messages to nicolerenee:
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from silverscorp :
You're video got me laughing so hard with the singing. You are so silly!
from silverscorp :
Hey. It's not locked now.
from anita-girl :
Werid I did email you two pictures and a letter! How odd. Which address should I do it too? I am super sick right now so in a bit I will.
from anita-girl :
Hey Nicole I emailed you a little over a week ago. Did you get it? :>
from silverscorp :
You make it and I will use it! I like stripes, I like pink and brown, blue and brown. I like a lot of things! I'm sure it will be fabulous! Could I have my name Jenni somewhere on it in scripting letters?
from silverscorp :
Thanks Nicole. I could use a layout. You're so sweet.
from anita-girl :
Hey! Thanks for the note! I love the layout that you did for me but I am absoultely thrilled that you are offering to do a new one for me! Thanks! :> I'll email ya!
from missb26 :
hey! my name is Olivia. i used to be on this a loooong time ago. i'd love it if you added me. i used to be a big fan of your journal
from desertrose17 :
Hey stranger. Remember me? ;) I thought about you the other day. Just wanted to let you know my new myspace is www.myspace.com/nilaface. Miss you Nicole <3
from peachyhaye :
Hiya Nicole.. I'll definitely keep you in my prayers about getting back that relationship with God. It's hard sometimes, getting that time to yourself to have the relationship - espexially with kids. If you want to talk to can get at me on AIM. :)
from lonelywife :
i understand your feelings about God. totally understand. if you ever need to "talk", let me know. hang in there. i'll pray for you.
from lerin :
How fun! I loved the video. Your children... wow. Growing up so fast, so beautifully. Kyra is just breathtaking!!! She looks like a model.
from sknnybmbntch :
Aw, I'm sorry that you had to go through those feelings. I'm glad it was nothing more but those thoughts and feelings are the worst, I know. I hate trust issues - let's just kick those issues in the face! Guys can be so stoooopid somedays, I swear even if they are wonderful the rest of the time!
from lerin :
Oh wow... did you read my entry a couple of months ago... virtually the same thing? For such great guys, they can sure be idiots sometimes. Glad it's over, but sorry you're hurt.
from lerin :
You have been BUSY! I am so glad that you are coming back, and I am trying to be back too. I just can't let go of diaryland. There are so few of us still heer, but I think it makes it more special... as we are long-time blogfriends. :) I don't know how many "new" people I can tell you about... my profile has the people I still read, but so many have stopped writing. :(
from lerin :
What I had to do was add the Haloscan link with a unique name inside of each entry, not on the template. Does that make sense? I got so sick of doing it that way that I actually switched back to paying d-land for comments!
from lerin :
I completely understand this entry, you know I've gone back and forth too. I hope you make the right decision for your family!! Our first choice would be Catholic school, but it is absolutely unaffordable, so we have to figure out what the next best thing is.
from sknnybmbntch :
So you're locking up? Are you sharing the password?
from jennifergwl :
awwww you're baaaack!! YAY!
from nmnohr :
Yes.............if you come back, I will!
from sknnybmbntch :
I say write wherever you feel most comfortable :)
from lerin :
YES!
from jennifergwl :
Yes. Because you peer pressured me into coming here. ;) OF COURSE you should come back. You know it's the greatest diary place ever. Ok, so there is some stiff competition, but you know what I mean. It's just not the same when you wander off to another place.
from silverscorp :
Hey Nicole! No honey I'm so not mad at you! I don't know what is going on with my wordpress blog. I was fooling around with it, trying to get links on the side of it and stuff like that, somehow I locked it and I cannot figure out how to unlock it and to edit the html. I'm having such a hard time with it. I'll try to work on it Thursday when I'm off. Things are good here. How are you?
from fan4 :
Did you change your username and password? Cause the ones I did have no longer work. I can't read your diary anymore. :( Goodbye Nicolerenee.
from jennifergwl :
awww that is so sweet to put me on the credits page. You know I will always help you! But once you master all this stuff you will be helping others as well. You did such an awesome job on the design. Your work always impresses me. I hope you find tons of work! You're moving to NC, you WILL get that house and soon you will be a bigtime web designer with an office in your house :)
from dearlord- :
Aww haha! It's just so nice to be able to say I have three very close and important friends. I think most people put a value on the quantity and not the quality, you know? I think we learn that growing up in school, being a part of the big clique is so "important". Sure, I could have 20 friends, but they wouldn't be as close as the three that I have which I put more value in.
from silverscorp :
Hey sorry I can't do much help. I have a friend who lives in Washington. The whidbey area which is right outside Seattle. Anyway I've been trying to get her to join the message board too. If you need something I can ask her for you.
from silverscorp :
I truly am excited for you and your family Nicole. I'm sorry to hear about your mother. I imagine my parents would be flipping out, but they must remember that we have our lives and we make decisions for what's best for us and the kids. My parents would probably disown us if we moved a block away. They can be selfish sometimes. Anyway I loved the pictures. That zoo looked really cool and I'm so jealous of you. You have 3 kids and look amazing, but you worked so hard. Be proud of yourself!
from jennifergwl :
Quite a trip! I'm so happy that God has blessed you guys! It's so weird to think you will be in SC (or NC) soon and not in RI where I can pass by on my way to the Cape! I hope we will get together again before you leave :)
from sknnybmbntch :
I can't wait to hear the big news!!!
from fan4 :
I don't do well in social situations either. In my case though, it's partly due to my Asberger's syndrome. (Nicole, I never did thank you for giving me your username and password. I'm sorry.)
from fan4 :
You're probably a more mature Christian than I am...
from fan4 :
Hmmmm. Reading through your diary, I found something we do have in common. I like Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants too. That's one of my favorite films. Have you read the books? I've read most of them.
from fan4 :
I haven't grown tired of your entries yet, Nicole.
from jennifergwl :
I have been praising God a lot! Because I could absolutely not do this without Him! He knew I needed to be in a place where I HAD to move forward with it. Now he's given me the motivation and I am SO happy! I need to do this! I don't want to do it to look good, I want to do it to feel comfortable and be healthy. Looking good is just a nice side effect haha! Thanks! It's nice to have someone proud of me :)
from jennifergwl :
Wow, now those are some talented kids you have there. Not only will they be the ones driving, they will be doing it while they sleep!!!! HA!
from lerin :
Have fun!
from silverscorp :
I read! I read! Maybe not the day you post, but I do read!
from jennifergwl :
I do :) I haven't been leaving notes lately, though. I don't know why, I think it's because we talk so often lol
from lerin :
What an AWFUL dream. And yes, I still read but I've been bad at keeping up with entries on my buddy list lately. :(
from jess1976 :
I still read - religiously!
from jess1976 :
You know, I'm not 100 percent certain, but it literally gave me an anxiety attack just thinking about it. Maybe it has to do with fear of the unknown. I don't know, but it just wasn't settling with me very well.
from jennifergwl :
Ok weird about the moms and sons thing lol! I SO hope I don't do that haha! And interesting about celebrating Easter and it not being in the bible. I never really thought about that. However, I think it's good to celebrate it. We don't always have to have instruction to celebrate Jesus, you know? We decided not to do the bunny thing. Ever since Easter came around and I showed Nic the bunny at the mall, it started feeling more and more wrong. So, we will give the boys gifts and tell them mommy and daddy gave them to them because we love them, but God gave us the greatest gift of all - Jesus. And so on. So, think that will be a nice way to share God with them. I am sure I will get some flack from my in-laws, but phooey on them! lol
from jennifergwl :
Miss Lazy Bones! Haha! Yeah, the BFing thing, wow. I just know that I got this weird and uncomfortable feeling watching that! I know that I didn't breastfeed so I can't know the real attachment that goes along with it, but 8 years old!!!!!!!!
from silverscorp :
hey the password is the same. I just locked up to play around with my layout.
from lerin :
I was thinking about the same thing toda, and nealy bawling. I truly believe that abortion is one of the most horrifying things that we human beings have come up with. Ripping a baby out of a mother's womb... ugh, it kills me to think about it.
from silverscorp :
Yeah the abortion issue will never go away. Unfortunately and I hate to even say it, but the rates are just going to climb more and more as the years go by. And you are right, people are ignorant. And you never know, you may have reached out to someone here, whether be for them or someone they know. Remember The Lord was standing next to you as you wrote that, you know. Also my organic friend, I have tons of questions! Tim and I went shopping on Sunday and bought $200 worth of just whole foods, like poultry and veggies and fruits, that sort of thing. Most of the veggies were labeled organic, which I got, but the fruits! Not so much. Do you buy organic fruits too? LOL I even saw organic raisins!
from jennifergwl :
OHHHHH do you know I forgot to even look!!?!?!? Well there was good reason that I will tell you later grr! But MAN I really wanted to take a look at the stuff! Maybe tomorrow. Ohhh NO that couldn't have been us ;)
from jennifergwl :
Eh boy, don't I know that feeling. Feeling of being a convenience friend. My WHOLE life it was the same way. I felt like I was used for a while when I was needed and then dumped. Really thought I was meant to have friends. OH and I missed you, too lol! I kept thinking, aww I'm not going to talk to Nicole tonight! haha! Can't wait to see your new hair :)!
from lerin :
I want to join the board, but I just can't right now! :( I barely have time to be online anymore, and keeping up with diaryland and MySpace is difficult enough. I liked your YouTube videologs... it was funny and cute. But I understand why Chris was uncomfortable.
from silverscorp :
I was wondering about those videos. Hey I need help with the board. IM me when you can.
from jennifergwl :
Where are you???? Call me!
from lerin :
I love it! I made an account just so I could subscribe to you. :)
from jennifergwl :
LOLOLOLOLOL ROFL ROFL!! !HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!! You are just the funniest person ever!!!! HAHA! OHHHH man that was SO great! I love it! I will be tuned in! "I swore I would say UMM" ROFL!
from lerin :
Thank you so much for praying for me. I definitely needed it! I'll elaborate in my diary as I have time. :)
from jennifergwl :
Pictures of me, eck eh whatever lol! Thanks for the cheers on the 5lbs a month thing! (says the girl that had McD's for lunch *rolling eyes at self*)
from jennifergwl :
Oh you shut IT jammie girl ;) Well, here's to us both getting bodies that fit us right!
from silverscorp :
Oh my goodness Nicole I am so sorry if I have made you feel like I was stalling on the layout deal. I didn't know you were waiting on me. I thought you were busy do real websites for some girls or something and I didn't want to be "oh Nicole make me a layout", you know. But to answer your ? (wink wink) I like the way your layout is setup. I like the entry box being in the middle. I would love an area to put tickers for the boys and an area/box to describe me a little, but that's pretty much it. I know I could do all this on my own if I could find someone or somewhere to show me how its all done. I understand html pretty good.
from jennifergwl :
Yeah the cleavage! Gah! Gross! As for the memory, isn't it weird how we suddenly remember parts of our lives like that? I notice that they tend to be somewhat significant to our emotions. And the moving thing, man, that is SO soon! We do have to get together again before then! OH how cool would it be if you guys could come to Logan's b-day party? And of course you could come before then. And maybe we can make a trip there again soon, too since Bob loved the hotel so much haha! Ok, plans must get into the making!
from lerin :
It really inspires me to read about your prayer life. I don't know why it's so difficult for me to pray on my own. Adam and I have been praying together every night, and it does so much for us as a couple and family. God does answer prayers! I'm glad you come to Him when you are weighing these sorts of major decisions. :)
from silverscorp :
Wow there is so much going on. You have done a lot for your family since you were a little girl. I admire you for being so strong. HOw exciting in as little as 3 months you'll be in a new place, in a new home, starting a new journey. So what's in Rock Hill? I mean do you know anyone? Is there a particular reason you chose there? You could always move here next to me. I have a vacant lot. You just got to build a home or move a mobile home here. :) And I too believe God spoke to you and that is awesome.
from sknnybmbntch :
How exciting! I hope the move (when it happens) goes nothing but smooth for you and your family. I'm moving to North Carolina at the end of June/beginning of July sometime and I'm kinda getting scared, only because it's going to be a huge change.
from jennifergwl :
Awww poor Kyra! I remember being in school and thinking how mortified I would be if I had lice. I remember when the nurse found a boy in my class with it. I didn't know that lice prefer clean hair haha! Good luck in the house hunt. Aww man that means you will probably be going soon, huh? *sniff sniff*
from sknnybmbntch :
That's just insane - the huge difference in those places you have linked.
from silverscorp :
DId you know that if you move to SC we will only be 9 hours from one another!
from silverscorp :
I'm telling you it is all about location and I hate that. I mean we pay a $1000 mortgage right now and we're in a 3/1 and it's 60 years old. And it's only like 900sf. It's just unreal the house prices here. Anyway the house is gorgeous and I can already see the kids in the backyard and you guys throwing BBQ's! How exciting!
from camham :
Chin up, Nicole...things will get better. They always do!!
from silverscorp :
I bet you have a ton of things on your mind. Maybe it was time for a good cry you know. I too get somewhat irritated with people that are late, which is why when I'm late I apologize over and over. I like to know whats going on you know.
from sknnybmbntch :
I am so sorry to hear about your father. I will be praying for him.
from jennifergwl :
I'm so sorry about your dad! It's scary when someone we love is sick like that. It just doesn't seem possible! Thank God it is an more easily treatable cancer and it's slow spreading. On a happy note, glad you guys had fun freezing your butts off haha! It is beauitful there :)
from nmnohr :
Just wanted to let you know I'll keep your dad and your family in my prayers!!!!
from silverscorp :
Oh Nicole I am so sorry to hear about your father. Let's just pray everything will be fine. If it makes you feel any better my father had skin cancer on his face for a few years from being outside all the time. Well that's how we assumed he got it. My dad hates to be indoors. Anyway he is no longer in the danger zone with it, but he is still at high risk. Honey we don't have the greatest credit either and we got a loan so there's hope. God is going to provide you with your dream home. You just wait it is going to happen.
from camham :
What a lot to have to deal with for your dad (and you). Geesh. He has had a hard life. I hope he doesn't decide to take his own life...that would be awful. I will think of him tonight and pray for him to find some peace. Heather
from jess1976 :
I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. My uncle was diagnosed with skin cancer and it too was very treatable. After 2 years, he was finally given the diagnosis that he was free and clear of cancer. I'll be praying for your dad and for all of you! PS - I love your video blogs, what a great idea.
from sknnybmbntch :
Oh my gosh! HAHA! I think I'm becoming obsessed with your v-logs or whatever in the world they are called. Creepy huh? No, not really, they're just fun to watch. Maybe I'm jealous because I don't have the time or patience to make any myself. Pfft.
from silverscorp :
Yay for taking a shower! I mean my goodness lol. I always feel better when I take a shower so I'm glad to hear you are doing better. I have "One night with a king" in my "queue" on Netflix. Is it any good from what you did watch? It sounded interesting which is why I put it on my list.
from jennifergwl :
Yes, we are quite diligent aren't we? lol Hey, another way for God to keep us in sync with Him. Gotta love it! I can see it now, bible studies across America will start up... OH and CA, TX and MI... :) Oh and if I could deter you from getting a Sears card, the rate is 22%! It is INSANE!! I know they have those 0% deals at times, so you if you can get that, do that, but otherwise if you can get a regular credit card, I SO advise you do that instead.
from jennifergwl :
Oh man, you don't have to apologize at all. Being sick, I know, is not fun! Sleep is definitely needed :)
from channierose :
i watched your two videos today... omg your kids are SO CUTE! they look just like you. and your mannerisms and stuff it's weird, your different than i remember yet the same. sillyness. i loled at the first video for some reason. **chan
from jennifergwl :
Ok, you sound like chef with all those fancy dishes. And your kids eat them, too? MAN! I need to take lessons from you. I feel like a failure in this area. I rarely cook (ok so it's not easy with Logan being Mr. Fussy most of the time) but still. I can't make things like that! I dunno, maybe I could, but I just feel like I will never be a good cook. I want my kids to be healthy and eat well, however I need to cook for them lol! I hope you feel better tomorrow!!!
from silverscorp :
LOL. Was that first sentence sarcasm? I think we have mutual buddies so I don't have anyone to suggest. Plus I was just thinking the other day that I'd like to find some other diaries to read too. Anyway all your dinners sound fabulous. We'll have to exchange our chicken parm recipes because Tim brags about mine too. That would be kind of fun to exchange. Hope you both feel better soon!
from lerin :
Mmmmm... I wish you were close enough to come over and cook for me! :)
from jennifergwl :
Ok, I have been meaning to ask you HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU GET AN HOUR TO YOURSELF?! YOURSELF!
from jess1976 :
Your Kyra is a very sweet little girl and she definitely looks like it in the videos and pics you've shown too. You've done a good job with all of your kids - your little ones are still little are are just testing you, but I have no doubt that when they get to be about Kyra's age, they will be just as sweet as she is.
from jennifergwl :
Oh and I pause your video at all kinds of cool expressions just for fun ;)
from jennifergwl :
aww I like that video! lol at Kyra saying she is the fresh one hahaha! I forgot I haven't seen Kyra since October, she wasn't there when I visited last month. Such a beautiful family!
from silverscorp :
Well not just your looks remind me of her, but your voice and some of your expressions. Some say I resemble Sandra Bullock and I will say I only wish I resembled her!
from jess1976 :
Loved the video entry - it's so nice to put a face and a voice with a name and an image of that person you have. How's everything going for you?
from silverscorp :
Okay what the heck. I think I'm losing my mind. Didn't I just talk to you yesterday via AIM, yet I had to go back 3 days of entries and read up on you. I know my life is busy, but goodness. Okay so the entry about your childhood. My thoughts are that it is unfortunate that your childhood was very hard, but I think it has in a way contributed to who you are today, which we all know, you are one amazing woman who many of us look up in so many ways. And you talking to your cousin and finding out that she thought the world of you really pushes me to contact one of my cousins that I've always felt tension with and let her know that she's my blood and no matter what I've always loved her. The video entry. Loved it! You are so beautiful. I love your glasses. You remind me of Annabeth Gish. She's one of my favorite actresses. And the whole video idea is so neat. How do you do that? Our Father is so amazing! ANd I do too feel He talked you and Chris through that guy. I hope the experience has helped you feel less stressed over the finance situation and given you hope. Oh and I'm sorry for not emailing all that layout stuff to you. Actually I'm thinking about not doing Aidan or AUstin's websites any more. It's a long story. But I would like a new one for me. SOmething pink and brown, stipes, something along the lines like yours.
from jennifergwl :
Wow! It will be interesting to see what happens. I know I can't account for what happened there, but I would be very skeptical and probably just wouldn't have gone. However you had it on good authority coming from your mom. Very interesting stuff and very much encouraging! :)
from lerin :
Nicole, I am SO glad you went last night and that God spoke to you. What a wonderful opportunity to grow closer to your perfect Daddy in Heaven.
from jennifergwl :
Ok, ok, there are just SOME things that leave MUCH to be desired - salt & vinegar potato chips, key lime pie choxie bar and now My Big Fat Greek Wedding?! Come on! And you don't like Lost, NO WONDER!!!! bah! ;)
from jennifergwl :
uh huh, uh huh, the truth comes out and I wasn't even the one to spill the beans! Moms across diaryland are going to be on your case about this! You better watch your back because the sleep deprived? There's no telling what they might do!!!!!!
from jennifergwl :
love love love it! Especially the SPHHSSHHH part! haha
from camham :
I liked it. It is fun to hear what people sound like. Cool idea.
from sknnybmbntch :
HAHA, you are too cute! You're so animated and it was fun watching your little short video.
from jennifergwl :
Wow! That is so amazing! I am so happy she responded so well. And to think she didn't feel the way you thought. I can understand why you would feel the way you did given the circumstances. I know I would've felt that way, too, but in the end it's nice to know she didn't. If you guys still live close, maybe you can come to know each other again. I'm so glad you got to read that before you went to bed! And yeah, I think I had a horrible childhood in some respects, but I had my mom. I would never wish on anyone to not have their mom. I know I don't have the experience of a good father, but I think a girl needs her mom. Anyway, I don't want to make you feel worse, I really am SO glad she wrote back! :)
from lerin :
I'm so sorry to hear about that... I had no idea. Your children are so lucky to have you. And thank you so much for your support about my upcoming induction... it means the world to me, really!
from camham :
Hey, Nicole, Thanks for the words of encouragement and for letting me have your PW. Glad you are back to SAHM full-time again. I know after baby #2 I will be again as well. Heather
from nmnohr :
Hey woman! So what happened? Thanks again for letting me in!
from jennifergwl :
Yeah, today is one of those weird days here, too. However I do want to get stuff done and can't because fussy Logan just won't let me be for half a second.
from lerin :
Everyone deserves a free day now and then, even SAHMs. :)
from lerin :
I know what you mean! I have to sweep and mop after every meal or the kitchen is filthy. How can they possibly be so messy? And I only have two of them (right now).
from jess1976 :
$651 - holy cow - did you buy the whole store :) Hooray for your last day of work!!
from supermom3604 :
Remember a few years ago when I spent $650 at Meijer and everyone was like "how do you buy $650 worth of groceries"? Probably not, but I do, and now you know too. It's so nice to have everything stocked, no?
from jennifergwl :
Come on Nicole, you're soooo boring! Can you please start making something up so I have something worthwhile to read? Why did you waste 2.5 minutes of my life with that? ;) Ok you're silly! This is YOUR diary and worthy of anything you have to say, even if it's just because you feel like it :)
from nmnohr :
I love your layout! We had a problem with Morgan getting out of the house once when she was 18 months old. We bought these little things at the hardware store, that go up on the top of the door, you just flip it over, and they can't open the door, and they can't reach it to undo it!!!!!
from jennifergwl :
Oh, I told you that I like your layout, but I didn't tell you here and feel like I need to lol! It is very classy!
from jennifergwl :
Well, all you can do is follow his lead, right? If it didn't happen right now, it could be that he's closing this door because there might be a bigger prize behind the next one. You never know. See what she has to say and go from there.
from lerin :
That IS sad! I hope she didn't attempt to scale them both last night.
from silverscorp :
Can I get your passwords again plz? My laptop doesn't have any pw's stored. :(
from sknnybmbntch :
Oops, I meant "can't" hurt herself.
from sknnybmbntch :
Aww poor baby but I sure don't blame you. At least she can hurt herself. I was going to suggest using two on top of the other to make it higher.
from jennifergwl :
lol just put a screen door on the outside with a lock on it haha! Little monkey!
from sknnybmbntch :
I love your new layout! Your daughter sounds like one of my little cousins, he'd escape anything it seems but he grew out of it. Maybe she will too but it's better to be safe!
from lerin :
Love the new layout! And wow, that would terrify me to have my baby walking about the house all alone at night. I don't have any ideas for you!
from lerin :
Oh, and I was going to say something else... With three kids, I'll bet you never have time for reading But there are two books I really would like to recommend for you. They really helped me quite a bit, and maybe they'll help you too. 1) A Mother's Rule of Life by Holly Pierlot. The woman is Catholic, but her tips for putting God first and getting your home and your day in order really changed my life. Even on days that are really difficult with Sophie or Isabella, or just the woes of being 37 weeks pregnant, I can still survive with a smile on my face. My sister has MAJOR issues with the Catholic church and she even works for a missions group, and she got a LOT from reading it. 2) Have you ever heard of Love and Logic Magic for Early Childhood by Jim Fay? I'm not really a "strict" follower, and I definitely don't plan to do everything they recommend for older kids... but it really helped me to get Sophie under control without having to yell and spank all of the time. It helped me keep my temper and helped her learn to behave better. She was a very diffciult, rambunctious toddler. She wore me out, and I only had one! Love and Logic Magic for Early Childhood helped me get some great ideas and methods for discipline, while keeping calm and still being a loving mother. Like I said, I know you probably don't have a lot of spare time, but those two books may help you GET some spare time. :) And to feel much better.
from lerin :
A) I'm glad that your dream was exactly what you needed to reaffirm your house search. I'm really excited for you. Buying a house in a neighborhood with a backyard... wow, what a difference it made in my and my kid's lives! You just aren't meant to be in a apartment once you have kids! B) I wish body-insecurities weren't such an issue for us young mamas, but I completely understand your feelings. I have become rather obsessed with "what to do to get my body back" after I have Ben. And, I still think it is really cool that our kids are in the same gender-order, and nearly the same ages. :) I feel I can relate to you a lot already, but I think I will even more so once Ben arrives.
from anita-girl :
Wow! I really pissed you off! I am sorry that you took what I said the wrong way. And I wasn't being judgemental. And that comment on my perfect life, nice one! I don't have a perfect life, I do have probelms but I do have a good life because I have worked to get here. I totally get that I could not possibly understand how hard it is with three kids since I only have one. But I have see people who are't raising there one well too. And when I use an example I do understand that every situation is different and so on. I have a lot of friends and family and a lot of them have three or four kids who are all raised well. I didn't think that you didn't do any discipline but I am one to read and learn from others always even if what I am doing is working, because at any time it may change. Here it costs money to go the pool and all other activites too, but for the pool there are some that you don't have to join. As for a walk maybe getting out of the house for a bit would be a good release for all of you. But whatever, I am not going to write some long note which you may take the wrong way. I think highly of you. I like you. And I like to think that if we lived in the same city we would be friends. I don't want to argue, and please don't think I live the perfect life and think badly on those who don't.
from jennifergwl :
aww don't you just love that!??! I love it when he speaks to me in a way that I just like YAY THANK YOU!!!
from bubbles11090 :
your glasses are so cute!! I know what you mean though with just hating them on your face. :)
from jennifergwl :
OH My gosh, YES Gwen Stefani! I couldn't think of who you look like haha! Sorry, but he is right lol!
from jennifergwl :
Aww yeah, the dynamics of having more than one child! Not that I would EVER EVER EVER not want to have Logan, but I sometimes wonder what it would be like to just have Nicolas. Not in a yearning way, just a curiosity way. To just get in the car with one kid when it's cold and snowy and icy. Going into a store without pushing a bus (aka my double stroller). Please know that I would rather be pushing a double stroller than not have both my kids, well, what am I saying, you know me and what I mean! And I am like you being SO cooped up right now. It is cold, impossible to do outdoor things. Nicolas is going nuts inside all the time, too! And I can't go out play with him in the snow with Logan. AND I know what it's like NOT to have a yard to let Nic play in. Talk about being so much easier. And yeah, wouldn't it be funny if we both moved down there and had almost identical houses? haha! God has a plan for you and He will help you guys get to where you need to be. What He has in store for you is SOOOO much better than what you could ever have in store for yourself. It's just the waiting, I know... I SO know, it's hard. I hope that when you no longer have to go to work and the weather gets warmer, you have all kinds of things open up to do with the kids. It really helps when you can get out of the house and have a place to go!
from nmnohr :
A dishwasher is a life saver. My inlaws gave us one for Christmas about 8 years ago, and it was the best present I could have ever asked for!
from anita-girl :
I know that this may seem harsh but putting all your faith that your life will be 100% better once you have a house isn't right. Sure it will be better but maybe there are some changes that can be made right now to make your life better. I doubt that it's too cold to go for a walk with the kids around the block just to get them out. Where I live they have said that skin will freeze in 10 minutes but I highly doubt that it's like that there, we live in colder weather and I know people who do it just to get out of the house. If you dress warmly you can do it. There are all kinds of ideas. Go to the libary, go to the pool find things that aren't that expensive and do them. As for the two of them screaming and fighting you are there mother, I know there close and it will get better (I have a friend who has three girls 14 months and than 13 months apart, three in 27 months! They are't angels but well behaved and have imporved so much lately.) You need to discipline them and find soluntions to your problems with them. Pick up a bunch of Christain discpline books and start to implment them. I am very strict and have to work at not being so, but I have heard from so many peopel lately that they wish they discplined there children more, you never hear the opposite. I know it's your diary and you can vent but you've been in a rut for a while and maybe you should do something about it. I live in a house, my neighbors arent' the greatest, I don't have a vehicle of my own but I still get out and do stuff. :>
from supermom3604 :
My kids are fourteen months apart and they fight constantly. And I do mean constantly. If they're not fighting, they're playing something that involves obnoxious sound effects or screechy voices or some other brain-piercing thing. I have no idea when the new baby is going to sleep because these two are going on full volume 24/7 and like RI, Illinois is cold in the winter. I can't exactly send them outside to play. My only salvation is that the older two will be in school soon.
from silverscorp :
It's not easy for you I know and I don't think people feel bad for you. I think we all wish we could either be there for you to help in anyway that would be helpful or that all the little things that you dream for would come to you. Which I think the Lord will provide for you. Reading about the dishwasher and the fenced in backyard and things like that are the same thoughts I have. When Tim talks about moving to a bigger home he forgets that a bigger home here means a very, if any, small yard. Right now we got lucky with a huge yard for the boys to run around in. And girl let me tell you how excited I am to use our new dishwasher! I cannot wait. I keep forgetting about AOL messenger when I'm on the computer. I'll try to sign on when I get on and hopefully catch you sometime. Oh did you have a nice Valentine's Day?
from silverscorp :
What are you annoyed about hon? As for the house hunting, man I remember when Tim and I would just drive around town and look and I would end up getting very upset to the point of tears because I couldn't understand how people were able to afford to live in these new beautiful homes working in our town, b/c our town pays crappy! That's wonderful if everyone would move too. There's nothing better than having family close by. Hugs!
from supermom3604 :
Re your comment in my diary: yes, we think we're naming him Matthew Jacob. The Jacob is iffy, we haven't quite decided yet, but the Matthew is definite. Nickolas insists that the middle name be Buttercup but we're trying to dissuade him.
from anita-girl :
What a good idea! I pray that it is a sucess!
from jennifergwl :
Well, you already know how excited I am about this! I LOVE IT so much! While I know you are like me and don't see how great your talent is, God gave you a gift of creativity. You've 'wowed' me many times :)
from bubbles11090 :
Hi!! Hope everything is going well for you and your family:) I still don't have your id/password...I keep thinking about it and I always forget to ask you. So....please?! my email [email protected]
from silverscorp :
LOL I can't believe Aidan's ticker has a girl on it!!! Ahhhh! Thanks for bringing that to my attention. Oh and you guys should look into Netflix if you're big renters. It's pretty neat. I'll send you a link.
from silverscorp :
Oh how exciting! Good for you guys. I'll definitely be praying for you. I'm going to be selfish though and pray you'll somehow end up here in Florida with me though!
from anita-girl :
Right now you guys are living in a city? In a suburb of a city or in the downtown? Where is this area in terms of where oyu live now? A suburb of the same city but further away? Or a whole new place? That is no cheap house! But it sounds a lot better than staying where you are.
from jess1976 :
I think you are doing the right thing and that everything will work out great! Life has a funny way of working itself out. I'm envious of you, I would love to move somewhere in the south. I told my husband that I am looking at houses and jobs in Oklahoma - don't ask me why I chose Oklahoma - it just kind of came to me. I found that you get could get way more house for your money down there than you can get where we're at in Michigan and the economy is so horrible here and the house prices have dropped tremendously here. Sad isn't it?! Plus I found out that I could make $10-15K more a year down in OK doing the same thing I'm doing now. Dan will never go for it though, he's not about moving away from our friends and family - plus his job pays alot less down in OK (and in the south in general - he's a firefighter) and so that will never fly since he makes very little in Michigan to begin with. Anyhow - I can't wait to hear about your new experiences. I'm so excited for you guys!
from lerin :
Getting out of the cramped apartment and into a new home did wonders for me and the kids. I hope this all works out for you!!
from jennifergwl :
Ok, so initially I was saying NO NO NO NO NO you cannot go! But, I am really happy that you guys are embarking on this new adventure. I pray that it is what God wants for you and I also pray that you can see the road he has for you even if it isn't exactly what you hope for. No matter what it is better than what you could already have planned. Your family deserves an amazing place to live and the place deserves you even more :)
from sknnybmbntch :
I'll be praying for you! I'm thinking about making the move from Texas to NC and I'm a bit scared too. Good luck!!
from silverscorp :
I wish you guys could move. Because maybe the home prices are high because of your location. I know it's like that here for us. But we could so afford a beautiful new home in Alabama if we would just move. But that's not gonna happen. I would love a cup of java right now too. And some fudge brownies.
from jennifergwl :
Ok, we all get in these ruts from time to time, but do know you are not all those negative things! As for the social thing, yeah me, too! People will come up to each other and kiss and hug and I just wait for someone else to take the lead lol! Oh and my diary is boring, too lol I have nothing fun and intersting going on just boring and depressing lol!
from silverscorp :
Believe me you're more popular than you think. People are drawn to you. That's funny you need a dishwasher. We have one and I never use it. It's one of those you have to hook up to the sink and use. So I guess that would make it a portable washer? I don't know. I think that's why I don't use it. Because I don't want to drag it out. But we are remodeling our kitchen this month and next so maybe we'll purchase one that is built in. I know I would use it then. I feel you though. It seems I'm constantly washing dishes. And I'm constantly folding clothes and picking up toys!
from lerin :
I think diaryland in general has slowed down on traffic... or people just love reading about tragedy, because when I was going through my divorce, I had tons of readers myself. WHo knows? Yes, you need a dishwasher. And I totally feel you on the social thing. Maybe all of us feel that way deep down.
from camham :
Awww...hugs. You are still popular. I bet people have just gotten busier. More babies, more work, tired bodies. You know. As for the job, you are doing the right thing if your heart is not in it. I know I could never give up my time at home for a job that I didn't feel strongly for. It just isn't worth the stress. Besides now you willhave more time to work on your book.
from fan4 :
Your book about a Christian woman sounds interesting.
from fan4 :
Kaleb is cute IMO.
from jennifergwl :
Ok that could totally be a quote someday that we could find on google. That was just so witty and comical :)
from camham :
Hey. I have been a Christian my whole life, but have I lived a Christian life the whole time? Definitely not. I have even questioned the existence of God before. About six yeras ago and moe importantly since Camden was born, I felt a greater calling to the God that we all know and love. I just felt a change. Can't explain it. So, most recently, I have been more and more driven to live a life more pure and Christian-like. I am definitely a work in progress. Haha. Thanks for asking and I'm glad we were able to get caught up on each other.
from jennifergwl :
aww wow, that is beautiful and the "ditto" made me laugh :) Wow chapter 3 already, I can't wait to see your name on a book hehe! Oh and lobster - ewwwww! Do you know that at grocery stores they eat each other? The stores starve them on purpose so they are more lively, but they end up eating each other. I SAW one eating one. SO NASTY!!
from starsdenial :
Hey I got rid of my myspace, so if you wanna chat, hit me up on aim: ambertay85 or msn: [email protected] I miss you :)
from jennifergwl :
aww good job! I just cut Logan's hair a little. At almost 7 months his is already ridiculously long lol! He's so cute, I totally see Keaghan in that funny face shot
from lerin :
Yay for you... writing a book and looking forward to quitting the job. Kaleb's hair is so cute! Isn't it strange how much OLDER they look after the first haircut?
from anita-girl :
He looks so much more like his sisters with his short hair! You really cut it! I cna't believe you had the guts to do it yourself! And not just some little trim but an actual cut! It looks good!
from anita-girl :
Hey you. I got your Christmas card last week! :> Thanks! I am excited for your book. I hope that you will share it with me! I suggest going to your local Christain bookstore and looking at the publishers of Christain fiction and looking there. A cruise sounds nice. Chad wants to do one this year but I would rathe rpay off debt and get a new tv. I want one next year for our 5 year anniversary. :>
from camham :
Thanks for the PW. I thought you may have changed it, but then I thought it was just my new laptop. Someone else on diaryland doesn't work on this thing, but does on my home computer. Thanks for letting me in. Now I can catch up with you. Heather
from camham :
Did you change your pw? I an't get in anymore. How are you? My e-mail is [email protected].
from lerin :
When my laptop was destroyed (again!) I lost your password. My email address is [email protected]
from jennifergwl :
wow, that WAS a long night you had. Poor Kyra, and mommy. I hope you have still escaped the yuckiness!
from jennifergwl :
Ok, ok 10 days is long enough! Get back here, girl!
from supermom3604 :
You are not losing at life. You are overwhelmed, for sure, and exhausted, and stressed beyond measure. Don't forget to blow off steam occasionally (like here, at Dland), it helps.
from silverscorp :
You have 3 kids. Life will be chaotic, but you know what? I think you're awesome at handling such chaos. You have a beautiful, full of love family. And your kids? They have an incredible mom. Take some time for yourself. Sit back and watch them run around and don't worry about the neighbors. Assume their down there wishing they had kids running around. Because nothing is more awesome than the sounds of kids laughing.
from anita-girl :
You do want to quit? Really? That sucks about the kids it makes me look forward to the future. ACK! Hmmmm I don't knwo what kind of asvice to give you other than the east one of give it to God. Just think in 10 years you will be missing this! Enjoy it while you can? :>
from lerin :
I just finished a book that helped ,e get my house and life in order. It is written by a Catholic mother, but I think any Christian would get a lot out of it. Not that you ever have time to read... but just in case: A Mother's Rule by Holly Pierlot
from jennifergwl :
Our boats, they sail in similar waters my friend! Wish I had some advice. When one of us calms our seas we will have to let the other know because it sure to have an impact on the other's storm!
from nmnohr :
If you need anything, send me an email.
from lerin :
I'm thinking of you today!! I hope God has given you the courage to do what you must to maintain a happy family and healthy Cole.
from silverscorp :
I hope you're feeling better. I'm not too sure what's going on. I'm assuming your job is causing some distance between you and hubby perhaps? You have my number if you need to talk. I'd love to hear from you anytime.
from supermom3604 :
I'm sorry. Everything is overwhelming. I hope you can find the strength you need. I know you've got it, but I also know it's hard to summon. (((hugs))) You can always email me!
from anita-girl :
Nicole you can do it! If this job is causing so much problems quit! Yes you will miss the money but a relationship is worth so much more than money. :>
from nmnohr :
That's terrifying!!!!!!!! Be safe~~~~~!!!!
from fan4 :
That last note didn't help to make me feel any better....I'll take a break from leaving you notes now. You'll hear from me if I find one of your entries worth commenting on.
from fan4 :
I still like your diary, but I'm hurt that you dislike mine. :(
from silverscorp :
I'll continue to pray for your brother. And I did delete my myspace account. I was just tired of it, if that makes any sense. Hope all is well.
from fan4 :
Why did you remove my diary from your favorites list?
from jennifergwl :
ok that photo of Kyra on the carousel I thought was just of Kyra. I saw the little pink girl in the background and thought 'why is that little girl running?!' but then realized she was sitting on someone's lap, but the woman's colors blended in with the background so I didn't see her. THEN you say it's you and Keaghan LOL! Too funny! :)
from fan4 :
Have you told Johnny that you love him?
from libbyo :
hopefully you won't have a problem with getting the pics printed. I did mine at wal mart and they also looked professional but I had no problem. I think they assume that if you have the negatives, they must have been released... good luck!
from silverscorp :
Your family is just gorgeous! You all take from one another too which is so neat.
from silverscorp :
I love all the pictures! That is one huge bear! Well your weekend sounds like its going to just fabulous. Enjoy it!
from fan4 :
Thanks for adding my diary to your favorites list. :)
from jennifergwl :
lol no she doesn't look scary, just like a "why are you taking my picture!" kind of a face
from anita-girl :
I thought it was Kyra and than I wasn't so sure! Not scary she just looks mad! :>
from jess1976 :
I actually really like your haircut! It looks really good on you. I got a similar haircut right after the wedding.
from lerin :
I think your hair is cute. :)
from jennifergwl :
haha! Little chatterbox! I think your hair looks very nice. I don't really think you could look bad no matter what the hairstyle. Well, maybe a mohawk wouldn't be so flattering... ;) I can't pull off short hair myself, it makes my face look even fatter lol and I can't get my hair to grow!
from silverscorp :
Am I the one you are referring to that's ignoring you?
from nmnohr :
Glad things are looking up.........You rock!
from lerin :
I'm glad that the weight is lifted a bit. ((HUGS))
from nmnohr :
I'm so sorry. I know nothing I say will really bring you any comfort, or make things any better. Just know that I'm hear if you need someone to vent to......and know that I'll keep you and your family in my prayers. I can't imagine how stressful this is on all of you.
from lerin :
No matter if his choices DID bring this into your family, it IS a HUGE deal for all of you. I don't see how anyone could think it wasn't for one minute. That feeling of complete helplessness is so difficult. Have you ever read Clarity's diary? Her family went through something similar with her brother. Maybe you two could talk, maybe she could help and understand in a way no one else can. ((HUGS))
from jennifergwl :
I wish I could say something to help, but you know the only one that can help you WILL help you get through this. Hold on tight to Him and He will carry you.
from jess1976 :
I'm so sorry to hear what's been going on. I will pray for God to send you lots of strength and understanding at this time.
from jess1976 :
Do you have new pw info? Would you mind sending to me? [email protected] Hope everything is ok!
from lerin :
My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine what you are feeling right now.
from lerin :
If you are sharing the new info, email me at [email protected]
from anita-girl :
ack! no question mark!
from anita-girl :
Oppps it's supposed to say "OUR Lord is for us not against us?"
from anita-girl :
I don't think God is showing you your "destiny". But he may be warning you. Our od is for us not against us and does not let bad things happen to us. What you need to do is go into your bible and find verses that claim security and start praying those and claiming them. And pray against this, that you will not be in the situation, that you will be wise and keen everyway you go! I will pay for you!
from anita-girl :
I don't know. If he is tired it isn't really that fair for him. He is the main breadwinner in the family and you don't want him to be suffering. Especailly since he will be more suspectale with colds and viruses when he is tired. And sadly I lost a friend who worked overnight and lived on 10 hours a sleep a week, the first night in years she went to get a full nights sleep she didn't wake up. It's serious your sleep. Soon when all the kids are in school or just the first two you could get a job. I love my layout and yours!
from peachyhaye :
Ah, could I have your new username/pass? My email is [email protected]. Thanks!
from silverscorp :
Did you boot me from the board?
from lerin :
Just caught up... and crying. The IM was the worst part... it is always such a horrible, tragic thing and I don't see it any differently either. That was a REAL person, a tiny new soul... unique, created for a purpose. I'm so sorry that this has happened.
from jennifergwl :
oh my gosh I couldn't even read that whole thing. If that is true, the pain they feel and can understand, I am horrified! If only every woman was REQUIRED to read that before they went through with it...
from jennifergwl :
Now I am praying for her to seek God and ask forgiveness.
from jennifergwl :
Oh Nicole, you know that I am already praying! It hurts so much that strangers do this, to know someone that is doing this to their baby must be even more heart wrenching! Praying for God to intervene before Wed!!!
from nmnohr :
I'm sorry your dealing with all this. I'll keep all of you in my prayers.
from nmnohr :
I think we'd all like to sleep all day once in awhile! I know I would!
from silverscorp :
Oh my gosh its so easy! Marshmallows, butter, and of course Rice Crispies! Yummy!And the kids will love them too!
from jennifergwl :
I hope you're feeling a little better today!
from nmnohr :
I got it to work......yey! I'm so sorry about your friend, and her loss......and I hope you feel better!
from lerin :
I'm locked out! If you want to share with me, I'm at [email protected]
from jess1976 :
I can't get in - did you happen to change your pw?? Can you send the new info to [email protected] Thanks!
from libbyo :
Hey! Did you by chance change your password??? I couldn't get in today...
from jennifergwl :
ok, interesting about the 18 year old girl. Since I don't know her it's hard to say, but it sounds like she's putting up a front for her parents maybe?
from lerin :
How CUTE are those little faces? They are all growing up so fast. Kyra looks like a young lady now, not a little girl at all anymore. As for your dilemma... try to let it go and give it to God. I know how frustrating it can be to see that, but at 18 she is probably just very immature. Unless you have realtionship with her, I'd only pray for her. You know the power of prayer in your own life so far, and you never know just how much she may need yours! :)
from starsdenial :
Thanks Nicole. The love means a lot to me, and it feels pretty good to be back! <3
from nmnohr :
Love the layout, and love the pics even more!!!!
from anita-girl :
I am in the praise and worship team at my church (but I havent' sung since Ariel was born I will be going back super soon, I do go to practices!) A lot of the mic singers have myspace pages and let me tell you if they posted pictures like that I don't think they would be anymore! When you take a position like that you are a 'model' to your community and behavior like that isn't good! It doesn't mean that she isn't a good Christian though, she's just a little off!
from anita-girl :
Really? fast response! My email is [email protected] I would like one with pictures. I have to think about colors. Probably pink!
from anita-girl :
I love the new layout! Looks great! Great pics! And I love the way it looks liek a polariod with handwritten words! Wanna make me a layout?
from jennifergwl :
I like it your new layout! Very pretty and light and I love the photos. You are such a photogenic family!
from lerin :
I ****LOVE**** it. It is my favorite of yours so far... simple and beautiful. :)
from silverscorp :
Thank you for the birthday card!
from libbyo :
I totally know what you mean about the house thing... I would even prefer at apt. at this point! Just think how much more we will appreciate it when the time DOES come!
from nmnohr :
I just found the perfect quote: " Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind." -Dr. Seuss How perfect? Also, Mason tied his shoes for the FIRST TIME today! It's amazing how fast they grow up!
from jennifergwl :
When you walk the path the Lord wants you on, you will be alone sometimes. This has to be what Jesus felt like at times when people rejected him. You are following the path the Lord wants you on... period. While you shouldn't have to defend that, you always will. That's what it takes to live in this world and maybe the more you defend it, the more people will want to join forces with you and defend right along side!
from anita-girl :
I think that it's great to stand up for your beleifs. I tell everyone that I don't celebrate Halloween and I don't feel embaressed. This year I have started saying "I don't celebrate Pagan Holidays, I only celebrate Christain ones" I got a costume for Ariel this year since she had a one year old's birthday party last saturday where they wanted us to dress the kids up. Other than that I probably won't buy her a costume until she is in school or to go to a Hallaleuia night.
from lerin :
I do know the history of Halloween, but since I don't celebrate the occult, Halloween has just become a silly excuse to dress up and feed children candy. But I DO understand why some people might disagree with me. And you knwo what? That's okay! You have good reasons for feeling how you do. I didn't read your last entry or any comments that may have come from it... but honestly, YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW YOUR HEART. Check out Romans 14... it puts it better than I can. We are childdren of God, trying to follow Him with our hearts... and there is no reason for either of us to judge one another. For example, I have no problem with dancing. It is not a sin for me to dance. But I have known many Baptist Christians who truly believe in their hearts that dancing is a sin... and they SHOULDN'T dance, because they bbelieve it is a sin. Does that make sense? I don't think you should celebrate Halloween if you truly believe that it is offensive to Christ, and I'd never degrade you for following what is on your heart. Don't feel alone... you aren't. We don't agree to the letter that we practice our faiths and we belong to different denominations of Christianity, but you are my sister in Christ and I love you. You aren't alone! (((HUGS)))
from nmnohr :
I truly hope you didn't feel I was attacking you or your beliefs. I honestly do love the fact that you are so passionate about your beliefs, and the way you try to live them. I meant it when I said that is one of the things I respect about you the most (along with plenty of other things - your kind nature, your wonderful parenting skills, etc!) I wasn't trying to attack your beliefs, because we all have the right to our own. I was just trying to express mine also. I think the coolest thing about having beliefs - especially if some of them differ, is being able to be friends with people that don't necessarily follow the same exact path, but can have a conversation about the differences - and respect the others. I know you weren't trying to push your beliefs on others, and I hope you know I wasn't trying to push mine on you. I respect you too much for that.
from silverscorp :
See what I mean. I think you always feel people are out to get you when it comes to your beliefs. You have so many here and who knows where else that respect you and most of all love you for your beliefs and how you stay true to them. You're right that you're diary is locked for a reason and you should never feel you can't say what you want, but I can't but help feel when you say things like celebrating Halloween is denying our Lord knowing that some of your friends are partaking in some type of activity on that day is your way of subliminaly saying something to us. When I read you or talk to you I always have open ears and when I respond to you I never once have felt that thought you were better than me or anyone. But I don't understand how you can say what you feel, but no one else can. I wasn't hurt by your entry, I honestly just wondered after I read it if you are thinking that I sit here saying I'm a Christian, but in your eyes I'm not. And that bothered me which is what stemmed my reply. I don't take any of it back except for saying that you may think you're the only true Christian out there. I sincerely apologize for that and only that. Everything else was my opinion on the Halloween issue which I expect you to respect as I respect what you feel towards it. I don't know. Nothing seems to be coming out right and it probably never will between the two of us. You'll always feel that I'm attacking your beliefs, which the core of it happens to be the same of mine. Nicole and I both clearly told you we respect you and you still wrote that we don't. So I honestly don't know.
from silverscorp :
I'm with the girl below. I'm not denying our Lord b/c I chose to have Aidan in a costume and experience with friends and family the Halloween tradition of trick or treating. In a way I feel like people who dress up and laugh and spend the time with their families is like laughing at the enemy by showing him that we're making fun of his day and not participating in the rituals he rather have us do. And I've never once thought "oh everyone is doing it, so I will." I respect your opinions and you know I do, but sometimes I wonder if you feel you're the only true Christian out there.
from nmnohr :
I should add, that I think it's very cool that you have such strong beliefs, and do whatever it takes to live them. That is one of the things I respect most about you. I just think that there are some of us who have created our own Halloween traditions, that have nothing to do with the evil past - and I don't think God will punish me for carving pumpkins and collecting candy with my kids.
from nmnohr :
I don't think Halloween is a holiday. It's more of a tradition. I completely respect your outlook on it, and your beliefs. I am a christian (catholic) and definitely believe in God.......but I choose so celebrate the traditions of Halloween with my family. They enjoy taking the time to choose their special costume, and go trick or treating. While I'm sure that there are people who see the evil in Halloween, I think the majority of us just see it as a fun tradition.
from anita-girl :
I never celebrated Halloween as a child either. And neither did Chad, and our children will not. I do give candy out though. Mostly because I know all my neighbors an know so many people in my area. I eve carved a pumpkin! With a heart and I am goin to write Jesus Loves You. I think i may play some praise and worship music too!
from camham :
Don't worry. You are probably fighting because you haven't been able to spend any quality time together. Ryan and I always fight when we haven't seen each other all that much. Heather
from opalanne :
Very cool idea - a salvation page. God is so faithful. When I was a girl, I agonized over several people in my life that were unsaved, some of them seemed to have the hardest of hearts. As the years have passed, I've seen those people come to know the Lord. He was faithful and answered those prayers, even though at times I had little faith when I prayed them. I hold on to that every day as I am now praying for the salvation of my own children. He does hear our prayers, and He is faithful, and I just have to trust that He will reveal Himself to them and draw them to Him. He is an awesome God!
from camham :
You are doing more than I could. I am impressed. I know what a strugle it can be on a marriage to have so little time to nurture the relationship. Give yourself a bit more time with the new job. Now, the two of you will have to start scheduling time together since you both work. Heather
from jennifergwl :
I think Satan is trying to play on the big changes in your life. He tries to make us stumble when we're unsteady on our new path. Hold tight, things will more than likely settle down and your new routine will be just that, routine :)
from anita-girl :
Hey! What a scary dream! And I like your salvation page. Good idea. It is scary to think that your loved ones, even your neighbor could go to hell! My dad is also not a Christain and I really want him to be saved.
from bubbles11090 :
hey!! thank you so much for the comment. I don't have your new password. :( My email is [email protected]. Thanks:)
from libbyo :
Okay, so I really want to catch up with you but don't have your username or password. Pretty please??? ([email protected])
from lerin :
I'm sending it to [email protected]
from lerin :
Congrats on the job! I know what a miracle it is to have every single item of clothing clean in a house full of kiddos... I'm trying to do the same thing today, but we'll see. :)
from jennifergwl :
Ok, so you will feel better about how you look when you see me on Wed LOL! ;) Potty training, yeah not so exciting with a boy either and more messy. He tends to dribble out at the end of his peeing session and it gets on the toilet or his pants lol! BUT, he is asking to go now which is SO awesone! See ya soon :)
from nmnohr :
I'm so happy that things are working out so wonderfully for you.....you deserve all of this!!!
from lerin :
Wow, I am so happy for Chris, for you, and your family. Money makes staying home much easier! ;)~ It's also such a great company to work for, as far as retail stores go, I think it's the best! I'm so glad you are thanking God for this opportunity. Congrats!!!
from anita-girl :
Hey! Yay on the job for Chris! Does he work at Target? I like all your things, especaillyt he modern ones. I love the winter one!
from jennifergwl :
You know I like the plum one and I like the green one (not the modern one, the sorta swirly one). The autumn one is nice, too! I'm not so big on the modern ones, but that's just my taste, they would work well in the right site :) ANNNNNNNDD CONGRATULATIONS on the job! That is just so amazing, praising God! I will pray that Chris' faith will be increased by God's amazing generosity and love!
from lerin :
Yep, Adam is in the same boat education-wise! And it is almost the exact same situation... things would be much more comfortable around here, but it doesn't look likely. I'm not at the point of getting another part time job though, since Adam is picking up so much work himself right now. How strange that our lives seem to parallel so much. It is all in God's hands. Hold on to His peace... He knows what is best for you and for your family.
from lerin :
Oh I know how you feel! When I was in my "best" shape after-baby, I was a size 2. But the thinner I got, the more my skin hung. It was so embarrassing. I actually looked better as a 4 or 6, because then at least it wasn't so obvious. I'm getting mine off too when I'm done having all of my babies.
from anita-girl :
I forgot that you cousin was living with you? How old were they? Did you enjoy it! Yeah pleas epost the pictures I want to see them! And you should try Pilates as it works our your core relaly well. Classes are the best to learn the proper form but videos are good too!
from silverscorp :
So did your cousin move out?
from lerin :
Amazing. Thank you for sharing that with us.
from nmnohr :
Oh that's so awesome! What a great guy, and you totally deserve this!!!!
from peachyhaye :
Awe, WHAT A SWEET HUSBAND!!!!! Have a great time!!!!!!!!!
from jennifergwl :
OH MY GOSH!!!! HOW amazing is that!??!??!? That is just so awesome Nicole! I hope you guys have the best time! What an amazingly sweet thing for him to do :)
from camham :
Hey, girl. It has been a long time. I used to read your diary, but with computer changes and password changes, well...you get the picture! If you feel so inclined, I would love to catchup. My e-mai is [email protected]. Of course you are alwasy welcome to visit my diary too:)
from lerin :
Your layout is, as always, beautiful. Chris is the sweetest... I hope you girlies have a ton of fun!! You deserve it.
from nmnohr :
Love the layout! Migraines are horrible. I hope you don't have to deal with that again. Glad you are getting some rest today - the mess will still be there tomorrow.......today you deserve to feel better!
from anita-girl :
Love the new layout! I used to get migraines here and there and than when I was pregnant I got them once a week until I got massages once a week. It totlaly sucks so bad! Now I go to the chiropractor and no more headaches, bakc pain or nothing! I suggest you go see a chiropractor or get a massage to ensure that this doesn't happen again!
from lerin :
Hold on to that feeling... that peace. God will provide, in good time!
from nmnohr :
Such an inspiring entry! I'm so glad to you hear you (well READ you!) in better spirits. Keep it up!
from nmnohr :
Congrats on the weight loss! That's awesome! I'll say a prayer for you and Chris for his job. And, I've wanted to see Mama Mia. I'll have to check it out!
from lerin :
Congrats on the weight loss! I hate that stage though... when your favorite clothes are too small and your current wardrobe is too big. I am SO hopeful for Chris's job... 6-figures... how amazing!!! I know how shallow this sounds, but having money makes staying home with the kids much easier. At least that's how I see it.
from silverscorp :
Wow you ate cheesecake and still lost 10 pounds! You go girl! Missed you yesterday. I wasn't around either till last night and Tim wanted the computer. Maybe I'll see you on today!
from nmnohr :
Good for you for taking the high road. Their loss. You are a wonderful person, and anyone who doesn't see that - or chooses not to, is just plain blind!
from lerin :
What a wonderful friend. How lucky you are to have her!
from nmnohr :
Oh I'm so glad that she cheered you up! How can you not smile when you have cheesecake in front of you?!!!!
from nmnohr :
You so totally do NOT suck. You're awesome.
from anita-girl :
Hmm Nicole. Your past few entries sound so sad. I am sending you a hug!
from lerin :
AHH! I can't believe I started a downward spiral for you in your last entry. I certainly didn't mean to indicate that any mom who wants a break is somehow not loving or whatever... I need breaks too, but I don't choose to take my breaks with Isabella in a nursery and with a lot of ladies I don't have much in common with. I love getting out and just being "Lerin" when we are in Tulsa and Isabella is asleep, and I can go out and be with my friends and not be just a mom. She has had so many digestive issues that she is actually a very sick baby, and usually pretty miserable. I don't want her to be attached to me at the hip, but she's 11 months old and in a lot of discomfort right now, and I don't think either of us is ready to do the nursery thing. Sophie was (and IS) similarly an exhausting child, but since she was 2, she LOVED going in nurseries or having babysitters come over and what not. I needed a break from her for my sanity, and she loved giving them to me. I'm sorry I upset you. I didn't mean to make you feel as though I was downing you. I know you are a wonderful and loving mother, but YES... we are more than "mom."
from nmnohr :
There's nothing wrong with that. We all want time to ourselves - some people just can't admit it! Every mom wants time away from their kids - it doesn't make you a bad person. The best thing you can do for your kids is to have time to yourself, so you can recharge and be the best mom you can be for them. You may not have had a loving childhood, but you are a very loving mother to your kids. Don't ever doubt that!
from nmnohr :
I think it would be awesome for you to work a couple days a week. Get some more adult interaction, and get you out of the house, etc. Hang in there!!!!
from anita-girl :
Oh my goodness! It totally chills you! I for one want to spread his gospel so that those that I love will nto be left behind. Thanks for that.
from lerin :
I've never used message boards before... looks really neat!
from lerin :
It is never a bad thing to open up to the man who loves you more than anything in the world! I hope it helped you get some of your feelings out.
from silverscorp :
So I leave like this long butt message in your guestbook and I hit submit or done or whatever it goes blank??????? Ahhhhh! And what's even more sad is I can barely remember what I wrote. I know I said yay for losing the weight! You've worked so hard which makes you deserve whatever weight you want! Even though you look fabulous the way you are. I'll never see 130 again b/c I'm lazy and I eat way too much. I'm weak. Oh and I said you better give me the momma drama! B/c I need gossip in my boring life! And then I said I would say have fun at the dentist but that just doesn't sound right does it? Oh and I said I love the oldies too and I think I'll play them while I work on Austin's room. I'll be around the computer today.
from lerin :
Good job, girl! I've got quite a lot of work ahead of me in that department... but I'm trying not to think about it right now!
from peachyhaye :
I'm reading! Even though I don't update on here. :(
from lerin :
I'm reading! :) A girl does need someone more than her husband, preferably good girl friends... I'm working on that!
from ray0flight :
I'm here! I'm reading!! xo
from anita-girl :
I am reading! I hope all is going better. I agree with the lonliness thing. A husband isn't enough (although it is good) we all need girlfriends someone to hang around with. Life changes and we often lose our old friends but we should try to make new ones. Make yourself friendly to others and hopefully you will make new ones!
from jess1976 :
Just wanted to leave you a note to let you know I'm reading. I totally understand all you are going through and know you will come out on top of this because you are a strong person with strong faith!
from nmnohr :
Just wanted to leave you a note. If you ever need to vent - shoot me an email. Hang in there......things will get better. Everything happens for a reason right? God only gives us what we can handle. Unfortunately we have to be patient to see the reason.
from silverscorp :
Well I'm reading you. Also you and Ashley could be twins. Other than her looking to be a little taller you two really look alike with those sunglasses on. I'm glad you're feeling better. It makes me sad thinking you are sad. So stay happy!
from silverscorp :
Hey lady. I just saw that you've locked up for some privacy. I understand. I'm updating all my old entries from other diaries onto my silverscorp diary so that's why I'm locked. But I think I'll probably stay locked and just make entries that are very private just for me to read. I think you can do that here. Anyway I hope everything is okay. We should talk. Give me a call if you want. I'd love to hear from you. Again.
from bubbles11090 :
I hope everything is ok. I will be looking forward to reading again when you unlock.
from anita-girl :
I really liked reading you. I hope that everything is okay. I am thinking and praying for you!
from anita-girl :
I totally agree with you on the not being able to share your beliefs as a Christain. Everyone else shares there horrible beliefs that they should be ASHAMED of and when we share ours were practically stoned! As for feeling stuck you can't go for a walk during the day with the kids? Where's the stroller? I know it's hard to get it down flights of stairs but it really would be worth it! And for the mommies group I really feel for you. I love my mommies group and it annoys me when the other mommies don't seem to care as much and such. I love it. You coul still join the groups just let them know that you can't host and let them know you'll make up for it but bringing foods, organizing it and other things. As for the house BELEIVE your god can do it! He can do things that seem impossible! Put it in his hands he wants you to have a house! :> So glad that your back!
from ray0flight :
Thanks for giving me the user/pw - I'm so glad to see you writting again!! xox Joanne
from lerin :
Because "tolerance" only goes one way. It is a glaring double-standard.
from lerin :
I do think you would be happier in a house. Honestly, it made a world of difference for me. I think with more space, a backyard, a neighborhood to ride bikes in, lots of windows for the sun to stream in, pride in having something of your OWN... I do think you will be much happier! Of course, with that comes more financial burdens too which can add stress. I do hope that he gets the better position too. It sounds like he would have more time and money to enjoy with the family. ((HUGS))
from lerin :
Are you back-back? Oh my, how I've missed you!! Update again soon.
from nmnohr :
Oh no......don't lock up.......
from nmnohr :
Glad you're back, and you are all doing so well! Happy Belated Birthday!
from anita-girl :
Hmm I think that I may have miswrote that. Chad has never cheated on me! And me either! S feels that C is going to go around and say that she doens't want to work on the marriage like he does. When in fact she did but he didn't try. He is going to say everything that he can to look good when in fact he isn't!
from bubbles11090 :
nice hearing from you again. I am so glad that everything is going so well for your family. :)
from jess1976 :
What a gorgeous family! Glad you're back!
from bubbles11090 :
awwww...your kids are adorable:) thanks for the update!!
from bubbles11090 :
awwww...your kids are adorable:) thanks for the update!!
from nmnohr :
Yey!!!!!! I'm so excited to see how you've been. I can't get on myspace at work, so I'm totally lost!
from anita-girl :
Yay!!!!!! I hope your back!
from nmnohr :
Hope you are doing well!!!!
from lightupnight :
Thank you!!! Hes been good so far... a little more whiney than Isabella was, but I can deal! Men... what can you do!
from lightupnight :
It's good to know you're still around!!! And soon enough everyone will know!!! Hope everythings well with you!!
from bubbles11090 :
how is everything going??
from mathero :
Have a wonderful Holiday season!
from bubbles11090 :
HI!! Hope things are going well!
from kiki1206 :
thanks, i am actually going in to the hospital this friday for a c-section @ 1:45. do you think i have been getting any type of sleep. i guess it's good to know when he is coming but the anticipation is killing me. well thanks again for the note and the prayer. i do appreciate it.
from bubbles11090 :
hey, thank you for the note!!! Kaleb is so precious:)
from jess1976 :
You have the most beautiful children I have seen. I love the photos - Kaleb is so precious - you are so blessed!
from sknnybmbntch :
Okay I know boys aren't suppose to be beautiful but he's so beautiful and perfect!!! Maybe it's because I've got a girl and I've read your diary for a while and you've had your two girls and then here's this CUTE little boy! I love how babies sleep with their hands up in the air! SO CUTE!
from peachyhaye :
Alright. So this is how it goes. The picture of Kyra, Keaghan and Kaleb in the park is THE CUTEST picture I have EVER seen in my entire life! Your family is SO FREAKIN adorable!!! I love the pic, it's soo cute!! =P
from dysenchanted :
Oh my GOSH!!!! He's GORGEOUS!!!! I was just wondering whether you'd had the baby yet... oh, how wonderful! I'm on myspace, just signed up the other day. I'll see if I can find you on there too.
from jane-dreams :
He is precious! I absolutely loved the family photo... you are such a gorgeous family, really! I am so glad that everything went so well. Get lots of rest and update again ASAP! :)
from anita-girl :
Oh my gosh!!!!! Congratulations!! I am so happy for you! That is so great that you didn't have to get induced in the end!!! He is so handsome! I am so happy for your family!
from lightupnight :
That is the sweetest family picture ever!!! Aww!!! But the question is, is your family complete now?? He's adorble!!! Congrats!
from bubbles11090 :
oh, he is just beautiful!! congrats:)
from mathero :
What a beautiful family! You look fabulous and he's super cute!!
from thaichic :
Nicole he's gorgeous. Your family is gorgeous. You look gorgeous. Just like the other girls said, you make us all want to have more babies. Congratulations! I'm so happy for you.
from kiki1206 :
congratulations! i am so happy for you and chris and the girls. he is adorable. :)
from shazzyrocks :
He is so cute! What a great picture of the whole family! Congratulations!
from sknnybmbntch :
One more note, OMG he's so cute and perfect. I love his little nose! (I had to go back and look at the pictures again) Stop having babies because you're making me want another one and nu uh, it's just not happening!!!! One more time OMG he's so cute!!!!!
from sknnybmbntch :
OMG he's so cute, I want him! He's going to be SO spoiled, considering he's the only boy!!!!!
from mamabean :
He's so perfect! Doesn't even look like a newborn... what an angel! And the family is beautiful and you look fabulous. Are you sure you gave birth? You look very pretty, fresh and together for someone who just had a baby. Congrats and hugs - Megan
from nmnohr :
He is absolutely beautiful! I'm so happy for you and your family!!!!
from aliboomboom :
Oh he's just perfect!! And what a great family picture of all of you!! You have a lovely, healthy, and happy family, that is so wonderful!! I am sorry to hear that this wasn't the most fun of all your labors but hey it was the last and final one and you survived it!! I can't wait to see more pictures and to hear about the girls reaction. Update when you can!!
from jess1976 :
Congrats! I can't help but think what a beautiful family you have when I see the pics you posted. I'm so glad everyone is doing well!
from aliboomboom :
Congratulations!! I can't wait to see him!! Update soon!!
from bubbles11090 :
YAY!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! I cannot wait to hear all about it and see some pictures!!!!!
from thaichic :
Woohoo! Congratulations! I cannot wait to see pictures. Hope you enjoy the flowers!
from mathero :
yay!! congrats nicole!!
from sknnybmbntch :
How exciting! Congrats again!!!! I can't wait to see pictures!
from jane-dreams :
WOW! I just now caught up with you. Your pictures are absolutely gorgeous... you are such a beautiful pregnant woman. Your girls, as always, are cuties. Just three days to go! You must be thrilled. I'll anxiously await an update. Our babies will be exactly two weeks apart!
from kiki1206 :
wow, i can't believe how big keaghan is already. she is a spitting image of chris. anyway, i stopped by to check out your pregnancy pictures. dani told me they came out nice and i think they came out beautiful. well, i know we are not talking but i just wanted to wish you luck in a few days. i will pray for you to have a safe delivery. i know you were having problems with your health but i think god is with you and you will be just fine. victoria :)
from mathero :
3 days? yay!
from lightupnight :
Hey there... my decision to lock up wasn't based on anything happening, which is great!! I just decided that maybe I didn't want quite so many people to know about me. People on my buddy list obviously are allowed to look! :) And for the first birthday, I want to go all out but I have no idea what to do. I kind of wish she was a spring/summer baby because that would make the weather much better but it's November, so what can you do! I'm thinking that we just might have a big family gathering or something like that? I hope all goes well soon!!! It's baby #3 time in a few days!!!!
from shazzyrocks :
Your girls are adorable! Love those curls on Keaghan, and Kyra looks like she was made to model! Gorgeous, both of them!
from jess1976 :
They are soooo cute!!! Kyra looks so much like you.
from aliboomboom :
I can't believe how big Keaghan is!! Her curls are so cute!!
from mathero :
Your girls are beautiful! The new arrival is just around the corner!!
from aliboomboom :
It's hard not to brag, huh? Griffin says new words all the time and then forgets that he can say them. Right now he's stuck on papaw, my gradfather. He just says "papaw" all the time. It's adorable. And he understands everything I say as well. I can't wait to start having conversatiosn with him! Six days, yaya!!
from bubbles11090 :
I am still here, and I can't wait until Kaleb comes!!!
from bubbles11090 :
I am still here, and I can't wait until Kaleb comes!!!
from sknnybmbntch :
Good luck!!!
from bubbles11090 :
yeah, we have talked about it. We both want to wait until Riley is at least 2. I have so much respect and admiration for people like you. I just don't know how you do it! :)
from aliboomboom :
You really aren't big at all!! 147 is small!! I was way more than that while pregnant and I still weigh more than that now!! You look great now and you'll look great after Baby #3. I can't wait to see him!
from mathero :
The belly pictures are beautiful! We're really hoping to have a boy in 3 years since we already have 2 girls. But that will be it! I think you look fabulous and your little ones are such dolls!
from bubbles11090 :
those pictures are so beautiful! Your belly is so cute...it makes me want one again....almost:) Take care!
from anita-girl :
Those pictures are so beautiful!!! Wow! IS your friend a professional they are so great!
from babytales :
Waiting with baited breath :)
from aliboomboom :
I cannot believe it's already time for him to get here, that is insane!
from babytales :
Oh wow, what an exciting time. Looking forward to hearing the news xxx
from thaichic :
Hey girl. I want to give you a baby gift. I went to the baby registry but it wouldn't bring you up. I put your first and last name, which I won't mention just to be discreet. Anyhow I hope everything is okay. Email if you want. I've pretty much stopped writing, but I do look in on you. Take care- Jen
from sknnybmbntch :
I've read you through your last 2 pregnancies and BOY do they go by fast! Congrats on almost being there!!!
from kiki1206 :
ok, wow that did sound pretty harsh. the whole grain of salt thing was just basically saying that i shouldn't let anyones opinion of me make me second guess myself and my way of life and the things you said were pretty harsh and it did make me feel like maybe the way i was living my life was wrong. but i am over that now. i know the only way to live my life is the way i feel comfortable doing so. i am sorry that you didn't fit into that and that i didn't fit into your lifestyle. i guess that is just the way things go. yes, i was so pissed when i read that note but you would be foolish to not see how much more hurt i was. not by what you said but by knowing that after reading that note their was no going back to being friends. ever. i know i have lots of friends but for some reason even though we didn't eachother that often i still felt the closest to you. i felt like i could tell you anything and be 100% of myself around you and it wouldn't matter. i never shared any of my relationship problems with any of my friends and they still don't know what a horrible time in my life that was. anyway i am not sure whatelse to say. i am sorry that your feelings were hurt by what i wrote but it is true, i was happy to finally be free of that note. i just wish i would've erased it a long time ago so i wouldn't have to read it over and over whenever i missed you. the only person who knows how devestated i was is my husband. as much as he is mad at you for doing that to me he always mentions how unfortuneate it is that we are pregnant at the same time and we can't even spend this with eachother. well i guess that is all.
from kiki1206 :
i need to get my blood work done so i will try to respond to this asap. but for now i just want you to know that i didn't mean to hurt you by writing what i did. it was just nice to finally move on and get rid of that note. why i was holding on to it, i don't know. i will have to read over what i wrote bc just like your email to me maybe some things were misconstrude. bbl
from aliboomboom :
I know what you are saying but my whole thought is I don't want someone who is remotely overweight and I don't want someone that let himself go so why should I expect someone to want me if I have? Ya know? I don't think that it should be the most important thing but if I look like this at 25 then think what I'll look like at 35. I just think that I should be the kind of person I would want and right now, I'm not. Although honestly I'm not looking for anyone right now. I just want to be with Brandon and he obviously doesn't want to be with me, probably partially because of how fat I was last time we saw each other.
from aliboomboom :
She's so beautiful. Little girls must be lots of fun!!
from mathero :
She's beautiful I love her dresses. And that cake was to die for. Too cute.
from mathero :
Just wanted to let you know I added you. Feel free to stop by my diary and take a look around. I've messaged you on myspace once before I think. Anyway, have a great Sunday!
from thaichic :
Happy Birthday!
from lightupnight :
Happy Birthday to Keaghan! They keep growing up so fast!!!!
from sknnybmbntch :
Happy birthday to your little cutie! I can't believe it's been a year. I've been reading you for longer than that but it doesn't feel like it!
from mamabean :
Happy Weekend! Just stopping by to give you a hug and a pat on the back. I wondered how you'd feel to know that I am pretty JEALOUS of your being all pregnant... I actually miss it right now. You are exactly as pregnant as I was last year this time, so I guess reading you is making me a bit nostalgic. But I DO empathize with your "I'm getting awfully tired of this" feelings too and hope the next month and a bit go by very quickly and pleasantly for you. How different is the anticipation of birth this time vs. when Kyra was born? I'd love to hear how that changes with subsequent pregnancies. Hope you are having a fun and restful weekend! m
from aliboomboom :
Hey. I'll email you the user info soon. I thought you had it. I've missed you!!
from anita-girl :
Don't even let those thoughts of dieing at childbirth enter your head! You know that is not what God has promised you, you are a mother and you need to be there for your children, God would not want you to have them left alone. I will pray for you. Also I don't know if you have read Supernatural Childbirth or Positive Childbirth by Wendy and Casey Treat, but I really suggest them!
from peachyhaye :
WOW! How scary! I'm so glad that she's okay!!
from lonelywife :
i'm SO glad your baby is okay. God really does work things out for the good of those who love Him. xo
from nmnohr :
Oh wow, that's so scary! Fortunately God was watching over her, and guiding you to her :o)
from aliboomboom :
That is so scary!! Griffin's a year old and he has never tried to do that. What are you going to do? Take all of the stuff out of her bed? Scary. Thank God the lord was looking out for her!
from peachyhaye :
I can see why you are scared of that happening -I'm sure I would be too if I was in your situation. I would talk to your doctor about a possible cesarean delivery if you are that worried about it. If I were you, I'd just pray about it, and I'm sure God will lead you in the right direction (either going with the vaginal delivery or opting for a cesarean). Good luck with your desicion, and I'm sure if you express your worries with your doctor they can tell you the likeliness of it happening again and maybe even put an end to your fears. If you're that worried though, I'm sure they would let you have a scheduled c-section, especially if it means you being safe, or it saving your life. :)
from aliboomboom :
I highly doubt that you are going to die giving birth. I know it's scary but I really don't think you should worry about that. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers though. You know that worrying gets you nowhere, give it to God.
from mamabean :
Gosh, that is scary. Have you discussed your fear with your OB (is it the same one who delivered Keaghan?) and would you consider a C-section to avoid the potential damage to the cervix this time? Or would that not help? No doubt you're seeing your OB quite frequently these days... I'd talk it over for sure. You don't need to be worrying about this... you have enough going on right now. Hugs -m
from mamabean :
Hi! Seems we cross paths in several diaries frequently... I just wanted to stop by and see your family and introduce myself. You have two gorgeous girls and how exciting that you have a baby boy on the way! My daughter Alex is 10 months old - my first. I was excited to read of your faith, as I am a strong Christian as well. I'll be back, and am adding you to my favorites as long as it's okay with you. Hugs - Megan
from kiki1206 :
ok, you have to sit down to read this. well, your on the computer so your probably already sitting so here goes. when crysta and austin split up, uhm, he slept with marissa 3 times. he said it was just drunk sex but still, YUCK! i made kevin double check the name and make sure to ask if she worked with me or if she had been hired after i left and austin said that she did work with me and that she knew me. i told kevin to tell him to keep that one to himself for now on. ewww......
from thaichic :
When I hit 30 weeks I felt that time flew by as well because of the weekly visits. I cannot believe you are going to be having another baby. And I really love the name Kaleb. The more you say it the more it sounds just right. Okay I've taken a picture of my fridge and will post it tomorrow on blogspot diary. I did send that to you right? So what's the next thing we're suppose to get a cameo on? Also I realy want to send you a baby shower gift. Would it be weird to get your address or an address to send it to?
from kiki1206 :
ok, think long and hard about this one. who worked at the 99 with the name marissa?? i am hoping their was more than 1 marissa bc the one i can think of was nasty and when i tell you why i need to know this you will laugh, or puke!!
from aliboomboom :
No, I thought you were posting somewhere else and I never follow people out of diaryland. It's too hard. I'm definately going to get caught up and keep reading you! I was confused, sorry.
from aliboomboom :
I thought you stopped updating on here!! I'm going to have to start reading again!!
from thaichic :
Oh I'm sory to hear about your crappy day. Hope everything is good now. Girl I am still working on getting a digital shot of my fridge. Yesterday Tim and I picked the camera we wanted and Wal-mart only had the display left. So we're hoping to find something at best-buy or somewhere. Oh by the way I have moved once again to another diary. I'll email you the link.
from jane-dreams :
I am glad you are feeling better. Strep throat and pregnancy just don't mix well. I had it on my birthday this year!!! I am crossing my fingers for Chris to get that raise. And let me tell ya, driving a minivan isn't so bad! :) I gave up my car earlier this summer and I am actually glad we did. It's so easy to get kiddos in and out of carseats, even with my big old tum.
from bubbles11090 :
Awww...I hope you feel better soon!
from kiki1206 :
guess who is pregnant and having a baby in august??? crysta!! ugh :( just thought i would share that with you.
from anita-girl :
Hey! That is cool that you guys are thinking of building a house! Chad and I just moved into our home that we built. It was a lot fo fun and quite stressful and still is, but we relaly love our house. Chad siad that he will never do it again while I am all for it. I lvoe building. Pickign everythign out! Building is the best!
from thaichic :
Hey girl. I swear it's snoze berry. Nobody else is having a problem. Try refreshing your page and then the password and username again. If it doesn't work, I'll change it, no biggie. Hope you can get it.
from jane-dreams :
Okay, your entire family is adorable. Especially you! I can't eblieve you are a week LESS pregnant than I am! I think we started out at the same weight (because we were both down on ourselves pre-preggo) and you are like... tiny! I am sooo jealous! You are a lucky girl. ;)
from peachyhaye :
The first picture of Keaghan (the one of her trying to get away from you) is just about the cutest thing I have ever ever seen!
from bubbles11090 :
I must say that I rock at badmitton too!!! I love it. It has been like 4 years since I last played though, so maybe I don't rock anymore:)
from jane-dreams :
Kaleb is a great name, it really is. I've never met a Kaleb that I didn't adore.
from lightupnight :
Thanks for the words of encouragement!!! I appreciate much more since you are someone in the same position as I am, and don't you think it's odd???!!! It's a crazy place to be in right now but it's alright with me too. I don't know what to expect with TWO little ones running around, but I'm really excited anyways!!
from thaichic :
Kaleb James. Love it! It's perfect. Yes go spend time with hubby when you can, we'll all still be here.
from peachyhaye :
Ohh Kaleb James. I like it a lot! I liked the name Caleb, but it's Nate's brothers name, so we didn't use it. :) Congrats on finally deciding! =D
from thaichic :
Are you sure it's not operator error? Haha just kidding. I haven't changed it I swear.
from anita-girl :
Hey! I added you to my favorites! I love the quote you have on you profile, it is one of my favorite worship songs. I am also pregnant, but with my first and I due 4 days after you! I am due Nov 3, 2005. I found you through hertinyhands. I look forward to learning more about you!
from jane-dreams :
Yum, what a fun birthday! I still like Noah James, with Parker James as a close second. :)
from thaichic :
I like PArker James. And I love the Cheesecake Factory! I wish they had one here. And you got to visit Mystic? I want to visit that place! I wish we coud move up north.
from peachyhaye :
I don't really like Kennedy (it's kinda girlish to me) or Aslan. But I really really like Noah and Parker. :)
from momma-at-17 :
I like Parker James. It's got a really good ring to it. I also had a question for you, how do you get a picture in your profile?
from nmnohr :
Happy Birthday!
from jess1976 :
Happy birthday! Hope you have a great day.
from jess1976 :
I really like Parker James... it just sounds so good together.
from shazzyrocks :
Love them both but Parker rocks! : )
from bubbles11090 :
I really like them both, but I am leaning more towards Parker. So cute:) Can't go wrong with either though!
from hertinyhands :
Noah James! I absolutely, completely LOVE the name Noah. And James is fantastic too, and it sounds so great together. :) What good name choices you have come up with.
from hertinyhands :
Finally, another girl who hates cheese! LOL. I'm sorry, I just had to leave you a note on that one.
from thaichic :
I'll have to change the scavenger hunt up a bit because my digital camera no longer works! Maybe I can post pics I already have or can find. How's yours coming along?
from peachyhaye :
You could use James as a first name and Christopher as a middle name.. That's what Nate's mom did.. He's Nathaniel William (William is his dad's name) and his son's name will be Audric Nathaniel, after his daddy! Just a suggestion. :)
from shazzyrocks :
Kaden, Kyle, Keith, Kenneth, Kieran, Kirk, Kurt
from savern :
I'm not sure if you're a fan of Celtic gods/dieties, but here are two of them, along with who they were. Kai (pronoucned Kay)- personification of fire; also a knight of the Round Table with King Arthur Keevan (pronounced Kevin)- Cliodhna's lover, may have once been a god of fertility. Save for being Cliodhna's consort/lover, all other myths are lost. Kilydd (pronounced Kelly)- consort of the goddess Goleuddydd and father of Culhwch (used in love magick and perseverance). Don't know if this will help, but those are the "K" names I like. Kamdyn is good too. :-D
from peachyhaye :
I like the name Kayden. That's the only one I could think of with a K. :) But I really like the names Riley, Brennan, Evan, Connor, Christopher, Nathaniel.. I'll try to help more later, I just woke up. :-P
from bubbles11090 :
OK, here we go:) Evan Nicholas Aidan Connor Hmmmm...I thought I had more, but I guess I don't. Good luck!
from lightupnight :
I know!! I can't believe it myself still. I didn't want things to turn out this way, but they have... and I'll start to think much more about it once I pass about 8-10 weeks. I want to make sure everything goes okay with this pregnancy since I found out at 11 weeks, I believe it was, with Isabella. Ahhh well... what can you do? But get fat... and be a good mommy!
from thaichic :
Hey woman, I'm going to do the scavenger hunt once I get new batteries in my camera. The London attack is so sad isn't it?
from thaichic :
Hey lady, Did you ever post your scavenger hunt? I need to do that. Oh and I love the layout.
from bubbles11090 :
those pics are adorable!!! She looks so sweet in the little outfit and hat:)
from momma-at-17 :
I'm adding you. Hope you don't mind.
from kiki1206 :
honestly, the 1st thing that went when i got pregnant was my memory so no, i didn't remember telling you that.
from kiki1206 :
well wherever it is, she read it. i just don't know where. hopefully just your away message. why don't you block her? she doesn't even like you! not that you could ever tell b/c she is one of the fakest ppl i have ever met in my life.
from kiki1206 :
how does "she" know the sex of your baby? where did you post it another words?
from bubbles11090 :
Hey:) Thank you so much for you note. You made me feel a little more secure with things. Take care:)
from peachyhaye :
"And I'm guessing 100% you are having a girl..and I'm always right." Wrong-o, Nicole! =D It's a boy!!
from drewbears :
WOWSA!!! I haven't kept up with reading the diaries that I have listed in my favorties, I see you are pg again! Didn't you JUST have a baby?!?!? Wow! How far apart will all your kids be??? I thought it was somethign for me to be on #5 with my oldest being 6, 7 in August. LOL YOu go girl!!!!
from miame :
Yay for your first little boy! I love his name! Sandy
from nmnohr :
Oh congrats! I KNEW it was a boy!!! Love the name too :o)
from peachyhaye :
I hope you're right! I would love to have a girl first. =D
from thaichic :
Woohoo! Congrats! How exciting. And Kamdyn is a great name. Heather's son is Camden.
from supermom3604 :
It's a boy?!? I knew it! Congratulations, boys are a blast. High energy, but so much fun. I'm so happy for you!
from bubbles11090 :
haha...and when I have a little girl I will HAVE to ask your advice. I think you have the "girl thing" down to a tee:)
from peachyhaye :
I love the name Kamdyn. My cousin's name is Camden and I just love it spelled that way. He's such a cute kid! Camden is also a city in Maine, if you didn't know. =) Congrats on your boy, I'm so happy for you! Now hopefully I just get my girl! =P
from lonelywife :
Hooray! Congratulations on finding out about your baby boy! I like the name very much. take care!
from hertinyhands :
Hooray! I was thinking it was about time you had a little guy. ;) I like the name Kamdyn (but I prefer Camden) and I LOVELOVELOVE James. Of course, if you spelled it with a C, then you'd break the trend. ;) COngrats on a healthy baby and I am SOOO happy for you.
from pinklady877 :
I loooove the name! I love all the Ks. Congrats, doll! ♥
from bubbles11090 :
yay, a little boy!!! I love the name:) Congratulations:)
from hertinyhands :
I cannot WAIT to find out!!!!
from thaichic :
Whatever the sex, he or she will be blessed to have you as a mom. I'm on my toes to find out. Hope you post as soon as you know. Woohoo!
from babymania :
Actually, when I scheduled the appointment, they told me to drink the water and I have heard several things from other people about it.
from hertinyhands :
I am guessing a boy for you Nicole. What are the odds of 3 girls in a row? I can't believe how tiny you are. At 20 weeks now, I don't have a little bubble... I have a definite bump. I have no idea why I showed so quickly with this baby.
from bubbles11090 :
awww...thank you so much. I came over to read your latest and I saw down on the bottom about my Grandma. It almost made me cry:) Thanks...that was really sweet:)
from lonelywife :
i am a christian. and that poem says so much about how i feel. it's great.
from lonelywife :
hi there! i love your diary! and i absolutely love your may 16th entry. that is life every day, isn't it? take care. your children are beautiful and congrats on number 3! :) i hope you don't mind that i add you to my buddy list.
from kelsncarrie :
Nope, not preggers! :( Although looking at my belly lately, one would wonder! LOL!!
from savern :
I vote boy!
from nmnohr :
I think you are having a boy!!!!!!
from thaichic :
Congrats on the promotion! So you want a house too. Don't we all. The market over here is just depressing. I could cry thinking about it. Where are you living now? And I don't know what you'll be having, I don't have much of clairvoyancy but I do hope you have a boy. I love raising Aidan. I can't compare because I don't have a girl, but I can imagine what it would be like compared to him. I'm hoping to have a girl next go around.
from kelsncarrie :
YAY for the promotion, way to go Chris! I agree completely...life is TOTALLY about the backyard, the grill, and the swingset. That's my life. If I never attain anything else, I will still be happy with what I have because I have two beautiful little girls to share all that I have with! You have the best attitude! As for the layout, let me know if you have anything special you'd like...or a pic to incorporate. I'm no pro but I LOVE making templates! ;)
from quinngirl33 :
i don't know. she has never mentioned anything to me but you never know. i have no clue out of all the members on diaryland how she found my diary. i guess if you don't have a life of your own then there is plenty of time on your hands.
from quinngirl33 :
wow i feel really weird writing you. i just read some of your diary and i am glad you guys are doing well and that everything turned out good with your grandmother. i haven't been reading becuase well it's just easier to move on that way. out of sight, out of mind. i would like the help though. i think you know who i am talking about when i say a family member got into my diary. i know we apparently didn't agree on much but i think we definitely both agree on how we felt about this person. ewww, the thought of her intruding just pisses me off. i love my layout though so i just want to change my diary name to something less obvious than quinngirl33 DUH! just let me know what you need. thanks, victoria
from kelsncarrie :
LOVE the poem!! Did you write that?? WOW!!!
from bubbles11090 :
Oh my goodness, that is amazing!! I am so happy for you nana and your entire family. That's just wonderful! :)
from nmnohr :
Happy Belated Mother's Day!
from pinklady877 :
Happy belated Mother's Day. :) And you know my name, haha. I'll be waiting for your note!
from aliboomboom :
Happy Mother's Day to you as well!
from sknnybmbntch :
Happy Mother's Day!
from bubbles11090 :
Yeah, I think you are right about starting to say "no" about certain things. Feels like he was just born, and now I am saying No to him!! Yikes:)
from babymania :
Oh my gosh. Thanks for adding me to your favs. It's nice to know there are other people my age here at diaryland.
from frogmom :
glad you feel better!
from peachyhaye :
54% chance boy for me! I hope it's a girl! :)
from thaichic :
I need to get family photos done too. It's crazy how much you look like my friend Jenny in Washington. When you had your wedding in Hawaii I was certain I had seen you there. Your girls are so precious. And the layout looks great. I might just request one from ya.
from imunoriginal :
Hi, I found you through the "moms in their 20's" diaryring. Cute kids :) And both our names are Nicole Renee (right?).
from pinklady877 :
I love it! ♥
from frogmom :
cute layout!
from frogmom :
adorable family!
from bubbles11090 :
Great pictures...I cannnot believe how big Keaghan is!! Wow:)
from sknnybmbntch :
Cute pictures! I like the family one :)
from lightupnight :
That is so scary to be in an accident, especially at high speeds!! Glad you weren't hurt badly or anything like that!!!! :)
from supermom3604 :
I secretly like the Old Navy tunic commercial too. Sshhhh. Please don't tell anyone.
from hunterpoo :
I'm not sure where I surfed on from, but I love your layout. And of course your writing. Just wanted to warn you I'd probably be back =) I love reading other mommy diaries. Hope ya don't mind me adding you to my favs =)
from supermom3604 :
Jeez, I'm glad you're okay.
from supermom3604 :
My grandma has a remote controlled fan in her kitchen, and her downstairs neighbor has the same one...can you guess what my next line is? They turn each other's lights and fan on all the time. It's hilarious. I volunteered to change the code on her remote, and she said no because they have too much fun with it. Who says old people have no fun?
from peachyhaye :
Well.. I'm 17 so I guess I could help you out here. I'd say just get her a gift card to one of the stores she likes. Like $25 gift card, it would do it for me. :) Or you could buy her like some kind of makeup set thing or like a bath set, etc.. :) Just a suggestion.
from bubbles11090 :
I am so sorry to hear about your Nana. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers:) thanks so much for offering to help me with a new layout...I will probably take you up on that offer. Again, take care and thanks
from supermom3604 :
I'm sorry to hear about your nana. That was the #1 reason we HAD to get out of my parents' house. No one would leave the room to smoke, and I caught Lukas with a stick pretending to smoke. I flipped out, and we moved out before we were totally ready, but I can't stand it. She will be in my thoughts, dear.
from supermom3604 :
We always make grocery shopping a group project too. It's more fun that way, and then nobody can say, "But I wanted..." If you want it, you speak up at the store. Unless you want five bags of cookies. Then, no. And sadly, it's not the kids that want that.
from nmnohr :
I did tons of laundry last night. I hate it...the worst part is that I still have tons to do!
from bubbles11090 :
Hey!! I lost you somehow, and now I found you again. Yay!! Congrats on the brand new pregnancy!!
from thaichic :
I've linked you, I hope that's okay. Congrats on your pregnancy.
from nmnohr :
Here's hoping you get a nap today!
from nmnohr :
You're back!!!!!!!!!
from kris-tee :
hey, my user name is kristy and the password is blake1717. My email is [email protected], if you would like to give me yours!
from shazzyrocks :
Hey, I lost your email...I would love the new, new address! email me at [email protected]
from aliboomboom :
Sorry that you are leaving. If you want to give me your new diary information then please email me at [email protected]. If not, good luck
from shazzyrocks :
Hi I have been reading your diary for a long time now(way back when you commneted on mine about are kids being close in age) and I would like the new site if you want to share it. Email me at [email protected]
from aliboomboom :
I'm sorry you think that I'm in the middle of things. I genuniely like both of you. I don't know what happened to make your friendship fall apart but I'm sad that it did especially because both of you are pregnant now. If you want me to stop reading, let me know.
from silverscorp :
Thats such a bummer you have to leave your diary that you've had for years because you feel you can't be 100% real. I know how you feel. I write in mine for me and now for my son, but I still get defensive and hold back when I think someone I know is reading it. Because they don't know me, nor will they take the time to get to know who I am today. They read my entries, grab what they could possibly use against me and then think they have some kind of power over me. How old are we? I swear does anyone graduate from high school?
from pinklady877 :
Aww, if you want, I'd like the new address. But if you don't want to give it to me, I understand. It's nice having a place you can be 100% honest ♥
from nmnohr :
Good for you for finding a place you can be 100% honest with yourself. You shouldn't have to worry about what other people think......it's your outlet.
from sallygirl03 :
Well I'm 5 weeks pregnant and I just found out :) This is baby #3 for me too. I have a 6 year old and an almost 5 year old boy..Hopefully this one is a girl lol!
from sallygirl03 :
I've had 2 kids and pregnant with my 3rd and as far as I know it's impossible to find out at 1 week
from peachyhaye :
Glad you're back. :) I'm 8 weeks, found out at 4. Woo. :)
from mathero :
Loving the crown. It's sooo you! =)
from lonelyintx :
where are you girl? hope everything is ok. let me know if everything is alright when you get this. ~dani~ :(
from lonelyintx :
where are you girl? hope everything is ok. let me know if everything is alright when you get this. ~dani~ :(
from nmnohr :
I'm going to say boy........just because you already have 2 girls, and I hope you get to see the joy that boys bring too :o) I have one of each, so I've gotten to enjoy both. In regards to your entry on whether or not you should tell Chris. I've wrestled with the same situation myself. There is something that weighs heavy on my mind in the past, that I often wonder if I should just tell him to ease my conscience. But when I think about the effects telling him could have on my marriage, it doesn't seem worth it. I've grown since then, I've learned from my mistake, it's made me appreciate even more all that I have - So I guess in my situation, I've decided to leave the past in the past. Learn from my mistake, and grow as a person as a result. You ultimately are the only one who can decide what to do. You are the only one who can decide whether or not you can live with it in the back of your mind, or if you need to release it and move on. Whatever you decide, I'm sure everything will turn out just fine. You're a wonderful wife and mother, that is what is most important.
from lonelyintx :
i didn't know you were at LJournal, why don't you update?
from lonelyintx :
by the way, just curious but what did you decide on doing. you know, chris? i am happy that you were happy with the advice. thanks. ~dani~
from lonelyintx :
hmmm? i think i am going to say BOY. i have heard that being pregnant with a boy is just the easiest thing ever. like i said though, that's just what i've heard. no hate mail anyone, please! congrats on the new living arrangements. geez, you 2 really do have lots in common. she's moving too! WEIRD btw, thanks for the note at LJ ~dani~
from minstrelite :
Just wanted to check in. I clicked on your banner because you're a Christian. I've also been on DiaryLand for almost three years, but I don't think we've met. Anyway, take care and God bless.
from snccharlotte :
I think it'll be a girl! Kendall Renee is a pretty name, so I'm *hoping* for a girl....although I'm sure Chris probably would love a boy at this point! ;)
from hertinyhands :
Awww! Your pics are adorable. I don't know whether to guess boy or girl. I'll just say girl because I *love* the name Avery Joy. It's so pretty. It's be a shame not to get to use it. ;)
from aliboomboom :
I love the pictures! You are all so very cute. As for whether it's a boy or a girl, I'm not sure yet. I don't have any instinct about this one. I'll let you know when it hits me. I'm pretty good at this though, I've never guessed wrong yet.
from supermom3604 :
I'm undecided, but I'm leaning towards another girl. You like unpacking? You are crazy. I've lived in my house for four months and I still have a ton of stuff in totes in the basement, which is probably where it'll stay until we move again. I knew a girl named Avery in high school and she was the sweetest thing, and that makes me like the name. But it doesn't start with K! :)
from try-me24 :
hi i know im kinda random but i clicked a banner and as i was reading i saw you were thinking of K names i loe the names you picked i was thinking kiara then i saw your daughter was named Kyra so that might be too close congratulations on the baby god bless you and the family oh and congrats on the new house
from pinklady877 :
I am going to be different here. I thought it was a boy from the second I read that you were expecting again. You guys love names that start with a K. If it's a boy, you should name him Kyle or something. :D
from days-ahead :
I think it's another princess and I LOVE!!! Avery Joy - lots. Cute pics - by the way.
from peachyhaye :
Hey! I bet it's a girl. Nate and I were thinking of names since I found out that I am pregnant on Saturday night. I'm around 5ish weeks. Haven't been to the docs yet though. For a girl we came up with Eden Alain (Alain after my mom).. I think it's sooo pretty. I love it. Nathaniel will be the middle name if we have a boy but I have yet to find a name I like.. any suggestions? :)
from pinklady877 :
Oh my goodness! How exciting. I'm so happy for you guys. You'd better post pictures of the new place, because it sounds pretty! Good luck with the move. Don't lift anything too heavy! ♥
from supermom3604 :
Congratulations on the new house! That's great news. Too bad moving is such a pain in the butt!
from snccharlotte :
Sorry it took me so long to say this but congrats on your pregnancy!! My computer wouldn't let me sign in to diaryland or my email! Weird huh? Anyways I just wanted to say I'm sooo happy for you!! You're a great mom, and I know you'll be even more awesome with three! :) Love, Amber
from aliboomboom :
Thanks for the compliments on Griffin. I think he's beautiful but I'd think he was beautiful no matter what. I can't wait to see more pictures of your girls.
from aliboomboom :
Congrats on the new apartment!
from lonelyintx :
well all i have to say is that i have definitely been in your situation and i asked myself.....if i were in his shoes would i want to know? and the answere was NO. if you learned from the experience(i have a pretty good idea what you are talking about) then maybe it was something you needed to do for yourself to grow from. you know? just because you are a couple doesn't mean you are all done being you. you will make mistakes. and he doesn't need to be apart of all of them. like i said, if this situation helped you grow and learn something new about yourself or your feelings and made you wake up and have to ask yourself WHY, then you should be greatful for it. i know i have made plenty of mistakes in my life but i wouldn't take any of them back. every single one of them has helped me grow as an individual and spiritaully. and it sounds to me like you have grown so much spiritaually and in your relationship with chris since then. maybe it was not a bad thing (?) hope that was ok ~dani~
from aliboomboom :
Well if that is the case and he's going to find out from someone else then yes tell him. It'll be best if he hears it from you no matter what it is. Good luck though, it's always hard to tell someone you love something that will hurt them.
from aliboomboom :
If it is going to hurt Chris then maybe he doesn't need to know. Would you want to tell him because you think it's something that he needs to know or because it's something that you want to get off your shoulders? I think you should look at it and see if it would benefit you or him more to know. By the way I never got the password to your private entries, can I have it?
from peachyhaye :
Hey, I know how you're feeling right now. I just found out I was pregnant. I'm not very far along, but all I want to eat is like Taco/Mexican rice. I just soo don't have an appetite right now, which sucks. I can never find anything in the house I want!!
from pinklady877 :
Hey girlie. I wish I had some advice for you, but I don't really know what's going on. You're so vague. :) I hope everything is okay. ♥Kristine
from msmmack :
I've been known to say wonky from time to time!
from lonelyintx :
shhh, new diary @ livejournal.com. Danidoll_28. not telling many ppl, so check it out if you'd like. k ~dani~
from buglove23 :
high nicole...i just wanted to encourage you to challenge your faith. i'm attempting the same thing at the moment. i like to do in-depth studies and if you have any questions-i might not have the answer, but i would like to try to find it for ya. God is good. peace-
from dysenchanted :
Oh my God!! You're preggers again!!! I didn't read any diaries for a few days, and oh my GOD! Congrats.... silly lady!
from msmmack :
I clicked the banner and I really like your diary so far. : ) I'm gonna add you to my buddy list so I can keep up, if you don't mind.
from hertinyhands :
Hello there... found you by your banner. Seems we have several things in common. I'll be 24 in a couple days, got a 2 year old baby girl and my own Baby Surprise due in October too. ;) Let me know if you want to read me sometime. I'm adding you to my faves.
from lonelyintx :
please, please, please tell me that i didn't start this drama again. i think it is best that you both just sever ties. for both of your families. but i noticed that she did fix the diary for you. (again) i feel awful bc i told her to check out your babysurprise. she stopped reading up until then. ~dani~
from supermom3604 :
Girl, I'd rather sit around and drink tea any day. It's called being a grown up, and if people think we're old ladies then screw 'em. And your hair looks adorable.
from lonelyintx :
thanks for the email. ps, your hair looks fabulous :) ~dani~
from glitter-free :
I HATE SNOW!!! Its horrible. Your hair is nice, btw.
from lightupnight :
I see the new hair... I love the new hair!!! You're so pretty!!! At least your girls and the surprise will be able to tell all of their friends at school what a pretty mommy they have!!!!
from to-my-heart :
clicked your banner and found myself here. Nice diary. :)
from byfirstlight :
CHICA!! Congratulations!! I miss you! I'm writing at livejournal now, though I don't write nearly as often as I used to. If you want the address to my LJ, just let me know.
from magicmoment7 :
i really love your highlights. do you have naturally red hair? I've always wanted to get highlights but my mom says that red hair is just so rare. have a good day! :)
from samiam0341 :
Just read your "about you" stuff...what makes you think you won't go to heaven? All you have to do is accept the gift, or so I've been told. Hell, Jeffrey Dahmer is said to have found the Lord and is probably on the other side of the Pearly Gates.
from days-ahead :
Congrats!! That's such wonderful news.
from babytales :
Oh wow!! Congratulations!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from nmnohr :
Congrats!!!!!! I can't believe it. That's awesome! I'm so happy for you!
from lonelyintx :
hola preggers....i took your survey
from lightupnight :
I can't believe that you are pregnant again!! That does explain a lot though! Wow, if I were you, I don't know what I'd do... One fits the bill for me right now :) That will be a crazy place to live in with 3 kids! But all the best in this pregnancy and I will be reading to make sure that everything is fantastic!! Congratulations!!!! :)
from blindessence :
Another baby!!! Congrats!!!
from pinklady877 :
GASP! I knew it. How exciting for you guys!! Congratulations! :D
from aliboomboom :
Can I get the password to your private entries?
from lonelyintx :
wow, congrats on your wonderful surprise. so exciting. hey, can i have your password? i updated if you want to see what's been going on in my neck of the woods. ~dani~
from aliboomboom :
Wow. I don't know what to say. I'm glad that you are happy about it though. I guess at least you don't have to worry about losing the weight now, huh? No seriously congratulations. Maybe you'll get a boy this time! Is that what you want?
from jess1976 :
Congrats!!! I wish you all the best through this next journey.
from jess1976 :
For some reason, I can't remember the user id and password for your private entries. Can you send to me at work [email protected] Thanks!
from pinklady877 :
I don't have the pw to the private entries! Somehow my computer must have deleted it. Can I have it? :D
from babytales :
I love the rice krispie story, that's so cute and congrats on the new teeth! x
from aliboomboom :
I linked to you from Kris-tee who is my most favorite diary on diaryland. I just wanted to let you know that you have a gorgeous family. Your daughters are gorgeous. As for the hair, I think it looks great. You look good with brown hair. I know it can get kind of blah though so good luck figuring it out. I think I'm going in for highlights soon. I'll be back to read again. If you want to get into my diary, the username is alexia and the password is 07gcr10.
from kris-tee :
Hey, you have a beautiful family. I just looked at your pictures, you know what's so funny, is my husband walked downstairs when I was looking at them, and he looked over my shoulder, and you had one of Maryland, well he is a state trooper, he works on 95 and he goes, those pictures, they are on the Cecil County bridge, I thought that was so funny that he could recognize that from that picture. I guess when you drive them all the time, they become familar.
from lonelyintx :
just wanted to let you know i still love my diary. i love it more and more. everytime i look at it i am more infatuated with it. thanks :)
from snccharlotte :
LOL! In my email I forgot to leave the link to my blog for you....I'm such a nerd. Here it is: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/2736071 So there it is. I saw your profile....I miss you too Nicole :')
from pinklady877 :
Aww, that last picture is absolutely darling. It actually makes me want to have kids someday. :*)
from babytales :
Just wanted to say the same thing as nmnohr - muscle does weigh more, so even though the scales don't show the difference, I'm sure you'll see the difference in how your body looks. I've just started my diet etc today - 9 months after having the baby! Isn't it a shame it doesn't go off as quickly as it goes on? lol x
from nmnohr :
Don't worry about the weight thing. If you are working out 3 days a week, you are no doubt turning any fat into muscle, and muscle weighs more........thus not showing as much of a loss. Don't worry about the number........juts concentrate on toning it all up. I'm in the exact same boat as you. Our pre-baby weights were the same, and our current weight is the same too. We'll do it eventually!
from lonelyintx :
hi, just wanted to let you know i hope you don't mind, but i was reading some of your notes and read the one from quinngir. i was wondering why she would've written you something like that so i read some of her diary. i am so sorry that you guys are having such a rough time in your friendship. i hope that the 2 of you can work it out. she seems pretty upset by it but i saw nothing in your diary. anyway i hope you don't mind. i am going to put her on my favourites so i can see the progress the 2 of you make. i wish i had a friend to atleast fight with. good luck with everything including buying the house. that is so exciting. ~dani~
from lonelyintx :
hi sorry i forgot to get back to you on the diary thing. oh wait did i? can't remember. going crazy i guess. no, i don't think i want to put any pictures on the page. but i like whatever. anything girly i guess. definitely a girly girl. thanks so much. i appreciate it. ~dani~ xoxo
from lonelyintx :
wow, that's really jaw dropping. i didn't realize that all that stuff revolved around christianity. thanks for reminding me. ~dani~ p.s thanks for adding me to your favorites. you are my first. :-)
from lonelyintx :
hello there, i found you actually looking for an old friend. saw that you have 2 daughter. i am 22 and have 1 daughter, annabelle 3. do you mind if i read your diary. i would love to chit chat w/someone i have something in common with. you can check out my diary too. just started about a week ago when my hubby headed off to iraq. oh, i would love to know how you did that private entry thing? just incase i ever want to do that. well keep in touch. ~dani~
from nmnohr :
The username and password aren't working for me either :o( And the link for your website didn't work either. Bummer.
from pinklady877 :
No I haven't heard from Amber in a while. The last time she updated her lj was Nov.28th. Hope she's doing okay. :)
from jess1976 :
Hey there- I tried to use the same user id and password to get into your private entries and I can't in. Can you email me the info to my work email at [email protected] thanks!
from pinklady877 :
It didnt ask me for a password when I clicked on your private entries, so just wanted to let you know that. Maybe you have it set up wrong or my computer is just lame. :)
from lightupnight :
Thank you, thank you!!! You locked up! I can't believe it!
from oliangel05 :
Hi...maybe we've talked before I don't know, but if you would let me have the username and pw, I would be greatly appreciative. I love reading your diary. You really seem like such a sweet girl and you have two beautiful little girls. Hope all is well with ya.
from nmnohr :
Thanks for the note. I'm trying to figure out how you got off my buddy list. I noticed you're locked up now :o( I hope everything is going well with you and the hubby, and the kids! I would love the password if you wouldn't mind sharing.... [email protected]. If not I understand. Hope all is well with you!!!
from jess1976 :
Hey there- Thanks for the note. I have been MIA lately, just more into reading everyone else I guess. I'll pop back in with a vegence soon though. I am so bad with HTML that I decided to do the regular diaryland template. If you would like to make me one I would love it! sorry that things are not going well right now. Sometimes people can be so stupid. I have read the diary of the person who is forcing you to lock up and I have to say she seems pretty immature. I have never known you to be cruel or pass judgement on people. Don't worry, things will work themselves out and in the way they were meant to be.
from pinklady877 :
Well, for the record, I've never once thought of you as slutty. I think you're a beautiful woman and I really admire your strength. This, too, shall pass. ♥
from pinklady877 :
Can I have the password? [email protected] is my email address, so feel free to email it to me if you want. :)
from supermom3604 :
I hope everything is okay, and I hope you don't mind if I continue reading after you lock up. Please email me at stressgirl at gmail dot com if it's all right...
from jess1976 :
Hey there- Just wanted to let you know that I'm still around and I'm still reading. I'm so glad that you and your family are doing well. Hey if you get a chance can you e-mail your user name and password to [email protected] so that I can continue to read up on you and your family. Hope all is well!!
from supermom3604 :
Nice ride! My aunt has one just like it, same color and all, and she loves it. Enjoy!
from supermom3604 :
First of all, don't ever worry about what others will think about what you write. When it comes down to it, a diary is for you. And second, I am thrilled for you that you have found such happiness. I hope 2005 is a wonderful year for you and your adorable family. Happy New Year!
from opalanne :
12/31/04 - 1:37 am - Thank you for sharing that entry. I am so glad to know that not only are you one of my "reads", but a sister in the Lord as well. I pray that He will continue to bless you in 2005, and that your life will be a real testimony to all those that you come in contact with this coming year.
from babytales :
Wishing you and your family a wondeful Christmas xxxxxxxxxxxx
from eowynne :
Thanks for adding me to your favorites! Thanks for the nice little note you wrote about me on your favorites page, too! Made me smile! I get looked down a lot because of my age (I just turned 16 last Tuesday), but like Paul said to Timothy in the Bible, "Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but be an example for the believers in speech, conduct, love, faith, and purity." (1 Timothy 4:12, paraphrased) Not to say I'm not immature about some things - I know it. I just don't like being looked down upon because of my age! So thanks - you brightened my day! :)
from pinklady877 :
I watched the ANTM marathon too. I'm not ashamed. ;)
from bubbles11090 :
hahaha!!! I watched the entire marathon of America's Next Top Model too!! I thought I was the only one. :) Good to know that I am not!
from bubbles11090 :
awwww..thank you!! :) Those birthday pictures are soooo cute!! Take care:)
from supermom3604 :
Tee hee, I thought the same thing about "Uncle John," but I wasn't going to say anything! I feel the same way about other moms. I always feel inferior for one reason or another. Very cute pictures, it looks like the party was a success!
from blindessence :
Those are some really cute pictures from the party!!!!
from pinklady877 :
aw she's cute :) and how old is "uncle john"? haha he's cute as well. but shh don't tell brian. *wink*
from supermom3604 :
Good luck. I didn't know you were having problems with that. I had an abnormal smear a while back but it never got that far. (TMI, I know.) I hope everything turns out okay for you.
from blindessence :
Hey, I just read your entry and I too LOVE Growing Up Gotti, it's so funny! And it's so real, as stupid as it sounds. Others may disagree. I also like your new layout, but I found with this one, as well as the last one, that your font in your entries is too small! Maybe I'm just going blind or something!
from supermom3604 :
I like the new layout. I love the snow, I'm so happy it's winter!
from beautifulmes :
I still read even though I've moved to my new domain. ...ugh I tried signing your guestbook but it doesn't seem to have been working. Or maybe you'll have like 10 entries from me trying so much lol
from pinklady877 :
the picture of her looking up and smiling is adorable. :)
from dysenchanted :
Aww... those pictures were SO cute!! They don't have a studio near me though. :( Only Picture People, Sears, Penney's, and that's it. I want to get my little guy's done professionally, but I know babies are tempermental, and I could do better pics than some I've seen those places do of my friend's kids. These are really great, though! I wish they had a studio where I live... Hope your holiday was a good one!
from supermom3604 :
Hey Nicole - Kerry supporters = sore losers. I'm with you. Just don't let it get out, I guess. Diaryland is a blue state.
from opalanne :
11/25/04 - I'm sorry someone left that ugly note. Maybe they just didn't like your politics (?)- Seems like there are alot of people that think it is ok to make personal attacks on those that voice support for the other side or have views that differ from their own. I hope you had a great Thanksgiving...you have alot to be thankful for this year. ;)
from supermom3604 :
Believe me, I know what you mean. I barely have time to take a shower, much less work out. It sucks. But the weight will come off, I swear. Are you breastfeeding? That keeps the weight on, to make sure there's nutrients for the baby. Don't worry. You'll feel like yourself again someday...
from babytales :
Rolling over at 2 months is amazing! Ours is now 6 months old and has only just started rolling the last week or so. And as for the fat thing, don't be silly! You've just had a baby! Take each day as it comes, taking care of babies gets rid of the fat. Just enjoy the time you have - the first few months go so quickly xxxx
from lightupnight :
I can't believe it was my due date today as well. But no baby!! But that time really, really flew by. Now it's just a matter of days (hopefully) until I see what I've been carrying for 10 months!
from drewbears :
Just letting you know, I haven't had much chance to write a note to you, but I have been reading and i am thinking of you. Lots of (((((HUGS)))))) to you.
from opalanne :
I'm so sorry. Do you have Super Gold? You can lock individual pages so that they are for your eyes only. If you need someone to talk to you can always drop me an email. I will keep you and your family in prayer.
from supermom3604 :
I'm sorry to hear about your troubles. If you need to talk to someone, you can always email me ([email protected]) and I'll listen. Hang in there, you're a strong girl.
from supermom3604 :
It sounds like we are having a similar time of it lately. I have no idea what my problem is, I love my husband, I love my kids, but something just makes me very upset...I hope you feel better soon. If not, I'm here to listen. And if it's post-partum (which happened to me) your doctor can help. Don't try to do it alone. You'll end up like me, bitter and sarcastic ;)
from supermom3604 :
I love the new template! I'm too scared to try making my own, with my luck and mad html skillz I would crash diaryland. You did great! Oh, and I just read your 101 things, and we have a few things in common. I used to sell for partylite too, and quit for the same reason, I can't stand people! Too funny!
from supermom3604 :
I am going through the same thing with moving out of state. I tend not to do well when I'm away from my parents, but for God's sake I'm 25 years old. I know they will be sad when I go (because we too are dead set on moving), but I don't want to say I've lived in Illinois all my life. How boring.
from chakra-chick :
Hi there...got your link from supermom3604 profile. I read your entry and I like it! You are living my dream life (happily married with beautiful kids!) Hope it is OK if I added you onto my buddy-list..
from ray0flight :
ahhhhhhhhhhhh how cute! i love those pics
from pinklady877 :
well, i consider a "bible thumper" as someone who imposes their beliefs on others. i think bush does that. it's fine that he's a religious man, that's not what i'm saying. i just don't think he should run this country based on the bible, because not everyone celebrates his faith. that's what i was saying.
from drewbears :
I haven't posted in a LONG while. but CONGRATS!!!!!!!!
from supermom3604 :
I just now noticed that you linked me in one of your older entries, the one where you ran yourself over with your car. Thanks! I'm so glad you're happy. I would give anything to be able to stay at home with my boys. You sound like you're having a great time, enjoy! You're a great mom!
from lightupnight :
I loath and adore the Neon. It's an old(er) car now, so maybe I should really get a new one. The boyfriend really does want us to get a new car, but I don't want to SHARE! I'm so greedy!!!! I've had this car too long but it really is a bitch to get into!!!
from lightupnight :
Congradulations on Miracle #2!!!! She is a very beautiful baby!!! All the best in the next coming weeks with the new baby, I'm sure everything will be just fine! :)
from supermom3604 :
Congratulations! Doesn't Kyra look huge now? That was the funniest part of having my second baby: how big it made the first one seem. She's beautiful. You're a very lucky girl.
from pinklady877 :
ohhhh nicole she is so beautiful. i kept waiting for a mommy/daughter pic and it was the last one...you still looked beautiful even after going through labor. :) you guys are such a cute family. glad everything went well. i cant wait to hear all about it! <3kristine
from drewbears :
I can't wait to hear all about it and see pics!!!!
from lightupnight :
I can't believe it's already time!!!! Good luck!!! I'm so excited for you!!!!
from blindessence :
Too bad this couldn't have happened today (September 7th), then I'd have the same birthday as Keeghan!! Good luck!
from pinklady877 :
GOOD LUCK! wow i can't wait to see pictures! i'll be keeping you and keaghan in my thoughts tomorrow and hope everything goes as smooth as possible :D
from jess1976 :
Good luck! Can't wait to see pics of Keaghan!!!
from supermom3604 :
Good luck! Being the mom of 2 is totally different than being the mom of 1. I love every minute of it!
from nmnohr :
Good Luck!!
from ray0flight :
***hugs***
from blindessence :
I read about the "incident" involving the car, and now after reading this entry... now, it's NOT funny about you trying to stop your car. What if, indeed (which I'm glad is not the case) your baby WAS hurt... NO!, not a good thing at all! Especially this far into your pregnancy! Glad that you and your baby really are okay!
from supermom3604 :
Oh my goodness. Thank God you're okay! It's so scary when your body just goes before your brain can catch up with it and say "What the hell are you doing?" Be careful with those crutches! I hope you feel better soon.
from lightupnight :
I know, a GIRL, I'm so happy!!! As I'm sure you are as well, on to girl #2!! I still have a while to go, but you on the other hand, your baby is coming much sooner! So I hope everything continues to go well for you for the rest of your pregnancy, as well!!!! :)
from supermom3604 :
Hang in there, the last couple months (!) are the worst, but you know that, you've done this before. Just wanted to tell you that you sound like a great mom. You're so upbeat and happy in your diary. Thanks for the smiles; hope you don't mind me adding you to my list.
from snccharlotte :
Hey Nicole. Don't worry I'm still going to be reading and leaving you notes! You think I'd miss that baby coming?! Hehehe...anyways take care! Love ya!
from ray0flight :
Happy Birthday!! (well, belated birthday)
from pashiesplace :
Happy Birthday! Glad you had a great one. I added you to my buddies list awhile ago BTW. I'm Tania & have 3 girls ages 4, 2 & 1.
from pinklady877 :
oh my god that is so sad. =(
from ray0flight :
I just looked down at your time line. I can't believe you only have 95 days left to go. This pregnancy has flown by! (well - for me anyway hehehe)
from ray0flight :
She got married AGAIN already!?! Wtf. Is that her 10th? I heard that Marc Anothy just filed for divorce I didn't know they jumped back onto the marriage wagon. :o)
from pinklady877 :
aww she is super adorable. and i can TRY to make you one, just as long as it's simple. <3
from snccharlotte :
Hey girl! I just wanted to tell you that I'm so happy for you. I remember a few months back you being so sad and depressed, and look at you now! You're married and have a beautiful baby on the way! Whether you believe so or not, Nicole I think you're a very strong woman, and I look up to you a lot. (((Hugs))) -Amber
from snccharlotte :
Hey Nicole! Username is "secretfriend" pw is "unlockme1" take care of that baby for me!! And give Kyra a big hug ;)
from lightupnight :
Thanks so much for adding me as a favourite! It makes me feel special! And of course you read my whole diary, there's not much to it!! :) As for this pregnancy, I am a little scared. I really don't know what to expect, I can ask, you or my sister and what not. On a personal level, I mean though, I am really scared and I don't know if I'm ready for this yet. Not that I plan on turning back anytime soon. Thanks again for adding me! :)
from ray0flight :
I miss having a really close friend I click with too. I am not sure of the story but isn't there any chance you and kristi could renew your friendship?
from pinklady877 :
ugh i totally agree with you. that's how brian deals with a lot of things. he tries not to think about it and then tries to act like it doesnt bother him. i know i deserve more, but i am so in love with him that i don't want to just give up, you know? *sigh* i just have to wait and see what he says whenever we talk next. thanks for being there. =) much love, kristine
from dysenchanted :
Thank you so much for your note. It made my day! :) I was a little afraid to click on it, cause I know the topic is very divisive, and I've probably opened myself up for some hate-mail. But ya know what? Who cares! When you believe strongly about something, sometimes you have to defend it tooth and nail. You have a beautiful daughter. I will surely be back to your diary. The best of luck on the birth of your little one.
from ray0flight :
Feel better soon! *hugs*
from drewbears :
You look great in both!!! I only wished I was as pretty and thin!
from ray0flight :
You are very pretty
from nmnohr :
Congrats on another girl! I'm so happy for you!
from ray0flight :
A girl! Congrats :)
from ray0flight :
Which is it!?!? Boy or girl?? I am so curious to find out! Spill!!
from snccharlotte :
Hey I changed the password just a bit. It's the same username, but just add a 1 to the end of the pw okay?? Love ya!!
from drewbears :
ENJOY! And an early CONGRATS!!!
from pinklady877 :
aww have an AWESOME time! =) and congrats in advance. <3Kristine
from justjenna0 :
my "funny name" is Zippy Gerbil Lips...ha ha that's crazy have fun in hawaii!
from ray0flight :
You are too cute :)
from beautifulmes :
Argh so the guestbook wasn't working earlier so I'll leave you a note instead. What I was TRYING to say is that your belly pictures are so cute and sweet! I also think your dress is beautiful!
from ray0flight :
*ahhh that's so pretty!
from ray0flight :
Even if you aren't *that* excited yet I am excited for you! A trip AND a wedding! I should be so lucky :o)
from pinklady877 :
oh my gosh! she is so freaking adorable! =)
from pinklady877 :
lol if you see two people with their heads stuck up their asses, those are his parents! =P
from ray0flight :
Congrats!
from pinklady877 :
wow! hawaii! congrats. that sounds wonderful. =) much love, kristine
from ray0flight :
A wedding and a trip with a baby to boot - I'm jealous! Great news :) PS - Candace is a great hostess.
from justjenna0 :
the answer is MICKEY BLUE EYES "how do you like your stake?" "RAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWW"
from snccharlotte :
$2.89?! Wow our minimum wage here in California is $6.75...then again everyone knows how California is right now....eeesh.....and yes when people don't tip it IS rude....bastards
from nmnohr :
Woah, I miss a couple entries...........and look what happened! Congrats!!!! I'm so happy for you, that is absolutely amazing news.
from pinklady877 :
dude that is so from office space. =) oh and i guess i should be glad that i'm not the "average" 18 year old. ugh some of my friends do stupid crap like that in coney and it pisses me off. i feel sorry for the people that have to clean it up, so i leave an extra large tip. much love, kristine
from snccharlotte :
YAY!!!! OMG I WAS SOOOO HOPING YOU WERE PREGNANT!!! YAY!!!! CONGRATS!!!!
from justjenna0 :
OFFICE SPACE!!!! WOOHOO...peter you are a very bad man
from pinklady877 :
congrats! =) much love, kristine
from justjenna0 :
nice job being pregnant...now you can rub your belly!! woohoo!!!
from snccharlotte :
Hello.
from snccharlotte :
YES SHE IS!! *FINALLY* SOMEONE AGREES WITH ME!! THANK YOU!!
from cleanstart :
I also wanted her to pick Adam. He was so sweet and romantic. Jason was just a pretty boy and she will soon find that out.
from desertrose17 :
hey nicole!! :) yeah it does suck that now we have to pay...blah. Who said honesty was the best policy anyways?? hehe...well just wanted to let you know that i will still be leaving you notes, but through this username so THEY won't find me :) hehee...ttyl
from pinklady877 :
hey. i can understand the things you said about me, but sometimes it's best to keep them to yourself. honestly. i mean, i understand where you're coming from but just look at it from my perspective. i don't have to wake up early in the morning, therefore i feel that i am allowed to enjoy my time sleeping while i can. and yeah i'm gonna get mad when someone wakes me up before i have to get up. but i unlocked for the time being. not sure when/if i will lock back up again. i'm up for constructive criticism (for example, look at a note that stumblebee left me if you care) but making me feel like shit for something i don't have to? not cool. just so you know. :) much love, kristine
from enchantrev :
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from quitenasty :
Found you through the review whore ring. Stop by for a review, see if you're brave enough.
from voodoogrl :
hey nicole. i was hoping i could get the address and password for your diary. thanks. h.
from charlene23 :
hey nicole, can i get you password. you can email it to me at [email protected]. it would be great if i could continue reading. hope things are going well for you
from elvenstar979 :
hey! can i have ur password too? I love your diary and miss the entries already! you can send it to [email protected]. thnx!
from smushy :
Can I have your password and what not please you can email it to me at [email protected] if you'd like to share.. thanks!
from fangedfemale :
You have plenty of time still to find your Mr.Right, and you'll probably find him when you weren't even looking! You have plenty of time for all of that stuff later, when you're ready. :-)
from mewreview :
You've been reviewed at Mew Review! http://mewreview.diaryland.com/nicolerenee.html
from saiyanstar :
I still Luf you :)
from taya-wolff :
hey... uhm, id like to ask for your pw but you dont really know me... im sorry about the shit that youve been getting from random morons for reasons i dont really understand... so yeah. hope those dumbshits stop because its really stupid. leave me a note or somethin if i can have your pw, if not I understand since you dont know me. later.
from bytwilight :
Dude, I'm not going away. Send me a pw.
from desertrose17 :
nicole, I need the password for your diary :'( Sorry you had to lock it.
from charlene23 :
hi nicole, can i get the password to
from voodoogrl :
hey. i was wondering if i could get your passoword :) h.
from usareviews :
Oh, I'm so sorry to have you worrying like that. You did NOTHING wrong. I was just collecting links to other diaries to put on my personal diary. I added your link and a few others to see how that side would look full of links (you can read more about that on the advirtise link on the review site) But your link is going up since you DO have a button for your diary and you did request a review. So girl...you did nothing wrong! I was about to add your name to the pending when my pc started getting all horny and I needed to log out of aol for a minute....grrrrr! Check back in a few minutes to see your name! lol....~Nancy~
from desertrose17 :
Hey! Thanks for the little note! By the way, I like the picture on your layout, but the whole thing altogether just looks to simple. Try adding some tables or something! ~Love Amber
from haikyou :
your haiku is up :) http://haikyou.diaryland.com/nicolerenee.html
from desertrose17 :
He he....that is pretty funny. Kinda ironic in a way. Well, hope he doesn't give ya too much grief...lol
from bytwilight :
Nicole, rather than take it up with Becky, you should talk to me about this. Becky was aware that you had the layout at one point, although I believe she was under the impression that you were getting rid of it, since the entry that was up when I put the layout on her diary was the one where you said you were tired of it and wanted something new. Anyway, if you're frustrated with me that I didn't inform you that I was letting her use the template, I can understand that. I never told you I allow more than one person to use certain templates (although it is on my design site), and that's my fault. So anyway, I hope you aren't super upset or anything, because I wasn't trying to anger you. But in the future if you're annoyed about something pertaining to me, please come to me.
from bandchick182 :
matter of factly, i do have a guestbook, it's labeled "explain again to me" on my navigation table. sorry if you were confused.
from i-need-hugs :
Oh my Gosh! I'm sorry! I thought I had signed something on your guestbook-no-wait, maybe I didn't. Really, I'm sorry. You can feel *special* you were my first review for r-e-v-i-e-w. Maybe you should check out Dream Reviews :-D I review there too, haha. Really, you have a great diary though.
from smartepants :
I would feel awfully priveleged to have a plug from itsmylife's diary, looks as though the majority of your referrals is from...HER! Considering someone who writes so "boring", its interesting that she was quoted and you were...oh..look, you haven't been! *scratches head* I wonder why?
from gabriela83 :
Hi! I found your diary in Bop Reviews. Its very nice, I like the way you write. See ya!. Love, Gaby
from carabeara :
oh, jesus, I'm sorry. When I review, it's all in the same thing in word, and I just write over the older one.. apparently I forgot to correct that one. But I didn't take off the points in your score. Weird. Anyway, I fixed it now. =)
from byfirstlight :
Uh, I wasn't offended at all. Sorry if I sounded that way.
from dramoth :
hey! thank you for taking my survey. I have plenty more where that came from. I have a follow up question, regarding the final answer you gave to the survey. If god allows things to happen, does that mean he allows us to choose? I hope you enjoyed the survey! I made it to be thought provoking and from the replies so far it seems it is definitely doing its job!
from nicolerenee :
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from breathless- :
Hey! I really like your diary and how you express yourself, etc. Very nice. :) Anyways, I just wanted to say hey. Maybe you could check out my diary and send a note my way, too? I'd appreciate it. :) Bye!

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