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from thecrankyone :
Time to fly!?!? I hope you don't leave us all completely I will miss hearing about you and your little man, but I can understand your point. Good luck and I hope all is great for you and Rueben, you deserve it!
from fireflyez76 :
You are just awesome Sarah. I really admire you for all you've overcome. Always keep in touch, it makes that ocean seem so much smaller! Love ya lots girl! -Jamie
from maineland :
oh... if you leave I'll miss you something fierce. I love reading about you and Reuben. But I understand if you have to let go. May life bring you nothing but wonder, laughter and a joyful heart.
from thecrankyone :
I'll be thinking of you, while I chip the ice from my walk. Its currently about -4F here this morning. LOL!!!
from thecrankyone :
((hugs)) its always easiest to hurt those closest to us, because we know the wrong buttons to push all too well. I'm sorry to hear about you and your dad, but at least he admitted he was wrong, which is more than many would be able to do. Hopefully in time you can put this behind you and recover your relationship.. ((hugs))
from fireflyez76 :
Seems like we always use the ones we love the most as emotional punching bags. Maybe it's because we know they are the ones that will love us unconditionally and its our way of reaching out to them in our own crisis. I have no doubts your father loves you. I'm not condoning his lashing out at you or saying such cruel things. You know your none of those things he said. Everyone who knows you knows it as well. I'm sure he's beating himself up over this. Keep your head up Sarah. Love ya girl *hugs*
from nzforestguy :
Fidget, sound cute, you need to take a photo of your new family member.
from fireflyez76 :
Happy Birthday to Reuben, and Happy Anniversary to you... three years of Mumhood :) I love you both, Jamie
from maineland :
Happy birthday to your beautiful not-so-little boy!! Three years old? Oh my.. I can hardly believe it!!
from thecrankyone :
Sounds like a wonderful holiday. The nuts are usually a problem mostly when kids are running around. If they sit still when they eat them and chew well, the chocking hazard is greatly reduced. Hope your little guy has a Great Birthday!! It's amazing how fast they grow up. One minute your changing diapers, blink and they are asking to borrow the car. LOL!!
from maineland :
Of course it's easier said than done. Especially because since you KNOW you shouldn't worry, you think about it more and.. well then you end up worrying more. Terrible cycle of course. Glad many things came out with good results and praying your heart is healed.
from maineland :
Oh dear.... Here's prayers for a healthy, wonderful heart. [[hugs]]
from nzforestguy :
Hello you, hope things are ok, i know you have a lot of stuff going through your mind at the moment. Hopefully things work out, and it all goes smoothly, but if not, you will be ok. You have gone through so much stuff earlier on, and you may not think you are strong, but you are. Very strong. Anyways, you know i am always there if you need to talk, or to yell at someone, LOL. *huge hug*
from windylady :
Hello! I just now saw your message on my guestbook. I must not be getting my alerts? Anyway, thank you for the compliment! I really like your diary as well - and congrats on the new home!! We did that just over a year ago and we are so happy :)
from fireflyez76 :
I'm very far behind on reading, so my apologizes! Good luck with the move, I wish you the best!! Hang in there with the personal issues, you'll come thru Sarah, and you have so many of us to catch you if you need us ((HUGS)) -Jamie
from thecrankyone :
Congratulations!! I'm very happy for you..
from xnavygrrl :
Thanks for the get well wishes. I also wanted to tell you I understand about the pap thing. I'm going through the same thing. It's connected to events in my childhood, but I cry when I get paps. It's embarrassing. Here's to you finding the strength.
from lady-crystal :
Whew! What a diary! I found yours when browsing and, being the nosy one that I am, I read a handful of your latest entries and then found I was curious about you - so I went into your archives and caught up a bit on your past. Including the birth of Reuben! That was just simply an awesomely written entry. I have a lot more to read before I'm anywhere near caught up but, rest assured, I will be doing so. Thank you for sharing your life with us, the bad and the good parts. I think I would be really proud to know you. Love from England, Crystal. xx
from thecrankyone :
Congratulations and best of luck!!
from i5150i :
my god, cool..... tim
from toxic-hearts :
this is alwayzhere4u...I quit writing there a long time ago, now I write in silentletter and toxic-hearts, which aren't locked. :)
from myhappiness2 :
Thanks for the note. I hope you and Reuben found something to do. Happy Mom's day everyday.
from judybean :
After what you've already come up with, I know that you will indeed have more children and they will of course be absolutely adorable!! I hope it's not far in the future as well.
from the29th :
thank you!
from judybean :
[[LotsOfHugs]] Just be there now. No use in would've, should've, could've. Do what you can from here on out.
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from myhappiness2 :
Thanks so much for your note. It means a lot to me. Thanks for being here.
from diaryreviews :
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from judybean :
Glad to see you back in the swing of things and updating often!! And I'm so glad you got in your retail therapy and it did indeed serve its purpose!
from prowlingleo :
You locked up?
from judybean :
Happy belated birthday to your beautiful not-so-little boy!! It's been so wonderful, so far, to see what your little one does, how far he's come and of course how far his mother has come too. I sure hope your toothache gets taken care of because tooth/mouth problems are TERRIBLE!!
from fireflyez76 :
Happy Birthday sweet Reuben! I hope you had a wonderful day celebrating with your mum and family. You are a special little guy and I'm sending you many hugs and kisses from the States to you!
from pinkgashes :
i love the random shopping for stupid things like lightbulbs and coat hangers :)
from fireflyez76 :
Awwww! Hope you feel better soon Sarah! Just think Summer's around the corner (that is so odd to say that as we're getting ready for snow LOL) *HUGS* Jamie
from myhappiness2 :
I know exactly where you're coming from. I have to admit I've never had these kind of thoughts are feelings that you wrote of until the last few months. And its always on my mind. Thanks for adding me to your favs too.
from xnavygrrl :
I admire your courage.
from thecrankyone :
(((hugs))) If you want to talk to someone who will listen and not get judgemental, I'd be happy to listen. I've battled my weight my whole life. I don't starve and binge, but I have been knowing to go off on eating binges and then feel like hell afterwards.. I've finally began to accept my self as I am, and that my weight is part of me. I lose it for health reasons, but those who truly care about me will love me no matter what I look like and if they don't then I dont' need them in my life. But its a long hard struggle, even now...I think you are on to something with you mother, that can have a profound effect on how a person sees themselves...(hugs)
from xnavygrrl :
Sometimes the seemingly harmless hurts the most.
from judybean :
10/1: I'm glad things went well yesterday. Let them keep on in that direction. And? I'm sure your hair looks great!!! I'm quite jealous as I've been itching to do something to mine. Maybe I'll just go for it?
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from xnavygrrl :
Reading you, I have hope. Someone that knows what it feels like. I didn't know what was wrong for a long while, and then I knew something was wrong, but I was afraid. Now, I know what it is..and I'm not surprised, but maybe a little afraid. Smile for me. I'm not good at smiling right now. I used to be a happy person. I will be again. But I am proud of you, I just wanted to let you know.
from judybean :
9/8: You're not just surviving... you're thriving. Really. Keep it up. For you and your little man... which... any more pictures?!? He's always such a cutie that it just cheers my day up seeing him!
from prowlingleo :
I'm really glad to have you back ;) Missed you, you know, even if I don't comment a lot lately, I am still reading. My apologies for slacking :(
from fireflyez76 :
Thanks for the advice! :) Good luck with Blue! Your... Reuben is gonna love it I'm sure LOL Hey maybe you can find a handy dandy notebook template. Love ya Sarah -Jamie
from jelibeary :
I hope Reuben gets to feeling better.
from prowlingleo :
Just wanted to say thanks for signing the guestbook for Lucy's birthday!
from prowlingleo :
Awe, what a cutie!!!
from judybean :
I'm so glad he's feeling better. Get in all those snuggles while you can!!
from prowlingleo :
Hope he's feeling better soon.
from likedying :
lollipops playland is great. i remeber when it was called kids 'n' action. i was like 10. seriously. its the most fun a kid can have.
from prowlingleo :
Wishing you a happy 4th, and thank you for giving me a great read!
from elliorange :
Your layout is so nice! :) I'm stoppin' on in to wish you a Happy Birthday! I hope you enjoy your special day!!
from mkboog :
Happy Birthday!
from ravynespeaks :
Happy Birthday! Hope you have a lovely day!
from jadedmist :
Hey girl, I know I don't leaves you notes often, (which I'm sorry for by the way, I just get really scared of human contact,) but I just wanted to say that I hope you feel better soon, and get everything taken care of. I can relate with all the health stuff. Especially the trouble breathing. Oh, you have no idea. It can be pure hell, can't it? Well, I'm off. xoxo
from judybean :
oh how I love buying cute clothes for little ones! have a great shopping trip!
from judybean :
I can't even imagine how that must hurt. Somehow your ears and nose tubes (or something along the way) are connected!! That's why if you have a terrible, terrible cold and are even stuffed up in your ears your teeth will hurt! .. Hugs and prayers for you, Sarah.
from prowlingleo :
I know this is officialy random guestbook signing week, but I'm making it a 'thank you for reading me' day. So here is me, thanking you, for continuing to read me.
from prowlingleo :
*Big hugs* I'm sorry sweetie...wish I could just comfort you with words.
from prowlingleo :
Hang in there sweetie, everything gets better in time...or at least that's what they say. Having a hard time believing that myself.
from prowlingleo :
It wasn't really a poem...it was actually my side of a conversation. But it was poetic enough to post :)
from judybean :
I'm so glad that darling little boy of yours is having a good time at preschool! I'm sure his fingerpainting masterpiece will be a sight to behold!
from fireflyez76 :
He's so cute standing there watching Blues Clues! Does he like Joe as well as Steve? Doesn't it make you wonder how did Steve who can't even figure out BluesClues with a childs help go to "college"? LOL Sorry, I'm rambling.
from fireflyez76 :
Sarah! Thanks for signing my guestmap! I fixed the links to the kids pages. Dummy me cut and pasted the same mistake 4 times! *L* Poor Reuben, that nurse should have those needles stuck in her...! I hope he's recovering from him morning! *HUGS* Jamie
from judybean :
YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS!!!! Seriously!! And that little man next to you, what a cutie!! I just love pictures so thank you so much for the url to see the picture of the two of you!!
from likedying :
:( im just a 17 year old girl, who lives in auckland, but, ill be your friend! Smile, you always have your baby boy(who by the way is really cute) so, you'll never be alone. he'll always love you.
from tearswithin :
Hey, I really like your user name and layout. I am also very much pro-peace anti- terrorism. I think what is currently going on is not only ridiculous but unmoral. I wish our country would have more respect for human life than to do what they are doing to all the poor innocent civilians. All because of one man thousands of lives will never be the same. I hope President Bush will someday realize the consequences of what he is doing just for oil and revenge. Okay, now that I'm done Spazzing. I wish you the best of luck. =) ::Peace:: AC
from fireflyez76 :
Sarah I really hope it wasn't something in our group. I get over sensitive in there too sometimes and think oh just f*ck all of them, but then I remind myself they truly were there for me. And we do love you too.
from jinx1 :
Stumbled over your diary looking through friends of bipolar-chicks. You're a really good writer, and an incredibly interesting person. Don't Stop.
from likedying :
you dont have to fight alone, theres lots of people who would love to help you. and be brave, you have a little boy who loves you so much.
from punkprncss21 :
hey i was reading your journal and i saw u say "if there is a GOd" well there is one and he will answer your prayers if you have faith. I just wanted to tell you that and i'll pray for you
from nitro-girl :
Hi, I love catching up on your diary every now and then. You truley amaze me, i dont know anybody quite like you. From the words i read, i believe you to be such a unique soul. I share your feelings and views, and wish you all the best. Keep writing, you have a great message to share with the world.
from bipolargirl :
thanks for your kind wishes!!!!! hope the little one is feelng better. antibiotics suck. i'm allergic to the common and cheap ones.
from jadedmist :
I've been in one of those fucking "groups" too, and I could have killed them. I quit early. Just couldn't do the damn thing, it was so infuriating and ridiculous that I just couldn't bring myself to look at them again. Anyway, if that's any help at all to know that I've been there, too, then I'm glad. Hang in there, and kick her phoney ass... =)
from massi :
Well.. I ain't gonna tell you to cheer up. Shit, I get told that all the time at what help is it? Nothing... Only one thing, doll. And that's stay true. Be yourself, man. Don't conform. By the way, Christchurch and Coldplay kick ass. -smiles- "Look at the stars, look how they shine for you, and everything you do..."
from drackenwolf :
Hoping you're okay. It sucks being penned up and I just hope you can take some little bit of comfort in knowing there are people thinking of you.
from lighten :
i hope things go well for you and that you start to feel better. my thoughts are with you.

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