messages to horngoddess:
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from singinggsc :
Tabitha, I really miss you a lot. I have no idea how to get hold of you. I look for you everyday online but never see you. I lost my cell phone and have lost your phone number. I miss you and wish I could see you. [email protected] or [email protected]. Please get this. Love you. Bye...
from gumphood :
hehe... I got hit off your diary, I think by accident.
from chacotaco97 :
me again sis...what happened to your E-mail addy? you know mine...keep in touch
from djmarionette :
McD's better think twice before letting you go on the panic problem. You are disabled, that's against the law. Check with your therapist on that.
from gumphood :
The Gunphood is a independant satire of my diary which I do not write. I do, however, write reviewgump.diaryland.com which is my making fun of others site.
from chacotaco97 :
Sis...it's me...trying to reach you somehow...you know my E-mail/AIM/AOL SN...just pop on soon to say hi...to give me your # again...to get my # again...to touch base with me...'cuz I worry...and right now you're the one sibbling that worries me the most now...I love ya sis...forever and ever...*HUGS*...Melissa
from gumphood :
I'll love on you...if that's what I should do....blue. stew...etc....hehe
from gumphood :
Hi, it sounds like things are going well, and yet you are still mad. I am confuesed.
from ladypoetess :
Pissed? No, I wasn't pissed. My immediate reaction was completely unexpected tears, honestly. As for not taking an interest in you lately - yes, I've been a fairly self-absorbed little girl lately, and concerned basically only with my own life, I admit it. I'm sorry, but the things going on in my life require my attention more than anything else, because if I don't deal with my own life, I will fall apart and be completely unable to help -anyone-, even myself. I'm a bit confused about how I "didn't care" or where I showed a "lack of concern" when you hit rock bottom - when you overdosed? If you are referring to another incident, I am unware of it. If you are referring to the overdose, I -did- show concern. I have logfiles from AIM to show that, in addition to the fact I went actively searching for information via my mother and yours. If you want a copy of the AIM log, I'm sure I can pull it up and send it to you. And as for Christmas - what bothers me is the fact I was told -by your mother- that your father wants to try to build a relationship with me, but he almost refuses to acknowledge my existence, let along anything beyond that. This seems like someone has been lied to somewhere along the line, and yes - that bothers me. Your absence did not bother me that much, because I presumed at the time that you wanted to spend time with your father. All this aside - the situation with Dan has far more aspects to it than you know; than anyone who reads the diaries knows. There are parts I can't even -put- in diaries - this is why it bothers me when people voice such vehement opinions based on what they read in diaries.
from ashesasunder :
Don't waste your money baby. I spent over 5K trying to get "corrected". Eat your vitamins. Get out in the sunshine whenever you can. Appreciate life because when it finally ends you just may wish it never did. I LOVE YOU! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOOOOOOOUUUUU! And did I mention that you have a great rack? ^_^
from djmarionette :
uh whew.. you are in the place where i was in late '97 -- super high doses and difficult places. Try to get yourself to talk therapy because that's where the real healing is. eventually you'll stop using such high doses and find better ways to cope with situations. you'll get out of bed. the depressive phases won't last very long. But you have to work for it hun.
from gumphood :
get it out. This is the place for it. Remember depression can be a reminder of the lows, and then you can move on to your highs.
from devian :
i lost my best friend when i lived with her and i'm better off without the bitch. i'm sorry you have to go through it--it crippled me for two years after our friendship ended. it was like a very bad divorce.
from devian :
omg, you are so funny! i'm sorry that your bra has been plotting against you and your breasts. thank god you found out what was going on! tee hee hee
from gumphood :
My breasts remain silent. We like it that way...since they don't exist.
from gumphood :
I sense a diary war a coming. I hope it doesn't. Anyway I really hope the two of you are getting along. Its really hard, I have gone through it. Stay in touch. ~Gump
from phlaymelord :
If there's only one thing I do know right now, that's the importance of patience. If you get yourself worked up about what's going to happen, it will only bring more stresses into your life. Knowing exactly where you are in life, I know the value of having the least amount of stresses in your life. I know it isn't going to be easy, but it's in your best interest to learn it. Trust me... it WILL help.
from gumphood :
Sometimes when you go away, you come back better...and all it takes is one reason...reader to keep you going. Hi.
from house-elf :
i miss you...when will you update again? i hope you're doing o.k.
from tornshadow :
Ever hear from Melissa?
from gumphood :
I actualy prefer the personal accounts.
from toshchaya :
Is your name Tabitha? so is mine! :)
from gumphood :
I didn't think so. You have been plauged by the demons of note leaves before. People hate, but this confuses me.
from bigshow524 :
Baby, I love you. You take care of me and treat me good, and love me. You make every day livable, and I don't think I would make it without you. I am looking forward to spending the rest of my life with you. I love oyu Tabitha, and always will.
from gumphood :
I hope that wasn't directed at me....I am sorry if I pist you off.
from lionyxen :
Hello! A THOUSAND roses for you, sans thorns! ^_^ Sorry I haven't been around much; moving is a BITCH. Especially in a third-floor walk-up, heh. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
from gumphood :
faith kept
from gumphood :
Dude. That totally sucks that they are learning faster...you need to become a "jam master"
from alayah :
I got your note... it made me cry.
from gumphood :
hi there. I will be sad if this really is the end. I was hoping that you would keep on talking. I will miss you if you go. Please let me know what you decided.
from gumphood :
I liked the title. Bad reviews suck. I am sorry.
from lapisllong :
thanks for the note! i check on you now and again just so see how you're doing, i'm glad about the wedding plans and as for the child, have am abbreviated version of "The Talk" with her - 'yes, this is nice, i know it feels good, this is a special and private thing that we don't share with others' - there's nothing WRONG with it and the discovery was prolly accidental . . .
from xreviewyoux :
your review is up!
from gumphood :
Yes. I am now confused by it too and I can't really recall writing it. Hermm...
from gumphood :
I go to the coast it starts to rain. I paddle out on the water, alone. taste the salt and taste the rain I not think of you again. Summer dies and swells rise, run goes down in my eyes. The disc rocked!!!
from gumphood :
Her life could be better or worse. Trust me, its a crap shoot. The thing that you have the ability to do is control how good her life is now. Never forget that. You have the ability to make her life better, and a responsability not to make it worse. Adoption is a crap shoot.
from gumphood :
happy belated birthday. I was gone though. Where you at Cat.
from alayah :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KID!!! ;)
from alayah :
no sorry, not going to ozzfest or any other "fest" coming up in the near future due to a stupid college who can't make up their minds about my financial aid. I'm hoping to make it to Billy Idol in columbus at the end of august as a bday gift for joel but i'll just have to wait and see what the funds are like at that time. sorry!
from gumphood :
I have issue about the pianist, cause it sounds like penis. I would much rather be a racist than a penis.
from gumphood :
maybe if the sun wore sunglasses he would be kind enough to block out those harful cancer causeing rays. I think the sun is evil
from gumphood :
maybe if the sun wore sunglasses he would be kind enough to block out those harful cancer causeing rays. I think the sun is evil
from gumphood :
maybe if the sun wore sunglasses he would be kind enough to block out those harful cancer causeing rays. I think the sun is evil
from gumphood :
You have to have someone else fill in the Mad Libs. ... otherwise they are usually bad.
from heartshaped :
hi girl. i love aaron lewis singing "black" as well. he's so beautiful it hurts. his voice cuts deep into my soul and turns everything upside down for awhile. so amazing. and the look on his face when he sings. i saw staind live and when aaron went acoustic i couldn't stop crying. beautiful. maynard from tool has one of those voices too. he is surely from another world. xo.
from house-elf :
i said i'd leave the links here for you. my webpage. all i have done is the poetry so far. http://www.geocities.com/ house_elf_s/main-poetry-index.html and my spiritual journal is at pagan-elf.diaryland.com
from house-elf :
*hugs you tight* he's not the only one who loves you dearheart, though he is one of the most important :)
from house-elf :
re: soooo....... i'm glad you didn't disappear and didn't hurt yourself. i understand wanting to. thank you...for all of us who love you and are very glad you're around.
from alayah :
i'm glad you're doing good... been thinking of you. i've never been thru hypnotherapy but i've always wondered how that works. i'm sure it will help. :)
from gumphood :
hey hey hey. Good to see you back in the saddle. I hope the wedding goes well. Those are fun
from alayah :
tab... don't be scared. did something bad happen that you felt you needed to interupt your performance and go see this doctor now? remember we're all your friends here and it's ok to say it... or not. tell the doc a good friend of yours is taking lexapro and having great success with it. perhaps they'll try that for you. it won't make you a zombie. i also take klonopin for anxiety and there's no side effects. but realize this: drugs are only a bandaid. the real issues get solved in therapy and that is what i've done over the past seven or eight years. i still have bumps in the road, but damn I've come a long way, baby!
from alayah :
OMG congrats!!!
from alayah :
good luck on your test and remember, you are good at this!!
from alayah :
i got it, thanks hon!!
from gumphood :
Yes you do; hopefully we won't be mean
from house-elf :
i'd like to still have access after you lock things down...*hugs*
from singinggsc :
Can I have access to your diary? I love you and I'm sorry that "stranger" is fucking with you! *love!*
from lostthoughts :
wow did you know, I was the first person to leave a note?! I just did! wow huh? well my email address is [email protected]... please please please leave me a password. *love*
from alayah :
hey i'd like access to your locked diary! email me at [email protected]
from lostthoughts :
hey you havent wrote a note back.. I was just wondering if I could get a password though... I'm still a faithful reader! I care about you! Please write me back...
from ladypoetess :
People are just assholes. Damn... Can't people just let go of their petty jealousies and let the past fuckin' lay ~in the past~? *grrrr* I'm sorry you have to deal with assholes like that, cuz... I really am.
from gumphood :
I think I have the soundtrack from the third movie...turtles in time. Thats about as bad as I get. But I remember the pizza commecials
from lostthoughts :
hey... I'm sorry to hear about your grandma... I went through kinda the same thing a couple of months ago with mine. I'm really glad to see you back though and updating. HEY- everything will get better, I know it! Just try to look for the good things, like robert. If I had a guy I could care less about anybody else..(cept for some of my family, and friends) But, I do hope everything does turn out. I'll be reading!
from singinggsc :
Tab, it really means alot to me and you make me feel better. I just want to quit eerything. I know you know the feeling. I'm really sory about your grandma and it hurts me that you hurt this badly. I love you. If you need me, I'll always be here for you!!!!! Always!
from gumphood :
Well I hope that you do in fact find something witty to grab. I will be sad if there is nothing. If you check the entires people list as their favorites those are the funny ones. Thanks BTW
from lostthoughts :
hey, I think I'm starting my diary up again, I decided I didnt care if anyone I know reads this anymore... say hi one of these times.
from heartshaped :
ohmy. how amazing would that be? ps. thank you. :)
from alayah :
whoa tab, that attack was a bad one. would you consider doing something for just that aspect of your situation? there are meds specifically for panic only that won't make you into a zombie, that won't change you. you'd have to do some serious arm twisting with a dr. to get them to treat only that, but sometimes it can be done. thing is with panic, there's always a connecting reason why, some trauma that's hidden in your subconscious that's fighting its way back to the conscious, thus the panic. if you went med-less, cognitive therapy might help you resolve those hidden issues that cause the panic. I managed to do that and nowadays I only suffer from mild anxiety.
from singinggsc :
I don't know hwo often you read these, but this seemed more personal than the tagboard. I just wanted you to know that I seriously miss you alot and I've been thinking about you alot lately. I've been reading all of your past diary entries and your profile and your notes page- I've been thinking about how much I needed you when I had you, and even more, how much I need you still. I'm going to post this entry in my diary as well, but I wanted it to be here, in your personal space. I never meant to like him and I'm sorry I did. I know it's my problem, I know it. But he isn't important in that aspect of my life. I had you first and you are the one I want. I don't like him, I'm done with it. Still, it was an accident... Your friendship was not an accident however, it was the best thing I could've had when I got to glenville; a trust worthy person to invite me to her house to be with her daughter and sister and friends and herself. You were my escape and you have to know that. Remember the first time I came over? I came on a night when I knew not many people would be there, because I was nervous as fuck. I sat on your couch and drank some Mike's and then stayed on your couch. Then, the next morning, you and Deb and Sara(h) went to Flatwoods to partake in some Taco Bell, haha. Awww, and that time you and I and Sara(h) went to the park and we just talked about everything that we had inside. I miss that. I miss you. I needed that. I need you. *hugs and stuff* I love you.
from alayah :
well y'know... just because you're sexually frustrated and hormonally overdosed doesn't mean your feelings AREN'T VALID. I mean c'mon. That john dude can't just run off with your car willy-nilly, what if he wrecks? Your insurance won't cover that. And the food thing, what the hell's wrong with that guy? Sounds like he better get a job to support his eating habits. I think you can discuss these matters with him without blowing up (at least the first time around) and if that dont' work, then blow up. ;)
from heartshaped :
i know it. i want jake, trent, billy crudup, jude law, johnny depp, vince vaughn, etc, etc, for my birthday. just this once? hee.
from heartshaped :
mmm. trent. could this be any prettier?
from soulepiphany :
Love you too, hun. All is basically well, besides my tremendous upset at you listing goddamn squirrelfuckingx as a favorite. ;) but I'll get over it. Talk to you later.
from alayah :
tab, thanks a bunch for the message and I'm so glad you were able to laugh at my lunatic raving confusion! ;) I had just gotten back from a long-ass driving trip and lacking sleep so my tell-it-like-it-is side was blazing. I'm sorry for your situation and all that you've been through, but GIRL!! Why is it that young women think that "it can't happen to me" when it comes to not using birth control? It's not like we're invincible, although I wish that were the case. Anyway... thanks for telling me. I realize a diary is a private thing but if you want people to offer encouragement and support, clarity is key. Frankly I never thought you really cared who was reading or if privacy was any kind of issue for you, or if you have an alternate diary for that sort of thing. And you know me, I just let 'er rip. Cheers!
from alayah :
Tab, you know i like you and I care. i've been reading what's going on but i have no clue whatsoever what's going on. you haven't really said what has happened to you... maybe i'm stupid and i missed something. i can't come in here and say aww tab i love you hugs blah blah when i don't know what is wrong. so don't sit there yelling at people like myself in your diary when i don't have a damn idea what is up.
from miko-sama :
*hugs*
from bigshow524 :
Tab, I love you, I knokw I say that all the time, but I only say it becouse that is how I feel about you. This is killing me, not a day has gone by that I don't think about this, not a moment goes bye, that I don't hurt becouse of this, it is killing me, and the pain that i see you in, makes me want to rip my own heart out. If I could take this back I would, but I knkow I can't that I am going to have to live with this for the rest of my life. But you know what, I know I can do it, but not alone, I need you there with me, I know that together we will survive this. I love you Tabitha, and you are not alone.
from ladypoetess :
*hugs you tightly* I love you, and I am here for you, Tabitha.
from lionyxen :
You know what's best for you, you've made your decision and I think you know you have my support. *HUGS* I have some advice for your peace of mind, it'll be in the locked. And I certainly don't think any less of you, had my body not taken care of things for me I would've done the same not too long ago. Love you darling XOXOXO
from mrdew :
ok uhm. so lets try this again. I went to leave you a note the other day but could not bring myself to do it, and I cannot allow myself to fully express. But I will do my best. Honestly I think I'm the last person who you should care about as far as when it comes to support and thoughts and stuff, cuz I really dont matter at all. But I think you know how I feel. Maybe. Then again. It is your body,I'll show my support to you though its hard, by just not saying anything to you. Keeping the peace. Like I said. my words should mean nothing to you. so don't be angry with me.
from ladypoetess :
*hugs you tightly* I love you, cousin. And I support you in whatever decision you make. You will find no judgement from this side, I promise you that.
from emotion_sick :
i love you tabitha, and i'm always here for you. i hope you will be ok... and just know that i'm always thinking bout you. *big hugz cuz you're speshul*
from soulepiphany :
It's ok, sweetie. Only you know your own reasons, so only you can make up your mind about it. And you have, so that's one less step. If you need to talk to me, I'm here. Love, Sara
from invisibledon :
Just randomly ended up here have a great day
from bigshow524 :
Thank you....
from bigshow524 :
well, just want to say I love oyu, so... I love you....
from mrdew :
uhm..does this thing..start with a p? i dunno i'm tired sorry..anyways..word up T Cat. I never talk to you anymore. Catch ya later. William Sean
from soulepiphany :
Why do I feel like I know what you are talking about, and why do I hope, for your sake, that I don't?
from lionyxen :
I'm there for you, even if not in body. *HUGS* You must be strong sweetie, I KNOW you have it in you.
from bigshow524 :
I love you, and though you may feel alone you are very much the oppisite.
from lionyxen :
Oh yes, it is so much worse when you have a disassociative audience. (I know that isn't proper grammar, but fuck it, I like it and I know you get it). And heheh yeah, I got the same result from that goofy lil' quiz ^_~
from alayah :
i may not know what you went thru but i understand how it feels.
from bigshow524 :
Glad you are still going to marry me, becouse I still love you.... you entry made me sad though... I hope you are ok, I can't wait to see you....
from bigshow524 :
I love you.
from mrdew :
I know isn't that funny, ok anyways, the guy at the store, You know the one I was telling you about earlier, He did the funniest thing. After he told that old lady that, she got so offended and walked out. I couldn't stop laughing. Tab man I tell ya that was the funniest thing.
from bigshow524 :
thank you for the great weekend, and the great night last night... I love you.
from bigshow524 :
wanted to say hi, and let you know I'm thinging about you... I love you babe, talk to you later...
from soulepiphany :
Chicago...the amtrak...Detroit....hmmmmmmmmm.
from lionyxen :
I almost forgot...yes, I will reveal the ugliness to you: the username is yours, the word is *burn* without the asterisks.
from lionyxen :
HAHAHAHAHA!!! Ever see a lion do a happy dance? *Dances and shakes her tail* You'll be here FRIDAY! ^_____^ OK, this isn't the most intelligent thing to do but fuck it... 708-359-6536 ...that's my cell phone, for a good time call! *laughs* Seriously, call me, we'll figure out a gameplan so we can get together once you're out here; ooohhhh yeah, we're going to have some fun ^_~ Shayla can guarantee that you'll never be bored when you're around me, that's for certain! I'm saving my loves for you til' you get here...have you ever had a woman that's 6'3 give you a big hug? Nothing like getting smothered with warm breasts....^_~
from bigshow524 :
I just wanted to tell you that I love you and that I hope you have a wonderful day. I can't wait to be back there with you, its only been a couple of hours but I already miss you. I love you!
from horngoddess :
SUGAR/OIL....she tells me...so I gotta cut/paste it here so I won't forget it!! Take a few table spoons of sugar. Mix it with olive oil or any other kind of oil besides regular cooking oil. mix it so it seems kind of slushy, then put a little more oil in. It should let the oil rise to the top when you let it sit. Not crumbley. Mix in anything nice smelling iff you want. If your pores have shit in them, put in honey. or a smashed strawberry. rub it in little circles, AFTER you wash your face. rinse it off, and dry.
from bigshow524 :
I love you verry much!
from emotion_sick :
tab! you mean a lot to me. i loves you to death! if you were gone i wolud so remember you and be severely sad. i will come and see you sometime this summer. i gots to save up some money and all that jazz... bleh? hehe. i gotta look for a new job... well i'll ttyl. thanks for the comments :) luvinz yous, katie
from soulepiphany :
Oh, Tab. Please, don't feel this way. Why do you always think all the same cutting, hurtful crap on the same day I do? I love you, and that's one of the reasons. You know me. I've never actually sat in your presense, but you know me, because we're so much the same. You always seem to care and understand when I had given up the hope of anyone being able to do that. I'll always be here for you, from here on out, because you've been here for me. You are worried about not making a mark...do you know how many times you've kept me from making a mark...on myself? You're not eraseable, tab. ~sara
from miko-sama :
I wish I had something witty to say, alas I do not. Boo. However, you needn't worry about being forgotten. You have /definately/ left a mark on me, and it's not something I will or want to forget. ^_^
from ladypoetess :
Re: Making a mark -- You have, most definitely. A complete, indelible mark on me, and I am very glad of it. It has helped me find who I truly am - once all the pop-culture was stripped away, I could see just what was left, just what was really me. And I am forever grateful. *bows* I love you, cuz.
from bigshow524 :
I'm sorry I made you feel this way, I never wanted to hurt you... but it seems like thats mostly what I do. I love you... and....
from ladypoetess :
Re: Your mother frying my brain -- Believe me, I was a stuttering, hyperventilating -mess- for several minutes after the conversation with your mom. And then I saw your father then next day at the store, and he smiled and waved to catch my attention - not a normal occurance, to be sure. As for my mom being sick - she's been sick since my junior year of high school, but for some reason this is hitting me harder than most of the previous spikes in her illnesses. -- Oh, my mom had a hideous thought. The convo with your mom was on April 1st. You don't suppose it was an April Fool's joke, do ya? ^_~ No, I don't really think so, but isn't that an awful thought?
from mrdew :
I really have nothing to say, just wanted to make a note. Thats cool you have found love. Seems like we are both feeling the opposite feelings huh? weird. William Sean
from soulepiphany :
I did the same thing last night. We'll be ok. We are never anything else.
from ladypoetess :
Re: Hell hath Frozen Over in Williamstown -- Oh, gods... *collapses* Any clue what church they are going to pick to go to next??
from lionyxen :
I never do what I'm told! =P When is Easter anyway? Hehehe bet you didn't expect me to write back so fast. XOXOXOXOXO
from horngoddess :
SOMEONE LEAVE ME NOTES TELLING ME THAT THEY LOVE ME.....ANYONE.....REALLY.....THAT MEANS YOU TOO.
from seanandjacob :
Such a professional. Yikes. Stay outa the way. Thanks for telling us how to finger. - Sean
from mrdew :
*sarcasm* If my young mind could process what your entry meant I might have some good advice. seriously..ur a cool mom..
from golden-ashes :
I'm screaming too.
from lionyxen :
I added you to my buddy list for yahoo...catch you next time ^_^ ...you missed it last night....Miko's poor boyfriend....*EL*
from lionyxen :
Tab, don't go offline yet...note me back a.s.a.p if I'm not too late ^_~
from house-elf :
I really LOVE the new look! It's SO cool!
from imaginemercy :
heard about Diaryland from a friend and I wanted you to know that I can really relate to you. Thanx!
from alayah :
i really like the new look. :)
from lapisllong :
heh. kids are great but damn, they are weird! Ronica does the strangest things at school - 2nd grade and she suddenly reaches over to another kid's BUTT and starts drawing on his JEANS with a MARKER! i mean, really! when asked why she said, "i . . . i dunno . . . it was just THERE . . ." GAH!
from devian :
i'm so glad you agree with me about john mayer. i'd rather eat glass than listen to/watch him sing. sometimes, i have no choice as my bf is a huge fan of his. ugh! why can't we be selectively deaf?
from house-elf :
of course I read it all the way through - what do you think I am? lazy? *wink* love ya hon!
from lionyxen :
You're finally coming out here?! Hehehehe I'll need your shoe size you know; got to step out in style (i.e. Evil Leather Boots, Mwa)! And three years ago, was, well, three years ago and has no bearing on the present ^_~ XOXOXO
from lionyxen :
Heheheh try a big beaded choker ^_~ Oh yes, I'm back incidentally ^_^
from soulepiphany :
TURTLE NECK!!!!! WHORE!!!!! You crazy little ass-getter, you. ;) ~sara
from house-elf :
Thank you for your support. If it were midterms for me, I could still save the class. unfortunately, I only have 2.5 weeks left until finals, and even if I got perfect grades on everything between now and then, I couldn't get a C. Long Story - I'll give it to you sometime.
from house-elf :
Re: You and Sarah ditto ladypoetess Re: You and Debra In that case I'm glad she's there, because I consider you a good friend, and since I've just "found" you, I'd hate to lose you.
from ladypoetess :
Re: You and Sarah -- I can't actually agree with you here, hon. There was a point, yes, where Sarah would have been perfectly happy without you - when she didn't know you. But that is no longer the case. Now she knows you and loves you like only a child can - with a perfect innocence of everything. Now, you would be abandoning her if you ran out, because she is certainly old enough to know who you are, and old enough to be hurt without you.
from soulepiphany :
I'm proud of you, tab. ~sara
from house-elf :
Hugs for you.
from house-elf :
you're right - the kitten is SO CUTE!
from smellyfinger :
I showdeded my appreciation for the holiday by brinin' out da red!!! Goat man eats monkeys.
from house-elf :
re: stereotypes Kudos for your attempt to raise your daughter w/o the stereotypes. I wish you all the success in the world. The world needs more parents like you, so that we'll have more children raised in an open-minded fashion. the world will be a better place.
from house-elf :
I was happy to send it to you dear. I really hope to get to know you better. You seem like a really wonderful person. Can't wait till you're back in the area, so we can go out - you're so cool to hang out with.
from alayah :
hey i have that toy too! *snicker*
from an6elo :
still alive and kicking.. just been busy.. miss you lots though.. don't see you online anymore.. but yeah, i miss our talks.. i should call.. yeah.. that's what i'll do.. hopefully soon.. k hon.. i hope things are okay.. take care of yourself.. bye bye
from smellyfinger :
It's name can be "kitty that is grey and has white feet that was made from love on a tuesday afternoon that resulted in the closing of the super market downtown". Ahhh, we'll call it "Silly cat that wears slippers on cold mornings while drinking its milk" for short.
from smellyfinger :
This lovechild you speak of... can it be a kitty? Not just any kind of kitty. A grey kitty. You know one of those ones that are grey. You know what I'm talking about right? A grey lovechild kitty.
from yburuby :
huntington. you?... and cheers again on the diary.
from yburuby :
a few thoughts: firstly, i also live in w.v. secondly, i have also had that same thought about prison. they have libraries and they feed you. thirdly, armand is also my favorite. that is all.
from smellyfinger :
Save the last dance for the unstuffed turkey. Dance with a power field expert. Try Scoopies brand TP.
from radioalex :
I really appriciate your concern and all but I just don't have the support or the money I need to pursue this. I look at what I would be dealing with trying to reach my goal and I just don't have the stability to do it. Alex.
from soulepiphany :
::knock, knock:: You know I want in.
from house-elf :
I really enjoyed the time that was had the last time you were in town. For what it's worth, add me to the list of those who want to keep you around. I am sorry to hear that you're feeling down; if I can help, let me know.
from alayah :
I love your soul.. it's not time yet.
from miko-sama :
For what it's worth, I care.
from lostthoughts :
hey- I think I might start a locked diary, if you want to read, I'll give you a password. I probably wont update a lot. a lot of crap has happened, but I'll explain. thank you for caring. *sighs* love ya lots.
from alayah :
no, not shame on you. something else is just around the corner, you'll see.
from miko-sama :
*smiles* I'm flattered to be included in your list of friends. ^_^ Perhaps we'll get to know each other better come the new year? *crosses fingers* We'll see!
from ladypoetess :
Re: Thanking DLand Friends -- *hugs you tightly* You are always welcome, cuz. *smiles* I am glad we are friends again. I can remember so many odd & interesting things we got into as kids, and I was missing that. ^_~
from alayah :
I'm so sorry, Tab. He sounds too young to appreciate a lovely lady such as you.
from soulepiphany :
I was there too, at the same time, saying the same things. You have no idea how in tandem we were. love you tab, ~sara
from wyvern :
I've been reading now for a while (being an ex-friend of Shayla, I'd heard about you even before I started to read) and right now I wish that there was something that I could do... A lot of us out here care for you without even trying, which makes me wonder how anyone could possibly hurt you that badly. Especially him. ::hugs::
from liveintheory :
december 30th's entry... comment: YES!!! hehe...
from soulepiphany :
I knew I was supposed to read your diary today. Thanks for reminding me to not fuck something up tonight. ~sara
from lostthoughts :
you dont know how much I appreciate you. thank you sooo much. much love.
from miko-sama :
Happy masturbation sessions? Hallejulah. I'd drink to thank, but I've had too much the way it is...@_@
from an6elo :
hmm... you know... you can change those dates, right?
from devian :
well, thank you indeed for your feedback regarding my song. it's one that i keep fighting with myself about...i'm not sure if i should record it or shelve it. it may *may* appear on my new record (of new songs, not to be confused with my soon to be released record of older songs). and i would love to talk with you more...email me :P
from soulepiphany :
Awww, I like that note there underneath me. I used to have one of those. :) Lucky girl. And thanks for bringing Headvoice back! I was thinking about her just yesterday, and wondering just where the fuck she went. Glad she's visiting YOU this time! ;-) Later, babe. ~sara
from mrdew :
hey tabitha..i dont think i told you how much i love you today. i just wanted to let you know i really do love you..i love everything about u..and ur flaws. shhhhh dont worry we al have them *S*..*HUGS* william
from lionyxen :
And btw, I think I will go ahead and put some X pics on my site if I can *grin* I just have to decide which ones! Hehehe love you!
from lionyxen :
Honey, you don't need books to find your spiritual path. Its already inside of you, waiting patiently to be discovered. An epiphany will come to you when you least expect it, trust me, I was an athiest at one point and then one night I was meditating and my path 'found me' so to speak. *HUGS* You're not an empty person, your soul is just on the defensive right now and locking itself up for your own well-being in the long run. Let it all ease its way back into focus gradually, trust me ^_^
from soulepiphany :
Hey, sweetie. I'm sorry I can't be here to talk to you right now. I won't criticize or condemn you for anything you do, because I know what it is that drives you to do it. And it's not really in our control. It IS our control. I'll be back to talk to soon, if you want. Love you, ~sara
from liveintheory :
"believe nothing, no matter where you read it or who has said it, not even if i have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense." [buddha]
from alayah :
I don't think that finding a religion is the way it works, I think spirituality will find you. Perhaps reading a little bit of what's out there might help it come to you...
from ladypoetess :
Re: In need of a religion -- Might I suggest finding a local Unitarian Universalist congregation? They are -no longer- a branch of Christianity, though at one point the Unitarian side -was- Christian, just Christian who did not believe in the Holy Trinity. Since merging with the Universalist church, the whole thing stopped being Christian. The national association's website is located at http://www.uua.org - Do keep in mind that all congregations are different. The one here in Marietta is decidedly -not- Christian, but I have been told of others that are much more strongly Christian-based. Don't discount the entire lot of us because of one congregation, okay? *hugs* Love you, cuz.
from thisisjohn :
what church asked you to leave, and why?
from lionyxen :
^_^ Love you sweetie! So when are you coming to get corrupted? >=) mwahahaha!
from lionyxen :
I love you too sweetie ^_^ *HUGS* Yes, you MUST come out to Chicago and see me and my evil crew >=) That is, of course, if you don't mind cruising around the city in a fully stocked limo w/jacuzzi and hitting the hottest bars and clubs....hehehehe get your hot ass out here! Love ya!
from devian :
hey tab! thanks for signing m' guest book. i'm glad someone out there in cyberland agrees with me about the accents. i'm beginning to really enjoy southern accents a lot. they sound cozy. now, midwestern accents sound like nails on a CHAlkboard.
from lostthoughts :
hey, I unlocked my diary, it grew to be a pain, I dont care if my parents lose it, I did it anyway. thanks for caring, really.
from devian :
horngoddess, of course my diary is good! come on, now! i really wouldn't waste my time with drivel when i have a public to please! :P thanks for adding me as a favorite! it was very sweet! :)
from jelybeanie32 :
The dirays not bad, I like it... but then again, I am the girl... that kinda helps...
from jelybeanie32 :
I love what you said about penisnews, because I made the banner
from ladypoetess :
Oh, honey I wasn't upset. *smiles* All forgiven. ^_^ And my eddress is [email protected]
from ladypoetess :
I care. And, if you lock your diary, I will still care, and will want to read it. But it is, of course, your choice. Come to think of it, you have another diary, yes? A locked one? I've been wanting to read that one, as well, but I do not wish to intrude.
from an6elo :
:: tight hugs ::
from lionyxen :
"You and me, we're in this together now..." as are we all. *HUGS and (platonic? >=D) KISSES* hehehehe btw, I'm killing my aol account (no really, I am this time) Monday, so my aim goes too....but I'll let you know my new info when the time comes ^_^
from pancakemix :
dont hurt yourself
from soulepiphany :
It's not her fault, tab....you just gave her the wrong name. :) ~sara
from soulepiphany :
OH! I just saw your entry with your cake-picture in it...you're so beautiful! Come talk to me again soon, havent seen you on lately. ~sara
from miko-sama :
Hi! Nice to see you again! ^_^
from thisisjohn :
wow, that last entry. wow.
from lionyxen :
Happy Samhain ^_^
from lionyxen :
CONGORATS!!!!!!! *tosses confetti and jellybeans* I know you rocked the house ^_^ So....I'm not going to die now right?.....HAHAHA j/k...but I do want to live forever...J/K I hope the family recovers from their illnesses soon and all is well. I've got your back ^_^
from br0ken-heart :
I love your template, it rocks. I must agree with you on the contact situation..i just got contacts as well...i really hope the best comes to you in your recital...Best Wishes xoxo*Kaycee
from lionyxen :
I care too sweetie *hugs* I vow to you that if I lived closeby I would be there, fuck work and whatever plans I might have, and I AM DEAD SERIOUS. I'll be there to support you in spirit if not in body ^_^ ~you're going to move out here....you're going to move out here...~ All right, I suck at subliminal messages, heh. Love ya!
from alayah :
I care. Wish I could attend your recital.
from lionyxen :
I'm telling you, get those bitches to MY neck of the woods...I have everything I need except for the jellybeans and chicken feathers...>=D
from heartshaped :
living is easy with eyes closed. misunderstanding all you see. it's getting hard to be someone but it all works out. it doesn't matter much to me.
from lionyxen :
Well I read the one big entry directed at Candi in the other diary...wtf, I'm going to write her a nice letter courtesy of the fff's >=) So check it out, I promise it will be funny (In a sick, demented way, but that's the best!) ^_~
from smellyfinger :
Damn, I'm hungry and my cracker sacker bag tore again. Help me sew it back the way Monica intended it.
from lionyxen :
*BIG lioness hug*
from soulepiphany :
Hey, honey...be on tomorrow so we can talk. ~sara
from lionyxen :
Thank you ^_^ Now whack me over the head with something heavy before I get too deep again...j/k Love ya!
from soulepiphany :
Molto Bella!
from mrdew :
Hello my little buttermuffin. I never knew you had a "notes" thing going on here. I burnt my tongue. It hurts. I love you hun. SALUT!
from horngoddess :
I'm so empty here without you. I know they want me dead. I know it's the last day on earth. We'll be together while the planet dies. I know it's the last day on earth. We'll never say goodbye.
from tasteforeign :
i have moved from RADIODECAY,to TASTEFOREIGN. thank you for the support. i hope to see you there.
from an6elo :
Quite disturbing, your entry is. But today is my birthday. And so I shouldn't let it bother me. So I hope I see you online soon cuz we need ta talk. Alright then, Hon... TTFN.
from lionyxen :
Spiffy layout, my cat wants to play with the ribbons. You two are starting a trend ^_^ I'm still waiting for a violent, disturbing (yet fun!) picture for mine *evil grin*
from miko-sama :
I like it! ^_^ It's pretty!
from open-book :
hi thanks for adding me to your faves list - it's funny that you found me through a banner because i go to school with the girl who writes under sandrina, and i think lady poetess is connected there too somehow... anyway i enjoyed checking in on your diary!
from lionyxen :
Hey, no problem sweetie. Just looking out for you; I don't want to see you suffer like so many others...plenty of that in this world already. And YES, pulling your hair out will only add to your problems too... We're not in the age-range for Rogaine yet; so keep it that way ^_^ *shakes paw mock-threateningly* love ya!
from horngoddess :
DON'T PULL YOUR HAIR TAB. I'M FUCKING SERIOUS. STOP IT RIGHT NOW. DON'T DO IT.
from soulepiphany :
...Sailors delight. Red sky in morning...
from radioalex :
all i can really say is thank you
from an6elo :
hey.. i'm here... sorry.. i've had class and a rough last 24 hours. i contemplated on calling but i dunno.. felt a little shy. a bit out of sorts. i hope i get to talk to you tomorrow (8/30). i miss you too. wish i coulda called. thanks for the shout out though. brightened my otherwise gloomy day. made me smile. *muah* thanks. bye
from lionyxen :
I'm big! 6'3 LEO BABY!!! *HUGS HUGS HUGS* And I know how that feels...but I can guarantee that you are never, never alone; someone in this life or the next is always there; I know this from personal xp... ^_^
from lionyxen :
Hehe thanks for saying so; I tend to scare people off when I rant like that ^_^ Feeling's mutual. I'd suggest reconsidering moving out here, I think you'd love it! Lots o' Leos around =D
from miko-sama :
Hee, hee, hee. Don't worry about it. I have so many freaking nicknames, I have a hard time keeping them and my name name straight. ^_~ I knew who ya meant.
from skylarevans :
alright, i'm concerned. i'm very concerned and i'm a stranger somewhere out here. so maybe we could trade stories instead and then laugh about all this later? you better be awake. *sky
from dpentacles :
Thanks for the note.Check CRAIGSLIST or ROOMMATE.COM.Take care:)
from lordacon :
I won't bore you with the "you have a wonderful diary" line, because to be honest I've only read one entry. It's your newest entry, and I'm wondering already if you're alright. From what I gather you're suffering from a very similar problem I was once stuck at. I hope everything works out for you, and if you would like to talk one day please, feel free to leave a note. Good luck to you and I'll be checking in
from an6elo :
Happy Birthday! It seems to me that it's a little rough right now. But I do hope that everything works out. Here's a kiss for your luck and for your B-day present.. *muah*
from lostthoughts :
well I got reading into matthew arnold, wow this guys got a way with words! thanks so much, I think I'm going to add him to my favourites now.
from lostthoughts :
thank you so much for suggesting "buried life" in your diary. I cant really describe how much it touched me.

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