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from whystinger :
entry 116 - I am sorry that you had a bad day or bad days. I hope that you won't give up and will continue to fight. The world is a more interesting place with you in it. Reach out if I can help.
from whystinger :
Trump definitely brought out the worst in people, but I didn't believe it in the beginning. I slowly began to see it and still ponder why. I think it is a mix of things and the denial is a bit understandable, as is the bad behaviors. First, he modeled the bad behaviors, which made it ok for many and pack mentality took over. It is still concerning as many really believe "the election was stolen." Their eyes are still closed unfortunately.
from whystinger :
People tend to believe the President, especially if he is from "their political party" or their rhetoric resonates with them. What you said is exactly where he got that mask feeling from. I have a few cousins and friends that are exactly like that with masks, also believe "healthy living prevents covid" and "people need to get covid to build herd immunity." All those are false and are part of social media memes that many believe as truth. Healthy living and being healthy will help your body battle covid if one gets it, but won't stop one from getting infected. The biggest falsehood is that people need to get covid to build herd innumity. Hell, most viruses can't be stopped by "natural" herd immunity. Look at AIDS, Polio and even the common cold.
from whystinger :
Do yourself a favor and add more music to your life. About the "planned to go home and kill myself but was too much of a coward..." I disagree with that statement. I think it is braver to keep living and I am very glad that you are still here. Keep your chin up and chest out and never let the bastards get you down.
from catsoul :
1.16.2021. You go girl. You are stronger than you know. You are a Warrior and don't forget that. Proud of you. Peace. =^..^=
from catsoul :
1.14.20212. Hang in there. You are cared about. As I read what you write, my heart hurts for your pain and sadness. Just so you know, there are times when life has been too much for me, yet, one takes one moment at a time and carries on. Take care. Be safe. Peace. =^..^=
from son-souvenir :
happy new year! in ref to 95, well, what can we do, but be absorbed by our self imposed schedules, life happens like that, a dull routine. i've fought with myself for years, setting up little goals, planning, and all that. i listen to music while i write in the morning. though i haven't listened to a whole album straight through for nearly a decade. Reading gives me some respite, and i mixed making art, even for a brief 15 minutes, into my selfmade routine. Remix life. That's what is needed i suppose, but i have been fighting for a routine for several years, and the little worm in my brain insists i stick to plugging away or i will lose time and myself along with it. But maybe that happens anyway, and I should enjoy the entropy.
from catsoul :
12.9.2020. I am all for blocking a person's number, no matter who they are if it helps one gain inner peace. Take care. Be safe. Peace. =^..^=
from catsoul :
11.27.2020. I have been reading what you write for a little while now. I have a couple of mantras I say to myself a whole lot, that have helped me over the years. This mantra I made about 5 years ago. It has taken me time to fully connect with it. Here is this mantra: To be in control is to let go of control. The other mantra I say is: I am at peace within myself. Oh, another one is: to live in the moment. We are not our past. One can let it go and move on and live in the moment. Peace. =^..^=
from dangerspouse :
You're probably right about the CIA, at least.
from orgami :
Thank You for your note Poetry is my great passion there are those here that believe this also that passion is within words the language of the written a place of depth and lightness imagination and intimate studies
from enurta :
you are far too kind. I've missed you. but I'm not doing as well as you think....I fucked up bigtime today...guess that's just life. it bites you in the ass when you least expect it.
from enurta :
thank you for your kind words :) btw, that dream sounded cool. what did sweden look like? *hugs*
from enurta :
yeah. you're right. *hugs*
from enurta :
this is embarressing but i've lost your password again. sorry. and thanks for the comment. i've never heard that song but i'm going to download it today :P xxx
from enurta :
I've lost your password. can you send it to deadpassive@hotmail.com? thanks. I hope you are okay *hugs*
from enurta :
that was a really brave thing to do. you should be proud :) I'm glad you did it...I just hope he doesn't hurt you. because i care about you and i want you to be happy. *hugs*
from enurta :
you have facebook? I have too! can i add you? maybe you don't want to write your name here....e-mail it to me if you like. my e-mail is deadpassive@hotmail.com
from enurta :
i want to see your haircut!!! can't you post pics???? *hugs*
from enurta :
yeah i know what that feels like. i have a hard time seeing the positive things too....*hugs*
from enurta :
yes i have your password and i've been reading your diary for almost a week now i think. and by the way - your life is not pointless and stupid. you are a kind, loving person, the person you love hurt you that's all. i can't imagine what that must feel like. but i'm sure you have people that care about you. i know i do :) try writing about the people in your life that make you feel better, a sister, a friend, a brother, a grandma, anyone. try to see the positive things in life sweetie. I try to do that every day. those people are what makes life worth living *hugs*
from enurta :
oh. i forgot to ask about the user/pass. can u send it to deadpassive@hotmail.com? xxx
from enurta :
thanks for adding me. i will add you too :) *hugs*
from afsd94 :
That's awesome!
from afsd94 :
hi, u sound really cool, btw, i'm learning to play guitar too

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