messages to dark-doll:
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from amylee1fan :
Hey Clau,you probably don't remember me,becuz we haven't really talked in a long time.If you do remember me,though I was just gonna tell you that i never update my d-land journal anymore,but I have a myspace page that i update very frequently and I check it everyday.So if you have myspace here's the link to my private profile.(I have two.lol)http://www.myspace.com/lindsaylovesdaniel If you do have a profile there you can add e if you want.ttyl!!! ♥ ♥Lin♥
from punkedupqt :
oh oh, i saw pink in the 'stupid girl' video and she reminded me of you! yall are so hott. woo woo.
from de-nos-bras :
babe, this is bleak-horror. this is my new diary. more private. just thought of letting you know. love you <3
from bleak-horror :
awww pretty one, it.s been a while. i miss you :* you.re coming back? amazing then! anyways, i just thought of leaving a feeling <3
from urbanstarr :
lol yes I'm still here!! so hows life?
from urbanstarr :
hey....srry I haven't written you in awhile...I understand tha past thing....but I keep goin through mine bcuz it haunts me so....
from punkedupqt :
awesome, thanks! :)
from punkedupqt :
would u mind at all if i stole ur little stripes idea thingy thing for my diary? cuz i really really like them and i want tooooooooooooo... okei dokie well catch ya laters! ♥+mere
from ilubjermy956 :
I love your hair. It's so stellarly awesome.<3
from stripyzebra :
LOVIN' THE HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from punkedupqt :
woah ure like... totally off-the-chain SEXY!! ah... hott! and i love ur carpet... ;)
from punkedupqt :
AW I LIKE IT.
from cherrykissme :
I put up some pictures of my diary. You should go look.
from bleak-horror :
you dyed your hair!!! awww you look gorgeous! such a good looking doll, i love you :*
from stripyzebra :
ooooooo woowweeeeeeeeee...that's cooooool!
from blackedeyez :
still beautiful.
from the-story-of :
aw still. i'll see you in september than :)
from the-story-of :
hey I didn't know you had come back?
from cherrykissme :
Yes they will.
from ilubjermy956 :
I'm sorry, gorgeous. You deserve it, you really do. I love you. <3 Zoe
from punkedupqt :
aw sweetheart, love love love yay love!!! :) "i wanna stand with you on a mountain, i wanna bathe with you in the sea, i wanna lay like this forever, until the sky falls down over me" sounds like a good way to take the sky falling on ya, dontcha think? :)
from ilubjermy956 :
Jesus me, I hope so. You deserve love, Clau. Seriously. <3
from stripyzebra :
awww cummon clau! you dont make an entry for aaaaaages and then you leave a little one that says theres something going on in your life..TELL US MORE!!!!!!
from cherrykissme :
Hey, Clau. It's Zandra. I switched diaries.
from ilubjermy956 :
I hope you're having fun, babydoll. <3
from paperbullets :
hahahaha I LOVE IT!
from stripyzebra :
Yes actually. And i LOVE your hair!
from paperbullets :
I WANNA SEE! ♥ gawd, I miss you..everyone left DL.
from pinkstarss :
happy birthday sweetheart in sorry so late..i havent been updateing lately..issues..oh do u have myspace? if so let me know what ur name is because i have myspace now talk to u later bye bye
from paperbullets :
men are SCUM!
from blackrose11 :
Happy B-day
from stripyzebra :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope you're having a groovy time! you need to update more, miss your entries!
from resonant :
happy birthday<333
from ilubjermy956 :
Happy birthday, doll! Are you having fun wherever you are? I hope so. <3
from pirate-witch :
well... i guess we all need to let go after a while... im glad to see that you are doign okay...and that your life is... right..as for me..not at all... but things will happen... Im gonna let you go now..and live your life....im trying very hard to leave my past behind..and you are part of my past..because ive known you since gothsmurf.... Im gonna miss seeing your name red on my buddy list...-fairewell {Millie}
from masca :
Goodbye and take care, Clau ♥
from paperbullets :
<3 I think about you also, everytime I see your name I wish you would update ;[
from ilubjermy956 :
Dude, what happened? Kisses. --Zoe
from outre-fancy :
Although you are no longer talking to me because of something my friend said, and since your diary is locked I haven't seen it in a couple of months, it will be a shame to see you go, because from what I could gather before you removed me from your profile and locked your diary - you were an interesting person. Bye bye. /Lila. PS: I'm sure your mohican looks nice.
from stripyzebra :
Hi..glad you're having a groovy time. But you need to update more..i miss your entries!!!! Keep on enjoyin yourself!xxx
from ilubjermy956 :
Oh, Clau, I'm so happy for you! Have loads and loads of fun. Kisses. --Zoe
from pirate-witch :
aww!! im glad your liking this new found land!
from masca :
I hope you like it there and have lots of fun ♥
from oh1963---- :
i live in ontario, its not really anywhere near newfoundland, dont let anyone call you a neffie. <33333333
from cheapdisease :
ARE YOU BACK? good luck in that new place -_-
from pirate-witch :
NOTE FROM MILENA WRITTEN BY LIZZI CUZ SHE COULDNT GET ONLINE:what the hell are you doing?! dont move! i love/need you! stay on diaryland if youre gonna move k?
from cheapdisease :
doop doop doop.. so i changed my password cause my old one didn't work anymore so send me a note with your email if you want the pass. k <3331236487
from blackedeyez :
u have to read tha whole thing lol :):)
from oh1963---- :
your last entry, describes so many nights for me. <33
from pirate-witch :
i hate those feelings doll.. man, you me and nora(Avrilkiksass) just cant seem to get over the guys who break our hearts the worst..... be better...feel better..and keep writting cuz i love you and i miss you.. chin up... -millie
from resonant :
*kisses*
from z-kidd :
Would you like to see my boobies? I'm sure it would take your mind off of other things. Heart, Z
from cheapdisease :
but it changes your attributes and i'd look rather manly with that hair cut but you don't. eh..anyways i love it on you. <3
from blackedeyez :
i understand completley love..talk to him ♥ xoxo b l o o d y k i s s e z
from cheapdisease :
but i didn't call you a dyke. I said if i got my hair did like that, i'd look like one.
from masca :
No worries ♥
from notadream :
i hope u dont mind, i am killing this diary off and i want to keep in touch with you, so i am adding you to my original one. oh1963---- <333
from mabataki :
my email is debstar@mchsi.com
from notadream :
thank you<3
from bleak-horror :
oh lala! quel courage! but it was worth it! your hair suits u and rocks oh-so-hard! mwah :*
from cheapdisease :
fuck dude, your hair kicks fucking ass. it looks great! if i got that hair cut i'd look like a dyke ;( dammit.
from masca :
You are always welcome ♥
from blackrose11 :
I love the new hair cut , I might be getting one like that in the summer.
from notadream :
hey hun, your password isnt working, i cant read your diary :(
from cosmopolitn :
Hey you...I tried to leave my e-mail awhile back but i don't think it worked so here it is! I miss your diary... rebeccawhite_99@yahoo.com
from stripyzebra :
You're not ugly! you look really pretty in those pics and your hair looks groovy! well done for being brave enough to have it done..i could never part with my hair!
from masca :
People would be insane to call you ugly because you're far from it ♥
from dollxoparts :
Ohh myy goodness. You're beautiful no matter what you do to yourself. :) I wish my looks would go with a mohawk. Too bad. Dollxoparts<3
from bornhabits :
you're password doesn't work!! How sad!!
from stripyzebra :
WOW!!! put some pictures of it on your diary! PLEEEEASE!
from no-map :
I tried that it isn't working :-( never mind hope yr ok xxx
from nightmareb4 :
awww im gonna miss you!!
from cheapdisease :
wait, i just read your profile and you're leaving? SAY WHAT? ... COME AGAIN? YOU CAN'T GO!! THAT WILL FUCKING SUCK COCK.
from cheapdisease :
PICTURES BITCH! PICTURESSSSSSSS!!! <333
from no-map :
have you changed your password? :-( xxx
from pinkstarss :
but why??? i will miss u lots :'(
from pirate-witch :
aww.. its okay hunnie... we all gotta let go sometimes...Where ever life leads you... Ill be there! good luck..and have the best time... : ) i love you, and dont u dare forget that!-Milena
from bleak-horror :
2005 without you clau? aww babe, please you take the bestest care of yourself. much luv. muriel <333
from ud-x :
i'm glad i found you even though you have to go, because whenever you said anything to me, you would make me smile. best of luck for everything in the future. i love you. hope that trip thing for six months goes great. <3 xx
from stripyzebra :
aww..well i enjoyed reading your diary..some of the things you said made alot of sense to me.I'll miss reading your thoughts. :( byexxxxxxxx
from resonant :
ill miss ur kind words<3333333
from sleeveless- :
I'll miss you. <3
from dollxoparts :
I hope you have a good new year. It's been nice talking to you. <3 Dollxoparts. I'm going to miss reading your diary.
from the-story-of :
*is sad* I'm going to miss you!!!!! take care. i hope everything works out for you babe.
from masca :
Take care, Sweetie ♥ I shall miss you dearly *Hugs* Thankyou for everything
from no-map :
:'-( I understand!! bye bye and take care.. if you ever need a random online internet friend.. Ill be around! xxx
from ilubjermy956 :
Aw.
from z-kidd :
++++HAPPY NEW YEAR++++ I love you! Heart, Z (Yes, I did copy and paste this to different people, but the love is still there!)
from pirate-witch :
you know what?? i havent spoken to you in a logn time... how are you claudine? still in pieces? hope so!! talk to me kittie!!!!! things areboring here in ohio..very dull..i spent too much time in the tub today so now my fee are buring(dotn ask..weird sensation i have never experienced before!) much love-millie
from no-map :
Hope you're back with us soon!! Take care honey xxxxxxx
from ud-x :
that sux... me thinks i put a virus on this comp. i don't know how to tell my sister or dad... they'll totally hate me. <3 xx
from dollxoparts :
Lol. Yeah, I got mine pierced yesterday, and I got it pierced near my lip, so it touches my teeth. I'm just getting used to it. <3Dollxoparts
from dollxoparts :
Hey, I was just wondering if when you first got your labret pierced, if the backing touched your teeth at all? <3Dollxoparts
from sleeveless- :
yea lol >.>
from sleeveless- :
lol, I guess the blonde in me [i'm as brunette as they come] kicked in there for a mini-second. >.> That is a really good idea to put your pictures in an album like that & password it. I think I might do that too..its less messy looking! <33333 By the way; YOU'RE SO PRETTY. x32492305884237482304
from cosmopolitn :
rebeccawhite_99@yahoo.com Sorry it took me so long, I was having computer probs! MERRY CHRISMAS TO YOU!!!
from insane-whore :
I don't know how long it will last though *Hugs you back* I've missed you heaps ♥
from insane-whore :
"Merry ♥ Christmas!"
from sleeveless- :
It says that your album is private. :(
from bornhabits :
No idea who you are but hell yah! I was just in a pissy mood and decided to share it with the world. Sorry for the randomness and lack of sleep. Btw would be intrested in reading journal. Nifty Spiffy e-mail is: glamourgirl at swbell dot net. -xoxoMichellexoxo
from nightmareb4 :
ive had to lock my diary.. send me your email and ill give the name and password. thanks. xox-*
from kermudgent-e :
come get some.
from nightmareb4 :
ahh i wanna get a pink star with a black border! thats prolly gonna be my first and i want it on my lower back. my mom is normally is pretty good about that stuff.. she let my sister get her nose, eyebro, toungue and eyebrow pierced so maybe i still have a chance lol. youre so lucky you got your nose pierced when you were 14! thats how old i am now haha. yeah i couldnt really remember what that piercing was called.. slipped my mind! and hopefully ill be getting a tatoo of something from The nightmare before christmas like jacks face.. grrr i cant wait till im like..18 lol xoxo-lizzi
from blackrose11 :
One of my friends did the whole Katimavick experience , and she told me it was blast. So you should have a lot of fun.
from pirate-witch :
yeah.. i i did... thanks
from no-lies-- :
new beginning <3
from nightmareb4 :
awww youre so nice! i looove all your piercings! my mom will only let me get my belly button and i have to wait till im 16 *goes and pouts in the corner* do you have tatoos? lol i dunno random question but i want one of those too lol. i want that thing inbetween my chin and lip pierced too. that looks soooo souper cool! lol but of course being the republican that she is my mother would never let me get that! well cheerio doll.. and i love the new template! xoxo-lizzi
from simo07 :
lol yer you wouldn't know unless you knew about my sitaution.. it still creeped me out!
from pirate-witch :
*kicks clau in the butt* haha.. i think it looks cute.. and i do love that picture! i was missing it too.. i think it kinda shows more what your diary is gonna be about!! it does prove how long weve know each other!!
from cheapdisease :
thank you darling <33
from dollxoparts :
I'll add you to my MSN, and send you a picture. <3Dollxoparts
from simo07 :
omg.. everything you just said.. every word.. i just went through, again! this is freaking me out. The only difference is, i have a boyfriend now, who is his best friend. *sigh* i tried not to, but.. like you.. i couldn't help it :( <3<3 i hope you'll be okay!
from no-map :
aaaaw sweetie.. we've all been there.. it will get better in time I promise! hang in there honey xxx
from no-map :
hey honey sorry you're not having a good time!! *hugs* xxx
from notadream :
you are so adorable it hurts <333
from blackedeyez :
AS U SHOULD!!! I LOVE IT..and it doesnt look terrible as u made it sound!! infact i think its quite pretty, nothing can hide your beauty!! XOXO fucked&love,ellis
from stripyzebra :
i like you hair.very groovy.
from sleeveless- :
Your picture rocks me so hard. <333333
from z-kidd :
Why were you upset with your hair? It's cute. Heart, Z
from discodoll :
I think your hair looks lovely plus you're really pretty ♥
from nightmareb4 :
aww your hair looks pretty!
from amylee1fan :
Oh Wow!!!You're Pretty! :) - Lin
from ilubjermy956 :
I lurve your hair, Clau! It's so cute.
from pirate-witch :
aww i like your hair..its not too short.. yu silly complainer!!! = P ... i like it.. and i like your new template..kinda like the old one..except a different version... but the same picture.
from the-story-of :
oh, I think your hair looks cute. it could be allot worse. it'll grow. but really it doesn't look bad at all
from resonant :
i like your hairrr
from amethyst-13 :
Nice picture! :D How could you say your looks bad?! It looks really pretty, as do you.
from dollxoparts :
Oh my gosh! You're so pretty. Your hair doesn't look bad at all. <3 Dollxoparts.
from no-map :
:O you look stunning!!! if this is bad hair I dread to think what you'd look like with good hair!! too bloody right you should feel pretty... in fact you should feel gorgeous.. that's what you look *bows at feet* hehe hope you had a nice day! xxx
from bleak-horror :
i love your hair! oh and you.re so pretty Clau <3333
from blackrose11 :
Hey , I was reading your d for a while now amd I think it was really interesting read. I was wondering if you can give me the passe word for it. My email is melHoule11@hotmail.com
from stripyzebra :
like the new layout and way to go with the babysitting!xxx
from blackedeyez :
are you going to have internet access where you are going? --but thats really interesting! im excited for you!!, and no i wasn.t really trying to cheer you up. i was just saying what i think. :) --> and yes i DO live in the US but i kno where Ontario is.. but none other.. lol!! haha.. us dumb americans..haha. much love <3<3 L
from no-map :
hey sweetie!! I don't know any other free hosts it loads straight up with mine which I pressume is because of the broadband... care to recommend any?? I did have a photobucket one but it's just I like to load them right onto the page instead of following a link! :-( I dunno! Im the oldest child of 5 so I've done a lot of babysitting in my time.. my little sister was 6 two days ago.. they're hard work but it's the love you get in return that makes it worth it!!! hope yr ok!! xxxxxxx
from sleeveless- :
I love the layout! Babysetting? Ugh, poor you. I would have loved to see their faces when you put Courtney Love on. =)
from cheapdisease :
i like the layout. <3 babysitting sucks.
from the-story-of :
i like that picture. in your layout of that girl. pretty!
from kermudgent-e :
yeah i know! i think it would look super de duper.
from pirate-witch :
thanks! = )
from the-story-of :
their jobs are nasty! lol i have to go to them all the time. just think how they must feel! ew. but yah they see it all the time so they must be used to it.
from resonant :
haha but if u saw him you would just melt.....
from blackedeyez :
love, i bet your hair isn.t aweful @ all. you.re so beautiful already, nothing could ruin YOU. you.re so precious love!! why.re u leaving? im missing something. much love<3<3<3 --XOXO--L
from pirate-witch :
firstly..my friend emma said hes been waiting for ever to go out with me, and that hes just too shy to ask me out..so im REALLY happy and i will ask him out..second..OMG thankyou so much! i didnt know if like peopel were gonna think it was good or whatnot, i worked really hard on it!
from the-story-of :
lol why thank you. oh i've been reading your diary and omg that doctor I sorry. i had to go to a doctor like that when i was younger but they looked well somewhere else..ew.
from pirate-witch :
if i should ask him out.
from pirate-witch :
he does..the fact that he likes me..makes me feel so good..and the way i like him back..amkes me so happy..i dont think ive ever liekd someone and been this happy b4!!
from no-map :
hey lovely... I just read through all of the extras on your diary!!! you're REALLY sweet... *hugs* I think I will really enjoy being your loyal diary reader!! xxx
from stillbeating :
you aren't dull! and that's it. <3.
from blackedeyez :
wildbabe777@yahoo.com
from no-map :
I agree with the comment below.. I don't know you yet but reading someones inner thoughts kinda makes you feel like you do.. YOU SEEM ANYTHING BUT DULL TO ME!! you seem like an articulate wonderfully passionate young woman!! Also.. you're pics.. stunning!! it's the others who are missing out.. I bet they miss you like hell.. It's just hard sometimes for people to have those kind of friendships! Thank you for the kind note you left! I'll try to get those pics up today.. these ones are quite amusing!! xxx
from cheapdisease :
youre not dull. you're a doll! a dark doll!
from sleeveless- :
I know how you feel..except I have a little sister that is "bold" AND "daring" AND parties all the time; so I get it rubbed in my face basically every weekend. Please feel better. =/ <333
from kermudgent-e :
That's the nicest thing I've heard all year! It really means a lot to me when you say that. I'm going to do a picture entry JUST FOR YOU. :) Love you -TRIXI
from blackedeyez :
GIVE ME UR PWORD! IM SO SORRY I DO LOVE YOU, LOVE!!!!!!!!!-XOXO-ELLIS WHO LOVES CLAU,
from amylee1fan :
Hey Clau,heh...heh..No I didn't mean punk as in the style,but I'm saying you know how older people call kids they think are bad punks.:)Well I'm always getting called one.So... & I'm not gothic anymore.I just think the whole style is a little to dark for me.:( Well talk to ya later!!! :) - Lin
from no-map :
hey there!! I left you a few notes but Ive just realised none of them are here... wonder if something is wrong with my computer.. anyway... *hugs* sorry you're not having such a good day lovely... Im posting more wedding dress picks soon.. will that cheer you up? anything I can do to help.. let me know xxxxxx
from dollxoparts :
Hey. I'm sure your haircut can't make you look that bad, I saw your pictures and you're very hot. So don't let your haircut make you think differently. <3Dollxoparts. By the way, Thanks for the advice.
from cheapdisease :
*hugs tight back*
from resonant :
haha arnt we rebels!
from cosmopolitn :
Clau...What happened? I miss reading your diary!
from blackedeyez :
NO!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! !!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..BUT YOU ++ARE++ MY FAVORITE DIARY~~~ PLEASE DON.T SAY THAT CLAU!!! YOU.RE MY LOVE!!!!!!! no no no you got it all wrong baby!! you.re my heart!! -- you kno no one can replace you!!! NOT A DAMN ONE!!.. --> i.m really sorry, these past few weeks((long days)) i.ve been really busy and confused ((ya kno?)).. plz 4give me 4 that. I LOVEYOU!!! mail u more thinkings later okay. XOXO fucked&love, L
from cheapdisease :
wow, your pictures are fucking great! so shut up about your hair, before i walk over there and bitch slap you. <333333333398974378646
from kermudgent-e :
You are SO pretty. I just looked at all of your pictures, day-um your packing everything. I'm sure your haircut looks hella good anyway. :p
from cheapdisease :
its album is private and i can't get in without the pass =( .. i bet you look hot anyways.
from cheapdisease :
i'm sure you look great, you're probably not used to it and disappointed that it didn't turn out like you wanted. take pictures! i wanna see! <3333
from listendown :
that's what i'm here for! hugs and kisses-jackie
from listendown :
oh, clau. don't feel ugly. you'll get used to it, then it'll grow out. haircuts are never permanent. don't fret. love, jackie
from z-kidd :
It'll grow out and look really nice, believe me. Oh, and if you really think about it, bisexuality is normal. Someone told me that in America, 2% were completely gay, 1% were completely straight, and the rest were bisexual, or had sexual encounters or thought about the same sex. So it's all good. Sometimes girls are just better. Heart, Z
from notadream :
awww why thank you!!! i know about the hair dilema as well, i think that we have the same kinda look going except my hair is generally short, but the bang thing. it will get better in time, just tame it a bit. you will be surprised...hopefully. :o/ <333333
from no-map :
I love your sexuality entry.. I entirely agree with you and think it was very nicely put!! *hugs* especially about the skinniness.. hehe and as for the hair.. that ALWAYS happend to me.. Im currently hiding my hair after such an incident ...never mind eh? xxx
from s1lk :
I'm so sorry about your hair :( <3
from notadream :
i just thought i would tell you that i got one entry into your diary and i am already in love with you, we share alot of the same veiws. so offically you rock!! <33333
from notadream :
awww thnx xnegativexstarzx@hotmail.com <333
from simo07 :
thx <3
from listendown :
yeah, i just printed it off and glued it in my journal that i sketch in sometimes. i won't pretend i wrote it, because i know i can't write like you can. rock on! and yay for raping the willing! :P
from notadream :
hi,i was wondering if i could read you? i have this feeling that your writting would be signifigantly amazing. <333
from kermudgent-e :
:) hello
from cheapdisease :
Username:Seneca password:Falls ♥
from pirate-witch :
great minds make cookies together!
from z-kidd :
*rubs butt* Thank you! It's all good. He's actually paying more attention to me now that I'm ignoring him. He's weird. But I've got better things to do than worry about him. It's cool. I went shopping today! Yay, new shoes for me. Heart, Z
from listendown :
clau, i'm going to rape you! Not in a bad way, mind you, it's just that I like you a lot more because you're bisexual. I'm bisexual, I dated a guy that was bisexual, I date a bisexual girl and I think that if more people were bisexual, they'd be a little more happier. I hope you don't mind that I printed off your entry to put in my journal. You know, you inspire me. rock on girl! and if i'm ever in canada, i'm going to rape you! :P
from pirate-witch :
well im glad it made you happy! i love ya hun..and i will hold myself against doing THAT stupid shit again.. i liked ur entry.. i told u ud be able to go aroudn saying IM A BISEXUALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! haha..merry xmas
from cheapdisease :
from ilubjermy956 :
i love you. and you are so purdy. <3<3<3
from fucktard- :
so, i'm not a favorite of yours anymore? well, isn't that nice.
from zayneea :
*hugs tightly*... that quote... "you never know what you have till its gone"... i think thats what it is <3 xx
from onelilwitch :
thanks, i am glad you think so.
from zayneea :
if you say so... lol <3 xx
from resonant :
its the best eminem song ever. its called i love you more...
from discodoll :
Well if it helps I think you're a hard one to forget. What happened to the layout btw?
from no-map :
aha.. I came I saw... I didn't conquer but I am adding you to my buddies list on account of liking what I saw!! welcome aboard!! xxx
from fucktard- :
I HEART YOU MORE!
from no-map :
info@mandymoo.com I look forward to delving into your soul *rubs hands* muahahahaaa no not really.. I do look forward to reading it though!! xxx
from no-map :
oh hello there!! thank you.. that one was my favourite too but it's very far from the usual me so Im still debating!! you're diary is locked.. any change of a peek? xxx
from pixeltastic :
psh. locking me out. how am i to snoop.
from pixeltastic :
god, my replies always make me sound like a horrible person. whenever someone compliments my looks, i'm tempted to retort with, "tell me something i do not hear 685765 times a day." regardless of my self-absorbtion, i'm flattered aha. i'm going to check out your diary on the next comercial. i cannot miss a moment of Sex and the City.
from z-kidd :
spank me! heart, z
from stripyzebra :
this thing around canada sounds pretty coo..wish i was goin! i'm sure you'll have an awesome time! oo..im gettin my lip piercing changed tommorow! so excited:Dxxx
from the-regret :
& i thank you for that. <3
from insane-whore :
Thankyou for sharing *Hugs* That sounded so sweet ♥ By the way, I loved those photos! And just letting you know that it would be a privilege to be a really close friend of yours *Smiles*
from listendown :
I know, right. It sucks so bad, cuz I'm so damn horny! hehehe
from expelled :
hahaha, i felt violated. I was going to say something but he interrupted me.
from pirate-witch :
hmm, you may be right but it does bug the hell otu of me...and he knows it too
from the-story-of :
Hmm. I think for me it really depends on who the guy is.
from fucktard- :
No, I don't have MSN. I like when people call me sweetheart, it makes me happy. :) Oh, um, what happened to them is that I cut them.... Oh she won't let her see anyone because...well I don't even really know why. Honestly, she is a bitch. my cousin's mom won't even let her own father see her. because well he's into drugs and he's always running from the police, heh. but yea she would most likely say that I am not a good influence. I just miss her so much. ♥
from zayneea :
te stuff in there is mainly photos, thats why i was saying i dont know what to write. and anyway... too many people know about this dairy... i am around, it's just i have no words to describe life lately. will weite random stuff just for the hell of it if i can :P <3 xx
from amylee1fan :
Hey Clau,Uh I locked my diary,but I'll give you the username & password.Username:psycho Password:chic.Okay?Talk to ya later!Bye! -Lin
from chokedesigns :
aww thanks hun!!! i love u!! u know why?? cuz ur the lovely one!!
from fucktard- :
aww my dream come true. :)
from fucktard- :
I guess I'll just have to dream about you. *makes out with Clau* ♥
from zayneea :
i dont think theres a way :S but i trust you... so if you want... i can email you the password to my username, and then you can see stuffs - or you'll just have to make an account :S lol. i loved the photos of you by the way. oh... your so fecking hawt :P ♥ xx
from fucktard- :
YOU ARE SO GOREGOUS! I have a crush on you. ♥
from stillbeating :
aw..you're so beautiful. my god, i am so unphotogenic <3.
from bleak-horror :
ew babe, you really look like a doll! damn it you are so pretty! *crush* <333
from pirate-witch :
our hair is layered the same way!! except i have no bangs
from insane-whore :
Thankyou *Hugs* He still gets really angry at me a lot but things seem like they'll be fine (in the long run) ♥ Take care of yourself too, Honey
from resonant :
boy do i know how your feeling right now xoxoxoxo
from zayneea :
*hugs*
from bleedanddie :
Heyy i found ur diary in the search thing.. no ive never read it but i thought it sounded good so yeah
from pirate-witch :
:( you just made me realize all the things ive felt for john.... hun, you dont want a true friendship with him..it hurts like hell knowing he'll never be yours again, and it doesnt help you heal...
from simo07 :
fuck this whole relating to entries thing is scary... <3<3 i feel the pain :(
from bleedanddie :
Hey.. could i have the password to ur diary? my emails bleeding_heart_69@hotmail.com
from fucktard- :
♥ *
from fucktard- :
I sent you the password beautiful girl. *hearts;♥♥
from ilubjermy956 :
no, don't worry about it. i'm an attention whore, so i wouldn't mind having people reading<3
from amylee1fan :
Hey Clau,The reason I haven't been on here in a long time is because my computer had a virus,and I almost didn't get it fixed.So...By the way thanx for saying I was sweet,but you know if I make a shout out list you're bound to be on it.Well I have to go now,but I'll talk to you later.Okay? -Lin
from stillbeating :
i know what you mean about feeling different extremes..it becomes so frustrating because it feels like you can't depend on yourself [and personally, i hate that feeling] <3.
from resonant :
sometimes it can hurt way more than reality....
from dollxoparts :
Aww! Thank you. =).
from ilubjermy956 :
username: punkrock password: princess. there's no period after princess, either. but yeah, i would just email it to you, but i don't feel like opening another window<3
from blackedeyez :
my love!!-- tha reason i haven.t been on in freakin 4ever is b|c i have had a really rough couple of weeks.. ((yes i lied in my dLand..im trying to play it off)) && im still trying to fake a smile. but ne wayz..im really sorry for evrything and i promise i haven.t abandoned you, after all ur my favorite diary. XOXO fucked &love-L
from expelled :
Awwe, thank you darlin <3
from bangzombie :
JC sounds like... a typical guy? Yes, I believe that's a suitable description. Anyway, I updated! Not much of an update, but hey..it works. ♥ Have a good one, m'dear. ♥
from pirate-witch :
wow..yes it is thanksgiving..lets take a look at the calendar every couple of years shall we? lol... their not my type of music anymroe either..but that song describes exaclty how i feel for john..i cry every time i hear it-milli
from amylee1fan :
Hey Clau,I know I haven't been on here in a real long time,but are you okay?'Cuz I read on your profile that you think there might be some stalker reading your diary.Is that true?Well I'm gonna go now.I guess I'll talk to you later.Okay?Oh yeah here's my E-mail.If you want to give me the password.MissHetfield2005@hotmail.com(you don't have to give me the password ,though.If you don't want to. I'll definetely understand.)Okay?! - Lin
from bangzombie :
Give me the password, pretty lady. ♥
from cheese-rot :
Aw, I'm not leaving.. I just have to spice things up sometimes. I know you'd miss me to much.
from z-kidd :
I don't know if Kristina really is doing anything. I just have suspicions. But then again, my suspicions are never far off from the truth. Heart, Z
from mabataki :
i miss reading your diary now that you've locked it. :(
from pirate-witch :
yes u can do that..sadly.. but yeah the ring? its popular enough to me!
from pirate-witch :
and i should have just put this all in one note..but im retarded..lol.. but yeah... i dont lock it..cuz theres only one person who i dont want to read it (the love of my life who most entries are about..JOHN) and hes not from diary land so he wouldnt find out teh password anyways..but he already has the page saved on his computer so he can read it even if there was a password..so why bother?
from pirate-witch :
awww ur such a sweetie clau.. 1. I LOVE YOU.. ur so nice.and i did check it out! ur my hero!!! and 2. ur so so so nice..those compliments are greatly apreciated
from nightmareb4 :
maybe you didnt have one and i was just confused.. its happened before. so you can just ignore my last note lol.
from s1lk :
aw, thanks :) <3
from nightmareb4 :
i had your password but i forgot it.. can i have it again? thepriceisright09@msn.com..and if you didnt know im lizzi, milenas friend.
from pinkstarss :
OH NO..I HOPE IM LUCKY TO HAVE UR PASSWORD.. EMAIL ME BLINKGIRL162002@YAHOO.COM
from s1lk :
username: s1lk password: satin <3
from pirate-witch :
i thought something was missing in my entries...lol..i forgot to put our extra cool diarying on it!
from insane-whore :
I'm glad you like *Smiles*
from pirate-witch :
im NOT lovely..you are dear! ..and my friends arent the greatest, and the guy i love is an asswipe..theres nothing great-me
from dollxoparts :
I'm locking it because some of my friends and people I know, know about my diary, and I don't really want them to read it. <3
from fucktard- :
school lol ♥
from pirate-witch :
haha..ill make sure not to be in a crappy.. = P ... lol.. i guess u are right though..depress is a strong word...ive just been feeling so shitty lately..and it snot lately its. been like this for like 2 years..and people think im prefeclty ok because i hide behind a mask..when im really not ok
from fucktard- :
lol no it's not cool to get as many as I do. Blah, It sucks. god i have the worst cramps ever. well maybe not ever, but they suck. :( i could never leave dland, just taking a break. maybe. as you see, i am still here lol. ♥
from zayneea :
is sorry. i cant help it. i will try to make an effort <3
from resonant :
it;s a nicer way to put it lol
from emo-kidzrawk :
yay, i asked to use my neighbors comp, and so here i am. hehe. my email is: IlurveAFI@hotmail.com :D
from cheese-rot :
♥thanks. :)♥
from z-kidd :
Yeah, I'm a lucky bitch. Took me a while to get him, though. And a whole lotta hell. Heart, Z
from guttercunt :
awwe thanks. ♥
from zayneea :
[hugs] i know exactly what youre feeling ♥
from s1lk :
hey hey...could i get the password?
from insane-whore :
I think I'm the only one in my family (other than my Grandmother) who has gotten a decent guy... I hope you have as much luck as I have *Smiles* When the time is right... True love will happen ♥
from bleak-horror :
thankies babe. well actually, i really really wanna go to canada someday! *gets excited* hehe, and it won.t snow next to my place..maybe at the mountains yes. here, in lebanon, cold = 19 celcius or so..hehe maybe the temperature that you canadiens consider sunny :D
from emo-kidzrawk :
woops, forgot to turn my notes on! bleh i need to get use to this stuff...
from cheese-rot :
Your welcome for your comment!! :) It's true.
from cheese-rot :
Aw, your sweet. Thanks for saying I'm funny. That makes my day. I don't really try to be though. It's just me I guess. ♥SEw
from cheese-rot :
lmao do I really do that?
from z-kidd :
Boys act all sweet and as soon as you turn around-- BAM! Fucktard-mania. Heart, Z
from pirate-witch :
i dont know why im writting u a note about this..but my dear clau.... i love ur name..i have decided that when i have a girl.... im going ot name her claudine, and hopefully shell turn out just like you..amazing, brilliant. and gorgeous... = ) ... and also because the name clau is very pretty..including Marisol , harley, and Meredith..they are my favoirte names
from emo-kidzrawk :
I will delete the note with the pw (if i get it) as soon as i recieve. :)
from emo-kidzrawk :
Hello! I am a reader but not a writer ;(. I have enjoyed your diary for a while now but was never able to add you until now because I just made a diaryland ^_^. I use my school's computer and they have firewall restrictions on emails though so im afraid you wouldn't be able to email me :(:(. If you think i am worthy enough, please may you send me your pw to my notes? Im sure no one will find it because my diary is new and I am not popular. You seem afraid of stalkers, (aren't we all =[). I can assure you i am just a 16 year old girl living in new york. i really hope to hear from you as I enjoy your diary very much! much luck from rebecca xx
from listendown :
Clau, thanks for your notes. I'm happy for it. yay.
from resonant :
thanks i mean its just so hard but at least there is someone who cares ;-) i appriciate everything u say...thank you so much.<333
from insane-whore :
May I please have a password, Clau? My E-mail adress is Heartless_whore@hotmail.com ♥
from amethyst-13 :
katie_boo89@hotmail.com <--- Please. :) I don't know you, and I don't use this diary anymore but I still come on to diaryland to read diaries and yours is one of the ones I like.
from punkedupqt :
sexyspunky6_08@hotmail.com <--- plzz! i wanna read ure diary. i have come to love it. =) -mere*
from fucktard- :
I don't think so. I don't think I'm very attractive. OMG Alex is the cutest thing I have ever seen in my life. The first day I met him, he just walked up to me and started talking to me about his boyfriend and everything. I was like "Wow." lol he's amazing. *much hugs and kisses to Clau* ♥
from fucktard- :
*giggles and blushes* Ditto.
from fucktard- :
I would definitly kiss you right now if I could. We would be making out if I was with you right now. hehehehe ♥
from antihoyhoys :
Oh you are so GREAT! You make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. You really like me? -points to myself- wow. what a complement. I love your diary and I think you are a brillant person. Yeah it kind of pisses me off when people don't ask me for my password, then I know that they don't read it. then it makes me cry. :( but you asked for it, so now i'm joyful. -♥SEw
from stillbeating :
sounds lovely. my e-mail is Xohmyfacex@aol.com. thankyou <3.
from pirate-witch :
good u wont regret reading it! it rocks
from zayneea :
my emails addys fuct_mest_cut@hotmail.com please let me have a password, i miss reading your life ♥ xx
from stillbeating :
i agree..it's the odd little things that make life worth living. those two old ladies were so happy, it made me smile. and p.s. your diary is locked. not cool! <3.
from xlyn-lynx :
I use to read your diary all the time...but you locked it now:( I am quite upset because I liked reading it. Can you add me to ur allow thingy:) i would be ever so happy:D*grin and happy jump*
from pushed-over :
what part of quebec are you living in? i live in montreal, wouldn't it be funny if we were neighbors or something?
from pirate-witch :
haha..yeah..the book is amazing...u should read it..its not too long..its like a 7th grade reading level..i think ull be ok..lol..
from pushed-over :
sorry dollface, my e-mail is: leafs_girl20@hotmail.com , thank you, love. =).
from antihoyhoys :
lol shes a she
from simo07 :
this is true :P.. can I know it then?? <3<3
from pushed-over :
can i have yr password?
from pirate-doxie :
You're such a doll... Can I have the password? My e-mail's doxie.the.pixie@gmail.com
from guttercunt :
=) password? cavitycoma@aol.com
from discodoll :
discodoll@darksites.com Pleeeeeeeeease?
from pirate-witch :
aww thanks!! do u mean where the entry box and the link box is??? well i have this program called "corel photohouse..version5" and like it lets me do cool stuff like that..its a little better then paint cuz it doesnt make stuff blury..but its still not as good as photoshop, witch my friend is burning for me tomorow...so i am happy...i would be a pal and burn it for u once i have it..but...i dont have ur address.lol..that can complicate ... **out of the random: have u ever read the book "hard love" ? theres this girl in there named Marisol, and shes this power kicking lesbian chick who reminds me of u so much..lol..
from z-kidd :
I am your stalker, but I would like to read your diary. Give this stalker a chance. GuMmiBearZ044@yahoo.com (You realize I'm not a stalker, right?) Heart, Z
from dollxoparts :
Hey. My email's yellow_jello_beans@hotmail.com :)
from antihoyhoys :
it's ok. thanks anyway. -sarh
from resonant :
i hope im gettin yer password! ;) fifi124@aol.com
from stripyzebra :
hey clau..i would like ur password cause..well..cause i like reading your diary and i'm not a stalker..at least i dont think i am :P fridge3000@hotmail.com
from bleak-horror :
you don.t have to worry babe, i re-thought about it..i will write, screw breaks. thankies for emailing me your pass and all :* you.re wonderful dudette! and yeh i hate it when my friends give themselves a fake atitude just to look 'cool' enough..dudette, we pity them! because we know who we are and we are true to ourselves. stay safe <333
from listendown :
you know how fucking jealous i am of you. for real, i'm like going to fucking kill myself. i don't know why i'm jealous it just seems like your life and friends leaves something to be desired in mine.
from fucktard- :
hehehe But I want you to want me! Yea, it was pretty awkward. But now he's all better and nice, lol. :) bwahahahaha black hair. I love my black hair. Some people like it on me and some people don't. But I like it and that's all that matters. Dude, we have something in common, black hair turns me on too! *giggles* Do you know what else does? YOU!! hehe talk to you later Clau. ♥
from pirate-witch :
= P !! im glad ur the runner person of that ring.. i wouldnt join it if it was someone else
from the-story-of :
thank you babe
from antihoyhoys :
Alright.. I hate to say this, but I'm still completly comfuzed. So, where do I put the html at .. the html that you sent me in the note? AHHHH. Thanks for helping me though! You are awesome. <2 SEw
from the-story-of :
hey! email me the password !
from ilubjermy956 :
you're all locked up! email me the password and such? your_sins_into_me_120@yahoo.com. i'd appreciate it to the max.
from pirate-witch :
oh man..i know EXACLTY what u mean.. my friend sarah.. is all like that... last year she was all punk..and verry poser like.. the kind of punk that know one thinks she is... you know?? and wed tell ehr shes a poser..and shed be like.."no im sarah..and im punk..its my way of life"(even tho the year b4 she was a balerina..and STILL does pretty pagents..watevertheir called) and now this year..she all perppy..and just because now prep..is in style..witch makes me really mad... and yeah i do agree goochalortte and simple plan are pop..(Even tho i went to a good charlotte concert yestterday..but onl because iwasnt paying i was invited..and sum41 was also playing and im madly in love with cone.. but yes.. their pop) lets make an Ihateposers club ..shall we clau?
from lost-in-lust :
you locked it?? =( If you could, send me a password. My e-mail is bellyflop99@aol.com, peas and spank you! =)
from bleak-horror :
i MUST get the pass hun! please? *angel face* and thankies for liking my layout. i preffer the other one..but stuff hapened..i will write about them! love you <3
from antihoyhoys :
PASSWORD TIME! StonedOnKoolaid@hotmail.com oh and I don't know if you would know how to do this, but how do you put it on your archives so it looks all nice and neat with the months and year and then you can click on the date and see all the entries that you had that month? If you know how that WOULD BE SO FUCKING GREAT, I'm driving myself crazy over this. <2, SEw
from fucktard- :
Aww, you are welcome! :) PSHAW! You are the awesome anc cute one. ♥ I mean it.
from fucktard- :
oooh lesbian huh? *winks* Oh and yea, I think you are very pretty. But I also think that you are pretty on the inside too. ♥
from fucktard- :
Thanks so much for the password. Ahh, did you like my pictures? Hehe. We better have that date asap. *blows kisses to you* Talk to you later love. <3
from theyknew :
Thanks!
from fucktard- :
Could I please have the password love? missattitude_1989@yahoo.com -Oh yea, we never had our date, did we? You remember, watching that movie? *wink* ♥
from pirate-witch :
hey..i had to lock my diary because poeople that i did not want to read it found out about it.. the username is: Hard, the password is: love.. thanks!! -milena
from listendown :
i dont know if i'm worthy either, but i'm not the judge here. pleasantinterruption@hotmail.com yay for locked diaries!
from pirate-witch :
i dont know if im worthy of having ur username and password...but if i am.. Funkymunky203@hotmail.com -much love- Milena
from pinkstarss :
yeah when i has my belly pierced it kept on bleading. ouch. anyways i just want to say hi and i miss u and sorry that i dont write much often..and brandon is a dick yep! hehe anyways take care sweetie
from the-story-of :
ah man I don't know what to do at this point.
from pirate-witch :
i dont know what it is..im in a depressing mood about john..and stuff... :( ... and also this book im reading i bowrod from lizzi..its soo good its called "hard love" buy or borow it.. its sooo amazing clau!!! -love- Milena
from bleak-horror :
hey doll, no worries, i put the name. i should.ve done that when i updated that entry, but blaaaaaaaaah too lazy. anyway, congrats for your new piercing, i am sure it suits you. you.re adorable, keep up <3
from insane-whore :
Thanks ♥ I'll tell her you said that *Smiles*
from dollxoparts :
Once again, I know how you feel. Just to let you know, drugs don't numb your feelings for very long. And your problems/feelings are always still there afterwards. <3
from discodoll :
A tip, a lot of guys love to try and turn lesbians so you could be setting yourself up from what you're trying to run. Oh and I hope you're enjoying your piercing!
from guitarphreak :
You're so pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! take care -nikki
from the-story-of :
oh god i know. hey i got a question for you. have you ever cut?
from fucktard- :
lol sorry I confused you love. <3 Yes, this is going to be my real diary. I am unlocking it soon. ♥
from bleak-horror :
thankies..thankies alot. anyway things are alright now. be well <3
from fleshwhore :
lol you're welcome doll! <3
from the-story-of :
see we think alik :D <3 ya too hun.
from the-story-of :
lol thank you babe! I'm not gonna change! I've been there and back and it's not me and I think those girls are really low in self esteem or they have way too much of it.
from pushed-over :
i'm adding you so i can come back and read your writings because they are beautiful, and i am hooked to your writings. :). <3. -mell
from stillbeating :
i'm adding you because..well, i love your writing <3.
from zayneea :
*hugs* i hope you slept well girlie ♥ xx
from insane-whore :
You're very welcome!
from freakymandy :
you have a girl crush? God.. I can't count the number of times I have fallen in love with girls. Guys, more. But I seem to love them both. That should make me bisexual! but i believe it's human nature. <3
from freakymandy :
I saw your note in StillBeating and let's face it, I swear mostly on the net. In real life I don't. We three are on the same boat and should we sink, let's swim together ;) xxx <3
from guttercunt :
aww thank ya darlin' <3
from the-story-of :
lol well ya know we are girls! and I love lipgloss that smells good!
from antihoyhoys :
My point to a SOLID T. So, we got one person who has jumped on the 'sam and frodo' song band wagon, aye? You are the coolest person ever. With the coolest layout ever. I could go on, I bet you'd like that? ..eh.. maybe not. -SEw <2
from the-story-of :
lol! yah lipgloss. i don't know where I'd be without it!
from dollxoparts :
Did getting your labret pierced hurt less than you expected? ..or more? lol. I'm nervous about getting mine pierced. <3
from dollxoparts :
Yeah, me too on my piercing. I'm still not sure what I want. Have you ever gotten a tattoo before?
from dollxoparts :
Do you know what it's going to be?[Your tattoo]
from cosmopolitn :
Glad you had a good day and that you love your hair! There is nothing that makes you feel better than a great hair cut and color... :)
from dollxoparts :
Wow. Thats awesome. I'm getting my labret peirced in the summer.. My labret or my lip..I'm not sure yet. <3
from freakymandy :
i guess we always have this mood swings. happy, then depressed. but never am i assured i am guaranteed of those feelings. i feel insecure. i hope you dont. :) I believe you did have a good time. That sleeping with your mom.. quite a therapeutic session for you. disney movies are always great to watch :) xxx <3
from zayneea :
thankyou ♥ i dunno... i cant help it... i'm mental ♥ xx
from the-regret :
hello there <3 i'm hoping all is well.
from resonant :
i felt the same way thats why i figured to write something "specaial"
from insane-whore :
& hearts ; but without the spaces ♥ Love you!
from bangzombie :
Low confidence?! No way. Love yourself, beautiful. ♥
from the-story-of :
I think she should have told you first that she wanted to use your skirt. Maybe you should help her make a new one if your not going to share it. his way you know she helped you and you can help her. I don't know you shouldn't fight over a skirt.
from resonant :
i;m your friend!
from freakymandy :
"She seems to think that I shouldn't care." most moms are like that...they dont think we should care when we do. maybe.. i say, try hugging her..every day. if she is cool with it, and tell her you want her to be in your life. and that she is special. and say you wish to see her smile again. say that you care, and tell her that you cant NOT care about her. oh gosh.. hold on. xx <3
from pirate-witch :
it was awesome..this guy by me was like "Aw its ur first avril concert" and i was crying the whole time..just cuz it was avril fucking lavigne.. and she rocked..she sang..she played guitar..played piano AND drums.. evan wasnt there tho..he quit the band ... = (
from dollxoparts :
I kind of know how you feel on this one. My dad is a drug-addict and he gets depressed. I used to really care about it. and stuff. But my family doesn't address this issue. And now I, myself am addicted to things. I hope your mother feels better. <3
from discodoll :
Oh sweetie *HUGS*
from the-story-of :
lol he says he pays attention it just doesn't click! makes no diffrence to me whether hes smart or not. he said he was doing good in 2 classes. p.e. and art ha. oh well hes cool anyways. take care
from dollxoparts :
Yeah, I prefer to be alone too. <3
from blackedeyez :
HEY BABY!!!!! IM SO TERRIBLY SORRY I'VE NEGLECTED YOU!!!!! All State is a competition for all Honors Chorus Singers from all High Schools around my state, basically what you do is they send you an operatic piece of music and you learn it and practice it for 4 months..then on Nov. 5th you go to a church then sing it in front of a few judges..then u site sing.its really hard.. then if u get in..you are apart of this special State Chorus for a whole year and you get to make a CD etc--its really hard to get into..and i dont kno how i did..but thank you for tellin me G'luck!! I LOVE YOUUUUU!!!!!! HAVE AN AWESOME UP DAY!! FUCKED&LOVE!!!!!-L <3<3<3<3
from dollxoparts :
Yeah. One of my supposed-to-be friends treats me like shit all the time, when I don't do anything.. It sucks because I have to suck it up and just laugh about it, 'cause my other friends want to hang out with her...*Hmmm* <3 Melissa
from z-kidd :
Yeah, I was going to post up the whole song, but it didn't work. Because my computer is a whore. Heart, Z
from bangzombie :
Friends turn out to be "friends" a lot. It's sad. ♥
from dollxoparts :
My friends do the same things. Sometimes things just suck =(.
from ilubjermy956 :
that's not fair that lydia's being that way.. but i've been there, done that. my sister burned me a CD once then wanted to listen to it. i said yes, and i haven't seen that beloved CD since.. sadly, i never got to listen to it. okay, back you you. i'm sorry... <3<3<3
from freakymandy :
that lydia girl.. i wouldn't really want to be her friend..so calculative and so insincere! <-- thats the IMPORTANT thing.. like the thoughts.. *hugs* to you i can so relate...can so relate so many times. good friends = hard..hard..extremely hard. Love ya <3
from pirate-witch :
haha... nah.. we already did flirt.. i wish we were *together* tho!! MAAN
from pirate-witch :
aww..dont be down clau! no sex? why! ill have sex with you! lol
from z-kidd :
Oh, baby, don't even worry about it! I have a new boyfriend, and oooooh, he is just so much better! I am freaking happy! Heart, Z
from dollxoparts :
Well. I can understand that. It doesn't sound judgemental to me, anyways. I've never met anyone who actually could relate or understand what I'm going through..and now I have. <3.
from dollxoparts :
Why does that amaze you? lol
from dollxoparts :
I hope it will fade. I saw my ex today with someone else. And when we were going out he was like..everything to me. And then he just stopped calling me, and talking to me. And I thought I hated him.. Love is so fucking stupid.
from dollxoparts :
Oh. lol how you said I heart you. :)
from dollxoparts :
lol what do you mean?
from dollxoparts :
Your making me blush! aha. Your diary is captivating and it's so unique to find someone who will actually tell the truth about themselves, whether its good or not. I absolutely love your diary. -<3 Melissa
from freakymandy :
"I hate everyone. I always end up hurting... Everybody stays the fuck away from me. Or I'll hurt them Physically, obviously. That's all I know how to do." oh no, i feel so...alike. the cats thing... i wish my deceased (and the only) cat that cared for me was still alive instead of being dead due to jealousy. i totally regretted taking a new cat and causing him pain..lol.. <3 ya. xx
from freakymandy :
lol, thanks for reading... i was so pissed i guess. :P been drinking too much coke(light) o im so irresponsible! :\ xoxo love ya clau.
from insane-whore :
*Huge hugs*
from ilubjermy956 :
=(...I'm sorry, hon. <3
from dollxoparts :
Things will get better doll. Just wait and see. I know exactly how you feel...It's weird how were both experiancing the same thing. When I read your latest entry.. I thought to myself how weird it was that we almost say the exact thing.. but in different words. [If that makes sense.] <3
from the-story-of :
ya know i wish i could say i know what you mean but the truth is I'm 13 and I've never had sex. but b/c of the chance of what has happened to you happening to me I'm going to wait a long time for the right guy. I think that's a good idea you have.
from pirate-witch :
ugh! i know EXACTLY what you mean! guys are such bastards! I WISH I NEVER HAD SEX WITH THEM EITHER..then again..ive never had sex.. but yeah...best of luck to ya healing hun!
from pirate-witch :
aww dont make fun of me!!! i look soo fat and white!! ptth... ¢¾Millie
from atotalfuckup :
IT'S A DATE! ♥
from ilubjermy956 :
Le sorreh = sorry. I don't get me either.
from dollxoparts :
Aw thank you. Your so lovely.
from ilubjermy956 :
What. The. Hell....I'm le sorreh, Clau. How retarded is that..
from atotalfuckup :
My aunt has every single Halloween movie, so I plan on borrowing them from her and watching all of them. <3 It'll be fun. :) Wish you could join me. <3
from bleak-horror :
PORNO? LOOOOOOOOOOOL! what a stupid dude! pathetic.
from simo07 :
that guys an ass!!! who the fuck would say that!?! don't worry I think anyone else is smart enough to know your diary isn't fake.. actually I think he is too.. just someone who wanted to piss you off for no apparent reason.. <3<3
from the-story-of :
lol i know! but what could i have done i dont know whose doing it. it just kind of appears there! and those ppl who think im a vampire, i just laugh at them!
from dollxoparts :
Its the same way where I live.. No one goes trick or treating anymore.=( And I also hated getting bags of chips, and raisins. <3
from love-fatal :
my friend & i went trick or treating in the ghetto last night. people thought it was weird because these two skanky looking seventeen year olds are standing at the door amongst the five year olds. but it was good fun. nice diary. ♥
from fleshwhore :
Awe love I never thought anyone cared much. <3
from nightmareb4 :
hey no problem! i loove your diary!
from pirate-witch :
haha..niiice list!!i bet all guys/girls are gonna memorize it now!! haha..that would take me forever!!..
from bleak-horror :
exactly <3
from dollxoparts :
Thats quite a list. =D.
from pirate-witch :
wait.. again?? thats the first time ive changed it.. get ur facts straight!! lol..jk
from gothsmurf04 :
lol! i was gonan tell u about pirate-witch.. but ur a smart cookie and u already figured it out!
from blackedeyez :
amen
from blackedeyez :
<3 you could become God as your career
from ilubjermy956 :
Honest to gawd I wouldn't get my labret done if I were you. It wears away your gums. Get your vertical labret done. It's through your lip. My sister got it and it's uber cute.
from the-story-of :
lol thank yas. i thought they were funny!
from dollxoparts :
Thank you! Yea. We do seem similar, and I read some of your old entries, and their a lot like mine. Your diary is beautiful. <3.
from freakymandy :
wow, you make it sound complicated! haha.
from dark-doll :
That's just something I was wondering as a child ;)
from freakymandy :
"why don't all lonely people get together so then they wouldn't be alone any more?" lonely people like me don't really want to be get together with gossipy idiots. =) i'd rather be in my own world..
from gothsmurf04 :
YEAH I DO!! wanna take me on?? ILL TAKE U ANYDAY! lol
from dollxoparts :
Thank you. Your diary is so real. It's amazing. <3
from gothsmurf04 :
aww YOUR lovely
from zayneea :
lol. okies then xx
from insane-whore :
*Blushes* You are too ♥
from zayneea :
is that a bad thing?
from freakymandy :
*wink* *nudge* *nudge**
from punkedupqt :
yea i kno same here. im always like NO LET ME DO IT MYSELF! but then all i want is a boyfriend rite now to make me happy... haha... but yea... im getting so bad as to thinking about a sex-crazed friend/aquaintance and a cheating ex-boyfriend. pretty sad... (*hides in concrete room with dark secret*) hehe. =D
from atotalfuckup :
<3333 Thanks love. That means alot to me. :)
from atotalfuckup :
Oh yea, to make it easier. It's my fourth entry. So you will have to go all the way down to the bottom to see the entry. <3333
from atotalfuckup :
GO TO MY ARCHIVES/OLDER PAGE, AND LOOK FOR A TITLE THAT SAYS SOMETHING LIKE "PICUTRE OF ME." THERE WILL BE A WEBSITE TO GO TO AND IT SHOULD BE THERE. When you see it, tell me what you think. <3333333333
from atotalfuckup :
But Doll, if you saw me you would so agree with what I say about myself. Our height and weight is about the same, eh? That's awesome. <33333
from punkedupqt :
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv <--- you should take this quiz, and leave me a note and tell me if you have a 'high' on dependant... cuz u sound a lot like me in ur most recent entry. =)
from simo07 :
wow.. I can relate so much to the 'I can't change him entry'... it scares me..
from insane-whore :
You're welcome ♥ I agree and love the "You laugh because I'm different. I laugh because you're all the same." statement
from blackedeyez :
AMEN BROTHER BEN SHOT A CHICKEN KILLED A HEn. NEVER MORE BEAUTIFUL AND TRUE AS HELL WORDS HAVE EVER BEEN PLACED UPON MY COMPUTER SCREEN. XOXO-ELLIS<3
from agothagoth :
well thats kool i guess.
from atotalfuckup :
*wink* ♥
from agothagoth :
You say let him go hes not the one and all these things, but when i put muself in yuor position, talking about me, its hard. its been 3 weeks since me and brandon broke up and i still cry because of him. i keep thinking about all the things we did and i just break down and cry. what do you think i should do? i cant let him go.
from bleak-horror :
hehe thankies doll <3 nothing hapened yet that.s why i didn.t send any email back..but you.ll be the first to know if anythings happens. hehehe stay strong <333
from lifeisfucked :
i know he is using me, but you see, everyone uses me...
from insane-whore :
Your floppy disk idea is a good one. I used to do that until my mother found my writing... My computer isn't very private. I write in a book but rip the pages out and recycle it all the time because I don't want anyone reading it *Shrugs* I did a little entry for you (and others) about my notes situation ♥ By the way, I loved that photo of you from Sept.
from fleshwhore :
Hmm, flirting. Never thought of it that way. XD
from cosmopolitn :
LOVED "I can't change him"! Now you know all you need to know... :)
from fleshwhore :
Oh you know how to make me feel better! <3
from blackedeyez :
anf i REFUSE TO APPOLAGIZZZZZZZE!!!! jus because i absolutley adore evrything a|b you gives u no right what so ever to poke fun. *tear tear*.. HAHAHAHAHA--> i just thinks your way gorgeous!!! MWA-XPXP-ELLIS<3
from silverbiker :
thanks for caring..i'm glad someone does.. ahh..i hate stress! :( *sniff*!!
from fleshwhore :
It doesn't suck too bad when you know you aren't a complete loser. I mean, at least I have a life on the internet. <3 lol
from simo07 :
your welcome.. i just read your entries one day and decided i liked them.. <3<3
from zayneea :
hehe, is that a cow pluhie? you look hawt :P [yeah, you been liked by me] hehe. x
from lost-in-lust :
Hey i'm sorry it didn't work... use the username darkdoll instead!! let me know how it goes.
from blackedeyez :
and didnt i tell you that you are beautiful!!! OHH EVEN MORE SO THAN I REMEMBER!!! aww.. im so proud to have someone as gorgeous as yourself on MY buddy list!!! :):):):) stay awesomeup!! XOXO-loveELLIS<3
from gothsmurf04 :
hunni ur such a pretty gurrrrrrrrrrl!
from punkedupqt :
hey i have to lock my diary because there are assholes at my school that aren't supposed to be reading it but read it anyways... so here's the stuff to get into it- (username): me (password): me
from bangzombie :
At least you're smart enough to realize that if his conscience will allow him to cheat on someone else, then he'll most likely cheat plenty more times. It's not because of you.. it's probably just in his nature. He's indecisive. ♥
from gothsmurf04 :
well your special to me!!!!
from blackedeyez :
thats not true what so ever & i highly resent you sying that!!! you have changed me just thru words, so its amazing what you have probly done around you.-XOXO-ELLIS
from hamiltonian :
First you have the best shoeware in human history on your profile.. chucks. Then you have a cool designed topped off by a beautiful lady with a tattoo that leaves one with an introspective feel.BRAVO!
from afterain :
Hi Clau :) There is nothing wrong with it - I am just a weirdo and I don't really like Leo DiCaprio :P So that's why I was a little antagonistic. :P
from hamiltonian :
cool journal and awesome design!
from lost-in-lust :
thanks for the note! sorry my diary is locked, you are welcome to a password if u would like one... just leave me your e-mail addy and i'll send it to you! I'm also adding you as a fave!
from pornocakes :
the comfy-est! teehee
from scarstain :
thank you doll, so do you. hope your doing well xoxox
from blackedeyez :
may i ask..? ---if you were dreaming a|b him, shouldnt that indicate that you were thinking a|b him...?---which should further indicate that you still have feelings for him?---idk this is a lot of INDICATION. hahahahaha--so hey what can ya do.... IF ya do ya do and if ya dont ya dont... but im jus sayin whoaa dont get mad. hahaha, :) jus messing beautiful, but yes.. i love tha way you write, its just....you have a way with words, i cant even explain it..its just nice. :) ---> BUT a|b that note u left me..does that mean u didnt like what i wrote? :) I LOVE YOU!!!! XOXO-ELLIS <3
from guttercunt :
nothing coincidence, i think you should give him a chance babe. <33 -runs away-.
from discodoll :
Because the heart and the mind don't always agree.
from gothsmurf04 :
haha..i always get nosebleeds
from bleak-horror :
thankies hun <3 it.s good to know that you & JP are still talking and getting to know each others better, well whatever happens, be careful..you can never know {hehe i.m wishing for the best right now} keep up beautiful doll <3<3<3<3
from discodoll :
I'm confused too!!!
from zayneea :
hmm... i'll sit here being confused with you... :P x
from pinkstarss :
im sorry :(... i miss u
from resonant :
:-D
from insane-whore :
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
from discodoll :
Ok now I'm worried. I've been there, done that and still reject having ever done it. I can't tell you what or what not to do but please be careful. Please think twice before doing it again, that's all I ask.
from zayneea :
it better not happen again... cos otherwise it may give me reason to start cutting again. i know i dnt know you in real life, but i still worry about you the same. [love u too girlie] xx
from zayneea :
omg. no. please say i did not just read that. *hugs you tight* my thoughts are with you all the time. xx
from atotalfuckup :
:) You are so welcome. username: breakmy password: fuckingheart ----Enjoy ♥♥
from antihoyhoys :
Thanks :) You're wonderful.
from antihoyhoys :
..*sniff* did you take me off your favorites? :( actually I can't remember if you ever put me on, put it's ok. My diary is pretty irratating to read.
from insane-whore :
I gave up on trying to please my father too and that's why I haven't seen him in so long *Hugs* I admire you ♥ I also hope you can get past this throwing up business
from freakymandy :
oh no no.. you're bulimic? I hope you'd be better... take care of yourself claudia! you know you can do it! xxxx
from gothsmurf04 :
okay! and thanks for telling me!
from bleak-horror :
congrats for your new job hun <3 and hehe for that bestfriend of yours too, she seems pretty cool so that.s all good. don.t start throwing up everything..pls? i don.t know..i.m not actually the good example and i don.t think i should tell you NOT to do it bcs i should stop myself first. akh dudette, you be well, much love <3333333333
from the-story-of :
:( i don't know what to say besides to tell you not to do it anymore. eat someting healthy. or excersize more often so you can eat junk food and not gain weight . idk... but don't make yourself puke anymore. it's not healthy !!
from the-story-of :
was it b/c you were sick or you just didn't want to gain weight. hun that shouldn't be an option either way.
from the-story-of :
omfg. why!!!! that's not good. i hope your not doing this over a guy.... :(
from z-kidd :
That's not good. Uh oh. =( Heart, Z
from atotalfuckup :
I really love your diary. <3 You are definitly added. ♥
from bleak-horror :
then i won.t..but please, do me a favor and try to control your feelings, yourself, and stay safe before it.s too late..i.m here if you need anything, mwah! <333
from bleak-horror :
i feel like killing that J.P dude
from guttercunt :
aww gee i wish i knew what to say girl <333
from guttercunt :
i read your entry and babe..punk isn't about looking the part, it's about freedom and not compromising what you believe and feel. if that guy can't see how much of a sexy badass you are then fuck him, he's not worth your time. i know people preach about that shit all the time but really REALLY it's the truth.
from guttercunt :
-blush- shush! i'm not!! <333
from dollxoparts :
Wow. Your entries are amazing too. I Love this entry. <3.
from bleak-horror :
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!! *SOOO curious* come on come on write the next page!!!!!!! <333
from bleak-horror :
*yayness* i wanna know the rest of the storrrrrrrrry! heehee <3333
from insane-whore :
Reading about your trip is like reading a really good, sexy book... Though I basically only read murder books so I don't know how a "sexy" book goes *Laughs* Don't mind me I've just spent too much time awake ♥
from the-story-of :
awww :( don't look more punk just to impress a guy. b/c thats not being the true you. unless you like the punk look than do it! The more punks the better. your good enough for him even if he doesn't realize it. love
from blackedeyez :
please dont changw who you are for someone that you dont even kno will be in your life forever. ppl love you always for tha person that you ALWAYS are. someone that someone ELSE thinks is SEXY may not be even sexy at all..get me!? LOL---> but i think ur tha most awesomest up person alive..therefor you=sexyness. got me. FUCKED&LOVE--XOXO--->ELLIS<3
from insane-whore :
Yes, that's what I think too but I get into trouble for saying it ♥ Having said that, I am not meaning that I think my mum and her girlfriend or any of her ex partners are hot!
from devouredsoul :
i ♥ the layout. awesome job!
from dollxoparts :
Thank you. =D.
from zayneea :
haha. thankyou. and i forgot to say earlier, but i {heart} your new layout too. brody is hawt xx
from dollxoparts :
That entry was cute. <3.
from what-a-perv :
Hey, thanks for leaving a note. I'll definitely start checkin' out your diary from now on. Stay cool.
from blackedeyez :
awesome awesome awesome up mann you still have tha 'sex' entry which rocks my world YAY--> LOVE YOU!!! XOXO FUCKED & LOVE XOXO-ELLIS<3
from insane-whore :
That entry was so sweet ♥ I believe that animals know a lot more than people think
from z-kidd :
He is hot. Heart, Z
from gothsmurf04 :
haha! yeah i guess it wasnt so long..i kinda thought it was ..but then after i read it i was like..wait..its not lonG! lol..btw..thabks for going to my temp line!
from bleak-horror :
yes i wrote that. french kicks serious arses right hun? :D hehe keep uppppp <33333
from punkedupqt :
yes maam i sure did write it (*big grin*). =D hehe. but yea. ure welcome for the new comment, u rock =). always with a sprinkle of faerie dust- meredith*
from blackedeyez :
CLAU MY LOVE!!!!! YAY--> YOUR LAST ENTRY MADE ME SMILE SO BIG!!!!! MAD MONKEY SEX MEANS ROCKING MY CONDOM BOX!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!--> your so lovley!!! MWAMWAMWAWMAMWA xoxo fucked & love--Ellis
from insane-whore :
I know she's cute *Laughs* Anyway, I love hearing from people who love their animals so much ♥ You're a great person and I'm sure where ever they are... They miss you too *Hugs*
from bleak-horror :
it.s just me to the 3rd person <3333
from chokedesigns :
aww!! thanks hunny!
from list-alive :
You've been added. :)
from z-kidd :
Well, I practiced making out with some of the girls, and then I kiss my friend Kandice all the time just because. But I guess girls' lips are a little softer. I dunno, Chris's lips are pretty soft, too. Heart, Z
from gothsmurf04 :
nananannaa... srry ignore my dumbness..YOUR SO SILLY!! lol... i always dressed as a witch on holloween..this year im going as a goth dollie!
from list-alive :
Hello, I've recently opened a new listing site, and I would like to list you!
from the-story-of :
yah she wasn't so nice. but i did have a bunch of errors i wasn't aware of :) lol. yah xtina is hot. i like the black hair the best. lol.
from heartrefund :
Thanks so much; I'll take you up on that advice. I might get a new diaryland username but I'll make sure you get it. <3
from dollxoparts :
Well thank you. I really like your diary too.
from dollxoparts :
I really like your layout. And I understand how youu feel.
from z-kidd :
*kiss* Heart, Z P.S. Kissing girls is not much different from kissing guys.
from bleak-horror :
thankies hun, it.s allright i think i am feeling better. *gives you a kiss* mwah! <33333
from insane-whore :
Clau, if I wasn't in the relationship that I'm in... I'd kiss and hold you (that is if you wanted me too) ♥ Please don't think I'm a tart for saying that because I don't just go around kissing just anyone
from guttercunt :
Hey lovely, new password will be.. username:never password:again ♥
from heartrefund :
You are too kind doll; ♥. I wish I could make you feel unlonley. The feeling is horrible to have even for the shortest time periods. I loved your recent entry. <3 lol.
from lesbfriends6 :
Thanks for taking the survey. Well actually I should call it a census... Its more just a poll of facts geographic, social/family, personal tastes for girls who like girls.. I am gonna post the results in my diary after at least 20 people take it... If you want you can take my other survey that is just about well lesbo stuff. hope you have a good evening. http://members.diaryland.com/edit/showsurvey.phtml?name=lesbfriends6-lesb2lovers
from discodoll :
Aw hun I know how you feel. The longest time I've gone without physical contact has been a year or maybe a bit more... it sucks.
from antihoyhoys :
Huh? I still have a big ass bump on my head.
from gothsmurf04 :
well sinec my drawing looks like you..my drawing must be beautiful!! lol.. i was talking about your latest entry..
from bleak-horror :
maybe he doesn.t care about his 2-years-gf anymore..maybe he likes YOU. well hun, just give it time..until you know his real feelings, but if he doesn.t like you, just forget about him. <333333
from operaticblis :
i love your new template.. it makes my guts squirm ((hahahaha)) i love you tho--and sometimes boys are fucking shitty..but give it time!!! your still young and have many many many years ahead of you..and plus---> if all he does want u fo is sex::then u can chop his wang off!!! YAY xoxo
from guttercunt :
hey clau, this is gaby,i got a new diary..no more vomit-. letting you know ♥. bye
from gothsmurf04 :
aw! claudie! wait im a bit confused..so that whole deal with you and brandon..he had a girlfriend? or.. have u still not been over him since?
from gothsmurf04 :
naughty clau! teehee!! lol... i bet your good at things!! im good at most artistic things.. i can draw well (if im not an actress im gonna be a cartoonist) i can act, and i can play the violin! THANKS! but her boobs are disproportionate to her legs! lol
from for-you-only :
Hey, I sent you an e-mail. :)
from gothsmurf04 :
DUDE ur feeling horny? naughty clau!!lol
from for-you-only :
You made your layout? Awesome. (I made mine too, but it doesn't look that profeshional or anything anyway.)
from for-you-only :
I get them off the internet. Google searchs on anime, hentai and ecchi. You get alot of dumb stuff, but once in a while you hit a site that's loaded with the good stuff. Then I resize them to be 350 tall and 300 wide. :) I like your layout. :)
from discodoll :
Ah my pleasure, it's really a great layout. Thank you for the good wishes on my birthday! ♥
from bangzombie :
NEW LAYOUT! It's fabulous. ♥
from gothsmurf04 :
thanks!!!! yeah its true.. beign drunk is fun! but i did fall down and hit the wall alot.. lol... so i decided it would be best t olay down!
from heartrefund :
They are! <3 By the way; LOVE the icon on your profile. Amazing.
from freakymandy :
oh. the poem. Angst. xxx
from discodoll :
I just LOVE the new look in your diary. It's really cool.
from gothsmurf04 :
compared to urs, mine ARE shit.. lol... im trying to fix mine though..their being nutty
from insane-whore :
Firstly, you have that great quality *Hugs* That's one thing everyone loves about you ♥ Secondly, you've done a good job with your layout
from stripyzebra :
wow..i love your new layout! and i agree..homeowrk and coursework is SHIT!!!!
from bleak-horror :
kick ass layout! <3
from vomit- :
dude...anything with brody is fucking hot and your layout is bitchin! ♥
from resonant :
i like your template :)
from antihoyhoys :
THANKS! Me, sarcastic? Oh, no way!
from antihoyhoys :
No prob ma'm. I really like your diary, I read most of your 'extras'. I might even put you on my beeotch list! yEAH, ya better recognize. Who's your favorite mutant ninja turtle?!?! -SEw
from antihoyhoys :
Wow, nice template.
from gothsmurf04 :
aw hun! i love your new template! u did a nice job! i hate the templates i make!!
from freakymandy :
girl, what nice template you have! abt my parents.. har har, they are together, amazingly they have no more sex. i know it because their door is always open. haha :p
from vomit- :
OMFG CLAU!!! THAT IS SOO FUCKING HOT! <333 of course i don't mind geez.
from gothsmurf04 :
yeah i guess so, but this is the third time ive cried over him, and everytime i think hes gonna love me back
from bleak-horror :
yeh i understand you. it.s too much pressure. school is pure hell. stay safe and try to relax..sleep..forget everything for a little while..we all need some times on our own. be well clau <3
from operaticblis :
my sister who is a junior in college has to go to tha library b|c it was too loud in her 'dorority' hall (( 8-| )) LOL..butt yeaa--> i COMPLETLEY understand what ur talkin a|B with it being all LOUD and shit and yeaa.. but HEY..tha library rocks..but it smells like old books, ah haha.. but yes. i gota go b|c tha bells a|b to ring.. 8-| savannah is sitting next to me 8-& *GAG* love u xoxo
from heartrefund :
Gawd doll you make me blush; you should envy in yourself. ♥
from freakymandy :
i love literature but I HATE LITERATURE class cuz the teacher's such an irritant. I used to love math but hated it now cuz its really pointless. i know how u feel about homework cuz i have tons of it to complete too! ARRHH!!! but good lucks anyway :) xx
from gothsmurf04 :
well, i really dont like him, hes always making fun of me and making me mad.. and calling me a bitch, or a mexican.. so i had to!
from bleak-horror :
thankies hun. i really appreciate that. and you don.t even need to thank me for leaving a feeling, i always do that, i always will. i care :) stay safe! <3 <3
from operaticblis :
WELL--IIIIIIII DONT THINK UR AN 'IDIOT'.. I think that YOU are BRILLIANT, even tho i have never seen any of tha matrix movies all tha way thru..but i still think u rock my condom box damnit. HA!!!! :) OH YES AND U KNO AT THA BOTTOM LEFT OF UR SCREEN AND U HAVE THAT ICON AND ITS A GIRL WITH BLACK FEATHERED WINGS..well i ordered a pair of them. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED. yes it sounds STUPID..but u have no idea how long i have been looking for just a pair of black wings like that.. b|c u kno i love amy lee and all and i love tha video for 'broken' and all.. and yeaa..and she looks awesome in it but yeaa..ima go haha-- jus remember what i told you.. YOU ROCK MY CONDOM BOX..no that wasnt it but remember that too but also ---> THAT U ARE FUCKING BRILLIANT!!!!!:):):):) MMMMWWWWA!!!xoxo -fucked & love- Ellisxoxo
from heartrefund :
lol oh yea. <3 I love them.
from heartrefund :
lol where?
from heartrefund :
♥ :)
from freakymandy :
your bro's coming? that must be frustrating to you.. :(
from vomit- :
...UPDATE! NOW! dammit..lol <3
from bleak-horror :
oops forgot to mention..Catherine Blake is me :)
from bleak-horror :
hey doll, check your e-mails, i sent you something. be well<3
from agothagoth :
Well thats kool i guess. I dunno what to do. I already moved and im still coming to his skool. i'll be gone friday for good thoe. i dunno. I dont wanna go but that descision has already been made by my gay parents and i cant do anything until im old enough. IM ONLY 15 and a half. o well. Ill se what i can do. Thanx anyway... ~Claudy~
from insane-whore :
I know you're not bitchy *Smiles* I'm sorry I haven't been able to go through much of your diary... I plan to sit down one night and go through EVERY entry! I'm still addicted to my computer *Sighs* Any addiction is serious... I'm not going to judge you and say that you're not going through a difficult thing because you can't compare what you're going through to others because everyone deals with things differently and there are always different circumstances. I can relate to your "I want to throw up" entry so much that I nearly went to my bathroom to vomit... I have thought about a hunger strike but for some reason I can only stop eating for the 40hr Famine (I went 48hrs last time I did that) ♥ Anyway, I only wanted to say, "You'll get through it"
from clitty :
Holy crap your diary is so addicting!
from clitty :
If you REALLY desperatly want to be thin, go Vegan. No lie. You're guaranteed to never be fat and you're doing something good. Or else take alot of ADD medication.
from mikamw710 :
i like your diary its really cool. ♥
from reallyhuman :
yeah i actually got one for my birthday one year. i was so annoyed. i can't even imagine my little sisters getting one for their birthday now
from mybabyjoep :
hey gurl ,whats up...sorry i havent updated and stuff ive been busy with college and stuff and i just got a new job but ill let u read about it in my diary i promise ill update more often well talk to u later xoxo BeTtY
from bleak-horror :
aw i think i am fat too..and i am always fighting that hunger , i dono.. i wish i can help you, and even help me :(
from zayneea :
awww, love, it's the same here. i totally understand how you feel. wish i knew of words to help *hugs* ♥ xx
from heartrefund :
I know how you feel about being thin. It hurts knowing you can't control yourself. I don't have any advice. Unfortunatly I still binge after a couple days. Bad me. But in your picture shows beauty. You aren't at all disgusting & shouldn't be worrying about your weight. But I know how things work; so I won't jump on your case. <3
from heartrefund :
I'm actually confused. Cause I'm not attracted to many other girls and she is basically the only one. I do love her, and I am very attracted to her. I guess that would make me bisexual. I've never really admitted it in my diary or to myself but I do have really strong feelings for her. :p So I guess make what you want out of it.
from heartrefund :
Just being honest. ♥ & You are now added.
from operaticblis :
geeze--thats exactly how i felt @ some point in time, i think ita always nice to kno that ur not alone in feeling tha way that ppl tend to feel so often.. and just kno that ur not alone::and if u ever doubt that, then just look at all of tha notes all of ur lovely readers have sent you. :) LOVE YOU DARLING!!!have a really good day. mwa. xoxo
from oomm :
I completely hear you. I was in the same place you are a little over a year ago. It gets easier. To tell yourself, and everyone else. Just trust that the people who will support you are the people who belong in your life, and the ones who won't are the ones you don't.
from insane-whore :
You're very welcome *Hugs* If it's not too personal... Would you mind sharing your addictions with me? I would like to give you the support you are so kindly giving me ♥
from agothagoth :
Yeh thats freeky... well anyway, im moving and i wont ever see him again. well thats what people say but hopefully ill see him. im only gonna move like 1 hour away or so and i'll come back to see him. Guess what? Hes breaking up with me because im gonna move and that makes me cry.:-( O well i dont wanna leave him but i dunno what to do. I love him so much and he sais he loves me too. But i dont think he does because hes breaking up with me and i DONT wanna stop loving him. I wanna cry right now but i cant because he's right by me. (he cant see what im writting thoe...) and i dont wanna go. so what do i do? tell me! ~Claudy~
from operaticblis :
..8-| LOL.. well thanx.. i dont kno-- i think its stupid==lol== i usually have a lost of eye makeup on but since i was outside for tha first time in like..all of that summer, i decided not to. :) thank you tho for my compliment. :) xoxo -tha most faithful of your readers b|c she rocks ur condom box- Ellis
from heartrefund :
It will be in your mail shortly. :)
from resonant :
thanks, i hope this shit works....
from gothsmurf04 :
bye dear!
from gothsmurf04 :
Always! and whenever u need someone to go to a gay pride parade in quebec, call me! ill walk from ohio to there!
from gothsmurf04 :
haha..niiiice.. having a little blond moment are we?
from gothsmurf04 :
yeah.. it was..u said u agreed with my friend gina,..
from gothsmurf04 :
and by the way clau.. dont worry about your feelings for girls and things... its probably hard, and it may be easier for me to say this then to act it.. but just let your heart lead the way.... if u like girls.. SCREAM IT OUT! lol... go to a mall.. and do our little "im a bisexual" trick!
from gothsmurf04 :
yeah..its very true, things arent what they use to be when i was.. your age? lol...
from gothsmurf04 :
the bombing for peace one?? i like it too!
from z-kidd :
I think it was Tickle.com. Heart, Z
from punkedupqt :
hehe yes... im quite deprived of a fantasy life... as u can tell... =D
from operaticblis :
are you looking @ tha picture of tha three people ((a dude a chick with brown hair and a tall chick with blonde hair)) then yes thats me in tha middle of them..tha short one with broen hair
from thecaper :
*hugs*
from bangzombie :
I can brush the bangs out of the way if they start to get annoying. I was looking at the pictures of you and your ex, and they're adorable. I'm sorry things ended. Being heart broken sucks. ♥
from cantstandme :
Hah somebody noticed id gone, what a novelty. Thanks for making me feel like im not invisable. xx.
from insane-whore :
Thankyou for doing the same ♥ I wish I could help you with your "women issue" *Hugs and kisses* Stay strong... I know it's difficult!
from cats-corner :
I've always enjoyed Jewel's lyrics myself. :-)
from thecaper :
*hugs* I guess you're gonna have to let it all out sometime. People who really care will stay true to you and you don't want to have any kind of relationship with someone who rejects you for your sexuality. Be strong.
from dollxoparts :
Thanks. I adore Courtney love too. =)
from insane-whore :
♥ *Hugs* ♥
from operaticblis :
thank you :) i needed that:: and i really wish i could stop worrying but its not in my nature to not be evryones mother. :) xoxo-L
from bleak-horror :
hello. hehe oui, j.aime beaucoup le francais que c.est plutot une passion pour moi. lol, that poem is a song for depeche mode. it.s called "free love"..beautiful indeed. be well <3
from vomit- :
hey love <3, Thank you so much for you note you're so sweet. Yeah my dad just doesn't like what i stand for or anything so its basically this,i can't do anything to please him so i just stopped trying.-sigh-he'll have to live with me <3 thank you love <3 later
from where-i-stop :
lol cool. you did a good job on your layout.
from operaticblis :
hey gorgeous.. if u wanna read it then please give me ur emial and i'll send u tha pword etc. i love u XOXO
from where-i-stop :
oh, i like your diary. it's pretty. did you make those little pictures on the side? they're nice.
from gothsmurf04 :
yup its fine
from gothsmurf04 :
haha its okay then... i can just highlight it..or maybe it was like a temporary bug thing .. ill go checkit out ..
from gothsmurf04 :
nope its all black
from bangzombie :
Whoa, your layout is sizzling. And yeah, that's me in my layout. You seem awesome. Mind if I add you? ♥
from gothsmurf04 :
haha clau i am SUCH a blonde... i was clicking on your entry and i was wondering "why the hell cant i read this shit???" and then i was like. OOOO and so i highlighted it...haha -much love -milena
from bleak-horror :
hehe nice idea for the jn.s thingie and btw we all get these weird looks whenever we wear what we want to wear. screw people, "they laugh cause we.re different..we laugh cause they.re all the same" right? :)
from zayneea :
lol. i can't help it. sozzy i aint been writing you stuffs about your latest entries, but i don't really have much to say these days :S. ♥ xx
from operaticblis :
your so wonderful-- my Ma and i went thru similar situations together and yes believe me, i kno its hard-- but i admire you for taking it for what it is and not putting up with shit ((like i did)).. ur a strong and beautiful girl--STAY THAT WAY OKAY DAMNIT. :) LOVE U LOADS BABYCAKES. xoxo-L
from freakymandy :
i LOVE queen of the damned's soundtrack!! esp jay gordon's song, slept so long..gosh, hes so sexy! :) xxx
from the-story-of :
eww lol no i dont really talk to her unless i need help on a question or something. but i think hse got the hint I don't want her to hang out with me anymore.
from the-story-of :
oh gross. well i don't think it was i think she wears granny panties. but w/e my mom knew they werent mine cuz i hate anything floral print and my dad was like well they arent mine! i means eriously who would just through them under someone elses bathroom counter!
from resonant :
i am so low right now.....
from operaticblis :
u havent been REJECTED :O:O:O:O dont EVER let me hear THAT come outa ur mouth AGGGAIN.. ppl are jus scared of tha unfamaliar and the totally beautiful (( & lucky you---> you have both traits )) love u-ellis
from vomit- :
OH OF COURSE! when i take pics i'll post them on my diary!! <33
from gothsmurf04 :
thanks!! *blushes* but it felt awesome! specially comming from a guy whos like 4 years older then me... and its weird, cuz most guys my age only think girls with huge boobs are hott, but all these older guys think im hott... i guess its good? lol -milena
from the-story-of :
yah man. i just started like 2 months ago and I think it's really intresting. i've played 3 other instruments other than guitar. but I like guitar the best. love
from cosmopolitn :
Liked the essay...It is weird how you can feel so close to someone through the internet...Technology...Wow... Have a GREAT week!
from amylee1fan :
Hey Clau,Sorry I haven't written ya a note in a while.Anyways,um if ya want it..Here's my link to my guestbook.If ya want to sign it.(amyLee1Fan.signmyguestbook.com)I've given a couple of other people the link ,too.Well I gotta go...So talk 2 ya l8er!!! -LIN
from operaticblis :
yes--- i just saw ur pictures and i think u are even MORE gorgeous than i had ever even imagined :) STAY SAF ELOVE!! MWA xxxxooooooo
from the-story-of :
lol cuz im just that cool! jp. your not so bad yourself ;)
from operaticblis :
hot-mad-monkey sex is NOT a laughing matter until u get like a splinter in ur white ass.. then its funny. HAHA I LOVE U GORGEOUS!
from operaticblis :
YAY FOR FUCKING BEING HORNY AS HELL AROUND HOT MONKEY SEXIN IT UP GUYS!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAA FUCK YEAA...hahahaha---> thank u for my note and it means a lot 2 me 2 be on ur 'favorites' on ur prpfile :) STAY BEAUTIFUL AND FUCKED!!:) XXXOOO mwamwamwamwamwa fucked&love Ellis
from pirate-doxie :
Aww...thanks for comment. Yeah, everything I write I come up with myself unless I say it's from a song or something.
from the-story-of :
lol np! yah i've had my hair with some form of red in it for over a year so I don't really want to change it. omg white strpies would be so cool. actually i was talking about it with my dad and he said it would look like a skunk. but still thats awesome. i would do mine with like the front white like rouge from xmen. peace!
from zayneea :
it was so embarrassing :( he ended up running to the bus stop.
from theghostgirl :
*nods* ... I can feel it all.
from jeszika330 :
When I read your entrys it always brings this to mind ( you have probally heard this a million times) Is it better to have loved and lost. Then Never to have loved at all? I don't even know if i said that right but you get the point :)
from kittyleopard :
Awww..sweetie I'm sorry. Boys just sorta suck.
from bleak-horror :
oh hehehe thankies hun, i loved my pink hair as well. stay safe <3
from resonant :
you know ittt ;)
from resonant :
dont worry i laugh at it to bc the truth is if i didnt have it, i would have been with both of them!! like u said tho were only young once, so fuck it! lets be sluts! haha lol
from z-kidd :
You could also wake up deaf and bleeding through the ears. Give her a hug. Heart, Z
from bleak-horror :
i love your diary. it is freaky and beautiful at the same time. take care <3
from operaticblis :
well u better get fucking used to it bitch b|c ur the most amazing writer,, beautiful person,, creative|funny shithead i've ever heard of.. plus.. you give us all hope. dont think that b|c ppl dont always shower you with compliments doesnt mean that they arent thinking them.. b|c i will be the first to admit.. i think ALOT of things a|b alot of ppl. but i dont say them b|c im an intimidated lil fucker. :) But u rock.. and u should kno it by now damnit or i might just have to fuck ur shit up and make u see it haha :) I LOVE U STUPID ARTSY FUCK>>> SO DO U KNO IT NOW? --L--xxxooo fucked &love
from vomit- :
i'd do brody in a heartbeat! i swear. i'm not bisexual..i'm not lesbian but i'd kiss a girl or whatever i perfer men though. i love boys. i'm just not homophobic..BUT COME ON! who wouldn't fuck brody?!
from gothsmurf04 :
well u deserve it sweety!
from vomit- :
i want to "do" brody.
from gothsmurf04 :
yup! anything for u dear! ur such a doll,and thats really dumb that Yolly copied ur hair style, wich obviously means she envies u, cuz ur so beautiful! and if brandon likes her, that means that somewhere he sees u in her..wich is something to feel concieted about! :P
from zayneea :
oh, and thankyou for adding me on your profile :) ♥ xx
from zayneea :
i didn't realise my note would be that long. i'm glad you're feeling better about it - you should always know that other people that can respect you are worthless nothings. much love ♥ xx
from vomit- :
lol i dont like rap. i just think nelly is cute!
from zayneea :
i've never read that entry before till now - i guess thats because that was the month when i was confused about whether i should keep a diary or not. i like your entry more, you actually explain yourself. whereas me - i'm not good at getting in depth. i do hope that i will be able to move away and stuff, but the way things are going, i doubt i'll get decent enough grades. but, blah, must be optimistic *nod* I CAN DO IT! lol. and about your last entry, brandon sounds like an idiot for doing that. it;s a horrible thing to do, and he should understand that you were both right together, and this yolly girl is just a wannabe you. i dunno how to write it to mak sense, but i hope that he see's sense soon, because you seem to be going really off him. i know you will come out winning no matter what happens between you and him. ♥ xx
from operaticblis :
that stupid fucker is probably trying to get to you.. and its working, admit it.. and fuck that stupid miss i gota copy tha beautiful ones hair b|c im ugly shit head okay?? she can go gto fucking hell b|C u turn on my mother fucking radio and i'll punch tha fucker in tha face for you if u want me to.. that seems to always help :) I LOVE U. b|C U ROCK AND STUPID FUCKERS LIKE THAT DONT. :) xxxooo
from gothsmurf04 :
well im sure ur better then Yolly..who the hell names a person yolly? or if its short for Yolanda..who the hell names a kid yollanda? anyways... ur a great person..dotn feel that you need brandon..cuz u dont!
from vomit- :
its true though. <3
from alethia :
Thanks for the note. :) It's not a lame question at all. And, well, I was the one that broke it off (look back in mid-October '03), and frankly, I haven't gotten over him yet, and I'm not entirely sure I ever will, him having been my first love and all. Truthfully, I still cry at night sometimes, remembering. I'm still relitively sane, because I rarely dwell, and that's the key. :/ At least, as far as I've been able to discover...
from vomit- :
thank you so much,yes i did make it <3 cheer up clau brandon is an asshole if he can't see how fucking beautiful you are!
from punkedupqt :
u shouldn't let brandon get to you like that... i understand how he "needs" girlfriends too, i think i am the exact same way... but really, dont let him get to you. i let richard get to me like that for a really long time, and then i realized that i shouldn't, and life is so much happier now. so really... just try not to ok? i loves you! sweet dreams and happy trails!~* always, meredith:)
from gothsmurf04 :
youll be okay on your own..i usually am better off..but out of curiosity, wats brandons diary?
from operaticblis :
:) thank you for that note. :) it made me feel happy :) -- i guess its just tha thing that bothers me tha most is that i havent dont that in almost three months b|c i swore to smellyboy that i wouldnt do it and we had this awesome long deep kinda talk.. and we jus had an understanding.. and i went back on my promise.. and now im terrified he'll find out.. not b|c i think he'll leave me.. but b|c i kno it'll disapoint him.. and i think that is more than i can bare.. u kno? but thanx for listenin to this long and boring note.. :) and thanx even more for my note. but i MUST admit mad monkey sex today jus made my day 2day! haha love loads :):):):) -->fucked and love<-- Ellis
from vomit- :
I go there by choice but it is very boring during the week <3
from vomit- :
not all week I got to a charter school so I go to school once a week and the rest i do at home on the computer.
from pinkstarss :
i miss u too :( im glad that ur crushing on someone new! ill try to be back..but lately i havent been able to go to a comp :( take care darling
from operaticblis :
:) Im very hapy for you and ur new crush (( hopefully soon to be'motor' !!)) :) have an even better fucking day mwa xxxooo fucked and love-L
from vomit- :
lol hella!
from eowynne :
Thanks for the note. ♥ I really appreciated it.
from gothsmurf04 :
hm.. i cant remeber... haha... hey i think SOMEONES got a crush on Prisilla not Jc, or whateever..haha..bad girl!
from the-story-of :
yah. I don't know. I can't stand to be alone when everyone else knows somebody. And I suck at meeting new friends. I'm thinking about it though. I don't like doing nothing. I just read your entry. lol. I think that would be a cute shirt. Forget the dress who cares. It isn't the point. still i'm sure its cute. after all the icon is. :)
from gothsmurf04 :
well i dont know.. i remeber briefly getting on the couch..buti dont know what the fuck i was doing there!!!
from vomit- :
OMG MY COMPUTER DID THE SAME TO ME!
from the-story-of :
mmkay linking is done. and i guess i should thank you. so thanks for the icons :)
from the-story-of :
lol aww thanx. yah. i have a thing with stripes. it used to be red and black. but heh i guess ppl like the blonde.
from the-story-of :
np. i've read through your diary a bunch of times and finally figured to let you know someone was reading it.
from zayneea :
sometimes it can be funny though, because revenge is sweet. [cue evil laughter] ♥ xx
from vomit- :
THANK YOU!!!
from gothsmurf04 :
yes..shitty days knock on my window often
from operaticblis :
((your day has been forgotten b|c i said so damnit)) .. thanx so much for my note. It was really thoughtful of you and i can totally relate to everything you said in it. You are amazing and dont let shitty ex's ((if that IS infact who you were talkin a|b in ur entry)) mess with you.. believe me. I've got some stories now..haha////// :) smile cheer up b|c i love you and a lot more ppl that kno u @ ur home REALLY love you! You write beautifully and i said cheer up bitch.:) i love u loads n loads n loads.. fucking bright mother fuckin red kissez for YOU!!! mwamwamwa.. fucked & love :: Ellis
from vomit- :
i'm so sorry everything is so shitty for you.I hope things get better and you find a new lover♥ ♥
from vomit- :
aww,you're so nice <33 i love you lol. thanks I hope it stays this way too ♥ bye clau.
from zayneea :
oooh, i just saw your email addy... fadedmind. heh, i remember when i used to write in my fadedmind diary. strange times. just wanted to say i'm glad you and your old friend are talking again *nod* ♥ xx
from zayneea :
oh, i think i over reacted to a little something. thankyou for that :) that means so much to me &hearts xx
from urbanstarr :
* 9/8/4 * Hey... even thou life happens to suck I'm tryin to be more happy... like I feel bad for draggin everyone down so I decided to be a bit more perky...not like a prep were u fool all(or try) and make everyone else wanna throw tha fuck up...just happy enough so ppl won't wanna kill themselves when tlkin to me....sad ...*tear tear* lol....aren't childhood memories great? You so wanted to grow up but then u wanna go back where things were simpler and you could say u were actually happy...tellin little kids now they look at you like 'whut tha fuck why would I wanna stay this age' then everyone grows up and looks back wishin 'damn why didn't I enjoy it to tha fullest...things were so much better....
from gothsmurf04 :
wich entry? the "meow meow " one..or the "mom dont pee on my parade one" the meow meow was just another day at school with my friends trrying to beat the shit out of each other.. n the mom dont pee one was my mom saying i couldnt go to the fair everyday of this week..
from gay-poetic :
thank you...
from resonant :
thankss!
from gothsmurf04 :
haha..its okay.. i get blonde moments alot..i sometimes cant rember my own name-milli
from zayneea :
aww, your last entry made me feel bad. jealousy sucks don't it? i hope things do start looking up for you, i'm sure they will ♥ xx
from vomit- :
lol awww <33 you're so cute. lol of course i will join your club,mohawks drive me wild i swear! ♥ thank you doll,you're very pritty yourself.
from vomit- :
lol..i've experianced it.
from vomit- :
oh geez sorry i thought i did give you my pass lol,i'm so dumb. username:over password:dose.. i was laughing cause dont all guys say "lets be friends" but then its always weird.
from sofake :
Hi, Thanks so much for the note. I really love your dirary. I just finished reading the porn entry. I know, to a certain extent, of how you feel; I'm in love with my best friend and he loves me too but he has a girl friend so we can't do anything without feeling really bad, so some how I end up making out with my ex-boyfriend. It's very confusing. Anyway, thanks again for the post, Julian L.
from vomit- :
haha riight
from gothsmurf04 :
ooh..clau..im soo sorry this happened to you. youve suffered so much heartbreak... i hope everything gets okay for you..you deserve so happyness!
from vomit- :
how did you find out about brandon and yolly?
from amylee1fan :
Heh,Thanx for the compliment about my poem.Yeah,that one's kinda based on a situation in my life,too.Well talk to ya l8er!Bye!!! -Lin
from gothsmurf04 :
haha! i know! and hes such a cutie..hes all dark and gothic, but hes soo cute, hes always like " i love you so much" and he hugs me and holds my hand! GARR!!lol..that was a good gar thou-Milena
from pirate-doxie :
Aww...aren't you are a sweetie pie...I remember writing that but I wasn't being too serious about it...
from pirate-doxie :
Hey, thanks for the note. Your diary is pretty much one of my favourites to read...
from amylee1fan :
I'm 14 yrs. old,but on a higher maturity level then I really should be.So don't freak out or anything.'Cuz I'm kinda young.heh ..heh...Ya can still write notes to me.Well I gotta go.So I guess i'll talk to ya l8er! (maybe) -Lin
from operaticblis :
i meant evry damn compliment that i've ever said to you.. you rock i wish u could kno that
from amylee1fan :
By the way ya can write me a note anytime ya want,and feel free to say whatever's on your mind.Okay?! -Lin
from amylee1fan :
I'm not offended by what ya said at all.Actually, I think you're kinda right.I know I can be really judgemental sometimes.Even though judgemental people are everything I hate,but no I don't mind ya sayin' what ya think.I admire people who do that.'Cuz not many do.Oh,thanx for givin' me that advice about my situation with my ex-friends.In fact I think I'll do what ya said.I've tried everything else.Maybe what you told me will help.So...With that said..Talk to ya l8er! -Lin
from amylee1fan :
The reason I did write that poem was 'cuz my ex-best friends are bein' real bitches to me right now.Just 'cuz I didn't wanna go to the same damn school they're goin' to.I'm actually kinda scared to go out in public right now.'Cuz they're kinda aggressive people,and I'm scared if they see me...They'll corner me,and whoop my ass.See I'm much smaller then they are,and I' not as strong either.So...basically I'm like livin' in hell right now.I'm just sooo scared of 'em.It affects my life really bad. -Lin
from silverbiker :
yea it is so hard to find people who i know i can trust..especially where i live :( thanks for the note! stay in touch k!? nice layout too by the way..and I'm sorry to hear about jason..i am sure things will stay great between you too! ;)
from punkedupqt :
i had have that same connection with ppl that have not really left me (as in leaving my city) but left me in my heart, and in their's. the little thing you said "why does destiny have to snatch away the ppl i love?" i call it my black hole in my aura... always, meredith
from operaticblis :
ur so wonderful:: dont let ne one tell you different.. i bet you do miss him.. it seems like yall have a connection and that makes me happy for you.
from gothsmurf04 :
haha thanks...but its justsomething ID do.. :P ... except im not bisexual.. ..well ive already seen a picture of u...i just didnt know..but ill look anyways!
from anna-spanna :
Yep, i'll probably look back on my years at school and wonder why i didn't make them more fun and exciting. Good luck with college =) -Anna x
from outre-fancy :
Sometimes I forget that your first language is french..All my family speak fluent french apart from me -tears-
from gothsmurf04 :
i get exaclty what u mean..i guess for me to say things in my diary, i have to first accept it in my head... its ok...eventually u will be able to go into a mall and run down the halls screaming "IM BISEXUAL!!" but dont take my advice.. i kiss leaves..btw..is the picture in ur profile you? -milena
from amylee1fan :
Thanx for sayin' my poem thing was beautiful.I really appreciate 'dat,and all this time i thought I sucked,but 'dat's just pessimistic little me.I'm such a dumbass.Did ya really think it was beautiful? I mean REALLY.I'm sooo glad somebody actually likes 'em.So again...Thank ya so much.What ya said really meant alot to me. -Lin
from gothsmurf04 :
aw hunnie its okay.. we all have those moments when we miss someone... .. i have a question.. maybe its just cuz im stupid. but did u just suddenly become a bisexual..or were u always and i neve noticed? sorry!! -milena
from vomit- :
lol your welcome.
from cosmopolitn :
I bet you could order it online...Maybe just search under pureology! :)
from cosmopolitn :
I know it may sound crazy, but the shampoo is already repairing my hair and I can tell by the way it feels...It feels much smoother and healthier and I have only used it for 3 days... :)
from cosmopolitn :
I am happy for you!
from vomit- :
FUCK YEAH! i'm going to add you just for saying that..fuck you kick ass! ♥
from vomit- :
from cosmopolitn :
Good luck with the job hunt...As for Marco...AWWWWW.... ;)
from resonant :
i know exactly what to do...the thing is if i can actually DO it...
from zayneea :
you're very much welcome ♥ xx
from batalicious :
Thanks for the note! I'll check out your diary in the next few days. Oh, and I'm 26.
from gothsmurf04 :
yeah ur really right... i am tryign t o be strong. ive stopped talking to him..and so when he talks to me and i dont asnwer he just thinks i hate him. i dont really care. .. i just want to get over him...im not gonna give back his watch though... i kinda want to rember him by.even if its a bad memory.. -milena
from z-kidd :
I read it in... um... it was in either in Cosmogirl or YM. Sort of an interview sort of thing magazines do. That's where I got it. Heart, Z
from no-regretz :
aw, thank you! you have also added bitchesecret. You just may have given me a reason to actually update that.
from urbanstarr :
*8/27/4* Hey...thanx 4 tha note....srry that u and Max aren't wrkin out rite now...is there any hope for tha future? In life isn't luv a bitch? When u want it its never there and when u don't feel like luv for tha moment it flashes in neon colors screamin for u to take....to bad ur blind at that moment....lata
from pinkstarss :
SORRY ABOUT UR MOM HOPE U FEEL BETTER
from gothsmurf04 :
im glad to know i brighten ur day! ur also one of my favorites... reading ur diary is always interesting!
from gothsmurf04 :
aww dear! i hope u didnt feel to awkward by urself.. i have that same problem.. i hate being by myself in a cafeteria!
from resonant :
i always try to avoid those old entries but something just drags me there and makes me read all of them...i think i need to fins another hobby lol
from urbanstarr :
*8/26/4* Hey grrrl!! Hope u have fun in college...I've always wanted ta skip high school and jump straight ta college....lol krazee?...me and muh mama have an 'understandin' u could say... we're like sisters....sumtimes I do feel unwanted but thats just part of tha program....I luv 'er but thats only if we don't see each otha for weeks....does that sound a bit messed up? lol Lata
from the-book-bag :
Actually Clau, I would LOVE to give your diary a read...unfortunately, the font is too small to decipher. What can I say? My computer is a piece of shit.
from the-book-bag :
I'm sorry I didn't manage to stay on your favorites list, but I appreciate the notes that you left. -cat
from resonant :
crushes make me happy too!
from outre-fancy :
Hii. Sorry i didn't reply earlier, this PC kept fucking up. 6 weeks is a LOT of sun and beach so its tiresome =(. to your most previous note, this academic year i want to present myself differently and be more mature =D. Hope you are keeping well ^_^. //Lila
from brodyblue :
awesome...you obviously have good taste too.
from resonant :
thank you i just think i was so shocked that i couldnt even do anything back, its just such a sucky feelingggg
from gothsmurf04 :
thanks! its nice to know someone cares... i guess ur right..but its not that he has said anything about not likingme..its just that my mind makes up these things..and hes just,..waaay too good..
from shush13 :
i'm glad you got your internet back =D! mmm ... shaggy hair is niiiiiice. lol.
from no-regretz :
I clicked your banner and am now noting those who catch my attention. <3
from the-book-bag :
Thank you for the note Clau. I truly appreciate the support. And I've always meant to tell you that I LOVE your username! -cat
from pinkpastry :
Thanks for the note =0) Nice to know people care... Anywho I know some of the links are broke, one of these days ill get around to fixing them... Just not today, the art of procrastination and all.
from resonant :
yeah you know ittt ;)
from anna-spanna :
Ahh oui ;) Thanks for the note next to my name, made me smile xD - Anna x
from urbanstarr :
hey....8/19/4(i believe)...srry I haven't written in awhile.....lol I kno its my diary it just feels weird ventin bcuz I usually don't vent.....but its whut u gotta b4 u explode so its all good.....hopefully u and Max wrk out......Lata
from gothsmurf04 :
thanks..yeah its a really nice color..i just need to havea sane color for my sisters wedding wich is in a month..after that im gonna die it black and have bleached streaks on it.. cya
from cosmopolitn :
Hey Clau...I have also been thinking of a breast reduction, and I feel the same way you do about it...Some days I like them and some days I am soooo tired of them and I think they make me feel weighed down...They are too big for my body frame, but then i think....Some girls would KILL to have boobs like these...What do you do, ya know???? PS...The sinus infection is getting better :-)
from discodoll :
Well at least you're both ok. I hope that he really learns from this though because he shouldn't go around driving like a maniac.
from mybabyjoep :
that sucks about ur brother's car ...hope u guys are ok .ur diary keeps getting more and more interesting keep up the amazing writing clau well laterz xoxo BETTY
from resonant :
thank you so much, if only i looked like that all the time! haha <333
from shush13 :
i know how that feels. ='( good luck with college!
from gothsmurf04 :
thankyou so much clau..u are so nice
from z-kidd :
I have French Canadian in my family. I don't ever see them. They hate our side of the family. Heart, Z
from mybabyjoep :
hey clau, thanks for leaving that note in my diary . it was really nice of u .ive been trying to fix my diary and links and stuff but it just doesnt seem to work oh well, i suck at fixing things on computer so that might be the problem :( oh well , good luck in college im in the same problem im kinda scared and stuff . anyways i love ur diary entries keep up the good writing and ill come by often take care xoxo betty
from photo-frame :
Yeah i draw but it gets tiring after a while. Good luck with college =] And scare that old man the bluddy perv =P Kick him in his old man crotch area if it comes to it.
from punkedupqt :
14 =\
from gothsmurf04 :
yeah its gonna be so awesome..greenday is like the best band ever..
from toxicsmile :
eww! that 60 yr old guy is such a perv! poor you, tell him you have a really big hot boyfriend who wouldnt like to hear that some old guy is talking to his girl :)
from punkedupqt :
yea i get what ure saying. lmao, that's all that i do when im not sneaking on the computer, or thinking about coby. :) ive writting him about 100 pages worth of letters already, that's our only means of contact. but thanks for the tips, they were needed and will be used. :) luv always- meredith:)
from discodoll :
Sorry, I had been sick but I am back now!!! ♥
from gothsmurf04 :
hey..your welcome..ur an inspiration and u make me feel good..when are you talking about that i linked u..i cant remember im retarded..
from resonant :
i dont want it to hurt but it does....
from resonant :
thanks, you always make me smile :)
from gothsmurf04 :
i dont wanna say anything to hurt you cuz you guys are over and stuff..cuz heartbreak hurts..but you looked so happy together..i dont know why he would break up with you.
from toxicsmile :
your diary rocks!
from pinkstarss :
hey sweetheart..sorry ive been away..im so sorry that ur still sad about brandon..ive been sad lately too.ill update..about it later..i just wanted to say hi and i hope u feel better..take care <3 chrissy
from gothsmurf04 :
heya clau..um i just was reading ur entry and i was wondering..is that a picture of u and brandon?<<Milena>>
from mybabyjoep :
this is the first time i read ur diary and it wont he the last i love it .its very real and awesome ill will deffinatly be coming by more often and feel free to come by mine xoxo betty
from outre-fancy :
I just went to your about me page and saw your pictures, they're pretty =D. My younger sister Mollie has the same birthday as you. //Lila x
from photo-frame :
I'm glad your mother got to come home for the weekend, but sorry she went back today. And i'm sure your bangs look beautiful.
from resonant :
i cant beleive u never listened to bjork before. she is my idolll! her music is just so amazing i cant even explain it, but i no u will start to feel the same way...
from punkedupqt :
hahah it's cool. i do that often actually... have to go back and delete the notes i leave for myself... lol. :)
from photo-frame :
Oh people are mean about weight issues. I'm hardly fat but when i complain about a part of my body being flabby my mum can't stop going on about it. "i'm just thinking about your knees" is not very comforting.
from agothagoth :
Actually, im spanish...
from cosmopolitn :
I don't know if you like country but if you do you should check out Julie Roberts CD...I just got it and when I am dealing with getting over someone, music always helps...This one is good...It is about her broken heart, but it isn't sad, it is about getting over it...Just what you need...So, check it out...
from urbanstarr :
Hey! lol u didn't kno that was me? Glad u kno now.....
from punkedupqt :
yea i made it ^^. http://templates7.diaryland.com, there are others there if u wanna check it out. but i like ur's too.
from punkedupqt :
http://dark-doll.diaryland.com/hateuwhyluv.html... is almost the same exact thing as my: http://punkedupqt.diaryland.com/040713_13.html... (kinda scary... =\)
from punkedupqt :
hey i saw u on uniquecow's diary (i think), and i really like the way u write!! ima add you to my faves. but hey, can u tell me where you got all those little icons with the pictures and the evanescense song quotes? plz-thanks! =meredith :) ---p.s. i can completely relate to 'he never was and never will be'... it's real scary. :\
from urbanstarr :
July 20th!!! Thanks for the note.....hope things wrk out for u.....lol seems like a nice thing to say.....anywho I think everyone relates to a depressed person....if u've neva been depressed ur strange.....and as u kno it sucks to be down.....one thing I don't cut I carve instead of makin deep cuts on the arm I scratch little wrds and shit.....still messed up.....lata
from pinkstarss :
guess what my internet is back! so i will be on more often..ohh and i looked at daniels profileon my space and it says taken..hmmm makes me wonder? anyways..i hope ur feeling better..and try not to think about him..u were doing so good! i know its hard but it is getting better right? take care <3
from discodoll :
That's beautiful and you are so right.
from outre-fancy :
Aw I'm sure your perfect guy is out there waiting for you, and you'll be his perfect girl <3//Lila x
from pinkstarss :
yeah my comp is still broken..so im not gonna be on here that much..but when i go to erics work ill be able to update..i read ur boob entry...ur so lucky that u have boobies..i want them so bad... :(..well i guess we all cant have what we want..aka daniel..lol j/k
from gothsmurf04 :
thankyou for linking me.. sorry i did take it from urs..i thought they were really cool..ill give u credit if u want?
from operaticblis :
ola mi hajah!!! (( im sorry bout tha internet thing )) butt it'll get fixed one day haha :) LOVE YOU CYAAAAA
from resonant :
yea im bad but im good at it so i guess i shouldn't complain lol
from operaticblis :
IM HERE TO WISH YOU GOOD FUCKIN LUCK ON UR MOTHER FUCKIN INTERVIEW I HOPE U GET UR FUCKIN GREAT FUCKIN JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) today is 'fucked' tuesday!!! XXXOOO=mwa mwa mwa=
from uniquecow :
Aww good luck with the interview! I miss your writing :( - Lila <3
from glitter-pill :
Hi,i've locked my diary for personal reasons, but if by any chance u want the password let me know and i'll give you it..Cya,luv charli xx
from shush13 :
aww, that sucks. i hope you get your internet back soon! :)
from agothagoth :
your welcome for liking you. is your real name clau? mine is claudia...
from operaticblis :
at least u said how u feel and now he can beg to wonder :)
from pinkstarss :
i saw the convo..he hardley said anything? its like when i poured my h heart out to daniel and he hardley said a word... ive been away a lot because my comp is broken so ill try to update as much as i can.. talk to ya later take care
from uniquecow :
I changed my diaryland password cos a few people have it and i feel uncomfortable :D. sorry to keep on changing it. the new one is: valoisfit
from glitter-pill :
1st July-Yeah i have been pretty strong, i mean the first couple of months were hell, i was on the edge of commiting suicide, but one morning i woke up and said "He doesn't deserve to make you feel like ending your life" and i sorta began to recover. Still at times i remember him and what we had and i miss him so, but its just a phase. I guess it takes a long time to get over your first love...but he got over me so i had no choice but to do the same. Ah well, thanks for the reply, i'll keep reading your diary to see how its going with you. Luv charli~
from cosmopolitn :
It is really hard to get over your first love I know from first hand experience...But, if it is meant to be it will be and nothing should have to be forced...If both people do not feel the same in a relationship it will never work no matter what anyone says...Don't let him trick you when he says he misses you and shit like that...It is just because he is feeling lonely and he thinks you will always be there for him to fall back on because he knows you are still in love with him...You can't help that you are still in love with him though, no one can help what they feel. It doesn't make you weak, it just shows how much he meant to you and that you can't forget about what you had...BUT keep in mind it is what you had...He is different now and as much as you loved him and what you had, it is the past...Things won't be the same if you tried to get back together so just work on not even considering that an option! It took me about four years to learn that so consider it a research project that I am passing on to you...Hang in there! It does get better I promise...If you need to talk just write to me....
from glitter-pill :
29th June-Finally, i found another girl who feels the same way as i do about her ex. I thought i was the only one! I could relate to most things you wrote about your ex, cos its how i still feel about mine. Only my ex now has a lovely tart of a fiance and never speaks to me *sighs* Keep writing how you feel, its the only way we understand our feelings fully. Love charli
from pinkstarss :
hehe ur funny..juep i work at a fuckin pharmacy! want some vicodin? hah j/k
from operaticblis :
--hello im ur mind givin you someone to talk to...hello?-- a|b ur last entry a|b ur 'first time' u kno... i honestly--hardcore believe that if u want it to be special then it dont matter where it is as long as u are mad in love haha and u want it u kno a mutual thing? well.. i think it WAS special and FUCK evryone else ( not literally of course..unless u REALLY want to then okay ) but i think that if i t mattered to u adn him then honestly that is al lthat fuckin gives a flyin fuck. 'fucked and love' xxxooo--maimed and stitched--Ellis
from uniquecow :
I'm so sorry to hear about Nick! It was rotten how he used you :'( You don't deserve that, no one does! All boys are fucking cunts, you will only find a few who you can trust, you think you know them, you never dream that they will ever hurt you then they take you by suprise, when you're the most vulnerable and use that to their advantage. I hope it all works out for the best. - Lila x<3
from resonant :
wow i thought i had some weird places where i had sex but i think u beat me
from deception- :
wicked diary.. mind if i add you?
from operaticblis :
ur wonderful!! and i absolutley love all of tha evanescence pieces all over ur page.. its great.. and ur a rockin writer, fucked and love, -ellis
from pinkstarss :
happy friday! just remeber im there for u and ur friend too! yay! haha old people do smell..i work at a pharmacy so its the same damn old nasty people! it sucks
from resonant :
haha thanks sometimes i wish to be a 36d but that still sucks!
from z-kidd :
Slow on the uptake, are we? Just kidding, I heart you! Heart, Z
from shiloh26 :
Thanks for the encouragement. And I like your layout.
from pinkstarss :
i love swimfan! its so great!
from glitter-pill :
added u!u rawk!
from fantabulouss :
Hey the pill worked great for me for ages, but I sometimes forgot to take it, so I think it was too risky for me. I know what you mean about periods reassuring you though. That's the only thing I'm worried about - without my periods, I wouldn't be able to tell if I got pregnant because it's normal not to get periods with this injection. But the doctor told me it is more effective than the pill anyway, so hopefully I won't have to worry. :)
from z-kidd :
Yes, I guess I'm not upgraded to stalker until I actually start following them everywhere. Which I could, if I wanted to... But that would be boring. Heart, Z
from uniquecow :
I have passworded my diary because a LOT of people have the URL who I don't wish to read what I have to say at the moment. The username is: uniquecow and the password is: ch33se
from resonant :
tell me about it...:(
from pinkstarss :
YAY GLAD UR HAPPY AND AT HOME!
from glitter-pill :
Hiya, thanx 4 the note,my first one!!woot!! I dun need help but my friend just won't listen..damn it!is it ok if i add u as my first buddy?lol! Take care! Luv Charli
from resonant :
haha for some crazy reason i think it;s us!
from uniquecow :
Aww hopefully this summer will be different. enjoy <3
from z-kidd :
I would like to dream more if my dreams weren't so fucking disturbing. Heart, Z
from glitter-pill :
Hiya, ur diary is really unique-i love it!Thats uh, all i wanted 2 say.. *waves* -Charli
from uniquecow :
Aww it must be horrible having to leave some people behind, a lot of people i know are assholes but i would still miss them. Bleh i hate it when boys ruin everything, jeering, bound to make anyone feel uncomfortable! -Lila x<3
from pinkstarss :
kids bug..but then again they are so cute!
from agothagoth :
hi i just thought of leavin you a note cus i felt like it... i like your diary... i think its kool...
from resonant :
aw thanks! things are going very well for me actually, and i am very happy, hope things for u will get better!<333
from fantabulouss :
That's the size I was at 17. Now I'm a DD, and the freakin' things are still growing!
from pinkstarss :
i hope that talking to brandon made u feel better..there are so many great guys out there it just takes time..but really the pain doesnt go away..i still feel pain.. take care
from z-kidd :
Hey, babe, I'm back, no longer craving meatballs. I'm bored and tired but I refuse to sleep. It's almost one... I left this bizarro note to this girl saying if she stared at the wall long enough, she could see images. *sigh* I need something worthwhile to occupy my time. You have a good one, you hear? Heart, Z
from z-kidd :
Mmm... I crave the meatballs... I thought earlier about turning butch, but then I realized I didn't much like or get along with girls, either. They're all a bunch of psychos... (Looks around) Ooo, sorry. Well, I'll just keep my options open, LoL! You keep truckin', babe, and do stuff that's awesome. (Oh, I am sooo inspirational!) Heart, Z.
from uniquecow :
Yay, it's great that you've found a new way to get over him! Good luck xx
from bleedindry :
heylo. just thought i'd let ya know that i've moved diaries, am now found at 'bleedindry'. xx
from z-kidd :
Thanks, babe. I'm good. I've gotten over that particular person. Yeah, I didn't go out w/ him for the pain, I did it for the ass. LoL! The rejection stung, but hey, there's plenty of guys out there, willing to give me some... Well, have a pleasant love life, sweetie. Heart ya! .:Z:.
from shush13 :
aww, girl, i'm so happy for you! :D maybe i'll get lucky some day, who knows? for now, i'm sticking to obsessing over movie stars, rock stars, etc. pathetic huh? i've given up on boys for now ... i'm too shy, too for one thing! well, see ya ~alicia
from fadedmind :
so are you and kelly an item? ♥ xx
from z-kidd :
Oh, thanks babe! I appreciate the note. (Oh, sorry about the babe thing, it's a habit.) I like your diary. Your name's awesome, too! Clau, Clau, Clau... I sound nutters. Sorry! Haha! I'm feeling giddy today... Well, seeya around!
from natbrun :
hey thanks for the *one and only of mine* note! you have a unique diary, its cool. p.s. i like your christmas poem. ok, later. :-)
from pinkstarss :
youre young girl entry..made me cry..im soo sorry u feel this way..i know it sucks...snd i hope someday u will be smiling again.. take care
from resonant :
thankssss! <333
from uniquecow :
Ack it must be so terrible for you! I only broke up with someone I hardly knew well and it hurt for a couple of days so your pain must be unimaginable :( I hope you get over him soon -hugs- - Lila x<3
from discodoll :
Your content is also great that's why I'm hooked. ♥
from discodoll :
32? Damn that's a good number. Maybe that's why I like reading your diary so much? It's great to know you had fun at the concert, I love them too!!!xoxo
from fadedmind :
hey. thankies for your notes. i wish i had some words for you, but i'm not good right now. (think i should get some sleep) ♥xx
from i-am-me- :
Thanks for you note! Everyone in my school is excited. People that have been there before are saying its a really good place. =) I think I may have to bring my dictionary everywhere I go!
from anna-spanna :
Thanks for the note. I totally agree with what you said, i will be reading your diary again ;) Anna <3xx PS Good luck with your Drama exam.
from shush13 :
hello again. haha, thanks for saying i'm not boring maybe i'm a little TOO hard on myself XP. i like the new layout. see ya, ~alicia
from shush13 :
hey! i'm glad you're feeling better ... well that's all i have to say, haha ... i'm boring. ~alicia
from discodoll :
I heart you too!!! I'm also starting to accept as well.... it just takes some time.
from pinkstarss :
yay for shows! i love them! glad u had fun
from fading-smile :
Oh i like your diary. the layout is wonderful, i like your entries, really interesting to read and your name is really pretty! "We made peanut butter cookies and talked about sex (as always haha)." Lmao that sounds like something me and my friends would do.
from discodoll :
I've been before where you're at now. I know how it is to feel almost obssesed with him, to hurt so much you can't cry anymore and end up feeling numb. I was able to move on after two years, I hope you can move on too.
from discodoll :
Oh, nice diary, if you don't mind I'm going to add you to my buddy list. Keep on with the good work!
from uniquecow :
Aww thank you for the nice notes, they made me feel better ^_^ <3. I loved that entry that I added to my faves, well of course I did or I wouldnt have added it..Ok now Im rambling, cya around, hope you feel better as well :) :: Lila x<3
from shush13 :
*sniff* girl, i'm seriously worried about you. you don't sound okay ... i don't know what to tell you. i hope you feel better and get past your depression. see ya, ~alicia
from pinkstarss :
aww i hope u feel better sweetie..i just want u let u know if u need anything that im here for u always, <3 chrissy
from uniquecow :
I have been reading you for a while and have finally added you to my buddy list. I hope you dont mind, but I enjoy your material very much. :: Lila xx
from fadedmind :
thankyou for your comment love ♥ xx
from resonant :
once again ur right and i no dam well if u were going threw this i would be saying the same shit to u, but for some reason i cant follow my own advice, but i mean ive done it before i think i can do it again, its people like u thow that keep me strong.....
from aud-girl :
Gah! Your layout photo is SERIOUSLY freaky!!!
from shush13 :
hello. wow, you have one month of school left? we only have 14 days... yup. well, see ya later. P E A C E ~alicia
from resonant :
;)
from iwillchange :
Oh my god I love the icons you have on your diary o.O They speak to me
from resonant :
i would love to see what u look like, i love it when i see the people who are writing these wonderful things<333
from resonant :
i guess i just have to keep telling myself that ya no and dont worry ull get urs when the time is right <333
from pinkstarss :
im sorry ..its the same way with me..
from resonant :
o how u make me smile <333
from resonant :
i hart you
from shush13 :
oh, i feel the same way. seriously, people just need to get their own lives and stay out of ours. you'd think that people (mainly BOYS) would be mature by that age... i guess not. there's this one boy who insists on stealing my stuff and putting it down his pants. uh huh. what a wonderful life! ~alicia
from wtf-reviews :
Winterfresh Reviews is back! And...your review is up! <3 Ev'Yan
from resonant :
my mom once told me this and i;ll never forget it: "as you get older, you eliminate the assholes in your life" so true, stay strong. <333
from pinkstarss :
hey i may be going private with my diary..so can i have ur email so i can send u the password..
from shush13 :
haha, nope i'm not graduating... i still have 4 more years to go! ugh... you're lucky you are...
from pinkstarss :
i love youre new layout..it so cute and i love that movie! u know how u say that onone knows how u feel when ur brokenhearted for so long? i know how u feel..i mean yeah i do have some one but a part of me is still empty..it is hard i mean its hard to just forget...take care
from fantabulouss :
Hey honey, thanks heaps for the message. For some reason it helps to know that other people have gone through this. I love your diary by the way. :)
from sketchedpony :
Drama? Yup, that's my life. I'm so sick and tired of high school. It's bad news that I still have next year to make it through.
from sketchedpony :
Thank you so much for the note. I love your layout. Did you see the Butterfly Effect? I didn't, but I'm renting it once it's out.
from shush13 :
i haven't really left you a note in a while! haha... anyway, i'm sorry my 'comments' thing doesn't really work for you on my site... diaryland is pretty cool, though. ~alicia
from breathe-salt :
why thank you. ♥
from resonant :
its sad but true ya no..and even tho i feel like total shit right now and full of regret, i would go and do it again. its sick
from pinkstarss :
yep california is the best! i love it here! theres always good concerts..yeah i wanna go to canada someday..whats it like?
from pinkstarss :
thanks for the note sweetie..and i hope things work out between u and ur dad ;/..and youre right about how u cant forget about ur past loves..it sure does make u stronger! take care and thank you for youre support and loving notes :) <3 chrissy
from shush13 :
talk about intense. i've never really had a father all my life, but that's rough. i've never had a boyfriend, either so i don't really have any love advice, haha. i know i moved my site, but i'll probably write in my diary once in a while... and you can visit my site and leave me comments :). ~alicia
from shush13 :
wow. well, it just goes to show you that people can be major asses once in a while... and that's an understatement in your situtation.
from pinkstarss :
omg! fuck thoese chicks! they are so fucking lame! u rock! they are just dumb little gossip girls.. who are fuckin jelious of you! girls can be dumb! take care! <3 chrissy
from resonant :
people are assholes
from resonant :
ha thanks! since my other one was such a fuck up, i figured it was time to get one and actually love it!
from shush13 :
you have a very interesting diary... most guys are stupid. i guess i was just unbearably *attracted* to the idiotspaz aka anthony-the-guy-i-loathe. anyway, thanks for visiting my diary. ~alicia
from kittyleopard :
Haha. We a siamese twins. Siamese twins rock hardcore.
from kittyleopard :
Freeaky. You and me basically like the same shiatz! Rock on!
from beatles11 :
oh and thanks for leaving me the note:)
from beatles11 :
Thanks for linking me:) Your so nice! ~Rachel
from xtooprettyx :
review is up! ♥
from pinkstarss :
ugh! school does suck..yust wait untill u get to college..it gets worse :/ take care
from resonant :
thanks
from kittyleopard :
Thanks homie. Have a cookie.
from pinkstarss :
oh no! im sorry about ian..i hope u feel better take care
from pinkstarss :
i like the letter i think he will forget about it..boys are like that.. take care <3 chrissy
from piscesfairie :
Thank you for the kind comment. :)
from pinkstarss :
yay!! about ian! im so happy for u!!
from resonant :
yay!
from pinkstarss :
oh no! im sorry about the internet thing..parents can be assholes! take care
from resonant :
i thought it was gonna take forever but once i started i just kept typing! it took a matter of like 10 minutes! maybe one of these days ill add another 101 things to thet bc i no there are much more things about me that i realize everuyday..<333
from resonant :
haha thanks! actually it was fun and interesting for myself u should do it i would like to know about u too! <333
from ishtar6 :
wow you actually thought my poetry was good....well thank you it makes me happy^.^any way i never told you that i liked your diary...and i do.:)
from retroreview :
Your review is up!
from ishtar6 :
hey i talk to myself too^.^ and disney movies rock!!*stares blankly into space* ok...
from kittyleopard :
UPDATE FOO. Portable laptops, steal someones computer, I DON'T CARE. I need a daily dose a Clau, or my whole socktastic day is thrown out of whack.
from p-o-y :
Your member info has been updated. :)
from pinkstarss :
yeah i know what u mean about changing diaries..sometimes i feel that way too..like i cant write private moments that i dont want my friends to know about..because they read my diary too :/..anyways vegas was amazing!! and my friend got hitched and shes only 18! i cryed lol! take care and have fun with youre mommy! <3 chrissy
from kittyleopard :
"It's weird how people get to completly act like they've never known each others when they actually shared so much."-->Word. Guys are just dumbasses.
from resonant :
hey thanks i knew it was time for a change... why u change ur name? but i do like this one better! lol talk to u soon <333
from pinkstarss :
ahh u moved? why? i gots lots to tell u.. but i cant now because im leaving to las vegas!! bye

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