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Hey I didn't think your diary here would still be around. I'm on facebook nowadays for the most part. If you are on there and still have my yahoo email, look me up. :)

from meganlala :

Hey lady, thinking of you earlier today. Was going to email but can't find an addy. Send me one? You've gotten me addicted to slash fiction by the way....

from whystinger :

Kill all the Killers? Wipe out the Genocidists? Almost a catch 22, but I tend to agree with you

from meganlala :

AUSTRALIAN Woe & Death Flu??? Why?? Why?? Fine then, lump us all into one filthy category. Thanks for the link to Waiting Here love, quite delicious. Hope all's good.

from lawliiet :

'Lestat And His Magical Gay Pants' made me lol so hard - cause its all true. xp

from justinblack :

Heh . . . I disappear, and you wind up being bothered. While I was re-connecting with Diaryland folk, I thought, "Why haven't I been talking more with Jax, too?" So, of course, here you are with no computer. rofl You have my number. Fuck computers.

from planet-maxx :

Hey Jax - Have you heard anything from Mr JustinBlack ( Scott ) Recently ?? - Is he ok ?? If ya see him or talk to him, tell him Brother Maxx asked about him please ?? Ta Very Muchly. xxx

from agentsil :

i randomly found your diary and your art work on devart is amazing! but you must already know that =]

from selaith :

Your mother is apparently a pod person at the moment? *hugs*

from diary--user :

I like that picture you posted today.

from justinblack :

Oh, my. It sounds like an interesting and exciting time to be a Jax. Good to see you excited. Call if you feel like it, sometime. :)

from defenestrate :

Been a minute, huh? Anyway, glad you are still w/ DL. Take care. Defenstrate (you SO do not remember me)

from justinblack :

You up for a call? Email me.

from boundlessice :

Oh, and . . . thank you for Re-Naming me. I feel whole once more.

from boundlessice :

You are not alone. I watch, and I must admit it . . . intrigues me. The Primary wants you to feel better, but you and I know that's not always the point. Sometimes, the suffering teaches the lesson . . . May you learn well.

from boundlessice :

Offer me your doctor's address. "Pain Contract," indeed . . . She needs a personal lesson in what your situation feels like . . .

from justinblack :

Yes, it was much like why I used to do all of that physical self-torture. Those few moments of pain-filled clarity are scary and wonderful, and when my mind was a jumble of terrors and words of my own private language, I needed all the precious clarity I could get.

from boundlessice :

Much like the Primary, you collect about you many people of the type that appear on my list, but you do not appear on it personally. And, no, your collection would not be considered a public service, but instead one of my more artistic endeavors. Do not feel the need to be hostile, though. I recognize and respect marked territory.

from selaith :

Hey Pretty...got an idea of something for you to write on if you get bored...message me? *hugs*

from bloodyscars :

perhaps you're the skilled one, madame. oh, what a shame that creativity coincides with misery...perhaps something will change for both of us.

from justinblack :

Yes, I suspect particularly religious zealots that are also motivational speakers would be very, very creepy. Fish flavored milk, however, is perhaps more disturbing to me than you could possibly imagine. Grab your shotguns and Spam and bottled wate; the end of civilization is coming . . . Oh, and, for the record, you're still awesome.

from justinblack :

Remember: An erection earned is an erection spent. ;) Puns: They're what's for dinner. Sorry . . . a bit slap-happy this evening. Just my way of letting you know I'm still here and listening and caring . . .

from justinblack :

I'm glad you're smiling a bit, tonight, and have lovely memories to hold onto from your recent stint on the coast. I have no words of wisdom (as is always the case), but I just wanted to say I've been . . . well, being a stinking atheist, I don't pray, but you've been the subject of many "atheist prayers" of mine, recently. I'm sure words of wisdom would be more helpful, but I can only offer what I have. Oh, and Godzilla ROCKS, no matter what you say. Peace. :)

from blackfur :

Love ya's.

from justinblack :

Yeah. Ouch. I suspect, though, that being in constant pain and having random other unpleasant medical ailments added to your difficulties in dealing with people. Also, we've both been junkies for psychiatric medications lately, and that causes quite a surge in funky emotional behavior (particularly if you do not have regular access to them). Yeah, you're imperfect, but you love and you care and you TRY . . . what the hell else does one need to do in this world? It still sucks to realize, "Oh, shit, I've been fuckin' selfish scum, haven't I?", but the REAL fuckin' selfish scum don't want to change their behavior, so give yourself some credit. And smile. :)

from selaith :

You sure you want to set me on the universe? Grr bites. *hugs*

from selaith :

*big hugs* Sorry things seem stressful for you right now. One of these days I'm going to have to come bug you...I miss you!

from justinblack :

I seem to be the only one leaving notes. Love ya, darlin', even though I don't always show it. Oh, and that's me in your Inbox. :)

from justinblack :

Darn . . . don't have your email address after all. I saw you so often, who needed it? Well, I'm risking, here, but : [email protected]. Take care, and I hope to hear from you soon. :)

from justinblack :

Wow . . . Caleb = Kate. Now THAT'S news! I think I've got your gmail tucked away somewhere, and I should email and get direct updates. I thought I was getting in the way as one more person in that tiny, if lovely, apartment. Now you've got, what, five AND a menagerie? Snuggles are nice things, but so's space. Travel to the Windy City. I've got roommates, but I've also got a futon that'll be all yours. And no animals. :)

from justinblack :

Your pills have far more interesting names than mine. Thanks for the *licksnuggle*s. They made my day. Tonight is my last chance at any lengthy computer time for a while, and really I have, like, ten more minutes. I hope it tickles you that I spent it here writing you notes. You all are missed, too. Oh, and the IMDb is more addictive than crack. Stay away, young one . . .

from justinblack :

Well, kidnapping is recommended, but the logistics of kidnapping someone living two thousand miles away can be difficult . . . I'll tag your gmail tomorrow after work, just to be more directly in touch with you. As for now, I guess it's beddy-bye time for me . . . sing me a lullabye . . . (Oh, and check out the pictures of the guest artist for Sluggy Freelance on Friday - yesterday - 2/2/07. Is it just me, or does she bear a STRIKING resemblance to someone we know?)

from justinblack :

Heh . . . actually updated my diary for the first time in, well, a while . . . I've been reading of your exploits, but have been very, very quiet in the background. I'm glad others were able to help when you needed help. Keep in touch once in a while, and say, "Hey!" to those that know me. Don't you have my email address (I know I have one of yours, which means I'm being hypocritical, but we all know I'm a bastard)?

from selaith :

Mind if I come curl up somewhere in there? *hugs*

from blackfur :

*nuzzles back* There isn't, at the moment.

from blackfur :

are you aware of this? http://www.fromoldbooks.org/gallery/pages/01-Following_A_Promise/

from daresden :

TRYING to Find You :) :) Mistress Jax, I hope you might remember me, I think you will. This is Mistress Kim and I've been trying to track you down. About 5 years ago you helped me with a naughty sub, at least I think it was you? Well I'm curious do you still keep in touch with him, know where he is or how to reach him? Please drop me a note at [email protected]. I'd like to spin him back into my web if I can find him. Kisses Jackie

from kungfukitten :

Oh honey, I know how you feel. Just curl up with some videos and take care of yourself. I'm doing the same. Sending you good thoughts from far away.

from eatpaste :

Abbreviation Palindrome Onomatopoeia: all are generally longer than the phenomea they represent.

from kadin :

Abbreviation Palindrome Onomatopoeia They're all meta-language. ^^

from stormtiger :

Heya Jax... just wanted to tell you I've got 'Our Latest Catalogue' by Circus Contraption if you want it. They're actually a circus group that happens to do music, not really a band. (it's a pretty good CD though)

from gildenstar :

lay off of nick.. or convince him to start making confessionals.. i dealt with this shit for eight years of my life with an abusive ass.. I am not the type of person to be accepting of polyamory. seeing such rambling about him and other males may be all in fun but to others it is damaging. I value honesty.. truth.. not deception.. 'twould be best to force a severing of things then to spend a lifetime of this

from mreoci :

Stayed home from work sick.. Downloaded a few of those themes you wanted, so if you're interested just get online. ^^

from mreoci :

Sorry to say.. bitch has forgotten your e-mail, and would really like to at least talk with you for awhile, if as just friends. ^^

from mreoci :

Long time no see - bitch is updating the diary, and has alot to say. ^^ Tried putting something in your guestbook, but.. don't know if it was successful or not, seeing as bitch keeps getting an error.. In any case, its nice to be back online! >.<

from cdghost :

maio

from sinslaidbare :

Argh. Wireless problems are awful. I'm sending techy warm fuzzies your way.

from sinslaidbare :

Good for showing the self restraint not to smuggle a knife. It would have put you in the same category as those scoundrels who insist on bringing toenail clippers! ~Z

from cdghost :

welcome back.you were.are missed. end transmission.

from sinslaidbare :

"very naughty AND very kickass"?!?! Your comment is positively making me beam with pride! Thanks so much for the add! ~Zoe

from stormtiger :

Call me sometime today Jax, pref after 4:30, so we can get together? I'll probably be online afte 5-ish too.

from sin- :

Thing to do when you're bored: watch porn ;)

from justinblack :

It's not like I think no one understands, it's just the alone feeling that fools me into believing no one understands. It's good to know that feeling is wrong. Read the "porn" post for the first time. Never, ever, show that movie to me. I'm impressionable. Tell Darth I said "Hi". If she is who I think she is, it's been too damn long (since she dumped "cooler-than-thou"). I need more cute perkiness in my life.

from justinblack :

Heh . . . the blonde joke is just evil. Being the stubborn person I am, you can imagine what happened. By the way, did I tell you that I streaked my hair blonde? Peace.

from justinblack :

Yes, I am alive and, well, not well, exactly, but surviving. Survival is good. :) I don't know what's wrong with your diary, but it's all jumbled together on my crappy old Mac. We'll see each other. In the meantime, get my email address from your Caleb's cooler-than-thou younger brother. We can lament the insanities of this world.

from theicing :

leaving another random note in a random diary - candy is dandy but liquor is quicker

from stormtiger :

ERg... are you ever going to be on aim again? *pokepokepoke*

from stormtiger :

Miss you... message some time. Or look for Thraaka the troll on Hakkar. =)

from bloodyscars :

and what a perfect house that would be...

from bloodyscars :

i am living in a place that closely resembles hell...off of Washington state route 99, in Lynnwood, down the street from $29.95 motels and gang shootings and pawn shops. it really is lovely though...i promise.

from stormtiger :

Curses woman.... call me, message me, email, SOMETHING. It'd be nice to see you before you leave town again.

from dope-slave :

you should be friends with that guy pornoviolent

from cdghost :

buzzzz

from bloodyscars :

i am flattered by your artwork...

from ladypoetess :

Torian, really? How is he?

from alogglalala :

the links in that last post don't seem to go where you want them to. i got sent to some bizarre advertisement page.

from noirpet :

Hey! It is me Matt, just telling you have I have diaryland if you didn't know

from alogglalala :

Hey lady, just wanted to say hi, and let you know that the Aussie lady that's really bad at posting books is back, albeit at a different address. Missed hearing about you, and congratulations (albeit belatedly) on your wedding. Just so you know, the new boyfriend is NOTHING like the dill, so thankfully I'm no longer writing about the endless dramas of a dickhead boyfriend. Now I can dedicate more time to my love of tiedye and guinness. And my snap happy obsession with all things photographic. Mwah! (which would be a big kiss for an old friend).

from darkest-elf :

I was just wondering if you knew where bloodyscars went - we're all wondering where Sam disappeared to, so I'm leaving a note for all of the people who linked her and seemed as if they knew her.

from ladypoetess :

Ah, there you are. I was beginning to get worried about you, Jax.

from amaizenblue :

Hey just stubled across your page. The attractive layout prompted me to delve a little deeper, and I took a look at some of your writing. Some good stuff there. Well done on your site, too. Take care.

from candoor :

happy new year :)

from sin- :

Congratulations on getting married and yes, I still read too... I'm so very happy after being miserably for so long; I wish I could rub some of it off on you. All my best to You and Yours. *hugs*

from ladypoetess :

Many congrats to you and Caleb, Lady Jax! And of course I still read. ^_~

from house-elf :

wanted to let you know that just because I moved to BFE with no net access and then to Pgh, PA and haven't gotten the computer hooked up yet doesn't mean that I don't still read...It just means that I read less often and in spurts when I have access at my girlfriend's apt.

from moonshadow02 :

This porn review was too funny. I used to watch some porn but was slightly disturbed in the fact that the girl was on top in about the location of the man's knees having really great sex in her underwear. I don't think any of those men had dick's past their knees so......there was a definite knee fetish? LOL!

from zzdagwood :

Your template scares me. ZZdagwood

from cdghost :

i will re-turn soon sweet -heart picture-

from eatpaste :

just a question...when you're on the coast why don't you skip down to the library and use their internet time? i miss the coast. i miss portland. i miss you.

from nreshan :

Read your own notes!!! i left you one after the first one, and screw the trillian just d/l the msn by itself see if that works

from nreshan :

HA i see your note and your going to sing O.o

from justinblack :

Guess who just started a diary on here, Jax? If the fake name doesn't clue you in, hun, just think about hats and Godzilla movies and someone who has had too much shit on his own plate (poor excuse, I know!) to give you a call recently. Give it a read, drop me a line . . . Been thinking of you a lot, lately, but (of course) now it's almost too late . . .

from liar-by-rote :

i wrote my last entry before i read your's. strange, huh? hang (and not yourself) in there.

from commonbreed :

Its maddening (if thats even a word)

from liar-by-rote :

your last entry made me really happy...

from jedigold :

Hepburn "I Quit" Velvet Chain "Strong" BTO "You ain't seen nothing yet"

from candoor :

This is a test. (beep) This is a test of the Emergency Valentine's Day System. (EVS) This test is to see if leaving notes around DLand will make this a wonderful day (and weekend) in spite of not particularly being with anyone romantically at the moment. (ummm) May the results be that all this love in my heart found some productive use. (smile) And maybe a giggle or few (Happy V-Day from my other persona too :)

from ladypoetess :

I know you look for "interesting" things to read, and I have a new story up in my diary. ^_~

from house-elf :

Re: My GOD..i can't believe this either... i'm with You Jax - cry or laugh? As a future English teacher, i'm appalled. As for the concept that she is forced to learn things contrary to her faith - WRONG! i learned that in one of my education classes - all that has to be done is file the appropriate forms...the school system is forced by law to not discriminate based on religion...the teacher has to offer the student something to do so that she has a grade equivalent to what the other students get for studying evolution....ACK! on SO many levels

from madam-rose :

hello saw a banner and clicked it. Love the layout! absolutely to die for!

from dia4 :

Looks like (because I waited so long) that it's going to be a 3 day thing. *frown/shrug* Tuesday through Thursday. I made the first appointment for 2:30 on Tuesday. Let me know if any of your housemates have a problem with me coming over. I can probably find a hotel to stay at. *hugs* Thankyou for being there Jax. I'm not too sure what I'd do without you.

from dia4 :

It looks like the 19th through the 21st (I'll have to leave Saturday morning) but I still have to make the appointment, but somewhere in that week.

from dia4 :

I probably will need a place to stay if it takes an overnight stay...which it looks like it will. I think I'm a bit clamer than before. *hopeful* And I'll look into getting this done at the Center. I just have a few things to clear up here (id card being a major part of that) and arrange time off, but it will defintely be in Febuary. I just don't know when.

from t-do :

hey, yeah, tim again. I forgot that i had a notes page not too long before i forgot that i had a diary lol. I'm just no good at this. Basically any layout that's not all girly and not that goth will work if you've got the spare time. Blue, orange or green, for color are fine. Oh btw, how do i get my diary back out of weblog style?

from notyetnamed :

Sent you an e-mail. *Hugs*

from dia4 :

The one on Lovejoy I think. And it's looking like a three day thing. *groan* But first I have to see what OHP will pay.

from talia-anlein :

I love your new layout. I think darker fits better than lighter layouts for you. In the three years(I'll have been reading you for three years in March) that I have known you, you've had I think three light layouts. One wasn't bad. It is the desert looking on that you use as your links page on one of your servers. I think that the other two light ones just turn out a little... blah... and that the darkness fits you much better. Anyway, this is just to say that I think you are a very talented webpage designer.

from dia4 :

Thanks Jax. I'm just waiting on health insurance...*needing patience*...but I'll probably be in town real soon. The when is all that I need to figure out. But if you could go with me to the appointment....I pretty much think that before and after I'm going to need sometime alone (to be a bitch/depressed/pissed) and probably not the best company for anyone to be around. *apologetic smile* It's the waiting that's getting to me.

from ladypoetess :

Your birthday is the 15th, huh? We are only a day apart in our natal anniversaries, you know. ^_~ I hope this year is better to you than your day has been, Lady Jax.

from cdghost :

how about a hug and a kiss and a tickle.. that always bring me up when I feel down

from ladypoetess :

*offers hugs and nuzzles as you wish to accept* I am sorry for the pain you feel - such a paltry sentiment, I know, but the best this feeble medium will allow me. *bows* I wish you heart-whole with all speed, Lady Jax.

from talia-anlein :

I don't think you will change, and I don't think you should change. You are Jax. How funny. One word and yet that described everything you are. If you changed, you wouldn't be Jax anymore. And I like Jax. I need Jax. Don't feel guilty if things with Ryan don't last forever. Things happen and the best you can do is adapt. Appreciate what you had and, if it comes to it, move on. Your friends will support you whatever choose. Please know that.

from mists :

*sigh* *keeps his mouth shut and lets her fall in her own pits*

from kadin :

Theunre...Rahani..I have known you for who you are for longer than I can recall. Gods above but no, I don't wish for you to change, just the contrary, the thought of you ever changing who you are frightens me. *Nuzzles you fiercely* Whatever the circumstances may be, whatever my own feelings and problems, you -are- what I need. And if you were to change, it terrifies me that I might stop being something -you- need.

from house-elf :

Hang in there hon. i know things are rough - but You'll make it :) i'll even post some poetry for You.

from house-elf :

i really like the new layout. i should check diaries more often.

from t-do :

Thought Process: "This girl is a nut job. Wait a minute, who am I to talk, I'm a nut job. Hmm I wonder if she's cute." Well hi I'm tim and in my late night boredom i found your diary and its pretty cool. Mine's getting rusty from neglect and ugly from lack of html knowledge, but check it out if you really want.

from twoblueroses :

sorry, that was "damNed

from twoblueroses :

I just wanted to let you know, that your reenactment of Queen of the Dammed was sadly very accurate, only you�re funny and entertaining, unlike the movie. Thank you for writing that.

from silverbiker :

very impressive! :)

from candoor :

did juliet ever get her diary?

from blueforever :

WOW. I like your diary a lot, especially the poetry you write. I like your style!

from sourballs123 :

damn u write alot

from miko-sama :

Re: needing more to read. I am a friend of ladypoetess and at her suggestion I have been stalking...reading, pardon me...your diary for the better part of a year now. I am but a pathetic, procrastinating loser, but you're more than welcome to eavesdrop on me every now and then if you're desperate for material. >^_~<

from babykeileigh :

Wow. I just found your diary from a banner and I love what you write. It's descriptive and deep and everything. Can I add you to one of my favorites?

from cdghost :

one day we will find nathan..until then..let the world rejoice!

from house-elf :

re: immortality...oh the people we meet on these strange communication devices :)

from cdghost :

:) oh! a update

from cdghost :

can i sing you a song by tlc

from cdghost :

hey mami, you sexy..hey mami, you beautiful :)

from house-elf :

in lieu of real updates, i'm posting 3 or 4 poems as a diversion for you.

from ladypoetess :

I have updated, Lady Jax - something just for you. ^_~

from ladypoetess :

Re: More with the music -- I read, and I care, Lady Jax... *bows* It is good to be able to read you once more, after a month of absence on my part due to moving, etc.

from cdghost :

i am happy to know you are still breathing

from zacam :

Whatever our personal problems may or may not have been, I am glad that you're still in the land of the living.

from eatpaste :

dearheart--email me, please. lemme know things are ok. or have ryan/grr email me. [email protected]

from cdghost :

I am watching you girl..when you sleep, I will remove all the sharp objects from your dwelling...

from ellebezzej :

Hang in there sweetheart... Thinking of you... Big hugs J

from cdghost :

you love me you love me you love me...could this be a love from outer space??? :)

from cdghost :

hey there...

from house-elf :

i agree completely...some people just can't hold a coherent thought in their head unless it insults someone. Sorry Jax, people should have better manners than that. For what it's worth, i appreciate your writing.

from eatpaste :

i think the most amusing part of that little note down there is using 'cut' in the posessive. deary, if you're reading this--you only add that little apostrophe if you're making a compound word (cut + is = cut's) or if it's in the posessive. as a side note, aren't has an 'e'.

from nreshan :

omg some people are just to funny, if you dont like reading someone elses stuff. um... stop reading it? thats like stabbing yourself, saying it hurts and then doing it again. please die so you can be removed from the genepool, k thx

from selaith :

Hey look, Pretty! Another moron! Funny how many stupid 15 year olds there are in the world, isn't it? Those that leave notes on other people's diaries that mean exactly nothing and is proof that they don't bother reading anything before they write it...gah. Idiots. Ignore them. Love you!

from hbetty :

This is the most self-indulgent piece of shit I've ever read. You have so much space for your less than par, FAKE writing. Angst? Black leather? I bet you're one of the girls that cut's herself cuz it's cool these days. Fuck off. i know you want people to leave you a note saying how good you are, so im telling you that you arn't, get a life!!!!

from sin- :

Wishing you the best of times with your kadin while he's there with you... If only the world would let us have all those we care about together by our side...*whistful sigh*

from nreshan :

heh im around right now, for a couple hours, didnt realize anyone read my crap besides you lol

from nreshan :

*pokes* of course I meant you, i dont know of any other person who reads it lol, and yes i read the note, just busy with sleep, work and college, it sucks =/

from sin- :

*nuzzles your neck softly* I'm not expecting a lot of people to understand about The Crush; some may just think I'm an unfaithful slut, so it makes me so happy that you get what it's like...you are such a gem, really...*kiss*

from prongslily :

Thanx for the suggestion. I'll try to change the color, but I'm not exactly a whiz at html.

from prongslily :

'Lo. Geez you've read a lot of diaryies. Think you could read mine? I'm open to any suggestions. Cool. Love your diary!

from ladypoetess :

Re: Gallbladder removal -- I'm so sorry, Jax. I know this sucks. The gallbladder being gone will certainly help some of the tummy trouble, and just take it easy with the post-surgical recovery, okay? You don't need to over-do-it and end up in worse shape, got it? *smiles* Okay, I'll quit 'nurse-geeking' at you now, I promise.

from ladypoetess :

*returns the hugs, in spades* People do care - people you have never met, and people that you have seemingly no contact with. Your words, beautifully formed upon the screen, touch far more than you know... At least 8 - 10 of the diaries I read are because you either recommended them, or because you are somehow connected to them. *hugs again* You, Kadin, etc. are always welcome to get ahold of me... All the contact info on my profile is current...

from heartsblood :

hey jaxie, hope you get better.

from kidofkingdom :

hey this is heartsblood with a new diary, hence the name, ^. Anyways, just checkin in on ol friends.

from house-elf :

There are times when a nice normal life is ~so~ overrated. my parents don't understand my life either...and i doubt they ever will, so i understand that.

from ladypoetess :

Re: New layout -- I like it, I'd go with purple, over the black/white - mostly because you've been using black/white for a good long while now. And, my screen is 1024x768, and the entry box is rather small in the center of the screen.

from ladypoetess :

Re: Ryan needs a doctor and dentist -- < nurse geek > *officially does the nurse-irritated-scowl at Ryan* How about an ER ~now~, to get him some pain meds and antibiotics, and then to a doctor/dentist following that? That is kinda why the ER is there... For emergencies such as this. And no, I ~don't~ care that his pain tolerance is just so high he's still on his feet and functioning through the pain, blah blah blah -- that can get him killed. If he has a high enough pain tolerance, he may not even realize how serious it is until it is to the point where he's got sepsis. < /nurse geek >

from ladypoetess :

Re: Manipulative sub in his collar -- *offers you the Whiffle Bat of Doom (sorry... don't ask -.-;;) to help take care of certain attitudes that just shouldn't exist*

from souldragon :

Afraid that...I couldn't live up to your...image of me.

from souldragon :

Didn't you know that I was afraid?

from souldragon :

Didn't you know that I was afraid?

from ladypoetess :

Just a bit of nurse-geek caution for you, Jax... You may want to be careful with upping your own dosage on the amatryp - you should really stay at one constant dosage, to keep yourself from having rebound problems later, when the level of the medication in your body drops. I just don't want to see you have to deal with more problems than you absolutely ~must~, particularly when you can avoid one or two. *smiles*

from ladypoetess :

*grins at the day of updates* I have days like this... not often, but it happens. Re: Torian -- I read canosmyth, but that doesn't tell me much. In fact, it usually confuses me more... But I miss hearing about Kadin, Torian, and Caleb...

from ladypoetess :

*offers pet-pets* I do undestand, sweetie. I don't comment more often, because I figure you'd get sick of seeing my name on your comments page. ^_~ But I read you everyday, and I feel your entries each time. *offers hugs*

from ladypoetess :

Re: Hungry but want to lose weight -- Your numbers sound like mine, and your reaction to them also a lot like mine. *offers a hug, if you are so inclined* Dealing with plummeting sex drive is no fun, as I know. I've found judicious use of a mini-vibe helps. - I've been intending to start the Weight Watcher's points plan for awhile now. My mother-in-law used it, and had excellent results. And, since I am at her house a good deal, I've had a lot of her "diet" recipes. They are, surprisingly, very good, and I rarely, if ever, feel hungry after eating there.

from ellebezzej :

To me amythingy (not gonna try to spell it after this much wine) slowed my brain down to a point where i could start and finish one task, rather than trying to do 10 things at once... Haven't needed it in a while... but would take it again if things went horribly wrong again... oh and i thought i'd let you know as i don't write here any more really... http://www.slaveregister.com/certificate/342992 Very happy and content... purrs {jezzebelle} DoN

from ladypoetess :

Re: Scared because of medical diagnoses -- *offers you a hug, and then more of them* I am very sorry that you have to deal with more medical shit, Jax. I see most of it through the clinical eyes of a nursing student, but with you I ~feel~ about it again. And, if you want an un-biased, sympathetic ear, I will listen. Sometimes, at least for me, it helps to have someone who is not emotionally involved be the person you talk to about things like this - then you don't have to worry about upsetting, etc. the other person.

from vissara :

Alright. You win. I made a diary.

from meganlala :

hey jax. jax that gets silly jokes about sheep, and hates the dill, and will talk silly, and will talk serious, simultaneously, when the need arises. i wanted to say "hello!" and update you on the postage situation, the books are in a box. so, until i locate the box, (i seem to be STILL missing three boxes of books. how? 'tis not like they have legs and can run to other houses) it is On Hold. I'm so damn good at losing things, it scares me. Hopefully, my absence from all things internet has not lost me your friendship. Because that would really suck dogs cods. Anyway, here's hoping that life is like a box of cherry liquers, always getting something good.

from xala :

please, please, please, stop whining! Nah forget it i'll just stop reading.

from house-elf :

Tolerate them? i love them! It's one of my favorite songs.

from dead-grrrrl :

Hey there. I found your diary in taffy77's fav.'s I believe. I like your diary, and just to let you know, although I don't tell many people this, I'm what people call an "alter". Although I don't claim it. I want to take over. I'm into bdsm, too. Anyway, just thought I'd let you know I stopped by, and that you seem cool. I'll probably be back.

from ladypoetess :

Panther girl? Yeah, I can see that... I can't really picture you as a proper, modest Free Woman, at least...

from notyetnamed :

Thinking of you ... sending you positive thoughts ... feel better soon.

from ladypoetess :

Re: Chelation - Have you been having blood transfusions that would cause a build-up of red blood cells, beyond what your body can use? I don't recall seeing anything in your diary about blood transfusions, but my nursing-school brain isn't giving me anything other possibilities to needing chelated... >.<;; *ya know, nursing-school-me gets annoying at times - even to me*

from slaveznil :

hey.. betcha haven't heard from me in awhile. n.n; i got ICQ.. my number is 168451902. i'd really love ta talk with ya again.. my new blog is http://www.deadjournal.com/~acidicsky (incase ya didnt have it).. well i hope ta catch ya jaxie. n.n;

from stormtiger :

Guess who? wanted to let you know I got the diary working and that I'm here watching....

from yamakingj :

Hmm. Nice page. Fun survey. Maybe I'll swing by again some time.

from blackkachina :

(Bites Jax's lower lip as Jax wriggles her wrists in the rope at the bed post. They feed each other blood and chocolate, Kachina gets the whip)

from jadedmist :

Hey there jaxraven, I saw your banner and I related, so I had to check you out. I have mpd also, and when I saw the banner and in parenthesis it said (and a few others) I was like, shit, that's me! haha. Anyway, I can relate to things you say, too. Although you seem to be doing better off then me currently... but still, I can relate. Well, just thought I'd let you know I stopped by, have a good night! =)

from cdghost :

ohno open the windows!!!!

from mstwheelie :

Hi Jax,Saw you on briefly last night (My time) and again this morning, at what must have been at least 2am your time. Missed you both times, to chat with. Sorry to hear that you are still having medical problems. Just wanted to say I like the new(ish) layout of your diary. :) Hope to chat soon. Wheelie

from raven72d :

When you're wired like that... look sideways at lights and fall into the whole realm of fragmented colors...

from labattaille :

Ya'll get well soon now, ya' hear?! ^^~*

from raven72d :

Your voice, your interests, your writing... I'm intrigued...

from cdghost :

im back darling (let out of the mental institue) for the third year :) cheers lovey

from unsentletter :

thanks a ton for the offer... fortunately, andrew and i got everything worked out and the images (new ones, at least) are all in order :) thanks again, though!

from ladypoetess :

Re: Random Arousal and a Bit of News -- The link isn't there - what is the news?

from notyetnamed :

Way too much honor and leaving me without a clue what to say...except thank you for your words and attention. If you don't mind, i am planning on linking a little btw :)

from slaveznil :

http://www.deadjournal.com/~acidicsky --sorry i haven't been around much. that's my new blog.

from heartsblood :

hey Jaxie, oh, hun, well, youre weird, but i dont love you any less than i already did. Get Well Soon, Love, Heartsblood

from cuntgirl :

"firecracker of a wench" damn! thank you, you truly absolutly made my night. thank you thank you thank you. I am thuroughly flattered, I will now collapse into my bed, but now with a grin and silent laugh upon my face. Hopefully I can get some sleep soon and then time to read more of you.

from dorei :

Thnks for sharing that Lord Of The Rings diary-thing. lmao :)

from erato :

Thank you for taking the quiz, your answers were simply divine. A Bonzai kitten--you are a goddess. Right up there with the Blahniks.

from mists :

Jax hon, just a not e to say that I love you and to pull yourself together hon...*hugs and snuggles and stuff* I'll be back in town eventually...Send me an email...When I get back in town, we'll go do coffee...

from slaveznil :

jaxie.. i miss talking to you. 9.9; anyway..i need some {more} advice from one of the smartest women i know...

from heartsblood :

hey chickie(s), i am glad you are happy, everyone deserves some time on their own to be free.

from where-i-fall :

Since i'm no good at giving good advice, I will give a good *hug* instead. I'm sorry I cannot do more to help you in some way.

from lustforblood :

Hey there... I just wnate dto tell you I can empathize about the hunger... It's been almost ten months, and I'm in the twitching stages now... Oh well, maybe it'll get better before it gets worse (ha). But yes, I shall talk to you later, I hope... Sean

from scatcat :

May I just take this minute to say that you have impeccable taste. I was refering to your recommended diaries, but my mind just went off on a different tangent. Excuse me....

from heartsblood :

Hey, hey, well been reading your diary faithlessly, oops, is that sposed to read faithfully? *shrugs* anyway, i know what you mean, i call myself a shredder, and even my bestfriend doesnt understand it, whats new, right? lol, anyways, that Max masturbation entry, definite ear perk there, i would have never thought that people would have started doing it too, what a trip! lol sounds like your life is as interesting as mine, if not more

from jezz62 :

Oi do not have a boring life... I actually care what happens to you, how you are feeling... so Nah! sticks tongue out... runs away giggling... jezzebelle xxx

from jezz62 :

Hey Jax... smiles softly, you are not bad.... i have the same urges in reverse, 40 this month still unmarried, slept around when I was younger... but I have lived, you are living, you are alive, vital despite the pain. My past is dogged by ill health, mental and physical, I bear the scars that prove it. I have suffered abuse, I am also a 'pervert'. This does not make us bad.. just different. When it comes down to which do you prefer.... A) normal B) truly unique... I know which one I choose every time... To be myself, oddities and all. Blessed be my friend... jezzebelle xxx

from heartsblood :

heheh, it sure the hell is a strange world on the upside, maybe i can get out of here soon.

from heartsblood :

well, sounds a lot like me, are you a multiple, or just finally get a chance to air your soul for the first time in a long while. either way, i know the secret in my soul and your writings remind me of me.

from whymeohgod :

don't scare my ants away! They're really nice guys once you get to know them.

from scatcat :

Your doppelganger is my sister-in-law. Oh, and *purr*, although she said to tell you to watch for fleas, cuz my collar isn't up to snuff. Completely unrelated- I am addicted to Custom now. Thanx!

from slaveznil :

jaxie, i really miss talking to you. and i really need some advice from one of the smartest, strongest, women i know (that would be you...) please help. i'm on yahoo messenger a lot. try to sign on sometime?

from midnightlord :

i am the juice box foretelling your future. you will breathe. you will blink. you wil- **hey! that's my straw! dont poke it in there! ahhh!** *slurp!* not...enough...juice...to...make...it...this is in accordance to the prophecy. i like dirt! i like dirt! brian

from soulofdust :

Hmm.....just curious. Where is that entry you spoke of?

from slaveznil :

hey jaxie, n.n when you get to 2000, i'll draw you a gift. u.u do you have a bbs? if now i'll just draw somethin and send it to you. i also make hit gifts *cough* i miss talking to you on IM ;-; (sad mellon)

from mstwheelie :

Love the pic on the profile page. :) Congratulations on reaching another landmark. 1400 entries! Wow that is some going. ;)

from mstwheelie :

Hi Jax, Thanks for dropping by my site. You are welcome at anytime, you know that.True frends can be hardwork sometimes but this one just lost their way a little. Thought they had blown it when they didnt. I just reminded them what friendship, at least to me, really is. There is another quote which has been really bugging me that I cant find. You might know it...goes something like "Your thoughts are your own, your words are no longer" I have checked so many sites trying to find the author but to no avail. Really frustrating.

from jezz62 :

Sorry you are sick... but glad you are still with us... huggle, jezzebelle

from jezz62 :

oh doppelganger.... did you read that entry... it really is scary how much you look like my daughter in profile.... I agree dope is better than many on the market meds whether over the counter or on script. Far more healthy and far less addictive,,, If you need a friend when you are withdrawing I am here... I have done it... and I sense that deep down you have the strength to do it despite the pain... Hang on in there girl.. Am thinking of you... jezzebelle xxx

from tage :

'good news is I will be on KBOO, 90.7 FM in p-town on thur. the 20th, at 11:00 PM pacific. For those of yous who are not Portlanders go to kboo.org, and you can have yerselves a listen. Its a tribute to Dr Who, I'm supposed to be the british actor who played the role of Dr Who, I talk in a british accent and quote from the actors autobiography.'

from where-i-fall :

*Leaves a huge basket of batteries on doorstep* Welcome home ;)

from canosmyth :

Welcome home, my Lady. I do hope you feel better and that the flight went well. Life is confusing. I miss you.

from tage :

Otherwise, I am here there all day on tuesdays and thursdays.

from tage :

Well if you want to come parttake in the glory that is the Household Highs, come mon. at 11:30 in the AM, on the game room lawn. If you've never been to Mt. Hood, first go to the College center lounge, go to the front desk and ask where the game room is- you will be directed from there.

from tage :

'The donut is there.'

from tage :

'They have won one race.' 'It's their donut.' 'They're the donut people.' -I am not a total retard.

from tage :

Is there a meat puppets album that you do not have? -I swear I don't stalk people. If I was a stalker I'd be in jail right now. I'm harmless, everything that you read in my archives is what I'm all about. Which is basically to say that I'm harmless. Don't worry I don't expect anything in return. But it will be awhile before you recieve it, because I'm really fucking busy right now. I've gotta do a speach on Wednesday, and a 10 pager due on Tuesday. And on monday, my band is playing a little shindig here at the Mt. Hood Community College. So maybe the next Friday, I can get to work and send it on down the line. I enjoy making tapemixes, there swell.

from tage :

Hey Jax- You have one the Tage's Tape Mix Sweepstakes! See my current entry for all the details! (I swear I'm not a stalker)

from tage :

hey jax- I'll eat some pussy- I'm in yer area too! I live in Gresham! But I'd have to meet you in person first. Don't worry I'm an okay fella.

from mstwheelie :

Hey, Jax. Cant pretend to know what you are going through but as far as the pain is concerned I can empathise. I had three wounds following surgery and one isnt doing too well. Hurts like hell. Got a heamatoma, or so I am told so that is another complication I dont need. No rush on the grahphic. Would be nice to do one for paw4 too. I sent B/F your way for graphics cos you are the best. ;)

from mstwheelie :

Hi Jax. Wound opened up a little so havent been online much. Hope all works out ok with you. Looking forward to seeing us both a ok. (hugs). BTW helped with Mr B/Fs and sins move to Brum over the weekend. paw4 is taking them on another run as we speak. They are a great couple.

from mstwheelie :

Hi Jax, Thanks for dropping by. If the pain I have gone through this last week is a 10th of what you have been through then I cannot imagine the pains you have suffered in the past. I am out of hospital, as of yesterday. Still sore. Still in pain, though deminishing....most of the time. Still confined to the house, till Friday. Still immensely grateful for my friends, of which I definitely count you. Your writting still inspires me and I see, from my bdsm-tops diaryring, that you also have a few more linking to your diary as a favourite diary. Would love to chat online, whenever. Not sleeping too well at the moment.Little bits here and there, you have been there. Just drop me a line. Wheelie

from midnightlord :

Who is Nebbie? And why do I remind you of her? I just want to know...it's o your profile...glad to see I'm recognized, however... Brian Nexx...

from yamakingj :

I found you by random, but anyone who lists whymeohgod as a fav has gotta be good people. I will read. oh, and Morgensern is CLASSIC!

from mstwheelie :

Hi Jax, In case you didnt know, the link to Jenna and Robbie, in the entry about the quizz, takes an age to load. I have DSL connection a local DNS server, with an entry for all the links on that page, and it still took nearly a minute. God only knows how long it would take on a normal modem.

from myvista :

I answered the survey. Not all of it, just question 2. I don't know why I didn't have an answer for the others. It's at http://myvista.diaryland.com/020501_58.html

from mstwheelie :

Hi jax. Just read your postings. :( The one thing, even you acknowledged, is that I am a good listener. If you want to chat please feel free to. I am on yahoo messenger a lot these days,(master_wheelie_uk) Sometimes I am in invisible mode but just say hi and i will respond. U can always use e-mail. [email protected] will get to me pretty quick. :)

from mstwheelie :

Got a photo? I can imagine you with RED hair. :)

from mstwheelie :

Hi jax. I see you used a J instead of a j? Telling maybe? lol. Anyway thanks for the note about http://quoted.diaryland.com. I was looking at that one just before I read your note. Great minds think alike. BTW you have e-mail. :) If you didnt get it let me know. Still got the addy I had for you on another.com

from mstwheelie :

Thanks for the note. Just had (at 5am) a 4 1/2 philosophical debate on the ability to get something from what ever direction there lives go in. Even when it it turns bad you alway learn get or achieve something that you didnt know before. There isnt enough room to go into depth but it must have been good to keep me up til 5-30am, even on a weekend. lol

from mstwheelie :

Never thought I would be therapy for you. lol Thanks jax, appreiciate it. :)

from mstwheelie :

Hi jax, I wouldnt want to impose on you whilst you are ill, but if you NEED to be doing something then I would very much appreciate it. I have supergold on D/land and 150MB of space elsewhere on dsl servers, so maybe we could help each other out, if you are tight with space. After all it doesnt matter where the graphics actually originate from does it? ;) Whilst I felt that we wanted different things I still consider you a friend. You are right about our situation. Tanos through us off the IC and Slave Register, quoting a rerun of what happened last year. He seems very anti polly but pro beastiality etc. Feel free to e-mail if you prefer ([email protected]) is the best one to get me on.

from mstwheelie :

Hi jax, Thanks for dropping by *smiles* It has been an awful long time, it feels, but in reality just a few months, since we last spoke. My site is a little plain at the moment, but getting there. I can build and repair anything but the software still gets the better of me where web design is concerned. lol. I am REAL sorry to hear you still havent gotten over the health problems and am willing to help, from afar, in any way I can. Either way, if its ok with you, will keep an occassional eye to see how you are. :) Master Wheelie

from mstwheelie :

Hi jax. Saw your message about the locked diary. I am sure you know this already but if permission is granted to access the diary you are sent an e-mail with the new password. Assuming it was changed that is. If it is recently locked, period, then you would have a password if he put the username in the box. Otherwise not. It could just be an oversight. Doubt its anything more sinister than that.

from mstwheelie :

hey jax! Perhaps, now you have passed the stone, things will get better, but knowing your history, i doubt it. It will be replaced with something else. You have shown great strength of character and I, for one, hope you pull through. You DO have so much to offer.

from jezz62 :

Thanks Jax, personally I think it is healthy for you to write here. I use my on line writing as therapy, I have probably said more here about my feelings than I have to any one person... As long as my vanilla friends and my family don't read it... I'm not concerned... stay well jezz

from kadin :

This isn't a blog entry, even a d-land. It's not long enough to be a proper email, but you'll get notified by email of its existence. I know you're on at least often enough that you'll spot this, maybe today. I think you know what I'm going to say, knew it even before you asked. I mean it, Rahani. That's what I'm telling you. I really, truly, mean it. Maybe not the exact question you were asking, not from me. I mean that I want that. As for him... He'd be loathe to admit he needs help to do it properly, but. He means it too.

from mstwheelie :

jaxraven. You touched my life, with your words, but for a short time. During that time you left a lasting impression, that I will never forget. I wish you all the best, in whatever direction your life takes you. I suspect that this will be the end of Lady Jax and a rebirthing of jaxraven. I, for one, hope so. There is a part of you which begs satisfaction. Master Wheelie (New to the BDSM RIng)

from ladypoetess :

Re: The Cake is Done. I've read both "Stranger in a Strange Land" and "Ender's Game." Both are amazingly good books, but I prefer SIASL. I stayed up all night finishing "Ender's Game" - awake for 36+ hours after about 5 hours of sleep - and that sleep-deprivation combined with the particular way the book ends, -really- threw me for a loop. I was shaky and upset for about 4 hours afterward. Went stumbling (well, driving) over to my boyfriend's house and curled up on his bed just so I could calm down and get a bit of sleep. >.<;; And he wasn't even home. (But he's the one who had wanted me to read the book in the first place...)

from givenocredit :

did juliet get a diary yet? (i don't know any code for that, sorry)

from designreview :

Hi! I'd like to invite you to participate in a brand new review site. DesignReviews: Reviews for designers, by designers.

from pureserenity :

Jax, I love your new look! <--- just had to say that :)

from hlnabkt :

Ozric Tenticles, ever heard em'?

from mists :

Jax, I would like to say that this fellow down here...**points down two notes**...is a strange one indeed...Should I call the nice people with the white coats with long arms that let you hug yourself?

from invisibledon :

saw your banner and decided to say hey

from midnightlord :

A ball of ferrets!? KOOL! Is that like a dessert for snakes or something? That's it. Thats how we solve world hunger! Instead of welfare...just give them balls of smashed ferrets. If theyre smashed just right...you could also use them as frisbees! Or jumpropes! Or canteloupes! YAY! Salute sickle-cell anemia! And the world opened up! And all of the pimentos were sucked into some unknown oblivion! Yesterday...I saw a dead kitten on the side of the road...it was sad. So I made some cookies! Yipee! BTW...on a somewhat serious note...do you mind if I add you to my favorite diaries list??? Just a simple question! Brian

from hlnabkt :

Wow jaxs, what a farout site! Mine sucks ass probably cause I don't know the first damn thing about re-designing a site, re-plumbing your house, build you a climbing wall, fix your car, install new flooring, these things I can do but what the hell is html? Feel like helping an old fool make his site a bit more interesting? Work out a trade of some sort? let me know??? hlnabkt@hotmail Oh yeah, about not getting laid, join the club babe! I'm so sick of sleeping alone I think i'm gonna skyrocket and explode high over gothum city any day now, KABLAM! and the mopping up of the remains begins. write me Jaxs, please... Tim

from midnightlord :

The Philo room? What on earth are you talking about? Is this some chatroom or something? Q: Why did the orange stop rolling down the hill? A: You'll have to IM me or send me another note to find out. What Would Jesus Do...for a Klondike Bar!? Toast is yes. The square root of muffins is no. Snowboards and a monkey's gizzard...all filled wih Twinkies! And the stinky cheese man likes his pumpkins with training wheels. More bullitens as they warrant! Write me back! [email protected] note me...w/e...

from nadawi :

hey lady. you're pretty and wonderful and amazing *kisses and roses*

from goodvibez6 :

Can your feelings be true? I feel you, too. ....for them the saddness grows and grows with every emotion felt, every single thought leads to a damaging moment of confusion.....I have felt, them were me; inside me that is. Strange feelings cross through your mind, the only part of you that is concernable is which one's do you dwell on? Things go up and then they flip down. You can see only in one color, you can't look inside the rainbow. Feel who you are, and i will love you just the same. "...'cause nobody loves me." ~Portishead You give me feeling, that i can express; you are a muse, you are.

from anonymous-me :

you're on the right track. leave him be for now . . and respect yourself enough to stick to the decision u've already made.

from meganlala :

hey peaches. (we have huge peaches at the moment on our trees, they are much awesomeness, i'll post you one) someone is searching for you "JAxraven". they should probably look in your diary for you i think, not mine. unless you are hiding somewhere under the next/previous links. which i somehow doubt you are. but all i meant to say was that i missed the bit where you started to capitalise only the first two letters of your name.... but i do like it. ^8^

from snakfood :

DOCTORS DO NOT GIVE YOU PILLS BECASUE YOU ARE SPOOKY, THEY GIVE YOU THEM BECASUE YOU ARE RETARDED!!!!

from blue-scribe :

congratulations on the 1000th entry :) I hope I can be around as long as you can!!!!!!!!!! blue-scribe of the cdghost :)

from ravenheart :

Hey! I'm a raven too, I love all ravens, just thought I should tell you. Take care!

from nadawi :

more lovins...you just seem to need a few extra right now. *hugs*

from nothing-girl :

Jax - many hugs. Many, many hugs. You'll pull through this, if only to sue the ass off of the idiot doctor. :P Take good care of yourself, 'kay?

from slaveznil :

Happy (late) birthday ^_^;; *hugglecling* much love from the MeLLoN.

from givenocredit :

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear jax, happy birthday to you. ^8^ i couldn't help myself, i had to sing. deal with it. you can always have your ears fixed....

from mstwheelie :

Hi Jax, Just wanting you to know I that there was an entry of worth for the 15th in my calender. Hope all goes well. Thinking of you. Master Wheelie

from teapotica :

hi =) i passworded my diary.. dunno if u noticed. heh. want password, just email me.

from slaveznil :

ooh! bunny! *clings to Jax and then clings to her bunny*

from givenocredit :

share the damn forks woman. i've got alot of good ideas for evil things to do with forks at the moment, and i'm gonna need all the forks i can get.

from givenocredit :

stick a fork in me, it's done. i updated.

from givenocredit :

shit. i blinked and missed it. a relatively happy and untormented jax. fuck. that'll teach me to keep my attention focused now won't it?

from givenocredit :

america did fall off the map didn't it? shit. i'm going to give it another 6 hours, and then i'm going to panic. seriously. i can only find canadians, brits and australians that have updated. it's weird but ^8^, what can you do?

from arrasto :

Life is a royal pain in the ass. I have more where that came from. Only positive thoughts in my life!! Gimme a call, i'll share some.

from givenocredit :

WAREHOUSE 23 Brushing off a half-inch accumulation of what seems to be bright-red fingernail clippings, you find . . . Small, gleeful penguins that waddle so delicately over to you and place regurgitated fungal globs in your open hand.

from givenocredit :

oh. yeah. and read that from bottom to top. not the other way round. makes no sense otherwise....

from givenocredit :

for gods sake!! some one make me do something else already!!!

from givenocredit :

the wallabies MADE me do it. i swear....

from givenocredit :

^8^ what can i say? it was a surprise attack....

from givenocredit :

don't you hate delayed reactions?

from givenocredit :

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

from givenocredit :

wait for it.....

from givenocredit :

boo.

from meganlala :

my god!! that's amazing!! have a peanut on me!!

from givenocredit :

woo hoo!! see ya stanley!

from givenocredit :

i love my notes page.

from givenocredit :

hey sunshine. just thought i'd drop you a note to say hello. so hello. right. ^8^. i'm tired and i'm pissed off with life. hopefully, i'll catch you soon, and we can lay curses on things. like educational establishments that are full of shit. anyway. yell at stanley and co for me. tell 'em to behave themselves, or face the consequences. (give me a couple of days to come up with good consequences for a stent or whatever and two misbehaving kidney's) email sal, try email next time.....

from meganlala :

and damnit!!! stop licking me!!! i'm drowning here!!!

from meganlala :

fussy, fussy, fussy. i'll fix it at some stage today, k?

from slaveznil :

heyo *hug* yeah, i'm happy my computers back. >^_^< .... henna be fun. ^_^

from meganlala :

dahlink! it wasn't you, it was bill gates being the devil again, this morning my time, which is god knows when your time, but i was speaking to you AFTER lunch if that helps. ^8^

from givenocredit :

puh-lease!! tell me that it's not the evil.uk email gone psycho??? damnit. well, consider me out of inspiration and help to send you. what can you do? ^8^.... hotmail from now on if i AM going to spend all that damn time writing emails.... pfft. see why i like notes? ^8^ why me god?

from givenocredit :

^8^.... god i love that.... i think i'll start listing this as MY notes page... i do seem to be putting in a fair attempt at a take over... ^8^ *cackles hysterically*.. if you know how to fix the graphics, you will be my offical graphics doyen, which unfortunately for you is a low paying job (read none) with little to no rewards (self satisfaction?).... unless you want a little miss jax link? ^8^ that could be interesting...^8^ i don't know. now i've had too much coffee. is there no happy medium? all graphics are stolen from a site, stolen from another site, hosted by myself and created by a mr roger heargraves... pfft. spelling. one day, i will become not lazy enough to start using email... anyway, enough of this novel lenght note. i'm gone.

from givenocredit :

^8^ sorry, i'm on a roll.

from givenocredit :

shit, sorry, nearly forgot, red and blonde striped hair. close enough?

from givenocredit :

yes, white bits on graphic thingies sucks. glad i'm not the only one that's driving mental. question is, i didn't make the graphics, so how do i fix their incompetence?

from givenocredit :

^8^ i'm awake and no one else is. i'm bored. you'll probably be boredish when you wake up. ^8^ who knows what a jax thinks? ^8^ i've put a quiz on my other page. go do it for me please... i'd like results... ^8^ but you don't have to.

from givenocredit :

^8^ i had to do that.

from redqueenmeg :

I sorta know how you feel right now. :( I wish you luck, for whatever it's worth. --Meg

from elru :

Miss you, miss you, miss you. I am stuck here, and finally got net access, only a few minutes, Free me from this purgatory. ~Bard.

I do love you, but am stuck here. No time, no time. Sorry, frantic, only have a few minutes, and talking to family as I type. I wish I had gotten mail from you , but I forgot to bring/get you addy. I havent' been allowed to write anythging in a week in a half anyways. Love, Nick, bard, tammuz (a name I sometimes remember when I have half asleep.) Iri Sa.

from elru :

Miss you, miss you, miss you. I am stuck here, and finally got net access, only a few minutes, Free me from this purgatory. ~Bard.

from slaveznil :

*blushblushblush* heh heh too bad I didn't live around you, ne? Otherwise, I'm yours until January 10th. ^_~

from slaveznil :

Hah! You WILL say 'Myuuuuu!'.... Just kidding. *huggle* Heh heh heh

from givenocredit :

i love the way you write. i think my eyes are turning green. congrats by the way, make this the 51st...

from legna2arres :

If you could let the world know one thing, what would it be?

from sin- :

*promises that if she and/or BF wins the lottery they'll buy the Lady* ;)

from nadawi :

more links for your enjoyment...explodingdog.com (people send the guy phrases and he makes pictures with stick figures...real funny), and emotioneric.com (people send him emotions and he takes pic's of him acting them out--kicking butt and taking names is my favorite). and if you're needing another comic...userfriendly.org (tale of a tech support place...you really must start at the beginning and catch up though, lots of inside jokes). just in case you were needing something to do. :)

from fuzzmom :

BRAVO to you for telling that pseudoMaster to fuck off. That is just the kind of asshole who gives the mention of BDSM its negative connotations. I respect you for respecting your limits and your right to choose the recipient of your submission. Good luck, and I hope that you find a Master someday who is as loving to you as mine is to me. :)

from unsurelife :

i just read your post at pissing and i agree.. the town i live in is littered with one-ways. it sucks

from slaveznil :

*gives Lady Jax big hug* Looks like we both had shitty days, ne?

from nadawi :

**leaves some hugs here, figuring you could use all hugs in the world right now**

from elru :

~tilts his head and chuckles, managing to make a very short and quick ghost like presence on the net~ Always coming home.. ~grins~ when one has none, the world is home, but some places are uniquely comforting. I will come home, ~sighs and pets your cheek~ Wish I had gotten to see/talk/communicate with you in the last few days, but tis my fault, didn't email. ~laughs~ Damnit.. ~snickers~ I remember soft tears on my shoulder at an airport, and almost feel the role reversed. As I promised, you will get silent tribute when I am on the plane.. Farewell.

from nadawi :

very pretty Ms. Jax. :)

from cdghost :

we re back a dinosaurs story

from nadawi :

*sending love from texas to you* i sent caleb a happy birthday email...and i just wanted to sign this so i could leave this *points at a little box with a hug inside* here. I hope you like it. *missing philo, suddenly*

from elru :

~nuzzles, licks, and nips~ March 28, 1981.. aries/ something? I think.

from sin- :

I'm OK now. Pandy is being cute which always cheers me up. Sorry about running offline like that. SOMEONE puked on herself and had to be changed, then IE crashed and when the computer was finally running ICQ locked up. Thank You for Your concern; it matters a lot. Hugs! *dashes off to feed the Peach*

from sin- :

*sits in awe of Calebs religious research endeavours* ...Wow...

from nadawi :

all the cool kids are doing it. :) so i think it's too bad that you and i didn't get to hang out while i was living up there...also my boy, for about 2 weeks, let me play with girls. too bad it was down here and not up there *grin*

from sin- :

Breath in, breath out. Don't scream pretty Lady, you might damage something...or someone. *wink*

from kadin :

Take note of a notable note for a noted noteworthy notee?

from teapotica :

I go to the hospital on Tuesday for my evil kidney. Not that I have anything against evil kidneys. Just this one gives me lots of pain. Rrrr. Maybe they'll give me vicoden this time... bwahaha....

from egypt :

I know exactly what you are going through.

from jedigold :

I certainly hope I can leave you with better memories than you have of that other one.

from jedigold :

I know you. I've walked with you once upon a dream. I know you the gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam. Yet I know it's true that visions are seldom all they seem. But if I know you, I know what you'll do. You'll love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream.

from selaith :

Okay, now for correction...apparently I got six books in the one file. So now the total is books 1-4, 9, and 11-13. Let me know which you want and I'll send them...or you can sync them here. I could even zip them for you. Hugs.

from selaith :

I found title. Is Slave Girl of Gor. Jax want?

from egypt :

You must read my newest entry and help me extract my revenge. *evil cackle*

from selaith :

Pretty, if I send you a Gor book, can you identify the title? Got one off the group that I don't know the title of. Loves.

from selaith :

*hugs the Jax* Hmm. Maybe should feed you meatfood in two weeks, when Grr buys groceries. Would give to you now, but am outta money again. Gah. Loves!

from egypt :

I badly need your help. You'd know if what Chocolate Rose told me was true.

from egypt :

It's the only think I know of you by. I have too many darn names myself. Roughly 6 names.

from egypt :

Oy. . .

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