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from blondeness :
Accident? I'm so far behind! I'll need to catch up on everything with you. Hope you and your daughter are alright? Thank you so much for your note and your bday wishes, by the way.:)
from blondeness :
Thanks for your note again. Yes, a crazy week for sure, but things are now back to their "normal" caous! :D
from blondeness :
Thanks for the HUGZ!!:)
from blondeness :
Thanks for your note. Yeah, unfortunately, it's pretty evident, that even in spite of the cold hard evidence that my sister has found that he has feelings for another girl, whether reciprocated or not, she is just not ready to leave him....and as for how I'm feeling? Well, pretty good most of the times. The last time I got sick was 4th of July morning, in the shower. The heat gets to me, wears me out, especially if it's a hot day that I'm in and out of the air conditioning a lot, and yeah, I feel the extra bundle of weight when I waddle and stuff, but it's all good.:) I just wish I had less stress to deal with, but at least Bradley is becoming used to it?
from blondeness :
Thanks for your note. Your welcome for my sharing my trip down memory lane.:)
from blondeness :
Thanks for you note, again.:)
from blondeness :
Thanks for your note. I doubt we'll try again though, but you are right, he will be another beautiful son, and thanks. Maybe he'll get his daddy's dimples!
from blondeness :
Yup! Go Jordan, go Jordan!! I'm glad she won.:) And thanks for your notes. Yes, I am lucky to have found someone like Jason...:) Thanks.:)
from blondeness :
This is a little late, but thanks for your note. Who do you think will win AI tonight? I like Blake too, but had pegged Melinda to win from the beginning and was leaning toward Jordin. So I voted 3 times for Jordin last night and hope that she wins. What about you?
from blondeness :
Hey thanks for your note of congrats and do you have a blog now? I went to your recent one and it's gone...?? I haven't read it in ages, sorry.
from blondeness :
Merry Christmas!!!
from pantrypuff :
What a pain in the ass. They have no right to undermine you. As for fighting with a 5 year old, don't do it. I fall into the same trap with Josh and he's 4. You can't win. Explain your position once and after that, it's law. Yeah, I say that now. Wait until he comes home from school and we start fighting about him bouncing the ball in the house.
from blondeness :
Thanks for your note you left me! I would have been here sooner, but I was having trouble accessing my notes for some reason. If you haven't seen it yet, I finally did post an entry about Brian's party. I really need to catch up with you soon!!
from pantrypuff :
Congratulations! She is so beautiful and looks happy. That must make you happy...
from pantrypuff :
I'm sure they'll write back if they get it. They can't be that insecure, I hope...
from blondeness :
I still need to really catch up on your diary. Thanks for you note by the way! Yeah, IMing can be distracting. Fun. Romantic, in Jason's case, but distracting!
from pantrypuff :
I don't follow it, but i like baseball. I saw the Yankees play once a loooong time agao. God, I'm old.
from cnotefwb77 :
It sounds like you handled that situation perfectly. Just like SuperNanny would! :) No, but really, it sounds like you stayed calm and made sure she knew what she was being punished for.
from pantrypuff :
I mean to write this yesterday, sorry for delay: definitely contact them. Why not? I'm sure they're secure enough in their roles as parents to understand that you will always have a place in their little girl's life. You did a wonderful thing for them, choosing them, and I'm sure they know that.
from cnotefwb77 :
I don't think it would hurt to email them. All you want is a picture - if they're such great people, why would they say no to that? It's worth a shot..
from cnotefwb77 :
Please send me your password!!! My email is [email protected] Hope everything is ok...
from pantrypuff :
Wow. That's crazy about the gym teacher. Freaks me out!
from blondeness :
ok, thanks, I'll ask Carrie!;)
from pantrypuff :
And I just deleted your last note :) You should be getting email soon...
from lasvegasliz :
I just read a billion pages of your diary for no apparent reason...I just wanted to let you know so if you checked your stats you wouldn't think someone was stalking you, even though I kinda was :)
from lasvegasliz :
I just read a billion pages of your diary for no apparent reason...I just wanted to let you know so if you checked your stats you wouldn't think someone was stalking you, even though I kinda was :)
from cnotefwb77 :
I totally understand where you're coming from with your father - my stepfather fucked my mother over in the last year and a half and I am still so pissed at him. It's awesome that you've been there for your Mom like that even though you've been through some shit with her. She needs it now- so you're being a very good daughter. And I hope you have fun partying naked, crazy!
from cnotefwb77 :
Thanks for your thoughts in my notes section - sounds like you understand...
from pantrypuff :
Hey -- did you get the password?
from pantrypuff :
I'll email you the password
from pantrypuff :
Jesus Christ, what the hell is WRONG with these men? And the women???? I can't watch shows like that, they make me NUTS
from pouncer :
Hi!!! I've been MIA lately, but I'm back! :) How cute are those pics of your little girl on the beach!! Sooo adorable, I didn't know you came out here?[email protected]? I hope you had fun <3 Thanks for being such a loyal reader, you're AWESOME! Have a wonderful weekend, muah xoxoxox
from blondeness :
Thanks for your note.:) Yeah, that part scared me a little, I know it was just angry venting, but I told Jason, "Why would she want to cause me pain? Why would she say I'm every little girls worst enemy? ME???" He said it's probably something she saw on a teen movie, and she's just being a drama queen. And yes, she is moody!
from blondeness :
Hi! I don't know if you've been trying to read me or not, but if you want a password, then you can email Carrie, or sign my notes with your email address.:)
from blondeness :
What? Katherine is not a hoe! Thems fighting words!!! Just kidding! I'm glad if you wanted Taylor that he won, I was just slightly disapointed because I wasn't a big Taylor fan. Chris should have been the winner, but oh well.:)
from thegoodbiboy :
You won't be alone, you're to hot for that. If you're not feeling those other dudes, drop 'em. No use wasting time.
from care99bare :
Just wanted to remind you that I love you.
from blondeness :
I just wanted to quick stop in to wish you a happy mom's day!:)
from blondeness :
Yes, I agree children are so precious.:) I'm getting so excited. Thanks for the congrats and for the note.;)
from blondeness :
LOL! Thanks for your note. Wow. Your daughter does sound really smart! I'm always afraid of coming across as a mom who just thinks *her* kid is the *smartest* no matter what. That's not the case. I'm just proud of my smartie pants. I think your daughter must get her brains from you, tee hee!
from care99bare :
I'm so sorry I can't be around dland! I miss your journal too, and maybe once my computer gets fixed or I get a new job or whatever. :( you can ALWAYS email me or call me whenever you need me! Love you!
from blondeness :
Thanks for your note. I've been catching up at your journal. Congrats on making the Dean's list! You are amazing. You are a single mom, you basically have to be both parents to your daughter and be there for her when her father is not, you've been working, is it 2 jobs?, and going to college and you have all this stress in your life, and yet you still manage to make the Dean's list, more than once?? You have a lot to be proud of.:)
from pouncer :
Hi lovely leena! How are you?? I haven't been reading you lately, so I need to catch up as well. You should give me your myspace profile so we can be buddies on there too :) hugs n' kisses
from blondeness :
Thanks for the note and good luck wishes! I hope you had a good Easter. I still have to catch up at your journal.....on my way...:)
from care99bare :
So sorry he's being a shithead! You're supposed to feel your kid's pain... that's the bond you get when you carry her in your tummy for 9 months. It sounds like you're hurt too. Just think how nice it will be when you're not stressing over WHY he won't see his kid... you've got an automatic answer.. he's too far away. Doesn't help much, but i'm trying. Let me know if there's anything i can do...
from care99bare :
Call me this weekend! I wanna catch up! I know you're busy and whatnot, but i haven't talked to you in a while, and that's just not right! I'll try to give you a call if you don't call first.
from care99bare :
Welcome! =)
from care99bare :
I was lonely too. It was great to hang out with you! Sorry about all "preggers" said, i didn't realize she was being that bad. Maybe you should try hanging out with ME more!?! :) See you soon! (move to richmond with me, promise we'll have fun!)
from blondeness :
Thanks for your note. All is well,and I am finally back. I have a lot of catching up to do!!!
from care99bare :
I love you.
from cnotefwb77 :
Awww girl - there ain't nothing wrong with being "selfish" every now and then. You should do something for you - God knows you spend all your time taking care of everyone else - that'll drain you after awhile. You should do something just for you - whatever you want - like your girl said in the note below. It'll help you recharge....
from care99bare :
I totally get the crying thing. But sometimes a good cry can make you feel so much better! I understand the running away too. Driving somewhere completely useless on back roads usually makes me feel better, and so does starting a new project that no one knows about or would expect. Dye your hair, buy some way too expensive shoes, go partying for a night and say "fuck the world!" Sometimes a girl's just gotta get away! Let me know if there's anything i can help with... and remember to call any time you wanna bitch. It's what i'm here for! Love you!
from care99bare :
Wait, so now he'll possibly move with you to Richmond if he settles for enough, but he doesn't want to get engaged? And what's this mysterious reason!?! I'm DYING to know! :)
from care99bare :
Sorry about all the stuff with S. Let me know if i can help. Dude, you can come make me dinner ANY time! :) I'll be sure to thank you!
from cnotefwb77 :
Wow...just from your last entry - he sounds so ungrateful and unappreciative. That sucks. To have only said "I love you" a handful of times over two years - and after all you do for him?? That's just crazy to me. Have you told him how you feel? I bet you have. I'm sure does love you, he just doesn't seem to "get it" if you know what I mean.
from care99bare :
Glad you got the pic. And i enjoyed the potty stories. More to look forward to... :)
from blondeness :
Thanks so much for your note, and for thinking I did "great" after all. I am not good with blood and would never ever make a good nurse either! 14 stitches inside and out? Yikes! That is bad!!! Does he have a bad scar from it too?
from care99bare :
So sorry about S's brother! Hope he's ok!
from blondeness :
I just caught up on your entries. I am a big AI fan. I usually do entries on it, but haven't yet. I agree with you that it might be a white male...hmm...interesting...I hope he's a hottie too. The twins annoy me too!! They MADE IT to the next level, and still they are all pissy and shit! My favorite so far is the young black girl with the funny sounding voice when she talks, yet when she sings, look out! I guess it's in her blood. Her grandma was a famous Motown star or something. I liked that bald guy too. And I liked the military guy, but he's gone now.:(
from care99bare :
I'll bet with you. I think the winner will be black, based on the outline you drew. I'll bet you.... dunno, $5? whatever. :)
from blondeness :
Thank you so much for your note. I'm glad you liked the poem. Sorry I made you cry though! There are several more where that one came from, but I haven't written in years, because I only seem to get my "inspiration" for writing when I'm depressed, so I guess it's a good thing for my writer's block, ha, ha!
from blondeness :
Sorry for such a late response, but I wanted to thank you for your sweet notes, and for adding me to your favorites list! I'm feeling much better now, and thankfully Brian did not get sick (knock on wood)! I have to catch up on your diary soon. I just wanted to finally make a point to let you know that I'm not "ignoring" you.;)
from care99bare :
Glad you had fun, but it sucks to realize just how old you are. Hope things start looking up from here. :)
from blondeness :
Wow, congrats on winning the radio station contest!! How cool! I've won 2--once it was just movie tickets, and once it was Summerfest tickets. As for the job situation, how unfair!! Good luck on finding something better for you! I'm with you all the way! ((HUGS))
from thegoodbiboy :
I flipped by his show last night. I have to admit, I'm not a big fan of his new show. I usually like shows like that, but I really don't care about him or his GF or his crappy life. He probably had 3 glorious years, better then any 3 years I ever had. I don't feel so bad for him. But that's cool you won, have a great time. Tell S to grow up and get over it.
from care99bare :
THAT'S SO COOL! Yeah, 9pm on a weeknight is a bit rough for me, but have TONS of fun! He's a cutie!!! Oh, and you're allowed to be a teeny-bopper every once in a while... go for it!!!
from pouncer :
It's official we have our new club, carebare is part of it too!! I'm sorry I take forever to read your entries. I just have to tell you, YOU'RE LITTLE GIRL IS SOO CUTE <3, I loved those pics you had up with her and her little cheerleading team! Now, I'm going back and reading more... Thanks for the nice comments, you my buddy :)
from care99bare :
I want to join! I'll be... Southern Alchy. Not exactly Eastern, but still lots of fun! :) I've got a bottle of Jager and a bottle of SoCo at my house... wanna party!?!
from pipersplace :
Hey, thanks for adding me as a favorite. Sorry I've missed your diary all this time. I look forward to catching up. Thanks again.
from care99bare :
They fired you for that stupid bullshit!?! OMG you have a LIFE!! What will Denny's do with a server with a LIFE! That's crap!!!
from thegoodbiboy :
That's why I don't upgrade to a pay package. I'm fine with this crappy free stuff. I'm on Yahoo all day at work. I'm ihatethedrake211 on the instant messanger. Feel free to say hi!
from care99bare :
You totally look more like summer. And in the previews for tonight, it looks like they're adding a new character who's going to be Johnny's girlfriend. Not exactly sure what the drama there is going to be, but they made it sounds like it was just OH-SO-DRAMATIC. We'll see... :)
from thegoodbiboy :
I say you look like Summer, only hotter. And if I could help you out with the hump day blues I sure as hell would! And anytime I can help you out, you know I'm here! You can always email me too if you wanted. Oh...and your notes are turned off on your page, says it's not up to date or some BS.
from thegoodbiboy :
Totally agree with you. I love foreplay. I don't even care if the girl doesn't return the favor, but I love oral. I can spend hours down there if the time was available. Good foreplay = hot sex.
from thegoodbiboy :
You're welcome, just my way of saying hi. And any pic of you is welcome, but you in some jeans and maybe a tank top would sure be a welcome site!
from care99bare :
Sorry about the 'skins. And the thing they did at the airport is a normal scan for gun powder residue. Nerve-wracking for those of us who pack our clothes in old gun bags... should be fine for you. Sorry you had a bad time, but hopefully you won't have to go again any time soon. Sounds a lot like weekends at my mother's house... Richmond will be better. :) Happy Birthday to Angelina! :)
from care99bare :
Goodiboy's comment (2 down) is funny: "Little boys are crazy and wild and run around with guns and make loud noises." I TOTALLY do that!!! :) And you're welcome.
from thegoodbiboy :
I don't want it to come across like I don't want to help her out or have a place in his life. The point is he has a father who lives nearby and who says he wants to be in his life. I shouldn't have to sit around watching HIS kid while he's hanging out at bars on a Saturday night instead of being with him.
from thegoodbiboy :
I do need to get laid. Or watch some porn and take care of things myself! I'm not against kids or people who have/want kids. Right now I'm not in that mode. And if I did have any, I'd totally choose a girl. I've always liked little girls over boys. I just think they are so cute! Little boys are crazy and wild and run around with guns and make loud noises. Little girls are cute and like to play dress up and put on fake makeup and wear dresses. Of course, once they hit 12 it's a whole new ballgame.
from care99bare :
I know things are rough, but let me know if you need anything i can offer... Love you, babe!
from cnotefwb77 :
Sorry you got hurt, but that stripper story was the funniest shit I heard all day!! :) I laughed out loud while reading it. There's a story for the grandkids...
from care99bare :
The skins have pretty much pulled it out of their ass here at the end, so maybe they'll make it all the way! We can hope. :) And you don't have to understand, hun. I can't explain it and we don't look at the situation the same, anyway. You just have to be my friend through it all.
from pouncer :
Sorry for taking so long to reply I haven't read your stuff in MONTHS, I know how selfish!! But I read your vacay entry and thought I'd tell you, I'll go to Cabo with you!!! I saw some gorgeous pictures of the beaches there and thought it'd be fun to go with a new friend ;)Mexico here we come...
from lady-crystal :
Hello to you. Many thanks for dropping by my diary and posting your good wishes. A very happy new year to you and I hope everything goes well! With love from England, Crystal. xxx
from hiddenwishes :
nice fantasy entry...i feel like traveling too, and although i'm not broke, i wonder what i can possibly do between now and the 10th when work starts again....
from thegoodbiboy :
Oh, you'll defintely know when and where!
from thegoodbiboy :
Just wanted to say hi! Hope things are going well!
from thegoodbiboy :
And Happy New Year to you! I saw that movie as a kid. Well, a cartoon version of it. It freaked me out a bit! But the movie was well done.
from thegoodbiboy :
That show is definitely good. I don't know where they find these people, but they are out there! Have a great Christmas with S and your girl!!!! Talk to you soon!
from blondeness :
Merry Christmas and happy New Year to you and your little girl!:)
from crackheadred :
i could see the sarcasm dripping down my screen...
from thegoodbiboy :
I was just talking about sleeping with him. I was kind of kidding!
from crackheadred :
hi..i just saw your note on my page...DC PEOPLE RAWK! how come everybodys page looks better than mine?? ~sigh~
from thegoodbiboy :
It's OK, always another day. I actually past it up on Saturday. I had made the plans with my cousin to go to this party, but the GF said with the kid at her moms we can stay home and screw instead. My cousin was counting on me going, so I had to go. That's why I'm not upset. She did offer! Giants play in DC in 2 weeks, should be a tough game.
from thegoodbiboy :
I usually stay far, far away from shots. Shots get me in trouble. Shots are not good, not good.
from thegoodbiboy :
I love free shirts! I swear, I have so many dumb t-shirts that I wear to sleep or around the house that I got for free. Free stuff rules. One time I was at a bar and the shot girls offered me a free t-shirt if I bought 2 shots. So I bought 4 shots of Jeiger and spent $20 for some dumb t-shirt. I don't like shots and I don't like Jaigermeister, but they offered me the t-shirt. I couldn't resist!
from thegoodbiboy :
The kid has been spoiled for the first 6 years of his life because she lived with her mom and dad, and her mom spoiled the kid rotten. If he flipped out, she'd give him cake. I can't say I blame her, she is the kids grandmother and that's what they do. But since he lived there, it's a different story. We have to deprogram him sort of, you know???
from thegoodbiboy :
He's just spoiled and use to having his own way. It's gotta change. As far as lust...well, that's what vibrators are for. He didn't deserve to get laid! And with the tickets, my friend is using them. We have a friend who lives here on LI who is a Redskin fan and he's going down there.
from thegoodbiboy :
Happy hour can't come soon enough! I can deal with the kid, but sometimes, you just need a breather. It's every night with the crying. It's gotta stop. As for tickets, the only way to get Giants tickets is if you know someone. The Giants, like the 'Skins, have been sold out for years and there is a huge waiting list for tickets. The game I went to was because my brother knows a guy who has season tickets and gave them to him as a repayment of a favor. My buddy lives in Old Town and he gets 'Skins tickets a lot. He asked me to go to the game on the 10th versus Dallas, but I can't make it. He gets a lot of tickets through his job. 'Skins, Caps, Orioles. Connections! And sorry if I came off to harsh before but I was a little pissed! You gave in way to easily!
from xx-xgirl :
I just saw your notes to me. Thanks for your input!
from thegoodbiboy :
Glad you enjoyed. Try to get through the next few days and enjoy if possible. You'll be home before you know it. Happy Thanksgiving!!!
from thegoodbiboy :
OK, deal. I have friends in Old Town who've been asking me to move there for years!
from thegoodbiboy :
Hey, I'd show ya' if you really wanted.
from thegoodbiboy :
Hey, you gotta help out. It's part of the relationship. It's no biggie, you do what you gotta do! And I hate having hair down there, on guys and girls. Glad you find it sexy, I like that. Wanna see!!!?? Hahaha.
from slave-dina :
Dearie, dina happy you like what she wrote... Thanks : ) All Masters are different so they train their slaves differently : ) dina sends her best wishes to you @)->>-
from thegoodbiboy :
The blonde is OK, but the other one....whew! She is a cheerleader so I would say she is a butterface for sure.
from thegoodbiboy :
Wow, that's hot. Wish I could join ya'.
from thegoodbiboy :
You were a naughty girl this weekend, huh??? Good for you! What porn do you watch???
from thegoodbiboy :
I've never done it either. I guess the closest would be that lawyer, but that was more of a one nighter then a stranger. It would be pretty exciting. You can always pretend with your BF, that's not so bad! And I'm feeling a little bit better, thanks! Nothing holding me back from happy hour!!!
from thegoodbiboy :
I'm glad you do read it. I try to update daily but sometimes it's hard to think of stuff to write about! I try though! Have fun tonight, I look forward to reading about it tomorrow.
from thegoodbiboy :
Hey! Like the new look. Your diary gets better and better and I enjoy reading it. I'm going to add you to my favorites. BTW, you're dangerously cute and I can see why you get hit on when you go out!
from nimiiwin :
Thanks for the well-wishes. How did you find me, if you don't mind my asking? Thanks for stopping by!
from cnotefwb77 :
ok - my email address is [email protected]
from cnotefwb77 :
You can have the password if you like, do you have an email address I can send it to?
from cnotefwb77 :
I found your diary through a link in someone else's diary and seem to keep going back to see what you're up to. So I just wanted to say hi! and let you know I added you to my favorites. And tell you what an adorable little girl you have!
from thegoodbiboy :
I'm not much for clubbing, but I love a good bar. I'll let you know!
from thegoodbiboy :
Yes, I do. I was kidding, but it would be fun. I have friends in DC, I'll let you know when I visit him.
from thegoodbiboy :
She's very hot. There was some poll somewhere that said 60% of woman said that if they had to sleep with another woman, it would be her. When I hooked up with that lawyer girl, she said that if she could do one girl, it would be her. I think 100% of the people in this country would have sex with her! D&Bs is a fun place to go, I'm looking forward to it. You should stop by!!
from thegoodbiboy :
I guess it's good to know. Like I said, just ask him where he wants this relationship to go.
from pouncer :
Thanks sweets, you made me feel better! <8
from thegoodbiboy :
Maybe you should ask him where he wants the relationship to go. If you think bringing up the M word would cause you to be homeless, you might want to wait!
from thegoodbiboy :
I was born and raised and still live on Long Island. It's OK, I can't complain. The city is great and I love going in for a game at the Garden. I go down to a bar before the game, have some drinks and head back to MSG. It's a great time.
from care99bare :
Tell him! Wouldn't you rather know NOW if he's not going to EVER be a man, rather than wait another couple months.. or years... or whatever, to finally fess up that he's not the marrying type?
from care99bare :
Thanks for caring. I totally love you and stuff. :)
from thegoodbiboy :
You're welcome for the link, glad to help out. Did you grow up in NYC? That must have been a great experience if you did. The game was good, they lost in OT, but they played hard and gave a good effort. No fights, though. Well, not on the ice, there were a few in the crowd. Morons.
from care99bare :
Gump, you just WAIT! I've been hearing about Steven for a while now. There will be more... believe me. :) And i've read Amelia Bedelia (i can't spell today). I love them! :)
from gumphood :
sounds like you had two back to back bad stevens entries. He's in mucho trouble!
from thegoodbiboy :
Hey, I love servers too! Anything that has to do with beer or food I'm all for! And, I always tip well. I always take care of the bartender and the servers. Gotta do it. Hey, where from NY?
from thegoodbiboy :
Boring, nothing much to report. I see you're a Deadskin, uh, I mean Redskin fan. Oh well, nobody is perfect!! I'm kidding. Although how they are 3-0 is beyond me. Oh...are you a bartender? I love bartenders. Or are you a server?
from thegoodbiboy :
Thanks for the note, and for listing me in your favorite list. Porn star in the making, huh? I like that! I'm glad you like reading the entries, and I will keep churning them out. As far as the hook up thing, you are absolutely correct. I broke one of my own rules, which is don't hook up (or get into a fight) in a place where you are known and like to hang out at. Not a good move on my part. But, throw in a ton of beer and a really hot girl, and well....rules go out the window sometimes! Thanks again, and don't be afraid to say hi!
from md-301 :
hi- i currently live in district heights, md. thanks for checking out my blog!
from andreeb :
Wow, you read the whole thing??? Now you know how insane I truly am. Thanks!
from care99bare :
I love you, girlie!!!!! :) I'm the first to comment.... i'm the first to comment... Ahaha!

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