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messages to mynameismatt:
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from snailpetal :

Doors are open (but it's not very good...bit rusty with the old literature writing...been writing technical brochures for too long) Oxford treating you well?

from cheekyash :

I ended up here by accident mainly. Half looking, half hoping for something to read. But not just anything. I love how you write it, how you make things seem. Keep dreaming.

from bonnylisbon :

I kind of stumbled across your diary on accident. I read through some recent entries and your writing made me feel ... weird, for a lack of a better word. So naturally I love it. I'm adding you to my favorites, I hope that's ok.

from vodkatonic :

Thanks, very much appreciated. And right back atya ;-)

from vodkatonic :

Wow, that was worth waiting for :-)

from darktruth :

You know you're exactly right, and I don't know why, but that's just how things are. I have a theory about our seasonal awareness being housed in some kind of container right next to our anger and hate, so when that catches on fire, everything else goes up in flames, too. And that would explain a lot of the seasonal depression thing, if it weren't so farfetched.

from sweet-lilly :

:) over half of my d-land contacts are friends/acquantances... I'm curious to know how/why you feel that way. E-mail is; [email protected] - feel free to add me on MSN if you so wish. Loves, L xx.

from sweet-lilly :

I haven't given anyone one, but, as I don't actually know, know you, I don't see any harm in it, providing you don't give it to anyone - send me an e-mail and I'll mail you a password and user :) hope all is well with you ~L xx.

from darktruth :

Yep. I'll probably be there next fall. September through January. But if not, then I'll be there the fall of my senior year, which is not next fall but the following fall. Which is just too long for me to wait.

hey babe. the new death cab is great, i've been listening to it on and off for about a week now. plus, i'm going to see them on sunday. three concerts that week, liz phair and a canadian band called broken social scene that i may have mentioned to you. ps a diaryland note? it's been a while, no?

from darktruth :

I never knew where you were from. Please tell me.

from vodkatonic :

Which one? If you tell me which one it is, i'll tell you which one my friend kate says i look like ;-p

from snailpetal :

ever read http://joemygod.blogspot.com? It's good fun, so t'is.

from buniskae :

Ta! Though at the moment I rule nothing, as I cannot lift my arms...

from darktruth :

Thank you. (insert happy face or smiling face or something face here).

from jennyj :

Wow well done on the poem; can I call you Silvia now? (I *loved* Green Wing, too)

from kirlianstate :

you saw the chalets! I am so envious

from kirlianstate :

you saw the chalets! I am so envious

from jennyj :

Westonbirt? Thanks for pics!

pppps - adam brody looked really cute in the premiere last night.

from jennyj :

Oh, I am jealous but I am glad that you had a good time. Any pics? I just found one of me under an orange-leafed tree, aged about 9. If I had a scanner, I would post it. But I don't. So it's down to you!

from heelandlass :

I am immediately adding you because of your love of the handmaid's tale. that's it - it's done.

from quietcrown :

you need to post gratuitous pictures of yourself.

from jennyj :

Mmm yes, butisn't the sex is Sex & Lucia brilliant?

from jennyj :

Yes it is that Adam Cooper - I was amazed at how like Hugh Laurie he looked. Oh I think I already said that didn't I? Well he is sweet indeed and we had front row seats, hoorah. I have a love/hate relationship with Autumn swirliness because it's mostly revelling in feeling glum. Hot and cold. Happy and sad. Nice.

from vodkatonic :

Yes i do, they're the only thing about my appearance that i really like! I think i meant that having to lock my diary makes it seem pointless somehow, that's all.

from vodkatonic :

Sorry but i had to lock my diary. The username is matthew and the password is trustnoone.

from moonshine76 :

i like your journal. i think i read it a long time ago. take care. xx.

i can't believe you saw 13 going on 30. jennifer garner makes me want to barf.

check your mail my boy. well, not now, but in a week or so. also, i clicked on this thing on the busted website and ended up as a cartoon character in a room and it was a chat and it was really weird and i got scared.

from jennyj :

Thanks re icon - a Scando friend did it for me. Yes, The Cardigans were the band that musically Saved My Life back when I was 17 but I have been going off them of late. Perfectly fine to listen to but don't set me aquiver anymore.

from jennyj :

I enjoyed the bit about Brideshead. I'm such an amateur reader but I love talking/reading about it with people who didn't drop English Lit for GCSE. I can't belive I did, but I did.

from guitkoko :

Hey, thanks for enjoying my diary. Putting the title of each entry at the top of your page is easy. Just click on "Change your template" and then, click on the link that let's you change the way your diary looks. It will tell you what to do from there. It simply involves popping some html crap into your already existing html crap. I hope this helps.

from buck88 :

im sure you ended you diary ages ago, anyways im glad ur back, b88*

matt - how are you? no email from you in a while, so i'm going to cheat a bit. two things, well, three. one - i met sarah harmer and i gushed like a moron. fantastic show though. two - tomorrow is my last shift at work and i'm considering getting drunk at lunch. three - i'm done school! hooray! that's all. ps i leave in about a week and a half and i'm nervous.

from quietcrown :

yo, grand one.

from darktruth :

I remember you.

from billyprior :

How can you do anything *BUT* dance when you hear that song!

from osirisbed :

Hi there--I've been lurking a bit. After you finish the Twin Peaks series, check out a book called Full of Secrets: Critical Approaches to Twin Peaks. Good Stuff.

a ban on drinking?! i don't like the sound of that.

from vodkatonic :

Well you bloody well should! Update i mean... :-)

from lullaymarie :

Salutations. Ceramic radiance dishes. beauty, naked and ripped of it's petty. I love your pen. For it sins beauty unto me. Good evening(:

i got your postcard. i like it. i may have lost it in the meantime. but - i love it still. i'm excited for london... i hope that you will be able to direct us to cheap places to eat. i've heard horror stories from friends of mine that have been to london of the five pound sandwich...that's like 12$ canadian...sigh. looking forward to meeting you though. you still don't know if your eyes squint when you smile?

from gtwo :

My, you've gone all quiet. Everything all right in the provinces, Matt?

from darkoverlord :

Hey there! You seem awesome. So are we. Check out our AWEsome adventures! :-D

from gtwo :

So, did you not get my email? Have you changed address? What's the correct one? I'm confused. Hoping uni's not too significant.

from gtwo :

Hmm. I did email - you've got x_beloved_x as your email contact on your page - is that out of date? Happy New Year and all that malarkey. I don't think you're alone in hating NYE. I found the solution was to take an awful lot of drugs. A cop-out maybe, but undeniably an awful lot of fun.

you beat me to it, i was going to leave the pre-new years note, now i'm stuck with the lame post-new year reply which isn't half as good...my christmas was okay, my new years eve was better. i'm settling into my holiday rut. how are you?

there's no way of getting out of it. i can't manage to do anything else. when i get home from work i'm exhausted because i either woke up really early and worked nine hours and need to get to sleep, or i have to wake up early the next day. it's terrible terrible bad. but if i want to go to italy i have to do it. i don't think i'm going to work tomorrow (because my cold has left me mute) but i don't know how i'm supposed to call in sick. maybe i'll get my brother to do it.

from gtwo :

You�re hardly pestering me, Matt; I wish you would more. Thanks for the nice things you said. Reading your last was very disconcerting - so many things there that have been in my head and my orbit recently - Darko, Cash, Idlwild, Sigmar Polke (I loved the titles - "I live in my own world - but it�s ok, they know me here" and "Nothing is more real than pictures you can�t get out of your head"), Spiritualized. Hey, what�s the nepotism reference? Is she Peter Stothard�s daughter? Such circles you move in... Well, welcome back to smelly south London, and have a "nice" Christmas. Nice nice nice. I�m sending you my email address to your email address to prove that you�re not pestering.

hi dear. it's hard to write emails when you're completely drained. thinking of you though. keep seeing things that i want to buy you for christmas but can't - as to not upset the balance. kindof want to get you a big silver belt buckle with MATTHEW written on it even though you'd never wear it, neither would i. talk to you soon.

from kirlianstate :

finally a update :) it's been a-while..just thought i'd note you and tell you how much apperciated it was.

i got your postcard the same day as your note. i showed it to my mom and we got jealous together. she's never been to england, and has always wanted to go. yeah, i thought this was time for the britster to really grow up and be an artist but she had her own prime-time special on abc...sigh. i hate to say it, but she should take a hint from christina. ps - don't think that this is what i think about. also - try to download the song "hey ya" by outkast. i love it.

from quietcrown :

you're a fucking good writer.

aren't electric razors for nerds?

i filled up your inbox...sorry about that. but i have one more thing to send you...

from snailpetal :

good luck. give me a buzz after 1st week, let me know how you're getting on and we'll fix a date for me to take you out on the town, and for you to show me the things that weren't there when i was. if that makes any sense at all (probl'y not)

from kirlianstate :

ere, I hope you stay in touch... and update at least once in awhile.. It's weird... I dont get much time to update as well these days..too much going on with last year and stuff... all the best.. Love Paul

dammit, i just clicked to leave a note, having something funny/witty/endearing to say and i forgot it. oh well. in any case, how are you? tell me the story about your past little while. i'd tell you the heidi story, but it's long and won't fit in a note, and it's your turn to write an email. i look like shit today but feel kinda nice.

from heartshaped :

hey boy. the newest entry is for you. in reply to your note. i hope you don't mind. cheers.

from quietcrown :

i always mean to leave you a note. so here's a note. this room has embarrassingly cliched charles rennie mackintosh prints of flowers from walberswick directly above the computer.

download "if you tolerate this" by david usher. a very nice cover by a montrealer.

from heartshaped :

hey love.

from billyprior :

devils tower was the huge place, thing, volcano core, mountain etc where they met on close encouters of the third kind! For years I thought it was made for the film but it turns out its real and i want to see it and check it really is there!

from gtwo :

Your question - which filty corner? Tooting Bec. Could be filthier. Clean enough for me. Cleaner than (spit!) Lewisham, har har. Know what you mean about wondering whether you're boring; I often look back at my teenage self and feel a pang of jealousy at how much more uncompromising and interesting and angry and creative he was. He was also a self-righteous little shit, though. Oh, and Matt? A night out in G-A-Y, of all places? Surely you can do better than that for a poofy night out ... Popstarz, Shinky Shonky, Duckie, The Cock, Fiction, even Wig Out... x G2

is that my tree on your page? i've been meaning to ask you that for a while but only decided to now cause there's a pause in the communication. ps - download "say it ain't so" by weezer, i think it's my favourite song.

from vodkatonic :

Self knowledge is over-rated if you ask me :-/

from kirlianstate :

the college i go to is not international but some of our programs attract european and asian as well as australians to come and revile in - like tourism, asia pacific, business, computers & psych.. in my psych class there are a lot of french people and germans as well as a brit or two.... you write cool.. i cant wait to see what you write next

from kirlianstate :

i think busted are awesome... I am not from the UK but follow the music scene from there as well as europe and japan very closely... not only are they pretty to look at but they kick out those tight tight jams..now how can you not like them!!!

from vodkatonic :

Hello. I related to what you just wrote so much that i felt i had to say something completely pointless and inadequate! :-/

from gagfactor :

Polly Jean is the only hooker I have yet to see live on stage. I have been fortunate enough to see all of my favorite artists ranging from the Cranes to David Bowie, but she is the one that always elludes me. Perhaps I should move some place a little more interesting than Pittsburgh, PA? Anyway, you'll be fine...drink tons of water and cranberry juice and be sure to eat plenty of protein...i was quite the party boy in my day. *smooches*

from thatmarygirl :

http://www.grandpaspotbook.com/roll.html

from gtwo :

Hi kiddo. Found you by accident this minute; just wanted to add words of appreciation. Nice writing; wish my thoughts were so coherent when I was eighteen. I disagree on the sunburnt grass though - I want it lush again, it's too hard and scratchy now to sit on Tooting common.

from gagfactor :

One does try, doesn't one. Too few boys here in the real world to seduce so it's the interweb or nothin'. . . *sigh*

from vodkatonic :

Diaryland is bad - it forgot to tell me i had new notes! Orange? I don't think i've ever worn orange in my life - it would clash violently with my personality, if i could be bothered to cultivate one :-/

upset you? why? oh matt, the frozen north is BLISTERINGLY HOT right now. though not as hot as where you are i imagine. hopefully the heat wave thing will pass and you won't die. hey, at least your power didn't go out (neither did mine, but did you hear about that?). ps - (long winded note, eh?) i have a minor something for you. love daniel.

from gagfactor :

NO. it's a color. Why does everything have to be about porn with you people?!?! SHEESH! *wink*

from vodkatonic :

Did you go to the chelmsford one? I wonder if i saw you! It's sooo weird, i went to Brighton too last week.

from snailpetal :

A horrific shock? At the cost of the Oxford experience? Or other? Send us an email or come and pick me up from my office one night this week and we shall go and drink drinks and stare at the summer sky. We don't do this often enough. Oh and regards to Polly Jean from me, eh? x x x

from gagfactor :

Hey, just wanted to say howdy. I'm a "new reader" and I enjoy your words very much. You are, as I said, like reading electric blue.

from vodkatonic :

Congratulations on the exam results!

from snailpetal :

I'm not that scared or concerned, I guess. It's only for a certain amount of hours, we can't spend all that much time indoors, I can do charming on occasion. As for Clueless_Joe, he is a lawyer at a city firm. He is not like his pseudonym at all. We used to post on Popbitch at around the time I was doing my finals. I sent him a link to my diary and he sent me some pink champagne :) Since then, I have met his sister who is Very Kosher Indeed. She was at Magdalen doing law with Stephen and they were good friends. Oxford connections, eh? I think he was a Brasenose boy. And we are having lunch today and he is paying, so I better start thinking of entertaining banter. Yo's & general respect to the Clan Matt, my boy and DO TRY scuba if you can - it's like nothing else and much more comfortable than snorkelling.

from nihilistbear :

thanks for the note!! and reading my crazy thoughts

from thatmarygirl :

i love when you update.

from thatmarygirl :

how many kids with ADD does it take to change a light bulb?

from thatmarygirl :

haha, the note mix-up was funny - you're not scary at all. silly alice. yeah, so i was only there for about 2 weeks, but i'm going to live there. one day. oh yes.

from nihilistbear :

ok this is gonna be lengthy.. I sent thatmarygirl a note saying "north portland is a very scary place" I thought the note right after was a response to mine cuz it said "ditto innit" so I added a note to you saying "very scary" whew... that was a mouthful. I really like your diary, by the way

from nihilistbear :

Extremely Scary

from snailpetal :

you're online. i can tell. la la la.

from thatmarygirl :

innit indeed.

hey boy. i really enjoy your updates, even if they say nothing. i like knowing how you are.

from snailpetal :

yeah, i get a bit psychotic when other people appear to be having fun and i have absolutely NOWT on. which is strange because i'm usually so happy just waltzing around on my ownsome. so, australia is good? will you be going up to queensland? remember to try the pineapples, they are the BEST in that part of the world. x x x

from thatmarygirl :

i dunno, but yeah.

from snailpetal :

oh my, i forgot to say goodbye...but i don't feel all that bad about it...because you're going to australia and i think you'll love it...and i'm a wee bit jealous! send us an ePostcard! have fun, clara x

from snailpetal :

oh my, i forgot to say goodbye...but i don't feel all that bad about it...because you're going to australia and i think you'll love it...and i'm a wee bit jealous! send us an ePostcard! have fun, clara x

from vodkatonic :

You jammy bastard! ;-) Have a nice time.

from vodkatonic :

It was No good advice (not that you could tell...) and how dare you diss Luka! I am not trying to be all enigmatic and shit - i just have a really paranoid streak when it comes to my diary and anonymity and all that stuff. Sorry :-/

from vodkatonic :

I could tell you ...but then i'd have to kill you ;-/

from quietcrown :

leaving two notes in a row is not the done thing. but fuck, your diary. is good.

from quietcrown :

my friend lucy has a nice garden also.

not fair to say things like that. tried to think of what park you're thinking of...maybe parc du mont-royal, it's huge. this city is full of terrasses. but don't get me started on how much i want to go to london.

legally blonde is just disappointing, it's an okay movie if you have no expectations. ps i miss you and i don't know why.

from vodkatonic :

Nothing wrong with dribble..... I dunno about bolshie, i think it's just the fact that i've spent far too much time studying sociology. I am quite fond of Gramsci though. Cumbria's way out - i'm not even sure where it is ;-)

igby is not what it's cracked up to be. go see charlie's angels or legally blonde (if those are out on your shores) cause at least you know what you're getting.

from vodkatonic :

Thank you :-) You get phonecalls from christians? How come i never get phonecalls from christians, only from people trying to insure me against terminal illness? I'm envious...

hooray, i got what i wanted. i was thinking about you today but i forgot why. perhaps it's because i ventured into diaryland. also - buy 'hail to the thief' if it's the last thing you do. much love.

from missleigh :

You got it, I do like Joni Mitchell. Thanks for the diary compliment, too! :)

from tooskysky :

i totally get what you mean about london. i still feel awkward when it's sunny outside going to the park to read. i like doing stuff by myself, but here it's cool to be social. in spain you can go to a packed beach with a book to read and somehow it's different. i can't explain why, it just is. it's more acceptable to be outdoors and not give a shit about your attire and whether your hair looks glossy. i wore my favourite summer in spain outfir the other day. and i sat in the house. i was afraid if i wore it in public small children might throw rotten foodstuffs at me...x

why are all the english boys so dumb? and that last note sounded wrong, i was just sad.

from tooskysky :

go for your life, batman x

from tooskysky :

*THUD* (that's me fainting...) how on earth did you know about my hairy chin? besitos x

it's so annoying when i know you're at your computer but i can't talk to you

he's not cute, he's typical with good eyes. eyes that are nice but repulsive at the same time. not articulate today (i suppose it's contagious). what kind of shoes do you wear? i ain't gonna answer none of your questions till you answer mine. (oh who am i kidding - i'm bored and i'll answer yours anyway)

hey matty. i'm glad you like your candy. i really don't know what i want for my birthday. no dvds (a they wont work and b i don't have a dvd player) and clothes are good but good luck finding the right size. i've got arms longer than you can imagine. it's safe to say that i am a size small at most places. and you are more than welcome to drop by my little burgh anytime you so please. and about that boyfriend: seriously, eh? i mean come on now.

no comment anymore? you bastard. ps i have something for you.

from billyprior :

I saw one guy on cash in the attic sell all the silver his grandma escaped from nazi germany with so he could go on holiday :-x You're right - it's terrible. Like today a lady sold her childhood doll for �5! Terrible...

from jennyj :

Hey, there's nothing wrong or sub-standard about UCL, young man! And endings are always weird, but just look onwards. And also I think you're doing yourself a disservice re panicking about Oxford. True, it sounds like a personal hell for me, but you're a man of many interests. Actually, wait - I'm a girl of many interests ... but none of them are 'studying at Oxford' so don't let me talk to you about that. Or it could be wrong.

maaatt. it wasn't so much rain music, but songs that i'd like to hear in the rain. diana krall - peel me a grape. frente - bizarre love triangle. drugstore f thom yorke. d'angelo - brown sugar. madonna - gone. janet jackson - got til it's gone. and this one song, bring me to life, by evanesence, that i'd like you to donwload. it gives me shivers. i think it's the girl's voice. it's not something i should like but i do. i think. they make hello kitty ashtrays?

from vodkatonic :

I can relate to your feelings about diaryland, but every time i write something like that someone jumps in to remind me that my diary is there for me, not for other people. You should just write whatever you feel like and try not to worry about it.

from jennyj :

Well I think it's bad for the bearer of the illusion, rather than the person whom the illusion is of. I think ...

haven't downloaded the songs yet, but you can be sure that i will. have been thinking about you a lot lately but can't say why cause it is a secret (makes sense, eh?). anyway, i'm sick so i have some resting and some whining to do. email me maybe? yes, please do.

from kirlianstate :

hello..my name is kirlian state..uh..i guess you already know that... I am afraid I went by Alphabetical order... you were the letter P..next time you could be the letter S... no the words do not really have any ties with the actual journal... in fact i think i am gonna go and change em again right this second.... sorry for the mysteries and i hope everything is now cleared up and we know that the butler did it... love K-state

2 am. tomorrow you leave for egypt. you have sunglasses. haven't checked my email yet. would kill for one from you. if not, i'll be writing one, because i'm in dire need of some one-way communication. in any case, take care.

from snailpetal :

I like that poem. I really do. It has been too long since I read poetry. What can you recommend? Anything modern? I was reading the Granta book of YBN (Young British Novelists - duh!) and there's a story in there called 'Look At Me - I'm Beautiful!' which made me laugh. It was about koi carp and it was very silly, unlike the rest which were typical in that they were all dark and brooding and somewhat incomprehensible. How was your weekend? I'm exhausted, baby and I would kill for a lie-in. But so would many many people. My parents are back from Spain tonight and I shall have to put up with the stories and the anecdotes. There may be presents. What was it that King Lear said about ungrateful children? But I ramble, I digress... Stay super!

hey matty. don't know how you get "wonderful" from my sprawling emails or random entries, but it's a compliment i will gladly accept. you're pretty wonderful there yourself. as for the gayness of the word, it's certainly not as gay as "fabulous" or "marvellous" but, then again, it's not quite as straight as "cool" or "wicked".

from snailpetal :

Hey boy (hey girl)...I guess it's all a little stressful...exams soon yes? Just put in a couple of updates and unlocked my diary so it gets a little airing...but hang in there (sez I), Summer will soon come and with it freedom, sunshine, wine in the park and those mini-milk lollies dripping down your fingers...

from bi-polar :

thanks for the info, i didnt know that song was a cover, but placebo does alot of covers so im not surprised

from gendermayhem :

hello.. I'd like to add you to my favorite diaries, because I love the way you write. If that's ok.

it's your turn but i have two questions: does vanilla coke exist in england? (this sounds like a dumb question but while researching coca-cola advertising i found something that said how vanilla coke came to canada but there was no mention of the uk) also, what is the date of your birthday? i need to know these things.

i have no plans for my birthday. plus, quite literally half of my friends have may birthdays. and mine is the last. so i have to either do nothing or something extraordinary. we'll see. there is talk of a giant may-bday blowout (ie going everywhere we can with our valid ids) but i doubt that they'll be able to wait till the 29th. oh, and when blue came out, the song was all rise and duncan's hair was boring.

too many things. one - what the hell happened to gareth? "friend in jesus"? and the hair? two - no more favourite diaries? three - how are you? long time no superficial electronic communication. sorry if this note is dumb, i just sat through 40 minutes of bush and then friends. in a weird mood.

from jennyj :

whereas, fortunately for me, I get to marry Ainslie when I do meet him. Maybe he likes boys' bits too, who knows?

from billyprior :

Yay another Ainslie fan :-) With this many of us how come it didn't get to number one!

ps - he's moving to montreal in the summer

i know. his name is jeff. he's funny. from british columbia. do they air the grammys in britain? do people watch them? hm. had something to say but don't know how to word it properly.

matt matt quick are you on the computer? quick answer now

from jennyj :

Hello, I know, I'm utterly repentant re not going on march. HOWEVER the logistics would have been affreur for me, so I got Barnaby to shout for me too. Also slightly crowd shy (but I doubt the army buy that excuse when they push me onto the frontline with 1000s other ex-paper pushers to fight someone else's war.)

oh, i always love compliments. i'm a compliment whore. i think i would like to attend your birthday brunch more than anything. maybe you could hold it in ottawa? honestly, there's nothing i would rather do. and cake? you do like cake, you just haven't had good cake yet. hey, and maybe you're straight but you just haven't met the right girl. anyway. emails are my favourite, but i like playing with notes. btw, it's SO your turn to email.

from snailpetal :

hey sugar...you are being VERY quiet...are they working you hard at skool?

we like it, love. is that clear? i was calling you love, not just extrapolating. right word? mmm...probably not. right. how are you?

from snailpetal :

Hey boy...just got your message, will reply to it on the morrow. Why is DS pissed at you? Okay, are you free at 1900 this Friday night - that's 31st Jan? Fireworks on the river & at Tate Modern to celebrate Chinese New Year. Should be beautiful. Have no credit on phone but text me, yea or nay.

you fucking moron

from snailpetal :

long time silent; whassup?

from snailpetal :

I *heart* fish fingers...they totally cured a spack attack the other night. How's life? Pottering along, a-level stylee?

from lala1286 :

U scare me in a way I can't explain, sry

from jennyj :

Oh! Enjoy Nutcracker! (yes it is obligatory, in an 'Elephant!' from The Tall Guy kind of way - or, indeed, Oliver!). Grab a cast list and see if Simon Wakefield is dancing and wave at him for me. x

from snailpetal :

The Snailpetal Arms Lock-In has now arrived. The username is tuna, the password is sushi. Just because I would luuuurve some of that right now. Have fun in Brighton & thanx for your mail, sweetie

from snailpetal :

AAAARGH! Why does it always rain on me?

from snailpetal :

Oi Pouf...merry christmas...stay safe & warm by the fire & see you in 2003...we should dress to kill & go and drink vodka cocktails at the poshest place possible...and then smoke badly constructed spliffs in the loo... Deal? Clara x

from darktruth :

Ah, sorry about me turning out to be a girl. I guess there's not much I can do for you in that department. But I understand about having a fixed image of someone. I don't like seeing radio broadcasters because afterward, I can't listen with an unbiased ear. I know what they look like, and that just disturbs me. I have blue eyes. They help me to see things.

from darktruth :

Untrue. You hold my attention, I was doing some deletion on my profile. I think I deleted yours accidentally, because I hadn't put a comment next to your name. Consider yourself added again. **Side note** Me = she. Not he. Thanks. Brett

from mikehunt :

i like your diary.

from jennyj :

(Do you have the album yet? I'm hoping someone might buy it for me for chrstms and we can pretend it's a joke, but secretly I'll listen to it every night...) I also haven't admitted to anyone that I did what you did too... And as for proper music ... yes see my profile or my 'musings' entry the other day.

oh right, it's my turn. irate? naw. let's just convey what i thought the ellipse meant: "oh, that dress is...nice." or "i really...like... your hair." see?

from jennyj :

Gosh! I thought I was the only person with the terrible secret of being more affected by Ainslie than strictly advisable. Maybe we have to get on with our own lives now he's gone. Bugger.

i probably should explain that note, huh? maybe. actually, this is only because you just updated, and maybe i can catch you online.

i don't think there was a bear mauling. in fact, this is the first time i have heard of any animal attacks in any shakespeare. i'm not exactly sure. there might have been a bear mauling, i was slightly drunk and had earphones on. can you guess what i was listening to? justin. also, i'm not explaining my note cause it was dumb. E.M.A.I.L YOU SALAD DODGER.

from brokenclock :

I also enjoy crushes and Pj harvey's Highway 61 revisited

new profile=shot through the heart. lord of the rings? never saw it. lord of the rings slash? hm. something for you though - new justin. cry me a river. maybe better than like i love you. directed at britney however. video is cool. don't know why i'm telling you this...you'll find it out eventually.

from snailpetal :

Petal. Now. I don't want to tell you off but WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? You are missed. Get off that morose little butt & let me take you out to make some whoopee, ok? Clara x

you are not crap. you are magnificent. also, you are not bad at writing emails, you are bad at replying, ie, it takes you forever to do so. don't be so hard on yourself, darling.

from terricuomo :

hi. you don't like the new layout? or are you saying that's when my entries became sad? i don't think that has anything to do with it. if only it was that easy...i'd change it again! but thanks for signing my guestbook. that makes me smile. and thanks fot being concerned!

matt.hew. i got your package yesterday. listened to the cd all day today. smells like booty is my new song of the moment. i worried about you for a while there. thank you so much. you're too good to live in england. or good enough, i don't know. too good to be far away, let's say.

from kornfan666 :

ok, my name is charley, 13/f/uk, but im nearly 14. black (dyed) hair, tall, im a skater/goth. my fave band is muse, i also like your bands eg. whites stripes, strokes and placebo. nothing else 2 say. tell me about urself.

from kornfan666 :

hi! excuse the stupid name its my friends but i do like koRn. do you?

from snailpetal :

Matt. There's an entry for you if you haven't seen it yet. It's not the newest, but the second newest. And don't cut yourself up...you might just hit a tendon or something useful & then regret it. Lil' Miss Sensible ps: wanna do something maybe sunday?

hm. so your wrists aren't broken. so why is my inbox matt-free?

from heartshaped :

you'll look like a photograph of yrself taken from far far away. i won't know what to do. i won't know what to say. except. fuck you. <3

from heartshaped :

drove up to hillside manor sometime after 2am and talked a little while about the year. i guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower. makes you talk a little lower. about the things you could not show her.

because, really. superfluous is one of my favorite words. <3.

from robspaceman :

boo. hi matthew, see you soon: i just bought my ticket to get the train before streetcar. your mother is most generous! xxx

from mynameismatt :

matt. daniel. i archived, then vandalized slightly. and still am logged in as you. and i really did have a cinnamon bun for breakfast.

it is most definitely your turn, my boy. and i just logged in for fun. i don't know exaclty what to archive, or how. fill me in on that. abruptness is not an issue. and good job on the clear, concise note. love.

from heartshaped :

my dear. i used to respond much more often. but i've been sick in my mind. or something. things just aren't flowing like they used to. you know. shit happens. give me advice? please. <3

matt. i never understand your notes. and why that entry? i think i hate it. ugh. english weeks are so looong.

from heartshaped :

<3

what? no no no. please don't go. a week is a very long time. is this an english week?

from snailpetal :

Snailpetal ties herself in knots one more time. dsdiary is right, I will kill you if you don't give Oxford a crack. kissy kissy okbye, me x

from dragonette :

Shrewsbury/Ankara. born in the first, living in the latter. & I now have a tambourine !!

msn. now.

from darktruth :

You like awesome music, and awesome movies, and I like awesome music, and awesome movies, and your writing.

from jenne1017 :

popcorn bits follow me, threatening harm in popping

if you don't go to oxford i'm going to kill you. end of story.

msn messenger. go now.

i mean, you can SAY perfect if you want...

"entirely perfect"? matt, not at all. i think i've proven that recently. matt, you're why i wish i lived in london.

my urgency gives me little heart jumps. i really like when i get those. and just you using the word intoxicating makes me happy. where does your aunt live? when are you coming? who? what?

matt. download msn messenger and add me to your list. my email address. please.

from unamerican :

there is a song called 'superfluity fighting squadron' yeah. your info made me think of it. the superflous bit.

what does the moby reference mean? i'm confused. were you saying nice things? argh

i fixed your thingie. and look at all of the not sabotaging i've done.

there. notes.

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