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from mckay68 :
you ask if anyone's still around? sadly I am. Mywhore is more fun: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=32531781 Hope you are better than well
from pan-opticon :
dude, you don't update in forever, and then it's passworded? Are you leading a secret double life? Cool. Can I have the handshake?
from pugilist :
and where are you off to, hmmm?
from pan-opticon :
Just passing through. "i would probably never do that with people around because i am desperately afraid of appearing human." I thought that was perfectly worded truism. As to your mountain man reference somewhere else, that pic kind of reminds me of that movie Jeremiah Johnson, where Robert Redford plays the burgeoning mountain man. Have a nice evening.
from pugilist :
funny. sometimes, i think the same thing.
from indie-anna :
it sounds elephant sixy. like you should be making music with jeff mangum & scott spillane in athens. mmmm.
from indie-anna :
gasp! and to think, you were keeping this one secret! tsk, tsk. it's possibly one of my very favourites of yr's (that i've heard).
from indie-anna :
yeah, that and that song - it's fantastic! as for the quiz... i guess no one knows me. sigh. ;P you were kinda right about the powerpuff girl thing though - my mom actually bought me that stuff, and then i cried because she felt bad. hahaha. ahhh. yes. :P
from indie-anna :
yeah, that and that song - it's fantastic! as for the quiz... i guess no one knows me. sigh. ;P you were kinda right about the powerpuff girl thing though - my mom actually bought me that stuff, and then i cried because she felt bad. hahaha. ahhh. yes. :P
from indie-anna :
DON'T STOP!!
from disquiet :
oi! i'm going to be in boston (JP, specifically) for a week at the end of this month -- new year's & all. where should i go? big ups.
from breadisdead :
i think i have to add you to my favourites, favourite xo
from solarlab :
um...[blushing, really]...thanks eric.
from solarlab :
it's not that i don't give you credit, i just don't know what pics you've seen...and being the insecure female that i am, i just didn't want you to be disappointed. like i said, total dork.
from solarlab :
i'm such a dork.
from solarlab :
wow...thanks, cutie. you mean, don't make the *other* half fall in love with me too? just kidding. i wish it were true. and you DO know the last two pics i posted of me have been with wigs on? my hair is, like, the opposite. xoxo
from uberjnet :
absolutely, my friend. email your mailing address to me, because there will be handmade covers & all that fun shit. thenineamsocial at gmail dot com. also, congratumotherfuckinglations on your housey plans. solid.
from indie-anna :
those things are so awful.
from indie-anna :
first, you're buying a house!? you're like a grown up & stuff. ;) AND IT HAS A WINDING STAIRCASE!? that's the stuff dreams are made of. and second, i like lexicon of excuses. it's good hearing you again.
from pugilist :
yep. i'm half cuban. which is why i should just wake up one day and be able to speak spanish perfectly.
from indie-anna :
i knew you'd know about the toe! next time, i'm just coming straight to you.
from indie-anna :
muahahaha. i got it. the whole thing. i'm not even going to tell you why it wouldn't work for me before because i am apparently re.tard.ed. oh, and that high part is really fucking hilarious. ;P
from pugilist :
are you a holding an ice cream cone? because if you are that picture just qualified for the "cutest photo ever" award.
from indie-anna :
argh. it still won't work for me, of course. i guess i'll never hear ya doin' maiden. damn. it.
from indie-anna :
iron. fucking. maiden. of course, i can't hear this because my computer is still too slow, but just knowing that you covered an iron maiden song makes me excited. \m/ hahaha. ;) (and pssst - thanks for the happy birthday business.)
from indie-anna :
why thank ya', m'dear. i talked to my dad this morning, and he actually told me the exact same thing. so now i'm taking it to some sketchy mexican guy to have it either a) reclamped, or b) yanked off. i'm telling you - me & the cars do not get along. :P p.s. hope you had a happy thanksgiving. :)
from indie-anna :
awwww, loftiness. how surprising.
from kneesocks :
haha. come on - youve got a beard & a guitar, right? i cant even play my guitar, nor can i grow facial hair - so you are much cooler for that.
from uberjnet :
absolutely, i'll let you know what's going on. same goes for you and toronto. i think you might dig some of my stuff.
from kneesocks :
hey eric - email me for the password or ask sarah. xo h
from indie-anna :
thanks, eric. mostly though, i just want you to hear them. i know it sounds silly, but i always wanted you to meet him.
from nochipa :
So..i hope ur friend is ok, well..i cant sleep and just thought of leaving u a clever not to mention useful note. Lucky you!!
from ahottamale :
Not if I send one first.
from ahottamale :
GOD, man, you're hot! Excuse me as I DROOL!
from indie-anna :
you and i alone will surely keep them in business this time around.
from swollenthumb :
There was too much build up with the haircut. I couldn't take it. So. I cut MY hair last night. I cut it all. Off. P.S. Got any Drano?
from swollenthumb :
But, your hair is so.....professional
from pixiia-8 :
You darling angel. I miss you.
from sarong :
HOUSE WARMING
from kneesocks :
there are ways to do it - i spent $45,000 more than i was initially aproved for. i got an ARM - but there are also interest-only loans and all kinds of shit.
from indie-anna :
it's adorably hilarious & ridiculously cool.
from solarlab :
huh? (me, specifically asking)
from pugilist :
i've been meaning to call you and leave you a random voice mail. maybe i'll do it tomorrow. also, i think that's possibly the sweetest thing you've ever said to me.
from kneesocks :
details!
from mroptomism :
hey there buddy... i AM crazy and i AM yr teddy bear.
from cutiehoney :
um what?
from pugilist :
you can't just go around updating without giving people a password. that's not fair at all.
from indie-anna :
okay. you don't want people contacting you, so this will be the last thing i say. bye.
from orangina21 :
how did the show go? I am sad I missed it, but I was busy running around rural maine instead. :P hope you are well, I swear I will catch you guys one of these days.
from kneesocks :
you bastard! i am so jealous!
from cutiehoney :
i tried to leave a message yesterday but it said the servers were busy, good thing becuase It was a little mean and may have offended people up in your notes, but i digress. strip clubs are fun for what they are. not to be taken seriously but a load of fun is to be had...being kicked out is good times... you have offically reinstated yourself as the diaryland.com rockstargod that all the ladies love doing the quicktime link; you sound intresting not going to drool over you like the last 15 or chicks but hey whatever. ok eric take care, yes...people on the internet are psycho. be careful!
from solarlab :
mmm. voice.
from endline :
dude. strip clubs are sooo skeevy. stick to coca-cola, none of that pepsi bullshit. i'll have new pictures on sunday night for you, if you're around. werd. <3
from indie-anna :
you're writing. i'm happy.
from indie-anna :
yes. and hot as they are, no one else will, uhm, EVER see them. EH HEM.
from indie-anna :
i KNEW i should've never sent that picture!!! you think it's funny!?! i cannot allow you to post said picture, tame as it may be. that time you put the "FOR ERIC" one up was as far as i can allow. this one is EMBARASSING!! hahahahaha.
from indie-anna :
ERIC. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. NO.
from discodave :
S'ok - I got that you meant your band photos - just trying to wind Sarah up a bit more. Dxx
from indie-anna :
i also realized last nite that the banana picture is in there. (that sounds worse than it actually is, huh? hahaha.) fuck my life!
from indie-anna :
i KNOW! i've been laughing about it since last nite to keep myself from FREAKING OUT about it. that wasn't advice, eric. that was just you laughing. thanx, thanx a lot. ;)
from blueeyes19 :
im glad someone besides me hates man boobs! lol
from orangina21 :
thank you! well, when you play around here again, I will be sure to go. yes, it was an odd mix of bands, but we had a really good time, and it was great to finally meet you.
from blueeyes19 :
hey there its me steph, jessie's friend aka co founder of the fuckee club lol how yadoin?
from kneesocks :
nope, thank god! they were loading in when they key broke off & they were almost finished so jason's stuff was all that was left. but the van was also broken into about a week ago - also in italy - and everyone's backpacks and the other band's money was stolen. sucks!
from swollenthumb :
pay for my plane ticket and i'm there man.
from indie-anna :
dear eric, i'm back in business. love, sarah.
from indie-anna :
i'm on it. RIGHT. now.
from indie-anna :
hmm. :( well, i hope you feel better. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
those capital letters are mighty ominous.
from indie-anna :
those capital letters are mighty ominous.
from indie-anna :
what are you screamin' for?
from mroptomism :
hey eric.. do you know of any websites that i can upload some mp3's on for free?
from swollenthumb :
I think you know we need to meet. How else can i make sense of these bugs?
from indie-anna :
& happy birthday to yr mummy. <3
from endline :
did you have fun at the concert?!?!?! did you did you did you?!?!?! and was it awesome, and did you just want to explode with excitement?!?!! i bet you did. <3
from kneesocks :
same thing - http://www.bdsmongolianbarbeque.com/dining.html
from solarlab :
nice.
from endline :
*ahem*. people who are now the proud owners of a kick ass whisper campaign hoodie? i, said the jessica. i. <3
from kneesocks :
oh yeah, been there. its called bd's mongolian barbeque here.
from indie-anna :
been there, done that. ya smartass.
from indie-anna :
that. is a faaaaaaaantastic picture.
from endline :
oh, but eric, you [par usual] are the exception to the rule. you know the answer is an exceptionally enthusastic YES!!! <3
from idiomatic :
david byrne's left-handed bassist may have been the hottest man we've ever seen in real life. i wish the picture came out better but then again i'm happy to have anything at all.
from solarlab :
that...and our love ;)
from indie-anna :
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappppppy birthday! :)
from pixiia-8 :
I missed you tooo! Sigh, I haven't had internet at home for like, 2 months, so I never get to IM anymore :(. I miss IMing with you even more! sob.
from indie-anna :
oh. it's called hmm.
from indie-anna :
hey. hey you. get back on that thingy. matt is off his computer now, and i can talk. for a little while at least. come. quick. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
do you live near needham, ma? how far is it from you? i might be going there in two weeks "on business" because they're driving to meet with our new england buyers. if their meetings don't overlap with school & the other job, i'm probably going with. i kinda hope needham is near you. but, with my luck, it probably isn't. right? <3 xo.
from endline :
hah, i AM right, it is your birthday thursday. i'm such an ass. but i'll be an ass with a whisper campaign hoodie. :)
from endline :
what kind of stalker would i be if i didn't?! and don't you have a birthday coming up soon? <3 jessica.
from indie-anna :
where's the show? i'll be there. well. in spirit. xo.
from solarlab :
although i may not come off like the blushing type...you got me blushin'...xxoo
from mroptomism :
Any big plans for your BDAY? I don't know what i'm doing for mine, maybe a show in Providence maybe some slummy strip club.. eh i don't know. Hey i'm thinking of having a party for james when he comes back in may spread the word.
from solarlab :
happy birthday!!! and thank you for always leaving so much kindness. you MUST keep writing.
from uberjnet :
thanks! and yeah, it's pretty....shortscale, just like i need it. i work at a music store, so i was able to get it for $275+tax. i love my job.
from endline :
you, boy. i need your address asap. no, it's not a bomb, and no i won't stalk you. hopefully that comforts you. xoxo jessica
from quietstrong :
skateboarding raised me, saved my youthful soul, and i am desperately depending on it to coninue to do so. the sick grown up world is trying so hard to grind and tear me up. i trapped myself deep in the evil of the grown up world but i know i will make it through. skating and art and rock and roll.
from indie-anna :
hahahaha. i dunno, man. it's kinda risky. ;)
from indie-anna :
you're the fifth one to say fire ants. not really. ;P i'm on matt's computer & there's no instant messenger. grr grr grr. oh well. this just means sleep then. and sputum, eric? sputum?
from discodave :
Better him than "Bruce"... Dxx
from indie-anna :
ughh. dude. my computer went fucking nuts again - this time it was all aol, so i had to get rid of it. i will be missing in action until i get a new internet connection or something. and anti-crab serum stuff!? yes, please. mmm.
from discodave :
Bastards. All of them. It wasn't just Jim Carrey, though - it was Jim Carrey in Dumb and Dumber. Ack. Dxx
from smalllife :
ohhh. eric. what am i going to do with you? [and i just realized this was the way wrong screenname. i'm lazy, so sue me.] <3 jess
from discodave :
I'm trying to remember if there's ever been a film on professional ping-pongers or not. A Best Documentary Oscar contender for sure. Dxx
from uberjnet :
keep it, or you're a damn fool. do you want to be a damn fool? i thought not.
from indie-anna :
plaque? and yep, you really ARE retarded. it's okay - i'm not gonna start holding it against you NOW. :P
from indie-anna :
you are never a waste of time. that had nothing to do with you. <3 xo.
from discodave :
I don't know why, but ping-pong seems a very Spike Jonze sort of sport. Just saying. Dxx
from mroptomism :
lets party! hey about this bernstein guy: he slit his own throat?? Damn. that's something. i must read something by him...
from uberjnet :
apparently you already threw it out, because i get a 404 trying to see it.
from indie-anna :
i was going to say GO TO BED (even though you've already gone by now - at least i hope so at 8 in the morning), but solar is right! what is up with boys having the best eyelashes? always! it's not fair. <3 xo.
from solarlab :
sleepy? mory like, pretty lashes.
from indie-anna :
;P
from indie-anna :
jerk.
from kneesocks :
ok - i've got 2 suitcases full in the basement, a shoe rack that holds 48 pairs in my closet (most cubbys are double-stuffed), 19 pairs on the floor of the closet - so after they're all added up its a little over 120. how do i measure up?
from indie-anna :
b'cause when i do go i have to make sure you're there to be my tour guide. that's the rule. <3 xo.
from kneesocks :
youre such a trouble stirrer!
from kneesocks :
for once!! for once we agree!! how mean . . .!!
from kneesocks :
awww, i'm sorry about your loss!
from indie-anna :
that seems to be the popular diagnosis. my friend danny was in the car with me when it happened, and that's exactly what he said he thought it was. arrggh. :(
from swollenthumb :
It's time, i acutally have something to send to you on four track.
from indie-anna :
oh, baby, i already brought it.
from disquiet :
eric. do you still need to have a brief discourse with me? i'm sorry about the pictures. lapsed and didn't come back. hope you're well.
from solarlab :
thanks. yeah, ditto that.
from indie-anna :
you should tell me about it sometime. in mine you woke up with kisses on yr pillow. i'm not sure exactly what that meant, but the thought is good. i like it.
from kneesocks :
i'm not all bent out of shape about it - i'm just disgusted that i would be considered "plus-sized" by any standards because i certainly wouldnt consider myself that. i was planning the atkins thing long before all this - so its not that. dont forget that sometimes i act like a fucking girl.
from indie-anna :
that's weird - i had a dream last nite too.
from solarlab :
"someday we will land"...i love what you made me look at.
from indie-anna :
please, baby, please. [side note about the note before mine: NO IT DOESN'T NEED TO GO!] okay, back to what i was saying... oh yes. that i heart beards, and guess what else? i got the job as assistant beard measurer. wooooo! ;)
from orangina21 :
you're right... it's got to go (the beard, I assume you mean!) happy new year... and stuff like that. cheers!
from indie-anna :
and it would be just my luck. those never work for me, so i can't hear it. :( RAAARRRRR! tear. seriously. hope you had a happy new year. :) <3 xo.
from swollenthumb :
Yes, me, please. I'd like to hear
from discodave :
Damn - yeah, that'd make sense too. Did you see Peter jackson's cameo? I think I was too busy laughing at the line that reminded me of the bit in Spartacus about snails and oysters. Dxx
from indie-anna :
i'm glad you had a good christmas. :) merry christmas - a couple days late. <3 xo.
from discodave :
Now that sounds as good a reason as any I've heard for throwing my weight behind the forces of darkness and chaos... Mind you, wait around another 20 years and you'll only need some banana peels and root beer instead. Dxx
from discodave :
Damn! I always had the idea that 8 tracks were fantastic - like the aural equivalent of Super 8 or something... You're a brave man growing a beard, by the way - it's the sign of evil terrorists worldwide now, don't you know? I'm shaving mine off before I get strung up from a lamp-post. Dxx
from discodave :
What can I say? I'm in awe. I can only dream of being that geeky. See, the problem is we don't have 8 tracks or anything to collect over here. Dxx
from indie-anna :
"stuff", huh? i could be guilty of talking about that, sure. but not with many people.
from swollenthumb :
Hey babe. Have you tried to make fun of the snow a bit?
from kneesocks :
i totally know what you mean about having kids.
from mroptomism :
hey you were at the Retisonic show? No shit. You should've said something. I didn't see you. Of course I couldn't see much being as stupidly drunk as i was.
from discodave :
What pugilist said. Dxx
from pugilist :
lockedness. : (
from indie-anna :
thanx man. i'm not so freaked out about turning 25. i thought i would be, but no. not so much. even though i am just halfway to 50 now. oh dear lord.
from kneesocks :
:(
from pip :
yeah, there's definitely a wrench in my heart. i hope yr well. <3
from indie-anna :
congratulations, duuuuude. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
i disagree on that one. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
me again! typography will be my debut PLAYING GUITAR. ahhh, yes. so it will be 100 times better because it'll really sound how i want to sound. oh except i'll suck. but we'll just overlook that, okay? ;) <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
typography is next. i had to get this one outta the way first. <3 xo.
from nano-nanu :
Sounds about right - I tend to burrow into people's brains like the worm in Star Trek: The Wrath of Khan... Oh dear - geek alert. Dxx
from nano-nanu :
OK, odd thing - stumbling onto a random comic generator and the text reads like this: WHY DIDN'T YOU COMPROMISE? BECAUSE WE WILL RETICULATE SPLINES. THE MORE YOUR DISORIENTED COUSINS ARE DEAD, THE MORE THEY AGREE WITH ME HABERDASHER? Just thought I'd share the randomness. Dxx
from indie-anna :
i think about you too.
from indie-anna :
i always said you'd make the best negro neighbor. <3 xo.
from pugilist :
wow. that's easily one of the cutest things i've ever heard.
from discodave :
Um - I'll stay way out of this one - but thanks for the note the other day - I still love that song - it seems a long time between hits, though - Malcolm in the Middle was how many years after that song? Dxx
from indie-anna :
yeah. that's right it's right. [for the record, that one's not about you.] ;) <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
sorry about yr sox. truth be told, it was a little sad to me when the cubs lost too. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
okay. so maybe you've heard a little more of me on drums than anyone else has. but i wasn't really PLAYING. you heard my "shy drumming". i can do much more than that. but in the privacy of my own home, in the middle of nowhere, where not another living soul ventures. it's hopeless really. oh. p.s. glad to hear about the black suit. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
what did i always say? (okay, so maybe i didn't ALWAYS say it.) suits suit you. <3 xo.
from sexnviolence :
If you'd like my password, email me at punkrockgirl34@hotmail.com
from idiomatic :
mmm... sorry, not exactly a sox fan. cubs fan. i mean, in terms of a great world series, i would like the cubs to play the sox, but otherwise i wouldn't necessarily be pulling for the sox. make sense?
from indie-anna :
apehangers! YES! thank you! mwah! <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
she liked mattress money best.
from disquiet :
dude. 1,000,000 > 4. SO THERE. xo!
from disquiet :
oh eric. you're the sweetest boy alive. i'll make sure and FINE you the next time i'm in boston, yeah.
from disquiet :
fuck, if i do miss once? i'm prolly not gonna wanna lock & reload. shotguns, any way you cut it, are the best option. trust me; i've read a fucking lot on this one.
from disquiet :
'sposta be more effective.
from jcruelty :
who sponsors you? actually scratch that, the answer will be meaningless to me. have you ever been in big brother magazine? and do people really shout "skate fag" in this day and age? truly i am living on an island.
from cautionary :
october10th, i'll be there. i've been listening to almost nothing but the new cd so there is no way i won't be there.
from cautionary :
me too. me fucking too. i woke up and my dad left out a stack of MY johnny cash cd's and said "listen to these today" and i was like, "why?!" then i read something on msn.com .. man, it's just sad. at least he is with his wife, somewhere.
from melisander :
wow. so you've been to my pseudo-hometown. if you're ever in the neighborhood in the next few weeks.. it would be weird to meet you.
from disquiet :
i know, i know. i have two friends in MA & they both think kerry is .. well, not a bad thing. still, he's rubbed me the wrong way since day one -- you guys have a lot more experience with him as a senator; all i know is what i've seen from his fieldwork as a presidential candidate, and i'm not very fond of it. thinking about abstaining from the democratic process in 2004 is scary! hope you are well; i duly enjoyed the pictures of the rock and the roll.
from melisander :
Hey i read your "hingham house" page. Have you ever been to HIngham, MA? Because, I have. um. And i'll be going back there soon. Yikes.
from amy-blushing :
I'm telling you, diaryland is the wave of the future!
from amy-blushing :
I know, crazy!
from indie-anna :
anymore!? did i ever? & congratulations on the show. i'm sure you'll be superfantastic as always. <3 "anna" xo.
from cautionary :
i hope you're right. you probably are.
from chuna :
you're beautiful to me like splinters. they are sharp and rough, but the blood is what makes them glisten. (sorry i'm a poetic sop. i wish it was like a faucet that i could tighten up when i wanted to.) be well,
from cautionary :
i like that entry;(the latest one.) as simple as that.
from indie-anna :
yeah, yeah. i know you would. you should come over.
from indie-anna :
okay. we're going. but it's thaaaiiiiiii fooood... ;) we'll have a ping pong themed day (i mean, really, shouldn't all days be themed that way?) - i'll kick yr ass at a game of ping pong, and after we'll go to dinner at ping pong. by god, if yr feeling saucy you can even wear yr ping pong t-shirt. sound like a plan? <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
i ate at a restaurant called ping pong & it made me think of you. you would have liked it. or at least, appreciated it. :) <3 xo.
from discodave :
Rambling is good - I can lapse into some sort of stream of consciousness rant when I feel the urge - just speaking shit for hours. I like Wee Man, don't get me wrong - and I love Jackass - but if they're gonna complain about one "exploitative" show, why not all of them? Dxx
from pixiia-8 :
Too bad you are rediculous, and absurd, and the song sounds rad, and you are crazy. Ok, why the fuck does your dan-o pedal give you love, while mine gives me nothing but fucking grief? How long have you had it? I've had to take mine back to the store twice in as many weeks, cuz it just stops working all of a sudden. Just like that. Its shite. But they do get a good sound, I'll give them that. Nearly as good as the Boss for like, 100 dollars less. THat's pretty cool.
from indie-anna :
welllllll... that's confusing. i think. i can't tell - it confused me. ;) nevermind, i'm confused.
from indie-anna :
yeah? :) cause i've been making a tape in my head that, by this point, would take me no time at all to get in the mail.
from endline :
so. i was filling out this survey on LJ. and it asked me who my favorite band was, and i started rambling. then it asked me who my favorite artist was. and i couldn't think of anyone who wasn't a band that i really loved. so i put you. i hope you're okay with this. cos you're really the only person who (is, but not when i listen to them)isn't a band. random comment. xoxo. jess.
from indie-anna :
ohhh. i see. :)
from iamen :
it is so, but i'm honored that you still check up on my rantings.
from indie-anna :
peeee.essssss.... i went to yr diary review thing, and whoever "reviewed" you was a fuckin' idiot. it actually angered me for a second. i was going to leave a nasty note, but ended up not even doing that because they were too stupid to even deserve one. i don't remember exactly, but i think i recall reading something like she doesn't read books or something... something along those lines. something that made me yell out, "ohhh, what an IDIOT!" besides, i mean, she was just not cool. how did SHE get to review yr diary!? SPARE ME, BABY! <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
& i you.
from diaryreviews :
Your Diary Review is done! View it at http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/haberdasher.html Thanks, Alicia (foxgirl0925.diaryland.com)
from swollenthumb :
Hey boy, i was packing today and i found your letter. you should come to our Keanu Reeves theme party. I think you should, don't you?
from morbid-lover :
It's funny that I claim diagnosises? I don't personally consider it funny. I'm glad that you have psychology books. I do, too. What's your point?
from indie-anna :
it's my turn to order you to get on here. like NOW. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
an order? AN ORDER!?! are YOU ordering ME to do something? anyway... yeah. sorry. i am here sometimes though, i swear it. when i am you aren't. we'll meet up soon, and i'll give you all the gory details. i had to have sex with him for him to do that, but hey, for you? anything. ;) the story is really good though... talk to you soon. <3 xo.
from chuna :
please don't make me miss you, mister. be well.
from disquiet :
erm. a boy said that to me over the weekend, and it made me see stars even though i do not know what it is from. and though i am pretty much completely sure that the boy was not you, i suppose i can never be sure. right?
from indie-anna :
jeeee zuss what? (& by the way i always wondered how to spell jeeee zuss the perfect way, and now i know.) xo.
from indie-anna :
jeeee zuss what? (& by the way i always wondered how to spell jeeee zuss the perfect way, and now i know.) xo.
from indie-anna :
oh my god. someone does. not.
from smalllife :
eric. hi. i was looking at your sticker on my wall and i remembered that i miss you. we need to talk soon. since i'm actually sober these days. if you feel like talking. i miss our late night crazy talk IM sessions. and i've been listening to your CD a lot lately (hehe your CD, that's so fun). it's sort of becoming a soundtrack to my life. anyways. this is jumbled. but i miss you. make an appearance soon? hugs and kisses. xoxo. jess
from indie-anna :
"looking really mountainous" is not a bad thing, m'boy. or should i say, mannnn. & my heart is totally broken cause the come-ons is taken. goddamnit. [that means the gasp is alllll mine.] buuuuut. i did just win something SUPER cool on ebay. so that makes up for all that is wrong in the world. i'll hafta show you. right now i'm off to ride bikes to the beach. hope yr better than well. xo.
from indie-anna :
the gasp is for the beard. of course. *sigh* and yeah, the gasp is a great name, but we've already decided we can't be THE anythings. i'm working on it though cause lately i'm really liking "the come-ons". damn it. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
*gasp!!!*
from endline :
oh dear eric-of-my-dreams, i hope you're okay. i'd be quite traumatized if you weren't. xoxo -jess
from kneesocks :
i'm wondering lately if i still have the ego and or desire to keep mine going as well. . .things are just lame right now and i'd rather not rehash it all at the end of every night. well - if any of us leave we should all go at the same time. hope you're doing well. xoxo -h
from chuna :
oh boy, do be careful. and well. are you well?
from idiomatic :
sorry bro. you gotta wait for my posthumous memoirs.
from pugilist :
:::hangs head down slightly and sticks out bottom lip::: big puppy dog eyes fit in there somewhere as well.
from indie-anna :
wooooo! congratulations. i somehow knew you'd win. xo.
from chuna :
i have the distinct need to wish you a sweet rest. so, there.
from swollenthumb :
I did get the stickers. I have to go.
from flashingkoi :
yo... are you going to see Big D and the Kids Table? they're playing in Providence, Boston and CT in May. (very good ska/punk music, if you didn't know, I highly recommend.)
from disquiet :
i'm actually *always* here. it just doesn't show.
from indie-anna :
i know, i know. :) it's cool, baby. & p.s. i have muchmuchmuch to tell you. tonite's show went amazing. there's lites & camera flashes & quick changes & yes, things seem to sparkle at times & music & movements turn out perfect for eachother & at the end, yr walking hand in hand with yr models down the runway, just beaming & part of you is wishing that someone else could have been there too. i'll have more news after tomorrows shows. :) good luck with the softball, doll. <3 xo.
from disquiet :
you're the only one who'd be in the same line as a fashion designer, i think. har har. regardless, you are so very welcome.
from indie-anna :
even i knew that... :)
from disquiet :
you're the first one in the first sentence of the list, dear.
from chuna :
oh... oh... you're a pretty thing. and thank you. and... oh.
from swollenthumb :
may i draw you?
from endline :
i suppose that's an acceptable argument. but the cubs are better. it'll be even more amazing when they win this year. :) hehe. how are you? i miss you. talk to you soon. xoxo
from indie-anna :
ohhh honey, you should SEE the elvis in the cross belt buckle. it is hot as hell. i've been wearing it since she gave it to me this morning. perhaps when i get home i'll take a picture & e-mail it to you. you really MUST see this... hope you had a good day! :) <3 xo.
from swollenthumb :
yeah, total workhorses. Grrrreat.
from jonathan :
Writing you like should be writing that inspires you.
from discodave :
What can I say, man? I hang about like a bad smell. Dxx
from chuna :
mmm... all i know is thank you. you're a beautiful, beautiful boy.
from indie-anna :
it hurts my heart that you have to miss people. <3 xo.
from swollenthumb :
she lives to embarrass me
from swollenthumb :
kelly has been pulling my leg for 2 hours now that you came over. little shit.
from swollenthumb :
It's all good, sorry i wasn't home
from disquiet :
reading that didn't just make my eyes hurt.
from chuna :
you're so welcome! i wish you peace&love, just overall contentment, like crrrazy.
from chuna :
oh... i hope this isn't gone forever?
from pugilist :
if you go, you will be missed.
from indie-anna :
sigh. see? when you actually write, you use words like a paint brush. xo.
from solarlab :
you are the best. anything from u is gold.
from endline :
2234 ravine st #3, cincinnati ohio 45219. not only will i defile public property, but i actually have people who will WANT STICKERS! woo hoo. :) xoxo - jess
from swollenthumb :
I kinda want to write bad 80's inspired songs, just to spite you. you can send me stickers, I'm unemployed....
from the10thfloor :
well. maybe ONE person. ;) & if this particular person were the one taking the pictures or the only one seeing the pictures, i'd have no problem. wouldn't be shy at all. <3 xo. & p.s. i'm so sorry about the show. i know how disappointing in must be. want me to beat 'em up? i will ya know. just say the word. ;) mwah!
from swollenthumb :
I had a discussion about your new mic just recently, funny how the world works. I think it's more feedback-y live than should be expected.
from solarlab :
but for those 30 seconds...think of the chicks you could hitch. six feet tall you say?
from indie-anna :
what do you want me to be careful of?
from dasich :
amen brother. may god save your soul ;)
from solarlab :
i am so very glad you were born. enjoy your delicious mic and your delectable self. i am thinking of you!
from endline :
okay, so i'm late. but i wasn't online at all yesterday. so happy happy birthday. i hope you got awesome fun phone calls like i did on mine. :) ::hugs n stuff: xoxo -jess
from dasich :
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. are ya still cold there in baaahston?!
from indie-anna :
in honour of the day of yr birth, i will be wearing my birthday suit later. and apparently i'm just seeing how many times and in how many places i can tell you HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (by the way, how're those knees holdin' up?) ;) <3 xo.
from pip :
I JUST LEFT MYSELF A NOTE FOR YOU. IT WENT LIKE THIS: better than me -- i promise and never deliver! .. supersloth.
from pip :
ps - happy birthday. xo.
from musikat :
thanx for signing my guestmap.. uh... twice.. I think. I'm liking your stuff.. planning on reading all of it. It should take awhile.
from solarlab :
i was gonna say, hey fuck you, ya liar. but since we don't ACTUALLY know each other, i didn't know if you would take it the right way. from behind. HA HA HA HA.
from orangina21 :
very cool! mayhaps we can say hello...
from indie-anna :
yeah. ya jerk. ;) okay - i have to go to school. i finished my paper, and it is indeed, a gem. xo.
from solarlab :
i am SUCH a dork. i just sent myself this note by accident: you only blew your cover to my d-land fanclub. and that's like eight people. eight dillusional, fucked-up. crazy, bi-polar, computer geek, sex-addict, musician, beautiful, i-wanna-sleep-with-them-all people.
from solarlab :
i meant, i used your real name. which is a secret. just wait til i link to you...is THAT what confused you?
from solarlab :
immortalized in the solar lab, god that sounds cool. whaddayou mean- if you weren't in to me before?!? what ARE you talking about! ok sexy, you were eveen secretly immortalized. just wait til i do it publicly.
from solarlab :
the truth is, i hope to god that's your name because...YEAH YOU.
from solarlab :
i know that didn't help. but it shouldn't have backfired either. this space is a most interesting challenge to apply and remove filters allowing a version of what appears uncensored but is sometimes quite inspected before release. sometimes. my support is unconditional because the conditions have already been met. write whatever the fuck you desire. i'll be here.
from indie-anna :
damaged or not, they're still good. <3 xo.
from solarlab :
one man's flaw is another man's asset. you think you write this for only you. HA! you ARE funny.
from indie-anna :
a matador ANNNNDDDDDD a nose picker!? *swoon* dream boy... ;) <3 xo.
from kneesocks :
ok - so why do they call it carmel in the new nestle commercial. maybe theyre just dumb - didnt they poison a bunch of babies in the 80s? because what theyre talking about is caramel.
from indie-anna :
well well. :) it's a good one to learn - IF yr bored, which you made ever so clear. ;) and you know, i wanna hear it. cause i'm bored. ;) heehee. no. you know i can't wait to hear it. <3 xo.
from swollenthumb :
I decided to write you a note and the sweetest (saddest? I'm not sure the right word) came on. Mistress, the piano version by The Red House Painters. What was I going to say. Hugs, Tara
from endline :
happy as hell. thank you dahhling.
from endline :
give me the song or i will get you before the snow does. i'll be on tonite if you will be. :)
from chuna :
um, neutral milk hotel cover = tres cool.
from endline :
but, eric, we LOOOVE your voice. i'll have to get the new songs when i return from the pits of hades. i'm visiting family. eep. much love. and happy i hate being single day. xo -jess
from solarlab :
you are the funniest cat in the litter box. i promise i will get into some crazy fiasco before this trek is done. all for you, always for you...xo
from kneesocks :
in that case i am pleased i did not see it. has he thinned out bunches? i havent seen him in 7 years and when we hung out he still had a little baby fat. or rather a fat face - but still cute. the whole thing just freaked me out - their old apartment was totally generic - like the one in office space but a little bigger.
from disquiet :
you think you are so smart but you aren't and i am sure my new girlfriend is prettier than you even though i have not seen her yet (also stop telling everyone i am in high school because then they will not think i am cool anymore)
from pugilist :
then send some over, sugar.
from solarlab :
everything you do makes me feel good. except when you hurt your bones. or disappear. i will be your ww and you can rest your head in my lap while i read to you under a jealous moon.
from chuna :
oh! mmmmmm burger. you are now my favorite mister.
from pugilist :
one day i will.
from wunderweib :
creatin' a new journal...IM me for details...
from indie-anna :
and nuts? don't you mean bananas?
from indie-anna :
banana? what banana? *looking around* i don't know what yr talking about. ;) just cause. xo.
from dasich :
hey you were the best until my lovely boy came up behind you with a 90%. really, i was shocked that you did so well. you did better than my step dad! you shoulda shared with sarah.
from indie-anna :
i hope sarah-ness is a good thing. <3
from indie-anna :
thanks? for what?
from solarlab :
ya know. everyone thinks i'm 23. anyone who guesses, anyway. i think 30 is a great number but i AM lying. i have no age. i am eternal. thank you for being so r a d . . .
from indie-anna :
there are. & i know it was because it is for me too. but... yeah. it be da truth. <3 xo.
from disquiet :
too kind, sir; back at you. stephanie: destroying youthful ideals since 2002.
from ingressofme :
ok.. so .. yeah.. haaachhi maaacchi.. i am so "out of the loop".. what a total diaryland faux pas... seriously.. dude. .i hope your arms are feelin better..and i hope you can find it in your 8x10 heart to forgive me... well..there ya go.
from endline :
yeah, i think so too.
from indie-anna :
you are the farthest thing from a non-entity
from disquiet :
ditto. lifter puller have all these songs namechecking places in boston that i wonder if you've seen.
from endline :
my goal in life is to find a boy like you. since you're already taken. just thought i'd let ya know. :)
from solarlab :
hey if you can whine in my box, i can gush in yours. as for my praise, which will be frequent and profound, bend over and take it like a man.
from solarlab :
i really love this last entry. how's yer throat?
from abstersive :
why do i find that hard to believe? out with it!
from indie-anna :
well damn baby. then you should come over & cook me dinner. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
AND DID IT SMELL LIKE RUBBER CEMENT INSIDE? <3 xo.
from endline :
nope, not grossed out. still a fuckee. :)
from mroptomism :
Heeeeey eric... I'd be down with playing a show... I'm not sure where we'd do it but if it's in the metro boston area or providence I'm sure the other guys would want to. I don't really set up the shows but I might be able to hook something up. Do you guys have a cd? What have you been up to? Rock and roll. email me sometime. shipondryland@yahoo.com
from solarlab :
ur such a punk. of COURSE you don't drink tea. of COURSE you don't suck cock. of COURSE you're sore throat has nothing to do with that. drink hot brandy with honey then. and soup. and only semen if you love him. i do hope you feel better. i must go play...
from solarlab :
drink yogi throat comfort tea with honey and no more screaming. or licking stamps.
from indie-anna :
my professor said "haberdashery" this morning, and i couldn't stop smiling. i'm going to write an autobiography called "my life as a 'tard". <3 xo.
from endline :
haha in that case, excuse me while i have an anurysm of happiness. i will be around soon, me promiso.
from indie-anna :
ohhh yeah. dig.
from endline :
ahh. that was a sigh of relief. i'm glad you're okay. it's been too normal around here without you. ::smooches::
from endline :
and i already miss you...i'm not a big fan of this "no eric" revolution. am i gonna have to beat you for not coming back? who else will i talk to late at nite on my nites off? that's selfish. but i'm childish. come back, eric. come back and make fun of me for being a Jesus Freak. hehe. i even have pictures for you... :( ugh this tears me up inside.
from solarlab :
you know i said that with love. god speed, young man. you go grab the heavens by the balls. keep your heart open to evolution; your ascension is inevitable. peace out, brother from another planet.
from solarlab :
hey. what the fuck. we're are supposed to meet one day. don't be fucking selfish.
from indie-anna :
and what i really mean to say is. are YOU okay?
from endline :
i'm not sure i feel good about this ...
from indie-anna :
no. not okay. not okay at all.
from pip :
no, i dont think thats a very good idea at all.
from chuna :
i hope you're not really leaving. i've come to enjoy you much.
from solarlab :
no not ornery. but thanks for finding it important enough to clarify. now that i am surfing until i leave for china, my thoughts on a warm bed are the same as you. high priority. but here's my sap...feeling totally alive comes when i am connecting with another human being. it is like i only truly exist when i see myself reflected in another. i need to change that. i'm slightly damaged. and your words today...mmm.
from endline :
oooh. oooh. new music? and the world rejoiced. :)
from indie-anna :
and you - HABERDASHING ;) <3
from solarlab :
i meant, besides those. and besides getting head during a guitar solo.
from solarlab :
do you even know what would make you feel alive again- making music, fucking?
from solarlab :
i believe with everything in me that i was designed for happiness, and yet...what the fuck. maybe i'll bring this model back to the manufacturer for a trade-in. and fuck your sky too.
from solarlab :
i leave it to you to simplify the truth.
from solarlab :
don't you think it's fucking strange in here? this show of wit and wisdom. this glimpse into each other. no make-up. no altered states. no tricks. and yet the level of tenderness and curiousity between us...
from solarlab :
for thinking i remind you of you. for writing the way you do.
from solarlab :
thank you.
from idiomatic :
you and indie-anna are on the same page w/r/t fuck in relation to my mixcd.
from solarlab :
so i wake up with you in my mouth again...
from indie-anna :
and one more thing - i'm wearing dark green today. just for you. haha :) (that's actually what got me on here. my sweater reminded me of you.) xo.
from indie-anna :
i got lots of sleep actually. why? :) (i ended up not going to bed until 2:30 i think though cause i got an unexpected 2 a.m. e-mail from miss tammy, and had to write her back. but i knew if i came back to talk to you, i'd never go to bed.) good luck with the tape. regulate baby. ;)
from swollenthumb :
Okay, but I heard meat in a tube was "cured" which isn't exactly cooked is it?
from idiomatic :
me.
from lazylotus :
you might have lost interest in me right around the time I forgot the password to the journal you might have noticed. I was tankstress but have always been mckay68. So, then, now? xo K
from solarlab :
a war machine that is clearly endoskeleton. more more more.
from solarlab :
i hope you return. you've gotta do it.
from indie-anna :
of course there aren't. that's what i mean. ;)
from indie-anna :
fifty-fucking-eight. it's a goddamned tie now. ;) <3
from endline :
thanks, eric. you're my hero. :)
from indie-anna :
p.s. you didn't break anything new this weekend did ya? ;) ;) mwah! mwah! mwah!
from indie-anna :
awww. it's cool man. you and i have plenty o' karaoke together in our futures. i know these things. i've got a song all picked out to serenade you with. ;) but it's true, it woulda been 50 billion times better with you. just you. :) <3
from indie-anna :
awww. it's cool man. you and i have plenty o' karaoke together in our futures. i know these things. i've got a song all picked out to serenade you with. ;) but it's true, it woulda been 50 billion times better with you. just you. :) <3
from endline :
....... and quit being so fussy, because i am being. i could use some of your blunt-ness or intelligence or just random quirkiness right now. (yes, i made a premature-signer out of myself. grr.)
from endline :
the next time you're online, remind me to ask you to tell me to quit whining, suck it up and deal with it, and
from endline :
eric person, happy thursday. :) i'm not a big fan of thursdays myself, but one can never tell. i hope it's snowing there. -jessica
from indie-anna :
you said absolve. heehee. ;) at least YOUUU know how to use it. and i'm going to bed now. i swear it. <3 x to the ohhh.
from disquiet :
oh, heavens. i will send a get-well package asap. in the meantime, suck it up and go get those vicodins! ;) ::jealous:: xo.
from tba :
i had an image of max fischer's great play in my head, machine gun fire in the background, camoflauge on your face, both fists... er casts raised in the air, as i read that last note. [ps: and thank you]
from tba :
yikes! are you re-thinking the vicodin rx now? poor thing.
from endline :
another broken hand. surely you won't be able to make music now? don't answer this. typing is bad. :)
from indie-anna :
hahaha. i was going to e-mail you when i realized that entry wasn't going to stay put. just because. i know you. ;) <3 x's & ohhhhhhh's
from pip :
11/21@1:42=xxoxo.
from endline :
a.) i know better than to do that. b.) that's not what i meant anyways, but okay.
from endline :
but isn't the way things fall into place a fate? a means to an end? something like that. i got suckered into a full shift. i hate my job.
from indie-anna :
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *jumping up & down* way to go, hot stuff. <3 <3 <3
from iamen :
rock on, man! i used to skate from age 5 to 11. my board was stolen one too many times, but i dig the tricks, i know them all, never landed them all, but i see it! i itch for another board again.
from indie-anna :
baby, you've got the highest score anyway, so there. god doesn't count cause he's a cheater. really he's jesus who just came back after he learned the answers. that probably makes no sense. hahaha. anyway. i'm listening to you right now & wishing you lots & lots of luck. and STUFF. ;) mwah! <3
from indie-anna :
baby, you've got the highest score anyway, so there. god doesn't count cause he's a cheater. really he's jesus who just came back after he learned the answers. that probably makes no sense. hahaha. anyway. i'm listening to you right now & wishing you lots & lots of luck. and STUFF. ;) mwah! <3
from dasich :
yeah!!!!! good luck.
from indie-anna :
i already did, but i'll do it again. GOOD LUCK! i've got my fingaahhhs crossed baby. <3
from uberjnet :
i'm still here!!!
from tba :
i have a serious mad crush on iraglass. and i'm pretty sure it's okay to have a serious mad crush on someone completely unattainable, if only, and because, he makes me feel.
from tba :
perfectly gorgeous. six fingers of my own. who knew there was a gang of us. not quite a gang of four, but a gang still, indeed. smiles, smiles. and a hug to your cast.
from indie-anna :
i do, i do.
from solarlab :
stumbling across you, i begin to believe the universe is handing me gifts. we've only just begun.
from tba :
amen sir. i too, have one of those unfilled vicodin prescriptions from a few years past. scary. [my hurt went away on its own]
from indie-anna :
BAYYYY-BEEEEEE! how ever did i live without the silver!?! ahhh. i'm a new woman. ;) we'll talk soon. mwah! <3
from iamen :
i recognize in myself the seemingly endless pursuit of thought origin, process, and analysis. you put this in words. and well.
from indie-anna :
i definitely don't. not this guy at least.
from indie-anna :
there should be no panic. the way i feel isn't changing. ever. even if you decide you want it to. so shhh. don't panic. it's okay. we make eachother's eyes tear up. <3
from endline :
damn you, and damn your ability to leave me speechless. you seriously make me wish that someone wrote things like that about me. i feel like i should say something amazing, but i can't think of anything adequate, so i'll leave it at this. but damn, eric.
from echopunk :
i get no comments?
from endline :
uhm. that made my brain go fuzzy.
from ingressofme :
well...damn gina.... you personalized it alright... and i am the only one at work right now to appreciate this.... and i am laughing my ass off... because....well... it says, and i am sure you perfectly remember--but i'll repeat anyways, "To the Haydenator--PERSONALIZED! Eric" My landmine job gets better and better everyday..i'm not really sure how to explain what i thought you looked like, but the 8x10 definitely is amazing.... thanks dawgy..
from dasich :
just to be fair. heh. i love you both.
from wunderweib :
i sent you a password and then decided that i am a strong enough girl to just unlock the damned thing. i just watched amalie...you need to run out and rent it right now. it's amazing. it gave me a bit more faith in things.
from disquiet :
you are adored to the nth degree. we'll have to have a powwow about these pains sometime. xo.
from c1996 :
what should i draw?
from indie-anna :
it wasn't her, and yr completely retarded, and yes, confused like an old man. and that's just one'a the things i like about you.
from the10thfloor :
from the same place the last one in my real diary came from. my brand new webcam!! hahaha. but only the pictures work, i still don't have the software (or is it hardware? or do i really care?) for the videos. long story. i'll 'splain lata. ;) <3
from endline :
and eric, how you worry me.
from indie-anna :
:0 i just saw that you put the hot snakes as well!! :) i knewwww you'd like 'em. ;)
from endline :
*sigh*. you hate dave. how can this be? but the cuteness was there, despite the hating of dave. (sometimes i swear you're not human...)...
from indie-anna :
yeah? and here's me biting yr tongue.
from indie-anna :
hahaha. damn it! it would be my luck that i'm at school with no instant messenger while yr on. but to answer yr questions, in order: if i had it, and most definitely, and i'll take ya for a ride. or two. or three. or... yeah. so there you have it. further proof that i cannot say no. especially to hot boys named eric. ;)
from endline :
sometimes you make me sigh with discontentedness. but it's in the best way.
from pixiia-8 :
Oddly enough?? :\...hehe.
from dasich :
eat a nice warm bowl of cream of wheat...that should fend off the cold for an indeterminable amount of time.
from endline :
tonite has sucked balls. and yes, i meant christopher lloyd. i was a little inebriated when i wrote that survey. sorry about that. and yet again, you've managed to make me smile. you realize that now you're officially my hero, right? the only better thing would have been if you were online right now. but since it's after 6 in the morning, i guess it's a good thing you're not online. have a great nite, eric. i want to talk to you soon.
from endline :
hah. i've just had the day from HELL, but my comment in your profile made it about 200 times better. hehe. as usual, you never cease to make me smile. *ding*
from endline :
yay for a gig. but anti-yay for it being in massachusetts. weren't you supposed to be moving in today? haha. smooshes.
from dasich :
it was a 2x4 hehehe. the funniest thing about it was the kid on skates.
from pixiia-8 :
Yay! I was bummed. :)
from pixiia-8 :
Hahahaha...no...no, not enraged, just, vexed and bruised. So I was childish and took you off of my list because you took me off of your's! Lol, that's soooo lame of me!
from dasich :
amen, brotha
from girl101 :
annnyways, you/re neat and write excellent descriptions. cheers, you.
from indie-anna :
okay. you've got me beat with the school thing. i think people like us are THE COOLEST. there's something about walking into a class you just registered for 10 minutes before it started. why must we be so rad? and so far away? but that's another story for another day. hope to talk to you SOOOOOOON. mwaaah!
from endline :
bonjour, mon petit. i'm glad you're not dead. i thought about you today, is this strange? yes. anyways, hope you're having fun in NH.. and dont die on us, ok?
from kneesocks :
hhhmm, im not thinking youre sleazy enough - but if you say so then maybe. i'll tell you what - call my boss and get me a $5,000 a year raise & well talk trans am for you! (but youre gonna have to take care of the 8-tracks yourself). xo h
from uberjnet :
your grandmother sounds cute....i wish mine was still around. she was only 63.
from indie-anna :
yeah. yr right. silver is much betta. i just can't find the suckers. grr.
from dasich :
i need to talk to you. next time you're online and i am too, talk to me! if i don't get you first.
from endline :
uh oh. i don't know if my uber-cool present can live up to the bling-blingness of that ring. performance anxiety, performance anxiety. shit. and, unrelated note, we need to talk soon, i'm going thru withdrawl. :(
from endline :
you're my favorite, that's what! :) lol... and i like sending presents.
from endline :
i'm sending a present.... it's uber-cool.
from dasich :
oh no. i know the horrible aching emptiness of losing something you've written. give me your address, 'll send you a new notepad.
from uberjnet :
you washed yourself away....sigh....my notebooks house my life.....i have *counts....3...4...* about 8 now, maybe more. i cringed when i saw your picture. start a new one?
from uberjnet :
argh......sorry for the demise of the notebook.
from dasich :
you make me laugh. and there's n othing better than laughing.
from endline :
eric, eric, eric. "indefinate hiatus"? oh no. everything you write is golden, even if you don't realize it. i would be very saddened by a hiatus of any kind. this isn't very important sounding. oh well. if you take a hiatus, i'll just memorize all your other entries, like the psycho-stalker i am. ::smooosh:: can you blame me?
from indie-anna :
miss you.
from dasich :
i must say, such striking honesty has never felt so deeply painful for being just that, honest. My day is forever changed because of that entry.
from endline :
okay, good. now i feel important. : )
from endline :
uhm. ...... ok then. sorry i asked.
from uberjnet :
i think that you should make more of these pictures and mail them to me.
from endline :
i am eating popcorn. i hate popcorn, but i can't stop eating it. where have you been, Mr Eric? we miss you over here, in ohio. don't be a stranger, say hi sometime, eh? or not. whichever you prefer.
from uberjnet :
i love bill cosby, too....your diary makes me smile, and now your notes do, too.
from uberjnet :
i love your pictures.
from endline :
hey you. i'm back from my cornerstone experience. i almost died a couple times. it was over a hundred a couple days. i am significantly smaller due to the immense amount of sweating i did. and to think, i didn't realize girls sweated. i also finished that book, finally, Holy Blood Holy Grail. it was ok... the first 200 pages bored the hell out of me, but overall it was interesting. and you were in a skateboarding competition? i missed sooo much while i was away....
from uberjnet :
it IS hot. i live in canada. my fucking igloo melted. i know the pain, my good man. you're not alone.
from peth :
why do you let me bite my nails like this?
from dasich :
congratulations. that rocks.
from indie-anna :
is robojason wearin his red sox hat? have fun.
from pixiia-8 :
Verrrry good point eric...WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?? Get online this instant i've been looking for you constantly!
from endline :
you were in my dream the other nite. and you died. even *I* am having dreams about you dying. this cannot be a good sign.
from boofkadinky :
ok... i'd try bald before suicide
from boofkadinky :
one mans holy grail is a another mans twinkie the kid.. my visit here was enjoyably disturbing... kill your hairdresser... kind regards boofka ..queen of australia
from pixiia-8 :
shbhood i can't find you on IM. sigh.
from pixiia-8 :
Terrified of me? Impossible. My stupid connection went down. Damn, i was really looking forward to finding out why horses jiz differently than humans too. Tell me tomorrow, k? lol.
from pixiia-8 :
You're making fun of me, aren't you. :{
from pixiia-8 :
No I can't believe that :).
from echopunk :
Vague allusions. Why do dreams always seem to dictate our waking? Two people, one on the outside and this is my inside. Puzzles never fit together as neatly as they promise.
from wiser :
Kind words, I like dogs. And you will be surprised to learn- we are already acquainted in this electronic neighborhood. (This is my alis. *cue suspense muzac*) Have a good...twilight.
from endline :
ugh that was a drinking note. pay no attention, honest. i feel like an ass. argggghh.... well, at least you're not here for me to feel like an ass in front of lol. i dunno what i meant, but take the other note with a grain of salt. and by salt i mean vodka.
from endline :
this is totally random, and it's 4:10 in the morning, so bear with me. but i was looking at pictures from your past entries. and you're more than a fuckee. you're so beautiful that it hurts. if that makes sense at all
from wiser :
you make me feel involved. running waway is a wish that takes so much work.
from endline :
and another thing. don't get too excited about these pictures. the magenta hair and freckles will be the coolest part, i assure you. the rest is just...... average. *le sigh* wow. i'm a geek. that's another shirt! GEEK TO THE CORE! man, writing you notes gives me all kinds of inspiration. hm.
from endline :
haha i win again! vengence!!!!! *shaking fist* : ) i'm making a t shirt that says "safety ain't mushrooms." it's gonna rock. you want one? :) lol
from kwellerbabe :
hello my fellow norfolk person.. saw you had some awesome bands in your profile as well. my AIM is punkrawker99..
from sarong :
it's not the same as it was. let's sk8
from indie-anna :
oh wait! see that? another whistle. i need to get something for winning this bet, baby.
from indie-anna :
at a certain hour i think i just get way too sensitive for my own good. ;) forgive me. ahahahaha. grrrrrr. ;)
from endline :
aww and to think, i got all offended n stuff. ; ) lol
from endline :
didn't i already tell you you were a fuckee? whistle, of course. *pout* i'm not a favorite anymore? *le sigh indeed*
from endline :
lol well, i don't know, because i didn't make it up, stephanie did. lol however, it sounds like a good thing, eh? haha. and i think it *is* something to the effect of "potential fuck reciever"... lol okay, i think that's the end of the note. ::and scene::
from indie-anna :
i'm reading all these old things and i want to put little band-aids in the shapes of x's and o's all over you. i have knots in my stomach, and the things you write now still have the same effect.
from indie-anna :
hmmm. :)
from supercilious :
"what do you do when your meter says 1/500 and you want to set it for at least a month" Well.. You get a lot of neutral density filters and a good steady tri-pod that could be mistaken for a steel monkey, a constant light source, and hope for no wind. At all. But I'm pretty sure that was a rhetorical question.
from orangina21 :
I think I'm going to email them- (dischord@dischord.com) and ask them to make sure that next time, tickets are available through some venue that is more accessible to those of us not living in the immediate area of the show and let them know that there were people (many more than just you and I) who desperately wanted to see them and were unable to do so because of the ticket situation. If you're polite, you usually can get an answer from them at that address.
from amy-blushing :
wow! i love your new layout!
from endline :
hell yes you're worth a second effort. reruns are the shit, and very rarely is anything worth a rerun. : ) welcome to fame. i'll be your hostess, jessica....
from endline :
lol.... sorry? i guess you didn't get the memo..... lol... it's even crappier than the other 2 were, so don't get excited... :)
from indie-anna :
they're here! they're here! :) :) :)
from returnsender :
i love your new layout! i seriously do. i can't stop looking at it!
from indie-anna :
someone got a surprise today... yr so great. :) i'm going to get the ice cream RIGHT NOW!
from stomachache :
damn you and all your notes! anyway: i just wanted to mention that you're swell. and I'm swooning.
from phizzstar :
i want one.... the cd i mean. i want one, dammit. lol ;)
from indie-anna :
so you ARE human! ;)
from indie-anna :
i cannot think straight when it comes to you.
from indie-anna :
:) :) :) i'm glad you got it. :)
from indie-anna :
i tried calling yr house to say happy birthday last nite, but no one was home. hope you had fun. :)
from aidan-cage :
everything sucks; that's life. Even Speilberg movies...PEACE - Tristan
from indie-anna :
hmmmm. what happened to the trees? ;) so what's the full story?
from phizzstar :
if you delete that entry i will kick your ass. i'm not kidding. okay, so you can delete it. i guess. because i can't really stop you. but that's the only reason.
from indie-anna :
hmmmm... i'm already the president. hahahaha. ;)
from phizzstar :
hahaha my friends think you're cute too. we're gonna start a fan club! yay!
from indie-anna :
i swear, yr gonna be left with no limbs. ;)
from pixiia-8 :
:)
from echopunk :
while i am always tempted to think things such as vain and narcassitic about webpicture posting people, with you, i find it highly endearing. i do not know why, and i will not question it. but i like your mentally unbalanced writngs. they make me grin. ~j
from phizzstar :
new pictures new pictures new pictures!!! made my day more happy. ; ) talk to yas later.
from indie-anna :
all the smiles and the screams. mmm mmm good. like soup.
from kneesocks :
fucking great. i love it.
from phizzstar :
we're both psychotic at this point. you're sitting there online, i can SEE you on my buddy list, and i'm talking to you in a note. this is absurd. and yet hilarious. hm. okay good you post pictures, because my friend stephanie and i get a kick out of you. lol we talked about you in her interview, haha.
from phizzstar :
gotta love how we're both online and talking through notes, lmao.... ohh the webcam is good stuff. makes for quality entertainment. i assure you. except i can't post pics on my diary.... so i'll just link to you. more traffic more traffic lol
from phizzstar :
have to think of some good questions first. don't wanna sound like a dumbass. lol and i didn't ask for coherent. i can't even get coherent. ; ) i'm beating people up verbally right now, but if you're still on in a little little while, i'll get to the interrogation. ; )
from phizzstar :
hey. i need to interview you sometime. please. lol ; )
from kneesocks :
you and your webcam. this is funny. dont stop until you go crazy, then post the pictures of the whole ordeal. im gonna have to see. xoxo h
from phizzstar :
lol and the one who took the quiz as "don't know you *sigh*"- that was ME! lol i'm so special... ; ) lol
from phizzstar :
every entry? dayummmm i feel sorry for you, lol... have fun with that..... to be honest, i'm doing the same thing, lol....
from indie-anna :
i'd buckle yr swashes any day.
from indie-anna :
if we all just lived on boats, you'd never have car problems... you'd have boat problems.
from pixiia-8 :
WOW. Really? *beams*
from sarong :
I DIDNT KNOW YOU HAD CATS!!! <\> {angry face]#@! GOD, they're adorable... radio show commences once again this evening. I AM ALT COUNTRY
from pixiia-8 :
hahaha...you look evil.
from sarong :
i loved every minute of it
from indie-anna :
if i had a phone right now, i'd call & leave you a message.
from indie-anna :
happy valentine's day! ;) xoxox
from indie-anna :
yr a funny one. :)
from indie-anna :
ahhh. you were my first choice.
from cutiehoney :
cute..... in a dirty skateboarder kinda way;D
from indie-anna :
i hope that never happens. and like i knew would happen, i've become obsessed with that meter thing. HELP ME! :)
from the10thfloor :
i guess we have the same problem.
from indie-anna :
you haven't done anything. :) yesterday was jsut bad. i like that negative of you.
from sarong :
i am so proud of your recent accomplishments. <3
from oaktag :
send amessage>> perona options>> placecall>> dsconnect.
from indie-anna :
i hope not.
from indie-anna :
bob & ann must've been really beautiful together...
from cutiehoney :
this dude that works with me is from fall river. alot of portugese there I hear. He is an arrogant fuck. he wears fluevelogs and has bleached blond hair and a black beard. He is outrageoulsy pretentious and drives a saab. also I know a hip hop DJ from Fall river as well. He goes to emmerson and only hangs out with people of color (as he is white). Both of these dudes sell weed and are in the "music business". I don't think I like people from fall river either.
from manchichi :
i'm not really sure. i can't remeber how i found your diary at all. so i thought that whole twist of fate thing sounded nice.
from echopunk :
woohoo!
from echopunk :
hey...diary after diary of mind numbing repetitiveness yours was like a reprieve. thanks...cheers to the amnesiac musings. i've had more than a few myself.~j
from iamen :
water beneath the bridge. Cheers to you. Isn't it tough to be torn between disgust and pity for those who live dangerously within their automobiles? I relate to your feelings about the two drag racers. FUBAR.
from iamen :
water beneath the bridge. Cheers to you. Isn't it tough to be torn between disgust and pity for those who live dangerously within their automobiles? I relate to your feelings about the two drag racers. FUBAR.
from iamen :
I meant no ill intention with my comment to you yesterday. I agree with you that the road is a very unhomely place at times. I'm glad that you took me seriously though. Who am I to tell you what the road has in store for you or what you should think of it. I have enjoyed the entries I've read of yours. Candid and interesting.
from iamen :
i guess you didn't take kerouac to heart. The road is a blessed place. If you feel not at home, feel comfortable, because if your not careful you don't know where you'll end up...
from hotrodcherry :
sit on my face and tell me that you love me, And i'll sit on your face and tell you i love you too! hot_rod_cherry@hotmail.com
from indie-anna :
oh, of course... my how you know the way to my heart.
from indie-anna :
you know, you were a pretty snappy dressing kid. that shirt was great.
from indie-anna :
you saw what coming?
from indie-anna :
good luck...
from fadetoblack :
glad to see you capture the art of single lines <3
from ubercute :
you can smack me on the hand for that one...my AIM name is vespagrrl13
from indie-anna :
ummm... he is you. ;)
from ubercute :
can i keep you as a pet? preeety please?
from oaktag :
hmm...well..
from indie-anna :
i hope you didn't get hit by a truck... ;)
from indie-anna :
i hope you didn't get hit by a truck... ;)
from indie-anna :
it's okay that yr ping-pong table is outta commission... we can use mine. i just hafta clear all the fabric and paintings off of it...
from amy-blushing :
Yeah I have broke my toes so many times the doctors dont even care anymore. I can't even feel them anymore anyway. Reason being I am the clumsiest person on earth.
from pinkyswear :
GO TO THE DOCTOR THAT FEVER IS TOO HIGH! AND DONT DIE OR WE WONT KILL JLO
from amy-blushing :
Sorry to hear you have fallen in love. Thats never too much fun. Ha! I guess thats a mean thing for me to say. Um...HI!
from orangina21 :
algebra. those were the days... algebra in the shower sounds weird, but then again I know people who read & eat popsicles in the shower, so... (that sounded a lot kinkier than it was meant to)
from amy-blushing :
You've been awake for 39 hours and 23 minutes???! what the hell is wrong with you?!?!
from babyhead :
haberdasher (hab2úr-dash1úr) n. 1. A dealer in men's furnishings. 2. Chiefly British. A dealer in sewing notions and small wares. [Middle English, probably from Anglo-Norman hapertas, petty wares.] What a word. almost as good as happenstance. Don't! Someone has already taken the word. But then, Who are you?

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