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MADI, so we're moving (My mister and I) and we're having a goodbye thing on Thursday... it would be cool to see you, if you get this, particulars: When: Thursday Jul 19, 2007 at 7:00 PM -12:00 Where:: Hop In Brew 213 - 12th Avenue S.W. Calgary, AB Canada Please come!

from how-to-fight :

PS. (Okay, I'll totally stop doing this) [email protected] Even if the photos won't work, I WOULD really like to see you!

from how-to-fight :

Oh my gosh, I'm just looking through your deviant art folder and I forgot how gorgeous your stuff is...

from how-to-fight :

I just had a thought. And you totally don't have to say yes to this... it would be a huge, huge favour. It's also a tight deadline. The thing is, (out with it) I have 3 college auditions upcoming and my old headshot is wretched old, and I've been looking around for a new photographer (obviously not one who'll charge me because I'm dirt poor), to absolutely no avail. Actually, a couple professional erotica photographers who said if I posed nude they'd happily take a couple headshots. I didn't think of you though, and I remember you always took such beautiful photos..... is there any possible way you'd consider it? If anything, I'd love you to do them because your stuff is always inspired rather than stuffy, and headshots ALWAYS look stuffy and forced... I would be forever, forever in your debt. Plus, we could hang out which would be really, really fun. You don't have to feel obligated to say yes, I know it would be a huge favour! And my auditions are at the beginning of March...

from how-to-fight :

Madi! I think of you periodically. Where are you? What things are happening? Etc?

from how-to-fight :

DARLING. I'm honored... hey... I know you said there was something you wanted to talk to me about... email me? I think of you every little while. I always think, "Gee, I wish Madi and I talked more..."

from how-to-fight :

peep peep peep peep?

from bluperspex :

a merry, merry to you - may it be blessed and utterly fabulous!

from how-to-fight :

MADI. I really want to seeeeee you. Are you still in Cochrane?

from bluperspex :

and sometimes... moments are best forgotten...

from bluperspex :

i'm hoping it was not goat cheese... know what i'm saying. that rings of nasty. haha

from shyest :

Hey thanx for the note. Im glad someone besides myself likes to write "dark" nonsense or does yours make sense? Sometimes I enjoy a good laugh with myself since it seems I have the time for it. Its weird but all this emotions and thoughts that I have I really like it. It makes me feel different I suppose or there would be no reason to have a journal hoping someone will read and comment. I did not know we were the only ones with frankfurt on the list I guess people would rather find out who hillary duff is dating than to read the book. Good times. bwt, she is dating Benji from good charlotte.

from bluperspex :

eish. you know, the usual lofty, got my heart ripped out, chewed on, spat out. haha. it's all good. well... i guess i don't really think that, but some days, man, it's hard to find the good ones :)

from bluperspex :

u know. call it a hunch. but i m seriously starting to think that men... are the spawn of the devil :)

from how-to-fight :

You and everyone else who likes industrial cannot dance. Myself included. Stomping's pretty fun, though. Hey, I'm not entirely sure what's going on, only that I'm going before it goes the way of Ballet Mechanique down the shitter... but I'll be in touch, because I want to see you, goshdarnit! Ooh. Excited to hear about fucked up dream.

from how-to-fight :

welcome hoo--ooomeee...

from snow666white :

you are most welcome.

from hamiltonian :

I hope you write often...

from dream-bow :

You are a beautiful writer. Harnass it, make a living off of it, and fuck everyone who pressures you into education. Education is wonderful for those who need inspiration for a future. But you seem to have yours. You owe the world your writing, so I plead you to share your abilities with those surround.

from talk-hard :

madiii! Madi Madi Madi madi MADI. I've spent the last half hour with your archives. What's your schedule like? When can we get together? Eek! It's been entirely TOO GODDAMN LONG. Let me know. xo.

from luciangrey :

Exceptional.

from switchnite :

how are you dear? i miss you entirely. i hope you are well. however, i cannot say the same for myself. i'm attempting to get help. love always <3

from nervously :

Isn't that funny, because I feel the same way when I read your diary! My diary's silly, though. Yours is intense and literary. Therefore, we both have nothing we think is useful to say to one another, but maybe we'd be surprised what would be useful. Wanna get together sometime soon? I do. xo.

from cdghost :

hey i came across your words and enjoyed reading them very much

from switchnite :

hello m'dear. and how are you? [hugs] it's been far too long since we've had a moment and it's making me very sad. see? > "( sad. i hope to god my parents get back the internet or i am going to yell and scream and throw a temper tantrum like a little child. oh, how we never really grow up ") anyhow, i miss you a fare [fair? phair? meh.] bit. hope you're well and happy. keep well and happy...or else grapes! "p [hugs]

from luciangrey :

Mm. Well indeed. A moment of peace. Thank you.

from switchnite :

AH! not grapes! ehh...i wouldn't quite call it well...can barely find the motivation to do anything. blah. omg. i am so sad cause i want to make and send you prettiness but school allows me no free time to do so "`( but yes...i am alive. m hm. hope you're doing good [HUGSES!]

from switchnite :

HUG ATTACK [!] ")

from luciangrey :

Just in a moment of passing, my...quiet hours before the day, the office, I thought I would mark this passing dark with a small note, just to wish you well. Strange or not, you are in my thoughts.

from switchnite :

meow meow meow! omg babe, it's been so long since i've been back! agh. too long. anyhow, i've been too overwhelmed and depressed to write anything good anyways. however, i am working on some special things to send you in the mail ") i hope you're well, and not taking too many drugs or else [holds some grapes] miss you lots! [huggles] <3

from nervously :

That, and I have no idea why Piss Christ is offensive. Yeah, the name isn't too nice, but compartive to the other works of Serrano, Piss Christ is a photo of fucking Micky Mouse playing hopscotch or something. You might like Serrano, actually. He does a series of photos that I'm not so much into called The History of Sex, and he does another series called Blood. At any rate, I like him, I like Piss Christ, and I'm endlessly amused that TWO PEOPLE emailed me about it. It's not THAT offensive!

from nervously :

Madi skrinkle skrodle la do: a. I adore you. b. Dump on me. I have lots of dumping ground as of late. Well, not literally DUMP, but, you know, dump. Seriously. I've recently had the oppportunity to dump on someone and have lots and lots of room.

from switchnite :

meow to you ")

from switchnite :

i have returned! ...well, not really. but, hello nonetheless ") [hugses] how are you? you had better be well or else [shakes fist] ")

from switchnite :

merp! how is you? <3

from switchnite :

thank you sweetie. yeah, we're most likely gonna be fine. i've just reached that stage in the relationship where i realize that he's not mr. perfect-wonderful and i'll jsut have to deal. thanks for your support. it means so much to me. you don't even know [hugs] i'm impatiently awaiting your letter " )

from switchnite :

you deserved a hug more than ever. in fact, every day you deserve one. so here is one for today, and all other days. your pain is deep in my heart and i pray you are safe and warm. clouds cannot stay soft on their own, they need us to inspire them to be. nestle your soul into their comfort, and dream of now, today. do not wish for the future, do not wish for the past. wish for what you have; happiness is wanting what you have, not having what you want. because that's what will make life, in simple beauty, your own [hugs & love]

from luciangrey :

I appreciate the addition.

from switchnite :

i'm so sorry about having to leave. my parent[s?] woke up and they get super mad when i'm up this late, plus on the net, which i'm not supposed to know the password for. agh. i really want to keep talking about what we were. i might get away w/ talking over e-mail. if i don't answer back, assume they've found out and we'll talk asap k? [hugs]

from switchnite :

[HUGS] omg! you will never guess how much that note meant to me the other day. i almost started crying. it meant so much. thank you. and also, the e-mail is sent. i hope all is well <3

from switchnite :

ello [waves]

from switchnite :

heehee. well my friend is taking adam and i up to Barrie for may 24 weekend parties, whatnot "D will be lots of awesome fun. yays! i'm so excited. glad to hear that you're good [hug]

from switchnite :

heya. how's it going? haven't talked to you in a while. hope you're okay [hugs]

from switchnite :

your welcome " ) [hugs]

from switchnite :

ha! parsward! [huggles] thank you, dear. your words are felt with much heaviness: to the fact that you believe everyone is selfish and cares not for others. i care. i care a fucking whole lot about you and fuck anyone who says that me=#1=no one else matters. the ME does matter, but it's awful lonely. lonely and cold. so just remember that there are still people who aren't selfish and they care about you

from switchnite :

omg! sweetie! your diary is locked " ( i am truely heartbroken " ( i hope you're okay [big hugs]

from nervously :

I LIKE YOUR COMPANY MORE THAN I LIKE A MASSIVE TUB OF RICE PUDDING. AND THAT IS SOME SIGNIFICANT AMOUNT OF "LIKE" I'LL TELL YOU THAT! You're lovely. Let's gather soon and burn effidgies of bastard male folk. xo.

from nervously :

No no silly! You didn't hurt me at all. It was a perfectly logical thing to ask. I think it's because I knew it was a body bag but didn't want to believe it. That's all. :) Thanks for the password. It's like I'm a member of this secret exclusive club. xo.

from nervously :

Darling, I see your diary is locked. Without your near-daily excursionly bits of writing and poems and other lovely trinkets of knowledge and such, I feel all empty. The inner warm and squishy feeling depends on whether I read your diary. I guess what I'm trying to say is... might I have the password? xo.

from nervously :

It's certainly not just you! I second it! And-- no problem. I understand (re: Jake).. things will work out--what news on Kenny kicking Jake's arse to the moon? Anyhow, there's a very good chance I can come tomorrow! I'm just working things out. We'll talk very soonish, I should think! xo.

from switchnite :

hey sweetie! hope you're well. just a note to make you smile [hugs] smile! "D

from switchnite :

heya. okay. apparently my msn is broken...yes. boo it. i'll talk to you later i suppose [hugs]

from nervously :

Now I've heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do you? It goes like this The fourth, the fifth The minor fall, the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew her She tied you To a kitchen chair She broke your throne, and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah, You say I took the name in vain I don't even know the name But if I did, well really, what's it to you? There's a blaze of light In every word It doesn't matter which you heard The holy or the broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, I did my best, it wasn't much I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you And even though It all went wrong I'll stand before the Lord of Song With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah.

from switchnite :

yay! i'm glad the weather was nice " ) and you got some nice clouds [teehee] oh yea, isn't that the best song ever? [hehe] well maybe not ever...but " ) anyhow, singing is good for the soul. you had better be packing. there's more people here who want to meet you aswell as myself " ) i'm glad the note put a smile on your face. enjoy your evening [hugs]

from switchnite :

hello dear. how are you? yes, i'm back for today "D i'll be back tonight to check if you left anything new. but yes, still disconnected. boo. i got out and enjoyed the beautiful sun and clouds yesterday. please don't tell me it's snowing there. that would be too sad. i miss you ever so much. be well and know that there is a love between friends that will always be strong no matter who comes and goes in your life. love you [hugs]

from nervously :

I read your message again. It's making me smile.

from nervously :

-Oh, yes, let's... how about Sunday because Sundays are the grimmest of all grim days? I'll be in Cochrane after rehearsal, from 5-8? I'll be at the Boy's and Girl's club... I don't know, we can walk amongst hills and go on a mighty trek, be explorers and four ears old. What say you? Your message was absolutely lovely, it made me smile significantly largely--I'd reply better to it but I..can't. Please, let's go adventuring on Sunday...maybe come across the tree touching man? xo.

from switchnite :

he loves you! he loves you! yays! [hugs] sadly, i have been disconnected from the internet. and as such, will most likely not get to talk to you for quite some time "( but when i get a chance, i'll leave a note. hope all is well. i'm still working on the tattoo " ) have a beautiful cloudy day " ) love yah

from hisendgame :

The note in which you left for me was very sweet and I must say thank you. Be Well.

from nervously :

Of course he does! How could anyone not?

from switchnite :

don't worry about it dear. that's what i assumed happened " ) i am well. and you? we shall talk soon [hugs]

from dream-bow :

*hugs back* You're incredible, honey.

from switchnite :

[smiles]

from switchnite :

sweetie! how are you? yeah so, omg...so much to tell you. obviously, you've read QUITE all of it, as my notes section has become a forum of some kind, but yes. you know from different angles, the story. and as we talked about, i am quite sorry for things i did, but also, am quite shocked at the seemingly "hate" mail i've gotten ALL in this past weekend. as you can see, i've avoided saying anything all together further on the subject. as far as i'm concerned, it was finished quite some time ago. on a much happier note, i cannot believe the things you said. i am so incredibly humbled. the fact that you stood up for me with such passion makes me feel ever so loved. you are a very special one [loves] " ) i feel lucky to call you my very own friend [huggles] thank you a million times over for always being here for me when i need you. i will never ever forget your kindness. as for you, you had better watch out that i just don't grape you for what you've done here. i'm not threatening, but i sure as hell aren't going to make it sound sweet [haha! sweet! oh how drole!] "P anyhow, you had better get on buying yourself some so you'll be prepared whilst i build my very own protective castle. well i'm off to find me some building materials. mwahaha! [HUGS] <3

from switchnite :

omg no! you're not allowed to leave! " ( no more just being time. boo. okay. well if you have to but you had better expect me to miss you. hope you're okay [hugs]

from switchnite :

i am so extremely glad that you're still breathing. i was so incredibly worried, i checked your entry before, but was unable to leave a comment. i am always here for you hun. you know that? please lay down and sleep some and i'll come bring you some grapes and a flower http://home.att.net/~nw/images/sunflower.jpg [hugs]

from talk-hard :

"There was this book I read and loved The story of a ship Who sailed around the world and found That nothing else exists Beyond his own two sails and wooden shell And what is held within All else is sure to pass We clutch and grasp And debate what's truly permanent."

from nervously :

Ohhhhhhh........... xoxoxoxo <3. No words.

from switchnite :

i'm glad to hear you're okay. i hope things are still doing better. thank you for the words of encouragement. i really need lots of support right now. anyhow, think of clouds until next we meet [hugs]

from switchnite :

breathing in and out. smoothening out your lines. he will answer the call. just wait patiently. and close your eyes. listen for the window. but please don't fall fall. for i am trying to holding you up, and keep your feet safe on the ground. wrap up in the sheets and wipe your eyes, you who wears your heart on the sleeve

from switchnite :

sweetie, i feel for you. i know the regret. i know the pain. but he loves you and is just frustrated. i know you are too. but remember that love [there is always love] will hold you up and i am always here for you. if you wish for the clouds, i will come near, and we will dream [hug]

from nervously :

Awwh, darling... I cannot say alot, but I will say... if you'd like to, please come over tonight (Saturday)..it'd be fun. We'll do silly geeky girl things and you can meet Pogo and it'll be great great fun. I can't find your number, it's in my papers and hugely messy...but call/email... if you want to... Hope things improve.

from switchnite :

hey you! how's yah b-day? it had better be awesome cause i wrote a superspecial entry for you [it's one back cause i had to make fun of my ex. haha] anywhooo. take a deep breath, dream of summer and feel older. lol <3

from dream-bow :

Happy birthday, hun! I'm gonna call you soon. We'll do stuff. :) *HUUUUUUGZ* I love ya to death, babe!

from hisendgame :

H A P P Y B I R T H D AY ! Have fun sporting your bunny ears all day.

from nervously :

Wow. Wowowowow. That was the best note ever. Seriously. It was so honest and not sappy and just... noncliche and really really really really nice. I can't tell you how much it means to me that you'd still care, or notice me, that's just. Wow. I did check my email, nothing new.. perhaps it didn't deliver. At any rate, yes, I want to talk to you and we must visit very soon. I have this huge biology project I put off and it's due really soon, so my schedule's horrible but let's work something out very, very soon. I'm so happy to know you.

from switchnite :

darling i almost cried when i read your entry. it was so beautiful that your were so close to him. and what you wrote at the end, i need to take some time away, i'm missing you. if i'm able to soon, we shall meet again and watch the clouds. my spirits are low and i am sick. i almost forgot anyone cared. but you always seem to be there " ) [hugs]

from nervously :

Haha. You're the best. Really. You are. Honestly, though, I can't talk to anyone all live-like, I'm a big weepy mess today.. stupid msn isn't working though, goddamnit. Maybe I'll call later. I just need to get my head straight and I don't want to abuse your good (great) nature. Thank you. You're an inspiration.

from switchnite :

hey you. how's things? glad to know you're doing good. i hope that things go better with your friends [hugs] i'll be back sometime tonight or tomorrow. maybe we'll get to talk then and have "just be" time " ) k k. ttyl

from nervously :

Oh, perhaps I am. I was thinking of the only Cochrane Jake I know. But, hey, it IS really great you have him. Honestly. No one deserves it more than you. Erm, yeah, that would be really, really great... is there a way I could talk to someone, via msn or something? Thanks alot for thinking of me... I'm probably not what they're looking for, but it would be cool to try anyways. :) Erm. Would it be okay if I talked to you on msn about it?

from nervously :

Wow, uhm, really? Well. Perhaps. That would be nice. Who's looking for a singer? Neat to hear from you. This is oddly crazy--just YESTERDAY, if you can believe it, I went to your diary for some reason. I'm very glad you have Jake. He's always seemed like a really swell guy to me. :)

from switchnite :

oh that was sweet. i'm flattered ")

from switchnite :

hey there. thought i'd just drop by and see how you are. i must say, i do love your oh so pretty writing

from switchnite :

your welcome ")

from switchnite :

just to make you aware, i have added you to my buddy list. i find your diary interesting and beautiful. if you do not appreciate this, let me know and i will remove you

from dream-bow :

Hey, Jenn... Your e-mail addy "apparently" doesn't exist. Just thought I'd drop you a note cuz I haven't chatted with you in a while and I wanna see you. So... E-mail me if you're up for it, kay hon? Miss you muchly!

from nervously :

Still alive there? I haven't talked to you FOREVER. Are you angry with me? It's been so long I don't remember...I sincerely hope all is well!

from nervously :

How come humanity is so ashamed of suffering?

from scar-ling :

Wish I had more time to write--but don't. WISH I COULD HELP IN SOME WAY. Ahh, I am so so sorry. I didn't know what else to do. I wrote you a limerick. I'll bleed for you. I'll bleed for everyone. I just don't want anyone else to be unhapppppyyy... Anyway, no time... I am always here.

from scar-ling :

Whhhyyy??? Oh, I shall so miss your diary so very very muchly. :( And I won't know what's going on in your life. Awww. Well. Whatever's best. But I'll miss your words.

from hisendgame :

No No I don't mind at all, I'm glad you enjoy reading it. I really didn't know anyone ever even looked at my diary, I've always done it for myself. But do you mind me asking how you came across it? Cheers and be well! Ry An.

from hisendgame :

Oh my, I just noticed that you used a line from one of my poems to discribe me on your buddy list, thanks for taking the time to read it. Cheers. Ry An.

from hisendgame :

Hi there, I saw that you added me to your buddy list, I'm just wondering how - or if you know me? Anyways take care and all good things, Ry An.

from scar-ling :

And thank you so much for the mention--it means alot because you said it, and I hold you and your words in very high regard... Ah, I feel like a terrible person for not contacting you earlier! I meant to--my time on the computer is limited. It's a public computer and I'm paranoid. It means so much to me that you said what you did. Thank you SO MUCH. And yes. We must gather soon... What's your scedule like in the next little while? Once again--best of luck with school. Recall that you are better than every one of them.

from scar-ling :

Jenn you big piece of silly! No no. That's about Pogo. I really should name names. I just never do. Heh heh. Actually, I've been meaning to get in touch, but yeah, you're never online anymore! I shall send my new number soon--and yes, next time either A) You're in the northwest or B) I'm at my MOther's... we should get together! Most defffinaaatteeelyy! Anyways, best of luck with school, love, I know how absolutely fucking SHITTY our school is.. And yes. Let's do something fun. Soon. :)

from scar-ling :

Jenn--thanks so much for the note, I love you 'cause you're so geniune. Thanks so so so very much, I appreciate it immensely. Something to think about... and yeah. I'm sorry that we didn't become friends earlier, because now I'm moving... luckily, I will be back to see my Mother often and we'll keep in touch, yes? I'm not that far away... I sincerely hope that your school year goes okay, I wish I could be there. We could form a big two person clique and all... Well, I'll be there in spirit if it counts. You're a great person Jenn, and I'm so sorry you go through what you go through, and I'm so grateful that you allowed me to be your friend and seemed to like me too. :) Damn. Well, we'll be in touch and WILL GET TOGETHER. Thanks for everything this past few weeks. It's been good times.... Thank you thank you thank you. stay beautiful. ~leah

from scar-ling :

I hope you don't think my last entry was about you! It wasn't. It had nothing to do with you in any way and I don't know why you'd think that... it sounds like you did though! You big piece of silly. No, it's about someone who I rarely talk about in my diary but recently made themselves known back into my life. It's about no one who reads my diary. Hahha. See, the thing is, I write to a bunch of people and I never say who it is. I don't know why y ou'd think that!! Anyways, wishing well...

from scar-ling :

1) Go outside. 2) To your porch. 3) Look in decidedly sepia type flowers pot on porch. 4) Remove contents. 5) Hopefully enjoy.

from scar-ling :

And please.. please please please don't cut. I can't possibly convey to you how shitty it is when you start-- don't apologize for writing it, this is YOUR form of expression and don't ever apologize for any of it. All I'm saying is.. it kills me to see someone starting. Especially you. Because you seem so strong already. I totally look up to that. You seem strong and confident and all of that--I know you said I do but we all know I'm NOT. Honest... you don't need it. But don't ever censor yourself. It's your diary. I'm just hypersensitive. And if you ever want to cut... CALL ME. Please, I'll listen to absolutely ANYTHING. That's not an empty offer.

from scar-ling :

You know what? All things considered, I COMPLETELY understand. You WERE having a shitty day and I probably would have done the same... and hey, I guess I forget that she can be hurtful because she's my sister and I'm used to it. I'm sure... if other shitty fucking things hadn't happened that day, you wouldn't have said that. And believe me, if she was a..normal girl, I totally would have understood. In fact, I would've bashed her head in on your behalf. I guess my Mother and I tune her out.. because she comes off as a complete brat as most high-fuctioning autistics do. Sorry that I freaked out.. One thing I have is that I get WAY too upset about EVERYTHING. Honestly. Please understand my neurotic-ness. Be well.. let me know how you're feeling with the Erik thing... I am so so so sooo bloody sorry, once again.. How are you doing? I'd want to talk on msn, but you know my msn.. All is forgotten, I apologize too... Sleep well. AH! I just hope you're okay.

from scar-ling :

Oh god Jenn, I am SO FUCKING SORRY. First of all... my sister is autistic. She knows not what she says.. honestly... I know she's easy to get mad at, but she can't help it. She's rude to everyone...and you know what, she's had reason to. She's had a hard life... I apologize for her. Don't listen to her... I don't know if you know anything about autism but it's a terrible brain defficency, and if you'd seen what I'd seen... I don't think you'd think that. second... ERIK? My god. I am so so so sorry.. that is SO shitty of him, and maybe it's not final y ou know? Maybe he didn't mean it and was having an off day. To be honest, your relationship with Erik met something to me... because I never thought smart people could find each other and be together. I hope that things will work out.. I have nothing really good to say but if you want to talk, PLEASE call me. I'd give my number it's internet and all. I am so so sorrrrrry. That's awful. I'm so so so sorry, I don't know what else to say. Thirdly... don't cut yourself. I know that's pointless coming from me, but trust me. It turns into an addiction. I've been cutting/burning/hitting/brusing... all kind of stuff... for three years now. And it is awful. I've tried to stop and I've gone through periods of not doing it, but I always come back to it. And they don't heal. Every time I see myself I am ashamed because it is always there to remind me. Scars on my legs will never heal, on my arms, on my stomach, on my chest, and I know one day I will have to tell someone, one day I will have to wear a bathing suit, and I can't cope with it. And, if you get into it, you're always trying to top it.. "I'm sick of razorblades, I'm going to use nails... I'm going to use scissors... I need to feel something.." Shit like that.. honestly, the reason I'm telling you this shit is because I don't want you to start. Please. Let that be an isolated incident, don't do it, focus negative energy on your art, beat the crap out of someone, but don't take it out on yourself. Please? Please please please? I can't bear to see another friend who I can't help that does it. I cannot tell you how sorry I am about Erik. Is there anything I can do? Anything at all? Please let me know. Talk to him, maybe.. make him see he is wrong because HE IS. stay beautiful... leah.

from scar-ling :

jeennn! Thanks so much for scanning my photos and for the neat blue one. I like it alot. It's prettty. Anyhow! Be well.. and yes. You should DEFINATELY come for my downtown excursion on weds/thurs. It'll be superfun. Really... Talk to you soon. After the rain... ~Leah

from scar-ling :

Jenn you big silly. DON'T feel insecure about other girls! You're prettier, more talented, and more intelligent than ALL of them (trust me, I know many girls and hate them all). Why would he go for them, lips kissing empty, fucking futility? And damnit ,you are a gosdarned god-given (had I believed in God in his human image) talented artist. So there. I win. :P

from scar-ling :

I don't believe you got my last message--it was, I HATE YOU COMPUTER AND I HOPE YOU DIE. Therefore, I shall call you tomorrow and we shall gather and do something fun. I should hope. :) Have a splendid night and sweet sedated dreams--if I can, I'll try to access msn again. Right now, it can burn in hell. :)

from scar-ling :

stay beautiful.

from dream-bow :

As cliche as it sounds, life is what you make it. Don't act according to other's expectations. Act for yourself, always. In the long run, others thoughts of you just don't matter. Moreover, never trust in anyone to offer you fulfillment. Find it yourself. It's there, you're just not looking hard enough. Sometimes you have to tear down all the walls before you can see it, though. And moreso than anything else, every now and then, just be spontaneous. Do something you wouldn't expect of yourself, and discovering how relieving it can be. :P I've been reading your entries for the past hour and a half. My neck hurts. :) Keep looking, but don't look too hard. Thanks for putting up with all my bull shit. And my God, is this not the most random note in the world? I don't think it makes a lick of sense. *shrugs* Whatever...

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