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from fnl :
I just wanted to thank you for posting the link to that wonderful article. I had read yesterday that his wife *was* on the phone with him and so it was nice to hear her take on things. She seems like a very brave woman and it is obvious how much she loved him. I guess if she can find peace with it and if she really believes that this was how he wanted it, it's almost selfish of us to be angry at him.
from fnl :
Yes, a child in the house. But that is only according to some sources. Others say no one was there. Still others say that his son, daughter-in-law and grandson were all there. We'll probably never know for sure. I seriously hope that his wife wasn't really on the phone when he did it. God, how horrible. The more I read, though, the more think I understand. He was Hunter S. Thompson. As I've seen writen somewhere (I never remeber sources, it's one of my annoying eccentricities) the FBI couldn't kill him. Cancer couldn't kill him. Drugs couldn't kill him. The only thing that could kill the great Doctor was himself. He died just as he lived, without a care about convention, on his own terms. That's fitting in some sad way. Oh, and I found you while trying to drown my sorrow in the writings of other fans. Misery loves company and all of that. Hang in there. Remember that the Doctor himself would probably not have you mourn his death, but celebrate his immortality.
from fnl :
From one HST fan to another: I feel your pain. It was a fitting end for him, though, don't you think?
from sabinebyrne :
hey, yeah that's a pretty good idea. why don't you take your own advice, which should also include ceasing to STALK the people who no longer want you in their lives? this includes me as well. quit leaving me fucking notes and get on with your life.
from fathernye :
Forgiveness is a tricky thing and most people have a good deal of trouble because they can't even forgive themselves. Still, the anger we carry around inside of us does us as much harm or more than the person we are angry with. It is always better to just let it go. Have a happy snow day.
from sabinebyrne :
god damn you white boy.
from raulduke :
not so much a liquor store...I just had a fake id. did you know that's a felony? I do now.
from fathernye :
As a possessor of benign lumps, I understand how scary it can be to worry about cancer. I hope it turns out to be nothing.
from fathernye :
That's fine. You don't like me. I get it. Enjoy.
from sabinebyrne :
My message had nothing at all to do with yours. You must know that I know who you are, and I want no part of you on my board.
from fathernye :
Marie says I should explain rock soup so that you might understand what I was saying. The story goes that there was a village where no one had any food and everyone was starving to death. One day, someone decides to do something and puts a pot of boiling water on to cook. In it, he placed a rock and called it rock soup. All the villagers were confused and asked him what good a rock soup would do and he replied that it would make a fine soup. He invited anyone who wished to join him and put something in the pot. One by one, the villagers found little bits of carrot or a slice of potato and put there contribution into the soup and at the end of the day, they all had a fine soup to share. My meaning: When life strips you down to nothing, make rock soup. It can be a fine soup.
from fathernye :
I wasn't trying to. Just leaving a messge of hope. Good day.
from sabinebyrne :
look chap, do not try to lure me into your inane world of insanity. i want no part of it.
from fathernye :
Bad Lovers leave you to make rock soup.
from vikingmaiden :
No problem. :) I shall add you to my list of favorites.
from xinpheldspbx :
Button, button, who's got the button? -- Sorry I was gone so long. My cave goes deep.
from sabinebyrne :
Oh, and hi? Is this any excuse for your untimely abscence? I should say not. The cactus. Yes, if you are thinking how I am thinking, and I think you are, then yes. And I'll let you know how it goes. Surely. It'll be a while though. I am really happy for you, the whole adoption dealie. I told you I was a part of the process once. Well. I was on the giving end. So... yeah. I know a bit about it. People like you make me like these silly humans a little bit more.
from xinpheldspbx :
re: cactus-- If you're preparing for the venture I suspect, then I envy you. I've always wanted to walk down that road, as it were. re: pill-- stick with it, that is if you ever plan on using it again. The fewer shocks to that system, the better. Oh, and hi. I'm writing again.
from vikingmaiden :
"Dante and Shakespeare divide the world between them; there is no third." -T.S.Eliot. Thank you for having excellent taste in literature.
from turbogeek :
you don't add them to the html in your notify list or surrealist or whatever. it won't work.
from cherry900 :
This is Stacey from TEFdesigns. No, the images won't go back to normal because I had to get a new host, so you'll have to get the new html for it. http://geocities.com/tefdesigns/mean.html.... So sorry for the inconvinience!
from xinpheldspbx :
Coyote Ugly. Beer me.
from xinpheldspbx :
It's Willy Wonka, quoting Shakespeare. Beer me.
from xinpheldspbx :
Through the distorted window that is babelfish, I feel for you.
from xinpheldspbx :
"i've been involved in complicated procedure it can be for the adopting couple... " --- huh?
from xinpheldspbx :
My dear, you are an utter hoot. -- You should talk to my wife (hmpk); she had a long-distance relationship overseas and she can tell you just how well THAT worked out.
from xinpheldspbx :
Congrats, dearie-- you're all growed up!
from xinpheldspbx :
"since no one wants to hear it" -- 'no one' is a pretty broad category. Heck, iffin you can't talk in your own journal, where can you? To hell with your readers, say whatcha wanna!
from xinpheldspbx :
You know, I would have been more of a Howard Roarke if I'd had the talent to back up such persistent singularity. So I guess he'll just be that to which I aspire.
from xinpheldspbx :
I doubt you turn men into assholes. Men are always assholes, they just need to be close to their victims in order to be most effective.
from xinpheldspbx :
Embrace the girliness, and you control it. Run away from the girliness, and it controls you.
from xinpheldspbx :
While I agree with the premise of the bill, its wording has left open the doom of our species-- not defining the point of 'life'. Basically, this qualifies a single fertilized egg to be considered a living human being. This would make even 'day after' pills illegal, make abortions for rape victims illegal, and will drive women back into alleys with coat hangers. You need only look at China to see how well the baby regulation industry works. This well-intentioned bill was badly worded on purpose as a weapon to kill Roe v. Wade.
from xinpheldspbx :
There can be gain in loss, if you look for it.
from xinpheldspbx :
that's one of my favourite Talking Heads songs, you know.
from raulduke :
That's what you said last time, than it just turned out that you were tired. So take a nap, and if you still think you're pregnant... we can go on some talk show and get tests done. I'll make sure to wear my gold tooth.
from xinpheldspbx :
In case you didn't know, Leap Year is also traditionally Sadie Hawkins Day. Iffin ya don't know what it is, look it up.
from raulduke :
I know I know...it's a tragedy fit for shakespeare
from xinpheldspbx :
Really, I don't see what's wrong with kissing women. I happen to like it a whole lot, and I think everyone should do it.
from raulduke :
Oh...I am getting laid right. you just aren't eating the right pumpkin pie.
from raulduke :
all I have to say is that I know exactly what you mean. I am in total agreement with you. I think you are right beyond words. Also...I am eating pumpkin pie and it is better than sex.
from xinpheldspbx :
The more rigid things become, the more likely they are to break. This too shall pass.
from raulduke :
thanks for the site. I like learning about this stuff. hy hey hey... bye.
from xinpheldspbx :
I'm sorry you're having trouble with the general male population. As a man myself, I can attest to our overriding asseyness. By no means perfect, I do however make an effort. I am far less clueless as I was when I was in my 20's, in the order of '2 is larger than 1'. I must take issue with the toilet seat thing though: really, who sits without looking at what they're sitting on? Anyway, I feel for you.
from raulduke :
no no no... I love YOU more!
from raulduke :
if The Cure weren't good...I don't know what I would do... but they are... so... Watch yourself.
from xinpheldspbx :
I'm touched that I made your short list. Or slightly disturbed. One of the two. Pick the one you like best.
from xinpheldspbx :
When I say yearning, I mean that gut-wrenching, full body yearning that keeps you up at night wishing for things to happene even though you know in your head that they shouldn't but you want it anyway cos that's what the pain in your gut that is the yearning is telling you. That's what I'll pass on next time-- it's too frustrating to be healthy.
from raulduke :
baby if you get that fudge.... I'll be your mechanic!
from raulduke :
smash bananas on my head...or...I could...well do something else. You know... I think you have gone totally nuts.
from raulduke :
one time i went to a phish concert. i didn't even go inside, just hung out in the parking lot with all the hippies selling bongs and stuff. it was...an experience. Thanks by the way for not wanting me to feel glum. I don't really. I just get bored.
from raulduke :
you just said uber....that is uber cool.
from raulduke :
have I seen Dancer in the Dark?!? Chick...I own it. I love it. I want to have like ten thousand of it's babies. I got to see it at the Sundance film festival like two or three years ago. It was in a library. It was good. We did all rejoice.... you must really dig on Hunter... have you read Screwjack? have you read The Curse of Lono? two of his more underappreciated but still super good. YOu are super kool. I think bananas taste gross.
from sabinebyrne :
Were there women fucking polar bears? I bet there was.
from raulduke :
I had a dream and it wasn't about you. It was a good one though.
from raulduke :
I had a dream and it wasn't about you. It was a good one though.
from raulduke :
you totally wish you knew. write more in this diary. Now! I mean it!
from raulduke :
you....little... thing. I have no idea who you are. I don't have nightmares. My life is a giant rainbow. A big wax ball of sunlight. A jelly rush of obnoxious singing and ultra violent heat.
from sabinebyrne :
you have another telegram, dr. gonzo.
from raulduke :
there's a question in the back. it's me... it's me. who are you?
from raulduke :
Eyes like jellyfire, teeth like basebalss. I like your diary. Don't touch me.
from sabinebyrne :
I actually rather enjoy yearning. It gives me a sense of purpose. If I never felt the desire to have/need anything, I'd be worried. Cause then, I'd be no better than a robot...
from xinpheldspbx :
I certainly do. Been there many times. Glad to hear that it was just the day. There are many things about my early 20's that I enjoyed; the yearning was not one of them. I'll pass on that next time 'round.
from sabinebyrne :
oh noooooo! online translators are evil, and never really translate properly. I tried putting that entry into freetranslation.com a few minutes ago and it came out really jumbled. Worse than "choppy." I suppose that's why it is a "free" translation, eh? i've not given up on love or anything, quite the contrary actually. I think the night I wrote that I was just in one of those... moods. I'm sure you know what I mean.
from xinpheldspbx :
Not particularly. My music writing sucks as well. In regard to your slightly choppy Itallian, one shouldn't fear to love. Which is easy to say, of course, and much harder to practise. I myself have truly loved very few times, and those few have been precious. Precious and few are the moments... egad, please kill the 70's. And no, I don't speak Itallian-- but never doubt the power of online translators. Just don't give up hope on the possibility of love.
from sabinebyrne :
ha ha ha, were that my "poetry" you'd not think it worthy of being put to music. as a poetessa, i rather.... suck. actually that little diddy has already been put to music. it is a maroon 5 tune called not coming home. you should check them out. although, i am quite curious as to what YOU did with it. care to share?
from xinpheldspbx :
Is it okay that I've put your last poem ('When you refuse me...') to music? It just sorta came to me as I was reading it. Cheesy and bad guitar chords - and I'm not even sure if it even really works - but there it is.
from xinpheldspbx :
Being intriguing is kind of a hobby of mine. Well, not really, but it sounds good. --- I meant youth as in a state of being, a mindset, as opposed to immature. I certainly didn't mean it as demeaning. I, too, am stuck between youth and adulthood, although adult is slowly winning. Responsibility sucks, sometimes. But it has its benefits. --- As to how I stumbled upon your 'mess of words', I did just that - stumbled. I don't even remember how I managed to find your notes page, originally. The universe has its ways of making things go.
from xinpheldspbx :
I've been there (and still am, in some ways)-It's hard, being in that place between youth's defiance and the 'adult' reality of survival. Especially for a Taurus, I imagine. I don't envy you. ----- I just watched a tree fall. -

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