i've begun again, i notice. i've taken up my black scrawl; it unwinds in a long dark thread of ink across the page, tangled but legible.

the things you said that day, up on the 101-- the girl's come undone. and like a good book, i can't put these days back.

but at least i author my own disaster

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infinitechic profile - diary
comments: we go way back, running the streets, boys calling our names
iremainyours profile - diary
comments: sugar sweet and honey tang
girlgenie profile - diary
comments: let's get together and talk about the modern age
bumpercar profile - diary
comments: silk flowers and real clouds and a perfect apartment. miss you.
blondefox profile - diary
comments: the girl that makes you laugh so hard you're crying
heartshaped profile - diary
comments: no amount of coffee, no amount of crying, no amount of whiskey, no wine
strikeonbox profile - diary
comments: like a match to the flame, holding your hands around a steaming cup. come back.
garcon profile - diary
comments: circling the same streets at the same time. loving hard and losing hard and all those adventures in parks.
recall profile - diary
comments: i can't remember all the times i said to hold onto these moments as they pass.
hyperballadd profile - diary
comments: symphonies and all your words tattooed across my wrists. this is what you mean to me.
vitality profile - diary
comments: sharp words and clever details and the lyrics to the perfect song.
thefallofart profile - diary
comments: photographs take themselves for you and you fold into origami squares, beautiful, poised, perfect.
halfhero profile - diary
comments: rebel rockstar, i remember you in college writing about girls and what you thought was love and it was so endearing.
youturned profile - diary
comments: you were cohesive, in those patterns of life that seemed to weave themselves into my thinking. slight turns of phrase mean a lot.
supervention profile - diary
comments: stars and hearts and mixtapes and glasses and emo and rockstars and beauty. the one and only shellbell.
dented profile - diary
comments: zen times, figuring out love, katie katie, dreaming of disasters at our fingertips. it'll all be okay.
i-confess profile - diary
comments: the story of love, lingering, fingertips, wedding rings. this is a fairytale.
monday-night profile - diary
comments: the realities of moving, and new places, new cities, bars, bookstores, bookshelves, and the moon.
secunda profile - diary
comments: literary and latin phrases for everything imaginable, changing hearts and minds and bodies. keep on keepin' on sam darling.
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optimusprime profile - diary
comments: it was a long time ago, but all the numbers made sense and i think i know you elsewhere, but maybe not. secrecy. it's been a while.
wide-eyes profile - diary
comments: we're all desperate for love and affection.
clearskies profile - diary
comments: keys sanctuary, all the old days, everything sentimental, a beautiful seascape. i wish you were here. i miss this so much.
bullet profile - diary
comments: like a bullet to my heart. straight up and dirty.
sentimental profile - diary
comments: all of our friends were gathered there, on the porch just talking shit. let's remember the good times, yesyes?
i-h8-boys profile - diary
comments: i thought i could hate at one point, but i fell in love. these girls tell you everything you h8 about boys. before h8 stood for something ugly.
radiodecay profile - diary
comments: frequency waves late at night and that monotone music.
joolieboolie profile - diary
comments: decorated walls and texas and talking over a broken radio.
elcamino profile - diary
comments: and i kiss my fingers. for the last time. we talk about. the last time. it felt right to make up.
in-shreds profile - diary
comments: and i'm certain if i drive into those trees
hoursandours profile - diary
comments: it'll make less of a mess, than you've made of me. countdowns and mountains. i miss you.
brokenradio- profile - diary
comments: you taught me that superstition. driving around town. beautiful photography and all your decorated rooms. icon status.
immer profile - diary
comments: full of sparkle and light and energy. let's do crafts and pretend we're martha. opposites in many ways.
x0lulu0x profile - diary
comments: quell francais -- let's jet off to an island and tell away our lives stories for some coconuts and a piece of art.
xghostx profile - diary
comments: remembering loving this. miss this in memories.
subtitle profile - diary
comments: polaroids in the summer sun, laughing and dreaming again
kindergarten profile - diary
comments: the best goddamn poetry i'd read in years. sheets falling out of books.
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comments: where
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comments: the
verum profile - diary
comments: fuck
corpus profile - diary
comments: did
unofficial profile - diary
comments: everyone
inimitable profile - diary
comments: go (i love you + your words, xx)
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therat profile - diary
comments: i
texture profile - diary
comments: miss
victimology profile - diary
comments: it all
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andrew profile - diary
comments: the OG community builder
fuschiashock profile - diary
comments: the music is playing from a late night station; we're singing along. infinite.
raven72d profile - diary
comments: new orleans nights & all those lists tucked into books
famelicose profile - diary
comments: "I wish you were here for the tide rising, to sit hand in hand with me deep in the sand."
bethshort profile - diary
comments: i think i love everything about you, already. cheers to those of us still writing on these pages.

My favorite music:

death cab for cutie
comments: you're so cute when you're slurring your speech but they're closing the bar and they want us to leave
ani difranco
comments: i'm a good kisser and you're a fast learner, and that kind of thing could float us for a very long time
rascal flatts
comments: i woke up this morning with this feeling inside me that i can't explain, like a weight that's i've carried, been carried, been carried away, but i know something is coming, i don't know what it is but i know it's amazing
james taylor
comments: it sounds so sweet with the sun sinking low, moon's so bright like to light up the night, make everything alright
dave matthews band
comments: we were just wasting time, doing nothing for the fun, a little taste of the good life whether right or wrong makes us want to stay, stay, stay for a while

My favorite movies:

garden state
comments: you'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day. one day and it's just gone. and you can never get it back. it's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist.
american beauty
comments: it was one of those days when it's a minute away from snowing and there's this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it.
mean girls
comments: i know it may look like i was being like a bitch, but that's only because I was acting like a bitch.
the royal tenenbaums
comments: the past six days have been the best six days of probably my whole life. immediately after making this statement, royal realized that it was true.
comments: you mean she would rather imagine herself relating to an absent person than build relationships with those around her?, my little am�lie, you don't have bones of glass. you can take life's knocks.

My favorite authors:

nick hornby
comments: it seems to me now that the plain state of being human is dramatic enough for anyone; you don't need to be a heroin addict or a performance poet to experience extremity. you just have to love someone.
ee cummings
comments: Do you see Life? he is there and here, or that, or this or nothing or an old man 3 thirds asleep, on his head flowers, always crying to nobody something about les roses les bluets
james baldwin
comments: but people can't, unhappily, invent their mooring posts, their lovers and their friends, anymore than they can invent their parents. Life gives these and also takes them away and the great difficulty is to say Yes to life.
sylvia plath
comments: would it be too childish of me to say: i want? but i do want: theater, light, color, paintings, wine and wonder
margaret atwood
comments: i've written nothing for the past week. i lost the heart for it. why set down such melancholy events? but i've begun again, i notice. i've taken up my black scrawl; it unwinds in a long dark thread of ink across the page, tangled...

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