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Is it wrong that I find it amusing that you used the word diss? Especially as Ive had the song Stan stuck in my head these last few days. "Don't think I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you." Anyhow back to real life, apologies I'm a bit in my head at the moment. I didnt recieve said emails, though I also use hotmail :P So who knows.. Try kimbaleighwhite at said shared place directly and we may have more luck. Your 'whats new' post pretty much echo's some of my own thoughts this evening. Think I'm in a place where I need some help too, only I'm really not sure where to start. On that cheerful note I'll bid you farewell, as my brain is currently imcapable of anything better.

from kimbaleigh :

You obviously dont check yours. Why ask a question and not hang around long enough to hear, or in this case see the answer?!

from kimbaleigh :

You can tell inquiring minds that any email sent to [email protected] should be forwarded to my normal everyday email address. Assuming diaryland is still working enough to forward such things and that once recieved the other end such mail isnt filtered into my junk mail, which I dont check as much as I should for strays. As for the old diaryland 'notes' themselves, I check very rarely on the off chance I may have a message, which I never really do. But ho hum...

from kimbaleigh :

Its actually Kimberley, two e's. Email me oh big brother kind of the internet. I will forever remain a stranger, unless you're planning to move a great distance anytime soon. So you're quite safe on that front. Would just be cool to talk with someone who understands the importance of listening even when the possibility of sense or understanding has long since past.

from bandchick182 :

so i'll admit it, i don't post much either. not since the great LJ exodus of 2005. but, i'm still listening, so don't stop writing. oh, and feel free to nag me and maybe i'll come back to dland and write more too.

from nwgirlchild :

Email me :)

from nwgirlchild :

Jesus shitting christ, you dipstick. You may not know this, but I was arrested a couple of weeks ago--but not for DWI. Guh. Rebecca

from osakamoment :

tis absolutely one of my favorite songs ever :)

from nixtress :

I'm glad to see that you're doing better. Lighter days are a good thing :)

from osakamoment :

I'm actually back to posting at osakamoment :) one merely needs to know the username and password. Though, I'm not writing much either.

from kimbaleigh :

As you've figured I dont come by here very often. But if you ever fancy a chat with a fellow strange, stranger email me. The address on my diary should still forward to my normal address.

from kimbaleigh :

Um Im unfortunately swimming in the crapper in a not so happy state. In other words a depressed mess!! Glad you're ok strange.

from kimbaleigh :

Hey strange, just a note to wish you well from a stranger. How are you?

from osakamoment :

I never accused you of being shy.

from osakamoment :

ya know, I didn't say you were dishonest. I said I never really knew what "player" meant but that I always thought it referred to dishonesty.

from nixtress :

Hmmm...hope you're doing okay over there. Update soonish?

from osakamoment :

I totally agree. I started keeping this journal because I needed to spill some stuff from my head. And at the time, the public forum motivated me. I didn't know anyone then and no one read my journal. Then I got a couple of friends out of the deal and I'm lucky for that. I'm just not as motivated by the public forum as I once was. I still write a journal though :).

from osakamoment :

You've been tagged: http://osakamoment.diaryland.com/060508_6.html

from osakamoment :

the male teacher--I mean, come on. He's soooo creepy.

from osakamoment :

Loved the entry tonight. "When you really, really want someone, exactly how much does that have to do with them, versus whatever the hell's going on in your head?" Simply great. I've been wondering about that all my life and never could have or probably would have put it into such succinct terms.

from sososadgirl :

Porn isn't so bad. Women have free will,don't they? If I had a hot body, I think I'd do some homegrown pornography. Second jobs suck. I'm looking for one at the moment.

from osakamoment :

why didn't I join your ring sooner?

from kimbaleigh :

Happy St Paddys day to you too. Hope the interview goes well. Apologies if I hadnt shared the knowledge of your crazyness before now. You are indeed quite bonkers.

from s-m-r :

Aw, I had the whole muffler-falling-off thing a while back; it's interesting to note that I was also unemployed when the muffler went out...A trend?

from kimbaleigh :

Happy Birthday Strange. Hope you have a good year ahead of you! Kim x

from osakamoment :

well happy birthday

from iambucket :

ok waffle batter? Hmmm, I'm not a chef, but I would think the batter mixed up as it is for a week would be pushing it. And yes, who would think giving a gift such as a waffle maker would create such turmoil? I feel for you! How about ya whip up a new batch, and I'll come over for with a fresh batch of java beans and we'll discuss more the gifts we have received and the impact they have had on us??

from nixtress :

I've been where you are and it's a hard place to sit. I will tell you, from experience, that the only way out is to take the proverbial bull by the horns and take it step by step---out in the world, applying your unhappy ass off, until you find something to get you by, until you find something that is a better fit. New starts suck but not nearly as much as stagnancy.

from osakamoment :

I think I'm "feeling" you more tonight than ever before. And incidentally, I'm totally *Not* playing the sims right now while my life falls apart. No, not at all.

from osakamoment :

oops

from conquestgirl :

there's a difference between ending a friendship and just (essentially) ignoring a person while still claiming to be their friend. Anyway, I know what it's like to be left...I get that all the time. It's the "with" that should come before the "left" that I've never had.

from osakamoment :

I know that. That isn't what I was writing about tho.

from nixtress :

I didn't mind the link at all :) I've spent a fair amount of time, when I've had some of it free, to read some of your archives and have to say it's been an interesting read. For the record, in light of current entries, I think introspection is a necessary thing. Best to take note if we're retracing our own tracks.

from iambucket :

stumbled by way of our lovely candoor...enjoyed a few of your entries. And Minneapolis...very cool! I've lived there most of my life until this past June when I moved to OR. Can't help but like a blog by a minnesotan! I'll be back!

from candoor :

so many of my entries lately are introspective digs into my own apathy - ambivalence - complacency - procastination - whatever it should be called that I force myself to think abstractly about random stuff just to break the cycle... a vacation would be nice :)

from nixtress :

It's difficult, though, when in the midst of it all to keep the clearest perspective. Nothing to be flogged over.

from osakamoment :

you didn't know you were a genius, did ya? :) Just take care of you however you need to...working and pushing, gaming and avoiding, mix it up. Whatever. I say this because I have faith that you're going to land on you feet.

from nixtress :

Having just come across your space here, I'm playing catch up, starting with your very earliest entry. Hope you don't mind---I'm interested.

from s-m-r :

If you still have all that stuff around and haven't yet tossed it irrevocably in the garbage, you should take it all and burn it. Just burn it all. That way it's gone for sure and you'll know it'll never come back. It sounds like you want it that way (about the same as the zit-popping analogy, or less. I know...).

from osakamoment :

I like your current entry. Nope, not depression. It's good and gritty and honest. I'm not critiquing your life, honest, or the rest of your diary. I just really like this entry.

from kimbaleigh :

How kind you are sir. ;) Im up and down, as usual. Not updating anymore as is plainly obvious, but still pop by to check messages and see how poeple such as your fine self are doing.

from kimbaleigh :

Is it terribly wrong that I totally adore the randomness of a whole entry about cereal?! Hope you're good?!

from beautyx3 :

It�s not that we think thongs are so sexy that we have to wear them all the time; it�s the fact that panty-lines are NOT sexy. They make pants tighter these days which shows everything going on underneath them, so to avoid any unsightly panty-lines (which make a woman look sloppy and her butt looked deformed) we wear thongs. And thongs ARE comfortable (not at first, but after you wear them a while they are) so it is convenient to wear them everyday to avoid �the lines�. We don�t wear stilettos everyday because they are uncomfortable so it�s not convenient (if they were comfortable women would wear those everyday too) My point: we don�t wear thongs because we think that YOU guys like them, we wear them for US.

from megxstar :

haha...i love this entry.

from osakamoment :

I think if you renew your gold your images will come back--but I could totally be wrong, so don't listen to me. But yeah, a redesign is what you need. It's good to know where the hell you've been, though.

from kimbaleigh :

Hey, sorry about you and crazy lass. Hope you find work of somekind soon and things pick up for you, in one department or another at least. Take care stranger

from concerted :

you did seem a push over for her. Not that that's necessarily a bad thing, nor do I really understand your relationship. You just seemed more willing to make changes in yourself for her than for anyone I've witnessed via your writing.

from concerted :

okay, you might think I'm crazy for this, but I was thinking yesterday that inactivity is a form of decomposition. Like, when I was unemployed--I showered everyday and washed my hair every other day but my hair still looked limp and greasy and at the end of the day I still felt gross. I wasn't doing much--why did I seem so dirty all the time? So I thought, maybe your body goes through a form of decomp when you're not as active as you could or should be? So...when I'm sad or depressed, I have a tendency to not do much and that leads to even more of an inability do do things because i can't will myself to do it? Okay this made more sense in my head. I'm shutting up now.

from concerted :

I prefer the even more generic "just hold on." It doesn't imply anything but the idea that you might just have the strength to weather whatever's coming.

from concerted :

Oh I have two brothers--Greg and John. One sister in law--Jessica. Two nephews--Braden and Kristian. One neice--Samantha. :)

from s-m-r :

If you live in an apartment building, it may be your neighbors. I lived in a second floor apartment a couple years ago, and the six guys living on the bottom floor were such slobs that we had roaches within two months of their arrival, after living there bug-free for over a year. Depressing. My advice is to just go buy some traps or something, and keep up with the dishes.

from concerted :

sounds like you need to stock up on some vitamins.

from kimbaleigh :

No worries, like I said dont especially want/need to know. Im wishing you a very happy Birthday though obviously! Hope it goes smoothly and you have a cool time whatever you decide to do with your day. Take care.

from kimbaleigh :

Cheers for the note strange, hope for me yet huh?! Well done on the quiting smoking thing, hope you stick with it. Also obviously hoping that the second interview went well and that you get offered one of the jobs mentioned, if you dont get the pick of both. Gonna let us in on how old you're soon to be? Not that I especially feel the need to know, question just popped in my head so I guess feel free to ignore it. If you wish to do so. Take care now.

from concerted :

Thank you, dear! This year has been good to me, I think. And boy oh boy do I hope the next year treats us both well.

from beautyx3 :

Are you my boyfriend? Because sound just like him. Girlfriends are like puppies they need your attention and time, ALwAYS.

from s-m-r :

Haha! Seems like the only people who ever correct your grammar are also the same people who love to play Scrabble...My last girlfriend was like that--totally obsessed with correcting grammatical errors in speech. I started jumping the gun by correcting myself while talking, which she really got a kick from.

from sleepyzoe :

Much as I hate to admit it, I pull that 'You're not paying attention to me!!' shit myself. And I'll be damned if I'm actually able to comprehend it. :/

from sososadgirl :

Get out of my face and watch me die. StaticX (I shudder as I say this) did a really cool cover of burning inside. That's really cool; all those different songs...together and fitting and all.

from sososadgirl :

Oh gosh. I hope you aren't serious about the having a kid thing. For the potential kid's sake at the very least.

from s-m-r :

Take a second, sit back, and think: do I want to be completely responsible to and for another human being--as much as I am myself--for the next fifteen to eighteen or so years of my life?

from sososadgirl :

You need to observe some other kids. I can tell you that's not how things are with my kid or any other kid in my care. I've used the "because I gave birth to you and I'm in charge" line ad naseum with mine.

from kimbaleigh :

Glad you calmed down and got the grade thing sorted! Have a good Christmas and New Year strange!

from sososadgirl :

wow. An F? That fucking sucks donkey balls. Been there. I feel your pain.

from kimbaleigh :

Im alriight thanks, yourself? Sorry to hear about the unemployed thing, hope you find something more stimulating soon!

from concerted :

"...cool is always easy in a shitty school..." ~Ultimate Fakebook

from concerted :

ugh. Cuntney Love a prophet? Really? Happy Thanksgiving.

from kimbaleigh :

Glad you acknowledge the fact Im right ;) Like I said it is kinda unfair that although you arent 'official' you cant really sleep around as if you were truely single either. But on the other hand would you even want to? Im guessing no in which case does really even matter that much?! Hope the water situation got sorted. I think its cool that you've met someone you're so into strange, Im happy for you!

from sososadgirl :

Simple solution: ask her if you can have sex with other people. Technically, you are single. Go for it, ace.

from kimbaleigh :

I think its fair to say you're taken, officially or not. In which case as unfair as it may seem you sleeping with other women, big no no! Although its her who seems to not want to make things 'official' the way I see it the probability that ever happening (which Im sure it will when shes ready) would decrease hugely if you had sex with anyone else. Hows other areas of life treating you at the moment?

from sososadgirl :

My advice, being a CG myself, is if anyone asks, say you've got a girlfriend. But don't let your CG hear you say that. CGs don't want to commit and that word creates a sensation similar to what I imagine Satan would feel if he were to bathe in holy water.

from concerted :

ask.

from sososadgirl :

Flowers are a nice gesture, but she'd probably freak. BUT she'd probably still like it. I'd go for it, but I always make the wrong the move...I'm the antithesis of helpful, huh?

from kimbaleigh :

Thanks for the note. Id say Im glad you can relate but given the subject matter that would be kinda evil of me. With regard to CG I hope life proves you wrong and things even out rather than go downhill, and maybe start to make sense too.

from sososadgirl :

You are a fucking CB, so Fuck off, yo!

from sososadgirl :

A CG wants to know what you're feeling and where you're going so that she can decide if it's okay for her to get emotionally attached to you. Relatively simple, but oh so complicated. It's all about self preservation and trying to not get hurt.

from sososadgirl :

I think I would probably want to know what exactly that problem with her girl parts is. I mean, what if she's waiting for her herpes flare up to die down? Bells, whistles, sirens should be going off my dear.

from annsdmf :

Sure it's still a one night stand. You can have a one night stand with someone you've known for two years... it's the sex that'll make them a stranger.

from cottoncunt :

Call me an asshole for commenting on your lady fuckface problem, maybe even your questions are fucking rhetorical. Being the owner of a vagina myself, I would like to think that I could add some insight on your situation. Taking it slow does not mean "taking it slow," acting as if you are not of their particular interest does not mean you are not interesting. "Taking it slow" in lamest terms means, "I want you to keep paying attention to me, and if you do for the amount of time I want, I'll give you cookie." If you get my drift. Too bad that cookie normally ends up being a hysterical whore that cheats on you with your younger brother. Which only further proves that all women (excluding myself, of course, because I am of a different variety which makes me seem like I'm some fucking mutated freak but that is not what I meant) should have dynamite sticks shoved up their twat. Thank you and good day.

from s-m-r :

Not to summon a bleak, dark cloud over your ladyfriend, but I recently did basically the same thing to a woman that she's doing to you. It was because I realized I got in deeper than I really wanted to, and freaked myself out. Fortunately, I got my head out of my ass, fessed up to her and said hey, I fucked up, it's not about you, I'd prefer that you not hate me for it but if you do, then I understand. That's one possible scenario...And cheers for the shout out (if I may be so presumptuous). Take it easy. --SMR

from kimbaleigh :

Wow sounding good, hope things go well with this girl!

from concerted :

here's my little note about a locked diary. "johnny" and "thunders" if you're interested.

from kimbaleigh :

How you doing strange? Hope you get your connection sorted soon, come by and say hi when you do. Sorry things have come to an end with GBF, the end of a long friendship is always sad even if he's now an asshole.

from concerted :

you know, it's a long strange trip. and we never agree, even when we try...but I'm with you. For what it's worth.

from darkeyedlady :

I don't remember how I found your diary, but I finally got around to reading it, and just reading the "Speaking of Lesbians. . ." entry got be intrigued . . . I think that you're going to be a regular read. If you want to find me, I'm at http://darkeyedlady.blogspot.com/

from kimbaleigh :

Thanks for your wise words-they're very true. Life does sucks as do people. Hope you figure something out to get enough credits to remain Full Time without taking on too much.

from kimbaleigh :

Think you've got a fan there. Ive been meaning to respond to your note, but Ive been working all week and have pretty much been too tired to find the right words. Still am. Just wanted to say Im sorry things are so shite in the financial area. Think its criminal myself as you're such a genius ;)

from hissandtell :

Well, hello. I clicked on your banner and I think I'm in love. (I'm so capricious like that; I'll get over it eventually.) I look forward to reading many more of your entries. Love, R xxx

from sososadgirl :

Dig your diary. You write beautifully.

from cottoncunt :

Sure I am. But we're going to fucking McDonalds. And you owe me.

from retailharlot :

Hi. I just wanted to let you know that I found your diary through a banner ad and enjoyed it immensely. By the way, my mother always warned me about keeping boyfriends away from "that kind of girl," yet I think that under certain definitions, I might have become that kind of girl. Hrmph.

from tariqa :

Definitely passing strange!

from sleepyzoe :

I bent my Wookie.

from kimbaleigh :

Hey Strange. I have to say i find it quite amusing, mention your diary entries might not be all that regular (not that they ever were in my case) and people start talking like your leaving the planet never to return! Having said that please dont think that i dont appreciate you wishing me well and like your very nice opinion of me, because i do. You know i like the idea of having a secret heart, sounds very mysterious. Anyway i wish you well too sir, please be nice to yourself and the walls around you as i dont wish to read about anymore broken bones and i will be reading ;)

from concerted :

firstly, saying that said friends cannot overcome said feelings is taking responsibility and reason out of their hands and that isn't right. I've actually been in both positions...the lover and the loved. It is hard, but it isn't impossible AND sometimes I genuinely want the friendship enough to risk the heartache...especially when I know the heartache comes from me wishing for an impossible situation. carry that over...people do things that are hard and even painful all the time in order to achieve certain results...ie working out. That's a physical thing not a mental thing, true, but it still holds that if people want something it isn't impossible to work through certain odds to get there. And I don't give a dick about what someone does for a living, so long as they aren't like in a position that actively seeks to hurt people. I know what it's like to end up doing a job that isn't necessarily "gainful" and yet is somehow still a real passion and I'd never deny someone for that reason.

from unfixed :

i heart sarcasm.

from kimbaleigh :

Hey just wanted to wish you luck for the move although i do realise as you've started already its a bit late. But i figured with your hand and all you can use all the luck you can get right? Anyhow take care.

from concerted :

isn't it weird how you're mr. fit and together (most of the time) and I'm an out of shape maniac and a clutz and you seem to break something on a regular basis and as yet my worst injury is a simple strain? I'm not making fun, honestly, I just really find it weird. I won't state the obvious connection to that one movie because the one movie was a let down. Keep your chin up. The move will be fine, the job hunt will be fine...don't ask me how I know. But I do.

from beautyx3 :

Sorry to hear about your hand, hope it get�s better soon. By the way the club we went to is called The Red Sea. Right off of Cedar Ave. I didn�t like it very much. It was really dirty, the bathrooms were gross, the drinks were served in Dixie cups and cost a fortune, and the people weren�t too friendly. Oh well though, we still managed to have a good time. I don�t recommend that place though.

from kimbaleigh :

Hey check this out, http://english2american.com i figured you might find it useful or at least slightly amusing!

from kimbaleigh :

Not a lot worth saying springs to mind, just that i hope calm comes your way soon and that your finger heals quickly. Well as quick as a broken bone can. On a positive at least you can vent a bit here huh? Cant be a bad thing. Take care strange.

from beautyx3 :

After reading your latest entry I realize that things that you do or say to people in a bar could actually have any kind of effect on them. Usually my mentality is �what happens at the bar stays at the bar�. I�ve never thought that things I say or do to people could actually hurt them or rub them the wrong way because it�s a bar and there is drinking and with drinking comes loss of responsibility for your actions or words. I guess what I�m trying to say is that I didn�t realize that �telling someone not to touch me� or being rude to a person could make them want to punch a wall (I�m not saying it has happened, but it probably could) because I feel that people I meet in bars don�t have real feelings. I don�t know, I am not making any sense. Nevermind.

from kimbaleigh :

Sorry you're pissed, people do suck quite a lot of the time. Anger can be good sometimes though right? Get a punch bag, works for me! Seriously though, i hope you find something positive to take your frustration out on or something that distracts you from it. Take care of yourself.

from concerted :

Baby McLickypants...take a breather, you're entitled to it. Women are catty in a different way than men are...I'll grant you that. We're sneaky and catty, men are aggressively competative...it's all the same, trying to get a leg up on the competition. I still prefer men, because their cattiness is a little more blatant and obvious.

from kimbaleigh :

Hope alls well with you.

from concerted :

I don't like giving handjobs...why? because it isn't my equipment and it seems like wow, I could really hurt someone with my hands, whereas I probably couldn't with my tongue. So that's me. However, I have, in my life, given two phenominal handjobs. One that surprised me, and one that surprised BOTH of us. I sometimes think of them and they give me a tingle...in that "hehe I made someone cum in a difficult way" way. Because it is difficult for me. On the flip side. Being that I'm not a fan of receiving oral, and being that......dare I say this.......the only way I've EVER gotten off is manually...I kinda like receiving handjobs. :)

from beautyx3 :

I�ve been in your situation before. Where you don�t have any romantic intentions with the other person, but you still feel like you don�t want them completely out of your life. What I do is answer their phone calls or call them back, but few and far between. Pretty soon they will either get bored or eventually take the hint and move on. Is it leading the person on? probably. But if you try to stress in some way that you are not interested and just want to be friends without being blatantly obvious, they might get the picture after awhile. And who knows, maybe you two will end up being like a �When Harry met Sally� kind of couple. But OTOH, if you want my honest, honest opinion, the girl sounds a little �off her rocker� calling you 10-20 times since the date with no chemistry. In this case I would not call this girl back, or maybe call her back once to be polite, but then never call her again. It may be a mean thing to do, but it sounds to me that even you not being interested will not make a difference to her, she doesn�t seem like a person to me that could mentally handle rejection well. She seems relentless. But that�s just my opinion from your story. Good luck!

from kimbaleigh :

My accent would increase my hotness at least five times over? You're tempting me here! I think my 'hotness' could do with a boost like that. Anyhow for now im stuck where i am and really that aint all bad. Plus id be a really crap roomate, for a start im totally skint! Still i hope you find a cool place.

from sleepyzoe :

If you lived in a *less* snowy place... I can't stand much more snow than Ohio gets. Why don't you live in West Palm Beach or somethin'? hehe

from unfixed :

hmm, irresistable is debatable, but oooh wiles has such connotations...

from unfixed :

in the land of the blind, the un-even breasted woman is king?

from unfixed :

yeah, but it's just the one, so i lean when i walk, and every so often it falls out and i have to scoop it up and mush it back in, seductive like, see? it's DAMN sexy.

from concerted :

My feelings have always been this: a girl can never *really* learn how to give a good blowjob, because all guys are different. The idea is to just learn the guy you're going to...uh...blow. Find out what kind of sensation he likes where, etc. Also, some guys like teeth. Yes, it's true. If you don't know, ask. I like to watch my guy masturbate and learn what he likes, where, and how he likes it...Also I think it helps if the giver really enjoys giving...if it's a chore, it can be a turn off. *shrug* those are my thoughts.

from sleepyzoe :

I think the whole idea of a second job is gonna have to be put on hold because of the whole ankle situation for me. I still wake up in pain, and the shifting from warm to cold and back again isn't helping matters much. Ugh. I'm tired of people asking me about my feet. Yeah, it appears I'm walking normally, but what people don't get is that they *always* hurt. I'm just used to the pain, and I walk right through it. Somedays it's worse than others, but you can be damn sure it's still there. I feel for ya...I dunno how you can do it, all that standing. *hugs*

from kimbaleigh :

Like a sister huh?... Well i guess as i know you're a family type of guy i'll take that as a compliment rather than to mean that you find me incredibly irritating. Have a good Valentines Day Mr Strange.

from bandchick182 :

hahaha! that's the best portrayal of college slut life i have ever seen!

from unfixed :

i KNOW. he told me all this and smiled, and when i jovially said, wow, do you want to do some of my homework, he laughed and acted like it was something he should be PROUD of....i HATE HATE HATE boys. and dating. and ... eveything. i want cats, damnit, cats and a bloody shack.

from soulfan24 :

Hello. I enjoy reading you, you make me think. Keep up the good work.

from sleepyzoe :

I have that problem, too...the hot/dork thing. Guys like me at first because I'm 'attractive'; I'm just a sensitive, nerdy girl with a weird sense of humor when it comes down to it. *sigh*

from unfixed :

man, women suck. (be gay! be gay!) seriously. we do.

from sleepyzoe :

Sex everyday? No, I don't think it's excessive, and I'd probably die from happiness if I got it everyday. Of course, this is coming from someone who hasn't had sex in so long, they no longer know how to use their genitals...

from sleepyzoe :

Now I know why I'm always depressed!! Bring on the semen!

from kimbaleigh :

Wow now im intrigued and scary as it may be want to see pictures of your ball licking caretaker. Yeah well i guess that proves i really should have gone to bed a long time ago! Anyway cheers for your message, cant say i agree that you'd be all over me but still, we'll never know. Though really i guess i should point out that my problem isnt with attracting guys, its not really about guys at all. Its stuff to do with me, lets just say i dont make things easy. For me or anyone else, i guess your not the only one who's stange huh! Oh as you're going away and well while im here, Merry Christmas. Have a good one!

from sleepyzoe :

In my experience with dating and knowing really hot guys, I've found that a lot of times that's all they've got going for them. They're generally shallow and exceptionally vain, and usually looking for their reciprocal in the opposite sex. I'm attractive, and vain, yes it's true, but I still find overly hot guys to be intimidating. For one, I'm packing a lil' extra in the curves dept, so I automatically assume that makes me less attractive to model-hot guys. Women want guys that they're going to feel secure with, and some Adonis isn't necessarily going to make them feel that way...especially if he's got roving eyes. It's unfortunate that looks can make a person so intimidating (or seemingly unapprochable/attainable), but it's a reality. I can't tell you how many guys won't approach me, because they're intimidated by my looks (or so they say later on), when I'm one of the friendliest people ever.

from kimbaleigh :

Hey strange, thanks for the note. Re your self lovin' entry, i feel your frustration although thankfully i dont share it ;) Seriously though you have my sympathy. I hope things return to normal for you soon. Oh and about cat lady, you have some seriously weird 'friends'!

from beautyx3 :

I'm still in shock. Today's was the first entry of yours I have read and it was really good..Very Recently I have been questioning my love life; Am I in love?, Have I ever been in love?, Can I love knowing it might end and be happy with that?. This entry has guided me toward my answers. I really liked the entry, and I'll be coming back for more! thanks

from janna182 :

This line really, really made me laugh: "... um... but I don't want you?" I think it's because I've been on both ends of that. So. Very. True.

from cdghost :

enjoyed reading your words, all the best..the cdghost

from kimbaleigh :

Oh that entry made me laugh. Think your a playa then do ya?

from kimbaleigh :

Wow you've past up two shags in two days, im impressed! Oh and yes knackered = tired.

from rumblelizard :

Rock!

from girlsdontcry :

Thanks for your note - I should tell you that my mother lives in Australia and I live in the UK. Bloody telephones and aeroplanes ruin everything! And I know you've not been reading long, so you probably don't realise, I'm adopted. I don't know why I'm telling you this... anyway, thanks for the comment is what I really wanted to say!

from kimbaleigh :

Hey i just found your diary and thought id say hi. Its not very often i find a guys diary that i actually think is worth reading. You can take that as a compliment! You're a good writer. Until i looked at your location on your profile i thought you might be from the uk. You're humour is quite british, sarcastic. Ive read quite a few of your entries, ive gotta get going but i'll come back to read more. Nice layout too, take care

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