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i guess i'm just destined to come here and leave you messages a few times a year, hoping that someday i'll hear from you. i feel like i'm yelling into a black hole. where did you go? i miss you! *sigh* anyway. good thoughts your way, as always. hugs. kisses.

from bebelua :

i wish i knew what happened to you. and i hope that you're well.

from bebelua :

i really miss you. just thought you should know :)

from gomeny :

it's rather sad that I've become a stalker of of your internet ghost. I hope you have a merry christmas!

from chiv :

He's a dastard! Tell us where you go! Happy birthday! I'm okay but a little drunk and apparently waiting for internet girl to finish work or something! Exclamation mark! Damn it, Diaryland just crashed on me. I hope that yr well. It's too frickin hot, here.

from chiv :

Yeah, yeah, what're you up to? I am out of the loop!

from chiv :

[smiles from somewhere]

from robotheart :

perhaps you could wait until the two people who were out come back...it could be a different ballgame then?

from chiv :

Saturday morning! Er, or I leave for the airport maybe just after midnight Friday, your time. I think. Ish. Eek! [Nice to hear from you =) Hope yr well.]

from kate-san :

it totally makes sense that your boyfriend's going on and on about other girls makes you feel like shit. personally it doesn't bother me, because while other women are hot, i know they ain't got nothin' on me. and i know my boyfriend knows that, too. but if it bothers you, you should definitely say something. otherwise how could you expect him to know, right? "hey, i know you love me, but i'd appreciate it if you wouldn't talk about other women like that." or, you know. something like that. i'm sure he loves you enough to respect your feelings.

from sweet-lilly :

Aww, you're too sweet! :) I'm glad you're full of love! It's really great :)

from sweet-lilly :

I'm very happy for you :) :D

from f-i-n :

Maybe it was your doppleganger and that lady's hubby...

from sweet-lilly :

I don't have any advice. Just to say, people are stupid and often rediculous. If you ever need a safe haven, there will always be one for you here with me. I know it's a little far, but if you ever need it, it will always be here. Love you.

from final137 :

Verily, what is it that these b****es want from my nigger? It is..a question for the ages... *rubs chin thoughtfully*

from sweet-lilly :

(No, you didn't give me your change of address!)

from sweet-lilly :

No!

from sweet-lilly :

You'll be okay, right? Christmas is goodness though. Hopefully your present will arrive soon, otherwise you're not going to get it before Christmas :P tehehehe. Love you!

from bebelua :

i miss you.

from gomeny :

I'm very needy. I don't know what to say. I have problems. I hope

from sweet-lilly :

I'm glad you have a job and you're enjoying it :) I hope everything else is good too, love you!

from stormseye :

I don't suppose you'd consider putting the next/previous links back up on your diary, would you?

from sweet-lilly :

Gosh, that sounds like some jazz. I hope you had a nice wee, and all was well and you magically found energy and flew right out of your chair... You know, it would be so cool if we could all just float? Yeah.

from gelert :

Hehe. Aw, that's brilliant. I mean, awful. Yes. Heh. [e-hugs]

from ray-andrew :

Stop, in the name of glove. Before you take my cart. ;)

from ray-andrew :

Si, Tricky is the man. My favorites of his is "Christiansands" and "Hell Is Round the Corner".

from vocalfern :

why thank you <3 bee

from vocalfern :

I've been everywhere I've been to Reno Chicago Fargo Minnesota Buffalo Toronto Winslow Sarasota Wichita Tulsa Ottawa Oklahoma Tampa Panama Mattua La Paloma Bangor Baltimore Salvador Amarillo Tocapillo Pocotello Amperdello I'm a killer I've been everywhere, man I've been everywhere, man Crossed the deserts bare, man I've breathed the mountain air, man Travel...I've had my share, man I've been everywhere I've been to: Boston Charleston Dayton Lousiana Washington Houston Kingston Texas County Monterey Fairaday Santa Fe Tollaperson Glen Rock Black Rock Little Rock Oskaloussa Tennessee Tinnesay Chickapee Spirit Lake Grand Lake Devil's Lake Crater Lake For Pete's sake I've been everywhere, man I've been everywhere, man Crossed the deserts bare, man I've breathed the mountain air, man Travel...I've had my share, man I've been everywhere I've been to Louisville Nashville Knoxville Omerback Shereville Jacksonville Waterville Costa Rock Richfield Springfield Bakersfield Shreveport Hackensack Cadallac Fond du Lac Davenport Idaho Jellico Argentina Diamondtina Pasadena Catalina See what I mean I've been everywhere, man I've been everywhere, man Crossed the deserts bare, man I've breathed the mountain air, man Travel...I've had my share, man I've been everywhere I've been to Pittsburgh Parkersburg Gravelburg Colorado Ellisburg Rexburg Vicksburg El Dorado Larimore Adimore Habastock Chadanocka Shasta Nebraska Alaska Opalacka Baraboo Waterloo Kalamazoo Kansas City Sioux City Cedar City Dodge City What a pity

from sweet-lilly :

Hello :) thank you for your note ^_^ I feel special... Also, I have a printer, but I don't know if you need a closer one? Heh. Loves.

from vocalfern :

if you're sad i'm saying i'm sad too, and your sepia photograph is beautiful. i wrote the graffiti on a bench today. <3 bee

from gelert :

Whew, you're back. Want some of my Double Decker? [waves it] What? It's a chocolate bar. Very good. (I'm bored, good night!)

from giallothang :

Hey Sweets, I see that you're locked up. Is this temporary or may I have the password?

from bebelua :

your dad is in my thoughts. xo b

from gelert :

You're right because you're the good looking one. Also, I don't know, but maybe you really are right. I wouldn't be surprised. I'll try to tell you, later, maybe.

from carnageus :

Media Player gave your voice waAAaaAAAAAAAaaaaaAAAaaaaves, man

from sweet-lilly :

Wow! It is really great to hear your voice! :) I've often wondered what you sound like *loves* ~L xx.

from damodred :

Wow! You have a great voice!

from damodred :

Nope, it isn't.

from damodred :

I was going to come over for dinner and offer to do the dishes in return but you already did them. Mmmmm, roast.

from sweet-lilly :

Thank you :) I have my fingers crossed for you, ~L xx

from damodred :

People on anti-depressants are NOT crazy, they are depressed. Geez! If you have any questions feel free to ask me. There are usually some icky side effects when you first start them. *hugs*

from damodred :

Hahahahaha, me too!!!

from damodred :

Tell him if he doesn't stop calling you are contacting the phone company and the police. Then do so.

from vocalfern :

i miss you? bee

from damodred :

What five things?

from vocalfern :

hi pretty, where did you go? honey love, bee

from sweet-lilly :

Smoochies! Smile :) ~L xx

from smashley719 :

for a considerably long amount of time such as until May....

from damodred :

My mouse squeeks too!

from smashley719 :

I'm back!!!!!

from cactustree :

now, you KNOW i love your username.

from gelert :

Heehee. Aww. Also :)

from damodred :

You should come here. We can relax and watch movies and go to the mall and sit outside and watch the birds... and go the park and feed the ducks and the geese. We can go the art gallery, and sleep in really late.

from maybeaday :

holy shit. people probably tell you this alot but you look sooo much like your mom that its uncanny.

from vocalfern :

will i ever be a favorite diary of yours? ps. strokes= hot hot hot sweaty fashion sex boner lovelove bee

from vocalfern :

hiii. yes, i do actually have another diary. it's milkstreet but its locked up, so i don't know if you would have read me there. i lock it to keep my local nosies out. if you are interested in the password n'stuff. i can email them to you. ([email protected]) <3 bee

from gelert :

ceddyeddyeddy. Hello. That is all. Look at all my papercuts! Thousands!

from vocalfern :

hi pretty i like you <3 bee

from straysparrow :

I'm leaving you a note (wink!). I like the new colours. Just thought I would mention that. And I hope you're doing ok. Sparrow.

from cedartrees :

i'm leaving myself a note. love, me.

from sweet-lilly :

^_^ hehe! xx

from straysparrow :

Yay! no moving for you! I'm so happy for you... you must be relieved. Sparrow.

from sweet-lilly :

Yay, thank you. Favourites = Maps, Amber, Firewalker, I'm Not In Love and In The Aeroplane Over The Sea :):) The necklace is so purdy! I've been wearing it since I got it :) ~L xx

from sweet-lilly :

Thank you for the package :) :) ! It was a lovely surprise :) Yay! Loves you, ~L xx

from gomeny :

heaven is a home of yours

from sweet-lilly :

I love you.

from gelert :

Hello. I have not spoken to you for days. I hope you are okay. Uhm, happy easterythings? I have chocolate I'm not going to eat, if you want some..

from sweet-lilly :

Thank you! Loves, ~L xx

from stormseye :

I've noticed that most of the people who will accuse you of being cheap are actually the biggest, most selfish tightwads you'll ever meet.

from smashley719 :

username:rock password:myworld

from citlalli31 :

sorry for your loss. i know those kinda phone calls too and they suck. take care.

from beatpoetgrrl :

oh honey...i'm so sorry for your loss. if you need anything, you let me know. i'll be around the computer all weekend, just drop a line if you want to talk, or i can always email you my #. take care.

from straysparrow :

I'm so sorry. There's nothing else to say. I will be thinking of you (as always). Sparrow. xx.

from maybeaday :

oh, ok. hey, can i have a password, please? if you're changing the layout (which i hope thats all it is), you can ignore this note.

from maybeaday :

i know you want to be left alone and all, but lis and i were going to say we're really sorry to hear what happened.

from gomeny :

I love your silence towards me

from gomeny :

whatever

from gomeny :

I'm gonna go there and see you, i have to!

from gomeny :

Don't you understand I love you and I miss you?

from beatpoetgrrl :

good girl! she deserved that, and more.

from gelert :

I expect there are people you'd prefer to hear it from than I ..again, but well, if there's any chance of it helping even for a moment it's worth me saying that I still think you're great.

from straysparrow :

If I had any address other than this one, I would send you something... anything... right now. Not because of the whole V-day thing... just because you sound like you need to know that someone cares and its ok to ask for help sometimes. (You know... its 3 hours earlier in Vancouver, so its never as late as it seems...) Sparrow. xx.

from gelert :

*I* loves you.

from frosted-fae :

from gelert :

-reads back- wow. She didn't get it. ..How're those dishes coming? You missed a bit. Look, just stop, we'll have a drink and then you can not-care later. Eh, I'm bored, don't mind me.

from sweet-lilly :

Password; me, me, me!! ~L xx

from sweet-lilly :

:) I'm a cunt, I really am, and proud of it. God I love that word, and I know I shouldn't, oh well. Love you, ~L xx

from gelert :

-waves- How you feeling? Have time for some tea? Stop by, do.

from citlalli31 :

i don't think anyone likes to be deceived. oh well.

from ripetomato :

Cripes. Do I know this person?

from gelert :

I agree, new friends for cedar. The rant at whatshisface made me smile though. Hugs for cedar -gives-

from silentletter :

*hugs*

from ripetomato :

*hugs* .. you know, nearly every time I read your diary, I think "Wow, Geri needs new friends". Is that rude of me to say? It just seems like you're being treated horribly by one or another of them on a regular basis, and I highly doubt it's deserved. *more hugs*

from gelert :

Heh, aw you.. -arranges a bed-in with cedar- uh, for..peace or whatever.

from christolouis :

how can you make your diary to become such beautiful way? I am a girl from HK and it was a real good luck that I clicked yours diary to havea look by luck~ I hope you will reply me~

from sweet-lilly :

Happy Birthday ma chere :) ~L xx

from straysparrow :

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you. Happy BIIIRRRRTHDAY deeeaaar Cedartreeeeeees, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOO YOOOOUUUU! Enjoy. Sparrow. xx

from sweet-lilly :

You're too wonderful! I hope all is well... When is your Birthday? ~L xx

from straysparrow :

I haven't said hi, and I've meant to lots of times, so hi. Try not to let stuff get you down, even though it sounds like there's been some interesting things afoot in your end of the country. Ciao. Sparrow.

from gelert :

Hey now, I only testified against you because the war crimes tribunal told me I'd get a lighter sentence! Hey look, tumbleweed! -chases after it-

from sweet-lilly :

I would appreciate that. ~L xx

from gelert :

Crikey. I've never had me no frostbite. (I'm not complaining, for once)

from sweet-lilly :

Yay! I'm doing okay ta, hope all is well with you :) ~L xx

from sweet-lilly :

http://www.walagata.com/ :) Hope you're doing okay. ~L xx

from gelert :

Blast, I still can't make pancakes.

from citlalli31 :

i could see how you'd want to take back all that you see is your's from your look alike. i once found a girl with the same first and last name as me. it really upset me (and i have an uncommon last name).

from kittyleopard :

Kick ass diary. Your a cool friend, yo. Karma and Kudos to ya.

from sweet-lilly :

Glad for you. ~L xx

from veuvenoire :

It is hard to believe it to be so late into the year. I've barely gotten into layering yet.

from smashley719 :

okay i did it again, and this time i made absolutely sure that everything was where it should be (dland somehow moved my rocks and my weezer around) try it sometime today plz

from smashley719 :

i locked my diary, in case you want to read-- username: weezer, password: rocks

from kate-san :

sorry, accidentally replied to your message in my own notes page: "my email address is sukii@[REMOVETHIS]mailpanda.com. i only know about two of your diaries (cedartrees and moonshine76 or something, i don't read the latter). is there a third, or something? anyway, i would be happy to receive an email from you, so go right ahead."

from kate-san :

by the way, which picture did you think i was referring to?

from sweet-lilly :

You're not stupid, you're wonderful, and human like the rest of us. Love, x.

from kate-san :

whew, that's good. if i saw a picture of myself on a layout, i wouldn't know whether to be flattered or freaked out, heheh. as far as hot-linking, i know when you buy servers they allow you to turn that off or on, and even have like, "THIS PICTURE IS STOLEN" images show up in the place of the image they tried to steal. with diaryland, though, i'm not sure. you'd probably be better off asking andrew. or you can get one of those sitemeter counters (unless you already have one) and just check your visitors.

from gelert :

I shall stay with you, Ger. Then he'll get jealous, and come to kill me, but I'll run in front of a bus at the last second so as to narrowly avoid being hit, only he'll be right behind me, and that'll be the end of that. As you can see, it's a fool-proof plan, and nobody gets hurt.

from maybeaday :

Since i know you in real life, here's what i think. i don't think you're an idiot at all and it was really smart of you to say what you id. My sister had someone like that bother her for awhile, and we all figured he wouldn't keep up with it because he looked "normal". But, see, the thing is that you don't really know exactly how long this has been happening. Keep complaining. Move the bed away from your window, if you can because if someone were to give it a good kick, you'd have a pretty rude awakening, y'know? Get the peep hole thing in your door, and don't forget about that sensor light thing! J will install both for you, if you want. Just be careful and you'll be fine =)

from kate-san :

the reason i ask is because someone made a diary layout (i think it was a custom design) with your picture on it, and i wondered if you knew about it or not. the layout site is here (http://x.shes-amazing.net/) and the design i speak of is here (http://x.shes-amazing.net/images/example8.jpg). sorry if you already know about this and i'm just wasting your time or something. heheh.

from gelert :

May *I* ask you something (after this)? Would you like a drink? -fetches shoes and wallet-

from kate-san :

you know that picture you posted on your diary awhile ago, the one where you were like, "no, that's not a joint"? was that of you?

from gelert :

Heh.. charming that, eh? You should have slapped 'em.

from eustilly :

beautiful page design. simply gorgeous.

from beatpoetgrrl :

i have answered your questions. just thought i'd let you know. you should come online and talk to me, i'm very bored

from beatpoetgrrl :

i'm soliciting questions for a new entry. cause i know you'll ask good ones :)

from chiv :

when i read you've been asleep for hours. you've slept well. you're the one i don't feel intrustive in hearing about. i am very drunk. yes. you're the one who feels like *my* friend. before i goe off trying to drunkely talk to new people. geri is home base. y'know? you rock. comfortably. heh.

from sweet-lilly :

Eek! *hugs* hope you're okay, xx.

from alwayzhere4u :

I've locked my diary. username: forever password: holdingon

from beatpoetgrrl :

sorry i ran off so fast yesterday--i was really dizzy. i have such a gorgeous idea for a layout and it is going ever-so-badly...i'll tell you all about it later.

from straysparrow :

Yeah that plushy fir pile stuff was wrong on a whole lot of levels. I felt kinda dirty just watching it (I had to cover my eyes). Grissom is my hero, too. He's much sexier this season somehow (I think its the beard). Sparrow.

from ray-andrew :

Please e-mail address for letter and mixtape mania! Internet a fading memory. [email protected] CIAO FOR NOW, CEAH!!!!!

from chiv :

That was my second thought. .....oh alright fine, that was my first thought, but y'know :)

from starlight99 :

perhaps the sex is too vigorous for him. you know how wild moonie is, chiv.

from chiv :

Tony's sick. His heart's done in. I thought maybe you'd broken it off with him? ;)

from chiv :

hee..aw, cute..lemme see when you get that done! and yeah.. okay, no sausage roll. I wish I could help more. [sigh] love to ger!

from chiv :

Buggeration.. God does that judging shit while you're still alive? I thought he saved that for after? I think I met him! He was dressed in white, and there was a blinding light behind him.. then he got out his file on me, asked when I last came to him, and then he started stabbing me in the face with sharp metal. What I mean to say is, hi. I hope you're okay. I'm going out for a drink and maybe some sausage roll. Want to come along?

from beatpoetgrrl :

do they have restraining orders in canada? because this guy is begging for one. or, y'know, we could just rough him up a bit for you. :)

from chiv :

[drags you (carefully) to the dr's]

from smashley719 :

That would be awesome! I can never find good meaningful pictures... only cheap crappy ones with things such as bananas. And wrist watches. And corny phrases like "This Way is Up".

from smashley719 :

~Asleep~ Sometimes I feel that way too... and I love the new look. Do you design your own layouts?? They always look so beautiful... the pictures are amazing. Congrats. And I hope you feel better soon. *sympathy pains*

from chiv :

Pretty.

from hymen :

niceness

from sweet-lilly :

*Jumps up and down repetitively* YAY! ~L xx

from sweet-lilly :

Cheer up... I have no idea what you were talking about in that entry but I detect not much happiness... ~L xx

from straysparrow :

Hey. It always seems strange to me when people are so afraid to "lose their culture" that they stop moving forward. Just because you live in a city doesn't mean you don't remember your home and your roots. It COULD happen I guess... but it doesn't HAVE to happen. Somewhere there is a balance between past and present that must be struck. Only you can decide where that is for yourself. Don't let her get to you. She isn't taking the time to try and see you through your own eyes. Sparrow.

from robotheart :

yes, that definitely sounded like something a jealous person would say...try so hard not to be misery's company, darlin.

from chiv :

I for one am glad. I'm going to put the kettle on, by the way, do you fancy any tea? -love, me.

from mechanica :

he knocked them over? or you did? if it was him i was going to STAB HIM TO DEATH. you can come to europe with star and me if you want to.

from beatpoetgrrl :

i'm looking at bus schedules and fare listings from you to me right now. so far one-way is $115 but i bet i can find cheaper. seriously, you need to get out, and i have a futon in my computer room. how bout it?

from sweet-lilly :

You could come stay with me, but I'm guessing England's kinda a long way to go... *tons of hugs* ~L xx

from beatpoetgrrl :

i think you may want to go see a doctor about anxiety...especially with the night panics. it sounds very similar to the attacks i used to get before i went on the meds. next time i see you on IM i'm giving you my phone number so you can call if you need help.

from mechanica :

I hate that too. My friend used to say "I'm not being horrible but.." and then she'd say something horrible, i mean sheesh!

from hymen :

hgs, girl. you can message me anytime you want to talk I usually have this thing running.

from starlight99 :

Ger, I love you and I hope you know that. I just wanted to say that... I care and I want you to be happy. And I'm always here if you want to talk. (I'm not on msn and aim at the moment cause I'm at work). xxx.

from sweet-lilly :

Thankyou :) *hugs, kisses, chocolate, teddies, and everything nice, not to mention fried rice* ~L xx

from beatpoetgrrl :

i'll go to the doctor with you, if you'll hold my hand at the dentist's office. so scared to go, been avoiding for six months...

from louveciennes :

I do watch it, but I don't love it like I do CSI: Original Flava. The characters just aren't as interesting to me. I have heard there might be another show, but I don't think anything's nailed down yet, the last I heard New Orleans was being considered. What is with all the hot cities? Why not a CSI: Green Bay? CSI: Saskatchawan? LOL!

from chiv :

Geriiii. I don't have anything to say. Just.. hi. I hope you are well.

from straysparrow :

I will hold your hand if you want... Sparrow.

from louveciennes :

I am ambivalent about The Beard. On one hand, it seemed to go with the "man of a certain age" image they seem to be giving him this season. But it also obscures his chin, and William Petersen has a lovely chin. Also, you just know they are dying it, which irks me. What's wrong with a man in his 50s having a little gray? Some women like that!! *hmmmph*

from goldninja :

your not a loser

from ripetomato :

Do it. You can stay here. I won't make you run errands.

from louveciennes :

Awww, I wanna know what you had to say! *pouts*

from beatpoetgrrl :

low-red-moon is my cedartrees. it gets to be a performance after a while, y'know?

from ripetomato :

Awwwwww .. cute little Geri?

from louveciennes :

Cool, I hope you like it. =) It's pretty easy really, it just involves a lot of mixing and the bringing of stuff to room temperature.

from chiv :

If it matters, I think you do quite a good job of dealing, especially since you really shouldn't have to anymore. Or ever, like you say. Mh. G'night Geri.

from straysparrow :

These days all I can think is that the world is a wacky place, boys are dumb, and shopping for girly stuff can heal a multitude of hurts. I think I might just do that as well. Sparrow.

from smashley719 :

...i don't think you're a bad person...

from somuch2say :

Have a good weekend. Relax and try to stay positive. Sounds like you have a nice plan...

from giallothang :

I like that we threw our fit at the same time. I love you dearly and your brattiness only makes you that much more attractive. Best wishes, sweet nothings and such.

from robotheart :

omg i love egg noodles...and thanks for the compliment on my nonhaircut...this is just overgrowth, trying to make it a bit longer. ")

from chiv :

you tell 'em, ger! here, want a ginger beer? [extends can..em, in my hand that is, i don't like..have a can dispensing attachment as such. i'm not a fucking vending machine, alright!][runs off]

from smashley719 :

thank god for friends in high places. and low ones, too. You've had a rough ordeal...here's hopes for peace and sincerity for you.

from bejaluna :

I'm glad, too, that Meredith was online that night. How scary. Good to hear that your family is safe, though. I've only had scariness like that with strangers. That was bad enough. Crap. Please be careful and I will wish for good news for you, too. Stay safe, Geri.

from chiv :

Good, good. Heh, hope I didn't sound too pathetically wimpy and useless, I just worry about Ger is all :) [goes for a nap]

from hot-crumpets :

Hey you, I mailed you last week with a code et al, but I don't know if you got it OK because hotmail's played up rotten lately - let me know if you didn't get it :) xx

from chiv :

Ger, this is useless right now, but.. make sure you say something when it's ..sorted and you're alright and everythng, eh? Worried I am.

from beatpoetgrrl :

i took my niece to get new clothes, but i'm here now! and not everyone will leave you. just the ones who suck, really. because you are special and wonderful and THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU. and if other people are asking you to emotionally lie for their own peace of mind, screw 'em. *mwah* bpg

from chiv :

Aw, Ger. Not everyone leaves! ..some of us are already four thousand miles away, and..erm..yeah =/ come back on AIM and I'll drink these ales and stumble about for your amusement.

from hymen :

yikes, I'm sorry :-(

from hymen :

depends on how illegal. But he sounds like a swell guy otherwise. I' not baptized, either, btw which is unusual for where I live but most people are cool with it, luckily.

from louveciennes :

There is something very catchy about those synthesizers.

from quietthought :

Moooooo! When do the survey questions get answered mmm? I hope things are correcting themselves!

from chiv :

Hey, can men see any of the pictures you took? Or are we not allowed? (eh, i couldn't think of much else to say :) )

from chiv :

[does some ger-worshipping]

from giallothang :

sorry to see that you are fleeing as well. A stranger seems to have bought me a gold membership but I have no idea who. I suspected you, but have thought better of it now that I see you're on your way out as well. Email me?

from citlalli31 :

i'm sorry, ger. hopefully you don't have to go away completely. you'll be missed.

from chiv :

ooh, ooh, what thing? tell me tell me! i am interested. I feel out of the loop. Stupid going-away.

from hymen :

I hope it is a good thing!

from chiv :

hi...i shouldn't be on...i',m piddled \and on family pc ibnn slough.. er..i have to delete thisafter..hi..love moonie...byeeee..(come to sloufgh NOW )

from citlalli31 :

me too. i'm hella stubborn.

from chiv :

What's a gunshy?

from robotheart :

isnt it funny how this was your private/more expressive and emo diary, and now you cant say what you want in it.

from carnageus :

muaha....you, dirty minx, you...

from chiv :

(worries)

from ripetomato :

Stand aside. I've got a machine gun and a dumb fuck of a jerky ex to kill ... what's his address?

from chiv :

"Oh you pathetic piece of shit" I do believe I just mouthed at my screen in response to..him. So yeah, I'd probably get myself beaten up if I hung around with you in person. I..can't believe how some people treat Ger. It's absurd. You rock, don't feel bad (about..you, I mean. I know I can't make everything good by saying that, but you still rock, yeah)

from quietthought :

"I know I'm not anyone's idea of a pretty girl." You fibber! Yes I am a few days late on commenting, poop, and sorry. Back on topic the best thing is you're also attractive INSIDE. And no I don't mean innards. Although...... *digs out recipe book*

from chiv :

you're certainly not bad, ger. no. don't believe it for a second. (drinks to ger)

from chiv :

'cept Thatcher. Meh. I have beer- come and talk to me. You can have beer too.

from seedpod :

i once dated a boy who said and did many horrible things but one thing that made me barricade myself to him was when he said after we broke up- in explaining why he'd left me for someone else, "But Alex she is SO BEAUTIFUL, she is one of THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE, you know? I mean so so much more beautiful than you are me, we're attractive but not like her!" Its like they hurt so much and then they casually discard your beauty with a flick of the wrist. Darling every woman is beautiful- its a fact- just remember it. xxx

from ripetomato :

Bullshit you don't qualify as a pretty girl .. I've seen what you look like. He needs to get his head/eyes examined. That, or he's so used to just seeing you as a friend, he doesn't notice you that way ... orrrrr, he does see you as a pretty girl, but won't try to hook up with you because you're friends. But what he did was rude, boorish, and insensitive. Fuck him, indeed.

from mechanica :

from hymen :

ugh. Sorry. *hugs*. I think with some friends you do not need enemies.

from starlight99 :

you're beautiful, don't let anyone make you think different.

from chiv :

[Hangs around with Ger] [Makes fun of ugly people] [Is eventually sent away]

from chiv :

Crikey! Well done you! I want some beads! I'll buy you a pint in fifteen or twenty years ;) Well alright, mostly I want the two hundred dollars.

from hymen :

I so know what you mean about people wasting your time and jerking you around. And once they know it and still do it it gets worse.

from chiv :

I can donate some macaroni and cheese to ward off starvation, maybe =/

from goldninja :

the 27th is my birthday

from chiv :

Hey. I miss you! Hope you're having good times. Yes yes.

from smashley719 :

beautiful...just beautiful

from chiv :

Ger Ger. I'll knife him for you. No one will suspect a thing. Then, on an unrelated matter, you will end up okay, of course! Actually, I might just drunkenly swearat him, and wave madly to you, 'cause you're Geri! No matter how good things are going! (waves!)

from louveciennes :

That's very sweet of you! I have successfully hosted the images, but now the length of my entries seems to be throwing their position off somehow. D'oh.

from maybeaday :

You *must* teach me the Mick Jagger dance! Really! I want to know!

from goldninja :

wow that cats is hardcore. I just would have made it look like my fault, so i wouldn't hurt her feelings. Funny thing is I could go for stuffed pita right about now.

from ripetomato :

Hey, my gerbils don't stink at all, and I only clean their cage once a month. The rats, on the other hand, are a different story ...

from louveciennes :

I feel bad for the poor unwanted gerbil. =(

from smashley719 :

i just KNEW that you had a body hidden somewhere too....how are you going to dump it? No, I'm j/k. Hope that the right choice comes to you soon. You deserve some clarity after months of confusion and splendor.

from chiv :

(tilts head) you alright?

from beatpoetgrrl :

you can tell him if he hurts you, i will personally travel to canada and kick his ass three ways from sunday. i have a feeling there's a lot of backup on this one. rat bastard. grrrr.

from smashley719 :

i have to really agree with what you said in this entry...i know what you mean. Take it easy--if thats possible.

from chiv :

Quite right (clutches knife) You seem okay- are you okay? (tries not to fuss, but..y'know)

from maybeaday :

Dude!!! I am so glad you didn't go out with Jude. That rhymes!!

from smashley719 :

*smiles* Thanks...I downloaded it, you're right...the old is better than the new. I love it. Thanks for the tip!

from hymen :

*blush*, thanks!!!!

from hymen :

hey there, thank you for adding me :-) About to add you back.

from maybeaday :

You are one seriously fucked up girl, but with pretty, gigantic eyes. I like you :)

from beatpoetgrrl :

*hugging again* check this and come online, chiv and i are there!

from chiv :

(hugs)

from maybeaday :

I'll write one for you!

from goldninja :

Sorry about tuesday night. A friend needed something and it ended up being way long then I expected.

from hot-crumpets :

The poor kid! :/

from citlalli31 :

ooh, new place. sounds exciting.

from louveciennes :

BUG! Sorry, couldn't resist. Ahem, move along.

from smashley719 :

good luck ;)

from goldninja :

not to shabby, how is your weekend?

from ray-andrew :

I find it a general rule that what you are to your parents is what your child will be to you.

from damodred :

I think you would make a great mother.

from chiv :

Ah, swearing around children is fine. The little shits will grow up swearing anyway, no doubt.. their parents doing it just ruins the fun somewhat.. in fact it might make the bastards less likely to swear in the end. ..My mum swore a lot when I was little.

from smashley719 :

wow...i think that you would be a good mom, just because of how observant you are...and you wouldn't freak out...and you wouldn't have to stop swearing...just not so much in front of your kids, ya know?

from ray-andrew :

I would think sparkly green eyeshadow, oil pastels and your favorite cookie monster-material blanket that smells like the fruity smelling shampoo u use would be enough, should be enough for anyone. I love when stuff smells good from girls; lingering, lovely nose candy.

from louveciennes :

I thought you were going to say you pictured them making love to each other. Immature, me? No!

from goldninja :

I love you

from so-fake :

lovely design. i hope you're ok. =/

from goldninja :

what's really right with you Geri?

from ray-andrew :

I love love love your newest web design. Such a sweet picture from such a talented artist. And everyone is an outsider, they just all don't know it yet. Sympatico and brotherhood is the closest we're gonna get. Funny, we're all together on the outside, would that mean we're all inside? Ouch, my brain...

from beatpoetgrrl :

hoping you check this before you sign off...i'm here! i'm here! i know how you feel about being an outsider...feeling like an alien wherever you go (as your honorary native friend i can at least pretend to understand). the difference is, i feel like that about three quarters of the human race.

from citlalli31 :

ew. secret diary readers are bad, bad people. glad to see you've unlocked.

from smashley719 :

have to agree with the previous entry....hope that the lockedness doesn't last forever...

from damodred :

*gasp* It's locked!

from smashley719 :

wow, i love it, i love it,i love it. And everyone wants to vanish sometime...

from raq :

OoOoOhhh its beautiful!

from bejaluna :

Very sweet layout, girly. :-) And you know I won't steer you wrong.

from kate-san :

I like your new template! It's very moody, and the photo is interesting. I think it suits your entries.

from loveme2night :

no the layout looks very nice. luv.

from damodred :

you know when they ask you to babysit, just say nope i can't or that you have other plans. don't tell them why you don't want to or can't. none of their business.

from whatiwas :

i want to kiss you.

from giallothang :

Thank you pookie. How do you always notice when I hit an anniversary? I feel like a fool for the weay I've been lately in regards to the diary and also my life. Hopefully this particular rebirth will work better than the last fortyseven ;)

from treedancer :

hello ~ thought your name looked interesting: matches your diary. I like your site design. Insomnia and igloos - I hear you on that. heh. ;)

from smashley719 :

Thanks girly. I'm doing okay. Hope that the sun starts shining for you soon. Lotsa love~~Ash

from beatpoetgrrl :

i'll listen to you anytime, and for free! where the hell've you been? (i've been on a downswing, but i'm feeling better now). miss you.

from sunnflower :

Hi from Suburban Island - I registered a domain name a godaddy.com and it was pretty cheap.

from gelert :

Aww. You're nice (hugs and stuff)

from bejaluna :

Sweetly - I would love to be your friend. ;) Oh and I know what you mean about wondering if your radar is broken. Sometimes, we just have to realise that we've been reading the signs all wrong. (I blame society - for everything, really) I've been learning to listen to my inner voice (well, the nice quiet one that doesn't tell me to do naughty stuff and shred people to ribbons), but I'm not 100% accurate, yet....

from smashley719 :

Yeah it's cool, love the potato talk ;)

from damodred :

you aren't lame, people are jerks.

from smashley719 :

I think that that was the most anger I've ever seen from you. I'm truely shocked, but relieved at the same time. You deserve time to tear the walls down, restart everything. Don't ever let them make you feel unworthy of it.

from chiv :

(Excited punctuation and looks of concern!)

from hot-crumpets :

Oh, my dear, I hope you are alright xx

from smashley719 :

thank you for the note, i've been missing some of those, and it's nice to know you sympathize, hope everything is going better for you, and sorry to hear about the latest snag with jude

from starlight99 :

ah, but thats creative geekiness, which is a lot more cool than plain old boring geekiness.

from damodred :

i'll tell kathleen she's a cunt and steals from people. i just need someone to proctect me after i say it.

from stillpoetry :

:o( your diary is locked. please forgive for asking but is your great-great-great grandmother a cherokee princess?

from bejaluna :

*giving some love back* Seems like you need it more today than I do, sweety. :-)

from whatiwas :

*kisses*

from hot-crumpets :

*sends a hug* - is it going better now? xxx Love you, sweetheart -x-

from chiv :

I don't think I have a zip-up sweater!

from chiv :

(sympathy face) (something else of more use)

from robotheart :

have you considered not eating any dairy products for awhile? that might help the lung thing. miss you darling.

from louveciennes :

At least you have the wonderful Canadian healthcare system to take care of you. I am jealous. Would you guys let me in the country? I promise I don't own any guns!

from carnageus :

I'll take care o'ya, baby *does 'hot smiley'*

from bejaluna :

LMAO I would have loved a message from Janis Joplin.... :-)

from bejaluna :

Yaaay! Go you for doing it. Whatever "it" is, but that is of no matter. As for the drunken relatives - chicky, I am half-Filipina. I think most of my Pinoy relations are drunk constantly. It's not even worth making a joke over since it's so wide-spread. Now, if they were to turn up SOBER....

from carelessly :

my one uncle drinks at the ghetto little place called "bouquet burritos" and he is there so much we just call to tell him things about family stuff and they let us talk to him. he has a phone at home, but he's never there.

from starlight99 :

two of my uncles are drunkards. I rarely see them now.

from bejaluna :

Does sunlight make you sick? I have those moments...but it is bright and sunny for me today, too, and I am refusing to feel anything but good. My highest hopes for you to rid yourself of the depression. That big black-hole gets dizzying to look into, doesn't it???

from ray-andrew :

Geri AKA Ceah AKA GTI AKA One Awesome Asskicking Bella, hella hella, life can be a bitch. You do a pretty good job at being a reed bending in the winds, methinks. The way out of pain is straight through the heart of it; so says Dante, Dao and The Wisdom Of Insecurity. I bring you hot cocoa and a quilt to enjoy. A good book and some cool jazz swirling around. A sunny day and open windows, framing kids playing and lovers saying sweet nothings. Let us all go wish dear friends a happy Wednesday. Let us let go. Hey hey, lady, much love your way like Beach Boys' "Good Vibrations".

from smashley719 :

glad to know that things are better. *hugs*

from carelessly :

thank you.

from citlalli31 :

good to hear about your dad. oh yeah, and sister's can be a pain and a blessing sometimes, go figure.

from damodred :

i hope your dad is ok and gets better soon. as for your sister she is an ungrateful bitch. i'm sorry but any day my sister (or you for that matter) took me for lunch a manicure and shopping i would absolutely thrilled no matter how many times she did it! your sister has no idea how foruntate she is to have a sister like you. *big squeezy hugs*

from beatpoetgrrl :

oh honey, i just want to give you great big hugs. i hope your dad is ok. anything you need, just let me know. bpg

from hot-crumpets :

Don't you dare give them up - I need to read your words each day xx

from giallothang :

what makes you think he found it beyond paranoia? Don't murder my favorite reads so flippantly darling. I'd miss you too much.

from smashley719 :

My diary is locked now. The whole reason is just to keep my pesky sister from reading it. Newayz,...the username is lily, and the password is password. Thanks for being interested in it. *hugs*

from starlight99 :

ooh ooh 'GTI'! that sounds so action figureish. like GI Joe or something. now I wanna get me a GTI doll. :D

from damodred :

*shoots scott*

from gomeny :

I don't know what to say anymore. I know one thing its spring. Warmth and life is brought back to living things.

from smashley719 :

That's so horrible what they do. I mean...every now and then teasing is good, but...that just seems...*shudder*. Thanks for the comment on my layout. I really appreciate it. :)

from citlalli31 :

wow, you know how to drive a boat? that makes you even cooler. glad to see you in a good mood.

from louveciennes :

Why ask why? Just enjoy it while it lasts. ;)

from beatpoetgrrl :

you always have the wilds of new jersey. and come to think of it if you come in july we could go to the folk festival in upstate NY, too. c'mon it'll be fabulous!

from bejaluna :

I wish I could see those stars, too... :)

from damodred :

you are not like your sister.

from ray-andrew :

I wish I knew how to send a Calvin and Hobbes big picture hug here, but I don't have the know-how. I have no-how. Don't I just feel worthless. OK, so I don't, but still I wish I knew how, so this babbling may have to do. Stay Golden, bella.

from smashley719 :

*gajillions of hugs* you are one tough girl. I just wanted to say that I admire your strength through that. I really do.

from a-fairy-tale :

Hey! Thanks for the 'tree hug', hehe. Read some of your entries, nice diary. <3 Jaclyn

from damodred :

i'm not disappointed in you.

from beatpoetgrrl :

you know, i think you love him.

from giallothang :

Oh thank god! I just called my former landlord to make her check the house for your package! I totally forgot I gave you my current address! Enough exclamation points. Ok. I feel better. I'll keep my eyes peeled for your card when I get back to NY

from smashley719 :

:) I can see now. Thank ya!

from smashley719 :

ahh! I can't see anything on your layout but the links *smacks computer* what a bombshell on my day

from ray-andrew :

Special Green Party brownies. Hahahaa. You are a hoot! Hey, I am starting to get sad here with no new e-mails, hint hint. Ciao for now, bella.

from chiv :

hehe, ger (smiles) (glasses emote)

from beatpoetgrrl :

ok seriously ger--how much hard would it be to get out here? you need to get away. and hey--my house has NINE PEOPLE in it already! who's going to notice one more? beatpoetgrrl

from chiv :

erp

from starlight99 :

ME TOO

from damodred :

*big squeezy hugs and anti-creep vibes*

from smashley719 :

you shouldn't feel like a loser. You're the bomb girl! Glow like one. ....wait...bombs don't glow...okay. You're Fireworks Girl! Sparkle with Pizazz.

from starlight99 :

yeah, what he said. I *love* the new layout babe.

from ray-andrew :

The new design makes me want to retire to the waterfront and make a rope swing so I can go splash like dropping boulders and swim with fishies.

from bmi :

What can I say about this new entry of yours? It touched me very deeply. Thank You is the best I can do.

from damodred :

the new layout is lovely! great job. :)

from chiv :

hehe, argh! i can't type! also "awww" and "i love you toooo!"

from ray-andrew :

Seems like panacakes will be the death of your love life, Ciah. Hahahahaa. I wish it wasn't cloudy today. Clouds, clouds go away, you stink like stinky patte. Sun, sun come to play, don't hate the playuh hate the game. It makes me happy that you like how I write because I love how you write. We're just a couple 'a writin' fools! Keep an eye out for more, I am holding myself to scribble-dibble at least 2 poems/rants a night and see how long it is before I am drained. Have a blessed day and stay away from the yellow snow!

from maybeaday :

Damn it, I can't make pancakes either.

from chiv :

shitting pancakes ruin everything (burns some things..shrieks..sighs, and puts the kettle on)

from gomeny :

thats me totally. I fit the profile.

from chiv :

aww, he likes you because it's law to like you! those people who're mean are only doing it for the kick they get out of being rebles.

from giallothang :

HMMM. That is a very tough question. I put some thought into it and I've decided to look at it this way: Emotionally, one would percieve red to be volatile, energetic or angry. Blue could be morose, serene or despondent. I like to think I'm more the former than the latter so my answer is red. Good?

from ray-andrew :

You cannot be a little ray of sunshine, that is me! You can be a crow, though. CAW CAW!! And you can fly around all day and tease people from telephone wires and be the inspiration for many a great poems.

from starlight99 :

February is already over here. Another reason why you should move to NZ, we are in the future, w00t! :D

from maybeaday :

I'm metis but 70% of canadians say that. Go figure.

from gomeny :

things will be okay.

from captivated- :

I can see why you were the faturette of Smashleys day ;)

from maybeaday :

beautiful sexy splediforous Goddess 'Ger, you don't update as much anymore. (cries)

from gomeny :

"darling when I hold, Don't you know I feel the same" "I know its hard to keep a open heart, when even frineds seem out to harm you" " But if you can heal a broken heart, wouldn't time be out to charm you?"

from ray-andrew :

Where in Michigan do you visit? You may remember I am from the area. And WHERE IS MY neceGeri reading list?

from citlalli31 :

you can talk to me, but you know i'm the kind of person who believes you can never truly understand another person.

from gomeny :

I miss you a lot, but either way happy valentines day sunshine!

from happydaggerz :

Beatiful poem..very grey and true. (i guess that's my thunder)

from gomeny :

I was going to say something nice, But I wouldn't want to steal anyone else's thunder.

from chiv :

(says something)

from ray-andrew :

Such a talent you are. You mix words like paint; beautifully.

from smashley719 :

wow thank you! (I was hoping that someone would say something to that effect about my layout). Thanks so much, you've just really made my day!

from maybeaday :

All my money making women! throw your hands up at me!

from ray-andrew :

You gonna make entry 500 a whopper, I hope?

from ray-andrew :

I love paisley!! Your nephew is adorable. Jude sounds like a cool dude and blah blah blah, you need to e-mail me so I can reciprocate. =)

from smashley719 :

Chance just happened to let me slip upon your diary (or maybe its the fact that this site shows recently updated diarys and yours was just the top of the list) but I have to say I really enjoy your diary. You have alot of interesting thoughts and you express yourself wonderfully. Keep up the good work ;)

from pastrychef :

Thanks for the encouragement. I appreciate it.

from sistercookie :

Actually what is more amazing if people don't lie. Remember believe half of what you see and none of what you hear. Cheers.

from sistercookie :

I added you to my buddy list. I am at a loss for words. Your last entry was beautiful even though it was so heartbreaking.

from ray-andrew :

I cannot imagine your hollowness at the time; it makes my heart bite it's lip to see sad things happen to beautiful souls, but all there is is possibilities; endless, hopeful possibilities. *off-kilter, bittersweet, eye-twinkling smile*

from kate-san :

God, you're everywhere. =P Yeah, I understand, layouts have a high shelf life until one day when you visit your diary and realize that your layout sucks broken monkeys off the floor and suddenly you NEED a new layout before you quit your diary. Or maybe I look at my diary too much. Or something.

from brightendale :

hey! just thought that you would like us to review your diary. don't worry we are new people to the reviewing thing so visit us to request http://brightendale.diaryland.com and don't forget to read the rules and scoring first!!

from chiv :

(rubs neck) (...or doesn't touch, depending how much it really hurts)

from raq :

*big huge hugs* I just wanted to tell you that I love you muchly girl. And if you ever need to talk to anyone you know I'm always here to listen to you!

from drastane :

Oh Yeah, Well here's you're freakin' note. What doyou have to say now! ;)**hugs**

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