messages to alhanahstar:
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from chosnangel :
I knows you love me! I miss you tho. I wish CHristmas was over. No pizazz this year i guess. We need to hang out. LOVE YOU!
from chosnangel :
new diary for you. I completely for got my password to edit or even ENTER Crmsonregret. so if you still know yours let me know so i can transfer entries. and i think i need my penguin password. Maybe.
from leaveme2cry :
I feel like we never talk. WAHHHHH! hehe call me!
from leaveme2cry :
I feel like we never talk. WAHHHHH! hehe call me!
from corajoy :
Congratuations, Beth, on your anniversary! Thanks for stopping by my diary. I hope to chat with you soon, sister! Joy
from caiti-lynn :
Hello there. It is nice when someone comes to say hello to me once in a while - I've been reading through a couple of your entries and I like your style...you keep it interesting and brief - brevity is very important to me, especially when it comes to diary entries! Well, I think I'll add you to my favorites if you don't mind and thanks for your consideration.
from crmsonregret :
yes it is true. Thats what i am. LOL! can you believe the way Dustin was acting before i left. Why do you think that was. Of course hes been all lovey dovey touchy feely all weekend. it was nice...
from crmsonregret :
not sure. But, i know we wont be going for awhile. she might be home by then.
from rdnecklilgrl :
one little hobbit jumpin on the bed....met up with Gandalf and now hes a............PENGUIN! hehehe
from tourniquet13 :
i don't know the situation... it's nice to see you back again. i'm kinda on again off again with the diaryland... (it's a strained relationship. lol)... i hope that whatever barriers are up, they come down. i'm not much for the praying type... but i hope. :)... feel free to say hello or leave a note. i'm always around... somewhere. XOXO, gina
from hurt2tears :
What entry do you refer to?
from hurt2tears :
So. Here we are again. We're all mad here. I need to go on vacation. I am not sure where but i need to go. Come to Dustinland with me. Its a happy place. (I will explain later) Love Me
from crmsonregret :
Yeah i think you are right at who you think Haliwood is. Rader. Yeah. Yup. Wow. Anywhosit. My penguin! hehe
from scrts2pnguin :
You really shouldn't call your aunt a freak, it isn't nice. ~The Penguin~
from hurt2tears :
AHHHHH! ok....you are a freak...and the fact that my boyfriend thinks you are funny and can talk about stuff like taht with you....that makes him a freak. But i loves you both! Me
from leaveme2cry :
I take pride in that poem. Tammy really likes it. Which is good. Makes me smile to know she knows i never meant to add to her pain. Well I am outtie for now. Call me this weekend. Me
from cutelilbigrl :
Mwahahaha so many diaries so little time....hehe yeah theres another good one i have too...Leaveme2cry....Its good. There is a poem in there that people flipped over...it's NOT about suicide.It was about trying to get out of what i was in with Jeff. Even if it does scream DEATH! lol. Ahh the loony one was rubbing off on me!
from hurt2tears :
We just cant seem to get away. This place always draws you back into it. Oh my other diary is Cutelilbigrl (dont ask Seb's a tard). Nice to be back isnt it?
from hurt2tears :
So i see you have returned. Welcome back. Its hard to stay away isnt it? Jamie
from lightedpath :
Hello! Lighted Path is now up and running! You are more than welcome to come and add your site to our Christian Directory! Can't wait to see what God does in and through us as we all work together! - with much love, Christy
from tourniquet13 :
thank you for saying what you did. you make a lot of sense... i know i take things out on others that don't deserve it. but sometimes they do. i'll take your advice into mind, as i always have... you're a bright woman full of sooo many things worth listening to. you're amazing and i hope that life treats you well and god takes your hand through whatever path you take now on your journey through this crazy thing we call life... *smiles*... i'm always on aim if you ever want to talk. and you know the email. thank you so much, beth. *BIG HUGS*... take care, god bless and lots of love... all my love, gina
from usmcbabe :
thanks....i just dont know what to do or who to trust anymore. i miss talking to you. Love you. Me
from usmcbabe :
i was thinking about stopping diaryland...but i changed my mind....some people are still good...and by some i mean like 4....yeah ok Bye Love Me
from lilmoochie :
schoo was great intill I have to learn how to speak and read 6 languages in 6 weeks!!! Each language we have to speak intill that week is over then you have to go to the next one!!! HELP!!! gotta go though, so, bye *Tammy*
from angel23wc :
long time, no talk... *frownz*... hey aunt beth... i miss ya tons... and i hope to talk to ya here soon... i've gotta go... lovez you... *big hugz*... *staci*
from smplpleasure :
Guess who?? hehehe
from jamihugz :
posted a poem on Poetry.com...its called Stormy NIght's Love...just put in my name....LOve YA me
from angel23wc :
hey aunt beth... i miss you!!!... i thought i'd just stop by and say hi and that i love you and i miss you!!! sorry, i don't really ever have time to do much on here... or anything, B's takin' up all my time... he's always over here... well... i wanted to say hi... i love you!!!... *staci*
from usmcbabe :
Is this Clarise?? why hello clarise!! hehehe I ate his liver with some fava beans and a nice ceante....
from corajoy :
Amen!I love that sermon. I am impressed by your pastor! And, you know what? It sounds like something Rich would have appriciated, very much. I'm going to link the Exwitch Ministries message board to this post, if that's ok with you. They will appriciate it, too. Joy
from usmcbabe :
It's me again margret.....hello is the is margret....i know its you margret..... hehehe I'm funny!
from stormy65 :
Read the sermon for Sunday. Great one. I really enjoyed it. Thanks for sharing it. Explains how I feel to a tee. Love ya
from tamberlyanne :
i have grown to love your diary even more! i just finished sending my guy your sunday's sermon (he's working at a children's camp right now - i titled it "a refresher!") Thank you soo much for putting these things online!
from usmcbabe :
look look! its me again/....who else would it be??? hehe love you *HUGZ* me
from lilmoochie :
THank you! Told ya so! L.O.L Talk to ya later!
from heavnstears :
and what precisly is that comment supposed to mean?? :) hehe
from usmcbabe :
hellllllllllllllllllllllllllo what are you doin'...im sitting here at work....NO ONE is here..AT ALL! (ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ) sleepy jamie....hehe lol! love you Jamie
from lilmoochie :
Hey Beth. Read your diary entry like you told me to. I love you too! Don't forget that, my GROOVY aunt! Gotta go! Luv ya lots! *Tammy*
from broknangel13 :
i really liked the diary entry today. it made me think... and smile. it was beautiful... filled with lots to think about. you're a brilliant woman... :)... heh. i hope you realize that. and thank you for sooo much, aunt beth. *HUGS*... love, gina
from tamberlyanne :
hello Aunt Beth! thank you so much for leaving me a note! (i wish more people would do that!) i checked out your diary too - you sound like a bundle of laughter! and it's always GREAT to find a fellow Christian-thespian!
from stormy65 :
Hey Sister Sister! Such a detective! I thought if I told how we worked things out others might take the lead. Didn't mean to make you cry. Glad you had a good time with the girls. Don't forget October! We go camping!! And are gonna give them people a run for best decorations this year. And we have to get Tammy to be a smore!! Love Ya
from hilly-angel :
hey aunt beth... it was great to talk to you today... i've decided that i like you... but then again... i decided that before i even talked to you... i hope that i get to come and kidnapp jamie tomorrow... and i hope that i get to meet you and tammy soon... i would really like that... you guyz are soooo great and i don't even know you that well... but i love you... i guess i just wanted to stop by and say hi... whoa almost spelled that one wrong... hehe... and thanks for adding me to your profile... lifeguards... hehe... that's the whole whistle whistle thingy... if jamie hasn't told you... maybe i can... hehe... it was kinda an inside joke... but i say yes to you being on the inside... cuz you're great... bye bye... *hillybear*
from usmcbabe :
hmmmz reading thru some peoples diaries and finding notes for me that arent nice.....Yeah i will show you later.... LOVE YOU\bye
from lilmoochie :
Hey Beth. Hope we have tons of fun tonight. I'll bring my Mary-kate and Ashley stuff. I said stuff because I have the dolls too. Both of them!! Cool huh. I'll make sure I behave well. I know Bobbob is probably tired when he gets home and I'm supposed to respect my elders. So I will. When you or Bobbob tell me to do something I'll make sure that I do it the first time you tell me to. I know I'm acting weird, huh. I'm on this new pill. And I act weird and polite after I take it. Not much else to write. So I'll talk to you later. Bye Aunt Beth. And everyone else who is reading this. Beth is the best aunt a girl could ever have. Not joking! Luv ya Beth! *Tammy*
from usmcbabe :
yeeeeeeeeeeees he is home. LOL. Well lata tata! *HUGZ* me
from thatoneguy85 :
I just read diaries cuz I don't have much to do otherwise.. I just read other diaries like many other people do, I wasn't really trying to tell people where they are with God, just offering Guidance..
from corajoy :
Ok, that failed miserably. . No one told me html didn't work in notes! Anyway, you got the address. . .:D Joy
from corajoy :
There is a Yahoo group, called Rich Mullins QOTD. I get a Rich quote everyday, most days. <a href="http://groups.yahoo.com/group/RichMullinsQOTD/">This</a> is the link. This is where I got the story I put up today. :)Joy
from corajoy :
Happy birthday to him from me to! That's one of my favorite songs. . .:-D Joy
from islandsoul :
Tell your husband, happy birthday from me. ~~Isolda~~
from fassm :
well...i put up a completely new one. Not really based on anything (maybe pent up anger, I don't know). It's a real departure from everything I've posted before because it has no intended rhyming. I don't know if that was what you meant...but it's deffinitly different from the usual.
from fassm :
hey aunt beth...sup? NM here...just lettin ya know I'm putting another poem up. Tell me what ya think.
from corajoy :
Wow. You are something else, lady. Your neice is a very lucky girl, and I praise you for being there for her. Too many young women are alone, wandering and wondering. The kitty broke my heart, and then what you said about her made it worse. I'm still crying! I'd really like to talk to you more. D'you have any messenger service besides AOL and ICQ? I don't have either. . . Joy
from usmcbabe :
Yes we are ok...DUR!!!! LOL
from twinkiebun :
keep saying..I am a diaryland addict and find 12 steps!! LOL
from rezrektedme :
yes...yes she is
from fassm :
Thanks for the talk last night and the encouragement with my writing. I needed the first and the second is always something I like. Thanks again...ttyl ~michael
from usmcbabe :
You are married to the muffin man....didn't you know?? I knew! LOL....I'm in a good mood today :) well i will be in to see you soon! *LOVE YOU* Me
from angel23wc :
i miss you aunt beth... oh yea... guess what... i've said it before... but i felt i should say it again... brandon asked me out... :)... sorry, i'm just sooo happy about it... :)... well... i miss you, and hopefully i'll be back home soon... i love you... *staci*
from usmcbabe :
guess what?? I MISS YOU! we shoudl hang out tomorrow...I'm sorry i slept all day...but it was nice! Well call me...I LOVE YAZ Me
from windshadow :
Thanks for the favs listing, and for signing my guestmap! Veggietales rocks! I would like them even if I wasn't a mom.
from islandsoul :
I see you have my love of Tolkein and poetry. Your kitten template is beautiful and adorable. I'm looking for friends to write to who will inspire me to write and be creative and more loving to mankind. Please write to me . . . ~~Isolda~~
from usmcbabe :
You think you know but you have no idea....LOL LOVE YOU me
from corajoy :
That is so great! I'm glad you had a great vacation, and I hope you master the dulcimer! Oh, and while you work on Creed, could you learn a bar or two of Calling Out Your Name?That's my favorite song. :-D Oh, and I'm glad to see where you put my ring code! Talk to you soon! Joy
from bleed4life03 :
Aunt Beth~ I do have much pain inside, mayeb one day i can help my self get over it. Until then...THank you for your notes.. I did read the song. Please keep in touch. Darkness is Bliss......~ANGEL~
from usmcbabe :
LOL! Guess what?? I am going to a movie this week with Ivan AND michael called me to talk on the phone...for 2 HOURS! LOL...(he was payin for the call) Love you check my diary! LOVE Me
from angel23wc :
hey aunt beth... how are you??? me... i'm good... :)... i'm stayin' strong... :)... yep... i am... and brandon is a sweetie... i love him... :)... well... i'm probably gonna come home soon... :)... probably next sunday... i'm sad i couldn't come over, but i had to stay here to help clean for my brother's open house... although i'm not doin' much cleanin' yet... i'm spending most of my time with brandon while i'm home... hehe... :)... well... i love you... and of course i'll hug you... *big hugz*... lovez you... bye-bye... *staci*
from tourniquet13 :
i'm dead... lol :)... loveyoualways, ***gina***
from usmcbabe :
Home are we? Did you have a good vacation?? I hope so... I am having fun where i am at...Petey is the greatest (explain later ok) Love You Me
from corajoy :
Oh, yeah. I read it before I became a Christian, and it and his music was a large part of what brought me to believe. I loved his music while I was still Pagan, and I share his love of creation. He was an amazing person, and I wish I'd had the chance to know him before he died. But I'm not too upset. . .I'll meet him eventually! :-D Anyway, thanks! I love your diary, and I appriciate your response! Oh, and, did you know your rings link is out? Have a good night!Joy
from corajoy :
hey, there! I found you while looking at a search I did on Rich Mullins, and I'm glad I did! D'ya mind if I add you as a favorite? In the meantime, I have a dirayring dedicated to Rich, and I'd love it if you'd like to join. the addy is http://members.diaryland.com/edit/rings.phtml?ring=rich-mullins Hope to talk to you soon! Joy
from tourniquet13 :
heya there aunt beth!... how are you doing? i hope that you're doing wonderful!!! i know that i am... oooh... i wish i talked to you more. i've just kinda been gone lately... it's cuz jason's keeping me away from everyone. isn't he selfish?... hehehe... *smilez*... i miss the songs and the smiling i got from reading these notes... :)... and i know i miss you! hehe... i loved the song you posted for me in your diary... it was possibly one of the most beautiful songs lyrically. i didn't get a chance to listen to it... but i certainly have to say that you should go listen to "missing" by evanescence. it's absolutely beautiful through and through... :)... like some people i know... ;)... shhh, just don't tell aunt beth. well, i hope life is going well... please let me know... i've kinda been away from the world... *smilez*... i love you aunt beth... you're an amazing woman... don't ever forget that... and you're funny... :)... *smilez*... *big big big huggles*... loveyoualways, ***gina***
from usmcbabe :
I have been bitten by a skeeto at your house....I am going to get the West Nile Virus and DIE!!!!
from heavnstears :
A long time ago when The Earth was green, There was more kinds of animals Than you've ever seen. They'd run around free while The ark was being born, But the loveliest of them All was the unicorn. There were green alligators And long-necked geese, Some humpty back camels And some chimpanzees, Some cats and rats, and elephants But sure as you're born, The loveliest of all was the unicorn Now God seen some sinnin' And it gave him pain And He says, "Stand back, I'm going to make it rain." He says, "Hey brother Noah, I'll tell you what to do, Build me a floating zoo." "And take some of them green alligators And long-necked geese, Some humpty back camels And some chimpanzees, Some cats and rats, and elephants, But sure as you're born, Don't you forget my unicorn." Old Noah was there to Answer the call, He finished up making the ark Just as the rain started fallin'. He marched in the animals two by two, And he called out as they went through, "Hey Lord, I got You green alligators And long-necked geese, Some humpty back camels And some chimpanzees, Some cats and rats, and elephants, But I'm so forlorn, I just can't see no unicorn." Then Noah looked out Through the driving rain, Them unicorns were hiding, Playing silly games, Kicking and splashin' While the rain was pourin' Oh, them silly unicorns. There were green alligators And long-necked geese, Some humpty back camels And some chimpanzees, Noah cried, "Close the door 'Cause the rain was pourin' And we just can't wait For no unicorn." The ark started movin' And it drifted with the tide, Them unicorns looked up from the rocks And they cried. And the waters came down And sort of floated them away, That's why..you never seen A unicorn to this very day. You'll see some green alligators And long-necked geese, Some humpty back camels And some chimpanzees, Some cats and rats, and elephants But as sure as you're born, You're never gonna see no unicorn.
from usmcbabe :
THERE~ I updated....LOL LOVE YOU me
from caketwins03 :
I'll be your candle on the water My love for you will always burn I know your lost and drifting, But the clouds are lifting Don't give up you have somewhere to turn. I'll be your candle on the water Till every wave is warm and bright My soul is there beside you, Let this candle guide you Soon you'll see a golden stream of light A cold and friendless tide has found you Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down I'll paint a ray of hope around you Circling in the air, lighted by a prayer I'll be your candle on the water This flame inside of me will grow Keep holding on, you'll make it Here's my hand so take it Look for me reaching out to show As sure as rivers flow, I'll never let you go I'll never let you go I'll never let you go This is the song that Randa and I love to listen to. We truely are glad to have met you. THANKS! Lizzie
from usmcbabe :
I know saddest book! I hate how it ends. I NEED the next one. Poor Harry hes all alone! WHHAAAA! Love me
from alhanahstar :
K - how dumb am I that leave myself a note? and I'm not even on drugs . . . I think that note was meant for someone else . . .
from alhanahstar :
When are you going to have something to READ in your diary? :-) Hope you're doing okay. Love ya. Aunt Beth
from tourniquet13 :
i love you... i promise that you're an amazing woman!!!... *attax aunt beth with huggles and lots of kisses and love*... :)... i guess i just gotta start over. sometimes that's how love is... it tears everything you built up... apart. it's hard... because i have to move on... and i know that i loved him... but what do you do when it's just hurt?... i love you and thanks for the song you put down... i loved it very much and you better believe that i love you like crazy... welp, that wonderful guy jason i was telling you about earlier is here... so i gotta go. i'll leave you another note later... *huggles and more kisses and lots of love*... :)... loveyoualways, ***gina***
from caketwins03 :
Isn't that a song that Mickey, Donald, An dGoofy sing to each other as well?? THanks! Lizzie
from usmcbabe :
OF COURSE you can borrow my book when me and tammy have read it (she called dibs!) and chocolate frogs hmmm....AHHHHH! Read my entry! Love me
from caketwins03 :
Hey Aunt Beth. How is everything where you are. Personally I have been working at my life gaurding job alot and i dont know why Randa hasnt been writing. Hopefully she will soon. I think she has had some family in town. Well I have to get going. THANKS! Lizzie
from heavnstears :
Thank You for that song. I love it it always makes me sad...this one does too....He called her on the road From a lonely cold hotel room Just to hear her say I love you one more time And when he heard the sound Of the kids laughing in the background He had to wipe away a tear from his eye A little voice came on the phone And said "Daddy when you coming home" He said the first thing that came to his mind I'm already there Take a look around I'm the sunshine in your hair I'm the shadow on the ground I'm the whisper in the wind I'm your imaginary friend And I know I'm in your prayers Oh I'm already there She got back on the phone Said I really miss you darling Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright Wish I was in your arms Lying right there beside you But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight And I'll gently kiss your lips Touch you with my fingertips So turn out the light and close your eyes I'm already there Don't make a sound I'm the beat in your heart I'm the moonlight shining down I'm the whisper in the wind And I'll be there until the end Can you feel the love that we share Oh I'm already there We may be a thousand miles apart But I'll be with you wherever you are I'm already there Take a look around I'm the sunshine in your hair I'm the shadow on the ground I'm the whisper in the wind And I'll be there until the end Can you feel the love that we share Oh I'm already there Oh I'm already There Love Me
from usmcbabe :
We're going camping SUnday - turesday! WHOO HOO!
from afallnangel :
<3 aunt beth <3... ummmz, i have to say... i'm ok with frogs and UFO's. :)... i'm finally ungrounded so i'm looking forward to coming home with jamie sometime. i dunno... i gotta find someone to feed and water jason while i'm away since he's gonna live in a little box in my room now. *giggles*... oh geez... (staci, i'm telling you we need to talk!)... hehe... my babies are supposed to be coming over today. i hope they do! :)... and ummmz... i hope i see you. (hey that rhymed)... i just really feel away from the world. it could be because i've done some pretty crappy things lately... and oooooh, my teacher's callin' to me so i gotta go take a test... geee... i hate math. argh... I LOVE YOU AUNT BETH! :)... loveyoualways, ***gina***
from angel23wc :
aunt beth, i miss you!!!... *sigh*... i hope i'll be comin' back home soon... :)... me and jamie will have to come back over and sleep in the tents... hehe... we'll just have to hide from the lesbian frogs... and those scary UFO's... hehe... can we make s'mores again???... :)... and tell scary stories... but i hope none have to do with that girl walkin' 20,000 miles away from home... that was just a little too scary for me... hehe... well, i love you... and i miss you, but i have to go... ttyl... love you!!!... *big hugz*... *staci*
from usmcbabe :
The lesbian frog better stay away from Harold. We must rescue him! AHHHH! LOVE YOU me
from afallnangel :
*runs up to aunt beth... and attax her with hugs*... ha! catch me now!!! muahahahahaha... :)... hehe. lovez you aunt beth!!! where have you gone?... lovealways, ***gina***
from angel23wc :
hey aunt beth... i miss you tons... when i come back, i'll come sleep in your yard... hehe... but of course, it'll be in the tent... hopefully the UFO's and the frogs won't come get us... hehe... and we can tell scary stories of the girl walking 20,000 miles away from home... hehe... well, i love you... but i got go... ttyl... love you... bye-bye... *staci*
from angel23wc :
hey aunt beth... i'm glad you figured out the templates... yay!!!... we'll have to go to Kings Island soon... :)... but deffinaitely no lesbians, UFO's, or frogs... hehe... i miss you!!!... love you... *staci*
from heavnstears :
The gates and doors were barred And all the windows fastened down I spent the night in sleeplessness And rose at every sound Half in hope of sorrow And half in fear the day Would find the soldiers breakin' through To drag us all away And just before the sunrise I heard something at the wall The gate began to rattle And a voice began to call I hurried to the window Looked down into the street Expecting swords and torches And the sound of soldiers' feet But there was no one there but Mary So I went down to let her in John stood there beside me As she told me where she'd been She said they've moved Him in the night And none of us know where The stone's been rolled away And now His body isn't there We both ran towards the garden Then John ran on ahead We found the stone and empty tomb Just the way that Mary said But the winding sheet they wrapped Him in Was just an empty shell And how or where they'd taken Him Was more than I could tell Oh something strange had happened there Just what I did not know John believed a miracle But I just turned to go Circumstance and speculation Couldn't lift me very high 'Cause I'd seen them crucify Him Then I saw Him die Back inside the house again The guilt and anguish came Everything I'd promised Him Just added to my shame When at last it came to choices I denied I knew His name And even if He was alive It wouldn't be the same But suddenly the air was filled With a strange and sweet perfume Light that came from everywhere Drove shadows from the room And Jesus stood before me With His arms held open wide And I fell down on my knees And I just clung to Him and cried Then He raised me to my feet And as I looked into His eyes The love was shining out from Him Like sunlight from the skies Guilt in my confusion Disappeared in sweet release And every fear I ever had Just melted into peace He's alive yes He's alive Yes He's alive and I'm forgiven Heaven's gates are open wide He's alive yes He's alive Oh He's alive and I'm forgiven Heaven's gates are open wide He's alive He's alive Hallelujah He's alive He's alive and I'm forgiven Heaven's gates are open wide He's alive He's alive He's alive I believe it He's alive Sweet Jesus Jesus loves us both.
from heavnstears :
Sorry I made you cry! I think this diary is an excellent place for me. Please keep reading. Love Me
from usmcbabe :
Hi....its me....AHHHHHH! kIller frogs!!!! Watch out! I LOVE YOU! LOVE me
from angel23wc :
hey aunt beth... i'm really missin' bein' there in richmond... i'm gonna come back sometime soon... maybe i'll come camp out in your yard again... and we can tell ghost stories... but not that one about the girl who walked 20,000 miles away from home... hehe... that one was really scary... hehe... maybe the UFO's and the killer/stalker frogs will stay away this time, and not try to attack me and jamie... hehe... well... i miss you... and i wanted to stop by and say hi... i'll talk to you lata... love you... *staci*
from afallnangel :
ahhhhhh! more love comin' your way... duck! hehe... "where?"... sorry. *smilez*... I LOVEZ YOU! i liked the song... thank you soooo much! *huggles and love*... :)... eh, *more hugs and more love*... there... almost done... *EVEN MORE hugs and love*... *and lots of smiles*... i lovez you aunt beth! :)... loveyoualways, ***gina***
from afallnangel :
i lovez you! sowwies i haven't left you many notes lately... i've sorta run away from the world. it's been weird... a lot's been on my mind. beginning to think that sex is affecting people more than it should... or something like that. *shrugz*... ummmz... enough of that serious crap... what is this? pouting... *shakes head*... there will be none of that! hehe... *attax aunt beth with huuuuuge huggles*... i'm sooo glad that you met staci. isn't she an angel? i love her and i miss her... even tho i'm beginning to think she's not mine anymore. le sigh... *smilez*... ummmms... songs... songs... i love songs from you. i love hearing from you. i really really do. and i think that i'm going to bribe my parents when my pay check comes in. "let me go play with the people i love pllllllllease"... then if need be, i'll call you all in for support and you guys can pout... it's sure to work. hehe... *smiliez*... i lovez you aunt beth. my song lyrics for ya today... ummmz... "black and white" by sarah mclachlan. beautiful woman with a beautiful voice. great song... Unravel me a distant cord on the outside is forgotten a constant need To get along and the animal awakens and all I feel is black and white The road is long the memory slides to the whole of my undoing put aside I put away I push it back to get through each day and all I feel is black and white and I'm wound up small and tight and I don't know who I am Everybody loves you when you're easy everybody hates when you're a bore everyone is waiting for your entrance so don't disappoint them Unravel me untie this chord the very center of our union is caving in I can't endure I am the archive of our failure And all I feel is black and white and I'm wound up small and tight and I don't know who I am Everybody loves you when you're easy everybody hates when you're a bore everyone is waiting for your entrance so don't disappoint them Everybody loves you when you're easy so don't disappoint them Don't disappoint them... **** I LOVEZ YOU!!! *BIG BIG HUGGLEZ*... bye aunt beth! :)... loveyoualways, ***gina***
from heavnstears :
Dear Darla~ I hate your stinkin guts, you make me vomit...youre the scuuuuuum between my toes Love AlfAlfa
from caketwins03 :
Hello again Aunt Beth! WOW! We share the same name. How neato is that? You seem so sweet. Talking to you should prove to be very rewarding. Please feel free to leave us notes any time! THANKS! Liz and Randa
from caketwins03 :
Hello Aunt Beth. (we hope you dont mind we called you aunt. It just seems everyone does.) We know Jamie your niece through a mutual friend. We would very much like to get to know you better. It seems like you are a very christian person and we like to get to know true christians. We are very devoted to our faith. We havent always been but we are now. We have realized all the good God has done for us. Including granting us the privlage of knowing eachother.Well Please leave us notes. THANKS! Lizzie and Miranda (Randa)
from afallnangel :
oooooooo, aunt beth... i missez. i dunno where you disapeared to... but no notes lately and no songs... :(... MISS YOU!... i lovez you!!! *hugglez and love*... loveyoualways, ***gina***
from usmcbabe :
Its me sorry my notes have been delayed. Forgive me? I hope so...welp heres a song for you...everyone gets their own today! Veren zol fun dir a blintsa (How ya doin' Bernie?) Oy vey, oy vey (How ya doin' Bernie?) Oy vey, oy vey (How ya doin' Bernie?) Oy vey, oy vey And all the goyim say I'm pretty fly for a rabbi Meccha leccha hi, meccha hiney hiney ho Our temple's had a fair share of rabbis in the past But most of 'em were nudniks and none of 'em would last But our new guy's real kosher, I think he'll do the trick I tell ya, he's to dies for - he really knows his shtick So how's by you? Have you seen this Jew? Reads the Torah, does his own accounting too Workin' like a dog at the synagogue He's there all day, he's there all day Just say "Vay iz mir!" and he'll kick into gear He'll bring you lots of cheer and maybe bagels with some shmeer Just grab your yarmulka and Hey! Hey! Do that Hebrew thing! (How ya doin' Bernie?) Oy vey, oy vey (How ya doin' Bernie?) Oy vey, oy vey (How ya doin' Bernie?) Oy vey, oy vey And all the goyim say I'm pretty fly (for a rabbi) He shops at discount stores, not just any will sufice He has to find a bargain 'cause he won't pay retail price He never acts meshugga and he's hardly a schlemiel But if you wanna haggle, oy, he'll make you such a deal! People used to scoff, now they say "Mazel tov!" He's such a macher 'cause he worked his tuchis off Yeah, he keeps his cool and teaches shul What's not to like? What's not to like? On high holy days, you know he prays and prays And he never eats pastrami on white breath with mayonnaise Put on your yarmulka and Hey! Hey! Do that Hebrew thing! When he's doing a Bar Mitzvah, now that you shouldn't miss He'll always shlep on down for a wedding or a briss They say he's got a lot of chutzpah, he's really quite hhhhhip The parents pay the moyl and he gets to keep the tip (How ya doin' Bernie?) Oy vey, oy vey (How ya doin' Bernie?) Oy vey, oy vey (How ya doin' Bernie?) Oy vey, oy vey Meccha leccha hi, meccha meccha cholly ho He's doin' well, I gotta kvell The yentas love him, even shicksas think he's swell Show up at his home, he says "Shalom" And "Have some cake - you want some cake?" Yah, he calls the shots, we really love him lots Oy gevalt, I'm so ferklempt that I could plotz So grab your yarmulka The one you got for Chanukah Let's put on our yarmulkas and Hey! Hey! Do that Hebrew thing! WIERD AL BABY YE-AH! (brandon and i are gonna go!) I LOVE YOU! CALL ME! Me
from angel23wc :
hey aunt beth... i agree on this twinkiebun person... he needs to just let the whole thing go... i mean... we're all over it... we've moved on... no, the drama probably won't end... it hasn't all year, but we've moved past what's already happened... i would love to met you... hopefully i'll be able to one day... i don't know when yet... my mom just decided that i wasn't able to come home this weekend with jamie... maybe after she meets jamie, she'll let jamie steal me... which i wouldn't mind... i hope i get to meet you soon... and i think your husband should join us here on diaryland... it would be nice and fun... :)... then i could leave him notes just like i leave you... :)... that would make me smile... well, i love you.. but i'm gonna go now... good-bye... lovez you... *staci*... *hugz*
from usmcbabe :
Hey. I am feelingbetter now that i have completely puked my guts out. Tammy is gone. I talked to her on the phone recently.. it was sad she was cryin. Well if we kidnap Gina we gotta get Staci too. Cause shes my woman! LOL LOVE YOU! Me
from afallnangel :
i love you... lizzie lovez you... jamie loves you (one in the same, i kno, but shhhhh.)... staci loves you... matt loves you... i'm thinkin' if you get any more love, you're just gonna 'splode. kaboom... and that'd be bad. the exploding... the more love is ok... good deal?... okey dokey... mommy's being upset and icky with me... so i gotta just say that i love you and you should go download some music and leave me more songs. 'cause i love you. and therefore... it is great. hehe... :)... you know you're awesome... *nods*... it's true. :)... hopefully, i'll get to meet you here soon. jamie and staci and matt better come kidnap me. i'm getting lonely and bored... and this evil gina that's taken over my body is startin' to make me wanna kick her in the face. hehe... that'd be a weird sight to see, right?... welp... *HUGS AND KISSES*... i love you aunt beth! :)... we'll all go to oz... it'll be grand. :)... loveyoualways, ***gina***
from usmcbabe :
I LOVE YOU! thanks for coming yesterday! we have got to go steal our women from Indy....Well i guess i have to get off line so....i will write you a better note later! HUGZ LIZZIE!
from angel23wc :
hi aunt beth... i decided that i love you... :)... you seem wonderful and great... and i'm glad that we got to talk... hopefully i'll get to come to richmond soon to meet you and play with jamie... :)... well... if you ever want to e-mail me or anything, my e-mail address is [email protected] and my IM name is twistedangel587... :)... yea, you were brought into my mexican soap opera life... hehe... it's ok... we can blame matt for that... hehe... (me and gina have this little thing were we like to blame matt for everything, even if he's not there... hehe)... well... i'd love to talk to you some more, and hopefully i'll get to go play with jamie, and meet you.... :)... i've gotta go... hehe.. lovez you... *staci*
from afallnangel :
auntie beth! :)... mmmmz... i miss you like craziness and i love you soooooo much!... :)... this matt mess sent me for a loop... but it'll pass. as all things will. as i told my friends... all i can do is smile, feel my way through and know that tomorrow either brings another glorious day or god's open arms. either way... it's something worth smiling about, right?... and how could i not smile with people like you and jamie and staci (and matt, but no tellin' i said that) in my life?... you all do me sooo much good. it's hard to explain. i've been meaning to email you back... but laziness has gotten the better of me. perhaps the bitterness has also gotten me... *sigh*... stupid bitterness... argh!... hehe... when this evil gina gives me back my body, i'll make sure to come visit jamie and you... and you better believe i'm bringing my staci along. she's a third... (right, staci?)... ;)... hehe... *huggles*... you're such a wonderful person, aunt beth. i hope you realize that. i've grown fond of you over the past few weeks i've talked to you or gotten notes from you. :)... hehe... it's so wonderful. welp, i gotta go update my diary... *HUGS*... i love you aunt beth! :)... loveyoualways, ***gina***
from usmcbabe :
WHOO HOO! ALMOST TIME! I CAN'T SLEEP. I'M TALKING TO MY WOMAN AND MY SWEETIE! ILOVE YOU me
from angel23wc :
hi aunt beth... it's staci... i saw you left me a note on my diary, so i decided to leave a note on your diary... i've read your diary a couple of times, and i was thinkin' about leavin' a note, but then i get kicked off the computer, so i don't... i've heard some great things about you... and i hear that you're great... i would love to talk to you some more... and i would love to be friends with you... if your anything like jamie (which i hear your her other half of her brain) then i know i'm gonna like you, because jamie is really great and wondful, and i love that i met her and got to know her... i would love to met you and get to know you... hopefully we'll get to meet someday soon... :)... nice talkin' to ya... *staci*
from afallnangel :
heya aunt beth... i'm sooo sorry for worryin' you earlier. that was a song by tool. it's called "sober". it's my second favorite song of all time and earlier, i was really really angry. reasons shall not be named... i spent time with friends and thought about the bible... even though some of the things i've thought and said have nothing to do with the bible. anywayz... :)... i love you. i was just starting to write your email... but then i had to hop off the computer. sorry. it began with... you're such a wonderful person. it's true... you amaze me. welp, i love you! :)... *huggles*... don't be worried about gina... i pwomise i'm a good kid, hehe. ;)... sometimes... lovez you... *HUGGLES*... bye aunt beth. :)... lovealways, ***gina***
from afallnangel :
soooo... you're sick. that's where i got it from. geez! hehe... :)... actually, i don't know what's going on. maybe i have SARS... lord knows that if you smell flowers nowadays that it gives you cancer. lol... craziness. :)... hehe... anywayz... i hope to come and visit you and jamie soon. (if i can con matt into taking me down there.)... with my luck, he'd say "ok, but you have to ride in the trunk"... lol. if not, i'll see about my jason takin' off a weekend or sumthin and we can all go play at a park or sing happy songs. :)... hehe... you're a wonderful person. so i think that i'm pretty sure i'm going to start callin' you aunt or something. which would just add to the craziness 'cause didn't you hear...???... jamie's a new fiance of mine. *giggles*... geez... don't ask how i pay for all the weddings. hehe... :)... anywayz... i hope to talk to you more soon. summer provides (some) free time... more than i have now. so, we certainly have to find a way to spend time. :)... *huggles*... i hope you have an absolutely wonderful day! :)... *smilez*... lovealways, ***gina***
from usmcbabe :
What is this sickness CRAP! I will have to have matt beat u up...I can't do it...i might damage the other 1/2 of our brain! Isn't Gina just the coolest. She sends me sweet notes that make my day! Graduation is soon. I'm ready. Cheer loud for me! Love You! Me
from usmcbabe :
Hey! No stealin my Gina! LOL! I miss our Saturday rondezvous too! We'll catch up on our road trip this summer. (we should take gina along...WAnna come Gina??) Thanks for being proud of me. Wish you werent sick it makes me sad. Welp gotta go! LUVA YA! ME
from afallnangel :
ummm... i've decided that i like you a lot. you're a very very awesome person and i just thought i'd say that. :)... ummmmz... there's not much that's been going on with me. i actually got into it pretty bad with my mom this weekend. after putting a few more holes in my walls, i sat down and did something that i haven't done in awhile... i read my bible. i just started reading... it was really nice. i calmed down sooo much and just let it all go. i spent the rest of the day outside blowin' dandelions to the wind and blowin' bubbles... and crazy dancin' to music. :)... hehe. always a plus... i haven't updated my diary as of late, 'cause my parents have got me restricted off the computer and i can't update if i don't have a way to get into diaryland. hehe... makes sense. i love the song jamie sent me... it's beautiful. i'm thinkin' about changin' my template to angel wings... with either the lyrics from "tourniquet" on it or 1 corinthians 13 ... :)... love. yay... but i'd most likely need matt's help with that since i'm computer retarded. lol... gotta love that boy. drives me nuts sometimes... but i love him to death. :)... welp... i hope you had a wonderful weekend. :)... all smiles and love. i also noticed on your diary that you write poetry... hummmz... so do i. i have to say that it's not happy poetry and most of it's from times i've been suicidal... but my second diary has a lot of my poetry on it. some of my old entries on my diary now have old songs that i've written. if you ever get exceedingly bored and wanna check it out. :)... welp, *huggles and smiles*... have a wonderful day! god bless... :)... lovealways, ***gina***
from usmcbabe :
Yes i saw Mikey...but not for very long...he couldn't stay for awards...i am not sure why...i have no song of the day oh wait yes i do You think you're going nowhere When you're walking down the street Acting like you just don't care When life could be so sweet Why you wanna be like that As if there's nothing new You're not fooling no one You're not even fooling you So walk a little slower And open up your eyes Sometimes it's so hard to see The good things passing by There may never be a sign No flashing neon light Telling you to make your move Or when the time is right [Chorus] Why not...Take a crazy chance Why not...Do a crazy dance If you lose the moment You might lose a lot So why not, why not You always dress in yellow When you want to dress in gold Instead of listening to your heart You do just what you're told You keep waiting where you are For what you'll never know Let's just get into your car And go, baby, go [Repeat Chorus] Oh, I could be the one for you Oh, yeah...Maybe yes, maybe no It could be the thing to do All I'm saying is you got to let me know You'll never get to heaven Or even to L.A. If you don't believe there's a way Why not...take a star from the sky Why not...spread your wings and fly It might take a little And it might take a lot But, why not? Why not? thats why not from the LIZZIE MCGIURE MOVIE!! WHOO HOO Luva ya ~HUGZ~ Me
from usmcbabe :
ok ok how bout thisone...I'm bouncin off the walls again, whoa And I'm lookin like a fool again, whoa Threw away my reputation One more song for the radio station I'm bouncing off the walls again And I'm looking like a fool again Waking up on the bathroom floor Pull myself back together just to fall once more And my heart's beating out of my chest And this town is still making me sick And every penny from my last paycheck I've blown it on you I'm bouncing off the walls again And I'm looking like a fool again So go ahead and take a picture And hang it up so you can tear me down I don't care Cuz I'm still here And I've got nothing left to lose With all the years I've wasted on you Go, go Mommy and daddy's got the best cocaine Ritalin's never gonna feel the same 24 hours on an empty brain I got my finger on the trigger and you're in my way I'm bouncing off the walls again And I'm looking like a fool again I threw away my reputation One more song for the radio nation And I'm bouncing off the walls again And I'm looking like a fool again And I'm bouncing off the walls again And I'm looking like a fool again And I'm bouncing off the walls again Love Ya me
from usmcbabe :
hey i love you! When the earth was still flat, And the clouds made of fire, And mountains stretched up to the sky, Sometimes higher, Folks roamed the earth Like big rolling kegs. They had two sets of arms. They had two sets of legs. They had two faces peering Out of one giant head So they could watch all around them As they talked; while they read. And they never knew nothing of love. It was before the origin of love. The origin of love And there were three sexes then, One that looked like two men Glued up back to back, Called the children of the sun. And similar in shape and girth Were the children of the earth. They looked like two girls Rolled up in one. And the children of the moon Were like a fork shoved on a spoon. They were part sun, part earth Part daughter, part son. The origin of love Now the gods grew quite scared Of our strength and defiance And Thor said, "I'm gonna kill them all With my hammer, Like I killed the giants." And Zeus said, "No, You better let me Use my lightening, like scissors, Like I cut the legs off the whales And dinosaurs into lizards." Then he grabbed up some bolts And he let out a laugh, Said, "I'll split them right down the middle. Gonna cut them right up in half." And then storm clouds gathered above Into great balls of fire And then fire shot down From the sky in bolts Like shining blades Of a knife. And it ripped Right through the flesh Of the children of the sun And the moon And the earth. And some Indian god Sewed the wound up into a hole, Pulled it round to our belly To remind us of the price we pay. And Osiris and the gods of the Nile Gathered up a big storm To blow a hurricane, To scatter us away, In a flood of wind and rain, And a sea of tidal waves, To wash us all away, And if we don't behave They'll cut us down again And we'll be hopping round on one foot And looking through one eye. Last time I saw you We had just split in two. You were looking at me. I was looking at you. You had a way so familiar, But I could not recognize, Cause you had blood on your face; I had blood in my eyes. But I could swear by your expression That the pain down in your soul Was the same as the one down in mine. That's the pain, Cuts a straight line Down through the heart; We called it love. So we wrapped our arms around each other, Trying to shove ourselves back together. We were making love, Making love. It was a cold dark evening, Such a long time ago, When by the mighty hand of Jove, It was the sad story How we became Lonely two-legged creatures, It's the story of The origin of love. That's the origin of love. LOL Jamie
from usmcbabe :
Its me again!!! You left a long enough note huh?? LOL i dont have any good songs running through my head... Except this one.....Separated, I cut myself clean From a past that comes back in my darkest of dreams Been apprehended by a spiritual force And a grace that replaced all the me I've divorced I saw a man with tatoo on his big fat belly It wiggled around like marmalade jelly It took me a while to catch what it said Cause I had to match the rhythm Of his belly with my head 'Jesus Saves' is what it raved in a typical tattoo green He stood on a box in the middle of the city And claimed he had a dream (chorus) What will people think When they hear that I'm a Jesus freak What will people do when they find that it's true I don't really care if they label me a Jesus freak There ain't no disguising the truth Kamikaze, my death is gain I've been marked by my Maker A peculiar display The high and lofty, they see me as weak Cause I won't live and die for the power they seek There was a man from the desert with naps in his head The sand that he walked was also his bed The words that he spoke made the people assume There wasn't too much left in the upper room With skins on his back and hair on his face They thought he was strange by the locusts he ate The Pharisee's tripped when they heard him speak Until the king took the head of this Jesus freak (repeat chorus 2x) People say I'm strange, does it make me a stranger That my best friend was born in a manger People say I'm strange, does it make me a stranger That my best friend was born in a manger (repeat chorus 2x) What will people think [What will people think] What will people do [What will people do] I don't really care [What else can I say] There ain't no disguising the truth [Jesus is the way] Well thats all for now Love YOU Jamie
from afallnangel :
matt... is crazy. it was nice gettin' a note from you... seeming how i don't really know you. small details... small details... meh. lol... :)... *smilez*... welp, i hope to talk to you more and i hope to get more notes. :)... hehe... lovealways, ***gina***
from usmcbabe :
Hey its me!! Well i got your note so i am leaving you one! I love you too! saw the note you left matt... Good one! Well thats al for now! talk at you soon. Jamie

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