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Hope your jaw gets better!!! Try eating soft things until the pain goes away. That was happening with me with my jaw, it was soo annoying, lol. Hope all is good though. Enjoy your day!

from julymalaise :

Awww... glad that you are doing well and that is good you are going one step at a time!! :) Keep on truckin' !!

from julymalaise :

Hello!! I'm glad you updated!! I missed you!! Hope 2012 is treating you good!!

from adelnye :

Hi Angel... You should get yourself to the doctor and find out what's wrong soon. Maybe a second opinion from different doctors might be best, esp. if your usual GP is simply brushing you off? Hope you'll feel better soon! xx

from julymalaise :

Oh YAY! you not leaving!

from julymalaise :

Your not writing anymore? I'm gonna miss you, because I enjoyed reading your diary. I hope you don't stop, I will be sad. If you do wish to, I would hope for you the best of luck with everything. I'll miss you!

from adelnye :

Hey Angel... I know that her anniversary's coming up soon. Just wanted to send some hugs along your way. It has been a tough year for you. There's not much I can do, but if you need to vent or something, I'm here. xx

from adelnye :

Just checking in to see how you are. :D

from adelnye :

Happy Birthday Angel!!! Never knew that you were the same age as me! Hope you'll have a nice one this year, despite all that has happened in the past couple of months. xxx

from adelnye :

Thanks angel. I think you need more hugs than I do right now. Words seem completely useless and insignificant at times like these, and time won't make it any less heartbreaking. Staying alive, however difficult it is, keeps memories of her alive in you and others who loved and cared for her. It might not be much, but I'm sure she knows. ::HUGS::

from julymalaise :

I'm sorry to hear about your friend *Hugs* I hope you feel better and we all love you!

from adelnye :

I'm really sorry to hear about your loss. Nothing I say will make it better or change it, but still... take care of yourself, ok? ::Hugs::

from julymalaise :

What happened dia?

from julymalaise :

Thanks for the kind words, dia, as always. Yeah, I wish I had a second childhood, that would be cool. Yeah, I heard about that, being an adult, well mostly from my mother, who complains about her co-workers and tells me the 411 of what is happening to people at work, she gossips to me. You would of thought she went to High School again from what I had heard. So yes, I guess you are right, then, hahahha.

from julymalaise :

It seems to me that the one most likely to explode is the one who doesn't do any work, lol. Kind of ironic, right?

from xxholding-on :

hi i saw you were online and i really wanted the vote from diaryland towards a contest i joined. It's a coach marketing contest and i need as many votes as i can get, please help! http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=975395_34070543&pid=2767347&scid=452

from adelnye :

Yes, I know what you mean. I'm just glad that mine doesn't stray. But yes, in the primal sort of way, it's good to know that you hvae what others can't have! *evil grin*

from julymalaise :

And thanks again, it's nice to see you too, dear.

from julymalaise :

Thanks for the hugs Dia! And yeah, you can add my new thing if you like. Hahaha.

from adelnye :

It's not so much about the house locatioon, but more so the fact that I'm here alone without my family close to me... whereas his is just 3-5hrs away at the very most. It annoys me that his mother 'drops in' at a moment notice and think that it's ok. Furthermore, I'd like to be able to spend more time with MY own mother, doing girlie stuff, shopping etc... esp. since my mother is my best friend too. I just feel so cut off and isolated, not having my support network around me. The whole telephone,internet communication just isn't the same. ::Sigh::

from emileefreeky :

thaanks :) *hugs back* :) :) xxxxx

from jaxraven :

Mrrp? *huggles* What's up, selia?

from goodluckgold :

Hellooooooooooo, I appreciate you stopping by saying hi!

from goodluckgold :

Helooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

from goodluckgold :

Sounds cool.

from goodluckgold :

Oh awesome! Yoga sounds fun!!!

from goodluckgold :

Have a holly jolly Christmas dia4!

from goodluckgold :

hahahha, oh god!

from goodluckgold :

Hahahaha, you're welcome about the website and I never knew a Smurfs techno remix ever existed? Is it corny? Probably is! Sammy

from goodluckgold :

okay cool, I'll add you, thanks!!!

from goodluckgold :

yeah that's where I reconignzed you from, is it okay if I add you to my buddy list?

from goodluckgold :

Hey i think I recongize you from someone's elses profile, weren't you friends with melia553? Or like that girl uglypony or seomthing like that?

from adelnye :

The party was a hit! Thanks for all the msgs that you've been leaving for me. I really appreciate it. Hope your Halloween was just as fabulous.

from adelnye :

You should give pilates a try. When my lower back started hurting (due to dancing), I found it really helpful and that they work faster and more effective than yoga. I'm still doing pilates once a week even though I don't realy need it anymore.... that is until I do something silly to myself again, which I seem to do on a fairly regular basis too!!! :D

from emileefreeky :

*hug* (: xX

from emileefreeky :

you always say such nice things to me (: thankyou.. it means alot. xxxxxxx

from adelnye :

Just thought you should know that if you're planning to post your writing on the net, for public opinion, you have to be careful about how you go about doing it. I remember reading about someone who did that, and the publishers refused to publish the bits that were already on the net. Some thing about it being read by the public before it's even printed. I'm not very sure, but thought you might like to check that out first, just in case. :D

from emileefreeky :

.. i guess he wasnt okay with it after all :'( xx

from adelnye :

Thank you for your note. It always helps to know that I'm not the only one feeling all this sort of anxiety. Can't say that I'm totally comfortable with the idea yet... but it has settled a little since then. And this is all BEFORE we've even moved!!! I guess some ground rules are going to have to be laid... if anything, I refuse to lose my personal space or have shoes in the house. Hope you guys work yours out soon. Thanks again. :D

from emileefreeky :

haha,,thankyou very much :] how was your christmas? xxx

from blackfur :

Hey, no worries. *hug*

from blackfur :

...why are you apologizing?

from ivyparker :

Hey, there is Halloween to still get through. Hope your weekend is cool.

from emileefreeky :

haha.. did you read the entry before? we're back together :) so... i was being completely stupid when i wrote that, you were totally right! and right now, its all good between us (: xx

from emileefreeky :

I understand. Thanks. xx

from emileefreeky :

Hey.. Im back :D Yet to do an entry though :D I think being away for three weeks really has helped. Plus Tom is away now.. has been since I got back.. so its nearing a month since Ive had any contact with him.. which seems to have done good for me :D Anyway.. how have you been?? xx

from adelnye :

Hope you'll get better soon. Thanks for the note... am still pondering over it, might take a while to make up my mind. :D

from emileefreeky :

hey.. its esistnurdas. i disappeared again didnt i! but now im back with yet another diary. ive had this one for 2 months actually, im doing quite good by my standards! im sorry i didnt leave you a note or anything. ive locked the previous diary because i didnt really want anyone reading it anymore because its past and all stupid stuff now i think. well its not stupid, because its still me.. which is why ive only locked it and not deleted it or anything. but feel free to read my current diary. and the dan you read about, is the guy i was messed up about in my previous diary. to be honest, its messed up now :S but yeh, have a read if you wiiish. i hope youre well. thanks for leaving a note by the way :) xxxxxx

from adelnye :

Thank you for your beautiful entry. I'm glad you got it out in the open for her to read it and go from there... I hope that the two of you will manage to work out a suitable arrangement. Also, have I posted the entry in its correct format as you would liked to have posted? If not, let me know what you would like to have changed (paragraphing, spelling etc..)

from adelnye :

... maybe I should get a spell from you to put on Doc instead!! hehe..

from adelnye :

Sorry it took me a while to get back to you on replies. Anyway, here's the list: 1.You practice Wicca (is this how you call it?) 2.I'll challenge you to write a guest entry for me, but seeing how I'm not a gold member, you'll have to email the entry to me (in html, if possible). The topic and style can be anything that you think would be appropriate for my journal. 3.Purple, dark purple that leans more towards the red. 4.I like the way you handle the ups and downs of your life with the 'shrug-of-the-shoulders' kind of attitude and how you simply take everything as they come in stride. 5.I believe I clicked on one of Jax's banner, which then lead me to click onto yours from her buddy list. Found your words to be intriguing and it's been a while but I'm still here today. 6.A black panther 7.I used to wonder if perhaps I could and should have gotten you to cast a spell on AC such that we could have lived happily ever after, married and all... but then I realised that if I needed a spell in order to keep him with me, then he's not really mine even if I do have him.

from adelnye :

::Hugs:: Let me know how the results went, ok? (That is if you want to)

from jaxraven :

In case the email failed to go through: http://biglizard.kicks-ass.net/jax/dia4_layout.txt contains all of the code. To use it, click on "Change Your Template", then "Click here to change how each of your entry pages looks", then copy the entire .txt file and pasted it in place of what is already there on the d-land page. When that's done click the "change" button and go look at the new page; if something's wrong drop me a line and I'll fix it asap.

from jaxraven :

...ok, I give up, I came across this image and I couldn't resist. >.< http://biglizard.kicks-ass.net/jax/dia4_layout.html - if it suits let me know and I'll send you a text file to copy-and-paste into your template.

from geoffchaucer :

Hey, was it you who asked me about my scooter once? Cause I'm selling it... - gladston at gmail dot com (note there is no "e" at the end of my email address)

from esistnurdas :

and woweeee im on your favourite list with this diary and the comment ist coooool! :)))

from esistnurdas :

wow you read my diary already! and aww thanks for the comment, even if you were only being nice! *grin* the last year? hmm... well.. stuff i guess. i dont really know what i could tell you. umm... what would you like to know? *grins* well, nothing of huuuge importance has happened in my life over the last year really i guess. oh man i think im just gettin muddled now, i should maybe stop! continue reading my diary though, its great to think you do! ;)

from esistnurdas :

hey its me, funky00, back with a new acount! :)

from funky00 :

wow, and i'm still in your favourites list! don't know why, i sound pathetic reading back on it!!

from funky00 :

hey dia4, i dont know if you remember me, but you used to read my diary. i havent updated it for years, and i've just read back on it and it made me laugh. i sound incredibly stupid and young! i think i may create a new account, and if i do i will contact you through there. you used to help me a lot, it was good to read back on your notes. i am now off to read your diary *smiles* (see, i remember i copied that off you!) i have a lot of catching up to do!

from adelnye :

Thank you for your thoughts. I understand where you're coming from and those points did cross my mind too. As much as it doesn't appear to be so, but I am to a certain extent a pretty practical person for everything other than relationships. I will never use "I gave up the job just TO BE WITH YOU!!!" as an emotional blackmail or to guilt the guy that I am with. If I decide to give it up, he wouldn't even know about this job in the first place.... for it will always cast a shadow over him even if I didn't use it against him. Truth is, I would like to use this opportunity as a 'test' for our relationship too and would rather have him 'work' to make this relationship work, instead of having me making things too easy for him (is that mean of me??). My hesitation is really because I'm afraid that the results would be something which I have been denying all these while.... that Doc is really just AC all over again.

from adelnye :

Hope your back's feeling better. :D

from adelnye :

Hey, thanks!! Yeah I realise that too, but kinda wish that things would speed up instead of me having to keep trying. Getting so very exhausted.... I always pick the longest route to get there don't I?

from adelnye :

I think there is some degree of truth in both results.... as for the one that is closer to you, well only you know the best. ;P

from adelnye :

Hmmm.... I hope you're not... not unless you want to be, then that's different. If you are, will you tell him this time round?

from adelnye :

I went to a convent school too!! Was there for 10yrs of my schooling years.... hehhehe....

from adelnye :

Hey.... you're allowed to let it all out, to bitch about and really just type in whatever you want to express. It's your diary, it's your life and you do whatever YOU want!! Plus it's never good to bottle everything up inside you anyway..... keep your chin up gal!

from funky00 :

OMG!!!!!!! I cannot believe dat i 4got ALL about diaryland n groovy u!!! i came on eya bout a week ago n was readin all my old entries! dat was.....interestin!!! im gonna go n update now im soooo sorry 4 doin dat disapearin act on ya!! its so gud 2 hear frm ya agen !!!! :))))) *bighug*

from adelnye :

Don't worry, even though your writings may be a little crypic at times, it still makes perfect sense to me. It's most probably a guy thing, pushing all the blame onto us: "But... but... but... you didn't make any sense....." Heheh...

from adelnye :

Easter was pretty fun for me. The boy cooked dinner for me and a whole bunch of other friends.... altogether a really good get-together sort of gathering. The only 'strange' bit was that even though he was the host, he was also the odd one out, being non-asian. Hehe.. The night ended off on a strange note though.... more about it in my next entry.... *hugs*

from adelnye :

I love the vampire series... but I've yet to finish reading the entire series... I'm blaming that on the library.. :P I would love to give the Mayfair witches a go.... that is if the library quits losing their books.... hehhe.. I gave her "Sleeping Beauty" a quick lookover once, it wasn't too bad, but it wasn't really to my taste.... Hope you had a good Easter!

from adelnye :

Ooohhh.... you like Anne Rice too!!!

from adelnye :

it's august not september dearest...

from adelnye :

Hehee.... it's nice to have you back. *hugs* ^_^

from jaxraven :

*shakes her head, amused* Yes in fact, you did say something along those lines... I've since interpreted it is 'as long as you're someone I care about/am amused by, you don't get to leave'. Seems a bit more accurate that way.

from wiley381 :

sermon-ish or not, what you said is true. Marriage, or whatever, is two individuals coming together because they feel that being with the other person is more important than having personal space. It's an agreement of tolerance and acceptance... people just get so mad when it doesn't happy MY WAY.

from funky00 :

Hiyaaaa! I am really sorry that I have not been on for ages, but I have done a new entry!!!!! Just to let you know!!

from wiley381 :

I used to cut as well, for different reasons I think. Then I joined the military and had to find more "socially acceptable" forms of masochism. I agree though, cutting is very addicting. To this day, sometimes I swear that my scars itch...

from wiley381 :

Not to say that we have the same problems, for I have no true concept of what your demons are. Your last entry speaks volumes to me, if only because it sounds like an echo of so many visions that visit me from time to time. I won't say good luck, or stick in there or any of that crap; but I do wish you well. Whatever you do, keep writing.

from wiley381 :

Hey, thanks for killing some time with my survey. I like your answers actually. I agree that, with the way things are going now, our government will be far too controlling in the future. I thought one of the reasons we made the government like it is was to keep the feds from messing with personal lives. Thanks for adding me to you fave's list. I take that as a compliment. Take care and enjoy.

from adelnye :

Hehe... I know what you mean..... but thanks anyway. I haven't been able to catch up on your happenings.... but I trust that you're doing fine so far???

from jaxraven :

1-800-230-7526 - $450, they can schedule things pretty quick. You do need to CALL for this procedure. I already called to double-check both price and phone number. *hugs*

from jaxraven :

*wry grin* Planned Parenthood. http://www.ppcw.org/services/abortionservices.asp - they'll likely be able to either recommend a cheaper method/place, or possibly help out with the cost. Plus, free birth control pills for afterward - which you WILL be using, yes?

from funky00 :

*grins* Yeh, I know, I haven't been on much lately, been pretty tied up but now I am!!! So I am going to write a loooonnnng entery. Well, not too long or you might fall asleep! *grins* By the way I hope you don't mind me using ure asterick thingy bobby. Well, long entery, here goes........

from funky00 :

Hiya, I have worked out and I think that I am right but to know I said that did you read my diary?!!! Wahoo, I bet you are the first person, thankyou!!!!!!!!!

from jaxraven :

*hugs* That shouldn't be a problem. Let me know when and I'll double-check with housemates (and see what I can do about arranging pick-up after the procedure, since going home via public transit afterward is hell). I'm here if you need me.

from jaxraven :

If you check out this entry - http://jaxraven.diaryland.com/DTWC_info.html - it's got all the info I have on the clinic I trust and on what's necessary to get a rushed open-card for OHP to take care of the procedure. *hugs* If you need somewhere to stay, we'll find a place for you.

from jaxraven :

Particularly if you're having them knock you out (which I recommend, having to be conscious through that isn't fun in the slightest), you'll have to have someone there anyway... and yes, I'll be more than happy to be the someone. Bitch or not, if you need company that'll put up with you before/after, just ask. Like I said, I've been there. I know how much it matters to have someone you trust nearby once it's over. Do you know which clinic you're going to?

from jaxraven :

*wraps her arms around you protectively* You REALLY need to get into town... I might be able to arrange to either pick you up from the coast or bring you back down, but not likely both. If/when you decide to go through with the abortion, I'll be more than happy to do what I can to help you out. *lick*

from adelnye :

It's me again... I don't really want to comment too much about your decision, afterall it is your decision. I just think that regardless of what your decision is, at the end of the day, you yourself know what is best for you, for your current situation, etc... But more importantly... try and make sure that this would also be a decision that would not eat into you for the rest of your life. Sometimes you just have to do what you need to do.... after that, you HAVE TO move on with your life and do what you STILL need to do.

from funky00 :

Don't be silly (No offence) Of course people would miss you if they went. Sometimes I think the same way as you, but when I think about it later on, I know deep down that they would really miss me and that they do really care, no matter what they say and do. I am new here by the way so you cna tell me to p*** off if you want. I won't take offence. People say that a lot to me.

from adelnye :

Hi there... thanks for putting me on your list!! ^_^ Feel free to comment anything you want about my entries.... I'm not easily offended by most things. See ya!!

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