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hey girl. i've been reading your diary for quite some time, and i'll never stop. you've definitely gone through a lot and i give you mad props for sticking through it all. anyways, this whole weight thing. girl, listen to me. if this guy, chris, and his friends, arent going to like you because you're fat, dont you think thats a bit wack? i mean, i saw that picture of you on the metal pig site, and you're beautiful. don't sell yourself short. if these people arent going to like you because of your image, dont waste your time with them. they're not worth it. find someone who's not going to care so much about your appearance, but about who you really are. but DONT stop eating. i mean, pass on stuff like that 500-calorie candy bar (its tempting, i know) but dont stop eating entirely. you want to look healthy, not dead. well stay strong. you're so pretty and it would be a shame to see you starve yourself just because of a few comments. you're gorgeous. xoxo

from dazzlingspaz :

from patchedpolly :

hey u long time no c x

from krisser :

Yay, thank you so much! Like I said, if you want the PW to my diary, just email me and let me know. Thank you v. much. :)

from krisser :

I think it kind of sucks that you won't allow locked diaries. I mean, I understand, b/c it would present a problem for new people to see the diary. But I can't run the risk of my parents finding my diary again. The things my father read in my diary made him lash out and hurt me immensely. Which led to further cutting. Just thought I'd drop you a note. My email is: [email protected], in case you'd like to respond, or get my pw. Thanks for your time.

from trapidi :

u sure like shiney pennies...y?

from bonnie-moo :

Hey =) yay thanks for leavin me a note. Yay we share the same birthday =) 31st march yeah? I'll be 17 next monday, how olds you? it's cool that your shiftin some weight! I wish I could! bleh, should stop drinkin so much I guess =P thanks for leavin me your e-mail, is it ok for me to add you to MSN? (if you have it that is) anyway, happy birthday to both of ua, hoorah!

from bonnie-moo :

Hey, I don't wanna seem wierd or freak you out by sending you this message =P I know it probably seems a bit wierd cuz I don't know you. Well, I'll get to the point now =P I just spent a good couple of hours reading your whole diary. Yes, I read it all I am that sad :/ the wonderfull life of an unemployed girl eh =P anyway, I just wanted to send you a message to say if you ever need someone to talk to or just want to casually chat then I'll always be here =) wow that sounds so creepy! heh, sorry I just know what it's like to have no one to talk to when your feeling so down. You probably get a lot of people saying "you can talk to me" but I mean it =) I'd love to try and help. I can relate to some of the things you said, especially the hating yourself bit. I've tried making myself throw up and not eating etc, I know how down you get. I've tried killing myself and all sorts too, it sucks that you feel like that =( anyway, sorry if you're totally freaked out by my random dumb trying to be niceness =S anyway I think I'll stop there cuz this has proably turned into an essay by now. If you ever wanna talk drop me a note or somthin. Get back to me if you're not too freaked =P and take care hun x

from just-fine :

Where are you? I'm worried, you havn't updated in ages, please be alright...get it contact Lara, w'ub you xox

from just-fine :

Thankyou for the note, for understanding and hearing my words. I love you, i hope your doing alright. xoxxxx

from sassyoreo :

i hate to bug you but have you ever filled out a servey before it is kinda fun to read little questions and answering them so leave me a note maybe you can try filling one out ity is what i do when i am bord .... SOME ONE WHO LIKES TO HAVE FRIENDS ,sassyoreo or you can call me ambo it is what my friends call me

from sassyoreo :

hey i am kinda new so i am saying hi. you like to solve problems dont you .if you do well if you whant to my be we could talk for a while but if you dont thats ok who would whant to talk to a 12 year old like me.

from sharpsecret :

*hugs* takecare hun,try and sleep x

from just-fine :

hun, i wrote you an e-mail and tried to send it to [email protected] but it didn't work, can i have your e-mail address so i can send it on to you? Lots of love Claire xox

from portia69 :

another innocent life gone, before it had begun.

from tenaciousnat :

hope u dunt mind me join ur ring (^_^) Take care xXx

from jellomdogg :

hey lara. i just read your whole diary. it took me like an hour...it made me cry. i wish so much that i could help you. i know you dont know me at all or anything, but if you ever need someone to talk to who wont judge you or spread rumors about you, hit me up cuz ill always listen. my emails jellomary@ hotmail.com im sry if this is gay, i just dont think anyone should go through that kind of pain. you dont deserve it. you deserve better than that. well thats all i can think of to say. sry for sounding retarded, i just wish i could help you.

from destinymaker :

Hi, thanks for the welcome, its comforting to know that others have experienced what I have. If u ever need someone to listen, drop me a line. xx

from drugzkill :

i red ur diary = ( if u eva need 2 chat im usually about as u may of noticed i led a very sad life doin fuck all Take care xXx

from purplelagoon :

Hey, thanks for the welcome! I' eno idea which ring you run but it certainly is the most welcoming one! :)

from drugzkill :

oooh u found my diary = ) its helpin lots atm i used to keep a ritin 1 but it was wen i was goin out wiv andy (the twat) and then i cryed lots readin it l8r coz i saw how happi i was wiv him but i dunt need to worry now coz thaz all in the past. hope ur doin kewl im alwez bout if u need me = D ill b bout lots n lots now wiv no skewl. Take care sweety xXx

from just-fine :

'no one is coming to help me, and i am kiling myself.'- i understand. I'm here to listen if you want someone to talk to. I care. Stay strong x

from cathy-happy :

hello lara. its cath. just wanted to write a quick note to tell you to keep going and that im thinking of you no matter how lonely you feel. love you cathx

from louloulau :

Please don't feel lonely...i'm always here, always always always no matter what. U r all that keeps me goin 1/2 the time & I want to be the same 2 u. I hate the fact I have to work so much lately so I don't get to see u as much but that doesn't mean i care any less...u still mean the world to me, i don't know what I'd do without you so please please please don't think you're alone because as long as i'm alive u never will be. I love u, you're the best friend i could ever have, Lou x

from portia69 :

I can totally relate to ur diary the fustration,pain and anger, u seem like a real nice person whos just lost her way, i hope u find it good luck, il be reading. hugs, .P.

from isolatedsoul :

There is so much nothingness in me ... i want nothing. I am here if u want to relate. x

from sharpsecret :

jesus lara.uv lost shit loadsa weight.ur suicidal omg!!im so woried.im going to ring u soon.im so worried.we need to tlk.i hope we can meet up in summer.i want to help u see that u are sucha beautiful person.i care about u so much.stop killing urself.love hayleyxx ps im ALWAYS here 4youx

from dyingsmile :

i liked ur diary ,u seem like ur gettin worse thats scary.takecare

from isolatedsoul :

i wish i could help you ... i hate watching your words grow more and more desperate, your moods more manic .... i care lara xx

from nicebox :

Welcome to my Eliza Dushku Diary Ring! Thanks for posting the code.

from faerielover :

Thank you for joining the Catcher in the Rye diaryring. It <i>is</i> a very touching book. You rock my dear. <3

from sharpsecret :

never make urself sick again lara.its fuckin horrible to hear that.its not worth the pain ,lonelines and endless torture.its been 3yrs of this i hate it and i cant stop.plz stop while u can or id never forgive myself..........love u always takecare Hayley xxx

from sharpsecret :

from isolatedsoul :

ive had to lock my diary so some wanker cant read it... so the username is 'nick' or 'hayley' and the password is 12344321 ... love u xx kt

from isolatedsoul :

YES YES YES OMG YYYYYEEEEEEEESSS ....... thankyou so much, thats exactly how i feel too - everything is this hazy kind of unreality - the thoughts of death seem so close and so unreal -- those fleeting panicks which i cant understand ...... i wish i had a way of getting hold of serious drugs - i need them .. i hate the feeling of tipping over the edge xx love kt xx

from sharpsecret :

errr if i visit u in summer im gonna kick lauras arse!!!!!i may be 5,3 but she goin down!wota cow.she really has the most shallow look on life,lara u r bloody lovely and dont let any1 tell u that your not.btw isolatedsoul is my best friend at skol.shes katie.emaio me some time.love u Haylz xx

from gbg :

Hey, thanks for joining the Buffy/Angel diaryring. Feeorin officially runs it, but she started it for me. As a self-cutter myself, I offer up the only comfort I can, which is ::hugs:: Thanks for joining my ring.

from isolatedsoul :

i cried at ur last entries...

from sharpsecret :

shit your mum found out.gods im so sorry.did u show her?my dada tryin to make me show him my arms,theres not a chance he d be so shocked there so fucked up.and dont say no1 cares coz i really care.ill ring ur mob soon on friday poss.soz my comps npot workin @ the mo so i havent been on msn.just email me if u want to.take care.love u loads Haylz xxx

from isolatedsoul :

the note below min makes me laugh - how annoying are people trying to save you from yourslef by talking about the beauty of life - yeah right ********* well anyway have to say im amazed u managed to stop cutting for so long - ur very strong though you may not see it like that - also i love your diary, its so honest and clear, helps me to organise soem of my thoughts.....thankyou

from janababe :

Hey Pink Wolf...My name is Jana. I randomly came upon your entry, and No I don't understand what you feel, but I can imagine. No one understands what you feel because they are not you. Just like no one understands what I or anyone else feels. Just remember that this life was never meant to be easy. Please don't hurt yourself anymore. Your friends do love you. And although I don't know you. I care about you. Everyone in this entire world hurts...Some people are just better at hiding that pain (in public) than others. I'll email you again soon. One last thing. God. The real God is watching you and doesn't want you to die. It's not by accident that you were born. There is a purpose and plan for your life.

from louloulau :

haha, thank u! i is speechless, haha! i love you too tho! x

from cathy-happy :

im not sure if ud hav wanted me to read this but it was attached to lous and after thursday when u helped me so much without knowing it i wanted to at least try and understand. u really did do the best thing possible for me on thursday u made me c, u and lou, that i didnt deserve it just a su didnt and that i wasnt alone. thank u and i know it may b too late but i am here if u need to talk, take care cathxx

from louloulau :

i know u wouldn't do nethin 2 upset me on purpose I didn't think u wud! I feel like poo again 2day & now I also have a really bad throat on top of everythin else! i love u lots fuck up (hahaha, only jokin, bout the fuck up bit i mean not the lovin u!) Lou xxx PS, every1 DOES love u, don't kid yourself!

from isolatedsoul :

just randomly read ur entire diary..the whole friends thing...i totally get that, its wierd wen you know people know stuff but they just act like nothings wrong - i hope things get better for you - although i know its not that easy - kt xx

from sharpsecret :

the thing that stopped me crying was ur diary entry!!!!!!!!awwww ur sooo lovely!

from sharpsecret :

im cryin,just read ur diary.im so worried.i care about u more than so many ppl.coz u understand.ur so pretty lara.i need you.im gettin a mobile soon.il give u the number then.txtme wenever ur dwn.anytime.happy birthday hunni.some1 really cares and these tears are4 u.love Hayley xxx

from louloulau :

hey, i dunno what 2 say. I wish I could understand better & know what 2 do 2 help u coz i care bout u sooooo much ra, i hope u know that I'm ALWAYS here 4u, even if i can't do any good, I'm always willin 2 try & whenever ur feelin down or lonely or just like u want some1 2 talk 2 u know u can call me or even come c me right? Dude, seriously, I love u lots, even more than jelly tots! Lou xxx

from sharpsecret :

thankyou lara,ur sooo nice to me.no1 understands how everyday i wish i wasnt like this but u do.i wish i lived near u.we have to meet up in summer neway.ppl r always like hayley help urself,but i hate myself!so thats hard!i care about u n worry2.takecare love Haylz xxx

from sharpsecret :

hey wens ur bday!!!!its horible ur not hapi4 ur 18th.i remember bein shit on my bday.i wanna send u a card though!ur frends sound like they dont know how much things like that affect u.it sad u take it all out on urself.i care.spk soon love hxx

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