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from sduckie :
Oh girl! Are you back on Diaryland?! Congrats on getting married!! Yes my near-sex adventures continue... one of these days I'll get it- I really will! Hope you're feeling good today.
from my5cents :
And some people think cats are not smart! I love it when they get their revenge as long as it is not one of my cats doing it!
from my5cents :
I think the lines mean you are very sick and your whole body is off....be careful...you don't need another pregnancy on top of all of this....get well soon
from my5cents :
OH NO! I hope you will soon be feeling better....good luck and keep us posted.
from sduckie :
Hey Sig get some rest sister! Take care of yourself first that is very important, and yes put the next pregnancy on the back burner... sending you lots of love, Duck
from my5cents :
you sound exhausted. You are right, it is not time for another pregnancy or another baby. Hope the exam will give the doctor some idea of meds to help...maybe you need iron or extra vitamins or something...good luck
from my5cents :
thanks for your recent notes...I forget to check my notes and missed a couple of your comments. I have the new Norah Jones DVD and have to confess I have forgotten to listen to it....go figure! Anyhow, I sure hope you get that ultrasound to find out what is causing the pain....could it be your gallbladder? Good luck
from my5cents :
Happy New Year...hope it goes better this week.
from my5cents :
Oh no...sorry to hear that you are having a tough time with Mike. Not the way you want to end the year, I know. Hopefully you found someone to watch Kennedy and you can get some rest and have a good day at work....Good luck, be careful and Happy New Year.
from my5cents :
So sorry to hear about the situation with Mike's mother.... Listen, I am married for almost 45 years and just turned 65 yrs old. Here's my advice....try to find another go-to person to watch your daughter. maybe the wife of a police officer or even another woman police officer who is on a differnt shift. Someone you can trust and use on just a few occasions. That way you don't have to rely on his mother. You are right, she is his mother and he will defend her no matter what even if you get upset with her. It's a tough situation but one that you probably can't win....
from sduckie :
It's true Sig! 2000 photos and he's in every one of them, making the same face with "seductive" eyes. Bullshitter. Glad you could have a laugh! :)
from my5cents :
If you KNOW it was a mistake,you should cancel...it might make him think there are still feelings and then you are putting yourself in the situation you were in before the baby....just my opinion.
from my5cents :
It's good that you were able to have that talk and clear the air and that you were able to tell him that Mike is the baby's father. It may hurt for now but will probably help him to move on.....
from sduckie :
Girl, I have seen pictures of you and you are beautiful- your nose is just fine!
from my5cents :
oops on the e-mailing of the pictures....but just my suggestion, don't mention it to your beloved....no need for him to get all crazy on you. I like the 7/13 idea....seems better than trying over a holiday weekend...many people might be out of town then anyway.
from my5cents :
I hope the dr. can cure the cysts so you don't have the discomfort..... that pumpkin gingerbread trifle sounds yummy...well all the food sounds yummy. Enjoy the holiday...
from sduckie :
I like the sound of you taking care of you... yes and really if you just keep doing the deed and don't worry, you'll probably get pregnant within the year anyway. Trust me, people all around me don't think about it at all and they are getting pregnant! Ain't that the way! But I'm sorry too to hear how disappointed you are when you hear that negative result... that's tough. I'm sending you lots o love!!
from my5cents :
Hope you don't have an infection.....good luck.
from my5cents :
have you tried using those pill containers that you fill by the day of the week. Might help you remember if you need to take the pill... as for the other....I don't know what to say...I couldn't handle that type of situation.
from les-dix :
11/12/09 - Awww... I miss those days. I'm glad you and the family are doing better all around. Lil' K is getting cuter by the picture, too. It's good to hear that things are going well for you.
from my5cents :
Finally....I have been trying to leave you a note but wasn't successful. sounds like things are moving into a routine for you....regarding another baby so soon....it might be easy to have two in diapers and even breast feeding but consider giving your body a break and letting it recover a little longer.... Anyway good luck in whatever happens.
from sduckie :
Hi Lovey, thanks for sending the beautiful pictures. I have been running around like a crazy person!! And for some reason when I am away I have trouble pulling your page up on my phone... Hope all is okay with you... did you cut your hair?
from sduckie :
Wowee. Hope you are feeling better soon... I know how it is with the financial stuff, I have been in such a hole and there's just MORE and MORE things that I am supposed to spend money on- bills, unexpected costs, etc... Keep on truckin' girl!
from my5cents :
Those are some crazy wacked out dreams you are having.....glad you got your car back....good luck with the move...
from my5cents :
I hope you got K. to sleep alone. I had a little flat stuffed animal that I would put by my son's face( he couldn't smother) but it comforted him..or try a baby blanket that YOU sleep with so it smells like you. I did see Norah Jones....the second song is Come Away With Me from her first album. I have it...love it...need to listen to it again. I thought the dancing with that song was beautiful...so romantic.
from my5cents :
Hope you are not getting sick, sometimes I feel out of it when I am coming down with a cold or flu.
from my5cents :
I was at our local supermarket today and saw ready-made gnocchi.....bet you could find them at your International store. The meal you described today sounded so good.
from my5cents :
YES.........Phillipa Gregory has started a new series on the royalty in England during the 1300's....THE WHITE QUEEN is the first one....I know, I know....it's sooooo exciting. Thanks for the author suggestions...I am writing that on my list of books to look for....
from sduckie :
Girl, you made me so hungry with that entry! Any chance you can send me those recipes? sittingyellowduck@yahoo.com ... I am always looking for something good to make!
from sduckie :
haha!!
from missbabybump :
Hey Hun, good news, not pregnant again! Woop woop, so maybe the internet was right and it's 7 days?!xx
from sduckie :
Usually breastfeeding mothers will be a bit heavier than they were before pregnancy because you need the fat on your body to lactate... them's just the facts. And if people are looking at your stomach and asking that question, I might say, "Are you looking at my STOMACH?! That's pretty rude." Just call them on it... people are just rude, and sometimes they need to be told so.
from sduckie :
what's the job? good to read you... I look forward to more updates...lotsa love
from sduckie :
So nice to see your update! I hope all is going well with the baby... ! :)
from lake-ya83 :
Congrats hun on the baby! Wow has it been that long. No matter what others say remember...your baby thrives off of your energy. She'll let you know if your doing a good job or not. <3
from sduckie :
Thanks, lady, it's just that it's been a long time since I've felt this way about somebody... I don't want to mess it up! But I suppose if it's that fragile, it wouldn't survive in the long run anyway! As for you and baby you got to just keep on keepin' on, it's rough the first few months but all is okay. As long as you hold her a lot and she feels you there, that's what newborns need more than anything! Hope you can get some sleep and time to breathe! Love, Duck
from sduckie :
Hey girl, yes this is the tough time, don't be afraid to ask for help now and over the next few weeks... those little ones are in their neediest stage and adjusting to life outside the womb and it takes some time... I'm kinda surprised your guy left at this point- I hope he gets back soon and you get some support. And sleep! For what it's worth, I'm sending some good vibes and a hug your way!
from sduckie :
Congratulations Mama!!
from sduckie :
You are right I guess all babies know exactly when they are ready to be born... I just wish you comfort in the meantime! :) That was nice of you to make homemade biscuits! Yum!
from sduckie :
I was gonna say, I'm sure you're sucking your thumb and stimulating your own nipples... both supposed techniques for making that baby get here... I once had a friend who tried drinking a cup of castor oil and taking a hot shower (which had been recommended by another mother), but it didn't work and I think that would just make a person throw up. Wish I could offer something helpful- hope the baby arrives soon!
from try-me24 :
Nipple stimulation helps the cervix open up also it might sound weird but try not pinching them but rolling them between your fingers or having your S/O gently suck them,my dr told me that along with sex(back action) might help speed the process good luck hun
from les-dix :
5/21: That is crazy. After him sending you that tripped out message about never contacting him again, he sure didn't want to let you go and sure was trying to get together with you. You did the right thing, though. The way you handled it. Yes, it was awkward, but I don't think you were being and ass. He set that tone in you with the way he ended things before. Its not your fault that he knows what he lost and is now trying to be nice to reconcile that. You did the right thing, in my opinion.
from virginistic :
5/13 - oh hush, nobody's gonna forget about you.
from try-me24 :
the feelings you are having are completely normal,we all as mothers have that panicky feeling.but girl the wonderful caring person that you are,you are going to be a wonderful mom and I promise you everything is gonna come natural as far as caring for your baby,it's gonna be amazing the instincts you and your child have with each other. Blessings to you and your family
from virginistic :
4/16 - I don't want to have children now because of that whole deer park water bottle device...thanks.
from ladygenesis :
girl fuck that bastard, good riddance!
from sexual-b :
yes girl, that stuff was on the news....so I know THAT part was true. Ugh, I hate men.
from signomifly :
email me at ryanevans1307 AT yahoo DOT com, and I'll give you the info you need.
from pebbiestoo :
9/29 So ummm yea I'm wondering about the other place too...
from tamfoxx :
9/23- what's up with this other place where I don't have a password? You need to email me, and WHY am I not on your favorites! I'm pissed! Holla..LOL
from take-two :
[09/07/08] Hey there! Aren't you a blast from the past!!! Just wanted to say thanks for the good wishes, and yes, girl, I am praying. Hope all is well with you, and again, thanks for the love!
from theotherman :
thank you. hopefully in throwing it all out there i can figure out what the hell i want/need...
from whocanirun2 :
lol where have you been lol you must not have had the code to my "Secrect" diary. you must go and fill yourself in...lol
from whocanirun2 :
HA! you remember me..lol shhh!
from ladygenesis :
7/7/08...What the HELL??? Getting married?? ::Faints::
from crownroyal :
WTF is blocky2? Where the fuck is Blocky? And stop taunting me on the web, asshole...lol
from les-dix :
Can I get a key?
from virginistic :
3/7 - you are a mess! no wine glasses for me. i'd DIE!
from bleek420 :
2/21 - lmao. i saw that you joined. i responded to you. and yeah this is going to be a whenever thing so text (since thats all i do now anyway) and web. like it says...tell us what you are doing.
from pebbiestoo :
2/8 I had no idea you were back! Guess that's what I get for not checking d-land...
from virginistic :
2/7 - Sig. *sigh* GQ graduates in May. I'm trying to get in all the good sex that I can before he leaves me. LoL.
from les-dix :
1/28: Its so good to see you back! I was beginning to really wonder if you were going to be okay. But I know you are a TEXAS solja, so I didn't really have to worry. Glad you're better!!!
from theforest :
1/21 Thanks Sig! Happy Belated Birthday to you fellow Cap! :)
from les-dix :
Oh, and can I have a key?
from les-dix :
1/7: Maybe I didn't do it right? I think I left a message on your wall or whatever that thing is called. It doesn't matter anyway. I forget that I signed up for that stuff and don't check it anyway until someone brings it up, so no big deal. Oh, Happy Birthday!!!
from virginistic :
1/2- You're right, Mia should write a book. Her ass knows it, too. I missssss you, Sig! Where the hell have you been when I need hella advice to deal w/ KLee and stuff. Wait...do you even know who KLee is?
from les-dix :
12/31/07... I can't wait for this year to end. Yes ma'am. I responded to your request on Facebook. I was like who is this? I know that name, but I don't. But *surprise*... Anyway, yes we are over. On Jan. 8th, it will be official. I cannot wait! At least, though, I'll be starting the new year off right. I need a lil bit of relief. It's been hard, but I'm making it. I was sorry to hear about what happened with you. I've been there and know how hard that is. But you're strong and a solja, so I know you will be okay. Love ya girlie!
from nadivah-rox :
Hol up, hol up, hol up! Six? Kinda tall? Dark-skinned?? Hmmmm...get at me. Lovez and misses ya! Peace!
from les-dix :
7*23 - Glad to see you are doing better. Missed you around these here parts!
from theforest :
I used to check for an update alllllllll the time but I gave up. :( I'm glad I checked one last time! :) Good to hear you're okay after the accident! 2be at soon dot com
from pebbiestoo :
Welcome back! I'm glad you're ok (minus the accident). My email is still the same pebbs_1999@yahoo.com I haven't been too great at updating myself--perhaps your return will make me do better *I hope so anyway*
from miss-lay-d :
I'm glad to hear you are okay. you know my email...but just in case. becca3257@aol.com
from les-dix :
Jul 2nd - Its Lady. Good to see you back. Sorry to hear about the accident. I'll need a key when you lock the door... deja_renee2001@yahoo.com
from vodka-n-milk :
7/2: What the heezy??? is everybody coming back this summer? It seems like Bleek is the only loser who's not writing now.
from tamfoxx :
7/2-WOW look who updated!!! Sorry to hear about your accident. The news is ALWAYS false reporting stuff!!! I emailed you the password.
from tamfoxx :
1/30-Where are you, SIG!!!?!
from pebbiestoo :
I don't know if you'll get this, but I couldn't think of any other way to tell ya... Happy Birthday!!!!! I hope you're doing well. It would be nice to see around *on the net that is* once in a while ;)
from nadivah-rox :
Hey babyyyy! New passy is "fuck" "off". delete this when u get it...lovez ya!!!
from eb0nie :
HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! Miss ya around here.
from vodka-n-milk :
I've really been meaning to call you on the weekends, but i always forget and i'm scared to call during the day! LoL. I don't know why.
from vodka-n-milk :
So, explain to me what's wrong with being selfish and sensitive?????
from tamfoxx :
I left you a comment on Ebz page. You're her sista, I'm sure she doesn't mind!!! I MISS YOU!!! You are the reason I'm even on this BS, You gave me the name "TAMFOXX"...yet, I don't hear from yo ass!!! Get it together. I'm about to send you a text. Hopefully, your number hasn't changed.
from italianxladi :
whats gooddd?? i just stopped by ur diary and added you as a friend =] i hope u dont mind... -cathyyy
from vodka-n-milk :
I remember when I used to have the BEST SEX EVER... I miss those days... =(
from vodka-n-milk :
Hey Pooka! No, you can't be a whore [or you can't be one aloud], because that would mean that I'd have to be a whore when I grow up...and I don't want that.
from eb0nie :
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Siggster! I miss you! Keep up the good work in training camp! Sounds like fun. I wish I had a job where I actually LOST weight. TTYL
from vodka-n-milk :
Hey Po0ka!! Has it really been two months!? Where the heck have I been? Anyhoo, I mish ya. And I really did think about calling you today, but I wanted to wait until your minutes were free. =) Call me. I know you have the number.
from tamfoxx :
Hey, Siggy!! You need to hit me with another email addy and your number. I'm sure your old work one doesn't work anymore. I got a new cell phone, the number is still the same though.
from eb0nie :
ok super cop have you given up on this diary? And does Signomifly mean? I been meaning to ask you that for almost a year. Hmm your number changed when you moved?
from take-two :
(4/14/06) Thanks for the note of congratulations. Good luck in your new j-o-b.
from nadivah-rox :
Oh my God!!! I'm moving to NE DC too!!! In just a few weeks!!! Yaaaaaay I'm so excited!!
from kryptonite13 :
Ha! That means your gonna be near my corrupt behind! Ooooo...Cop? I'm scared of you!
from buppie :
Dude, you're gonna be a cop? whoa nelly!
from pebbiestoo :
Welcome back :D
from les-dix :
Hey Missy! Just checkin in on ya to see if you're still around. Let somebody know you're still breathing over there! Hugs!
from eb0nie :
QQn Im concerned....
from pebbiestoo :
just writing to check on ya. I hope everything is ok
from try-me24 :
Hey Ms.Siggy long time no hear from hope all is well with you hun
from blackpearl1 :
I just spent the last 20 minutes reading the Tucker Max but story and I can not remember the last time I laughed so damn hard. I have tears flowing from my eyes. What a great way to start a Friday morning. Thanks for sharing!
from morewithinme :
Girl you will be alright just hang in there!
from miss-lay-d :
Sucks what you goin through to get off that shit but (not that it's my business) I am glad that you are gettin off of it. Good luck with it...good luck with everything girl
from carinolaffz :
o damn sweetie i hope u feel betta fo real! personally i neva had withdraw from gettin off a medication but i`ve seen my dad attempt to stop drinkin - cold turkey. it wasnt a pretty site eitha..he was shakin and gettin all angry over the dumbest shit..hm this prolly have nothin to do with your situation just be 2 safe, i think u see a doctor about that. i hope its not to serious =/
from kryptonite13 :
Yeah girl gotta lock my heart up. I need your pswrd since were going thru similar motions. Oh and thanks, yeah it pretty much sucked but Im better now.
from lady--c :
I hope you do accomplish those 4 things. I know your heart is crushed by these dudes and etc., but remember it's only making you a stronger person. You will heal eventually. Just remember to stay focused on getting your life together. That's most important.
from eb0nie :
QQn I aint leaving a comment. Just throwing words around. Fruad, Police Report, Charges, Pressing, Baseball Bat, disregard that last word. TEXT ME! wait Ill text you... ha
from lady--c :
I'm with tamfoox, freeze the account and get another ATM card. I know what you're going through because I used to be a very trusting with other people. He is using you and taking it for granted. *Always learn from your experiences.*
from pebbies :
Sorry for the comment, but call the bank and at least request a new card saying this one was stolen...I don't know how far they check into these things so maybe that'll be a start
from les-dix :
i'm with tamfoxx on this one. or, call and tell them that it was stolen, whichever one will get it cut off faster. and let me know if you some $$ help.
from tamfoxx :
Sig, I know you said not to comment, but PLEASE call your bank and have them put a freeze on that ATM card!
from lady--c :
Good Luck on getting the job. Think positive! I'm wishing you the very best girl! :)
from pebbies :
I just wanted to wish you good luck. I'd offer to help,but shoot I need help with mine! I don't wanna bring yours down :)
from tamfoxx :
Good Luck, Sig!! I'll say a pray for you. You're a hard worker, so you should get it..and when you do...make sure you holla get me if you come to Southern Cali.
from morewithinme :
oh its locked? ;-( would love to have password if ya dont mind
from eb0nie :
lol I just sent you a email with my numbers I hope i sent it to the right one lol I cant stop laughing
from try-me24 :
*sigh* its amazing even when we make changes for us,they will swear its all about them
from les-dix :
ah, i remember those days (pre-*G*)... those, i have to say, were some fun times, until attachments started being made. enjoy it though...
from ladygenesis :
Happy belated girl!
from les-dix :
Happy belated to you girl. I wasn't sure about the exact date, but I'm happy that you (and Pink) are up here with me. It gets lonely at the top. lol. Happy Birthday girlie!!!
from bleek420 :
happy belated chick! welcome to the quarter century club!
from buppie :
Happy Birthday!!
from eb0nie :
happy b-day!!!
from vodka-n-milk :
you old as hell... LoL
from vodka-n-milk :
yay us!!!!!!! 25!!! whoo-hoo!!!
from pebbies :
Happy Birthday :)
from nadivah-rox :
Happy biiiiirfday tooooo youuuuuu!! Oh...and Haaaaaaaail tooooo theee Redskiiiiiiiins!!!
from miss-lay-d :
HAPPY EARLY B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!
from k-dlyte30 :
Hey girlie! It's bbw25. I forgot my password from the last one so I just rejoined. Girl have I got to get caught up!
from les-dix :
i'm in houston, tx. i'll go through a fredericks book before i set foot in vicky's. fredericks is WAY better
from les-dix :
i'm so j'd right now. i had no idea that you could go shop IN a Frederick's, only that you could shop IN a Frederick's BOOK. i hate ordering stuff from them because i have to wait for it. but girl, i got a Frederick's drawer. i love their stuff. i'm SO j'd right now!!!
from les-dix :
i don't even know what to say about that. don't worry, nothing bad at all. i couldn't blame you more. you feel something, go with it, i say. you know! smh (in a good way) gon' girl!!!
from lake-ya83 :
lmao! tha's my girl...now was it 2x worthy? or is this one gone be just a hit and miss? like the new lay too. <3
from nadivah-rox :
Wow!!! Ur diary is fucking awsome!!
from miss-lay-d :
Just wanted to check on ya, say hi, all that goodness.
from kryptonite13 :
Yeah, send me the series...kill some time while Im at work.
from ladygenesis :
yesss, im still alive and will be updating when I get my new pc! I wanna pword! email it to me at liveandbreatherhymeATyahoo.com!!
from vodka-n-milk :
LoL. Nigga, Diddy is wutevabitch. And she made it to where she has a comment link at the end of her entries and I want it too!
from nadivah-rox :
Amen to curtain #1!!!!
from les-dix :
everytime... your diary is D E E P. some of the things that you say have me reevaluating a lot of things going on in my life too. your most recent entry, 12/19/05, girl! I feel EVERYTHING you are saying, about the pictures, about the ice heart, even the hangers. i got a little teary eyed because that used to be me. i'm sad because i wish that everyone could be as lucky as me and find what i found. don't get me wrong b/c i'm in no way bragging, but i just want the best things for you. you are a beautiful person and i hate that you are hurting so much. i wish there was something i could do. i just get you so much on so many levels. i do so much wish you no more heartache because being that "cold-hearted" person, its not fun. i've been there. i wouldn't wish that on anyone. but if you ever need a listening ear, let me know. hugs for you, Lady. . .
from blackpearl1 :
12/19/05 - Glad you noticed the more frequent updates. LOL
from vodka-n-milk :
Girl...my ear. It's the industrial, so it costs a LOT more. I think they are just tripping because they have to use a tongue ring for your ear.
from vodka-n-milk :
I know this is going to sound very insensitive but...what the heck are you talking about!?
from lady--c :
I might sign up for the craigslist personals. It seems interesting.
from les-dix :
i can't think of what movie that's from but don't think i don't know the quote. but yes ma'am, shocked the hell outta me too. but i'm all happy and cheesin and stuff. everybody around me sees the change, even the guy i got into it with at work. man, i keep tellin them to leave me alone before i go post office on this entire floor. they think i'm playing. but thanks for ALL the support mama. its MUCHO appreciated...
from nadivah-rox :
Awwwwwww no baby I didn't think you were being mean. I know Siggy is not a meanie lol. I know you were just concerned. When I read the note I was like oooooooh no her didn't and laughin in stuf ya know. I'ts all good babe!!!
from nadivah-rox :
Wow...you just really bust me out there Siggy. Thanks though...that's what friends are for!!! *muah*
from nadivah-rox :
user: welcome2 passy: myworld
from carinolaffz :
btw, marbles is sucha cute name for a kitten!
from carinolaffz :
omfg i can`t imagine what was goin thru his mind while that shit happen 2 him...i rememba watchin somethin on court tv about how lethal injection works and its really sad what happens 2 ur body when all of the fluids are inside. =(
from lady--c :
Congrats on ur new kittens. LoL @ them running into the windows.
from vodka-n-milk :
You know I wouldn't mind having you down here with me for a while to keep these boys in check. But, I've been through a lot of shit these past few days and on top of that, I have finals this week. But, Jordan is no big loss, his conversation and touch was just kind of what that was. But, I'm going to miss LB sleeping over and stuff.
from les-dix :
yes, we've had our first argument already and got over it too. we talk about EVERYTHING, and I mean EVERYTHING, so we don't really have room for argument, at least i hope not often. but other than that, things are really good. i can't wait to enjoy married life...
from eb0nie :
eb0nie@yahoo.com thanks :)
from les-dix :
hay mama! i was lookin at your layout like what in the world is going on. the colors, man! I had to highlight everything to read it. i think thats cool though, keeps people you don't want to read away. lol. but i feel you about the everytime something good happens, something really bad happens next. it must be a people thing, ion know. but keep ya head up cuz this year is almost over and we all get to start a new one in a few weeks. oh, and thanks for the birthday wishes. even though not much happened, it was still good cuz i got to spend it with my *G*. **sigh** HuGs!
from vodka-n-milk :
I'm sorry Po0ka.
from nadivah-rox :
Pahahahaaaaa....yo, i'm really cracking up at that resume thing! That's crazyyyy! Wow...only you hun....
from lady--c :
I accidentally lost ur p-word. If you don't mind, may I have it again? Thanks. My e-mail address is fullyf0cused02@aol.com
from lake-ya83 :
yeah i got the pass!! prolly was slowness on my end. lol. yeah the lion and the wardrobe is long as hell...i remember watching the three part movie on PBS.
from lake-ya83 :
no pass...:0(
from les-dix :
sounds like you're feeling a little happier. its good to see your di a little brighter than it has been. i'm glad you're finding the time to deal and the time to get some "much needed rest" from your sitches. hope you stay up and smile a little more. *sending hope and hugs your way* Lady
from lake-ya83 :
sup Sigz, i need a pass and all. e me at keyanotthecar@hotmail.com. thanks!
from omni102 :
Sup wit a password!!?!?!? U know the address!!
from carinolaffz :
lol yea laughin is healthy and it keeps me sane..i do it all the time and i even laugh at myself when i do something crazy like fall walkin UP the stairs lmfaooo
from les-dix :
I need a key!!! lashunda.l.morgan@jpmorgan.com. hook a sista up! and your vacation starts on my birthday. ain't that a lovely day??? smooches Ry!!!
from vodka-n-milk :
numbers?
from lady--c :
Hey girl! May I have the p-word? If I can my email address is fullyf0cused02@aol.com Thanks
from carinolaffz :
lol i feel ya girl...i needa vacation too dammit!
from les-dix :
thanks missy, but what did i do?
from lake-ya83 :
thanks ma! and welcomes...ya know i was trying to think of something witty, but i thought truth would work better.
from nadivah-rox :
Oh ok boo....*wipes forhead*, we don't want body dimples do we? Hmmmm? lol Lemme shut up with my ole eating disorder-having ass! lol
from nadivah-rox :
Girl STOP!!!! Put the damn ice cream down, and take ten steps back!!!! Turn around and walk the other way.....hurry now! Ice cream is not your friend.....one day it's making love to your taste buds, the next it's clinging to your ribs and thighs with a death grip. Even with all the diet and exercise it refuses to leave. Expose it for what it really is!! lol
from lake-ya83 :
there's this poem by Dorothy Parker titled Solace...and she says "There was a girl, whose lover fled; I did not wait, the while they said: 'there's many another lad.'" Your right there..everyone saying "keep going" "keep moving" but i know its not that easy. So i can offer the comfort of saying its ok to cry, to miss and to dread the days you and him are not sharing, but you have to remember...you were Sig befor him and you'll be Sig after. Time heals all wounds...just give you heart and emotions time ma, you'll get thru all this. I promise.
from izzxtra :
I'll have you know I just signed up on this site JUST to leave you a comment mama! Anyway... Don't you hate it when people say "just move on" or "just forget about"? It's like, if shit was that easy, you would've most definately already done so right?
from vodka-n-milk :
just like you make no sense when you're high!
from for-you-only :
I work very hard on my banners, I'm glad you like them!
from try-me24 :
Dammit thats me i hate to use punctuation inteed which makes absolutely no sense online now let me hand write a letter and its perfect but online i write how i talk fast and loud and without thinking about what i say sometimes*i call those brain farts* so just chock it up to my extreme lazyness :)
from hissandtell :
Hi again, doll - just catching up on your last few entries. I'm so sorry you're feeling so frustrated and confused; it seems to me that the times we hurt the most are when the relationships that just fall from the sky onto our laps (when we're not actively looking for anything) go to pieces. We're just innocent bystanders and we don't deserve the pain - and yes, it's hard to resent the other person for what just "happened" without either of us planning it. I hope you're getting lots of rest and treating yourself well. Love, R xxx
from try-me24 :
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh sig you are the 2nd person to say that 2 me lol thanks just the same
from signomifly :
seriously - i'll be fine. just not today, and probably not tomorrow, maybe not even at the end of this month. i don't think his world is peaches and cream right now. but i can't/won't speak for him. you know, what's done is done. and that's that. thanks though.
from try-me24 :
hun first this has nothing to do with you please dont blame yourself .if you let this situation stop you from being the beautiful outgoing person i see in your diary you'd be doing yourself a great diservice. now if you change up in anyway or close yourself off to new people or experience you'd be playing yaself so just dust yaself off hold that pretty lil head a lil higher and move along things get greater lata and at least you found out now rather than later where as if you two continued you would feel worse,feel me? feel free to hit me up and chat whenever/if ever you feel like talking i'm a great listener hun feel better
from nadivah-rox :
Check your email...im gonna send you something that helped me a lot.
from les-dix :
Sig, I don't want to be repetitive and say I'm sorry and all that because I know that's not something you wanna hear right now. I just hope that the both of you find what you are looking for and that things do really work out for you in the end. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and wishing the best for you girl. *sending you a virtual hug, hoping it helps, even just a little*
from nadivah-rox :
Oh sweety im so sorry....it'll be ok
from try-me24 :
damn sig im sorry ((hugz))
from pebbies :
I'm sorry...*hug*
from les-dix :
I'm so happy you could not believe. And its good to see you back. And I love the new layout. Who let the cat out of the bag? Ms. Sig did... lol! Too fierce!
from lake-ya83 :
...oh yeah, i forgot RUBY RED ALL DAY BABY!!! i will hurt for the ruby red. lmao.
from lake-ya83 :
ahh ma its aight, don't let some female who's not worth much to you start the "shouldacouldawoulda's". you say she's been there a month...cool. let her fuck up all that shit and not listen, long as its not making your work load heavier..she'll survive. if not you'd just have to get to know the "new girl" again. oh, digs the layout (2 thumbs)
from nadivah-rox :
Damn Siggy you were right about those bitch ass, backstabbing females!
from pebbies :
Danka. Now I can smile again :) See! I really like the layout-I may get back to DL one day *I hope*
from try-me24 :
um beijo. now really what does that mean? over something? damn idk so u must spill
from trill-shawty :
darn i wanted to be the first to say i really like your new layout, it IS cute!
from try-me24 :
this layout is tooo cute
from pebbies :
:(
from vodka-n-milk :
I don't think I understand the situation fully...
from try-me24 :
awww man sig you still locked? :[ hope everything is okay hun
from trill-shawty :
may i come in? (trillshawty80@yahoo.com)
from pebbies :
now this just plain ole sucks! *hmpph*
from eb0nie :
Ummm am I not in the "IN" crowd?
from vodka-n-milk :
So, you just want me to run up to Baltimore and just mollywhop yo ass, don't you? I need a KEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, please.
from try-me24 :
Locked?? :( can you password me por favor?? shortybanga935@aol.com
from les-dix :
Yes, I figured that. And that is part of the reason that I don't want to get high around him, because like you, I talk off my head and say things I wish that I could take back sometimes. But it is hard, I know. I've come to the point where I feel like I need to take a step back and re-evaluate he and I. I don't like where we are at all. It's just something we'll both have to work on. But for real, you got me "craving some of that goodness". lol
from vodka-n-milk :
LoL. You freak. But, Tiffa had her nipple pierced too, and she said it hurt. Of course, getting your clit pierced hurts too. But... walking orgasms = yum ^_^
from bleek420 :
guess what hooker?? you now dont even need a password...i have it open for the whole world to see. and that bitch that i put in there was a term of endearment lol!!
from vodka-n-milk :
I didn't know you were from Texas PERIOD. LoL. And it clearly states it on your profile... Sad...
from adhiiktive :
Girl I know about them Ramen Noodles...Not fun!
from vodka-n-milk :
*madd confused* Who the FUCK is "Trees"? And why the hell do you think it's cute to have more sex than me!???? It's not, Ryan. It really is NOT.
from try-me24 :
hey girl just droppin a note cause i know you are oh so enjoying your weekend :D
from vodka-n-milk :
First off, I'ma need you not to use the word "boobicles" ever ever again. Second... how you gon' have a crush on "Trees"? illllllllllll.
from blackpearl1 :
THANK YOU, THANK YOU,THANK YOU,THANK YOU,THANK YOU,THANK YOU,THANK YOU,THANK YOU,THANK YOU, for wishing me a happy birthday (and for demanding that everyone else do the same, LOL). Glad to see that I have not been completly forgotten. I hope your upcoming visit goes well. I can't wait to read all the juicy detalis.
from vodka-n-milk :
geez how many passwords I gotta send you, Ry? Sheesh! I'll send it to your yahoo messenger.
from hissandtell :
Ha - thanks so much for your fun comment at my place, which made me laugh a lot. I'm enjoying your diary, darling (how brave you are to babysit ANYTHING!) I'm also laughing at your "two has to be better than one" philosophy (well, in medication, anyway, shall we say) since it's a sad trait I share - often to my detriment. Have a wonderful holiday over there! Love, R xxx
from vodka-n-milk :
*takes a bow* thank you, thank you. i picked it out myself!
from tiggersnail :
Hey there! This is Rachel of Cookie Designs. I was noticing that you changed out a few things in the HTML, like changing %%username%% to %%signomifly%%. It's either "%%username%%" (which automatically changes to your username when your page loads) or "signomifly." Otherwise, it gets screwed up. Secondly, if you need help hosting pictures, let me know. I can help you get set up with a free account that will allow the images to show up on your site. Drop me an email at cookie@cookiedesigns.net if you need anything! Thanks for your interest in Cookie Desigsn! - Rach -
from vodka-n-milk :
LoL Girl, she's Ryan Kathryn Patrice. When I saw that was your name, I was like "two girl Ryans from Texas? Getouttahur!"
from adhiiktive :
I feel you on the wanting to take care of yourself more thing. I don't know what it was but I looked in the mirror one day and realize that I was bigger than I had ever been and it needed to cease. I've been working out about four days out of the week, trying to eat right and i've lost 19 pounds so far. it's amazing what you can do when you actually talk to yourself and say," that shit is horrible." Sorry about your aunt.
from adhiiktive :
Let them borrow it. LMAO. Yeah, I'm sorry...I bet that is a big damn inconvenience. MFerz these days. Cute Lay. Got to go.
from thaimperial :
We can start whenever you want. Now, probably...:D
from carinolaffz :
alrightly, just in case u don`t have my email, its msangie_2k4@yahoo.com
from carinolaffz :
=( my bad, i didn`t even know that u added me as a favorite so now ima return the favor =)
from take-two :
Hey sis, thanks for the concern... little ol' earthquakes don't scare me - or make me nervous. Simple plate tectonics! A little shaking is good for what ails me. Hurricanes? Tornados? Now THAT scares me! Have a great weekend, be well...
from taciturn :
hey sig. thanks for the notes... I know I know, i'd meant to call months ago. Been a bit odd wild and strange as I'm sure you can see. Hopefully we can talk sometime soon when things find a way to resembling normal.
from kryptonite13 :
Yep, until I get done on my new layout...It just locked temporarily
from try-me24 :
hey girl i notice that u have migrains and i have a question ive been getting bad bad head aches since last year they come and go but the month of march has been horrible with them i mean they literally wake me up and it feels like my whole head is being squuezed its like the pain runs across my eyes and to the like base of my neck or rather where my hairline at the back of my head till i just sqeeze my eyes close an cry can that be labeled as migraines? sorry 4 the journal but docs scare the hell outta me
from blackpearl1 :
Thank God you love me! Happy April Fools!
from blackpearl1 :
Thanks Ryan. I am pretty happy about Mr. Man too. I just hope that things continue to go well for us.
from blackpearl1 :
I can imagine the stress from the job is getting to you. No harm done. All is still good. Just try to take it easy, ok. Stop trying to prove your self worth to a bunch of people who probably could care less about you and focus on what you believe truly makes people successful.
from blackpearl1 :
Ryan- I hope I did not offend you when I said that you complain about your job. That was never my intention and complain maybe was not the best word to use. You definitely do vent quit a bit about your job and it seems as though it is very stressful, which is extremely unhealthy. That was my purpose in asking you why you stick around. Iím sure there must be some positive things about your job (why else would you stay if there were not) but working such long hours and being so tired everyday from your job just does not seem like a very positive thing to deal with everyday. I was just concerned thatís all. I would hate to wake up morning to the morning headlines that you went postal on those folks you work with.
from lumanatic :
oh and have u signed up to the facebook? ( www.thefacebook.com ) if so, facebook me!! lol
from pebbies :
Of course you can be a foster parent for animals! I'm just afraid I won't be able to let them go,lol. Shawn is my best friend. It's nothing like that,lol.
from tanprincess :
i hope you have a very merry christmas ryan! and damn thats crazy about the boss giving you that vicki's secret gift then trying to get up on you!! you go girl! LOL
from kryptonite13 :
So fine drop ur undies right there huh? LMAO...ur funny girl...lol, gotta use that one myself
from try-me24 :
wow that convo messed me up damn my jaw just hit the floor
from bleek420 :
i say you spend the night with roger but only do it the night before you are supposed to leave chicago. that will leave marcus with something to think about and lessen the chance of us hearing about you on abc world news tonight. btw....how is your wrist?
from pebbies :
LOL-I'm glad to see you finally got to read up on me :)
from kryptonite13 :
I like the sinning nun...pisses more people off and more orginal...u'll see a million and one cowgirls, trust me
from babygyrl02 :
I like the sinning nun costume. It's cute & you said you already have the boots for it so that's the one I would pick. But the Sexy Texxy one is really cute also.
from blackpearl1 :
Hey girl--I got your TM last night. I figured it was you or Bups. Just wasn't sure which of you it was. Thanks for thinking of me though. Makes me feel all special :) Hope all is going good with you.
from pebbies :
Item 1,3,&4- Like that narrows it down...for some reason I like the sinning nun for ya
from trill-shawty :
for some reason I couldnt leave a comment. I like the Miss Muffet costume the best
from pebbies :
LOL- I love IKEA. Whenever I get my own place, that'll be my first stop *well maybe second*. I'm soooo sorry I thought I had the password sent to you a looooong time ago so I sorta forgot about it. It's on the way :)
from pebbies :
Ya know...I just finished reading about your room and I started to think...some pics would be nice *wink*. I've gone house/decorating crazy myself, but my problem is that I can't do it. I just like to gawk at other people's talent(s). *sigh* Oh well...
from kryptonite13 :
Yeah girl I heard that this morning riding to the metro, that kid had to have issues before hand, personally that is why I cant be a teacher b/c if the kid had hit me I wouldve decked him...regardless of age every kid sometimes deserves a swift kick in the ass, its just a difference btwn discplining and beating the hell out of a kid...ya know? But that just my 20 cents..
from pebbies :
note *smile*
from kryptonite13 :
LMAO!!!! Hope u mad it too the restroom in the back of the warehouse...u cant control it anymore when u get the cold shivers, lol, I always finds it helps to straddle a chair to make sure nuttin comes out while doing la-maz breathing...LOL,
from pebbies :
I'm glad you updated on here. I tried to follow you to the blog site, but I guess they only allow people to read without being a member for so long because your page just turned up blank. Anyway, glad to see your type again. Take Care :)
from buppie :
I hope everything is alright with you. take care sweetie
from stykz :
hey hey, i know this sounds like a crazy question, but how do you pronounce your name? i've been staring at it for something like 5 minutes now, lol..
from stykz :
that maggot story was too much.. have you talked to that guy since?
from babygyrl02 :
I really hope I do get that job at Convergy's or any other place besides McDonald's. Lord, knows that I don't wanna work there! But anways I hope you have a great time at the African American Heritage Festival!:)
from take-two :
A big sports fan, huh? Good to know. So who are your teams? I'm easy: I was born in Los Angeles, and I am Home Team Girl all the way. My loyalty is unquestionable. Los Angeles Lakers, Los Angeles Clippers, Los Angeles Dodgers, Los Angeles Kings, and the Oakland Raiders (when I was coming up they were the Los Angeles Raiders). Oh, and since Anaheim is less than 20 miles away, I am fond of the Anaheim Angels, and the Mighty Ducks. You?
from tanprincess :
hey girl you were right about all the guys coming out of the woodwork after i got a man! maybe i need to start listening to you more!! i dont know if B is serious or not, and to tell you the truth i really dont care. i just hope that if he is engaged he will at least be honest w/ his girl. but shit its not my problem!! the only man i'm concerned about is my b'ham! yes girl, tanprincess is falling in love!!!
from jademariposa :
Thanks for the advice and support concerning Alex. It seems so simple (i.e. just talk to the man) but i'm a big punk. LOL. anyway, I'm glad that that blue motorcycle sitch didnt turn ugly! But then again, you're a lady so i wouldn't have expected nothing less from you. ~jm
from take-two :
Pearl thinks I'd be a good president? does she mean I'm bossy? I'm sorry I didn't call you... by the time I get around to making my phone calls, it's so late and you're on the East Coast. What's this about taking a DLand break? Tell big sis everything?
from blackpearl1 :
LOL...me a judge. That's funny. But I can totally see Mia as president. Girl, I think you need to take a D-land break. Your dreams are too crazy. :)
from taciturn :
hey siggy. thanks for the compliments on the post. I tend not to play them as they've always seemed a bit too forced for me. Usually when I sit to write on here it's all stream of mind. On occasion I might reread, but almost never really edit. A set topic requires editing before the first letter is typed. As for this particular one, well, it was easy to throw myself in and talk it out like any other post. And for your question.. I'll probably dedicate a post to it soon.
from babygyrl02 :
Whoops girl! I'm sorry that I accidentally clicked on it 3 times! You might wanna delete it lol!
from babygyrl02 :
Hopefully, he's going to be back for good in January. But you know how the military is, it's so unpredictable.
from babygyrl02 :
Hopefully, he's going to be back for good in January. But you know how the military is, it's so unpredictable.
from babygyrl02 :
Hopefully, he's going to be back for good in January. But you know how the military is, it's so unpredictable.
from babygyrl02 :
That's nasty how that lady didn't use no toilet paper! That's just disgusting! And I still don't understand why people don't wash their hands after they use the bathroom either! ::shakes head:: NASTY!
from dat1brotha21 :
jus so u know (cos i havent really vocalized in my diary in a hot minute) i did move out and shyt ...sort of. hehe.
from jademariposa :
I have the XP cd at home. If you want, I can burn a copy and send it to you for free. Let me know. email: jadedmariposa@yahoo.
from try-me24 :
i am a retard i really didnt realize you had another diary so if you dont mind might i have the info please ? thanks girl if not i understand
from dat1brotha21 :
hey thanks for hittin up my spot. i know i sound crazy sometimes but that is tha life. hope to hear from u again.
from omni102 :
That's right!! Go after what you want gatdammit!!! Glad to hear I taught you well... Don't go too far now, you gotta reel him in now. Ay, did you get my other e-mail I sent last week?(I have a new email address, it's indigenous@blahblahblah, get at me, I'll re-send it if you didn't get it) Good luck wit ol' dude tomorrow!!
from tanprincess :
thanks for the note! i sent you an email so check it when you get a chance. as far as the Que goes...well we didnt get to do anything this past weekend, he was out of town at a graduation, but we are going to go out soon, maybe this weekend if we are both free. dont know if there is going to be any chemistry there or not, just going to let things happen and not try to push or rush. who knows???
from babygyrl02 :
I really hope you start feeling better.
from tanprincess :
girl i'm waiting on you to write today so you can finish your story about your trip to tennessee!!!
from blackpearl1 :
Locked ::gasp:: what's going on? Hopefully is just temporary, but if not can I get the pw perty please?
from sexual-b :
thanks for the advice! I'ma go out tomorrow and get some teething rings cause I think he'll like 'em. He likes to dig too...???...crazy, but he's adorable. Thanks again!
from sexual-b :
Oh and that was a very pretty picture of you. Own your beauty Miss Ma'am!!!
from sexual-b :
My damn bunny is the MESSIEST sonofa*%@!# there ever was! Is there anything you know of that I can do to keep his crazy ass from kickin his woodchips all over my floor??? I am vaccuuming 564 times a day!
from tanprincess :
:( i can't see the pic????
from malchicita :
i heard that mya was goin with young buck to sorta get at 50...who knows everyone sleeps with everybody
from juniperhexum :
thank you very much! I made it myself using my own photos. Gotta be proud of something like that.
from tanprincess :
EEEWWW maggots!! *gagging* that has got to be the nastiest thing! you are a better woman than me because there is no way in hell i'd do that at someone else's place!!! oh hell no!! i would have been on that train heading back home!!
from kryptonite13 :
Hey Ive been meaning to come by and at least say "hi" Ive been reading for a minute. So not to be one of those "silent Stalker" types I figure I just say "Hi" and ur diary cracks me up!..I know how Va can be *shakes head*
from blackpearl1 :
I Love your new layout. I'm bout ready for a change too, but I'm having a hard time finding something that fits me. Hope you have a great work week!
from tanprincess :
hey check your yahoo mail when you get a minute, i need your advice on something.
from babygyrl02 :
Thanx for telling me about the "low carb" wraps. They are they bomb diggity(lol)! Yea, but they are really good! :)
from xqu1s1t3-ma :
i love yah diary..not just the layout buh i enjoy readin it.take care now! =)
from tanprincess :
haha the water is deep...i get it!! LOL. what you said about the pornos is right, it does to be that way! oh and about N.E.R.D--girl i would let pharrell have his way w/ me, that fucker is so damn sexy!! i have to stop thinking about him though or else i'll have to run home and change my panties!! yes it's that crucial!!! hope you have a good day!! oh yeah and at least your b is emailing you, i still have not heard from "my" b, that sorry as son of a byatch...nah i'm not mad!!!
from tanprincess :
thanks for the luv! girl dont get me wrong, i'm hurt he still has not called, but i'm not letting it ruin my day/week!! true, i wish he would call, but it's all good either way! and yes i will be taking your advice and not call him!! and if by chance he does call me; i will not even mention this past weekend. but for some reason i dont think he's going to call and that's what is really going to hurt because that means that he really does not care enough for me. life goes on though, i have been thru much much worse, i mean i'm not even "in love" w/ him i just really really like him, ok i adore him but it's not the end of the world...no man will be my demise!! no matter how damn sexy he is! oh yeah and about that strapping man in your room--girl you better take care of him!! LOL and i was laughing! thanks!!
from omni102 :
Sorry bout that!! I'ma have it back up and coo in a couple days, I think some certain folks might have found it, haha, that's why. Oh, I got your e-mail, I put the # in my phone, I just been hella busy.
from tanprincess :
well read my entry from yesterday and see what i say about what he did fri. night when he called me well, i have still not heard from him! last night i was hurt that he had not called yet and i found myself almost shedding a tear---OH HELL NO!! so i said to myself... that if he does not call me this week then i know where his feelings are for me and that he does not give a damn about me so i'm just going to let that be it. if he cared anything for me then he'd call--right? i'm sick of playing these games and like you said all the hi/low emotions. i'm tired of it and if that's what it is going to be like to have him in my life, well fuck it i dont want him in my life. this kid is not even my man and he has me on a roller coaster. i refuse to call him, i'm not the one that said i'd call him back so why should i? so anyway i may not be going down there and i may not be talking about him anymore in my diary, like i said before it's up to him.
from tanprincess :
i feel ya on the oil change...mine is way over due! i have to dig in my pocket this week sometime and get mine changed!! i wish i had the restraint you have not to call b back when he calls me...oh well who knows? we may not even be talking anymore by the end of this week, that's all up to him--the ball's in his court!
from sexual-b :
Actually...I feel you on that. I don't like having sex for hours at a time. I'm good after about 10 or 15 minutes.LOL. As long as I get mines I don't care how long it lasts. I'd rather not do it for 45 minutes or more cause a bitch gets tired! So I'm actually on your side with that one.
from babygyrl02 :
I feel on ya on needing a relaxer. My hair is so nappy right now, I can't even get my comb through it...that's bad.
from buppie :
reactive
from tanprincess :
hey how can i get on the friday five bandwagon?
from tanprincess :
yay for flip flops...i LOVE them too! can't wait for it to get warm enough to wear them, i hate wearing socks, i like to show off my cute feet!! my toe nails are nice and white from the listerine...you should really try it, you'd be amazed!! but yeah...yay for flip flops!
from lumanatic :
loved your Monday 3/22 entry!! YAY for positivity!! ~Luma
from italianxladi :
hey hun! im new to diaryland n i was jus readinur diary n its cute.. i kno wha u mean abouh bein single.. buh at tymsz u jus want some one to cuddle wit n shit. IM me on AIM sometime if ya wanna tawk.. ill tawk anytime--> XxCatxX474 ◊Cathy◊
from shawntasy :
sorry it took so long to reply. i thought my notes were off. you can find me here: http://journal.stillbeautiful.net---- no password needed.
from omni102 :
That's the spirit!! Quit if you're not happy!! (Maybe I'm too reckless, but that's what I'd do) Did you ever get my rambling ass e-mail? I didn't even know where to send it, so I sent it to Signomifly at diaryland. Anyways, my e-mail is omni102@mycingular.com get at me. Good luck with the job!!!! One.
from tanprincess :
just read your last entry. sorry to hear that b's words upset you so much and you did not even feel like going out after that. i hope that you are having a better day today. i am going to try to email you later this afternoon before i leave work if i get a chance--i have a few things to say to ya! anyway girl you are way too sweet, caring, and loving and you need to find someone that appreciates that and is will to and can reciprocate.
from aliboomboom :
I got your note, thanks. I hope my diary is interesting, it hasn't been that great lately because well my life has sucked for the past two weeks. Anyways your layout is adorable!! It's funny that your favorite holiday is St. Patricks Day. I guess you are excited since it's in two days. Anyways people here in Savannah go wild on St. Patty's Day. You should try and come here to celebrate sometime. It's always worked out great for me because my birthday is tomorrow so there is always something to do since it's the day before St. Patty's Day!! Anyways thanks for the note. I'll be back to read more.
from rocafellama :
grl that entry really touched me for real. your use of words was beautiful (with the whole fairy tale thing) and I know exactly how you feel about attraction being what makes u say "I do" instead of "Id never" i felt like you were speaking words I've wanted to say in my diary for a long time. Keep ur head up and know that I look up to u in alot of ways, and I admire you for your strength and I also admire you for your flaws, because I know that nobody is perfect and you, like myself, have some imperfections. You make mistakes just as everybody does but YOU always manage to get dust yourself off and try again. I wish you nothing but happiness in everything u do and dont wrry, one day ur prince will come. Keep doin ur thing mama, i love u!
from tanprincess :
have fun at the club and w/ your vodka! i'll be sippin' on some this weekend as well. i've had a stressful week and i'm just looking forward to hanging out this weekend. be safe and have a good one!
from babygyrl02 :
I love "I am Ready For Love" by India Arie. Her voice is beautiful. Oh and about my diet uh....it's not going so good. I still need to cut out a lot of carbs. But i'm going to get there! :)
from tanprincess :
girl i'm going to find that cd and listen to it asap!! thanks for the suggestion. i finally set a date to go see him and i'm sticking to it this time, no matter what!! i just can't wait any longer, gotta see what we have, ya know!!
from tanprincess :
lol...magical fingers!! i'm going to have to start calling it that! girl i feel you on that equilibrium being messed up crap. i have had that twice(my doctor called it inner ear attacks of vertigo) anyway i would not wish that on my worse enemy! that shit is foul!
from tanprincess :
girl where is our topic for confessional wednesday? i can't think of anything to confess so i'm going to try to wait till you give us non-creative people a topic.
from tanprincess :
hey thanks for the note. yeah i feel alot better now that i've told b what the deal is. i just wish i knew what was going to happen w/ us. i like that little shit so much. he is so cocky and stubborn and for some odd reason that makes me even more attracted to him. we argue all the time over issues and he keeps my attention. he makes me laugh and makes me feel like a woman. he is strong and smart and charming and sexy and i just want him so bad. i need to hurry up and make plans to go down there and stay committed to my plans. whew...anyway i'm going to stop now!! hey how far are you from ft. detrick maryland?
from tanprincess :
hey girl whats up. i feel you on that moving stuff. i want to get out of here so bad. my lease is up in dec. so i have a while before i can make any moves. plus i'm a big chicken and it will probably take an act of congress to get me to move! how are things going w/ b. email me sometime!!
from rocafellama :
thanks 4 the shoutout...not! lol sike, u kno its all love, but i havent heard from u in a minute, i hope ur rabbit feels better!!
from angie-t :
hey gurl...well i just started reading you and i'm lovin it! Plus ur layout is the CUTEST!!!! Anyway, just thought i'd show u some love. -Angie-
from thickbxgirl :
Hey just passin thru reading ur diary...it really caught my attention...I plan on keeping up if u don't mind...check my diary out whenever u get a chance ;)
from tanprincess :
hey girl! just wanted to say that i hope you have a great weekend! i hope we both get to see our b's! LOL. well i'll hollar at you monday!
from babygyrl02 :
I probably would've owed way more than $30, if I went to ur church. I'm trying to stop earing carbs, but it's hard for me to do. I just have to keep on working at it.
from sexual-b :
All I could do was sit here and say "damn damn damn" when I read about B and him seeing your letter. But maybe it was all for the good???
from tanprincess :
hey girl i have been here just can't think of anything to post!! its raining today so i should have some time to rack my brain and come up w/ something!!
from omni102 :
I was already pretty flexible from being a runner, but since I started the yoga, I'd say it doubled my flexibility. I was thinkin bout takin a class I was so amazed at how I felt afterwards. You've talked bout your weight, it's also good because it tones you up, I've never been as cut as I am now. Try it right before meditation too. Have fun!
from shawntasy :
I've realized I too hate my job. I said a thousand times I was going to go back to school. So that is exactly what I am going to do. Good luck with the UPS guy.
from omni102 :
I love me some yoga. I severely clowned my dad for having the book, then I thought about tryin it out after I worked out, now I do like an hour a day. It's good your doing things to clear your mind. If you get in those bouts where you start cryin, just focus your mind on other ish, do your yoga or meditation. Focus on the positive things in life. Like your new UPS dude. One!
from ladygenesis :
yay! Im glad you got the strength to come to terms with your feelings! I've ben where you are and it aint a comfortable place...he doesn't deserve ANYTHING from you....not even friendship. Sweetie, men like that are like a gangrene-infected limb....they'll make you feel worse if you don't cut them off completely. But fuck it...at least you arent daydreaming about threesomes, like me!!! lol
from sexual-b :
I don't know about the fish situation yet. I'm not gonna even try to find out for a couple weeks, I don't want to deal with it yet. Keep ya fingers crossed though.
from babygyrl02 :
I agree with sexual-b 100%. No woman should ever have to feel like that. It's good that you showed all of your emotions in that letter. Maybe you should give him that letter to let him know how you truly feel.
from sexual-b :
girl!!! I'm feelin you right now. Damn, I'm sorry. I know that I have nothing to do with it, but I'm sorry. No woman should have to feel like this...but somehow it seems like we always do. The letter is touching, if you ever give it to him, and it doesn't "reach" him in some way...then he has to be heartless. Damn...
from try-me24 :
wow thats funny i also wanna apply to an intelligence agency but im only23 :(
from sexual-b :
thanks girl, i'm just not sure about anything right now. We'll see though, right? And sorry about the shitty job situation...hope something about it makes it worth while
from bleek420 :
im aint shit is my only explaination! ill email u later.
from pebbies :
I'm sorry about your hamster.
from babygyrl02 :
I'm trying to stop eating a lot carbs also! But I love carbs, so I know it's gonna be hard for me to do.
from ladygenesis :
booooooooooyyyyy "B" sounds like a fuggin loser homie!!! I've been there, trust me you will go nuckin futs if you dont slowly wean yourself off of him! lol
from a-divas-life :
Yes! Girl "The DaVinci Code" was the shit! I see you thought so too judging by how fast you read it. If you liked Dan Brown you might also like Ken Follet, I don't know if you're heard of him. Not as information-shocking as Brown but he does good historical novels, I've read all of his books.
from trill-shawty :
yay u came back! even though I am sorry to read that the job isn't going as well as I would assume that you hoped it would.
from tanprincess :
welcome back! i was begining to think you had left us for good! glad to hear the new job is going well!! hollar at me sometime when you get a chance and i'll do the same!!
from trill-shawty :
LOL I'm sorry I wasn't trying to be hostile (well maybe a little bit) Yay for the new job keeping u busy!!! Oh have a good weekend yourself and welcome back! :-D
from trill-shawty :
Dang! Where have you been?! :( I miss reading you. I guess work is keeping u busy and tired. BYE!
from omni102 :
Thanks for the love, babe, I woke up yesterday, and there was no bump, no big bruise, nothing, it just hurts a bit when I press on it, lol, I wonder why. I'll head to the doctor if anythang strange starts happenin, like my leg falls off, or explodes or some ish. Good lookin on the positive words/good luck wit tha new job, and the B sityation. Don't stress, you'll have a brand new dude droolin over you at the new job by next week. One!
from try-me24 :
hey girl happy v-day and a little trick i learned with the "idont care attitude" is first pretend you dont care(with that person)the eventually you wont (it works for me)you know think the part be the part good luck just the same
from tanprincess :
hey girl i hope that regardless of everything that is going on w/ b you still have a wonderful weekend. if you did not read my single womans prayer you need to read it, maybe it will make you smile!! happy valentines day!! oh yea, thanks for the email about my delima too. i have been kind of busy and have not had a chance to email ya back. well i will hollar at you monday!!
from sexual-b :
life is drama. whoever that chick is can calm the fuck down cause I though diaries were for venting? I'm sorry...I get passionate about things! Well, do you, I hope things work out however they are supposed to for you. If B does walk away, try to remember that he must not be the one for you. I know, corny right? But I'm serious. Have a happy valentine's day.
from sexual-b :
HIATUS??? NO!!!!!
from lytesk1nqt :
Hey I saw missblackajo link the "bathroom" entry in her diary... where I work is only 2 minutes from my dorm room and my workplace has the nastiest bathrooms; i would go back to my room or to another building to use the bathroom unless i really couldn't hold it.... that is just trifling how people don't wash their hands; at least rinse them off pretty good; and i hate it when white folks hair shed all over the place; my dog shedded less than white people, lol... i'm mixed and the only time i shed is after i wash my hair but i clean it all up... i had a bottom bunk freshman year in college and my blonde roommate had hair that fell from her bed onto mine; it was soooo annoying...man am i proud to have features that are predominately black, lol..
from kryptonite13 :
Hey girl, Ive stumbled across this entry and I have to agree 110% that women are nasty in bathrooms...After working at a pool and cleaning up womens bathrooms at the end of the day, u can easily say I have an OCD with sanatizing everything possible. Yeah Im the one that goes in the bathroom with Bleach wipes and wipe the whole area down...LOL, Excessive?? Maybe, But I rather have bleach on me than someother crap...Neways Thought I comment :) Be safe
from bluenadia6 :
Man, I feel the same way about bathrooms. They're always so small and cramped, and even if you're lucky to get a nice, roomy stall, the whole room smells all hot and funky from people taking dumps and stuff. They need to air those places out, for real! Anyways, that's enough about bathrooms... I just had to comment, though, 'cause my sister and I were talking about the same thing at dinner tonight.
from tanprincess :
good to hear you are having a great day!! i gotta think of some shit to confess for today, the whole v-day gift thing is out for me because i always get the usual boring stuff for v-day. so i'll have to come up w/ something. anyway i hope your great day continues!!!
from living-lulu :
Thank you soooo much, it was my pleasure to make you laugh : )
from tanprincess :
girl, trust me the showerhead is fabulous! tell b to get you one for valentines day and you can experience it together!! let him hold the showerhead so he can feel like he has some kind of power!! haha. hey thats a good idea, maybe i need to try it w/ my b!!
from sad82girl02 :
you know, if i didn't share close quarters with the chick, it might had come down to that. i think homegirl just lost her train of thought for a moment there. i think i set her on the right path though b/c we haven't had no problems yet.
from lumanatic :
LOL!! yah, I love rings.. they "keep me connected", ya know?! :-) And CONGRATS ON your new job!! I look forward to perusing your diary!! ~Luma
from trill-shawty :
Congratulations on your new job!!!! I hope it's all you wish it to be. *smile*
from buppie :
congrats on the job! (watch how much you'll hate it in 3 months, lol)
from tanprincess :
CONGRATS!!! on your new job! what kind of job is it anyway?? i can tell you are so excited, i'm happy for ya!!
from lumanatic :
Just stumbled onto your diary and I must say it's intriguing!! You're from Tx and went to school in VA (R-M, wow!) u're cool in my book! LOL!! but, u do live in Md, but we can forgive u on that.. LOL!! j/k... but yeah.. just had to drop some words about how interesting your diary is!~Luma
from try-me24 :
hey girl i hope you dont mind but i had to quote u in my diary from todays entry its so so true well thats all for now oh did i say i was feeling ya entry already
from theemily :
This is random, but I was reading your diary and saw your 101 page.... my nickname used to be "Nymphovirgin"... anyway :) Have a nice day :) xo
from sexual-b :
I guess I have been lumping myself in that same category also. I'm really tryin not to do it now...(fingers crossed) I feel you on having a son to raise him right... And, no, sure haven't seen a picture of him. Let me steal a peek....lol.
from sexual-b :
I feel like you just wrote an entry FOR me. Then I started thinkin...are men puttin all women in these horrible situations? There is no way that they are that oblivious to our feelings (or have none of their own.) I feel for you...I feel for all of us.
from tanprincess :
hey girl, hang in there! i just read your entry and i can relate in SO MANY WAYS. but just hang in there and know that your time will come as will mine. just be strong and go home and finish that 6pack!! lol oh yeah milk in the oven...too funny!!
from butta7772000 :
(Reading confessional from last week...)WHOA.....you had sex WHERE? I'm passing the crown on to you. Can't beat that one...lol
from gangstad0rk :
i only read two entries and i'm hooked!!!! i love ur writing.
from take-two :
hey sis, you know i am here if you ever need to talk! just hit me on the e-mail and i will shoot you the cell number. thinking of you and wishing you well!
from shawntasy :
LOL! Damn sis! I was wondering where you were. No I know! LOL! B sounds like a sweetie. :D How are your furry and feathered childrens doing?
from ricandestiny :
i didnt realize u work in Columbia...i live in Columbia too...well, Ellicott City really. but its such a small wrld!
from tanprincess :
do you have yahoo messenger? let me know and i'll add you to my buddy list and we can chit chat.
from ricandestiny :
I wanna be part of Confessional Wednesday! And tmrw's Wed. so im tryna get in on it asap...pweez :)
from tanprincess :
girl there must be an on going thing w/ these men named b...cause "my b" is one of the sexiest, finest men i have ever laid eyes on!! i'm jealous though..you got to spend time w/ your b and i have not seen mine in a minute!! i guess i have to settle for my battery friend for now. yes, please pray for me!! oh yeah one other thing...what is it like being w/ a man that much older than you? there was this guy i was feeling named dave; however he is alot older than me too but i have always been really curioius!!!
from tanprincess :
sorry about the snow...although i'm a little jealous, i want it to snow here. today's high here is supposed to be 70!! WTF it is january, but tomorrow is supposed to be back down in the 30's. we hardly ever get snow here but maybe we will get lucky enough! anyway sorry about b, men are such asses!! i guess they really are just about the same, no matter where you live!! good luck getting home in the snow!
from ricandestiny :
wassup grl. Just wanted to let u kno that ive recently started reading ur diary and i LOVE it. so, im gonna keep on readin. I tried to sign ur book but it wasnt wrking so... hit me up with a note or email me at agdavis@mcdonogh.org if you want the passwrd to mine. Aiight grl holla!
from omni102 :
Thanks for puttin me on blast in my own notes, lol. Although I could have read it and saw that myself... Don't ever do it again tho or there will be dire consequences!
from butta7772000 :
Would if I could...but I don't know how...any advice? I'm not really good with html and all that...
from tanprincess :
yes girl whomever invented the vibrator is a genius!! i guess i'm the same way, i want it all the time and i'm not used to not getting it on a regular basis. "my" b lives 4hrs. away and i only get to see him every blue moon and when i do see him we DO THE DAMN THING!! maybe i need to find someone closer in the mean time. anyway i hope that you get to feeling better soon! i hate being sick.
from tanprincess :
sorry didn't mean to say your diaries...i meant your diary! ok i just had to correct that!!
from tanprincess :
thanks for the note. your diary is awesome, it keeps me entertained while at work! your diaries are one of the few that i actually read every single word of! you lead an interesting life, makes mine seems so boring!! i guess i need to step up and get out more often. thanks again!!
from omni102 :
I hadn't even looked at your diary yet, but I just read all the entries. Your diary is the best, ever. Just wanted to let you know that. It makes me want to step my page up a notch. Your entries are loooooooonnnngggg!!!!! I love your style though. I'll be reading. I thought 10 confessions was a lot, you had a hundred!! (wtf!?!?)
from bleek420 :
bleek420@hotmail.com...and do u really think i care about the kiddies. LOL!!
from try-me24 :
hey i am just stopping in to say thanks for the kind words you said i never thought i would find the comfort that i have from "strangers"although i feel like i know you :)through your words but basically all i am saying is thanks ~try-me~
from take-two :
so how does this confession thing work? who sends out the general question? hook a sister up...!
from shawntasy :
Hey sis! Be back soon! Hope you doing well!
from take-two :
thanks, sis, for the words of support. it's been a tough battle, but the real battle is just deciding that i am going to do this for real, and changing my mind set. i'm going to try not to be too cute this summer... but hey: a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do! *wink* Again, thanks for the support!
from take-two :
thanks, sis, for the words of support. it's been a tough battle, but the real battle is just deciding that i am going to do this for real, and changing my mind set. i'm going to try not to be too cute this summer... but hey: a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do! *wink* Again, thanks for the support!
from ibemercy :
hey! lol thanks for stopping by. I wanted to read yours BUT it's locked. It's okay :) I read your note that it will be locked until Tuesday. I'll be stopping by then!
from a-divas-life :
sorry chica, had to lock up with kind of short notice, email me at intangible_angel@hotmail.com for the pw
from shawntasy :
Hey! :( I made a Confessional ring. http://members.diaryland.com/edit/rings.phtml?ring=confessional Join when you get a chance.
from signomifly :
Sorry guys. Had to lock up till Tuesday!
from shawntasy :
Oh my GOSH! I love your new layout!! It's so cute! And your 101! I want a hamster but I don't think I have enough time for one. You can speak Greek? That is so rad! And youre Catholic! Hehe! So am I! Even more we have in common!
from butta7772000 :
ok, no problem. When are you usually on? I'll be sure to add you to my list. I'm anxious! I like surprises...wait...no, I don't...
from shawntasy :
Sis. Ummm. About your "neighbor" you need to watch his ass! I don't like him! I really don't like him! You live in Maryland? I got some big ass football playing cousins in Maryland and I'll be out there at the end of January. Maybe we can have a nice talk with your "neighbor" about boundries. And if that doesn't work I can alway cut out his tongue so he'll never be able to EAT anything again. Just a thought!
from shawntasy :
LOL! Good! And Nova is definitely right!
from trill-shawty :
Hey girl :) I just wanted to thank you for stopping by my diary and leaving a message. I didn't even know that I was listed as one of your favorite reads :) Thank you.
from shawntasy :
Shawn@stillbeautiful.net is my email address. And a fall and spring set is like the greatest idea ever sis! You know what would be really great if I could find two really different ones in the same color scheme that way I won't have to leave my walls a dreary white. Yeah! You rock!
from shawntasy :
Hey sis! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I'm glad it was a good one. Ooh and Dooney! I love Dooney! Purses are one of my favorite vices! Anyways HAPPY! HAPPY!
from babygyrl02 :
Happy b-day & nice diay!
from bleek420 :
happy 23rd birthday! im hoping that you are having a lovely day ma!!
from shawntasy :
No sad faces! LOL! The lock out is only temporary! Working on a new layout!
from sexual-b :
Happy happy 23rd Miss Capricorn! Have a wonderful day
from blackpearl1 :
Happy Birthday!!! I hope you have a great day.
from shawntasy :
I did a search on Veronica Shoffstall on Yahoo! and the only info I got was she wrote that poem when she was nineteen, she is from New York and she is part of what is called the Bahaíi Faith. I found a website address but unfortunately it didn't work. Either way I would just like to thank you for introducing me to it.
from shawntasy :
Guess who didn't go to work today? LOL! And guess when my move has been rescheduled to? Grrr! :(
from bleek420 :
LOL...ur going to start something for everyday of the week. therapy thursdays sounds cool. what would it entail?
from bleek420 :
u know i really hadnt thought about giving topics for them...that requires to much brain power. and i as u have clearly seen in my entries...i dont have a brain. plus it seems better if people freestyle it.
from shawntasy :
LOL! Oh my! Speaking spanish? Dang! Is Veronica Shoftstall the one who wrote that? And if so, who is she?
from shawntasy :
did you write that?
from sexual-b :
THANK YOU...THANK YOU.
from shawntasy :
I worry he's already come and gone. That is where my problem lies. But that for the encouragement sis!
from sexual-b :
thanks...I'm feelin cool now. There's no point startin my new year off all wrong...so I'm cool.
from butta7772000 :
I'll be sure to get at ya. Let me know when's good for you--this computer actually has AIM on it! In this ghetto ass library! I'll holla.
from bleek420 :
u love espn...a women after my own heart. i wish my gyrl even know what channel espn was and let me not even mention how many times i had to hear from my ex..."all u do is watch espn!!" *sigh* anyway i hope u enjoyed da game and u can let go of your past demons!!
from shawntasy :
Your new layout reminds me of the line in Deborah Cox's song where she says, "This lovely black butterfly" I love butterflies. And Happy New Year to you too! And happy, happy Birthday to you! I looooove velvet! It reminds me of my childhood.
from shawntasy :
Just know you arent alone. When I read some of your entries it was like a mirror of myself. Keep your head up sis. Happy Holidays and a safe and blessed New Year.
from blackpearl1 :
Thanks for saving me as a buddy,FYI you forgot the 'a' in blackpearl1. (see ur profile pg.)
from blackpearl1 :
Thanks for stopping thru and enjoying my world. About the tylenol PM, I discovered it long time ago and used it faithfully for a while but it no longer works for me. Thanks for the advice on J-mac, Lawd knows I need it. And about the lunch 4 hour lunch break...when the boss is away, the mice will play. :) LOL. I will be stopping thru your page as well. And just in case nobody has said it yet, WELCOME to D'Land!! ~BP1~
from eccentrik :
Just lettin' you know that I checked your diary :D
from butta7772000 :
WHOA...I know that sometimes you just have to take matters into your own hands...but that was the oddest storry of bp meet-and-greet I've heard. Makes mine look like a trip to the zoo...lol...(and by the way, I feel much better. Thanks for caring. :)
from a-divas-life :
aight chica you tripped me out wit the story, it was funny all right, and weird too, but you forgot to mention TERRIFYING, lol....don't forget to change the markups for your entry links (next, previous)...holla!
from bleek420 :
um...im a guy...do you really think that its been only a month? i have done it when im having too much sex too. ok maybe that too much info as well. im just saying that now im having next to none and its iggin me! im worst then butta when to comes dat! but really you make the 8th person this year...i had included jen in that list of the 7...shame on you btw...LOL!! and last but not least if you gonna put confeesions up put it on the right day...wendnesdays are confession day...dont let it happen again or ill be forced to drive to b-more...whats dat u say?? i dont know where u live?? um nevermind then LOL!!!

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