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from chickpea981 :
Since you are open to alternative kinds of healing, I suggest you consider accupuncture for Rob. I have heard nothing but great things about it. Even my grandmother went into accupuncture sessions after her 2 years of trauma and surgery - she had severe pain and this seemed to do wonders for her. It also works with the mind as well as body. Think about it.
from chickpea981 :
So I thought I had left you a note to ask for your password but clearly I have not. Can I come in? If so, [email protected] If not, I will not be offended.
from warholgirl :
Would love to be able to read.
from swimmmer72 :
the struggle to lose weight is difficult and filled with setting oneself up for failure as a part of the cycle. i wish you luck and the motivation necessary.
from submiss :
Oops!! I meant diary!!
from submiss :
Thanks for letting me read your dairy! I loved your entry of January 3rd! Great! submiss
from lady-crystal :
Hugs and kisses for the new year! Ohhh, and please remember to let me have access to your diary!!! Ummm, consider it a sort of Christmas present, pretty please? xxx
from submiss :
Hi. Loved to read your diary. Can I please go on reading it? My email address is: [email protected] thanks in advance and have a great 2007!!
from swimmmer72 :
could i please have your password? i can be reached at [email protected] Thanks! :)
from swimmmer72 :
i'm with you on that. work is a full 50% of our waking hours, and that's just too much time to be miserable because you hate where you are. it has a ripple affect which does have an impact of our personal lives, and that's too high a cost, for me anyway. others can make their own decisions, but if i'm going to be stressed (and i'm not totally against stress per se), it needs to be doing something i believe in. my degree is in teaching, which i left behind almost 9 years and two careers ago. and i'm still ready for another change. good luck to you!
from swimmmer72 :
i know the feeling, about grenades. my last job was like that, with bosses and colleagues all back-stabbing, setting up, and seemingly consumed with lies and malice. a very, very toxic environment, one that i'm happy to be out of even though it paid the bills a lot better than my current job does. is the stress worth it?
from swimmmer72 :
actually, i don't own a passport either. all my wanderings have been continental USA with the exception of hawaii and a bit of canada. still, i'm glad you understood my scatterbrained entry. thanks for the great comment! :)
from imaginekm :
Dude- leave your job and follow your impulses. If it doesn't work out, there are plenty of gigs out there just like it. I say, if you're lucky enough to have any dream at all, you'd be crazy not to give it a shot.
from chickpea981 :
Ummm.. who said I was going into the world of BDSM???? I said I was perusing profiles and found that guy randomly and thought it was odd he'd post his blog. I said I'd maybe ask him some questions since I'm a blogger too but hell fucking no would I get involved with that shit.
from chickpea981 :
I had to sit through a 7 habits seminar for a work function and I absolutely hated it. I already do half the shit in there and I'm already ridiculously organized. There was something about the chick leading the seminar that made me want to drive a nail through my skull though. but hye, whatever works for you works for you so I'm not knocking you.
from chickpea981 :
I don't know why I haven't commented before now but here I am commenting... where did you get these wonderful jeans of which you speak. I love jeans - I wear them all the time but I have a hard time finding the right pair. When I do, I buy 3 pairs and then I have none when those die (because I abuse the hell out of my jeans). Anyway, I'm one of those fat girls (my jeans size is between 18 and 22 depending on the cut and style) you'd write a column for so share your secrets!
from lady-crystal :
Congratulations from England!!! All the very best wishes from me, D, Jason & Suzie and we all blow you individual (and very deep) kisses. Well done!!!!! With all our love Crystal, D, Jason, Suzie & Pixel and Beanie. xxx
from deatherchick :
honey, you are amazing. I love reading your posts, your so down to earth. ;-) -Lucifer
from woeknowsbest :
yes! I would love to let you in. Email me... girlrunswithscissors at gmail dot com
from dwin-2005 :
i just read your last 3 entries... and i totally agree about the bitching one... sometimes we just need to let it out... come and read mine sometime if you want... right now i'm not use to making entries so bare with me... i think that we can become great friends... Happy Holidays (for what its worth)... btw i am a 28yr old bisexual female submissive
from nastydiva :
I wish I could say something clever to help you feel better. I will say that I have had similar feelings to the ones you describe and I emphathize with your frustration.
from stormyalone :
ty for the note. i am busy,alot of changes since i last wrote. poping in to read yours when i can though! take care :)
from lady-crystal :
Wonderful, wonderful diary! You now have yet another regular reader. I wish you the very best of luck with your latest emotional rollercoaster ride. All the best from England. Crystal xxx
from icyjewel :
Thanks for the note you left me a few days ago about my story. I really appreciate it when someone comes across my diary, reads it, and leaves me such a nice note. I hope you are having a good weekend!
from mothers-hope :
**sigh** I could use the cry ... but I don't even think I can. It's scary. I haven't cried in a very very long time. I want to .. I just don't. Thanks for your "love". It's nice to know that you really care ... I love your heart. You're amazing!!!
from submiss :
Hi. My son also is manic-depressie. Since aprox. 10 years he has medication and it helps a lot. So please see a dr. and let him help you, it is worthwhile!! If you want to ask me something, just email me. Take care.
from mothers-hope :
That is SO great ... good for you honey. I would say you are doing just fine. Enjoy the ride!
from mothers-hope :
hey beauty!
from beautifulwoe :
I heart you too doll, and I miss d-land, but x seems safer. Thanks for visiting. Hope your back feels better love!
from dirrrtygrrrl :
hey... i have been where you are. in fact i am there right now. everyone has thier own way to deal. mine is cleaning... lol. but also talking to someone helps. ciao
from beautifulwoe :
Right now you have what we all dream about. Embrace it. Love it. Hang on to it. Love, Woe. (I figured I could also be called OWW right now.)
from jiltedreads :
I think I'm in need of a new password, for some reason I can't get in.
from jiltedsoul :
Thank you for the kind note. I would love a password, if you don't mind. [email protected]
from mothers-hope :
Have I told you have brilliant and beautiful I think you are?? People can learn a lot from you, whether they believe it what you're saying ... or not.
from ghostofgor :
I havent fucked the world up, I just sit back and watch it happen along with everyone else who doesnt get it. And for the record Im 100% lesbian too. Go team.... GOG
from mothers-hope :
Happy Mother's Day, hugh?? =(
from oceans-depth :
Thank You for visiting my diary. ♥ Deja
from mothers-hope :
Whew! I put you on my yahoo IM. I guess we should talk.
from mothers-hope :
as i was saying before I hit "enter" by accident ... Maybe WE should get together. ;)
from a-rosewithin :
Warmest of Greetings to you Steelcollar. This morning I noticed you had added me as a favorite with the sweetest of comments - obviously heart felt words. Thank you for seeing a 'bright light'. You leave a heart smile ... mine. These trail of words that others leave behind - those passionate heart felt words from others that encourage us ever onward - to reach higher, to share openly & honestly; to trust and to love ... to bravely embrace all around us! I believe this takes great courage at times - not only in the giving, yet in receiving what is offered in return. Thank you for your words Steelcollar. Thank you for the scent and the small reflection of 'YOU', that you leave behind. My wish for you today, is that my words leave behind a heart smile; that you welcome others words in the spirit that they are given and that you believe in the Beauty YOU ARE and that you continue sharing your scent ... your reflection with all those you are surrounded with. May those most close to you and even those strangers that stop in ... forever encourage your passion. Lastly, may your own passion inspire others evermore! Love from afar yet near in heart, ~Shannon
from mothers-hope :
I've got a lot of catching up to do on you girl. Thanks for the compliment too! ;)
from bindyree :
Thank you for adding me. :-)
from beautifulwoe :
"I will share my hurts that have never healed, and the hope that I can move beyond those hurts. I will share that part of me that feels as though it was never loved and doesn't deserve love." Whoa sister, you are singing my song!!!
from beautifulwoe :
Gosh... LOVE. It sucks, but it's so beautiful when it's there. Today I was treated like shit by my so-called best friend that is now my ex best friend. I loved her, but today when I looked in her eyes I didn't even recognize her anymore. It was dark and cold, and I nearly shuddered in her presence. It was strange. But yeah. I want to be in love so badly. So badly. I can't even say just how much. There are so many forms of love and I can't seem to get it in any form. UGH!
from beautifulwoe :
Thank you, you are very very nice! I'm going to get caught up on all my new diaries this weekend! xoxo Woe
from mothers-hope :
i just stumbled upon you looking for someone who is not 15 with their whole lives ahead of them and complaining, or goth ... just looking for someone with a common ground ... and I can DEF relate to the whole tit thing.
from karissima :
thank you for the kind words...i am not quite sure how you ran across me, but you came at the perfect time...i needed to hear some positive feedback...thank you ::smile::
from karissima :
thank you for the kind words...i am not quite sure how you ran across me, but you came at the perfect time...i needed to hear some positive feedback...thank you ::smile::
from blab :
Thanks for leaving me a note in my guestbook! I'm glad you like my writing, especially after reading a couple of your entries. The content of your diary is very thought provoking and sometimes quite moving. The fact is that everybody gets caught in personal dramas, but usually when I read about their emotional roller-coaster rides I'm simply bored - but not so much yours... Anyway, I'd say I was going to start reading your diary regularly but frankly it's not likely to happen (I don't read any diaries regularly anymore, terrible ain't it?) But if I WAS reading regularly, you'd be on the list... hasta /blab

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