::eat drink (speak) and be mary::
the girl(woman): one Mary Brave, battling toward peace and transformation. essentially loving and very much obsessed with home. poet/ playwright/ superheroine/ being. the complications: mental illness recovery - eating disorder, depression, anxiety, self-injury, codependency; issues - shame, abandonment, control, scarcity/ deprivation, identity; color - grief for one home, one residence, two loved ones, and (the impending end to) parents' marriage. assets: hella good resilience and desire to live well - as acquired from my one-and-only, altogether brilliant Home, recent removal from extended exile period to an actual city, (far-off) friends who love in spectacular ways, and a superdoctor. moody quote of the moment: "I wish for a place/ where the earth doesn't shake/ and if the earth won't be still/ then I will." -Lisa Loeb
My favorite diaries: |
agiel profile - diary |
comments: cami, the blessed, gargoyle-protected co-conspirator whose writing is like breath |
backagain profile - diary |
comments: true inspiration: the wisdom of pain seen through willingness to examine and to change... |
being-katie profile - diary |
comments: because she's been nothing but love in my life, and I know what it is to need that. |
blondeness profile - diary |
comments: a gentle lesson in re-attachment; loveliness |
bluehamster profile - diary |
comments: a julie-related brilliance...you can't go wrong with anything entitled "whee..." |
brittbrat profile - diary |
comments: britt, the loyal atomfollower, who is more fit to be a leader than she knows |
bronx-bound1 profile - diary |
comments: take a walk through berlin in this grrl's moccasins. oh, do. |
circling profile - diary |
comments: her words about words give everyone's importance. not to mention that she's marvelous. |
clean2202 profile - diary |
comments: a different voice on a parallel path. much appreciated |
crystalwalls profile - diary |
comments: on the days when we have wings, lyndzie meets me here... |
elfling profile - diary |
comments: julie, the once androgynous! now happy!champion of allies |
glitterboi profile - diary |
comments: he is so like a hero; I wish someone could be his... |
iwillsurvive profile - diary |
comments: she talks about therapy. and depression. and therapy. and she used to have *daisies!* (i.e. divine diaryland intervention) but her new layout is good, too. ;) |
iws2 profile - diary |
comments: more of that awe-compelling, honest strength. woot! |
lilith73 profile - diary |
comments: oh. so. admirable... |
lovelindsey profile - diary |
comments: angel dearling metamorphosizing again. she'll be given love// she'll be taken care of... |
mess profile - diary |
comments: jess is like sleep with better-written dreams; even nightmares would be soft inside her hands |
myfreedom profile - diary |
comments: truth liberated. she mends my heart in breaking it. |
mystomach profile - diary |
comments: when I first found her, I thought - I can't be reading this. now, I realize the same reasons I thought that are exactly why I can't stop reading her. |
pacifiste profile - diary |
comments: krista's courage, openness, and willingness to transform amaze me. I want so much for her... |
papercloud profile - diary |
comments: lindsey, my fairy-winged beach-partner, version 4.0 |
perceptions profile - diary |
comments: ocassional conformity meets the only consistent boy favorite |
perdiendome profile - diary |
comments: somehow, just bearing witness to her strength makes me feel stronger. (she remains) such a gift. |
peregryn profile - diary |
comments: she is the laughter my perspective craves, the face of reality when smiling |
phoenix89 profile - diary |
comments: and oh what a dear phoenix she is. (pacifiste transformed.) |
pinkpajamas profile - diary |
comments: because she has the power to make everything better temporarily. such a gift. |
quirkette profile - diary |
comments: refractory reincarnated. yeaaay! |
raoulduke profile - diary |
comments: when I get sad, I read raoul. he's like the kitty I can't have. |
refractory profile - diary |
comments: she likes yarn-craft, dar, tori, ani, spilling open, and me. I like her. plus, she started the agoraphobia diaryring. |
relish1280 profile - diary |
comments: she is my comrade in a battle won in ones. |
runningstar5 profile - diary |
comments: she has me hooked somehow. I have delusions that I know her. |
someday- profile - diary |
comments: a being of incredible strength who is just beginning her journey to discover it. I want to hold onto her, muchly. |
the-closet profile - diary |
comments: come out wherever you are...(mental illness awareness is *cool*)... |
thryn profile - diary |
comments: sisssssssssster. there is a day when ours is a short-distance sisterhood. |
verts-yeux profile - diary |
comments: linds, the happy thought that redirects my course to fairyland... |
whereistand profile - diary |
comments: she calls it surplus. but there's no such thing as too much Shannon. |
xxlaughyxx profile - diary |
comments: she has an incredible kindness, evident not only in the support she offers but the support she receives. and she has a strong heart, willing to listen to other strong hearts. and I respect that dearly. |
yotothechild profile - diary |
comments: i see this as a reflection that heals. who knew such an entity existed. |
* profile - diary |
comments: * |
nourish profile - diary |
comments: dear abby aspirations compell my scattered brain. help me share my words with...me. |
atomgirl profile - diary |
comments: the origin/ the archive. quite a bit of beauty but began prior to my finding safety. please take care of you. |
caged-freed profile - diary |
comments: community. against. [the.] glorification. [of.] eating. disorders. (come write an entry! or browse...) |
My favorite music: |
girls |
comments: Tori Amos, Ani DiFranco, Tracy Bonham, Liz Phair, Dar Williams, Tracy Chapman, Indigo Girls, Rasputina, Fiona Apple, Carolyn Arends, Alanis Morissette, Melissa Ferrick, Joni Mitchell, Sleater-Kinney, Shawn Colvin, Bjork, Erin McKeown, Sissies |
boys |
comments: Ben Harper, Lifehouse, Third Eye Blind, Elvis Costello, my-brother-the-prodigy, REM, Smashing Pumpkins, Nine Inch Nails, Live, Leonard Cohen, Stephen Merritt, Moxy Fruvous, Winter Machine |
co-ed |
comments: The Crabs, Rainer Maria, Belle and Sebastian, Ks Choice |
my theme songs |
comments: Tori: Winter & Girl - Lifehouse: Somewhere In Between - Winter Machine: Going Through - Ben Harper: Forever - Melissa Ferrick: Win Em Over & Cracker Jack Kid - Alanis Morissette: That I Would |
more theme songs |
comments: Be Good & Utopia - Ks Choice: Everything For Free - Liz Phair: Canary - Dar Williams: You're Aging Well - Fiona Apple: Sullen Girl - Ani DiFranco: Swan Dive |
My favorite movies: |
fried green tomatoes |
comments: women. |
good will hunting |
comments: breakthrough. |
the princess bride |
comments: recitable. |
the laramie project |
comments: gratitude. |
28 days |
comments: [[for remembrance.]] |
My favorite authors: |
classic |
comments: Charlotte Bronte, Gaston Leroux, Mark Twain, Louisa May Alcott, Lucy Maud Montgomery, Nathaniel Hawthorne |
poets |
comments: Emily Dickinson, Alix Olson, Edna St. Vincent Millay, Sapphire, Shelley, Celena Glenn, Robert Frost, Dorothy Parker, Margaret Atwood |
semi-current |
comments: Aimee Bender, Anne Lamott, Trina Paulus, Joanne Greenberg, Elizabeth Wurtzel, Lauren Slater, Melody Beattie, Iyanla Vanzant, Aldous Huxley, Emma Donoghue, Graham Greene, Sandra Cisneros |
plays |
comments: Paul Zindel, Tony Kushner, Craig Lucas, Jane Martin |
books supposedly intended for children |
comments: all things Ramona, Daphne's Book, There's A Boy In The Girls' Bathroom, A Murder For Her Majesty, The Secret Garden, A Little Princess, the Little Critter books, anything by Chris Van Allsburg, Roller Skates, Harry Potter, Walk Two Moons |
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