messages to ugotsoul:
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from soapboxdiner :
Honey, why don't you update??? You need to update, ok? Ok then. I'm waiting - hop to!
from mare-ingenii :
Hey, thanks for the note. The trip was awesome - a real escape from reality. As for what I do for a living... it's nothing spectacular, but if you email me, I'll send you the link and show you. I'm just glad it means frequent trips to your hubby's homeland. This was #6!
from mare-ingenii :
Thank you so much for your sympathy and your kind words lately. I cna't tell you how much it meant. Kisses to you and F.
from mare-ingenii :
I meant to do this days ago... thank you so much for the birthday wishes! Stay well. Ciao.
from mustangusmc :
The most recent entry, Parallels, is a good read. I agree. For the most part, America "can't handle the Truth!!" The movie Men in Black said it best when they said: "The only way these people can go about their lives is that they DO NOT KNOW ABOUT IT." It seems that at least in America, ignorance is bliss, and not only condoned, but massively encouraged! Just my 2 cents. Take care, J
from redcandi999 :
It's nice to hear even though we lost there are, or were, so many who support Kerry. It makes even harder to believe Bush won though.
from soapboxdiner :
Well and look at you! An old married lady now? AND back on Diaryland? It is almost too much wonderfulnesS! Congratulations, my dear, to you both.
from bluegetaway :
What a surprise. I hadn't expected you to return to Diaryland after such an extended absence. I will say I am glad to see you back, though I do disagree on your chosen candidate for the presidential election. I'm not one to start debates over politics, however (it would be pointless, wouldn't it?). I hope to see you posting regularly again!
from beanheadb :
Um...okay, congrats for....um,w hat?
from fishbicycle :
Congratulations!
from kathiec :
I'm so glad it's worked out as well for you as it has for me! I knew you two would make it! CONGRATULATIONS!!! Kathie
from alioth :
a thousand congradulations to both you and fletcher. a hundred happy years to both of you. i was hoping against hope to read those entries someday.
from amberfalls :
I was sorry to hear about the horrible things that people have said to you and the way they have treated you. I think it's truly wonderful that you and fletcher found true love on the internet of all places. I'm not sold on the ideas of fate or destiny but I know the universe works in mysterious ways and I hope you two will find your bliss together. Good luck.
from mustangusmc :
Hey beautiful. I was here catching up with your journal. Sorry to hear it has been nasty. I am going to go now, but feel free to email me or call. Smiling for you!! J
from solgarm :
*tugs on your sleeve* You dont know me and i suppose nether does fletcher. But I used to read you guys like a religious book (now not only does he have a harem but you both have a cult :)) So i know i probably wont get my wish or if you will even receive this, but if i promise not to abuse it, can you give me your new locations at all? if not i understand with the past misfortunes. Be well
from booberella :
you're welcome! wait... what'd i do? i'm sure it was faaaaaaaaaaaabulous, whatever it was. :)
from hardlyasaint :
Thanks for the props sweetie, you're too kind. Good luck, it's been real.
from pillow-wept :
(if you change places/names..email me @ little_tv_queen@hotmail.com) sorry youre having to deal with so much SHIT! x
from david225 :
Don't let people get to you honey. If people are bothering you, tell them how you feel. No one should be able to influence you and your feeling unless you let them. Keep strong. P.S. I took your survey, just thought you would like to know.
from overtaker :
Wow, someone actually reads my stuff??? Crikey. Thanks for the vote of confidence though.
from soul-bleeds :
I am really at a loss for what to say because nothing would make up for what has happened. But I can say that I definitely feel for you and you are in my thoughts. It mayn't seem like much, but I care about your situation and I hope some miracle happens. I do believe things happen for a reason, but this is a terrible injustice to you that I whole-heartedly believe will come out all right in the end. Keep your chin up, girl.
from hayala :
oh no!!! i hope it gets worked out sweetie.
from soul-bleeds :
You're very welcome. With all the youngsters on D*land it is becoming increasingly harder to find worthwhile surveys to take. :-)
from unclaimed :
Okay, Hotmail is well and truly dead. My most sincere apologies honey, but it seems to want to think about each page for ten minutes, then crash. I've tried everything I can think, but it's not working. I'm sorry.
from melomane :
About your survey: You're welcome, quite. It was a very good survey.
from decemberguy :
Cheer up..to have something, even if its a million miles away, is always better than having nothing. And congrats on receiving the check early..I'm still waiting for mine..
from overtaker :
Infamous? Me? I suppose so. How you doing?
from decemberguy :
Hey now, send me your password, so I can keep updated on your adventures..DecemberGuy77@hotmail.com
from exhaust :
Well, BAH! Just as I was going to leave you a note, you're already locked! My email address: carie@distractedgirl.com.
from unclaimed :
Just to let you know honey, my email is fucking with me again. I'm not ignoring you i swear. Dang and blast, a plague upon Hotmail and Bill Gates.
from moviegrrl :
sweetie, thankyou. I was very tempted to leave a similar note for you, but because i haven't ever before it felt a bit "stalker-ish!". I'm absolutely chuffed to bits for you both. Huge cyber hugs and cheesy grins! *smooch*
from decemberguy :
I meant to write this earlier, but congrats on all that's happened as of late. Not that my opinion matters, but its nice to know that good things can still happen to people. And don't worry about the distance. Like the Beatles say, "All you need is love"...
from mare-ingenii :
Geography is a bitch. I'm feeling for you. I hope it gets better.
from dianabee :
damnit! then it's your fault i drank that diet coke yesterday!
from mare-ingenii :
So? Are yo moving there? Or is he moving to NY? (I've always been a sucker for the long-distance-boy-meets-girl story...)
from mare-ingenii :
I'm sure it will be wonderful... I've got high hopes. Good luck, stay calm, have fun. Say hello to the lad for me.
from wideocean :
Hey, thanks for the note :-) I'm not a professional actress or so (yet!), just at the drama club and wherever else I have the chance.
from mare-ingenii :
How's your mental state, honey? I'd be awash with anticipation inspired anxiety right now... How exciting though... I sincerely hope it all goes well.
from esoterotica :
Yeah...transitory me...your journal is as emotional as always. Nice to be back.
from unclaimed :
Oh no, the thing about DarkSA's breasts just got way out of control. Besides, the girls of Diaryquotes are ganging up on us now for, umm, other purposes. It's a little unnerving, really.
from unclaimed :
You quoted me on your profile? Wow, I err, just, wow. I find that quite a compliment. Thank you, honey.
from lostrage :
I just thought you wanted the description gone. My bad.
from pillow-wept :
there was a highly unwelcome visitor...and i dont like keeping locked diaries...i find them utterly annoying. so i thought id just start over all together. i dunno.. x
from pillow-wept :
what happened with what?
from pillow-wept :
your assumptions are correct, my dear. x
from mare-ingenii :
Thanks doll. I've always loved me some Vettriano, but moviegrrl is the brilliant one who put it all together for me... cool, isn't she?
from pillow-wept :
she returns .. x
from mustangusmc :
We all seem to be going through a writing 'dry spell'. As a matter of fact, nobody on my fav's has been updating much at all. Kinda interesting how it all just seemed to happen that way. Anyway, I am going to get ready for another exciting day of blah blah...Smiles, J
from dianabee :
i weighed myself the other day and found that i've lost 17 pounds over the last two years- it seems like so much, but i never recall being much bigger. i don't feel it when i am that way, but i can sure tell in photos- it is so weird. thanks for the note btw :)
from z0tl :
i'll be bAck to finish your bio. don't mind elateddream, she's only 15 and doesn't know what the fuck popsicle to suckle on from day to day. ok, i probably won't be bAck because how can you say a'nold is not an actor, omg? ok, ok, back to your scheduled programming...
from mare-ingenii :
Gotcha. Thanks for the insider info. Lemme know if I can supply you with some kind of sage and learned advice. Failing that, lemme know if I can supply you with a well-worn cliche`. I'm always good for one of those...
from unclaimed :
No problem honey, already done. I trust you'll let me know what's going on, it's a little worrying from this end.
from unclaimed :
Yup, I'm around.
from unclaimed :
Take your time. I'm not worried.
from unclaimed :
Please feel free, honey. Call away.
from unclaimed :
Oh I was all peachy like when I got up this morning. It was the few poorly toned gb notes I got. They never cease to irritate me. Whatever happened to the theory of 'You no like, you walk away'? I trust you're okay though. What was this thing that Adrienne said that made you laugh so?
from panzer-kitty :
Actually, I designed it myself. I did, however find the picture somewhere else. I have the link at the bottom of the 'beyond' section. Anyway, since I'm not using the other one, you're more than welcome to it, as long as you link to me as the designer. Let me know.
from unclaimed :
Since you're not at your desk, I emailed the other one. Check your Hotmail, precious.
from panzer-kitty :
So do you hate the new layout?
from unclaimed :
Not Sting as in the tantric ex-frontman of The Police. They meant Sting as in the wrestler on TV who bastardised The Crow's make up for his own devices. He's a prat, and I'm hoping the note about it was in jest.
from elateddream :
I love Rhcp :)
from decemberguy :
Jeez, that last entry was quite upsetting. I'm sorry that happened to you. Somebody once said that all politics are personal, and I would happen to agree..
from unclaimed :
Ah yes, now I got it. (You might have the excuse of slow mental processes due to the time of day, but I'm always like this). Yes I conceed, it was a brazen ploy to find out exactly why you had smoked the whole remants of a deck after talking to me, but I daresay it's innocent enough. So long as it remains undamaged, you can use your telephone cable to whatever means you deem suitable... (I think these testosterone levels are getting worse and worse, y'know).
from unclaimed :
How do you mean, theoretical? I'm a tad confused.
from unclaimed :
Hey honey. I don't mean to plague you with impure thoughts, and certainly not first thing in the morning, so I apologise. (Unless you're enjoying yourself of course, in which case, you're welcome). And a good morning to you.
from mustangusmc :
Ohh Good God, I didn't read deep enough to realize that it was your birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BEAUTIFUL, and I pray that you had a wonderful day. You are now and continue to be a shining light for others to look to and see some good in this dark and often scary world we live in. Thanks for being who you are, and who you want to be. I love you, as do many others. Do not forget this simple fact as you go through your daily tasks, and let it shine a light along your path, when the way grows dim and forboding. May this next year bring you happiness and love abounding. Forever yours, J
from unclaimed :
The pleasure was all mine. So, was the chain smoking post coital, in a theoretical sense, or what? I'm glad you had a good birthday and stuff, and thanks for the kudos on the template. Talk to you soon.
from devallyk :
bit busy, actually. just sent you an email to your work account, honey.
from secondclass :
Can't say about the US visit. I'm incapable of saving y'see. The date thing - don't ask. And apparently the picture is wipe clean with a damp sponge ;)
from dianabee :
i used to be "C." that was really nice what you said to her. i never want to be in one of those chairs again. and yes, she will be ok. it just takes time.
from devallyk :
Yup, I had to cange the template for the sake of my readers who only have 800x600 screen resolution - the masks were blonking out the text. I'm sorry to see it go, because I loved that template (but I kept it on the guestbook). This new one will do until I can think of something better. And yes, please do call. I just left a message on your answer mahine actually...
from devallyk :
Hey, precious. I'm still here, don't worry. Just a few, umm, human difficulties this end. It's only temporary, I promise. I'm still rattling around here though.
from devallyk :
Just lost, I guess. Don't know what to do with myself, can't keep occupied. I'll be alright, I think it's probably attributed to Claire in some way, but I dunno. I'll be fine, worry ye not. Oh, and I'm sorry I've extended your recovery time - I hope it doesn't prove too inconvenient.
from devallyk :
I'm okay honey, just a bit listless, I think. It's nothing serious, and it'll pass. So, I'm your daddy now, am I?
from devallyk :
Don't be worried honey, I'm still around. Just a slight case or writer's block, I guess. I honestly cannot think of a damn stitch to write about. I'll be back in full force soon enough.
from mustangusmc :
Thanks for the note, and yes, I have been up to my earlobes in busyness. Hopefully all will subside inside of a week now. Then I can get back to entries, and chatting with you and Fletch, (and Paul). I miss that...priorities and all that rubbish. I have much more to tell and talk about the inner city school experience, ask me next phone conversation!! Hugs, J
from ladyofamber :
ewwwwwwww just had to share this - someone on tv who collects his own earwax!!! bleuch bah I'm bored!!! *goes away* ;)
from ladyofamber :
ugh - tell me about it... especially as I'd given him a lovebite earlier that day *sniggers* And... they kept looking at me, me just sitting there and nodding and smiling and not having a clue ;)
from devallyk :
Well now that's a relief. I was worried your work had bocked the server or something. Heart conditions a go go.
from devallyk :
Oh I'm okay. Making myself unpopular again with today's entry, I think, but I'm currently writing something more cheerful. I'll email you my dear, hang on a mo.
from devallyk :
Ah! There you are! Hello hello my precious. It's been, well, two days, but it felt like an absolute age! Civilisations have risen and fallen since we last spoke, y'know, it was that long. And yes, The Cure and red wine. T'would have been all the more cosy in slightly more intimate surroundings and excising my family, perhaps adding a female counterpart, but hey. I actually found one of the easter egg videos on the DVD too, which was Pictures of You (my all time favourite Cure song ever in the history of everness).
from mare-ingenii :
My pleasure... I'm just calling it like it is...
from devallyk :
I like that idea - that I make you think. Yes, I certainly like that idea. And don't feel bad about keeping me up last night, it was my fault more than yours, and it was as fabulous to talk to you as ever.
from mustangusmc :
I do feel a little detached...I was on vacation and enjoyed it immensely. You may call at any time, I am never too busy for a sweet woman like you. I feel like I have so much to write about, so many feelings and emotions that none will bolb out in an organized fashion...oh well...thanks for the compliment on the t-shirt...it was fun. Much Love.....J
from devallyk :
(and Paul) - Oh sweet mercy We did that to you? Oh honey, we're so sorry! We certainly hope it didn't hurt too much, and sorry again. We're both supressing giggles here which, although it may be poor taste, it is rather funny. Sorry!
from devallyk :
I hope you're okay honey, you dont seem to be around this evening.
from secondclass :
Seeing as your evil guestbook will not allow me to post so soon after I did the last one I must utilise this medium for the purposes of saying "Wow" (just in general). So now I shall continue to get even *more* drunk and revel in your words. It's kind of fun. Oh, and don't worry - you aren't one of those moaning gits who needs a visit from Captain Asshat (that would be me).
from devallyk :
Oh, I'm quite real. Last I checked, anyways. Which was a while ago, now I come to think of it. I hope I haven't stopped being so since then; that would be quite worrying.
from devallyk :
Y'know, I don't think I've actually been serenaded before. This is a new one on me.
from devallyk :
Oh precious. I'm sorry it hurts. Don't smile yet, but think happy thoughts.
from devallyk :
It's not a bad way to go, I suppose. But I fear for Paul's life, should I get screwed to death. He might die of jealousy or something.
from mustangusmc :
Us? You say? Why, I had no Idea we were so devious...*looks up at Halo*....
from devallyk :
Oh I know I couldn't. Not all at the same time, anyways. Hell, I don't even wanna TRY and do that, it'd kill me. And besides, I'm having trouble finding just one single solitary female here, let alone worrying about all my linkers too. And the proposals are a little funny, aren't they?
from mustangusmc :
Me???? I am just a bunny, remember...Just a simple little sweet fluffy bunny...Never mind the teeth...
from devallyk :
In my guestbook. Entries 698 and 676 to name but two...
from devallyk :
It's up to 250 now, but they're not all girls. And I got another marriage proposal too. This is getting a little out of hand. Perhaps you and I should just cower in a corner somewhere.
from mustangusmc :
Sounds like there is something brewing here...I daresay that fireworks might be seen in New York City when the Soft accented Brit makes his arrival...I should like to see that actually, but such is my fate of being many miles away and busy as bee in a flower patch...*smiles* J
from devallyk :
Outnumbered as in 'Fletcher vs. 200+'. I don't think I'll survive the onslaught, should it ever take place. But in the meantime, you and I are quite safe, I think.
from devallyk :
Oh I read it. And I signed your book too. This could get a tad confusing.
from devallyk :
Ahh, I see. Very cunning, I tip my hat to you. Masses or no, I always thought it would be my choice anyways. But then again, I am outnumbered by a few. Hark at me, huh?
from devallyk :
Morning honey. So, given up the chase, ahve you?
from devallyk :
Oh well that's just typical. All this fighting, and the lady that grabs my attention more than any of the rest concedes to the masses. Ho hum.
from mustangusmc :
Yeah, *cue British Accent* .. we uncivilized Americans.....Crazy lot we are...
from mustangusmc :
Ok, maybe I overstepped there, so sorry, Dont mind me...*pulling foot out of mouth*...J
from mustangusmc :
Threesome sounds fun...Fletch can close his innocent eyes...or blindfolding...Ohhh my, I am a bad boy....
from mustangusmc :
Hey wasn't he intimidated by me earlier?...I am but a meek "little bunny". "Yeah, but I've got really Big Teeth!!"...I am not intimidating...I think.
from devallyk :
Thanks honey. You know, we could get our three way going (careful, English remember) on MSN y'know. But you're at work aren't you, so...
from mustangusmc :
We are quite the trio aren't we, beautiful? This is rather amusing. I am thouroughly enjoying the playful banter. And we all will have to talk via phone.
from devallyk :
Woo-ing with words? With Monty Python and Star Wars? This is getting curiouser and curiouser...
from mustangusmc :
hmmm, He must be Obi Wan's Force reincarnate....Yes, I do believe the Force is strong in him....
from devallyk :
Tsk tsk. A three way phone call, honey.
from devallyk :
So we're about even. You went away worrying about talking of drugs, I went away feeling like some sort of pimp. I mean, how much did we talk about girls? I know it was an unhealthy amount to say the least. But yes, there wasn't a thing you sad that left a bad impression - quite the opposite actually, so you can put those demaons to bed.
from mustangusmc :
I will, I am just trying to figure out which ones...and I was deeply touched by your last entry. So I sparked a trend huh, Talking to Mr. Fletch? hehe, Good luck fighting the tigresses he was wooed around himself...Love, J..
from devallyk :
I'm okay, a little reminiscent perhaps, but okay. And yes, Saturday night was fascinating. It was nearly five by the time I got to bed, and I couldn't sleep until about eight coz I was running through our conversation so much. It was a pleasure unbeheld, speaking to you.
from mustangusmc :
As I understand it, yes, the English Dept publishes all forms... There is a limit of 5 entries, and I plan to submit at least 3 to see what kind of response I get. Thanks,....J
from devallyk :
Who's Jenny? Umm, long story. I'll email you with it later, if you like. But only as long as you tell me this theory is that the two of you currently have... Anyways, I'm going home. I'll write to you when I get there.
from devallyk :
Oh now that's not fair. I'm all curious now, but I daren't ask. And I can't even be jealous of J' for having the privilidge of hearing your voice as, well, he's bigger than me. But never mind. Just have to stay curious, I guess.
from devallyk :
Well, I hope you open the door before you fall over, otherwise it'll look a little suspect with me pushing the door open with a body blocking the way...
from devallyk :
It's rather embarrassing, really. A darned catfight going on on my notes page because I'm wanted in all corners of the States. Go figure. Your picture is astounding, by the way. You're beautiful.
from decemberguy :
Time Baby III is an awesome tune. I especially liked the live performance in the movie. Btw, your pic is very nice.
from mustangusmc :
You kinda snuck that pic in there huh? You are just as beautiful in the photo as your words are in the diary. Gorgeous, simply gorgeous.
from devallyk :
Your last was rather interesting. Are you writing this at work?
from devallyk :
Oh honey. You're not very coherent in the mornings, are you?
from ugotsoul :
eh? okay? didn't imply you did... (*confused*) Shit... I've noted my self again, haven't I? (*slap to forhead*) More coffee please...
from pig7 :
also...i dont know fletcher...i just saw his banner and decided to start a silly quote battle with him...because i didnt like his quote....or i just like being cynical and woody allen seemed to be appropriate for the situation...
from pig7 :
um...the quote is from his book 'getting even'...well...yeah...there it is...so..i guess im done here...
from devallyk :
One other thing (well, two actually). 1, I would never negate your seriousness, and 2, I am in actuality, a silly boy. But then, I didn't think that part was in dispute. This is becoming rather interesting...
from mustangusmc :
Just saying Hi, and thanks for the recent note. I was floored yesterday when I got that call. I am trying to be the best person I can be, and talking to you and Fletch makes me feel better. Thanks so much. BTW, what do you think of the new layout?? (besides the dead links)...J
from devallyk :
Oh, some people think that Louise is power hungry because she's the only original member left. Nina's doing independant solo stuff now, the drummer formed the atrocious American Hi Fi, and I dunno about the other one. But Louise caught the brunt of it, unfortunately. There's a new album in the works, by the way, but no release date as yet. And you're right, of course. The distance is a killer, but ours is not to question, I guess.
from devallyk :
Veruca Salt hasn't always been on my list, but I've liked them for years. I bought Revolver recently, and that made me put it on there. I've heard loads of people slate Louise Post for being on a power trip, but I still think she's gorgeous. The day I saw them play was a fine day indeed.
from devallyk :
Ah yes, he pond thing again. For a harmless expanse of water, it sure is a pain in the ass. If I can help with your scene thing, then I'll gladly do so. Not too sure what I can do though, nor how, but still...
from devallyk :
Why is being an actor a shame, my dear?
from devallyk :
I made the 'twins' blush? Bloody hell, even I'm impressed with that.
from devallyk :
"... ohhhh Fletch... :)"? How very cryptic.
from panzer-kitty :
Actually your lollypop analogy is a good way to explain it. And thanks. :)
from mustangusmc :
I am seriously considering the offer...and I was talking about the 3 entries before the 100 bio facts. They were deep, powerful, and interesting. Quite moving actually. *hug* ....J
from mustangusmc :
Wow....recent entries...You surpass youself yet again Alex...wow
from decemberguy :
Born in Southern California, raised outside of Houston, lived for 4 years in Connecticut, lived the past two years in Washington..it's cool but it rains a lot.
from mustangusmc :
Thanks for reading, and yes, at the time, it was that bad, but it got significantly better the next day. I am positively peachy right now. Although I am still quite boring in my diary, but that is the way it goes, the better my life, the less I dwell on my inner monologue. You are so sweet, just thought I would say that....and I would love to go to NYC right now to meet you, that would be great, if it weren't so blasted far away...Love....J
from decemberguy :
I turn 25 the day after Christmas, and I live in Bremerton Wa. A little Springsteen factory town about half an hour from Seattle..you're in NYC?
from devallyk :
What I think you look like? I have absolutely no idea, but I know that I'd be totally wrong anyways. But I just adore your words, so I know that your physical appearance will be just as fabulous.
from devallyk :
Hope I didn't upset you too much. And it's probably best to call it even on the pictures. Although I would dearly love to see what you look like, I think clothes would be appropriate...!
from devallyk :
Nude pictures of me, you say? Oh my dear, that's not right. You don't want those, trust me.
from devallyk :
Oh I'm okay honey, I just needed the rant. I hope you're okay, what with everything and all. Oh, and I helped a stranger today, for Danny, I mean.
from panzer-kitty :
Hey, thanks for the note and for adding me to your favs list. I've been reading through some of your entries and I really like your writing. You seem very open and real. Anyway, I'll definately be back.
from decemberguy :
I really dig your diary..
from mustangusmc :
I will be your horoscope for a moment:(long term horoscope) You will move on and find happiness. There is much you need to do, each day to prepare for the continuance of life, but you can do it. Stay positive, what goes down can still go up again, and you have been down too long. Its your turn. Take charge of your life and don't look back. No regrets. A change of scenery will do you worlds of good. Always remember that you are Loved.<br>J
from devallyk :
Shit, yes. Put a <br>, but don't press enter. Just write a bulk of text with it, okay? Cool.
from devallyk :
Oh, and thanks for the card thing, that was cute. And it'd only be polite if I bought the beer.
from devallyk :
To write like a poem thing, put <br> after each line. That'll break the text into lines, but wont double space it.
from mustangusmc :
I just want you to know: You are beautiful, in so many ways. You bring light and vision to an otherwise dark room. Thank you for sharing your deep thoughts with the community that is diaryland, and with me. I do so appreciate your contribution to the global consciousness and life in general. Thanks for being YOU!!!....It is sometimes necessary to let go, and I think you are getting there. Don't lose faith or hope that all will be well, maybe not today, but some tomorrow.....Love, J.
from decemberguy :
I'm a guy and I was born in December. Stupid, right. Plus, its a reference to one of my all time fave songs:"September Gurls" by Big Star. Btw..very cool diary you have there.
from shawnbus :
Try all you want I'm wiry.
from devallyk :
Post arrived yet, my dear? It's starting to take quite a while, I think.
from mustangusmc :
By then you wouldnt be using the parts down there, so a piercing would loose its fun, I think....food for thought...hehehe......J
from localaura :
I sure did, my friend. I said my parents are going to get a restraining order unless we stop seeing each other. So in addition to being a filthy liar, he thinks I still like him. Erg. But I have 4 months to let us drift apart like so much... drift...wood?
from mustangusmc :
No worries, check email.......J
from pssiblymaybe :
ice skating in rockerfeller center! how amazing. :)
from mustangusmc :
I am sorry for responding this way about your latest entry, but he is the worst sort of punk. And I think you should not call him again. Worthless advise, I know, but he is jerking you around, and if you let yourself, he will only hurt you more. He will call you up and want a "quickie" just because he feels "lonely". It will only hurt you!!! I dont like to see wonderful people being hurt by anybody, least of all someone they love so deeply. Take his power over you away, and move on the best way you can. There are many other wonderful people out there who could make you so happy. Love......J
from devallyk :
Hey honey. You got those disks yet?
from liquidsin :
:)I just wanted to say thank you for the oral sex donation. I'd send donations to you too.
from baybe-gurl :
Wow, your life seems so amazing!! Thanks for the note you left me :-D It's awesome that they "adopted" you, hehe...good luck!!
from mustangusmc :
The Fletcher comment was in reference to his comment about "sorry" being overused and generally insincere these days. ......J
from localaura :
You are so nice. I can't wait for puketime. Two more days till i get off grounding! And heeeeeelllllllz no, that's not me in the navel lint picture. That's the fiancee/wife of Kevin McDonald of the Kids in the Hall and she is the devil. It used to link to the Christian Separatist page, but I didn't want to come up under searches for Christian Separatism.
from mustangusmc :
Wow, thank you so much for the compliment. I am so sorry for your distress. Not the Fletcher Sorry, but really and truly remorseful. I wish hard times didnt have to come, or last so long. The good thing about all of this is that you will become a stronger person. I really believe that hard times make better, stronger, more wonderful people. Experience is the greatest teacher of all, and you are learning every day, as we all do. Keep your chin up, and smile. The sun will continue to rise bright and beautiful each day, waiting to cast its warmth upon you, with the hope of a new tomorrow..........J
from devallyk :
Well like I said, I can't find her for dust. And she's finished for the day now anyways, so it'll have to be Monday, I guess. Oh, the relentless cycle of it all!
from devallyk :
Oh, there was no pressure involved in tagging you as a favourite. I just finally read your diary cover to cover (as I do with all that I put on my list) and became quite engrossed. I like your writing, is all. I'll copy the cd's for you tonight - I doubt I'm doing anything sociable this evening. In the post by next week.
from devallyk :
A few takers? I fear my sexlife is about as dead as, at the moment. Celibacy has never really been my thing, so perhaps my hormones are breaching my thought processes. As for the cd's, I've got loads. I'll burn you both albums (although the first is far superior to the second) and then make a request for your address.
from devallyk :
Curiously, I've never had anyone call to collect said night of passion, but I've only run the banner a few times... (oh, and sorry to disappoint).
from devallyk :
You could probably order it from Virgin, they've probably got a copy or two lying around. Need to wait for the delivery to the store though. You'd be a little hard pressed to find them on the Internet, too, I fear. Failing that, I could just copy them for you. It's a shame really, they've managed to fall into such remarkable obscurity.
from mustangusmc :
Hey, I am finally going to finish your survey!!! Thanks for not Judging. That was a wonderful and helpful note. You are loved and appreciated. thanks.........J
from starsforarms :
thanks :)
from ugotsoul :
I know it's absolutely retarded to leave yourself a note... but this is easier than leaving all of you individual notes... anyway, I finally fixed my archives page... so all my entries are finally listed for all to enjoy!! Blahhhh... :)
from devallyk :
Oh righty, now I get you. Well, (and you'll really hate me for this) I could have told you that Virgin don't stock it. Nowhere does anymore, at least not in the stores. It needs to be ordered from their warehouses. Sorry, honey. And I'm kinda flattered, I've never had a Spanking Fund before.
from devallyk :
What on earth are you taking about? You bought and no like? They no stock? You in need of some S and M jiggery pokery? Speakeda Engeleesh.
from devallyk :
(Throat clearing noises) Umm, er. Ta daa!
from devallyk :
I think the only reason I've not as yet tagged you as a favourite is because I haven't read the entirety of your diary yet. I like to read the whole thing before I put someone on the list. And yes, Subcircus did the trick last night, although I fell asleep before track five (slap my wrist and all that). I do hope work proves to be a little more inspiring for you, but I wouldn't recommend the coal.
from mustangusmc :
Just a quick reply...Yes, all of my poetry is original work, unless specifically stated, and quoted. I love the depthe and emotion that I can convey through poetry that can be expressed in no better way........J
from pssiblymaybe :
my film was suppose to be a boy and a girl in the park. the boy is walking, and the girl spots him, she makes him a paper airplane, sends it to him he opens it up and it says i heart you! but talk about being difficult to film. im still not over how tough it was.
from pssiblymaybe :
oh my gosh! what a way to start the day! i hope it got better.
from devallyk :
There is not a person who's said it better. Thanks honey, Subcircus it is.
from mustangusmc :
Sorry Babe, I Got pulled away rather abruptly from the computer and was not able to return to finish your survey, so I just submitted what I had finished at the time. I completely apologize for my bad manners, I will correct this heinous defficiency post haste. Thank you for reminding me. And no, you are not a bad Lay *winks back* hehehe........J
from mustangusmc :
Thanks, it has been a very emotional weekend. Time away from everything. Time to be me. Its amazing how liberating that can be. Anyway, thanks for reading and caring....J
from devallyk :
I'm about two hundred miles north of London, up in merry olde Sheffield. If you've ever seen 'The Full Monty', that's the city I'm in.
from devallyk :
Well (dogdy internet phrase coming here) if you came over here you'd be most welcome to stay with me. It's not London, but it's got all the rest.
from devallyk :
Oh I dunno. The weather is shit, and that's the way I like it. I never knew Cobain was buried there, but then I always thought he was an idiot. I guess it's just a good example of the States, without the ratrace of New York or Hollywood.
from devallyk :
I know a girl who lives just outside Chicago (well, I say 'know', but I've never actually met her) and I'd just love to go visit. Thing is, I know that if I went, I'd wanna stay.
from devallyk :
Well, I think the phrase I used "I'm now on the market" has been certainly noticed. I've had numerous offers from people wanting me to be their bitch. Go figure. I don't think I've ever been so popular before (!)
from mustangusmc :
Thanks for sharing your feelings. First, I believe you have to open yourself up, or you will get comfortable not having anybody, and trust me, that is much worse. Humans by their very nature a social creatures, so we rightly crave intimate relationships and social interaction. The point, well, it is ok to open up. Opening up also creates the possibility to be hurt, sad but true. This guy sounds like a typical playa' and he got what he wanted and is moving on. It is a sad fact of life that the majority of men are self centered jerks. As you told Dev on his notes, "not all women are like that", well neither are men, not all at least. We are a dying breed, but there are some left out in this big, bad world: true gentlemen. You will get through this idiot, and be much better off. If you watch closely, you can spot our type, opening doors, greeting all with a smile, and deferring to those around us when it is not important to take a stand. Keep looking, but take your time. Life is a journey, and you learn more every day. Thanks......J
from invisibledon :
Thanks I like the whole invisible man thing too
from invisibledon :
thanks for visiting
from mustangusmc :
The Jury is still out on that one, but I am leaning toward hairlessness, at least once, to see how it feels. Who knows what the next day might bring? J
from mustangusmc :
Thanks for the note, sorry I took so long in reply. Your note made me cry, it was very sweet, and just what I needed to hear. Thanks for reading, and thanks for showing enough heart and interest to let me know you are there and concerned. J
from starsforarms :
...hi. thank you very much!! x
from devallyk :
I'd be staying there because there's nowhere else. My mum's place is full, Robin's parents don't like me, Stix and Mike are pissed at me, etc etc, so that leaves Claire's. But I'm not too sure I can face even seeing her, let alone being around her. Ah fuck, this is all too much at the moment.
from starsforarms :
i just meant i like your diary...x
from starsforarms :
hey...i like it here. x
from devallyk :
Yup, I'm a certified 'Jake fan, I'd say. And if you're worried about dominating my notes page, there's a guestbook to infiltrate too.
from devallyk :
Oh, I know who Less Than Jake are honey, I was listening to Borders and Boundaries on my way to work this morning. In fact, I saw them play at Reading Festival this year. And you're right, they're bloody amazing.
from devallyk :
I know that Dave is English because he says so at one point, but I can't remember where. Also that he lives in this country, coz he says he does and makes reference to certain stores and things that are only available here. He is a complete fucking idiot, though.
from devallyk :
I haven't been called a 'baby' for a long time. I shan't ask your age, as that's rude. But rest assured that although I may not have been there to witness the Sex Pistols consciously, I was raised on a staple diet of Kiss, Alice Cooper, David Bowie and The Eagles, so I love 'the old stuff'. And yeah, some people are advising me to block Claire out, but I fear I'm too nice for that, regardless of how much it may hurt. One of the last remaining Gentlemen, I think.
from devallyk :
Oh no, if I hang my head in shame, I can remember New Kids on the Block. And Bros too, but I hated them. Actually preferred Go West at the time, but I was young and impressionable, I guess. Oh, and I'm 23.
from devallyk :
Can't say as I'm too hot on the blonde myself, but it's a means to an eand. I just thought the other picture looked a tad too much like a David Bowie album cover.
from devallyk :
Y'know, several people have said "Don't stop writing," since this whole debacle started. I wonder why that is? I won't lose sight of my writing, I daresay it helps me more than I thought it would, and I just love that other people read it too. And the concern I'm getting from everyone, it's almost tear jerking.
from devallyk :
It just amazed me because, although the whole world knows who Jolie is, there are really only a desperate few who know Jennifer Connelly, by name at least. And that they're my favourites, it's almost like mind reading, I guess.
from devallyk :
The two actresses you named to play you, Jolie and Connelly? Just thought I'd mention that they're my favourite actresses, and certainly the most aesthetically pleasing. I just find it curious you mentioned both at the same time.
from pssiblymaybe :
thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
from devallyk :
Oh, I daren't say that all women are like that, forgive me. It's just something I've never encountered from a male before, that's all. I mean no offence. And thanks for the favourites tag, I hope to keep you entertained.
from localaura :
You just... *threw it out*?!?!? Just like THAT? WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL ME? Aghhh! *sobs into your shoulder*...............I'm just kidding. An email would have been fine. >: I like your diary and am quite sorry about your shitty job. I hear you on that one. In fact, I really should be calling work to tell them i won't be in. Nah, i have better things to do. Like leave notes for you.
from shawnbus :
I'm just wondering if its an irish lightsaber does that mean its green?
from aureate :
You know, I can't find a way to alter the survey at all! I was going to suggest you do it over and me just erase your old one, but I don't even seen how to do that. Sorry.
from thanksbitch :
hey -- just saying hi and thanks for checking out my diary. glad you like it. xo

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