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Ill add you too! Yeah, I dont think we were properly introduced, but Im sure we will run into eachother again one of these days, I hear you are going to uvsc too?

from just-onebody :

ERIC PAUL!!! YOU PROPOSED TO HER! I'm so happy you took that step. I'M SO HAPPY!! Beloved of God, I hope you have no regrets.

from just-onebody :

Cannot wait for the poem :) Only half kidding, maybe you should name it 'Lovely Labor' as a testimony to how much time and care you put in on it.

from just-onebody :

I think I know who the girl is :) (And It's not me, hohoho.)

from resrap :

And good guys don't finish last.

from resrap :

Re: Ambition. Yeah...I totally agree. I think I asked you that once online and you answered on those lines. I'm sure someone, someday will definitely feel that way for you :) Let patience have its perfect work. Maybe also that lady has fallen for you but is too shy to make the first move, you know? It's definitely like that with me, now. This guy, it's just that the way he IS, I just melt everytime I am around him. But I'm keeping it to myself. He'll probably never know anytime soon.

from resrap :

Why thank-you friend. What can I say? Your diary interests me.

from resrap :

Hey I listened to that clip! Since I'm not musically educated, I'm not going to talk about it in terms of tempo, rhythm or things that make grandparents sweat. What I can do though is talk about it in terms of pop culture - the voice atmosphere is something like Evanescene and the idleness of the music and the unexpectedness of the vocals into the song is like a Tori Amos. It's very ethereal.

from just-onebody :

You aarived in the morning? And she rode a black goat? A date in the morning? Is this true story metaphorical?

from lordrutwen :

sorry about bob. he was real cute and real hyper when i saw him last.

from lordrutwen :

test 1,2

from just-onebody :

I'm so sorry...It's okay to miss Bob but remember to take care of yourself too, alright? My favorite cat died when he was six or seven. It was painful for him because he has a stone in his bladder. He dided naturally but it was better to see him go than suffer. Being physically there with our pets are fun (and sometimes don't mean a thing to us) but memories of them are better kept treasures.

from childeharold :

Hey lucian. the greeks are totally rad. i also want to read everything thats greek and be totally greek myself except for the part that includes having sex with underage boys. as for the guys that are writing relevant things, i am one of the few.

from just-onebody :

This is a sweet thing you're doing for Bob. Yes I've prayed for him. Prayer works. Who would have known someone across the world entered my nick in a prayer roll..?

from just-onebody :

Oh, I mean any form you choose to present it.

from just-onebody :

WHOA.

from just-onebody :

I think I can manage a critique, but better still, a response. I'm sure I'd like your poems in their original forms. The writer behind the writings make the writings more enjoyable.

from just-onebody :

Didn't get any emails. Am I supposed to panic...?? (Hey the package is done but I'll send it around x'mas, to see whether I will want to include anything else, I can't stop myself to send it offity off.) Ok, I won't criticize your lame poems no more, they have to do the namesake justice, right? Will also not get "religious" on the notes, in fact, I'll make my notes lame too. We'll see how they go :)

from just-onebody :

Also thanks for your note :) Thank you!

from just-onebody :

..to say what you typed :)

from just-onebody :

I really appreciate those Ensign articles. And that's humble of you.

from jaridlion :

Sir, thank you for the very kind phone message. I am sorry that I haven't called you back. So busy with school right now, but let's talk soon!

from just-onebody :

Done. The more the merrier!

from whitepants :

Just kidding, I figured it out!

from whitepants :

I don't know how to delete notes!!!

from just-onebody :

As promised, it was pulled down in a blink of an eye. It doesn't aid anonymity, you know?

from just-onebody :

Please stop doing the strange flip-flops in my stomach with that nose.

from just-onebody :

No, thank you.

from childeharold :

lets hang out every day of the week.

from childeharold :

the bros said you came by while i was asleep but they were afraid to open the door. you don't know the secret knock.

from just-onebody :

Maybe they promised to hook up when they're older (or he's older) and never got around to it.

from childeharold :

Thanks for the note and the prayers. I didn't pay my phone bill so it is temporarily off. I will get it up and running. we should do something over the break.

from just-onebody :

Found this title and subtext at MSN's frontpage: The Age of the Megachurch - The Rise of the Mormon Church. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/9630255/site/newsweek/ Thought you'd like to view it.

from just-onebody :

Ahh..the fog clears. I don't know about him being a keeper - nothing has transpired so far other than those kind of moments between us. This is exactly the reason why girls pray so much - we're desparate but we don't show it!

from just-onebody :

How come your tinyurl.com/4u305 link is not working?

from just-onebody :

Ok then, I'll send it off tomorrow so you'll receive it in...a week's time? Or less than 14 days' time. I'll also gladly receive anything you want to send me when you feel like sending it.

from just-onebody :

So? Now...or Xmas?

from just-onebody :

Hey you, I emailed you but it failed to deliver. So I'm taking the short-cut and saying it to you right here: I've prepared your Xmas gift in advance, it's something I got made and it's personalized, and I cannot wait till Xmas to send it to you because it arrived early. Hah!

from whitepants :

I'm really flattered. I was just making a bunch of rhymes...it's a game I play with myself. "Write a poem in under two minutes." When I read it afterward, I thought I had done alright.

from just-onebody :

You can! Just don't connect me to the other diary...

from just-onebody :

And I notice you read it last year.

from just-onebody :

Hey you read Ant and Cleo! I didn't notice how biblical most of Shakespeare's metaphors are. I've been wanting to read C. S. Lewis's Mere Christianity ever since I read Philip Yancey's The Jesus I Never Knew.

from just-onebody :

Thank-you.

from just-onebody :

Haha tx! You should have seen the 16-pic entry I made after that entry detailing my scarier poses. I chickened out and deleted it!

from jaridlion :

Sweet wheels man. I am currently car hunting. Need a safe car with lots of room. It's interesting keeping the commission hungry wolves at bay.

from just-onebody :

The People's Car...a hippie van should be prettier than that. How come snail? It's slow or is it because it packs a home at the back?

from jaridlion :

Why thank you sir! I am looking forward to the pictures. I'll send some of the house.

from just-onebody :

Cool pics, and awesome skyline!

from chagrine :

from resrap :

Woohoo Shakespearan scholar.

from jaridlion :

There is something fun to tell-- do call... (NYC ETD- 4 days, 6 hours, 23 min, 45 sec)

from just-onebody :

I think someone need to start selling lucian patches. I'm cold from turkeying. PLEASE return the warmth to my life. I can't last 1054 days..

from jaridlion :

I quite like that one too. I saw a little while back, the new movie version with Al Pacino. It was rather good. I wouldn't say, "brilliant!" but quite good all in all. I think there were some unecessary racey bits in it-- I don't remember exactly. I hate it when they do that with Shakespeare. "Let's toss in some crass background, just to show that were arty!" It's just so... indulgent. It makes me puke.

from jaridlion :

Ha, you read something new and updated your diary on the 13th. I'm 88 days and counting with no new entry. I don't know what the point of this note is, other than to say hello. Hello.

from resrap :

how come u never write anymore?

from resrap :

HAH! Nice comeback. I was a little shocked that you actually whined in your paper, but knowing your personality, it is kind of cute.

from resrap :

Re: Crazy. Eric, was that your stem-cell paper or was that your steam-cell paper? Remark: "Dear undergraduate, please do not whine in your thesis."

from whitepants :

Eric--thank you. You can e-mail me, if you like at [email protected]. I have actually wanted for a long time to write you a note thanking you for your kind response for my...er, last plea for help, I suppose you could call it. I sort of wanted to pretend I hadn't written such an exposed entry though, but I guess I can pony up to it now.

from resrap :

Weirdo. I studied biology for the 0-Levels, didn't like it very much but got A1 nonetheless. I think I'm on the verge of defying biology. I don't know how exactly, but one day I'll tell my story. I also want to defy physics while I'm at it. I want to walk on water.

from resrap :

What's 'petromyzon lucianus'?

from resrap :

Nah, the genes are not bad at all, except I was too lazy to update more than those few words. People at work ask me to speak Hindi or Tamil but I know neither cos I speak Malay. Plus I live with my Mom who's Malay, not with my father.

from resrap :

Re: "Doing nothing more than maintaining its present condition, eating, sleeping, keeping to a routine. And hoping for a miracle to wander past in the form of a mate." We are all like that spider in more ways than we know.

from resrap :

Re: Charles Krauthammer and the Cerberus Gene, a Fragment. A masterpiece. Too hilarious. So you.

from resrap :

There was an earthquake in Tibet on Thursday. Like all these earthquakes are now hitting places we've never heard of before.

from resrap :

Haha. Right. If you die tomorrow it IS the end of your world. I never really think of death now, because the HB promises that "with long life I will satisfy you". Hmmm..you know, there was this interesting sms Maria sent me a month ago that went: "If you know you have 30 seconds left in this world, what would you say to me, right now?" I told her I loved her very much, and that we'd see each other in heaven, and I'd reserve the harp for her because she wants to play that in heaven. It was an interesting question.

from resrap :

Hey you. I was reading the end times entry again and I thought, maybe the end time is very near. Divers earthquakes and all that. Humpf.

from resrap :

Yup, I forgot to say that I'm alright. Thanks for your concern. It's touching. (Hee).

from resrap :

We felt the earthquake here in Singapore. Buildings shook and furniture shifted and all that. But it went on for only about 30 seconds. How do I know so much since I slept through it all? From the news on television in our buses. I go to work tuned in to bad news 5 days a week. And my home is on reclaimed land by the east coast. If a tidal wave were to hit Singapore, my home will be... "on the frontline". I pray that it'll never happen to Singapore, or anywhere else, ever again.

from jaridlion :

Spider=good,smile,nod. Love, the spider man (who is having me for diner tonight)

from resrap :

Yes I did write an entry. I was trying to insert a Tarkan video but it failed cos it was a sound file, and the other video link I had didn't work out. I even serched for a translation to the song (Verme) but then my paragraphs were all jumbled up. So I decided to quit because it was three in the morning, and I read the B instead, John 6 onwards.

from childeharold :

thanks eric, that's quite a compliment to be compared to tom waits. i don't know if that 10 bucks was mine or not so you better hold on to it.

from yourface715 :

thank you for the advice. i am attempting to do that, and am going to try and buy the cds i've burned for myself as i get money to do so. i guess i just feel badly for cds that i've copied for other people because i can't even remember all of those or ask those individuals to throw them out. what do you feel about mixtapes/cds?

from resrap :

Insomniac, insomniac, let down your brain. You sounded high in that note, but you proved my point nonetheless, which was: insomniac=genius. I never looked at my desk that way before, and since you mentioned it, I think they kinda look that way in the biblical sense. Haha so funny! Partially reformed eh? We'll see 'bout that. I think I can dim the brimstones with my Mom's masking tape. If I can find it. But Lucian you come up with the strangest things when you sleep late. It's very exciting/funny/scary/amazing. Verily I say to you, stop breaking your curfew. Unless you're chatting with me of course. Boi boi take care of yourself.

from resrap :

ERIC??!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING PAST YOUR BEDTIME?

from paperfriend :

thank you for the magic info. i still like magic. but have burnt out for about a month and one half. when i become interested again i will go to the shop!

from resrap :

HAHAHA!

from resrap :

I wrote that entry because I couldn't sleep...really. Jaridlion's irritable bowel is rubbing off on me, and now your insomnia. Prayed and prayed that I could sleep. Read the English phamplet you sent, read the B, listened to Taufik, wrote that entry. Eric, you're a terrible influence. Now I symphatise with you. (PS, I wrote that entry in a fit, chaste became chase, and I got worried suddenly at work if you'd mind. Thank God you're still speaking to me. I felt like a genius. Do insomniacs often feel that way too? Lack of sleep is a high by itself. Unpleasurable but still a high.) God Bless you my friend.

from jaridlion :

Yes, just joking about the Crohn's. I have yet to be officialy diagnosed with anything. Time to spell check that entry. I wrote it at work. I had to laugh at minuties.

from resrap :

Oh, that entry felt upside down because you bought the Quran. Lemme explain better in an email.

from resrap :

Haha, that's the spirit! Never give up. The agressive self-projection of personal image is the most attractive thing to girls who don't know what they want. (I'm laughing right now)

from childeharold :

that is uncanny. i have also been listening to npr and feeling the same way. by the way, i called you tonight but all i got was your message service.

from resrap :

Thanks, Lucian! I hope the package really doesn't burst. Will return the favour though thinking about what to include. Am going to ask SingPost what I can and cannot include inside.

from resrap :

I still can't believe you bought it. A part of me wanted you not to keep that promise. Maybe I'm being perverted and trying to find faults in you. I don't know...anything...anymore. (slumps head on table) That entry feels strange and upside down and.

from resrap :

Forgive me. I was laughing hysterically thinking about you listening to Low. Heard some today on Media Player, they're very good. I can see where Insomnis gets its influence.

from resrap :

I didn't actually intend for the pic to be that big, I've saved it like that and was too dumb to fix it. Seems narcissistic, but I'm too boh-chap (can't care less) to care. I hated the rice flour pic, but I posted it determined to show off the beauty as well as the beast in me.

from resrap :

Haha yea. I'll send you more quizzes if you don't mind. HEEZ.

from resrap :

The dream is freaking hilarious (I'm not swearing)!

from resrap :

Then the dream is very life-like, because your eyes are coloured so. Maybe redder. You just have a way with computers - you know how to get stuff from it and make it do stuff for you. I'm always waiting for what else you come up with - I'm not kidding. Will be writing you an email. Subject - dream. PS Your entry about your dream was typically Lucian1054.

from resrap :

Those articles helped...this expecially strike a chord with me: "A tranquil conscience invites freedom from anguish, sorrow, guilt, shame, and SELF-CONDEMNTION." True. And I can't thank you enough.

from resrap :

Bahasa Malaysia, or Malay for short. I used to be very good at it -it was my best subject in school. Alas, now, my reading habits have changed. Why, Lucian?

from resrap :

You said in one of your earlier entries, titled 'Thank-you', that you were filled with a strange and unexpected peace. When was that?

from resrap :

So ok, 2 the morning/midnight plan. So pleased to be chatting to you, for once! Instead of having 2nd hand conversations through notes and entries.

from resrap :

Actually I was the one doing the wrong maths on the time. I acually realised my mistake on Sun 3pm my time and by then I knew I've missed you. Then again, saw your invite on my msN. Tell you what, we'll see each other when we log on (msn already took care of that). If not, I'm always free weekdays 1-2pm my time. Lunch can be done in front of the monitor.

from resrap :

My dreams are coming true - having an internet pal who is not only stimulatingly intelligent, but also groupie-worthy gorgeous. Please don't get frightened by that scraping sound in the background: it's only me (grunting) from the effort of pulling a pedestal. Thanks again for making my dreams a reality.

from resrap :

LUCIAN YOU ARE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from resrap :

Oh no I have work tomorrow around that time- working the grind, 8 to 5. We'll chat over the weekends.

from resrap :

sorry for the spelling and grammar mistakes. hmm..look up Penang under Malaysia.

from resrap :

Oh my Gosh the tsunami is relentless...and tx Lucian for for care, but fortunately, here in Singapore, we didn't feel a thing except tremors. M'sia is also not that affected. And fortunately, the lines are still sturdy and connection is not spotty at all. You should come to S'pore. You seem to be unabashedly misguided about our 'lil island. But tx ok? for your concern, it's very touching. So did you donate to ebay for tsunami victims? Heard they raised 2m in a day.

from resrap :

*Tapeworm.

from resrap :

It's this Magnetic Therapy thg..it's big in Japan and Germany. Haha Lucian!!!? Tapework?? Yucks ok?

from resrap :

Haha, personification.

from resrap :

You can get good d�Artagnan action in Man In The Iron Mask.

from resrap :

I'll go to heaven for that? (laughs)

from resrap :

Then I will have to say that more than half of your entries are my favourite, so I can't judiciously list some down without offending the others.

from kellipotamus :

Its understandable. Can you do me a favor and erase the note where I gave you the password? I would very much appreciate it. Still A Fan (even if you are prudish :P), Kelly

from kellipotamus :

not to worry, I understand that there are alot of people that have a healthy relationship with the internet, rather than being addicted ot it such as I am. :)

from resrap :

I'm disappointed that the Player didn't make you laugh. He's my favourite fictional character to date. Absolute favourite. 'Nur Liyanah' is my name, 'bte' means daughter of, the same as 'bin' for guys (I'm not going to name drop our infamous friend here), and 'Ali Mohd' is my father's name. 'Nur' actually means light in the Quran, and 'Liyanah' means absolutely nothing. People call me by the latter.

from kellipotamus :

did ya get a password?

from resrap :

Hey if you have the time please read catfish19's latest entry on President Bush. Then tell me what you think.

from resrap :

Maroon 5? Well, just by the way you write, the person I imagine typing that entry, and those wonky names you gave your (2 man?) band. And your pursuit for that girl you want to talk to but always get too tongue tied. Nothing particular.

from resrap :

I'll stop when you stop writing beautiful entries.

from kellipotamus :

I can send a password if you would like, just give me an e-mail address

from kellipotamus :

clicked on "Member's Area" and you were one of the recently added entries. Do you mind if I add you to my favorite diaries?

from resrap :

Whoa. The newest entry is one magnificent, coherent introspection. I was quite unaware of the 3 transitions.

from resrap :

I've never told you this, but I sort of expected Insomnis to sound like Maroon 5.

from kellipotamus :

I enjoyed your entry thoroughly, thank you

from resrap :

So lucian, are u for bush or are u for kerry? Is it true that American voters don't focus on the presidential election until after the baseball World Series?

from yourface715 :

i do not know which francis bacon that quotation came from; i think i found the quotation in a csikszentmihalyi book and don't recall if he even cited which bacon it was.

from yourface715 :

i am not adelie, but my name, like hers, is also kari. i am friends with that kari. i agree that she is a very good writer and has many interesting thoughts. i am lucky to be her friend.

from yourface715 :

for some reason i always imagine that it would be hard to love writing so much and simultaneously love to edit because editing seems, in part, like destroying the written word. but you are right; editing doesn't destroy, it perfects. but it still seems like a quandry to me somehow, even though i know it makes sense because i like writing and editing as well. i'm not as much in love with the grammar aspects of it; i just like that, for instance, it's so incredibly painful and yet so rewarding to edit something awful in order to make it cohesive. anyway, good luck with your copyediting dreams.

from whitepants :

It is such a good movie. It makes me want to watch lots of movies, in the hopes that they will all turn out to be surprisingly awesome.

from whitepants :

Oh! You are right--it is Glenn Gould. Well, that makes it a lot less mysterious but I still like it. I am glad someone is really humming along.

from resrap :

I'll check them out, and thanks :) The links are idiot-proof, I'm almost ashamed. And wish me luck fo my General Paper prelims tomorrow, will you?

from resrap :

Horseleach's smthg like "Piggy" by Nine Inch Nails...PBM's industrial intersections sound quite unsettling.

from resrap :

Re: Pic Links. I can't open them myself now. My trial account at a pic hoster has ended, swallowing up all my pics.

from resrap :

Yep. I'm quite right. Can't seem to open those trippy music files..please enlighten.

from resrap :

HAHA the wiser choice. Smart man. Me? I just have a smart alter-ego.

from resrap :

Yup. That good.

from resrap :

'Cold Things' sent goosebumps up and down my arms. Really.

from resrap :

There's a blog-hunting craze in my school. Apparently people who know my name or nick can just type it out on google and get linked to my diary. Plus, some of my friends on my blogger links linked me using my real name. So.

from resrap :

the romeo entry is genius, backwards and forward.

from resrap :

*unsettled

from resrap :

I think I'm thinking in the line of uncomfortable comfort (Good one!). Yup, maybe CD's function is to present caricatures and hope that we learn from them. But I don't have faith in his faith. I think I'll sooner follow them then be the opposite. He just doesn't do much in helping us along in our social interactions. Then again, these shouldn't be taught in a book. Yet I have this nagging feeling that if I continue to depend on CD types of books it'll be detrimental to me in the long run. Like I'll be psyched a certain way, and not fully aware of it. Chris Bohjalain's characters are total opposites of CD's. I read Water Witches and I remember that something the wife said upsettled me because it was not as consistent as other books taught me to expect. I have tremendous respect for the author because it's very easy to do caricatures, but not easy to do 3D individuals. CD's books should be classics but in the likes of the Grimm Brother's fairy-tales. They are similar, aren't they?

from resrap :

Do you think that it has something to do with us loving our faults? If I write a fiction book, I think I will already have a favourite character in mind.

from resrap :

Something else that I remembered. A guy who taught us to write literary criticisms explained that most english students read the characters like they are real people, when we should treat the characters as presentations by the authors. Only then can we say that we hate a certain aspect of a book, because when we regard characters as real people, we tend to love them all. And that the authors can never be totally free from bias towards certain characters.

from resrap :

What got me thinking about CD was my Mom. I was mad at her for something, and I expected her to behac=ve in a certain way when she surprised me with something completely out of character. Maybe it's consistent but she displayed it in negligable traces previously. Anyhow, I was thinking that I underestimated her failed to accept her as a 3D individual with a 3D bag of moods and egos. She used an ego I had never seen before. Anyhow, for the 2nd time, I realised tt my main source of frustration with her is that I expected her to react consistently, and when she change I get upset but failed to pinpoint the source of it. In a way I expect others to be consistent, in my own limited way of thinking, yet, I feel like I have the freedom to change and evolve and my change has to be accepted no matter what because it's real. So I read somewhere that a guy didn't like CD and I was beginning to get interested again in CD, so I thought along that lines. So if most authors have limited characters like u proposed, then maybe that's part of my problem.

from resrap :

And yea, I rule your notes.

from resrap :

My point is, CD makes us have unrealistic expactations of people. Especially if one is breast-fed on CD. He can really disillusion you just by treating his characters as merely that -- characters on a page in a book with a bind.

from resrap :

Remember Pip's uncle? At first I thought he's the best character in the whole novel because of his exceeding benevolence. Then I read GE as an adult and I feel like slapping him ard quite a bit or shake him awake, alive, whatever. He is just not making sense.

from resrap :

Re: The Re in that previous note. It struck me so much because it reminded me precisely of Charles Dickens. But I wouldn't advise you to read too much Dickens -- his characters are downright scary and unreliable as human beings. If you really take a step back and look at his works in a literary criticizing way. E.M. Forster advanced a useful distinction btw characters tt develop and those that do not. He called the latter flat characters. They are merely an effect of repetition and never changes. CD's novels are populated by dozens of these characters, like Uriah Heep's perpetual reminder tt he is 'humble' in David C. A round character on e other hand develops or changes in the course of the novel. Hmmm...and he loved to portray children as the perfect, innocent waifs whose sole purpose is to get exploited and corrupted by others.

from resrap :

"I do remember that whenever it changed, especially the first time, it was as if something had gone slightly wrong in the world." You're just very adept at making me smile all the time. And the whole entry is just wonderful, something out of Chicken Soup for the Soul. I don't want to put you on any pedestals but I have to. If you can learn to speak what you write, you can charm the pants off anyone, especially that lady friend you mentioned.

from resrap :

Re: Eric. Hey haven't heard from you in quite a while and I'm beginning to miss it. Which is good because you're actually out there enjoying life. I just told Catfish that when I'm employed and able to provide, I'm going to travel and meet you, Infinityfye and Catfish and have a merry diaryland reunion! And TV is actually a waste of time and a good procrastinating source. And the Internet. Is it fickle to have so much bad things to say about things I derive the most pleasure from? Rhetorical so you wouldn't need to answer it. All the best in your current endeavors.

from resrap :

Wow, that IS bad luck. LP wanted to call themselves Hybrid Theory at 1st. Finding a band name is as hard as finding a hotmail add. There should be millions of bands out there!

from resrap :

Yes it could. (laughs) By the way I thought it was near impossible for someone like her to live. And I still don't know how she do it. Even though I'm told exactly how. And what is the name of your band?

from childeharold :

i don't know what you are talking about you punk.

from resrap :

I used to love read this Helen Keller book which was an autobiography printed in readable comic style with speech bubbles and all. I can never forget how the illustrator drew her young face as she maliciously cut a friend's pigtails.

from virtu :

I think we're talking about different things.

from virtu :

yes, but you forget that people can still have people as priority without execution. Just because i don't call a person doesn't mean they leave my mind. They don't. I'm just afraid. They are a priority; that is why my circumstance of fear is miserable...I become alienatied from those I feel for. You say one has to act, but you can't force your way into being a part of anything no matter how much you act. Whether true or not I feel I cannot force my way into life. Maybe I should have said, how do we become a part of it purely and organically--without manipulation. If you force your way into something you are not a part, but a visiting stranger.

from childeharold :

i hope my russian girlfriend isn't a phony. i've actually had a couple of russian internet girlfriends. i always piss em off though. i always say mean things like "pashole tie na khwee" or "otyabice ot menya". i'm not very good with russian women.

from osirisbed :

not familiar with the lyrics... if they are lyrics. but i am, indeed, going to graceland. will be in memphis shortly. and, and, if i may say, keep the personal entries coming.

from resrap :

Re:sowing. Yet you've done it again. You've got me thinking about issues that I most likely wouldn't. I thought the one-room scene was going to be something out of the theatre of the absurd. But I was wrong. It's more like a telemovie.

from resrap :

Re:sowing. So I was thinking, the title could have been "I love you". A roundabout and implicit declaration of duty should anything happen to the little brother because evidently, he never took "good enough care" of him. The ultimate in an act of love. Not a carte blanche morality.

from resrap :

Re:Sowing. I personally don't think that the brother of the deceased is supposed to marry his sister-in-law. I think it is more like taking care of her as a form of piety and obligation, making sure a death doesn't mean a loose end.

from resrap :

Your girlfriend rocked and I find the cane especially alluring. I think your girlfriend was confident enough to carry it off, but I'm afraid I'll be too dorky with it -- I'll probably won't know where to put it. Unless I figure out some dance moves including the cane. BTW was your girlfriend Britney Spears?

from resrap :

Re: "Being human is overrated". I'm still thinking about it. How true. Resrap? It was coined by my classmate because I could recite Eminem and she can't. Resident Rapper. I also sing Dido. I wonder what she'd call me then.

from resrap :

I guess the extreme negativity in the latest entry is just my way of not feeling too vulnerable. Tx for the note. And I really do think I'm a changed person from last Saturday. I'm kinder even to superior beings. And calling my evil moods "I'm feeling the incredible Hulk" helps. It makes me want to go back to being human as soon as possible.

from resrap :

Re:Tranquillitatis, "hell that this world is going to go through before there is heaven on earth". Isn't it ironic that we used to like earth so much that we don't want to leave, and now that God turned it upside down, we seek Him more and more? Maybe the world is not made up of arbitary randomness - there is a singular path and we're all walking it. Like Ros and Guil where everything's written.

from osirisbed :

Rosencranz and Guildenstern are Dead. Dead. Dead. Hey handsome, I'd love to hear the music... sounds interesting! Been really enjoying the recent entries :)

from resrap :

I read ur latest entry a second time and it jut hit me - it was so funny. Hahaha.

from resrap :

Thanks for the virtual boost. I'll need it and more for my ex..ex..exams. No, I haven't "delve" into other Tom Stoppards but I will as soon as I find the time.

from resrap :

I'll read it anyway if u post it. But if it pleases u to remind me, sure. :)

from resrap :

I was reading Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead and I paused incredulously and wondered... DID LUCIAN WRITE THIS?

from osirisbed :

excellent entry. beautiful, in fact.

from resrap :

re:elephant man. Wow.

from osirisbed :

I am indeed honored, thank you. I hope there are more biograpical entries to come. I am waiting... Is there anything I can post to reciprocate?

from osirisbed :

What DON'T I want to know? There is not much revealed. What can I say, I'm intrigued by your entries... is it bad?

from osirisbed :

think of how happy *i* was when einstruzende neubauten released an album with my name!

from osirisbed :

endanubisKMT actually comprises my name and Anubis, my 'patron' god (if only he would pick up some grad school tuition) but thanks for thinking me more clever than I am. The kmt part I added when I moved to l'Egypte--it's the ancient Egyptian word for Egypt, meaning the black land.

from llamagrrl :

i stumbled across your diary a few days ago. the first thing i saw was deseret news. that's the paper my parents get. i wrote for that paper when i was in high school. hi!

from resrap :

Haha tx 4 linking me. That far? I tot we have abt 6 degrees of seperation btw us?

from resrap :

blog hoppin. Your blog is so enjoyable to read! I'm addicted.

from virtu :

also, did you know "Tired" was the title of my first and only published poem? I hope it is as promising for you as it was for me.

from virtu :

I've been working on ideas for the "Red Peg" for about two years now. I'm expecting to have it done when I'm 40 yrs old. I will give you a copy then.

from jeffpop :

i like the way you write. i like orson scott card too. do you have a favorite orson scott card book?

from paperfriend :

hello. i noticed you wrote about getting depressed in the afternoon. the same thing usually happens to me. though more so in the summer than the winter.

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