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from fallstarrevu :
Your review is complete, you can find it at: http://fallstarrevu.diaryland.com/deviousone.html. Thanks for requesting. Littlesong89
from scar-lette :
thank you baby, it really means a lot. i miss you too dear.
from deviousone :
♥
from deviousone :
I love you and even if he doesn't see you the way you want him to, it doesn't mean that he doesn't care.
from blushfire :
aww you're great too ms. emily
from gothangel :
The following are lyrics: what would you do if we kissed? would you be scared would your tongue slip pass my lips... the song came out in '97 and it was a female artist.
from true-stories :
omg! i dint know, i would of way sent you a note yesterday if i woulda known!! happy 17th birthday!! know you can buy your own tickets to R rated movies! YAY! lol, ill talk to yo later
from jilljohnston :
username: red / password: layers / <3 jill
from fallstarrevu :
*feels unloved* - where's our link :( ?
from fallstarrevu :
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from deviousone :
realize when it's time to let go...try not to hold on too much, or you'll end up strangling yourself
from enigmawolf :
ah..well I just used to read your diary, we may have spoken a few times.. I just consider anyone who's diary I read a friend..yeah don't feel bad about not remembering me lol.
from finalplague :
I've been reading a lot since you left that note on my diary last week. You seem really :'( Stop worrying and be :D -Nick
from deviousone :
don't let him get you like this again emily don't don't don't because it'll just make everything that happens ten times as difficult you can't let him do this to you don't.
from finalplague :
Wow that was depressing... I dont know whether to do :/ or :(. JK. LOL. I still like reading no matter what so HA! TTYL. -Nick
from finalplague :
I know what you mean by that. However, you dont get what I mean. What I meant by your beautiful entries is that they are honest, deep and heart felt. It makes reading a lot better knowing that. I feel a lot of what you write and thats really cool.
from over-analyze :
:-) Damn the man!
from finalplague :
Wow. I'm still just thinkin about what great advice you gave me on your note. You always give great advice. Thanks a lot! More importantly, don't let the man get you down either :D TTYL.
from over-analyze :
Thanks for the advice. Oh gosh I just realized that I gave you a note from this diary instead of citrusyme! You must have been confused. Sorry. Well, I write in this diary now, just to let you know. Thanks for the advice, we're all better now. ( trust me, we've had far worse arguments)
from over-analyze :
:-) Thanks! You do too. I LOVE queen. And Empire Records and Gone with the wind are my absolute faves.
from complexlogic :
I practically didn't see you at all today. And it made me kind of sad. Just wanted to say that- oh, that and 'hello' I suppose. Oh and I also wanted to ask you if you wanted to go to the open mic tomorrow night @ Ben & Jerry's. It starts at 11 and ends whenever. Plus I thought that we could go watch 'Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen' earlier in the night then go to the open mic after. I'll pay for the movie if we go! Plus, I really just want you to see/hear how amazing the people are at open mic. Take care lovely.
from pumpkinfish :
i love you too. there is nothing TO give up on, so how would i be able to even if i wanted to? you are constant for me too, and you deserve someone constant in return. i, however, am NOT the most amazing person on earth, and don't think that or you're bound to be disappointed someday soon. what are the qualities i have that you think you lack? i bet if you try to name one you'll find that either i don't really have it or you do, too. i'm good at pretending i'm oh-so-confident though, eh? i try to make it seem like i have a boy who loves me, an endless source of courage and strength, and some sort of inner happiness, but baby, that's all a lie and i'm fake as FUCK. i love you but there's no reason to look up to me, i promise you that. it makes me feel guilty for not living up to someone's expectations. i look up to you for all that you are, and maybe together we are one big mess of admiration and love. xoxox.
from jilljohnston :
thanks for the note. i appreciate hearing your perspective. my apologies if i offended you in my reccent entry. there was really no excuse for my bitterness. -jill
from deviousone :
don't cry, darling. just remember to hold your head high & your face taut & your heart strong & sooner or later it will all get better than chocolate. because you deserve more than this pain you're feeling & no one else realizes it. please please please don't cry. i can't bear to see you weeping the way you do
from pumpkinfish :
you have my beauty & confidence + more. i promise. i am not as pretty or secure as i try to seem. people walk over you because you lower yourself to the point where stepping on you doesn't involve too much more than lifting a leg. you don't deserve that. stop letting it happen. how can it not get better? by knowing things will get better it is just one step closer to being so. i KNOW i will be happy, & i want to be happy, & there is no thing, no body, no place that can keep me from having & loving & learning all that i want. you deserve this commitment from happiness, too; you need to accept that it loves you & stop thinking that all it wants is the fuck. you need to not settle for less. i hope no one wants to be like me: i am weak & shallow & judgmental & lonely... i do wish that everyone would taste the passion i suck on, however. there's nothing sweeter. <33333
from complexlogic :
Oh ok. But it sounds like you guys are having fun getting getting tipsy anyways :)
from complexlogic :
Dude! I've seen the commercials for that too! Boyz II Men...good times yo. Hope you're having fun w/ Ashley and Jen! Take care love!
from complexlogic :
HAHAHAHA AWESOME. I'm IN. As for "I mean, come on! EVEN I STUDIED!", THAT MADE ME SMILE LIKE THIS________BIG. Hahah you're wonderful and you always make my day. Always. I love you Em, hope the studying's been going well. (I said WELL not GOOD!) I shall go study and then prepare an outfit for Wednesday :D
from blushfire :
thanks em, you too. it's been awhile.
from jilljohnston :
<3you're too beautiful to be inflicting pain<3 jill
from scar-lette :
you little cunt. how dare you lock it without giving me the password. I <3 you
from complexlogic :
Happy New Year dear Em! I still miss your punk ass. Hope you're doing well despite the cigarette smoke. Thanks for everything you've helped me through this past year (not to mention just the fun times in general). Here's to another year of friendship and making the best of ourselves. We can do it. I believe in me because you believe in me, and you should believe in you because I do. I love you, Emily, really. Anyways take care dear. See you soon.
from gothangel :
merry xxx-mas.
from complexlogic :
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Em, you will never be just "that girl" to me. NEVER. Even though we've never had that title "best friends", I really consider you one of the best friends I've ever had. When things get blurry and confusing and chaotic around me, and I feel like I can't handle it, you always find a way to come out of nowhere and swoop me back up again. I never have any doubt in you- you're one of the few things in my life that stays constant. And you are beautiful and wonderful like that. I can always depend on you, and hopefully, I'm the same way for you. There is nothing I could ever imagine you not understanding- like I've always said, there's always been this cool connection between us, like you get everything I'm saying. I love you for that and for everything you are. Continue having fun in London, I hope your throat feels better, and I hope you're able to finally get some sleep. I still miss you (and my mitten), so I'll talk to you soon! Bye dear!
from jilljohnston :
OMG, emmie.. Lord of the Rings: the Return of the Kings is soo soo soo good!!! You would love it! It's so sad though, some of it is really emotional stuff. Isn't London great?! I love it there.
from blushfire :
take care of yourself
from blushfire :
thanks, emily; you too!
from complexlogic :
MY MITTEN IS STRAIGHT-EDGE?!?! HAHAHHAHAHAHA AWESOMEEE. That made me laugh a lot :) We'll see how it decides to behave ocme New Year. Hold on to that sucker- I'm not getting boozed up, so she might as well. Take a picture with her by some shots, yeah? And continue having an awesome time dear...I miss you terribly!!! :D
from raven72d :
Hey-- are you angry with me?
from complexlogic :
Hahaha awesome (about the mitten and French Connection undies). And oh man, when you come back to your cell, it's gonna be funny. I've been leaving you messages practically every day. I miss you so much! Take care dear!
from complexlogic :
<3 (there are no words.)
from jilljohnston :
aww emmie! LONDON is beautiful! you're lucky! have a fun time.. lol <3prince william<3 teheheh... if u see him... tell him i want to rape him... BAD. LOL j/p :-P much love <3 jills
from complexlogic :
Thanks Em. It's hard not to change though- you know what I mean? It's so hard to stay so strong when everything around reminds you of how lonely you are. And being lonely gets so old sometimes. And in saying all this I realize how much I love you. You're always someone who I feel like I can talk to about anything. Really. You're one of the few people in the world that I feel connected to. When I feel like nobody would understand, you always stick out as someone in my head who does and who always will. I love love love love love love love love love love love you. Even though you can't make the lonely from inside of me go away, you help me feel like one day it'll go away on it's own.
from complexlogic :
[my life is falling down like rain and i'll be the one to drown] BEAUTIFUL. I love you Em.
from complexlogic :
Yes, I know what you mean. And you know what I've come to realize- that I'm the exact same way (I just conceal it better)- once I get close to someone, I find something about them I hate. And it's frustrating- which is of course why I'm reluctant to go there with her (or with anybody) again. I know now that it's my insecurities that ate away at my patience with people. I couldn't stand my own mistakes so I distracted myself with those of others. So now that I feel like it's all laid out in front of me, the only thing I can do is work my way up. Whatever that means.
from complexlogic :
Indeed. Which is why I'm so hesitant. And I told you this already, but I've missed you these past two days. Those two days will now turn into four as I leave for retreat. We had Monday together though. Hah. You better say bye to me tomorrow morning. Fool.
from jilljohnston :
thanks 4 the note. sorry about generalizing. <3 jill
from complexlogic :
Hahah shutup you know it was funny. Don't be jealous because I can have a more amusing conversation with an automated IM robot than with you. Whoa did I just say that? Oh snapppp
from suffocatexme :
smile emily brown. you always brighten up my day. <3
from sparklecunt :
yeah, le tigre is definatly awesome. :)
from complexlogic :
I'm glad you liked the jokes you little punk :)
from finalplague :
Thanks for your advice. You are so right. I dont plan on changing who I am for ANYONE. It was great hearing from you. Its been a really long time... So, yeah, thanks! :-)
from jilljohnston :
response to your latest post: yay! i'm so proud of you emily!! way to be mature about things! ahh! i'm so happy for you!
from weirdo-face :
yes...I bet it was funny. That was the first hour of sleep i got after being awake for 36 hours. can ya blame me?! lol i swear, it was one of the most confusing moments or my life hahah
from ivenotbentru :
your speech was/is beautiful
from raven72d :
Ummm... I do miss you.
from jilljohnston :
usnername: jillian, password: jillian
from suffocatexme :
<3&kisses/-tdog :]
from lone-rogue :
emily..dont mistake a person's cry for a help for a person's whine. <3michelle
from ivenotbentru :
what happened? whats up with the lock?
from complexlogic :
I love you too Em :) You constantly help me grow as a person and are always there to remind me that my complex thoughts and weird psychological analysis aren't as insane as I believe them to be. We're so intellectual :D
from jilljohnston :
lol.. the whole thing is an article. but what i just did was go through the thing marking which ones i agree with when it comes to the opinon of the article. for carrie (sex in the city) i put "I don't know i don't watch the show". basically that meant i have no opinion on her. sorry if it was misleading, i know you love that show. ttyl <3 jill
from weirdo-face :
YOu the LAMEO
from scar-lette :
why dont i have the password
from jilljohnston :
hey emily! what kind of car is it?
from suffocatexme :
thanks for the the thank you kiss in history cause you know i love doing your work! xoxo..just making that clear!
from suffocatexme :
thanks for the kiss! xoxo
from cdghost :
I hope things get a little better for you... all the best
from raven72d :
Emily-- get in touch!!
from complexlogic :
"Don't make me do it Dr. Drew...I'll do it...I'm crazy...I'm droppin trouuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Hahahaha. I can't wait until homeroom tomorrow where we can imitate Adam again and have Ms. Uhl laugh at us :)
from ivenotbentru :
you should add a guestbook page
from raven72d :
I have never thought you were a failure.
from jilljohnston :
HOLY SHIT! Someone stole your car?! What dick-face mutha-fucka would do that to you? Damn! If I was to ever find that dude, I'd rip his balls right out of his crotch and flog him! Did you file a report?
from raven72d :
I'm missing your new stories!
from weirdo-face :
You not a slut. He is just a stupid, shallow, materialistic, mother fucking dick ass bitch head that needs to be beaten severly and stabbed numerous times with a deadly spork and have his stupid cock ripped off and thrown to the rapid alligators so we can add insult to injury. We will go TP his gay ass house...fuck that...we'll just burn it down after we steal all his money and prized possesions and fuck up his car so bad that it will be not be able to be replaced. Then we will be sure to make his life a living hell because he will already be in hell with the lack of cock he owns, but we can make it worse and we WILL make it worse. That mother fucker face is going down.
from raven72d :
Do you ever answer your cell phone?
from rancid-punk :
wow ....Not only do u have a cool looking diary but your from the famous Campbell ca. Thats kinda cool i spose. Hey have u ever been down on sharmon palms and hung out with the skunx???...probably not i guess... Anyway just one question to quell my curiosity. Do the skunx actually exist anymore..did they ever exist? Is Sharmon palms really such a shit hole? sorry im going on....okay bye
from qwert :
i save!
from pumpkinfish :
no more drama, babe! you both seem to think you're always the one to "let things go" but it always seems like neither of you do. drama's not healthy & it definitely isn't fun. it's BORING as fuck. it's so much more fun to sit around & talk & paint nails & sing. now, granted, i do not know about the problem this time, but whatever it is it sure as hell can't be worth it. not much is. it seems as though a lot of girls thrive on drama. & it's so sad. so you're sitting with us at lunch. both of you. whether you want to or not. jennifer too actually. everyone. because we NEVER have drama. we never want it or need it. we just have fun.
from weirdo-face :
hahahaha I have some severe issues.. LOL heheeh
from qwert :
i like garlic
from complexlogic :
HAHAHA I HELLA FLICKED YOU BIZNATCH :) Try and get me...I dare youuuuuu ;) Oh crap I forgot we're in the same homeroom. Dammit, I AM gonna get mine.
from weirdo-face :
BAH, he's being really stupid. He's too hugn up on her. He's so damn blind and can't see what she's doing to him. Maybe once she's out of the picture than he'd be able to see what a great person you are and if he can't see that, then he isn't worth it. However, I hope he does realize what a great person you are because I know you really like him. DAMN boys....they suck.
from suffocatexme :
i love you too babe/<3!
from blushfire :
I love you, too. And you don't need to thank me. We're friends, Emily. FRIENDS. Don't ever think you have to thank me for the things that friendship calls for. You are beautiful, whether some boy sees it or not. One day, you will get all the things you deserve, and on that day, you and me will go and kick all the people who were mean to you. Hard. In their genitalia. Feel better, baby.
from pumpkinfish :
i'm not a slut. i only pretend to be. i wish i really were, but i don't have the balls. you can, though. you'd be a great slut.
from qwert :
:>
from blushfire :
Oh man Em, you take everything I say so seriously. I meant that I don't need the drama from the past. And I don't really think Jennifer has anything to do with this.
from weirdo-face :
haahhaha not just in the tree and not just k-i-s-s-i-n-g HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
from super-bando :
Hiya! Thanks for the note! I like your webring! I accidently deleted it, actually, but I'm back in now. ^.^ hehe I feel stupid. Nice diary!
from raven72d :
I love the new layout photo... Call soon.
from raven72d :
I have many stufflings.
from raven72d :
Stufflings are wonderful friends.
from raven72d :
Tell me about the teddy bear...
from raven72d :
That works both ways. I'll call in a while. You start calling me on your calling card, too.
from raven72d :
Blue eyes can be so striking...I'll call soon. Is eight your time good? Or how 'bout 5 pm your time? Give me a time when you can talk.
from raven72d :
I found a number you left for Kelly. Should I call it? Thought: all lovely girls should dress like Liv Tyler in "Empire Records", only without underwear.
from raven72d :
Blue eyes... I'm impressed. And my phone needs to ring fom your number tonight...
from raven72d :
Your weekend mission: call me.
from qwert :
if u like my diary u must like shit ahaha
from shdwsoldier :
I am who I am...
from qwert :
i signed up to 2 diary review places and my diary is such shit they dont even want to review it :<
from ivenotbentru :
amen to that emily, i feel the same way
from madamdarling :
i called you
from blushfire :
Aww, thanx babe. <3
from qwert :
i like having messages in my guestbook -- it lets me know that im not alone on the internet
from weirdo-face :
ohhh i re-read it. i get who "you" is....dude go watch "loaded" on much music. its nirvana
from weirdo-face :
hey emily. who's "YOU". your sister? or what? and i read your journal!! i love youu
from raven72d :
Call soon!
from raven72d :
Becca and Jess are both so lovely...
from raven72d :
You must get up the nerve to call. I've been waiting for weeks, girl... And you must read Davis Grubb, "Ancient Lights"...
from raven72d :
Call me tonight!!
from raven72d :
You need to do much better about calling me... And Kansas is a fun place to run away to... (South Dakota is better)
from complexlogic :
(about you volunteering to pose for my photos) THANK YOU SOOO MUCH! I've actually been wanting to take pictures of you for a longa ass time...lol. I actually have photo concepts that I've reserved for you specifically :) Again, try not to be creeped out. I'm so excited!!! So I'm thinking maybe you can come over on Aug 9th (Saturday) and you can help me! Maybe we can even go off and take pictures in settings other than my home (in which case I will pay for gas)! I'll talk to you later dear! Thanks again! I appreciate it much!
from raven72d :
Call me tonight... The phone will be by my bed. I'll be up til 1 or 1.30 my time... And you can wake me.
from raven72d :
Well, despite promises, you haven't called yet.
from raven72d :
I feel quite forgotten...
from holdonsailor :
emily, it's michele. you know, summer school michele. well...i miss you already. xo
from weirdo-face :
Emily, you are superb. Hey, at least your allowed to eat popcorn ;) omg, that was so hilarious!!! And if you go on weight watchers, I KNOW you can do it!!! and you WILL do it. So hurry up and call them! LOVE YOUUUUU =D
from jilljohnston :
::laughs:: okay, thanks! i'm sorry emily about all this. i really am. sorry about all the wrong assumptions i made too... :-\ i hope that maybe i'll learn from this (somehow) and then everything would be all right.
from weirdo-face :
all the roads we have to walk are winding and all the lights that lead us there are blinding. there are many things that i would like to say to you but i dont know how. cuz maybe ur gonna be the one that saves me and after all, your my wonderwall
from jilljohnston :
fuck you... to.. me? hmm.. sorry :-\
from weirdo-face :
HI emmo!! I love you el muchos. te amo te amo me amiga
from deviousone :
mmm Me, Myself, and Irene...
from weirdo-face :
YOU KNOW WHAT!?!?! I like to do things th HARD, UNCOMPLICATING way!!!! I DON'T like your SHORT, COMPLICATING ways okay!?!? geez maaan te amo little emilyiohoebo
from sexymikeface :
hey emho, i just felt like writing in this thing cuz i was bored and it looks interesting... have fun in the shower.
from jilljohnston :
i'm sorry emily :-( if u give me a chance, i'll tell u what i am hiding. or what i was hiding. but i seem a lot happier now i am with nick. i don't feel alone, and i know someone out there does care for me enough to date me. <3 jills
from jilljohnston :
don't worry about it.
from weirdo-face :
I think his problem is that maybe he's afraid. Like he loves you and stuff and then he starts to open up and then he realizes what he's doing and he gets scared and closes up again. did that make sense? maybe he's afraid to let people kno how he feels (kinda like me). I love you emmo and you can always call me anytime...and i mean ANYTIME. and if you dont...ill be callin your ass =)
from raven72d :
Call and play-- that's an order. But call and talk/cry whenever you need. I'm a good listener.
from raven72d :
call me and cry to me...
from pumpkinfish :
she most definitely did read it.
from weirdo-face :
I have many....=D
from weirdo-face :
Thanx emmo, I wish you were here with me eating bon bons =). Te amoooooooooo
from blushfire :
HAhaHAhaHA thanx babe. I'll see you soooooooon!
from raven72d :
Did you try to call last night? Do try tonight...
from raven72d :
Remember to call.
from raven72d :
I'll likely get a cell this weekend.
from blushfire :
I love you too, toooooooooooo sexy girl!
from blushfire :
I love you, too.
from jilljohnston :
okay, perhaps i did after january, but i don't want the whole world knowing it. and the problem is something i don't talk to anyone about, but the doctors...
from blushfire :
Hey, sorry about last night. I had to talk to my parents and I couldn't be @ el computer...
from blushfire :
HAHAHAH not really, but thanx babe. You look tres sexy in yours, tooooooo!
from blushfire :
You're right, we do.
from raven72d :
I'll have to look up Ms. Ohura.
from jilljohnston :
do you believe it?
from blushfire :
You're welcome.
from qwert :
http://members.diaryland.com/edit/yourfavourites.phtml
from raven72d :
send me your p/w... and have a lovely weekend...(call, too)
from blushfire :
I don't feel like anything is going to be solved talking about it online, or by leaving notes. That's why I haven't made an "effort." Sometimes, things are too important to tread lightly, and while it may have seemed to you that I wasn't trying, you have NO idea what I was doing, and so you took it upon yourself to quite freely <<and angrily>> "give up."
from complexlogic :
Hello love. It doesn't sound like things are at their best right now. *Thank you Captain Obvious* You'e welcome :D On a more serious note, however, I empathize with you and the feelings you're going through right now. I don't exactly know the specifics of what's going on, but I think I have an idea. Anyways, stay strong, I love you M-E-LEE :D
from jilljohnston :
emily, where were you today? are you all right? i spoke to tommy welsh today, he's going to the funeral thing too. just wanted to check up on you. love, jills
from jilljohnston :
tipie-ing (however you spell it) is the funnest shit since they created marijuanna
from diary-viewer :
Your review is complete. Check the site!
from musicfreak18 :
Saw your banner--"Just A Phase"...Incubus...neat.
from pumpkinfish :
smartest? me? ha! you're sweet but very, very silly. <3
from until-we-die :
i've been reading back and i really like your stuff;) I stole the me stuff from you. drop by sometime
from rachimal :
Love your layout... hurt... great song.
from complexlogic :
Em, I'm bored & I miss you. Just thought I'd tell you that :) Can't wait till we hang out whenever. Love you Em! Bye!
from devouredsoul :
if you know of anyone who would like a diary review or you would like one drop me a note or request on at http://diary-viewer.diaryland.com thanks!
from dillusion :
why hello to you also...
from morbid-lover :
That's the cutest picture I've seen in a long time. I love your template.
from dillusion :
Hey there... How are you? Have a great day! -Cassi
from broacherwall :
Ello mLE i am leaving you a note.. mmm BONAAHHHH. I was just wondering.. would you rather be dominated, or do you wanna be the dominator
from jilljohnston :
hey babe, how's summer going? okay, i just wanted to inform you that i have locked my online journal due to the fact that i discovered my parents are reading it... how they found the link, i have no fucking clue. all i know is that i found a paper on my father's desk that was an online entry of mine, and that he bookmarked my deadjournal and diaryland diaries. my username and password are the same: dispatcher. i don't really care if anyone else sees... as long as my parents don't see... <3 jill
from raven72d :
remember the Amber story...
from madamdarling :
too bad i really don't....
from madamdarling :
i don't maybe. and maybe its all so irrelevant that i feel this way. and so typical cause i sound like julia styles from 10 thngs i hate about you. blah i hate him. HATE him.
from morbid-lover :
it's weird. i wish i had the courage to tell certain people how i feel. good luck with that.
from madamdarling :
call me <3
from jilljohnston :
emily emily emily... did you get a call from ms. rolfson? how do you know about the 2.0 thing and that you are allowed to go. emmie, emmie. i'm scared emmie... emmie... i'm sccarred... ::tears:: what if i can't go back emmie what if i can't go.... i'm scared... if i lose it... i talked it over w/ my therapist... i may hit rockbottom again... and start out where i started out before...i'm scared emmie...
from ivenotbentru :
hey emily, how are you doing? you know, if your really thinking about notre dame, and whats better, really there is no big difference. really, at public school, you can get the exact same education, at a bit slower pace. im goin to honors english next year, if i were at BCP, that wouldnt be happening. or you could slow it down, and take regukar classes, and get A's. the big difference you will see, are the people, there are dumbasses, there are nice people, there are jerks, there are friends. anotehr difference is, you dont have to be worried about being kicked out for below a 2.0 worst that happens, summer school.
from raven72d :
I hope I can find out.
from raven72d :
Thanks! I look forward to your voice...when you have full privacy.
from raven72d :
The EmilyLove p/w? Of course I want it! "Velvet Goldmine" is in English... no subtitles...
from raven72d :
Any night is good. Call when you're in the mood. So you have the number?
from raven72d :
tonight-- did Caitlin have the number?
from raven72d :
shall we talk this weekend?
from neuroticaa :
i like yr writing
from raven72d :
Go e-mail a picture! I'll send you a belated b-day card soon!
from raven72d :
Yummy! When is your b-day?
from raven72d :
I'll send you one next year!
from weirdo-face :
Hey emily....you need to stop with this whole murder deal OK!! heheh JKJKJKJK hehe I'm so evil...vile. HAH
from complexlogic :
Emmmm!!!! Are you ok? Thank God it's just the car....I'm going to call you once I get home to see how you're doing. I love you Em, take care.
from suffocatexme :
are you ok?!?!?!??!!??!?! <3
from complexlogic :
Hey Em, just wanted to take a break from finals studying to say thanks for the note & that me heart you. That's all. Good luck studying dearie : )
from pumpkinfish :
aahhh!!! tell me tell me tell me about it!
from suffocatexme :
thank you and i will leave you notes cause i love you..and i say i love you to a lot of people but dont really mean it but to you i do.<3
from raven72d :
Mail the letter...and only write me while you're naked.
from raven72d :
Write soon, Corona girl...
from jilljohnston :
you all have been there for me but i just don't feel like i fit in anymore you know how you have that intimate bond w/ nelly n' jennifer... i don't have one of those w/ anyone i don't know where to go or who to turn to anymore but thank u 4 being there, even though we don't talk all the time
from pumpkinfish :
no, babe. that would never work. it's life personified. i'm in love with life.
from complexlogic :
I love you too Em. I'm really glad you're back...I don't know if you share that feeling, you seemed bummed today. But seeing as we hella think and feel alike, I think I know why you seemed that way. And my suspicions were confirmed by one of your recent entries. Just know Em, that yes, Nelly & I have begun to heal, but that doesn't mean that I understand what you're feeling any less. Nothing will change the fact that I will always be here to listen to you with an open heart. Don't you forget that. I feel bad that so much happened in the time you were gone...but I think it was for that best...you NEEDED to get away from all this for awhile. And you know what? I'm gonna freakin lei you tomorrow!!! It will be wonderful. Thanks for giving up your computer for me this afternoon 4th block :) Love always, Ugly :)
from pumpkinfish :
i love you too. & i'm definitely NOT beautiful in every aspect... i have a hell of a lot to work on.
from raven72d :
well, you can always join me in being solo...
from pumpkinfish :
welcome back prettygirl. and you DO. and you WILL get married. how dare you think otherwise... it's so selfish of you to think you have the right to have so little faith in yourself. you know very well that you will find someone beautiful & deserving & brilliant & funny who can love you more than you can love yourself.
from patw-21 :
it's LAID not laed
from raven72d :
So-- *did* you get laid? How did it happen? And when will we talk, girl?
from qwert :
no
from pumpkinfish :
yesyoudoyesyoudoyesyoudo & if i could give it to you i would. maybe you're looking in all the wrong places.
from complexlogic :
Emmmmmm I miss you. Today is fucked beyond belief & I want you here b/c I know I'd be able to talk about ti w/ you & you'd understand. Not necessarily b/c you'd agree w/ everything I have to say, but b/c you'd try to see where I'm coming from. Oh, & about coming back as a new person? Try not to change too much, dear, b/c I love you as you are. Miss you lots, take care & come back to us in one piece hun :)
from weirdo-face :
lEid or lAid it's all the same. haha
from pumpkinfish :
you're not a horrible person. you could ask for the world & own it.
from pumpkinfish :
i hope things work out for you. you deserve it.
from complexlogic :
Oh man Em...if only you could have been there for support group to hear what I had to say @ the end of it. Well actually, before I get to that, I just wanted to say we really did miss you in support group, even though I know it's hard for you to come b/c of conflicts w/ some of the members. But back to what I was saying...I basically said in support group what I said in one of my recent entries: I'm going to start taking control of my life...and to gain that control, I need stop trying to control that which I cannot, ie: other people. So I'm totally proud of you...we're aiming @ the same thing...once we can get control over our own lives, everything else will fall into place. Oh & your shoes today.....TRESSSS JOLIE :) *that means 'very pretty' you spaniard!*
from pumpkinfish :
oh, i love you too. we ought to hang out more (at & outside of school). i'm here if you ever need anything. [& what the hell is he doing in NY?]
from madamdarling :
thank you
from pumpkinfish :
so then what's stopping you?
from dropsofyouth :
I like your diary. check out mine some time. -dropsofyouth
from pumpkinfish :
zach's hot. i wanna do him.
from raven72d :
I like the "perfect man" idea... I hope you find one...
from complexlogic :
Hey Em, thanks for the awesome notes :)Haha...& yes, Emily is the sweetest person in the world...Why don't guys want to do her? I would HELLA do her...I would hella date her, too :) Hahaha. Anyhoo, what I'm writing this note for is really to let you know that unfortunately I'm not gonna be able to go out today...the fact that family stayed over Sat & Sun threw off my whole schedule. But maybe next weekend we can go do something, yes? I'll see your beautiful face tomorrow dearie :) Take care!
from scar-lette :
yes, he did. i <3 you babe
from ivenotbentru :
tank emily, your are the best! ;)
from raven72d :
You, my dear, need a phone card.
from complexlogic :
Em, call me if you wanna do something this weekend :) I'll call you tomorrow anyways...I'm thinking we should hang out on Monday after I get some hw done tonight & tomorrow. Later homie.
from raven72d :
Be wicked...
from scar-lette :
hey babe xoxoxoxo!
from ivenotbentru :
emily, please reinstate, i read it, people read it, i always looked forward to reading your diary, when i got home from school, before i went to bed, it was like a duty, i had to. i like what you have to say...at least unlock it...
from suffocatexme :
thanks for so much help on the layout..[and for the blanket]..i love you..<3
from ivenotbentru :
i like this diary
from complexlogic :
Hey Em. Please don't leave diaryland...or me. How have things been w/ you...we haven't really gotten to hang out lately. Dunno why that's been. I think just me being busy w/ school anyways, just wanna leave a note to check in w/ you & see how you're doing. Weak attempt, I know, but I can't help but wonder how you've been lately. Anyways I hope we get to hang out again soon. I miss you a lot :)
from suffocatexme :
hi..<3
from raven72d :
I think I'll give you a number tomorrow... get a phonecard.
from raven72d :
Practice makes perfect.
from raven72d :
Ummmm... wickedly lovely smiles?
from raven72d :
Emotional masochism and being a drama queen always go together...
from ivenotbentru :
life would be easier if we could all do that
from raven72d :
Green eyes. I've always loved green eyes. Let's speak on the phone next week... Shall we? And how did you spend the weekend?
from ivenotbentru :
congratulations
from weirdo-face :
EMMO!!! OMG, GOOD LUCK ON YOU TEST. Your going to pass with SOARING colors!!!!!!!!!! You can do it, just relax and take a few deep breathes. I believe in you. YAY wooooooo!
from pumpkinfish :
i love that song.
from ivenotbentru :
its all good on this side
from blushfire :
I'm sorry. That didn't come out right...
from pumpkinfish :
http://pumpkinfish.diaryland.com/030403_74.html [you're so pretty. let's sin. and let's not be so scared to. and let's not feel guilty after.]
from pumpkinfish :
i need to leave mentally or emotionally. or phyisically (as in away from home). i need to figure things out.
from ivenotbentru :
hey emily, whats happening? i should pop in and say hi more. dont you think? well mi got sta be goin now, yeah it was shirt, but...so is life, later
from blushfire :
I wasn't talking about you, Emily.
from scar-lette :
i love jane eyre as well & i <3 you too!
from gothangel :
Life is like 'nowhere' by gregg araki or doom generation... its hell. fuck it thats life. the only person u can count on it 'U' and thats all.
from gothangel :
yeah it kix ass! SLC PUNK rulez...
from blushfire :
All I've noticed is that you don't want to be around me.
from blushfire :
What makes you say something is wrong with us?
from blushfire :
What do you mean?
from blushfire :
Thanx Em
from pumpkinfish :
oh, i willlll. and this makes me so very happy.
from pumpkinfish :
i will send you letters if you want me to.
from weirdo-face :
Uh-oh Emily, listening to the Ataris eh? Just heed my warning. Be careful when you listen to them. You know what I'm talking about. HAHaLOL
from jilljohnston :
Emily you look gorgeous!!!!! -Jills
from qwert :
I knew an Emily once...
from gothangel :
last night i dreampt of a friend... and i think he was dying from AIDS or something worse. hes real thin... dunno.
from raven72d :
Also find Walker Percy's "The Last Gentleman".
from raven72d :
And I did read Confederacy... but years ago.
from raven72d :
Roxy Music, This Ascension, Republica, Richard Miles, This Mortal Coil, Bel Canto...
from gothangel :
dreams...
from gothangel :
hey any strange dreawms lately? I have.
from qwert :
My name is qwert!
from raven72d :
"a porn star on ecstasy"... I love that imagine!
from pumpkinfish :
i do.
from misfitic :
I loved the book the bell jar. Although it depressed me. And i do read your journal daily.
from scanzilla :
Hey thanks. I like the funny. I also like dancing to Led Zeppelin on acid too. :)
from weirdo-face :
HEmoglobin hahh himotep reminds me of that word, strange as it may seem. hah
from complexlogic :
Em!! Oh man the note you left me regarding my boyfriend entry put the BIGGEST smile on my face! Especially the thing about speaking in a deep voice so I'll think it's a boy...oh man Em, I love you so much! Thank you =)
from gothangel :
again TY.
from blushfire :
Thank you, Beautiful. Please know that I really do feel the same way. You put the extremely coo in extremely cool. :o) I love you. And I will always be here to make cake with you.
from gothangel :
TY... :) am curious 'beautiful' for...
from jilljohnston :
Emmie... <3... this is going to sound really hypocritcal. Oh, but how can I say it without being so obvious to others who might read this note? Emmie, just don't let it take over you like it has me...
from devouredsoul :
hahaha...just don't ask for I haven't a clue. I must say you have a wonderful diary...
from pumpkinfish :
maybe home isn't such a good place for you to be right now. maybe you should stay somewhere to clear things up with yourself.
from pumpkinfish :
you are going to hurt yourself. and those who love you. please learn to love yourself as much as we do.
from pumpkinfish :
i hope this toilet entry doesn't come from personal experience... however, it sounds as if it may...
from pumpkinfish :
oh, you are so not. don't argue with me. i'm always right. (i have a secret... i like hanging out with beautiful people. so... this means that you're beautiful.) masturbation's more fun than sex anyway. boys only care about their cock. AND. i would do you, too. oh, damn my genes.
from pumpkinfish :
oh, lovely emily. if boys really found me attractive (physically and personality-wise), i wouldn't have trouble keeping them around. you are NOT fat and ugly, boys are (in my experience) simply uninterested in anything with a mind. that's why i can get a fuck if i don't talk too much about anything remotely interesting and if i don't ask them to call me later. and it's not worth it.
from scar-lette :
you should go on the pill/ it might make things better
from pumpkinfish :
i'm not. i've had it and it's so unfulfilling. i want more now. but i probably don't deserve it.
from blushfire :
I will always push to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu No matter what, I will always love you. And we will always be friends.
from jilljohnston :
thank you emmie, i knew i can always trust you to tell you the truth <3 it's probably the fact that i'm blind to what everyone else can see
from funky-horror :
i live near sydney in australia ^_^
from gothangel :
b-sitting once a week is enough for me...
from suffocatexme :
hi butmunch..thanks for the kiss at lunch. it was very nice of you. xoxo
from pumpkinfish :
fucking boys raw never makes them fall in love.
from misfitic :
Em. I love you darling. I have faith in our friendship, and i hope you do too. I only hope for the best for you, and knowing that you care about me gives me sooo much. and i want you to know i care about you. <3
from blushfire :
Darling, you should be. <Rolling in the boys, that is.> You're right, though, you are much more beautiful. I love you. And don't worry; you don't have to roll in the boys, you can roll around in my bed. Naked. With me. :oP I do love you, lots.
from ivenotbentru :
you shouldnt feel like that, i have it much worse, be happy. :-) you at least have a whole bunch of friends to talk about stuff like that, i have one who i can talk to about that, and even she doesnt know everything
from blushfire :
Me?
from scar-lette :
of course you can eat with us anytime you want
from funky-horror :
hiooo! ^_^ im fan-freaky-tastic >_< thanks for asking!
from blushfire :
Please don't for a second think that I don't want you around. One instance of unhappiness should not control our friendships. You not spending time with me will do nothing but create a gap within ourselves. If you would like to spend more time with other people, that's completely different. But please, please, please do not think that you not being here will do anything but make me miss you. I love you. Way more than you know. And I was just being stupid and jealous. Not mad at you. I want to be friends with you. And her. Together. I want you to be friends with her. And me. And who ever else you'd like to be friends with; who ever makes you happy. I love you.
from pumpkinfish :
it was a pleasure. we love you.
from suffocatexme :
if my face blushed, it would. you are lovely. <3
from suffocatexme :
we need to talk more often. and laugh at more stupid jokes. xoxo
from raven72d :
find places to go that will get you away from family... find places where you can feel safe.
from weirdo-face :
YOYO Guess what day it is!?!?!? YES, YES, YES, it is TUESDAY! AHAHAHAHHA mmmm tuesdays nights....great times. LOL
from ivenotbentru :
ohh, thats cool :-)
from weirdo-face :
udfhye irfiuerf sdfuerif sdnmviluf yewsnfcvdf Hello Emily!! MUAGAAHAHAHAHAH
from ivenotbentru :
so where???
from raven72d :
and yours, too... do well and dream about better days.
from pumpkinfish :
410-7849. oh, emily, i love you so much.
from blushfire :
I guess I'm just insecure. Hah, I don't have to guess that. But anyways, I just felt really, really left out, like the entire time I was with you guys. I don't know, you two just seemed to not want me there, and I felt bad, and I was feeling sorry for myself, and I was already really upset about el parentals, and so I guess that's why I drank so much. I'm sorry that I hurt you by saying that, and if this hurts you, I'm even more sorry. Thanks.
from pumpkinfish :
i didn't know the date of the party was changed. i would have loved to have gone. i hope it was kick-ass. love you. <3
from blushfire :
I'm sorry I'm too 5th grade for you, Emily. And I really, really appreciate what you did for me. But at least I was being honest. Would you rather I lie??
from scar-lette :
hey babe, im sorry i missed the party, i would have liked to go... tell me if you are gonna have another one, and even if not we should still hang out sometime.
from complexlogic :
Em, you're welcome for my attempts to be there for you. But I know sometimes I've only gotten as far as unsuccessful attempts. I truly am sorry for that. Your attempts to be there for me have been nothing but successful. And I will return the favor. I promise you that. I love you Em, I don't tell you that enough.
from raven72d :
hi, girl... is the weekend going well?
from jilljohnston :
I'm diggin' the new layout :-P
from jilljohnston :
"thanks for always attempting to be there for me..." - do you really mean that? Did I hurt you in some way? If so, I'm sorry, dear. - Jillian
from pumpkinfish :
oh, emily. you know very well that ally and i could be added after your emily+... we really need to hang out more. because we love you. <333
from thinkitover :
Hey! Empire Records! Oh yes. Thanks for checkin' me out...haha. Anyway, you kick ass too. Keep in touch. Peace!
from blushfire :
I'm sorry I haven't always been able to. I love you so much, darling. I only wish you knew.
from pumpkinfish :
we do, we do, we do. i love you!!! <3
from raven72d :
anytime, Em...
from pumpkinfish :
no problem, emily. and i would love to hate boys with you.
from pinkskastars :
Cadle forgot? I never forgot. But yea...wow she didnt call me aloser! Phew. But I read your diary...I really like it..and the girl is HOT! lol
from xxazucarxx :
emers..yOoh always have a place in my heart..through the bad n good times that we had..i have known yOoh since like 1st grade..thank yOoh fer always lending a shoulder 2 complain on..love ya tons <3
from pumpkinfish :
oh, yes. norma. hmm. i haven't thought about her in a while. that makes me feel guilty. i wonder what makes people forget sad things... i know i don't do it on purpose. well, don't worry, emily. her case was different. but i guess now i can relate on a whole new level...
from pinkskastars :
ok..caitlin will forver call me a loser for writting in here, but hey. I have not read your diary yet. im gonna in just a sec, just u wrote bout that whole not being able to have kids, or dying, and well im a bit familiar with that. My friend died of something similar to that...hope everything goes well.
from pumpkinfish :
i'm glad it went well. i hope everything's okay. <333
from gothangel :
things are alright... gettin my shit together and headed on out. hope all is well.
from pumpkinfish :
i'm in love with the girl on your layout.
from raven72d :
Then I did well. I hope you'll smile all evening.
from raven72d :
One I do wish I could watch!
from raven72d :
A lovely idea!
from raven72d :
If I were younger and there, I'd offer to be an audience... But do it for a mirror and think of yourself as lovely and appreciated. Accept pleasure and consider your forehead kissed.
from raven72d :
I like goth-y girls...and I like watching girls do that.
from raven72d :
I do want to know more about you, Em... And I like hearing your stories. Tell me about the picture you chose for your diary...
from raven72d :
I think the odds are in your favor, Emily...
from pumpkinfish :
oh, emily. i'm so unbelievably sorry. please let me know if you need anything (questions answered or even someone to go with you to the doctor. anything at all.) <3
from raven72d :
At your age, you really don't have to be afraid... You'll be okay.
from raven72d :
any time, miss e...
from pumpkinfish :
don't be scared. it's easy, quick, and painless.
from raven72d :
I will keep my fingers crossed for you.
from raven72d :
internal exam? are you okay?
from pumpkinfish :
yes. i had mine recently. it was awful (but i managed to survive). and now i have to return for more vaginal whatever. questions and advice on my love life i suppose. yikes.
from pumpkinfish :
by internal exam do you mean a visit to the gynecologist?
from scar-lette :
youre beautiful
from complexlogic :
Em. I read the entry. First I want to say thank you for being there for not only me, but for Nelly as well. God...how did you, & how do you continue to, do it? It takes an amazing person like you to love both of us without making one feel more loved than the other. I really mean that. You said you cried when you read my note to Nelly. You know all those things I said about being sorry for failing her, for not being there for her, for being a bitch to her? Within those apologies a thank-you was lost...that thank you is to YOU. You have, and continue to, be there for Nelly when I can't. You are there to comfort her when I hurt her because of my own problems. And that is why I love you...in watching over Nelly you not only did it for her, for yourself, but for me as well. I want you to know that you are one of the things that give me hope to pull through...in both the dillema btwn. Nelly & I & just in life overall. What I'm about to say may have lost its meaning over millions of fake sentiments and over-priced Hallmark cards, but you Em- You are a true friend. I love you for that. I know that I will forever remember you not only as a friend who sticks by my side, but a friend who picks me up when I fall. And that, my friend, is a great task...both metaphorically & literally ; ). You are wonderful and beautiful...again, words that may have lost their meaning due to abusive use of them. Which is why I don't tell you that you are beautiful as often as I should. I don't want you to think that I use it loosely, but rather, I want you to know that I do see you as truly beautiful. And remember, anyone can wear a denim corset...but NOBODY can pull it off like you do, dear. You are sexy, wonderful, beautiful. --go-go
from raven72d :
It's vur' thick and dark and powerful... Great coffee!
from scar-lette :
we do love you, very much. i hope one day youll finally fucking believe it! b/cause the world is pretty, and i am in fact very sober right now so we cannot blame this on the alcohol. you're lovely and i am happy that i know you.
from raven72d :
Hummus is cool... and I'm a major fan of Turkish coffee...
from pumpkinfish :
i once read the entire dictionary. it was symbolic, i suppose, for my search for the unnattainable knowledge that i've always craved. i'll push myself to the top and over and over and over till i'm done. (and if you go to the beach, find some seashells. they are Happiness.)
from blushfire :
Thanx Em, that means the world to me. Please know I would do the same for you.
from ivenotbentru :
hey emily
from raven72d :
I like hummus!
from dont-stop :
Don't sell yourself short. Things have a way of working out.
from scar-lette :
why thank you love. i <3 you too...
from pumpkinfish :
you're welcome. (ps- your erotic image is extremely kick-ass.)
from jilljohnston :
yes'm my mother said that to me... is that a bad thing?
from pumpkinfish :
sometimes it's difficult to see beauty in things so close to you. only you know your real faults, so you mistake this for ugliness. you are more beautiful than you give yourself credit for.
from pumpkinfish :
are you accusing me of lying??? <3
from blushfire :
Oh Emily, you have more beauty than any other person I know. I love you so much. I'm sorry you don't see you the way I see you, because you truly are beautiful. And I'm sorry not everyone sees your soul when they first meet you, because that's another source of unimaginable beauty. But I'm so grateful that you've showed it to me. You mean more to me than the world. I love you. How dare anyone make you feel as though you are not what you are; wonderful and beautiful and intelligent and superb. it's hard to live up to other people's standards of beauty, but just know, you've set my standard for what beautiful is. I love you with all of my being! <33333333333
from pumpkinfish :
you ARE beautiful. how dare you think otherwise.
from raven72d :
When you graduate-- go somewhere new. Even if only for a while. Once you start putting yourself in motion, inertia will keep you going.
from blushfire :
Oh man, tonight was so much fun! I'm so glad you came, Em! i just wish you could have come with us to walk around and stuff. Love you bunches<3
from blushfire :
No love, not you, just people in general. Unless you haven't told me the truth lately...
from gothangel :
HS is just a hormonal toliet which is babysat by mindless people...
from blushfire :
yes..IT
from gothangel :
<A HREF="http://gothangel.diaryland.com/030401_36.html "> High school</A> I hated very much so I agree with you on the stress level...
from blushfire :
metaphor, by in flames. i believeeeeeeee
from raven72d :
I'm well...and how 'bout you?
from blushfire :
You are all of those things, Em; you just have to find someone who's good enough to see it. <3
from raven72d :
Why don't males find you hot?
from raven72d :
You're young... Experiment, search, let experiences happen. You'll find friends/lovers/companions...
from raven72d :
Perfect images are tempting, always. But you're bright and clever and you won't be alone.
from raven72d :
great layout... do well, girl...
from raven72d :
Do take a year and do a trip! Save up for it... It's the kind of thing you can only do once in a lifetime, and starting university a year later is hardly a big deal.
from madamdarling :
hello dear. who might you be?
from raven72d :
I'll always be fond of stufflings. And I hope I can be a good friend to you.
from raven72d :
wuff! you're a valued girl...
from blushfire :
Aww babe, I love you. I hope you feel better, and I hope that things go well, with everything! Kissy kissy, no kissy?! ~*mwah*~
from z0tl :
is that your eye, oh devious one? the vur' small volpukian hedgehoggie is truthful and he will love you unconditionally forevah or until you stop coming into the d*lands, whichever comes first. oh, and i'm sad to see you sad as fuck. now i'll click the X before i bring you to even lower levels of sadasfuckness :z
from raven72d :
I'm a loyal and supportive and affectionate and kind little hedgehog.
from raven72d :
I'm always there to offer you support.
from pumpkinfish :
i love you toooooooo!!!! <3 <3 <3
from scar-lette :
yay!!!!! i love you too!
from pumpkinfish :
happy birthday love!!!
from raven72d :
I have my fingers crossed for you.
from raven72d :
I hope things go well...!
from blushfire :
Memeleeh, I must say, I do feel the same way. We must continue our nightly rendezvous ~*wink wink, nudge nudge*~ Love you much, BaBe
from misfitic :
happy birthday. i love you <3
from pumpkinfish :
that eyeball is the hottest thing ive seen in a long while. <3
from raven72d :
dutiful doesn't mean you can't argue and disagree.
from raven72d :
You're not a horrible daughter.
from raven72d :
A little time apart can be good.
from raven72d :
Don't let her crush your feelings or independence. But don't lose contact either.
from raven72d :
What was the fight about?
from raven72d :
What happened last night?
from raven72d :
sugar is keeping me running this afternoon.
from raven72d :
Exhausted... I've been up and running since 0615 today... I need to go home, sleep, eat, just unwind... I need to have my forehead petted and be given a pecan sandy. And what are you doing tonight?
from raven72d :
Hi, lovely one!
from misfitic :
you are beautiful <3
from raven72d :
E-mail me when you can... Or just send many a note. I enjoy hearing from you.
from pumpkinfish :
of COURSE you would fit in. (ps- are you at school?)
from pumpkinfish :
you're right. we ARE all fake. but some of us less so than others. [if you are ever need a little space from your usual friends please feel free to hang out with us. we would love it.] i try to not be fake. and i think i {usually} do a good job. and even when i'm fake, at least i'm fun. ha!
from raven72d :
Cards are wonderful! E-mail me when you can.
from raven72d :
I won't desert you. I promise.
from pumpkinfish :
hello emily dear. i <3 you. xoxo, caitlin
from raven72d :
Did you send anything via e-mail yet?
from raven72d :
majorly cool!!
from raven72d :
[email protected] will get it forwarded to my mail...
from raven72d :
Green eyes, blue eyes...I like both. I hope you'll write soon... Tell me more about yourself?
from raven72d :
That image of a single blue eye is haunting...
from raven72d :
Wuff! E-mail me soon...and hum the "Iron Chef" theme...or sing the Small Wombat Encouragement Song.
from scar-lette :
hello pretty love....
from raven72d :
Emily-- deviant art is good, as are a host of other things you fancy... I hope you'll keep writing-- and keep visiting my own site...
from complexlogic :
Hey Em. Dude I finally read your entry about me...sorry it took so long. Just as much as my entry meant to you, yours did to me, if not more. I meant every word I said & I'm glad it touched you. Again, thanks for being such a real & genuine person in the crowd of people who confuse me. I love you & will be here for you always. ^_~ Lauren
from raven72d :
I found you at random...but you're a fine and sensitive writer...
from jilljohnston :
that's how i feel... *your poem* jillian

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