Nobody's Listening

Time won't heal this damage anymore

A lot can change in a week. 19 years old, withdrawn from college after a month of hell, still rebounding.

I worship Linkin Park, Korn, Chevelle and Blink 182.

+ Hot Female Nerds, Italian Food, Pizza, Taco Bell, Cars, Movies, Music, video games, computers, spontaneity, good sense of humor, straight teeth, glasses, confidence, truth, correct use of grammar

-Laziness, bad breath, poorly taken care of/crooked teeth, lies, misleading oneself, immaturity, drugs, smokers

My parents are legally seperated. Go figure. Took me almost 10 years to figure that out.

Geek, loser and jackass define me.

My diary used to be called "Story Of A Lonely Guy," but the lyrics of Nobody's Listening by Linkin Park pertains to me quite well.

Told you everything loud and clear / But nobody's listening

I can't feel / The way I did before / Don't turn your back on me / I won't be ignored

Oh, and I STILL don't care what you think.

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My favorite music:

Blink 182
comments: "I'll be alone if you're feeling / So lost and disillusioned"
Element Eighty
comments: "Now we're left with broken promises / My heart can't take no more"
Linkin Park
comments: "I can't feel the way I did before / Don't turn your back on me / I won't be ignored / Time won't heal this damage anymore / Don't turn your back on me / I won't be ignored"
The All American Rejects
comments: "Do you know what it feels like being alone?/I'll find someone new"
comments: "Tell me why am I to blame / Aren't we supposed to be the same / That's why I will never tame / This thing that's burning in me"

My favorite movies:

jackass the movie
comments: Funniest movie ever. Period.
The Matrix Trilogy
comments: "There is no spoon."
Fight Club
comments: Self-improvement is masturbation.
Live In Texas
comments: "You ready? Let's go, get it up!" - Linkin Park

My favorite authors:

Joseph Menn
comments: "The 'what the hell is going on' moments"
comments: "Frailty, thy name is woman." -Hamlet

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