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from warcry :
Glad to see you're still going. Give 'em all you got.
from unhealthyme :
i like your diary.
from comebacktome :
My friend just told me she was asexual on Sat and I spent most of the evening reading up on it. Have you found the AVEN website? If not, get to it, it makes a lot of sense AND there is also a discussion board/website to make friends on.
from dontremember :
i got to admit he had a pretty funny joke. but that being said... there are too many circumstances to define someone sexuality into a general term. it bothers me as well...
from dontremember :
man!! frustration!!
from dontremember :
i guess i mean contemplative. ha.
from dontremember :
i believe the level of... platonic? increases with time. sometimes my friends like me but i think they get over it. who really knows though? and i have a hard time picking up those kinds of things. i dont know if i really cant see it- or if i just choose not too. i think if i ignore it, its easier for them? i say that with my tongue in my cheek. which i guess is in my mouth, where it always is. but these kinds of things do make me feel achey.------------ps i like your diary. i read alot of entries just now.
from brokenwords :
From my experience it is impossible to be "just friends." You can have a friendship, that's not the problem. But what I've noticed is that someone always has more than platonic feelings or intentions. Never fails.
from dinosaurorgy :
Good question.
from xxplaydeadxx :
The 'what if?' would drive you absolutely insane for the rest of your life.
from dinosaurorgy :
I seem to be having troubles keeping my friendships platonic with men, too. I'm married, so it's not like I'm interested.. but these guys seem to be everywhere lately.
from brokenwords :
username: casses password: mots
from rainforme :
so true... u forget how invincible you think u are until something happens that makes you realize how vulnerable u really are. franz is indeed awesome and i think it was so empty because greenday was playing the same night. i'd still choose franz.
from sosorrii :
heyy!! haha i love the postal service! Radicoool oo yer the password is " hurt" ha pretty lame password eh
from your-embrace :
♥.
from rainforme :
that's my greatest fear as well.
from fragile-hope :
<3
from rainforme :
these are the days of my life. heh.
from rainforme :
i know! all the good music is from there and all the boys are cute because they have accents. sigh.
from rainforme :
i think it's hiding out with the age of reason.
from candoor :
I am happy I have found your writing and am making a note in my mind to return to read more when I have more time :)
from aquietboy :
wow. thank you so much. talk about a christmas gift. you make it seem so much more than it is. i like your version of it better than mine....thank's so much....
from rainforme :
i just wanted to tell you... you're fantastic and i continue to love each and every word i read.
from deifortuna :
I'm doing fairly well. I'm at a difficult time in my life concerning relationships, so I'm having to go through some things with Lisa, but it is something that is good for me to do. School is going well, and I'm enjoying myself. I look forward to seeing everyone I left behind over winter break as well.
from deifortuna :
How are you?
from deifortuna :
It's funny, but your entries always cause me a pang of jealousy, despite how stupid that makes me feel. I guess people are silly like that though. Just wanted to stop by and say "hi" since I've been away for so long.
from explodingboy :
thanx for the kind note - eb*
from tearoutmyeye :
hi, nice to meet you.
from thefictions :
hahaha that's exactly where i got it from. i love that site.
from gloryxxfades :
from tornnbroken :
:-/ thank you...but if you knew Justin I think you'd understand...just the way they say things sometimes...and i know they want the best for me and all that stuff...but its kinda hard when i throw so much of myself into making them happy...and they give me a fake smile to wear so they dont feel bad. It's just hard sometimes i guess....but thanks for your note. *kisses*
from br0ken-xo :
hey. i just decided to give all my "buddies" the user and pass to my private blog, i dunno why but ya, the user is deeper and the pass is thoughts. deeper thoughts.
from br0ken-xo :
hey, thanks for adding me to you buddy list. mwa. <3
from rainforme :
i'm sending healing thoughts for your father and comforting thoughts for you. take care.
from br0ken-xo :
I really like your diary so Im going to add you to my favourite diary list if thats ok? Do you want to be buddies? Anyways, have a nice day :) <3 Ash
from aquietboy :
in response to the note you left me, maybe you did think them but didn't bother to write them down? i'm just a packrat for thoughts.
from cherry-girl :
Loooove the new template!
from rainforme :
excellent reading here. hits me in the gut, right where i love and hate it most.
from justlivingit :
I really enjoy reading your diary. Thought provoking. .. I like it.
from deifortuna :
Sorry to hear that things are tough for you, you have my sympathy for whatever good it will do you. All is more or less well with me. My girlfriend still love's her ex, but he's being such an ass that this probably won't last. Lot's of work lately, but I'm good for it and enjoying it. OIther than that, I'll be graduating in a month's time and hopefully moving out of the house soon. Moving to Arizona in the fall to start college. Heh, okay, I'm done now. What exactly is your new job?
from deifortuna :
How has life been for you lately?
from notquiteoct :
yeah..my life is in quite a different place than it was i guess. it's amazing how somethings just sort of slip away from you people, places, urges, words, memories.. i've started writing again, we'll see how far it goes. beautiful.
from sea-secret :
Iíve made them all and wow, thankyou. (p.s. I love the explodingdog!)
from needingalex :
your writing is amazing, and i haven't even hit the tip of the iceberg. i'll be back. -alicia
from warcry :
As For Your Request, I Could Never Choose Between Your Last Or Your First, Or Anything Inbetween. Every Word You Write Moves Me In Some Way, and The Entries You Place in Front of Us Always Give Me Something to Think About, and a New View On Things. Sorry I Couldn't be Of Help, But To Me There is No Way of Choosing a Favourite. They Are All Beautiful.
from deifortuna :
I always have the odd desire to take everything you write personally... how silly, yet I suppose it reveals some things about myself as if you had really been writing to me. Like, am I stuck in the same old patterns? I suppose I could be. But even so, is it a problem then?
from lovemetwice :
you are so. beautiful. xo
from anhnie :
to let you rot away in peace would mean we would miss your beautiful words &&your beautiful self // &&that can never do!
from deifortuna :
I hope that you enjoy the manga if you do end up getting it... well, try not to enjoy it too much-that might be a little disturbing. I've only read the first one so far. The killing isn't terribly original at the moment as far as the means, but the situations are quite unusual. Also, the art work has a way of bringing out the most grotesque features of the most mundane deaths.
from notlikeyoudo :
I thought it would be interesting to know that I got "worthew8" off of a license plate a long time ago.
from aquietboy :
wow. you have a talent for.......i don't know how to describe it. theres something special burning behind your eyes i think.
from notlikeyoudo :
Since I'm too lazy to wish everyone a happy new years individually, hopefully you'll happen to check here. Happy new years to all. I hope you all have a wonderful time, but don't remember jackshit the next morning. Hey, if no one recalls what you did, where is the harm? *smiles*
from anhnie :
hope you have the bestest new years love x♥x
from anhnie :
to wish for the same things // are there that many shooting stars to hear us all?
from deifortuna :
It's weird. It's probably just because she's been on my mind so much, but some of your entries remind me of Stephanie, just the way you two seem to see the world and feel about things. Maybe if you two do think alike, I could ask you questions about her and you'd somehow know the answer. That would be a fun world, wouldn't it... I hope everything is going well for you lately.
from warcry :
You Have to Keep That Background. It's Beautiful, and Funny, and Insane. And Horrible Sad, to Look into the Frown. Don't Change It Again, This is the Best One. This ... Well, It Fits. But That's only My Opinion. Keep Writing So Beautifully. ~ Lone Wolf
from deifortuna :
Wow, ten hours? That's pretty intense. The longest series I've watched all at once was Star Ocean, and even that was only about 8 hours and 40 minutes. Bah, but it had the most terrible translation! Sitting through it for that long was enough to melt your brain, nothing made sense after that. Btw, that was a piece from an e.e. cummings poem that I liked and am memorizing.
from deifortuna :
Bah, I want to talk with you sometime soon, but rehersals are taking up all of my time... maybe I'll get off early some night. It would be nice to catch up with you if for no other reason. -Dei Fortuna ---- "and breathing is wishing and wishing is having-- but keeping is downward and doubting and never --it's april(yes,april;my darling)it's spring!" -heard this before?
from cherry-girl :
Sweet layout.
from deifortuna :
That last entry hit rather close to home. I don't know why, but I feel like telling you that I was moved by it. Thank you.
from cherry-girl :
*smile*
from cherry-girl :
I changed my diary stuff again. It's now loveis and forever. Sorry about the sudden change. xox.
from cherry-girl :
I changed my password, etc. to jealousy and hurts. xox.
from deifortuna :
Such sorrow... I do not know just what to say. So I will say nothing just now.
from deifortuna :
I'm glad talking with me was helpful, but reading your entry, it makes me sad that I can't do more. No sense in worrying about it though. I really should be happy that I was able to help at all. Anyway, good luck, stay strong, I hope that they you will be able to see him soon.
from deifortuna :
I've found your last few entries to be very moving. It makes me wish I understood better, but I have a feeling that might ruin the effect. I guess mystery does a lot for romance.
from warcry :
You -Are- Beautiful. You Say Everything in Words That I Feel and Can Never Express...
from warcry :
You Feel So Real. Are You?
from laswell :
If you like music, in general we all have a mellow side and the only music that can make you really mellow is pure instrumental. Words only make us sad in the end cuz all love songs make you jealous if your not in love. Thats why we need to think outside of lyrics and focus on the beauty of audio waves. Try Bill laswell, buckethead, praxis, shawn lane, bill frisell, and the mars volta. They are hard to find so you need to look at amazon or something like this. Let me know what you think and if you like them help them spread their message they have a good one that we all need to understand.peace.
from deifortuna :
If you tell her the truth, and also include that it is worth it to you to make that sacrifice for her happiness, I think it might be easier. The lie probably seems easier now, but I think that eventually it will become to painful. Then again, I'm just making random guesses that I have any idea what you are talking about, so please discount this if it doesn't apply to the situation. -Dei Fortuna
from squirrelx :
Thank you for visitin' my diary and signin' my guestbook. Your kindness is truly appreciated. And I do apologize for the overweenin' load time! My links change every day that's why they're included in the entries and my crap-laden template is so pleasin' to me, I just can't bear to change it. Warmest regards, Xtine
from deifortuna :
Let us keep hoping that love is more than just a fairytale.
from explodingboy :
Golly - thank you - always nice to get a comment and a good one at that Cheers. eb*
from deifortuna :
Do you think you can fall out of love without ending up hating the person?
from naridu :
hehe, oh yes a hotel full o'books of every flavour. Interestingly enough they are being sued by the owners of the Dewy Decimal system for unregistered use of a product. Curious no?
from fragile-hope :
wow. when i read your diary, i feel i know exactly what you're saying. maybe that's nothing too unique, but for me it's quite nice. take care. xx julia
from cherry-girl :
I like your diary by the way.
from cherry-girl :
No, no that's fine. *smile* I'm glad to know you wanted to read.
from deifortuna :
*push* Hmm, doesn't really work too well. The internet would be so much more helpful if you could give people hugs, or pushes, or maybe slap them if they are being rude. Good luck becoming something different, I guess it must happen sooner or later.
from deifortuna :
How are you? I've not been online much to keep up with people. Hopefully work will let up soon though. I've been working on a story for my Creative Writing class. It ended up being longer than I intended, so I haven't had a chance to edit it, but it is due tomorrow, so I'm gonna go ahead and post it here. Thought you might be interested.
from deifortuna :
You have my sympathy.
from deifortuna :
Good lord that is a lot of quizes!!! It took me a while to read most of them, I can't imagine how long you spent taking them all. It is fun though isn't it? I like the new layout, though some of the pictures are getting cut off.
from deifortuna :
I had that exact thought when I wrote the line. I know people live to regret saying things like that. It sounds overconfident, and it isn't my style. That is sort of why I did it though. Also, I try not to regret my words. If I speak what I believe in strong words today, I may come to learn they are wrong tomorrow. But even if they are wrong, at least I know what I believe, and my error will be corrected all the sooner for it. Well, at least that's how I see it right now...
from deifortuna :
That is a piece of a very long story that I would like to some day relate to the world. It is rather complicated though, so I end up spending too much time planning, and little time writing. Whenever I get a clear idea of a scene, or just feel like writing about something, I jump at the chance, and write little pieces like this where I have a vague idea of what has happened and what will come. I'm not ready to write the actual story, so most of what you will read is based on the story but made for the purpose of practice. Have you ever tried to write novels or short stories?
from deifortuna :
Oh yeah, and, same question for you, what do you obsess about?
from deifortuna :
Hmm, obsessions. I don't know if I'd call them obsessions, but there are things I really like. As far as TV goes, I love comedies, especially the Simpsons and Drew Carey. I can recite quotes from almost any episodes. My real passion in life is for good stories, especially Fantasies. I like a lot of RPGs, Anime, Movies, and novels because of this. I wish that everyone could see Kare Kano and Fushigi Yuugi, or know the stories from the Final Fantasy games, or Star Ocean, or Tolkiens novels, etc. But people are always stopped by the medium. Some don't like to read, some think games are a waste of time, others think that anime is silly. I wish people could look beyond all that sometime and not judge everything just by the medium used to convey it. That's all on obsessions for now. There is more, but this is already pretty long, and I need sleep. -Lilnasty
from deifortuna :
...better luck next time. Pleasent dreams for now. -Blaise Crimson
from deifortuna :
Just noticed you started this diary, so I thought I'd drop in and say hi. Heh, I know what it feels like to always be the observer too. I've been more or less content with it, though I do always have this sort of longing that makes me sad. I'm the one that does it though... people have tried to take me in, but something about me just doesn't work out, I dunno. Anyway, you've had your rough spots, but it sounds like your relationship right now is good right, so that's nice. I don't know if it works for everyone, but I've just tried to stop caring what people think of me... it lessens their ability to hurt you. Then again, it can also keep you from getting close to anybody. Whatever. Yahoo, first note! I hope that this finds you in good health and mood. If not, don't worry, it will get better sooner or later... unless you die... but, uh, you won't be around to care right? Hmm, that is sort of an awkward way to end that though, death and all. A friend gave me a keychain kitten. It is cute, and it purrs when you pull a string. That makes me happy. Its nice that silly little things like that can do so much for our mood. Talk to you later, I hope.

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