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from raygirl999 :
It’s been so long! I’m so glad you are back! You have always been such an inspiration due to your honesty and clarity (even though I am older than you haha). Don’t be a stranger. I should update as well now. See always being inspiring :-)
from readnglst999 :
Where is clarity25? Recent vacation blog - http://twoshotsoftequila.blogspot.com/ "Eric's" Photobucket account - http://s795.photobucket.com/home/sketchbookshark/index
from raygirl999 :
So glad you are updating again!
from annanotbob :
Hello - your username caught my eye, so I clicked on it and there's the chorus of one of my all time favourite lyrics. I've only read two entries (it's late and I'm knackered), but I'm adding you because I just know I have to read more. Best wishes xxx
from vla :
update!
from smallhanded :
I'm still reading. xoxo
from thebeesknees :
i am. snitches, stitches.
from vla :
still here and reading.
from vla :
this is so weird. just thinking about you. and u updated!
from raygirl999 :
Merry Christmas! I hope you are doing ok. Take care.
from vla :
I'm sorry things are hard. I was SO happy to see that you had updated though. I was just thinking about you lately and wondering what has been up with you... I really wish you'd write more cause I missss you.
from vla :
sometimes you just have to weather the storm...alone. i know it's hard, though, sweetie. but you learn something in these hard times. learn that you're strong and that you can do it on your own. you're such a strong chick, you don't even realize. i know how hard this stuff is, trust me! i know. i have spent many, many, many nights like that/this. but if you move through the anxiety it will get easier and you'll find your strenght. it's ok to be alone... and not lonely. it's going to get better. promise. this is an important time & you're gonna learn a lot. boo, annoying advice, i know. xoxo.
from vla :
I'm sorry, girl, but it *will* get better. stay strong through this.
from hungry-hippo :
I am sorry you are feeling so down about this, but I have to say I am also glad you did not get through to Cyd. I know I have been talking a lot lately about revisiting my own old habits, but so far it has just been all talk and I haven't called anyone. Which I think is good. Anyway, I think you should breathe deeply and perhaps schedule a lot of massages. Massages really help.
from thebeesknees :
Oh, I won't stop writing here. I'll just start writing about different, stupid stuff over there.
from hungry-hippo :
No! did not receive email! Mine now is [email protected] so send there. What's your current password? hope you're well...
from thebeesknees :
sent. let me know if it doesn't reach you.
from vla :
I know that feeling so much... I remember writing stuff exactly like that. You just have to start making little steps to build your life back without him. just make a call to a g.friend you haven't talked to in a while... something that is hard maybe, I know, but you need ppl in your life besides him. and omg, I totally know those mom calls.
from vla :
so sorry for more PB drama, it seems lame to simply say he doesn't deserve you, but he really doesn't deserve you. i think the faster you move on from him, the better off you will probably be.
from vla :
weeeeird. i take it every night. (great, huh?) never happened to me before. so...
from vla :
p.s. he sounds like ke.
from vla :
are you on yahoo IM? I am on there all day, if you wanna IM. Or send me an email.
from vla :
whaaaaaaaat??
from vla :
how are things without a roommie?
from vla :
aw, sucky about the teeth! but good that pb is finally moving out!!
from vla :
sorry, girl. I hope he moves out soon...
from vla :
That's really who he is though... I think he's both. I don't think he was pretending to be anyone. plus. hot.
from vla :
thanks, doll. update?
from vla :
aw, you do? (tattoo.) that's cool! I kinda hate mine. I got it when I was 18. I never see it though, so whatever. It's just one of those symbol ones, but people always ask me "what it means" and I am like: young & dumb? hee. oh well.
from vla :
You did tell me about NARS. I will have to check out those other colors, although I am on a shopping ban at the moment. I was happy to see that you updated. I hope you keep writing! I've missed you.
from vla :
miss you! update!!
from vla :
um, that was meant with love, I hope you know. I just missss reading you.
from vla :
UPDATE, BITCH!!
from f-girl :
ahhh, claudia! that's another great one. i will definitely add that one when i update the list. i love audrey, too, but there's already one in the extended family. those are great names, though! thanks!
from f-girl :
of course i will give it to you. email me at [email protected]. for obvious reasons i don't want to post it here :o)
from justvivo :
Oh sweetie, I'm sorry you had to deal with such a horrid Thanksgiving, but I am so glad you had PB there with you to support you. I'm sorry that you are so sad about the relationship with your brother - that must be so hard. Have you tried the once a week phone call? Is he receptive to this? I feel for you. xo
from justvivo :
That massage sounds wonderful!!! I'm sorry about your Christmas plans being dictated for you, but remember, PB will be with you. I hope you had a nice Thanksgiving! xoxo
from vla :
I feel fat and disgusting too. does this fact make you feel any better? probably not. I only wanted to tell you that I sympathize. I also wanted to work the word "fuck" in here somehow... oh look! I did.
from vla :
emailed you!
from justvivo :
Have FUN tonight... (even though, I know, you don't feel like going) And also? I'm very glad to see you back in action. xo
from hungry-hippo :
Hey. I've been reading. A lot's changed since I first started reading you! Hope you are well. Also, randomly... where do you get your clothes tailored? I am looking for a good tailor. :)
from justvivo :
I have no idea why I haven't left you a note earlier, as I've been reading since you've been back! It's great to see your entries... xoxo
from vla :
i feel kinda retarded leaving you another note, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
from vla :
dude. come cook me dinner.
from vla :
hey you.
from poked2x :
glad you're unlocked!
from hungry-hippo :
You're not flaky. Real life can take over sometimes. What's your new password info?
from fatnomore :
You're still here! I'd love a password if you're sharing...? If not, I hope you're doing well, and welcome back! Cheers.
from justvivo :
hey stranger!! I see you've updated, and I've been wondering about you. I'd love the password if you care to share. Hope all is well... xoxox
from vla :
Do you write still? I used to read you...but now you're locked and maybe long gone? Anyway, I'd love your password if you still write here. I miss reading you! Hope everything is going well.
from lolasavage :
hey there. Great diary, great taste and I love the name by the by. I can see you are a rather large fan of Francesca like myself. Any how, drop me a note some time. Tata.
from shimmyshimmy :
I absolutely loved your profile, and your diary too. Fun!
from raven72d :
You have a remarkably intriguing list of things you like... And remarkably clever stories to tell.
from yellowtulips :
thanks my friend shelly did the design for me.
from yellowtulips :
hey i just stumbled onto your diary and started reading. so i just wanted to say hey and i look forward to reading more when i have more time..
from porcelaina :
sorry you feel so shitty today.
from wrthlss :
You really have all those cool clothes? I'm so jealous. I saved all my money and bought a pair of Blue Cult jeans. Now I wear them every day with my cheap tops. Poor me. Lucky you.
from fluency :
hey lover. i'm sorry youv'e been so down lately. don't od. i'll miss you. man, you're all getting together over xmas?? wow. that'll be so fun. i should make the trip from philly, though i'd be a total drag cos i'm not yet 21. what a fricken youngin. anyways, i hope you're well and as drunk as i am right now. xoxoxoxo
from blondebabex :
Where are you from??
from ravenheart :
Thank you for joining my Nightheart ring, you are welcome!
from chikbeatnik :
so many name tags & so little time. :)
from anime-baby :
i love that song. i put it in my diary.
from thespark :
Hello there, welcome to the Spark ring :) (I'm Sif, forestdream, one of the Spark members) I really liked your Parts of Me entry, what a cool idea. 1920's style rocks! I'm reading a lovely book set in to 20's at the moment, and so I've been spending hours there. Enjoy your time in the Spark, sign g-books and introduce yourself if you like, that's what it's all about :)
from hungry-hippo :
Hey Snotface. What the hell happened to you last night? Did you GO to Alabama to watch that movie? Ha ha ha, no big deal. Take my survey. Maybe we'll meet online later. I'll be drunk from my two cocktail receptions. Fab.
from chikbeatnik :
i'm glad i'm your new fav. i am flattered. -xoxo- kristen
from hungry-hippo :
Ecstasia... aren't you going to write in your diary?? I want to hear what you are going through and you haven't updated since APRIL!! :)

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