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Was just wanting to say hi...and maybe obtain a password to the diary? I've come back! I need things to read! Please...I'd do anything for a hit...anything. ::pleads::

from orchdreamer :

hey there, just leaving a note saying that I had to lock my diary. if you still want to read it (hopeing you do *grins*) please feel free to leave an e-mail address and I'll send it to you. thanks and have a wonderful day!

from ricegirl1999 :

i stumbled upon your diary, and i was wondering who you are? we seem to know some of the same people...hmmm..

from ozzmodious :

How does one obtain a userid and password?

from tfs-fx :

A much belated hello and thank you to you

from jackviolent :

that would be excellent. just email me whatever you'd be willing to share.

from luckycharrmz :

Hey there-My name's amanda. I'm not sure if I know you or not... but i just wanted to say hey

from deucebiggs :

I'm gone, Stasha. e-mail me at [email protected] and I'll tell you where to find me at now.

from deucebiggs :

keep ya head up, sweetie!

from mawce :

well, I advise the good old act of testicle removal. just try to make it look like an accident. Like...uh.. "that's what happens when you chop veggies naked..." or some such thing. He'll be in too much pain to argue.

from anthony654 :

Sorry to hear about that. . .

from ozzmodious :

How've you been?

from maximum :

Balboa Beach... I'll be back soon. =]

from anthony654 :

Stasha, I'm so sorry about Andy. I know how much you were dreading this. If you need to talk, you know my number, no matter how long it's been since you last used it.

from darkminds :

*smiles*

from nando13 :

thanx, he is very cute, the cutetest ever lol.

from crystalworld :

your welcome...yeah i was reffering to the enneagram about edgar allen poe...or at least i think hes a 4 i forget but anyways the fact that you knew that makes me smile

from messedup4eva :

uh... thanks for the note... I guess. I dint really "get" it, but I dont "get" much of anything, so oh well.

from oh-so-lovely :

Oh, you're welcome. I thought the name was lovely, too. You actually knew someone like the boy I've described? Lucky . . .

from deucebiggs :

don't stay gone for too long...

from laura994 :

no biggie, I liked taking your survey.

from r-e-v-i-e-w :

Just wanted to let you know that your r-e-v-i-e-w review is up!

from lostunicorn :

Adema = Sexy I understand what you mean:)

from deucebiggs :

no underwear is pretty consistent at night for you, huh?

from sweet-malice :

damn! girl.. you always get bug bites.. do you live in a jungle!!?? lol!

from beth-any :

Well, I think I've told you this before, but I really enjoy your diary. Really. I was thinking about telling you that I would like to read your other diary about your feelings with Andy and such, but then I realized it's really none of my buisness, and for some reason I'd feel like I was intruding in your personal life if I asked for it. Besides, I'm content just reading what you have to say in this diary. I'm happy I found it. I wrote you this note to tell you I'm hooked on your writing, so don't forget to update this diary every once in awhile. Hang in there, and don't scratch those fuckin' bug bites!

from timdangerous :

hope the bugbites go away soon. buggers!

from deucebiggs :

I'll have to e-mail you on that one....

from poul :

you have a potential, and some entries are priceless. maybe you should split your 'diary' diary and your 'writing' diary?

from poul :

we can go from Alexander to Sasha in 4.7 seconds. now, how do you get from Robert to Dick without dirty jokes?

from deucebiggs :

where is Pismo Beach?

from nosuperman :

i just wanted to say thanks for the note. i've become a survey junkie.:-) it is good to know that any accent is appreciated. anyway...thanks.

from ozzmodious :

"I atole a muffin at work"- Did you know what you were writing then?

from tasha-x :

Oh, I'm sorry I said that then. It was good to see you.

from anthony654 :

Hey Stace, I finished a few entries. . . you can read them if you want, or don't. . . your call. . . ~Anthony~

from tasha-x :

Yeah - Hey.

from devilscarpet :

Naughty one, aren't we? ;)

from tasha-x :

Hey.

from tessarex :

The 80's are pretty darn cool, being an 80's child myself (82) I have to respect it, you know? I totally meant it as a compliment :)

from devilscarpet :

Thanks about the man. ;) No, I didn't know your name is Stasha... and yes, that is very creepy. I love the name Sasha... something about those Russian names. Now how they get from Alexander (which is what Sasha is supposed to be a form of) to Sasha, I don't know, but I digress.

from mawce :

Oooh. you've got a keeper there. Just don't let the society of fickle males know about him, he'll be excommunicated for not being an ass. (I won't tell, I'm an excommunicatee already... ;)

from pigment :

i lick your diary

from spirit-song :

Startling similarities in the way we think...and I thought I would never find anyone else who shared my spiritual views. I've read a lot of things in your diary that I've said exactly word-for-word. Just thought I'd share that bit of craziness with you. Thanks for being a beautiful person! I'll keep reading.

from lunanuula :

oh, man, stacey, when i read the quotes from your dads birthday i laughed so hard i got hiccups. i love you...and im glad you and andy had...fun...today. <3 kate

from msemperfi :

lol how funny.....a blonde that makes fun of herself....lol cute....

from msemperfi :

hey thanks for the note you left...but Im Melissa and my girl is Jennifer

from mawce :

Heheh...Your father's hilarious. In that funny farm kind of funny. Now..as for wanting to cum on a girl's face...well, the wanting to mark territory could be one part of it, but the other thing that seems right in my head (hey, you try explaining base instincts) is that it puts the guy in a dominant position. as in, I can make a mess of you in my pleasure because I have that power over you. It makes us sound like real bastards when I word it like that, but it's one of those animal urge things.

from deucebiggs :

Why One Would Want To Cum On Another's Face by Deuce Biggs. 1. To see if it will actually be tolerated 2. See #1

from deucebiggs :

Why One Would Want To Cum On Another's Face by Deuce Biggs.

from prcinderella :

Awesome diary. :)

from scarstrucked :

Oh yeah, you should read my diary. Its unlike any diary ever created, I promise.

from scarstrucked :

Thanks for actually writing me a note. Well anyways, you could ask in your survey if the person is still with "the perfect girl" and most important you should ask if the person believes in such a thing as a "perfect girl".

from flufflebunny :

hiya - gorge is a shortened way of saying 'gorgeaus' (which I can never spell)! It might just be an english thing I guess...there are lots of silly english abbrv.s etc. that are useless and make no sense!

from orchdreamer :

thanks soo much for adding me to your favorites!!! it truly made my day! ::smiles brightly:: have a great one! *nichole

from beth-any :

i know we dont know each other..and im sorry, but just fom reading most of youre entries, i know youre a strong person. so dont let us down now.

from deucebiggs :

hold your head up, Stasha.

from dropsofyouth :

like your diary. visit mine some time

from deucebiggs :

"You'll discover I'm not the type of girl you can make come with one finger." - classic.

from pthm :

I'd leave you a note but... shit, I'm leaving you a note...

from orchdreamer :

hehehe...your entry quotes make me laugh. ::surfer voice:: rock on dude! lol j/k have a great one. chow

from untame-able :

Hi...this is me...leaving a note for me...because I haven't gotten any notes for a while... I'm pretty pathetic...but I like shiny things. Yay! Shiny!

from ozzmodious :

If you don't want to hear what people have to say, then don't complain when nobody is talking to you.

from deucebiggs :

sorry about the parental units...

from ozzmodious :

"Sometimes it almost bothers me how detached I am." // This would appear ironic coming out of the mouth of a Saimese twin. // At what point do they become Saimese twins? (Sarcasm only goes so far.)

from diaryreviews :

Your review is up at DiaryReviews... http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/untame-able.html! You did really good - well done! Liv xx

from marieazy22 :

Hi there. well i just recently signed up with Diaryland and came across your diary. You intrigue me to put it simply.~Marie

from deucebiggs :

my e-mail address is "[email protected]" p.s. wifebeater - bra = FANTASTIC, if you would have subtracted the sweatshirt also!

from ozzmodious :

I think you mean cognizant. 'Cognicent' is not a word I've ever used until now. The dictionary concurs.

from deucebiggs :

who's the cutie Daniel's with in the second to last picture?

from deucebiggs :

your underwear is amazing. I wish you could explain to these college girls how important that is to us males.

from ozzmodious :

It's good to hear that you are feeling better.

from deucebiggs :

what did Callie see? -Deucey

from tessarex :

Hey, I'm just lurking 'round and I came across your diary. You getting that Joel guy to ask you to prom is totally hilarious. Guys are sooo frustrating sometimes! Take Care, - Tess~*

from ozzmodious :

My definition doesn't matter. For, your post was based upon your definition of 'involved'. And I was curious about your opnion based upon your definition.

from alixio :

ahh! you have exactly the same bday as me! holy shiittee

from deucebiggs :

if you can help me, how do you explain to a girl how to "deep throat"? -deucey

from ozzmodious :

Are we involved?

from pigment :

Each time i read your diary, i find that you are very funny and adorable... (don't say no, i think you are...!)

from mouze :

u sound like a cool person and cute too. some stuff on your list i can relate to.

from deucebiggs :

transparent is good. "major bird walk"? do explain.

from mawce :

Duct-tape. Not glue. :P

from deucebiggs :

do you always wear the same four rings?

from mawce :

On behalf of all the little techno-geeks screaming in my head about abuse to the poor DSL thingy...could you maybe just put some masking tape over the flashing light instead?

from happyhigh :

good god... i didnt even think...

from deucebiggs :

right. underwear is meant to be seen and discussed. however, if it's plain or if it's dirty, leave it the fuck out of ALL convos! -deucey

from deucebiggs :

p.s. the popcorn convo was hilarious...

from deucebiggs :

"keep your head to the sky" - a quote from some famous person who was feeling good at the moment.

from ambermalfoy :

LOL. Thank you for the note. I didn't mind taking the survey. I enjoyed it. Well, hope to hear from you soon! Amber

from roxygrl15 :

Don't forget Damon Waynes in Earth Girls Are Easy. Or Julie Brown!

from deucebiggs :

ok, taste is a good reason. and I hope you didn't mess yourself typing that note (LOL). and to over-rated, sorry for being so graphic. -deucey

from over-rated :

Ugh... deucebiggs don't be so specific, no one wants to hear about sweaty balls... Oh my, mental images... ps. starwars? haha.

from over-rated :

Andy, OoooOooo My name is andy. Actually... no it isn't, no one calls me andy. Thank god, it's Andrew. Who's Andy?

from deucebiggs :

how come when I click "past" on your diary, it takes me back to the log-in page? -deucey

from deucebiggs :

I meant what was your specific reason for not liking to give blowjobs. is it the gag reflex? the way sperm tastes? makes your jaw hurt? he has sweaty balls? etc?

from deucebiggs :

"I don't like giving blowjobs"? why not? -deucey

from over-rated :

don't like giving blowjobs? well that's a shame... or not, i guess not. instinctually it's a shame though.

from pthm :

so diary land was all weird, and to verify this, i decided to chat with beatnicchick, cool kid, and i found out from her that if i wanted to get andrew's attention about your membership, i should email him with the subject line goldmember-pthm, remember that trick for future reference, only put untame-able, not pthm,anyhow, he said it's all fixed, and he is going to through in an extra 50,000 banners to make up for the delay, happy birthday love.

from over-rated :

call me cheryl? ohh i get it... call me anything you'd like, i set myself up for that one. I was implying you could call me an asshole, and that i have a lot of names, cuz i do. But uh i'm not gross, she's the one who gave herself a name which is just another way of saying vaginal itch, kitty rash? rash, itch, kitty, pussy, vagina... but yeah, i'll stop now...

from over-rated :

aw well her name sounds like it needs some sort of feminin product to relieve it...

from over-rated :

haha dopey fucked a penguin, i like that joke. and what the fuck is a kitty-rash? doesn't sound very apetizing to me... why do you have it on here?

from pthm :

so wait, does this mean you and I both have super gold memberships? How is that?

from pthm :

I'm confused, I thought your new template meant your Super Gold membership had been activated, but I still possess a Super Gold membership...

from pthm :

I like your birthday present.

from pthm :

I love you too.

from pigment :

oh... "cook", ok... next time i will check carefully my dictionary, goddammit... (In the case somebody is looking for me, i'm under my bed...)

from pigment :

come on, i'm a great cooker, that's not fair...!! :'o((

from timdangerous :

Essayez-vous de me dire quelque chose?

from pigment :

sorry... i'm just wondering if your email works well... cuz i was ON too, i was there... A LOT! Take care anyway... :) xo

from timdangerous :

i'm almost positive i said happy birthday! lemme look again....yep, i did say happy birthday. i thought i did. oh well.

from citiesfall :

thank you very much. i do.

from mawce :

Ah! I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!! Happy birthday. I'm sorry I missed it!!

from deucebiggs :

hope your b-day was wonderful. -deuce

from brad-c :

Hey.. Happy B'day. I just wanted to tell you that I really enjoyed reading your diary and I'll definently be coming back to read more. :)

from timdangerous :

happy birthday sweetheart! *hugs*

from chikbeatnik :

i'm glad to hear you're doing well though. :)

from chikbeatnik :

whoa. :) awesome. how have you been? what events are you doing this year? didn't realize it was you at all.

from chikbeatnik :

you said you remember me. who are you?

from antipathy :

i`m on your favourite diary's list, who isnt? [forgive me] so yeah, you also leave me notes = you read my diary *leaps for joy* just thought i`d leave a note, say hi, read your diary a little, anyhow nice to know i have a fairly consistent readership, i promise to improve the grammar and spelling, any requests? more jokes perhaps? anyhow cya

from perceptionss :

I wish I had a cute puppy named Rusty:) Eric/Booby

from pthm :

how dare you steal the fake diary entry idea, how dare you.... heh... you almost had me, almost, for a few seconds at the part with the having the sex, the very first mention of it, almost...

from mawce :

Ooooh, can I help you get rid of the human race? Pleeeaaase?

from over-rated :

i'm so odd, the idea of an attractive girl jumping up and down in a bikini top to try and sell car washes bothers me, and yet i admire pretty girls all the time. Perhaps because my admiring doesn't have money involved. Money is so disgusting, where as pretty girls are so beautiful.

from mawce :

Oh...you mean once the bear starts eating you, playing dead is a moot point? So that's what I'm doing wrong...

from ozzmodious :

"Something in my veins/ Bloodier than blood."

from over-rated :

if i was a bear, i would eat a mullet.

from ciaramyst :

Thank you for joing my tgif diary ring.

from bipolargirl :

hope your mom is ok

from mawce :

*BIG HUGS* Oh No! I'm sending your momma well wishes, and mental cuddles to you too. Hope things go decently. I'm a good listening ear if you wanna just bitch and rant about the evil crappyness of life...y'know, those incoherent ones that feel good but make no sense to most anyone else. Feel free to drop me an email or something.

from somatic :

yup, i second the "a ballpeen is a hammer" info. there's a picture of one at www.ballpeen.net, of course. the rest of that site makes no sense to me, but the hammer pic is all i really wanted to find for you. :)

from citiesfall :

it's a really small hammer.

from lousrose :

perceptionss is alive. please email me at [email protected] if you'd like more information. thanks, whit.

from antipathy :

You read my diary huh, i have an audience to bear in mind now...daunting ;). Yeah, everythings totally fucked up right now but i`m dealing with it okay, ya know breaking down and crying infront of people etc. Anyhow, nice to know someone reads my diary

from tasteless :

*hugs you*- tasteless

from over-rated :

will you write me an email sometime? [email protected]

from ozzmodious :

"I see a red door and I want to paint it black/ No colors anymore I want them to turn black..." Most people some superficiality to them. Be it a socail behaviorism you use to adapt to and deal with anxiety or a simple desire; the falsification of the self is something many do. Patients and doctors alike. But, like 'rhetoric', the word 'superficial'has gotten a bad rep. Superficiality is, in a sense, creating a mock up of something to the purpose of covering a blemish or weakness. Look at peacocks. Most people would liken the image of superficiality to, say, a politician. Yet, they ignore the superficiality of peacocks and their plumes.

from simeons-twin :

Thank you for the note. That was terrible news. May he rest in peace. Take care.

from dcalien :

thnk you

from neshachan :

Thanks for the note, I'm sure many people are very saddened by the news. take care.

from raw-hate :

I saw that movie i thought it was fucking awesome actually, lol. Thats just me though.

from pigment :

ah, cool, a quote of Calvin and Hobbes, now you're talking! I just looove them, you're my sis...! (hey, i'm not kidding!)

from over-rated :

haha hey... just cuz i was drunk doesnt mean... ok fine, incoherent and meaningless, i'll agree to that! my tummy hurts... ....

from redivivus :

PS Eve is very cool now that we hardly reconize her as the scrapegoat for the male ego. The same thing with Pandora. She wasn't a doombringer, she was a feminist.

from redivivus :

In the cloning business there is always a huge amount of errors in the genes and this often decreases the life expectancy but it can also create a painful predicament for the specimen. For me cloning is bad because it may be cruel; this baby girl is only expected to live about one year. Other then that though, Rock on sect!

from bipolargirl :

you make some awesome points regarding cloning. some that i haven't thought of, but pondering now. my main concern is the money and power that comes with all the possibilities. the militarty is always trying experiments on their soldiers to make them 'more efficient' (code for killing machines). they experimented with psychotropics and such in vietnam. i'm afraid that the military will want to use this to breed an army of vicious clones with lots of muscle and little remorse. also, the rich can finally custom-design their kids. i've read several cnn polls and there are people out there who are interested in this. this reminds me of the film Gattica. companies and insurance agencies will be only concerned about the 'perfect people,' anyone that is 'natural' and born with heart, mental conditions, etc will be only be able to work McJobs. this is just my opinion and my fears. you are very insightful and have introduced and interesting forum on the topic. ethics is so interesting, isn't it?

from mawce :

(and yes, I'm still plugging away on your page)

from mawce :

No, you haven't told me that you loved me lately...actually, that's not true, you just did in that note. *smiles and wanders off*

from iamen :

... et vous parlez francais, aussi. Il est super!

from iamen :

'cause you know how to make your day better. that's beat.

from pthm :

i'm so not offering to hook your dad up with a good deal on a ps2, because i so utterly hate him to death. but you my friend, i will hook you up with some games if i still have my job when you want a hook up, you'll just either have to come to my store someday when it's me and bryan working, or tell me what you want and get me the money. yeah. call me sometime, i need to get you your christmas presents.

from bipolargirl :

it is very perceptive of you that you can see the pattern of abuse and how it transfers to one another. i have recalled sometime that i have acted like my father or mother in certain situations and it makes me freeze in my tracks. but, if you can't see it, you will be the only one who knows it isn't there.

from bipolargirl :

thanks for the good wishes. you rock.

from piecesofher :

Of course you can be a merfaerie with me. Let's sing siren songs and wreck mean boys. And wear gauzy dresses and dance around campfires and things.

from pthm :

what the hell is that supposed to mean? either i'm not going to make any diary entries at all, or i'm going to make shitty ones, it's up to you.

from pigment :

hey! just would like to know if it's ok that i've made a link to one of your page i like so much, in my diary... (and THANKS for the note)

from redivivus :

Oh thats horrible. I got a mini-dashund myself, I couldn't imagine experiecing that. I hope he gets better!

from iamen :

vous m'intriguez.

from pthm :

you've hit 200 entries, congratulations...

from redivivus :

Redivivus: Come back to life; Lachrymose: Tearful; Axon: long nerve fiber that conducts away from the cell body of the neuron. ;)

from raw-hate :

well thanks, at least i have you who doesnt

from perceptionss :

That was a very kind email to write me. It really made me smile. You sound like a really sweet girl and your entries are fine:) Booby

from raw-hate :

do you think i'm a bad person?

from pthm :

next time you don't know what to write about, write about sex, drugs, and violence.

from deucebiggs :

it's nice to know that, somewhere in this fashion crazed world, a girl cares about how pretty things are UNDER her clothes. good job. -deuce

from z0tl :

realize you have created a great day. 'z eggsactly wha' i'm talkin' 'bout. every day. nobody seems 2 get it. doh.

from rockergemini :

Hola! Your diary kicks ass. Just letting ya know. Ill be back fa shizzle! Hahahaha look at poor Manda and her lame gangsta slang...er....riiiight. Ok, I admit, Im not funny of cynical, I'm only slightly insane. Bite me. But back to the point, the diary is cool. Rock on, babe!

from perceptionss :

You made me want to get a Chocolate milk shake but at 2 am in the morning, those are hard to find. Hope your head starts feeling better and when it does, smile for me:) Booby

from jackviolent :

thats too bad. that homer simpson says some great stuff sometimes. like all the time actually.

from pthm :

i get uncomfortable reading your notes and seeing they are talking about me, anyway, i checked at that organizm chick, and read her first few entries, didn't really perk my interest, thanks though. hopefully talk to you later, i miss doing that, talking to you. yeah.

from ozzmodious :

"Sheesh.... male egos are pissing me off, and yes, this is directed at you, and no, don't say anything, you'll make it worse." This is a good tactic to try to get people to consider what they've done wrong. And have you ever considered how your ego might be effecting others? Two stones of the same malleability, when rubbed together, will destroy each other. One weaker stone and one stronger stone, when rubbed together, will leave one whittled to nothing while the other is left only sightly damaged.

from ozzmodious :

Then how would something that has not occured before be predictable? Instead, I think that inevitability would denote fate because if it only denoted predictability, then how would you justify predicting something, if that exact event had not occured before? And as another thought, what is the difference between predictability and fate? When taken into deep consideration, the only real difference is perception of one's reality in relation to time. That and people can more easily prove predictability than fate, so it's accepted more.

from mawce :

*chomp* Bite back at 'ya

from ozzmodious :

Does inevitability denote fate?

from perceptionss :

Thanks for letting me in on your secret. Now I will go around saying my eyes are chestnut, thanks to you:) Booby

from jackviolent :

i actually used to be very similar to him. although, i was irrational in a different way. i read through his entry and laughed at myself. but i laughed at him too. i think i handled things in my situation a little better than him. not that i handled them well at all.

from mawce :

Lol, groovy. here's a question: do you like it in the layout as it is, or do you want a completely new one? oh, yeah...why don't you email me if you have any ideas of how you want it, my d-land mail works, so you can use that.

from mawce :

Just thought I'd drop a note and say hi. Oh yeah, and ask if I can fix the HTML on your site lol. (sorry, programming geek coming out.)

from pigment :

yeah, i care, make this link!! arghhhh...!

from ozzmodious :

Thank you for the compliment. I'd say the same but I'm not sure you're agree with me or take me seriously. "Put that mike in my hand/ and let me kick out the jams/..Kick out the jams.../We gotta kick 'em out!"-Blue Oyster Cult

from ozzmodious :

In a world full of doors, a window might be your God.

from deucebiggs :

I absolutely LOVE Truth or Dare, although my version hardly ever includes Truth (or any clothing for that matter). How old are you, because I don't want to compliment you for wearing thongs if you're extremely underage.

from deucebiggs :

glad to hear things are a little better. Deucey

from ozzmodious :

I'm sorry to hear about this unpleasant situation. Why did you log off immediately afterwards? I hope everything's ok.

from deucebiggs :

yes, you may call me Deucey!!! *smile* anyhow, I don't think i would have guessed that you are bisexual, since I keep reading about all of the guys who fall in love with you. hope the new girl with potential offers you an interesting challenge.

from ozzmodious :

Especially when you consider I don't even have 100 entries yet and I've been a member for something like 4 years....

from ozzmodious :

It is admirable how you can post at least once a day. With exceptions with the last month or so. But that is understandable.

from jackviolent :

but. i'm not blocking you. nor was i ever.

from ozzmodious :

I've got another journey for you. Write me, you know my e-mail address. timehasnoplace

from deucebiggs :

oh. my. goodness. that is probably the most gutwrenching exchange of words between two people that I have ever read outside of any exchange that I've participated in. all I can say is, keep your head to the sky. it's gonna hurt like hell, but you'll be stronger afterwards. I know- I've been there before, and if I'm not careful, I'll be going back there really soon. 2

from pthm :

ha ha ha, you have dozens of guys fall in love with you all the time which makes you feel emotionally responsible and guilty, and there is seemingly nothing you can do about it... that may be too good of a come back...

from deucebiggs :

yeah, I'm a newbie, but if I can remember to keep this diary up even once a week, I shall not let you down! keep reading!

from pigment :

i'm just in love with your entries' quote... even this one of today!!

from pthm :

just thought i'd bring to your attention that you need to update your profile. in most of your diary summaries, you make reference to "your boyfriend." who no longer exist. and your screen name is wrong. :)

from pthm :

when are you really coming back, as in, when will you really start posting again?

from untame-able :

I have been on a Journey.

from ozzmodious :

Where are you?

from ozzmodious :

I don't have a lot of worthy things to say, but when one considers the fact that most people just speak, one can't help but realize that silence is gorgeous. as I always say, "I second of silence contains more truth than a lifetime of syllables."

from ozzmodious :

Ditto. Where have you been?

from pigment :

Thanks for the note! It was welcome... Well, i've really appreciated to find in your diary some deep words and all, it was really touching sometimes, and comforting and beautiful, like this one for instance: "If I was not here, there would be a tiny rip in eternity" ... I'm not sure of its meaning, but it seems to sound like one of the most beautiful sentence from aboveground... How come that you're only 15! i'm amazed... Well, anyway, i wish you the best, please go on this way, you fight well!

from pthm :

i miss you and i want you

from bipolargirl :

i feel for you. girls have been mean to me, too. and parents don't understand why guys call just to talk. i'd like to say it might change for you. it might, but i cant say for sure... i'm still waiting. although i have found that the girls i have found as true friends have stayed that way.

from thefunway :

Um . . . who might you be? Have I met you?

from citiesfall :

thank you. i should tell you that i enjoy your diary very much although it hasn't been on my list until now.

from timdangerous :

i miss talking to you too.

from pthm :

actually you can, but you shouldn't

from untame-able :

ohgod... peter... I can't delete notes, can I? Crap... (blushing furiously)

from pthm :

bard, she's just modest, you have no idea how beautiful this girl is, i don't think it would be possible for her to look bad in a picture, i swear to god this girl is one of the most beautiful girls there ever was.

from bard :

Don't fret over it. I'm not photogenic, either.

from jackviolent :

labor day, huh? its been a long time since we talked last. you should write more.

from bipolargirl :

glad you're back, baby

from bipolargirl :

I WANT MY STASHA BACK!!!!!!

from bipolargirl :

you are going to be ok, girl. i know it hurts and i know it sucks. lots of hugs from your friend, bipolarchick. please keep updating, it will do you good to write about it

from wishiwasout :

Why hello. I've just finished reading some of the entries of your diary...and I must say...I absolutely love it. But, to my dismay, you don't have an email set, so I decided to use this. May I link your diary to mine? Thanks.

from citiesfall :

why thank you, very very much. may i ask how exactly you found my diary?

from somatic :

Hey. : ) Thanks for the high praise in your Favorites section... I really appreciate the comment. Sounds like you're going through some rough times right now. My only advice? Trust that somehow, on some level, life is fair - if it sucks now, you're due for a great day tomorrow.

from bipolargirl :

hey hey my friend, i'm glad to be back, and thanks for reading. just what is up with these phone calls, anyways ......

from cutencuddly :

�� Hey sweetie! You have a very unique diary-style writing... For what little it's worth, I can relate. I've been through most of the things you have spoken about in your Diary. You just consistently blow me away. I'm sorry for gushing, but seriously, your writing is vivid and very beautiful. If you have time please check out my Diary and leave me a note as well (if you have time..hopefully..) Alas, I have nothing more interesting to say. So, I will depart. Have a lovely day. ~Dee ��

from pthm :

you were not cruel at all, yesterday was beautiful.

from jackviolent :

hugs are nice. thank you.

from pthm :

i thought having a new note in your diary would make you happy... i miss you... and mysticelf is not entirely right. most people are weak, but not us.

from mysticalelf :

People are weak... I agree... Don't whant to waste your time though

from ozzmodious :

To go with your Udal quote fomr tow or three posts ago: "To be great is to be misunderstood."- Ralph Waldo Emerson

from jackviolent :

hugs are good. but i haven't had a real hug since january first. sure there are friendly ones scattered about, but nothing that i could really feel. i'm in some serious withdrawal. that was a good entry

from lostwithzeal :

That was neat, I like thinking of myself as a small part of a sparkle. You deserve a prize for that too, and I would give you one if I had any, but I don't. Sorry about that, I didn't mean to mislead you into believing that you were going to get a prize, just stating that you deserve one. Next time you get a prize for no reason at all, you can think to yourself, HEY, I really do deserve this.

from jackviolent :

thank you. i feel very feel quite flattered by your patronage. diaryland is fun, isn't it? but i would like to know what it was that i gave you.

from jackviolent :

your comment for my diary simply screams out for an explanation. online crushes are fun and i've had my fair share of them. obligitory questions: how did you find me? what do you think of me? what about my diary is outstanding enough to list as a favorite? we hope to hear from you soon.

from lostwithzeal :

I used to play a game with myself when i was younger. It was called "see how long you can go for without social interaction." In elementary school, i would shut myself off from the other kids, away from the possibility of rejection and humiliation, until I felt comfortable with myself. I eventually would be drawn into one group or another, but never felt like I really belonged, and i would isolate myself again. I enjoy being by myself, but there are certain drawbacks, always feeling like the outcast. I guess this is why I never developed any real social skills, and why I like to leave such random messages in people's notes, because any type of interaction is essentially still an experiment to me.

from raw-hate :

Hey...i can see you are going through a hard time and i want you to know if you ever need to talk to anyone you can email me at [email protected], i may not know you but i sure can listen to you.

from forty5rpm :

I happen to know for a fact that you have at least one existant reader. At least in her own mind... Maybe she does not exist in your mind. Eep.

from bipolargirl :

hello my friend - just wanted to let you know that i KNOW where you are coming from. i felt like you when i was 15 and i still feel like that now that im 31. you are half my age, but i gain insight from you. (any adult that does not understand 'kids', does not look at themselves close enough). i have told guys that i just want to be friends with about what happened to me 2 years ago and how i really can't even think about having sex with them, and they still get offended, dissappointed, confused, and sad. i do feel bad, because a few of these guys are great friends for me - and when i finally feel like being social and they are around - i do feel safe. and there is a part of me that wishes i could 'thank them' in some way -- even my hormones feel that way too. but - as i have said, and as i have experienced similar situations as you since i was 15, i would say you are a very good friend and must be true to yourself. i can relate to pete, too (i love our little ring goin' on). there have been many times where i have wanted more than friendship from some of my guy friends. sometimes i did go through with the whole sex thing - and i blamed myself later that i didn't have a friend later - or the friendship changed. after two years without ' a significant other ' i have found that some of my guy friends that did stick around are some of the best friends i have now. it's just that when two people really click as friends, it's hard to determine where you both should go with it. unfortunately, sometimes in our darkest periods we tend to focus (whether we realize it or not) on our immediate needs. i have to keep learning over and over again that it is the journey, not the destination. and that there is lots more to life than just tomorrow. if there isn't then there's no need to worry about it anyway. hope i made sense, i think both u and pthm are the coolest. you are too young to be 'tamed' -- and so am i! lol lol lol keep the faith, friend and rock on!

from drackenwolf :

Don't feel TOO alone. I just had a blast reading through some of your entries. You've got a great sense of humor and anybody who can see that fine line where cartoons and reality intersect or even overlap is okay in my book. I'll definitely be stopping back by. Ciao for now. Drack.

from bipolargirl :

i read your entry for 4.30.02 - truly beautiful and i can relate - although it's been a long, long time ... good for you

from chupacaubra :

=) Thank you for the kind note... glad you liked it... I'm liking your diary as well...

from disarray- :

J.E.W is mos. def. hot ina dorky way. ;) Mm.

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