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not precisely a void...a small collection of weirdos are here, reading along. i caught sight of your words a while ago and found them lovely. and have since been delighted to see you writing a little more regularly. i hope you'll continue, personally. and yet, fully understand that the yearnings of some odd stranger aren't enough to make this a satisfying outlet for you. at any rate, you're lovely.

from dangerspouse :

Snails are always slow to catch on. Go figure.

from rhetoric :

excited about this plan.

from the-grey-one :

just letting you know i heard your shout.

from misfitstray :

You sound like you are my twin. ♥

from rhetoric :

i did not know it was down. i am looking into it. but you have so many other ways to get a hold of me, it shouldn't be that big of a hindrance. that said, it is always nice to get seemingly random notes there or here..

from pinebranches :

i promise i will never move again. i went on a year-long hiatus, not to escape anything or anyone save for my lackluster writing and my crazy effing cousins who would NOT leave me alone, respectively.

from element3fold :

gotta love the intelligence of college students. just know cu is not alone in it's crop of brain-lacking individuals unable to control their bodies waste-expelling activites.

from element3fold :

not disgusted, just amused. mind you, i'm never at my best in the morning, so really i just wasn't that awake yet. :) yeah it does help to know that. i think i'm just used to...i don't know, the only other times i've ever been kissed, at least as far as initial kisses go, there was a great deal of kissing and there was groping that went with it so there was enough sexual energy to add a spark to anything. :) this is just new, so i don't know what to expect. makes life interesting though...love from chicago, with all its humidity and flatland expanse!

from zerom3ph :

that has got to be the best circle story 'Evarrrrr'. (apple of my ass?!?)

from mysterybeast :

no, no! i love that you keep adding me; you've been a favorite of mine since, like, time began. its amazing that you haven't become annoyed that i move house so much.

from whatlight :

check my diary now - it should be working now. :)

from element3fold :

No, no, the two are not named the same thing. They're the two most recent, to be sure, but they're also the closest guy friends I've had, including all the ones you name. I agree, hurrah for getting out of town. I need to get away from the people who keep fucking up my life.

from karika :

hey, thanks for that. how did u find my diary?

from queen-hearts :

hi. thanks for adding me as a fave but i suppose i'm a little befuddled by the comment. i'm not a writer. i didn't start a diary to be profound. it's just a release. anyhow, some of your entries are pretty incredible and i do enjoy reading you. i guess if you're looking for less ramble and more story then perhaps stumbling across my diary was a mistake?

from meidhreach :

I really like your diary. I found it because my friend linked some random girl who linked you lol, and since it said 'singingcamel' I just HAD to click it, thinking 'what could a girl named after a singing herd animal have to say??' and then your layout was cool, so I read on. Yeah this is a realy long note. I'm jsut saying hi, is what I meant to say with all this. My blog's dead right now. heh. oh well bye. and keep blogging, because you have a new stalker ^_~

from iranaden :

eewww...im sorry. i wonder why teachers and such like to take a good book and cause us to hate it by making us write reports and summaries on it? this is not right. we ought to do something about it.

from heepajunk :

like your latest entry (dec12th) made me laugh. well worded.

from stopbreathin :

krassner - w00t! (excuse the vernacular)... you should read "Acid Dreams" (by Martin Lee and Bruce Shlain) if you haven't already. Or "White Noise" by Don Delillo if you're looking for some fiction. more later... maybe!

from bean-bean :

for my 'business interview' i had to go out and purchase clothes without holes in them. i got the job though. all is well in the world

from redox :

heh, i do jest. however i was out walking with a full-sleeve t-shirt and i must say i managed a sweat. anyway there is a comic book store out there, the address i've given on my diary. it's a pretty good one too. it's on the west side of clark street. if you want more info you can contact me using AIM (my SN is in my profile and i prefer not to give it out here cuz i'm paranoid.) Good day.

from drhead :

we're not all bad. i'll be good. and stuff and things.

from drhead :

i'll take you to see amelie, but i can't guarantee i won't try to make out with you afteward.

from welsey :

We will see American Beauty and Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back!! I haven't seen them either.

from mushoo :

just so that you never lose it, my email (one of them, this is the main one I use now) is here. Although now I've given all your readers my email... hrmmmm.

from element3fold :

Bannana, what does Sheridan Rd. going to Canada have anything to do with my archives?

from element3fold :

Hush, there's nothing wrong with that. It *is* fun to get dressed up, especially if you don't do it often. It's fun to go shopping and try on dresses, so long as you don't have to try on too many, and see which one makes you look absolutely radiant. It's fun to walk down the aisle and scoff and laugh at the hideous pieces of material that dare to call themselves prom dresses. It's fun to gawk at the ridiculous amounts of make-up displayed in the department stores, and amusing to watch how excited the beauticians become when you tell them you need prom make-up but you don't usually where make-up so could they please help you pick out the right colors? and then to see the face appear after they're done, and listen to them say "See, I *knew* there was a beautiful girl just waiting to come out" even though it sounds corny and they're probably just trying to sell the make-up to you. And it's fun on the night of, to have the whole ensemble together and stare at the girl who's staring back at you from the mirror, and to enjoy looking beautiful not because you need to impress anyone and not because you want to prove that you can be beautiful and not because want the boy or girl to like you or you want to be better than all the snobs you scoff at or because you want to get laid, but to enjoy looking beautiful just for you, because it's fun to make a fuss over yourself now and then. And of course, there's the expressions of those who've never seen you dressed up before or at such a cliche thing as a prom. But that's another story. Daniel Johns should never be a rapper. Even though he does have a beautiful sexy Australian accent.

from buddyholly :

Haha... You described the sterile life of Seniors much better here than you did on my site... I understand what you're talking about now... Although, I don't think it's a question of satisfaction. I'm satisfied right now, but I'm still active... I mean you're complaining about being so bored. That doesn't sound like fun to me!

from mrbochenkels :

what's the name of that silverchair song you sing?

from quietboy :

Who are ya? Write [email protected]

from buddyholly :

mmm... inertia says whatever you were doing before is the "natural state." "an object in motion will stay at motion and an object at rest will stay at rest." Once you get started, even in the Midwest, (and I guarantee living in the Midwest is not why you feel lethargic), you'll just keep going. Now, How you get started? I've got no clue...

from thisisjohn :

The weirdest thing happened. In my dream, I was drinking singing camel coffee. And I thought to myself, now your name makes sense. But here I am. and it was a dream. and it was such a little detail. I dont understand it. But I felt compelled to tell you.

from crankydragon :

I just found you and I'm intrigued. Going back to reading, now.

from cutenixie :

Hi Hannah -- Thanks for reviewing my diary!! ~*~Nixie

from welsey :

Hiya. Well you definetly had a good point there with your entry. But I kind of like the fact that it was just SO stereotypical, it was just such a strange obviously stupid teenager lack of knowing what we're doing thing, it seems almost campy. Like those old batman and robin movies. But I don't really have any plans to do it again, simply because I already have and that was what I had set out to do.

from instareyes :

So do you remember you old, but now taller, friends? Can I still rely on you to corrupt me and tell me not to go to class, because you are more worth while? Call or email me sometime hun. I hate leaving messages on machines or with parents.... Remember Ken, and me, and the penis jokes sometime... :*

from onechopstk :

Rainier M. Rilke said this once: *yes...a bit long, i know*

"...Because we are alone with the alien thing that has entered into our self; because everything intimate and accustomed is for an instant taken away; because we stand in the middle of a transition where we cannot remain standing. For this reason the sadness too passes: the new thing in us, the added thing, has entered into our heart, has gone into its inmost chamber and is not even there any more, is already in our blood. And we do not learn what it was. We could easily be made to believe that nothing has happened, and yet we have changed, as a house changes into which a guest has entered. We cannot say who has come, perhaps we shall never know, but many signs indicate that the future enters into us in this way in order to transform itself in us long before it happens. And this is why it is so important to be lonely and attentive when one is sad: because the apparently uneventful and stark moment at which our future sets foot in us is so much closer to life than that other noisy and fortuitous point of time at which it happens to us as if from outside." transitions are beautiful...and a key to avoiding the parallax is to take the time to gradually unfold what is going around and in you - use the experiences and the interactions and the chance encounters and the blasting music in a car that makes it anonymously to wisconsin .... use it all. if not for some external project, then for your own internal. -darlene

from elfling :

I really like the "absorbed" entry for some reason... it rings for me. I dunno. It made sense. I should try not speaking for a week.

from thisisjohn :

Hi. yeah. Im one of those boring people who fill their diaries with poems. yay. i like what you write. its... very different. so yeah.

from onechopstk :

i stumbled upon your entries today...Riviera? Metro??? weed? are you in chicago my dear? if you are...we've swapped places, apparently. we should chat...you probably RAWK! :).

from mrbochenkels :

i'm positive i left the cd in your car, i just threw it in the back right behind the drivers seat, i bet you just don't want to listen : p and i played mr. bungle for my friends too, i tricked them by saying it was queen, oh well, i have to go do homework. really listen to grandaddy! it's in the back of your car, i swear. peace. ~mr b

from element3fold :

When was this assignment? :)

from meshugena :

well doesn't that just SUCK big FAT plastic ken lumps. (oops, less sarcasm was intended there...i promise.) almost sounds like a reunion of the umlautic camels...EXCEPT NOT! AHAHAHAHAHA! but seriously dear, that is too bad. if it makes you feel any better, with the camels it was basically the same thing except you sang with all that teenage aggression bullshit crap crap yeah and got to play happy little diddly '80s riffs on my keyboard. haha, ooh, i'm sleepy. erm, seeya later. p.s. all those "guest" members of that band...hmm... p.p.s. sorry, i forgot how that was relevant. p.p.p.s. gnite.

from my-womb :

Maria stinks!

from trixiegirl :

Hannah Banana!!!! Cheer up, I still love you!! And I must say that even though I was a tinsy bit scared in my freshman year that you thought I was dumb, I now realize that you are one of the good parts of band that are left, I mean most of all the others are to obsessed with how much of a whore they are(aka: Michelle, or however you spell her name) But anywho, Don't be too sad, boys suck and no one has every truely found out why, I mean they say that we are the difficult ones to figure out, but it truthfully is the other way. Okay, I am going to go because I had the sudden urge to talk about how men who supposedly are filled with Testosterone are usally the ones with the most Homosexual tendencys, so yeah, I don't get me started. And all I want to say is Wrestling/football=spandex. Oh wow, I've written way too much. Bye hannah Banana

from my-womb :

It's tough to move on when you don't want to, but trust me, it's not as hard as you think it would be. You seem so strong and intelligent, give yourself time. Love is tough, but you could overcome it. :)

from trixiegirl :

I read your note, and it make me feel a lot better. I have never really put effort into trying to think so positivly about things that bother me so much...I think I shall try it, who knows maybe I wont hate people any more. But anywho, for the time being I am still going to have my select group of people that I don't want to punch in the face. Don't worry Hannah, you are one of those special people that are not going to get kicked or any thing, especially since you helped me look for my doggie (even though he is not my doggie any more, I still appreciate it greatly) so yeah.

from instareyes :

I have to say I feel you on the medication stuff. It hurts me to have to rely on them, but right now I deffinatly have to. Wish you'd talk to me sometimes. :p Didn't get to read all you stuff, but your very articulate in a way I can't always understand.. if that makes any sense at all... Well <3 ya!

from welsey :

Get back on the meds. I am never usually one to say this but I am certain I would be unfunctionable without mine. And if you feel that shitty you need them. It's not worth it, don't mess with yourself like that.

from element3fold :

Tsk tsk, Hannah. Just because you saw Nika become unangelically perfect doesn't deserve satisfaction....that's a waste of satisfaction, if you ask me. Which you never do. I always beat you to it. :)

from verts-yeux :

Mmmm... sweetie... I love you more and more every time I read an entry... It must be the connection... er something. Don't let parental arguments get you down. When it all boils over, you're the only one that knows if you're happy or not. :o)

from mrbochenkels :

of course i wanted to check out your girlboy entry! i think it's wonderful, and i'm not saying that just to be nice either. my favorite part is where you talk about how you want a boy who loves you just as much as you love him, no more no less. i think that's really quite beautiful, anyway, enjoy homecoming, don't think of it as a "burden", ok? peace.

from welsey :

Siblings do indeed suck. Especially those that won't talk to you and aren't really your siblings so you have to be nice to them. At least I can hit my brothers. I am never getting an exchange student.

from meshugena :

hubba hubba

from rhetoric :

i did/do want to know. you're far too kind and well-spoken to stoop to my level.. [or, so thinks me.]

from harmfull :

i wouldn't worry too much about bitching. i mean, it is a diary. people expect it. and you did it in a way that was interesting enough for me to read. i can't say that about a lot of diaries.

from element3fold :

Babe, I don't want to hear any complaints about homecoming...you managed, somehow, to get me convinced enough to buy a ticket from Galen, and now I'm going. The question is, do we go casual or skank?

from my-womb :

I'm amazed and envious of your beauty, talent, character. I stumbled upon your entries, they exude the type of brilliance that only one person has, the kind no one can recreate. Unique. Keep making your music.

from fukrot :

Haveing a passion for something, wanting it so bad you can taste it rolling around in your mouth, says EVERTHING about your ACTUAL talent. Don't let the bastards grind you down.

from johnpowers :

I really like the new design, but your graphic doesn't show up for me. It might be my server, but it might not. You might want to check it.

from wolves :

oh, this is rachel. i've been taken off of your list of diaries to go read which i definitely deserved because i only had four entries for about three months, and then I deleted those and had one entry of a couple months that ended in "I'm gonna finish this later." do you watch seinfeld? of course you don't. i feel like i'm caught up in a speed dial saying how important you are war like that. ok, fine, nobody knows what i'm talking about. fine fine fine.

from bunnydetox :

why, you have a very pretty notebox here. I'm envious. Your use of words is far better then my own Hannah, thank you for yours :) -detox

from elfling :

that entry that everyone else really liked? I like it too. Yes, I am unoriginal.

from mel839 :

maybe we're both fucked up!?

from element3fold :

That's the most detailed account of your life I've heard. The thing about college essays is that there's always the option of write about a topic of your choice. You know what hte point of a college essay is? To teach the administrative board about you and to show off you're writing skills. What you just wrote fulfills both requirements. You have a rough draft. Now where will you go with your life?

from trixiegirl :

Hey, I did enjoy hearing about your life, it was cool to see what made you who you are. It was a fun adventure. Adie

from mel839 :

i cant write all that about my life, i'm way too fucked up

from fukrot :

Oh yeah. I'm still trying to figure out the poop thing.

from fukrot :

I'm going to have a hard time fitting my ego through the door of the computer room. Seriously, thank you. And thank you for your latest entry. I spent 6 months in a dummy class for them to figure out I was a bored genius. Dummy class was the other kids phrase for it. Quite often to my face. Of course, when I got out of the class and into regular classes, the stigma followed and later turned into teasing about being smart (?????). From what I've read so far, you strike me as someone worth reading. I will be. :)>

from mrbochenkels :

i think i might have to steal your entry idea. i dunno, it struck me as really genius, i don't wanna be a kiss ass now but it was pretty cool. peace.

from verts-yeux :

Aww, darling. You amaze me. It seems we have something in common. While I never got into music (I tried the violin for a month in 3rd grade, and hated it!) much I was "the smart kid". The teacher's pet. The kiss-ass, as you put it. And I was fine until I reacher middle school. That's where my identity as the smart kid was challenged by the "need" to be cool and the smarter kids, always out doing me, no matter how hard I tried. Hmm... this story could get long and tedious. Just know you aren't alone. Always, Linds

from punktheboy :

Ah, so that's what notes are. Sweet. I'm still not getting them though. I'm difficult like that. Thanks for signing me guestbook, mate. Sometimes I break into Australian-speak. You're a pretty good writer. God, this note is going to sound spacey. I am not on drugs. Just lacking sleep. Anyway, some women are mean so if you are thinking about becoming a lesbian, beware. They will rip you in two. That's all. Thanks for visiting. =)

from fukrot :

Thank you for listing me as a favourite. My ego swells appropriately. :)>

from element3fold :

AUBREY! That's my guess. But I supposed I'm not allowed to guess, am I... :)

from verts-yeux :

Hey girly... was the person you were talking about a janitor? I find that sometimes they're shy, and don't like students help. If not, I look way to deep into things. Hope you're alright. :o)

from mel839 :

*grope*

from mrbochenkels :

it's not that i'm asking a girl just to ask a girl. if i wanted to do that, i'd just ask one of my girl friends who wants to go. i just wanna finally meet the right girl, you know? i dunno, it's hard to explain. but i don't particularly want to go, i mean, i've gone before and it's not so fun unless you take someone you really want to go with.

from welsey :

Your surveys make me horny. Mmm feminism question.

from element3fold :

I thought you were sleeping...

from jsb43 :

yes you got that right......thank you for the comments :)

from welsey :

Oh damnit, well that explains why I was so friggin confused. Now who is this Ned person?

from elfling :

hi Hannah! I am leaving you a pointless note. You were online earlier but I was busy and then you signed off... message me some time, or leave me one if I'm not around, or read my diary or something! I miss you!

from trixiegirl :

Yeah, I am pretty sure that I am not the cracksmokin'-weedlovin'-speedfreak-acidjunkie that everyone thinks I am....To tell you the truth, when people smoke(cigarettes)around me, I get very perterbed. Teehee, Adie

from mrbochenkels :

i think it means your dad sucks at card tricks

from welsey :

Yay! I am a convincing feminist. Adie left me a note saying that she agreed with me too. I suppose a chill pill could help, but then I wouldnt write as long entries!

from mrbochenkels :

you never played freecell or fujigolf when you were little? that's sad, you must've been really deprived as a kid. peace. p.s. ets sucks but i'll keep reading your diary anyway, you and welsey are cool in my book.

from arglebargle :

if you're 40% slut and 47% bitch, what is the other 13%?

from instareyes :

HANNAH! GER, why didn't u tell me you had an online diary? How did u find my page, Oh well, I LOVE you, and hehehe.. it isn't lesbian :) *sigh* thanks about the birthday. I don't know how I would have survived with out you. Your wonderful. Be true to yourself love. -Karo

from mrbochenkels :

wow, i don't know where you get this honesty stuff. you sound pretty damn honest in your diary. that's the only reason i like reading it, i mean, you're not fake or phony about anything. you seem to be pretty real to me...

from zeroboy :

the quote on the poster comes from kerouac himself, in fact its from the book on the road, which is one of my personal favorite books, and i highly recommend checking it out.

rock on
-bryan

from kornbitch :

Hey Hannah! Don't worry, I don't think anyone could possibly eat you, even though you were born in the year of the rat! I mean, c'mon, seeing how tall you are, I'm sure whoever attempted would get their butt kicked!

from mrbochenkels :

Hey, i kinda agree with your poser entry and kinda don't. I mean, of course I agree that it's the little things that determine if a person is a good human being (i.e. giving the kid bus money to get home when he's outta dough) but clothes are indicative of a person's personality too. I mean, not to be shallow or anything, but people who shop at the gap or something are showing that they're conformists. People who buy Abercrombie gym shirts with random numbers on the back proclaiming they're part of the lifeguard crew are also making a statement. I mean, there's this guy at my school who wears garbage bags to school every day over his shirt so people can't judge him by his clothes. That's really cool, but anyway, this fella is making a statement with his clothes too. You can't say that the to be lifeguard from abercrombie and mr garbage bag man aren't making two different statements about who they are as people. Then again, clothes are clothes. I don't want to be shallow. Maybe I'm just rambling, this isn't coming off very well. Anyway, I really like your diary, keep up the writing! P.S. I didn't think anyone else like Lucky Boys Confusion!!! Did you see them on Craig Kilborn?

from welsey :

I see that welsey is no longer one of the singingcamel's favorite diaries...no pressure here but I am feeling very unloved! ps-very interesting newest entry. I understand what you mean about the upperhand business (I do it too when talking to younger people)

from singingcamel :

I hate to leave a message on my own diary, but this is in response to element3fold: I think the answer is: both.

from element3fold :

Because in these days we're so afraid of being seen for who we are we'll do anything to hide it. And if we aren't afraid, everyone just thinks we are and that we're hiding anyway.

from element3fold :

So tell me, how many of our friends are now subscribing to this site of diaries for all eyes. You know, how many of us want to share our lives and how many of us just want someone to notice us?

from lyndzie :

mmm, babies, my favorite.

from welsey :

Yum yum babies.

from element3fold :

You know, if you ask the right people, they'd say there is no linear time. It's kinda one of those mind-boggling things you have to trust to someone else's opinion, or believe in on faith alone. But so far as I've known you, you've always been into, like, you're reality is what you make it, so if you don't like linear time, then just don't believe in it. Most of us don't know the truth, anyways. We don't even know if there is one.

from glitzdragon :

hey what's up. i like the way you use your words so beautifully. :) visit me sometime if you like. :)

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