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yeah i'm doing alright...alot has happened. I wish we could talk. Baccus moved to NYC yday...i'm really glad for him to finally get away from all this crap. It just feels like constant drama...and I don't even hang out with them. Sigh...get cingular damnit.

from rubytrimscar :

honey i love you so much! don't let him try and keep you from coming back home, he's full of it. I called to wish him happy birthday the other day and he acted like he didn't know me...lol dw about what either one of them think. just don't end up like that. <3

from rubytrimscar :

*sigh* why are you so angry?? you should talk to me!

from jadedwings49 :

Your password is...apple :-)

from rubytrimscar :

*sigh* what are you thinking?

from cultofluna :

haha me? cool? hah, no way! I'm a corky dork :P

from cultofluna :

its such a boring day i think i'm going to die....... WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... lol

from cultofluna :

oo haha, no wonder i had some idea in the back of my mind to call you hannah.. LOL I like the name cheyan better though :D, I added you back. Come online soon babe! ;)

from cultofluna :

I always thought your name was hannah.. hmmmm.... was it? but it's cheyan LOL.

from cultofluna :

i finally downloaded aim YEAHYUH!

from cultofluna :

heyy, since msn is a bitch for you.. add me on aim! hyouveghotzmale ;)

from cultofluna :

oh it's no problem at all :), i am good thanks and how about you?

from cultofluna :

i'm alright, i have my ups and downs, new things here and there and changes, i'll tell all about it one day. :)

from cultofluna :

but isn't yahoo for yahoo messenger? do you have msn messenger?

from cultofluna :

Hows life babe?

from cultofluna :

i'm thinking of coming back but meh, idk. we'll see, we'll see. ;)

from cultofluna :

lol. add me so we can keep in touch. ♥ [email protected] <333

from cultofluna :

I'm ok. You?

from cultofluna :

nope i didn't recieve an email.

from cultofluna :

[email protected]

from cultofluna :

hmmm... did you change your password?

from jadedwings49 :

Alright, cool. You're very pretty by the way, I checked out your profile on there. Talk to me on there sometime 'cause as much as I try to be on here daily I never am. <3 Chanel

from jadedwings49 :

Yeah no problem :-) It's http://www.myspace.com/cravethepain <3 Chanel

from cultofluna :

we haven't talked in a long time :( we need to catch up, i'm feeling much better and you? so how is kansas?

from cultofluna :

I haven't celebrated christmas for quite a long time, I know that it's some time around Deecember. Have you seen HP?

from cultofluna :

You are? When? I've celebrated thanksgiving a month ago I think , Canada and USA have different dates, which I find rather odd. Ah well, happy thanksgiving to you too. :)

from cultofluna :

Hey, how are you?

from cultofluna :

Hey! :) I'm sorry I wasn't able to talk today.

from holdenrevolt :

yes and no, it bares resemblance to the truth but its highley exaggerated

from cultofluna :

Yeah.

from cultofluna :

I need ze password again. Sorry.

from star-layouts :

i'd be happy to make you another layout :) xxxxx

from cultofluna :

ilu!♥

from cultofluna :

meh. I don't celebrate crhsitmas anymore, it's a waste of time. Not much, I have a shitload of work to do. And I never go on AIM anymore, it's boring. No one ever gets online. *yawn*

from cultofluna :

whaddup doe?

from cultofluna :

You're not a mess, you just have to cope with ca lot of crap. Forget about him, or atleast try to. He is the one to blame and I can understand why you're still hurt about it. But it's not good to carry on thinking about it. Put everything behind, start over... I'm deathly afraid of change but sometimes it is for good. I hope I'm making some sense. I'm not good at these positive things.

from cultofluna :

(sarcasm) HA HA damnest place = hell. :D Then you shall lead him into the path of hell. OR, grab a chainsaw and start grinding. GOREGRIND....!! GORRREEEEEEEE.(/sarcasm) Move on with your life it's not good to brood about the past even though I'm being somewhat hypocritical because I ALSO brood about the past a lot but I try not to, I tell myself that all the time. Try to forget about it, someday soon you'll meet someone new you'll go through many breakups and one day end up with a perfect marriage. Trsut me there are ALOT of guys waiting in line for someone like you, you know it. Cheerup doll. ♥

from cultofluna :

Add me here too. :) - Hannah

from autopsysong :

I forgot your password to cheyancc again. I'm sorry, can you let me in on the password again?

from autopsysong :

rrright. I have no talent whatsoever in writing, no matter how hard I try it's just the only way I know how to express myself. Thanks anyways.

from holdenrevolt :

hey yourself gorgeous

from autopsysong :

I am not mad at you, it's no big deal. ♥

from theidiotking :

I'm sorry about the 100th post. I only wrote them when I felt I had something to say. And I was waiting on something different for the last post. It came (while I was in the shower of all places), and I realized I had to get it done with. It makes me feel a lot better knowing you enjoyed it and are sad to see it go. I can't thank you enough for that. If you do end up getting a myspace, my url is http://www.myspace.com/8074378 . Feel free to add me as a friend. Also, feel free to instant message me if we're ever online at the same time. Again, thank you so much for reading.

from theidiotking :

Don't worry about being to forward. My instant messaging address is MyDownAndOut. I'm not on it much, however. If you're on myspace I could give you the link to my account there. Good luck with your writings as well.

from theidiotking :

I'm really flattered by that quote. People sometimes quote the diary there and I couldn't remember writing that but I kept thinking, "That's beautiful." I'm really glad you like the diary itself. There were times when I wasn't sure anyone liked it or even ready it so I'm glad to know that there is someone out there who does. I hope the publishing idea goes through. I suppose I should really have a finished product before I get too ahead of myself. Anyway, thanks for reading.

from autopsysong :

hey, how are you? I haven't talked to you in awhile.

from theidiotking :

I highly doubt I'll start another diary. I don't spend much time online anymore and I have a number of notebooks/journals/writing projects I've been working on. I do have lifedoesthat, though I don't update that much anymore either. That one is more of a diary than poetry. I plan on publishing theidiotking under the title "Point: Taken." I want to work with a photographer friend taking some pictures to go with the writing. As for the quote thing, I meant this one: "you will find me sitting with the stars waiting till you come back home to me." I was curious as to where it came from. Hope you are well.

from next-tuesday :

username: unfriend password: 9214753

from theidiotking :

I meant to ask: Where did you get the quote that's in my description?

from theidiotking :

Thank you. Please don't get to attached to this diary however, I will be retiring it upon reaching Point 100.

from autopsysong :

Thats okay and sure. <33

from jadedwings49 :

Well thanks, that's a nice thing to say. I'm not goth either. I hate it when people try to label me as "goth" or "punk" when I'm none of the above. I just feel so lost recently...I barely even know who I am anymore. I think I'm slowly getting back into the swing of writing though, which I'm happy about. I hope you're doing well. Take care <3

from autopsysong :

yay, I'm still you're friend! woohooo! Thanks, change is sometimes good and sometimes bad. change is just horrible.

from autopsysong :

I tried to, but you were away. I'm sorry. 'but my other hannah change and me just arent friends ya know?' - I didn't quite get that. I ♥ you too.

from autopsysong :

Hey, I'm sorry about everything. Yes there are times when I feel like disappearing, everyone feels like disappearing sometime. But, eventually everything will be fine. Things do change you know. :)

from lifeintherye :

You�re still my favorite you know? I still get board and day dream about running off to Arkansas and kissing your gorgeous face. Who knows maybe someday I will. I can always hope right? Any ways don�t be sad that I�m leaving. It�s just a silly website. It�s just not for me any more. To much history here I think. You can still write me though. You know my Email, I�ll write back, I promise. I love you Hannah

from suicidldream :

wow, thats crazy. i live in Australia xxx

from suicidldream :

hey thanks for the note. we have a bit in common.xx wheres Arkansas?

from lifeintherye :

I don�t know why I think about you so much, but I do. I guess you�re just that kind of girl. We don�t even talk any more, but we used to and that was good. If you were just here I know I could make you smile. I just wish you got to smile more is all. I want that for you.

from lifeintherye :

Your damn right we�re having our cheese dip night still. I can�t wait until I get a freaking computer cause I miss you to death.

from lifeintherye :

I sorry you have so many bad days that good ones make such an impression, and yes I do have a girlfriend. She is a sweetheart. My first girlfriend in years I think. I don�t think I�m ready for it though. Girls are complicated, you know?

from deadpassive :

I love your currrent lay-out! It's so soothing.....I feel calm when I read your entries in this diary. XXX

from star-layouts :

Hey, I'd be happy to make you a custom for your friend, just let me know what and I'll try my best :) xxx

from dolliedecay :

I loved the poem you just wrote I can relate to every sentence of it. lol. Take care, I love you. ♥

from lifeintherye :

whats up with the court date you rotten little law breaker. Oh and if you would like i will beat up your brothers.

from jadedwings49 :

I'm so sorry to hear that...heartbreak is a horrible thing to go through. Especially more than once. Thank you though...that comment meant a lot to me. X.chanel.X

from jadedwings49 :

Well, thank you very much. I'm to the point now where I don't really write to heal myself so much anymore. I hope that if people read about my life, and about my mistakes...maybe they'll learn from them. Maybe something I write can touch somebody so much something inside of them changes. Then again maybe not...never really know. Anyway, I like the layout you have for your diary. It appears you have had your heart broken...I am so sorry. I hate knowing other people have had to go through that. I know it hurts, believe me. I hope you're doing okay though. Take care. X.chanel.X

from dolliedecay :

I'm not having a good day either, heh maybe it's just me. It was quite boring..not much happened. Anyway I have to go I'll talk to you later. I love you. <33

from lifeintherye :

It appears that your mood has taken a drastic down turn, how sad.

from lifeintherye :

Hey doll face Thanks for the notes, and I loved the cameo in your entry today. Always remember that you rock my face off, and that Ive got a bowl of cheese dip with your name on it

from dolliedecay :

So Are you. <33

from dolliedecay :

Guys are greedy if thats what you mean and yes they suck balls. Well, if you need anything you can talk to me.Take care,I love you. ♥♥&hearts

from dolliedecay :

That guy is a cunting asshole to have hurt you that badly, you'll meet someone A WHOLE LOT better than him one day. I don't know much about breakups but try moving on and try not to think so much. Take care, I love you. ♥

from dolliedecay :

Hey, I'm glad everything is working well for you. & you're welcome, I don't like others being rude to my friends. :) School is still horrible, you're lucky you're getting out next week. I have another few more months then I'm out. Enjoy you're summer. I love you. ♥Hannah

from dolliedecay :

That sounds fun. ♥ To chub-e. Who gives you the right to tell her off in such a way? & who gives a fuck about locking the diary or not. She can write whatever she wants to, it's her fucking diary. That�s the whole point in having a diary, writing what you feel dumbass. I don't think she's trying to attract any attention at all. & why don't you try typing properly for a change? HOW ABOUT... YOU GET A LIFE OF YOUR OWN AND NOT CRITIZIZE OTHERS? MIND YOU'RE OWN BUISNESS.

from chub-e :

your diaryladn is a fuckign public one.. so annyone can veiw it, you fuckign lvoe that you cut yourself, you describe yourself as a cutter HAHA how pathetic are you.. get a fucking life and write in a privite journal or keep it to yourself... you use your cutting for attention you want people to feel sorry for you.. and thats really sad!

from dolliedecay :

♥

from x-paperdoll :

Awe, I miss you too, dollface. My Xanga username is x__wastedwords. Hit me up on your list, girly! ��

from x-paperdoll :

Aight! <3 & how have you been? I haven't heard from you in a while since I made my Xanga.

from lisa-dweezil :

I know how you feel girl. Everything just sucks right now. Call me and we can lean on each other.

from star-layouts :

Heya, Sure ill make you a custom :) Ill note you when its done :) xxx

from x-paperdoll :

Awe, you're really progressing in your diary entries. <333

from lisa-dweezil :

Girl, watch your damn language on this here journal!!!

from x-paperdoll :

Awe, thanks. I'll keep you in mind, friend.

from x-paperdoll :

Username's paper & password is doll. Thanks for reading, dollface! Your note made my day! <333

from x-paperdoll :

Hey, dollface. You are a brilliant writer. You are SO going on my buddylist. If you need the info for my diary since it's locked now, leave me a note or an email; [email protected], and thanks for reading! That note made my day! Much love, .mARIA; <333

from soxfarxgonex :

hey babe! sorry I've been asleep or in the shower all the times you've called! I tried calling last night, but no one was home...sorry!!! what's wrong though? i hope you're not pissed at me! love you loads! xx

from soxfarxgonex :

hiding it won't do a bloody thing but make it worse. you don't hide it well...you let people see right thru you when you try to be happy and you're not. be who you are, but don't run to cutting or depression...wanna see my arm? i garuntee it'll scare the pee outta you, and what did it get me? absolutely nothing. pray hannah, pray. that's ALL you can do. God is ALL that will help. Cutting won't help. you don't need it, you don't need to hate him, all it does is make you like him...bitter and fake. you're not like that. but the more you hate something or someone the more you love to hate them, the more you become like what you hate. that will drag you down faster than anything...because satan is messing with you, he is. he messes with me all the time, talk to God, He's all that can help you, I can't, Heath can't, and cutting sure as hell cant. give God your problems. I love you so much darlin. xx

from soxfarxgonex :

i called you intentionally. your brothers haven't told me anything I didn't already know. and while I'm on it, I do love you, regardless of what you might feel or think.

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