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from suckledhoney :

Thank you again. As I was coming to leave you a note, I noticed Joni Mitchell in your favorites. Her music is inextricably tied, in my mind, to my mother and father and their relationship. The lyrics to /Carey/ are quite different when you're 5 and 6 than when they probably are when you're an adult. At any rate, I'm pretty sure I heard the line "Oh, you're a mean old Daddy, but I like you" differently than my parents did, differently than I do now in fact. I guess, though, that the song made me wonder what magic kept them together through all the fighting and my father's drinking. It made me realize there had to be something more to their relationship. Additionally, as he was a biker and she was his "old lady," the song /My Old Man/ sort of fanned this flame of a concept in my mind. My father was never mean to me or my brother, but he was exceedingly mean to my mother. Abusive. This song, though, must have been what it was like for her in the beginning--before the booze. It made me see how and why she might hold on so tightly to him even in the face of his drinking and violence. It didn't explain it completely, but I kind of understood. Now as an adult, I know some of what it was that kept them together. My mom has told me stories about their early years and of things I can't possibly remember or fathom. Still, as a kid it was Joni Mitchell who kept me wondering.

from suckledhoney :

thank you.

from thiswonthurt :

It's still April 2008 and strangely after not even thinking about this journal for God knows how long I logged on and found your note today. Strange to think that somebody can still stumble across all those old thoughs. Well, thank you for the note and I thought I'd lett you know that I've written a sort of conclusive entry if you're interested. Take care. x.

from delicategirl :

I don't know if you still read this. For whatever reason. I'm online. If you want, leave me a note with ur email address. we can catch up.

from delicategirl :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! no matter wether the wish comes true or not you are a beautiful girl and I'm sure youre parents love you unconditionally.

from silveringrid :

thanks so much for your message :) i'm afraid i don't come back more than sporadically - but i love your words very much. i hope you know just what a beautiful writer you are.

from delicategirl :

I read darl xxoo. I know right, blast from the past. I still care and I was gonna msg you the other day but I got a new cellie phone and can't find the charger for the battery of the old one to find ur number...and I was gonna leave a note or gbook entry or comment or email something to tell you I'm back in dland but when I moved back here lots of people I knew were gone or changed so it was kinda lonely and I feared youd never get my message and I couldn't stand that kind of silence/waiting. anyway. I'm back. so you may or may not notice. perhaps I'll inspire a dland revival for you or something. I hope your doing well and I still care for you. xxooo

from crazxy :

welcome back :)

from crazxy :

happy birthday!xx

from awkwardgrace :

and my computer is officially retarded. sorry about the repeat.

from awkwardgrace :

where have you been? the last entry i saw was from five days ago. i'm a little worried? i also wish you wouldn't disable comments on your lj, because then i could just say this there. -alice

from awkwardgrace :

where have you been? the last entry i saw was from five days ago. i'm a little worried? i also wish you wouldn't disable comments on your lj, because then i could just say this there. -alice

from crazxy :

well done on the ilkley competition! i love your poem. wish i could write like that

from crazxy :

heh twould seem i was logged in under the wrong name just then.which was helpful.but yes.tis me.x

from arabella87 :

hello. ha i am so predictable. tis helen, aka the artist formerly known as arabella87...i shall add you?yes.x

from arabella87 :

i dont know to be honest. i'll probably get a new diary though knowing me heh..i'll add you if i do mmkay?x

from arabella87 :

me again (*cough*STALKER*cough*) that made sense to me. i know what you mean about sleep or music...i think that often.

from arabella87 :

hehe :) nah i'm not stopping. i just feel like i update this thing way more often than is necessary or interesting sometimes..

from arabella87 :

oops ignore that...easily confused...i forgot you are also english..we're kinda rare on here

from arabella87 :

hehe...i will..and i think youre far enough away from english roads to suffer the consequences :)

from arabella87 :

i know i dont make myself heard very much and i know this is useless but i do always read your diary...your writing is beautiful but i am so sorry for all this you are going through. i cant pretend to begin to understand it but there is NO WAY you deserve to be alone in this. please don't feel guilty about the responsibility she feels for you cuz i'm sure she just really really wants to make sure you're going to get through this shit and that she's doing an ok job of helping you..i dont know. i'm sorry if this sounds stupid. *hugs* helenxx

from delicategirl :

wow. That email is so beautiful. I felt the tears and kept turning the words over in my head. I hope you are doing well.

from awkwardgrace :

I've been reading for quite some time and I feel like I really connect with you in several ways--I cut myself and make myself sick and I never feel like I'm good enough even though I work so hard to please people. I think your writing is beautiful; you say things I've been trying to say but could never find the right words. You're not the only one. Don't give up. Peace. -ac

from delicategirl :

hun, I'm worried about you. Food issues are serious regardless of their severity(sp?). And what is bad in your perception may be horrible and what is horrible may be fatal. All I know is that its so so important to take care of yourself. I know its easier said than done and I don't want to be that person you hate for sticking her nose in all the time. I just care for you and I want you to know that regardless how bad you think your issues are(or aren't) to me they will always be enough to make me want to help you take them away. xxooo

from greenways :

i thought your "hugs" entry was nothing close to corny. it was wonderful ♥

from inaptbeauty :

hey, i quoted you... ♥ up for 5 days hope you love it :)

from delicategirl :

thats so true! & beautiful. xxooo

from delicategirl :

the MOST IMPORTANT person who needs to care for you already does. she knows you try hard she knows you have wisdom beyond your years, she knows you are funny and attractive, musically gifted, poetic and sweet. she knows you are altruistic, caring and sensitive. she knows you are a kind spirit and a gentle soul. she knows that you are full of love and forgiving. she knows all of this... (and her name is you.)

from delicategirl :

If I could hug you I'm sure I would want to squeze all your pain out of you so we could both watch and laugh at how it would sizzle and burst into nothing but messy puss on creme coloured wallpaper.

from delicategirl :

Actually, I miss your voice when youre not typing...

from delicategirl :

I don't think you should blame yourself for being yourself.(great english) You are a beautiful thing. Maybe what you are seeking is tranquility or harmony or inner peace instead of reasons or answers or the perfect hairtie. Sometimes when people look for things they stare too closely in order to keep focus and see clearly but really without distance they are not seeing enough...Am I starting to sound like a fortune cookie?

from delicategirl :

I <3 you. & thats a heart not an ice cream cone...lol!!! remember that! (ok I hope it was you I was talking to about the icecream cone thing...or else I might melt from embaressment.)

from sayit-asitis :

thanks, -hugs-

from arabella87 :

haha. cheers. no, but stalkings mainly good anyway :)

from arabella87 :

i love your diary. so i added you. i hope you don't mind.

from inaptbeauty :

hah! i agree!!

from sayit-asitis :

:) thanks for the note.

from love-song- :

�negativity isn't really that accepted in our house� perhaps, but remember they still love you, and want you to be happy. If there�s something you want to talk to your parents about, don�t hesitate. I did for years with my mom, and now I realise she understood more then I thought she wood. Best of luck with everything though, and I hope you feel better soon hunn *hug* �peace��Lilly�

from delicategirl :

Darling...the similarities I see in you and to what I am is just astonishing. Your entry just left me speechless. I mean...it was like I was reading myself. On a selfish level its comforting and I'm proud of you for being brave enough to talk about it in such detail because I know in myself, I get so afraid I type with metephors to ease myself into the reality of the situation. But on another level, I'm very worried about you. I know this sounds scary and I can't believe I would suggest this with our day and age and the internet and whatever...but if you want I can give you my phone number and you can call me whenever. I mean I can give you my cell phone number but the cost would probebly be crazy becuse I'm in Australia and you're...um I don't actually know (lol). You know, I wouldn't normally give my phone no. away over the internet so this is kinda a big thing for me, but I swear I don't care about giving it to you because I guess I feel comfortable in knowing you through dland and I mean there is just a sense of calm about it. I'm typing outta control here...well I'm gonna sum up this note by saying, if you wanna talk over the phone about absolutly anything let me know because 1. I'd love to talk to you and 2. I'm kinda worried about you (as you might have noticed). but if you think this idea is whaky and stupid because of various reasons I've totally failed to concider than thats cool too....just don't treat me like a lepper because I suggested it. ok now I'll breathe. :)

from parlance :

Awesomee.

from snowcherry :

Why, thank you! Nice of you to say so. Sounds like you're going through a tough time right now...you take care too, all right? Peace!

from parlance :

:) Lalala definitely has to be the best phrase/word/thing out there. Yesss.

from delicategirl :

Hun, I don't think you should concider yourself a cliche. I mean everyone goes through tribulations in their life but that doesn't cancel out the realism of your emotions. Pain is the most private thing in life. Nobody can feel what you do. It can't be bought, traded, taught or learnt. So don't go thinking that you aren't hurting enough to be relieved, because any pain at all is too much, and who knows to what extent it could magnify if you leave it be. Hun, I know its not my business and I promise you I always think twice before I intervine. but I see so much of myself you know and I wish I could change the scenario. so maybe thats why, I mean maybe I could help change it for you because I couldn't for me. much love to you. I hope things get better soon.

from parlance :

alalala..a..lalala..

from inaptbeauty :

hey love, how's everything treating you?

from delicategirl :

I want you to know that I think you are just BEAUTIFUL. in the truest sense of the word.

from delicategirl :

I've been trying to sew my mouth shut but I couldn't stop my call. Even if I'd have put razorblades in my mouth I'd bleed these words. Please understand it's hard for me to know you're hurting. You're a strong girl and I know that you like to hold your own hand. But I want you to know I am extending my own to you. Please talk to me, if you need support, I'll lend you all the strength I have. Emotions are exhausting so please let me share the load with you.

from parlance :

Haha..ok, then.

from parlance :

Feel free to tell your mom I said Happy Birthday =) Although you don't know me, I don't know her, and, well, frankly, neither of us know each other.

from delicategirl :

Don't apologise for what you feel, the heart is the greatest of things the body owns. Don't let your head take charge of what it does not know.

from inaptbeauty :

honey, you dont have to say sorry... it's not something you should feel compelled to hide from the world. embracing it is a step closer to finally letting it go...

from delicategirl :

thank-you angel. you are beautiful

from inaptbeauty :

hon, are you alright? i miss you &your words. i dunno, i was having a lot of things going on. i got caught up with it, i cry myself silly every night... har

from gloryxxfades :

wow, how cool is that? we have so much in common! &thanks for the birthday wish!<3

from gloryxxfades :

lol, how old are you?<3

from gloryxxfades :

aww high five! pnays to rule the world! can i add you? we seem very cool together!<3

from inaptbeauty :

hah dear! you should party, because mine's been malfunctioning on BOTH parts.

from delicategirl :

Hi beautiful, just wrote to say hi and to let you know I'm still here and that I think of you. I don't know if its just me but sometimes I wake up and wonder if its yesterday and then a week is gone and I remember that I can never seem to keep in touch with myself...and others/reality/all that jazz. luv ya hun. xxooo

from gloryxxfades :

haha, i do the double-well too! =]

from gloryxxfades :

your layout rocks!! it really looks awesome<3

from inaptbeauty :

*laughs as loudly as a hyena* you in that piraty voice stirred my imagination! :) no, im still here in manila.. i dont know if i should stay "stuck" considering the things going on in here (yeah it sucks!) but hey, im still unscathed... hahahaha so much for being a concerned citizen. ok, i should probably sleep now, ive got class in a few hours!

from inaptbeauty :

harharhar :) hows things darlin? ♥

from gloryxxfades :

hello♥

from funda :

This is a test. (beep) This is a test of the Emergency Valentine's Day System. (EVS) This test is to see if leaving notes around DLand will make this a wonderful day (and weekend) in spite of not particularly being with anyone romantically at the moment. (ummm) May the results be that all this love in my heart found some productive use. (smile) And maybe a giggle or few (Happy V-Day from my other persona too :)

from inaptbeauty :

yea, i am! are you too?

from inaptbeauty :

happy valentines luv! ♥

from sayit-asitis :

omg, i am so sorry! i was reading up on your diary and i must've confused it with the other one :( sorry again, take care

from sayit-asitis :

omg, i am so sorry! i was reading up on your diary and i must've confused it with the other one :( sorry again, take care

from sayit-asitis :

the good ones will worship you. that is so true. i should've taken your advice a long time ago :)

from justenough :

i must admit. i like you a lot.

from x-oh-x-oh :

Hey, don't worry about the password. You were not the first to "find" it or whatever. I unlocked it, but definitly _nothing_ against you! I added you too. :) I love your layout! ♥♥

from trulyfalling :

you have a truly gorgeous writing style &you listen to fabulous music. keep up all you do because you do it well!

from inaptbeauty :

i found you &&i am entranced... you write beautifully dear

from delicategirl :

I wanted to wish you the happyest birthday ever but I was the last person to sign the gbook so I couldn't sign it again. I wish there was something I could send you but I only know ur email address and at special times like birthdays digital love just ain't enough.

from delicategirl :

yea I got the lj code and thankyou so much. I just have been on hols and then in hospital so I never signed up. When I think of a user name...well then I'll do it straight away. :) much love

from delicategirl :

Hun, I will be wishing for your happiness. I hope you find that light you have been searching for. *hugs*

from delicategirl :

Hi there beautiful. I noticed you locked your diary and I loved it so much I just wanted to request the password. Its ok if you deny because obviously I've only really a few entries, you probebly don't even know me. Take care anyway. I think you're a wonderful person/

from revisions :

"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself, and that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams." i stumbled onto your diary and just wanted to let you know that i think you write beautifully and with great insight.

from cleorock :

i add you to my fav list. i hope you don't mind.

from sayit-asitis :

i havent been faithful to diaryland, so i dont want to sound stupid for asking, but, did you make the current layout youre using? it's really nice.

from straysparrow :

Hey there. I just wanted to welcome you to the bilingual diaryring. I'm glad you joined because I really like your diary. The layout is beautiful in its simplicity and the words are awesome. I think I just might have to add you to my favorites list (if that's allright with you of course). Sparrow.

from screemingink :

i know how you feel about music. you are incredible. so very intriguing. i will come back to read more. xoxo, Miss Takes

from funda :

my mind reaches for irreverence in everything, too often for most people's taste, but my first thought at your note about joining me in laughter was 'join me?... do I appear to be falling apart?'... my mind often reaches for very bad jokes and punishing puns as well :)

from funda :

Pardon my irreverence, mean no harm, just clicked on your banner and related to what I read in your first entries and recent ones. Want friends. Perhaps notes are too easily misunderstood. My email and number are out there.

from funda :

Yes, no, maybe, probably, yes, but you are not alone (will the real slim clueless please stand up). oooo, six years ago, I don't want to go back there, nope, next entry please.

from funda :

Yet another person I will probably fall in love with who will never know.

from sayit-asitis :

while catching up with your entries, i can't help but smile. i don't know if you realize it, but you've really grown and changed from the first day i've been reading your writing. wonderful. take care

from sayit-asitis :

wonderful layout, and i'm glad to have finally tracked you down. lol.

from fuck-that :

HEHEHEH that's the best thing i've ever heard... (this <3 being an icecream cone) ...i can see why! *GIGGLE*

from jadedreviews :

your review is finished. (dont worry--you did well). p.s. I don't think I actually need someone to help me right now, due to the fact that I'm just starting and not many people are requesting just yet. But when they do, I'll be taking you up on that offer, okay?

from agitated :

pft- of course i didn't forget who you are!!! I changed the link and stuff (well i also left the old one up ..just because_)

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