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i know, it's sad. my phone was turned off because i'm a broke ho. and i won't have a phone until april, when bonnie and i move and get a land line. i'd love to move to chi-town, but i'm in the middle of a bankruptcy, money's too tight right now. after my next lease is up, in a year or so, i'm totally gonna do it! smooch.

from countessatay :

it's so nice to hear from you! congratulations :) i hope things stay exciting, best of luck, or whatever it is...

from yours-4-ever :

married? look at you miss reynolds. congratulations!

from cheekyash :

y'know, i just really like the way you write. ♥aisling

from dipndot :

actually that line was entirely about you!! the rest of it was just inspired by our online conversation the other day. but it can mean anything you want it to.

from dipndot :

you inspired me to start writing again. =) i love you!

from prfctstrangr :

ok, ive added you in, when i see you online, ill message you the password, or you can email me for it, [email protected]

from prfctstrangr :

hi- i noticed i was on your favorites list, i havent done much besides just update my diary lately, and i was wondering since its been locked awhile whether or not you had a password. If you dont, let me know and ill send you one. Thanks for being a friend -prfctstrangr

from countessatay :

I don't think I could kiss just anyone. i thought about doing that to get over you...but it's just not my thing. After my feelings for Thadd faded, we didnt' kiss for a month, and then we broke up. I couldn't kiss someone I didn't like. The thought was empty and made me sick. I miss kissing you" oh jeez i know what you mean, that entry... i think i know how you feel, besides god stuff because that scares me

from dipndot :

hey kid. i read your entry about volunteering and helping the homeless and stuff. i totally wanna do that stuff too!! if you're serious about it, i'd love to hang out downtown with you sometime and work at a shelter. it's way cool. oh won't you come with me? won't ya? :)

from candora :

much love for you on V-Day :)

from dipndot :

hey doll. i just want you to know that i love you no matter what. i won't shun you. you're still my one and only middle boobie. :) and i'm here if you need to talk, although you're right about the bias thing. i can still listen if you wanna vent. no bias advice, just all ears. love you girl.

from dipndot :

leaving you a message cuz i love ya. :)

from mykholden :

ah, yes. intuition. highly sought and rarely found in men. except for maybe one...

from soi-disant :

i just commented on your diary then checked my notes and saw that you wrote me...how bizarre is that?..haha...what is this paper that you mentioned? thank you so much for your comment, i'm so glad to know that my writing has caught someone's interest...it makes it all so much more bearable, all the petty trivial things which force people like you and me to write. i feel the same way about your writing. i hope to hear from you soon. --rebecca.

from soi-disant :

"the best smile comes after we kiss" was absolutely beautiful...i'm so grateful to say that i can relate with that love. :) you're a very relatable writer and i love reading your stuff

from candoor :

happy new year :)

from homewithyou :

i love you amy, and you can spend Christmas with me...mewithoutYou show in one and a half days!!!

from yours-4-ever :

please don't be sad, love. i'm praying for you.

from hopesfire :

i don't hate you, amy. i'm a little confused and disappointed, though. confused about what you think of me and why things have turned out the way they have. disappointed in the results and disappointed in myself for not being perfect. it's a pretty complicated mess... miss you on d-land. you're a very good writer, i liked reading your entries. i think we all have our good and bad days when it comes to writing. i hope that you're still writing elsewhere if not here. -jared

from dipndot :

i miss you. i hope you're doing okay. i love you, boobie.

from countessatay :

it's nice to be hearing from you again! hope life treats you well this year

from soi-disant :

i totally can relate to the "easily said.." entry - it happens to me all the time. you just have to write as much as you can, i tend to do it pen & paper style - and something will come out. just to get the juices flowing. and then, like michaelangelo said about carving the David from a solid chunk of stone -- you just have to chip away the pieces that don.t look like David to get to the David that you know is there (paraphrased horribly) -- it.s in there :)

from soi-disant :

i just wanted to drop a line now that i'm reading (and writing) again...and also make the ever present and always true comment that "boys are stupid". :) -rebecca.

from the-n-side :

i love your writing too. i haven't been online in weeks. and i haven't gotten to speak with you in longer. how are you? i wish that i could go back and spend last summer being your friend and painting with you and reading books at the park. i just wish so badly that i could. instead i spent it selfishly waiting for the fall, waiting for my chance to break lose. and now i wish i could be your friend again. i hope we aren't too far away for that. i miss you. i still owe you money. i haven't forgotten, i just havent seen you. give me a call if you think of it. i work a lot but i would like to see you. love you. (i know actions speak louder than words, but i do love you )

from yours-4-ever :

doll, your writing is so enchanting to me. you have been blessed with a wonderful talent. never stop writing.

from laura-ly :

You are one of the few people that I truly believe when you say that you care. Thank you for that. BTW, I've started to read "Life Inside the 'Thin' Cage"...I can relate so much to this woman; I'm glad you recommended it. -Laura

from laura-ly :

Thanks for that note, Dear. I miss you, too. Things haven't been going well lately, but I'm trying to pull myself back up. To where? I'm not sure...but where I'm at is definitely no place to be. Take care of yourself. -Laura

from tumblerose :

hello i think your journal is really great to read it's really happy to know that everyone isn't perfect and that some people are going through the same things as me.

from laura-ly :

You've locked =( Can I have the username/password, please? Thanks.

from the-n-side :

hi honey. do you still have the same cell number? i want to give you a call...how far of a drive is anderson? i want to visit you. love...

from pinktoesocks :

hey this is muff. "as opposed to a self-righteous hag who has no friends?" whaa? i'm so confused. there's nothing wrong with us late bloomers of the driving world. we're too cool to drive their stupid automobiles.

from hopesfire :

don't censor yourself, amy. the truth is the best. i'm sorry that some guys have mistreated you. it takes time to develop any good relationship. don't expect it to be perfect from the start... i love your writing.

from beachbabe143 :

well i gues vegan, since i wont drink milk, or have cheese or any animal byproducts... that's what vegan is right? i'm not to sure. i just know i never really liked meat so i didn't eat it, ((except i'd eat chicken sometimes)) then i saw that video, and now i wont have like milk or eggs or anything either... so vegan... i think?

from beachbabe143 :

well, yah, i dont eat meat either... just.. nothing to do with meat, it's terrible to sit there eating a hamburger or drinking milk and thinking of the hell the poor cow went through...

from laura-ly :

*hugs* Thank you for the comment on your profile. It really did make my day. :)

from notsocharmed :

pressure? what pressure? me pressure anything? nevah! ;)

from beachbabe143 :

hmm leather. yes. i boycot all animal products after watching "meet your meat" it's really terrible. anyhow, i hadn't come by in a while so i thought i'd just stop in and say helo... [heart] stephanie marie

from dipndot :

hey we should pick a day this weekend and get a HUGE group of homies together for lunch or dinner or something. that'd be sweet.

from kidmittens :

I really like reading your diary...you're a good mixture of funny and serious :) I like that

from point-laugh :

i'm all yours, hot cross buns. *smooches* and ps... i LOVE your comment about me on your profile! totally made my night! and the fact that i'm number two on the list. wow! big stuff. i'm moving up in life. i'm glad you can find humor in my misfortunes. i believe god put me here on earth so the rest of his children can laugh at me.

from the-n-side :

how much is the death cab show? joy and i like them...we listened a little... :)

from tezd :

as much as this may surprise you, i wouldnt mind teaming up with you...i remember how much fun i had hanging out with you until you got mad at me...and i would just like to get her back to the way she was. so, to sum it all up, i would like to take you up on your offer.

from point-laugh :

you'd really have to know jill and her personality and sense of humor... but if she sent me a condom in the mail, it would have cracked me up. don't think too hard about the details. the point of the story is that i'm an idiot. that's the bottom line here. we should hang out.

from laura-ly :

Thank you =)

from dipndot :

wow i said that twice... anyway. thanks for the note, sweetpea. it was good to hear that. =D

from dipndot :

and linkin park still rocks.

from dipndot :

and linkin park still rocks.

from dipndot :

the postal service makes me want to get up and do the robot. but i'm more of a dashboard girl myself. -sigh- i come to college and i've been musically corrupted (in a good way). i still hate brandnew and tbs though, so don't get your hopes up.

from point-laugh :

yay! i'm back!!

from punck-chica :

hey girl i'm back on i know that it has been forever i miss you sooooo much i a love you sooo much o my last entry i was kidding about the marrage part to let you know so you don't freak out it's a joke with some of my friends k love you lots

from hipsterbingo :

seen any hipsters lately. what about a 70's ski vest? Do you dig this look or hate it?

from candoor :

This is a test. (beep) This is a test of the Emergency Valentine's Day System. (EVS) This test is to see if leaving notes around DLand will make this a wonderful day (and weekend) in spite of not particularly being with anyone romantically at the moment. (ummm) May the results be that all this love in my heart found some productive use. (smile) And maybe a giggle or few (Happy V-Day from my other persona too :)

from yours-4-ever :

hey chic! just wanted to say hi, i haven't talked to you in forever! good luck with all those Anderson boys, and let me know how that MTV thing turned out, i didn't get to see it. much love

from foryourtime :

i never know when you're home, or anything about you for that matter.i am still your friend.

from yours-4-ever :

you need to tape that so that i can see it, we don't get mtv here, but i still want to see it!

from mylovedies :

from laura-ly :

You're just too cute.

from mylovedies :

ur beautiful <3 =]

from bloodyvisage :

i don't have a problem w/questions. usually, if i need to vent i write in my journal, but feel free to email me whenever. i like this >>>it's easier to be in your own little world of pain than in the real world of pain.<<< it's very very true. thank you for your concern. i sound like a fucking moron saying that so much, but i really do mean it. thank you.

from madam-rose :

hello. I had an eating disorder and yes they can get through it. and you arent helpless. they just want to be heard and to know somebody cares. Usually trying to understand why they do it helps both them and you. I enjoyed your diary.

from dipndot :

wow a 60s fishing jacket?!? that's wonderful. you should go for it. the girl in my ital class almost reminds me of you a little. =D

from countessatay :

hey, I was just wondering if you could tell me how to get a different diary style, other than those boring one's already in diaryland... I'm kinda new at this. Thanks!

from notsocharmed :

eh, i did better than i thought i could, but it's still not what i'm wanting. oh well. i learned all i know from you! :)

from notsocharmed :

amy! thanks for fixing my diary, again:) i'm so clueless to html. one thing though while you're on the fixing spree, can you change the entry color to something other than blue? just doesn't fit with the whole red neutral thing. i love you lots girl! thanks again. ~heidi

from fallblossom :

hey hope. thanks for dropping off the note for me and welcoming me to the community. i've been making a diary on www.teenopendiary.com now. it's a bit confusing as to why i can't undo a format that i had before so my name on that site can be found as "latesummerblossom". that's why i haven't been posting here since the first entry. you can find all entries at that site by searching that name i gave you up above. i used basic html on it, so i hope you like it. it only takes safe notes (from members). check it out and see if you like it and if you do, sign up for it. but be warned; it won't let you delete entries, but you can modify. sometimes the site goes through changes and has some mood swings and won't let you do anything. it's supposed to update to 4.0 "faster and easier to use" lol. what a joke. i hope they're right. but anyway, i gotta go on campus soon, so drop me a note here, email me at [email protected] and that's also my msn messenger addy so if you add me, i'll talk to you there as well. again, hope, thank you for your help. it's much appreciated. have a good day.

from prfctstrangr :

Hi, oh yes i know, heh, i didn't feel pressured to solve your problems. I just like to give suggestions to try and help people out. : )

from dipndot :

i am NOT an update whore. haha. that cracked me up. oh by the way, amy. check out http://www.big-break.com/ if you wanna come with us to panama city during spring break. and ps... anderson so does have a campus crusade. my friend tells me this. i was like, whoa. that's weird. it's a christian school. and i had no idea. but apparently you do. here are the email addresses of some staff members. if you want, they can give you a butt load [literally] of info on anderson's CRU. it's awesome, babe. you should definitely get involved. it's totally changed me!! =D [email protected] -and- [email protected] ~love ya, princess!!

from prfctstrangr :

hmm well maybe you're just craving a wider variety of foods. *shrugs* I don't know, i'm not you're stomach, so I dont really know what to tell you. You live in a dorm, yes? So i assume you dont have a kitchen, but you can suggest things to the college kitchen or? Maybe you should search the web, and find some unique and flavorful vegan dishes for them to supply, if thats what they do.....i dont know.

from prfctstrangr :

I don't see that as making you weak per say, i guess that its harder to make limiting choices. Personally i dont think you're a sellout either, i just think you may need to be reinspired, your beliefs rekndled. Didnt you mention in a previous entry that there was a video that you had watched that converted you to veganism in the first place? Risking stating the obvious, perhaps you should watch it again. Good luck with everything. -Prfctstrangr-

from laura-ly :

I had that same problem last year in the dorms. Forced to buy a meal plan, where I could eat maybe 10% of what was offered-and that was on a good day. Even the things that were supposedly vegan (they labeled them) many times weren't! They would contain honey, or processed sugars. And when I complained, they basically just shrugged me off, and never changed anything. So basically, I lived off of lettuce and steamed rice for a whole year...very depressing.

from notsocharmed :

no, carmela is an update whore. lmao. i think she has more over the last two days than me and you combined :)

from dipndot :

haha. why yes. yes i... can.

from notsocharmed :

i write alot?!?! i had to just read five to catch up with you. we're such silly kids, lol :)

from dipndot :

thanks, kid. we'll see each other soon. no worries. and that was a great template. something i would use! why did it make you think of me? that's great, dollface. =D

from notsocharmed :

yea i wrote about you :) did i capture the jist of what you always say when you're on that rant? lol

from candoor :

I love your hope...

from thespark :

I run a diaryring/community. I'd like for you to join the ring. E-mail me if you're interested: [email protected].

from notsocharmed :

i write them, and then leave you notes, cause i care :)

from laura-ly :

Thank you for writing back. Thank you for being you. Believe it or not, our limited interaction really means something to me. And yes, I'm still vegan...3 1/2 years.

from drgnwinglord :

Hey I know your brother.

from notsocharmed :

i can't help but worry so much. when someone has been more than half your lively hood for eight months you tend to worry. but things are better now. i'm not worried any more, but the sick feeling of worrying and crying myself to sleep is still there. some things just can't be helped.

from laura-ly :

I know you're right-it is that big of an obsession, and it is taking the place of pretty much everything, not just God. I'm not sure if you've ever suffered from an ED, but it's not a choice. It's not a vanity issue. It's also not a disease, but at times it feels like it. I obviously feel bad, that was the point of the entry, and I asked for opinions, and you gave yours. Thank you for taking the time...but know that I wouldn't be like this if I had a choice. Take care.

from mojo1915 :

Thanks! I don't mind at all if you add me. I hope you have an awesome day! ~Jesse

from prfctstrangr :

no unfortunately, but its ok, because my mom didnt realize that i wanted one. How was your christmas? I hope it all went well for you.

from notsocharmed :

yea, that entry was about this kid that i liked for so long at covenat, and he totally dismissed me. and in one of his entries he wrote 'sincere girls are rare' it's like hmmmm...you could have had me, and i'm as sincere as they come. oh well, i have matt now. and i'm happy. wouldn't change it for the world.

from yours-4-ever :

hey hon- thanks for the encouraging words. i do need to try to start things off with God, then maybe they won't seem so bad. good idea, you are absolutely brilliant! p.s. i don't get more notes than you, mine are just longer!

from choosy :

i'm not entirely sure how i end up kissing these boys, but i'm not one to jeopardize it by asking too many questions ;)

from michael37 :

oh, by the way...i'm seriously considering going vegetarian.:)

from michael37 :

about the pics, i actually didn't take the main one for the layout. maybe i should make a point to say that on the page so i don't get in trouble for..plagiarizing? hmm. but i'm glad you like the boston one. thanks.

from michael37 :

amy i emailed you about 20 minutes ago, and i just got your note now...i wrote back as soon as i got your message. check your email again!

from notsocharmed :

now that you have your scanner fixed, update your photo's page already! :)

from prfctstrangr :

Yea, im not too great, sorry. I was thinking about leaving you notes here and there, but then backed out of it in a sudden burst of shyness....... i dont know, maybe i was worried that you would be..... upset for butting into your world becasue i dont know oyu. If youre ok with it, then i will leave you notes, i promise and i almost never break them. Bye *prfctstrangr*

from soi-disant :

why hello luv :) i'm sorry i've been quite a jerk, but i honestly don't know why i don't write much anymore. i have been coaxing myself to start, and i believe you just helped me to be prodded a quite bit more! i'll try to start writing, i will try to make a strict regiment to get myself to put aside the time...well your note made me smile a lot and thank you :) how refreshing. xo ~ rebecca.

from emo-girl06 :

hey. i dont think the lyrics to the songs bring me down. brand new is one of the most beautiful things and they have some of the prettiest lyrics i have ever heard. theyre singing what they feel and i admire that. just because theyre singing about revenge and hate doesnt mean that its going to make me feel like they are. and if i am feeling the same thing as they are its comforting to hear someone sing about it. i know what you are saying when you say that youve become sad because of the music when its not needed, and although brand new does focus on their fair share of negative aspects they still have songs like soco amaretto lime that has always been able to make me feel better. and i think most of us have all written a poem or a song about someone that has let us down, as brand new is doing in seventy times seven and all they are doing is letting out what theyre feeling, they just happen to have a cd to put it on. and although you may believe brand new lyrics or any emo lyrics for that matter dont help me youre sadly mistaken. crying is the best way to express yourself besides writing and if this emo music is going to help me let out these negative emotions rather than keep it all in i would choose it over any genre of music any day. and yes, they are addicting, for every kind of emotion.

from emo-girl06 :

yes, youre right...every comment under my favorites was a bitter quote. bursting with voice..with their feelings that describes them the most...what describes what they write about the most. none of those diaries that i have under my favorites are going to say...today was just as amazing as yesterday...we had a little picnic and went to see a nice little movie. theyre writing to get out there feelings and i dont really see any point in getting out the good feelings...they have already been released...but the bad feelings, this is a way they get them out, as well as me. and youre right, im not going to deny being emo, because im fucking emotional as hell. but its not like i say today is going to be an emotional depressed day, its just something that happens. and although my music is emo, it comforts me. it lets me know that people can relate to me and thats what im looking for. and when all is said and done...i will always have this beautiful music, which although you dont find comforting i find to be most comforting of all things. im sorry it doesnt comfort you while youre away from home and i hope you have something that serves as music does for me. i dont think i need to ask god if i can listen to emo...and if there is a god...i think he would agree with me getting out my emotions when i listen to this...and as you say he doesnt want my heart to be full or revenge and hate...its not..at all. its full of every single kind of emotion you can think of. overflowing with them

from emo-girl06 :

id like you to know that my hope (or lack there of) or my bitterness is not because of emo music. also, i dont brag about being emo and when i made my name for my diary emo-girl it stood for emotional...coming from emotions which everyone has. thanks for your note, and thanks for telling me what your opinion was but whatever my downfall may be, my music helps me. not brings me down more. and "being sad all the time" is not right, because im not sad. im not happy...but words seem to come out a little better when im sad. i dont glorify depression and im sorry that it has come to that with you...its not something that i am proud of..and i dont gleam at my own, but it is my diary and when i talk about it im getting it out. "they wont mean a thing" p.s. yes im extremely jealous

from notsocharmed :

hey thanks kid. i was pretty proud of it myself. it was more or less to spite this kid that reads my diary that i went to school with at covenant...but still it's all good. i've tried with this kid, and things don't get any better, so i figure a good deal of spite is in order till he figures it out. any ways. good charlotte rocks the true fans socks, don't be embarassed, lmao. i miss you too! ~heidi

from michael37 :

that sounds like a good idea:) email me: [email protected]

from prfctstrangr :

i never left a not because i never knew what to say...... i do care though......don't disbelieve it

from styrfoamhope :

umm...if you don't know, I'm not telling

from the-n-side :

how happy is a shaved goat?!..love!

from xtooprettyx :

hey.. want to get your diary design review? doesn't matter who made the review... if you do, you can request a review at xtooprettyx design reviews...

from mexi-freckle :

middle boob! i'm so glad you got my invitation. i was worried about that thing. i miss you kids. there are so many HOT jesus boys here!! i can't take it! i can't take it! i met a boy who loves linkin park and weezer and he walked me home on the first day of school but then i never saw him again. isn't that terrible!! that could have been the man of my dreams! arg! so anyway... yeah a reunion sounds nice. so um... snail mail? whaa? you must mean my [email protected] school address. that must be what you meant. i hope your life is splendid, pookie! love ya. carm. ps... presents are good. i like presents. ;)

from the-n-side :

eww i had seeing other people's naked bodies. i would hate that.

from point-laugh :

yeah, it was one of those breast exams. on the look out for that cancer thing. and your doc should have done it. but anywho. thanks for the concern. but the mexican thing, it's no big deal. not to me anyway. i know they only call me "hot mama" because it annoys me. i usually just wave my fist and them and tell them to watch themselves and they end it right there out of pure, sweet fear of me. that's right. i'm a little can of fury. so you better watch yourself. man i'm hungry and i have to pee. jesus rules.

from the-n-side :

where are you darling? back from GA? have fun?! love you...

from mexi-freckle :

i want you to come with us to the children's museum. feel like it? i don't know when, but soon. and i'm losing my aol. so from now on, and especially after school starts, if you want to talk to me ever, it's gonna have to be at [email protected] okay? love ya.

from dungeon :

well, i'm sort of from athens. actually, i moved here only to attend school. it's a pretty rad place. hopefully you will have a good time and the show will kick. if not, you can at least go to a bakery or something.

from dungeon :

you're coming to georgia?

from enjoyaudrey :

yay for brandnizzle! thanks for making such a spiffy diary ring! you got the pimp juice by the way =)

from deepnside :

hi. it wasn't about you darling and when i made that title i thought you'd think that, funny eh? but no, it's not you. i love you. don't go and start this sad stuff again. you were happy, you were not cussing. please don't. please be strong. :)

from enjoyaudrey :

you write such pretty words [♥♥♥]

from renewedgrace :

Just passing by...nifty diary!!! Have a great day! >>>----->

from mojo1915 :

Happy fourth of July! ~Jesse

from simple-pain :

i'm sorry - and i think of you often - you know you can always call me. . . . .i just wanted to say i was sorry

from edgytothemax :

you wait like one pig waits for another!

from fromshadows :

i'm sorry

from sultrysound4 :

i wish it there could be a concert every day of the week...sure you'd be broken and hurt, but i'd take you to the hospital.

from styrfoamhope :

hm.

from tido :

i can relate to u so much, what u want is kinda what im lookin for, i think i could make u happy. maybe well meet sometime, who knows.

from choosy :

forgive me for taking so long to thank you for the kind note--i'm horrible with [web] punctuality. anyway, thank you for making me smile. [ps - i like the new layout!]

from bleedingisnt :

fi fi fi fi fi. . . . .so the pen meant something, right? we don't overanylize anything! so how do you feel about a trip to "our coffee shop"? the party was to die for. . . . . .thanks for the entry, much <3, herold(lol)

from eversleepy :

Aww, you're wonderful. Thanks for the note. And I won't forget. PS-I just love the colorable version of me. We could have fun with that thing. Love ya, ~Muffin

from volta :

sorry.

from silverbiker :

just stopped by to say hello :)

from styrfoamhope :

but harold has rosecea (our goal is to spell it wrong every single time...in a different way) but maybe we'll just always think it's cute when he blushes lol

from bleedingisnt :

i luuuuuuub you yeamy. . .and if we're not married by the time we're 40. . . . . . .we'll join a dating service, lol. . .and maybe we'll share herold if nothing else, lol

from volta :

place all of my messages in past tense now...they would be a lot more accurate that way.

from beachbabe143 :

oh i'm sorry, i didn't mean it that way. i just, meant... hmmm i can't quite find the words, maybe not so much influence but, that they mean so much. like, even if it is let go, forgotten, for the two seconds it was dwelled pon, it meant something. you know? or maybe i'm on the completely wrong track. and once again-- not meaning to be offensive, but the whole making out just to make out with someone... god, i wish i could take all those meaningless kisses back. i used to think they meant something. i wish i could give them to someone who they would mean something to. yah, it was fun to make out just to make out. it was fun to have those spontaneous nights. but it was only fun for the night. it's not something that lasts. and maybe this doesn't matter to you, and maybe people really can't learn from other's mistakes. but advice can make a person more cautious. and i'm totally not trying to bring you down or anything, i totally respect you, and your writing. so i'm sorry if i offend you. late!

from chimericalme :

i was randomly flipping through diaries, and lucky me, i found yours. you wrote kinda like me, only better. i love the template. it's all awesome. i'm adding you to my faves...

from styrfoamhope :

I know you don't mean it to be, beachbabe, but I find that thoroughly offensive. I don't think I let guys have "so much" influence over me. But sometimes when I'm thinking...I think of them...and that's what I write about. I don't sit at home and cry. I just yell at them and then get over it. I just "let it go."

from soi-disant :

thank you luv :) i just haven.t really been writing on here in a while, more of a pen and paper type thing, but i want to start getting back. but thank you for still reading and your compliments, and know i still read yours and i did check in even when i wasn.t writing. and of course, i will continue to do so! :) xo ~ rebecca.

from beachbabe143 :

thank god there's some one else who allows a guy to have as much influence over them as i do. maybe i'm not so crazi after all. lol. i added you to my favorites. i hope you don't mind.

from inloathe :

I didn't mean to fuck up your prom. Nice writing:)

from the-n-side :

sounds like a great guy! :) you left your cd in my car!! just thought i'd let you know cause i just found it

from choosy :

i stumbled upon your diary through some ring--i can't remember which now. anyway, i just wanted to let you know that i've really enjoyed reading your diary.

from the-n-side :

what are you doing to yourself sweetums? is he worth all this?

from volta :

"I've never met a person who was willing to give me all of them...like I'm willing to give all of me." yeah, me either.

from caged-freed :

saw you were a member of the anti-anorexia diaryring and thought this new forum at caged-freed might interest you. check it out, if you can, and take care.

from styrfoamhope :

What don't you get?...I'm thoroughly confused here.

from volta :

i don't get it.

from volta :

sorry.

from blockhead85 :

Are you looking forward to Sunday or what? Yay! We will have a whole new set of people to corrupt. Can't wait! =) ~Carm

from volta :

you scared me.

from blockhead85 :

I'm glad you two worked things out. That was just too sad a time. We should hang out sometime. What do you think? Hey, we go through tough times together. If you ever need me, remember that I'll be the bra that supports you, my dear boob. Love ya, ~Carmie

from volta :

have a great day! //I love you.//

from sultrysound4 :

i got an A on pre-cal, i know i'm being proud, but i got an A! look up bright eyes, see the day around you and ponder this thought: "even in the darkness there's something there...you."

from blockhead85 :

I still love you, babe. I'm sorry you feel like this. I feel like it too sometimes. But just know that I love you.

from the-n-side :

suicide? like i don't care? don't stress me out.

from blockhead85 :

Hey beautiful! Just a reminder that I still love my middle boob. You are wonderful! Maybe we should hang out sometime. Love ya, ~Carmela

from volta :

you're the best!!! :)

from sultrysound4 :

*click* i don't know why, but i love that sound. i ran for 40 minutes today...but i loved it! believe me, it's fun after a while, i think it's the endorphins we produce. ps, how did you do on that test? me, i did ok. goodnite baby.

from volta :

yes, i'm pathetic

from volta :

have a great week! hope you did well on your test.

from the-n-side :

i wish i weren't afraid to drive to your house because i'd like to go mall raiding today. hmph.

from blockhead85 :

"Slam your body down and wind it all around. Slam your body down and ziga zig, ahh." Hey, never let anybody tell you the Spice Girls weren't awesome. And never let anybody tell you you aren't awesome! Love ya. ~Carmela aka Sexy Spice (You know it)

from blockhead85 :

Thanks for the note, MB, my one and only. I enjoyed reading it. You write like a poet. You're wonderful, muffin. Love ya. ~Carm

from blockhead85 :

I just thought I'd drop in and say hey boobie! Love ya. ~Carmie

from the-n-side :

hey. i had fun the other day. we should raid the mall together more often. i miss you kid. and i'll come visit you when i'm two hours away. i don't want you to be sad cause i love you schnookums

from irnothing :

I was just perusing your diary. I have the utmost respect for you and what you have been going through. I hope things work out beautifully for you in the end. As for the whole book thing, give it a shot. I stole the idea from somewhere or other.

from blockhead85 :

Ha ha. You have to read the diary to figure that one out. Yes Kevin is a... dead man if I ever meet him. We SHOULD hang out!!

from rubbersoul02 :

although i do happen to have addictions to things, the entry i wrote that about was a person. my sweet poison is a boy. i just wish they made a patch for him so i could be done with it. thanks for reading my diary and leaving a note. i really appreciate it.

from blockhead85 :

Hey boob! I read your diary. Thanks for caring. But I'm starting to feel better now. I've just been going through a lot this year. You're the best.

from soi-disant :

thank you for the note :) yea i have been doing a bit better lately, and i broke my addiction of writing a million times a day, haha, thanks for noticing :p but i.m glad you can relate, even if on a vague level, it makes me feel less...crazy and alone..when i hear that. :) keep in touch, luv...xo~rebecca.

from volta :

haha...thanks for the note.

from the-n-side :

i feel like spreading the love today. thank you for being there for me even when i pretend no one is. i love you.

from dungeon :

thank you so much. i can't tell you how much you're entries speak to me.

from blockhead85 :

hey boobie. i still love ya! this is carmela, if you haven't guessed.

from bleedingisnt :

i swear i'll never get married unless i find him. . .why should we compromise?

from the-n-side :

you can so make my day with a milky way! ha

from bleedingisnt :

thank you for loving me enough to make up for the fact that i love tori. . .and thanks for buying me a mocha tonight

from soi-disant :

ooh Oedipus, haha, i never thought of their eyes as a weakness but i could start. thank you for reading, mind if i add you? you.re quite beautiful yourself :)

from soi-disant :

i just want to leave a bit of appreciation for your diary. it.s beautiful. :)

from the-n-side :

just for the record, i love you and maybe that's not enough, but it's something.

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