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from moodswing :
I can relate to feeling like I can't connect with women. Not that I never had lady friends, but I definitely felt removed from most of them, like there was something I lacked that they all had. I didn't really realize it though until I found myself friends with a group of women and was able to look back and see where I had been and how far I'd come. I don't think I was ever purposely/subconsciously repelling women, but I felt like I didn't fit for some reason, whether it was my own personal baggage or the baggage of society driving a wedge. ...idk, just babbling :)
from catsoul :
hi. Loved your entry. I also make a lot of jewelry and other things like dreamcatchers, glass bottle chimes. What sort of jewelry do you make? I am always curious what other artists are creating. Take Care. =^..^=
from catsoul :
9/.^=3/16....Thanks B. for your not. I see Jimbo reads what you write. I have followed him for years. Dangerspouse is also another great writer. Thanks again. Take Care. =^.
from jimbostaxi :
The black/white thing I'll just bypass for now and I'll go right to the second part. They prey on the innocent because they are easy targets you wouldn't date attack someone who looks like a threat or is ready for you because you might taste the bullet or blade there carrying. Even before that crap started you should always be aware of your surroundings!
from stepfordtart :
I like the idea of your website o' loves. Yeh. Right now I like the idea of that very much :-/ s x PS Can you get some antibiotics for that tooth?
from stepfordtart :
Well CONGRATULATIONS! I cant believe I have been reading your diary long enough for you to grow into someone who gets proposed to - forgive me if I still think of you as a funny lil teen! May you have many happy years ahead of you and may you get to do all the things you want to do. s x
from thruthecrowd :
I didn't even do high school. I'm getting grants and scholarships that cover my full college education, only one is based on grades. The rest are my non traditional student status, which you would also be. I also got an American Opportunity grant when i paid taxes. It reimbursed me around 20% of the loan i took out. Apply and see what the colleges offer. It's really worth asking if you really are interested in college. And congrats on your engagement. :-)
from stepfordtart :
Im kinda glad it wasnt as horrible as you imagined, but it still sounds fucking horrible! Especially the price!!! Dentistry is free here if youre still in school so we have no excuse. Funny how the English are kind of world-renowned for having crappy teeth when we could get 'em fixed for nothing, huh? s x
from stepfordtart :
Ducks. Ducks do gang rape. Its horrific. Apart from that, I think your argument stands. :-) s x
from loveherwell :
i'm sorry about your grandmother.
from rhetoric :
:/
from dangerspouse :
I've never smoked. Not anything, not even once. But I've seen others try - with varying degrees of success - to quit, and it's a beyotch of a ride. One guy I know told me he'd rather be attacked by a pit bull with AIDS (a great line I still use). So I'm cheering for you here on the sidelines (in the non-smoking section). I hope you can see that ride through though to the end. You'll get off it smelling better, with a longer life ahead of you (and with less wrinkles as you go!), with food tasting better, and probably with less acid reflux. Oh, and with baby kittens. When you quit smoking, you're surrounded by baby kittens. At least, that's what I hear... Anyway, best of luck to both of you! Take a deep breath - you can do this!
from anorexicmeg :
If Native American culture is what you are seeking, you might try South Dakota. They had many reservations out there. The church I went to was the most beautiful church I had ever seen.
from stepfordtart :
Oh! Is that 'pregnant good' or 'pregnant bad'? s x
from stepfordtart :
venez comme tu est is better (or vous etes if you want to be formal). 'sont' only works with ils or elles really. And venez, rather than venir, is more of an instruction. Venir is 'to come'. Im really sorry. Once a teacher, always a teacher! I need to remember that its summer break and I REALLY dont need to still be teaching when Im on break! Feel free to ignore me or to say "damn teachers" or similar! : ) s x
from anorexicmeg :
You seem to be doing well for yourself. Most of the ppl in this world aren't worth the time or the energy. It's a hard lesson to learn. Alot of ppl walked all over me. I've hardened myself and have become bitter. Don't want that for you. Don't change your wonderful since of humor and individuality. If they don't want to be with you cos'you're not cool...well, that's bs...You're an amazing person...whether you see it or not. It's their loss. Hate that you're down and out. Hope you feel better soon.
from trapeze-act :
I love your sushi icon. Sushi gives me the warm fuzzies.
from stepfordtart :
Hey Bri! Long time no speaky. y'all ok, girl? You seem sad. *cyber-mum hugs* s x
from abhorgod :
awww, i read it sometimes.
from assholebaird :
I miss you. I've been crying all day becuase i don't know how to handle not seeing you for so long :[
from anorexicmeg :
Thnx! Merry Christmas to you, too! Hope you had a wonderful one. You deserve it! *hugs* ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
Hidy! I knew about you and Luke and I know it must suck for you. :( Break ups are never easy. I really understand where that poem was coming from on your last entry...that is exactly how men made me feel. I really felt that way w/ my ex-husband. I don't know if you wrote it but if u did..wow! Very good! And if that's the way you feel...let the anger go. If you stay angry you'll just became this mass of saddness and misery and u'll self destruct. I hope things get better for you. After high school it's SOOOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER! lol no comparison. *hugs* Btw I like Storm, too...I think it's the white hair that gets me :D ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
Hey sweetie! I actually tried writing a comment to you on myspace..how funny..but my computer has been acting retarded lately...so it wouldn't let me. We're doing fine. I've been having problems w/ one of my best friends...which isn't my friend anymore (long story). So, been dealing w/ that and looking for a job. I've also been drawing alot. Me & my brother are working on a Marauder (sp?) picture together. I don't know if you are into comics...but the characters I am drawing are Blockbuster, Mystique, Lady Mastermind, & Arcalite (sp?)..u'll find them in the X-men comics. Anyways..how are you doing? ~Meg
from sunflowerowl :
You're a sweetheart! Your note made me smile. Thank you so much! By the way, I like Kiki's Delivery Service too. :)
from anorexicmeg :
Hidy! Thnx, we have been ubber happy. XD I've been practicing writing my new last name. Which Bry just laughs at me...he just doesn't understand..he doesn't have to change his last name. *hugs* How are you doing sweetpea? ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
I'm sorry to hear about you and Luke. :( If you need to talk I'm here. I'm glad u didn't hurt urself to bad. *hugs* ~Meg
from bedbunny :
happy birthday!
from anorexicmeg :
Hey! Glad to hear u r doing good. :) I had a bad weekend. Me & my fiance went to see his family. His mom put down my family n made my fiance be stuck n the middle. My diary entry was about alot of different ppl though. I'm just sick of how every1 seems to be my friend to my face but says otherwise behind my back. I'm doing better today. :) I just let things bottle up inside of me and I explode. Obviously....I appologize. How's ur summer going? ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
Hey sweetpea! :) How's it going? Haven't heard from you in awhile. ~Meg
from stepfordtart :
Hey! Guess what! If I hit "Ctrl A" everything highlights and I can read your entries - even WITHOUT my glasses! Thats gotta be good, hasnt it? s x
from stepfordtart :
Hello! You changed your template (I havent been visiting you for a while - you may have done it ages ago!). It looks great but the text is really hard to read against the tree. It might be just me, cos Im old and a long way away, but if there's any chnace ou might make the text a bit bigger I think I'd stand a better chance of reading without getting a migraine! Im glad you're getting some help. May you go from strength to strength. s x
from and-darling :
I really love reading non-conventional diaries that say so much with simple, strange little phrases and do-do-dos. Don't know what "do-do-dos" really are, but believe me, you do do them. Haha.
from anorexicmeg :
Warped Tour...awesome! I hope u can find a ride :) No addiction is easy to break...hang in there..imagine how u'll feel when it's all over and done with. Have a good week! *hugs* ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
lol...well my mom has red hair.. :-P Sorry it's taken me so long to wb. I've been very busy painting, looking for jobs, engagement stuff, etc. I hope you are doing well...it said you are a smoke free you...I'm glad to hear that :) I'm proud of you...I guess u're almost out for the summer...what r ur plans?
from anorexicmeg :
Hidy! I'm just curious how did u invision me...lol U were really close to what I had invisioned. I understand about the cutting thing...it will take a long time to get through it. I still cut once in a blue moon but everytime I want to, I go talk to my fiancee. So, I won't..My legs look like I've been in a car accident b/c of my cutting...Thus I never where shorts :-/ I'm reminded each time from each scar of what I was thinking. The best advice I could give you is talk to someone u truly trust. Don't let things build inside u..until it gets to the point u're going to explode. Anyways, I hope all is well...n that u've had a good day...ttyl *hugs* :) ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
Oh, it's np :)..I was just glad to see u were doing better ;) Oh, and I added you on myspace...so, that person u have no clue who it is...is Me! Take care! ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
Glad to hear u're doing better! :) Take care and good luck w/ the not smoking. I know alot of ppl who chewed on gum when they wanted a ciggie...but I've never smoked so..can't give u to much advice. Oh, n my fiancee loves the way u write...He says ur funny...anyways..take care!
from abhorgod :
what's up woman? hope you're feeling better. the flu sucks. enjoyed your entries from 2-12. keep in touch.
from caker :
Thank you for reading my journal and the kind things you said! Love, Johnny
from anorexicmeg :
Happy New Year! :) ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
U're a real person..u shouldn't let ppl scare u off. These r ur thoughts. If u want them private then make them such. But don't let ppl keep u from writing ur feelings down. It's hard for most ppl to write what they truly feel inside. Most ppl just write to write an entry they r called posers. They write what is popular n what they think u want to read. That is why I love reading ur diary. U r not a poser. U're real. I once was in the "emo thoughts". I know what it's like to feel like an outcast. U're trying to find where u belong...u should not be ridiculed for that. Just thought I'd say that. ~Meg
from abhorgod :
you have a public diary, and we live in a country with freedom of speech. you have the right to post your crappy ass emo thoughts, and i have the right to ridicule them. you dont have to agree with me, maybe im just a narcisistic douche bag that gets off on pissing you off. then again, maybe im right and you suck as much as your diary does. you know who you want to be, but you define yourself by your relations to others. i dont care if "youre" mad at me - because you are not a real person, youre the aftermath of other people's emotions and actions, a primate with a keyboard.
from anorexicmeg :
About Luke entry>>>>aaawwwww that was so sweet...n was that a picture of u two on ur last entry? girl totally digging the hair :D *thumbs up* u 2 make a cute couple :) ~Meg
from abhorgod :
holy shit. grow up and be your own person, or youre never going to be happy.
from anorexicmeg :
First off I hope u don't feel that I lecture u all the time...b/c that's not what I want to do.. :) I just want to say u can't b afraid of failing....if u're always negative towards urself u're gonna miss out on life n mayb lose the one's that r very important to u...they love u n don't want to see u self-destruct or say that ur a loser...n anyone that would isn't worth ur time. Cherish what u have w/ Luke n hold on to it tightly...don't let anyone come between u too...He's ur solace n u r his...true love isn't a force to be reckoned w/... :) Remember that u r not alone...remember what u have around u n forget everything else ;) Sorry if that sounded like a lecture...I just don't want to see u beat urself up :)
from anorexicmeg :
Bri I'm sorry that ur havin a bad time... It reminds me alot of myself...u see I have scars on my arms n legs b/c I am too a cutter but it's not the way to go...I only hurt myself in the end...each time I look at each scar I'm reminded of that depressing day, time, argument...It's not a good way to remember things..Ur to good of a person plz don't something u'll regret...the world needs more ppl like u..*hugs* ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
I don't speak lkajfoafjsdfojdafdlsjfoadsjfkdsnfk but I can tell ur pissed....it'll b okay..just breathe :)
from anorexicmeg :
hey anytime! :D Makes me feel good to make someone's day b-sides I know what ur going thru...I got picked on alot in high school b/c I was the odd one out..n I even got picked on by some of my closet friends...but now I'm just going to b me..n ppl r going to accept it or not besides the way i look at it this...Jesus Christ himself couldn't plz everyone so what makes us think we're going to...so...if u ever need to talk i'm here *hugs* n u have a good day as well! ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
Okay, just to fill u n most girls..r very jealous n vindictive...don't let them make u feel like a loser..n yes, u r right...if luke loves u obviously he sees something n u that u can't see n urself...ur friends should love u for who u r not tell u that ur boring (thinking wtf at ur friends *shakes fist*)..n from just observing thru ur diary..ur not boring...ur a very interesting, sweet, funny individual..so keep ur chin up *hugs*...oh...n talk to luke's friends that might make u feel better.. ta ta ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
well...didn't mean for it to post it twice...oh well...but from ur blogs...ur love for ur man n ur enthusiasm is just so darn cute...keep being the way u r...ur an amazing person..;) ~Meg
from anorexicmeg :
ur too cute..lol
from anorexicmeg :
ur too cute..lol
from stepfordtart :
Hey Girl. You OK? Last couple of entries sound a bit...umm...fucked up. If you wanna talk to a mum thats not *your* mum (ie one who doesnt know you and therefore doesnt judge) then go ahead. Meanwhile, have a ((hug)), just in case you need one. If not, pass it on to someone who might, yeh? s x
from errantnights :
nope not died
from errantnights :
blegh
from stepfordtart :
Hey! Thanks for replying. The reason I was asking is because when I do a happy/sad/whatever face, I do it like this : ) (eyes first, then mouth) but you do them like this ]: (mouth first, then eyes). I thought maybe it was a left-hander thing, like doing check marks backwards (my sister's left-handed and she does that). Im obviously just talking rubbish! thanks for replying anyway tho. s x
from stepfordtart :
Hello fellow 'friend-of-caker'. Dumbass question: Are you left handed? Will explain why if you would care to answer the question for me. Thanks everso. s x
from caker :
I just realized your username is "Bri drinks pee." That is disgusting. It is past my bedtime and I'm being told to "GET TO BED!" Love, John
from caker :
Do you have a cheesecake recipe you can share with me? I've never made cheesecake before. Paula Deen made one but it looked way too sweet. My sister makes one from whole foods but it is not too rich; it is healthy, and made with whole wheat and yogurt and cream cheese. How old are you? Love, John
from caker :
Dear bridrinkspee, Thank you for reading my journal. Actually, I am nine years old now but I started my journal when I was six. I'm not allowed to read most journals but if you ever write a G rated one or E for everyone, I might get to read it sometime. Love, John
from errantnights :
everything you name is selfdeprecating
from hanonly :
Okay; fairz fair. So, even if ur feeling better nowadayz, ill leave you one so you feeeeel eeevveennn bbbeeetterrr, K? feel better? BTW, Like yer yammerin on diary.
from hanonly :
U cant leave ur slf a note, no fair;(-
from anorexicmeg :
About ur last blog...I don't think you rant you're just being u ;) besides who says we can't have those moments every once in awhile. I don't know what the convo. between ur bf and the friend was but he's with you so don't worry bout it chick... ;) you got him she doesn't ....enjoy it!!! *evil laugh* Oh, btw I didn't introduce myself...how rude of me..my name is Megan (i'm 22) but u can call me Meg :) I like the way u write..ur comical but serious..and you let all the thoughts come on to the webpage from ur head.....it's so great...I just wanted to say that...well, take care! Wb if you'd like
from bridrinkspee :
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