messages to drunkencynic:
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from abacinate :
psh you don't snort. duh, you're perfect. i think i kind of make an unhappy duck sound after joke makeage.
from hermitude :
Yep, it's private. For if it were not the password love would surely be yours. :)
from hermitude :
Congratulations! That's amazing news right there. I sort of disapperead from diaryland but I missed your journal so don't mind if I add you back. =)
from abacinate :
I snort? I thought I just make the funny sound after I make a bad joke (ie all of my jokes) which thanks to you I notice every time I do it now.
from sapphire292 :
Are you planning on being engaged for a long time? That'd probably be smart. Sarah... this hasn't sunk in yet, but it's beautiful and amazing, and I know you can handle this. Bask in your happiness, Love.
from abacinate :
am i invited to the wedding or not?! i wanna make you laugh while you're saying your vows :D
from sapphire292 :
OH HOLY CRAP. I NEARLY SCREAMED. If everyone else weren't asleep, I would have. AHHH!! LOVE! Do you know what this means?!?!?! YOU-J.R- bliss!!! AHHH... wowowwwww. Oh CREEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOPPPPPOOOOOOOOOOLAAAAAAAAAAAA. I LOVE YOU. And I wish I wasn't in Oregon so I could friggin go. What do the rents have to say?
from sapphire292 :
um... babes... I've forgotten your password and such.. may I have again?:) I love you
from penisface :
Where are you informally on livejournal? Hopefully somewhere in a good neighborhood.
from penisface :
Please write some new entries. Please?
from sapphire292 :
SO good to hear from you! I have missed you. I told him. But he didn't care. Right now he's in the hospital, he's sanity is nearly gone. This has all happened so fast my emotions are behind me and I have no clue what they are. I love you, Sarah... Talk to you soon. Oh, write me a letter, I'll give you my address:D:D
from madamepierce :
Where did you go?
from sapphire292 :
Good luck. Even though you won't need it:)
from hermitude :
Good luck! I'm sure you don't need need it. ;)
from hermitude :
I miss your writing too. But judging from your latest entry, you understand why I stopped writing.
from sapphire292 :
I know exactly what you mean. My diary has lost it's appeal, maybe because i've changed from the person i was when it began. LOVE
from sapphire292 :
hello, love. how are things?
from abacinate :
okay i sent you the pics! don't go blind!
from sweetliz2000 :
I've been trying to figure out what day.. I really don't know. I'd kind of like to do it before I get operated on. Monday and Tuesday wouldn't work for me.. And I think Sunday probably won't work for me.. So.. What are you doing after about 2 or 3 on Saturday?
from swcprincess :
You know, I just realised I could make an entire entry out of trouser braces! Darn my ill-timed essay commitments. Anyway, an exclusive explanation: trouser braces are things that (generally) elderly gentlemen wear to hold their trousers up when their stomachs become too rounded for a belt to cope with. There are two straps that clip onto each side of the waistband, go over the shoulders and clip onto the back of the waistband. Like what clowns wear to hold up their big hoop trousers when they're catching plastic balls and other assorted flying objects. You MUST have witnessed trouser braces, they must just be called something else. They're stocking suspenders for men!
from ranzi :
I think the cereal bar idea is marvelous!
from sketchedpony :
Just love dying your hair huh?
from sweetliz2000 :
Cereal Bar. Very Smart.
from sketchedpony :
Yes, I'm considering. Not sure if I really want to with the guy that wants me, though. However, if this other guy wants to with me, oh yeah, I defiently would.
from sketchedpony :
Haha, I can't type.
from sketchedpony :
Hey, umm, I don't think I've asked you this before but when did you loose your virgininty?
from hermitude :
Oh! Yes I remember now. =)
from abacinate :
ahh that's an old bumpersticker...they're more common with 'cowGIRL' though... :o/
from hermitude :
...how do you know what I look like?
from sketchedpony :
Well you're gorgeous anyway.
from sketchedpony :
I love your red hair. It looks great on you.
from hermitude :
I'm gonna have to contribute to your vanity and say, damn woman! You're beautiful.
from swcprincess :
Thanks for the note! If the password love is freely shared, may I have some? Email will reach me at the usual (username) @diaryland.com address.
from sapphire292 :
Holy shit. I can't even find words, and that seems to be something I rarely run out of. I stared at your picture and for once wasn't distracted by anything. Your lips are full and gorgeous, your eyes are inviting and mysterious, your hair is BEAUTIFUl (the red looks seductive and simple/elegant at the same time) your nose is adorable, cutely bosy yet perfectly rounded, and your cheek bones are the MOST amazing I have EVER seen. A thousand kisses. Take care of yourself- e-mail me with all the sappy details of you and JR, eh? love!
from madamepierce :
yay! i wish you the most happiness ever ever ever.
from hermitude :
I'm sure you'll crave JR again, just like you would the cookies you put out of sight. But have you ever considered hat a hiatus might do?
from abacinate :
okay okay we'll just call you an 'overachiever by default' :)
from sweetliz2000 :
Ofcourse! I'm terribly excited for you! You MUST get lots and lots of pictures of you in those long camp shorts! ;)
from abacinate :
You Overachiever!!
from sweetliz2000 :
AAAAAAH!!!! YAAAAAY!!! Congratulations!!!!
from sapphire292 :
I'm sorry life and the shit it brings are so confusing. I love you, and I'm here if you need to vent, email me, and don't worry about censoring yourself or making your words sound perfect or full of meaning, just vent:D LOve!
from sapphire292 :
I'd LOVE to join you in nudity, darling:D
from sketchedpony :
Maybe it's because it isn't what you want. I understand what you want about a boyfriend that isn't fearful of being seen with you. You are amazing and some guy will see this and want people to know that you are his.
from sketchedpony :
I hope that he doesn't get sick of you and you don't get sick of him and you're happy. It seems like this is what you wanted.
from sketchedpony :
I hope it lasts too.
from sketchedpony :
Wow, hopefully that's what he really means.
from hermitude :
And wow to that. =)
from hermitude :
And wow to that. =)
from madamepierce :
eeee! stay away from him! Seriously, though? He is a CRAZY. Kick him to the curb.
from sapphire292 :
Let me tell you baby, I never, and I mean never, can look at a picture of you and not be in fucking awe of your beauty.
from thecritic :
You never cease to amaze me. 2:^)
from sweetliz2000 :
Nah, I'll wait till after my birthday. I don't know how long after, though. Nice Hedwig layout!!
from sketchedpony :
I've never tried yoga. My parents want me to.
from sketchedpony :
Shoes! I love the new layout!
from sapphire292 :
changing! username-never password-forever
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry.
from sapphire292 :
HEEEEEEEEEEEEELP! html:( I need to change my html so that the damn menu doesn't run in to my entry. later on, i'd also like to add my tag board back on. do you still have my password? if not, note me and we'll work it out:) Thanks a billion Angel. I love you.
from sketchedpony :
I have notoriously bad luck with hair dye as well. I just should keep away from it.
from arletterocks :
You like stuff I like. Weird. I mean, "The Last Unicorn"? Weird. Gimme a password already.
from abacinate :
I don't believe that you do...see I could die a happy (wo)man if you actually looked like an idiot but i don't think that could ever happen even if you were in a clown suit...if you did that, i'd just run away because i'm deathly afraid of clowns...and spongemonkeys.
from sketchedpony :
I'm really sorry. You aren't an idiot. At least in my opinion.
from abacinate :
MUST...HAVE...PICTURES!
from sweetliz2000 :
That's a great quote! Thanks. :)
from sketchedpony :
It doesn't matter if Ronnie loves me. He and I won't go out again.
from sketchedpony :
Three guys? Geez, I can barely have one maintain interest.
from abacinate :
if you can get any more seatbelts out of the deal, i say go for it ;)
from sapphire292 :
I'm glad I make you feel that way, it is after all, all that you deserve to feel.:) I'm here for you Angel, I am, after all, the Queen of Brokenheartedness with no reason. LOVE!
from sapphire292 :
Just make sure my Angel doesn't get hurt, K? Shut off that beautiful heart of yours. I love you!
from punkathena :
I would definately want to be Algernon! However, if I had to be female, I would choose Cecily. Yes, quite.
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry that you are so mixed up. I hope things get less confusing. I don't know what to say.
from abacinate :
haha i was gonna use that layout right before i picked the toilet one :O)
from sketchedpony :
I don't really like it. Someone I know used to have it. I didn't really like it then either.
from hermitude :
So, does that mean I'm a meanie either way or that if I can frame vegetables I can frame cows? I like this layout. It is a tad gloomy, don't know if that's what you were going for.
from sweetliz2000 :
Aww... I can't see the picture! Hm. Dude, we SO really really really should start our own poetry club. I was telling Julia about it and she laughed soooo hard. And we could, like, have a Shakespeare club or something! We could read Shakespeare with each other! OOH OOH!!! Fun, fun FUN! ;)
from sketchedpony :
Feel better.
from abacinate :
i can't go to the site cuz my gramma's always around! she wakes up at 7 and goes to bed at three and i'm usually sleeping during those other 4 hours :o/ and teachers don't appreciate it at school (that's where i found out about it)...
from sketchedpony :
Glad that you got things figured out. I don't think I could ever do what you do. Not that I'm looking down on you. Just glad you're happy.
from sweetliz2000 :
Nothing to do with you, darling. I'm mostly sick of this fundraising thing.. and there have been so many rude people lately.. and.. Bleh. And I'm sick! And I didn't want to work.. and.. Yeah, mad at the world. Not you. Honestly, last night was so entirely not your fault. Don't worry about it. Love you!
from abacinate :
isn't that the site that i told you to go to but you refused to? well at least the dolphinsex part?
from punkathena :
Haha, I liked the one about Queen Elizabeth exposing herself to stop the fighting. Hurrah!
from hermitude :
Haha, I loved your entry about teenagers.... so true, so sad. I always feel out of place too, not that I regret it much. I should take your suggestion and quit the "homie" talk, what was once ironic is now just weird.
from sketchedpony :
You are not an official teen. I know that you aren't insane that that on the phone. And that must be interesting about that guy coming up to you. I'd love to have someone say something like that to me.
from sapphire292 :
Sarah? I have HUGE html favor to ask of you, my angelic beauty. :S Love.
from sketchedpony :
First of all, I understand what you mean with building your life around one person. I do it too. And my friends got in a car crash yesterday too. They was coming to the talent show and it was dark. The guy in front of them began slowing down but he didn't have any break lights. By the time they realized he had stopped, they hit him. It sucks that there are so many people out there that can't drive ruining life for everyone else.
from abacinate :
why thank you :)
from sweetliz2000 :
AH!!
from sweetliz2000 :
Why weren't you supposed to know? Seriously, who gives a damn? They all hook up with people all the time and it's no secret. Hey, who is doing Company?
from sweetliz2000 :
Did something happen?
from sketchedpony :
I hope things get better. I don't know what's wrong but I don't like seeing you this way. I'm here if you need me.
from conpalabras :
Locked diaries make me sad. Sad like when I run out of beer and have to switch to cooking Sherry because it's all that's left in the house.
from sapphire292 :
V-day must DIE
from abacinate :
well i'm glad pooping made your week. it'd prolly be healthier do that that more than once a week though. *evil grin*
from sketchedpony :
I hate Valentines Day. Stupidest day of the year. And I get to be sick and all alone. Fun.
from hermitude :
That sounds like a lovely play. Too bad my chances of ever seeing it are probably slim. Would you mind sending me you password ONE LAST TIME? I'm forgetful and I keep losing it. I promise I'll save this email under lock and key and never pester you again about it.
from abacinate :
BAHAHAH pooping!!! haha. i meant popping. but feel free to read it as pooping too. because that makes it more interesting.
from abacinate :
well he was pooping out of them and stretched the pants a bit (grrr) but he has way more muscular legs and cute butt that looked good in the pants...but alas he couldn't even zip them up. he's about as tall as lena i think. i think he's been growing though...no one in his family is short...his brother's like 6'4" or something. but i don't want him to get much taller!! no he's not small in other places! i don't think he's even gonna be here for v-day next year :o{
from abacinate :
he's only worn my plaid and pinstripe pants which both look better on him than me...it's really quite sad but anyways he won't go for the lingerie ;) and he HATES it when i put makeup on him. so i don't think i'm gonna get him to dress up like Bowie this year!
from sketchedpony :
You are not a failure. Just because you're sick doesn't mean that you are. I think that most people have a bad diet, it just comes with being an American. Isn't there icecream without dairy? Maybe it tastes bad, I really don't know. Valentine's Day is stupid. People think that I'm going to enjoy it because I have Ronnie, but I don't. It's just a dumb day.
from abacinate :
it's Bowie, isn't it?!
from sapphire292 :
while, yes, it is spiffy- it doesn't scream you. I'm going to go on a layout search soon, feedback expected;) LOVE!
from sweetliz2000 :
Ah, Monsieur Car. :) It's nice to know that you won't kill me if I decide not to do the improv thing! I think it'll be fun to go tonight though. And who knows, maybe it'll blow me away.
from sweetliz2000 :
With whom are you in love? Or is it the layout? I like the layout. It is pretty.. And it does seem like you.. But it doesn't scream you. So there, honesty.
from sketchedpony :
I don't know if it's you. I don't really get the 'you' vibe from it.
from sapphire292 :
my darling, who is this lucky being recieving your love and affection?
from abacinate :
In love?!
from guysinmakeup :
I always like talking to people with good interests. :) I'm a dork and too lazy to email you my password and username, so I hope you don't mind if I just leave them for you here. If you'd rather not put yours in my notes, feel free to email me at marymethadone at yahoo dot com. <3 username: darling password: disarm
from sweetliz2000 :
OH! I thought you said he DID have a girlfriend. Man, I don't know how I managed to hear that one wrong.
from punkathena :
I like Camaros, they are pretty. Then again, I like things that are tacky... :)
from sketchedpony :
I forgot your user/password combo, could you give it back to me? Thanks lots!
from punkathena :
Luck! :)
from sweetliz2000 :
Oops! I meant your career, not you're. I always hate when other people make stupid mistakes like you're for your and there for their. And I went and did it! God damn it!
from sweetliz2000 :
I don't think relaxment is a word either, but I like it. I'm glad you're excited about starting up school work again. I was slightly concerned, but I thought that you probably just really needed that time with no pressure. The good thing about a school like NYU is that you can get an exceptional music education without closing other options. What I'm thinking is that I'll go to a more well rounded school for undergrad school and then I can go to an all theater school or whatever for grad school. (I'm not very eloquent today, sorry) Just because you don't go to a conservatory or something now, doesn't mean that the option is closed forever. You may even have a better chance of getting in after going somewhere like NYU.. if you're career hasn't already taken off. My things are going ok. By biggest concern right now is getting good grades on the SATs this next time I take them, and on the SAT IIs. If I can hit 1350 (pref 1400) on the SAT I and 650 (pref 700) on each SAT II, then I think I can get into Northwestern. Those scores aren't incredible, but they're good enough to support my case. Northwestern really likes you to be well rounded, and doesn't look so much at test scores. This is SOOOO long.. Wow. . Maybe we should email next time. ;-) I don't have time to proof read this, so I apologize for typos.
from andlikedude :
Hi. Thanks for the note. It's nice to know that there are people in the world like me and I'm not some freak of nature. I wanted to look at your diary, but didn't have the password or useraname. Darn! Can I get it from you and take a look? Thanks! -Mandy
from punkathena :
mmmm, Camaro! ;)
from sweetliz2000 :
Sounds like a very fun car. Spyders also have that automatic/standard thing. It's actually kind of controversial. A lot of people think that it breaks sooner. I personally have no need for automatic, but whatever. Volume controls on the wheel seem great, and safe. Yay for more comfortable seats and easier doors! What are some schools that you have in mind? I'm curious.. I don't have a clue where you're at right now on the whole school side of things. I know it isn't important for me to know but, like I said, I'm curious. (and ofcourse I find everything about you so terribly interesting)
from sketchedpony :
Guys that know they are gorgeous are usually too much to handle. How is he in vanity department?
from sweetliz2000 :
I'm not a big Mazda fan, but that does look like fun! Good ol' sixpackpaul.. How's he doing? ;-)
from sketchedpony :
Paul, by the way, is gorgeous.
from sapphire292 :
you watched slc punk? you like? i love!
from sweetliz2000 :
I didn't know you hadn't seen that. Pretty great movie, huh?
from like-it-is :
Hey, this is Janine from Like It Is. You requested a review with us a while ago, but I've been on a long holiday and only just got back. Did you still want a review? If so, I'd appreciate it if you could let me know. Thanks, and sorry for taking such a while.
from sketchedpony :
Yay, great that you had the guts to talk to someone. I'd never be able to do that.
from sketchedpony :
You're a vegetarian? I didn't know that.
from sketchedpony :
Maybe it']s harder for girls to seperate emotions from sex. I don't know, I don't have much experience with this sort of thing.
from sweetliz2000 :
Egh, he has always bugged me. He's polite to me though, so I don't particularly dislike him. I just have NO interest in being around him. Thanks for the good luck - I'll need it. I've wanted to be a lawyer since, like, the third grade. (Maybe earlier?)
from darkflora :
I guess I like secretary because it's romantic. They just go off and make their own life, doing what makes them happy. I can relate to the characters, so it's just nice to see that they got to live "happily ever after." Hope that helps. I'm into S&M, though, so that probably helps me find the humor in it.
from mllerouge :
Damn - hit the wrong button. Anyway, so now I would still like to see you tell JR to go fly a kite and stick to it - but you won't.... so ok. And do your damn homework!!! I was just telling my mother how brillant you were and if you didn't buckle down and go to college I'd have to fly to hawaii myself and kick your behind. So there. (Feel better?)
from mllerouge :
Yes, yes yes dear - I'm here. You did the right thing. (I got the disticnt impression that you might want to know what I thought.) So now I'
from abacinate :
It's kind of like a fair for rednecks. They show like 5th wheel trailers outside and have a Jerky Hut and inside some big buildings they have tons of booths for like guided hunting trips and guide schools and selling hides and jewelry and everything you could possibly think of. And they measure the antlers you bring in :o/ And there's booths to get free chew and whatnot. And CUTE south africans!! And so many deer heads you loose track. And videos showing animals being killed. Very happy place. And the NRA trying to get you to sign up!! Okay I'm sure that's all (and more than) you'll ever want to know about that :) LOVE!
from abacinate :
I miss you too Not-so-much-munchkin-person :) Sorry the Mike thing didn't work out. It sounds like there was no use in going any further so why not break it off sooner than later! At least he didn't take you to a Sportsman Show. I've never seen so many animal carcasses in my life. Love!
from sketchedpony :
You were much more kind than I was too him, I would have killed him because he bored me to tears. There has to be someone out there who doesn't automatically try to get in your pants. There just has to be.
from sketchedpony :
Internet acting like impotent old men really pisses me off too.
from sketchedpony :
Sorry that you're feeling sick. Being sick really does suck.
from sketchedpony :
Ack, lucky one getting crazy wild insanely pleasurable sex. No fair.
from sweetliz2000 :
So what's up with his new girl?
from sweetliz2000 :
They simply are horrendous. I'm glad you had so much fun with Mike.
from punkathena :
I did not know that guys like that even existed! :)
from sketchedpony :
Yay, it's about time you found a deccent guy who doesn't try to get in your pants!
from sketchedpony :
Sorry to hear that you lost your no curfew. That really sucks. I'm so happy that my parents can't have a handle on me once I go to college, I'll be too far away for them to control when I go out or not.
from sweetliz2000 :
My god!!
from belladonnahi :
heehee. we have something in common then. well, I tried to read your journal but I couldnt crack your code.
from sketchedpony :
So confused about the whole JR thing. I'm glad that you have it figured, you know since it's your life and everything. I just don't know if I could handle things like you do, I'm so needy.
from belladonnahi :
thanks for the explanation. I still think it sucked tho. :)
from mllerouge :
ack! Little pig, little pig, let me come in! I'm back - but I can't remember the new password!
from sketchedpony :
I was depressed about my friend and the fact that I thought everyone had forgotten me because I couldn't reach anyone on the phone.
from sketchedpony :
I still haven't been able to sleep. And tonight I'm depressed so it doesn't look like it's changing.
from abacinate :
Well I'm glad you enjoyed even though my intent was to give you a heart attack ;o} See I had to plan it out carefully...cuz I had to say something that you wouldn't disregard right away but made you think...I couldn't say something about Bowie in tights cuz that'd be too obivous nor could I talk about the Phantom or Pepto Bismol...heehee I'm a dorkwad!
from sketchedpony :
I've been trying ever rememdy my friends know of but I can't get to sleep at night. I just sleep most of the day. I think it may be coming to an end soon, I'm actually starting to feel tired.
from sapphire292 :
Sarah, you are what made me think "Oh, shit. I'm going to disappoint everyone I care about again." You are what made me wish that I didn't take out my frustrations on myself, you are what makes me want to be all better. To be perfect. I hate that I can't live up to that standard of "healthy" because I want to do it. For you. I hate this feeling of being lower than the world becuase I can't cope- because I'm so insecure that I can't face my pain- only inflictin it upon myself. I'm so sorry, I hope that you won't think any less of me. I love you. You are too beautiful for words.
from sweetliz2000 :
Yeah, and I don't even like the new hotmail layout! Annoying as hell.
from sapphire292 :
You do know that I would marry you in a heartbeat, right?:D We can be lovers. It's so annoying how I try and convince myself that I don't believe love exists, but I still find myself having girly dreams about it. Mostly the past though. Ah, pff. LOVE!
from sweetliz2000 :
We can both wear dresses. (I got an A on one history report and an A+ on the other.. How awesome is that!!!)
from hermitude :
Okay, please don't shoot me. I blurted out hob/goblin, your password for my diary, to my sister so she could use it to read. But I don't want her reading anymore so do you think you could email me, [email protected], with a new username/password of your choice? anything at all is fine. First and last name, whatever.
from hermitude :
Okay, please don't shoot me. I blurted out hob/goblin, your password for my diary, to my sister so she could use it to read. But I don't want her reading anymore so do you think you could email me, [email protected], with a new username/password of your choice? anything at all is fine. First and last name, whatever.
from penisface :
That wasn't a very convincing proposal. You've probably asked hundreds of men before me--and you know I have to play hard to get.
from sweetliz2000 :
Ofcourse I'll marry you! (or did you forget about my marriage obsession? ;-)
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, I'll help you off him and maybe in the process we can figure out out why I can't sleep.
from penisface :
Ah--it was about the scary large breast post. I said large C-cups and above were scary. Maybe I just haven't met the right large breasts--I don't know.
from sweetliz2000 :
I think I'll hang out at the coffee shop some tomorrow before my drum lesson. Just.. so you know? Turns out Jenna left on Saturday so I missed her. Damn! But I did get her email address.
from sapphire292 :
I hate that. When he does everything in his power to show you how much he's attracted to you, and tries to pursuade you to feel the same- then turns around and ignores any suggestions you give. I'm sorry Angel. What shit. LOVE!
from sweetliz2000 :
About the Living in Question concert at the Aloha next Saturday... I think I can go. Wouldn't it be fun if we had some (cool) people to come with?
from sweetliz2000 :
Ah, I see.
from sketchedpony :
By the way, you are looking really goregous. This is not a come on, just a statement.
from sketchedpony :
Sorry that JR is being a jerk. We should hurt him.
from sweetliz2000 :
What happened? Leonato! That's why he seemed so familiar! Thank you. :)
from sapphire292 :
uh oh. Hate because you can't have what you want, is just out of reach, and keeping itself that way, or just because things change?
from penisface :
I don't know what this c-cup business is about, but I'm assuming it has something to do with Ewan Mcgregor's cock.
from sweetliz2000 :
Grace and Annabelle are going to be SO INCREDIBLEY GORGEOUS. fkljga;ikhgd;lkhg
from sapphire292 :
YOU
from sapphire292 :
ARE
from sapphire292 :
GORGEOUS
from sapphire292 :
Thank you, Angel:) I love when my entries mean something to you- your writing is the most intelligent, beautiful, thought provoking I have ever read. Keep it up love.
from sketchedpony :
Hmm, glad you found out how you feel. And that you aren't going insane wondering what's wrong with you anymore.
from penisface :
I'm not really black, but I thought I would surprise you again just for good measure. By the way lady--I am really enjoying your diary.
from penisface :
I thought you said that because I'm black, but the name explanation makes sense as well. Cheers, Chris
from penisface :
I just read in your profile that I am "surprisingly articulate." I am left wondering why you would expect anything less than masterful articulation.
from sketchedpony :
I'd be worried. If she is cutting all ties and she threatened suicide, that really sounds suspicious. Maybe you should keep an eye out.
from sketchedpony :
Sweetie, that's the best thing you can do. You need to let him know how you feel. Otherwise, you'll both be just living in dillusions and you won't really know how the other feels. I know that seems like a comfortable thing to do but it doesn't help in the long run.
from sketchedpony :
I like the names. I think that original names are better than 60 Nicks in the same class.
from sapphire292 :
How are you, Angel?
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry to hear that you're sick. Don't feel too strange about being scared since you lost some weight; when I was sick this summer, I actually lost rather a lot of weight and I got all the 'are you anorexic' questions and it made me insane.
from abacinate :
I feel bad for never getting to say a proper goodbye to you :o/
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry that you aren't feeling good. The flu is really horrible.
from sweetliz2000 :
I dreamt that you were pregnant. And had the baby. And your mom wouldn't let me near you for a few days. And I was really mad. And so the community rallied and convinced her to let me see you. It was very strange. Some weird local teenager was the dad. (nobody we know)
from sketchedpony :
I would lve to be a princess in Disneyland too. I actually wanted to do it before but I wouldn't want to go to college in CA or FL.
from sapphire292 :
You know that I love you, Right?
from sketchedpony :
Have fun in Calfifornia. I've never been to Disneyland. Is it any good?
from sleepyzoe :
I find it exceedingly difficult to be friendly with the majority of my family. Good luck. :P
from sapphire292 :
You know what I love, Sarah? How every time I pour my heart in to an entry and it turns out unique, and unrehearsed- unlike most of my entries- you make a sweet comment about it. It really boosts my confidence. Which by the way, your fucking good at doing. I LOVE YOU. Archives: I have like three monthes just sitting there right now and I've lost all htlm skill lately, I need them archived:( I can do it if your busy.... CALIFORNIA! While like 20 hours away from me- it's right below me:D I wish I would have know a while ago- i would have tried (in vain) to set something up:D:D:D I love you, and hope your trip is spectaculiar!LOVE!
from sketchedpony :
Wow, that is really strange that your body remembered about Milo and you didn't. How funny things can be.
from sapphire292 :
archives.........:S I love you like a fishy loves water:D
from sapphire292 :
Saraaaah:( *Sniffle,sniffle* Alana is having severe html troubles. Okay, so not so severe.
from life-is-this :
i'm so glad ur b-day went so well. again, happy birthday.
from life-is-this :
ur very welcome
from sketchedpony :
Hey, I was wondering, is it a pain that you have your diary locked? I was thinking about locking mine because I wanted to ask for a supergold membership for Christmas and I know that my dad will be a complete ass and try to get onto my diary. So, could you just get back to me about that? Thanks.
from sweetliz2000 :
Haaapy Biiirthday toooo yoooou.. etc. I had a great time tonight. :) Love you much. You're way more important than Lennon. ;-)
from sapphire292 :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS, I HOPE THIS WILL BE THE BEST SO FAR. ENJOY your DAY
from hermitude :
D'oh! I'm so late... but there's a half hour left until tomorrow! Happy Birthday!
from sketchedpony :
Happy birthday! Umm, I don't know what else to say!
from sketchedpony :
That's awesome that you got to play Mary. That was a really great twist of fate thta it happened that way.
from ranzi :
Happy B-DAY!!! :)
from abacinate :
dudette! happy 55th birthday! =D
from sketchedpony :
So everyone is asking about you and JR? Very interesting. And the fact that a 60 year old is jealous of you two is a bit scary.
from punkathena :
Oh, thanks for the nice comment. Made my day. Oh and happy birthday and stuffies. :)
from life-is-this :
i'm wishing u a happy birthday right now in case i don't remember to tomorrow. i have a hard time remembering certain things. so, HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!
from life-is-this :
i wish i had 100 bucks too. i need to buy christmas gifts. :(
from sweetliz2000 :
That's what I should have gotten you for your birthday! Damn! ;-)
from sketchedpony :
It's not that bad that you wrote a random sounding entry. I'm really glad that you felt like a person today. I feel kinda nasty lately since I haven't been getting dressed or dressed well in a while.
from sketchedpony :
I'm doing okay. I could barely sleep last night but that also could be because I was afraid that Ronnie had gotten killed in a car crash. (He's not that safe a driver when it comes to snow.) Maybe I worry too much. Oh, well.
from fizzle-me :
hey i'm sorry i don't comment that much! haha thanks for the password!
from sketchedpony :
She's slap you? Man, that chick seems like she has problems if she'd hit you just for being with him. And it sounds like it's good that you aren't together if all he's doing is complaining about the things wrong with him.
from sweetliz2000 :
Haha, I get it. ;-)
from sapphire292 :
Hello Gorgeous, how are you? It's been awhile since we've truely talked, is life being good to you? My diary finally has pics up so you can see what I look like if you want:) I hope that things are going well, I'm enjoying your diary as always. I LOVE YOU.
from drunkencynic :
Erp. I'll go and put that in YOUR notes now... *smacking forehead*
from ranzi :
Thank you very much! Email is [email protected]
from sweetliz2000 :
Nicole lusting after JR? Interesting. She's got QUITE the long line to wait in. How many people is that now? *sigh* It's so convenient that people ask if you two are 'dating'.. You can answer in perfect honesty.
from ranzi :
Did you change your password? If so, then could I please have it? :D
from sketchedpony :
That's really weird
from sketchedpony :
Sorry to hear that your friend's diary was found. No wonder you changed your password.
from abacinate :
YAY!! *golf clap* This time I think someone stole his preperation H!
from sketchedpony :
Sadness. I still haven't gotten the new password.
from life-is-this :
hey can i have the new p/w please. my email is [email protected] thanks bunches! ~megan~
from abacinate :
Well I had no problem typing it cuz I just had it saved there :o/ But I guess you can't do that..
from rurisue :
I feel so special, you sent me the new password! Sorry about why you had to do it, though -- I'm so glad my parents are basically internet illiterate.
from abacinate :
PASSWORD! >:@
from sketchedpony :
My email is [email protected]
from madamepierce :
oo, did you change your password?
from parlance :
I am advertising myself.
from sweetliz2000 :
Yoga is indeed wonderful. Good that you're doing it.
from sweetliz2000 :
Password, please? Oooh I had this Jamba Juice (pina colada.. MM MM MM) with the energy booster AND burner booster and I am SOOO HYPER!!! Like, REALLLLLY hyper. Heeeheeee
from abacinate :
I'm still fairly nice to Jada...but I haven't discussed it with her yet. I just wouldn't even know where to begin. I'm glad you're getting excited!! Moi aussi! I'm also getting incredibly nervous!!! *screams*
from abacinate :
Haha Happy Large UGLY Slaughtered Bird day! Yeah at first he did just omit the details but he kept saying things so I finally (I don't know whay I didn't think of this before) just asked him why he was...and he told me waaay too many details so yeah. Why would Jada not tell me though? Guys and girls are oh so confusing.
from bathtubmary :
hey- if you noticed someone read a bunch of your entries today, it was me. thanks for letting me know you're there. i'll be back. xo, d
from mllerouge :
Keep dreaming.... it can happen, and will someday.
from abacinate :
no it was a few days after he met me and he was begging to go out with me :o/ but i mean that's still kinda weird...and jada never even told me! nice friend, huh! i haven't been to the website either...but apparently is doesn't have any gross pictures or anything...mostly facts about what dolphins can do sexually (like spooge 14 feet underwater) and then how to have sex with one. people were looking at it at school and the science teacher caught them and started reading it and got rather offended.
from liquid-mojo :
What did you say about my mama? Oh the movie, yes, I have been meening to pick that one up for my viewing pleasure. As for writer's block, oh wicked writer's block, yes I know it all too well. Anyhow, thanks for laughing at the bit of insanity that was my last entry. I really hate to admit this but the convo with the bot was one of the best I've had in a while... =p Oh and double thnaks for the access into you vaulted diary which after reading a few entries makes me wonder why you would want any of it locked up except maybe to build a sense of anticipation. And look I've started rambling again. I gotta stop doing that ok thanks bye... ;)
from rurisue :
Ahh, but you ARE a starlet. I used to be quite devoted to the performing arts before college (when I went the way of computer science and history instead) -- I can tell one when I see one. Oh, and Y Tu Mama Tambien is so wonderful, it really is. But I don't think I could *ever* watch it with an 'authority figure' in the room. And I squealed at the kiss, too.
from sweetliz2000 :
I've always wondered about that movie.
from abacinate :
You're mucho welcome-o! I've totally mastered the Spanish language, huh? Did Elena or I ever tell you that Jada slept with J? Oh yeah if you want to solve all your troubles you should go to dolphinsex.com!
from sketchedpony :
At least you found something to watch. I've never seen it before. I'm sorry that you don't want to say anything in the fear that you are going to say something that is going to be contradicted. Hopefully, things get better. I have been wondering how things are going for you since you haven't updated in a while.
from abacinate :
people are hoes and they suck. i don't like people. especially people who are mean to my sarah.
from sleepyzoe :
What the fucking fuck? Why do men have to be such asses? I'm about worn out from my own "things-are-good-oh-wait-now-they're-bad" cycle. I'm getting an ulcer. I'm sorry.
from sketchedpony :
Thank you so much for your concern. I really just feel like if I curled up and died right now, that would be great because my pain is horrible.
from sketchedpony :
So is it good or bad that it happened?
from sapphire292 :
That was entry was beautiful baby, just like you.
from sapphire292 :
Are you okay, Baby?
from sapphire292 :
oh boy, do i love you and your way of looking at things:) LOVE!
from sweetliz2000 :
Good luck, dear.
from sketchedpony :
I've never heard of advanced care bandaids. That's so cool.
from madamepierce :
hmmm. dear drunkencynic, i am CONFUSED fo'rill!
from sketchedpony :
What's going on? I hope that you're okay.
from thecritic :
I know honestly as weird as this may sound I did think of you during this situation 'cause I know you've been/are going through some of the same issues. Sorry I haven't been by as much A) I've got a crazy schedule B) It's a bitch trying to spell hobgoblin. I always spell it hobogoblin for some reason. Perhaps due to my fascination with the poor.
from sapphire292 :
Boo Baaaaa I loves you
from sapphire292 :
Oh, Sarah. I wish I could tell you things that would comfort you and make you feel all better. But I have nothing, I'm so sorry. Know that I love you and am thinking of you always. Love.
from sleepyzoe :
Sorry for taking so long to respond...I've been mentally incapacitated lately. Thanks for stopping by! I heart your diary, too...seems like a place I wanna visit! And you! You're bootiful! Such a beautiful face!! Hope you don't get too bored by my recent bout of crappy writing!
from sweetliz2000 :
Braveheart is one looooong movie.
from abacinate :
oh wait! I got mad at J and told him I'd tell everybody that his dick was 2 inches (so i'll give you a better idea when I'm not mad at him anymore :) )! And then he's all like '2 inches from the GROUND'! *shakes head* Guys!!
from abacinate :
How should I know, I've never met him! hehe. It just sounds kinda like my mom's friend's son. :) Just take a guess on 'spooged'! You'll prolly be right. J isn't ginormous but definitely satisfying and definitely above average. I did lots of research this time! =D
from abacinate :
does he surf? is his dad's name richard?
from sweetliz2000 :
I think I shall kill that 'master'. I hate having doubts about acting as a career. It's the most horrible feeling. :(
from sapphire292 :
Thanks for the love darling:) I've managed to stay away from self destruction this evening, I'll spend the rest wrapped around a mug of hot tea and entwined in a book. Love!
from sketchedpony :
I understand how you can't see yourself with someone who will work at a grocery store for the rest of their life. It is definetly not an attractive quality. I don't think he will stalk you, probably just call you. My love life is going wonderfully. Do you really think that Ronnie sounds like he is in love?
from sketchedpony :
I wish that someone would come up to me and ask me for their number, just for the experience of it. So is this guy close in age to you? It is a bit sad that he isn't going to college and is probably going to be working at that store for a long time.
from mllerouge :
Pehaps he seems dumb because he was "Struck dumb by your awesome beauty." **Giggle**
from impavid :
Do you have AIM? You seem to be as much of an insomniac as I am, so you might as well distract me from all of these Real World re-runs. ... it's annoying me; they keep playing old Mayer and Mraz songs.
from abacinate :
Is this Ryan kid blonde?
from sketchedpony :
Sorry about yuor troule with the "master". Honestly, he should have been giving you ways of improving instead of just complaing about your music choices. I wish I could help you with the possibility of switching majors but I have a hard enough time making up my own mind.
from thecritic :
Oooh you cunt haha anyways that error has more to do with the fact that I type stuff into the box and don't proofread it than with my actual grammar abilities. So eat me
from sketchedpony :
I hope that everything is okay. If it isn't, I hope that things get better soon.
from sweetliz2000 :
Huh? What did you mean by the necessity and atmospheric stuff? Yeah, he looks pretty... interesting. You see his eyes more, which is good.. But it does make the rest of his face look weirder.
from abacinate :
well if for some weird reason we do see him i'll kick his ass so hard he'll be spitting up his own shit for weeks! *angelic smile* love ya much!! and take good care of yourself goddammit!
from sketchedpony :
It's no problem what-so-ever. I always like giving 100% in friendships, even though this isn't exactly the same as others. I guess I do it in the hope that I will get some of it back when I need it. Hope things are going well.
from abacinate :
sorries honey!! i'll kill him for ya! you just wait uuhh...erm... 40 days! LOVE YOU! feel better or i'll kick your ass too!
from sweetliz2000 :
*incredibly
from sweetliz2000 :
That is exactly how I felt after stuff with Thomas. God. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. It truly is one of the very worst (if not the worst) feelings in the world. You feel so incredible icky and disgusting and.. ARGH! I AM SO SORRY!!! *MANY MANY HUGS* I love you!!!!
from abacinate :
Happy Halloween to you too! Guys and their egos-es...psh. I know to be very careful! And we always have something to prevent it. We didn't always need it but we always had it...under the bed. I feel sorry for my mom. She has to sleep on my bed. Eugh. And she knows it too. Well I sat around hacking with Fredrick and J. And we managed to convince Fredrick his new girlfriend looks like his sister AND his mom :) But I ate lots of candy so I'm sure to be feeling better in no time. =D Love!
from abacinate :
awwww thanks for your worriedness!!! Yes, it's quite the horrible feeling and J freaked out but was very good about it. Then when I told him we weren't having puppies he was very happy but seemed different and I asked him if he was mad at me for any reason and finally he told me that he was the teeeniest bit unhappy that I wasn't pregnant. 8o/ But he said that he wasn't ready yet for that (or me) and he'd like to have them someday like when he was 22. I was like Uh NO! Weirdo. And at least you were on birth control so you had a little bit more piece of mind! Or were you not some of the time? Oh Lahaina, hehe...that makes a liiittle more sense. Thanks for the dad support :) The Ogre is the Evil Stepmother. When J dresses nice...well it's not what he wear but what he doesn't wear...as in his overalls or suspenders. *shudder* But at least he tries to hide the suspenders from me now (on days where i'm not sick). Love!!
from sweetliz2000 :
Isn't Mardi Gras in May?
from abacinate :
He went to the Barter Fair and got a sinus infection, was exposed to verrrrry cold weather and when he got home that night or something he couldn't breathe and he tried his inhaler (he has really bad asthma) like 15 times but it didn't help because his lungs had closed and the medicine wasn't even getting in so he finally got The Ogre to take him to the emergency room where they hooked him to oxygen and IVs because his sinus infection had gotten into his lungs and turned into pneumonia. I think he stayed in critical condition til the morning when he finally became stable and THEN the Ogre decided to call us and let us know. I still haven't seen him but I talked to him on the phone and he said to take care of myself and not let my sinus infection turn into what he got :o/ Yes, not eating sugar is harder than just not eating. It's kind of nice not having an appetite. Thanks for the get better wishes! On my cellphone I put a reminder for last monday (the few days ago one) to be sick! and then for tuesday I put Get Better! But alas, it didn't work :o/ Mardi Gras on Lanai. Ha. Ha. That's kinda erm pathetic but I guess I can't knock til I see it. Don't hate yourself for missing him. It's quite natural I would think :) haha whatever milks your cow! Hmm the Happy Couple...ha. I like being sick cuz he actually will dress nice for me :) I'm a tad worried cuz I'm uh 5 days late. Mmph. Love!
from hermitude :
I noticed you list me as a favorite. Sorry for the continuous password changing, but if you want to read just email the password and username combination you would like to use to access my journal so you'll never have to change it again. My email is [email protected]
from sweetliz2000 :
I figured it was something like that.. Well my dear, I know exactly how that goes. (the college thing I mean) Guess we'll be here for another year together, eh? Lots of people tonight asking when JR will be back.
from mllerouge :
Ok first of all, what's this about no college? And ummmmm, yes - I think I do like it - although it takes some getting used to because it's so stark. (Although that could also be thought of as clean, now couldn't it?) And if I ever get some free time (what's that?) I WILL read the book. Thanks for the recommendation.
from sweetliz2000 :
Why no college next fall?
from sapphire292 :
:S Okay, Alana is extremely sorry, but... she has yet another favor to ask of Queen Sarah.:S Here it is, when I link something in an entry, it doesn't look any differant unless you go to click on it, is there any way to make is stand out so you can tell it's a link, or should I just italicize it also? Let me know Gorgeous:) How's life treating you? Love!!
from mllerouge :
Nope, don't know. But I bet I'm going to feel pretty stupid when you tell me. It's because I don't have my glasses on.... yeah, yeah, that's it.....
from abacinate :
When guys shave their crotches! Silly! :D
from mllerouge :
It's so... well... WHITE!
from sapphire292 :
explain the 'kill me sarah' thing.
from sapphire292 :
I love you Darling!!:)
from sweetliz2000 :
You're sweet. Zev.
from thisendup :
i have no clue where i am... i don't even remember the last time i saw myself, so that doesn't help to narrow down the options, my pretty. some days i'm just glad that i'm getting out of bed.
from sweetliz2000 :
Oooh that's FUNNY! I JUST JUST JUST finished watching Bend it Like Beckham!!! :-D I did actually really like it. More than I expected to. That's a good one to own. :) Could you bring Sleeping Beauty tomorrow? I could take it back to you on Monday or something. If it works. As for 'food'.. Something I DON'T HAVE TO CHEW! I tried overcooked mac and cheese tonight, and it was even really difficult to eat. So frustrating. I had blended sweet potato today. *sigh* I refused to blend the mac and cheese though - that's just gross. Now that the steroids are wearing off I'm feeling a bit more like myself. I have one more day of taking them though. Maybe tomorrow I'll get the 'euphoria'. That'd be fun, eh? I understand wanting to be with your family. I really do. I hope you had a fabulous time. Can't wait to see you tomorrow. We'll have a blast. Love you!
from thisendup :
college was an experience and i won't trade it... or pay for it, it would seem. however i am surrounded by upper echelon professional types and they all went to normal colleges. a few even matriculated at community colleges. it's not so much where you go but that you go. it's basically one big long learning experience... about yourself.
from mllerouge :
YYYYYEEEEEEEAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
from mllerouge :
You OK?
from sweetliz2000 :
You could always change the background colors you know.. and text colors.. It doesn't have to be so overwhelmingly green if you don't like that.
from thisendup :
'life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans' - john lennon. listen to that... so it's cool to worry about getting in to college, parents getting a whiff of the real you, falling for the wrong person... but that worrying takes a lot of energy. you can dread tomorrow but it's going to come around anyway. my advice would be to thumb your nose at the world. it will keep moving just to piss you off.
from sweetliz2000 :
I remember what Felicity's little known fact is!!!! She's been partially up Mount Everest! Isn't that AWESOME?
from sweetliz2000 :
First, your layout picture is funny, and I personally would never feel the need to hide it from anyone. Except that I don't want my parents to know anything about your diary, but that's different. I wish I could go through every scare of yours, but maybe we should save that for tomorrow. I can't wait to spend some good ol' quality time with you. You're wonderful. I want to end this note by telling you that you get more and more beautiful every day. I mean that.
from abacinate :
Of course I remembered you :) And part of me remembering you was because I knew you would kill me if I hadn't :P I'm gonna be there from the 10th to the 30th of December so I'll guess we'll have to have our New Years celebration a day early :o/ We're so far ahead of society in general we should be celebrating it early anyway ;) I'm interested to know what exactly is my recommended daily quota of Sarah? Yes I like the new layout but it's quite embarrassing to read in front of the familials. I believe that you're loving it! Maybe I'll change mine at some point in time but I'm too wiped out to do it within oh...the next month or so :o/ Looooveee!! Can't wait to see you!
from hermitude :
I love your new layout. Makes me happy. :)
from sweetliz2000 :
Hope you're feeling alright todday, darlin'. It's Heidi's birthday ya know..
from hermitude :
Hmm, didn't change a thing. The combo is hermit/shell.
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, the sexiest vegetarian thing is a bit weird. I am vegetarian too and I have been for 6 years. I don't really care if people around me eat meat or not, I just can't do it. It makes me sick too.
from impavid :
yeah. it's amalgamate. got sick of not writing. the new one's not locked. if yours is, you might want to leave me a note with the pw. thanks. miss reading anyhow.
from sweetliz2000 :
Thanksgiving definitely doesn't count. Dude, that would fucking SUCK if it did. As for getting Chicago, I've been sort of putting that off too. I think I'll end up spending a portion of my Amazon certificate on it though, cause I might as well. But yeah.. I know what you mean.
from sweetliz2000 :
It isn't "on" lj. Just my photo album. And it isn't anymore. I love that you updated a lot today. I think you should update even more!!! ;-)
from sapphire292 :
Although I LOVED the old layout, it was honestly very you (or so I pictured) but.. this one is just awesome. Even though I have seen it before. It is so very you:) I'd definately give a try! whooo!
from sweetliz2000 :
Yes, your other one was a tad bit too uptight. Although that girl did look a lot like you. I already did take the one of you down! Unless it didn't work. :-/
from sketchedpony :
That is a bit ... odd. It's funny though.
from ranzi :
lol... I love the new layout! It's hilarious!
from sweetliz2000 :
Inspiring as in, makes me want to change mine. This one is surprisingly.. you. Hey missy, you never took that horrible picture of me down.
from sweetliz2000 :
Hah! How inspiring. :)
from mllerouge :
That's funny as all git out.... but I REALLY liked the other one. Still, nekkid men prancing through the meadow ..... That IS pretty classy .... no no CLASSIC I mean ... LOL, Classic. Yeah. Going away now.
from sweetliz2000 :
HAha, I'm very touched that you dreamt about my surgery! ;-) That's a hilarious dream. Ofcourse you had to get the horny guys in there somewhere. Hahaha! You're very welcome for the quizzes. ;-) What Jack Sparrow quote did you get? I'm SO happy that you can come on Thursday! YAY! Hey! Maybe I can rent Velvet Goldmine!!! Ah, that REALLY cheers me up. Love you too!
from sad-disease :
I just noticed that you got quoted at quoted.diaryland.com. Yeah!
from sketchedpony :
Sorry that you are sick and had to resort to messing aroung with the HTML on your template. Don't worry, I have done the same thing before and I was able to fix my mistakes too.
from sketchedpony :
Yes, mysteries are the greatest.
from sketchedpony :
Cool that you found someone. Do you know his name or is he just a mystery person?
from mllerouge :
***Reeling out kite string**** (looking crestfallen) OOOOOKKKKKKK. LOL
from sweetliz2000 :
I'm so sorry you're sick! Good that you made them watch GWTW. I *love* when Nick trips up the stairs. I'm so mean, but he just makes me go FKHSDTLIHEEEEEUUUCK. Yup.
from life-is-this :
Hey. I just read ur profile. I love The Beatles too. I love music form the 60s and 70s. It's so fun. Well, I was wondering if you wouldn't mind, could I have your passwords, please. Thanx, Megan
from sweetliz2000 :
Well, I couldn't call you yesterday cause you had your voice lesson, right? Actually, I was realllly busy yesterday. And the day before. Things are calming down for the weekend though. Thank god! I really don't mind braces on Halloween too much, except that I can't wear vampire teeth! Anyway, it might be really easy to postpone a couple days. We'll see. Thanks for all the compliments, dear. You're so wonderful! I love you too!
from sketchedpony :
Trading card! Trading card! I love diaryland trading cards!
from sketchedpony :
She is really sweet. And it's no problem about giving you support.
from sketchedpony :
How old is your sister? That is so cute about the "no clothes" thing.
from sweetliz2000 :
That is the cutest, most wonderful thing I've ever heard! I love your sister! :) Also, somebody on lj said that you looked really pretty in the beach picture. So there! :-p
from sweetliz2000 :
OMG did I tell you!? Kate is going to be drowned Ophelia for Halloween!!! How awesome is THAT??
from sweetliz2000 :
Somebody on lj (livejournal) told me how awesome and gorgeous that picture is. (the one you hate) Hmph. :)
from sweetliz2000 :
Aww.. I think you look really pretty in it! Well. I'll make you a deal. I shall remove that picture, if you take the one of you and I where I look like a crazed ugly psycho freak down from your page. It's the last one on your second page. With the descrip. "Posing Again". ;-)
from sketchedpony :
It is best just to keep going on and not dwelling on the fact that things may or may not turn out well. I wish you the best of luck when you do find out though. You know where I am if you ever need someone to talk to.
from mllerouge :
Oh, god, darlin' I'm sorry. Take a deep breath. You'll have to decide what you want to do next .... or if you even believe it. Oh, bloody hell, I'll send you an email later today when I get a chance.
from laswell :
If you like music, in general we all have a mellow side and the only music that can make you really mellow is pure instrumental. Words only make us sad in the end cuz all love songs make you jealous if your not in love. Thats why we need to think outside of lyrics and focus on the beauty of audio waves. Try Bill laswell, buckethead, praxis, shawn lane, bill frisell, and the mars volta. They are hard to find so you need to look at amazon or something like this. Let me know what you think and if you like them help them spread their message they have a good one that we all need to understand.peace.
from abacinate :
I want him to get tested again cuz they forgot Hep C last time. And that's like the 2nd most important one. He felt like him getting tested last time wasn't good enough for me. And he doesn't have enough money right now. (I had thought he had done it at a free county thingy.) And blah blah blah..
from sweetliz2000 :
Your entry brought about 5 million No Doubt songs to mind. ("I always thought I'd be a mom. Sometimes I wish for a mistake" and, "I can't help that I like to be kissed and I wouldn't mind if my name changed to Mrs. This is one side, my conventional side. An attraction to tradition, my vintage disposition."" Not that that applies to you necessarily..) Anyways.. Totally not important, just thought I'd share. :) Had a very fuuun day! Love you
from sketchedpony :
Hey, hey! I'm back. I may read your old entries from this week when I get the time but right now I just wish Ronnie would talk to me.
from diotima :
Holden Caulfield, i think. Not sure; will check. ps: ever read (m.t. anderson's) "feed"?
from unapologetic :
Clogs are one thing but when they start attaching stilettos it gets strange.
from sapphire292 :
erp. deary poo- new password? :'( miss you
from hermitude :
Seeg. That certainly sounds like something I would do. Pretend you know you're mispronouncing it and act like you own the word enough to say it YOUR way...
from madamepierce :
I wasn't creeped out till the thing about him sometimes calling your name in a public place and watching you look around to see who did it. Because you'd think he'd then say, "Hey. Over here. That was me." Instead he just watches you look around. Creeeeeeeee-peeee.
from rurisue :
Thank ye kindly for the access; I've deleted your note with the password. And don't feel badly about segue! It's a tough word, and at least you knew how to spell it! Until a few years ago, I pronounced cerulean as kleeruhlin. And fuschia was fushisuh. It isn't so bad that I had for so long except that my older brother did as well, and he was in high school when he asked ME how to pronounce them (and then I told him the wrong thing, oi!). And when he was reading To Kill a Mockingbird, he actually asked me what 'naked' was. Apparently he was feeling especially dumb that day and was reading like raked, as in he raked the leaves... Yeah. Oh, and thanks again for the access, you're definitely going on my favorites. :)
from ranzi :
Dude... I seriously did not know that segue was pronounced "seg-way" until JUST NOW! I, too, thought it was "seeg". I always do that kind of stuff though... learn the word but not the pronounciation... ah well.
from rurisue :
hm. you've got fantastic taste in music, movies, and literature. you're a friend/favorite of abacinate and sweetliz. and from the bits i've gathered reading through your profile, you're intelligent and seriously funny. and now that i've made myself appear stalker-ish (which i'm really not, mostly), i'd like to ask for access to your diary. please?
from diotima :
see: "party hard" by pulp. love the asides, darling.
from ranzi :
DUDE!!! I love The Last Unicorn! It's one of my all-time faves... gosh... nostalgia... nostalgia... nostalgia... I love that movie. I wish I had it... I'll ask for a bunch of kiddy movies for Christmas I think...
from sweetliz2000 :
That is extremely weird about the dreams. :-/ Not Sunday? HMm.. Shall we try for next Friday?
from madamepierce :
Seabiscuit touched me... in my naughty bathing suit areas. I'm lying, I didn't see it.
from sweetliz2000 :
I can't go tomorrow. :,-( That would have been perfect, too. The album should work now. Sorry about that!
from diotima :
this is to say "ta" very much for access. (ps: about Camelot, am hoping it's the "simple joys of maidenhood" version and NOT the cartoon travesty, though no offence intended if you liked the second...)
from diotima :
could you leave your password, please? your profile did me in; would love to read the diary. -G
from sketchedpony :
That's so funny about the guys at Blcokbuster! I think people who work there are more flirty, a few have flirted with me before.
from waited :
can I have the pass?
from sweetliz2000 :
Wouldn't that be fun??? ;-) Bill isn't sure if he's actually going to end up getting braces though, because he isn't exactly *ahem* rich. So wah. But I'm sure we could still have fun! ;-)
from sweetliz2000 :
Get this: Bill ran into Micah today and mentioned that we'd just come from the dentist. Micah proceeded to tell Bill that he has to have the EXACT same thing done to him that I have to have done!!! Can you BELIEVE that? It makes me feel a hundred times better to know somebody who is going through the exact same thing. :)
from abacinate :
Am not! I wanna visit around the same time I did last year...hopefully!
from abacinate :
Har har :P Thanks for the MOSTLY sweet note :) I'm not so much 'loveable' as I am 'love-to-hateable'. You're the loveable one, sweetcheeks...heehee. You're gonna slap me for that huh?
from sketchedpony :
That was a bit strange that the guy was following you around and telling you how pretty the jewelry would look on you. I have never had someone say something like that to me.
from mllerouge :
I went and looked at your pictures again. ACK- You're one of those perfect girl that I was always so jealous of in high school, aren't you? Hell, I'm jealous now! The good news is, as long as you retain your aversion to sun, you'll look like that till you're forty! :P~~~~~~
from mllerouge :
Darlin', you've been "quoted."
from sweetliz2000 :
My car was fucking melting it was so hot! And it really didn't even feel thaaaat bad until you got in the car. And you get in and just this overwhelming HEAT. CRAZY.
from sketchedpony :
I have the exact opposite, serious people always ask me why I wear funny socks. Everyone else just likes them.
from glitterkick :
I've had a container of sugar-free green jello sitting in my fridge for, oh I'd say at least 3 months now (it keeps the mustard and box-o-wine company) covered by a plate. Not saying I'd ever eat it, but I am saying the plate-as-a-lid thing is a viable alternative to tupperware. Thanks for the password to your diary.
from sketchedpony :
There are loads of guys who like women who are not housewives. You don't have to worry too much.
from mllerouge :
Hah! I sent that recount of the conversation with Frank on to Jeff. Sounds just like me. Why exactly SHOULDN'T we just stick the whole thing in the fridge?
from sweetliz2000 :
So, why did JR leave the cast party so early?
from sketchedpony :
Damn, I wish I could have that.
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry that the feeling of happiness that you got from dancing went away and left you feeling stinky. Feel better.
from abacinate :
yes fish is indeed fish which consequently makes it MEAT!
from sketchedpony :
You are so right about the fact that love does affect everything and the fact that men are incapable of fidelity is complete bull.
from abacinate :
you said you weren't going to eat meat anymore. and fish is neither dairy, nor sugar, nor vegetables, blah blah. What is fish then?!
from mllerouge :
Yea! That's twice! Can you come over here and teach ME how to do that?
from sketchedpony :
Not the best to think of things that have no chance of happening. It would probably be better to just move on instead of hoping for something that you pretty much believe won't happen.
from sweetliz2000 :
Nick, who we stayed with in London, is REALLY addicted to text messaging. He thinks its the coolest thing. :)
from sweetliz2000 :
I swear you never said fish was a vegetable.. Did you ever even mention vegetables at all? Hmph. ANYWAY, I REALLLLLLY hope that you're feeling better. Nicole played Hero last night and, let me tell you, it just wasn't the same! Take care of yourself dear! See you later..
from abacinate :
I hate to break it to you, but fish isn't a vegetable. :P LOVE!
from sketchedpony :
How does milk hurt your health? And I know that stuff hurts your voice, but I think that you can drink milk at night or something if you aren't going to sing right away.
from sketchedpony :
Okay that's good. I was pretty worried there for a moment. Glad to hear I was wrong.
from sketchedpony :
That is really not good. You honestly should not be around someone who is giving you bruises no matter how sweet he is to you.
from mllerouge :
Hey, last time I checked "Fantastic" left a lot of leeway to be a terrific actress! I certainly can't judge from here of course, but your personality is perfect for it. And you're right, I do sound just like your mom. LOL **evil giggle**** Hey, how do you know I'm not actually your mom dispensing advice for seemingly afar?
from sweetliz2000 :
You must be HAAAAAAPPPPY! ;-) All that stuff with the mermaid tail lady sounds absolutely lovely. I can't believe you think that Felicity gives YOU negative notes! That's just so.. funny (not necessarily in the ha ha way)! I feel like she gives you all of these totally wonderful comments.. And I get all of the awful ones. How weeeeird. Anyway. Um.. Email me.. or.. lets talk.. or something.. I miss you!
from sketchedpony :
I am sorry that he did that to you.
from mllerouge :
Yea! You did it! You go girl!
from madamepierce :
mmmm. Dairy Queen. Oh crap, I almost wrote Diary Queen.
from hermitude :
My new password combo is hermit/shell.
from hermitude :
That must be why our Dairy Queens are all barely in business.... they don't flip our blizzards.
from sweetliz2000 :
It feels weird not to have seen you in the past 24 hours. :)
from abacinate :
Sarah aghast?! Impossible! I suppose I'm pleased but it would've been fun if I acted like a guy and broke up with him right after I 'got what I wanted from him' :) Well it wouldn't have been fun but yeah I just come up with too many stupid ideas :o/ Anyways I don't regret it and that's the most important thing to me. I'ma gonna shuta upa nowa! Looooove!
from mark-a-heart :
I love your entries. :( They do not suck at all. Do not feel bad. xoxo <3
from sweetliz2000 :
Your entries are as fabulous as ever. Life is the bipolar one. Severely bipolar. You're wonderful. Love!
from sweetliz2000 :
WOooooooooooOOOH! *whistles* Heh. Bet YOUR happy! Love you dear! See you tomorrow!
from sketchedpony :
Glad things are going better and you aren't feeling so down about the Thomas thing.
from amalgamate :
The reprehensible happened. -- M -- found my diary. So I'm in the process of moving it. Email me ([email protected]) to get the new url once I'm done moving everything.
from abacinate :
He got tested yesterday and was rather angry with me because I didn't tell him they stick a rough q-tip up your urethra and twist it around. I didn't know this of course! My mom told me there was a q-tip involved but not where it went! He gets the results on Friday and thanks for the finger crossage :) Well me and Jada and James and Johnny are always around each other so it just makes sense doing stuff with each other. Of course now everyone thinks I'm a lesbian :o/ If anyone else says ANYTHING about it I'm just gonna have to shout out 'Goddammit I LIKE COCK! Motherfuckers!' yeeeees. (And he won't be testing for the SATs anytime soon.) Lovage, meeee!
from mllerouge :
Stand by, supportive email coming.
from sketchedpony :
I am sorry that it is getting worse with what you are hearing about your ex. No matter what you hear, you are special. He just doesn't care to see the good in anyone.
from sketchedpony :
A blue mohawk? A bit scary, no? At least you stood your ground and didn't kiss him hello. Good for you.
from sketchedpony :
The thing with Ian and the kissing scene must have been so funny. I don't know if I would have had the guys to stop him making a fool of himself over it, I may have just pretended not to know what he was talking about. And why does he not want to wear his glasses if he is legally blind without them?
from mark-a-heart :
hehe. Thanx for telling me again... <3 xoxo -Brie
from mllerouge :
*clears throat* Do your homework young lady! (You get paid for it LATER!) - Ok, do I sound like your Mother yet? LOL See what happens when you work for a school district. You can't help it. *Sigh*
from abacinate :
Tested for STDs punk! He's had um...let's see....a TRILLION girlfriends so yeah it makes sense. He's only gotten tested once I think.
from sweetliz2000 :
I rocked out to Hedwig all the way home! Thank you SO much for that cd! I really had just today been contemplating when I could borrow it. I hadn't realized how awesome the drums in it are. Fantastic. Anywho, I wove you!!!! Kisses and squeezes!!!!! Mwuah!
from sweetliz2000 :
And Rammstein definitely looks more right than Ramstein.
from sweetliz2000 :
An annoyed moment between us? UURGH! I totally didn't get that! I just really missed you today. Because I felt like I didn't get to see you much.. And I had SUCH an awesome time with you yesterday. (Aww, now I REALLY want to hug you!) Back to the annoyed moment between us (if that was in fact what you meant), I was REALLLLLLLLLLLY frustrated with how my part was going today (well, for the majority of the play anyway).. and that may have come out. Aww! You didn't get to see mine! I was looking forward to hearing what you thought of it. At least you get to have a tiny kiss. Like they all said, ours is supposed to be the 'passionate' one. But then you guys have to kiss twice (apparently). So do two tiny kisses equal one passionate one? Hmmm.
from mark-a-heart :
I need a password to your diary again. I lost it. :( If you want e-mail me it. [email protected] or [email protected]
from sweetliz2000 :
Trust me, they stop being strangers really fast once the kissing starts. At least they do ON stage. I've still only said about 2 words to him offstage. How weird is that. I am really sorry that you had to do it first in front of the whole cast, I can only imagine how sucky that must have felt. If it makes you feel any better, I didn't get to see! (UNFORTUNATELY FOR ME!)
from abacinate :
Oooh ooh ooh! I'm actually attracted TO him now that he got that shit off his lip!
from xjessiebearx :
i am also thinking of locking my diary! xjessiebearx/barnbuster.......love ya
from mllerouge :
**giggle** And that feeling too, shall pass. Trust me!
from sweetliz2000 :
Ha! Yes!
from sketchedpony :
I am sorry to hear that things are going so downward. I would try to be uplifting, but right now I just can't. Something happened to me and as soon as I update, you'll know.
from sad-disease :
The Perks of being a Wallflower was good. I really liked the parts when Charlie was all happy and had a lot of friends. I found that interesting. I din't like it when Charlie's friend --I can't remember his name -- told Charlie to stay away for a while after he kissed that girl -- I can't remember her name either. After that it got to be a little too much. I'm not sure if it was the way the story tuned depressing that I didn't like or if it was the style of writing towards the end that I didn't like. Or maybe I just like happy endings.
from sweetliz2000 :
They require you to take THREE SATIIs. Writing, Math C1 or C2 (sounds like calculus, right?), and a third of your choice. Yes, there was actual kissing. The worst part though was when Michael made us stand there and stare deeply into each other's eyes while we counted to 10. Over and over and over!!! And then we had to move forward to kiss in SUPER slow motion. Drag it all waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay out. Aaaarrggghh.. I hope we don't have to do it again today. I woke up this morning more unattracted to him than ever before. Oh fucking joy. Well, I'm glad that cheered you up. :-/
from mllerouge :
Hang in honey, it gets better.
from sweetliz2000 :
As for calculus, if I don't have my diploma, it is required that I take a calculus SATII. So I kiiind of need to know calculus in order to do that. So.. anywaaays.. Love you!
from sweetliz2000 :
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from sweetliz2000 :
My dear, you are extremely WONDERFUL. And I love you absolutely to pieces. And I am SOOOO sorry that everything is going so wrong. If there is ever any thing that I can ever do.. I just.. ARGH.. feel so bad cause you're feeling bad. Don't feel bad for making me feel bad, though! No no no... this is so confusing. Anyways, I am SO sorry you're unhappy. It will ALL work out, because it just will. Your writing is as incredible as always, if not more so. You're just.. awesome. And I am SOOOOO glad we're in this play together
from abacinate :
I know I'm hideous and mean but you don't have to act SOOOO surprised! :P
from sweetliz2000 :
I was wondering what they would/will say to me, too.
from sketchedpony :
Sorry that you seem to be haunted by your ex's memory. I hope you find a way to get over him.
from abacinate :
I thought Tony was attractive but I wasn't attracted to him. I find many people attractive but I have no libido or something :o/ Monks are better because they get to wear less restrictive clothing :) Haha yeah he does have a song called Mellow Yellow and I guess his music is fairly mellow compared to today's standards. You should get Elena to play some Donovan for you!
from abacinate :
It's Mellow Yellow :) But yeah he was wonderful. I wish Elena was here!! I saw the guy today. *shudder* He's like nice, funny, sweet, attractive, muscle-y and oh dear lord I don't know what to do! I seem to have come to the conclusion that I'm not attracted to anybody! I'm going to become a monk.
from sketchedpony :
Wow,n loads of things going on, huh? It must be good to keep that busy. Sorry about Heidi breaking her leg.
from muxxie :
nice vids but it seems I am locked out from the main attraction....booo hoooo!
from abacinate :
I lost weight cuz I partied too hard ( ;} ) and then got food poisoning from the one thing I did eat in those two days. Awww thanks for the sentiment about Paul :) Sarah!!! What do I do!! I don't like boys and I have to go out with one!! But he's hot! But boys are icky and make me nervous! But he doesn't look gay! But he says he's bi! eeejejwjsllfs *whimper*
from mllerouge :
Oh, hey WOW - cool!!!!! Thanks hon!
from abacinate :
*sobs*
from sketchedpony :
Sorry you are having a bad month. Think of it this way, there is only one more day left and then you have a whole new month. I hope that one is better.
from mllerouge :
My stat counter shows the google search. I was at the top of the list... then a few other diary pages.... and that was all. I just thought you'd like the headsup. You know - "Just in case."
from sketchedpony :
I'll have to rent it when I get time. If I ever have time...
from leebozeebo :
I'm enjoying Catch 22 quite a bit, though I'm reading it very slowly. I usually only seem to read for pleasure during down times - waiting for buses, classes, that sort of thing. Since it's summer, I don't have a lot of that, so it's a slow process. I'm about halfway through, though, and I've enjoyed it thoroughly.
from abacinate :
You *spasm* met *eye twitch* Paul Walker *epileptic fit*??? I hope you realize that I'm going to have to kill you now.
from sketchedpony :
I like the name Gill. It's from Finding Nemo. I get bored of fish though.
from mllerouge :
**Snort** I wanna goldfish too. Goes perfectly with what I wrote today!
from madamepierce :
excuse me? miss drunken cynic? I read your nice guestbook entry and then i came here. to read your diary? Because of your guestbook entry? But then i needed a password. BUT I DIDN'T HAVE ONE! This upset me, so I had to go get some bridge mix. Just so you know.
from sketchedpony :
That's cool that you met a really great salesperson at the CD store. What on earth is a CD opener? Sounds strange.
from sweetliz2000 :
*drool* Hey, I might not be able to use the internet again on this trip. If I can't... See you next week! I get in on Tuesday (for a while I thought we got back on Monday, but now I'm pretty sure that it is Tuesday), and will do everything possible to see you then.
from smoog :
Ah, sweet success -- I've hooked yet another victim onto the most addictive substance on the planet. I knew that Bailey's ice cream link would come in handy. Regards, Smoog a.k.a. "The Dairy Pusher"
from sketchedpony :
My alarmclock does the same thing. I think that I set it to the wrong time or something. I don't know.
from sweetliz2000 :
The Opera is certainly as beautiful as all of the pictures. The history behind it is so incredible. Just... I don't even know where to begin. I have a very difficult time discussing this trip, because I never know where to begin. We spent today at the Louvre. Then we walked down the Seine at sunset. Paris is the most picturesque city that I have ever been in. You would just DIE. Thousands of times. Millions of times. If you ever came here you would never leave. I miss you so much!!!! You can't imagine how hard it was to see the Opera without you. It felt so SOOOOOO wrong. BUT someday you will be there... Oooh I just won't even bother typing any more about it. I can tell you in a week - you won't be able to shut me up. Really. I'm a bit overwhelmed right now. Love you and miss you!!! Thanks for saving my imaginary self from the dead bird. Much appreciated!
from sketchedpony :
You aren't the most unwanted girl in the universe. Dont't worry about Thomas, he is a jerk and it is definetly not worth it to listen to what he says.
from sketchedpony :
That is so weird about your retainer biting you. Mine has never done that.
from mllerouge :
Yup. It's that feeling that makes you smack yourself in the forehead and exclaim "WHAT was I thinking?" It is, unfortunately, the feeling that I associate with Mark these days. Hey, at least you havn't MARRIED yours, right?
from sweetliz2000 :
I laughed just from reading that a duck tripped itself!! What does that make me?? I misss you so much too... Benedick has a lisp??? Oi. I've been taking millions of pictures of ANYTHING Opera House related for you. You would have died about 5000 times if you were here. Tonight I went to the Pompadou Center. It is the national museum of modern art. There were some awesome photography stuff, and I feel SOOO inspired. Paris is just like that - inspiring. Anywho, prepare to do much photo modeling for me when I return. We are going to have SO much fun. The Soap Opera entry of yours was terribly interesting. Are Heidi and JR still - I almost said divorced - split up?? I'm so sorry of all that is going on... I'll see you in only a little over a week!!
from sketchedpony :
I don't like geese. All they do it bite and poop. Take it from someone who's local lake is swarming with them all spring and fall. They just won't go away. And, you aren't the only one who doesn't like listening to people whine about finding their pet clothes, that's just wierd.
from mllerouge :
You're so insightful for your age. I'm sorry that you have to have your insights about Thomas. If it makes you feel any better. I know EXACTLY how you feel.
from sketchedpony :
I am so sorry to hear that happened to you. JR sounds like a real sweetheart for comforting you. Don't feel worthless. Not everyone can see through people's disguises, I know that I can't. Except for Nick but that was completely different. Feel better sweetie.
from sweetliz2000 :
I am so terrified of Much Ado. Any NON homesickness stems from it. I am terrified of Benedick (lucky you about having a cute-ish guy to kiss). Thank god she changed By My Troth back. Who plays Leonato and Don John? What about Don Pedro? Friar? Thought about you a lot today (being at the Opera House and all). Can you believe we didn't even get to go under/behind/on stage??? Horrendous. For 'security reasons'. I did get to see box 5... Oooh! Must go!!!
from sweetliz2000 :
Your writing makes me homesick. Luckily, the feeling doesn't last. I hate feeling homesick - it feels weak.
from ranzi :
Thanks! I was really bummed that you had done that at first, then I thought "dude, ranzi, check your notes you dip!" And so I did... and now I'm going to celebrate! :D yay!
from abacinate :
I didn't get a chance to see if it worked until last night and it did :) Yay!
from sketchedpony :
My friend is a bit psychic. She can tell people'd moods and has some premonitions. Also, she communicate with other people who are psychic within her head, which I think is very odd.
from mllerouge :
OOOOOO, I feel so special! Thanks for the PW.
from sketchedpony :
That is pretty freaky that your parents are trying to find out your diary. My parents sometimes try to look over my shoulder when I write but I don't let them because I hate it when people read over my shoulder.
from sketchedpony :
I hope that your diary isn't used against you. Talking for experience, I know that sucks. The shot thing didn't really hurt much. It just felt really weird, like a gushing in my temple. It stung a bit when the needle touched me but other than that, nothing.
from the-noise :
Oh... Thanks. :)
from the-noise :
I hope ya don't mind my reading still. I stumbled across your password and things in Hermitude's notes.
from thecritic :
I don't quite understand the point of locking up your diary and then handing out the PW like free candy but thanks! hehe I get a little nervous about people finding my diary and using it as evidence against me too but I never put anything in there that I haven't/wouldn't say to their faces. And if I did find out somoene was reading it oh it would get ugly haha I'd make them rue the day.
from myheadspace :
hey there, could i get the password, as long as you're passing it out? you can leave it in my notes or send it to my diaryland email. thanks!
from sapphire292 :
..(mainly cause it makes more work for me to read:)) But, understandable. I often get paranoid and start thinking some unwanted reader is glaring at my every word. Love!
from sapphire292 :
I'm sorry you had to lock the diary
from sketchedpony :
My headaches stopped because I got this shot thing in my head that blocks them, very strange it was.
from poppyfish :
Ah, Eddie Scissorhands is sexy. He also seems to be the most popular result! I'll give a cookie and a dildo to the first person to get Glen Lantz. ;)
from sketchedpony :
Sorry your day was pretty off. I understand the headache thing all too well. I am finally free of them mostly. Hope tomorrow is better.
from sapphire292 :
I'm SO sorry things are going shitty hun. I love you. Truly.
from moviewhore :
Hi, its the other "christine" again. I hope you don't mind, but I added you to my buddy list thing. Not to worry, I'm not creepy or anything, I just love how you write. I'm very interested in your life, which is weird considering I don't know you. So, again, hope you don't mind. ~Robyn
from sweetliz2000 :
"Oh my goodness, I am sick!" HAAAAH! I REFUSE to say that! PLUS that's like she's saying "Hey everyone! Come see our play! The actors aren't good enough to get the point across, so we had to change the words!" That's ridiculous! On another note, I have NEVER liked modernized Shakespeare. (Apparently she thinks spaceage is timeless. I think its called 'science fiction.') Eeew eeew EEEEEEEEEEEEW. This is so discouraging. Oh! And she DID email me back! She goes, "We miss you, but Jenna is doing a fine job!" Grrrreaaaat. I REALLY needed to know that.
from sketchedpony :
You are the right about the fact that there is no way to be different anymore.
from sweetliz2000 :
Not only are those words sacred, but they're easier to memorize!!!! AND, more importantly, ALREADY MEMORIZED!!!!!
from hermitude :
Watch out though, most people will think you're crazy and not rebellious.
from hermitude :
Looking rebellious IS hard. I've come to the conclusion ugly bright-colored old lady wear from the eighties is the most reellious thing out there.
from poppyfish :
YOU LIKE PENNY TOO? I thought I was the only one! Damn, we should start a petition to save her from that horrible movie or ... or something. Yeah.
from ranzi :
Hey, I love your diary. You're awesome! lol... I can't believe that someone asked if they had to tip!!! That's so amazingly rude! I can't really believe that someone had the audacity to say that... then again, people in this world can be assholes... : \
from hermitude :
Oh yes, Hedwig is nice. I missed the live performance, stupid me, so you should watch for it in your city.
from rougereviews :
It's Andrea from Rouge Reviews. Your review is up.
from thecritic :
Aww shit. Thanks for poiting that out haha. I really need a copy editor for my diary. See this is why I don't grade people on their spelling and grammar on my reviews hehe.
from thecritic :
P.S. I just looked over the review and I think all the links went where I meant them to. There was one that might have been wrong but I'm far too lazy to go back over and read them. I also looked at those two Thomas related entries and while they do give slightly more information they were still awfully vague. But anywho that's bygones and in the past. You rock my house and I need to get ye on my favorites list as soon as my slacker ass will allow it hehe Oh and I was a major dweeb about the 4th thing. I had gone through sooo many entries that I had lost track of the date and what not. Oh well.
from thecritic :
Aww thanks anyways I'll look into the mislinkage 'cause I ended up posting so many and it's very possibly I got some of them confused. Thanks for clarifying some of those points for me! You are very enigmatic at times and I suppose that's just your style. But anyways yaddayaddayadda loved your diary thanks a lot! Bye!
from poppyfish :
I'm still a little kid, too. More of one than most 11-year-olds. I mean, come on, I get more excited about Disney movies than they do! I was the one to convince them to see both Finding Nemo and Pirates of the Caribbean, you know. And I also do that thing of buying them gifts just to be able to play with them myself. :)
from biensoul :
I noticed that like TheCritic, you and I share the same birthday; hooray for August 4th! (Nevermind that I'm what, nine years older than you? Christ. I'm ancient.) Hold to 16 as long as you can...okay, I'm finished quoting other ancient people's songs. You have a good thing going here, doll. Don't let the bitter bring you down.
from thecritic :
gah I tried to tell you that your review but your little tag board thing hates my guts. Sorry. Be sure to leave a comment! Me likey the comments.
from sapphire292 :
"Is everyone else so at war with themselves?" Y.E.S (I missed you!)
from lackcreatvty :
Alcatraz isn't that great. A bird shit on my head when I was there.
from sweetliz2000 :
Awwww you already HAVE a keychain?? Hmph. Well, two are ALWAYS better than one! Right! (if you don't agree.. well.. you have to.)
from mllerouge :
"He is no longer my Achilles heel. A heel, yes, but neither Achilles' nor mine. :)" Indeed! I'm so stealing that!
from superlemon :
I'm glad that at least one other person in the world sees the goodness of wearing dresses over pants. :)
from hermitude :
Yaay! So I'm not the only freak out there. :)
from poppyfish :
I knew you'd find it funny. ;) Great minds think alike.
from poppyfish :
I am quite sick, quite amazingly sick. My bad mood has outraged unsuspecting readers everywhere. Ooh, how evil. But I did mean it to be funny ... maybe the language ruined it.
from drunkencynic :
Errrgh I am such a dork. Leaving myself notes is one thing. Leaving myself someone else's notes is entirely another.
from drunkencynic :
Hee hee...sometimes I feel like I'm screeching. But I've just always been able to sing high. So are you still singing? I learned that cigarettes are stupid for me the hard way. :) You're in with me too, yo!
from amalgamate :
I read that you're a first soprano in your diary somewhere... I was a mezzo in high school- when I made first chair, it was for mezzo. But when I went to college, they upped me to first soprano. Baaad move. HOw do you sing like that? I felt like I was screeching. It apparently didn't sound that way, but it's really not quite in my range, even though it's extended since high school and cigarette use (I'm quitting by the way, before I move into the apt.) I love musical people. You're so in with me, yo.
from amalgamate :
Yay!! yourself. I love your diary. Great template. I know mine's difficult to read, and I'll alter it somewhat soon, but the city theme is very appropriate. Thanks for linking me. I've only seen 'Pirates' once in theaters, but it doesn't make me any less in lust with Mr. Bloom. Oh no.
from abacinate :
No. He hated it here. I think he left right after he graduated, before the ceremony was even done. I didn't even get to say goodbye! *sob*
from poppyfish :
The airport boy sounds very pretty. I saw an airport boy I liked, too, but he left the same way yours did. With hardly a glance at me. Mine was a bit short, though, and with his curly hair he kinda started to remind me of a hobbit. I think that was sour grapes.
from abacinate :
If I had I think I'd still be walking bow-legged. I SAW inside his pants because they were falling down constantly :o/ Even if they weren't baggy cuz he was quite skinny. Agh now I can't stop thinking about him! I do however know that he liked girls short and skinny...woo! I'll stop talking now!
from abacinate :
Today has been one of the first days I DIDN'T fall in love! Yes that is a very bootyful template. Yes, it's Nathaniel but thank god he went by Nate. He is the hottest person alive. He's that kind of universal hot. The kind that even the boys are strangely attracted to and the girls are bumping into things cuz they can't stop looking at him. He also happened to be the only hot guy that I ever thought was extremely adorable too. And he could make ANYBODY laugh. The abs of steel and the big trouser monster didn't hurt either. Oh yeah and he's also the nicest guy on earth too. AND he wasn't a man-whore either! AND he didn't suck other guys' cocks like Tony! Ok I think you get my point(s) now :)
from abacinate :
Not that there's anything wrong with your template but here's a mermaid template in case you're interested: http://rpdesigns.sytes.org/templates/mermaid/
from moviewhore :
Hey, you don't know me, and I don't know you. BUT...my friend Megan reviewed your website, and I felt compelled to take a look. I must say, that we are 2 very similar people. I never thought I'd ever hear of anyone who wanted to be "Christine" in Phantom as much as I. I am also a first soprano and have been obsessed with Phantom for over 15 years. I was talking to megan about how alike we seem to be (just based on your 100) and she agreed and said I should write you a note to tell you. So, here you go...there is another out there with the same dream.
from abacinate :
And his last name was Gilman. Which reminds me of that kiddy singer :o/
from hermitude :
Ignore my last note about the diary lockup, I changed it back...
from abacinate :
Garf...hahah. No it was erm...*whispers* Ebinezer *sneeze*
from abacinate :
His only flaw was his middle name. But I suppose it's cute in an odd way.
from sapphire292 :
I'm givin' ya some sugar:):)
from the-noise :
Lol. Thanks so much. So I take it you've already got someone in mind for spitting on? And yes, I was a little frightened about missing, but as I stood up there in his door way, he knew I was upset, so my creeping up about 5 inches from his face probably had him thinking I was seconds away from colapsing into his arms for a hug. Also, he was looking at the ground so that gave me that added advantage of him not darting out of the way. *Sigh* Beautiful memories. :) It actually isn't that great of a memory. That was quite the horrid day. Heh. Make sure to write about your spitting if ever it happens. :) Maybe I can start a little movenemt here!
from abacinate :
NATE! Hot, funny, adorable, tall, skinny, muscular, best abs in the world, PERFECT NATE!!
from abacinate :
Oh...well it's the bestest showest in the historyest of the universest. Beat that vocabulary! Well excuuuuse me...it's just that my love is in Lake Tahoe teaching snowboarding. *swoon* I WILL find him some day!! Yee! I'm forgiven! Awww I loooove you mooooore! :)
from mllerouge :
Don't worry, someday you'll be a Mom.... And then you'll watch the Disney Channel after the kids go to bed.... And not tell anybody. I'm glad you're back!
from screemingink :
thanks for the compliments. yea, well, i hate it... lol, i have a bad crush on him too. did you watch the movie pirates of the carribean? is that how you got into this whole thing. cuse that is how i did. yea, anyways his wife is ugly. that vanessa girl. bleh, and i definately agree with that "get ugly or marry me" thing. hehe, even though he is more than twice the age of me. he is actually 6 months younger than my mom. but that doesn't matter. he is god damn sexy. heh. yea, well, nice diary..Miss Takes
from sweetliz2000 :
I'm glad you've found a computer! Today we discovered this free internet lab with 24 hour access. About three steps away from my bedroom door. I'm sure you'll be hearing from me a lot.
from abacinate :
Do you even like Queer as Folk? Okay I'll stop my non-vowelist ways!! Vowelists Anonymous here I come! You'd always be invited anyway because your last name happens to be my favorite kinda dinner (and I loooove you) :) Well maybe Elena can find out if it's Milo when she visits! Are you gonna be near Lake Tahoe by any chance? I'm glad you're liking it there!!! Yee! Woo! Love ya!!
from poppyfish :
Thanks for joining the Jack Sparrow ring, pumpkin! Yo ho and all that ... and also, I'm glad I make you laugh. :D Good times!
from shh- :
haha howdy! whats goin on babe? you left me a note and man did i feel extra specail! :) hehe, have a good day! *nikki*
from the-noise :
Thanks for the guestbook entry. And yes, perhaps I'm just screwing others with my irratation with the outlook stuff that pops up when I click email links, but it's purely out of hatred for that damn thing that I don't have it clickable. And also, nice to know that spit entry wasn't crap. After I posted it I felt so damn guilty. I really considered taking it down. I'm truly not evil. :P
from drunkencynic :
Crevasse911, I have so many questions and most of them boil down to 'why?'. So I'm asking.
from hermitude :
I locked my diary up, changed the password. I couldn't handle writing for people, I never could. I don't know whether or not I will let everyone who has me listed on their favorites back in, if anyone, but I truly am sorry. I don't mean it against you, I love your diary and I want to keep talking to you but I want to write without everything I say being interpreted as having been written for an audience. I want to say "I know I'm beautiful" without feeling vain, I want to say "I know I'm smart" without feeling pretentious, and I want to say "I feel like worthless shit" without feeling like I'm whining or garnering pity. And I don't know how to maintain that honesty with people listening. Maybe one day I will start a public diary again. Until then, you can bet I will keep reading yours.
from deadpainting :
HAH! I AM GOING THROUGH THE EXACT SAME THING. JOHNNY DEPP. YEA, I DEFINATELY AM HAVING A MAJOR CELEBRITY CRUSH ON THE GUY. HE WAS WAAAY TOO SEXY IN POTC. thats great. i love your entry. and just b/c of that i am adding you to my favs on my other diary. hehe. you're great. keep in touch! xoxo, Miss Takes.
from thecritic :
That was a very well written and articulate entry that you wrote in response to mine. Kudos, da'lin'!
from hermitude :
You and TheCritic are on the same wavelength. He means TO WHOM do you write, which can be reworded as for whom. But of course you do it for youself, you wouldn't write if you didn't want to. Semantics really. Writing to others isn't necessarily vain, although it certainly can be. Some people do it for attention(I'm sure you're acquainted with squirrelx and her banner-whore antics). The real point I think is to vent to people who will listen, which isn't vain. It's why I do it. Not that I'm claiming I'm vanity-free.
from shh- :
HOWDY! hehe I just wanted to say hi~!
from sweetliz2000 :
I don't have a crush on Johnny Depp, but I have a crush on him as (Captain) Jack Sparrow!!
from crevasse911 :
If I were to tell you which entry, and which sentence, and if you were to correct it, what would be the point? Is there not more joy in questions than in answers? Does the man who knows the answer to the most complex of problems know the problem itself? Also when you say (if I may paraphrase) that there is no such thing as a selfish act, only acts we perform to make us feel better, are you sure that you're not just saying that to make you feel better? Please, do not answer the question, for then it shall wither and die like a million other pressed flowers on the wall.
from abacinate :
The person might be kinda like me in the sense that they enjoy annoying people :) maybe it is Milo (and Otis) but I think he'd be more clever and he prolly wouldn't bother because...he's Milo.
from drunkencynic :
erm, that should be grammar.
from drunkencynic :
I meant where, specifically. As in, which entry, which sentence, so I can correct it. Who are you and why are you gramar-checking my diary? Although I must say I do rather appreciate it.
from crevasse911 :
To be specific, it was an adverb clause.
from mllerouge :
And how EXACTLY am I supposed to NOT laugh, when you keep being so damned funny!!! Have a great holiday!
from drunkencynic :
I demand specification! Please!
from poppyfish :
Aw, man, now you made me blush. I was like, "How can she want my writing abilities?" though. I mean, you're pretty damn dandy with the keyboard yourself. ;)
from crevasse911 :
Yes really. There's at least one subordinate clause lacking punctuation.
from abacinate :
I thought you were talking about my diary! I was about to unleash a big PLBTH! on you! So I ended up adding a comma to my entry and changing 'who' to 'whom' cuz 'whom' always cancels out all other grammatical errors. I think I'll do quite well on the SATS. Do you know who left that note though?
from drunkencynic :
Auuuughhhh! Really?!
from crevasse911 :
Nice diary, shame about the copious grammatical errors.
from poppyfish :
Oh my God. I wrote that? I'm such a fucking idiot! Here it is, right here: http://poppyfish.diaryland.com/030128_39.html. Wow. I'm a fuck-up. Woot woot.
from poppyfish :
Who wrote an entry like that? I wear pants three days in a row sometimes ... I mean ... NO, I would NEVER do that. Ahem. Anyway!
from mllerouge :
**Giggle** um .... make that "YOUR diary" in the entry below. Ahem.
from mllerouge :
BAH! (I love that word!) I've been trying to review the review sites myself. Personally I love you diary, it makes me laugh.... and I think you write much older than your apparent age. So hey, here's a 33 year old mother who may not be able to relate, but loves it anyway!
from girlychicken :
you make me smile
from abacinate :
Aww gol darnit hoo swit! *smoochelies*
from abacinate :
hmm I think I'll accept! :) You're using a'most as much c'ntractions as me now!
from poppyfish :
I never said wearing paints three days in a row is a bad thing. Did I? ... Ooh, I'm having a stupid moment.
from abacinate :
Just go ahead and spit on me! Pft!
from poppyfish :
I have a prissy little friend who always tells me I need to tan to look good. I've been rebellious so far, but now I'm afraid of seeing his triumphant little grin when I show up with skin a shade darker. Actually, he wouldn't even notice. Oh, who would have thought tanning could result in such sorrow?
from poppyfish :
Yeah, man ... should I stay the pasty intellectual and be non-conformist? Or get some color on my skin, look mildly attractive in a mainstream kind of way, and then die of skin cancer at 30? Oh, the choices, the choices. Hmmm ... yeah, and David Bowie is definitely a good-looking guy. Imagine how beautiful his daughter will grow up to be. I'm jealous of her already.
from hermitude :
I assume you found my schnozz pics? The photos lie, I tell you! Actually I'm very flattered... thank you so much.
from hermitude :
Wow, thank you too. Such kind words. :)
from sweetliz2000 :
Oh god, I know that feeling of freedom!! I think Ive been about to tears because of it. That freedom.. makes you see more beauty (somehow). its so very overwhelming. And squeal worthy.
from hermitude :
No accident, I love your diary! My username is hermitude, the password is walnutroof. PS - You're gorgeous.
from abacinate :
or you could just drop it right now cuz it obviously didn't help me with the learning grammar and correct english crap.
from abacinate :
I had to take my prickiness out on you cuz no one else was around :o/ Well you might a well finish the book...at least you could say you read the whole thing and still thinks its a big steaming pile of bat diarrhea. Poo would be pretty good, but the ultimate puzzle would be of Adrien Brody's nostril carpeting.
from mangofarmer :
Ah yes. I will definitely have to put "Lady Chatterley" next on the "to read" list then. Classic literature + smut = good times to be had by all. Have you ever read Boccaccio's "Decameron"? Medieval porn, right there. I am dead serious. :)
from sapphire292 :
how come you took the rest of your pics down?
from abacinate :
Lady Chatterly's Lover is what we had been talking about since I read it ages ago :P haha I'm a little prick tonight...hmm reminds me of Thomas. Ooohh buuurn!
from abacinate :
yes i'm pretty sure you got it. i never said i wanted maaarilyn...PLBTH! i'd rather have a jigsaw puzzle with a picture of poop on it ;)
from abacinate :
You best not have given away what Elena sent me!
from keeds :
invest in an instant messenger
from keeds :
blank
from keeds :
i forgot what i was explaining
from keeds :
you're my new gf. i'll email u the rulebook and your company t-shirt later..
from sweetliz2000 :
Heartbreakingly beautiful things. Like Johnny Depp in POTC! ;-)
from abacinate :
i asked jennifer more about the ghost thing but she was sloshed so rebecca said she played it up a bit...so yeah...i don't know how much of it was true :o/ not that i heard all that much.
from keeds :
i'm not sure i have a good explanation.. well that's a lie. i do. but it would take too long. send a pic.
from keeds :
http://www.angelfire.com/moon/keeds/selfportrait7.jpg
from sapphire292 :
love you!
from sweetliz2000 :
He's so.. GdrgSGHIVSRIHGVSDIFHGf I mean, JESUS FUCKING CHRIST! I went and saw it again yesterday. Two days in a row of the hottest hottestness!!
from sapphire292 :
hey:) I'm off now, I'll miss you and your writing, be back tomorrow:) love!
from athenex :
look! pretty woman.
from abacinate :
I changed the title of my photo page in your honor :) I'll write a worthier note later!
from sapphire292 :
I just realized the hug was cause I said hugs we're welcome. ha. Oh boy, I'm a slow one. Time for this here girly to get some sleep:) ****************HUGS****************** for you too:)
from sapphire292 :
That's so true. You would finally get brave enough to put yourself out there and say : Please be nice to me, I'm fragile. I get hurt easily. Then, they would laugh and throw you to the ground, stomping on you while spitting. Er uh.. something to that effect:) Love you Sarah dear!!!:D night night, Alana
from sweetliz2000 :
Hey Darlin'... It was REALLLLLY nice to see the picture of Heidi and you. :) I love you!
from sapphire292 :
I'm feeling fragile too. These are the days I just want to tape signs all over me: BE NICE, I'M SENSITIVE. CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH TODAY. HUGS ARE WELCOME.
from abacinate :
well my friend's house is supposedly haunted by either her grandpa or great grandfather that built it...i didn't find too much out about it. i'll ask next time i see her just for you :) but now you've got me curious too! haha thanks for the sooper compliments. i just have a really hard time imagining why he would want to be with her if he still had a remote chance with you or he should've at least mourned and beaten himself up for a year at the VERY LEAST! i mean come on! well i'll always be here if you ever need someone :) speaking of mounting grills, there was this SNL skit where there was a special hole or something in the back of a car that guys could...mount...and they showed it and it was bad! LOVE TOO!
from specialrevus :
Your review is up at Special Revus
from abacinate :
What is just so wrong with colored hair?! You forgot about me! I care about you! And believe me I'm not just trying to make you feel better but you're like one of the smartest people I know (if not the smartest) and definitely the most talented and well you already know your looks are exquisite :) I probably just butchered that word but hey, give the stoopids a break will ya! Anyways I think you should stab Thomas WITH the van and then mount (not that kind of mount!) him on grill as a warning to his kind, The Royal Screwups.
from sapphire292 :
Thanks hun:) What's strange is your diary has been exactly what I need too. A differant outlook on life. Thanks for putting yourself out there.
from sapphire292 :
It's better to think your stronger than you truly ar ethan to think your weaker than you really are. Still loving your diary,- Alana.
from sapphire292 :
I'm starting at the beginning and working my way through. By the end of the night, I should have read your entire diary:) It's not the this is a goal, it's that I can't stop reading. wonder-fucking-full. Ah.. yes, your talented:)
from sapphire292 :
I think I'm falling in love with your dairy:D Your writing is So truly amazing. So full of wisdom and truth...
from sapphire292 :
Thanks:) After I left that note last night I read alot of your entries and went and take almost all of the quizes you have up:D we have the same taste in quizes:) have a good day, -Alana
from taintedviews :
Oh dear. I really hate to do this, but I must, my dear. Once in a great while my parental controls decide to block me out of certain diaries. And your's, unfortunately, is one of them. I'm sorry, but I will be unable to review you.
from sapphire292 :
Your layout is beautiful. And your writing is also. Your entry about love was heartfelt, honest and beautiful:)
from abacinate :
its different. when i cry there's nobody i can talk to now. there's no one to comfort me or understand me to no end or to tell my hopes and dreams to. now i can't get a hold of her!
from abacinate :
I miss Eleeeeena!!!
from sweetliz2000 :
Hmmmm I can't decide if I like having that on a different page or not. It IS harder to find (although I managed) so there's a chance it could turn some people off of leaving you notes... But.. ermm... hm. Maybe leave just the notes or just the links on your index page.. Or! Have a link to them in the MAIN menu on your index page, instead of your features page. Yeah, that'd be good. I'm sorry you're feeling lost. Things will work out. I'm really glad you're going to California, that'll probably be really good for you. About halfway up the mountain after leaving you I started crying REALLLY hard. I stopped at the lookout for a little while. Two months is just so long.. I keep thinking "one day, no Sarah.. and another day.. and another.. and another.. Over and over for TWO frucking months." Uck!
from sweetliz2000 :
Weather is weird indeed. Where were you that there was a jacuzzi?
from sweetliz2000 :
*prays that everyone I know is super super dumb* About the pictures, I honest to god haven't had a chance to use Julia's computer (she's been working almost 24/7 [haha I type 27/4]). I just scheduled with her to let me use it tomorrow morning while she's at Aikido, though.. so.. there ya go. LOVE YOU! *hug* I keep thinking about how much I'm gonna miss you.. *much sobbing* I don't waaaaannaaaa leave.
from sweetliz2000 :
Argh! Ofcourse you are! My entry is better now.
from abacinate :
haha yay! I watched Labyrinth the other day and yelled for my sister to come in the room like there was a fire or something but it was just the close up scene of Bowie's crotch *grin* Well thanks for being incredibly nice even though you're blantantly lying :)...and what offspring song is that?
from abacinate :
No I didn't mean that I was anorexic. I just meant that it could be sexy! On guys! It makes their johnsons look bigger! Oh what a riot I am! If I was anorexic I wouldn't say it was sexy though because I could never be sexy and I would never think so. So yeah.
from sweetliz2000 :
:'-(
from sweetliz2000 :
Why wouldn't you be fine? I can not believe that Nani said all of that!!!! GEEEEEEEEEZ! That's great that Chelsea is turning out to be so cool though.. Hope you had fun today. ;-)
from abacinate :
Damn your little note box! I swear I spelled that right!
from abacinate :
Anorxia can be sexy! Well people always say I should eat more and I'm too skinny and then I gain three pounds and suddenly everybody's like "Woah there Free Willy!' I mean, Hello Mixed Signals.
from sweetliz2000 :
Oh it did, did it?
from sweetliz2000 :
I know. :)
from sweetliz2000 :
heeheee that looks so funny! Arree arre matey!
from sweetliz2000 :
Well. You Arrre!
from sweetliz2000 :
I've decided to do that. :)
from sweetliz2000 :
Thank you for all of the notes! I also think this diary seems more me. I think one reason I have such a hard time finding a layout that fits me is because I'm SO moody. As for last night, yes it was extremely weird. That dog fucking freaked me out. Have you seen it before (since you live right up the road from it..)? It was between Parker Road and Merrimans Road.. RIGHT after the first turn. Big black beefy dog. I just can not imagine anyone owning it. If I was the owner, I'd probably shoot myself. However, despite THAT, I had a GREAT time yesterday. We hadn't reaallly gone shopping together in a long time. Also, nothing can beat criticizing people while wearing a fake nose ring. :) Love you!
from abacinate :
Me? Obsess? Why that's fantastically preposterous.
from sweetliz2000 :
*whines* Cooooooome oooooon!
from sweetliz2000 :
Dont make me come over there!!!!!
from sweetliz2000 :
Hah, suuuuuure you are.
from sweetliz2000 :
Yeah, I don't know anything that proves French people not to be dicks. I'm just trying to be fair. :) You have to tell me how exactly life whirled on you. :) (what's up with all those smileys? geez. I'm not HAPPY or anything.)
from sweetliz2000 :
I love you! (Even though I told you over the phone, I decided to still leave you the note. Duh.)
from abacinate :
Perfect is exactly like normal. They just don't exist.
from luciangrey :
... Odd, I hit that same fucking point myself. (http://luciangrey.diaryland.com )
from abacinate :
I thought I was the only one too!! I think you should steal *his* other seatbelts and give them to me. Then I can make suspenders. What are you talking about? I look like a fried monkey in that picture and the other one you put up! Ok a fried monkey with nice shiny legs? Only I could compare Elena to Churchhill, King Jr. and Hitler in one evaluation, huh? Glad you liked it :) Love you too.
from sweetliz2000 :
Well, the picture of me that's up now is a little bit better.. ;-) How about, when I finally scan those new ones in, you put that nice one of us (or at least me in it!) up instead? Okay? Okay? I love all your other pictures that are up now, btw.. Good choices. ;-) Love you! (I apologize for my rambling sentences. I should not be allowed to attempt communication with anyone at this point)
from sweetliz2000 :
I always look beautiful? Was that in response to me stating how horrible I look in that picture? If not, thank you dear. If so, thank you, but you're WROOOOOOOOOOOOOONG! Thanks for the added brain power. I don't think it helped much on the math, but maybe it did on the verbal... hmm....
from abacinate :
Although I object to the picture with me it does bring back great memories...I can't believe we all slept on that bed.
from sweetliz2000 :
ARGH I look AWFUL in the 'Elena and I' picture! FIHklfdfklh
from sweetliz2000 :
Your hair lokos beautiful! Not poodle-like at all!
from sweetliz2000 :
I saw Krystal tonight. At Takatas. She told me to call her and she gave me her phone number. I didn't even recognize her. She's so tiny, and her hair was long and pulled back. It looked all straight and normal too! Anyways, I'm thinking I could call her tomorrow or something and maybe the three of us could do something Friday. Unless you'd be home and free tomorrow afternoon after Kona? It's be fun to just go hang out at the coffee shop with her or something. :-D
from abacinate :
As far as my entries go they're pretty much mangled train wrecks so I have to spellcheck them and the finished product is more like a mack truck accident. But which one's better? :o/
from sweetliz2000 :
I spell and grammar check mine usually.. Just, sometimes, I won't go about doing so for a couple of days. :-) And sometimes the way I write is hardly worth checking because it's so weird anyways.
from sweetliz2000 :
About the survey: I can't believe I forgot to say Imagine under favorite lyrical quote. Shit. So if whatever someone believes happens to them when they die (you know what I mean), what happens to agnostic people? Hahahah about relationship status:possessed. About the weight thing: I am being ENTIRELY HONEST. I've lately been noticing just how thin you are. You're in good shape, you're healthy, besides.. you have a tiny tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiny waist. You are SOOO the perfect size (hehe I typed soze). I know that that might not make any difference, but it's completely honest, and I hope it does. I'm having a bad day at expressing myself. Pfffffffffffffffft. Love you!!!!!!!!!
from abacinate :
ella enchanted!!! no way!!!! *SCREAMS*
from sweetliz2000 :
By the way, who IS gonna play Christine? You never gave her name (or else I missed it). :)
from sweetliz2000 :
That didn't sound conceited at all. It drives me crazy that she's 16 and your height, and I'm not even you! You would make THE most incredible Christine. She won't do HALF as good as you would. Seriously. You have the talent, the looks, and you'd put all that you have into doing the perfect job. GRRRRRR. That movie is going to HURT to watch. I mean GOD! Chicago is bad enough! And that's just Chicago! So didja try calling me tonight? (*69)
from abacinate :
Thankee much! *smoochies*
from the-noise :
My my, you've got killer taste in diaries! The ones you've got listed as favorites I mean. :) Good deal.
from sweetliz2000 :
You ARE intelligent.
from sweetliz2000 :
Aside from the hair color, it does look like you.
from abacinate :
Well if it had me in it then I bet it was extremely hot, huh? Ok I'll stop the denial thing...it would be classified under night terrors, right?
from tudor-diva :
Mary Boleyn was very real and very well known. She was more famous than her sister as she was Henry VIII's mistress (after having been the mistress of Francois I of France) and until Anne began her affair with Henry VIII. I bagan portraying her before the book came out. I have read the Other Boleyn Girl. Didn't like much of it. Too revisionist history for me. As for the other issue over the cast member, I know I sounded harsh, but there are a myriad of other factors that were not presented in my diary and would take a NOVEL to tell. My comments on his reaction were some of those that were the most tame and less critical than others who witnessed this first hand. But no, I cannot judge. I can only make an informed assessment of the situation based on my knowlege.
from abacinate :
awww thankee!!! *huggles*
from abacinate :
i can't use netscape...but i asked tech support about it...so hopefully i get an answer soon! love ya!
from sweetliz2000 :
If you want to talk, feel free to call me.
from sweetliz2000 :
I. Am. Not. Freaking. Out.
from sweetliz2000 :
*sigh*
from sweetliz2000 :
I just can't stop leaving notes! *sigh* I know that what you said wasnít supposed to be mean, and Iím not offended. In reply, just because I don't have a boyfriend doesn't mean that I don't (canít) understand about having one. You said, "You just can't tell because the time that would have gone to you has gone to someone else." Yeah, all the time that you would be spending with me is going to someone else. I don't need you all to myself. I'm not jealous of you for having a boyfriend. I don't want your boyfriend. I don't even care a whole lot whether or not I have a boyfriend. Of course your boyfriend is a major part of your life. I do understand that. There is more to life than boyfriends (school, career, family). And yeah, I'm sure that there is more to your life than your boyfriend. No, I can't tell because the time you would be spending with me IS being spent with someone else. We've come full circle, haven't we? I just don't think it has to be that way. I don't think that you have to either spend all (emphasis on Ďallí) of your time with your boyfriend, or with me. I'm too tired and too out of it to make much sense. Some people make drunk phone calls.. I write sleepy notes (or emails). Blech. Love you.
from sweetliz2000 :
About the people with boyfriends thing.. That wasn't meant towards anyone in particular. I think I do understand it perfectly. It just seems to me that closing yourself off to anyone for any reason isn't good. Not that I don't understand it, not that I don't do it. Just, in some form of an ideal world, one would be able to balance all parts of life. I always wish we could hang out more. That wasn't about that though. The thing I miss most is being able to hang out without 'making a date' weeks in advance. Again, not that I don't understand. Take Care... oh, Steve asked about you today. He asked if my 'girlfriend is still working at Tako Taco'.
from sweetliz2000 :
No, I saw it with Jenna. I wish I was seeing it with him.. but.. eh.. he had to work. So it goes. Hope you and Thomas have fun on Friday.
from abacinate :
Of course I was :) I wanna hear you sing more next time I visit! *smoochie noises*
from abacinate :
Aw! I put the comment you suggested :) I thought it described you to a tee!
from abacinate :
Hey wait a minute! You don't even have me faved so I have the right to keep a comment from the MIDDLE AGES if I please!
from abacinate :
any requests?
from sweetliz2000 :
You* Also, I say 'truly' far too much..
from sweetliz2000 :
IYou mean it hurts that you didn't get that solo? Well, if it makes you feel ANY better, it really truly is because she is insane and a total bitch. You're truly the best singer I know (of). You deserved it. I hate that the whole theater scene around here has to be so.. not right? *bad words night* I think I'd better just shut up now. Basically, I'm REALLY REALLY SORRY!
from sweetliz2000 :
It took me the longest time trying to figure out what bitchy entry comment you could have re-sent. I'm such a moron. No, I didn't mean it the way (I think) it sounded. I meant it more in general, that if you guys managed to work ALL that out.. then.. yeah. Anywho... I love you too!!!!

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