messages to morguecrawl:
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from zerom3ph :
oye, you locked it.
from zerom3ph :
*pokes with a stick*
from zerom3ph :
i wouldn't quite say that your lack of motivation stems from depression, so much as apathy. although you probably already know that temp agencies will do most of the job hunting for you, that little gnome in your head that pokes and reminds you of these things seems to be on vacation, ala Amelie. anything specific that's eating the morb?
from contour :
Hey! Sorry for taking forEVER to reply. Life has sucked big time lately. :( Yeah, I'd love a CD or to talk music. Do you have my email? -M
from zerom3ph :
but don't you know? jesus on a stick is eeeeeevery day. he did it for us.... and the royalties of course.
from zerom3ph :
you know, you're right. you should be updating daily, like i do. :]
from zerom3ph :
that's pretty high praise right there. thanks.
from ghostofgor :
SURPRIZE!!! *ahem* o_o I didnt really know your size so I "guessed". Hope it fits. *looks around* Where was I... SURPRIZE!!!!
from contour :
Oh Gridlock was most certainly AMAZING live. I believe the two guys are named Mike and Mike, and they are most certainly well liked in their home town (SF). :) I typically love it when musicians smile the entire time while grooving and mixing. I don't know if you travel in Canada much, but Vancouver's Sancatuary is worth checking out. All three of the DJs have a very good taste in music, and are trying to push the good stuff.
from zerom3ph :
the 'anti-morb'?? *cocks an eyebrow* i'm scared already.
from ghostofgor :
I was referring to your "20 yr old me" pic which sill wont show and I would like to know who Im cuddling with. o_o
from ghostofgor :
still no pic......I want to get cranky......but i really shouldnt...ty for the cuddles though.
from zerom3ph :
'just livin'? yeah. ditto.
from ghostofgor :
gone?
from ghostofgor :
I guess the same could go for voting, and masterbation. And yes, your welcome for the Alice in wonderland emotions. Tis always better to give then recieve they always say.
from ghostofgor :
your picture has never worked for Me......I cant see it anyway.
from zerom3ph :
Z?
from tamarafayd :
..hey try again sometime...sorry to have missed your call? No 905 numbers, registered as 'unknown'.
from ghostofgor :
that was what I was thinking when I typed it My dear......good memory.....
from ghostofgor :
hives also carry bees......bees sting you to death....death brings a mortician into the picture next thing you know he is spilling tunafish sandwich all over your rotting corpse. I dunno why I got cryptic but your name motivated it,........Im blaming you.....crawling in a morgue.......I can only imagine whats on the floor......
from ghostofgor :
having oneself poked with a needle is no way to experience what anaphalactic shock can do to ones nervous system and extremities. I would think playing tag with tractor trailors to be a far safer way to get a rush.....and not to the hospital. Not until your squished that is....
from ghostofgor :
I am not particularly fond of needles. But its less bothersome than My tattoos. Know what I mean? And it was alot of blood, but I need to be sure Im spotless and Im a big guy so I had no problem.
from icefacade :
thanks for adding me! I love your 2 girls on the layout. i plan on reading but i am 3 sheets to the wind right now and playing ghost in the hallways.
from punk-loser :
sometimes... but my job allows me to mostly be left alone, so that's all good.
from punk-loser :
i wish i never left my house anymore... the world always seems to dissapoint me with how not cool it is whenever i leave. maybe LA just got to me finally, but walking outside almost makes me vomit now.
from punk-loser :
wow, haven't talked to you in like... forever. how's it goin kid?
from liquid-mojo :
I always try to score on participation points... Makes things easier for what though?
from liquid-mojo :
Sure, just use me and roll me out of bed in the morning why don't ya... ;)
from liquid-mojo :
Why? Is you not hitting on me a good or bad thing? Or do you just not hit on strangers? Fitting poetry by the way... ;)
from herdarlinsin :
Okay then, Thank you too
from contour :
Glad you enjoyed the postcard. The festival was a blast. I *almost* got a chance to talk to Dirk Ivens, but he was shitfaced and ignored me. It was 6 am and most folks were wandering home. About the only people who can seem to last a full night are the Dutch and English ... I swear those two groups of people just NEVER SLEEP. Of course I'm sure the French and Germans will point out that the crazy Americans are constantly RUNNING everywhere or talking like stupid little birds.
from contour :
Kameras werden nicht erlaubt! Any pictures will be rendered in text. (It has to do with not wanting to search everybody between each act and the fact that some European labels / bands don't like pictures to be taken of them.) Get the older kat! They'll love you just the same, but the older kat will always understand WHY it loves you so.
from sood :
i've been gone for a while...looks like i might be making a comeback. just wanted to drop you a line...and say hi. love the new layout.
from darkest-elf :
personally i'd count on taxes before death ;P
from darkest-elf :
hey, sorry people were assholes and bugged you about effemy. hope the jerks who bugged her fam. and her resting place get what they deserve. good to see you're moving on - it's sad that it had to come to her diary being locked; through this crappy medium called the internet, she had become a kindred spirit, and i love reading and rereading. gives me some nice art inspiration. well, it did ;P. good for you, seeing your life is going pretty good - and i like your diary layout, btw.
from contour :
Well, I'm the one guy who can *not* find fault with you, because I bailed too. We'll both be extremely sorry, of that I'm sure. :( But the way I figure it: after my bro's wedding and this WGT festival, I can start saving for 2005!
from agwani :
Oh you are far from the only one! I love that movie, and the second I saw it on DVD I bought it, and didn't even own a DVD player at the time. Yes, great movie, that Nightbreed... Sexy monsters indeed!
from deadsongz :
just dropping off a note to say hey, glad to hear your doing really well.. I've moved in with keely in kensington market.. i dont have a comp.. but my new number is 598-0202
from contour :
*completely* =)
from contour :
Interesting ... is the rest of their material worth buying? Cause I'm beginning to suspect it could be wonderful for mixing.
from contour :
RE: Space Frog, that mix has always made me curious about their (?) other stuff ... which I just never hear being played.
from contour :
RE: Saturation Bombing. I was looking for your email 'cause I wanted to not leave a note, but sadly (and believe me I'm getting harassed in SF as well) I'm not going to be able to afford the trip w/ my bro's wedding *and* my Europe trip this summer as well. =( It sucks too, 'cause the bands in Toronto are gonna be so much better. I just finally realized that I'm gonna have to stop going to Europe every year, 'cause it honestly does take me most of the year to recover the $$$. So a raincheck maybe??? =)
from watercolored :
Happy late birthday! Oh yeah, and apologies in advance for the shameless filth I'm about to post as well.
from deadsongz :
I have not changed.. much at all.. i still love and care for the same things as i always have.. I am getting into things you enjoy more actually.. Sometime soon I will be roleplaying.. I don't know.. most of what you knew of me was the men i was with and how they moulded me.. Finally I am not tied down.. my heart is.. but I still feel free.. It is ok that you did not invite me.. again maybe when you have had your space and want to talk we can get togetehr and laugh and joke like we use to.. Cause i'm still that silly girl that dances around the house singing rediculas songs about food and cats *smiles* I do love you very much.. I hope you had a wonderful birthday.. i've come to grips with my depression.. and found out the main cause of why i have been so strange and messed up.. The doctors told me my hormones are way screwed.. and they have sent be for blood tests and ultra sounds.. they think i may have too much tissue around my overies... this is not a good thing.. *sighs and shrugs* well hopefully they will help me because I'm becomming manic.. but I am too proud to show it to anyone.. I will be ok.. I will be my old self soon enough..love carrie
from contour :
Happy Birthday! =) Just think, if your mom kept you in for two more days, you'd be a fourth as old!
from deadsongz :
Hey you.. Its 11:55am on Feb 26th!! I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE PIE!! I hope you have a wonderful day!!!! I know your having a little get togetehr.. and I'm guessing I was not invited but that's ok!! Maybe you will come to the city sometime in the next few weeks and we can meet up for lunch or something .. maybe a java date.. Miss you.. I need your number again I lost it! Call me k!! I know you may not get this for awhile cause your comp is dead.. maybe you will check tomorrow at work.. ok well HAVE A WICKED DAY!! LOVE YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!! love carrie
from zerom3ph :
kinda, sorta. it's the usual half-assed tomfoolery in my nick of the woods. how about yourself?
from contour :
*pant* OK, I wasn't supposed to breathe a word of this (writing is another matter) but originally Mika was supposed to play in LA in addition to Washington D.C. and Toronto. But it seems that LA fell threw and San Francisco isn't big enough to pull names like that together. With airfare from SF to Toronto running around $300, YOU BET! =) I'm off to Vancouver tomorrow afternoon through Monday night, but Wednesday I'll serious look around for tickets assuming I've got a warm floor or couch to crash on! =) BTW, he was great in Germany, but now that I've heard his latest album ... whoa, you do realize that you're living in a great city right? Also word from my DJ friend who is very well connected to the Belgian and Dutch scenes is that if this April event goes well, then Toronto may have additional line-ups like this!
from watercolored :
You can spank my ass any time Kristen, just so long as you still talk to me at the end of the day. Thank you Mistress, may I have another? Love ya.
from luciangrey :
Back the love train up. His message to that, warrented a similar response from me. I had NO inention for ANY of that. He did not write that entry for you, anyway, Kris. It was directed at someone else. But I am so sorry the past was brought up, I assure you I have the same stand points on past drama as you. Forgive me? ... I'll accept the fuck you, I have taken many from you, and I deserved them all, but this situation I feel, is indisposed and fleeting.
from contour :
5 years is a long time! I can't imagine (and I'm not asking) what they are saying, but you are right. They should just move on! ::sigh::
from watercolored :
Mervyn Peake? Interesting. Very.
from watercolored :
Um yeah, know a bit about S.I. myself. And I wouldn't begin to suggest a doctor's help.
from watercolored :
You are having this checked by a medical professional I hope.
from contour :
Re: Yann. Nope, he wasn't selling anything at the show. It was sort of an informal deal, probably 'cause of SF scene politics. The guys who run the club he was at weren't too happy that more people were interested in his music than their DJ sets (which are moderately banal). Yann's set of course kicked ass and he had a stronger showing than most bands, but he wasn't lugging his shirts around. *However* I have seen his logo on ant-zen, and it looks GREAT!
from oceans-depth :
Happy Holidays xoxo Deja
from watercolored :
So you are alive, have missed you. Thanks for the kind words-and the same to you!
from contour :
You know ... if I had said, "[anything here] is not for synthsuckers or little girls", I'd so be flamed to heaven, hell, and back. But I'm glad you said it first, cause in this case *snicker* it is true and now I can just say, "Well yeah, it isn't like I coined the phrase, I just toss it around where I see fit!" *cheers to _good_ industrial music*
from contour :
Thanks for the link to the show. I actually found out about it a day or two earlier, and yeah, I'm SOOOOOOO going. An added benefit is one of the best DJs around will be spinning up there too.
from contour :
Thanks for the advice / insight about coping with the suicide of a friend and people whom are going through that. The entire thing is so depressing, but your experience really is making this a LOT easier and optimistic for me! =)
from velvet-heart :
Yes, indeedy Ms Kris. Your music kicks ass! ♥
from zerom3ph :
word for the day? [mootalitarian]
from darkavalon :
Femanly here, first off miss you lots, and I'm thinking that I have to do some major rearanging so that Wednesday, you, and me and hang out and run a mock in T.O., and secondly as you may notice my diary address is diffrent now so you may want to change your like to the new one. ps. if you have or use msn darkwind87@hotmail.com give me a shout
from contour :
RE: Canadian -v- US Health Care. Actually I do agree that the two systems should look to the other and steal the parts that work. But having to wait 4 hours is IMO a barrier to health care. I, for example, can't take a half day of vacation for every medical need, thus many needs go unchecked. If it were to grow beyond 4 hours ... eeek!
from velvet-heart :
You've been added too- heh Oh yea and forgot the name of your other diary *cries*
from velvet-heart :
The beauty in your words rape my soul and leaves my eyes bleeding in dazy haze of red tears. Te amo mi amor *heh*
from velvet-heart :
Entry is posted. http://velvet-heart.diaryland.com/EffemyCole.html I wish I had something more to say, but I am currently at a loss for words. Hope to from you again soon.
from velvet-heart :
Thank you. And I shall. It will take me awhile to put it all into the right words. Ad even when I have I will probably still think I havent done her the justice she so muchly desrves. And, yes you're right- she's made a vast impact on me. I do hope that you're not uncomfortable with the things I said to you before. I truly meant them with all of the kindness of my heart.
from velvet-heart :
If I remember correctly your name is Krista (??. I read your 'The Hours In Between' entry about Effy. I know that it's still a touchy subject with you- and yes I feel that way sometimes too about people touching your life just briefly. I had a dream about her today.... I can see her, and I can feel her everywhere- she surrounds me and I spent the whole time crying. Ive never felt such a connection to someone before. [shes gone, but she's not gone inside of me] In my dream I saw myself there with her in 'hours in between' I saw her lost moments, her confusion and sadness. I could feel my heart muscles stretching to reach out and to grab and save her lost soul but each time I went back and back and back I was always too late. I don't know why I feel like I blame myself for her loss but I do and it eats at me. But all the same her words float around in my head and keep me grounded to things I have never felt before, ever. And oddly enough I welcome her. I wsh I knnew her when she "was" but even though I didn't I know her well enough in my heart and my silent dreams. I wanted to ask you if its okay with you to write about my dream in my diary about her... thre's just something about the dream and the things she said to me- I feel like she wants me to get her message out to someone, some where.. maybe its you. Please get back with me, because I'm scared enough as it is on my own and I don't know what to do with her singing proses in my mind.
from contour :
RE: "Looks like when one door closes, another opens after all." I'm a firm believer that this is the case. As for the goth / industrial club scene, some of the friendliest people aren't those that are attached to the scene, but treat is as only a small part of their life. And yet, it bugs me too when people whom I hardly know think poorly of me. ::sigh::
from contour :
Hang in there! I'm curious about what happened, but I'd like to say that change isn't always bad.
from insanegerbil :
haha..holy shit you kick ass...doom generation AND strangeland..kick ass..my two favorite movies to pull quotes off of.
from watercolored :
Thanks for the listing, many a night have I been a silent observer here at the morgue.
from monstre :
It sounds like you two should have a serious talk. About what's been hurting her as well as what's been hurting you.
from contour :
As a child I would get sick all the time, and remember many nights "spitting" into a bucket. As an adult I've only vommitted a few times, fewer still if you don't count hangovers. And yet, as a kid it just happened. As an adult it is to be DREADED. (Then again, back then it would get me out of school! YooHoo!)
from zerom3ph :
heh, wierd timing- how was your roll?
from desdemonia :
I absolutely adore your new template, Gloomcookie rocks ! *huggles n thoughts* sorry we lost touch a bit... Desdemona~
from black-dahlia :
I wasn't implying that the phone bill was the be-all and end-all of your crappy situation, but it's the part with the easiest solution, that's all.
from contour :
*sniff* I'm gonna reread this entry of yours, but now I'm worried a bit. But that said, I am actually happy that you're writing what you feel. I just believe that finding outlets for this, including writing, is good! =) Second, you have a kick ass time at the shows this weekend. It turns out that my pain from a few weeks back is mostly gone again, but I'm also busy handholding three friends whom are suffering from major stress right now. Maybe it is a Mars thing that is driving most everybody mad or something?
from black-dahlia :
Oh, Kris (*hugs tightly*). You're a bad Morb. I knew you were lying about the long distance calling. That's o.k., though. I understand. I get free long distance anyways. You sould, too. Go to www.blueline.com .
from lapistesting :
sorry - i thought you'd just take it - i'll have it up today!
from monstre :
I hope my fury on Wednesday didn't contribute too much. I sure as hell know the feeling, though. The one wherein I miss my sword and my clear-cut truths. My fist and my armour. Some days, though, I am happier with them a rest. Other days, when self-doubt runs too high, I wonder when it was exactly that I sold out.
from lapistesting :
go look at the current template i have up on this diary - it's is yours.
from fictioner :
Nevermind you probably realized you had hunchbackhak down and disposed of him. Continue you with your posts and I'll head back to my end of the abyss
from fictioner :
Oh what wicked webs we all weave. So much things to ponder and so much memories to repress. Sounds like you are doing quite well for yourself Kris it's good to hear. I am much more terrible at posting anything in my little diary box but my excuse is I try only to post "poetry" and fictional stories. Here's a question though. Even though I claimed the identity of Hunchbackhak I have nothing there..why do people keep it on thier list?
from lapisllong :
No Prob! e-mail me with the pic and the pass - i'll straighten out the existing one and them work on something with the picture, k?
from lapisllong :
hey - i see things are a little off kilter - do ya need me to tweak the template to balance it back out? just lemme know.
from black-dahlia :
'Kay, dude.
from contour :
Re: Qntal. Amazing, though I still think LiCTD put on a better performance. Qntal had some sound check problems, but the number of instruments Michael uses is astounding. And I have no idea what they are either! (I was asked to write a review, but the guy never contacted me again ... I'll make an entry specifically on the Qntal performance though.)
from contour :
Dive / Converter. I've still not bought tickets, as I'm trying to figure out if I can AFFORD it (I've got a second car that I need to take to the shop soon). I will get back to you hopefully before the end of this week! I want to go, but plane tickets are going to be several hundred US$. =(
from contour :
Are tickets still available for the shows at the end of August? I've gotten vacation time approved for a day or two on either end, and can start looking for airfare! =) Assuming there is an invite still!
from swamp-pussy :
That is true, it has nothing to do with you personally. I have been going through this for too long, and it has affected my judgment in more than just this way. I saw two people linked, and they had both offered words of support to me before when all of this was still happening, and I felt in some small way betrayed. I do not feel it so much now, but I have re-thought your advice and think that, despite what I think about our judicial system, you have a better idea than any I could think of before. So I hope this is the end if this. Sorry about it all happening in the first place.
from swamp-pussy :
As far as "liking some of the entries", it's just kind of a stab when I see that you quoted the words about me, "I have been blown up at", when he was refrring to my reaction to him showing up unannounced at my house, when he is someone to be very afraid of. he is someone who has hurt me, and thinks there's nothing wrong with doing it to anyone he feels like. I know you haven't had any other contact with him, but what about the fact that whatEVER he wrote that you liked has nothing to do with anything that really happened? If you admire it for the quality of the fiction, then okay. I'd admire it too if it wasn't his denial of everything he's done to me.
from swamp-pussy :
yeah, realize that. But you should realize he's been doing the same thing to ME, posting at random guestbooks and teling people NOT to join my rings, and you read me for quite some time and know that everything that I've been saying, I was saying for a long while. Everything he has said was false, I'm sorry if you have forgotten. He hurt me severely, and you have known that as long as you have known of my existense at all. if you refuse to know both sides of the story, that's perfectly okay. But now you HAVE heard them. And no, legal action is not my desire--only replying in kind.
from contour :
*yaw drops* OK, I've not replied about Converter yet, because (1) money is tight for me ... I'll explain in a bit, and (2) work is like crazy mad now and probably will be through August. But Dive and Sonar and even better yet Monolith? I had to take a cold shower after first reading that! Anyway, I'm talking to my bosses and asking for a day or two of vacation so I can make both shows. Dirk is INCREDIBLE. I so can't imagine what seeing Dirk and then Scott in two days time is like, but this will simply never happen again.
from black-dahlia :
Morb, I won't be calling you back. I can't talk. No toncils, remember?
from talithe :
It's been a pleasure reading your words.
from xskinpackx :
Yeah. It's called getting drunk in an alley and goring a hooker.
from zerom3ph :
goths + raves = gravers. ditto.
from kbaa :
:)
from kbaa :
i read it.
from onceknownas :
P.S. Congrats on your new place, and your landlady sounds marrrrrvelous - me muyo jealous!
from onceknownas :
Don't despair, dear - your counter must just be acting wonky. You're still being read. :) And I know what you mean - as dorky as it sounds, it's a blue feeling to think that you're diary is getting cold from lack of attention. I find a the little huggles from having hits brighten my days, too. So keep it up - we're reading ya, toots!
from dont-stop :
I'm sorry, I was bored and just mouthing off about one of my favorite hate-subjects: oatmeal. But since you were so sweet, I will ask my friend to make them and let you know how they taste. I'd make them myself, but it's been a long time since I baked anything. Take care, Beth
from dont-stop :
Not that it matters, but those tarts don't taste like oatmeal, do they? Oatmeal is terrible. It tastes yucky.
from xscar-mex :
Gothic Tarts --sounds great!
from onceknownas :
Thankee kindly for the recommendation - I went to Ye Olde Record Shoppe tonight specifically to do some listenin', but they were unfortunately fresh out of Collide - seems they have to special order it because it's not exactly a hot seller. Ach, well. Still, did pick up some Stromkern and the latest Claire Voyant, much to my wallet's chagrin - but "Night Riders" on Bose Speakers - aaaahhhhh, yes! And I had to steal the DJ GHOST post you stole to put on the NMGoth message board - I almost peed myself when I read that! Loved your list of 100 things about yourself, too. I'm an only child, but if I'd had a little brother, I probly woulda kicked him, too... Anywho, hail fellow well met - best wishes and all! ~D~
from contour :
RE: music with balls. Can I quote you on that? *snicker*
from zerom3ph :
ouch. that tastes of scrotum.
from celtickatt :
Hehe... You're too cute. I know the feeling of needing adoration fo strangers. SW lyrics in the Freaky Links page... that's cool. Hey, I think I have a section called Frea... wait, I almost lied... My section is called "Freakish Links." Close enough. :p
from celtickatt :
Hey. I just thought I'd leave a note and tell you that I really like your diary theme. Your banner caught my attention so I clicked it. Inside, you did a great job. :P
from zerom3ph :
feh, just post the bullshit. if the feeb you're writing about freaks, you instantly gain more material to write about. besides, what's he to do? leave flaming pigs feet on your doorstep? you have to admit that would be cool.
from darkfairy13 :
your diary is captivating
from contour :
*laughing* Who doesn't want to take out a cruise ship? Of course, I'd prefer to hire thugs to do it for me ... as I've more pressing matters demanding my attention. RE: Loosing Rivethead status. Impossible. There is nothing that says a rivethead can't enjoy other things too. 'sides, I've lately been in a very ethereal / ambient mood and I know for a fact that I can still match anybody's interest or intensity when it comes to anything remotely rivet like. In other words, I don't see anything to be concerned about. I'm certainly not gonna send my Rivet Moffia after ya. ;)
from contour :
ARGH! I still need to dig up your old email. I'm gonna claim the stack of comics that Redwood loaned me as my excuse this weekend. (Actually after days of being on a computer at work, I love to not be at home.) Anyway, did the purple happen yet? We should get to see pictures!
from contour :
I've got an email of yours to reply too, and will soon! =) But I was wondering when you'd update. Oh, BTW Tarmverd kicked serious ass, and I may have passed on going to the show if you hadn't have told me I'd love it. The other two noise acts were just as good. And the crowd was huge for a noise only event!
from contour :
Did you ever download and save her diary? If not, consider asking Andrew for an electronic copy and tell him WHY. BTW: Wumpscut *and* Wreath of Barbs both are things I really like. In fact, Wreath of Barbs was the song that finally got me dancing again after last year's injury.
from contour :
ex's. Sometimes I wonder if it wouldn't be easier if we never saw them again. Then other times, I honestly wonder where mine are at in their lives. Though I will often see on ex at clubs, I really have no clue what has happened in her life over the past year ... er more like year and a half. Funny how this things turn out.
from contour :
Birthday! Why didn't you drop hints before!??!! Well, happy birthday! =) *wack wack wack*
from black-dahlia :
I love you! Happy Bithday!
from black-dahlia :
Excited about birthday-weekend goodness yet?
from contour :
Marriage? But I thought Canadians already had honorary US citizenship? *ducking*
from contour :
On Tumor: Yup, a DJ turned me onto him/them a little over a year ago. Seelenfresser is the album she said I'd love. I think the track "Premutos" is actually better than "Come to Daddy" (though it too is a great song). =)
from lapisllong :
hey, i'll be on tomorrow night, most likely.
from contour :
*grrrrh* (There I growled at your computer for you. I'd shake a fist too, but I reserve that for things that will get upset when I do that.)
from black-dahlia :
I love you, Kris, not your house. Your house wouldn't be the safehaven that it is for me if you weren't there. *hugs tightly* It may not always seem that way, I know, but do you honestly think I could ever get along without you? You're my best friend.....even if your mom hates me.
from monstre :
Well, we've got a dinner party thingie Saturday evening that we've been invited to SINCE NOVEMBER so it's pretty important that we be there. I guess it depends how we feel afterwards, but I'd be surprised to find us at savage. Keep us posted where you'll be and we'll figure it out. Next weekend is Resistor, but we're in Montreal for that.
from grimmunsane :
do I know you anymore? I've been reading your enteries recently and can't find a hint of your life that I do know of. Don't be surprised if I IM you on AIM sometime. I miss talking to you.
from id-wraith :
Hey hun, glad you had such a good New Years *hugs* Yeah, green with envy and all that. My New Years basically sucked, but yesterday rocked. So it all balances out.
from black-dahlia :
Sorry for not coming down for New Year's, hun. I was brutally ill. I wasn't up for any kind of travel. I just went to some house parties in town, and to some local bars, smoked up, then went home and crashed. You would have hated it. I hope you found something better to do.........my voice is still croaky and sounds like a frog mating-call.
from unwittingly :
I think I might be inhabiting your neck of the woods by April. :)
from monstre :
re status: Don't underestimate your own effect, the intelligent things you *do* say, the fact that you're a superlative hugger. If you were dirt-stupid and annoying, nothing would get status to adhere to you -- and we both know an example or two of that sort of person. But you're NICE. You're INTELLIGENT, and more importantly - you're YOU and you're not pretending to be someone else, not trying too hard. That's why you have people's respect. ANd I, personally, had NOTHING to do with any of this status stuff, not your'n, and not mine -- cuz I ain't got and don't want any. :)
from monstre :
I have no idea what's going on tonight. Maybe you guys could join us at Savage first. I think we *are* doing resistor, it's more Cristal that's not sure she wants to go. Right now I'm cranky so I don't want to go to anything, but I'll hopefully get over that later. Is there a cover for Savage? Oh wait. We're out of here soon to do lots of running around. Call us on Dave's cell later? Oh, and email me from home since I don't have your email and hence this is why I'm flooding your notes...
from monstre :
You could definitely call us. I was thinking about you yesterday and today, wondering how to reach you. Wondering when we're going to make plans for coffee next. Wondering, wondering. You have Dave's cell, right? We're leaving early tomorrow to go back to Niagara, so we'll be reachable on his cell... We ought to leave around 9-ish, so if you call before then I can give it to you. And we'll probably forward the house line too, but just in case we forget...
from black-dahlia :
MORB! I've called your place to no avail. Where the hell are you guys? I plan on showing up at Carrie's place tonight, so if you're going, please bring the make-up and clothes I left at your house. And call me as soon as possible!
from ladyofamber :
whats your email again? :(
from ladyofamber :
I've shut everyone out, and I'm not plotting against anyone
from ladyofamber :
eeeeep :**(((( *hugs*
from ladyofamber :
awww, crap - I have to work over xmas *sniff* (whoops, I'm so brain dead I sent this to myself) foolish me!
from ladyofamber :
*sobs* meanie - I want my 15 back - you snapped my CD!!! (*giggles*) ok - I'm taking this too far but godamnit i'm so bored!!!
from ladyofamber :
*cries and cries and cries*
from ladyofamber :
and yup - I'm as suceptable as suceptable can get ;) (It wont let me add this to your gb *pouts*)
from ladyofamber :
eeeee I got that too *giggles* ok I'm gone now ;)
from monstre :
That thingie about finging yourself.
from monstre :
That's brilliant.
from deepdarkbad :
oh your so polite..your welcome....
from deepdarkbad :
hey lookey here i am a favorite.....your template kix ass,
from tornshadow :
hey Kris...gah, going to work now. Hope to talk to u during the day soon :)
from monstre :
I'm all up for helping out with baking and stuff. I'd love to meet your mom, too. Talk to you about it tonight. :)
from neo-geek :
Hi, I really like your layout. Actually, on second thought I'm just starved of compliments and was hoping by leaving vain, self-serving notes on other people's diaries more would look at mine. Anyway, try not to hate me more than's warranted. Oh, and keep up the good work.
from theaccursed :
Amazingly, I -didn't- cheat. Which was wierd. I expected to end up being Tremere or some wonky shit like that, especially after I picked "In my free time I toy with the occult" or whatever. 'Eh.
from ink-grrl :
thank you
from ink-grrl :
thank you..tell him i will call as soon as i can
from xstaticx :
make a fist sounds fun! tell me more tell me more!
from xstaticx :
Hey. Yeah Hocico and Feindflug are 2 of my fav. I just saw Hocico live about a month ago. That was the best show I've been to as yet. I'm sure Feindflug puts on an even better show. I'll have to take a trip to Germany to see them.
from theaccursed :
Weak is for the sleep. Err, sleep is for the weak. ~grin~
from ink-grrl :
its one of those things that when i am 40, it will hit me like a brick. until then its just mass confusion
from black-dahlia :
Poor Jenn, is she o.k.?.....O.k., sounds like a plan. I'll see you on Thursday night around eleven at your place. 'Love you.
from ink-grrl :
i'm not completely sure why but i know i am.
from ink-grrl :
i dont know really what to say. *sigh* even more childish, i am jealous of you.
from black-dahlia :
I talked to Carrie/Christine. The girl's are still coming. Steve's coming too......is it o.k. if we crash at your place that night? (It's o.k. if you don't want us to). Then we'll all be together already for festivities the next night.
from desdemonia :
Thanks that made my day, she's definitly one of my favorite authors :)
from desdemonia :
You exchanged IM with Poppy Z. Brite ??? Lucky you !!! I would love to know what you guys talked about in more details if you are inclined to write about it !!!
from zerom3ph :
*grin*
from zerom3ph :
schnurr? mmm, yes. drugs.
from morbid-lover :
I love your diary. I love the way you write, it flows with the template as if together inside a brick wall. Perfect. I wish I could write half as well as you...
from kathleen- :
Thanks for the message in wintertrees.
from prettycorpse :
You have been (unquestionably!) approved to join the Goth as Hell diaryring! Please put the snippet up in two days, and thank you much for your interest! I am also adding you to my favourites list. <3
from loftwyr :
You will have to beg for my forgiveness!!! Beg you her BEG AH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA. Erp... Sorry, nevermind.
from black-dahlia :
Kris, I'm working 'til six thirty tommorrow. I'll meet you at your house at eightish, I suppose.......if you talk to Carrie, please tell her to bring the short velvet dress for me to wear.
from black-dahlia :
Ohhhh, I'm excited.
from black-dahlia :
I like her, that's all.....and she'd rather go out with a drug-dealing wanker.
from black-dahlia :
Nah, it's not just that.....
from black-dahlia :
*pouts* She's supposed to be in love with ME! Stupid drug dealer. I'm supposed to be the lacky! *does not approve at all*
from black-dahlia :
I want Christine to come too.
from black-dahlia :
Excellent! So Carrie's coming for sure, then?
from black-dahlia :
o.k., cream it is.
from black-dahlia :
Hi sweetie. I'd love to get you a new loofa, but we don't have red ones. We have white, cream, pink, green, or turquoise. We might get some red ones in for christmas, but we're still selling the fall line right now......I'd love Psyche's unwanteds, if she thinks they'll fit me. She is quite a bit shorter/smaller than me.
from ergoatlas :
Sounds like you understand this well. Shame you are on the other side of the continent.... Like your journal.
from ergoatlas :
Thanks for completing the survey. Yes, Vi does have permission and I sincerely hope she takes advantage of it. I really want her to have experiences outside of me -- and I think she will when her head is in the right place.
from grimmunsane :
cheer up sputnick...*grins*
from black-dahlia :
I thought that you weren't going to be around for awhile?
from gaja :
What, no email address for the Jer fun? :) -=- Gaja
from black-dahlia :
I love you, Kris. (*hugs tight*) Have fun tonight.
from black-dahlia :
I want to shop too....it's a shame that I'm poor because october is the best month for gothic shopping.
from black-dahlia :
Peonies are not hell-sent! *L* Which kid talks a lot, Kris? Christine? I'll try to keep from fucking Christine on your futon......what did she say about me, anyway? *blushes cutely*
from monstre :
Lady Dahlia, there are still reams and reams of peonie bulbs left, along with an even larger, angrier, scarier looking one. I have no idea what colour they were, I only met these peonies-from hell when I got here a month ago. Nobody has evern seen them flower. And MC? My friend Tobias went to the first Machinefest and that's ALL I heard about for weeks afterwards. I'm allll up for going next year.
from black-dahlia :
What you did to that poor peony bush was vulgar and uncalled for. I would have gladly taken the poor sweet plant off your hands (what color was it, anyways?). I guess I'll forgive you because I love you, but you must learn from this mistake, my dear. (Oh, and I'll gladly take charge of your future whore-house).....I sometimes hate Jim because of all the shit he puts you through. I know you love him, but I hate to see you hurting for anyone's sake. I know Jim has good traits, but he may have trouble winning me over completely. If he can't, I guess I'll broodingly accept your shared love anyways......I'll call Carrie tonight and see if I can get ahold of Christine. I'll make a point of inviting Carrie, too, so as not to be rude, even though we know she won't come.
from black-dahlia :
oh, and what's wrong with peonies? I think peonies are absolutely lovely. You should have given me the bush. *pouts softly*
from black-dahlia :
I updated again! Aren't you proud, Kris?
from monstre :
Actually, I think it's even safe to install winamp with that sound-improver plugin (I have to remember the name) on top on that machine now. As for these missing mp3's - your hard drive space didn't empty out, remember? SO they're on there somewhere, you just have to remember the actual path of where you kept them rather than where Kazaa was linking them from. Does that make sense in english?
from black-dahlia :
I updated, Kris. Just for you. I love you, bitch.
from punk-loser :
hey there yo!!!!!! i'm back g-funk, and my new AOL name is xm3kan1kalx if you wanna IM me... peace out deario, talk to you later
from devallyk :
Ah, but I do so love to point out the failings of such reprobates. True, it might be construed as somewhat egocentric, but I can live with that.
from lost-saint :
grow your hair out. long hair is beautiful.
from quantum87 :
.No problem. You just sit back [[please don.t put your feet on the seats, or get your popcorn on the ground]], relax, and *watch*. Like so many others .xo.
from ladyofamber :
awww :) I'd love a photo if you were to do that :))))
from loftwyr :
It doesn't matter what you read, except to the extrememly snooty. I've been reading Science Fiction for lots of years and pretty much ignore the classics. If most people can't get through the first 250 pages of a book, it could just be a badly written book. I give a book 100 pages and if it doesn't hold my interest, I put it down, never to pick it back up.
from panzer-kitty :
Thanks for your note.. and in light of your most recent entry.. I hope things get better soon and I'll try to log onto aim later if you want to talk (or get a laugh out of my current situation(s). <3
from invisibledon :
thanks for visiting
from sood :
are you going to write another entry that follows this one. loved it
from unresolved :
i'll be back soon.. on sept. 3rd. i can't wait to get out of this hole. fuck ottawa.
from monstre :
oh gods, I remember Zaphod's... talk about being flooded with memories. There's a sex shop upstairs from them where my ex bought me my first dildo... We used to drive down to Ottawa just to hear Leslie spin. That was... way too many years ago. Zaphod's. Wow. Thanks for the memory.

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