messages to jt76:
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from luckeme :
still miss you. i heard you might be in missouri? anyways. i'm voting democratic this year. you'd be proud.
from luckeme :
miss u.
from luckeme :
hey you. just wanted to let you know, that every now and again, when I drive by aberdeen, I think of you. sometimes, often, sometimes, once. But usually only at work. :) Miss you Jeff. Any plans to visit Ohio soon? xox.
from lettynow :
uuummm.. blog more pleasse.... Thank you
from luckeme :
Towards the beginning of it? A cute little puppie who likes to hump your leg, but sweet, kind, and awesome. Towards the end? You know... THAT END, you were a fucking rotweiler... xox.
from sexyatheist :
i am definitely on cloud nine and to be honest, i still can't believe it. it's a great time to be a colts fan!
from myself--asis :
I noticed that Nick Hornby is on your list of favs and was curious if you've read "A Long Way Down"??
from arwym :
Thank you very much for kindly replying to my comment. :) I appreciate it very much, and had no idea you had gone through the same thing. Now I know this is something that happens more often than I thought. I am glad to know you've truly changed. I am sure that, if you love her so much, you will never fail her that way, for as many oppurtunities you get to do so. God bless you!
from floodtide :
Thank you for your diary - found it via a banner, and was instantly won over by your erudition, open-mindedness, compassion and candor. I'll keep coming back. My own diary is locked, but if you would like a password, please leave me a note and I'll send it to you via e-mail. Very respectfully, ft
from myself--asis :
Thank you for the note. I appreciate the concern. It's funny how some days the words come, others they don't. I've had many many days where they have not.
from luckeme :
perhaps it will, perhaps. we can only hope, yes? anyways. off to work. (Oh. Ohio passed ridculous smoking laws, and I can't believe we raised minimum wage... but oh well. I don't see my pay going up to cover inflation. As if it isn't hard enough to make ends meet.) Hope Indiana is good. xox.
from mugwhump :
Thanks for your note. Only two parties, uh. I can't imagine such little choice. Whatever do you do if you completely disagree with both sides? I'll never understand it, but it makes for interesting TV. Thanks again - LJ
from myownjourney :
Hey. I think being bi would be a good thing for the country too. I'm all about being Bi.... And by "bi", I mean "bi-partisan". Not the whole Reverend Hagard kind of bi.... ;-)
from luckeme :
i figured i'd get a tee hee hee or something from you about that. you seriously need to get on myspace. i'd like to at least be able to say hi every now and again. bitch. move away and abandon your friends! ;) Just like a democrat! xox. i do hope all is well.
from lettynow :
The dog poop barbie was on the best week ever....
from lonelylatina :
LOL...thanks for the note jt. i needed that =D
from lostmystic76 :
UN = lostmystic76....PW = 123
from lillymoon :
7/23/06 Hello, I was just stopping at everyone's page and saying hi. I sse you haven't been here in awhile. I hope all is well. I hardly go on here anymore cause I have been to wrapped up with Myspace. Are you on there? well let me know how you are doing.
from gumphood :
If there is a God -- well -- it probably will have a sense of humor.
from lostmystic76 :
lostmystic76 - yeah - I'm a creative lil thing aren't I? LoL!
from jesbohn :
if you think I am irrational for eating meat, you have a very strange idea about rationality. I don't think you are irrational for eating meat (unless your rational FOR eating meat is, say, "I think it is morally acceptable to eat meat because some pens are blue and christmas is december 25th". I think your reasoning differs from mine, but it is STILL reasoning and reasonable (as I recall). As is my rational for NOT eating meat. It is from there we can have discourse on the morality of eating meat. Which, to be honest, very few people have even bothered to do including you. Most of my arguments go unanswered. Which is fine (and honestly, doesn't bother me at ALL), but dont' assume that because we disagree there is no solution to the problem. We have barely TOUCHED the surface on the intense debate on the morality of eating meat.
from jesbohn :
Sure, there will always be people who disagree on what is morally right. But... so what? First off, there are irrational peopel in the world. People who literally cannot follow a logical thought. Their opinions on what is morally right is worthless. If you can't form a coherant thought, then what you think is worthless. So, if you are worried about the thoughts of those types of people, then you are right, there will never be any agreement. But again, it's rather uninteresting that irrational people can't partake in rational moral discourse...
from jesbohn :
I have NO idea whether or not abortion is morally acceptable. But what I do know is that it is either right or wrong, and it's worth an investigation. I do know that if I wanted to know whether or not to have an abortion, I would ask myself "what is the right decision". I would not ask myself, "what does my neighbor think", or "what does my government think". It is this question, which appeals to our considered moral intuitions, different as they may be, which leads me to believe that there is an answer to be found. Don't make the mistake either of refering to right and wrong answers as higher powers. They are just answeres that need careful investigation and the test of time to be discovered.
from jesbohn :
But, that is such a narrow way to look at moral theory. It's not JUST what I think ought to be. Its WHY I believe that, how what I believe coincides with out considered moral intuitions etc. Theism is about blindly believing under threat of the punishment of hell. Studying moral theory is the exact opposite. NOTHING goes unquestioned or unopposed. Consider the alternative, whereby NOTHING is wrong. Not rape or murder or slavery unless (basically) a government says so. Shouldn't there be a quest for an authority beyond what society tells us?
from lostmystic76 :
It's 123
from jesbohn :
Why do you think being an objectoinist is as fanciful as being a theist? The two couldn't be farther apart. One is the study of patterns in human behavior and what ought to be, the other is the study of the supernatural for which there is no evidence to support.
from myself--asis :
thank you for wanting to keep reading. I appreciate it very, very much - D
from lettynow :
Jeffy you know I heart you? Remember that entry about my undying love for you.. But it's my fucking diary. So whatever even though I'm really embarrassed. It's not like it's anything you don't know. so whatever. You know worse things about you than me wishing that I could out our friendship and invite you over for carne asada!
from lettynow :
for the first time eve I just saw your banner! Now you have to keep updating!
from luckeme :
Now Now, Sir. You are a bigger punk ass than I. Missed ya, punk ass.
from luckeme :
just a note to say hi to your punk ass.
from lettynow :
Okay my buddy list says, that you have not updated in 19 days. SO that means I have not spoken to you (via IM or email) in atleast that long! I know I sent you a happy New Year email and an I hope your okay email and I know I left you an offline IM. So I am officially stalking you, just so you know I'm not above embarrassing myself. I'll send snail mail if I have to. Hit a sister up. Love your favorite Stalker! Letty Every one needs a stalker. Be glad you have me and I'm not crazy :)
from brunette99 :
Holy shit, You're back! I knew you couldn't be away from us that long.
from lettynow :
I was hopping around you archives.. you were way fun when you were single...
from luckeme :
it sounded like a GIRL!!!! HAHA! :) call me! you bitch! :)
from luckeme :
bitch, you need to update. that is all! ps. imssyu!
from luckeme :
Guess what Jeff? Nathan is reading my diary... the sick son of a... anyways. Hope all is well with you! xox!
from sopretty :
yeah,I agree. it seemed like a good idea at the time.oh well.
from lettynow :
Why thank you... Where are you?????
from surrey-grrl :
On the nose, as usual....
from brunette99 :
Hi!! I read back a few entries and FYI I went to Comedy Central's Roast of Pamela Anderson-- and although I do agree with you, I have to admit that there was some funny shit going on there. We actually waited 3 hrs to get in to the Sony studios, but once the show started at 7pm-- it was non-stop shit talking and laughter-- I think you might even enjoy it when it airs. :)
from lettynow :
Thank you!!!!
from surrey-grrl :
I just want to thank you for the the wrist-band rant. (okay, so this is is little late, and you've moved on, but whatever). Everything you wrote was true, I can't stand the stupid things. And now, you can get knock-off versions that don't even raise awarness for anything! I saw some kid on the bus the other day wearing one that just said "fun." I was unaware that "fun" was something that needed some support from the masses.
from lostmystic76 :
OMFG?!? Tell her to please grow up and get the fuck over it! Jeese!!!! If I were you I wouldn't do anymore. You wrote a nice letter to her, which anyone could see took time and thought. If she's really that stupid that she needs to see the words "I'm sorry let me kiss your ass now", then she just isn't ever going to get it. Oh, and you can tell her that the internet people are getting annoyed with her childish whiney behavoir.....woo! Sorry bout that little rant....I must be PMSing - lol!
from apathyascend :
In hindsight, I find my terrible day humorous. I mean, I'd laugh about someone dumping someone else's urine on their pants. Things like that are always happening to me. I take it light-heartedly because I find it funny.
from sopretty :
listen,that woman will NEVER be happy unless there is always drama. or unless some one is kissing her ass. just do what I do:just say fuck it. do you truly want to stress yourself out and worry that much about that woman? you made an effort,you've said your peace,she needs to get a clue. there will always be something. my brother and I have never stayed at our fathers house really or made an effort to go see him. why? because his girlfriend is a liar and a manipulative ignorant asshole. shes also jealous of my fathers relationship with my brother and I. you can't be expected to worry about this petty stuff,its just not worth it. you have a mom who apparently loves you,and other family. if I were you,I would focus on them and continue a relationship with your father and only him. if thats not possible,his loss. you are a good person with a good heart,but i don't care who you are,it still hurts when a parent is unwilling to do just that...parent at any age.
from luckeme :
wristbands are evil. they are actually a device that will activate on 6/6/06 and will control all those who wear them. Or... maybe not. But it was an interesting thought. I've always thought those dumb wristbands were more a "fashion, trendy" thing than anything... which is even more reason to hate them. Hope you are well. :)
from amb1valent-k :
You're probably right about he motivation of the people who wear them - but you can't fault he charities for trying to cash in on this fashion/vanity, eh?
from sexyatheist :
i couldn't agree more. i hate those stupid wrist bands. and as a fellow IBS sufferer, although it's an ugly color, i am with you on that one. well, maybe not. i really hate those stupid wrist bands.
from lettynow :
eerrggg.. So I take it I shouldn't hit youu up for sponsorship for my marathon??? J/K
from lettynow :
Just worry about your Dad.. As for this Pam thing, I was thinking the same thing. Like I love Stand up I love comedians, what respectable comedian will participate? Like all the people from last comic standing. The snapple lady? Who?
from luckeme :
There was an apology in that letter to Paula, she's just choosing to be a cunt about it. Let her. You did your part, now she has to do hers. :) Stepmonsters are eviilll..
from luckeme :
hiya stranger. thanks for not hating me anymore. i'm sorry.
from lostmystic76 :
Wonderfully stated! I couldn't agree with you more on this one! It's such a horrible thing to sit here and watch this country (not to mention humanity as a whole) start to slip away. What's even worse is the feeling that there is nothing we can do to stop it. As far as the video game goes, nope never seen it or played it either. Never been much of a "sit in front of the TV all day while I move my fingers around" kinda person - lol. I've heard that in Europe and other countries sex is seen on TV a lot more here. People in this country have their priorities completely backwards. We'd rather worry about a sex scene, or gay marriage then the real issues. People are just blind.....or stupid...take your pick...I'm kinda leaning towards the later.
from lettynow :
Look it's another note from me!!! THat was an awesome entry!!!
from lettynow :
I like your letter it shows character, like you took time. Alot of people don't do things like that anymore... I leave you way tomany notes :) Heart Letty
from lettynow :
Yay! you're back!!!!
from lettynow :
Tease! what was that??? Thanks for your not bye the way!!! <3 Letty
from lettynow :
helloooooooooo!!!!!Where are you!!!! Did you elope???
from jesbohn :
hey... you've been quiet. How is life? -jes
from lettynow :
see now that you've admitted it you have to take the survey!!! And of course we're playing that song at our wedding :)
from sexyatheist :
what bothered me is that a judge actually ordered her to pay $2000 in spousal support a month and $25,000 in lawyers fees until another court date in october. so even though he did sign a prenup, and he's a total homo, the judge is still telling her to give him money anyway! what a world
from lettynow :
Thanks for the english lesson!! I needed that , but i think I might be a little more confused than I already was.
from jesbohn :
I put on an official debate on this topic... sponsored by the phil club. I posted it on Bohnertime..."Argument from Intelligen Design" back in April.
from jesbohn :
hey. brilliant post. me gusta! want to do a guest entry for bohnertime. I'm going to create a page of guest entries... you should be on the list. -jessie
from lettynow :
Oh and she probably doesn't know what half the words mean!!! Knowing me I mispelled the big ones so she's fucked.
from lettynow :
We grew up together, she's astripper, it's all true... As we grew up and got real jobs she kinda ditched out on us. Than she didnt go to the party??? What could have been moreimportant. Dinner with clients? Fuck her
from sexyatheist :
i know it's important to see those pictures but it just disgusts me that our country would do something like that. i mean, i have no illusions about our greatness but i just expected more. like humane treatment.
from apathyascend :
On the 5th picture down -- is that shit smeared all over him, or is it just mud? Or perhaps they never specified?
from amb1valent-k :
Trial by jury is a crap way of making a decision on things like this. If I was on trial sure I'd be happy with twelve clones of me (true 'peers') making the decision - but that's not what you get. Instead it's a random collection of bigotry and different levels of intelligence. And more often than not this is the first time any of them ahve come into contact with the nuances of legal process. Of course they struggle, of course they come up with the wrong answer too frequently!
from jesbohn :
Hey! Two things: One, the transcripts from the MJ trial were read available to the media, no? So in essence, weren't we "in" the courtroom. I mean, there does seem to be enough evidence available to the public where we could have a relativly sound opinion that MJ SHOULD have been guilty, and that the jury was a bit off. But whatever, it's not THAT big a deal, I don't think. Secondly, I am thrilled Tery's brain was ACTUALLY half dead. I don't know why, but I feel releaved that the Christians were wrong. Literally, relieved. -jes
from apathyascend :
Very well put.
from lettynow :
beyond a reasonable doubt, we weren't there. But just like you I think he's guilty as all hell.... Ditto to the comment below!!
from long-ignored :
i love it when you get all fired up about something. it makes for great reading
from apathyascend :
The media infuriates me. I've been collecting thoughts for a few days and was about to make a similar post as yours. What really put the nail in the coffin for me was the other day while at 7-11 getting coffee, I look up at the TV they have, and it's the Michael Jackson (I hate to even bring it up) trial, and a "breaking news report" of the deliberating jury. Meanwhile, down below in letters barely legible, is a news ticker about N. Korea acting up again. Let's see... news about North Korea or the Michael Jackson trial -- IT'S SO HARD TO CHOOSE! Eh! Michael Jackson trial -- let's prioritize that! I shared my thoughts with the middle-eastern man whom I was handing my coffee money to, and in return he shook his head in agreeance, but we both knew he most likely he had no idea what I was talking about. The Downing Street Memo was barely in the news at all and I think that's horseshit. To find news out that every other country is reporting, you have to act like a fucking detective because you can't rely on TV news to show you anything other than who's fucking who and what white girl is missing as of late. It infuriates me also that we let it turn into this. The news reflects what WE want to see, and that's even more sickening to me than information withheld from us. We're so obsessed with taking a deeper look into the lives of celebrities rather than even being able to point out Kashmir on a map. And as I say this, I'm looking at cnn.com, and one of the top headlines is "Destiny's Child Announces Breakup" -- who cares? This doesn't belong on front page news. There's bombs dropping, civil wars going on, US troops being blown up in Afghan, and the "Paris Hilton Decides to Retire in 2 years" headline is right next to these. I wonder what the retirement package of a whore consists of.
from lostmystic76 :
Well I did catch a blip of the Natalie girl yesteday while flipping around, but that was the first I've heard of it (shows you how much I watch the TV)...the other thing, I have no clue. I stopped watching the tube a long time ago....when I do watch, I know what channels I like (History, Discover, TLC, National Geographic - you get the idea), so I just enter those and only those. I can't stand watching the news....it's just sickening. I figure if something big happens it will eventually affect me....until then, I don't give a rats ass who went missing.
from lettynow :
Amen brotha! I was just thinking that the other day, tourist get kidnapped all the freakin time. SHe's just a new decoy to keep us off the real news, a new runaway bride... Peace
from breakangel :
Hey- just letting you know that I'm temporarily locking my diary until I figure out a decent method for hiding entries from certain snoopers. ID: break. PW: angel. (Which I know is highly original.) Later.
from apathyascend :
I can't open the file, either. But here's a question: The Mars Volta: yes or no? I say YES. I've been wearing holes in their cd's lately. They are so incredible. I love the fact that it really is a band that just shits all over genre labels. Terrific stuff. I was waiting for so long for someone to come and stir shit up. On that note, I'm pleased to announce that I am going to be seeing Billy Corgan on June 25th. I'm such a fangirl.
from lettynow :
I cant open it blah:(
from apathyascend :
I have not yet heard the new NIN cd in its entirety. What I have heard, I am not impressed with. The one thing I do like about it, is that it's almost early 90's grungy, and I'm still stuck in that era of music. It seems that everyone is shitting the bed lately.
from sopretty :
whats more-you would think at our ages,it would end or stop or something. i was really hoping by this point in my life it would.
from rumblelizard :
Hey there, thanks for the note. The refinance loan amount and interest rate have already been agreed upon, and the refinance loan amount is a lot lower than what the house will be appraised at (or at least I think so.) The refinance was based on the city's tax appraisal, which, in Milwaukee, is always much lower than the fair market value. So, basically, if my house is appraised at a lot higher than the loan amount, that's good for me, because it will mean that I have more equity in the house. Also, Milwaukee has not had the type of real estate inflation that has happened on the coasts and in a few other areas. House prices have gone up, but much more reasonable rate than where you're living. So, if the housing bubble bursts, it might hit here a little, but nowhere near as bad as on the coasts. Last, I'm getting a fixed 30-year mortgage at a quite low rate, so even if the bubble bursts, I'll still be pretty much OK. I'm not speculating on the property, I'm planning on staying here for a good long time. Hope you're doing great JT!
from apathyascend :
Like the rest of these people, I hope everything turns out just fine. I probably have about 30 things wrong with me, but I never, ever go to a doctor.
from lostmystic76 :
Ugh! Never a fun thing to go through. Ihope everything turns out ok. Keep us posted.
from long-ignored :
although it's nothing to take lightly (as she clearly knows since she already has a doctors appointment) it's also nothing to freak out over. My mother has had almost a dozen lumps. She's even had a few biopsied and removed. All benign cysts. So, breathe and support and don't worry too much until you have a reason to worry.
from amb1valent-k :
Hope it's just a cyst!
from sopretty :
my friend resently found a lump in her breast,and it was nothing. a lot of the time,they are caused my caffeine. even my mom had one,but had it removed because this was like,over 10 years ago. just try to stay calm and positive about the whole thing,and whatever happens,happens.:)
from lettynow :
Hope she's okay.
from apathyascend :
Awesome sperm post. I enjoyed it much.
from lettynow :
Thanks!
from surrey-grrl :
Hmmm, I just found my microscope...I think I know what I'm doing tonight :)
from brunette99 :
Half Babies?!?! LOL..... I guess hell won't be so bad since it' looks like everyone on her is going :)
from lostmystic76 :
LMFAO!!! That was great! Really! yes, you bring the flashlight, I'll bring the booze!
from lettynow :
Okay it's official you are a freak!! Just kidding.. I might do the same thing if I had a microspcope laying around.
from surrey-grrl :
I've spoken to a couple people who totally agree with you: bad acting, too many effect, no real "reason." It's too bad. But I'm still going to see it.
from long-ignored :
In the original movies...the effects were...well, lets face it, lacking. So, the actors HAD to be good. There was few things to distract from that..ah, but now...NOW...so much pretties...no need for acting. OH!! AND...I thought of a somewhat popular show (yes cartoon) where the wife is kind of...dumb and the husband is the one that keeps it all together. King of the Hill. (can you tell I've been thinking about this a bit TOO much?)
from ray0flight :
Shes beautiful!
from long-ignored :
LOL I was talking to the person who posted it...not you. I didn't actually see you watching that show...And good for her. You have to know your value, and when others forget it, be willing to remind.
from sopretty :
wow,she is really beautiful.
from long-ignored :
The fact that you admit to know the cocept of "meet the barkers" is brave, to say the least (ummm to the last note posted) As for Emily. She is absolutely gorgeous. You are a very lucky man. Now, all you have to do is always remember that. -smile-
from lettynow :
I've got it... Its not a sitcom. But meet the barkers. Shana sleeps all day never cooks or cleans and is dumb as a rock while Travis takes the baies for walks and brings home the bacon. he runs like two companies. and he still finds time to be nice to that lazy whore. See theres an example on tv where the husband is smarter than the wife.
from long-ignored :
I just wanted to say that I got what you meant...so, it comes down to this...did you not communicate your point well? Or did someone just have a difficult time in the interpretation of it?
from lostmystic76 :
Oh and you know I still love you right? LoL!!!
from lostmystic76 :
"I just see it as a sign that we still have a long, long way to go."....Ok, but do you honestly think we will ever get there? Come on! That's just an insane hope! There are too many freaks out there in this world for it to EVER be a fair and equal playing field. It's very sad to acknowledge that but it's life. I don't think children watching a commercial are going to get the wrong idea about how gender roles should be....and, if they are, then we have a serious parenting issue...oh wait...we already know this - lol! *sighs*....it's just a never ending cycle I suppose...hense the reason, I never get into converations on these subjects....it sucks having an opinion on something and having to realize that you'll never make a difference in it.
from lostmystic76 :
Ok - I'm adding my closed minded two cents here. As far as the TV shows and commercials go, I'm not sure why it's an issue. I realize not all men are like this, but I can say from past experience (and I've got lots of them), I was always the one cleaning or cooking, and my ex husband was the one sitting on the couch drinking a beer and watching sports. Cliche I know, but it wasn't until I met Jaime, that I actually saw a man clean and cook - go figure. Another thing...you need to realize that 50 or so years ago, this was how life was. The women took care of the family and the men worked. They weren't home, and many of them had no clue what life was like for the woman. In all actuality, some people still live this way. It happens all over the world...women are viewed more as slaves...traded and bought, and married to people they don't know. For those that try to escape this world, they are killed by their own freaking families.....Honor Killings my ass. Think about...you watch the news, you stay more current with events then I do, but how many times do you see where everyone is looking for some lost woman only to find out she's been killed by her husband. You don't hear that role reversed very often (if ever) do you? So if the TV networks want to make fun of life a little, I say go for it....at least women get the upper hand in the make believe world of sitcoms....so yeah, let it go.
from bobmcgoogle :
Sorry I guess by having a discussion with you I was trying to "turn you against her". Well sorry about that. But in truth I really think you are capable of making up your own mind about her crap and where it comes from.
from long-ignored :
and, now I've read today's entry...seems America agrees with me...on the whole men being dumb thing. You make a really, really good point. I tried to think of less than brilliant women...and the one example that coming back to mind was one of the most offensive shows of it's time. Funny as hell, but offensive in so many ways. 'All in the Family'...but aside from that? I can't think of any
from long-ignored :
See now, here is the thing...I thought about that too. This MUST work or why do SO many men KEEP approaching people like this? And then I thought a little harder...and it hit me...Men are dumb. ha Yes, I met him online. He messaged me out of nowhere. And normally I give them about two minutes because they show their creepiness right away...but alas, this took a week. And laugh away, the situation in general amuses me. It's just been a BIT too much of it lately.
from lettynow :
I was gonna say married with children!!! Some one beat me... Don/t youlove Bill Mahr However you spell it!!! YEah but in ,arried with child they are both scum... Hmm Roseanne?? Lets see an idiot mom... Your right!!! THey should do a show in my house..Just kidding
from apathyascend :
I'm the exact opposite. I enjoyed Married with Children more, but I was also 10. My mom was infatuated with Rosanne and still is. She's seen every single episode at least 5 times. Despite my dislike for Rosanne, I'd have to go and agree with you that it is almost a deadshot accurate portrayal of your typically modern American family. I'm not even sure why I don't like it. I think it's the sister, Jackie. I think I can't stand her. And, I hate the mother, and Martin Mull. Although, I've been told that I act very similar to Darlene by a number of people. But, I find a lot in common with Al, despite the fact I'm not married, I have no children, and I'm not a man. The old, "Everything I touch turns to shit" story. I'm very familiar with that one. My comments are always as long as novels.
from apathyascend :
Where do you think Married with Children fits into all of this? I pondered it for a couple minutes, and I think that the show was quite well-balanced at making both Peg and Al look like shitbags. Peg, with the never cooking, never cleaning, sitting on the couch, eating bon-bons, and Al, with the terribly embarassing job of selling women's shoes, continually re-living his infamous 4 touchdowns in 1 game high school football hero moment, years after the fact. But I've noticed this trend as well. There's an influx of shows with the sports-watching, ill-timed commenting, seemingly-neglegent husband and the straight-laced wife trying to keep a household in order, where the husband is basically a bumbling idiot. As an aside, I absolutely hate Tim Allen. I have a Tim Allen rant in my archives from a while back. I hated Everybody Loves Raymond as well, and mostly all network shows like that, sans Family Guy, because you can't hate it... I don't think that's even possible.
from bobmcgoogle :
If you really want to know what COMPELLED her to write that entry (theshakedown.diaryland.com)look to my diary. She has this tendency to look at what I write and then do her "pointing the finger" at all my faults. Real christian like ey? Fucking jesus people.
from theshakedown :
what COMPELLED me? well, miserable people, i guess. i know a handful of them and i used to be one myself. and i'm not talking about people who get down once in a while by uncontrollable circumstances in their lives, that's normal. i'm talking about perpetually miserable people who blame everyone and everything else in life for their misery. any other questions?
from doc-sarvis :
Sorry I didn't get back to you earlier. Things have been relatively...uhm..."hectic"...But I did end up getting a job in Florida. I miss the snow already...
from long-ignored :
funny all the ways we mind fuck ourselves, isn't it? Amazing how we decide we aren't good enough and so we become convinced that other's think it too. Men catch themselves up on being 'good enough' in bed and their ability to provide....women on everything else. A year is a long time away...You'll be great.
from apathyascend :
The feeling of inadaquacy is so shitty. I feel this on a constant, ever-reminded basis. I, myself, would not mind living from paycheck to paycheck if it meant I was with someone I loved. I find materials to be disgusting and I don't even add them into the equation of whether or not I'd like someone. In fact, I'm more drawn to people who have close to nothing and struggle to survive. I find that these people have more of a story to tell, and I'm very drawn to that. I've always said, even since I was young, that all I ever wanted in life was someone to be with, even if I had to live on the streets. Then, a few years later, I met this couple in a park near my house, they were in their mid to late 50's, and were the happiest couple I've ever seen in my entire dreary life. The odd part was, they were homeless and had been for about 15 years. It was really a beautiful thing, and I think about them nearly every day. I find it so hard to believe that someone loves me, or that I'm anywhere close to as 'good' as their previous counterparts. But something I noticed is that the people who constantly feel that they have little to offer, are the ones who offer the most interesting, lovable, unfathomable, infinitely valueable things. To sum it up; I hear you.
from apathyascend :
True true. Ebay could suck my ass with bees.
from lettynow :
Love your layout... That was a great question.
from sexyatheist :
i agree on all accounts. yes, i think it's something you don't grow out of but theists will do what they can. and i've also found his new album to be somewhat disappointing. but what's funny is that i really do think it's because i am just not in that angsty period anymore.
from amb1valent-k :
Much clearer, thanks!
from lostmystic76 :
Is it just me or do you seem a little more on the angry side? Everything ok with you sweetie?
from lillymoon :
Cellphone and computers are here to stay. The rat race is is full swing and it every last rat for themselves. The same crap is happening at my job. Pointless tasks aimed at keeping me busy to justify the money they pay me. I dont mind but the work but it so stupid. Inputting info from one programs to another by hand, typing it all in becaue some genius didn't for see the need to import info from on program to another. Now they see the need and guess who gets to do it. hmmmmmm I need a Frappacino while I text and Im all this moaning to my E-buddies......
from apathyascend :
I find it almost amusing that one would be hard-pressed to find any organization that doesn't fuck over the people in which they're supposed to back up. That was a very interesting post. I never really thought about unions like that, seeing as I never had part in one or knew anyone who has.
from lostmystic76 :
Hey you *smiles* It sounds like you're stuck dealing with one crappy ass Union! Ugh! My ex-husband was union, but they were really decent. If you didn't do your job you'd get canned, the union wouldn't back you on that kinds shit, but man, if something happened and you got hurt, they were there to take care of you. It was more like a brotherhood...it was actually really nice. But in your case, grrrrrrr!
from nora555 :
Jeffy!!! Whre have you been? I wont leave it on notes.. Ill email it to you k!! Luv Let
from amb1valent-k :
I love your thoughts but .. could you lighten the colour layout please? Struggling to read it at the top
from ray0flight :
Looks like a stain to me - not of any person!?!
from apathyascend :
Yeah, that's where I read that from, and saw an article before that about how they were putting the sandwich up on Ebay. If I were rich, I'd win the auction, then hold a press conference, stand behind a podium and eat the sandwich with a side of OreIda curly-seasoned-fries. Then I'd pose the question to the audience if whether or not that makes me a cannibal.
from breakangel :
Boy, the Virgin Mary pops up in the most dignified places. Soda cups, waterstains, grilled cheese sandwiches. That's one classy mother of God.
from apathyascend :
Ahh... rock on, idolotry!... err, didn't God mention somewhere about praying to idols? I guess they must have missed that part, or think no one would notice that it was said. You know, if I were the Virgin Mary, I'd come back as a grilled cheese sandwich, because, ya know... it's a grilled cheese sandwich... and I'd be the Virgin Mary... there's math to be done there; do it!!
from lillymoon :
4/19 - He's 78. hahahaha. So our luck he'll live to like 115! He's got bad teeth too. Benedict the 16th huh. What happen with John Paul the 3rd?! "So who'll be the next pope? John Paul the 3rd Duh!" lol saw that on an SNL skit
from lettynow :
Jeff-Congratulations!!! so I guess I should stop pacing in anticipation of the day you take me away :)
from lostmystic76 :
Your answer awaits you at MySpace - lol!
from bledgirlblue :
Congrats! That's awesome.
from long-ignored :
"Really? Wow. Congratulations. So anyway...�
from lonelylatina :
congratulations!! wish you guys the best. hey, how come the guy doesn't have to wear an engagement ring too? what up with that?
from sexyatheist :
i'm not sure if you're a south park fan, but this week's episode dealt with the schiavo situation perfectly.
from lillymoon :
On my drive home from work yesterday, sitting in traffic, it gave me a lot of time to think. At 1st I was how sad is that. When I saw Terry's picture I was like oh what if she is in there still? What if? Then I thought damn if I was in there I would be going crazy to end it. 15 years like that! Then I thought but wait a minute it is sad not to discredit it but shit worse things happen everyday, every hour all over the world. It's lutacris how people get so wrapped up into one newstory and the whole country loses their mind. Ape-shit as you said.
from apathyascend :
I was just discussing with my boyfriend, last night, as to why your (collectively) ass feels like someone is holding up a bunson burner to it when you're in the midst of the liquid shits. I had a bad case of this last night after eating tuna salad at a place I've never been to before. I was expecting to shit my intestines out, really.
from brunette99 :
Oohhh! Sounds like you should of had some icecream after that burrito! :)
from ray0flight :
I have IBS so I *know* this entry like the back of my hand!! But you made me laugh reading it :)
from sopretty :
my worst case of IBS/galbladder related problems:i are a burger back in oct/nov and felt extreme pain in my back. I ended up in the e.r. getting a shot of happy drugs. all the while,thinking if I could just a massive crap I would feel better. p.s. i have done that whole bathroom scenario myself MANY times.
from sexyatheist :
who doesn't see a problem with this scenario? it makes me physically ill what congress is doing and her parents disgust me.
from apathyascend :
Pregnancy would be a terrible thing at this point in my life. However, what's more terrible is the fact that my future is determined by a simple [+] or [-]. [-] = whew and [+] = change for the rest of one's life. Thankfully I just tested and I got a [-]. [-]is good... [-] is very good.
from apathyascend :
Yeah, half of last tour was cancelled and I'm pretty sure that the last show was here, in Madison Square Garden. I'm having a pregnancy scare. I feel like dying. Hopefully a stray bullet will hit me in the temple and either 1) kill me or 2) kill my ability to think or function and then someone can just pull the plug.
from lettynow :
Boxers or briefs? I'm asking you :) I answered your questions.Letty
from apathyascend :
Yes, sir. 'Hand That Feeds' is pretty decent, and most likely the most commercial-sounding song on the cd. I was curious/impatient and tried to find other mp3's from the cd, but this isn't a reliable source because I can very well see Trent putting out bogus tracks just to screw with people, or someone else putting their own stuff out under the guise of it being one of the new NIN tracks. I think he hinted at more shows being announced in June, but hopefully he won't cancel half of THIS tour from destroying his vocal cords.
from lettynow :
ask me! ask me! ask me !!! I want to answer 5 q's-Let :)
from sexyatheist :
okay my friend. i lack creativity so bear with me on these questions. 1. what advice would you give to others on having a successful and happy intimate relationship? 2. george w. bush: awesome or a total douche bag? expound please. 3. what do you do for a living? is this what you've always wanted to do? 4. in your opinion, who are the 5 sexiest people on the planet and why? 5. what is your favorite thing to do sexually and why? there were a whole lot of whys in there, making it a bit more than 5 questions. but have your go my friend. oh, and i wanted to tell that psycho chick exactly that. because it's totally the truth.
from breakangel :
You have a point with the celebrity quotes. If it's taken out of context, obviously the reporter would have to put (something) in parentheses, otherwise the reader wouldn't understand. I still don't get why Emilio doesn't just say, "If I'd come earlier, I might have..." instead of throwing that 'to' in there. "If I'd come earlier to...I might have," just doesn't make sense to me. Damn the Fake Emilio and his mysterious ways!
from nora555 :
Jeff, I didnt get into the graphic details of the awesome sex I had this weekend, because my dear readers couldn't have handled it!! IT was awesome. More sex in this 24 hours than any other 24 hour period in my life. but I don't want to get to graphic!!!
from surrey-grrl :
You're right, those experiences have shaped her into the woman you now love. Besides, if she knew that she was going to meet you one day, she probably wouldn't have been in all those other relationships, and would have just waited for you.
from apathyascend :
I don't think that The Fragile was well received by your conventional NIN fans -- it was argueably a bit more somber and less edgy than his previous releases. I enjoyed it very much, however. Naming this new one "With Teeth" is a very bold title, and I hope to death it lives up to its name. If you have 5.1 surround, and haven't gotten the 5.1 re-release of Downward Spiral, you should certainly get it -- the panning alone is mind blowing. I believe he's going to do the same thing with Broken, which I'm very much looking forward to.
from apathyascend :
I'm so hella pissed about Nails tickets. It's been said that With Teeth (new Nails album) is supposed to come out in March, however, Trent is highly flakey when it comes to album releases, so if you read between the lines, March=July. I think you should try to get tickets because something tells me that this will be his last tour -- it's just this hunch I have. I'm really quite depressed over it. The only thing left for me to do is wait around outside Hammerstein before the show and hope to death that someone dicked out on someone else and they have extra tickets. As a not-so-even consolation prize, I managed to get Mudvayne tickets. Mudvayne... one of the very, very few nu-metal bands that are good.
from angelic7626 :
i loved your "Morality" entry. I had this same conversation with a Christian friend of mine a few months ago I asked him how he could possibly believe that a child born of atheist parents would not know whats wrong or right. That people could have morals without God and he said something like "There mustve been an influence of God at some point in that family to teach them whats right and wrong" Point being, we had a huge argument. haha.
from to-my-heart :
Oh yes it was wasn't it...lol can't believe I typed Samantha oops!
from lettynow :
JEFFFFF I swear right after i clkicked out of this entry there was a banner that said "come feel the heat" then it had photo's of all these women kissing. I dodnt click on it. I just went hmmmmm.
from lillymoon :
You know after our little "misunderstanding", I don't think I thanked you for those words. You got me thinking so much about what I was doing. I am not going to lie to you and tell you I'm not seeing Mr. 26 but our "relationship" is very different.I don't know if you have noticed the more self assured entires I have been blogging but I want you to know that you had a major part in that! You really caused me to do some soul searching and I didn't like what I saw and I need to change some things. It is not easy but I know I am better than what I have been accepting from those jerk offs! Thank you, my dear friend! Oh and you're absolutely correct in the diaries that are only sex, they get dull. That's why I try to mix it up. Sex is nice but there is more to life....
from long-ignored :
I find it amusing that the people commented that they are are offended she would mention it and how normal gayness is yet all the banners indicate the diariest that created the banner finds it note worthy and readable that they are gay. As though this alone makes them worth reading. So which is it? I personally have no issues with homosexuality. It's not reason enough to read a journal, it's not reason enough NOT to. But some one clearly thinks that's validation enough to be read.
from ireintrospct :
Hey there. I wanted to thank you for your comment. I'm (flattered?) that my entry inspired your own, which I have to say, you made some valid and so very true points-some I didn't think of myself when I started this whole thing. I find it funny how some people are so quick to assume the worst. You can write till your fingers fall off that it's just an observation and people will STILL see prejudice. Bah, I'm not sorry I wrote it. I'd do it again in a heart beat. Thanks again.
from to-my-heart :
esh scary how ppl can be so mean about what you say in your diary.
from to-my-heart :
That would be hell. I've made it clear to my family and friends that I would not want to live like that. It seems the parents are only thinking of themselves and need to think about her.
from long-ignored :
It's hard for some people to accept loss. Keeping her around for their own selfish needs...It's sad really. What really angered me was that Ol Jeb decided that this families personal torment was his business...and his personal crusade when there is so much else that could use his attention.
from apathyascend :
"We are intelligent, rational people (well, most of us)" -- even with the parentheses, you're giving much more credit than deserved.
from lillymoon :
"If there is a God, do you really think he�s that much of a vindictive SOB that he�s going to let 90% of the world roast their balls off in hell" Wel said, Well said! OMG JT, that is my biggest argument on why I do not belive in hell! I say to people what you just said (not in the exact wrods of course) and people just give me a blank stares! HELLO ASSWIPES! Aren't you bible thumpers always saying GOD is Love? Then why the hell would there be a freakin HELL? and that part also All heathens go to hell cause of bad luck. Just makes me think: "Freakin Idiots! Gosh!"
from bledgirlblue :
What the fuck!?! I'm an "accquaintance" now? HUH? ;) Oh. And just to let you know, FYI, I finally ended things for good with Nathan... and I've lost 45 pounds since. :) HAHA. Thanks for always sticking by my side and being my friend. I appreciated it. :)
from surrey-grrl :
You forgot about ripping out all and any hair growing below the ears and dieting. Possibly the two worst things about being a woman. But in all seriousness, its nice to know there is at least one man out there who feels that isn't emotionally unstable. Or gay.
from sexyatheist :
wow. reading your entry helped me realize that i'm really a man. because i don't put much credence in emotions and really, i rationalize everything i do instead of just acting on my immediate emotional response. and though i don't like the idea of having external sex organs, i better get used to it. or perhaps like you, i could just give into the stereotype and be a ball of useless emotions. because that is so beneficial. good god man. where do you get this stuff? and regarding your last note, i live in california and have dated awesome guys who are okay with having emotions.
from lillymoon :
"I�ve always kinda wanted to know what its like having those there. Knowing me, I�ll probably never leave the house again. I�ll just sit in bed fondling them all day." Nope, You're definatley male! LOL Ok Ok I digress there ARE some sensitive guys out there but not in California! But that thought of you in a dress got me kinda hot....
from long-ignored :
LMFAO you said you'd sit at home and fondle your breasts...That ALONE shows you are no female.
from lonelylatina :
aside from the menstruating hormonal shit, it's great to be a woman. especially having the boobies part ;) that's my favorite. but it's best you stick to being a man with the meaningless sex. you're good at it and anyways you'll probably make one fugly woman :D we love you just the way you are. take care.
from surrey-grrl :
Hey, sometimes its nice to be used...people don't use worthless things. But it did help me make up my mind about what i'm NOT doing this weekend, so thanks. Somtimes it's nice to be valued, too.
from lillymoon :
Long-ingnored is correct. I let him do this to me. But hey, I DO have nice guys wanting me. Guess what I dont want them. And right now Mr 26 is my man cause at THIS moment, yes it is all I want. That can change for this moment to the nest I am a woman. As You Know....
from lillymoon :
Jt, I have posted a response on my diary. I hope you know it is not just directed at you but there are a few things that has to be said in my defense. You came off way harsh but I kinda returned it. Tit for tat. But I still love ya!
from long-ignored :
one of my favorite sayings has always been "Someone treats you as bad as you let them"
from nora555 :
Jeffy!!!! We do not write on here to be judged. It is so mean of you to call us all prostitutes, yes we might go gaga over the wrong guy once in a while but thats the way life is. In any case I still love you even though you havent sent me a Valentine. And your writting mean stuff in your journal about me! and people like me. THe point being Ive sent you several emails and messages to your yahoo IM and have yet to get a response. I don't write about it because I know you'll just make fun of me. But just so you know Im waiting :)
from lillymoon :
I have had 1 very abusive relationship and the 2nd starting to go down the same path before that I was just a good time girl. So never cultivating a good relationship with myself much less a man, I fear that I may not be able to. At this point I am well aware that this boy is just using me. It was totally confirmed with his lack of interest after my procedure. I have not contacted him and I will not be going to see him at his becking. I feel the same way he could have at the very least called to see if I was OK. Now the only ass of mine he is going to see is when he kiss it goodbye. This was the final insult. When he calls, cause he will, all he is getting is Voicemail. He's kissed off like King Taco guy. But he probably hardly notice. Now I know. I knew before but held on to that "what if" but fuck all that. NEXT!!!!!
from angelic7626 :
I'm going to start charing my bf for sex. F*that. . . Thanks.
from surrey-grrl :
Arg, i hate stupid people like that. It's expensive enough to go to the movies. It's hard to justify spending that kind of money when you know there is always going to do SOMEONE there who'll piss you off.
from angelic7626 :
Yes Yes, People suck. I once had a guy threaten me while watching a movie. He kicked my chair and I looked back waiting for a damn apology. I didn't get one, so I said F it and continued watching the movie. Then he kicked my chair again, harder. I looked back again, and he said " Look back one more time & see what's going to happen to you ". I walked out and told the manager that I didn't pay for this shit and that I wanted the little a-hole out. They kicked him out & gave us a refund. We left because, shit the movie sucked anyways, but damn people. Hate that shit. Eerr, I'm sure your experience was a bit diff since it was a kid, but eehhh... I hate dealing with that shit... whew
from lonelylatina :
i LOVE duck. i've been wanting some for the longest. that emily is one lucky gal.
from lettynow :
Yes one of the joys of parenthood, having to go to childrens places where snotnosed kids have full permission to treat you like a doormat. THen there's always the fact that what your usually doing is not fun for you. But atleast he's a boy and a little older so in a while you can take him to action films. Lord of the rings shit, and he might be able to sit through a sporting event. It gets better I promise. As for Valentines!!! Helooo! You haen't asked where you can send my shirt!! Just kidding Love Ya Letty
from surrey-grrl :
Yes, i admit, i was a "favorites" virgin. Thanks for taking the time to read about my uneventful life. I've started reading your diary from the beginning. Tres interesting, to see into the mind of a guy.
from ray0flight :
write that letter - let us know how it goes... worse come to worse, he reads it and knows how you feel. Best case - it actually starts to clear a little headway and maybe you can start talking ...
from apathyascend :
Not to confuse David Cross with the Hogan Family's character 'David Hogan'.
from apathyascend :
Arrested Dev. is pretty cool, but yeah, David is not in it nearly enough. And besides that, it's so weird seeing David Hogan so bastard old -- scary even. I always had a crush on him when I was little. >_>
from apathyascend :
Mr. Show was one of the best comedy skit shows ever, if not THE best. It's a shame it was only on for 4 seasons. I can't seem to choose between The State and Mr. Show -- it's like choosing your favorite child. I have a Wycked Scepter bumper sticker, along with "My shoes hurt!", "Taint Magazine", "Globo-Chem", "Terra Delu!" and a Pit-Pat one. I've been sort of compulsively obsessed for years now; same with The State though. Isn't it funny how David Cross just pops up all over the place? Bob now has his own show on Sundance or IFC. It sucked when he stopped doing the Miller Light commercials because they were funny.
from apathyascend :
I'm now very extremely impressed with the Ronnie Dobbs song. Barely anyone has HEARD of Mr. Show, let alone knows the Ronnie Dobbs song. You must then be aware of Maynard's appearance in Season 1, episode 1 or 2, with the 'Ronnie Dobbs! Ronnie Dobbs!' song. I think he's also in another episode but he's hard to locate. I'm going to add you to my list of people. I haven't many names on there but anyone who knows Mr. Show that well is a shoe in, in my book ^_^
from lettynow :
Well as for yoru Dads wife im so sorry. Dont read to much into the will. What does your dad say? I'm so sorry, maybe you should just talk to him whether you him or his wife like it. JUst for family sake. Oh and now that you have a banner and your all popular and shit. YOur still my boyfriend!! Right?? Whats your banner email it to me I wanna see!!!!!! Love ya Let
from apathyascend :
Like these other people, I clicked the banner because any person in their right mind would click one of NIN's greatest songs (in my opinion), "and all that might have been..." Truly awesome. 100x better than the rest of those atrocious banners I've seen.
from surrey-grrl :
I clicked on your banner, and found myself in your world...I'm really sorry about you and your dad. Life is short, and in the end family is all you have. I hope you guys can patch things up. Take care of yourself.
from to-my-heart :
I clicked your banner and ended up here. I'm sorry about whats happening to you and your dad. Really sucks.
from ireintrospct :
Wow, that's tough... No one I personally know reads my diary so I haven't been in that situation however I have found other ways to hurt people in written words. It's almost a curse with me. It's also funny how NOT keeping things to yourself can also backfire. Just can't win for losing.
from blacklines :
my diary's closed or whatever because basically i'm fucked up and if i keep writing in there i'm going to get myself into even more trouble. honestly, i love journaling and i suck at it with pen and paper, so the web works wonders. but then people i know find out and get concerned because of some of my remarks and then drama happens. so yeah. i just gave up.
from doc-sarvis :
Goody Two Shoes should've been on there...They play Mickey at my gym a lot- so, I hear it all the time. I missed "Love Plus One" as well...
from lillymoon :
PARENTS! It is a never endign problem. As a parent now, sometimes I unserstand mine better. At other times they baffle me even more thatn becoming a mother. Why would they do such things I wonder. But then everyone is different. I think the letter is a great idea. It can't harm anymore than already cause youu'all aren't talking. It may help. Who Knows, but it is thereputic.
from ireintrospct :
Just wanted to say hi. Clicked on one of your banners, love your layout ;)
from lillymoon :
Well since I have no man officially in my life at the moment, I didn't have to watch and pretend I was enjoying it. But for the record all the paraphanelia (is that spelled right?)that has the Eagles as the Champs will be available at your local 99 Cents stores in your local neighborhood. ; )
from lostmystic76 :
LoL! There is just no way I could have gotten through all the commercialization of the Super Bowl. Instead Maggie and I went to the park so she could climb a damn tree, and then we relaxed and watched cheesey movies on WE - hahahaha!!
from sopretty :
BAH! NO!......I'm a goon who loves garden state and trendy indie rock/pop and my hair is black.
from lettynow :
okay your supposed to buy me the shirt Just kidding. Speaking of get shorty, have you seen the previews for Be Cool... THey look good plus my future husband is in it, not you but vince vaughn. I bought Napolean Dymomite, hated it but my kids love it soo I guess its not 20.00 bucks t badly spent.
from lettynow :
Three names you go by? You forgot Jeffy!!! How can you be german irish and scottish, now you have to marry me!! As for your fears,hello you always have me your fall back girl, therefor you'll never be alone. Oh and I want a shirt like that for valentines day! THat made me laugh outloud! Me
from blacklines :
i'm in love with those survey things and i've done one very similar to the one you did, if not exactly like it. woohoo.
from sexyatheist :
sadly it's not really an all of a sudden problem. and through talking (i did end up bringing it up last night) it seems that my aggressiveness makes him feel pressured and then the pressure negatively affects his penis. we are going to try me slowly building up to being aggressive again with reinforcement every time his penis responds well to my advances. we are hoping this works and luckily we are both well enough invested to give it our best.
from angelic7626 :
Hahahaa... Maybe I should try it in the bathroom so my bf could get an ego trip or something. . . lol
from lonelylatina :
you lucky lucky man
from doc-sarvis :
Thanks, bud. More to come...
from lettynow :
J, I love you!!!
from sexyatheist :
bravo. and you should always let us know when we are being retarded. many chicks lack the logical ability to figure it our for themselves and need some reminders. that's why they annoy me so much.
from ray0flight :
I think its because we (XX) tend to play games and assume that you (XY) are doing the same. Not saying guys don't play games but I think they don't do it as much - but because that's we do it's natural to believe that you are. And. Sometimes living in fanatsy is better then reality. For example, women are supposed to get married and have babies - if they don't people wonder "what's wrong with her" and for a man if he doesn't they think "wow he's a batchelor wish I was him" make sense? I can't spell for shit.
from lonelylatina :
but he does want me jt. mark ruffalo does want me, he just doesn't know it yet...lol ;)
from sopretty :
wow. that entry WAS AWESOME. this is why,I have very few close female friends. they have this imaginery world of normalcy when it comes to men in hopes that they'll be wanted. but i'm sure,in some way shape or form,even I have been at fault. i'm glad you are so honest and blunt.
from lillymoon :
Ok the template look better on my comouter at home. I have no idea why....But I need to do some serious catching up. but one question. How long have you been dating this lady? and have you asctually asked her to marry you. Cause I dont really think it is any of her business what you buy unless you bought it with joint money. And if she is worried about a ring maybe if you wanted to you could get it on credit and what would it matter. She doesn't need to know how you pay for it. But again it all depend on what you (if you have) have promised her. I think it is kinda of selfish on her part. :(
from lillymoon :
Oh thanks for stopping by. Finally a guy who is reading! I have tried to read your sight before but I have a hard time reading cause of the Template. It is a bit dark. Well I need glasses so that maybe part of the problem but I will squint and try to read. When I have I did enjoy the read but I cant be squinting staring at the screen here at work cause they will be like what is she doing. So I will read at home. : )Welcome to my sex life! Feel free to comment at any time. YAY!
from lonelylatina :
i'll definitely check that one out
from angelic7626 :
OMG! I used to do the same exact thing to my bf. We talk about marriage and life together, but then he goes out and buys tons of stuff (a house dammit) with out even talking to me about it first. It made me wonder if he really had me in mind in his future... Yep. But I got over it. but there's no way I'm living in that house he bought. But I'm glad you 2 talked about it. ;)
from lettynow :
Jeff!!!!!!!!!!!! Its yoru house & your money!!! but thats cool... Well I love the picture of the "culprit" it made me laugh. I still don't think she had any reason to get mad. But you knwo all this!
from lostmystic76 :
Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Slow down! I don't know what talks about "the future" you guys have had, but the facts are this...you recently got back together, you're not living with each other, you pay your own bills and support yourself. If you decide to buy a new computer, that is your business. I'm sorry, but I don't think she had ANY right what so ever to get upset about that. Maybe it's just me, but if I was with a man who got mad at me for living my life without his stamp of approval on a descision I would leave. Why do we try to control each other? Don't get mad at my comment either...I'm PMSing - hahahahaha!!!
from ray0flight :
Well, I am not her but I have a bit of an idea. I think that her getting mad isn't just about the computer there is probably something else bothering her - having said that. It sounds like she's just upset you didn't include her ina big decision that she wanted to be a part of. It's not that you have to ask her or she would have made a big deal it's just that if you plan on sharing your life she thinks that would include sharing plans such as where to spend large sums of money. The engagment ring thing may have entered her mind momentarily but that's not the whole reason i bet. Girls just think differently then guys - I can understand but I don't know *how* to explain it. Make sense? Anyway - I hope by now it's all be resolved and everything is back in happy land where it should be :0) ♥
from brunette99 :
user name: miriam password: teresaisabitch
from sexyatheist :
wow. i don't know what her deal is. i cannot fathom any reason why she would be so upset. you needed a new computer and you bought one. it makes completely logical sense to me. even if she does expect a ring, that's kind of a ridiculous reason to get mad at you. sadly, i don't get most women either, so i can't really help you. but i will tell you that you're right because you are.
from lonelylatina :
i don't understand why she got so upset. maybe you've been complaining about not having money and she thought that she would never get her ring and then you go and buy a computer. instead of buying a computer you should have put that money towards the ring. maybe that's why she got so upset. who knows. we women are so weird. then again maybe she's just hormonal. i like to blame everything on our hormones....lol. hopefully you guys can work this out. good luck.
from lonelylatina :
i unlocked it :)
from ray0flight :
The whole situation with your dad sucks but you are right about everything you say. Has he tried to call you at all? It's not a one way street - if he's that worried why doesn't he pick up the phone, write an email or something?
from sopretty :
once not long after my parents divorced,my dads girlfriend chewed my mom and I out. because he had called my mom reguarding money.when my mom tried calling him back,his girlfriend kept hanging up on us,for no reason at all. I was seriously in a yelling,screaming argument with this woman and my father. he then sent me a threatening letter months later. we didn't speak for over 5 months and i wasn't that broken hearted honestly. but you can't miss,what was never really there to begin with. so to sum it up:i agree with you and know exactly how easy it is,to just not care anymore.
from angelic7626 :
RE: Reason number 87,457 why I hate this country Exactly!
from sexyatheist :
amen to that my brother. i am just glad the judge realized that as well and the stickers are on their way out
from lostmystic76 :
I second that!!!!! LMFAO!!!!
from brunette99 :
JT76 FOR PRESIDENT!!!!!!!!
from bledgirlblue :
Fuckin' AMEN.
from sexyatheist :
i couldn't agree with you more. although she is pretty hot.
from doc-sarvis :
I'm totally on board with that too. But, watching a supermodel talk is a lot easier than seeing bloated bodies in the sun.
from wish4u :
Hey, I'm glad you're back, but sorry Your trip didn't go so well!
from brunette99 :
gees, you were pretty much all over the map!
from doc-sarvis :
Yeah dude. It baffles me how some people just don't respect space in the mens room. Usually when someone cops a squat, or takes the urinal next to men when they have the option not to be next to someone, I usually guess they're a homer-sexual.
from ceciliaruns :
you are certainly not alone in your disgust. i am so tired of "famous" and watercooler conversations about american idol and the way it doesn't matter anymore how many times a woman is brutally murdered by her husband - it makes me want to blow up every billboard ever erected or go to sleep for a very long time. ah but isn't plastic more comfortable?
from wish4u :
LOL....that's nice to know. Well I guess it is better for them to smell like a pumpkin rather than straight ass I guess:)
from brunette99 :
ha ha ha ha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's a laugh I needed today. I don't think I've ever heard of anyone comparing their farts to carved pumpkins--lol!!!!!!!! :)
from lettynow :
as a reality tv junkie, I must say you are so right. We do watch alot of crap read alot of crap and just kind of avoid whats really going on. I don't watch survivor though :) Well you gave me something to think about today! Letty
from wish4u :
My diary is locked username: all password: beer
from doc-sarvis :
You're from Dayton? I'm from Cleveland. I keep forgetting, are you guys Browns fans or Bengals fans down there?
from lostmystic76 :
Sweetie - Those of us like minded people realized the rest of the population stopped caring a long time ago. It's sad...it really is.
from lonelylatina :
thank you :)
from ceciliaruns :
yes please
from doc-sarvis :
Have you read "Fever Pitch" by Nick Hornby? It's not as accesible as "High Fidelity", but it's his autobiography, about how his lifelong devotion to his favorite football team taught him to stay in bad relationships. (sort of). As a Browns fan, I can relate.
from lettynow :
Thanks for the p/w and I'm so happy your happy!!!!!
from ray0flight :
Thanks for the info! Of course I am still reading :o)
from doc-sarvis :
Thanks for letting me into the inner circle...but...uh...I'd change that password if I were you...You never know...
from doc-sarvis :
You hit the nail on the head, and I've been wargaming out that exact issue. What I've learned in my ripe old age is, as long as I don't lead her on, make any promises, or trick her into thinking I feel something I don't, it'll be ok. (Or as ok as you can get when there's an imbalance of emotion- the bottom line here is, I don't know really who she is, so maybe she's played this game before and won't get taken...) I'm just going to move verrrrrry slowly. But, I understand where you're coming from. Good luck getting back together with your old girlfriend...
from brunette99 :
YOU CANT STOP WRITING!!!!!! Anyway now that thats out of my system.....I'm happy for you. I hope things between you and Emily work out and just incase you DO stop writing....thanks for keeping it real :)
from lettynow :
Changed my user name and locked my old diary entirely. Hey, you better not stop writting, I'll be so sad :( then I'll have no one to stalk. Dreaming of you would just be a distant memory, our affair would come screaching to a hault, it would just be a big mess if you stopped writting. Well as for Emily, I hope everything works out for you guys, Love is beutiful:) Letty
from wish4u :
Hey, Hey, Hey,...REWIND...You are going to stop writing in your diary?!? Why? You have wrote about everything and anything in your life this far, why stop just because you are closing a chapter in your life? This is the start of a new one, so write about it too! I know I have told you this time and again, but I'll say it again. I truly hope everything with You and Emily works out for the best...Good luck quiting smoking, and in the next chapter:)
from lostmystic76 :
All I am gonna say is if you stop writing in your diary I am going to fly out there and hurt you!!!! (and not in a good way - lol). Just because one chapter of your life is ending doesn't mean anything....just that a new chapter is getting ready to start, and well the rest of us want to read about it!!!
from brunette99 :
I think one of the worst things someone can do to a person is invade their personal thoughts and privacy-- evidently she did it and if she got her feelings hurt then she deserved it. That's the price you pay for being nosy.
from doc-sarvis :
I think my father accidentally found my blog once. I locked that bitch up so fast... And, I've had tons of problems with at least one of the people he's been married too...Fortunately for me, his current wife is a gem. I feel for you dude.
from lostmystic76 :
WTF?!? Ok so she just "accidently" stumbled across your diary huh? Yeah, we all know how people can "accidently" do that - lol.
from ray0flight :
Oh my God. Well considering you *rarely* talk about her (that I have noticed) She was being plain nosey. How wrong. Your entry is clear and concise and I should hope she gets the point.
from lostmystic76 :
Pish Posh!!! It just happens sometimes....doesn't make you a bad person at all.
from brunette99 :
I FUCKIN knew you'd find that hilarious..... BTW- I think most people would say you're a "lean, mean, FUCKING machine" LOL!!! :)
from lonelylatina :
most guys would think that you had a great week, wouldn't they?
from ray0flight :
Follow your heart and you won't go wrong - as cliche as that sounds...
from brunette99 :
WOW..... I seriously hope everything works out for the best :)
from lostmystic76 :
12-02: Sweetie listen to me.....NOTHING is too much to work through. The past can never be changed....only learned from. Sometimes bad things happen so we are more aware of what is right for us. A word of advise from someone who has been there....tell your head to shut the fuck up for a few minutes....now....what does your heart tell you? God this sounds like me and Chris...I don't know what else to say.
from nora555 :
I'm sure you'll be okay, I hope you feel better soon.
from brunette99 :
I hate when that shit happenes...but I'm a firm believer that karma will bite her in the ass for being a bitch....he he!
from rumblelizard :
Thank you! Actually, I think Obama would be a pretty cool candidate, but he might need a little time to get his footing in DC before he runs. But yeah, as you prolly already know, I think he's the future of this party. He doesn't pander or say things that people want to hear just to score points, but he also has a way of making people like what he has to say, even when he's telling them that there's no way he'll support their little pet issue. He's just refreshing in every way. I might be wrong; maybe it is his time. If he ran, I'd vote for him, that's for sure. I just don't know if the widespread unspoken (and sometimes spoken) racism in this country would allow him to win. And if he did, I'd be terribly scared that he'd be assassinated. Anyway, yeah, Obama rules.
from wish4u :
You said it right....Fuck it! Girls like that arn't even worth your time. She should atleast be decent enough to tell you "Hey, I don't think this is going to work out."
from wish4u :
You said it right....Fuck it! Girls like that arn't even worth your time. She should atleast be decent enough to tell you "Hey, I don't think this is going to work out."
from nora555 :
Its the laws of nature the ones we like dont like us back and the ones that like us we don't like that much.
from brunette99 :
I know I know I know......I just feel stupid because I let him...oh well :(
from brunette99 :
Ha ha ha!! Oh I can top your xmas gift!! My own mother gave me a fucken pillow last year....yeah a pillow!
from lostmystic76 :
Two words for you........Jello Mold...muwahahaha!!!
from nora555 :
Stop you made me laugh and my face hurts!! Yeah it looks like I had a tooth pulled. I might use that.. Not sure yet.
from wish4u :
Now see I thought it was funny...but then again...I would:)
from rumblelizard :
Aw, thanks. I just felt stupid because I seriously cracked myself up and was laughing like a loon. THanks for the note!
from sexyatheist :
admittedly. my team looked worse than a high school team. but let's be honest, so far your record isn't much better than ours and our team sucks ass this year.
from nora555 :
Just catching up, so much to say so little time. But hey if someone is stupid enought to pay 16000 for a cheese sandwich virgin mary??? What ever maybe they'll go to heaven? Let
from hamiltonian :
UGHH CHRISTMAS! I am boycotting it this year!
from lostmystic76 :
11/22 - Ha! Yay! I'm not the only one bitching about Christmas already!
from sexyatheist :
i can't say i agree with you. i am probably the biggest dork imaginable. did you read my entry all about plate tectonics? that about says it all.
from doc-sarvis :
I'll let you know if they start going "Alien" on me...
from wish4u :
You know what I think is even more tacky then the damn turkey? The enflatable easter bunny!!! and to top it off, people put that damn bunny in their yard, and then hang plasic eggs from the trees in their yard with string! Talk about tacky! I don't know, I really don't. So for the people in #421(lol) I wouldn't go any further than lights on the house this year if I were you!!!
from bledgirlblue :
Next thing you know, someone will try to sell a piece of human extractment and say it looks like Jesus Christ. Oh My... Oh My.
from wish4u :
What??? Ok I just don't know who makes a cheese sandwish and keeps it for 10 years, and then was going to take a bite out of it?!?!?! WTF? All I can say to that is ...There are some psycho ass people in this world!!!
from wish4u :
Oh yea....Big AMEN to that!
from wish4u :
OMG that is so freakin funny...I can't believe he walked in on you. What kind of freaky shit is going on with her and her ex?!?! humm...interesting. Anyway...Yea Ted is pretty psychotic, and I must say has some pretty damn big balls far even thinking about hinting that he wanted to come over...what a dumb ass. Glad you had a good weekend!
from lostmystic76 :
11/14: Coo, coo, ca-choo!!!!!! Looks like we both had a fun night!! Hahahaha!!!
from ray0flight :
I agree with everything said... and yet some americans elected the same guy who started it all! *le sigh*
from lostmystic76 :
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! You cracked me up on that one!
from bledgirlblue :
NAAASSSTTTTYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You really need to buy yourself a pocket pussy. :)
from lostmystic76 :
LMAO! Oh I remember those days. That was me just a couple of months ago when I was living with T. I tell you one thing, when I got into the new place it was like a masturbation party!!!! I love it! Hahahaha!!!! ; )
from wish4u :
hummm...very interesting! I can imagine. But see I wouldn't give a shit if she was there or not. You gotta do what ya gotta do.
from wish4u :
really?....AA?
from wish4u :
You don't think so huh?:)
from wish4u :
Damn... well, it's only a few states away...;)
from ray0flight :
Hi there... I don't really remember how I found you - I think it was a banner or maybe the members page (the one with the last 100 updated or whatever) Anyway. The first entry I read cracked me up so I added you right away! I hope you don't mind :o) If you do.. well.. thats just too damn bad.. hehe.
from bledgirlblue :
You know... about that whole "favorites" thing... I just don't think I'm ready for that type of commitment! ;) haha!
from lostmystic76 :
11/11: I'm scared...no joke here...I truley am terrified of the direction this country is taking. I'm waiting for the witch hunts to start...here I come Europe - lol!
from bledgirlblue :
not all "conservatives" are like that... :sniff :sniff: but.. I guess I'm more of a moderate. xo
from wish4u :
I had No idea that wal-mart did that!! WHAT? that is insane, when are people going to start making their own decisions and stop letting others influence them? I might not "agree" with somethings but ya know what? I'll hear EVERY SINGLE side, and if something proves me wrong, I am open enough to change my decisions!! Damn this pisses me off....
from lostmystic76 :
I couldn't read the article you linked. I knew it was just going to piss me off and I would end up ranting again - lol. Very well written though. I'm right there with ya!
from wish4u :
yea no shit...What is wrong with me? I attract some freakin psyco's. I just don't understand!
from ray0flight :
I am one of the so called "Bible Thumpers" but I can tell you one thing... I didn't want Bush to win. I can't STAND him. (Of course I am Canadian so my vote doesn't count) Just wanted to let you know we all don't think that way.
from wish4u :
wow....thats was very well written!
from bledgirlblue :
Umm... that might work with Mr. Billy Dee there, but it's not going to work for Sydney! ;) haha! Thanks for the note though!!!
from wish4u :
Thanks babe...I hit it for you too, and bubba:) give bubba a kiss for me!
from sopretty :
hahha awesome. is his name really bubba? my friend has a dog exactly like yours,named bubba.only,hes super fat and stinky.
from lostmystic76 :
Awwww! He is just too cute. Dogs are so great. Even with Maggie being a money pit, I can't imagine life without her in it. So ummmm, when do we get a pic of you? Hmmmmmmmm???? *wink wink*
from wish4u :
OMG.....can I please take him from you? He is absoloutly adorable!!!! I love it how bassetts always look sooo sad:( IM IN LOVE !!!!
from wish4u :
awwww ok...I can't wait! Although when I see, I may come steal it, so If you wake up one morning and it's gone...
from wish4u :
I would gladly come to dayton for awhile..I love it there. AND YOU HAVE A BASSETT HOUND !!!
from wish4u :
I won really?! Thats cool, cheat? what? me? NAH, didn't we get a "phone a friend"?
from wish4u :
Whats up Pimp Daddy!!!! Damn there is nothing I hate more than someone who cannot carry on a decent conversation.... 25 years apart!!!! That is a CrAzY thought to me, I can imagine how crazy it is to you. Hey do what ya gotta do right?
from wish4u :
Hell yeah you got a date, way to go pimp daddy! Getting their names confused could suck... I would say don't drink too much cause that could induce memory loss, but fuck that...drink up, and atleast you have an excuse if you do screw their names up. "It's that damn wine" lol...have fun!!!
from wish4u :
Damn you have alot of shit going on. A wine tasting how fun! I love going to those. Hope all goes well with your lunch date you pimp! Have a good day babe:)
from lostmystic76 :
Ugh! Thank god I'm not the only one highley upset about this campaign. I thought about Canada, but Europe is looking a little better - lol.
from brunette99 :
hey what a coincidence, I went to McDonalds for lunch and on the bag I saw your company�s name and thought of you��and then I got your note.
from brunette99 :
You think driving a cavalier for a few days is bad....try owning one for four years!! They suck!!!!!
from brunette99 :
yeah....I'm soooooo BORED that I'm stocking other diarylanders, something me & her used to do together....sigh
from brunette99 :
DUDE!!!!! she totally fucked up by asking you that! Even I know not to ask that (and I'm only 2 years older...not much of a difference) that's just an "unwritten code of conduct."
from wish4u :
Hope you have a great few days off work! Don't worry about getting alot done, just lay around and watch TV all day! I wish I had a few days off damnit! Ok well, I gotta go change my very bloody tampon now so I gotta go. lol...
from bledgirlblue :
you looked hot last night. i liked the costume... ah.. memories. i saw someone dressed up as a ghostbuster and thought of you. Happy Halloween.
from sopretty :
i think people should say they are gonna pop the zit on their ass more often. hell,I do. more like I say i'm gonna take a crap.maybe i'm too honest. adds for entertainment.
from sopretty :
well,only certain parts of the midwest have meijer.i'm closer to missouri/kentucky and we have primarly wal-mart and target.oh,and kroger. I've only been to a meijer once in my life and that was in northern illinois.
from rumblelizard :
Dang, the credits were one of the best parts of the movie! Yeah, it's not for sure that they all died, but it pretty much looked that way, the motor of their boat was on fire right before they got to the island and were ambushed by the zombie horde. Looked pretty dire. But I bet Sarah Polley and Ving Rhames survived, because they're already talking about making a sequel. Stardust left a link to the article talking about it in my guestbook, check it out. If it's true, I'm stoked. Yippeee!
from brunette99 :
hey--did you like our food? It was some GOOD shit!!
from nora555 :
Man, you sound like I felt yesterday!!! THank you so much, for yesterday anyway!! Your the bomb!!ANd you in an afro wig is even better, Yeah I'm beginnin got realize the shirt was right, "life sucks then you die!" Let
from nora555 :
I talk alot!!! Maybe she just didnt want yu to get bored. Some people don't understand the fact that its okay to hush!! ANy whoo you know you have to post pics of you in the afro wig or atleast send me one!!!
from sopretty :
see,I don't always talk a lot myself because sometimes,I honestly have nothing to say. people feel this need to make up conversation,or think I am bored when I am not all chatty.well,if we've just met or I haven't seen you IN FOREVER,i may not instantly have things to say. silence is golden.
from rumblelizard :
Too bad we aren't neighbors, you could come over for the BadAss Zombie Double Feature on Friday!
from nora555 :
Jeff It is sssssssoooooooo on!!!
from brunette99 :
what happened to your picture???
from wish4u :
Ya know...I agree w/ you,deep down I think that I know that is what will happen too which is why I am just livin the single life for awhile, I need to figure out what I want and go from there. Thanks for the comment! Have a great weekend. Oh and If Jessica needs some instruction on how to "go down" I'd be glad to! Girls gotta make me proud by staying down longer than just a few min. I guess I just enjoy it too much! Alright babe, have a good weekend! ~Crystal~
from brunette99 :
See.... that's not even the case though. I was as much in to the game as any other person was. I could of cared less if he showed up after. Hell, I even made him cancel a date with me so that he'd go watch the yankees against the dodgers-- yankees NEVER play in L.A. The date was no big deal to me anyway, and I figured since it was a rare occasion that it was worth it. My thing is, he could of atleast called....oh well.
from brunette99 :
It's just a ritual now. Every wednesday night he stays over and every other weekend. Lately though, it's only been wednesday night, so when I talk to him the day before he said "i'll see you tomorrow."
from brunette99 :
Just read your entry, it cracked me up!!! Too bad she doesn't swallow...yum ☺
from sopretty :
wow,you crack me up.but,you can get the same feeling of being high and going to a bad nascar bar in um,southern illinois. so I know the feel,only i don't get high. EITHER WAY. I would tell this girl she has a problem down below and that she should return the favor,ya know. not very fair.
from wish4u :
Whats up?? I actually have no idea how I got into your diary, but I did, and I read it, and enjoyed it so I just figured I'd let ya know, I was kinda havin a bad day, and it made me smile:)
from nora555 :
SInce you're my boyfriend I'll gove it to you!! a123456
from bledgirlblue :
I meant that in the sense of the marriage thing. It was used as an EXAMPLE. Such as, heterosexuals (some) think that gay marriage is wrong, gays think that heterosexuals are wrong for thinking that gay marriage is wrong. If you've never heard a gay person say that, you need to get out more.
from bledgirlblue :
Jeff - I would really appreciate it if you would remove me from your diary favorites list. I prefer to have no contact or affiliation with you from now on. Thanks.
from myownjourney :
Thanks JT, and no worries. Just a little teasing between friends.... or not. :) No feelings hurt or pride punched. It's all happiness and joy all the way around. Take care now. - Rick
from myownjourney :
Hey JT, thanks for the note(s). Feeling a little unloved and unheard today so ya decided to leave two of the same? Loved the diary by the way, nice to see you fit into the sterotypical liberal profile. And here I was thinking some of you actually had thoughts independent from each other. Once again, I'm proven "wrong" by a libby. My bad. Whine much? Seriously though, you have a good day........I hope the whole angst-ridden preppy thing works out for ya. - Rick
from bledgirlblue :
Thanks Jeff! Have a good one.
from bledgirlblue :
That website would have been a great "fact checker" if it had any articles regarding the mandatory draft and the facts. They don't. It's also pretty much, not functional. None of the graphics are loading, and I'm getting error messages when I try to access it. Thanks anyways.
from bledgirlblue :
I know you hate "closed mindedness" but have you ever considered the fact that you, yourself, are maybe, a little, itty bit, closed minded? If you were exercising your "open mindedness" wouldn't you have simply read what the man had to say, and gone on with your day? Why give him the power to make you angry and frustrate you? We are all free to form (and express) our own opinions, I just wish that you were more open to others who share theirs; as a lot of people read and listen when you express yours. We cannot, unfortunately be as intelligent as you dear, but cut the guy some slack. By the way, you'll love my entry. It's anti-bush-y. ;)
from bledgirlblue :
Umm... I'm pretty sure that you missed the point of that entry... thanks anyways
from nora555 :
Amen brother!! That was the best entry regarding the debates I've see thus far! An then the christianity that was just classic if Mary had a coat hanger..I read you cover to cover today.. Peace Let
from rumblelizard :
word!
from rumblelizard :
I hope, hope, hope we're both right about this. Because I swear, if the Shrub gets elected this time, I'm going to have to go to Ninja Assassin Night School and slay the mahfah my damn self. Also, good taste in music!
from nora555 :
Thank you- I totally agree, I didn't open this thing to censor myself... I can' tlet him read it anyway, have you read it, do you know how much censoring I'll have to do..
from nora555 :
Thank you... I knew, I knew that!!! Oh I added you to my fab's but I can't remeber where I found you... Let
from sopretty :
I live with my mom still. which isn't horrible,but i'm almost 23 and she still has opinions about my life. i like it best when she works and I don't so i can have time alone. i love my mom,but she can drive me fucking nuts.
from bledgirlblue :
fuck off.
from regz :
Cheers for the props about my diary, and thanks for stopping by. Your writing rocks, too. It's refreshing to see someone lay some opinions down in this place. Hope I'll see ya' around.
from sopretty :
i've been reading your diary for a while. i must say your honesty is great. i just thought i would say that.
from bledgirlblue :
just an fyi, don't respond. the images aren't working because my gold membership expired today, so i have no bandwidth or uploading picture capabilities anymore. sorry.
from bledgirlblue :
um.ok.then.
from bledgirlblue :
But she has one up too... so she's "pathetic" as well. I don't think she'll be saying anything to anyone. What does her add look like? What did the message say? Jeff, cheer up honey. You've got more friends than your realise. <3 xoxo
from bledgirlblue :
You should have called me. I was thinking about calling you but I forget what your first three numbers of your tele number are. I actually went out tonight and hung with friends. I could have not drank so much and then come down to see you. :( Maybe some other time. Don't give up hope just yet on me.
from bledgirlblue :
Um, I can't speak for everyone. But as for myself, I flake on just about every one. It's not just you. I flake on my Mom, Nathan, my friend Ben, Leesa, you. Seeing as I work full-time, go to school full-time, and have a little girl, by the time I get some "down" time where I can be at home, or go out, I am so damn tired, that I can barely function. I'm sorry.
from bledgirlblue :
i absolutely totally, fucking agree. i had the same experience in a bowling alley, and wanted to do the same thing. also, the black thing, right on, right on. oh.. and yeah.. i'll pop down and smoke some with you, as soon as you stop randomly fucking people. ;)
from bledgirlblue :
you are truly, something else. ;)

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