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from sbellem :
Hey email me at sarabellem0@yahoo.com and I will send you my passwords...cheers!
from krugerpak007 :
Missed you. x
from sbellem :
I just looked at your diary today wondering if you had closed shop. I was sorry to see the entry though...that sucks so bad! Hang in there girl.
from sbellem :
I don't think I was ready to ready that before I even had coffee today. Nasty!
from sbellem :
Yay! An update! Welcome back. Glad to hear ALL of it!
from johnguinness :
Hey Madi. Glad to hear everything is going so well. How about posting a pic of the new look? Take care. John
from johnguinness :
Hi Madi. I hope everything is going well for you. Take care. John
from awaves :
i finally updated... call me sometime. love and miss you
from sbellem :
Do you wonder how you turned out even semi-normal with your parents? Be PROUD of yourself girl!!!!
from singlegirl :
Men are confusing. Sounds like you had a nice weekend though...
from krugerpak007 :
Have a good day lovely! :-)
from krugerpak007 :
Gosh sweetie that is some heavy stuff you have been through. I don't know what to say to you. Sorry my comments are so lame. Just take care of you.x
from krugerpak007 :
Well I hope you have a good weekend and forget about work for a while!
from krugerpak007 :
Oy, that must suck-nothing worse than sore teeth. Take care and I hope it passes soon. x
from johnguinness :
Congrats! That's wonderful news. Take care. John
from mozangeles :
Congratulations!! I am so happy for you!!! :) xoxo - me
from abittergirl :
ha ha ha. learn from each other!!! that would be, like, the progressive thing to do, but I've learned long ago that I"m doomed to repeat the patterns over and over. :( Sorry men suck. I can't give you any words of wisdom, just commiserate. Sorry we haven't been able to have lunch; I switched jobs (you probably read) and now I'm in LA full time. Maybe we can meet up one weekend, though, after I'm done my stupid opera.
from krugerpak007 :
Shit man!!! I hope you have an amazing time anyway. Maybe you can buy some really sexy underwear from the red light district? :-) Take care and enjoy every minute!
from johnguinness :
Godspeed. John
from krugerpak007 :
Yay for good times! Take care lovely!
from johnguinness :
Good luck with the profile thing. And it's good to hear you're out biking. And tanning. Take care. John
from krugerpak007 :
You are such a sweetie. Thanks for thinking of me. My husband (soon to be ex) was called up last night and is in a tank 20 kilometres (I dont know how much that is in miles...). And I am in such a state. I can't work, or stop crying. Uggh. All I can do is eat!!! And your life and problems and issues are not trivial honey! This is life I guess, each one with their own battles. I am sure you will get a million and one answers to your profile. Go out and have some fun. Although it seems like you have been having a good time! So you take care lovely. And thanks again for thinking of me!x
from krugerpak007 :
You are lovely!
from krugerpak007 :
People are so damn rude..I also suck it up all the time. The other day I was standing on the roof in the cap park of my building where I work, drinking coffee and having a cigarette and the security guard from a company a few buildings away came all the way up and told me I am not allowed to stand where I am standing..WTF? My work building, in the car park? If anything he is not allowed to be there-I work there. He asked me to move. I was polite and moved but told him I dont think its ok. And now I keep dreaming how I can get him back. Maybe sue them? Its Intel. :-)
from krugerpak007 :
I am glad that things went well at work. they need to appreciate you. And you will find love. I know you will. You are lovely, and deserve the best. x
from krugerpak007 :
Happy belated Birthday. those pictures are beautiful! TDW is yummy. But you are gorgeous! Isn't crazy how the older we get the more time just seems to fly by. I mean I remember my 21st Birthday.. Ugghhh. Scary to get old. xoxox
from mozangeles :
You look gorgeous in your b-day photos, m'dear! Happy belated birthday, btw! Turning 30 is not so bad now is it? Tell me no...I'll be there in a little less than 4 years. *shrieks* Love ya! xoxo - me
from krugerpak007 :
Just noticed my lovely spelling down there. Oops. Anyway I am glad to hear you sounding so happy and positive. Friends and good people keep us going! Thats the quality of life.
from krugerpak007 :
The problem with work is that unfortuantely it is a huge part of our lives. We spend most of our time there. So its crap that you are not happy. Hang in there and hopefully things will change? Take care. x
from abittergirl :
You have such a great attitude. I agree with Newport; actually the whole of OC is like that to me- that's why I refuse to move from LA even though I commute to goddamned Irvine every day.
from sbellem :
Oh wow the childhood friend question really makes me think. An old psycho friend who I dearly loved but was an emotional vampire has been trying to get a hold of me...do I see whats going on for old times sake or consider it a lost cause??? I feel ya. Let us know how it turns out!
from krugerpak007 :
You are beautiful! And I finally did your tag thing on Myspace a little while ago. Have a good weekend. x
from abittergirl :
I'm tagging you MR. Details in my diary. :)
from abittergirl :
Don't worry those profile tracker things are total bullshit. Just another stupid bulletin that people keep posting. You can, however, put an IP tracker on your page, just like d-land. I have one because a certain reader of my diary FOUND me on Myspace and it freaked me out (considering that my diary is fairly anonymous), so I put one on to see how often he was visiting my diary and my page. Haven't been able to mention it obviously in my diary, since he reads it. Anyway. Myspace is like crack. It's hard to stop once you start.
from krugerpak007 :
Why would girls want to put themselves through that. Being naked and giving out beers? WTF? Anyway I hope you have a good time this time in Vegas. And men? Most of them, if not all of them suck. At least thats my opinion these days. Take care and feel good. Kathy
from mozangeles :
OMG that is vile, disturbing, and wrong. I am so sorry that you had to go through that. I hope that guy gets locked up - if anything, to get him away from those children! Disgusting. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
I am so sorry for your loss, Madi. I heart you and am here for you if you need anything. xoxo - me
from rae2005 :
its crazy something as silly as making out can boost your spirits, isnt it? :)
from krugerpak007 :
Those pictures are beautiful!!! Glad you had such a good time!
from krugerpak007 :
Congrats! And I can relate on the eating thing. I also just spent about $200 on groceries.. xoxox
from mozangeles :
Sweeeeeeeeeeeeet! Congrats! xoxo - me
from abittergirl :
I can't remember if I've mentioned this before, but I had a lil before I moved here. We hung out for 8 years; long after she 'needed' me. It was so rewarding. We went to a lot of movies; did crafty things, baked, went to the zoo, went shopping, went to Big/Lil Sis camp every year. It was awesome and I agree, I was so glad to have had that experience in my life. Don't worry about trying to top your activities; she just wants to hang out with you.
from cdghost :
came across your words and enjoyed reading them. the cdghost
from mozangeles :
What the hell is wrong with you? KISS HOT ITALIAN GUY...now! LOL xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
Hush, you are not fat, you bitch! I love you just the way you are. And your "lil," how adorable is she? The picture of you two on that elephant just warms my heart. I think it is good for you just as much as it is for her. It helps you take your mind off your psycho life! xoxo - me
from theswordsman :
Happy Singles Day, Madi. So, I remember, what was it, fifteen or twenty years ago when you talked about posting swimsuit photos? Someday are you gonna show off the results of all that hard work? Take care. John
from theswordsman :
Hang in there, Madi. I'll be praying for you. John
from mozangeles :
Think good thoughts! Think good thoughts! Things will work themselves out. I heart you. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
Goddamn, that is a horrible story. Although, I have to say that I would react just the same way, even the shitting the pants. If I have ever been cheated on, I never found out about it, and that's probably for the best. I think I would be doing some time in prison for murder if I ever found out something like that. xoxo - me
from sbellem :
come over to the new place for a visit?
from mozangeles :
I am sorry to hear about your father. I hope he recovers quickly. He is lucky to be alive. I hope this drama ends for you soon. You deserve a much-needed break. xoxo - me
from theswordsman :
Thank you ;) John
from mozangeles :
I am sorry. I love you. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
LOL what the hell are you doing?! OH MY! xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
You are not like her. From everything that I know about you, you have lived your life to be just the opposite. Be proud of that. You are strong, successful, and happy. You have a lot to look forward to in life. This is an exceedingly hard time for you, but use it to your advantage. Learn from it. I heart you. xoxo - me
from abittergirl :
Oh my god. I missed your last entry. I'm soooooooooo sorry you're going through this. I don't know what else to say except that. You are not like your mother. You are not a sociopath, you are not a psycho. You are strong like your father. Don't let her destroy you. You're better than that.
from sarabellem :
I have been trying to leave you a note for 24 hours but I am flabbergasted...I barely know what to say! I thought MY family was crazy. I am sending you as many positive thoughts as possible. Just be glad you got out of that family semi-sane. I hope things get better soon!
from mozangeles :
OMG!!!! Words cannot describe the horror of this situation! I cannot believe it. I am so ungodly sorry that you have to go through this! Your mom needs to be locked up and get mental help. I am so happy that your father is safe. Please stay away from your mother for your own health. I heart you and am here for you. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
With a staph infection, you are lucky to be alive! How the hell did you get that?! xoxo - me
from awaves :
Hi there! Happy New Year! I am so happy that you are a "Big Sister" now! That must be so much fun. Hang in there with your family issues... I'm sure things will get better for you. Love, ME
from theswordsman :
Thanks M_dis0n. I still read you all of the time, but I've gotten away from leaving you notes. You're dealing with a lot of heavy stuff, and there's really not much I can say, except good luck, and I care. I hope you find some small bit of Christmas magic this weekend. Take care. John
from awaves :
Hi Sister, I am sorry to hear about your friend's husband. I will say a prayer for their family and friends. Keep your chin up, you have a lot to be thankful for and you will make it through Christmas. Love and miss you. Thanks for the note. Amber
from mozangeles :
God, I am so sorry to hear about your friend's husband. That is just terrible. I am hearing so many stories like that because of ice and snow-related accidents. It breaks my heart. I heart you, and I am here for you. Christmas sucks, indeed. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
Is such a man existed you think we should share him? Pshaw! HA. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
Paulo recently had a spat wih one of his bosses because the BOSS and his co-workers were calling him "girlie man" at work, and they always insinuate that he is gay, even though they have met me, etc. What the hell is up with people making ridiculous assumptions about people? If you are attractive, intelligent, well-read, etc in American society, you are gay, bisexual, etc. It really irks me. I feel for ya. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
You look gorgeous in your pictures! I did not even notice that you had braces. They did an excellent job. :) xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
You...gay? HAHAHA, I expected that when co-workers of mine at a former job asked me that because I am a fag hag and I am not the girliest of girls, but you? Do you have a raspy voice or something? That is hysterical! xoxo - me
from ramble-on :
Hmmm...I'm not sure why I did not add you to my list earlier. I'm a dweeb like that I guess. I was looking at my buddy list and then those who added me. Then I noticed a name that is not on my buddy list. Clicked the link and thought "Man, I'm a douchebag for not adding Madi earlier". But you are there now =0)
from mozangeles :
You are a crazy person magnet. Probably why you and I are friends. I am crazy, too...and come from a crazy family. Tony needs therapy. Has anyone suggested that to him? xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
Are you kidding me? So not only is he a pompous and arrogant son-of-a-bitch, but he is also a pervert? GOD, I HATE HIM! xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
Lock your phone and your doors, apparently! Jesus woman, what a naughty Thansksgiving visit you had! I love it. xoxo - me
from krugerpak007 :
I hope you have a GREAT Thanksgiving firstly..Secondly men are men. we can't live with them and we can't live without them. Well thats me at least...I am so forgiving too. Too forgiving..why do they always give us such a hard time and we let them off? uggh. I wish I could have a spine too..Anyway that aside, have a great trip and a good long weekend. xoxo Kathy
from mozangeles :
OOOOOH you, you spineless wench! Just kidding. I think you are making the right decision. And if you are not, we all have to learn the hard way, right? That's more fun...well, sometimes. I heart you! Have a really wonderful Thanksgiving, darling. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
What kind of business? Oooh, I am so excited for you! xoxo - me
from krugerpak007 :
Have a great dinner party! Wish I was there..:-) And good luck with the business venture! You live once! Go for it! Have a good weekend.
from krugerpak007 :
Interesting! He wants you...shame poor thing-no sex in a long while. How do men manage? Ok enough, enough. Have a good weekend.
from mozangeles :
Ha, no offense, but I think it is a good thing for you not to get re-involved with this guy...he cannot even get it up anymore! That is sad, yet, funny. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
I would love to meet Italian guys all the time. I would get to practice my Italian! xoxo - me
from krugerpak007 :
Mmm, interesting! I can't wait to hear what he says. Good luck and take care!
from zemcomplex :
Missed you, too. Spent an hour catching up on your adventures! You crazy dame. I hope we can do lunch again sometime. :)
from mozangeles :
You got food poisoning again? I feel like I just read about you getting food poisoning! What the hell are you eating? xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
You were at Nordstrom Rack! Wow, that is so close to me. Yay. I love shoe shopping there, even though 95% of the time I find absolutely nothing. xoxo - me
from krugerpak007 :
I don't know how to respond to that. I just think that life is difficult and marriage too. At least I found my marriage difficult. And it just sometimes seems so much easier for men. I don't want to put my foot in it, but I agree with your thoughts and questions. I hope anyway that you have an awsome trip. take care! xoxox Kathy
from krugerpak007 :
Glad to meet you, and have a great time in Cabo! Wow! xoxox Kathy
from mozangeles :
Last minute travel website? Pray tell, which one? I want to use that in the future! And yes, Paulo and I were just discussing RENT the other day. I have never seen it live and have not heard much about it (despite the theater craze), but I am definitely interested in seeing a movie version. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
I am not-so-seriously beginning to hate you! Cabo for less than $400 with flight included? How the hell did you swing that? Is this work-related? First, you go to see "Cat on a Hot Tin Roof" for FREE, and now this. This may get in the way of our friendship...kidding. I love you, and I cannot wait to see the pictures!!!! xoxo - me
from krugerpak007 :
You are so cute! I discovered you through the guest entry. Thats why guest entries are so cool. dating a doctor? I think thats pretty cool! Anyway, take care and I hope you feel good. Families are hard I know. Take care. Kathy
from mozangeles :
I am incredulos! Yes, yes, please, let me know next time you go!!!! OH MY! *seethes with jealousy* xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
I cannot believe you got to see "Cat on a Hot Tin Roof!" If you have been reading me, then you not only know how obsessed I am with that play, but that I wanted to see it but deemed it too expensive! Pshaw! I am so jealous. I am sorry to hear about your mom. I cannot imagine what it is like to have an alcoholic mother who is co-dependent. Must be sheer torture. I know she means a lot to you, though, so I hope that in time she comes to her senses and apologizes for all the evil things she said to you. I heart you. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
HA. Crackberry. I love it. I have been thinking about getting one of those. But, I have an addictive personality and it probably would not be healthy for me. Hee. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
I love the Halloween pics! You look fabulous! All of you girls did. Too bad I missed out on such fun. Three weeks later and I am still sick. Just shoot me. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
I have so many acronyms in my mind, I cannot keep up. Is LL the older man? xoxo - me
from rae2005 :
amen! (to great sex blinding bad behavior.) i think most have been fooled by that before.
from mozangeles :
46!!!! 46!!!! WOW. I thought I was bad for making out with a 35 year old in Italy when I was living there (I think I was 19 at the time or something). Stay away! FAR AWAY! xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
I am really sorry to hear about your mom. That is awful. She really needs help, and I hope that she gets it for the sake of herself and her family. xoxo - me
from awaves :
hi sister. just wanted to let you know i'm thinking about you. hope to talk to you soon. love, me
from abittergirl :
I'm such a loser. I forgot to add you to my buddy list and was like 'hey, why isn't M.R. updating?'. Oh god, I think I'm a secret blonde.
from mozangeles :
Hey you, your comments are not working! Anyway, I am glad that you like the OC. It is just not for me. I am an LA person. I need big cities...with things to do...and people...and everything else...hee. xoxo - me
from mozangeles :
I am really sorry to hear about your loss. Please let me know if you need...anything. Take care and have your time to mourn. xoxo - me
from rae2005 :
haha....i got your coment and was thinking, who in the world?...by the second entry i think i could have figured it out (without being told). :)
from awaves :
hi there. glad you are doing ok. talk to you soon. xoxo
from abittergirl :
hey; thanks for psst-ing me. At first, I was freaked out like 'oh my god, who is the formerly Mr.?' and then I figured it out. Duh.
from theswordsman :
Hi. I hope things are going okay - I know you were supposed to get your tests back. My diary used to come up in random google searches from all over the world. If you go to "other stuff," then "help section & FAQ's," then click on miscellaneous stuff, at the bottom of the page will be code that you can add to your template. I did it months ago and haven't been found once. I hope you're well. Thanks for bringing me along. John

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