However, there may be some cute ones in your age range, if you just ignore all the losers...
from wickedcrazy :
Everything that betty said below. Plus on your 101's: 11, 13, 14, 21, 22, 23, 37, 43, 53, 54, 58, 64, 68, 81, 83, 86, 94, 95, 100 &101 are me too. :)
from sanetwin :
Thank you for adding me to your buddy list. I love your layout. I'm sorry to hear that right now is such a bad time for you. Depression is so hard to overcome. I'll be back.
from abittergirl :
I'm sorry you're having such a shitty time right now. It's so cliche, but it will get better. Keep yourself busy. Not drunk. Alcohol is a depressant; it makes the situation worse. Rent lots of movies; go outside and read books, hang out with friends who will be silly and not let you think about your problems, take a class in learning how to make stained glass, or pottery, or develop photography- do something creative- make something. Bake cupcakes- I'm a big fan of baking; the smell alone cheers me up. Post a profile on an internet dating site, and bask in the glow of many men emailing you and telling you you're beautiful- even if you're not interested and never email them back, it's nice to get the ego boost. Hang in there, to use another cheesy phrase, you'll be out of the woods soon.
from laura-ly :
Thanks for the note...no need to appologize. I've always battled with food and weight issues, and I'm sure I always will. Being happy seems easy in theory, yet I've tried every equation I know and the problem just never seems to work itself out. I'm still trying though, and hopefully one day I will be able to smile -just because. Take care of yourself. -Laura

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