messages to hiv:
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from swordfern :
You give enough details to show me the magical moment of your wedding. The dramatic landscape, the relationship of your family to the land, and the love that you share with your husband. I wish that I could have watched from a distance.
from elusive-you :
oh man, letterkenny IS amazing. but you're absolutely right. it's something i'm going to work on. also, that lump sounds so painful! i wish i had any sort of advice to give you.
from whystinger :
Congrats on the house and wedding date. As far as the job... 14 years and not doing what you want. Definitely take some steps on getting into the career that you want to. I am thinking of getting into a new career because while I loved my career, I want something new. Tough part for me is I want to be able to make as much or more money in the second one.
from elusive-you :
congrats on the house :)
from elusive-you :
that's lovely.
from rhetoric :
glad you made it out. hope things are as good as they can be.
from moodswing :
good god, I'm sorry about the fire. I can't imagine.
from degausser :
Congratulations on your engagement!
from degausser :
Happy (belated) Birthday!
from degausser :
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it. I'm still awkward as fuck, but also joined another app, like that's going to help. Just like deleting Bumble the first time helped hahaha. Oh well. You haven't posted in awhile - I hope everything is going well!
from dangerspouse :
So? Did you get the job? Did you move in with the boy?
from cdghost :
GUESS WHO IS BACK
from i-lost-sarah :
you are drop dead gorgeous :) his loss.
from amygonecrazy :
Follow me back on Twitter, child. @not_friends
from stardumb :
thanks!
from okrosieposie :
Please continue to write. I like your diary :]
from cdghost :
i will be gone but i will be here still
from euphoriadied :
I deleted my old LJ account and got a new one, HYPERSEXUALITY. Add me. :) I'm deleting this journal by the end of the week.
from rogue- :
:). We will do it again sometime, alright? And we can watch the sun go down, and take that last walk. I love you. <2
from satinwings :
i just realized how i pushed someone away. and it struck me that i might have been able to spend the rest of my life with them. but now i'm not sure if that is possible. and it tears me up.
from euphoriadied :
Great. :) I'm 5951178. It sucks. I just went for whatever when I changed my LJ.
from euphoriadied :
I haven't left you a message in a long time. I still read your entries, by the way. I noticed you have a LiveJournal. I have one, too, and if you've noticed, I haven't been updating this stupid Diaryland shit in a while. If it's fine with you, I'd like to add you and if you're interested in reading my entries, you can add me, too. They're friends-only, btw. I'll add you, but if you'd rather I don't, just say so, and I'll defriend you. :)
from cdghost :
dont be afraid of your future. you will make it.
from satinwings :
that was beautiful.
from satinwings :
even though it has nothing to do with me, i remember. there are also things i have forgotten. but the memories are stronger.
from cdghost :
no worries.dude.and thanks for the adding :)
from cdghost :
came across your words and enjoyed reading them.
from lovstarsies :
i don't know how to compliment you on your current entry. gosh knows that the future is such a frightening place and kudos to you for taking such a big step, even if its simply a thought!
from vocalfern :
ahh yeah. some days are rougher than others, and i guess i look forward to a good cry.
from vocalfern :
my last entry was also about brokeback mountain. i saw it last night-- i sobbed when i got home, had to take a tylenol pm to fall asleep, and when i woke up this morning i cried again. i know what it feels like to have love like that not work out, and to suffer from it. and reading your entry, i suppose you must too. let me know if you want to password me, alright dear? love, bee.
from mymasque :
that last one, about going deeper and loving harder and loving less was beautiful and sad all at once. it is strange, and almost terrifying to think that as the grow older and more and more years pass, we may chnage more... or even less. still, that thought, its just... intimidating. you know? because what if you are satisfied? it seems unlikely that most people would be satisfied. and so then they make drastic changes. aahh, anyway, i don't really know what i'm going on about anymore. i really liked that entry. and i love you.
from euphoriadied :
You really thought so? Thank you.
from somstar :
hello again!
from lovstarsies :
oh, i am pissed. i just wrote you a deliciously long note, and it did not go through, i guess. to make a long story short and disappointed in myself and the internet--though cleaning my room has been a pleasure, the empty voids are not much for security and comfort. i doubt myself sometimes, now. and for something new to believe in--try something irrational, like kittens in jars, lepruchauns, happily ever afters, and monsters under the bed. the last one works best for me...
from euphoriadied :
Nobody knows what comes after this life, and that is how we all are alike. It doesn't matter whether you "spread the word of God" or whether you were gay and got off on other peoples' suffering. Nothing matters in this life because we are all going to die. No one knows what the hell they're doing here, but you'll find out one day, or so we are all led to believe. Just make the best out of this life. You should enjoy yourself however you want. Otherwise, what's the fun in life?
from uridium15 :
these tracks are nice: always three words, sun on 5 at 152, it seems and zealous order of candied knights (or Z.O.C.K). for the record, all music guide and the rest of the world's preference is the album a chance to cut is a chance to cure - from this album i would suggest for felix and all the other rats, if only for the originality of it.
from uridium15 :
yay4boc, you should czech out some of their EPs. they're all good so it really wouldn't matter which one. do you remember what exactly it was you heard by matmos?
from uridium15 :
wow wow wow, do you listen to boards of canada, because i didn't see it there listed on your about page that detailed the variety of music you enjoy and indeed, make. i was sure i was gonna see BOC listed, but alas, i did not. SADNESS! THE NAME OF THE SPIKE THAT TOOK ME! they're releasing a new album *finally* on oct 18th. they are jesus, in the same sort of way david koresh was. only they don't suck like he did. um right. MATMOS too. why no matmos? i'm insanely curious. sorry to be weird.
from poetatheart8 :
i miss you terribly.
from spunkyhottie :
Ha i thought that you had hiv!!but i see now that you dont!!!So........instead your.....well......gay??OK thats cool i'm not gay but i dont care if you are you seem really awesome drop me a note sometime if you want:)~CHEY~
from my-solitaire :
awww (hugs)
from satinwings :
I am sorry this is happening.
from lovstarsies :
from my own experience in a situation similar to that, i can imagine how you must have felt. i hated it, every moment of it--rubbing it in my face and then being confused by my tearful insults? anyway... it really is an amazing feeling, i suppose.
from my-solitaire :
I understand now, you're very detailed, even when you leave comments ^_^ I really like that I think it shows some character.
from my-solitaire :
does your inspiration come from your everyday life? or is some of it imaginary?
from euphoriadied :
You're a really great guy. Keep that in mind. And I've probably told you at least once before, & I'm not sure whether you care to hear, but you are such a beautiful person, physically & emotionally.
from lovstarsies :
thank you for putting a smile on my face--and of course, for such lovely use of words..
from my-solitaire :
Lol thanks I like Jake too, he is hott, and I didn't know he was your husband but I definitley do now! Have I mentioned I love your writing? lol
from my-solitaire :
aww sorry, sounds painful :o(
from my-solitaire :
...looking forward to your update ^_-
from my-solitaire :
I couldn't resist adding you to my list of favorites! <3
from my-solitaire :
Hi Jeff! It's me Sommer. You don't know me, because I've never been here before but now you do because here I am... I really like your diary and admire your honesty you use in it, lots of metaphors and sometimes they sound deep, but I can see that most of the time there as simple as "leave me alone" I don't know I just really took a liking to your diary so I read and read and hope you don't mind me being nosey.... But how can anyone NOT know what gay is? ignorance is bliss.
from uber-bear :
You legend! Thanks very much. Hope you have a good parent free week :) ~Ro
from uber-bear :
Hey - it's been a while since I've read your blog [i apologise!], but I see you're downloading Reason 3... Don't suppose you fancy passing on where you've found it, do you? :-D I've been unsuccessfully trying to find somewhere to get a hold of it for a while... Anyway, I hope you're doing ok! I'll have to hit your archives in a bit. ~Ro
from satinwings :
just be yourself.
from lovstarsies :
i'd forgive you if you forgave me for relating all too well with this most recent entry. being strong is a lot harder than books and television made it out to be.
from lovstarsies :
i could read your entries every day, over and over, and i still couldnt find anything decent to say.
from euphoriadied :
People don't have a right to give you any bullshit. It's not your fault they live inside a box & never step out of it for a change. And what you do is think openly, which I admire very much. There are some guys who wear skirts, though. There's the Irish clans & look at monks & priests & what coincidence is it for the bible to mention that supposedly being gay is "sacreligious" when their own priests wear skirts. Back in the medieval times, parents would dress their sons in dresses because they felt girls had more options from which to choose from. They dressed them in dresses to show how filthy rich they were. And you really should go out in public wearing a skirt with a big smile on your face that lets people know you aren't afraid to be who you are. The dress code schools have does not mention anything about boys wearing skirts. Correct me if I'm wrong. I admire you.
from satinwings :
I hardly leave you notes, but I'm going to change that now. I loved your poems. Keep writing, you are an amazing writer.
from euphoriadied :
I'm glad you enjoyed reading what I wrote. I'm sorry I haven't really been writing much lately. I've been updating on LJ about the things I do because those are things I don't want to forget at the moment instead of trying to remember things I felt once. It's strange. I'm just glad you still read my diary. And you're really a very interesting person. It's amazing reading the things you write. You're an amazing person, really. You should write a book about yourself & the things you've been through. You'd be a bestseller, no joke. :)
from xteresax :
oh thank you. the lyrics are from blink 182 - going away to college. i love that song! did u take all of those pictures in your diary? they are indeed quite nifty.
from xteresax :
hey i randomly came across your diary. you seem like a really amazing guy. i love your layout :)
from lovstarsies :
oh goodness thank you so much; that really means so much to me.
from euphoriadied :
Well, actually, I have posted pictures of myself scattered around in certain entries.
from euphoriadied :
I love when you post pictures of yourself. You are such a lovely person.
from pushed-over :
you're a beautiful writer, do ya know that? ♥♥
from euphoriadied :
Even if your dad doesn't care, I do, & I'm not alone.
from euphoriadied :
It'd be best you don't go to school that day. Call me superstitious, but the dream your friend had & the blood on your lips, it all seems like a sign. Last year, there were rumors about a shoot-out that was to take place during Halloween, so half the school missed that day. They were only rumors, but we were pretty scared shitless. It was supposed to be these two siblings. They were pretty scary, if you know what I mean. It was the sister who started joking about having a shoot-out exactly like Columbine's & someone overheard & reported them. The brother's back in school, but his siter's in a ward, I heard. She was caught slitting her wrist in the restroom & she was 19 AND still a sophomore last year. She used to wear these huge stilettos & this trenchcoat over this black dress that was practically above her crotch. I don't know, but you should take caution of the dream. Be careful.
from deathpilot :
Your walls are awesome! I swear, I thought I had a lot of pictures on my wall, but your walls are completely covered. I love that picture of Marilyn Manson with Dita Von Teese in that cage...your hair is completely awesome too... and not to interfer with all your personal life because we don't know each other...but I'd tell my brother if he hasn't made any homophobe comments before...
from euphoriadied :
I'm in love with your room. And your hair. And your CAUTION tape. And your Spice Girls poster. And that Marilyn Manson poster, too. God, you rule.
from euphoriadied :
Oh, wow, you got to see Silverchair? I didn't think those guys were still throwing gigs. I'm glad you liked them. Did you like any song specifically? Sounds like you had fun. I'm glad.
from lovstarsies :
i love your writing so.. especially this entry, it really caught me. now, i wish i could say something clever that would make you smile or be happier, but i'm horrible at those sorts of things.. you'll be fine, things like this pass.. the trick is to keep breathing. (:
from deathpilot :
I found your diary on Otep's guestbook, I really like what I've read so far!
from lovstarsies :
hey, congratulations about those straight guys... heh. and i know, i've been muddling in this unhappiness about the election all day, i finally admitted to my dear bush-voting associates that i hope america goes to the dogs for this. i don't even want to get started on the gay marriage bans.. prehaps i should consider canada.
from euphoriadied :
Well, unfortunately, that piece of fuck won once again. That means four more years of injustice & chaos if you will. As for the gay marriage deal, that as the reason why I wanted Kerry to win. I admired the guy for admitting he was okay with homosexuality & how he believed they, too, are human & deserve to marry just like any other being. I also liked the guy because he was pro-choice, giving the woman the choice to do what she felt was right for her. God, now the draft; I hate being American right now.
from euphoriadied :
The way you explained your idea was very visual & if you can write it out, you can most definately make into this extremely explicit scene. And if you were to make a movie someday, I would watch it without having to think twice about it. I think it'd be best off as an introduction, too. That way, your movie will have a tense beginning that will start off your audience with tension & paranoia. I hope that helped. Anyhow, good luck on your idea. It'll turn out perfect if you keep making it as visual as you made this scene.
from euphoriadied :
It's about the dead communicating with their loved ones. You have to watch the previews. I don't think Im can make it sound good. This man's wife died & a year or so later, he hears a message she left for him... after she died. He starts communicating with her somehow... he finds some way, & then... the preview ended with this girl telling him he was meddling & that he's not supposed to do that... it sounded like a big threat. I don't know. Um- god, I can't remember when it's supposed to come out. Oh, look up Hide & Seek, too. It looks decent. It's supposed to be released in January. It's also a horror flick.
from euphoriadied :
Sorry, I read how you mentioned Saw sucked. Well, I watched it with my boyfriend today. God, everyone in the theatre was laughing. Honestly, I thought it was pretty good until the ending came up. God, I just think that the director overdid it. It was so fucking dramatic/drastic. I'm just waiting for White Noise (or White Sound) to come out.
from lovstarsies :
oh, i love your diary.. your words. youre very pretty, too, my dear.
from euphoriadied :
I read the comment under my username in your profile. Thank a whole lot. That's very flattering.
from euphoriadied :
What was that for?
from euphoriadied :
:( It makes me sad. I've been reading your entries lately & I have been wanting to say something to make you feel better, but I don't feel like I can. You say you FEEL ugly. You feel it... but you're not.
from mymasque :
i care.
from poetatheart8 :
hey Jeff! whats up? nm here, i finally updated my diary :-). you need to come up here and visit! I miss you sooo much!!! -KaMi
from art-is-war :
You are a beautiful person.
from euphoriadied :
It's heartbreaking... how you can feel something like this for another... & they will never understand... or hear you.
from euphoriadied :
There's this new kid at school who really reminds me of you. It's time to fix the bits that are falling out of my life, so I'm going to change the fact that I never let myself go up to people who interest me. I'm going to approach him.
from euphoriadied :
There's one song I could listen to over & over nonstop & that's "Suicidal Dreams" by Silverchair. It's not "healthy" for me to listen to such song, but it helps me cope. You should listen to the acoustic version.
from euphoriadied :
I just wanted to let you know that I downloaded Warhead by Otep & No Lies, Just Love by Bright Eyes since you mentioned they're really great songs & I needed to listen to some music... & I have to say that... God, the Bright Eyes song gives me chills & Otep's Warhead... holy shit. That's the best song I have ever heard.
from euphoriadied :
Dear, that was one of the most beautiful entries I have ever read, really. I haven't lost my mom nor my father. At least not physically, but my father's an entirely different man... or he's hiding under that bitter illness. And even though I have hurt so much, I love my life. And I feel safe now. You'll keep learning & understanding as you go. Take care.
from torn02 :
hmm... my -thinks- cousin's wife's brother is absolutely gorgeous, so i can relate. and it's great that you feel so open with your aunt.
from euphoriadied :
I had a family get-together today, too. It's almost 3 AM & I just got back. About wearing the pink tie, I'm worshipping you right now. Also, thinking about people as nude doesn't make you "dirty". Do you feel there's a difference between being "nude" & "naked"? Nude... sounds more artistic. God, my fingers are so cold it's hard to type. Also, I don't mind about you quoting me in your LJ. It's flattering, really. By the way... these Olympics are creepy. Noticed how the Chinese are doing extremely well in just about everything? I think they're actually robots. Oh, yeah. I forgot, I really like the way you spell "morning" with a 'u' after the 'o'. It's really poetic.
from euphoriadied :
You know, I didn't know what I was supposed to do either, but yeah, first, print the picture out (you'll need thick paper), next cut out the black parts (you'll need extreme patience). You'll need fabric paint. Once you find a plain t-shirt, use your fabric paint to paint in the... cut out parts. I don't know if you understood that or not.
from euphoriadied :
Hello, there. I was looking around & when I came across these I thought of you. Have you ever customized your own shirt? Because I found some stencils you could use if you ever want to make a Donnie Darko shirt. These are the links: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v189/_stencils_/Movies%20and%20Television/donnie_darko.jpg and http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v189/_stencils_/Movies%20and%20Television/Donnie_Darko2.jpg I should get around to it sometime.
from euphoriadied :
Wow. What you just left for me really made me think. Thanks. I'll keep that in mind.
from euphoriadied :
Right at this exact moment, I envy you. I want to have fun. I haven't had "great fun" in a while, just meeting a few fun people here & there, but I envy you still. *grins* I had fun looking at your pictures & I'm amazed that my piece of crap computer didn't take too long for the pictures to load.
from shinexonxin :
i <3 your newest entry. did you write that? it's beautiful. lovin the layout as well. ;)
from euphoriadied :
I'm sorry. I just read the note you last left for me. It really means a lot to me. Thank you very much for it. I've said it once, but I'll say it again. I'm here whenever you need to talk with someone.
from euphoriadied :
Hey once again. I have input to give here since I know what you're thinking & feeling. I, myself, took some weeks to myself, I excluded myself, to discover "who" & "what" I am... you will never figure that out because it's like asking someone, "What is the speed at which the earth revolves around the sun times a million point three?" You will always find ADJECTIVES that will describe who you are, but never the ANSWER to WHO you are. Wear what makes you comfortable, what you like, not what you think is "you" because when it's a "you", it's an "I". I'm not sure you understood that, but take some time to give it a try. You're a very unique person & you have great talent. I love the way you express your feelings. I will let you go now. You take care & never stop being yourself. If people here admire you, there is bound to be others out there. Until then.
from apollox :
you like great bands and movies... i will check out your diary as well.
from luna-sp :
The entry "At That Moment You May Laught But There Is Someone There Who Will Be Laughing Louder Than You" is gorgeous. I love it, beautiful! Btw, listen to The Album Leaf. ;) Luna
from euphoriadied :
*big smile* Why, thank you. I'm here to give you my "two cents", as they call it, whenever you need. Know that you're not alone. Until next time.
from euphoriadied :
I understand what you're saying/feeling... or correct me if I'm wrong. My friends... it has been two weeks since I last let anyone hear from me, see me. Now, people are already starting to think I'm dead, that I finally killed myself. I can't keep hidden forever, though. Next week (Tuesday), I have to go back to school for practice & I swear I want to abstain from it only to keep hidden... alone, far from every other living creature. I want everyone to keep believing I'm dead, like the dead body I really am. Maybe then they'll realize all the pain they caused by never really being a friend, just a companion to walk with you & then leave you at the edge, hanging by yourself. Solitude is an infection, but I'd rather be alone than keep hurting... or so I believe today, tomorrow, maybe for a few more days. Friends... there's no such thing.
from torn02 :
lol, of course you can have jake... i'm still allowed to drool though, right? :P
from luna-sp :
Aw, I love your last entry. I'll call it. "Retraced. Rewound. Redo." lol, it's really beautiful though. ;)
from torn02 :
yo. it's SO awesome to see a dude on d-land, especially one that writes every day and has been for a long time. you're going on the favorites list for sure :P and by the way, my town sucks too. i know how it is.
from luna-sp :
yay! I love Hal Sparks too! lol. He's a total babe. ;)
from m-t :
don't worry jeff i'm not going to tell you how much you mean to me lol, but did ya know they considered jake for tobey's part in spiderman 2? oh and i read somewhere that jake's said he's had homosexual crushes ;-) -Leah
from icreateme :
in my thoughts i found a note and it was to you so i thought i'd leave it me
from gay :
meh. i am all right with goldfrapp being commercialized. i just wish the commercials were not so dorky... the diet coke one is dorky. bunch of dudes falling into a pool after seeing a chick. blah -- new modest is da bomb yo.
from poetatheart8 :
Hey! whats up? I havent seen you in forever, you need to come and visit everyone over here! I miss you tons and hope to hear from you very soon! love always, Kami =-)
from m-t :
jeff i miss you!!! just remember leah loves you! :-D
from pnkhoneybear :
just wanted to say hey :) hope you're doing great (love ya-*ria)
from bloodyvisage :
yep. all the cute ones are gay. alas, i still have my wonderfully funny ellen d. and of course, sophie dahl (hot hot hot). sticks out tongue..oh wait...u dont care :) ...or do you?
from rogue- :
I love you. :D
from tom-seb-jak :
Dont worry tooo much about your dad.. he will come around to ur gay*ness like my mum did and if not "screw him"... we can run off to mexico together and live in a cottage in the woods... i still dont know what country your in!!!
from sea-secret :
Hey. I agree completely, if we could all go back and analyze or just remember our dreams, we’d always know what was coming. I hope you’re not grounded, but. Seems hopeless. Grade checks are horrible... my school is planning to start posting our grades for every test/ assignment online, so parents can check up anytime. SCARY. cheers.
from tom-seb-jak :
I was just reading your diary... i hope im not one of those depressed people you were talking about in your diary im usually **up beat** but like you said just going through a bit of a rough patch, it was more of a rough day... and again UPDATE-UPDATE-UPDATE or at least come on msn!!! I have added you!!! What country do you live in by the way???......Love tsj
from tom-seb-jak :
hey tiger ;) im 15 and gay-ish aswel, how old are you??? You better update your diary skanks cause i only just found it and its cool*ness.... *hugs* and *hugs*... lov tom-seb-jak
from luna-sp :
Hey hey my gay lover!! ;) Thanks bunches for helping me set up my diary! I just thought I'd say hi. I updated my diary, go read it. lol. Goodbye love!
from three-libras :
you rock my house. hope it's o.k. to read you!
from gay :
me thinks that train is the best dance song ever put out. hello.
from theweirdgirl :
Hey! Just saying that I'm still reading, and I really like the new layout. Goldfrapp, right? Reminds me of the video for "Strict Machine" a lot. Being a little kid again would be wonderful, I think. Nobody ever appreciates just how good those times were until they're gone, and by then it's too late. Well, take care. I hope that things get better. Bye xxx
from wovoka :
the better of two evils is more evil.....' more evil will lead to freedom....and freedom will lead to more evil....'circle of life'
from wovoka :
bi-he-straight-curved-square-..... its still a lonesome game ...
from wovoka :
e4body dies alone....its true... every tear is a lonesome tear... just saying hello...
from smithee :
Hey dude. Well I guess I am bi because I am fucking around with a guy and I have never really had a "girlfriend". Well I thought it was but she just ended up not being that "way", Or that is what she said. Yeah it kind of hurt, but I am a big girl and I am ok. Yeah ok I am going to ask again how do I get you on my favs? I swear i am not an idiot. But I need the html page. I am still kind of computer ill so I don't know what that is. I even looked up on the help but it did not help so go figure. I read your "night out" it was really cool. Peace.
from smithee :
Hey how are you? You are a gemini. I am too. Are you really 15. The stuff you wright about seems older. But what the hell do I know. I guess it just struck me as weird because my brother is 15 and he is a dork. I love him and everything but you know what I mean. And what you said about being out of the closet, yeah my Mom dose not know, but I am pretty sure my dad does. And most of my friends know. (real friends) any way tell me how to put you as a fav. Like what is your http thingy?
from smithee :
Hey whats up? I thought your profile was cool. I am 20. What got my attetion was that you like portishead. OMG I love Portishead, and I have never met anyone who has. I also love korn I have seen them in concert 3 times. And I don't know how old you are but you say you are Bi. Well that is cool because I have known since I was really young that I was too. But I guess you can say I have just in the past year came out of the closet. More power to you.
from theweirdgirl :
Hey, like your diary's new look. 'Tis groovy. By coincidence, my diary's got a new look too, actually. I never knew that Donnie Darko was such a good and inspiring film. It seems to have influenced you quite a bit. Man, Jake Gyllenhall is hot! Anyway byee!
from soulontap :
haha i'm just bustin your balls and being self righteous don't sweat it.
from soulontap :
Being someone who is different like yourself you would think you'd be able to recognize other peoples differences and accept them. It almost seems as if you look down upon people who are disfigured or obese or stick thin. Whats not normal is to have everybody be normal.
from wishaword :
Welcome to the Rooney diaryring! I love the layout, Donnie Darko rocks!
from me-me-meee :
You're quite welcome! I like my layout too. My best friend made it.. well, adapted it for me so it's special. I'm thinking about a change eventually though. I'm in a html mood.
from pnkhoneybear :
cool layout and all...you seem um...cool..yes, that's the word i was looking for......
from theweirdgirl :
Hey! You're not ugly! Ha, you should see my friend's boyfriend... If you are feeling down bout it, go visit www.mingers.com because that should cheer ya right up, though it's quite an evil site. It's weird that mainly girls are responding to your profile thing, but life is strange. Hope Donnie Darko was good. I haven't seen it because I know I would be a gibbering emotional wreck afterwards. Ah, Brad Pitt... Byee!
from iluvtunes :
Well what about Tomahawk?
from iluvtunes :
Since you like Portishead you should try Lamb. And since you like Stephen King you should try Clive Barker (start with The Damnation Game or the Books of Blood)and since you like KoRn, you MUST try two of Mike Pattons' bands; Tomahawk and Fantomas! Amazing stuff!! XO......Christina
from henkilo421 :
i didn't really get that "i'm-ugly" stuff over there. you must be kidding right? if you're ugly, i don't really know what to call the rest of the world...
from henkilo421 :
yeah. more. i'm an androgynous person, but i never tell people if i'm a guy or a girl.. i find it very amusing when they make their opinions about what i really am. hehe.
from henkilo421 :
oh you like those bands? that's great. actually, i don't really know how this can be true. i mean, if i knew someone like you in 'real life' i'd probably wanna be his best friend. or more.. hehe.
from skierchic30 :
hey, just wanted to say i stopped by and i loved your diary. rock on, dj
from henkilo421 :
thanks to you too, for the note i mean. my diary is in finnish, although i've been thinking about starting a new diary in english, so others could read it, too. might be a good idea. just said in my profile that you are a lovely bisexual boy who has seen something very wonderful. heh. that's my view.
from henkilo421 :
everybody talks about mental illness i see. i think (not that it's any of my business) Lou actually excists. people don't make those things up, they just see what somebody else cannot. anyway, about that hair thing of yours. i think that's everybodys own problem how they look like. if my parents tell me to brush my hair or something (haven't done that since last summer), i just tell them to screw themselves and mind teir own fucking business.
from theweirdgirl :
I don't know whether you have schizophrenia or not, but the appearance of Lou could be described as a hallucination communicating with you, and that's a symptom of it. It is a disease of the brain. Other symptoms include not being able or willing to communicate with others around you, which leads to alienation and apathy, delusions and paranoia. Don't take my word for it though, this is just one possible explanation. If you want you could look more stuff up about it, or go see a doctor. Thanks for your suggestions, I just might try tying my foot to the bed, heh heh. As ever your diary is great. Byee!
from henkilo421 :
now that i think of that, i think Lou is Mr No-No Man.
from henkilo421 :
just thought i'd do something nice before going to bed and started to read that entry about Lou. scary as hell, but i just couldn't keep myself from reading it. you know, he actually sounds like a cool guy, probably because he reminds me of this crazy dude that sometimes appears in my life.
from theweirdgirl :
Whoa.... I can't even get my head around that. Reminds me a bit of stories of people having guardian angels. Disturbing stuff. I think when people have voices in their heads telling them things, it's a recognised symptom of schizophrenia. Not saying you have it though. Keep safe. Byee!
from indie-snob :
Hello there! I just added a review for two Modest Mouse shows I saw last week and thought maybe you'd be interested. I have a bunch of other concert and album reviews here too. Check it out, thanks!
from februarykiss :
well, i guess with me, i just took a look at my buddy list and picked some totally obscure person and then go to their favorites and click a random one, and so on until you get to a buddy list of someone who is also on your buddy list, thus connecting the first person and that other person. in theory, it should only take 6 tries. it's a good way to waste time.
from februarykiss :
haha as i read further and further into your diary, i find more and more to comment on. hair. ok, so i say that there should be a mutual understanding between people. like if a guy expects a girl to shave her legs and armpits or even her pubes, then shouldn't the guy do the same for her if requested? heh. personally i dig hair (to a certain degree), but i hate double standards.
from februarykiss :
i really identified with your most recent hate entry about liars. i was actually talking to my mom about this the other day, about how i'm always lying to cover up other lies and how i lie about what i'm doing just cause i don't want to tell the truth. she said she understands because it's easier to ask forgivness than to ask for permission. but that doesn't justify lies.
from theweirdgirl :
Me likes your diary. No reason for it, I just like it because I like it. Hmm. I agree that arm shaving is not nice. Chest shaving gets a thumbs up. Leg shaving gets a thumbs down as well, in my opinion. I know this guy who's a professional cycler and he shaves his legs, and it ain't pretty. You asked for my opinion, and I'm afraid you got it. Oh, I might add you to my favourites if I figure out how to work the thing. Byeee.
from anarchki :
hey remember me. about the shaving thing...i do it. yep that's right! i'm a guy who shaves his chest,under arms, and when i feel like it my pubes. My girlfriend at the time loved it....i think she didn't want any hair getting in the way whilst taking part in the great act of love making. lol. take care dude ;)
from darksidame :
hey I read the thing that you put asking if girls liked it when guys shaved their bodies...personally I don't mind when guys shave anything (legs, armpits, chest, etc.) I like "hairless" guys better I guess although I think that anyone shaving their arms is a little weird...well I just thought I'd leave you a note on that subject...btw if you ever want to read my diary the username is johnny and the password is depp...he's hot too you might want to add him to your hot guys list or w/e it is ;-)
from breakthedark :
Thanks for the note and compliment hiv, very appreciated :)
from play-gurl :
hey i like your diary. its cool.
from mojo1915 :
Hello! I hope you have a wonderful day. ;)
from otepstardust :
hello hiv, OTEP is my favorite band:) it would be nice to get to know you alittle better... interacting with other fans is really cool. are you involved in the OTEP community? Like the Message Board, The Sanctuary, or the Poet Tree? if you are.. what is your SN? if you aren't... lets get you involved! meeting other fans is really fun.. you are updated more often with the band.. and the band members like Otep, Evil J, and Rob tend to post and chat often. Drop me a note or email me.. im sure it would be nice to get to know you:) Renee
from anarchki :
shit dude me again. just read ya entry bout your girl.... hope ur ok. sorry im not stalking ya, just like ya writtings, added u as a budd.
from shroomiez :
HEEEYY STEVE! .... I mean jeff. Whats up? Eh... bye (lol)
from anarchki :
nice diary. keep it up. ;)
from poetatheart8 :
hey sup?its kami, since you signed my guesbook thing, i decided to leave a lil message for you.....did you get my email? well, if you didnt then check your email...g2g talk to you tomorroe! -Kami:)

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